首页 >出版文学> THE SONG OF THE LARK>第28章
  IV
  ATnineo’clockthateveningourthreefriendswereseatedinthebalconyofaFrenchrestaurant,muchgayerandmoreintimatethananythatexistsinNewYorkto—day。Thisoldrestaurantwasbuiltbyaloverofplea—
  sure,whoknewthattodinegaylyhumanbeingsmusthavethereassuranceofcertainlimitationsofspaceandofacertaindefinitestyle;thatthewallsmustbenearenoughtosuggestshelter,theceilinghighenoughtogivethechandeliersasetting。Theplacewascrowdedwiththekindofpeoplewhodinelateandwell,andDr。Archie,ashewatchedtheanimatedgroupsinthelongroombelowthebalcony,foundthismuchthemostfestivescenehehadeverlookedoutupon。Hesaidtohimself,inajovialmoodsomewhatsustainedbythecheeroftheboard,thatthiseveningalonewasworthhislongjourney。Hefollowedattentivelytheorchestra,ensconcedatthefartherendofthebalcony,andtoldTheaitmadehimfeel"quitemusi—
  cal"torecognize"TheInvitationtotheDance"or"TheBlueDanube,"andthathecouldrememberjustwhatkindofdayitwaswhenheheardherpracticingthemathome,andlingeredatthegatetolisten。
  Forthefirstfewmoments,whenhewasintroducedtoyoungOttenburgintheparloroftheEverettHouse,thedoctorhadbeenawkwardandunbending。ButFred,ashisfatherhadoftenobserved,"wasnotagoodmixerfornothing。"HehadbroughtDr。Archiearoundduringtheshortcabride,andinanhourtheyhadbecomeoldfriends。
  Fromthemomentwhenthedoctorliftedhisglassand,lookingconsciouslyatThea,said,"Toyoursuccess,"Fredlikedhim。Hefelthisquality;understoodhiscourageinsomedirectionsandwhatTheacalledhistimidityinothers,
  hisunspentandmiraculouslypreservedyouthfulness。
  Mencouldneverimposeuponthedoctor,heguessed,butwomenalwayscould。Fredliked,too,thedoctor’smannerwithThea,hisbashfuladmirationandthelittlehesitancybywhichhebetrayedhisconsciousnessofthechangeinher。Itwasjustthischangethat,atpresent,interestedFredmorethananythingelse。That,hefelt,washis"createdvalue,"anditwashisbestchanceforanypeaceofmind。Ifthatwerenotreal,obvioustoanoldfriendlikeArchie,thenhecutaverypoorfigure,indeed。
  Fredgotagooddeal,too,outoftheirtalkaboutMoon—
  stone。Fromherquestionsandthedoctor’sanswershewasabletoformsomeconceptionofthelittleworldthatwasalmostthemeasureofThea’sexperience,theonebitofthehumandramathatshehadfollowedwithsympathyandunderstanding。Asthetworanoverthelistoftheirfriends,themeresoundofanameseemedtorecallvolumestoeachofthem,toindicateminesofknowledgeandobservationtheyhadincommon。Atsomenamestheylaugheddelightedly,atsomeindulgentlyandeventen—
  derly。
  "YoutwoyoungpeoplemustcomeouttoMoonstonewhenTheagetsback,"thedoctorsaidhospitably。
  "Oh,weshall!"Fredcaughtitup。"I’mkeentoknowallthesepeople。Itisverytantalizingtohearonlytheirnames。"
  "Wouldtheyinterestanoutsiderverymuch,doyouthink,Dr。Archie?"Thealeanedtowardhim。"Isn’titonlybecausewe’veknownthemsinceIwaslittle?"
  Thedoctorglancedatherdeferentially。Fredhadnoticedthatheseemedalittleafraidtolookathersquarely——per—
  hapsatrifleembarrassedbyamodeofdresstowhichhewasunaccustomed。"Well,youarepracticallyanoutsideryourself,Thea,now,"heobservedsmiling。"Oh,Iknow,"
  hewentonquicklyinresponsetohergestureofprotest,——
  "Iknowyoudon’tchangetowardyouroldfriends,but
  youcanseeusallfromadistancenow。It’salltoyouradvantagethatyoucanstilltakeyouroldinterest,isn’tit,Mr。Ottenburg?"
  "That’sexactlyoneofheradvantages,Dr。Archie。
  Nobodycanevertakethatawayfromher,andnoneofuswhocamelatercaneverhopetorivalMoonstoneintheimpressionwemake。HerscaleofvalueswillalwaysbetheMoonstonescale。And,withanartist,thatISanadvantage。"Frednodded。
  Dr。Archielookedathimseriously。"Youmeanitkeepsthemfromgettingaffected?"
  "Yes;keepsthemfromgettingoffthetrackgenerally。"
  Whilethewaiterfilledtheglasses,FredpointedouttoTheaabigblackFrenchbarytonewhowaseatingancho—
  viesbytheirtailsatoneofthetablesbelow,andthedoctorlookedaboutandstudiedhisfellowdiners。
  "Doyouknow,Mr。Ottenburg,"hesaiddeeply,"thesepeoplealllookhappiertomethanourWesternpeopledo。
  Isitsimplygoodmannersontheirpart,ordotheygetmoreoutoflife?"
  FredlaughedtoTheaabovetheglasshehadjustlifted。
  "Someofthemaregettingagooddealoutofitnow,doctor。Thisisthehourwhenbench—joybrightens。"
  Theachuckledanddartedhimaquickglance。"Bench—
  joy!Wheredidyougetthatslang?"
  "Thathappenstobeveryoldslang,mydear。OlderthanMoonstoneorthesovereignStateofColorado。OuroldfriendMr。Nathanmeyercouldtelluswhyithappenstohityou。"HeleanedforwardandtouchedThea’swrist,"Seethatfurcoatjustcomingin,Thea。It’sD’Albert。
  He’sjustbackfromhisWesterntour。Finehead,hasn’the?"
  "Togoback,"saidDr。Archie;"Iinsistthatpeopledolookhappierhere。I’venoticeditevenonthestreet,andespeciallyinthehotels。"
  Fredturnedtohimcheerfully。"NewYorkpeoplelive
  agooddealinthefourthdimension,Dr。Archie。It’sthatyounoticeintheirfaces。"
  Thedoctorwasinterested。"Thefourthdimension,"herepeatedslowly;"andisthatslang,too?"
  "No,"——Fredshookhishead,——"that’smerelyafigure。Imeanthatlifeisnotquitesopersonalhereasitisinyourpartoftheworld。Peoplearemoretakenupbyhobbies,intereststhatarelesssubjecttoreversesthantheirpersonalaffairs。Ifyou’reinterestedinThea’svoice,forinstance,orinvoicesingeneral,thatinterestisjustthesame,evenifyourminingstocksgodown。"
  Thedoctorlookedathimnarrowly。"Youthinkthat’sabouttheprincipaldifferencebetweencountrypeopleandcitypeople,don’tyou?"
  Fredwasalittledisconcertedatbeingfollowedupsoresolutely,andheattemptedtodismissitwithapleasantry。
  "I’veneverthoughtmuchaboutit,doctor。ButIshouldsay,onthespurofthemoment,thatthatisoneoftheprincipaldifferencesbetweenpeopleanywhere。It’stheconsolationoffellowslikemewhodon’taccomplishmuch。
  Thefourthdimensionisnotgoodforbusiness,butwethinkwehaveabettertime。"
  Dr。Archieleanedbackinhischair。Hisheavyshoulderswerecontemplative。"Andshe,"hesaidslowly;"shouldyousaythatsheisoneofthekindyoureferto?"Hein—
  clinedhisheadtowardtheshimmerofthepale—greendressbesidehim。Theawasleaning,justthen,overthebalconyrail,herheadinthelightfromthechandeliersbelow。
  "Never,never!"Fredprotested。"She’sashard—headedastheworstofyou——withadifference。"
  Thedoctorsighed。"Yes,withadifference;somethingthatmakesagoodmanyrevolutionstothesecond。WhenshewaslittleIusedtofeelherheadtotrytolocateit。"
  Fredlaughed。"Didyou,though?Soyouwereonthetrackofit?Oh,it’sthere!Wecan’tgetroundit,miss,"
  asThealookedbackinquiringly。"Dr。Archie,there’sa
  fellowtownsmanofyoursIfeelarealkinshipfor。"HepressedacigaruponDr。Archieandstruckamatchforhim。
  "TellmeaboutSpanishJohnny。"
  Thedoctorsmiledbenignantlythroughthefirstwavesofsmoke。"Well,Johnny’sanoldpatientofmine,andhe’sanoldadmirerofThea’s。Shewasbornacosmopolitan,andIexpectshelearnedagooddealfromJohnnywhensheusedtorunawayandgotoMexicanTown。Wethoughtitaqueerfreakthen。"
  Thedoctorlaunchedintoalongstory,inwhichhewasofteneagerlyinterruptedorjoyouslyconfirmedbyThea,whowasdrinkinghercoffeeandforcingopenthepetalsoftheroseswithanardentandratherrudehand。Fredset—
  tleddownintoenjoyinghiscomprehensionofhisguests。
  Thea,watchingDr。Archieandinterestedinhispresenta—
  tion,wasunconsciouslyimpersonatinghersuave,gold—
  tintedfriend。Itwasdelightfultoseehersoradiantandresponsiveagain。Shehadkeptherpromiseaboutlookingherbest;whenonecouldsoeasilygettogetherthecolorsofanapplebranchinearlyspring,thatwasnothardtodo。
  EvenDr。Archiefelt,eachtimehelookedather,afreshconsciousness。Herecognizedthefinetextureofhermother’sskin,withthedifferencethat,whenshereachedacrossthetabletogivehimabunchofgrapes,herarmwasnotonlywhite,butsomehowalittledazzling。Sheseemedtohimtaller,andfreerinallhermovements。Shehadnowawayoftakingadeepbreathwhenshewasinterested,thatmadeherseemverystrong,somehow,andbroughtheratonequiteoverpoweringly。Ifheseemedshy,itwasnotthathewasintimidatedbyherworldlyclothes,butthathergreaterpositiveness,herwholeaugmentedself,madehimfeelthathisaccustomedmannertowardherwasinadequate。
  Fred,onhispart,wasreflectingthattheawkwardposi—
  tioninwhichhehadplacedherwouldnotconfineorchafeherlong。Shelookedaboutatotherpeople,atotherwomen,
  curiously。Shewasnotquitesureofherself,butshewasnotintheleastafraidorapologetic。Sheseemedtositthereontheedge,emergingfromoneworldintoanother,takingherbearings,gettinganideaoftheconcertedmovementabouther,butwithabsoluteself—confidence。Sofarfromshrink—
  ing,sheexpanded。ThemerekindlyefforttopleaseDr。
  Archiewasenoughtobringherout。
  Therewasmuchtalkofauraeatthattime,andFredmusedthateverybeautiful,everycompellinglybeautifulwoman,hadanaura,whetherotherpeopledidorno。Therewas,certainly,aboutthewomanhehadbroughtupfromMexico,suchanemanation。Sheexistedinmorespacethansheoccupiedbymeasurement。Theenvelopingairaboutherheadandshoulderswassubsidized——wasmoremovingthansheherself,forinitlivedtheawakenings,allthefirstsweetnessthatlifekillsinpeople。OnefeltinhersuchawealthofJUGENDZEIT,allthoseflowersofthemindandthebloodthatbloomandperishbythemyriadinthefewexhaustlessyearswhentheimaginationfirstkindles。Itwasinwatchingherassheemergedlikethis,inbeingnearandnottoonear,thatonegot,foramoment,somuchthatonehadlost;amongotherlegendarythingsthelegendarythemeoftheabsolutelymagicalpowerofabeautifulwoman。
  AftertheyhadleftTheaatherhotel,Dr。Archieadmit—
  tedtoFred,astheywalkedupBroadwaythroughtherap—
  idlychillingair,thatoncebeforehehadseentheiryoungfriendflashupintoamorepotentself,butinadarkermood。
  Itwasinhisofficeonenight,whenshewasathomethesummerbeforelast。"AndthenIgottheidea,"headdedsimply,"thatshewouldnotlivelikeotherpeople:that,forbetterorworse,shehaduncommongifts。"
  "Oh,we’llseethatit’sforbetter,youandI,"Fredreassuredhim。"Won’tyoucomeuptomyhotelwithme?
  Ithinkweoughttohavealongtalk。"
  "Yes,indeed,"saidDr。Archiegratefully;"Ithinkweought。"
  V
  THEAwastosailonTuesday,atnoon,andonSaturdayFredOttenburgarrangedforherpassage,whilesheandDr。Archiewentshopping。Withrugsandsea—clothesshewasalreadyprovided;FredhadgoteverythingofthatsortsheneededforthevoyageupfromVeraCruz。OnSundayafternoonTheawenttoseetheHarsanyis。Whenshereturnedtoherhotel,shefoundanotefromOttenburg,sayingthathehadcalledandwouldcomeagainto—morrow。
  OnMondaymorning,whileshewasatbreakfast,Fredcamein。Sheknewbyhishurried,distractedairasheenteredthedining—roomthatsomethinghadgonewrong。
  Hehadjustgotatelegramfromhome。Hismotherhadbeenthrownfromhercarriageandhurt;aconcussionofsomesort,andshewasunconscious。HewasleavingforSt。Louisthatnightontheeleveno’clocktrain。Hehadagreatdealtoattendtoduringtheday。Hewouldcomethatevening,ifhemight,andstaywithheruntiltraintime,whileshewasdoingherpacking。Scarcelywaitingforherconsent,hehurriedaway。
  AlldayTheawassomewhatcastdown。ShewassorryforFred,andshemissedthefeelingthatshewastheonepersoninhismind。Hehadscarcelylookedatherwhentheyexchangedwordsatthebreakfast—table。Shefeltasifsheweresetaside,andshedidnotseemsoimportanteventoherselfasshehadyesterday。Certainly,shereflected,itwashightimethatshebegantotakecareofherselfagain。Dr。Archiecamefordinner,butshesenthimawayearly,tellinghimthatshewouldbereadytogototheboatwithhimathalf—pasttenthenextmorning。Whenshewentupstairs,shelookedgloomilyattheopentrunkinhersitting—room,andatthetrayspiledonthesofa。She
  stoodatthewindowandwatchedaquietsnowstormspendingitselfoverthecity。Morethananythingelse,fallingsnowalwaysmadeherthinkofMoonstone;oftheKohlers’garden,ofThor’ssled,ofdressingbylamplightandstartingofftoschoolbeforethepathswerebroken。
  WhenFredcame,helookedtired,andhetookherhandalmostwithoutseeingher。
  "I’msosorry,Fred。Haveyouhadanymoreword?"
  "Shewasstillunconsciousatfourthisafternoon。Itdoesn’tlookveryencouraging。"Heapproachedthefireandwarmedhishands。Heseemedtohavecontracted,andhehadnotatallhishabitualeaseofmanner。"Poormother!"heexclaimed;"nothinglikethisshouldhavehappenedtoher。Shehassomuchprideofperson。She’snotatallanoldwoman,youknow。She’snevergotbeyondvigorousandratherdashingmiddleage。"HeturnedabruptlytoTheaandforthefirsttimereallylookedather。
  "Howbadlythingscomeout!She’dhavelikedyouforadaughter—in—law。Oh,you’dhavefoughtlikethedevil,butyou’dhaverespectedeachother。"Hesankintoachairandthrusthisfeetouttothefire。"Still,"hewentonthoughtfully,seemingtoaddresstheceiling,"itmighthavebeenbadforyou。OurbigGermanhouses,ourgoodGermancooking——youmighthavegotlostintheuphol—
  stery。Thatsubstantialcomfortmighttakethetemperoutofyou,dullyouredge。Yes,"hesighed,"Iguessyouweremeantforthejoltofthebreakers。"
  "IguessI’llgetplentyofjolt,"Theamurmured,turn—
  ingtohertrunk。
  "I’mrathergladI’mnotstayingoveruntilto—morrow,"
  Fredreflected。"Ithinkit’seasierformetoglideoutlikethis。Ifeelnowasifeverythingwererathercasual,any—
  how。Athinglikethatdullsone’sfeelings。"
  Thea,standingbyhertrunk,madenoreply。Presentlyheshookhimselfandrose。"Wantmetoputthosetraysinforyou?"
  "No,thankyou。I’mnotreadyforthemyet。"
  Fredstrolledovertothesofa,liftedascarffromoneofthetraysandstoodabstractedlydrawingitthroughhisfingers。"You’vebeensokindtheselastfewdays,Thea,thatIbegantohopeyoumightsoftenalittle;thatyoumightaskmetocomeoverandseeyouthissummer。"
  "Ifyouthoughtthat,youweremistaken,"shesaidslowly。"I’vehardened,ifanything。ButIshan’tcarryanygrudgeawaywithme,ifyoumeanthat。"
  Hedroppedthescarf。"Andthere’snothing——nothingatallyou’llletmedo?"
  "Yes,thereisonething,andit’sagooddealtoask。IfI
  getknockedout,ornevergeton,I’dlikeyoutoseethatDr。Archiegetshismoneyback。I’mtakingthreethousanddollarsofhis。"
  "Why,ofcourseIshall。Youmaydismissthatfromyourmind。Howfussyyouareaboutmoney,Thea。Youmakesuchapointofit。"Heturnedsharplyandwalkedtothewindows。
  Theasatdowninthechairhehadquitted。"It’sonlypoorpeoplewhofeelthatwayaboutmoney,andwhoarereallyhonest,"shesaidgravely。"SometimesIthinkthattobereallyhonest,youmusthavebeensopoorthatyou’vebeentemptedtosteal。"
  "Towhat?"
  "Tosteal。Iusedtobe,whenIfirstwenttoChicagoandsawallthethingsinthebigstoresthere。Neverany—
  thingbig,butlittlethings,thekindI’dneverseenbeforeandcouldneverafford。Ididtakesomethingonce,beforeIknewit。"
  Fredcametowardher。Forthefirsttimeshehadhiswholeattention,inthedegreetowhichshewasaccustomedtohavingit。"Didyou?Whatwasit?"heaskedwithinterest。
  "Asachet。Alittlebluesilkbagoforris—rootpowder。
  Therewasawholecounterfulofthem,markeddownto
  fiftycents。I’dneverseenanybefore,andtheyseemedirresistible。Itookoneupandwanderedaboutthestorewithit。Nobodyseemedtonotice,soIcarrieditoff。"
  Fredlaughed。"Crazychild!Why,yourthingsalwayssmelloforris;isitapenance?"
  "No,Iloveit。ButIsawthatthefirmdidn’tloseany—
  thingbyme。IwentbackandboughtittherewheneverI
  hadaquartertospend。IgotalottotaketoArizona。I
  madeituptothem。"
  "I’llbetyoudid!"Fredtookherhand。"Whydidn’tIfindyouthatfirstwinter?I’dhavelovedyoujustasyoucame!"
  Theashookherhead。"No,youwouldn’t,butyoumighthavefoundmeamusing。TheHarsanyissaidyester—
  dayafternoonthatIworesuchafunnycapeandthatmyshoesalwayssqueaked。TheythinkI’veimproved。ItoldthemitwasyourdoingifIhad,andthentheylookedscared。"
  "DidyousingforHarsanyi?"
  "Yes。HethinksI’veimprovedthere,too。Hesaidnicethingstome。Oh,hewasverynice!HeagreeswithyouaboutmygoingtoLehmann,ifshe’lltakeme。Hecameouttotheelevatorwithme,afterwehadsaidgood—bye。
  Hesaidsomethingniceoutthere,too,butheseemedsad。"
  "Whatwasitthathesaid?"
  "Hesaid,`Whenpeople,seriouspeople,believeinyou,theygiveyousomeoftheirbest,so——takecareofit,MissKronborg。’Thenhewavedhishandsandwentback。"
  "Ifyousang,Iwishyouhadtakenmealong。Didyousingwell?"Fredturnedfromherandwentbacktothewindow。"IwonderwhenIshallhearyousingagain。"
  Hepickedupabunchofvioletsandsmelledthem。"Youknow,yourleavingmelikethis——well,it’salmostinhu—
  mantobeabletodoitsokindlyandunconditionally。"
  "Isupposeitis。Itwasalmostinhumantobeabletoleavehome,too,——thelasttime,whenIknewitwasfor
  good。Butallthesame,Icaredagreatdealmorethananybodyelsedid。Ilivedthroughit。Ihavenochoicenow。
  Nomatterhowmuchitbreaksmeup,Ihavetogo。DoI
  seemtoenjoyit?"
  Fredbentoverhertrunkandpickedupsomethingwhichprovedtobeascore,clumsilybound。"What’sthis?Didyouevertrytosingthis?"Heopeneditandontheengravedtitle—pagereadWunsch’sinscription,"EINST,O
  WUNDER!"HelookedupsharplyatThea。
  "Wunschgavemethatwhenhewentaway。I’vetoldyouabouthim,myoldteacherinMoonstone。Helovedthatopera。"
  Fredwenttowardthefireplace,thebookunderhisarm,singingsoftly:——
  "EINST,OWUNDER,ENTBLUHTAUFMEINEMGRABE,EINEBLUMEDERASCHEMEINESHERZENS;"
  "Youhavenoideaatallwhereheis,Thea?"Heleanedagainstthemantelandlookeddownather。
  "No,IwishIhad。Hemaybedeadbythistime。Thatwasfiveyearsago,andheusedhimselfhard。Mrs。Kohlerwasalwaysafraidhewoulddieoffalonesomewhereandbestuckundertheprairie。Whenwelastheardofhim,hewasinKansas。"
  "Ifheweretobefound,I’dliketodosomethingforhim。
  Iseemtogetagooddealofhimfromthis。"Heopenedthebookagain,wherehekepttheplacewithhisfinger,andscrutinizedthepurpleink。"HowlikeaGerman!Hadheeversungthesongforyou?"
  "No。Ididn’tknowwherethewordswerefromuntilonce,whenHarsanyisangitforme,Irecognizedthem。"
  Fredclosedthebook。"Letmesee,whatwasyournoblebrakeman’sname?"
  Thealookedupwithsurprise。"Ray,RayKennedy。"
  "RayKennedy!"helaughed。"Itcouldn’twellhavebeenbetter!WunschandDr。Archie,andRay,andI,"——
  hetoldthemoffonhisfingers,——"yourwhistling—posts!
  Youhaven’tdonesobadly。We’vebackedyouaswecould,someinourweaknessandsomeinourmight。Inyourdarkhours——andyou’llhavethem——youmayliketorememberus。"Hesmiledwhimsicallyanddroppedthescoreintothetrunk。"Youaretakingthatwithyou?"
  "SurelyIam。Ihaven’tsomanykeepsakesthatIcanaffordtoleavethat。Ihaven’tgotmanythatIvaluesohighly。"
  "Thatyouvaluesohighly?"Fredechoedhergravityplayfully。"Youaredeliciouswhenyoufallintoyourvernacular。"Helaughedhalftohimself。
  "What’sthematterwiththat?Isn’titperfectlygoodEnglish?"
  "PerfectlygoodMoonstone,mydear。Liketheready—
  madeclothesthathanginthewindows,madetofitevery—
  bodyandfitnobody,aphrasethatcanbeusedonallocca—
  sions。Oh,"——hestartedacrosstheroomagain,——"that’soneofthefinethingsaboutyourgoing!You’llbewiththerightsortofpeopleandyou’lllearnagood,live,warmGerman,thatwillbelikeyourself。You’llgetanewspeechfullofshadesandcolorlikeyourvoice;alive,likeyourmind。
  Itwillbealmostlikebeingbornagain,Thea。"
  Shewasnotoffended。Fredhadsaidsuchthingstoherbefore,andshewantedtolearn。Inthenaturalcourseofthingsshewouldneverhavelovedamanfromwhomshecouldnotlearnagreatdeal。
  "Harsanyisaidonce,"sheremarkedthoughtfully,"thatifonebecameanartistonehadtobebornagain,andthatoneowednothingtoanybody。"
  "Exactly。AndwhenIseeyouagainIshallnotseeyou,butyourdaughter。MayI?"Hehelduphiscigarettecasequestioninglyandthenbegantosmoke,takingupagainthesongwhichraninhishead:——
  "DEUTLICHSCHIMMERTAUFJEDEM,PURPURBLATTCHEN,ADELAIDE!"
  "Ihavehalfanhourwithyouyet,andthen,exitFred。"
  Hewalkedabouttheroom,smokingandsingingthewordsunderhisbreath。"You’lllikethevoyage,"hesaidab—
  ruptly。"Thatfirstapproachtoaforeignshore,stealinguponitandfindingit——there’snothinglikeit。Itwakesupeverythingthat’sasleepinyou。Youwon’tmindmywritingtosomepeopleinBerlin?They’llbenicetoyou。"
  "Iwishyouwould。"Theagaveadeepsigh。"Iwishonecouldlookaheadandseewhatiscomingtoone。"
  "Oh,no!"Fredwassmokingnervously;"thatwouldneverdo。It’stheuncertaintythatmakesonetry。You’veneverhadanysortofchance,andnowIfancyyou’llmakeituptoyourself。You’llfindthewaytoletyourselfoutinonelongflight。"
  Theaputherhandonherheart。"Andthendropliketherocksweusedtothrow——anywhere。"Sheleftthechairandwentovertothesofa,huntingforsomethinginthetrunktrays。WhenshecamebackshefoundFredsit—
  tinginherplace。"Herearesomehandkerchiefsofyours。
  I’vekeptoneortwo。They’relargerthanmineandusefulifonehasaheadache。"
  "Thankyou。Hownicelytheysmellofyourthings!"
  Helookedatthewhitesquaresforamomentandthenputtheminhispocket。Hekeptthelowchair,andasshestoodbesidehimhetookherhandsandsatlookingintentlyatthem,asifhewereexaminingthemforsomespecialpur—
  pose,tracingthelongroundfingerswiththetipsofhisown。"Ordinarily,youknow,therearereefsthatamancatchestoandkeepshisnoseabovewater。Butthisisacasebyitself。ThereseemstobenolimitastohowmuchIcanbeinlovewithyou。Ikeepgoing。"Hedidnotlifthiseyesfromherfingers,whichhecontinuedtostudywiththesamefervor。"Everykindofstringedinstrumentthereisplaysinyourhands,Thea,"hewhispered,pressingthemtohisface。
  Shedroppedbesidehimandslippedintohisarms,shut—