首页 >出版文学> THE SONG OF THE LARK>第27章
  "Well,that’sgood,atanyrate,"hervisitorrepliedwithadeterminedeffortatcheerfulness。Then,turningtothefire,headdedblankly,"Ifyouwanthim。"
  "OfcourseIwanthim。IwouldneverhaveaskedsuchathingofhimifIhadn’twantedhimagreatdeal。It’saveryexpensivetrip。"Theaspokeseverely。Thenshewenton,inamildertone。"Hedoesn’tsayanythingaboutthemoney,butIthinkhiscomingmeansthathecanletmehaveit。"
  Fredwasstandingbeforethemantel,rubbinghishandstogethernervously。"Probably。Youarestilldeterminedtocallonhim?"HesatdowntentativelyinthechairTheahadindicated。"Idon’tseewhyyouwon’tborrowfromme,andlethimsignwithyou,forinstance。Thatwouldconstituteaperfectlyregularbusinesstransaction。Icouldbringsuitagainsteitherofyouformymoney。"
  Theaturnedtowardhimfromthedesk。"Wewon’ttakethatupagain,Fred。IshouldhaveadifferentfeelingaboutitifIwentonyourmoney。InawayIshallfeelfreeronDr。Archie’s,andinanotherwayIshallfeelmorebound。
  Ishalltryevenharder。"Shepaused。"Heisalmostlikemyfather,"sheaddedirrelevantly。
  "Still,heisn’t,youknow,"Fredpersisted。"Itwouldn’tbeanythingnew。I’veloanedmoneytostudentsbefore,andgotitback,too。"
  "Yes;Iknowyou’regenerous,"Theahurriedoverit,"butthiswillbethebestway。HewillbehereonFridaydidItellyou?"
  "Ithinkyoumentionedit。That’srathersoon。MayIsmoke?"hetookoutasmallcigarettecase。"Isup—
  poseyou’llbeoffnextweek?"heaskedashestruckamatch。
  "JustassoonasIcan,"sherepliedwitharestlessmove—
  mentofherarms,asifherdark—bluedressweretootightforher。"ItseemsasifI’dbeenhereforever。"
  "Andyet,"theyoungmanmused,"wegotinonlyfour
  daysago。Factsreallydon’tcountformuch,dothey?It’sallinthewaypeoplefeel:eveninlittlethings。"
  Theawinced,butshedidnotanswerhim。Sheputthetelegrambackinitsenvelopeandplaceditcarefullyinoneofthepigeonholesofthedesk。
  "Isuppose,"Fredbroughtoutwitheffort,"thatyourfriendisinyourconfidence?"
  "Healwayshasbeen。Ishallhavetotellhimaboutmy—
  self。IwishIcouldwithoutdraggingyouin。"
  Fredshookhimself。"Don’tbotheraboutwhereyoudragme,please,"heputin,flushing。"Idon’tgive——"
  hesubsidedsuddenly。
  "I’mafraid,"Theawentongravely,"thathewon’tunderstand。He’llbehardonyou。"
  Fredstudiedthewhiteashofhiscigarettebeforeheflickeditoff。"Youmeanhe’llseemeasevenworsethanIam。Yes,IsupposeIshalllookverylowtohim:afifth—
  ratescoundrel。Butthatonlymattersinsofarasithurtshisfeelings。"
  Theasighed。"We’llbothlookprettylow。Andafterall,wemustreallybejustaboutasweshalllooktohim。"
  Ottenburgstartedupandthrewhiscigaretteintothegrate。"ThatIdeny。Haveyoueverbeenreallyfrankwiththispreceptorofyourchildhood,evenwhenyouWEREachild?Thinkaminute,haveyou?Ofcoursenot!Fromyourcradle,asIoncetoldyou,you’vebeen`doingit’ontheside,livingyourownlife,admittingtoyourselfthingsthatwouldhorrifyhim。You’vealwaysdeceivedhimtotheextentoflettinghimthinkyoudifferentfromwhatyouare。Hecouldn’tunderstandthen,hecan’tunder—
  standnow。Sowhynotspareyourselfandhim?"
  Sheshookherhead。"Ofcourse,I’vehadmyownthoughts。Maybehehashadhis,too。ButI’veneverdoneanythingbeforethathewouldmuchmind。Imustputmyselfrightwithhim,——asrightasIcan,——tobegin
  over。He’llmakeallowancesforme。Healwayshas。ButI’mafraidhewon’tforyou。"
  "Leavethattohimandme。Itakeityouwantmetoseehim?"Fredsatdownagainandbeganabsentlytotracethecarpetpatternwithhiscane。"Attheworst,"hespokewanderingly,"Ithoughtyou’dperhapsletmegoinonthebusinessendofitandinvestalongwithyou。You’dputinyourtalentandambitionandhardwork,andI’dputinthemoneyand——well,nobody’sgoodwishesaretobescorned,notevenmine。Then,whenthethingpannedoutbig,wecouldsharetogether。Yourdoctorfriendhasn’tcaredhalfsomuchaboutyourfutureasIhave。"
  "He’scaredagooddeal。Hedoesn’tknowasmuchaboutsuchthingsasyoudo。Ofcourseyou’vebeenagreatdealmorehelptomethananyoneelseeverhas,"Theasaidquietly。Theblackclockonthemantelbegantostrike。Shelistenedtothefivestrokesandthensaid,"I’dhavelikedyourhelpingmeeightmonthsago。Butnow,you’dsimplybekeepingme。"
  "Youweren’treadyforiteightmonthsago。"Fredleanedbackatlastinhischair。"Yousimplyweren’treadyforit。Youweretootired。Youweretootimid。Yourwholetonewastoolow。Youcouldn’trisefromachairlikethat,"——shehadstartedupapprehensivelyandgonetowardthewindow。——"Youwerefumblingandawkward。
  Sincethenyou’vecomeintoyourpersonality。Youwerealwayslockinghornswithitbefore。Youwereasullenlittledrudgeeightmonthsago,afraidofbeingcaughtateitherlookingormovinglikeyourself。Nobodycouldtellanythingaboutyou。Avoiceisnotaninstrumentthat’sfoundready—made。Avoiceispersonality。Itcanbeasbigasacircusandascommonasdirt。——There’sgoodmoneyinthatkind,too,butIdon’thappentobeinterestedinthem。——Nobodycouldtellmuchaboutwhatyoumightbeabletodo,lastwinter。Idivinedmorethananybodyelse。"
  "Yes,Iknowyoudid。"Theawalkedovertotheold—
  fashionedmantelandheldherhandsdowntotheglowofthefire。"Iowesomuchtoyou,andthat’swhatmakesthingshard。That’swhyIhavetogetawayfromyoualtogether。Idependonyouforsomanythings。Oh,Ididevenlastwinter,inChicago!"Shekneltdownbythegrateandheldherhandsclosertothecoals。"Andonethingleadstoanother。"
  Ottenburgwatchedherasshebenttowardthefire。Hisglancebrightenedalittle。"Anyhow,youcouldn’tlookasyoudonow,beforeyouknewme。YouWEREclumsy。Andwhateveryoudonow,youdosplendidly。Andyoucan’tcryenoughtospoilyourfaceformorethantenminutes。
  Itcomesrightback,inspiteofyou。It’sonlysinceyou’veknownmethatyou’veletyourselfbebeautiful。"
  Withoutrisingsheturnedherfaceaway。Fredwentonimpetuously。"Oh,youcanturnitawayfromme,Thea;
  youcantakeitawayfromme!Allthesame——"hisspurtdiedandhefellback。"Howcanyouturnonmeso,afterall!"hesighed。
  "Ihaven’t。Butwhenyouarrangedwithyourselftotakemeinlikethat,youcouldn’thavebeenthinkingverykindlyofme。Ican’tunderstandhowyoucarrieditthrough,whenIwassoeasy,andallthecircumstancesweresoeasy。"
  Hercrouchingpositionbythefirebecamethreatening。
  Fredgotup,andTheaalsorose。
  "No,"hesaid,"Ican’tmakeyouseethatnow。Sometimelater,perhaps,youwillunderstandbetter。Foronething,Ihonestlycouldnotimaginethatwords,names,meantsomuchtoyou。"Fredwastalkingwiththedes—
  perationofamanwhohasputhimselfinthewrongandwhoyetfeelsthattherewasanideaoftruthinhisconduct。
  "Supposethatyouhadmarriedyourbrakemanandlivedwithhimyearafteryear,caringforhimevenlessthanyoudoforyourdoctor,orforHarsanyi。Isupposeyouwould
  havefeltquiteallrightaboutit,becausethatrelationhasanameingoodstanding。Tome,thatseems——sickening!"
  HetookarapidturnabouttheroomandthenasThearemainedstanding,herolledoneoftheelephantinechairsuptothehearthforher。
  "Sitdownandlistentomeforamoment,Thea。"Hebeganpacingfromthehearthrugtothewindowandbackagain,whileshesatdowncompliantly。"Don’tyouknowmostofthepeopleintheworldarenotindividualsatall?
  Theyneverhaveanindividualideaorexperience。Alotofgirlsgotoboarding—schooltogether,comeoutthesameseason,danceatthesameparties,aremarriedoffingroups,havetheirbabiesataboutthesametime,sendtheirchildrentoschooltogether,andsothehumancroprenewsitself。Suchwomenknowasmuchabouttherealityoftheformstheygothroughastheyknowaboutthewarstheylearnthedatesof。Theygettheirmostper—
  sonalexperiencesoutofnovelsandplays。Everythingissecond—handwiththem。Why,youCOULDN’Tlivelikethat。"
  Theasatlookingtowardthemantel,hereyeshalfclosed,herchinlevel,herheadsetasifshewereenduringsome—
  thing。Herhands,verywhite,laypassiveonherdarkgown。FromthewindowcornerFredlookedatthemandather。Heshookhisheadandflashedanangry,tormentedlookoutintothebluetwilightovertheSquare,throughwhichmuffledcriesandcallsandtheclangofcarbellscameupfromthestreet。Heturnedagainandbegantopacethefloor,hishandsinhispockets。
  "Saywhatyouwill,TheaKronborg,youarenotthatsortofperson。Youwillneversitalonewithapacifierandanovel。Youwon’tsubsistonwhattheoldladieshaveputintothebottleforyou。Youwillalwaysbreakthroughintotherealities。ThatwasthefirstthingHarsanyifoundoutaboutyou;thatyoucouldn’tbekeptontheoutside。
  Ifyou’dlivedinMoonstoneallyourlifeandgotonwiththediscreetbrakeman,you’dhavehadjustthesame
  nature。Yourchildrenwouldhavebeentherealitiesthen,probably。Ifthey’dbeencommonplace,you’dhavekilledthemwithdriving。You’dhavemanagedsomewaytolivetwentytimesasmuchasthepeoplearoundyou。"
  Fredpaused。Hesoughtalongtheshadowyceilingandheavymouldingsforwords。Whenhebeganagain,hisvoicewaslower,andatfirsthespokewithlessconviction,thoughagainitgrewonhim。"NowIknewallthis——oh,knewitbetterthanIcanevermakeyouunderstand!
  You’vebeenrunningahandicap。Youhadnotimetolose。
  Iwantedyoutohavewhatyouneedandtogetonfast——
  getthroughwithme,ifneedbe;Icountedonthat。You’venotimetositroundandanalyzeyourconductoryourfeelings。Otherwomengivetheirwholelivestoit。They’venothingelsetodo。Helpingamantogethisdivorceisacareerforthem;justthesortofintellectualexercisetheylike。"
  Freddivedfiercelyintohispocketsasifhewouldripthemoutandscattertheircontentstothewinds。Stop—
  pingbeforeher,hetookadeepbreathandwentonagain,thistimeslowly。"Allthatsortofthingisforeigntoyou。You’dbenowhereatit。Youhaven’tthatkindofmind。Thegrammaticalnicetiesofconductaredarktoyou。You’resimple——andpoetic。"Fred’svoiceseemedtobewanderingaboutinthethickeningdusk。"Youwon’tplaymuch。Youwon’t,perhaps,lovemanytimes。"Hepaused。"Andyoudidloveme,youknow。Yourrailroadfriendwouldhaveunderstoodme。ICOULDhavethrownyouback。Thereversewasthere,——itstaredmeintheface,——
  butIcouldn’tpullit。Iletyoudriveahead。"Hethrewouthishands。WhatTheanoticed,oddlyenough,wastheflashofthefirelightonhiscufflink。Heturnedagain。
  "Andyou’llalwaysdriveahead,"hemuttered。"It’syourway。"
  Therewasalongsilence。Fredhaddroppedintoachair。
  Heseemed,aftersuchanexplosion,nottohaveaword
  leftinhim。Theaputherhandtothebackofherneckandpressedit,asifthemusclestherewereaching。
  "Well,"shesaidatlast,"IatleastoverlookmoreinyouthanIdoinmyself。Iamalwaysexcusingyoutomyself。
  Idon’tdomuchelse。"
  "Thenwhy,inHeaven’sname,won’tyouletmebeyourfriend?Youmakeascoundrelofme,borrowingmoneyfromanothermantogetoutofmyclutches。"
  "IfIborrowfromhim,it’stostudy。AnythingItookfromyouwouldbedifferent。AsIsaidbefore,you’dbekeepingme。"
  "Keeping!Ilikeyourlanguage。It’spureMoonstone,Thea,——likeyourpointofview。Iwonderhowlongyou’llbeaMethodist。"Heturnedawaybitterly。
  "Well,I’veneversaidIwasn’tMoonstone,haveI?I
  am,andthat’swhyIwantDr。Archie。Ican’tseeanythingsofunnyaboutMoonstone,youknow。"Shepushedherchairbackalittlefromthehearthandclaspedherhandsoverherknee,stilllookingthoughtfullyintotheredcoals。
  "Wealwayscomebacktothesamething,Fred。Thename,asyoucallit,makesadifferencetomehowIfeelaboutmyself。Youwouldhaveactedverydifferentlywithagirlofyourownkind,andthat’swhyIcan’ttakeanythingfromyounow。You’vemadeeverythingimpossible。Beingmarriedisonethingandnotbeingmarriedistheotherthing,andthat’sallthereistoit。Ican’tseehowyoureasonedwithyourself,ifyoutookthetroubletoreason。
  YousayIwastoomuchalone,andyetwhatyoudidwastocutmeoffmorethanIeverhadbeen。NowI’mgoingtotrytomakegoodtomyfriendsoutthere。That’sallthereisleftforme。"
  "Makegoodtoyourfriends!"Fredburstout。"WhatoneofthemcaresasIcare,orbelievesasIbelieve?I’vetoldyouI’llneveraskagraciouswordfromyouuntilI
  canaskitwithallthechurchesinChristendomatmyback。"
  Thealookedup,andwhenshesawFred’sface,shethoughtsadlythathe,too,lookedasifthingswerespoiledforhim。"Ifyouknowmeaswellasyousayyoudo,Fred,"
  shesaidslowly,"thenyouarenotbeinghonestwithyour—
  self。YouknowthatIcan’tdothingshalfway。Ifyoukeptmeatall——you’dkeepme。"Shedroppedherheadwearilyonherhandandsatwithherforeheadrestingonherfingers。
  Fredleanedoverherandsaidjustabovehisbreath,"Then,whenIgetthatdivorce,you’lltakeitupwithmeagain?You’llatleastletmeknow,warnme,beforethereisaseriousquestionofanybodyelse?"
  Withoutliftingherhead,Theaansweredhim。"Oh,I
  don’tthinktherewilleverbeaquestionofanybodyelse。
  NotifIcanhelpit。IsupposeI’vegivenyoueveryreasontothinktherewillbe,——atonce,onshipboard,anytime。"
  Ottenburgdrewhimselfuplikeashot。"Stopit,Thea!"
  hesaidsharply。"That’sonethingyou’veneverdone。
  That’slikeanycommonwoman。"Hesawhershouldersliftalittleandgrowcalm。Thenhewenttotheothersideoftheroomandtookuphishatandglovesfromthesofa。
  Hecamebackcheerfully。"Ididn’tdropintobullyyouthisafternoon。Icametocoaxyoutogooutforteawithmesomewhere。"Hewaited,butshedidnotlookuporliftherhead,stillsunkonherhand。
  Herhandkerchiefhadfallen。Fredpickeditupandputitonherknee,pressingherfingersoverit。"Good—night,dearandwonderful,"hewhispered,——"wonderfulanddear!
  HowcanyouevergetawayfrommewhenIwillalwaysfollowyou,througheverywall,througheverydoor,wher—
  everyougo。"Helookeddownatherbenthead,andthecurveofherneckthatwassosad。Hestooped,andwithhislipsjusttouchedherhairwherethefirelightmadeitruddiest。"Ididn’tknowIhaditinme,Thea。Ithoughtitwasallafairytale。Idon’tknowmyselfanymore。"Heclosedhiseyesandbreatheddeeply。"Thesalt’sallgone
  outofyourhair。It’sfullofsunandwindagain。Ibelieveithasmemories。"Againsheheardhimtakeadeepbreath。
  "Icoulddowithoutyouforalifetime,ifthatwouldgiveyoutoyourself。Awomanlikeyoudoesn’tfindherself,alone。"
  Shethrustherfreehanduptohim。Hekisseditsoftly,asifshewereasleepandhewereafraidofwakingher。
  Fromthedoorheturnedbackirrelevantly。"Astoyouroldfriend,Thea,ifhe’stobehereonFriday,why,"——hesnatchedouthiswatchandhelditdowntocatchthelightfromthegrate,——"he’sonthetrainnow!Thatoughttocheeryou。Good—night。"Sheheardthedoorclose。
  III
  ONFridayafternoonTheaKronborgwaswalkingex—
  citedlyupanddownhersitting—room,whichatthathourwasfloodedbythin,clearsunshine。Bothwindowswereopen,andthefireinthegratewaslow,forthedaywasoneofthosefalsespringsthatsometimesblowintoNewYorkfromtheseainthemiddleofwinter,soft,warm,withapersuasivesaltymoistureintheairandarelaxingthawunderfoot。Theawasflushedandanimated,andsheseemedasrestlessasthesootysparrowsthatchirpedandcheepeddistractinglyaboutthewindows。Shekeptlookingattheblackclock,andthendownintotheSquare。Theroomwasfullofflowers,andshestoppednowandthentoarrangethemortomovethemintothesunlight。Afterthebellboycametoannounceavisitor,shetooksomeRomanhyacinthsfromaglassandstucktheminthefrontofherdark—bluedress。
  WhenatlastFredOttenburgappearedinthedoorway,shemethimwithanexclamationofpleasure。"Iamgladyou’vecome,Fred。Iwasafraidyoumightnotgetmynote,andIwantedtoseeyoubeforeyouseeDr。Archie。
  He’ssonice!"Shebroughtherhandstogethertoem—
  phasizeherstatement。
  "Ishe?I’mglad。YouseeI’mquiteoutofbreath。
  Ididn’twaitfortheelevator,butranupstairs。Iwassopleasedatbeingsentfor。"Hedroppedhishatandover—
  coat。"Yes,Ishouldsayheisnice!Idon’tseemtorecognizeallofthese,"wavinghishandkerchiefaboutattheflowers。
  "Yes,hebroughtthemhimself,inabigbox。Hebroughtlotswithhimbesidesflowers。Oh,lotsofthings!TheoldMoonstonefeeling,"——Theamovedherhandbackand
  forthintheair,flutteringherfingers,——"thefeelingofstartingout,earlyinthemorning,totakemylesson。"
  "Andyou’vehadeverythingoutwithhim?"
  "No,Ihaven’t。"
  "Haven’t?"Helookedupinconsternation。
  "No,Ihaven’t!"Theaspokeexcitedly,movingaboutoverthesunnypatchesonthegrimycarpet。"I’veliedtohim,justasyousaidIhadalwaysliedtohim,andthat’swhyI’msohappy。I’velethimthinkwhathelikestothink。Oh,Icouldn’tdoanythingelse,Fred,"——
  sheshookherheademphatically。"Ifyou’dseenhimwhenhecamein,sopleasedandexcited!Youseethisisagreatadventureforhim。FromthemomentIbegantotalktohim,heentreatedmenottosaytoomuch,nottospoilhisnotionofme。Notinsomanywords,ofcourse。
  Butifyou’dseenhiseyes,hisface,hiskindhands!Oh,no!Icouldn’t。"Shetookadeepbreath,asifwitharenewedsenseofhernarrowescape。
  "Then,whatdidyoutellhim?"Freddemanded。
  Theasatdownontheedgeofthesofaandbeganshuttingandopeningherhandsnervously。"Well,Itoldhimenough,andnottoomuch。Itoldhimallabouthowgoodyouweretomelastwinter,gettingmeengagementsandthings,andhowyouhadhelpedmewithmyworkmorethananybody。ThenItoldhimabouthowyousentmedowntotheranchwhenIhadnomoneyoranything。"
  Shepausedandwrinkledherforehead。"AndItoldhimthatIwantedtomarryyouandranawaytoMexicowithyou,andthatIwasawfullyhappyuntilyoutoldmethatyoucouldn’tmarrymebecause——well,Itoldhimwhy。"
  Theadroppedhereyesandmovedthetoeofhershoeaboutrestlesslyonthecarpet。
  "Andhetookitfromyou,likethat?"Fredasked,almostwithawe。
  "Yes,justlikethat,andaskednoquestions。Hewashurt;hehadsomewretchedmoments。Icouldseehim
  squirmingandsquirmingandtryingtogetpastit。Hekeptshuttinghiseyesandrubbinghisforehead。ButwhenItoldhimthatIabsolutelyknewyouwantedtomarryme,thatyouwouldwheneveryoucould,thatseemedtohelphimagooddeal。"
  "Andthatsatisfiedhim?"Fredaskedwonderingly。
  HecouldnotquiteimaginewhatkindofpersonDr。Archiemightbe。
  "Hetookmebytheshouldersonceandasked,oh,insuchafrightenedway,`Thea,washeGOODtoyou,thisyoungman?’WhenItoldhimyouwere,helookedatmeagain:`Andyoucareforhimagreatdeal,youbelieveinhim?’Thenheseemedsatisfied。"Theapaused。"Yousee,he’sjusttremendouslygood,andtremendouslyafraidofthings——ofsomethings。OtherwisehewouldhavegotridofMrs。Archie。"Shelookedupsuddenly:"Youwereright,though;onecan’ttellpeopleaboutthingstheydon’tknowalready。"
  Fredstoodinthewindow,hisbacktothesunlight,fingeringthejonquils。"Yes,youcan,mydear。Butyoumusttellitinsuchawaythattheydon’tknowyou’retellingit,andthattheydon’tknowthey’rehear—
  ingit。"
  Theasmiledpasthim,outintotheair。"Isee。It’sasecret。Likethesoundintheshell。"
  "What’sthat?"Fredwaswatchingherandthinkinghowmovingthatfarawayexpression,inher,happenedtobe。"Whatdidyousay?"
  Shecameback。"Oh,somethingoldandMoonstony!
  Ihavealmostforgottenitmyself。ButIfeelbetterthanI
  thoughtIevercouldagain。Ican’twaittobeoff。Oh,Fred,"shesprangup,"Iwanttogetatit!"
  Asshebrokeoutwiththis,shethrewupherheadandliftedherselfalittleonhertoes。Fredcoloredandlookedatherfearfully,hesitatingly。Hereyes,whichlookedoutthroughthewindow,werebright——theyhadnomemories。
  No,shedidnotremember。Thatmomentaryelevationhadnoassociationsforher。Itwasunconscious。
  Helookedherupanddownandlaughedandshookhishead。"YouarejustallIwantyoutobe——andthatis,——
  notforme!Don’tworry,you’llgetatit。Youareatit。
  MyGod!haveyouever,foronemoment,beenatanythingelse?"
  Theadidnotanswerhim,andclearlyshehadnotheardhim。Shewaswatchingsomethingoutinthethinlightofthefalsespringanditstreacherouslysoftair。
  Fredwaitedamoment。"Areyougoingtodinewithyourfriendto—night?"
  "Yes。HehasneverbeeninNewYorkbefore。Hewantstogoabout。WhereshallItellhimtogo?"
  "Wouldn’titbeabetterplan,sinceyouwishmetomeethim,foryoubothtodinewithme?Itwouldseemonlynaturalandfriendly。You’llhavetoliveupalittletohisnotionofus。"Theaseemedtoconsiderthesuggestionfavorably。"Ifyouwishhimtobeeasyinhismind,"
  Fredwenton,"thatwouldhelp。Ithink,myself,thatwearerathernicetogether。Putononeofthenewdressesyougotdownthere,andlethimseehowlovelyyoucanbe。Youowehimsomepleasure,afterallthetroublehehastaken。"
  Thealaughed,andseemedtofindtheideaexcitingandpleasant。"Oh,verywell!I’lldomybest。Onlydon’twearadresscoat,please。Hehasn’tone,andhe’snervousaboutit。"
  Fredlookedathiswatch。"Yourmonumentupthereisfast。I’llbeherewithacabateight。I’manxioustomeethim。You’vegivenmethestrangestideaofhiscallowinnocenceandagedindifference。"
  Sheshookherhead。"No,he’snoneofthat。He’sverygood,andhewon’tadmitthings。Ilovehimforit。Now,asIlookbackonit,IseethatI’vealways,evenwhenIwaslittle,shieldedhim。"
  Asshelaughed,Fredcaughtthebrightsparkinhereyethatheknewsowell,andhelditforahappyin—
  stant。Thenheblewherakisswithhisfinger—tipsandfled。