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  tinghereyesandliftinghercheektohis。"Tellmeonething,"Fredwhispered。"Yousaidthatnightontheboat,whenIfirsttoldyou,thatifyoucouldyouwouldcrushitallupinyourhandsandthrowitintothesea。Wouldyou,allthoseweeks?"
  Sheshookherhead。
  "Answerme,wouldyou?"
  "No,Iwasangrythen。I’mnotnow。I’dnevergivethemup。Don’tmakemepaytoomuch。"Inthatembracetheylivedoveragainalltheothers。WhenTheadrewawayfromhim,shedroppedherfaceinherhands。"Youaregoodtome,"shebreathed,"youare!"
  Risingtohisfeet,heputhishandsunderherelbowsandliftedhergently。Hedrewhertowardthedoorwithhim。
  "Getallyoucan。Begenerouswithyourself。Don’tstopshortofsplendidthings。IwantthemforyoumorethanI
  wantanythingelse,morethanIwantonesplendidthingformyself。Ican’thelpfeelingthatyou’llgain,somehow,bymylosingsomuch。Thatyou’llgaintheverythingI
  lose。Takecareofher,asHarsanyisaid。She’swonder—
  ful!"Hekissedherandwentoutofthedoorwithoutlook—
  ingback,justasifhewerecomingagainto—morrow。
  Theawentquicklyintoherbedroom。Shebroughtoutanarmfulofmuslinthings,kneltdown,andbegantolaytheminthetrays。Suddenlyshestopped,droppedfor—
  wardandleanedagainsttheopentrunk,herheadonherarms。Thetearsfelldownonthedarkoldcarpet。Itcameoverherhowmanypeoplemusthavesaidgood—byeandbeenunhappyinthatroom。Otherpeople,beforehertime,hadhiredthisroomtocryin。Strangeroomsandstrangestreetsandfaces,howsickathearttheymadeone!
  Whywasshegoingsofar,whenwhatshewantedwassomefamiliarplacetohidein?——therockhouse,herlittleroominMoonstone,herownbed。Oh,howgooditwouldbetoliedowninthatlittlebed,tocutthenervethatkeptonestruggling,thatpulledoneonandon,tosink
  intopeacethere,withallthefamilysafeandhappydown—
  stairs。Afterall,shewasaMoonstonegirl,oneofthepreacher’schildren。EverythingelsewasinFred’simagi—
  nation。Whywasshecalledupontotakesuchchances?
  Anysafe,humdrumworkthatdidnotcompromiseherwouldbebetter。Butifshefailednow,shewouldlosehersoul。Therewasnowheretofall,afteronetookthatstep,exceptintoabyssesofwretchedness。Sheknewwhatabysses,forshecouldstillheartheoldmanplayinginthesnowstorm,""Thatmelodywasreleasedinherlikeapassionoflonging。Everynerveinherbodythrilledtoit。Itbroughthertoherfeet,car—
  riedhersomehowtobedandintotroubledsleep。
  ThatnightshetaughtinMoonstoneagain:shebeatherpupilsinhideousrages,shekeptonbeatingthem。Shesangatfunerals,andstruggledatthepianowithHarsanyi。
  Inonedreamshewaslookingintoahand—glassandthink—
  ingthatshewasgettingbetter—looking,whentheglassbegantogrowsmallerandsmallerandherownreflectiontoshrink,untilsherealizedthatshewaslookingintoRayKennedy’seyes,seeingherfaceinthatlookofhiswhichshecouldneverforget。AllatoncetheeyeswereFredOttenburg’s,andnotRay’s。Allnightsheheardtheshriek—
  ingoftrains,whistlinginandoutofMoonstone,assheusedtoheartheminhersleepwhentheyblewshrillinthewinterair。Butto—nighttheywereterrifying,——thespec—
  tral,fatedtrainsthat"racedwithdeath,"aboutwhichtheoldwomanfromthedepotusedtopray。
  InthemorningshewakenedbreathlessafterastrugglewithMrs。LiveryJohnson’sdaughter。Shestartedupwithabound,threwtheblanketsbackandsatontheedgeofthebed,hernight—dressopen,herlongbraidshangingoverherbosom,blinkingatthedaylight。Afterall,itwasnottoolate。Shewasonlytwentyyearsold,andtheboatsailedatnoon。Therewasstilltime!
  EndofPartV
  PARTVI
  KRONBORG
  I
  Itisagloriouswinterday。Denver,standingonherhighplateauunderathrillinggreen—bluesky,ismaskedinsnowandglitteringwithsunlight。TheCapitolbuildingisactuallyinarmor,andthrowsofftheshaftsofthesununtilthebeholderisdazzledandtheoutlinesofthebuildingarelostinablazeofreflectedlight。Thestoneterraceisawhitefieldoverwhichfieryreflectionsdance,andthetreesandbushesarefaithfullyrepeatedinsnow——oneveryblacktwigasoft,blurredlineofwhite。Fromtheterraceonelooksdirectlyovertowherethemountainsbreakintheirsharp,familiarlinesagainstthesky。Snowfillsthegorges,hangsinscarfsonthegreatslopes,andonthepeaksthefierysunshineisgatheredupasbyaburning—glass。
  HowardArchieisstandingatthewindowofhisprivateroomintheofficesoftheSanFelipeMiningCompany,onthesixthflooroftheRatonBuilding,lookingoffatthemountaingloriesofhisStatewhilehegivesdictationtohissecretary。Heistenyearsolderthanwhenwesawhimlast,andemphaticallytenyearsmoreprosperous。Adecadeofcomingintothingshasnotsomuchagedhimasithasforti—
  fied,smoothed,andassuredhim。Hissandyhairandimperialconcealwhatevergraytheyharbor。Hehasnotgrownheavier,butmoreflexible,andhismassiveshoulderscarryfiftyyearsandthecontrolofhisgreatmininginter—
  estsmorelightlythantheycarriedfortyyearsandacoun—
  trypractice。Inshort,heisoneofthefriendstowhomwefeelgratefulforhavinggotonintheworld,forhelpingto
  keepupthegeneraltemperatureandourownconfidenceinlife。Heisanacquaintancethatonewouldhurrytoover—
  takeandgreetamongahundred。Inhiswarmhandshakeandgeneroussmilethereisthestimulatingcordialityofgoodfellowscomeintogoodfortuneandeagertopassiton;
  somethingthatmakesonethinkbetterofthelotteryoflifeandresolvetotryagain。
  WhenArchiehadfinishedhismorningmail,heturnedawayfromthewindowandfacedhissecretary。"Didany—
  thingcomeupyesterdayafternoonwhileIwasaway,T。B。?"
  ThomasBurkturnedovertheleafofhiscalendar。
  "GovernorAldensentdowntosaythathewantedtoseeyoubeforehesendshislettertotheBoardofPardons。
  AskedifyoucouldgoovertotheStateHousethismorn—
  ing。"
  Archieshruggedhisshoulders。"I’llthinkaboutit。"
  Theyoungmangrinned。
  "Anythingelse?"hischiefcontinued。
  T。B。swungroundinhischairwithalookofinterestonhisshrewd,clean—shavenface。"OldJasperFlightwasin,Dr。Archie。Ineverexpectedtoseehimaliveagain。Seemshe’stuckedawayforthewinterwithasisterwho’sahousekeeperattheOxford。He’sallcrippledupwithrheumatism,butasfierceafteritasever。Wantstoknowifyouorthecompanywon’tgrub—stakehimagain。Sayshe’ssureofitthistime;hadlocatedsomethingwhenthesnowshutdownonhiminDecember。Hewantstocrawloutatthefirstbreakintheweather,withthatsameoldburrowiththesplitear。Hegotsomebodytowinterthebeastforhim。He’ssuperstitiousaboutthatburro,too;
  thinksit’sdivinelyguided。Yououghttohearthelineoftalkheputuphereyesterday;saidwhenherodeinhiscarriage,thatburrowasa—goingtoridealongwithhim。"
  Archielaughed。"Didheleaveyouhisaddress?"
  "Hedidn’tneglectanything,"repliedtheclerkcynically。
  "Well,sendhimalineandtellhimtocomeinagain。I
  liketohearhim。OfallthecrazyprospectorsI’veeverknown,he’sthemostinteresting,becausehe’sreallycrazy。
  It’sareligiousconvictionwithhim,andwithmostof’emit’sagamblingfeverorpurevagrancy。ButJasperFlightbelievesthattheAlmightykeepsthesecretofthesilverdepositsinthesehills,andgivesitawaytothedeserving。
  He’sadownrightnoblefigure。OfcourseI’llstakehim!
  Aslongashecancrawloutinthespring。Heandthatburroareasighttogether。ThebeastisnearlyaswhiteasJasper;mustbetwentyyearsold。"
  "Ifyoustakehimthistime,youwon’thavetoagain,"
  saidT。B。knowingly。"He’llcroakupthere,markmyword。Sayshenevertiestheburroatnightnow,forfearhemightbecalledsudden,andthebeastwouldstarve。Iguessthatanimalcouldeatalariatrope,allright,andenjoyit。"
  "Iguessifweknewthethingsthosetwohaveeaten,andhaven’teaten,intheirtime,T。B。,itwouldmakeusvege—
  tarians。"Thedoctorsatdownandlookedthoughtful。
  "That’sthewayfortheoldmantogo。Itwouldbeprettyhardluckifhehadtodieinahospital。Iwishhecouldturnupsomethingbeforehecashesin。Buthiskindseldomdo;they’rebewitched。Still,therewasStratton。I’vebeenmeetingJasperFlight,andhissidemeatandtinpans,upinthemountainsforyears,andI’dmisshim。Ialwayshalfwaybelievethefairytaleshespinsme。OldJasperFlight,"Archiemurmured,asifhelikedthenameorthepictureitcalledup。
  AclerkcameinfromtheouterofficeandhandedArchieacard。Hesprangupandexclaimed,"Mr。Ottenburg?
  Bringhimin。"
  FredOttenburgentered,cladinalong,fur—linedcoat,holdingachecked—clothhatinhishand,hischeeksandeyesbrightwiththeoutdoorcold。ThetwomenmetbeforeArchie’sdeskandtheirhandclaspwaslongerthanfriend—
  shippromptsexceptinregionswherethebloodwarmsand
  quickenstomeetthedrycold。Underthegeneralkeying—
  upofthealtitude,mannerstakeonaheartiness,avivacity,thatisoneexpressionofthehalf—unconsciousexcitementwhichColoradopeoplemisswhentheydropintolowerstrataofair。Theheart,wearetold,wearsoutearlyinthathighatmosphere,butwhileitpumpsitsendsoutnosluggishstream。Ourtwofriendsstoodgrippingeachotherbythehandandsmiling。
  "Whendidyougetin,Fred?Andwhathaveyoucomefor?"Archiegavehimaquizzicalglance。
  "I’vecometofindoutwhatyouthinkyou’redoingouthere,"theyoungermandeclaredemphatically。"Iwanttogetnext,Ido。Whencanyouseeme?"
  "Anythingonto—night?Thensupposeyoudinewithme。WherecanIpickyouupatfive—thirty?"
  "Bixby’soffice,generalfreightagentoftheBurlington。"
  Ottenburgbegantobuttonhisovercoatanddrewonhisgloves。"I’vegottohaveoneshotatyoubeforeIgo,Archie。Didn’tItellyouPinkyAldenwasacheapsquirt?"
  Alden’sbackerlaughedandshookhishead。"Oh,he’sworsethanthat,Fred。Itisn’tpolitetomentionwhatheis,outsideoftheArabianNights。Iguessedyou’dcometorubitintome。"
  Ottenburgpaused,hishandonthedoorknob,hishighcolorchallengingthedoctor’scalm。"I’mdisgustedwithyou,Archie,fortrainingwithsuchapup。Amanofyourexperience!"
  "Well,he’sbeenanexperience,"Archiemuttered。"I’mnotcoyaboutadmittingit,amI?"
  Ottenburgflungopenthedoor。"Smallcredittoyou。
  Eventhewomenareoutforcapitalandcorruption,Ihear。
  YourGovernor’sdonemorefortheUnitedBreweriesinsixmonthsthanI’vebeenabletodoinsixyears。He’sthelily—liveredsortwe’relookingfor。Good—morning。"
  Thatafternoonatfiveo’clockDr。ArchieemergedfromtheStateHouseafterhistalkwithGovernorAlden,and
  crossedtheterraceunderasaffronsky。Thesnow,beatenhard,wasblueinthedusk;adayofblindingsunlighthadnotevenstartedathaw。Thelightsofthecitytwinkledpalebelowhiminthequiveringvioletair,andthedomeoftheStateHousebehindhimwasstillredwiththelightfromthewest。Beforehegotintohiscar,thedoctorpausedtolookabouthimatthesceneofwhichhenevertired。
  ArchielivedinhisownhouseonColfaxAvenue,wherehehadroomygroundsandarosegardenandaconserva—
  tory。HishousekeepingwasdonebythreeJapaneseboys,devotedandresourceful,whowereabletomanageArchie’sdinnerparties,toseethathekepthisengagements,andtomakevisitorswhostayedatthehousesocomfortablethattheywerealwaysloathtogoaway。
  Archiehadneverknownwhatcomfortwasuntilhebecameawidower,thoughwithcharacteristicdelicacy,ordishonesty,heinsisteduponaccreditinghispeaceofmindtotheSanFelipe,toTime,toanythingbuthisreleasefromMrs。Archie。
  Mrs。ArchiediedjustbeforeherhusbandleftMoonstoneandcametoDenvertolive,sixyearsago。Thepoorwo—
  man’sfightagainstdustwasherundoingatlast。Onesummerdaywhenshewasrubbingtheparlorupholsterywithgasoline,——thedoctorhadoftenforbiddenhertouseitonanyaccount,sothatwasoneofthepleasuressheseizeduponinhisabsence,——anexplosionoccurred。No—
  bodyeverknewexactlyhowithappened,forMrs。Archiewasdeadwhentheneighborsrushedintosaveherfromtheburninghouse。Shemusthaveinhaledtheburninggasanddiedinstantly。
  Moonstoneseverityrelentedtowardhersomewhatafterherdeath。ButevenwhileheroldcroniesatMrs。Smiley’smillinerystoresaidthatitwasaterriblething,theyaddedthatnothingbutapowerfulexplosiveCOULDhavekilledMrs。Archie,andthatitwasonlyrightthedoctorshouldhaveachance。
  Archie’spastwasliterallydestroyedwhenhiswifedied。
  Thehouseburnedtotheground,andallthosematerialreminderswhichhavesuchpoweroverpeopledisappearedinanhour。HismininginterestsnowtookhimtoDenversooftenthatitseemedbettertomakehisheadquartersthere。HegaveuphispracticeandleftMoonstoneforgood。Sixmonthsafterward,whileDr。ArchiewaslivingattheBrownPalaceHotel,theSanFelipeminebegantogiveupthatsilverhoardwhicholdCaptainHarrishadalwaysaccuseditofconcealing,andSanFelipeheadedthelistofminingquotationsineverydailypaper,EastandWest。InafewyearsDr。Archiewasaveryrichman。
  Hisminewassuchanimportantiteminthemineralout—
  putoftheState,andArchiehadahandinsomanyofthenewindustriesofColoradoandNewMexico,thathispoli—
  ticalinfluencewasconsiderable。Hehadthrownitall,twoyearsago,tothenewreformparty,andhadbroughtabouttheelectionofagovernorofwhoseconducthewasnowheartilyashamed。HisfriendsbelievedthatArchiehimselfhadambitiouspoliticalplans。
  II
  WHENOttenburgandhishostreachedthehouseonColfaxAvenue,theywentdirectlytothelibrary,alongdoubleroomonthesecondfloorwhichArchiehadarrangedexactlytohisowntaste。Itwasfullofbooksandmountedspecimensofwildgame,withabigwriting—tableateitherend,stiff,old—fashionedengravings,heavyhang—
  ingsanddeepupholstery。
  WhenoneoftheJapaneseboysbroughtthecocktails,Fredturnedfromthefinespecimenofpeccorayhehadbeenexaminingandsaid,"Amanisanowltoliveinsuchaplacealone,Archie。Whydon’tyoumarry?Asforme,justbecauseIcan’tmarry,Ifindtheworldfullofcharm—
  ing,unattachedwomen,anyoneofwhomIcouldfitupahouseforwithalacrity。"
  "You’remoreknowingthanI。"Archiespokepolitely。
  "I’mnotverywideawakeaboutwomen。I’dbelikelytopickoutoneoftheuncomfortableones——andthereareafewofthem,youknow。"Hedrankhiscocktailandrubbedhishandstogetherinafriendlyway。"Myfriendsherehavecharmingwives,andtheydon’tgivemeachancetogetlonely。Theyareverykindtome,andIhaveagreatmanypleasantfriendships。"
  Fredputdownhisglass。"Yes,I’vealwaysnoticedthatwomenhaveconfidenceinyou。Youhavethedoctor’swayofgettingnext。Andyouenjoythatkindofthing?"
  "Thefriendshipofattractivewomen?Oh,dear,yes!
  Idependuponitagreatdeal。"
  Thebutlerannounceddinner,andthetwomenwentdownstairstothedining—room。Dr。Archie’sdinnerswerealwaysgoodandwellserved,andhiswineswereexcellent。
  "IsawtheFuelandIronpeopleto—day,"Ottenburgsaid,
  lookingupfromhissoup。"Theirheartisintherightplace。
  Ican’tseewhyinthemischiefyouevergotmixedupwiththatreformgang,Archie。You’vegotnothingtoreformouthere。ThesituationhasalwaysbeenassimpleastwoandtwoinColorado;mostlyamatterofafriendlyunder—
  standing。"
  "Well,"——Archiespoketolerantly,——"someoftheyoungfellowsseemedtohavered—hotconvictions,andI
  thoughtitwasbettertoletthemtrytheirideasout。"
  Ottenburgshruggedhisshoulders。"Afewdullyoungmenwhohaven’tabilityenoughtoplaytheoldgametheoldway,sotheywanttoputonanewgamewhichdoesn’ttakesomuchbrainsandgivesawaymoreadvertisingthat’swhatyouranti—saloonleagueandvicecommissionamountsto。Theyprovidenotorietyforthefellowswhocan’tdistinguishthemselvesatrunningabusinessorprac—
  ticinglawordevelopinganindustry。Hereyouhaveamediocrelawyerwithnobrainsandnopractice,tryingtogetalook—inonsomething。Hecomesupwiththenovelpropositionthattheprostitutehasahardtimeofit,putshispictureinthepaper,andthefirstthingyouknow,he’sacelebrity。Hegetstherake—offandshe’sjustwhereshewasbefore。Howcouldyoufallforamouse—traplikePinkAlden,Archie?"
  Dr。Archielaughedashebegantocarve。"Pinkseemstogetunderyourskin。He’snotworthtalkingabout。
  He’sgonehislimit。Peoplewon’treadabouthisblame—
  lesslifeanymore。Iknewthoseinterviewshegaveoutwouldcookhim。Theywerealastresort。Icouldhavestoppedhim,butbythattimeI’dcometotheconclusionthatI’dletthereformersdown。I’mnotagainstageneralshaking—up,butthetroublewithPinky’scrowdistheynevergetbeyondageneralwriting—up。Wegavethemachancetodosomething,andtheyjustkeptonwritingabouteachotherandwhattemptationstheyhadover—
  come。"
  WhileArchieandhisfriendwerebusywithColoradopolitics,theimpeccableJapaneseattendedswiftlyandintelligentlytohisduties,andthedinner,asOttenburgatlastremarked,wasworthyofmoreprofitableconversation。
  "Soitis,"thedoctoradmitted。"Well,we’llgoup—
  stairsforourcoffeeandcutthisout。Bringupsomecognacandarak,Tai,"headdedasherosefromthetable。
  Theystoppedtoexamineamoose’sheadonthestair—
  way,andwhentheyreachedthelibrarythepinelogsinthefireplacehadbeenlighted,andthecoffeewasbubblingbeforethehearth。Taiplacedtwochairsbeforethefireandbroughtatrayofcigarettes。
  "Bringthecigarsinmylowerdeskdrawer,boy,"thedoctordirected。"Toomuchlightinhere,isn’tthere,Fred?Lightthelampthereonmydesk,Tai。"HeturnedofftheelectricglareandsettledhimselfdeepintothechairoppositeOttenburg’s。
  "Togobacktoourconversation,doctor,"Fredbeganwhilehewaitedforthefirststeamtoblowoffhiscoffee;
  "whydon’tyoumakeupyourmindtogotoWashington?
  There’dbenofightmadeagainstyou。Ineedn’tsaytheUnitedBrewerieswouldbackyou。There’dbesomeKUDOS
  comingtous,too;backingareformcandidate。"
  Dr。Archiemeasuredhislengthinhischairandthrusthislargebootstowardthecracklingpitch—pine。Hedrankhiscoffeeandlitabigblackcigarwhilehisguestlookedovertheassortmentofcigarettesonthetray。"Yousaywhydon’tI,"thedoctorspokewiththedeliberationofamaninthepositionofhavingseveralcoursestochoosefrom,"but,ontheotherhand,whyshouldI?"Hepuffedawayandseemed,throughhishalf—closedeyes,tolookdownseverallongroadswiththeintentionofluxuriouslyrejectingallofthemandremainingwherehewas。"I’msickofpolitics。I’mdisillusionedaboutservingmycrowd,andIdon’tparticularlywanttoserveyours。NothinginitthatIparticularlywant;andaman’snoteffectiveinpoli—
  ticsunlesshewantssomethingforhimself,andwantsithard。Icanreachmyendsbystraighterroads。Thereareplentyofthingstokeepmebusy。Wehaven’tbeguntodevelopourresourcesinthisState;wehaven’thadalookinonthemyet。That’stheonlythingthatisn’tfake——
  makingmenandmachinesgo,andactuallyturningoutaproduct。"
  ThedoctorpouredhimselfsomewhitecordialandlookedoverthelittleglassintothefirewithanexpressionwhichledOttenburgtobelievethathewasgettingatsomethinginhisownmind。Fredlitacigaretteandlethisfriendgropeforhisidea。
  "Myboys,here,"Archiewenton,"havegotmeratherinterestedinJapan。ThinkI’llgooutthereinthespring,andcomebacktheotherway,throughSiberia。I’vealwayswantedtogotoRussia。"Hiseyesstillhuntedforsome—
  thinginhisbigfireplace。Withaslowturnofhisheadhebroughtthembacktohisguestandfixedthemuponhim。
  "Justnow,I’mthinkingofrunningontoNewYorkforafewweeks,"heendedabruptly。
  Ottenburgliftedhischin。"Ah!"heexclaimed,asifhebegantoseeArchie’sdrift。"ShallyouseeThea?"
  "Yes。"Thedoctorreplenishedhiscordialglass。"Infact,IsuspectIamgoingexactlyTOseeher。I’mgettingstaleonthingshere,Fred。Bestpeopleintheworldandalwaysdoingthingsforme。I’mfondofthem,too,butI’vebeenwiththemtoomuch。I’mgettingill—tempered,andthefirstthingIknowI’llbehurtingpeople’sfeelings。
  IsnappedMrs。DandridgeupoverthetelephonethisafternoonwhensheaskedmetogoouttoColoradoSpringsonSundaytomeetsomeEnglishpeoplewhoarestayingattheAntlers。Veryniceofhertowantme,andIwasassourasifshe’dbeentryingtoworkmeforsomething。
  I’vegottogetoutforawhile,tosavemyreputation。"
  TothisexplanationOttenburghadnotpaidmuchatten—
  tion。Heseemedtobelookingatafixedpoint:theyellow
  glasseyesofafinewildcatoveroneofthebookcases。
  "You’veneverheardheratall,haveyou?"heaskedreflectively。"Curious,whenthisishersecondseasoninNewYork。"
  "IwasgoingonlastMarch。Hadeverythingarranged。
  AndthenoldCapHarristhoughthecoulddrivehiscarandmethroughalamp—postandIwaslaidupwithacom—
  poundfracturefortwomonths。SoIdidn’tgettoseeThea。"
  Ottenburgstudiedtheredendofhiscigaretteattentively。
  "Shemighthavecomeouttoseeyou。Irememberyoucoveredthedistancelikeastreakwhenshewantedyou。"
  Archiemoveduneasily。"Oh,shecouldn’tdothat。ShehadtogetbacktoViennatoworkonsomenewpartsforthisyear。ShesailedtwodaysaftertheNewYorkseasonclosed。"
  "Well,thenshecouldn’t,ofcourse。"Fredsmokedhiscigarettecloseandtossedtheendintothefire。"I’mtre—
  mendouslygladyou’regoingnow。Ifyou’restale,she’lljackyouup。That’soneofherspecialties。ShegotariseoutofmelastDecemberthatlastedmeallwinter。"