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第31章

  "Whatwouldyouconsiderfairplay?"sheinquired。
  "Itwouldbefairtolistentomewithoutprejudice——toletmeexplainhowithashappenedthatIhaveappearedtoyoua——ablackguard——Ihavenodoubtyouwouldcallit——andafool。"Hethrewouthishandinanimpatientgesture——impatientofhimself——hisfate——thetricksofbadfortunewhichitimpliedhadmadeofhimamoreerringmortalthanhewouldhavebeeniflefttohimself,andtreateddecently。
  "Donotputitsostrongly,"withconservativepoliteness。
  "Idon’trefusetoadmitthatIamhandicappedbyadevilofatemperament。Thatisaninheritedthing。"
  "Ah!"saidBetty。"Oneofthetemperamentsonereadsabout——forwhichnooneistobeblamedbutone’sdeceasedrelatives。Afterall,thatiscomparativelyeasytodealwith。
  Onecanjustgoondoingwhatonewantstodo——andthencondemnone’sgrandparentsseverely。"
  Arepellentqualityinher——whichhadalsothetrickoftransformingitselfintoanexasperatingattraction——wasthatshedeprivedhimoftheluxuryhehadbeenmosttenaciousofthroughouthisexistence。Iftheinjusticeoffatehasfailedtobestowuponamanfortune,goodlooksorbrilliance,hisexerciseofthepowertodisturb,toenragethosewhodarenotresent,towoundandtakethenonsenseoutofthoseabouthim,will,atallevents,precludethepossibilityofhisbeingpassedoverasafactornottobeconsidered。Iftocharmandbestowgivesthesenseofpower,tothwartandhumiliatemaybefoundnotwhollyunsatisfying。
  Butinhercasetheinadequacyoftheusualmethodshadforceditselfuponhim。Itwasasifthedartbeingaimedather,shecaughtitinherhandinitsflight,brokeoffitspointandthrewitlightlyasidewithoutcomment。Mostwomencannotresistthetemptationtoansweraspeechcontainingastingorareproach。Itwaspartofherabnormalitythatshecouldletsuchthingsgobyinadetachedsilence,whichdidnotexpresseventhegermofcommentoropinionuponthem。This,hesaid,wastheresultofherbeastlysenseofsecurity,which,initsturn,wastheresultoftheatmosphereofwealthshehadbreathedsinceherbirth。Therehadbeennoobstaclewhichcouldnotberemovedforher,nolawoflimitationhadlaiditsreinonherneck。Shehadnotbeentaughtbyherexistencetheimportanceofpropitiatingopinion。
  Undersuchconditions,howwasfeartobelearned?Shehadnotlearnedit。Butforthedevilinthebluebetweenherlashes,herealisedthatheshouldhavebrokenlooselongago。
  "IsupposeIdeservedthatformakingastupidappealtosympathy,"heremarked。"Iwillnotdoitagain。"
  Ifshehadbeenthewomanwhocanbegentlygoadedintoreply,shewouldhavemadeanswertothis。Butsheallowedtheobservationtopass,givingitfreeflightintospace,whereitlostitselfaftertheannoyingmannerofitskind。
  "HaveyouanyobjectiontotellingmewhyyoudecidedtocometoEnglandthisyear?"heinquired,withacasualair,afterthepausewhichshedidnotfillin。
  Thebluntnessofthequestiondidnotseemtodisturbher。
  Shewasnotsorry,infact,thathehadaskedit。Sheletherworklieuponherknee,andleanedbackinherlowgardenchair,herhandsrestinguponitswickerarms。Sheturnedonhimaclearunprejudicedgaze。
  "IcametoseeRosy。Ihavealwaysbeenveryfondofher。Ididnotbelievethatshehadforgottenhowmuchwehadlovedher,orhowmuchshehadlovedus。IknewthatifIcouldseeheragainIshouldunderstandwhyshehadseemedtoforgetus。"
  "Andwhenyousawher,you,ofcourse,decidedthatIhadbehaved,toquotemyownwords——likeablackguardandafool。"
  "Itis,ofcourse,veryrudetosayyouhavebehavedlikeafool,but——ifyou’llexcusemysayingso——thatiswhathasimpressedmeverymuch。Don’tyouknow,"withamoderation,whichsingularlydroveitselfhome,"thatifyouhadbeenkindtoher,andhadmadeherhappy,youcouldhavehadanythingyouwishedfor——withouttrouble?"
  Thiswasoneoftheunadornedfactswhicharelikebullets。
  Disgustedly,hefoundhimselfveeringtowardsanoutlookwhichforcedhimtoadmitthattherewasprobablytruthinwhatshesaid,andheknewheheardmoretruthasshewenton。
  "Shewouldhavewantedonlywhatyouwanted,andshewouldnothaveaskedmuchinreturn。ShewouldnothaveaskedasmuchasIshould。Whatyoudidwasnotbusiness—
  like。"Shepausedamomenttogivethoughttoit。"Youpaidtoohighapricefortheluxuryofindulgingtheinheritedtemperament。Yourluxurywasnottocontrolit。Butitwasabadinvestment。"
  "Thefigureofspeechisrathercommercial,"coldly。
  "Itiscuriousthatmostthingsare,asarule。Thereisalwaystheparallelofprofitandlosswhetheroneseesitornot。Theprofitsarehappinessandfriendship——enjoymentoflifeandapprobation。Iftheinheritedtemperamentsuppliesonewithallonewantsofsuchthings,itcannotbecalledaloss,ofcourse。"
  "Youthink,however,thatminehasnotbroughtmemuch?"
  "Idonotknow。Itisyouwhoknow。"
  "Well,"viciously,"thereHASbeenasortofluxuryinitinlashingoutwithone’sheels,andsmashingthings——andinknowingthatpeopleprefertokeepclear。"
  Sheliftedhershouldersalittle。
  "Thenperhapsithaspaid。"
  "No,"suddenlyandfiercely,"damnit,ithasnot!"
  Andsheactuallymadenoreplytothat。
  "Whatdoyoumeantodo?"hequestionedasbluntlyasbefore。Heknewshewouldunderstandwhathemeant。
  "Notmuch。ToseethatRosyisnotunhappyanymore。
  Wecanpreventthat。Shewasoutofrepair——asthehousewas。Sheisbeingrebuiltanddecorated。Sheknowsthatshewillbetakencareof。"
  "Iknowherbetterthanyoudo,"withalaugh。"Shewillnotgoaway。Sheistoofrightenedoftherowitwouldmake——
  ofwhatIshouldsay。Ishouldhaveplentytosay。Icanmakehershakeinhershoes。"
  Bettylethereyesrestfulluponhim,andhesawthatshewassoftlysumminghimup——quitewithoutprejudice,merelyininterestedspeculationupontheworkingsoftype。
  "Youarelettingtheinheritedtemperamentrunawaywithyouatthismoment,"shereflectedaloud——herquietscrutinyalmostabstracted。"Itwasfoolishtosaythat。"
  Hehadknownitwasfoolishtwosecondsafterthewordshadlefthislips。Butatemperwhichhasbeenallowedtoleaphedges,uncheckedthroughoutlife,isinperilofformingahabitoftakingthemevenatsuchtimesasaleapmaylanditsownerinaditch。Thislastwaswhatherinterestedeyeswereobviouslysaying。Itsuitedhimbestatthemomenttotrytolaugh。
  "Don’tlookatmelikethat,"hethrewoff。"Asifyouwerecalculatingthattwoandtwomakefour。"
  "Noprejudiceofminecaninducethemtomakefiveorsix——orthreeandahalf,"shesaid。"Noprejudiceofmine——
  orofyours。"
  Thetwoandtwoshewascalculatingwithwerethelikelihoodsandunlikelihoodsoftheinheritedtemperament,andthepracticalpowersshecouldabsolutelycountonifdifficultyarosewithregardtoRosy。
  Heguessedatthis,andbegantomakecalculationshimself。
  Buttherewasnofurtherconversationforthem,astheywereobligedtorisetotheirfeettoreceivevisitors。LadyAlanbyofDoleandSirThomas,hergrandson,werebeingbroughtoutofthehousetothembyRosalie。
  Hewentforwardtomeetthem——hismannerthatofthegracefulhost。LadyAlanby,havingbeenwelcomedbyhim,andledtothemostcomfortable,tree—shadedchair,foundhisbearingsoelegantlychastenedthatshegazedathimwithprivatecuriosity。Toherfar—seeingandhighlyexperiencedoldminditseemedthebearingofamanwhowas"uptosomething。"Whatspecialthingdidhechancetobe"upto"?HisglancecertainlylurkedafterMissVanderpoeloddly。
  Washefallinginunholylovewiththegirl,underhisstupidlittlewife’sverynose?
  Shecouldnot,however,giveherundividedattentiontohim,asshewishedtokeephereyeonhergrandsonand——outrageouslyenoughfithappenedthatjustasteawasbroughtoutandTommywasbeginningtocheerupandquitecomeoutalittleunderthespuroftheactivitiesofhandingbreadandbutterandcresssandwiches,whoshouldappearbutthetwoLithcomgirls,escortedbytheiraunt,Mrs。Manners,withwhomtheylived。Astheywereorphanswithoutmoney,iftheManners,whowereratherwelloff,hadnottakenthemin,theywouldhavehadtogototheworkhouse,orintogenteelamateurshops,astheywerenotcleverenoughforgovernesses。
  Mary,withherturned—upnose,lookedjustaboutasusual,butJanehadanewfrockonwhichwasexactlythecolourofthebig,appealingeyes,withtheirtrickoffollowingpeopleabout。Shelookedalittlepaleandpathetic,whichsomehowgaveheraspeciousairofbeingpretty,whichshereallywasnotatall。Theswayingyoungthinnessofthoseveryslightgirlswhosesoftsummermuslinsmakethemlooklikedelicatebagstiedinthemiddlewithflutteringribbons,hasalmostinvariablyafoolishattractionforburlyyoungmenwhosecharactersarechieflymarkedbylackofforethought,andLadyAlanbysawTommy’srobustyoungbodygiveasortofjerkasthepartyofthreewasbroughtacrossthegrass。Afterithepulledhimselftogetherhastily,andlookedstiffandpink,shakinghandsasifhiselbowjointwasoutoforder,beingatoncetoolooseandtoorigid。Hebegantobeclumsywiththebreadandbutter,and,ceasinghistalkwithMissVanderpoel,fellintosilence。Whyshouldhegoontalking?
  hethought。MissVanderpoelwasacrackinghandsomegirl,butshewastoocleverforhim,andhehadtothinkofallsortsofnewthingstosaywhenhetalkedtoher。And——
  well,afellowcouldneverimaginehimselfstretchedoutonthegrass,puffinghappilyawayatapipe,withagirllikethatsittingnearhim,smiling——thehotturfsmellingalmostlikehay,thehotblueskycurvingoverhead,andboththegirlandhimselfperfectlyhappy——chockfullofjoy——thoughneitherofthemweresayinganythingatall。Youcouldimagineitwithsomegirls——youDIDimagineitwhenyouwakenedearlyonasummermorning,andlayinluxuriousstillnesslisteningtothebirdssinginglikemad。
  LadyJanewasanicely—behavedgirl,andshetriedtokeepherfollowingblueeyesfixedonthegrass,oronLadyAnstruthers,orMissVanderpoel,buttherewassomethinglikeastring,whichsometimespulledtheminanotherdirection,andoncewhenthishadhappened——quiteagainstherwill——shewasterrifiedtofindLadyAlanby’sglassliftedandfixeduponher。
  AsLadyAlanby’sopinionofMrs。Mannerswasbutapoorone,andasMrs。MannerswasstrickendumbbyhercombineddislikeandaweofLadyAlanby,aslightstiffnessmighthavesettleduponthegatheringifBettyhadnotmadeaneffort。SheappliedherselftoLadyAlanbyandMrs。Mannersatonce,andendedbymakingthemtalktoeachother。
  Whentheylefttheteatableunderthetreestolookatthegardens,shewalkedbetweenthem,playingupontheprimevalhorticulturalpassionswhichdominatetheexistenceofallrespectableandnormalcountryladies,untilthegulfbetweenthemwastemporarilybridged。Thisbeingachieved,sheadroitlypassedthemovertoLadyAnstruthers,who,Nigelobservedwithsomecuriosity,acceptedthecasualresponsibilitywithoutmanifestdiscomfiture。
  TotheachingTommythemannerinwhich,afewminuteslater,hefoundhimselfstandingalonewithJaneLithcominapathofclippedlaurelswasalmostbewilderinglysimple。
  Attheendofthelaurelwalkwasaprettypeepofthecountry,andMissVanderpoelhadbroughthimtoseeit。NigelAnstruthershadbeenloiteringbehindwithJaneandMary。AsMissVanderpoelturnedwithhimintothepath,shestoopedandpickedablossomfromaclumpofspeedwellgrowingatthefootofabitofwall。
  "LadyJane’seyesarejustthecolourofthisflower,"shesaid。
  "Yes,theyare,"heanswered,glancingdownatthelovelylittlebluethingasshehelditinherhand。Andthen,withathumpoftheheart,"Mostpeopledonotthinksheispretty,butI——"quitedesperately——"IDO。"Hismoodhadbecomerash。
  "SodoI,"BettyVanderpoelanswered。
  Thentheothersjoinedthem,andMissVanderpoelpausedtotalkalittle——andwhentheywentonshewaswithMaryandNigelAnstruthers,andhewaswithJane,walkingslowly,andsomehowtheothersmeltedaway,turninginaperfectlynaturalmannerintoasidepath。Theirownslowpacebecameslower。Infact,inafewmoments,theywerestandingquitestillbetweenthegreenwalls。Janeturnedalittleaside,andpickedoffsomesmallleaves,nervously。Hesawthemuslinonherchestliftquiveringly。
  "Oh,littleJane!"hesaidinabig,shakywhisper。Thefollowingeyesincontinentlybrimmedover。Someshiningdropsfellonthesoftnessofthebluemuslin。
  "Oh,Tommy,"givingup,"it’snouse——talkingatall。"
  "Youmustn’tthink——youmustn’tthink——ANYTHING,"hefalteringlycommanded,drawingnearer,becauseitwasimpossiblenottodoit。
  Whathereallymeant,thoughhedidnotknowhowdecorouslytosayit,wasthatshemustnotthinkthathecouldbemovedbyanytallbeauty,towardsthesplendourofwhosepossessionshisreveredgrandmothermightbedrivinghim。
  "Iamnotthinkinganything,"criedJaneinanswer。"Butsheiseverything,andIamnothing。Justlookather——andthenlookatme,Tommy。"
  "I’lllookatyouaslongasyou’llletme,"gulpedTommy,andhewasboyenoughandmanenoughtoputahandoneachofhershoulders,anddrownhislonginginherbrimmingeyes……
  MaryandMissVanderpoelweretalkingwithacuriousintimacy,inanotherpartofthegarden,wheretheyweretogetheralone,SirNigelhavingbeenreattachedtoLadyAlanby。
  "YouhaveknownSirThomasalongtime?"Bettyhadjustsaid。
  "Sincewewerechildren。JaneremindedmeattheDunholms’ballthatshehadplayedcricketwithhimwhenshewaseight。"
  "Theyhavealwayslikedeachother?"MissVanderpoelsuggested。
  Marylookedupather,andthemeetingoftheireyeswasfranktorevelation。ButforthecleargirlishlikingforherselfshesawinBettyVanderpoel’s,Marywouldhaveknownhernextspeechtobeofimbecilebluntness。ShehadheardthatAmericansoftenhadaqueer,delightfulunderstandingofunconventionalthings。Thissplendidgirlwasunderstandingher。
  "Oh!YouSEE!"shebrokeout。"Youleftthemtogetheronpurpose!"
  "Yes,Idid。"AndtherewasacomprehensionsodeepinherlookthatMaryknewitwasdeeperthanherown,andsomehowfoundedonsomesubtlerfeelingthanherown。
  "Whentwopeoplewantsomuch——caresomuchtobetogether,"MissVanderpoeladdedquiteslowly——evenasifthewordsratherforcedthemselvesfromher,"itseemsasifthewholeworldoughttohelpthem——everythingintheworld——
  theverywind,andrain,andsun,andstars——oh,thingshavenoRIGHTtokeepthemapart。"
  Marystaredather,movedandfascinated。Shescarcelyknewthatshecaughtatherhand。
  "IhaveneverbeeninthestatethatJaneis,"shepouredforth。"AndIcan’tunderstandhowshecanbesuchafool,but——butwecareabouteachothermorethanmostgirlsdo——
  perhapsbecausewehavehadnopeople。Andit’sthekindofthingthereisnousetalkingagainst,itseems。It’skillingtheyoungnessinher。Ifitendsmiserably,itwillbeasifshehadhadanillness,andgotupfromitafaded,done—forspinsterwithastretchofhideousyearstolive。Herblueeyeswilllooklikeboiledgooseberries,becauseshewillhavecriedallthecolouroutofthem。Oh!YouUNDERSTAND!I
  seeyoudo。"
  BeforeshehadfinishedbothMissVanderpoel’shandswereholdinghers。
  "Ido!Ido,"shesaid。Andshedid,asayearagoshehadnotknownshecould。"IsitLadyAlanby?"sheventured。
  "Yes。Tommywillbehelplesslypoorifshedoesnotleavehimhermoney。Andshewon’tifhemakesherangry。Sheisverydetermined。Shewillleaveittoanawfulcousinifshegetsinarage。AndTommyisnotclever。Hecouldneverearnhisliving。NeithercouldJane。TheycouldNEVERmarry。
  YouCAN’Tdefyrelatives,andmarryonnothing,unlessyouareacharacterinabook。"
  "HasshelikedLadyJaneinthepast?"MissVanderpoelasked,asifshewas,mentally,rapidlygoingovertheground,thatshemightquitecomprehendeverything。
  "Yes。Sheusedtomakeratherapetofher。Shedidn’tlikeme。ShewastakenbyJane’smeek,attentive,obedientways。Janewasbornasweetlittleaffectionateworm。LadyAlanbycan’thateher,evennow。Shejustpushesheroutofherpath。"
  "Because?"saidBettyVanderpoel。
  Maryprefacedheranswerwithabrief,half—embarrassedlaugh。
  "BecauseofYOU。"
  "Becauseshethinks————?"
  "Idon’tseehowshecanbelievehehasmuchofachance。
  Idon’tthinkshedoes——butshewillneverforgivehimifhedoesn’tmakeatryatfindingoutwhetherhehasoneornot。"
  "Itisverybusinesslike,"Bettymadeobservation。
  Marylaughed。
  "WetalkofAmericanbusinessoutlook,"shesaid,"butveryfewofusEnglishpeoplearedreamyidealists。Weareofacoolnessandadaring——whenwearedealingwithquestionsofthissort。Idon’tthinkyoucanknowthethingyouhavebroughthere。Youdescendonadullcountryplace,withyourmoneyandyourlooks,andyousimplySTAYandamuseyourselfbydoingextraordinarythings,asiftherewasnoLondonwaitingforyou。Everyoneknowsthiswon’tlast。
  Nextseasonyouwillbepresented,andhaveahugesuccess。
  Youwillbewhirledaboutinavortex,andpeoplewillsitontheedge,andcastbigstronglines,baitedwiththemostglitteringthingstheycangettogether。Youwon’tbeabletogetaway。LadyAlanbyknowstherewouldbenochanceforTommythen。Itwouldbetooidiotictoexpectit。Hemustmakehistrynow。"
  Theireyesmetagain,andMissVanderpoellookedneithershockednorangry,butanoddsmallshadowsweptacrossherface。Mary,ofcourse,didnotknowthatshewasthinkingofthethingshehadrealisedsooften——thatitwasnoteasytodetachone’sselffromthefactthatonewasReubenS。Vanderpoel’sdaughter。Asaresultofithereonewasindecentlyandunwillinglydisturbingthelivesofinnocent,unassuminglovers。
  "AndsolongasSirThomashasnottried——andfoundout——
  LadyJanewillbemadeunhappy?"
  "Ifheweretoletyouescapewithouttrying,hewouldnotbeforgiven。Hisgrandmotherhashadherownwayallherlife。"
  "ButsupposeafterIwentawaysomeoneelsecame?"
  Maryshookherhead。
  "Peoplelikeyoudon’tHAPPENinoneneighbourhoodtwiceinalifetime。Iamtwenty—sixandyouarethefirstIhaveseen。"
  "Andhewillonlybesafeif?"
  MaryLithcomnodded。
  "Yes——IF,"sheanswered。"It’ssilly——andfrightful——butitistrue。"
  MissVanderpoellookeddownonthegrassafewmoments,andthenseemedtoarriveatadecision。
  "Helikesyou?Youcanmakehimunderstandthings?"sheinquired。
  "Yes。"
  "Thengoandtellhimthatifhewillcomehereandaskmeadirectquestion,Iwillgivehimadirectanswer——whichwillsatisfyLadyAlanby。"
  LadyMarycaughtherbreath。
  "Doyouknow,youarethemostwonderfulgirlIeversaw!"sheexclaimed。"ButifyouonlyknewwhatIfeelaboutJanie!"Andtearsrushedintohereyes。
  "Ifeeljustthesamethingaboutmysister,"saidMissVanderpoel。"IthinkRosyandLadyJaneareratheralike。"……
  WhenTommytrampedacrossthegrasstowardsherhewasturningredandwhitebyturns,andlookingsomewhatlikeayoungmanwhowasbeingmarcheduptoacannon’smouth。
  ItstruckhimthatitwasanAmericankindofthinghewascalledupontodo,andhewasnotanAmerican,butBritishfromthetopofhisclosely—croppedheadtotheratherthicksolesofhisboots。Hewas,intruth,overwhelmedbyhissenseofhisinadequacytothedemandsofthebrilliantlyconceived,butunheard—ofsituation。Joyandterrorsweptoverhisbeinginwaves。
  Thetall,proud,wood—nymphlookofherasshestoodunderatree,waitingforhim,wouldhavestruckhiscouragedeadonthespotandcausedhimtoturnandfleeinanguish,ifshehadnotmadealittlemovetowardshim,withaheavenly,every—dayhumannessinhereyes。Thewayshemanageditwasanamazingthing。Hecouldneverhavemanageditatallhimself。
  Shecameforwardandgavehimherhand,andreallyitwasHERhandwhichheldhisowncomparativelysteady。
  "ItisforLadyJane,"shesaid。"Thatpreventsitfrombeingridiculousorimproper。ItisforLadyJane。Hereyes,"withasoft—touchedlaugh,"arethecolourofthebluespeedwellI
  showedyou。Itisthecolourofbabies’eyes。Andherslookastheirsdo——asiftheyaskedeverybodynottohurtthem。"
  Heactuallyfelluponhisknee,andbendinghisheadoverherhand,kissedithalfadozentimeswithadoration。GoodLord,howsheSAWandKNEW!
  "IfJanewerenotJane,andyouwerenotYOU,"thewordsrushedfromhim,"itwouldbethemostoutrageous——themostimpudentthingamaneverhadthecheektodo。"
  "Butitisnot。"Shedidnotdrawherhandaway,andoh,thegirlishkindnessofhersmiling,supportinglook。"Youcametoaskmeif————"
  "Ifyouwouldmarryme,MissVanderpoel,"hisheadbendingoverherhandagain。"Ibegyourpardon,Ibegyourpardon。
  OhLord,Ido。’
  "Ithankyouforthecomplimentyoupayme,"sheanswered。"I
  likeyouverymuch,SirThomas——andIlikeyoujustnowmorethanever——butIcouldnotmarryyou。Ishouldnotmakeyouhappy,andIshouldnotbehappymyself。Thetruthis————"thinkingamoment,"eachofusreallybelongstoadifferentkindofperson。
  Andeachofknowsthefact。"
  "Godblessyou,"hesaid。"Ithinkyouknoweverythingintheworldawomancanknow——andremainanangel。"
  Itwasanoutburstofeloquence,andshetookitintheprettiestway——withtheprettiestlaugh,whichhadinitnotouchofmockeryordisbeliefinhim。
  "WhatIhavesaidisquitefinal——ifLadyAlanbyshouldinquire,"shesaid——addingratherquickly,"Someoneiscoming。"
  Itpleasedhertoseethathedidnothurrytohisfeetclumsily,butevenstoodupright,withashadeofboyishdignity,anddidnotreleaseherhandbeforehehadbenthisheadlowoveritagain。
  SirNigelwasbringingwithhimLadyAlanby,Mrs。Manners,andhiswife,andwhenBettymethiseyes,sheknewatoncethathehadnotmadehiswaytothisparticulargardenwithoutintention。HehaddiscoveredthatshewaswithTommy,andithadentertainedhimtobreakinuponthem。
  "IdidnotintendtointerruptSirThomasathisdevotions,"
  heremarkedtoherafterdinner。"Acceptmyapologies。"
  "Itdidnotmatterintheleast,thankyou,"saidBetty……
  "Iamgladtobeabletosay,Thomas,thatyoudidnotlookanentirefoolwhenyougotupfromyourknees,aswecameintotherosegarden。"ThusLadyAlanby,astheircarriageturnedoutofStornhamvillage。
  "I’mgladmyself,"Tommyanswered。
  "Whatwereyoudoingthere?Evenifyouwereaskinghertomarryyou,itwasnotnecessarytogothatfar。Wearenotintheseventeenthcentury。
  ThenTommyflushed。
  "Ididnotintendtodoit。Icouldnothelpit。Shewasso——soniceabouteverything。Thatgirlisanangel。Itoldherso。"
  "Veryrightandproperspirittoapproachherin,"answeredtheoldwoman,watchinghimkeenly。"Wassheangelenoughtosayshewouldmarryyou?"
  Tommy,forsomeoccultreason,hadthecouragetostarebackintohisgrandmother’seyes,quiteasifhewereaman,andnotahobbledehoy,expectingtobebullied。
  "Shedoesnotwantme,"heanswered。"AndIknewshewouldn’t。Whyshouldshe?Ididwhatyouorderedmetodo,andsheansweredmeasIknewshewould。Shemighthavesnubbedme,butshehassuchawaywithher——suchawayofsayingthingsandunderstanding,that——that——well,I
  foundmyselfononeknee,kissingherhand——asifIwasbeingpresentedatcourt。"
  OldLadyAlanbylookedoutonthepassinglandscape。
  "Well,youdidyourbest,"shesummedthematterupatlast,"ifyouwentdownonyourkneesinvoluntarily。Ifyouhaddoneitonpurpose,itwouldhavebeenunpardonable。"