"Whatwouldyouconsiderfairplay?"sheinquired。
"Itwouldbefairtolistentomewithoutprejudice——toletmeexplainhowithashappenedthatIhaveappearedtoyoua——ablackguard——Ihavenodoubtyouwouldcallit——andafool。"Hethrewouthishandinanimpatientgesture——impatientofhimself——hisfate——thetricksofbadfortunewhichitimpliedhadmadeofhimamoreerringmortalthanhewouldhavebeeniflefttohimself,andtreateddecently。
"Donotputitsostrongly,"withconservativepoliteness。
"Idon’trefusetoadmitthatIamhandicappedbyadevilofatemperament。Thatisaninheritedthing。"
"Ah!"saidBetty。"Oneofthetemperamentsonereadsabout——forwhichnooneistobeblamedbutone’sdeceasedrelatives。Afterall,thatiscomparativelyeasytodealwith。
Onecanjustgoondoingwhatonewantstodo——andthencondemnone’sgrandparentsseverely。"
Arepellentqualityinher——whichhadalsothetrickoftransformingitselfintoanexasperatingattraction——wasthatshedeprivedhimoftheluxuryhehadbeenmosttenaciousofthroughouthisexistence。Iftheinjusticeoffatehasfailedtobestowuponamanfortune,goodlooksorbrilliance,hisexerciseofthepowertodisturb,toenragethosewhodarenotresent,towoundandtakethenonsenseoutofthoseabouthim,will,atallevents,precludethepossibilityofhisbeingpassedoverasafactornottobeconsidered。Iftocharmandbestowgivesthesenseofpower,tothwartandhumiliatemaybefoundnotwhollyunsatisfying。
Butinhercasetheinadequacyoftheusualmethodshadforceditselfuponhim。Itwasasifthedartbeingaimedather,shecaughtitinherhandinitsflight,brokeoffitspointandthrewitlightlyasidewithoutcomment。Mostwomencannotresistthetemptationtoansweraspeechcontainingastingorareproach。Itwaspartofherabnormalitythatshecouldletsuchthingsgobyinadetachedsilence,whichdidnotexpresseventhegermofcommentoropinionuponthem。This,hesaid,wastheresultofherbeastlysenseofsecurity,which,initsturn,wastheresultoftheatmosphereofwealthshehadbreathedsinceherbirth。Therehadbeennoobstaclewhichcouldnotberemovedforher,nolawoflimitationhadlaiditsreinonherneck。Shehadnotbeentaughtbyherexistencetheimportanceofpropitiatingopinion。
Undersuchconditions,howwasfeartobelearned?Shehadnotlearnedit。Butforthedevilinthebluebetweenherlashes,herealisedthatheshouldhavebrokenlooselongago。
"IsupposeIdeservedthatformakingastupidappealtosympathy,"heremarked。"Iwillnotdoitagain。"
Ifshehadbeenthewomanwhocanbegentlygoadedintoreply,shewouldhavemadeanswertothis。Butsheallowedtheobservationtopass,givingitfreeflightintospace,whereitlostitselfaftertheannoyingmannerofitskind。
"HaveyouanyobjectiontotellingmewhyyoudecidedtocometoEnglandthisyear?"heinquired,withacasualair,afterthepausewhichshedidnotfillin。
Thebluntnessofthequestiondidnotseemtodisturbher。
Shewasnotsorry,infact,thathehadaskedit。Sheletherworklieuponherknee,andleanedbackinherlowgardenchair,herhandsrestinguponitswickerarms。Sheturnedonhimaclearunprejudicedgaze。
"IcametoseeRosy。Ihavealwaysbeenveryfondofher。Ididnotbelievethatshehadforgottenhowmuchwehadlovedher,orhowmuchshehadlovedus。IknewthatifIcouldseeheragainIshouldunderstandwhyshehadseemedtoforgetus。"
"Andwhenyousawher,you,ofcourse,decidedthatIhadbehaved,toquotemyownwords——likeablackguardandafool。"
"Itis,ofcourse,veryrudetosayyouhavebehavedlikeafool,but——ifyou’llexcusemysayingso——thatiswhathasimpressedmeverymuch。Don’tyouknow,"withamoderation,whichsingularlydroveitselfhome,"thatifyouhadbeenkindtoher,andhadmadeherhappy,youcouldhavehadanythingyouwishedfor——withouttrouble?"
Thiswasoneoftheunadornedfactswhicharelikebullets。
Disgustedly,hefoundhimselfveeringtowardsanoutlookwhichforcedhimtoadmitthattherewasprobablytruthinwhatshesaid,andheknewheheardmoretruthasshewenton。
"Shewouldhavewantedonlywhatyouwanted,andshewouldnothaveaskedmuchinreturn。ShewouldnothaveaskedasmuchasIshould。Whatyoudidwasnotbusiness—
like。"Shepausedamomenttogivethoughttoit。"Youpaidtoohighapricefortheluxuryofindulgingtheinheritedtemperament。Yourluxurywasnottocontrolit。Butitwasabadinvestment。"
"Thefigureofspeechisrathercommercial,"coldly。
"Itiscuriousthatmostthingsare,asarule。Thereisalwaystheparallelofprofitandlosswhetheroneseesitornot。Theprofitsarehappinessandfriendship——enjoymentoflifeandapprobation。Iftheinheritedtemperamentsuppliesonewithallonewantsofsuchthings,itcannotbecalledaloss,ofcourse。"
"Youthink,however,thatminehasnotbroughtmemuch?"
"Idonotknow。Itisyouwhoknow。"
"Well,"viciously,"thereHASbeenasortofluxuryinitinlashingoutwithone’sheels,andsmashingthings——andinknowingthatpeopleprefertokeepclear。"
Sheliftedhershouldersalittle。
"Thenperhapsithaspaid。"
"No,"suddenlyandfiercely,"damnit,ithasnot!"
Andsheactuallymadenoreplytothat。
"Whatdoyoumeantodo?"hequestionedasbluntlyasbefore。Heknewshewouldunderstandwhathemeant。
"Notmuch。ToseethatRosyisnotunhappyanymore。
Wecanpreventthat。Shewasoutofrepair——asthehousewas。Sheisbeingrebuiltanddecorated。Sheknowsthatshewillbetakencareof。"
"Iknowherbetterthanyoudo,"withalaugh。"Shewillnotgoaway。Sheistoofrightenedoftherowitwouldmake——
ofwhatIshouldsay。Ishouldhaveplentytosay。Icanmakehershakeinhershoes。"
Bettylethereyesrestfulluponhim,andhesawthatshewassoftlysumminghimup——quitewithoutprejudice,merelyininterestedspeculationupontheworkingsoftype。
"Youarelettingtheinheritedtemperamentrunawaywithyouatthismoment,"shereflectedaloud——herquietscrutinyalmostabstracted。"Itwasfoolishtosaythat。"
Hehadknownitwasfoolishtwosecondsafterthewordshadlefthislips。Butatemperwhichhasbeenallowedtoleaphedges,uncheckedthroughoutlife,isinperilofformingahabitoftakingthemevenatsuchtimesasaleapmaylanditsownerinaditch。Thislastwaswhatherinterestedeyeswereobviouslysaying。Itsuitedhimbestatthemomenttotrytolaugh。
"Don’tlookatmelikethat,"hethrewoff。"Asifyouwerecalculatingthattwoandtwomakefour。"
"Noprejudiceofminecaninducethemtomakefiveorsix——orthreeandahalf,"shesaid。"Noprejudiceofmine——
orofyours。"
Thetwoandtwoshewascalculatingwithwerethelikelihoodsandunlikelihoodsoftheinheritedtemperament,andthepracticalpowersshecouldabsolutelycountonifdifficultyarosewithregardtoRosy。
Heguessedatthis,andbegantomakecalculationshimself。
Buttherewasnofurtherconversationforthem,astheywereobligedtorisetotheirfeettoreceivevisitors。LadyAlanbyofDoleandSirThomas,hergrandson,werebeingbroughtoutofthehousetothembyRosalie。
Hewentforwardtomeetthem——hismannerthatofthegracefulhost。LadyAlanby,havingbeenwelcomedbyhim,andledtothemostcomfortable,tree—shadedchair,foundhisbearingsoelegantlychastenedthatshegazedathimwithprivatecuriosity。Toherfar—seeingandhighlyexperiencedoldminditseemedthebearingofamanwhowas"uptosomething。"Whatspecialthingdidhechancetobe"upto"?HisglancecertainlylurkedafterMissVanderpoeloddly。
Washefallinginunholylovewiththegirl,underhisstupidlittlewife’sverynose?
Shecouldnot,however,giveherundividedattentiontohim,asshewishedtokeephereyeonhergrandsonand——outrageouslyenoughfithappenedthatjustasteawasbroughtoutandTommywasbeginningtocheerupandquitecomeoutalittleunderthespuroftheactivitiesofhandingbreadandbutterandcresssandwiches,whoshouldappearbutthetwoLithcomgirls,escortedbytheiraunt,Mrs。Manners,withwhomtheylived。Astheywereorphanswithoutmoney,iftheManners,whowereratherwelloff,hadnottakenthemin,theywouldhavehadtogototheworkhouse,orintogenteelamateurshops,astheywerenotcleverenoughforgovernesses。
Mary,withherturned—upnose,lookedjustaboutasusual,butJanehadanewfrockonwhichwasexactlythecolourofthebig,appealingeyes,withtheirtrickoffollowingpeopleabout。Shelookedalittlepaleandpathetic,whichsomehowgaveheraspeciousairofbeingpretty,whichshereallywasnotatall。Theswayingyoungthinnessofthoseveryslightgirlswhosesoftsummermuslinsmakethemlooklikedelicatebagstiedinthemiddlewithflutteringribbons,hasalmostinvariablyafoolishattractionforburlyyoungmenwhosecharactersarechieflymarkedbylackofforethought,andLadyAlanbysawTommy’srobustyoungbodygiveasortofjerkasthepartyofthreewasbroughtacrossthegrass。Afterithepulledhimselftogetherhastily,andlookedstiffandpink,shakinghandsasifhiselbowjointwasoutoforder,beingatoncetoolooseandtoorigid。Hebegantobeclumsywiththebreadandbutter,and,ceasinghistalkwithMissVanderpoel,fellintosilence。Whyshouldhegoontalking?
hethought。MissVanderpoelwasacrackinghandsomegirl,butshewastoocleverforhim,andhehadtothinkofallsortsofnewthingstosaywhenhetalkedtoher。And——
well,afellowcouldneverimaginehimselfstretchedoutonthegrass,puffinghappilyawayatapipe,withagirllikethatsittingnearhim,smiling——thehotturfsmellingalmostlikehay,thehotblueskycurvingoverhead,andboththegirlandhimselfperfectlyhappy——chockfullofjoy——thoughneitherofthemweresayinganythingatall。Youcouldimagineitwithsomegirls——youDIDimagineitwhenyouwakenedearlyonasummermorning,andlayinluxuriousstillnesslisteningtothebirdssinginglikemad。
LadyJanewasanicely—behavedgirl,andshetriedtokeepherfollowingblueeyesfixedonthegrass,oronLadyAnstruthers,orMissVanderpoel,buttherewassomethinglikeastring,whichsometimespulledtheminanotherdirection,andoncewhenthishadhappened——quiteagainstherwill——shewasterrifiedtofindLadyAlanby’sglassliftedandfixeduponher。
AsLadyAlanby’sopinionofMrs。Mannerswasbutapoorone,andasMrs。MannerswasstrickendumbbyhercombineddislikeandaweofLadyAlanby,aslightstiffnessmighthavesettleduponthegatheringifBettyhadnotmadeaneffort。SheappliedherselftoLadyAlanbyandMrs。Mannersatonce,andendedbymakingthemtalktoeachother。
Whentheylefttheteatableunderthetreestolookatthegardens,shewalkedbetweenthem,playingupontheprimevalhorticulturalpassionswhichdominatetheexistenceofallrespectableandnormalcountryladies,untilthegulfbetweenthemwastemporarilybridged。Thisbeingachieved,sheadroitlypassedthemovertoLadyAnstruthers,who,Nigelobservedwithsomecuriosity,acceptedthecasualresponsibilitywithoutmanifestdiscomfiture。
TotheachingTommythemannerinwhich,afewminuteslater,hefoundhimselfstandingalonewithJaneLithcominapathofclippedlaurelswasalmostbewilderinglysimple。
Attheendofthelaurelwalkwasaprettypeepofthecountry,andMissVanderpoelhadbroughthimtoseeit。NigelAnstruthershadbeenloiteringbehindwithJaneandMary。AsMissVanderpoelturnedwithhimintothepath,shestoopedandpickedablossomfromaclumpofspeedwellgrowingatthefootofabitofwall。
"LadyJane’seyesarejustthecolourofthisflower,"shesaid。
"Yes,theyare,"heanswered,glancingdownatthelovelylittlebluethingasshehelditinherhand。Andthen,withathumpoftheheart,"Mostpeopledonotthinksheispretty,butI——"quitedesperately——"IDO。"Hismoodhadbecomerash。
"SodoI,"BettyVanderpoelanswered。
Thentheothersjoinedthem,andMissVanderpoelpausedtotalkalittle——andwhentheywentonshewaswithMaryandNigelAnstruthers,andhewaswithJane,walkingslowly,andsomehowtheothersmeltedaway,turninginaperfectlynaturalmannerintoasidepath。Theirownslowpacebecameslower。Infact,inafewmoments,theywerestandingquitestillbetweenthegreenwalls。Janeturnedalittleaside,andpickedoffsomesmallleaves,nervously。Hesawthemuslinonherchestliftquiveringly。
"Oh,littleJane!"hesaidinabig,shakywhisper。Thefollowingeyesincontinentlybrimmedover。Someshiningdropsfellonthesoftnessofthebluemuslin。
"Oh,Tommy,"givingup,"it’snouse——talkingatall。"
"Youmustn’tthink——youmustn’tthink——ANYTHING,"hefalteringlycommanded,drawingnearer,becauseitwasimpossiblenottodoit。
Whathereallymeant,thoughhedidnotknowhowdecorouslytosayit,wasthatshemustnotthinkthathecouldbemovedbyanytallbeauty,towardsthesplendourofwhosepossessionshisreveredgrandmothermightbedrivinghim。
"Iamnotthinkinganything,"criedJaneinanswer。"Butsheiseverything,andIamnothing。Justlookather——andthenlookatme,Tommy。"
"I’lllookatyouaslongasyou’llletme,"gulpedTommy,andhewasboyenoughandmanenoughtoputahandoneachofhershoulders,anddrownhislonginginherbrimmingeyes……
MaryandMissVanderpoelweretalkingwithacuriousintimacy,inanotherpartofthegarden,wheretheyweretogetheralone,SirNigelhavingbeenreattachedtoLadyAlanby。
"YouhaveknownSirThomasalongtime?"Bettyhadjustsaid。
"Sincewewerechildren。JaneremindedmeattheDunholms’ballthatshehadplayedcricketwithhimwhenshewaseight。"
"Theyhavealwayslikedeachother?"MissVanderpoelsuggested。
Marylookedupather,andthemeetingoftheireyeswasfranktorevelation。ButforthecleargirlishlikingforherselfshesawinBettyVanderpoel’s,Marywouldhaveknownhernextspeechtobeofimbecilebluntness。ShehadheardthatAmericansoftenhadaqueer,delightfulunderstandingofunconventionalthings。Thissplendidgirlwasunderstandingher。
"Oh!YouSEE!"shebrokeout。"Youleftthemtogetheronpurpose!"
"Yes,Idid。"AndtherewasacomprehensionsodeepinherlookthatMaryknewitwasdeeperthanherown,andsomehowfoundedonsomesubtlerfeelingthanherown。
"Whentwopeoplewantsomuch——caresomuchtobetogether,"MissVanderpoeladdedquiteslowly——evenasifthewordsratherforcedthemselvesfromher,"itseemsasifthewholeworldoughttohelpthem——everythingintheworld——
theverywind,andrain,andsun,andstars——oh,thingshavenoRIGHTtokeepthemapart。"
Marystaredather,movedandfascinated。Shescarcelyknewthatshecaughtatherhand。
"IhaveneverbeeninthestatethatJaneis,"shepouredforth。"AndIcan’tunderstandhowshecanbesuchafool,but——butwecareabouteachothermorethanmostgirlsdo——
perhapsbecausewehavehadnopeople。Andit’sthekindofthingthereisnousetalkingagainst,itseems。It’skillingtheyoungnessinher。Ifitendsmiserably,itwillbeasifshehadhadanillness,andgotupfromitafaded,done—forspinsterwithastretchofhideousyearstolive。Herblueeyeswilllooklikeboiledgooseberries,becauseshewillhavecriedallthecolouroutofthem。Oh!YouUNDERSTAND!I
seeyoudo。"
BeforeshehadfinishedbothMissVanderpoel’shandswereholdinghers。
"Ido!Ido,"shesaid。Andshedid,asayearagoshehadnotknownshecould。"IsitLadyAlanby?"sheventured。
"Yes。Tommywillbehelplesslypoorifshedoesnotleavehimhermoney。Andshewon’tifhemakesherangry。Sheisverydetermined。Shewillleaveittoanawfulcousinifshegetsinarage。AndTommyisnotclever。Hecouldneverearnhisliving。NeithercouldJane。TheycouldNEVERmarry。
YouCAN’Tdefyrelatives,andmarryonnothing,unlessyouareacharacterinabook。"
"HasshelikedLadyJaneinthepast?"MissVanderpoelasked,asifshewas,mentally,rapidlygoingovertheground,thatshemightquitecomprehendeverything。
"Yes。Sheusedtomakeratherapetofher。Shedidn’tlikeme。ShewastakenbyJane’smeek,attentive,obedientways。Janewasbornasweetlittleaffectionateworm。LadyAlanbycan’thateher,evennow。Shejustpushesheroutofherpath。"
"Because?"saidBettyVanderpoel。
Maryprefacedheranswerwithabrief,half—embarrassedlaugh。
"BecauseofYOU。"
"Becauseshethinks————?"
"Idon’tseehowshecanbelievehehasmuchofachance。
Idon’tthinkshedoes——butshewillneverforgivehimifhedoesn’tmakeatryatfindingoutwhetherhehasoneornot。"
"Itisverybusinesslike,"Bettymadeobservation。
Marylaughed。
"WetalkofAmericanbusinessoutlook,"shesaid,"butveryfewofusEnglishpeoplearedreamyidealists。Weareofacoolnessandadaring——whenwearedealingwithquestionsofthissort。Idon’tthinkyoucanknowthethingyouhavebroughthere。Youdescendonadullcountryplace,withyourmoneyandyourlooks,andyousimplySTAYandamuseyourselfbydoingextraordinarythings,asiftherewasnoLondonwaitingforyou。Everyoneknowsthiswon’tlast。
Nextseasonyouwillbepresented,andhaveahugesuccess。
Youwillbewhirledaboutinavortex,andpeoplewillsitontheedge,andcastbigstronglines,baitedwiththemostglitteringthingstheycangettogether。Youwon’tbeabletogetaway。LadyAlanbyknowstherewouldbenochanceforTommythen。Itwouldbetooidiotictoexpectit。Hemustmakehistrynow。"
Theireyesmetagain,andMissVanderpoellookedneithershockednorangry,butanoddsmallshadowsweptacrossherface。Mary,ofcourse,didnotknowthatshewasthinkingofthethingshehadrealisedsooften——thatitwasnoteasytodetachone’sselffromthefactthatonewasReubenS。Vanderpoel’sdaughter。Asaresultofithereonewasindecentlyandunwillinglydisturbingthelivesofinnocent,unassuminglovers。
"AndsolongasSirThomashasnottried——andfoundout——
LadyJanewillbemadeunhappy?"
"Ifheweretoletyouescapewithouttrying,hewouldnotbeforgiven。Hisgrandmotherhashadherownwayallherlife。"
"ButsupposeafterIwentawaysomeoneelsecame?"
Maryshookherhead。
"Peoplelikeyoudon’tHAPPENinoneneighbourhoodtwiceinalifetime。Iamtwenty—sixandyouarethefirstIhaveseen。"
"Andhewillonlybesafeif?"
MaryLithcomnodded。
"Yes——IF,"sheanswered。"It’ssilly——andfrightful——butitistrue。"
MissVanderpoellookeddownonthegrassafewmoments,andthenseemedtoarriveatadecision。
"Helikesyou?Youcanmakehimunderstandthings?"sheinquired。
"Yes。"
"Thengoandtellhimthatifhewillcomehereandaskmeadirectquestion,Iwillgivehimadirectanswer——whichwillsatisfyLadyAlanby。"
LadyMarycaughtherbreath。
"Doyouknow,youarethemostwonderfulgirlIeversaw!"sheexclaimed。"ButifyouonlyknewwhatIfeelaboutJanie!"Andtearsrushedintohereyes。
"Ifeeljustthesamethingaboutmysister,"saidMissVanderpoel。"IthinkRosyandLadyJaneareratheralike。"……
WhenTommytrampedacrossthegrasstowardsherhewasturningredandwhitebyturns,andlookingsomewhatlikeayoungmanwhowasbeingmarcheduptoacannon’smouth。
ItstruckhimthatitwasanAmericankindofthinghewascalledupontodo,andhewasnotanAmerican,butBritishfromthetopofhisclosely—croppedheadtotheratherthicksolesofhisboots。Hewas,intruth,overwhelmedbyhissenseofhisinadequacytothedemandsofthebrilliantlyconceived,butunheard—ofsituation。Joyandterrorsweptoverhisbeinginwaves。
Thetall,proud,wood—nymphlookofherasshestoodunderatree,waitingforhim,wouldhavestruckhiscouragedeadonthespotandcausedhimtoturnandfleeinanguish,ifshehadnotmadealittlemovetowardshim,withaheavenly,every—dayhumannessinhereyes。Thewayshemanageditwasanamazingthing。Hecouldneverhavemanageditatallhimself。
Shecameforwardandgavehimherhand,andreallyitwasHERhandwhichheldhisowncomparativelysteady。
"ItisforLadyJane,"shesaid。"Thatpreventsitfrombeingridiculousorimproper。ItisforLadyJane。Hereyes,"withasoft—touchedlaugh,"arethecolourofthebluespeedwellI
showedyou。Itisthecolourofbabies’eyes。Andherslookastheirsdo——asiftheyaskedeverybodynottohurtthem。"
Heactuallyfelluponhisknee,andbendinghisheadoverherhand,kissedithalfadozentimeswithadoration。GoodLord,howsheSAWandKNEW!
"IfJanewerenotJane,andyouwerenotYOU,"thewordsrushedfromhim,"itwouldbethemostoutrageous——themostimpudentthingamaneverhadthecheektodo。"
"Butitisnot。"Shedidnotdrawherhandaway,andoh,thegirlishkindnessofhersmiling,supportinglook。"Youcametoaskmeif————"
"Ifyouwouldmarryme,MissVanderpoel,"hisheadbendingoverherhandagain。"Ibegyourpardon,Ibegyourpardon。
OhLord,Ido。’
"Ithankyouforthecomplimentyoupayme,"sheanswered。"I
likeyouverymuch,SirThomas——andIlikeyoujustnowmorethanever——butIcouldnotmarryyou。Ishouldnotmakeyouhappy,andIshouldnotbehappymyself。Thetruthis————"thinkingamoment,"eachofusreallybelongstoadifferentkindofperson。
Andeachofknowsthefact。"
"Godblessyou,"hesaid。"Ithinkyouknoweverythingintheworldawomancanknow——andremainanangel。"
Itwasanoutburstofeloquence,andshetookitintheprettiestway——withtheprettiestlaugh,whichhadinitnotouchofmockeryordisbeliefinhim。
"WhatIhavesaidisquitefinal——ifLadyAlanbyshouldinquire,"shesaid——addingratherquickly,"Someoneiscoming。"
Itpleasedhertoseethathedidnothurrytohisfeetclumsily,butevenstoodupright,withashadeofboyishdignity,anddidnotreleaseherhandbeforehehadbenthisheadlowoveritagain。
SirNigelwasbringingwithhimLadyAlanby,Mrs。Manners,andhiswife,andwhenBettymethiseyes,sheknewatoncethathehadnotmadehiswaytothisparticulargardenwithoutintention。HehaddiscoveredthatshewaswithTommy,andithadentertainedhimtobreakinuponthem。
"IdidnotintendtointerruptSirThomasathisdevotions,"
heremarkedtoherafterdinner。"Acceptmyapologies。"
"Itdidnotmatterintheleast,thankyou,"saidBetty……
"Iamgladtobeabletosay,Thomas,thatyoudidnotlookanentirefoolwhenyougotupfromyourknees,aswecameintotherosegarden。"ThusLadyAlanby,astheircarriageturnedoutofStornhamvillage。
"I’mgladmyself,"Tommyanswered。
"Whatwereyoudoingthere?Evenifyouwereaskinghertomarryyou,itwasnotnecessarytogothatfar。Wearenotintheseventeenthcentury。
ThenTommyflushed。
"Ididnotintendtodoit。Icouldnothelpit。Shewasso——soniceabouteverything。Thatgirlisanangel。Itoldherso。"
"Veryrightandproperspirittoapproachherin,"answeredtheoldwoman,watchinghimkeenly。"Wassheangelenoughtosayshewouldmarryyou?"
Tommy,forsomeoccultreason,hadthecouragetostarebackintohisgrandmother’seyes,quiteasifhewereaman,andnotahobbledehoy,expectingtobebullied。
"Shedoesnotwantme,"heanswered。"AndIknewshewouldn’t。Whyshouldshe?Ididwhatyouorderedmetodo,andsheansweredmeasIknewshewould。Shemighthavesnubbedme,butshehassuchawaywithher——suchawayofsayingthingsandunderstanding,that——that——well,I
foundmyselfononeknee,kissingherhand——asifIwasbeingpresentedatcourt。"
OldLadyAlanbylookedoutonthepassinglandscape。
"Well,youdidyourbest,"shesummedthematterupatlast,"ifyouwentdownonyourkneesinvoluntarily。Ifyouhaddoneitonpurpose,itwouldhavebeenunpardonable。"
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