CHAPTERXXXIV
REDGODWYN
StornhamCourthadtakenitsproperpositioninthecountyasaplacewhichwasequaltosocialexchangeinthematterofentertainment。SirNigelandLadyAnstruthershadgivenagardenparty,accordingtothedecreesofthelawobtainingincountryneighbourhoods。ThecuriositytobeholdMissVanderpoel,andthechangewhichhadbeenworkedinthewell—
knowndesolationanddisrepair,precludedthepossibilityoftherefusalofanyinvitationssent,therecipientbeinginhisorherrightmind,andsoundinwindandlimb。Thatastonishingthingshadbeenaccomplished,andthatthepartywasasuccessfulaffair,couldnotbutbeacceptedastruths。Gardenpartieshadbeenheardof,wereatriflerepetitional,andevendull,butatthisonetherewasrealmusicandrealdancing,andcleverentertainmentsweregivenatintervalsinagreen—emboweredlittletheatre,erectedfortheoccasion。Thesewereagreeableadditionstomerefoodandconversation,whichwerecapableofpalling。
TothegardenpartytheAnstruthersdidnotconfinethemselves。ThereweredinnerpartiesatStornham,andtheyalsoweresuccessfulfunctions。Theguestswereofthosewhomakeforthesuccessofsuchentertainments。
"IcalleduponMountDunstanthisafternoon,"SirNigelsaidoneevening,beforethefirstofthesedinners。"Hemightexpectit,asoneisaskinghimtodine。Iwishhimtobeasked。
TheDunholmshavetakenhimupsotremendouslythatnofestivityseemscompletewithouthim。"
Hehadbeeninvitedtothegardenparty,andhadappeared,butBettyhadseenlittleofhim。Itiseasytoseelittleofaguestatanout—of—doorfestivity。InassistingRosalietoattendtohervisitorsshehadbeenmuchoccupied,butshehadknownthatshemighthaveseenmoreofhim,ifhehadintendedthatitshouldbeso。Hedidnot——forreasonsofhisown——intendthatitshouldbeso,andthisshebecameawareof。Soshewalked,playedinthebowlinggreen,dancedandtalkedwithWestholt,TommyAlanbyandothers。
"Hedoesnotwanttotalktome。Hewillnot,ifhecanavoidit,"waswhatshesaidtoherself。
ShesawthatherathersoughtoutMaryLithcom,whowasnotaccustomedtoreceivingspecialattention。Thetwowalkedtogether,dancedtogether,andinadjoiningchairswatchedtheperformanceintheemboweredtheatre。LadyMaryenjoyedhercompanionverymuch,butshewonderedwhyhehadattachedhimselftoher。
BettyVanderpoelaskedherselfwhattheytalkedtoeachotherabout,anddidnotsuspectthetruth,whichwasthattheytalkedagooddealofherself。
"HaveyouseenmuchofMissVanderpoel?"LadyMaryhadbegunbyasking。
"IhaveSEENheragooddeal,asnodoubtyouhave。"
LadyMary’splainfaceexpressedasomewhattouchedreflectiveness。
"Doyouknow,"shesaid,"thatthegardenpartieshavebeenadifferentthingthiswholesummer,justbecauseonealwaysknewonewouldseeheratthem?"
AshortlaughfromMountDunstan。
"JaneandIhavegonetoeverygardenpartywithintwentymiles,eversincewelefttheschoolroom。Andweareverytiredofthem。Butthisyearwehavequitecheeredup。Whenwearedressingtogotosomethingdull,wesaytoeachother,`Well,atanyrate,MissVanderpoelwillbethere,andweshallseewhatshehason,andhowherthingsaremade,’andthat’ssomething——besidesthefunofwatchingpeoplemakeuptoher,andhearingthemtalkaboutthemenwhowanttomarryher,andwonderwhichoneshewilltake。Shewillnottakeanyoneinthisplace,"theniceturned—upnoseslightlysuggestingaderisivesniff。"Whoistherewhoissuitable?"
MountDunstanlaughedshortlyagain。
"HowdoyouknowIamnotanaspirantmyself?"hesaid。
Hehadamirthlesssenseofenjoymentinhisownbrazenness。
Onlyhehimselfknewhowbrazenthespeechwas。
LadyMarylookedathimwithentirecomposure。
"Iamquitesureyouarenotanaspirantforanybody。AndI
happentoknowthatyoudislikemoneyedinternationalmarriages。
YouaresoobviouslyBritishthat,evenifIhadnotbeentoldthat,Ishouldknowitwastrue。MissVanderpoelherselfknowsitistrue。"
"Doesshe?"
"LadyAlanbyspokeofittoSirNigel,andIheardSirNigeltellher。"
"Exactlythekindofunnecessarythinghewouldbelikelytorepeat。"Hecastthesubjectasideasifitwereaworthlesssuperfluityandwenton:"Whenyousaythereisnoonesuitable,yousurelyforgetLordWestholt。"
"Yes,it’strueIforgothimforthemoment。But——"withalaugh——"oneratherfeelsasifshewouldrequirearoyaldukeorsomethingofthatsort。"
"Youthinksheexpectsthatkindofthing?"ratherindifferently。
"She?Shedoesn’tthinkofthesubject。Shesimplythinksofotherthings——ofLadyAnstruthersandUghtred,oftheworkatStornhamandthevillagelife,whichgiveshernewemotionsandinterest。Shealsothinksaboutbeingnicetopeople。SheisnicerthananygirlIknow。"
"Youfeel,however,shehasarighttoexpectit?"stillwithoutmorethanacasualairofinterest。
"Well,whatdoyoufeelyourself?"saidLadyMary。"Womenwholooklikethat——evenwhentheyarenotmillionairesses——
usuallymarrywhomtheychoose。IdonotbelievethatthetwobeautifulMissGunningsrolledintoonewouldhavemadeanythingasundeniableassheis。Onehasseenportraitsofthem。LookatherasshestandstheretalkingtoTommyandLordDunholm!"
InternallyMountDunstanwassaying:"Iamlookingather,thankyou,"andsettinghisteethalittle。
ButLadyMarywaslauncheduponasubjectwhichsweptheralongwithit,andshe——sotospeak——groundthethingin。
"Lookattheturnofherhead!Lookathermouthandchin,andhereyeswiththelashessweepingoverthemwhenshelooksdown!
Youmusthavenoticedtheeffectwhensheliftsthemsuddenlytolookatyou。It’ssooddandlovelythatit——italmost————"
"Almostmakesyoujump,"endedMountDunstandrily。
Shedidnotlaughand,infact,herexpressionbecamerathersympatheticallyserious。
"Ah,"shesaid,"Ibelieveyoufeelasortofrebellionagainsttheunfairnessofthewaythingsaredealtout。Itdoesseemunfair,ofcourse。Itwouldbeperfectlydisgraceful——ifsheweredifferent。Ihadmomentsofalmosthatingheruntilonedaynotlongagoshedidsomethingsobewitchinglykindandunderstandingofotherpeople’sfeelingsthatIgaveup。Itwasclever,too,"withalaugh,"cleveranddaring。Ifshewereayoungmanshewouldmakeadashingsoldier。"
Shedidnotgivehimthedetailsofthestory,butwentontosayineffectwhatshehadsaidtoBettyherselfoftheinevitableincidentalnessofherstayinthecountry。IfshehadnotevidentlycometoStornhamthisyearwithapurpose,shewouldhavespenttheseasoninLondonanddonetheusualthing。
Americansweregenerallypresentedpromptly,iftheyhadanyposition——sometimeswhentheyhadnot。LadyAlanbyhadheardthatthefactthatshewaswithhersisterhadawakenedcuriosityandpeopleweretalkingabouther。
"LadyAlanbysaidinthatdrywayofhersthatthearrivalofanunmarriedAmericanfortuneinEnglandwasbecomingratherlikethevisitofanunmarriedroyalty。Peopleaskeachotherwhatitmeansandbegintoarrangeforit。Sofar,onlythewomenhavecome,butLadyAlanbysaysthatisbecausethemenhavehadnotimetodoanythingbutstayathomeandmakethefortunes。Shebelievesthatinanothergenerationtherewillbeamaleleisureclass,andthenitwillswoopdowntoo,andmarrypeople。Shewasverysharpandamusingaboutit。Shesaiditwouldhelpthemtoridthemselvesofaplethoraofwealthandkeepthemfrombursting。"
Shewasanamiable,ifunsentimentalperson,MaryLithcom——andwas,quitewithoutillnature,expressingtheconsensusofpublicopinion。Theseyoungwomencametothecountrywithsomethingpracticaltoexchangeinthesedays,andasthereweremenwhohadcertainequivalentstooffer,soalsothereweremenwhohadnone,andwhomdecencyshouldcausetostandaside。MountDunstanknewthatwhenshehadsaid,"Whoistherewhoissuitable?"anyshadowofathoughtofhimselfasbeingintherunninghadnotcrossedhermind。
Andthiswasnotonlyforthereasonsshehadhadthereadycomposuretoname,butforonelessconquerable。
Later,havingleftMaryLithcom,hedecidedtotakeaturnbyhimself。Hehaddonehisdutyasamasculineguest。Hehadconversedwithyoungwomenandoldones,haddanced,visitedgardensandgreenhouses,andtakenhispartinallthings。
Alsohehad,infact,reachedapointwhenafewminutesofsolitudeseemedagoodthing。Hefoundhimselfturningintotheclippedlaurelwalk,whereTommyAlanbyhadstoodwithJaneLithcom,andhewenttotheendofitandstoodlookingoutontheview。
"Lookattheturnofherhead,"LadyMaryhadsaid。
"Lookathermouthandchin。"Andhehadbeenlookingatthemthewholeafternoon,notbecausehehadintendedtodoso,butbecauseitwasnotpossibletopreventhimselffromdoingit。
Thiswasoneoftheironiesoffate。Orthodoxdoctrinemightsuggestthatitwastoteachhimthathispastrebellionhadbeenundue。Orthodoxdoctrinewaseverreadywiththesesoothinglittleexplanations。HehadragedandsulkedatDestiny,andnowhehadbeengivensomethingtoragefor。
"Nooneknowsanythingaboutituntilittakeshimbythethroat,"hewasthinking,"anduntilithappenstoamanhehasnorighttocomplain。Iwasnotstarvingbefore。Iwasnothungeringandthirsting——insightoffoodandwater。I
supposeoneofthemostawfulthingsintheworldistofeelthisandknowitisnouse。"
Hewasnotintheconditiontoreasoncalmlyenoughtoseethattheremightbeonechanceinathousandthatitwasofuse。Atsuchtimesthemostintelligentofmenandwomenlosebalanceandmentalperspicacity。Acertaindegreeofunreasoningmadnesspossessesthem。Theyseetoomuchandtoolittle。
Therewere,itwastrue,athousandchancesagainsthim,buttherewasoneforhim——thechancethatselectionmightbeonhisside。Hehadnotthatbalanceofthoughtleftwhichmighthavesuggestedtohimthathewasamanyoungandpowerful,andfilledwithanimmensepassionwhichmightcountforsomething。Allhesawwasthathewasnotablyinthepositionofthemenwhomhehadprivatelydisdainedwhentheyhelpedthemselvesbymarriage。Suchmarriageshehadheldwereinsultstothemanhoodofanymanandthewomanhoodofanywoman。Insuchunionsneitherpartycouldrespecthimselforhiscompanion。Theymustalwaysinsecretdoubteachother,fretatthemselves,feeldistasteforthewholething。Evenifamanlovedsuchawoman,andthefeelingwasmutual,towhomwoulditoccurtobelieveit——toseethattheywerenotgrossandcontemptible?Tonoone。Wouldithaveoccurredtohimselfthatsuchanextenuatingcircumstancewaspossible?
Certainlyitwouldnot。Pig—headedprideandobstinacyitmightbe,buthecouldnotyetfaceeventhemerethoughtofit——evenifhiswholepositionhadnotbeengrotesque。Because,afterall,itwasgrotesquethatheshouldevenarguewithhimself。She——beforehiseyesandtheeyesofallothers——themostdesirableofwomen;peopledinningitinone’searsthatshewassurroundedbybesiegerswhowaitedforhertoholdouthersceptre,andhe——well,whatwashe!Notthathismentalattitudewasthatofameekandhumbleloverwhofelthimselfunworthyandprostratedhimselfbeforehershrinewithprayers——hewas,onthecontrary,astoutandobstinateBritonfindinghisstubbornly—heldbeliefsmadeasnaughtbyacertainobsession——anintolerablelongingwhichwakenedwithhiminthemorning,whichsankintotroubledsleepwithhimatnight——thelongingtoseeher,tospeaktoher,tostandnearher,tobreathetheairofher。Andpossessedbythis——fulloftheoverpoweringstrengthofit——wasamanlikelytogotoawomanandsay,"Giveyourlifeanddesirablenesstome;andincidentallysupportme,feedme,clotheme,keeptheroofovermyhead,asifIwereanimpotentbeggar"?
"No,byGod!"hesaid。"Ifshethinksofmeatallitshallbeasaman。No,byGod,Iwillnotsinktothat!"……
Amovingtouchofcolourcaughthiseye。Itwastheroseofaparasolseenabovethelaurelhedge,assomeoneturnedintothewalk。Heknewthecolourofitandexpectedtoseeotherparasolsandhearvoices。Buttherewasnosound,andunaccompanied,thewonderfulrose—thingmovedtowardshim。
"Theusualthingsarehappeningtome,"washisthoughtasitadvanced。"Iamhotandcold,andjustnowmyheartleapedlikearabbit。Itwouldbewisetowalkoff,butIshallnotdoit。Ishallstayhere,becauseIamnolongerareasoningbeing。Isupposethatahorsewhorefusestobackoutofhisstallwhenhisstableisonfirefeelssomethingofthesamething。"
Whenshesawhimshemadeaninvoluntary—lookingpause,andthenrecoveringherself,cameforward。
"Iseemtohavecomeinsearchofyou,"shesaid。"Yououghttobeshowingsomeonetheviewreally——andsooughtI。"
"Shallweshowittoeachother?"washisreply。
"Yes。"Andshesatdownonthestoneseatwhichhadbeenplacedforthecomfortofviewlovers。"Iamalittletired——
justenoughtofeelthattoslinkawayforamomentalonewouldbeagreeable。ItISslinkingtoleaveRosalietobattlewithhalfthecounty。ButIshallonlystayafewminutes。"
Shesatstillandgazedatthebeautifullandsspreadbeforeher,buttherewasnostillnessinhermind,neitherwastherestillnessinhis。Hedidnotlookattheview,butather,andhewasaskinghimselfwhatheshouldbesayingtoherifheweresuchamanasWestholt。Thoughhehadboldnessenough,heknewthatnoman——eventhoughheisfreetospeakthebestandmostpassionatethoughtsofhissoul——couldbesurethathewouldgainwhathedesired。ThegoodfortuneofWestholt,orofanyother,couldbutgivehimoneman’sfairchance。
Buthavingthatchance,heknewheshouldnotrelinquishitsoon。Theresweptbackintohismindthestoryofthemarriageofhisancestor,RedGodwyn,andhelaughedlowinspiteofhimself。
MissVanderpoellookedupathimquickly。
"Pleasetellmeaboutit,ifitisveryamusing,"shesaid。
"Iwonderifitwillamuseyou,"washisanswer。"Doyoulikesavageromance?"
"Verymuch。"
Itmightseemaproposderien,buthedidnotcareintheleast。Hewantedtohearwhatshewouldsay。
"Anancestorofmine——acertainRedGodwyn——wasabarbarianimmenselytomytaste。Hebecameenamouredofrumoursofthebeautyofthedaughterandheiressofhisbitterestenemy。Inhisday,whenonewantedathing,onerodeforthwithaxeandspeartofightforit。"
"Asimpleandalluringmethod,"commentedBetty。"Whatwashername?"
Sheleanedinlighteaseagainstthestonebackofherseat,theroselightcastbyherparasolfaintlyflushedher。Thesilenceoftheirretreatseemedaccentuatedbyitsbackgroundofmusicfromthegardens。Theysmiledasecondbravelyintoeachother’seyes,thentheirglancesbecameentangled,astheyhaddoneforamomentwhentheyhadstoodtogetherinMountDunstanpark。Foronemomenteachhadbeenheldprisonerthen——nowitwasforlonger。
"AlysoftheSea—BlueEyes。"
Bettytriedtoreleaseherself,butcouldnot。
"Sometimestheseaisgrey,"shesaid。
Hisowneyeswerestillinhers。
"Herswerethecolouroftheseaonadaywhenthesunshinesonit,andtherearelargefleece—whitecloudsfloatingintheblueabove。Theysparkledandwereoftenlikebluebellsunderwater。"
"Bluebellsunderwatersoundsentrancing,"saidBetty。
Hecaughthisbreathslightly。
"Theywere——entrancing,"hesaid。"Thatwasevidentlythedevilofit——savingyourpresence。"
"Ihaveneverobjectedtothedevil,"saidBetty。"Heisanenergetic,hard—workingcreatureandpaintshimselfanhonestblack。Pleasetellmetherest。"
"RedGodwynwentforth,andafterabloodyfighttookhisenemy’scastle。Ifwestilllivedinlikesimple,honesttimes,IshouldtakeDunholmCastleinthesameway。HealsotookAlysoftheEyesandboreherawaycaptive。"
"Fromsuchincidentsdevelopedthegermsofthedesireforfemalesuffrage,"MissVanderpoelobservedgently。
"Theinterestofthestoryliesinthefactthatapparentlythesavagewaseitherepicureorsentimentalist,orboth。Hedidnottreattheladyill。Heshutherinatowerchamberoverlookinghiscourtyard,andafterallowingherthreedaystoweep,hebeganhisbarbarianwooing。Arrayinghimselfinsplendourheorderedhertoappearbeforehim。Hesatuponthedaisinhisbanquethall,hisretainersgatheredabouthim——
agreatfeastspread。InarchaicEnglishwearetoldthattheboardgroanedbeneaththeweightofgoldentrenchersandflagons。Minstrelsplayedandsang,whilehedisplayedallhissplendour。"
"Theydoityet,"saidMissVanderpoel,"inLondonandNewYorkandotherplaces。"
"Thenextday,attendedbyhisfollowers,hetookherwithhimtorideoverhislands。Whenshereturnedtohertowerchambershehadlearnedhowpowerfulandgreatachieftainhewas。She`layesoftely’andwasattendedbymanymaidens,butshehadnoentertainmentbuttolookoutuponthegreatgreencourt。Therehearrangedgamesandtrialsofstrengthandskill,andshesawhimbigger,stronger,andmoresplendidthananyotherman。Hedidnotevenlifthiseyestoherwindow。Healsosentherdailyarichgift。"
"Howlongdidthisgoon?"
"Threemonths。Attheendofthattimehecommandedherpresenceagaininhisbanquethall。Hetoldherthegateswereopened,thedrawbridgedownandanescortwaitingtotakeherbacktoherfather’slands,ifshewould。"
"Whatdidshedo?"
"Shelookedathimlong——andlong。Sheturnedproudlyaway——inthesea—blueeyeswereheavyandstormytears,whichseeing————"
"Ah,hesawthem?"fromMissVanderpoel。
"Yes。Andseizingherinhisarmscaughthertohisbreast,callingforapriesttomakethemonewithinthehour。Iamquotingthechronicle。IwasfifteenwhenIreaditfirst。"
"Itisspirited,"saidBetty,"andRedGodwynwasalmostmoderninhismethods。"
Whileprofessingcomposureandlightnessofmood,thespellwhichworksbetweentwocreaturesofoppositesexwheninsuchcasewroughtinthemandmadethemfeelawkwardandstiff。Wheneachisheldapartfromtheotherbyfate,orwill,orcircumstance,thespellisastupefyingthing,deadeningeventheclearnessofsightandwit。
"Imustslinkbacknow,"Bettysaid,rising。"Willyouslinkbackwithmetogivemecountenance?IhavegreatlylikedRedGodwyn。"
SoitoccurredthatwhenNigelAnstrutherssawthemagainitwasastheycrossedthelawntogether,andpeoplelookedupfromicesandcupsofteatofollowtheirslowprogresswithquestioningorapprovingeyes。
CHAPTERXXXV
THETIDALWAVE
Therewasonlyonemantospeakto,anditbeingthenatureofthebeast——soheharshlyputittohimself——tobeabsolutelyimpelledtospeechatsuchtimes,MountDunstanlaidbarehisbreasttohim,tearingasideallthecoveringspridewouldhavefoldedabouthim。Themanwas,ofcourse,Penzance,andthelayingbarewasdonetheeveningafterthestoryofRedGodwynhadbeentoldinthelaurelwalk。
Theyhaddrivenhometogetherinaprofoundsilence,theeldermanasdeepinthoughtastheyoungerone。Penzancewasthinkingthattherewasacalmnessinhavingreachedsixtyandinknowingthatthepainandhungerofearlieryearswouldnottearoneagain。Andyet,hehimselfwasnotuntornbythatwhichshookthemanforwhomhisaffectionhadgrownyearbyyear。Itwasevidentlyverybad——verybad,indeed。
Hewonderedifhewouldspeakofit,andwishedhewould,notbecausehehimselfhadmuchtosayinanswer,butbecauseheknewthatspeechwouldbebetterthanhardsilence。
"Staywithmeto—night,"MountDunstansaid,astheydrovethroughtheavenuetothehouse。"Iwantyoutodinewithmeandsitandtalklate。Iamnotsleepingwell。"
Theyoftendinedtogether,andthevicarnotinfrequentlysleptattheMountformerecompanionship’ssake。Sometimestheyread,sometimeswentoveraccounts,plannedeconomies,andbalancedexpenditures。AchamberstillcalledtheChaplain’sroomwasalwayskeptinreadiness。Ithadbeenusedinlongpastdays,whenahouseholdchaplainhadsatbelowthesaltandlefthispatron’stablebeforethesweetswereserved。Theydinedtogetherthisnightalmostassilentlyastheyhaddrivenhomeward,andafterthemealtheywentandsataloneinthelibrary。
Thehugeroomwasnevermorethandimlylighted,andthefar—offcornersseemedmoredarklingthanusualintheinsufficientilluminationofthefarfrombrilliantlamps。MountDunstan,afterstandinguponthehearthforafewminutessmokingapipe,whichwouldhavecomparedillwitholdDoby’sSundaysplendour,lefthiscoffeecupuponthemantelandbegantotrampupanddown——outofthedimlightintotheshadows,backoutoftheshadowsintothepoorlight。
"Youknow,"hesaid,"whatIthinkaboutmostthings——youknowwhatIfeel。"
"IthinkIdo。"
"YouknowwhatIfeelaboutEnglishmenwhobrandthemselvesashalfmenandmarkedmerchandisebysellingthemselvesandtheirhousesandtheirbloodtoforeignwomenwhocanbuythem。YouknowhowsavageIhavebeenatthemerethoughtofit。AndhowIhavesworn————"
"Yes,Iknowwhatyouhavesworn,"saidMr。Penzance。
ItstruckhimthatMountDunstanshookandtossedhisheadratherlikeabullabouttochargeanenemy。
"YouknowhowIhavefeltmyselfperfectlywithinmyrightswhenIblackguardedsuchmenandsneeredatsuchwomen——takingitforgrantedthateachwasmerchandiseofhisorherkindandbeneathcontempt。Iamnotafoul—mouthedman,butIhaveusedgrosswordsandroughonestodescribethem。"
"Ihaveheardyou。"
MountDunstanthrewbackhisheadwithabig,harshlaugh。Hecameoutoftheshadowandstoodstill。
"Well,"hesaid,"Iaminlove——asmuchinloveasanylunaticeverwas——withthedaughterofReubenS。Vanderpoel。
Thereyouare——andthere_I_am!"
"Ithasseemedtome,"Penzanceanswered,"thatitwasalmostinevitable。"
"MyconditionissuchthatitseemstoMEthatitwouldbeinevitableinthecaseofanyman。WhenIseeanothermanlookathermybloodracesthroughmyveinswithanawfulfearandawickedheat。ThatwillshowyouthepointIhavereached。"HewalkedovertothemantelpieceandlaidhispipedownwithahandPenzancesawwasunsteady。"InturningoverthepagesofthevolumeofLife,"hesaid,"I
havecomeupontheBookofRevelations。"
"Thatistrue,"Penzancesaid。
"Untilonehascomeuponitoneisaninchoatefool,"MountDunstanwenton。"Andafterwardsoneis——foratimeatleast——asortofmadmanravingtoone’sself,eitherinoroutofastraitjacket——asthecasemaybe。Iamwearingthejacket——worseluck!Doyouknowanythingofthestateofamanwhocannotutterthemostordinarywordstoawomanwithoutbeingconsciousthatheismakingmadlovetoher?ThisafternoonIfoundmyselftellingMissVanderpoelthestoryofRedGodwynandAlysoftheSea—BlueEyes。Ididnotmakeasinglestatementhavinganyconnectionwithmyself,butthroughoutIwascallingonhertothinkofherselfandofmeasofthosetwo。Isawherinmyownarms,withthetearsofAlysonherlashes。Iwasmakingmadlove,thoughshewasunconsciousofmydoingit。"
"Howdoyouknowshewasunconscious?"remarkedMr。
Penzance。"Youareaverystrongman。"
MountDunstan’sshortlaughwasevenalittleawful,becauseitmeantsomuch。Helethisforeheaddropamomentontohisarmsastheyrestedonthemantelpiece。
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