首页 >出版文学> THE REEF>第3章

第3章

  Shelaughedouthertriumph。
  "No,no,no!Mytrunkhasn’tcome,andthisisonlymyoldragofyesterday——butIneverknewthetricktofail!"And,ashestared:"Yousee,"shejoyouslyexplained,"I’vealwayshadtodressinallkindsofdrearyleft—overs,andsometimes,wheneverybodyelsewassmartandnew,itusedtomakemeawfullymiserable。Sooneday,whenMrs。Murrettdraggedmedownunexpectedlytofillaplaceatdinner,I
  suddenlythoughtI’dtryspinningaroundlikethat,andsaytoeveryone:’WELL,WHATDOYOUTHINKOFME?’And,doyouknow,theywerealltakenin,includingMrs。Murrett,whodidn’trecognizemyoldturnedanddyedrags,andtoldmeafterwarditwasawfullybadformtodressasifIweresomebodythatpeoplewouldexpecttoknow!Andeversince,wheneverI’veparticularlywantedtolooknice,I’vejustaskedpeoplewhattheythoughtofmynewfrock;andthey’realways,alwaystakenin!"
  ShedramatizedherexplanationsovividlythatDarrowfeltasifhispointweregained。
  "Ah,butthisconfirmsyourvocation——ofcourse,"hecried,"youmustseeCerdine!"and,seeingherfacefallatthisreminderofthechangeinherprospects,hehastenedtosetforthhisplan。Ashedidso,hesawhoweasyitwastoexplainthingstoher。Shewouldeitheraccepthissuggestion,orshewouldnot:butatleastshewouldwastenotimeinprotestationsandobjections,oranyvainsacrificetotheidolsofconformity。Theconvictionthatonecould,onanygivenpoint,almostpredicatethisofher,gavehimthesenseofhavingadvancedfarenoughinherintimacytourgehisargumentsagainstahastypursuitofherfriends。
  Yes,itwouldcertainlybefoolish——sheatonceagreed——inthecaseofsuchdearindefiniteangelsastheFarlows,todashoffafterthemwithoutmorepositiveproofthattheywereestablishedatJoigny,andsoestablishedthattheycouldtakeherin。Sheowneditwasbuttooprobablethattheyhadgonethereto"cutdown",andmightbedoingsoinquarterstoocontractedtoreceiveher;anditwouldbeunfair,onthatchance,toimposeherselfonthemunannounced。ThesimplestwayofgettingfartherlightonthequestionwouldbetogobacktotheruedelaChaise,where,atthatmoreconversablehour,theconciergemightbelesscharyofdetail;andshecoulddecideonhernextstepinthelightofsuchfactsasheimparted。
  Pointbypoint,shefellinwiththesuggestion,recognizing,inthelightoftheirunexplainedflight,thattheFarlowsmightindeedbeinasituationonwhichonecouldnottoorashlyintrude。Herconcernforherfriendsseemedtohaveeffacedallthoughtofherself,andthislittleindicationofcharactergaveDarrowaquitedisproportionatepleasure。SheagreedthatitwouldbewelltogoatoncetotheruedelaChaise,butmethisproposalthattheyshoulddrivebythedeclarationthatitwasa"waste"nottowalkinParis;sotheysetoffonfootthroughthecheerfultumultofthestreets。
  Thewalkwaslongenoughforhimtolearnmanythingsabouther。Thestormofthepreviousnighthadclearedtheair,andParisshoneinmorningbeautyunderaskythatwasallbroadwetwashesofwhiteandblue;butDarrowagainnoticedthathervisualsensitivenesswaslesskeenthanherfeelingforwhathewassurethegoodFarlows——whomhealreadyseemedtoknow——wouldhavecalled"thehumaninterest。"Sheseemedhardlyconsciousofsensationsofformandcolour,orofanyimaginativesuggestion,andthespectaclebeforethem——always,initsscenicsplendour,somovingtohercompanion——brokeup,underherscrutiny,intoathousandminorpoints:thethingsintheshops,thetypesofcharacterandmannerofoccupationshowninthepassingfaces,thestreetsigns,thenamesofthehotelstheypassed,themotleybrightnessoftheflower—carts,theidentityofthechurchesandpublicbuildingsthatcaughthereye。Butwhatshelikedbest,hedivined,wasthemerefactofbeingfreetowalkabroadinthebrightair,hertonguerattlingonasitpleased,whileherfeetkepttimetothemightyorchestrationofthecity’ssounds。Herdelightinthefreshair,inthefreedom,lightandsparkleofthemorning,gavehimasuddeninsightintoherstifledpast;norwasitindifferenttohimtoperceivehowmuchhispresenceevidentlyaddedtoherenjoyment。Ifonlyasasympatheticear,heguessedwhathemustbeworthtoher。
  Thegirlhadbeendyingforsomeonetotalkto,someonebeforewhomshecouldunfoldandshakeouttothelightherpoorlittleshut—awayemotions。Yearsofrepressionwererevealedinhersuddenburstofconfidence;andthepitysheinspiredmadeDarrowlongtofillherfewfreehourstothebrim。
  Shehadthegiftofrapiddefinition,andhisquestionsastothelifeshehadledwiththeFarlows,duringtheinterregnumbetweentheHokeandMurretteras,calledupbeforehimaqueerlittlecornerofParisianexistence。TheFarlowsthemselves——heapainter,shea"magazinewriter"——
  rosebeforehiminalltheirincorruptiblesimplicity:anelderlyNewEnglandcouple,withvagueyearningsforenfranchisement,wholivedinParisasifitwereaMassachusettssuburb,anddwelthopefullyonthe"higherside"oftheGallicnature。WithequalvividnessshesetbeforehimthecomponentfiguresofthecirclefromwhichMrs。Farlowdrewthe"InnerGlimpsesofFrenchLife"
  appearingoverhernameinaleadingNewEnglandjournal:
  theRoumanianladywhohadsentthemticketsforhertragedy,anelderlyFrenchgentlemanwho,onthestrengthofaweek’sstayatFolkestone,translatedEnglishfictionfortheprovincialpress,aladyfromWichita,Kansas,whoadvocatedfreeloveandtheabolitionofthecorset,aclergyman’swidowfromTorquaywhohadwrittenan"EnglishLadies’GuidetoForeignGalleries"andaRussiansculptorwholivedonnutsandwas"almostcertainly"ananarchist。
  Itwasthisnucleus,anditsouterringofmusical,architecturalandotherAmericanstudents,whichposedsuccessivelytoMrs。Farlow’sversatilefancyasacentreof"UniversityLife",a"SalonoftheFaubourgSt。Germain",agroupofParisian"Intellectuals"ora"Cross—sectionofMontmartre";butevenherfacultyforextractingfromitthemostvariedliteraryeffectshadnotsufficedtocreateapermanentdemandforthe"InnerGlimpses",andthereweredayswhen——Mr。Farlow’slandscapesbeingequallyunmarketable——atemporarywithdrawaltothecountry(subsequentlyutilizedas"PeepsintoChateauLife")becamenecessarytothecourageouscouple。
  FiveyearsofMrs。Murrett’sworld,whileincreasingSophy’stendernessfortheFarlows,hadleftherwithfewillusionsastotheirpowerofadvancingherfortunes;andshedidnotconcealfromDarrowthathertheatricalprojectswereofthevaguest。Theyhungmainlyontheproblematicalgood—willofanancientcomedienne,withwhomMrs。Farlowhadaslightacquaintance(extensivelyutilizedin"StarsoftheFrenchFootlights"and"BehindtheScenesattheFrancais"),andwhohadonce,withsignsofapproval,heardMissVinerrecitetheNuitdeMai。
  "ButofcourseIknowhowmuchthat’sworth,"thegirlbrokeoff,withoneofherflashesofshrewdness。"Andbesides,itisn’tlikelythatapooroldfossillikeMme。Dollecouldgetanybodytolistentohernow,evenifshereallythoughtIhadtalent。Butshemightintroducemetopeople;oratleastgivemeafewtips。IfIcouldmanagetoearnenoughtopayforlessonsI’dgostraighttosomeofthebigpeopleandworkwiththem。I’mratherhopingtheFarlowsmayfindmeachanceofthatkind——anengagementwithsomeAmericanfamilyinPariswhowouldwanttobe’goneround’withliketheHokes,andwho’dleavemetimeenoughtostudy。"
  IntheruedelaChaisetheylearnedlittleexcepttheexactaddressoftheFarlows,andthefactthattheyhadsub—lettheirflatbeforeleaving。Thisinformationobtained,DarrowproposedtoMissVinerthattheyshouldstrollalongthequaystoalittlerestaurantlookingoutontheSeine,andthere,overtheplatdujour,considerthenextsteptobetaken。Thelongwalkhadgivenhercheeksaglowindicativeofwholesomehunger,andshemadenodifficultyaboutsatisfyingitinDarrow’scompany。RegainingtherivertheywalkedoninthedirectionofNotreDame,delayednowandagainbytheyoungman’sirresistibletendencytolingeroverthebookstalls,andbyhisever—freshresponsetotheshiftingbeautiesofthescene。FortwoyearshiseyeshadbeensubduedtotheatmosphericeffectsofLondon,tothemysteriousfusionofdarkly—piledcityandlow—lyingbituminoussky;andthetransparencyoftheFrenchair,whichleftthegreengardensandsilverystonessoclassicallyclearyetsosoftlyharmonized,struckhimashavingakindofconsciousintelligence。Everylineofthearchitecture,everyarchofthebridges,theverysweepofthestrongbrightriverbetweenthem,whilecontributingtothiseffect,sentfortheachaseparateappealtosomesensitivememory;sothat,forDarrow,awalkthroughtheParisstreetswasalwaysliketheunrollingofavasttapestryfromwhichcountlessstoredfragranceswereshakenout。
  Itwasaproofoftherichnessandmultiplicityofthespectaclethatitserved,withoutincongruity,forsodifferentapurposeasthebackgroundofMissViner’senjoyment。Asameredrop—sceneforherpersonaladventureitwasjustasmuchinitsplaceasintheevocationofgreatperspectivesoffeeling。Forher,asheagainperceivedwhentheywereseatedattheirtableinalowwindowabovetheSeine,Pariswas"Paris"byvirtueofallitsentertainingdetails,itsendlessingenuitiesofpleasantness。Whereelse,forinstance,couldonefindthedearlittledishesofhorsd’oeuvre,thesymmetrically—
  laidanchoviesandradishes,thethingoldenshellsofbutter,orthewoodstrawberriesandbrownjarsofcreamthatgavetotheirrepastthelastrefinementofrusticity?
  Hadn’thenoticed,sheasked,thatcookingalwaysexpressedthenationalcharacter,andthatFrenchfoodwascleverandamusingjustbecausethepeoplewere?Andinprivatehouses,everywhere,howthedishesalwaysresembledthetalk——howtheverysameplatitudesseemedtogointopeople’smouthsandcomeoutofthem?Couldn’theseejustwhatkindofmenuitwouldmake,ifafairywavedawandandsuddenlyturnedtheconversationataLondondinnerintojointsandpuddings?ShealwaysthoughtitagoodsignwhenpeoplelikedIrishstew;itmeantthattheyenjoyedchangesandsurprises,andtakinglifeasitcame;andsuchabeautifulParisianversionofthedishasthenavarinthatwasjustbeingsetbeforethemwasliketheverybestkindoftalk——thekindwhenonecouldnevertellbefore—handjustwhatwasgoingtobesaid!
  Darrow,ashewatchedherenjoymentoftheirinnocentfeast,wonderedifhervividnessandvivacityweresignsofhercalling。Shewasthekindofgirlinwhomcertainpeoplewouldinstantlyhaverecognizedthehistrionicgift。Butexperiencehadledhimtothinkthat,exceptatthecreativemoment,thedivineflameburnslowinitspossessors。Theoneortworeallyintelligentactresseshehadknownhadstruckhim,inconversation,aseitherbovineorprimitively"jolly"。Hehadanotionthat,saveinthemindofgenius,thecreativeprocessabsorbstoomuchofthewholestuffofbeingtoleavemuchsurplusforpersonalexpression;andthegirlbeforehim,withherchangingfaceandflexiblefancies,seemeddestinedtoworkinlifeitselfratherthaninanyofitscounterfeits。
  ThecoffeeandliqueurswerealreadyonthetablewhenhermindsuddenlysprangbacktotheFarlows。Shejumpedupwithoneofhersubversivemovementsanddeclaredthatshemusttelegraphatonce。Darrowcalledforwritingmaterialsandroomwasmadeatherelbowfortheparchedink—bottleandsaturatedblotteroftheParisianrestaurant;butthemeresightofthesejadedimplementsseemedtoparalyzeMissViner’sfaculties。Shehungoverthetelegraph—formwithanxiously—drawnbrow,thetipofthepen—handlepressedagainstherlip;andatlengthsheraisedhertroubledeyestoDarrow’s。
  "Isimplycan’tthinkhowtosayit。"
  "What——thatyou’restayingovertoseeCerdine?"
  "ButAMI——amI,really?"Thejoyofitflamedoverherface。
  Darrowlookedathiswatch。"YoucouldhardlygetananswertoyourtelegramintimetotakeatraintoJoignythisafternoon,evenifyoufoundyourfriendscouldhaveyou。"
  Shemusedforamoment,tappingherlipwiththepen。"ButI
  mustletthemknowI’mhere。ImustfindoutassoonaspossibleiftheyCAN,haveme。"Shelaidthependowndespairingly。"IneverCOULDwriteatelegram!"shesighed。
  "Tryaletter,thenandtellthemyou’llarrivetomorrow。"
  Thissuggestionproducedimmediaterelief,andshegaveanenergeticdabattheink—bottle;butafteranotherintervalofuncertainscratchingshepausedagain。"Oh,it’sfearful!
  Idon’tknowwhatonearthtosay。Iwouldn’tfortheworldhavethemknowhowbeastlyMrs。Murrett’sbeen。"
  Darrowdidnotthinkitnecessarytoanswer。Itwasnobusinessofhis,afterall。Helitacigarandleanedbackinhisseat,lettinghiseyestaketheirfillofindolentpleasure。Inthethroesofinventionshehadpushedbackherhat,looseningthestraylockwhichhadinvitedhistouchthenightbefore。Afterlookingatitforawhilehestoodupandwanderedtothewindow。
  Behindhimheheardherpenscrapeon。
  "Idon’twanttoworrythem——I’msocertainthey’vegotbothersoftheirown。"Thefalteringscratchesceasedagain。
  "IwishIweren’tsuchanidiotaboutwriting:allthewordsgetfrightenedandscurryawaywhenItrytocatchthem。"
  Heglancedbackatherwithasmileasshebentabovehertasklikeaschool—girlstrugglingwitha"composition。"Herflushedcheekandfrowningbrowshowedthatherdifficultywasgenuineandnotanartlessdevicetodrawhimtoherside。Shewasreallypowerlesstoputherthoughtsinwriting,andtheinabilityseemedcharacteristicofherquickimpressionablemind,andoftheincessantcome—and—goofhersensations。HethoughtofAnnaLeath’sletters,orratherofthefewhehadreceived,yearsago,fromthegirlwhohadbeenAnnaSummers。Hesawtheslenderfirmstrokesofthepen,recalledtheclearstructureofthephrases,and,byanabruptassociationofideas,rememberedthat,atthatveryhour,justsuchadocumentmightbeawaitinghimatthehotel。
  Whatifitwerethere,indeed,andhadbroughthimacompleteexplanationofhertelegram?Therevulsionoffeelingproducedbythisthoughtmadehimlookatthegirlwithsuddenimpatience。Shestruckhimaspositivelystupid,andhewonderedhowhecouldhavewastedhalfhisdaywithher,whenallthewhileMrs。Leath’slettermightbelyingonhistable。Atthatmoment,ifhecouldhavechosen,hewouldhavelefthiscompaniononthespot;buthehadheronhishands,andmustaccepttheconsequences。
  Someoddintuitionseemedtomakeherconsciousofhischangeofmood,forshesprangfromherseat,crumplingtheletterinherhand。
  "I’mtoostupid;butIwon’tkeepyouanylonger。I’llgobacktothehotelandwritethere。"
  Hercolourdeepened,andforthefirsttime,astheireyesmet,henoticedafaintembarrassmentinhers。Coulditbethathisnearnesswas,afterall,thecauseofherconfusion?Thethoughtturnedhisvagueimpatiencewithherintoadefiniteresentmenttowardhimself。Therewasreallynoexcuseforhishavingblunderedintosuchanadventure。
  WhyhadhenotshippedthegirlofftoJoignybytheeveningtrain,insteadofurginghertodelay,andusingCerdineasapretext?Pariswasfullofpeopleheknew,andhisannoyancewasincreasedbythethoughtthatsomefriendofMrs。Leath’smightseehimattheplay,andreporthispresencetherewithasuspiciouslygood—lookingcompanion。
  Theideawasdistinctlydisagreeable:hedidnotwantthewomanheadoredtothinkhecouldforgetherforamoment。
  Andbythistimehehadfullypersuadedhimselfthataletterfromherwasawaitinghim,andhadevengonesofarastoimaginethatitscontentsmightannulthewriter’stelegraphedinjunction,andcallhimtohersideatonce……
  V
  Attheporter’sdeskabrief"Pasdelettres"felldestructivelyonthefabricofthesehopes。
  Mrs。Leathhadnotwritten——shehadnottakenthetroubletoexplainhertelegram。Darrowturnedawaywithasharppangofhumiliation。Herfrugalsilencemockedhisprodigalityofhopesandfears。Hehadputhisquestiontotheporteroncebefore,onreturningtothehotelafterluncheon;andnow,comingbackagaininthelateafternoon,hewasmetbythesamedenial。Thesecondpostwasin,andhadbroughthimnothing。
  AglanceathiswatchshowedthathehadbarelytimetodressbeforetakingMissVinerouttodine;butasheturnedtotheliftanewthoughtstruckhim,andhurryingbackintothehallhedashedoffanothertelegramtohisservant:
  "HaveyouforwardedanyletterwithFrenchpostmarktoday?
  TelegraphanswerTerminus。"
  Somekindofreplywouldbecertaintoreachhimonhisreturnfromthetheatre,andhewouldthenknowdefinitelywhetherMrs。Leathmeanttowriteornot。Hehasteneduptohisroomanddressedwithalighterheart。
  MissViner’svagranttrunkhadfinallyfounditswaytoitsowner;and,cladinsuchmodestsplendourasitfurnished,sheshoneatDarrowacrosstheirrestauranttable。Inthereactionofhiswoundedvanityhefoundherprettierandmoreinterestingthanbefore。Herdress,slopingawayfromthethroat,showedthegracefulsetofherheadonitsslenderneck,andthewidebrimofherhatarchedaboveherhairlikeaduskyhalo。Pleasuredancedinhereyesandonherlips,andassheshoneonhimbetweenthecandle—shadesDarrowfeltthatheshouldnotbeatallsorrytobeseenwithherinpublic。Heevensentacarelessglanceabouthiminthevaguehopethatitmightfallonanacquaintance。
  Atthetheatrehervivacitysankintoabreathlesshush,andshesatintentinhercorneroftheirbaignoire,withthegazeofaneophyteabouttobeinitiatedintothesacredmysteries。Darrowplacedhimselfbehindher,thathemightcatchherprofilebetweenhimselfandthestage。Hewastouchedbytheyouthfulseriousnessofherexpression。Inspiteoftheexperiencesshemusthavehad,andofthetwenty—fouryearstowhichsheowned,shestruckhimasintrinsicallyyoung;andhewonderedhowsoevanescentaqualitycouldhavebeenpreservedinthedesiccatingMurrettair。Astheplayprogressedhenoticedthatherimmobilitywastraversedbyswiftflashesofperception。Shewasnotmissinganything,andherintensityofattentionwhenCerdinewasonthestagedrewananxiouslinebetweenherbrows。
  Afterthefirstactsheremainedforafewminutesraptandmotionless;thensheturnedtohercompanionwithaquickpatterofquestions。Hegatheredfromthemthatshehadbeenlessinterestedinfollowingthegeneraldriftoftheplaythaninobservingthedetailsofitsinterpretation。
  Everygestureandinflectionofthegreatactress’shadbeenmarkedandanalyzed;andDarrowfeltasecretgratificationinbeingappealedtoasanauthorityonthehistrionicart。
  Hisinterestinithadhithertobeenmerelythatofthecultivatedyoungmancuriousofallformsofartisticexpression;butinreplytoherquestionshefoundthingstosayaboutitwhichevidentlystruckhislistenerasimpressiveandoriginal,andwithwhichhehimselfwasnot,onthewhole,dissatisfied。MissVinerwasmuchmoreconcernedtohearhisviewsthantoexpressherown,andthedeferencewithwhichshereceivedhiscommentscalledfromhimmoreideasaboutthetheatrethanhehadeversupposedhimselftopossess。
  Withthesecondactshebegantogivemoreattentiontothedevelopmentoftheplay,thoughherinterestwasexcitedratherbywhatshecalled"thestory"thanbytheconflictofcharacterproducingit。Oddlycombinedwithhersharpapprehensionofthingstheatrical,herknowledgeoftechnical"dodges"andgreen—roomprecedents,herglibnessabout"lines"and"curtains",wastheprimitivesimplicityofherattitudetowardthetaleitself,astowardsomethingthatwas"reallyhappening"andatwhichoneassistedasatastreet—accidentoraquarreloverheardinthenextroom。
  ShewantedtoknowifDarrowthoughtthelovers"reallywould"beinvolvedinthecatastrophethatthreatenedthem,andwhenheremindedherthathispredictionsweredisqualifiedbyhishavingalreadyseentheplay,sheexclaimed:"Oh,then,pleasedon’ttellmewhat’sgoingtohappen!"andthenextmomentwasquestioninghimaboutCerdine’stheatricalsituationandherprivatehistory。Onthelatterpointsomeofherenquirieswereofakindthatitisnotinthehabitofyounggirlstomake,oreventoknowhowtomake;butherapparentunconsciousnessofthefactseemedrathertoreflectonherpastassociatesthanonherself。
  Whenthesecondactwasover,Darrowsuggestedtheirtakingaturninthefoyer;andseatedononeofitscrampedredvelvetsofastheywatchedthecrowdsurgeupanddowninaglareoflightsandgilding。Then,asshecomplainedoftheheat,heledherthroughthepresstothecongestedcafeatthefootofthestairs,whereorangeadeswerethrustatthembetweentheshouldersofpackedconsommateursandDarrow,lightingacigarettewhileshesuckedherstraw,knewtheprimitivecomplacencyofthemanatwhosecompanionothermenstare。
  Onacorneroftheirtablelayasmearedcopyofatheatricaljournal。ItcaughtSophy’seyeandafterporingoverthepageshelookedupwithanexcitedexclamation。
  ’They’regivingOedipetomorrowafternoonattheFrancais!Isupposeyou’veseenitheapsandheapsoftimes?"
  Hesmiledbackather。"Youmustseeittoo。We’llgotomorrow。"
  Shesighedathissuggestion,butwithoutdiscardingit。
  "HowcanI?ThelasttrainforJoignyleavesatfour。"
  "Butyoudon’tknowyetthatyourfriendswillwantyou。"
  "Ishallknowtomorrowearly。IaskedMrs。Farlowtotelegraphassoonasshegotmyletter。"
  AtwingeofcompunctionshotthroughDarrow。Herwordsrecalledtohimthatontheirreturntothehotelafterluncheonshehadgivenhimherlettertopost,andthathehadneverthoughtofitagain。Nodoubtitwasstillinthepocketofthecoathehadtakenoffwhenhedressedfordinner。Inhisperturbationhepushedbackhischair,andthemovementmadeherlookupathim。
  "What’sthematter?"
  "Nothing。Only——youknowIdon’tfancythatlettercanhavecaughtthisafternoon’spost。"
  "Notcaughtit?Whynot?"
  "Why,I’mafraiditwillhavebeentoolate。"Hebenthisheadtolightanothercigarette。
  Shestruckherhandstogetherwithagesturewhich,tohisamusement,henoticedshehadcaughtfromCerdine。
  "Oh,dear,Ihadn’tthoughtofthat!Butsurelyitwillreachtheminthemorning?"
  "Sometimeinthemorning,Isuppose。YouknowtheFrenchprovincialpostisneverinahurry。Idon’tbelieveyourletterwouldhavebeendeliveredthiseveninginanycase。"
  Asthisideaoccurredtohimhefelthimselfalmostabsolved。
  "Perhaps,then,Ioughttohavetelegraphed?"
  "I’lltelegraphforyouinthemorningifyousayso。"
  Thebellannouncingthecloseoftheentr’—acteshrilledthroughthecafe,andshesprangtoherfeet。
  "Oh,come,come!Wemustn’tmissit!"
  InstantlyforgetfuloftheFarlows,sheslippedherarmthroughhisandturnedtopushherwaybacktothetheatre。
  Assoonasthecurtainwentupsheaspromptlyforgothercompanion。Watchingherfromthecornertowhichhehadreturned,Darrowsawthatgreatwavesofsensationwerebeatingdeliciouslyagainstherbrain。Itwasasthougheverystarvedsensibilitywerethrowingoutfeelerstothemountingtide;asthougheverythingshewasseeing,hearing,imagining,rushedintofillthevoidofallshehadalwaysbeendenied。
  Darrow,asheobservedher,againfeltadetachedenjoymentinherpleasure。Shewasanextraordinaryconductorofsensation:sheseemedtotransmititphysically,inemanationsthatsettheblooddancinginhisveins。Hehadnotoftenhadtheopportunityofstudyingtheeffectsofaperfectlyfreshimpressiononsoresponsiveatemperament,andhefeltafleetingdesiretomakeitschordsvibrateforhisownamusement。
  Attheendofthenextactshediscoveredwithdismaythatintheirtransittothecafeshehadlostthebeautifulpicturedprogrammehehadboughtforher。Shewantedtogobackandhuntforit,butDarrowassuredherthathewouldhavenotroubleingettingheranother。Whenhewentoutinquestofitshefollowedhimprotestinglytothedoorofthebox,andhesawthatshewasdistressedatthethoughtofhishavingtospendanadditionalfrancforher。ThisfrugalitysmoteDarrowbyitscontrasttohernaturalbrightprofusion;andagainhefeltthedesiretorightsoclumsyaninjustice。
  Whenhereturnedtotheboxshewasstillstandinginthedoorway,andhenoticedthathiswerenottheonlyeyesattractedtoher。Thenanotherimpressionsharplydivertedhisattention。AbovethefaggedfacesoftheParisiancrowdhehadcaughtthefreshfaircountenanceofOwenLeathsignallingajoyfulrecognition。Theyoungman,slimandeager,haddetachedhimselffromtwocompanionsofhisowntype,andwasseekingtopushthroughthepresstohisstep—