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第2章

  onlysaidittoteaseJimmy————"
  Heramusementobscurelyannoyedhim。"Oh,you’reallalike!"heexclaimed,movedbyanunaccountablesenseofdisappointment。
  Shecaughthimupinaflash——shedidn’tmissthings!"YousaythatbecauseyouthinkI’mspitefulandenvious?Yes——I
  wasenviousofLadyUlrica……Oh,notonaccountofyouorJimmyBrance!SimplybecauseshehadalmostallthethingsI’vealwayswanted:clothesandfunandmotors,andadmirationandyachtingandParis——why,Parisalonewouldbeenough!——Andhowdoyousupposeagirlcanseethatsortofthingaboutherdayafterday,andneverwonderwhysomewomen,whodon’tseemtohaveanymorerighttoit,haveitalltumbledintotheirlaps,whileothersarewritingdinnerinvitations,andstraighteningoutaccounts,andcopyingvisitinglists,andfinishinggolf—stockings,andmatchingribbons,andseeingthatthedogsgettheirsulphur?Onelooksinone’sglass,afterall!"
  Shelaunchedtheclosingwordsathimonacrythatliftedthemabovethepetulanceofvanity;buthissenseofherwordswaslostinthesurpriseofherface。Undertheflyingcloudsofherexcitementitwasnolongerashallowflower—cupbutadarkeninggleamingmirrorthatmightgivebackstrangedepthsoffeeling。Thegirlhadstuffinher——
  hesawit;andsheseemedtocatchtheperceptioninhiseyes。
  "That’sthekindofeducationIgotatMrs。Murrett’s——andIneverhadanyother,"shesaidwithashrug。
  "GoodLord——wereyoutheresolong?"
  "Fiveyears。Istuckitoutlongerthananyoftheothers。"
  Shespokeasthoughitweresomethingtobeproudof。
  "Well,thankGodyou’reoutofitnow!"
  Againajustperceptibleshadowcrossedherface。"Yes——I’moutofitnowfastenough。"
  "Andwhat——ifImayask——areyoudoingnext?"
  Shebroodedamomentbehinddroopedlids;then,withatouchofhauteur:"I’mgoingtoParis:tostudyforthestage。"
  "Thestage?"Darrowstaredather,dismayed。Allhisconfusedcontradictoryimpressionsassumedanewaspectatthisannouncement;andtohidehissurpriseheaddedlightly:"Ah——thenyouwillhaveParis,afterall!"
  "HardlyLadyUlrica’sParis。Itsnotlikelytoberoses,rosesalltheway。"
  "It’snot,indeed。"Realcompassionpromptedhimtocontinue:"Haveyouany——anyinfluenceyoucancounton?"
  Shegaveasomewhatflippantlittlelaugh。"Nonebutmyown。I’veneverhadanyothertocounton。"
  Hepassedovertheobviousreply。"Buthaveyouanyideahowtheprofessionisover—crowded?IknowI’mtrite————"
  "I’veaveryclearidea。ButIcouldn’tgoonasIwas。"
  "Ofcoursenot。Butsince,asyousay,you’dstuckitoutlongerthananyoftheothers,couldn’tyouatleasthaveheldontillyouweresureofsomekindofanopening?"
  Shemadenoreplyforamoment;thensheturnedalistlessglancetotherain—beatenwindow。"Oughtn’twebestarting?"sheasked,withaloftyassumptionofindifferencethatmighthavebeenLadyUlrica’s。
  Darrow,surprisedbythechange,butacceptingherrebuffasaphaseofwhatheguessedtobeaconfusedandtormentedmood,rosefromhisseatandliftedherjacketfromthechair—backonwhichshehadhungittodry。Asheheldittowardhershelookedupathimquickly。
  "Thetruthis,wequarrelled,"shebrokeout,"andIleftlastnightwithoutmydinner——andwithoutmysalary。"
  "Ah——"hegroaned,withasharpperceptionofallthesordiddangersthatmightattendsuchabreakwithMrs。Murrett。
  "Andwithoutacharacter!"sheadded,assheslippedherarmsintothejacket。"Andwithoutatrunk,asitappears——
  butdidn’tyousaythat,beforegoing,there’dbetimeforanotherlookatthestation?"
  Therewastimeforanotherlookatthestation;butthelookagainresultedindisappointment,sincehertrunkwasnowheretobefoundinthehugeheapdisgorgedbythenewly—
  arrivedLondonexpress。ThefactcausedMissVineramoment’sperturbation;butshepromptlyadjustedherselftothenecessityofproceedingonherjourney,andherdecisionconfirmedDarrow’svagueresolvetogotoParisinsteadofretracinghiswaytoLondon。
  MissVinerseemedcheeredattheprospectofhiscompany,andsustainedbyhisoffertotelegraphtoCharingCrossforthemissingtrunk;andhelefthertowaitintheflywhilehehastenedbacktothetelegraphoffice。Theenquirydespatched,hewasturningawayfromthedeskwhenanotherthoughtstruckhimandhewentbackandinditedamessagetohisservantinLondon:"IfanyletterswithFrenchpost—markreceivedsincedepartureforwardimmediatelytoTerminusHotelGareduNordParis。"
  ThenherejoinedMissViner,andtheydroveoffthroughtheraintothepier。
  III
  AlmostassoonasthetrainleftCalaisherheadhaddroppedbackintothecorner,andshehadfallenasleep。
  Sittingopposite,inthecompartmentfromwhichhehadcontrivedtohaveothertravellersexcluded,Darrowlookedathercuriously。Hehadneverseenafacethatchangedsoquickly。Amomentsinceithaddancedlikeafieldofdaisiesinasummerbreeze;now,underthepallidoscillatinglightofthelampoverhead,itworethehardstampofexperience,asofasoftthingchilledintoshapebeforeitscurveshadrounded:anditmovedhimtoseethatcarealreadystoleuponherwhensheslept。
  Thestoryshehadimpartedtohiminthewheezingshakingcabin,andattheCalaisbuffet——wherehehadinsistedonofferingherthedinnershehadmissedatMrs。Murrett’s——
  hadgivenadistincteroutlinetoherfigure。FromthemomentofenteringtheNewYorkboarding—schooltowhichapreoccupiedguardianhadhastilyconsignedherafterthedeathofherparents,shehadfoundherselfaloneinabusyandindifferentworld。Heryouthfulhistorymight,infact,havebeensummedupinthestatementthateverybodyhadbeentoobusytolookafterher。Herguardian,adrudgeinabigbankinghouse,wasabsorbedby"theoffice";theguardian’swife,byherhealthandherreligion;andaneldersister,Laura,married,unmarried,remarried,andpursuing,throughallthesealternatingphases,somevaguely"artistic"idealonwhichtheguardianandhiswifelookedaskance,had(asDarrowconjectured)takentheirdisapprovalasapretextfornottroublingherselfaboutpoorSophy,towhom——perhapsforthisreason——shehadremainedtheincarnationofremoteromanticpossibilities。
  Inthecourseoftimeasudden"stroke"oftheguardian’shadthrownhispersonalaffairsintoastateofconfusionfromwhich——afterhiswidelylamenteddeath——itbecameevidentthatitwouldnotbepossibletoextricatehisward’sinheritance。Noonedeploredthismoresincerelythanhiswidow,whosawinitonemoreproofofherhusband’slifehavingbeensacrificedtotheinnumerabledutiesimposedonhim,andwhocouldhardly——butforthecounselsofreligion——havebroughtherselftopardontheyounggirlforherindirectshareinhasteninghisend。
  Sophydidnotresentthispointofview。Shewasreallymuchsorrierforherguardian’sdeaththanforthelossofherinsignificantfortune。Thelatterhadrepresentedonlythemeansofholdingherinbondage,anditsdisappearancewastheoccasionofherimmediateplungeintothewidebrightseaoflifesurroundingtheisland—ofhercaptivity。
  Shehadfirstlanded——thankstotheinterventionoftheladieswhohaddirectedhereducation——inaFifthAvenueschool—roomwhere,forafewmonths,sheactedasabufferbetweenthreeautocraticinfantsandtheirbodyguardofnursesandteachers。Thetoo—pressingattentionsoftheirfather’svalethadcausedhertoflythisshelteredspot,againsttheexpressadviceofhereducationalsuperiors,whoimpliedthat,intheirowncase,refinementandself—respecthadalwayssufficedtokeepthemostungovernablepassionsatbay。Theexperienceoftheguardian’swidowhavingbeenpreciselysimilar,andthedeplorableprecedentofLaura’scareerbeingpresenttoalltheirminds,noneoftheseladiesfeltanyobligationtointervenefartherinSophy’saffairs;andshewasaccordinglylefttoherownresources。
  AschoolmatefromtheRockyMountains,whowastakingherfatherandmothertoEurope,hadsuggestedSophy’saccompanyingthem,and"goinground"withherwhileherprogenitors,inthecareofthecourier,nursedtheirailmentsatafashionablebath。Darrowgatheredthatthe"goinground"withMamieHokewasavariedanddivertingprocess;butthisrelativelybrilliantphaseofSophy’scareerwascutshortbytheelopementoftheinconsiderateMamiewitha"matineeidol"whohadfollowedherfromNewYork,andbytheprecipitatereturnofherparentstonegotiatefortherepurchaseoftheirchild。
  Itwasthen——afteranintervalofreposewithcompassionatebutimpecuniousAmericanfriendsinParis——thatMissVinerhadbeendrawnintotheturbidcurrentofMrs。Murrett’scareer。TheimpecuniouscompatriotshadfoundMrs。Murrettforher,anditwaspartlyontheiraccount(becausetheyweresuchdears,andsounconscious,poorconfidingthings,ofwhattheywerelettingherinfor)thatSophyhadstuckitoutsolonginthedreadfulhouseinChelsea。TheFarlows,sheexplainedtoDarrow,werethebestfriendsshehadeverhad(andtheonlyoneswhohadever"beendecent"
  aboutLaura,whomtheyhadseenonce,andintenselyadmired);butevenaftertwentyyearsofParistheywerethemostincorrigiblyinexperiencedangels,andquitepersuadedthatMrs。Murrettwasawomanofgreatintellectualeminence,andthehouseatChelsea"thelastofthesalons"
  ——Darrowknewwhatshemeant?Andshehadn’tlikedtoundeceivethem,knowingthattodosowouldbevirtuallytothrowherselfbackontheirhands,andfeeling,moreover,afterherpreviousexperiences,theurgentneedofgaining,atanycost,anameforstability;besideswhich——shethrewitoffwithaslightlaugh——nootherchance,inalltheseyears,hadhappenedtocometoher。
  Shehadbrushedinthisoutlineofhercareerwithlightrapidstrokes,andinatoneoffatalismoddlyuntingedbybitterness。Darrowperceivedthatsheclassifiedpeopleaccordingtotheirgreaterorless"luck"inlife,butsheappearedtoharbournoresentmentagainsttheundefinedpowerwhichdispensedthegiftinsuchunequalmeasure。
  Thingscameone’swayortheydidn’t;andmeanwhileonecouldonlylookon,andmakethemostofsmallcompensations,suchaswatching"theshow"atMrs。
  Murrett’s,andtalkingovertheLadyUlricasandotherfootlightfigures。Andatanymoment,ofcourse,aturnofthekaleidoscopemightsuddenlytossabrightspangleintothegreypatternofone’sdays。
  Thislight—heartedphilosophywasnotwithoutcharmtoayoungmanaccustomedtomoretraditionalviews。GeorgeDarrowhadhadafairlyvariedexperienceoffemininetypes,butthewomenhehadfrequentedhadeitherbeenpronouncedly"ladies"ortheyhadnot。Gratefultobothforministeringtothemorecomplexmasculinenature,anddisposedtoassumethattheyhadbeenevolved,ifnotdesigned,tothatend,hehadinstinctivelykeptthetwogroupsapartinhismind,avoidingthatintermediatesocietywhichattemptstoconciliateboththeoriesoflife。"Bohemianism"seemedtohimacheaperconventionthantheothertwo,andheliked,aboveall,peoplewhowentasfarastheycouldintheirownline——likedhis"ladies"andtheirrivalstobeequallyunashamedofshowingforexactlywhattheywere。Hehadnotindeed——thefactofLadyUlricawastheretoremindhim——
  beenwithouthisexperienceofathirdtype;butthatexperiencehadlefthimwithacontemptuousdistasteforthewomanwhousestheprivilegesofoneclasstoshelterthecustomsofanother。
  Astoyounggirls,hehadneverthoughtmuchaboutthemsincehisearlyloveforthegirlwhohadbecomeMrs。Leath。
  Thatepisodeseemed,ashelookedbackonit,tobearnomorerelationtorealitythanapaledecorativedesigntotheconfusedrichnessofasummerlandscape。Henolongerunderstoodtheviolentimpulsesanddreamypausesofhisownyoungheart,ortheinscrutableabandonmentsandreluctancesofhers。Hehadknownamomentofanguishatlosingher——themadplungeofyouthfulinstinctsagainstthebarrieroffate;butthefirstwaveofstrongersensationhadsweptawayallbuttheoutlineoftheirstory,andthememoryofAnnaSummershadmadetheimageoftheyounggirlsacred,buttheclassuninteresting。
  Suchgeneralisationsbelonged,however,toanearlierstageofhisexperience。Themorehesawoflifethemoreincalculablehefoundit;andhehadlearnedtoyieldtohisimpressionswithoutfeelingtheyouthfulneedofrelatingthemtoothers。Itwasthegirlintheoppositeseatwhohadrousedinhimthedormanthabitofcomparison。Shewasdistinguishedfromthedaughtersofwealthbyheravowedacquaintancewiththerealbusinessofliving,afamiliarityasdifferentaspossiblefromtheirtheoreticalproficiency;
  yetitseemedtoDarrowthatherexperiencehadmadeherfreewithouthardnessandself—assuredwithoutassertiveness。
  TherushintoAmiens,andtheflashofthestationlightsintotheircompartment,brokeMissViner’ssleep,andwithoutchangingherpositionsheliftedherlidsandlookedatDarrow。Therewasneithersurprisenorbewildermentinthelook。Sheseemedinstantlyconscious,notsomuchofwhereshewas,asofthefactthatshewaswithhim;andthatfactseemedenoughtoreassureher。Shedidnoteventurnherheadtolookout;hereyescontinuedtorestonhimwithavaguesmilewhichappearedtolightherfacefromwithin,whileherlipskepttheirsleepydroop。
  Shoutsandthehurriedtreadoftravellerscametothemthroughtheconfusingcross—lightsoftheplatform。Aheadappearedatthewindow,andDarrowthrewhimselfforwardtodefendtheirsolitude;buttheintruderwasonlyatrainhandgoinghisroundofinspection。Hepassedon,andthelightsandcriesofthestationdroppedaway,mergedinawiderhazeandahollowerresonance,asthetraingathereditselfupwithalongshakeandrolledoutagainintothedarkness。
  MissViner’sheadsankbackagainstthecushion,pushingoutaduskywaveofhairaboveherforehead。Theswayingofthetrainloosenedalockoverherear,andsheshookitbackwithamovementlikeaboy’s,whilehergazestillrestedonhercompanion。
  "You’renottootired?"
  Sheshookherheadwithasmile。
  "Weshallbeinbeforemidnight。We’reverynearlyontime。"Heverifiedthestatementbyholdinguphiswatchtothelamp。
  Shenoddeddreamily。"It’sallright。ItelegraphedMrs。
  Farlowthattheymustn’tthinkofcomingtothestation;butthey’llhavetoldtheconciergetolookoutforme。"
  "You’llletmedriveyouthere?"
  Shenoddedagain,andhereyesclosed。ItwasverypleasanttoDarrowthatshemadenoefforttotalkortodissemblehersleepiness。Hesatwatchinghertilltheupperlashesmetandmingledwiththelower,andtheirblentshadowlayonhercheek;thenhestoodupanddrewthecurtainoverthelamp,drowningthecompartmentinabluishtwilight。
  AshesankbackintohisseathethoughthowdifferentlyAnnaSummers——orevenAnnaLeath——wouldhavebehaved。Shewouldnothavetalkedtoomuch;shewouldnothavebeeneitherrestlessorembarrassed;butheradaptability,herappropriateness,wouldnothavebeennaturebut"tact。"Theoddnessofthesituationwouldhavemadesleepimpossible,or,ifwearinesshadovercomeherforamoment,shewouldhavewakedwithastart,wonderingwhereshewas,andhowshehadcomethere,andifherhairweretidy;andnothingshortofhairpinsandaglasswouldhaverestoredherself—
  possession……
  Thereflectionsethimwonderingwhetherthe"sheltered"
  girl’sbringing—upmightnotunfitherforallsubsequentcontactwithlife。HowmuchnearertoithadMrs。Leathbeenbroughtbymarriageandmotherhood,andthepassageoffourteenyears?Whatwereallherreticencesandevasionsbuttheresultofthedeadeningprocessofforminga"lady"?
  Thefreshnesshehadmarvelledatwasliketheunnaturalwhitenessofflowersforcedinthedark。
  Ashelookedbackattheirfewdaystogetherhesawthattheirintercoursehadbeenmarked,onherpart,bythesamehesitationsandreserveswhichhadchilledtheirearlierintimacy。Oncemoretheyhadhadtheirhourtogetherandshehadwastedit。Asinhergirlhood,hereyeshadmadepromiseswhichherlipswereafraidtokeep。Shewasstillafraidoflife,ofitsruthlessness,itsdangerandmystery。
  Shewasstillthepettedlittlegirlwhocannotbeleftaloneinthedark……Hismemoryflewbacktotheiryouthfulstory,andlong—forgottendetailstookshapebeforehim。
  Howfrailandfaintthepicturewas!Theyseemed,heandshe,liketheghostlyloversoftheGrecianUrn,foreverpursuingwithouteverclaspingeachother。Tothisdayhedidnotquiteknowwhathadpartedthem:thebreakhadbeenasfortuitousastheflutteringapartoftwoseed—vesselsonawaveofsummerair……
  Theveryslightness,vagueness,ofthememorygaveitanaddedpoignancy。Hefeltthemysticpangoftheparentforachildwhichhasjustbreathedanddied。Whyhadithappenedthus,whentheleastshiftingofinfluencesmighthavemadeitallsodifferent?Ifshehadbeengiventohimthenhewouldhaveputwarmthinherveinsandlightinhereyes:wouldhavemadeherawomanthroughandthrough。
  Musingthus,hehadthesenseofwastethatisthebitterestharvestofexperience。Alovelikehismighthavegivenherthedivinegiftofself—renewal;andnowhesawherfatedtowaneintooldagerepeatingthesamegestures,echoingthewordsshehadalwaysheard,andperhapsneverguessingthat,justoutsideherglazedandcurtainedconsciousness,liferolledaway,avastblacknessstarredwithlights,likethenightlandscapebeyondthewindowsofthetrain。
  Theenginelowereditsspeedforthepassagethroughasleepingstation。InthelightoftheplatformlampDarrowlookedacrossathiscompanion。Herheadhaddroppedtowardoneshoulder,andherlipswerejustfarenoughapartforthereflectionoftheupperonetodeepenthecolouroftheother。Thejoltingofthetrainhadagainshakenloosethelockaboveherear。Itdancedonhercheekliketheflitofabrownwingoverflowers,andDarrowfeltanintensedesiretoleanforwardandputitbackbehindherear。
  IV
  Astheirmotor—cab,onthewayfromtheGareduNord,turnedintothecentralglitteroftheBoulevard,Darrowhadbentovertopointoutanincandescentthreshold。
  "There!"
  Abovethedoorway,anarchofflameflashedoutthenameofagreatactress,whoseclosingperformancesinaplayofunusualoriginalityhadbeenthethemeoflongarticlesintheParispaperswhichDarrowhadtossedintotheircompartmentatCalais。
  "That’swhatyoumustseebeforeyou’retwenty—fourhoursolder!"
  Thegirlfollowedhisgestureeagerly。Shewasallawakeandalivenow,asiftheheadyrumoursofthestreets,withtheirlongeffervescencesoflight,hadpassedintoherveinslikewine。
  "Cerdine?Isthatwheresheacts?"Sheputherheadoutofthewindow,strainingbackforaglimpseofthesacredthreshold。Astheyflewpastitshesankintoherseatwithasatisfiedsigh。
  "It’sdeliciousenoughjusttoKNOWshe’sthere!I’veneverseenher,youknow。WhenIwasherewithMamieHokeweneverwentanywherebuttothemusichalls,becauseshecouldn’tunderstandanyFrench;andwhenIcamebackafterwardtotheFarlows’Iwasdeadbroke,andcouldn’taffordtheplay,andneithercouldthey;sotheonlychancewehadwaswhenfriendsoftheirsinvitedus——andonceitwastoseeatragedybyaRoumanianlady,andtheothertimeitwasfor’L’AmiFritz’attheFrancais。"
  Darrowlaughed。"Youmustdobetterthanthatnow。’LeVertige’isafinething,andCerdinegetssomewonderfuleffectsoutofit。Youmustcomewithmetomorroweveningtoseeit——withyourfriends,ofcourse。——Thatis,"headded,"ifthere’sanysortofchanceofgettingseats。"
  Theflashofastreetlamplitupherradiantface。"Oh,willyoureallytakeus?Whatfuntothinkthatit’stomorrowalready!"
  Itwaswonderfullypleasanttobeabletogivesuchpleasure。Darrowwasnotrich,butitwasalmostimpossibleforhimtopicturethestateofpersonswithtastesandperceptionslikehisown,towhomaneveningatthetheatrewasanunattainableindulgence。TherefloatedthroughhismindananswerofMrs。Leath’stohisenquirywhethershehadseentheplayinquestion。"No。Imeantto,ofcourse,butoneissooverwhelmedwiththingsinParis。AndthenI’mrathersickofCerdine——oneisalwaysbeingdraggedtoseeher。"
  That,amongthepeoplehefrequented,wastheusualattitudetowardsuchopportunities。Thereweretoomany,theywereanuisance,onehadtodefendone’sself!Heevenrememberedwondering,atthemoment,whethertoareallyfinetastetheexceptionalthingcouldeverbecomeindifferentthroughhabit;whethertheappetiteforbeautywassosoondulledthatitcouldbekeptaliveonlybyprivation。Here,atanyrate,wasafinechancetoexperimentwithsuchahunger:healmostwishedhemightstayoninParislongenoughtotakethemeasureofMissViner’sreceptivity。
  Shewasstilldwellingonhispromise,"It’stoobeautifulofyou!Oh,don’tyouTHINKyou’llbeabletogetseats?"Andthen,afterapauseofbrimmingappreciation:"I
  wonderifyou’llthinkmehorrid?——butitmaybemyonlychance;andifyoucan’tgetplacesforusall,wouldn’tyouperhapsjusttakeME?Afterall,theFarlowsmayhaveseenit!"
  Hehadnot,ofcourse,thoughtherhorrid,butonlythemoreengaging,forbeingsonatural,andsounashamedofshowingthefrankgreedofherfamishedyouth。"Oh,youshallgosomehow!"hehadgailypromisedher;andshehaddroppedbackwithasighofpleasureastheircabpassedintothedimly—litstreetsoftheFarlows’quarterbeyondtheSeine……
  Thislittlepassagecamebacktohimthenextmorning,asheopenedhishotelwindowontheearlyroaroftheNorthernTerminus。
  Thegirlwasthere,intheroomnexttohim。Thathadbeenthefirstpointinhiswakingconsciousness。Thesecondwasasenseofreliefattheobligationimposedonhimbythisunexpectedturnofeverts。Towaketothenecessityofaction,topostponeperforcethefruitlesscontemplationofhisprivategrievance,wascauseenoughforgratitude,evenifthesmalladventureinwhichhefoundhimselfinvolvedhadnot,onitsownmerits,rousedaninstinctivecuriositytoseeitthrough。
  Whenheandhiscompanion,thenightbefore,hadreachedtheFarlows’doorintheruedelaChaise,itwasonlytofind,afterrepeatedassaultsonitspanels,thattheFarlowswerenolongerthere。Theyhadmovedawaytheweekbefore,notonlyfromtheirapartmentbutfromParis;andMissViner’sbreachwithMrs。Murretthadbeentoosuddentopermitherletterandtelegramtoovertakethem。Bothcommunications,nodoubt,stillreposedinapigeon—holeoftheloge;
  butitscustodian,whendrawnfromhislair,sulkilydeclinedtoletMissVinerverifythefact,andonlyflungout,inreturnforDarrow’sbribe,thestatementthattheAmericanshadgonetoJoigny。
  Topursuethemthereatthathourwasmanifestlyimpossible,andMissViner,disturbedbutnotdisconcertedbythisnewobstacle,hadquitesimplyaccededtoDarrow’ssuggestionthatsheshouldreturnforwhatremainedofthenighttothehotelwherehehadsenthisluggage。
  Thedrivebackthroughthedarkhushbeforedawn,withthenocturnalblazeoftheBoulevardfadingaroundthemlikethefalselightsofamagician’spalace,hadsoplayedonherimpressionabilitythatsheseemedtogivenofartherthoughttoherownpredicament。Darrownoticedthatshedidnotfeelthebeautyandmysteryofthespectacleasmuchasitspressureofhumansignificance,allitshiddenimplicationsofemotionandadventure。AstheypassedtheshadowycolonnadeoftheFrancais,remoteandtemple—likeinthepalinglights,hefeltaclutchonhisarm,andheardthecry:"TherearethingsTHEREthatIwantsodesperatelytosee!"andallthewaybacktothehotelshecontinuedtoquestionhim,withshrewdprecisionandanartlessthirstfordetail,aboutthetheatricallifeofParis。Hewasstruckafresh,ashelistened,bythewayinwhichhernaturalnesseasedthesituationofconstraint,leavingtoitonlyapleasantsavourofgoodfellowship。Itwasthekindofepisodethatonemight,inadvance,havecharacterizedas"awkward",yetthatwasproving,intheevent,asmuchoutsidesuchdefinitionsasasunrisestrollwithadryadinadew—drenchedforest;andDarrowreflectedthatmankindwouldneverhaveneededtoinventtactifithadnotfirstinventedsocialcomplications。
  Ithadbeenunderstood,withhisgood—nighttoMissViner,thatthenextmorninghewastolookuptheJoignytrains,andseehersafelytothestation;but,whilehebreakfastedandwaitedforatime—table,herecalledagainhercryofjoyattheprospectofseeingCerdine。Itwascertainlyapity,sincethatmostelusiveandincalculableofartistswasleavingthenextweekforSouthAmerica,tomisswhatmightbealastsightofherinhergreatestpart;andDarrow,havingdressedandmadetherequisiteexcerptsfromthetime—table,decidedtocarrytheresultofhisdeliberationstohisneighbour’sdoor。
  Itinstantlyopenedathisknock,andshecameforthlookingasifshehadbeenplungedintosomesparklingelementwhichhadcurledupallherdroopingtendrilsandwrappedherinashimmeroffreshleaves。
  "Well,whatdoyouthinkofme?"shecried;andwithahandatherwaistshespunaboutasiftoshowoffsomemiracleofParisiandress—making。
  "Ithinkthemissingtrunkhascome——andthatitwasworthwaitingfor!"
  "YouDOlikemydress?"
  "Iadoreit!Ialwaysadorenewdresses——why,youdon’tmeantosayit’sNOTanewone?"