首页 >出版文学> THE REEF>第4章

第4章

  mother’sfriend。Theencounter,toDarrow,couldhardlyhavebeenmoreinopportune;itwokeinhimaconfusionoffeelingsofwhichonlytheuppermostwasallayedbyseeingSophyViner,asifinstinctivelywarned,meltbackintotheshadowoftheirbox。
  AminutelaterOwenLeathwasathisside。"Iwassureitwasyou!Suchlucktorunacrossyou!Won’tyoucomeoffwithustosupperafterit’sover?Montmartre,orwhereverelseyouplease。Thosetwochapsovertherearefriendsofmine,attheBeauxArts;bothofthemrathergoodfellows——
  andwe’dbesoglad————"
  ForhalfasecondDarrowreadinhishospitableeyethetermination"ifyou’dbringtheladytoo";thenitdeflectedinto:"We’dallbesogladifyou’dcome。"
  Darrow,excusinghimselfwiththanks,lingeredonforafewminutes’chat,inwhicheveryword,andeverytoneofhiscompanion’svoice,waslikeasharplightflashedintoachingeyes。Hewasgladwhenthebellcalledtheaudiencetotheirseats,andyoungLeathlefthimwiththefriendlyquestion:"We’llseeyouatGivrelateron?"
  WhenherejoinedMissViner,Darrow’sfirstcarewastofindout,byarapidinspectionofthehouse,whetherOwenLeath’sseathadgivenhimaviewoftheirbox。Buttheyoungmanwasnotvisiblefromit,andDarrowconcludedthathehadbeenrecognizedinthecorridorandnotathiscompanion’sside。Hescarcelyknewwhyitseemedtohimsoimportantthatthispointshouldbesettled;certainlyhissenseofreassurancewaslessduetoregardforMissVinerthantothepersistentvisionofgraveoffendedeyes……
  DuringthedrivebacktothehotelthisvisionwaspersistentlykeptbeforehimbythethoughtthattheeveningpostmighthavebroughtaletterfromMrs。Leath。Evenifnoletterhadyetcome,hisservantmighthavetelegraphedtosaythatonewasonitsway;andatthethoughthisinterestinthegirlathissideagaincooledtothefraternal,thealmostfatherly。Shewasnomoretohim,afterall,thananappealingyoungcreaturetowhomitwasmildlyagreeabletohaveofferedanevening’sdiversion;andwhen,astheyrolledintotheilluminatedcourtofthehotel,sheturnedwithaquickmovementwhichbroughtherhappyfaceclosetohis,heleanedaway,affectingtobeabsorbedinopeningthedoorofthecab。
  Atthedeskthenightporter,afteravainsearchthroughthepigeon—holes,wasdisposedtothinkthataletterortelegramhadinfactbeensentupforthegentleman;andDarrow,attheannouncement,couldhardlywaittoascendtohisroom。Upstairs,heandhiscompanionhadthelongdimly—litcorridortothemselves,andSophypausedonherthreshold,gatheringupinonehandthepalefoldsofhercloak,whilesheheldtheotherouttoDarrow。
  "IfthetelegramcomesearlyIshallbeoffbythefirsttrain;soIsupposethisisgood—bye,"shesaid,hereyesdimmedbyalittleshadowofregret。
  Darrow,witharenewedstartofcontrition,perceivedthathehadagainforgottenherletter;andastheirhandsmethevowedtohimselfthatthemomentshehadlefthimhewoulddashdownstairstopostit。
  "Oh,I’llseeyouinthemorning,ofcourse!"
  Atremorofpleasurecrossedherfaceashestoodbeforeher,smilingalittleuncertainly。
  "Atanyrate,"shesaid,"Iwanttothankyounowformygoodday。"
  Hefeltinherhandthesametremorhehadseeninherface。
  "Butit’sYOU,onthecontrary——"hebegan,liftingthehandtohislips。
  Ashedroppedit,andtheireyesmet,somethingpassedthroughhersthatwaslikealightcarriedrapidlybehindacurtainedwindow。
  "Goodnight;youmustbeawfullytired,"hesaidwithafriendlyabruptness,turningawaywithoutevenwaitingtoseeherpassintoherroom。Heunlockedhisdoor,andstumblingoverthethresholdgropedinthedarknessfortheelectricbutton。Thelightshowedhimatelegramonthetable,andheforgoteverythingelseashecaughtitup。
  "NoletterfromFrance,"themessageread。
  ItfellfromDarrow’shandtothefloor,andhedroppedintoachairbythetableandsatgazingatthedingydrabandolivepatternofthecarpet。Shehadnotwritten,then;shehadnotwritten,anditwasmanifestnowthatshedidnotmeantowrite。Ifshehadhadanyintentionofexplaininghertelegramshewouldcertainly,withintwenty—fourhours,havefolloweditupbyaletter。Butsheevidentlydidnotintendtoexplainit,andhersilencecouldmeanonlythatshehadnoexplanationtogive,orelsethatshewastooindifferenttobeawarethatonewasneeded。
  Darrow,facetofacewiththesealternatives,feltarecrudescenceofboyishmisery。Itwasnolongerhishurtvanitythatcriedout。Hetoldhimselfthathecouldhaveborneanequalamountofpain,ifonlyithadleftMrs。
  Leath’simageuntouched;buthecouldnotbeartothinkofherastrivialorinsincere。Thethoughtwassointolerablethathefeltablinddesiretopunishsomeoneelseforthepainitcausedhim。
  AshesatmoodilystaringatthecarpetitssillyintricaciesmeltedintoablurfromwhichtheeyesofMrs。
  Leathagainlookedoutathim。Hesawthefinesweepofherbrows,andthedeeplookbeneaththemasshehadturnedfromhimontheirlasteveninginLondon。"Thiswillbegood—
  bye,then,"shehadsaid;anditoccurredtohimthatherpartingphrasehadbeenthesameasSophyViner’s。
  AtthethoughthejumpedtohisfeetandtookdownfromitshookthecoatinwhichhehadleftMissViner’sletter。Theclockmarkedthethirdquarteraftermidnight,andheknewitwouldmakenodifferenceifhewentdowntothepost—boxnoworearlythenextmorning;buthewantedtoclearhisconscience,andhavingfoundtheletterhewenttothedoor。
  Asoundinthenextroommadehimpause。Hehadbecomeconsciousagainthat,afewfeetoff,ontheothersideofathinpartition,asmallkeenflameoflifewasquiveringandagitatingtheair。Sophy’sfacecamehacktohiminsistently。ItwasasvividnowasMrs。Leath’shadbeenamomentearlier。Herecalledwithafaintsmileofretrospectivepleasurethegirl’senjoymentofherevening,andtheinnumerablefinefeelersofsensationshehadthrownouttoitsimpressions。
  Itgavehimacuriouslyclosesenseofherpresencetothinkthatatthatmomentshewaslivingoverherenjoymentasintenselyashewaslivingoverhisunhappiness。Hisowncasewasirremediable,butitwaseasyenoughtogiveherafewmorehoursofpleasure。Anddidshenotperhapssecretlyexpectitofhim?Afterall,ifshehadbeenveryanxioustojoinherfriendsshewouldhavetelegraphedthemonreachingParis,insteadofwriting。Hewonderednowthathehadnotbeenstruckatthemomentbysoartlessadevicetogainmoretime。Thefactofherhavingpractiseditdidnotmakehimthinklesswellofher;itmerelystrengthenedtheimpulsetousehisopportunity。Shewasstarving,poorchild,foralittleamusement,alittlepersonallife——whynotgiveherthechanceofanotherdayinParis?Ifhedidso,shouldhenotbemerelyfallinginwithherownhopes?
  Atthethoughthissympathyforherrevived。Shebecameofabsorbinginteresttohimasanescapefromhimselfandanobjectaboutwhichhisthwartedactivitiescouldcluster。
  Hefeltlessdrearilyalonebecauseofherbeingthere,ontheothersideofthedoor,andinhisgratitudetoherforgivinghimthisreliefhebegan,withindolentamusement,toplannewwaysofdetainingher。Hedroppedbackintohischair,litacigar,andsmiledalittleattheimageofhersmilingface。Hetriedtoimaginewhatincidentofthedayshewaslikelytoberecallingatthatparticularmoment,andwhatpartheprobablyplayedinit。Thatitwasnotasmallparthewascertain,andtheknowledgewasundeniablypleasant。
  Nowandthenasoundfromherroombroughtbeforehimmorevividlytherealityofthesituationandthestrangenessofthevastswarmingsolitudeinwhichheandsheweremomentarilyisolated,amidlonglinesofroomseachholdingitsseparatesecret。ThenearnessofalltheseothermysteriesenclosingtheirsgaveDarrowamoreintimatesenseofthegirl’spresence,andthroughthefumesofhiscigarhisimaginationcontinuedtofollowhertoandfro,tracedthecurveofherslimyoungarmsassheraisedthemtoundoherhair,picturedtheslidingdownofherdresstothewaistandthentotheknees,andthewhitenessofherfeetassheslippedacrossthefloortobed……
  Hestoodupandshookhimselfwithayawn,throwingawaytheendofhiscigar。Hisglance,infollowingit,litonthetelegramwhichhaddroppedtothefloor。Thesoundsinthenextroomhadceased,andoncemorehefeltaloneandunhappy。
  Openingthewindow,hefoldedhisarmsonthesillandlookedoutonthevastlight—spangledmassofthecity,andthenupatthedarksky,inwhichthemorningplanetstood。
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  AttheTheatreFrancais,thenextafternoon,Darrowyawnedandfidgetedinhisseat。
  Thedaywaswarm,thetheatrecrowdedandairless,andtheperformance,itseemedtohim,intolerablybad。Hestoleaglanceathiscompanion,wonderingifshesharedhisfeelings。Herraptprofilebetrayednounrest,butpolitenessmighthavecausedhertofeignaninterestthatshedidnotfeel。Heleanedbackimpatiently,stiflinganotheryawn,andtryingtofixhisattentiononthestage。
  Greatthingsweregoingforwardthere,andhewasnotinsensibletothesternbeautiesoftheancientdrama。Buttheinterpretationoftheplayseemedtohimasairlessandlifelessastheatmosphereofthetheatre。Theplayerswerethesamewhomhehadoftenapplaudedinthoseveryparts,andperhapsthatfactaddedtotheimpressionofstalenessandconventionalityproducedbytheirperformance。Surelyitwastimetoinfusenewbloodintotheveinsofthemoribundart。HehadtheimpressionthattheghostsofactorsweregivingaspectralperformanceontheshoresofStyx。
  Certainlyitwasnotthemostprofitablewayforayoungmanwithaprettycompaniontopassthegoldenhoursofaspringafternoon。Thefreshnessofthefaceathisside,reflectingthefreshnessoftheseason,suggesteddapplingsofsunlightthroughnewleaves,thesoundofabrookinthegrass,therippleoftree—shadowsoverbreezymeadows……
  Whenatlengththefatefulmarchofthecothurnswasstayedbythesinglepauseintheplay,andDarrowhadledMissVineroutonthebalconyoverhangingthesquarebeforethetheatre,heturnedtoseeifshesharedhisfeelings。Buttherapturouslookshegavehimcheckedthedepreciationonhislips。
  "Oh,whydidyoubringmeouthere?Oneoughttocreepawayandsitinthedarktillitbeginsagain!"
  "IsTHATthewaytheymadeyoufeel?"
  "Didn’ttheyYOU?……Asifthegodswerethereallthewhile,justbehindthem,pullingthestrings?"Herhandswerepressedagainsttherailing,herfaceshininganddarkeningunderthewing—beatsofsuccessiveimpressions。
  Darrowsmiledinenjoymentofherpleasure。Afterall,hehadfeltallthat,longago;perhapsitwashisownfault,ratherthanthatoftheactors,thatthepoetryoftheplayseemedtohaveevaporated……Butno,hehadbeenrightinjudgingtheperformancetobedullandstale:itwassimplyhiscompanion’sinexperience,herlackofoccasionstocompareandestimate,thatmadeherthinkitbrilliant。
  "Iwasafraidyouwereboredandwantedtocomeaway。"
  "BORED?"Shemadealittleaggrievedgrimace。"Youmeanyouthoughtmetooignorantandstupidtoappreciateit?"
  "No;notthat。"Thehandnearesthimstilllayontherailingofthebalcony,andhecovereditforamomentwithhis。Ashedidsohesawthecolourriseandtrembleinhercheek。
  "Tellmejustwhatyouthink,"hesaid,bendinghisheadalittle,andonlyhalf—awareofhiswords。
  Shedidnotturnherfacetohis,butbegantotalkrapidly,tryingtoconveysomethingofwhatshefelt。Butshewasevidentlyunusedtoanalyzingheraestheticemotions,andthetumultuousrushofthedramaseemedtohaveleftherinastateofpantingwonder,asthoughithadbeenastormorsomeothernaturalcataclysm。Shehadnoliteraryorhistoricassociationstowhichtoattachherimpressions:
  hereducationhadevidentlynotcomprisedacourseinGreekliterature。Butshefeltwhatwouldprobablyhavebeenunperceivedbymanyayoungladywhohadtakenafirstinclassics:theineluctablefatalityofthetale,thedreadswayinitofthesamemysterious"luck"whichpulledthethreadsofherownsmalldestiny。Itwasnotliteraturetoher,itwasfact:asactual,asnearby,aswhatwashappeningtoheratthemomentandwhatthenexthourheldinstore。Seeninthislight,theplayregainedforDarrowitssupremeandpoignantreality。Hepiercedtotheheartofitssignificancethroughalltheartificialaccretionswithwhichhistheoriesofartandtheconventionsofthestagehadclothedit,andsawitashehadneverseenit:aslife。
  Afterthistherecouldbenoquestionofflight,andhetookherbacktothetheatre,contenttoreceivehisownsensationsthroughthemediumofhers。Butwiththecontinuationoftheplay,andtheoppressionoftheheavyair,hisattentionagainbegantowander,strayingbackovertheincidentsofthemorning。
  HehadbeenwithSophyVinerallday,andhewassurprisedtofindhowquicklythetimehadgone。Shehadhardlyattempted,asthehourspassed,toconcealhersatisfactiononfindingthatnotelegramcamefromtheFarlows。"They’llhavewritten,"shehadsimplysaid;andhermindhadatonceflownontothegoldenprospectofanafternoonatthetheatre。Theinterveninghourshadbeendisposedofinastrollthroughthelivelystreets,andarepast,luxuriouslylingeredover,underthechestnut—boughsofarestaurantintheChampsElysees。Everythingentertainedandinterestedher,andDarrowremarked,withanamuseddetachment,thatshewasnotinsensibletotheimpressionhercharmsproduced。Yettherewasnohardedgeofvanityinhersenseofherprettiness:sheseemedsimplytobeawareofitasanoteinthegeneralharmony,andtoenjoysoundingthenoteasasingerenjoyssinging。
  Afterluncheon,astheysatovertheircoffee,shehadagainaskedanimmensenumberofquestionsanddeliveredherselfofaremarkablevarietyofopinions。Herquestionstestifiedtoawholesomeandcomprehensivehumancuriosity,andhercommentsshowed,likeherfaceandherwholeattitude,anoddminglingofprecociouswisdomanddisarmingignorance。
  Whenshetalkedtohimabout"life"——thewordwasoftenonherlips——sheseemedtohimlikeachildplayingwithatiger’scub;andhesaidtohimselfthatsomedaythechildwouldgrowup——andsowouldthetiger。Meanwhile,suchexpertnessqualifiedbysuchcandourmadeitimpossibletoguesstheextentofherpersonalexperience,ortoestimateitseffectonhercharacter。Shemightbeanyoneofadozendefinabletypes,orshemight——moredisconcertinglytohercompanionandmoreperilouslytoherself——beashiftinganduncrystallizedmixtureofthemall。
  Hertalk,asusual,hadpromptlyrevertedtothestage。Shewaseagertolearnabouteveryformofdramaticexpressionwhichthemetropolisofthingstheatricalhadtooffer,andhercuriosityrangedfromtheofficialtemplesofthearttoitslesshallowedhaunts。Hersearchingenquiriesaboutaplaywhoseproduction,ononeofthelatterscenes,hadprovokedaconsiderableamountofscandal,ledDarrowtothrowoutlaughingly:"ToseeTHATyou’llhavetowaittillyou’remarried!"andhisanswerhadsentheroffatatangent。
  "Oh,Inevermeantomarry,"shehadrejoinedinatoneofyouthfulfinality。
  "Iseemtohaveheardthatbefore!"
  "Yes;fromgirlswho’veonlygottochoose!"Hereyeshadgrownsuddenlyalmostold。"I’dlikeyoutoseetheonlymenwho’veeverwantedtomarryme!Onewasthedoctoronthesteamer,whenIcameabroadwiththeHokes:he’dbeencashieredfromthenavyfordrunkenness。Theotherwasadeafwidowerwiththreegrown—updaughters,whokeptaclock—shopinBayswater!——Besides,"sherambledon,"I’mnotsosurethatIbelieveinmarriage。YouseeI’mallforself—developmentandthechancetoliveone’slife。I’mawfullymodern,youknow。"
  Itwasjustwhensheproclaimedherselfmostawfullymodernthatshestruckhimasmosthelplesslybackward;yetthemomentafter,withoutanybravado,orapparentdesiretoassumeanattitude,shewouldpropoundsomesocialaxiomwhichcouldhavebeengatheredonlyinthebittersoilofexperience。
  Allthesethingscamebacktohimashesatbesideherinthetheatreandwatchedheringenuousabsorption。Itwason"thestory"thathermindwasfixed,andinlifealso,hesuspected,itwouldalwaysbe"thestory",ratherthanitsremoterimaginativeissues,thatwouldholdher。Hedidnotbelievetherewereeveranyechoesinhersoul……
  Therewasnoquestion,however,thatwhatshefeltwasfeltwithintensity:totheactual,theimmediate,shespreadvibratingstrings。Whentheplaywasover,andtheycameoutoncemoreintothesunlight,Darrowlookeddownatherwithasmile。
  "Well?"heasked。
  Shemadenoanswer。Herdarkgazeseemedtorestonhimwithoutseeinghim。Hercheeksandlipswerepale,andtheloosehairunderherhat—brimclungtoherforeheadindamprings。Shelookedlikeayoungpriestessstilldazedbythefumesofthecavern。
  "Youpoorchild——it’sbeenalmosttoomuchforyou!"
  Sheshookherheadwithavaguesmile。
  "Come,"hewenton,puttinghishandonherarm,"let’sjumpintoataxiandgetsomeairandsunshine。Look,therearehoursofdaylightleft;andseewhatanightit’sgoingtobe!"
  Hepointedovertheirheads,towhereawhitemoonhunginthemistyblueabovetheroofsoftheruedeRivoli。
  Shemadenoanswer,andhesignedtoamotor—cab,callingouttothedriver:"TotheBois!"
  AsthecarriageturnedtowardtheTuileriessherousedherself。"Imustgofirsttothehotel。Theremaybeamessage——atanyrateImustdecideonsomething。"
  Darrowsawthattherealityofthesituationhadsuddenlyforceditselfuponher。"IMUSTdecideonsomething,"
  sherepeated。
  Hewouldhavelikedtopostponethereturn,topersuadehertodrivedirectlytotheBoisfordinner。ItwouldhavebeeneasyenoughtoremindherthatshecouldnotstartforJoignythatevening,andthatthereforeitwasofnomomentwhethershereceivedtheFarlows’answerthenorafewhourslater;butforsomereasonhehesitatedtousethisargument,whichhadcomesonaturallytohimthedaybefore。
  Afterall,heknewshewouldfindnothingatthehotel——sowhatdiditmatteriftheywentthere?
  Theporter,interrogated,wasnotsure。Hehimselfhadreceivednothingforthelady,butinhisabsencehissubordinatemighthavesentaletterupstairs。
  DarrowandSophymountedtogetherinthelift,andtheyoungman,whileshewentintoherroom,unlockedhisowndoorandglancedattheemptytable。Forhimatleastnomessagehadcome;andonherthreshold,amomentlater,shemethimwiththeexpected:"No——there’snothing!"
  Hefeignedanunregretfulsurprise。"Somuchthebetter!
  Andnow,shallwedriveoutsomewhere?OrwouldyourathertakeaboattoBellevue?Haveyoueverdinedthere,ontheterrace,bymoonlight?It’snotatallbad。Andthere’snoearthlyuseinsittingherewaiting。"
  Shestoodbeforehiminperplexity。
  "ButwhenIwroteyesterdayIaskedthemtotelegraph。I
  supposethey’rehorriblyhardup,thepoordears,andtheythoughtaletterwoulddoaswellasatelegram。"Thecolourhadrisentoherface。"That’swhyIwroteinsteadoftelegraphing;Ihaven’tapennytosparemyself!"
  Nothingshecouldhavesaidcouldhavefilledherlistenerwithadeepercontrition。Hefelttheredinhisownfaceasherecalledthemotivewithwhichhehadcreditedherinhismidnightmusings。Butthatmotive,afterall,hadsimplybeentrumpeduptojustifyhisowndisloyalty:hehadneverreallybelievedinit。Thereflectiondeepenedhisconfusion,andhewouldhavelikedtotakeherhandinhisandconfesstheinjusticehehaddoneher。
  Shemayhaveinterpretedhischangeofcolourasaninvoluntaryprotestatbeinginitiatedintosuchshabbydetails,forshewentonwithalaugh:"Isupposeyoucanhardlyunderstandwhatitmeanstohavetostopandthinkwhetheronecanaffordatelegram?ButI’vealwayshadtoconsidersuchthings。AndImustn’tstayhereanylongernow——ImusttrytogetanighttrainforJoigny。EveniftheFarlowscan’ttakemein,Icangotothehotel:itwillcostlessthanstayinghere。"Shepausedagainandthenexclaimed:"Ioughttohavethoughtofthatsooner;Ioughttohavetelegraphedyesterday!ButIwassureIshouldhearfromthemtoday;andIwanted——oh,IDIDsoawfullywanttostay!"ShethrewatroubledlookatDarrow。"Doyouhappentoremember,"sheasked,"whattimeitwaswhenyoupostedmyletter?"
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  Darrowwasstillstandingonherthreshold。Assheputthequestionheenteredtheroomandclosedthedoorbehindhim。
  Hisheartwasbeatingalittlefasterthanusualandhehadnoclearideaofwhathewasabouttodoorsay,beyondthedefiniteconvictionthat,whateverpassingimpulseofexpiationmovedhim,hewouldnotbefoolenoughtotellherthathehadnotsentherletter。Heknewthatmostwrongdoingworks,onthewhole,lessmischiefthanitsuselessconfession;andthiswasclearlyacasewhereapassingfollymightbeturned,byavowal,intoaseriousoffense。
  "I’msosorry——sosorry;butyoumustletmehelpyou……Youwillletmehelpyou?"hesaid。
  Hetookherhandsandpressedthemtogetherbetweenhis,countingonafriendlytouchtohelpouttheinsufficiencyofwords。Hefeltheryieldslightlytohisclasp,andhurriedonwithoutgivinghertimetoanswer。
  "Isn’titapitytospoilourgoodtimetogetherbyregrettinganythingyoumighthavedonetopreventourhavingit?"
  Shedrewback,freeingherhands。Herface,losingitslookofappealingconfidence,wassuddenlysharpenedbydistrust。
  "Youdidn’tforgettopostmyletter?"
  Darrowstoodbeforeher,constrainedandashamed,andevermorekeenlyawarethatthebetrayalofhisdistressmustbeagreateroffensethanitsconcealment。
  "Whataninsinuation!"hecried,throwingouthishandswithalaugh。
  Herfaceinstantlymeltedtolaughter。"Well,then——I
  WON’Tbesorry;Iwon’tregretanythingexceptthatourgoodtimeisover!"
  Thewordsweresounexpectedthattheyroutedallhisresolves。Ifshehadgoneondoubtinghimhecouldprobablyhavegoneondeceivingher;butherunhesitatingacceptanceofhiswordmadehimhatetheparthewasplaying。Atthesamemomentadoubtshotupitsserpentheadinhisownbosom。Wasitnotheratherthanshewhowaschildishlytrustful?Wasshenotalmosttooreadytotakehisword,anddismissonceforallthetiresomequestionoftheletter?
  Consideringwhatherexperiencesmusthavebeen,suchtrustfulnessseemedopentosuspicion。Butthemomenthiseyesfellonherhewasashamedofthethought,andknewitforwhatitreallywas:anotherpretexttolessenhisowndelinquency。
  "Whyshouldourgoodtimebeover?"heasked。"Whyshouldn’titlastalittlelonger?"
  Shelookedup,herlipspartedinsurprise;butbeforeshecouldspeakhewenton:"Iwantyoutostaywithme——Iwantyou,justforafewdays,tohaveallthethingsyou’veneverhad。It’snotalwaysMayandParis——whynotmakethemostofthemnow?Youknowme——we’renotstrangers——whyshouldn’tyoutreatmelikeafriend?"
  Whilehespokeshehaddrawnawayalittle,butherhandstilllayinhis。Shewaspale,andhereyeswerefixedonhiminagazeinwhichtherewasneitherdistrustorresentment,butonlyaningenuouswonder。Hewasextraordinarilytouchedbyherexpression。
  "Oh,do!Youmust。Listen:toprovethatI’msincereI’lltellyou……I’lltellyouIdidn’tpostyourletter……I
  didn’tpostitbecauseIwantedsomuchtogiveyouafewgoodhours……andbecauseIcouldn’tbeartohaveyougo。"
  Hehadthefeelingthatthewordswerebeingutteredinspiteofhimbysomemaliciouswitnessofthescene,andyetthathewasnotsorrytohavethemspoken。
  Thegirlhadlistenedtohiminsilence。Sheremainedmotionlessforamomentafterhehadceasedtospeak;thenshesnatchedawayherhand。
  "Youdidn’tpostmyletter?Youkeptitbackonpurpose?AndyoutellmesoNOW,toprovetomethatI’dbetterputmyselfunderyourprotection?"SheburstintoalaughthathadinitallthepiercingechoesofherMurrettpast,andherface,atthesamemoment,underwentthesamechange,shrinkingintoasmallmalevolentwhitemaskinwhichtheeyesburnedblack。"Thankyou——thankyoumostawfullyfortellingme!Andforallyourotherkindintentions!Theplan’sdelightful——reallyquitedelightful,andI’mextremelyflatteredandobliged。"