hecan’tliveontheinterestofhisfeelings。HeworshipsSophyandsheseemedtobefondofhim。Ifshe’schangedit’sbeenverysudden。Andiftheypartlikethis,angrilyandinarticulately,itwillhurthimhorribly——hurthisverysoul。Butthat,asyousay,isbetweenthetwo。Whatconcernsmeishisassociatingyouwiththeirquarrel。
Owen’slikemyownson——ifyou’dseenhimwhenIfirstcamehereyou’dknowwhy。Wewereliketwoprisonerswhotalktoeachotherbytappingonthewall。He’sneverforgottenit,norI。WhetherhebreakswithSophy,orwhethertheymakeitup,Ican’tlethimthinkyouhadanythingtodowithit。"
SheraisedhereyesentreatinglytoDarrow’s,andreadinthemtheforbearanceofthemanresignedtothediscussionofnon—existentproblems。
"I’lldowhateveryouwantmeto,"hesaid;"butIdon’tyetknowwhatitis。"
Hissmileseemedtochargeherwithinconsequence,andthepricktoherpridemadehercontinue:"Afterall,it’snotsounnaturalthatOwen,knowingyouandSophytobealmoststrangers,shouldwonderwhatyouweresayingtoeachotherwhenhesawyoutalkingtogether。"
Shefeltawarningtremorasshespoke,asthoughsomeinstinctdeeperthanreasonsurgedupindefenseofitstreasure。ButDarrow’sfacewasunstirredsavebytheflitofhishalf—amusedsmile。
"Well,mydear——andcouldn’tyouhavetoldhim?"
"I?"shefalteredoutthroughherblush。
"Youseemtoforget,oneandallofyou,thepositionyouputmeinwhenIcamedownhere:yourappealtometoseeOwenthrough,yourassurancetohimthatIwould,MadamedeChantelle’sattempttowinmeover;andmostofall,myownsenseofthefactyou’vejustrecalledtome:theimportance,forbothofus,thatOwenshouldlikeme。ItseemedtomethatthefirstthingtodowastogetasmuchlightasIcouldonthewholesituation;andtheobviouswayofdoingitwastotrytoknowMissVinerbetter。OfcourseI’vetalkedwithheralone——I’vetalkedwithherasoftenasIcould。I’vetriedmybesttofindoutifyouwererightinencouragingOwentomarryher。"
Shelistenedwithagrowingsenseofreassurance,strugglingtoseparatetheabstractsenseofhiswordsfromthepersuasioninwhichhiseyesandvoiceenvelopedthem。
"Isee——Idosee,"shemurmured。
"Youmustsee,also,thatIcouldhardlysaythistoOwenwithoutoffendinghimstillmore,andperhapsincreasingthebreachbetweenMissVinerandhimself。WhatsortoffigureshouldIcutifItoldhimI’dbeentryingtofindoutifhe’dmadeaproperchoice?Inanycase,it’snoneofmybusinesstoofferanexplanationofwhatshejustlysaysdoesn’tneedone。Ifshedeclinestospeak,it’sobviouslyonthegroundthatOwen’sinsinuationsareabsurd;andthatsurelypledgesmetosilence。"
"Yes,yes!Isee,"Annarepeated。"ButIdon’twantyoutoexplainanythingtoOwen。"
"Youhaven’tyettoldmewhatyoudowant。"
Shehesitated,consciousofthedifficultyofjustifyingherrequest;then:"IwantyoutospeaktoSophy,"shesaid。
Darrowbrokeintoanincredulouslaugh。"Consideringwhatmypreviousattemptshaveresultedin————!"
Sheraisedhereyesquickly。"Theyhaven’t,atleast,resultedinyourlikingherless,inyourthinkinglesswellofherthanyou’vetoldme?"
Shefanciedhefrownedalittle。"Iwonderwhyyougobacktothat?"
"Iwanttobesure——IoweittoOwen。Won’tyoutellmetheexactimpressionshe’sproducedonyou?"
"Ihavetoldyou——IlikeMissViner。"
"Doyoustillbelieveshe’sinlovewithOwen?"
"Therewasnothinginourshorttalkstothrowanyparticularlightonthat。"
"Youstillbelieve,though,thatthere’snoreasonwhyheshouldn’tmarryher?"
Againhebetrayedarestrainedimpatience。"HowcanI
answerthatwithoutknowingherreasonsforbreakingwithhim?"
"That’sjustwhatIwantyoutofindoutfromher。"
"Andwhyintheworldshouldshetellme?"
"Because,whatevergrievanceshehasagainstOwen,shecancertainlyhavenoneagainstme。Shecan’twanttohaveOwenconnectmeinhismindwiththiswretchedquarrel;andshemustseethathewilluntilhe’sconvincedyou’vehadnoshareinit。"
Darrow’selbowdroppedfromthemantel—pieceandhetookarestlesssteportwoacrosstheroom。Thenhehaltedbeforeher。
"Whycan’tyoutellherthisyourself?"
"Don’tyousee?"
Heeyedherintently,andshepressedon:"YoumusthaveguessedthatOwen’sjealousofyou。"
"Jealousofme?"Thebloodflewupunderhisbrownskin。
"Blindwithit——whatelsewoulddrivehimtothisfolly?AndIcan’thaveherthinkmejealoustoo!I’vesaidallI
could,shortofmakingherthinkso;andshe’srefusedawordmoretoeitherofus。Ouronlychancenowisthatsheshouldlistentoyou——thatyoushouldmakeherseetheharmhersilencemaydo。"
Darrowutteredaprotestingexclamation。"It’salltoopreposterous——whatyousuggest!Ican’t,atanyrate,appealtoheronsuchagroundasthat!"
Annalaidherhandonhisarm。"AppealtoheronthegroundthatI’malmostOwen’smother,andthatanyestrangementbetweenyouandhimwouldkillme。Sheknowswhatheis——
she’llunderstand。Tellhertosayanything,doanything,shewishes;butnottogoawaywithoutspeaking,nottoleaveTHATbetweenuswhenshegoes!"
Shedrewbackastepandliftedherfacetohis,tryingtolookintohiseyesmoredeeplythanshehadeverlooked;butbeforeshecoulddiscernwhattheyexpressedhehadtakenholdofherhandsandbenthisheadtokissthem。
"You’llseeher?You’llseeher?"sheentreated;andheanswered:"I’lldoanythingintheworldyouwantmeto。"
XXVI
Darrowwaitedaloneinthesitting—room。
Noplacecouldhavebeenmoredistastefulasthesceneofthetalkthatlaybeforehim;buthehadaccededtoAnna’ssuggestionthatitwouldseemmorenaturalforhertosummonSophyVinerthanforhimtogoinsearchofher。Ashistroubledpacingscarriedhimbackandfortharelentlesshandseemedtobetearingawayallthetenderfibresofassociationthatboundhimtothepeacefulroom。Here,inthisveryplace,hehaddrunkhisdeepestdraughtsofhappiness,hadhadhislipsatthefountain—headofitsoverflowingrivers;butnowthatsourcewaspoisonedandhewouldtastenomoreofanuntaintedcup。
Foramomenthefeltanactualphysicalanguish;thenhisnerveshardenedforthecomingstruggle。Hehadnonotionofwhatawaitedhim;butafterthefirstinstinctiverecoilhehadseeninaflashtheurgentneedofanotherwordwithSophyViner。HehadbeeninsincereinlettingAnnathinkthathehadconsentedtospeakbecausesheaskedit。Inrealityhehadbeenfeverishlycastingaboutforthepretextshehadgivenhim;andforsomereasonthistrivialhypocrisyweighedonhimmorethanallhisheavyburdenofdeceit。
AtlengthheheardastepbehindhimandSophyVinerentered。Whenshesawhimshepausedonthethresholdandhalfdrewback。
"IwastoldthatMrs。Leathhadsentforme。"
"Mrs。LeathDIDsendforyou。She’llbeherepresently;
butIaskedhertoletmeseeyoufirst。"
Hespokeverygently,andtherewasnoinsincerityinhisgentleness。Hewasprofoundlymovedbythechangeinthegirl’sappearance。Atsightofhimshehadforcedasmile;
butitlitupherwretchednesslikeacandle—flameheldtoadeadface。
Shemadenoreply,andDarrowwenton:"Youmustunderstandmywantingtospeaktoyou,afterwhatIwastoldjustnow。"
Sheinterposed,withagestureofprotest:"I’mnotresponsibleforOwen’sravings!"
"Ofcourse————"。Hebrokeoffandtheystoodfacingeachother。Sheliftedahandandpushedbackherlooselockwiththegesturethatwasburntintohismemory;thenshelookedaboutheranddroppedintothenearestchair。
"Well,you’vegotwhatyouwanted,"shesaid。
"WhatdoyoumeanbywhatIwanted?"
"Myengagement’sbroken——youheardmesayso。"
"Whydoyousaythat’swhatIwanted?AllIwished,fromthebeginning,wastoadviseyou,tohelpyouasbestIcould——
——"
"That’swhatyou’vedone,"sherejoined。"You’veconvincedmethatit’sbestIshouldn’tmarryhim。"
Darrowbrokeintoadespairinglaugh。"Attheverymomentwhenyou’dconvincedmetothecontrary!"
"HadI?"Hersmileflickeredup。"Well,Ireallybelievedittillyoushowedme……warnedme……"
"Warnedyou?"
"ThatI’dbemiserableifImarriedamanIdidn’tlove。"
"Don’tyoulovehim?"
Shemadenoanswer,andDarrowstartedupandwalkedawaytotheotherendoftheroom。Hestoppedbeforethewriting—
table,wherehisphotograph,well—dressed,handsome,self—
sufficient——theportraitofamanoftheworld,confidentofhisabilitytodealadequatelywiththemostdelicatesituations——offereditshugefatuitytohisgaze。Heturnedbacktoher。"It’sratherhardonOwen,isn’tit,thatyoushouldhavewaiteduntilnowtotellhim?"
Shereflectedamomentbeforeanswering。"ItoldhimassoonasIknew。"
"Knewthatyoucouldn’tmarryhim?"
"KnewthatIcouldneverliveherewithhim。"Shelookedabouttheroom,asthoughtheverywallsmustspeakforher。
ForamomentDarrowcontinuedtosearchherfaceperplexedly;thentheireyesmetinalongdisastrousgaze。
"Yes————"shesaid,andstoodup。
BelowthewindowtheyheardEffiewhistlingforherdogs,andthen,fromtheterrace,hermothercallingher。
"There——THATforinstance,"SophyVinersaid。
Darrowbrokeout:"It’sIwhooughttogo!"
Shekepthersmallpalesmile。"Whatgoodwouldthatdoanyofus——now?"
Hecoveredhisfacewithhishands。"GoodGod!"hegroaned。
"HowcouldItell?"
"Youcouldn’ttell。Weneitherofuscould。"Sheseemedtoturntheproblemovercritically。"Afterall,itmighthavebeenYOUinsteadofme!"
Hetookanotherdistractedturnabouttheroomandcomingbacktohersatdowninachairatherside。Amockinghandseemedtodashthewordsfromhislips。Therewasnothingonearththathecouldsaytoherthatwasn’tfoolishorcruelorcontemptible……
"Mydear,"hebeganatlast,"oughtn’tyou,atanyrate,totry?"
Hergazegrewgrave。"Trytoforgetyou?"
Heflushedtotheforehead。"Imeant,trytogiveOwenmoretime;togivehimachance。He’smadlyinlovewithyou;
allthegoodthat’sinhimisinyourhands。Hisstep—motherfeltthatfromthefirst。Andshethought——shebelieved————
"
"ShethoughtIcouldmakehimhappy。Wouldshethinksonow?"
"Now……?Idon’tsaynow。Butlater?Timemodifies……rubsout……morequicklythanyouthink……Goaway,butlethimhope……I’mgoingtoo——WE’REgoing——"hestumbledontheplural——"inaveryfewweeks:goingforalongtime,probably。Whatyou’rethinkingofnowmayneverhappen。Wemaynotallbeheretogetheragainforyears。"
Sheheardhimoutinsilence,herhandsclaspedonherknee,hereyesbentonthem。"Forme,"shesaid,"you’llalwaysbehere。"
"Don’tsaythat——oh,don’t!Thingschange……peoplechange……You’llsee!"
"Youdon’tunderstand。Idon’twantanythingtochange。I
don’twanttoforget——torubout。AtfirstIimaginedI
did;butthatwasafoolishmistake。AssoonasIsawyouagainIknewit……It’snotbeingherewithyouthatI’mafraidof——inthesenseyouthink。It’sbeinghere,oranywhere,withOwen。"Shestoodupandbenthertragicsmileonhim。"Iwanttokeepyoualltomyself。"
Theonlywordsthatcametohimwerefutiledenunciationsofhisfolly;butthesenseoftheirfutilitycheckedthemonhislips。"Poorchild——youpoorchild!"heheardhimselfvainlyrepeating。
Suddenlyhefeltthestrongreactionofrealityanditsimpetusbroughthimtohisfeet。"Whateverhappens,I
intendtogo——togoforgood,"heexclaimed。"Iwantyoutounderstandthat。Oh,don’tbeafraid——I’llfindareason。
Butit’sperfectlyclearthatImustgo。"
Sheutteredaprotestingcry。"Goaway?You?Don’tyouseethatthatwouldtelleverything——drageverybodyintothehorror?"
Hefoundnoanswer,andhervoicedroppedbacktoitscalmernote。"Whatgoodwouldyourgoingdo?Doyousupposeitwouldchangeanythingforme?"Shelookedathimwithamusingwistfulness。"Iwonderwhatyourfeelingformewas?
ItseemsqueerthatI’veneverreallyknown——IsupposeweDON’Tknowmuchaboutthatkindoffeeling。Isitliketakingadrinkwhenyou’rethirsty?……Iusedtofeelasifallofmewasinthepalmofyourhand……"
Hebowedhishumbledhead,butshewentonalmostexultantly:"Don’tforaminutethinkI’msorry!Itwaswortheverypennyitcost。Mymistakewasinbeingashamed,justatfirst,ofitshavingcostsuchalot。Itriedtocarryitoffasajoke——totalkofittomyselfasan’adventure’。I’dalwayswantedadventures,andyou’dgivenmeone,andItriedtotakeyourattitudeaboutit,to’playthegame’andconvincemyselfthatIhadn’triskedanymoreonitthanyou。Then,whenImetyouagain,IsuddenlysawthatIHADriskedmore,butthatI’dwonmore,too——suchworlds!I’dbeentryingallthewhiletoputeverythingI
couldbetweenus;nowIwanttosweepeverythingaway。I’dbeentryingtoforgethowyoulooked;nowIwanttorememberyoualways。I’dbeentryingnottohearyourvoice;nowI
neverwanttohearanyother。I’vemademychoice——that’sall:I’vehadyouandImeantokeepyou。"Herfacewasshininglikehereyes。"Tokeepyouhiddenawayhere,"sheended,andputherhanduponherbreast。
Aftershehadlefthim,Darrowcontinuedtositmotionless,staringbackintotheirpast。Hithertoithadlingeredontheedgeofhismindinavaguepinkblur,likeoneofthelittlerose—leafcloudsthatasettingsundropsfromitsdisk。Nowitwasahugeloomingdarkness,throughwhichhiseyesvainlystrained。Thewholeepisodewasstillobscuretohim,savewherehereandthere,astheytalked,somephraseorgestureorintonationofthegirl’shadlitupalittlespotinthenight。
Shehadsaid:"Iwonderwhatyourfeelingformewas?"andhefoundhimselfwonderingtoo……Heremembereddistinctlyenoughthathehadnotmeanttheperilouspassion——eveninitsmosttransientform——toplayapartintheirrelation。
Inthatrespecthisattitudehadbeenabovereproach。Shewasanunusuallyoriginalandattractivecreature,towhomhehadwantedtogiveafewdaysofharmlesspleasuring,andwhowasalertandexpertenoughtounderstandhisintentionandsparehimtheboredomofhesitationsandmisinterpretations。Thathadbeenhisfirstimpression,andhersubsequentdemeanourhadjustifiedit。Shehadbeen,fromtheoutset,justthefrankandeasycomradehehadexpectedtofindher。Wasithe,then,who,inthesequel,hadgrownimpatientoftheboundshehadsethimself?Wasithiswoundedvanitythat,seekingbalmforitshurt,yearnedtodipdeeperintothehealingpoolofhercompassion?Inhisconfusedmemoryofthesituationheseemednottohavebeenguiltlessofsuchyearnings……Yetforthefirstfewdaystheexperimenthadbeenperfectlysuccessful。Herenjoymenthadbeenuncloudedandhispleasureinitundisturbed。Itwasverygradually——heseemedtosee——thatashadeoflassitudehadcreptovertheirintercourse。
Perhapsitwasbecause,whenherlightchatteraboutpeoplefailed,hefoundshehadnootherfundtodrawon,orperhapssimplybecauseofthesweetnessofherlaugh,orofthecharmofthegesturewithwhich,onedayinthewoodsofMarly,shehadtossedoffherhatandtiltedbackherheadatthecallofacuckoo;orbecause,wheneverhelookedatherunexpectedly,hefoundthatshewaslookingathimanddidnotwanthimtoknowit;orperhaps,invaryingdegrees,becauseofallthesethings,thattherehadcomeamomentwhennowordseemedtoflyhighenoughordivedeepenoughtoutterthesenseofwell—beingeachgavetotheother,andthenaturalsubstituteforspeechhadbeenakiss。
Thekiss,atallevents,hadcomeattheprecisemomenttosavetheirventurefromdisaster。Theyhadreachedthepointwhenheramazingreminiscenceshadbeguntoflag,whenherfuturehadbeenexhaustivelydiscussed,hertheatricalprospectsminutelystudied,herquarrelwithMrs。Murrettretoldwiththelastamplificationofdetail,andwhen,perhapsconsciousofherexhaustedresourcesandhisdwindlinginterest,shehadcommittedthefatalerrorofsayingthatshecouldseehewasunhappy,andentreatinghimtotellherwhy……
Fromthebrinkofestrangingconfidences,andfromtheriskofunfavourablecomparisons,hisgesturehadsnatchedherbacktosafety;andassoonashehadkissedherhefeltthatshewouldneverborehimagain。Shewasoneoftheelementalcreatureswhoseemotionisallintheirpulses,andwhobecomeinexpressiveorsentimentalwhentheytrytoturnsensationintospeech。Hiscaresshadrestoredhertohernaturalplaceintheschemeofthings,andDarrowfeltasifhehadclaspedatreeandanymphhadbloomedfromit……
Themerefactofnothavingtolistentoheranylongeraddedimmenselytohercharm。Shecontinued,ofcourse,totalktohim,butitdidn’tmatter,becausehenolongermadeanyefforttofollowherwords,butlethervoicerunonasamusicalundercurrenttohisthoughts。
Shehadn’tadropofpoetryinher,butshehadsomeofthequalitiesthatcreateitinothers;andinmomentsofheattheimaginationdoesnotalwaysfeelthedifference……
Lyingbesideherintheshade,Darrowfeltherpresenceasapartofthecharmedstillnessofthesummerwoods,astheelementofvaguewell—beingthatsuffusedhissensesandlulledtosleeptheacheofwoundedpride。Allheaskedofher,asyet,wasatouchonthehandoronthelips——andthatsheshouldlethimgoonlyingtherethroughthelongwarmhours,whileablack—bird’ssongthrobbedlikeafountain,andthesummerwindstirredinthetrees,andcloseby,betweenthenearestbranchesandthebrimofhistiltedhat,aslightwhitefiguregatheredupallthefloatingthreadsofjoy……
Herecalled,too,havingnoticed,ashelaystaringatabreakinthetree—tops,astreamofmares’—tailscomingupthesky。Hehadsaidtohimself:"Itwillrainto—morrow,"
andthethoughthadmadetheairseemwarmerandthesunmorevividonherhair……Perhapsifthemares’—tailshadnotcomeuptheskytheiradventuremighthavehadnosequel。
Butthecloudbroughtrain,andnextmorninghelookedoutofhiswindowintoacoldgreyblur。Theyhadplannedanall—dayexcursiondowntheSeine,tothetwoAndelysandRouen,andnow,withthelonghoursontheirhands,theywerebothalittleataloss……TherewastheLouvre,ofcourse,andtheLuxembourg;buthehadtriedlookingatpictureswithher,shehadfirstsopersistentlyadmiredtheworstthings,andthensofranklylapsedintoindifference,thathehadnowishtorepeattheexperiment。Sotheywentout,aimlessly,andtookacoldwetwalk,turningatlengthintothedesertedarcadesofthePalaisRoyal,andfinallydriftingintooneofitsequallydesertedrestaurants,wheretheylunchedaloneandsomewhatdolefully,servedbyawanoldwaiterwiththelookofacastawaywhohasgivenupwatchingforasail……Itwasoddhowthewaiter’sfacecamebacktohim……
Perhapsbutfortherainitmightneverhavehappened;butwhatwastheuseofthinkingofthatnow?Hetriedtoturnhisthoughtstomoreurgentissues;but,byastrangeperversityofassociation,everydetailofthedaywasforcingitselfonhismindwithaninsistencefromwhichtherewasnoescape。Reluctantlyherelivedthelongwetwalkbacktothehotel,afteratedioushouratacinematographshowontheBoulevard。Itwasstillrainingwhentheywithdrewfromthisstalespectacle,butshehadobstinatelyrefusedtotakeacab,hadeven,ontheway,insistedonloiteringunderthedrippingawningsofshop—
windowsandpokingintodraughtypassages,andfinally,whentheyhadnearlyreachedtheirdestination,hadgonesofarastosuggestthattheyshouldturnbacktohuntupsomeshowshehadheardofinatheatreattheBatignolles。Butatthathehadsomewhatirritablyprotested:herememberedthat,forthefirsttime,theywerebothratherirritable,andvaguelydisposedtoresistoneanother’ssuggestions。
Hisfeetwerewet,andhewastiredofwalking,andsickofthesmellofstuffyunairedtheatres,andhehadsaidhemustreallygetbacktowritesomeletters——andsotheyhadkeptontothehotel……
XXVII
DarrowhadnoideahowlonghehadsattherewhenheheardAnna’shandonthedoor。Theeffortofrising,andofcomposinghisfacetomeether,gavehimafactitioussenseofself—control。Hesaidtohimself:"Imustdecideonsomething————"andthatliftedhimahair’sbreadthabovethewhirlingwaters。
Shecameinwithalighterstep,andheinstantlyperceivedthatsomethingunforeseenandreassuringhadhappened。
"She’sbeenwithme。Shecameandfoundmeontheterrace。
We’vehadalongtalkandshe’sexplainedeverything。I
feelasifI’dneverknownherbefore!"
Hervoicewassomovedandtenderthatitcheckedhisstartofapprehension。
"She’sexplained————?"
"It’snatural,isn’tit,thatsheshouldhavefeltalittlesoreatthekindofinspectionshe’sbeensubjectedto?Oh,notfromyou——Idon’tmeanthat!ButMadamedeChantelle’sopposition——andhersendingforAdelaidePainter!Shetoldmefranklyshedidn’tcaretooweherhusbandtoAdelaidePainter……ShethinksnowthatherannoyanceatfeelingherselfsotalkedoverandscrutinizedmayhaveshownitselfinhermannertoOwen,andsethimimaginingtheinsanethingshedid……Iunderstandallshemusthavefelt,andI
agreewithherthatit’sbestsheshouldgoawayforawhile。She’smademe,"Annasummedup,"feelasifI’dbeendreadfullythick—skinnedandobtuse!"
"YOU?"
"Yes。AsifI’dtreatedherlikethebric—a—bracthatusedtobesentdownhere’onapproval,’toseeifitwouldlookwellwiththeotherpieces。"Sheadded,withasuddenflushofenthusiasm:"I’mgladshe’sgotitinhertomakeonefeellikethat!"
SheseemedtowaitforDarrowtoagreewithher,ortoputsomeotherquestion,andhefinallyfoundvoicetoask:
"Thenyouthinkit’snotafinalbreak?"
"Ihopenot——I’veneverhopeditmore!IhadawordwithOwen,too,afterIlefther,andIthinkheunderstandsthathemustlethergowithoutinsistingonanypositivepromise。She’sexcited……hemustlethercalmdown……"
Againshewaited,andDarrowsaid:"Surelyyoucanmakehimseethat。"
"She’llhelpmeto——she’stoseehim,ofcourse,beforeshegoes。Shestartsimmediately,bytheway,withAdelaidePainter,whoismotoringovertoFrancheuiltocatchtheoneo’clockexpress——andwho,ofcourse,knowsnothingofallthis,andissimplytobetoldthatSophyhasbeensentforbytheFarlows。"
Darrowmutelysignedhiscomprehension,andshewenton:
"OwenisparticularlyanxiousthatneitherAdelaidenorhisgrandmothershouldhavetheleastinklingofwhat’shappened。TheneedofshieldingSophywillhelphimtocontrolhimself。He’scomingtohissenses,poorboy;he’sashamedofhiswildtalkalready。Heaskedmetotellyouso;nodoubthe’lltellyousohimself。"
Darrowmadeamovementofprotest。"Oh,astothat——thething’snotworthanotherword。"
"Oranotherthought,either?"Shebrightened。"Promisemeyouwon’teventhinkofit——promisemeyouwon’tbehardonhim!"
Hewasfindingiteasiertosmilebackather。"WhyshouldyouthinkitnecessarytoaskmyindulgenceforOwen?"
Shehesitatedamoment,hereyeswanderingfromhim。Thentheycamebackwithasmile。"PerhapsbecauseIneeditformyself。"
"Foryourself?"
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