Inow,withtheaidofacoupleofducats,discoveredthewholeaffair,andlearneditwasagreed,betweenthePrussianresident,Reimer,andthelieutenant,thatthelattershouldenticemeintothesuburbofLangfuhr,wheretherewasaninnonthePrussianterritories。Hereeightrecruitingunder—officersweretowaitconcealed,andseizemethemomentIenteredthehouse,hurrymeintoacarriage,anddriveawayforLauenberginPomerania。Twounder—officersweretoescortme,onhorseback,asfarasthefrontiers,andtheremaindertoholdandpreventmefromcallingforhelp,solongasweshouldremainontheterritoriesofDantzic。
Ifartherlearnedmyenemieswereonlytobearmedwithsabres,andthattheyweretowaitbehindthedoor。Thetwoofficersonhorsebackweretosecuremyservant,andpreventhimfromridingoffandraisinganalarm。
Thesepreparationsmighteasilyhavebeenrenderedfruitless,bymyrefusingtoaccepttheproposalofthelieutenant,butvanitygavemeotheradvice,andresentmentmademedesirousofavengingmyselfforsuchdetestabletreachery。
LieutenantN—came,aboutnoon,todinewithmeasusual,wasmorepensiveandseriousthanIhadeverobservedhimbefore,andleftmeatfourintheafternoon,afterhavingmadeapromisetorideearlynextdaywithhimasfarasLangfuhr。Iobservedmyconsentgavehimgreatpleasure,andmyheartthenpronouncedsentenceonthetraitor。ThemomenthehadleftmeIwenttotheRussianresident,M。Scheerer,anhonestSwiss,relatedthewholeconspiracy,andaskedwhetherImightnottakesixofthemenundermycommandformyownpersonaldefence。Itoldhimmyplan,whichheatfirstopposed;butseeingmeobstinate,heansweredatlast,"Doasyouplease;Imustknownothingofthematter,norwillImakemyselfresponsible。"
Iimmediatelyjoinedmysoldiers,selectedsixmen,andtookthem,whileitwasdark,oppositethePrussianinn,hidtheminthecorn,withanordertoruntomyhelpwiththeirfirelocksloadedthefirstdischargetheyshouldhear,toseizeallwhoshouldfallintotheirpower,andonlytofireincaseofresistance。Iprovidedthemwithfire—arms,byconcealingtheminthecarriagewhichbroughtthemtotheirhiding—place。
Notwithstandingalltheseprecautions,Istillthoughtitnecessarytopreventsurprise,byinformingmyselfwhatweretheproceedingsofmyenemies,lestmyintelligenceshouldhavebeenfalse;andI
learnedfrommyspiesthat,atfourinthemorning,thePrussianresident,Reimer,hadleftthecitywithposthorses。
Iloadedmineandmyservant’shorseandpocketpistols,preparedmyTurkishsabre,and,ingratitudetothelieutenant’sman,promisedtotakehimintomyservice,beingconvincedofhishonesty。
Thelieutenantcheerfullyenteredaboutsixinthemorning,expatiatedonthefinenessoftheweather,andjocoselytoldmeI
shouldbeverykindlyreceivedbythehandsomelandladyofLangfuhr。
Iwassoonready;wemounted,andleftthetown,attendedbyourservants。Somethreehundredpacesfromtheinn,myworthyfriendproposedthatweshouldalightandletourservantsleadthehorses,thatwemightenjoythebeautyofthemorning。Iconsented,andhavingdismounted,observedhistreacherouseyessparklewithpleasure。
Theresident,Reimer,wasatthewindowoftheinn,andcalledout,assoonashesawme,"Good—morrow,captain,good—morrow;come,comein,yourbreakfastiswaiting。"I,sneering,smiled,andtoldhimI
hadnottimeatpresent。Sosaying,Icontinuedmywalk,butmycompanionwouldabsolutelyforcemetoenter,tookmebythearm,andpartlystruggledwithme,onwhich,losingallpatience,Igavehimablowwhichalmostknockedhimdown,andrantomyhorsesasifImeanttofly。
ThePrussiansinstantlyrushedfrombehindtheirdoor,withclamour,toattackme。Ifiredatthefirst;myRussianssprangfromtheirhiding—place,presentedtheirpieces,andcalled,Stuy,stuy,yebionnamat。
TheterrorofthepoorPrussiansmaywellbesupposed。Allbegantorun。Ihadtakencaretomakesureofmylieutenant,andwasnextrunningtoseizetheresident,buthehadescapedoutofthebackdoor,withthelossonlyofhiswhiteperiwig。TheRussianshadtakenfourprisoners,andIcommandedthemtobestowfiftystrokesuponeachofthemintheopenstreet。Anensign,namedCasseburg,havingtoldmehisname,andthathehadbeenmybrother’sschoolfellow,beggedremission,andexcusedhimselfonthenecessitywhichhewasundertoobeyhissuperiors。Iadmittedhisexcusesandsufferedhimtogo。Ithendrewmyswordandbadethelieutenantdefendhimself;buthewassoconfused,that,afterdrawinghissword,heaskedmypardon,laidthewholeblameupontheresident,andhadnotthepowertoputhimselfonhisguard。I
twicejerkedhisswordoutofhishand,and,atlast,takingtheRussiancorporal’scane,Iexhaustedmystrengthwithbeatinghim,withouthisofferingtheleastresistance。Suchisthemeannessofdetectedtreachery。Ilefthimkneeling,sayingtohim,"Go,rascal,now,andtellyourcomradesthemannerinwhichTrenckpunishesrobbersonthehighway。"
Thepeoplehadassembledroundusduringtheaction,towhomI
relatedtheaffair,andtheattackhavinghappenedontheterritoriesofDantzic,thePrussianswereindangerofbeingstonedbythepopulace。IandmyRussiansmarchedoffvictorious,proceededtotheharbour,embarked,andthreeorfourdaysafter,setsailforRiga。
Itisremarkablethatnoneofthepublicpaperstookanynoticeofthisaffair;nosatisfactionwasrequired。ThePrussians,nodoubt,wereashamedofbeingdefeatedinanattemptsoperfidious。
IsincehavelearntthatFrederic,nodoubtbythefalserepresentationsofReimer,washighlyirritated,andwhatafterwardshappenedproveshisangerpursuedmethrougheverycorneroftheearth,tillatlastIfellintohispoweratDantzic,andsufferedamartyrdommostunmeritedandunexampled。
ThePrussianenvoy,Goltz,indeed,madecomplaintstoCountBestuchef,concerningthisDantzicskirmish,butreceivednosatisfaction。MyconductwasjustifiedinRussia,Ihavingdefendedmyselfagainstassassins,asaRussiancaptainought。
Somedispassionatereadersmayblamemefornothavingavoidedthisrencontre,anddemandedpersonalsatisfactionofLieutenantN—。
ButIhavethroughliferathersoughtthanavoideddanger。Myvanityandrevengewerebothroused。IwaseverywherepersecutedbythePrussians,andIwasthereforedeterminedtoshowthat,farfromfearing,Iwasabletodefendmyself。
Ihiredtheservantofthelieutenant,whomIfoundhonestandfaithful,andwhomIcomfortablysettledinmarriage,atVienna,in1753。Aftermytenyears’imprisonment,Ifoundhimpoor,andagaintookhimintomyservice,inwhichhedied,atZwerbach,in1779。
CHAPTERX。
Andnowbeholdmeatsea,onmyvoyagetoRiga。IhadeatenheartilybeforeIwentonboard;astormcameon;Iworkedhalfthenight,toaidthecrew,butatlengthbecamesea—sick,andwenttoliedown。ScarcelyhadIclosedmyeyesbeforethemastercamewiththejoyfultidings,ashethought,thatwewererunningfortheportofPillau。Farfrompleasing,this,tome,wasdreadfulintelligence。Iranondeck,sawtheharbourrightbeforeme,andapilotcomingoff。Theseamustnowbeeitherkeptinastorm,orI
fallintothehandsofthePrussians;forIwasknowntothewholegarrisonofPillau。
Idesiredthecaptaintotackaboutandkeepthesea,buthewouldnotlistentome。Perceivingthis,Iflewtomycabin,snatchedmypistols,returned,seizedthehelm,andthreatenedthecaptainwithinstantdeathifhedidnotobey。MyRussiansbegantomurmur;theywereaversetoencounteringthedangersofthestorm,butluckilytheywerestillmoreaversetomeetmyanger,overawed,astheywere,bymypistols,andmytwoservants,whostoodbymefaithfully。
Halfanhourafter,thestormbegantosubside,andwefortunatelyarrivedthenextdayintheharbourofRiga。Thecaptain,however,couldnotbeappeased,butaccusedmebeforetheoldandhonourableMarshalLacy,thengovernorofRiga。Iwasobligedtoappear,andreplytothechargebyrelatingthetruth。Thegovernoranswered,myobstinacymighthaveoccasionedthedeathofahundredandsixtypersons;I,smiling,retorted,"Ihavebroughtthemallsafetoport,pleaseyourExcellency;and,formypart,myfatewouldhavebeenmuchmoremercifulbyfallingintothehandsofmyGodthanintothehandsofmyenemies。MydangerwassogreatthatIforgotthedangerofothers;besides,sir,Iknewmycomradesweresoldiers,andfeareddeathaslittleasIdo。"Myanswerpleasedthefinegrey—headedgeneral,andhegavemearecommendationtothechancellorBestuchefatMoscow。
GeneralLieuwenhadmarchedfromMoravia,forRussia,withthearmy,andwasthenatRiga。Iwenttopayhimmyrespects;hekindlyreceivedme,andtookmetooneofhisseats,namedAnnaburg,fourmilesfromRiga。HereIremainedsomedays,andhegavemeeveryrecommendationtoMoscow,wherethecourtthenwas。ItwasintendedIshouldendeavourtoobtainacompanyintheregimentofcuirassiers,thecaptainsofwhichthenrankedasmajors,andheadvisedmetothrowupmycommissionintheSiberianregimentofTobolskidragoons。Peacebetothenamesandthememoryofthisworthyman!MayGodrewardthisbenevolence!FromRigaIdeparted,incompanywithM。Oettinger,lieutenant—colonelofengineers,andLieutenantWeismann,forMoscow。ThisisthesameWeismannwhorenderedsomanyimportantservicestoRussia,duringthelastwarwiththeTurks。
Onmyarrival,afterdeliveringinmylettersofrecommendation,I
wasparticularlywellreceivedbyCountBestuchef。Oettinger,whosefriendshipIhadgained,wasexceedinglyintimatewiththechancellor,andmyinterestwastherebypromoted。
IhadnotbeenlongatMoscowbeforeImetCountHamilton,myformerfriendduringmyabodeatVienna。Hewasacaptainofcavalry,intheregimentofGeneralBernes,whohadbeensentasimperialambassadortoRussia。
BerneshadbeenambassadoratBerlinin1743,wherehehadconsequentlyknownmeduringtheheightofmyfavouratthecourtofFrederic。Hamiltonpresentedmetohim,andIhadthegoodfortunesofartogainhisfriendship,that,afterafewvisits,heendeavouredtodetachmefromtheRussianservice,offeringmethestrongestrecommendationstoVienna,andacompanyinhisownregiment。Mycousin’smisfortunes,however,hadlefttoodeepanimpressiononmymindtofollowhisadvice。TheIndieswouldthenhavebeenpreferredbymetoAustria。
Bernesinvitedmetodinewithhimincompanywithhisbosomfriend,LordHyndford,theEnglishambassador。HowgreatwasthepleasureI
thatdayreceived!ThiseminentstatesmanhadknownmeatBerlin,andwaspresentwhenFrederichadhonouredmewithsaying,C’estunmatadordemajeunesse。Hewaswellreadinmen,conceivedagoodopinionofmyabilities,andbecameafriendandfathertome。Heseatedmebyhissideattable,andaskedme,"Whycameyouhere,Trenck?""Insearchofbreadandhonour,mylord,"answeredI,"havingunmeritedlylostthembothinmyowncountry。"Hefurtherinquiredthestateofmyfinances;Itoldhimmywholestoremightbesomethirtyducats。
"Takemycounsel,"saidhe;"youhavethenecessaryqualificationstosucceedinRussia,butthepeopleheredespisepoverty,judgefromtheexterioronly,anddonotincludeservicesortalentsintheestimate;youmusthavetheappearanceofbeingwealthy。IandBerneswillintroduceyouintothebestfamilies,andwillsupplyyouwiththenecessarymeansofsupport。Splendidliveries,ledhorses,diamondrings,deepplay,aboldfront,undauntedfreedomwithstatesmen,andgallantryamongtheladies,arethemeansbywhichforeignersmustmaketheirwayinthiscountry。Availyourselfofthem,andleavetheresttous。"Thislessonlastedsometime。Bernesenteredintheinterim,andtheydeterminedmutuallytocontributetowardsmypromotion。
Fewoftheyoungmenwhoseektheirfortuneinforeigncountriesmeetincidentssofavourable。Fortuneforamomentseemedwillingtorecompensemypastsufferings,andagaintoraisemetotheheightfromwhichIhadfallen。Theseambassadors,hereagainbyaccidentmet,hadbeforebeenwitnessesofmyprosperitywhenatBerlin。ThetalentsIpossessed,andthefavourIthenenjoyed,attractedthenoticeofallforeignministers。Theywerebosomfriends,equallywellreadinthehumanheart,andequallybenevolentandnoble—minded;theirrecommendationatcourtwasdecisive;thenationstheyrepresentedwereinalliancewithRussia,andtheconfidenceBestuchefplacedinthemwasunbounded。
Iwasnowintroducedintoallcompanies,notasaforeignerwhocametoentreatemployment,butastheheirofthehouseofTrenck,anditsrichHungarianpossessions,andastheformerfavouriteofthePrussianmonarch。
Iwasalsoadmittedtothesocietyofthefirstliterati,andwroteapoemontheanniversaryofthecoronationoftheEmpressElizabeth。Hyndfordtookcaresheshouldseeit,and,inconjunctionwiththechancellor,presentedmetothesovereign。Myreceptionwasmostgracious。Sheherselfrecommendedmetothechancellor,andpresentedmewithagold—hiltedsword,worthathousandroubles。ThisraisedmehighlyintheesteemofallthehousesoftheBestuchefparty。
MannerswereatthattimesorudeinRussia,thateveryforeignerwhogaveadinner,oraball,mustsendnoticetothechancellorBestuchef,thathemightreturnalistoftheguestsallowedtobeinvited。Factiongovernedeverything;andwhereverBestuchefwas,nofriendofWoranzowdurstappear。IwastheintimateoftheAustrianandEnglishambassadors;consequently,wascaressedandesteemedinallcompanies。Isoonbecamethefavouriteofthechancellor’slady,asIshallhereafternotice;andnothingmorewaswantingtoobtainallIcouldwish。
Iwaswellacquaintedwitharchitecturaldesign,hadfreeaccesstothehouseandcabinetofthechancellor,whereIdrewincompanywithColonelOettinger,whowasthentheheadarchitectofRussia,andmadetheperspectiveviewofthenewpalace,whichthechancellorintendedtobuildatMoscow,bywhichIacquireduniversalhonour。Ihadgainedmoreacquaintancein,andknowledgeof,Russiainonemonth,thanothers,wantingmymeans,havedoneintwelve。
AsIwasonedayrelatingmyprogresstoLordHyndford,he,likeafriend,growngreyincourts,kindlytookthetroubletoadviseme。
FromhimIobtainedaperfectknowledgeofRussia;hewasacquaintedwithalltheintriguesofEuropeancourts,theirfamilies,partycabals,thefoiblesofthemonarchs,theprinciplesoftheirgovernment,theplotsofthegreatPeter,andhadalsomadethepeaceofBreslau。Thus,havingbeentheconfidentialfriendofFrederic,hewasintimatelyacquaintedwithhisheart,aswellasthesourcesofhispower。Hyndfordwaspenetrating,noble—minded,hadthegreatnessoftheBriton,withouthishaughtiness;andtheprinciples,bywhichhecombinedthepast,thepresent,andthefuture,weresoclear,thatI,hisscholar,byadheringtothem,havebeenenabledtoforetellallthemostremarkablerevolutionsthathavehappened,duringthespaceofsix—and—thirtyyears,inEurope。BytheseIknew,whenanyministerwasdisgraced,whoshouldbehissuccessor。Idailypassedsomehoursimprovingbyhiskindconversation;andtohimIamindebtedformostofthatknowledgeoftheworldIhappentopossess。
Hetookvariousopportunitiesofcautioningmeagainsttheeffectsofanardent,sanguinetemper;andmyhatredofarbitrarypowerwarnedmetobewareofthedeterminedpersecutionofFrederic,ofhisirreconcilableanger,hisintriguesandinfluenceinthevariouscourtsofEurope,whichhewouldcertainlyexerttopreventmypromotion,lestIshouldimpedehisownprojects,andlamentedmyfuturesufferings,whichheplainlyforesaw。"Despots,"saidhe,"alwaysaresuspicious,andabhorthosewhohaveaconsciousnessoftheirownworth,oftherightsofmankind,andholdthelashindetestation。Theenlightenedarebythemcalledtherestlessspirits,turbulentanddangerous;andvirtuethere,wherevirtueisunnecessaryforthehumblingandtramplinguponthesufferingsubject,isaccountedacrime,ofallothersthemosttobedreaded。"
Hyndfordtaughtmetoknow,andhighlytovaluefreedom:todespisetyrants,toenduretheworstofmiseries,toemulatetruegreatnessofmind,todespisedanger,andtohonouronlythosewhoseelevationofsoulhadtaughtthemequallytoopposebigotryanddespotism。
Berneswasaphilosopher;butwiththepenetrationofanItalian,morecautiousthanHyndford,yetequallyhonestandworthy。Hisfriendshipformewasunbounded,andthetimepassedintheircompanywasesteemedbymemostprecious。Theliberalityofmysentiments,thirstafterknowledgeandscientificacquirementsgainedtheirfavour;ourtopicsofconversationwereinexhaustible,andIacquiredmorerealinformationatMoscowthanatBerlin,underthetuitionofLaMetri,Maupertuis,andVoltaire。
CHAPTERXI。
ScarcelyhadIbeensixweeksinthiscitybeforeIhadanadventurewhichIshallhererelate;for,myselfexcepted,allthepersonsconcernedinitarenowdead。Intriguesproperlybelongtonovels。
Thisbookisintendedforamoreseriouspurpose,andtheyarethereforehereusuallysuppressed。ItcannotbesupposedIwasawoman—hater。MostofthegoodorbadfortuneIexperiencedoriginatedinlove。Iwasnotbynatureinconstant,andwasincapableofdeceiteveninamours。IntheveryardourofyouthI
alwaysshunnedmeresensualpleasures。Ilovedformoreexaltedreasons,andforsuchsoughttobebelovedagain。Loveandfriendshipwerewithmealwaysunited;andtheseIwascapableofinciting,maintaining,anddeserving。Themostdifficultofaccess,thenoblest,andthefairest,wereevermychoice:andmyvenerationforthesealwaysdeterredmefromgrossergratifications。
BywomanIwasformed;bythefaithofwomansupportedundermisfortunes;inthecompanyofwomanenjoyedthefewhoursofdelightmylifeofsorrowshasexperienced。Woman,beautifulandwellinstructed,evennow,lightenstheburdenofage,theworld’stediousnessanditswoes;and,whentheseareended,Iwouldratherwishmineeyesmightbeclosedbyfairandvirginhands,than,whenexpiring,fixedonahypocriticalpriest。
Myadventureswithwomenwouldamplyfurnisharomance:butenoughofthis,Ishouldnotrelatethepresent,wereitnotnecessarytomystory。
DiningonepublicdaywithLordHyndford,IwasseatedbesideacharmingyoungladyofoneofthebestfamiliesinRussia,whohadbeenpromisedinmarriage,thoughonlyseventeen,toanoldinvalidminister。Hereyessoontoldmeshethoughtmepreferabletoherintendedbridegroom。Iunderstoodthem,lamentedherhardfate,andwassurprisedtohearherexclaim,"Oh,heavens!thatitwerepossibleyoucoulddelivermefrommymisfortune:Iwouldengagetodowhateveryouwoulddirect。"
Theimpressionsuchanappealmustmakeonamanoffourandtwenty,ofatemperamentlikemine,mayeasilybesupposed。Theladywasravishinglybeautiful;hersoulwascandouritself,andherrankthatofaprincess;butthecourtcommandshadalreadybeengiveninfavourofthemarriage;andflight,withallitsinseparabledangers,wastheonlyexpedient。Apublictablewasnoplaceforlongexplanations。Ourheartswerealreadyone。Irequestedaninterview,andthenextdaywasappointed,theplacetheTrotzergarden,whereIpassedthreerapturoushoursinhercompany:thankstoherwoman,whowasaGeorgian。
Toescape,however,fromMoscow,wasimpossible。Thedistancethencetoanyforeigncountrywastoogreat。ThecourtwasnottoremovetoPetersburgtillthenextspring,andhermarriagewasfixedforthefirstofAugust。Themisfortunewasnottoberemedied,andnothingwasleftusbutpatienceperforce。WecouldonlyresolvetoflyfromPetersburgwhenthere,thesoonestpossible,andtotakerefugeinsomecorneroftheearth,wherewemightremainunknownofall。Themarriage,therefore,wascelebratedwithpomp,thoughI,indespiteofforms,wasthetruehusbandoftheprincess。Suchwasthestateofthehusbandimposeduponher,thattodescribeit,andnotgivedisgust,wereimpossible。
Theprincessgavemeherjewels,andseveralthousandroubles,whichshehadreceivedasanuptialpresent,thatImightpurchaseeverythingnecessaryforflight;myevildestiny,however,hadotherwisedetermined。Iwasplayingatombrewithher,onenight,atthehouseoftheCountessofBestuchef,whenshecomplainedofaviolentheadache,appointedmetomeetheronthemorrow,intheTrotzergardens,claspedmyhandwithinexpressibleemotion,anddeparted。
Alas!Ineverbeheldhermore,tillstretcheduponthebier!
Shegrewdeliriousthatverynight,andsocontinuedtillherdeath,whichhappenedonthesixthday,whenthesmall—poxbegantoappear。
Duringherdeliriumshediscoveredourlove,andincessantlycalledonmetodeliverherfromhertyrant。Thus,intheflowerofherage,perishedoneofthemostlovelywomenIeverknew,andwithherfledallIheldmostdear。
Allmyplanswerenowtobenewlyarranged。LordHyndfordalonewasinthesecret,forIhidnosecretsfromhim:hestrengthenedmeinmyfirstresolution,andownedthathehimself,forsuchamistress,mightperhapshavebeenweakenoughtohaveactedasIhaddone。
Almostasmuchmovedasmyself,hesympathisedwithmeasafriend,andhisadvicedeterredmefromendingmymiseries,anddescendingwithher,whomIhavelovedandlost,tothegrave。ThiswastheseveresttrialIhadeverfelt。Ouraffectionwasunbounded,andsuchonlyasnobleheartscanfeel。Shebeinggone,thewholeworldbecameadesert。Thereisnotamanonearth,whoselifeaffordsmorevariousturnsoffatethanmine。Swiftlyraisedtothehighestpinnacleofhope,assuddenlywasIcastheadlongdown,andsoremarkableweretheserevolutionsthathewhohasreadmyhistorywillatlastfinditdifficulttosaywhetherheenviesorpitiesmemost。Andyetthesewere,inreality,butpreparatorytotheevilsthathoveredovermydevotedhead。Hadnottheremembranceofpastjoyssoothedandsupportedmeundermysufferings,Icertainlyshouldnothaveenduredthetenyears’tortureoftheMagdeburgdungeon,withafortitudethatmighthavebeenworthyevenofSocrates。
Enoughofthis。MybloodagaincoursesswifterthroughmyveinsasIwrite!Rest,gentlemaiden,nobleandlovelyasthouwert!FortheeoughtHeaventohaveunitedaformsofair,animatedasitwas,byasoulsopure,toever—bloomingyouthandimmortality。
Myloveforthisladybecamewell—knowninMoscow;yethercorpulentovergrownhusbandhadnotunderstandingenoughtosupposetherewasanymeaninginherrhapsodiesduringherdelirium。
Hergiftstomeamountedinvaluetoaboutseventhousandducats。
LordHyndfordandCountBernesbothadjudgedthemlegallymine,andwellamIassuredherhearthadbequeathedmemuchmore。
Tothiseventsucceededanother,bywhichmyfortunewasgreatlyinfluenced。TheCountessofBestuchefwasthenthemostamiableandwittywomanatCourt。Herhusband,cunning,selfish,andshallow,hadthenameofminister,whileshe,inreality,governedwithagenius,atoncedaringandcomprehensive。ThetoopliantElizabethcarelesslyleftthemostimportantthingstothedirectionofothers。ThustheCountesswasthefirstpersonoftheEmpire,andonwhomtheattentionoftheforeignministerswasfixed。