Insteadofdirectlyreplying,heseizedmyarmandledmetothetable。"Takeupthatpaper,"hesaid。"Thereiswritingonit。
Read——andletHerjudgebetweenus。Yourlifedependsonhowyouanswerme。"
Wasthereaweaponconcealedintheroom?orhadhegotitinthepocketofhisdressing—gown?Ilistenedforthesoundofthedoctor’sreturningfootstepsinthepassageoutside,andheardnothing。Mylifehadoncedepended,yearssince,onmysuccessinheadingthearrestofanescapedprisoner。Iwasnotconscious,then,offeelingmyenergiesweakenedbyfear。But_that_manwasnotmad;andIwasyounger,inthosedays,byagoodtwentyyearsormore。Atmylatertimeoflife,IcouldshowmyoldfriendthatIwasnotafraidofhim——butIwasconsciousofaneffortindoingit。
Iopenedthepaper。"AmItoreadthistomyself?"Iasked。"OramItoreaditaloud?"
"Readitaloud!"
Intheseterms,hisdaughteraddressedhim:
"Ihavebeensounfortunate,dearestfather,astodispleaseyou,andIdarenothopethatyouwillconsenttoreceiveme。Whatitismypainfuldutytotellyou,mustbetoldinwriting。
"GrievedasIamtodistressyou,inyourpresentstateofhealth,Imustnothesitatetorevealwhatithasbeenmymisfortune——Imayevensaymymisery,whenIthinkofmymother——todiscover。
"Butletmemakesure,insuchaseriousmatterasthisis,thatIamnotmistaken。
"Inthosehappypastdays,whenIwasstilldeartomyfather,yousaidyouthoughtofwritingtoinviteadearly—valuedfriendtopayavisittothishouse。Youhadfirstknownhim,asI
understood,whenmymotherwasstillliving。Manyinterestingthingsyoutoldmeaboutthisoldfriend,butyounevermentionedthatheknew,orthathehadevenseen,mymother。Iwaslefttosupposethatthosetwohadremainedstrangerstoeachothertothedayofherdeath。
"Ifthereisanymisinterpretationhereofwhatyousaid,orperhapsofwhatyoumeanttosay,praydestroywhatIhavewrittenwithoutturningtothenextpage;andforgivemeforhavinginnocentlystartledyoubyafalsealarm。"
Mr。Gracedieuinterruptedme。
"Putitdown!"hecried;"Iwon’twaittillyouhavegottotheend——Ishallquestionyounow。Givemethepaper;itwillhelpmetokeepthismysteryofiniquityclearinmyownmind。"
Igavehimthepaper。
Hehesitated——andlookedattheportraitoncemore。"Turnherawayfromme,"hesaid;"Ican’tfacemywife。"
Iplacedthepicturewithitsbacktohim。
Heconsultedthepaper,readingitwithbutlittleoftheconfusionandhesitationwhichmyexperienceofhimhadinducedmetoanticipate。Hadthemadexcitementthatpossessedhimexercisedaninfluenceinclearinghismind,resemblinginsomedegreetheinfluenceexercisedbyastorminclearingtheair?
Whatevertherightexplanationmaybe,IcanonlyreportwhatI
saw。Icouldhardlyhavemasteredwhathisdaughterhadwrittenmorereadily,ifIhadbeenreadingitmyself。
"Helenatellsme,"hebegan,"thatyousaidyouknewherbyherlikenesstohermother。Isthattrue?"
"Quitetrue。"
"Andyoumadeanexcuseforleavingher——see!hereitis,writtendown。Youmadeanexcuse,andleftherwhensheaskedforanexplanation。"
"Idid。"
Heconsultedthepaperagain。
"Mydaughtersays——No!Iwon’tbehurriedandIwon’tbeinterrupted——shesaysyouwereconfused。Isthatso?"
"Itisso。Letyourquestionswaitforamoment。IwishtotellyouwhyIwasconfused。"
"Haven’tIsaidIwon’tbeinterrupted?Doyouthinkyoucanshake_my_resolution?"Hereferredtothepaperagain。"Ihavelosttheplace。It’syourfault——finditforme。"
TheevidencewhichwasintendedtoconvictmewastheevidencewhichIwasexpectedtofind!Ipointeditouttohim。
Hisnaturalcourtesyasserteditselfinspiteofhisanger。Hesaid"Thankyou,"andquestionedmethemomentafterasfiercelyasever。"Gobacktothetime,sir,whenwemetinyourroomsattheprison。Didyouknowmywifethen?"
"Certainlynot。"
"Didyouandsheseeeachother——ha!I’vegotitnow——didyouseeeachotherafterIhadleftthetown?Noprevarication!YouowntotellingHelenathatyouknewherbyherlikenesstohermother。Youmusthaveseenhermother。Where?"
Imadeanotherefforttodefendmyself。Heagainrefusedfuriouslytohearme。Itwasuselesstopersist。Whateverthedangerthatthreatenedmemightbe,thesooneritshoweditselftheeasierIshouldfeel。ItoldhimthatMrs。Gracedieuhadcalledonme,afterheandhiswifehadleftthetown。
"Doyoumeantotellme,"hecried,"thatShecametoYou?"
"Ido。"
Afterthatanswer,henolongerrequiredthepapertohelphim。
Hethrewitfromhimonthefloor。
"Andyoureceivedher,"hesaid,"withoutinquiringwhetherI
knewofhervisitornot?Guiltydeceptiononyourpart——guiltydeceptiononherpart。Oh,thehideouswickednessofit!"
WhenhismadsuspicionthatIhadbeenhiswife’sloverbetrayeditselfinthisway,Imadealastattempt,inthefaceofmyownconvictionthatitwashopeless,toplacemyconductandhiswife’sconductbeforehiminthetruelight。
"Mrs。Gracedieu’sobjectwastoconsultme——"BeforeIcouldsaythenextwords,Isawhimputhishandintothepocketofhisdressing—gown。
"Aninnocentman,"hesternlydeclared,"wouldhavetoldmethatmywifehadbeentoseehim——youkeptitasecret。Aninnocentwomanwouldhavegivenmeareasonforwishingtogotoyou——shekeptitasecret,whensheleftmyhouse;shekeptitasecretwhenshecameback。"
"Mr。Gracedieu,Iinsistonbeingheard!Yourwife’smotive——"
Hedrewfromhispocketthethingthathehadhiddenfromme。
Thistime,therewasnoconcealment;heletmeseethathewasopeningarazor。Itwasnotimeforassertingmyinnocence;Ihadtothinkofpreservingmylife。Whenamaniswithoutfirearms,whatdefensecanavailagainstarazorinthehandsofamadman?
Achairwasatmyside;itofferedtheonepoormeansofguardingmyselfthatIcouldsee。Ilaidmyhandonit,andkeptmyeyeonhim。
Hepaused,lookingbackwardandforwardbetweenthepictureandme。
"WhichofthemshallIkillfirst?"hesaidtohimself。"Themanwhowasmytrustedfriend?OrthewomanwhomIbelievedtobeanangelonearth?"Hestoppedoncemore,inastateoffierceself—concentration,debatingwhatheshoulddo。"Thewoman,"hedecided。"Wretch!Fiend!Harlot!HowIlovedher!!!"
Withayelloffury,hepouncedonthepicture——rippedthecanvasoutoftheframe——andcutitmalignantlyintofragments。Astheydroppedfromtherazoronthefloor,hestampedonthem,andgroundthemunderhisfoot。"Go,wifeofmybosom,"hecried,withadreadfulmockeryofvoiceandlook——"go,andburneverlastinglyintheplaceoftorment!"Hiseyesglaredatme。
"Yourturnnow,"hesaid——andrushedatmewithhisweaponreadyinhishand。Ihurledthechairathisrightarm。Therazordroppedonthefloor。Icaughthimbythewrist。Likeawildanimalhetriedtobiteme。Withmyfreehand——ifIhadknownhowtodefendmyselfinanyotherway,Iwouldhavetakenthatway——withmyfreehandIseizedhimbythethroat;forcedhimback;andheldhimagainstthewall。Mygrasponhisthroatkepthimquiet。Butthedreadofseriouslyinjuringhimsocompletelyovercameme,thatIforgotIwasaprisonerintheroom,andwasonthepointofalarmingthehouseholdbyacryforhelp。
Iwasstillstrugglingtopreservemyself—control,whenthesoundoffootstepsbrokethesilenceoutside。Iheardthekeyturninthelock,andsawthedoctorattheopendoor。
CHAPTERXLVI。
THECUMBERSOMELADIES。
ICANNOTprevailuponmyselftodwellatanylengthontheeventsthatfollowed。
Wesecuredmyunhappyfriend,andcarriedhimtohisbed。Itwasnecessarytohavemeninattendancewhocouldperformthedutyofwatchinghim。Thedoctorsentforthem,whileIwentdownstairstomakethebestIcouldofthemiserablenewswhichitwasimpossibleentirelytoconceal。
AllthatIcoulddotospareMissJillgall,Idid。Iwasobligedtoacknowledgethattherehadbeenanoutbreakofviolence,andthattheportraitoftheMinister’swifehadbeendestroyedbytheMinisterhimself。OfHelena’srevengeonmeIsaidnothing。
Ithadledtoconsequenceswhichevenhermercilessmalicecouldnothavecontemplated。Therewerenoobstaclesinthewayofkeepingsecrettheattemptonmylife。ButIwascompelledtoownthatMr。Gracedieuhadtakenadisliketome,whichrendereditnecessarythatmyvisitshouldbebroughttoanend。IhastenedtoaddthatIshouldgotothehotel,andshouldwaitthereuntilthenextday,inthehopeofhearingbetternews。
OfthemultitudeofquestionswithwhichpoorMissJillgalloverwhelmedme——ofthewildwordsofsorrowandalarmthatescapedher——ofthedesperatemannerinwhichsheheldbymyarm,andimploredmenottogoaway,whenImustseeformyselfthat"shewasapersonentirelydestituteofpresenceofmind"——I
shallsaynothing。Theundeservedsufferingthatisinflictedoninnocentpersonsbythesinsofothersdemandssilentsympathy;
and,tothatextentatleast,IcansaythatIhonestlyfeltformyquaintandpleasantlittlefriend。
Intheeveningthedoctorcalledonmeatthehotel。Themedicaltreatmentofhispatienthadsucceededincalmingthemaddenedbrainundertheinfluenceofsleep。Ifthenightpassedquietly,betternewsmightbehopedforinthemorning。
OnthenextdayIhadarrangedtodrivetothefarm,beingresolvednottodisappointEunice。ButIshrankfromtheprospectofhavingtodistressherasIhadalreadydistressedMissJillgall。Theonlyalternativeleftwastorepeatthesadstoryinwriting,subjecttotheconcealmentswhichIhadalreadyobserved。ThisIdid,andsenttheletterbymessenger,overnight,sothatEunicemightknowwhentoexpectme。
Themedicalreport,inthemorning,justifiedsomehope。Mr。
Gracedieuhadsleptwell,andtherehadbeennoreappearanceofinsaneviolenceonhiswaking。Butthedoctor’sopinionwasfarfromencouragingwhenwespokeofthefuture。HedidnotanticipatethecruelnecessityofplacingtheMinisterunderrestraint——unlesssomenewprovocationledtoanewoutbreak。Themisfortunetobefearedwasimbecility。
IwasjustleavingthehoteltokeepmyappointmentwithEunice,whenthewaiterannouncedthearrivalofayoungladywhowishedtospeakwithme。BeforeIcouldaskifshehadmentionedhername,theyoungladyherselfwalkedin——HelenaGracedieu。
Sheexplainedherobjectincallingonme,withtheexasperatingcomposurewhichwaspeculiarlyherown。Noparalleltoitoccurstomeinmyofficialexperienceofshamelesswomen。
"Idon’twishtospeakofwhathappenedyesterday,sofarasI
knowanythingaboutit,"shebegan。"Itisquiteenoughformethatyouhavebeenobligedtoleavethehouseandtotakerefugeinthishotel。Ihavecometosayawordaboutthefuture。Areyouhonoringmewithyourattention?"
Isignedtohertogoon。IfIhadansweredinwords,Ishouldhavetoldhertoleavetheroom。
"Atfirst,"sheresumed,"Ithoughtofwriting;butitoccurredtomethatyoumightkeepmyletter,andshowittoPhilip,bywayofloweringmeinhisgoodopinion,asyouhaveloweredmeinthegoodopinionofhisfather。Myobjectincominghereistogiveyouawordofwarning。IfyouattempttomakemischiefnextbetweenPhilipandmyself,Ishallhearofit——andyouknowwhattoexpect,whenyouhaveMeforanenemy。Itisnotworthwhiletosayanymore。Weunderstandeachother,Ihope?"
Shewasdeterminedtohaveareply——andshegotit。
"Notquiteyet,"Isaid。"Ihavebeenhitherto,asbecomesagentleman,alwaysmindfulofawoman’sclaimstoforbearance。Youwilldowellnottotemptmeintoforgettingthat_you_areawoman,byprolongingyourvisit。Now,MissHelenaGracedieu,weunderstandeachother。"Shemademealowcurtsey,andansweredinherfinesttoneofirony:"Ionlydesiretowishyouapleasantjourneyhome。"
Irangforthewaiter。"Showthisladyout,"Isaid。
Eventhisfailedtohavetheslightesteffectonher。Shesaunteredtothedoor,asperfectlyathereaseasiftheroomhadbeenhers——notmine。
Ihadthoughtofdrivingtothefarm。ShallIconfessit?MytemperwassocompletelyupsetthatactivemovementofsomekindofferedtheonemeansofreliefinwhichIcouldfindrefuge。Thefarmwasnotmorethanfivemilesdistant,andIhadbeenagoodwalkerallmylife。Aftermakingtheneedfulinquiries,IsetforthtovisitEuniceonfoot。
Mywaythroughthetownledmepastthe,Minister’shouse。Ihadleftthedoorsomefiftyyardsbehindme,whenIsawtwoladiesapproaching。Theywerewalking,inthefriendliestmanner,arminarm。Astheycamenearer,IdiscoveredMissJillgall。Hercompanionwasthemiddle—agedladywhohaddeclinedtogivehername,whenwemetaccidentallyatMr。Gracedieu’sdoor。
Hystericallyimpulsive,MissJillgallseizedbothmyhands,andoverwhelmedmewithentreatiesthatIwouldgobackwithhertothehouse。Ilistenedratherabsently。Themiddle—agedladyhappenedtobenearertomenowthanoneitheroftheformeroccasionsonwhichIhadseenher。Therewassomethingintheexpressionofhereyeswhichseemedtobefamiliartome。ButtheeffortofmymemorywasnothelpedbywhatIobservedintheotherpartsofherface。Theiron—grayhair,thebaggylowereyelids,thefatcheeks,thecoarsecomplexion,andthedoublechin,werefeatures,andverydisagreeablefeatures,too,whichI
hadneverseenatanyformertime。
"Dopraycomebackwithus,"MissJillgallpleaded。"Wewerejusttalkingofyou。Iandmyfriend——"Thereshestopped,evidentlyonthepointofblurtingoutthenamewhichshehadbeenforbiddentoutterinmyhearing。
Theladysmiled;herprovokinglyfamiliareyesrestedonmewithahumorousenjoymentofthescene。
"Mydear,"shesaidtoMissJillgall,"cautionceasestobeavirtuewhenitceasestobeofanyuse。TheGovernorisbeginningtorememberme,andtheinevitablerecognition——with_his_
quicknessofperception——islikelytobeamatterofminutesnow。"Sheturnedtome。"Inmorewaysthanone,sir,womenarehardlyusedbyNature。Astheyadvanceinyearstheylosemoreinpersonalappearancethanthemendo。Youarewhite—haired,and(prayexcuseme)youaretoofat;and(allowmetotakeanotherliberty)youstoopattheshoulders——butyouhavenotentirelylostyourgoodlooks。_I_amnolongerrecognizable。Allowmetopromptyou,astheysayonthestage。IamMrs。Tenbruggen。"
Asamanoftheworld,Ioughttohavebeencapableofconcealingmyastonishmentanddismay。Shestruckmedumb。
Mrs。Tenbruggeninthetown!TheonewomanwhoseappearanceMr。
Gracedieuhaddreaded,andjustlydreaded,stoodbeforeme——free,asafriendofhiskinswoman,toenterhishouse,attheverytimewhenhewasahelplessman,guardedbywatchersathisbedside。Myfirstclearideawastogetawayfromboththewomen,andconsiderwhatwastobedonenext。Ibowed——andbeggedtobeexcused——andsaidIwasinahurry,allinabreath。
Hearingthis,thebestofgenialoldmaidswasunabletorestrainhercuriosity。"Whereareyougoing?"sheasked。
Tooconfusedtothinkofanexcuse,IsaidIwasgoingtothefarm。
"ToseemydearEuneece?"MissJillgallburstout。"Oh,wewillgowithyou!"Mrs。Tenbruggen’spolitenessaddedimmediately,"Withthegreatestpleasure。"
CHAPTERXLVII。
THEJOURNEYTOTHEFARM。
MYfirstungratefulimpulsewastogetridofthetwocumbersomeladieswhohadofferedtobemycompanions。Itwasneedlesstocalluponmyinventionforanexcuse;thetruth,asIgladlyperceived,wouldservemypurpose。IhadonlytotellthemthatI
hadarrangedtowalktothefarm。
Lean,wiry,andimpetuous,MissJillgallreceivedmyexcusewiththesincerestapprovalofit,asanewidea。"Nothingcouldbemoreagreeabletome,"shedeclared;"Ihavebeenawonderfulwalkerallmylife。"Sheturnedtoherfriend。"Wewillgowithhim,mydear,won’twe?"
Mrs。Tenbruggen’sreceptionofthisproposalinspiredmewithhope;sheaskedhowfaritwastothefarm。"Fivemiles!"sherepeated。"Andfivemilesbackagain,unlessthefarmerlendsusacart。MydearSelina,youmightaswellaskmetowalktotheNorthPole。Youhavegotridofoneofus,Mr。Governor,"sheadded,pleasantly;"andtheother,ifyouonlywalkfastenough,youwillleavebehindyouontheroad。IfIbelievedinluck——whichIdon’t——Ishouldcallyouafortunateman。"
ButcompanionableSelinawouldnothearofaseparation。Sheasked,inhermostirresistiblemanner,ifIobjectedtodrivinginsteadofwalking。Herheart’sdearestwish,shesaid,wastomakeherbosomfriendandmyselfbetteracquaintedwitheachother。Toconclude,sheremindedmethattherewasacab—standinthenextstreet。
PerhapsImighthavebeeninfluencedbymydistrustofMrs。
Tenbruggen,orperhapsbymyanxietytoprotectEunice。ItstruckmethatImightwarnthedefenselessgirltobeonherguardwithMrs。Tenbruggentobetterpurpose,ifEunicewasinapositiontorecognizeherinanyfutureemergencythatmightoccur。Tomymind,thisdangerouswomanwasdoublyformidable——andforagoodreason;shewasthebosomfriendofthatinnocentandunwaryperson,MissJillgall。
SoIamiablyconsentedtoforegomywalk,yieldingtothesuperiorattractionofMrs。Tenbruggen’scompany。Onthatdaythesunshinewastemperedbyadelightfulbreeze。Ifwehadbeeninthebiggestandworst—governedcityonthecivilisedearth,weshouldhavefoundnopublicvehicle,opentotheair,whichcouldofferaccommodationtothreepeople。Beingonlyinacountrytown,wehadalightfour—wheeledchaiseatourdisposal,asamatterofcourse。
Nowisemanexpectstobemercifullytreated,whenheisshutintoacarriagewithamaturesinglelady,inflamedbycuriosity。
IwasnotunpreparedforMissJillgallwhenshealluded,forthesecondtime,tothesadeventswhichhadhappenedinthehouseonthepreviousday——andespeciallytothedestructionbyMr。
Gracedieuoftheportraitofhiswife。
"Whydidn’thedestroysomethingelse?"shepleaded,piteously。
"ItissuchadisappointmenttoMe。Ineverlikedthatpicturemyself。OfcourseIoughttohaveadmiredtheportraitofthewifeofmybenefactor。Butno——thatdisagreeablepaintedfacewastoomuchforme。Ishouldhavefeltinexpressiblyrelieved,ifI
couldhaveshownittoElizabeth,andheardhersaythatsheagreedwithme。"
"PerhapsIsawitwhenIcalledonyou,"Mrs。Tenbruggensuggested。"Wheredidthepicturehang?"
"Mydear!Ireceivedyouinthedining—room,andtheportraithunginMr。Gracedieu’sstudy。"
Whattheysaidtoeachothernextescapedmyattention。Quiteunconsciously,MissJillgallhadrevealedtomeadangerwhichneithertheMinisternorIhaddiscovered,thoughithadconspicuouslythreatenedusbothonthewallofthestudy。Theactofmaddestructionwhich,ifIhadpossessedthemeansofsafelyinterfering,Ishouldcertainlyhaveendeavoredtoprevent,nowassumedanewandstartlingaspect。IfMrs。
Tenbruggenreallyhadsomemotiveofherownforendeavoringtoidentifytheadoptedchild,thepreservationofthepicturemusthaveledherstraighttotheendinview。ThemostcasualopportunityofcomparingHelenawiththeportraitofMrs。
Gracedieuwouldhaverevealedthelikenessbetweenmotheranddaughter——and,thatresultattained,theidentificationofEunicewiththeinfantwhomthe"MissChance"ofthosedayshadbroughttotheprisonmustinevitablyhavefollowed。ItwasperhapsnaturalthatMr。Gracedieu’sinfatuateddevotiontothememoryofhiswifeshouldhaveblindedhimtothebetrayalofHelena’sparentage,whichmethiseyeseverytimeheenteredhisstudy。
ButthatIshouldhavebeentoostupidtodiscoverwhathehadfailedtosee,wasawounddealttomyself—esteemwhichIwasvainenoughtofeelacutely。
Mrs。Tenbruggen’svoice,cheeryandhumorous,brokeinonmyreflections,withanoddquestion:
"Mr。Governor,doyouevercondescendtoreadnovels?"
"It’snoteasytosay,Mrs。Tenbruggen,howgratefulIamtothewritersofnovels。"
"Ah!Ireadnovels,too。ButIblushtoconfess——doI
blush?——thatIneverthoughtoffeelinggratefultillyoumentionedit。SelinaandIdon’tcomplainofyourpreferringyourownreflectionstoourcompany。Onthecontrary,youhaveremindedusagreeablyoftheheroesoffiction,whentheauthordescribesthemasbeing’absorbedinthought。’Forsomeminutes,Mr。Governor,youhavebeenahero;absorbed,asIventuretoguess,inunpleasantremembrancesofthetimewhenIwasasinglelady。YouhavenotforgottenhowbadlyIbehaved,andwhatshockingthingsIsaid,inthosebygonedays。AmIright?"
"Youareentirelywrong。"
ItispossiblethatImayhavespokenalittletoosharply。
Anyway,faithfulSelinaintercededforherfriend。"Oh,dearsir,don’tbehardonElizabeth!Shealwaysmeanswell。"Mrs。
Tenbruggen,asfacetiousasever,madeagratefulreturnforasmallcompliment。ShechuckedMissJillgallunderthechin,withtheairofanamorousoldgentlemanexpressinghisapprovalofaprettyservant—girl。Itwasimpossibletolookatthetwo,intheirrelativesituations,withoutlaughing。ButMrs。Tenbruggenfailedtocheatmeintoalteringmyopinionofher。InnocentMissJillgallclappedheruglyhands,andsaid:"Isn’tshegoodcompany?"
Mrs。Tenbruggen’ssocialresourceswerenotexhaustedyet。Shesuddenlyshiftedtotheserioussideofhercharacter。
"PerhapsIhaveimprovedalittle,"shesaid,"asIhaveadvancedinyears。Thesorrowsofanunhappymarriedlifemayhavehadapurifyinginfluenceonmynature。MyhusbandandIbeganbadly。
Mr。TenbruggenthoughtIhadmoney;andIthoughtMr。Tenbruggenhadmoney。Hewastakeninbyme;andIwastakeninbyhim。Whenherepeatedthewordsofthemarriageservice(mostimpressivelyreadbyyourfriendtheChaplain):’WithallmyworldlygoodsI
theeendow’——hiseloquentvoicesuggestedoneofthelargestincomesinEurope。WhenIpromisedandvowed,inmyturn,thedelightfulprospectofsquanderingmyrichhusband’smoneymadequiteanewwomanofme。Ideclaresolemnly,whenIsaidIwouldlove,honor,andobeyMr。T。,IlookedasifIreallymeantit。
Whereverheisnow,poordear,heischeatingsomebody。Suchahandsome,gentleman—likeman,Selina!And,oh,Mr。Governor,suchablackguard!"
Havingdescribedherhusbandinthoseterms,shegottiredofthesubject。Wewerenowfavoredwithanotherviewofthismany—sidedwoman。Sheappearedinherprofessionalcharacter。
"Ah,whatadeliciousbreezeisblowing,outhereinthecountry!"shesaid。"WillyouexcusemeifItakeoffmygloves?
Iwanttoairmyhands。"Sheheldupherhandstothebreeze;
firm,muscular,deadlywhitehands。"Inmyprofessionaloccupation,"sheexplained,"Iamalwaysrubbing,tickling,squeezing,tapping,kneading,rolling,strikingthemusclesofpatients。Selina,doyouknowthemovementsofyourownjoints?
Flexion,extension,abduction,adduction,rotation,circumduction,pronation,supination,andthelateralmovements。
Beproudofthoseaccomplishments,mydear,butbewareofattemptingtobecomeaMasseuse。Therearedrawbacksinthatvocation——andIamconsciousofoneofthematthismoment。"Sheliftedherhandstohernose。"Pah!myhandssmellofotherpeople’sflesh。Thedeliciouscountryairwillblowitaway——theluxuryofpurification!"Herfingerstwistedandquivered,andgotcrookedatonemomentandstraightagainatanother,andshowedthemselvesinsuccessionsingly,andflewintoeachotherfiercelyinterlaced,andthenspreadoutagainlikethesticksofafan,untilitreallymademegiddytolookatthem。AsforMissJillgall,sheliftedherpoorlittlesunkeneyesrapturouslytothesky,asifshecalledthehomiestsunlighttowitnessthatthiswasthemostlovablewomanonthefaceoftheearth。
Butelderlyfemalefascinationoffersitsallurementsinvaintotheroughanimal,man。SuspicionofMrs。Tenbruggen’smotiveshadestablisheditselffirmlyinmymind。WhyhadthePopularMasseuseabandonedherbrilliantcareerinLondon,andplungedintotheobscurityofacountrytown?Anopportunityofclearingupthedoubtthussuggestedseemedtohavepresenteditselfnow。
"Isitindiscreettoask,"Isaid,"ifyouarehereinyourprofessionalcapacity?"
Hercunningseizeditsadvantageandputaslyquestiontome。
"Doyouwishtobeoneofmypatientsyourself?"
"Thatis,unfortunately,impossible,"Ireplied"IhavearrangedtoreturntoLondon。"
"Immediately?"
"To—morrowatthelatest。"
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