首页 >出版文学> The Legacy of Cain>第19章
  Insteadofdirectlyreplying,heseizedmyarmandledmetothetable。"Takeupthatpaper,"hesaid。"Thereiswritingonit。
  Read——andletHerjudgebetweenus。Yourlifedependsonhowyouanswerme。"
  Wasthereaweaponconcealedintheroom?orhadhegotitinthepocketofhisdressing—gown?Ilistenedforthesoundofthedoctor’sreturningfootstepsinthepassageoutside,andheardnothing。Mylifehadoncedepended,yearssince,onmysuccessinheadingthearrestofanescapedprisoner。Iwasnotconscious,then,offeelingmyenergiesweakenedbyfear。But_that_manwasnotmad;andIwasyounger,inthosedays,byagoodtwentyyearsormore。Atmylatertimeoflife,IcouldshowmyoldfriendthatIwasnotafraidofhim——butIwasconsciousofaneffortindoingit。
  Iopenedthepaper。"AmItoreadthistomyself?"Iasked。"OramItoreaditaloud?"
  "Readitaloud!"
  Intheseterms,hisdaughteraddressedhim:
  "Ihavebeensounfortunate,dearestfather,astodispleaseyou,andIdarenothopethatyouwillconsenttoreceiveme。Whatitismypainfuldutytotellyou,mustbetoldinwriting。
  "GrievedasIamtodistressyou,inyourpresentstateofhealth,Imustnothesitatetorevealwhatithasbeenmymisfortune——Imayevensaymymisery,whenIthinkofmymother——todiscover。
  "Butletmemakesure,insuchaseriousmatterasthisis,thatIamnotmistaken。
  "Inthosehappypastdays,whenIwasstilldeartomyfather,yousaidyouthoughtofwritingtoinviteadearly—valuedfriendtopayavisittothishouse。Youhadfirstknownhim,asI
  understood,whenmymotherwasstillliving。Manyinterestingthingsyoutoldmeaboutthisoldfriend,butyounevermentionedthatheknew,orthathehadevenseen,mymother。Iwaslefttosupposethatthosetwohadremainedstrangerstoeachothertothedayofherdeath。
  "Ifthereisanymisinterpretationhereofwhatyousaid,orperhapsofwhatyoumeanttosay,praydestroywhatIhavewrittenwithoutturningtothenextpage;andforgivemeforhavinginnocentlystartledyoubyafalsealarm。"
  Mr。Gracedieuinterruptedme。
  "Putitdown!"hecried;"Iwon’twaittillyouhavegottotheend——Ishallquestionyounow。Givemethepaper;itwillhelpmetokeepthismysteryofiniquityclearinmyownmind。"
  Igavehimthepaper。
  Hehesitated——andlookedattheportraitoncemore。"Turnherawayfromme,"hesaid;"Ican’tfacemywife。"
  Iplacedthepicturewithitsbacktohim。
  Heconsultedthepaper,readingitwithbutlittleoftheconfusionandhesitationwhichmyexperienceofhimhadinducedmetoanticipate。Hadthemadexcitementthatpossessedhimexercisedaninfluenceinclearinghismind,resemblinginsomedegreetheinfluenceexercisedbyastorminclearingtheair?
  Whatevertherightexplanationmaybe,IcanonlyreportwhatI
  saw。Icouldhardlyhavemasteredwhathisdaughterhadwrittenmorereadily,ifIhadbeenreadingitmyself。
  "Helenatellsme,"hebegan,"thatyousaidyouknewherbyherlikenesstohermother。Isthattrue?"
  "Quitetrue。"
  "Andyoumadeanexcuseforleavingher——see!hereitis,writtendown。Youmadeanexcuse,andleftherwhensheaskedforanexplanation。"
  "Idid。"
  Heconsultedthepaperagain。
  "Mydaughtersays——No!Iwon’tbehurriedandIwon’tbeinterrupted——shesaysyouwereconfused。Isthatso?"
  "Itisso。Letyourquestionswaitforamoment。IwishtotellyouwhyIwasconfused。"
  "Haven’tIsaidIwon’tbeinterrupted?Doyouthinkyoucanshake_my_resolution?"Hereferredtothepaperagain。"Ihavelosttheplace。It’syourfault——finditforme。"
  TheevidencewhichwasintendedtoconvictmewastheevidencewhichIwasexpectedtofind!Ipointeditouttohim。
  Hisnaturalcourtesyasserteditselfinspiteofhisanger。Hesaid"Thankyou,"andquestionedmethemomentafterasfiercelyasever。"Gobacktothetime,sir,whenwemetinyourroomsattheprison。Didyouknowmywifethen?"
  "Certainlynot。"
  "Didyouandsheseeeachother——ha!I’vegotitnow——didyouseeeachotherafterIhadleftthetown?Noprevarication!YouowntotellingHelenathatyouknewherbyherlikenesstohermother。Youmusthaveseenhermother。Where?"
  Imadeanotherefforttodefendmyself。Heagainrefusedfuriouslytohearme。Itwasuselesstopersist。Whateverthedangerthatthreatenedmemightbe,thesooneritshoweditselftheeasierIshouldfeel。ItoldhimthatMrs。Gracedieuhadcalledonme,afterheandhiswifehadleftthetown。
  "Doyoumeantotellme,"hecried,"thatShecametoYou?"
  "Ido。"
  Afterthatanswer,henolongerrequiredthepapertohelphim。
  Hethrewitfromhimonthefloor。
  "Andyoureceivedher,"hesaid,"withoutinquiringwhetherI
  knewofhervisitornot?Guiltydeceptiononyourpart——guiltydeceptiononherpart。Oh,thehideouswickednessofit!"
  WhenhismadsuspicionthatIhadbeenhiswife’sloverbetrayeditselfinthisway,Imadealastattempt,inthefaceofmyownconvictionthatitwashopeless,toplacemyconductandhiswife’sconductbeforehiminthetruelight。
  "Mrs。Gracedieu’sobjectwastoconsultme——"BeforeIcouldsaythenextwords,Isawhimputhishandintothepocketofhisdressing—gown。
  "Aninnocentman,"hesternlydeclared,"wouldhavetoldmethatmywifehadbeentoseehim——youkeptitasecret。Aninnocentwomanwouldhavegivenmeareasonforwishingtogotoyou——shekeptitasecret,whensheleftmyhouse;shekeptitasecretwhenshecameback。"
  "Mr。Gracedieu,Iinsistonbeingheard!Yourwife’smotive——"
  Hedrewfromhispocketthethingthathehadhiddenfromme。
  Thistime,therewasnoconcealment;heletmeseethathewasopeningarazor。Itwasnotimeforassertingmyinnocence;Ihadtothinkofpreservingmylife。Whenamaniswithoutfirearms,whatdefensecanavailagainstarazorinthehandsofamadman?
  Achairwasatmyside;itofferedtheonepoormeansofguardingmyselfthatIcouldsee。Ilaidmyhandonit,andkeptmyeyeonhim。
  Hepaused,lookingbackwardandforwardbetweenthepictureandme。
  "WhichofthemshallIkillfirst?"hesaidtohimself。"Themanwhowasmytrustedfriend?OrthewomanwhomIbelievedtobeanangelonearth?"Hestoppedoncemore,inastateoffierceself—concentration,debatingwhatheshoulddo。"Thewoman,"hedecided。"Wretch!Fiend!Harlot!HowIlovedher!!!"
  Withayelloffury,hepouncedonthepicture——rippedthecanvasoutoftheframe——andcutitmalignantlyintofragments。Astheydroppedfromtherazoronthefloor,hestampedonthem,andgroundthemunderhisfoot。"Go,wifeofmybosom,"hecried,withadreadfulmockeryofvoiceandlook——"go,andburneverlastinglyintheplaceoftorment!"Hiseyesglaredatme。
  "Yourturnnow,"hesaid——andrushedatmewithhisweaponreadyinhishand。Ihurledthechairathisrightarm。Therazordroppedonthefloor。Icaughthimbythewrist。Likeawildanimalhetriedtobiteme。Withmyfreehand——ifIhadknownhowtodefendmyselfinanyotherway,Iwouldhavetakenthatway——withmyfreehandIseizedhimbythethroat;forcedhimback;andheldhimagainstthewall。Mygrasponhisthroatkepthimquiet。Butthedreadofseriouslyinjuringhimsocompletelyovercameme,thatIforgotIwasaprisonerintheroom,andwasonthepointofalarmingthehouseholdbyacryforhelp。
  Iwasstillstrugglingtopreservemyself—control,whenthesoundoffootstepsbrokethesilenceoutside。Iheardthekeyturninthelock,andsawthedoctorattheopendoor。
  CHAPTERXLVI。
  THECUMBERSOMELADIES。
  ICANNOTprevailuponmyselftodwellatanylengthontheeventsthatfollowed。
  Wesecuredmyunhappyfriend,andcarriedhimtohisbed。Itwasnecessarytohavemeninattendancewhocouldperformthedutyofwatchinghim。Thedoctorsentforthem,whileIwentdownstairstomakethebestIcouldofthemiserablenewswhichitwasimpossibleentirelytoconceal。
  AllthatIcoulddotospareMissJillgall,Idid。Iwasobligedtoacknowledgethattherehadbeenanoutbreakofviolence,andthattheportraitoftheMinister’swifehadbeendestroyedbytheMinisterhimself。OfHelena’srevengeonmeIsaidnothing。
  Ithadledtoconsequenceswhichevenhermercilessmalicecouldnothavecontemplated。Therewerenoobstaclesinthewayofkeepingsecrettheattemptonmylife。ButIwascompelledtoownthatMr。Gracedieuhadtakenadisliketome,whichrendereditnecessarythatmyvisitshouldbebroughttoanend。IhastenedtoaddthatIshouldgotothehotel,andshouldwaitthereuntilthenextday,inthehopeofhearingbetternews。
  OfthemultitudeofquestionswithwhichpoorMissJillgalloverwhelmedme——ofthewildwordsofsorrowandalarmthatescapedher——ofthedesperatemannerinwhichsheheldbymyarm,andimploredmenottogoaway,whenImustseeformyselfthat"shewasapersonentirelydestituteofpresenceofmind"——I
  shallsaynothing。Theundeservedsufferingthatisinflictedoninnocentpersonsbythesinsofothersdemandssilentsympathy;
  and,tothatextentatleast,IcansaythatIhonestlyfeltformyquaintandpleasantlittlefriend。
  Intheeveningthedoctorcalledonmeatthehotel。Themedicaltreatmentofhispatienthadsucceededincalmingthemaddenedbrainundertheinfluenceofsleep。Ifthenightpassedquietly,betternewsmightbehopedforinthemorning。
  OnthenextdayIhadarrangedtodrivetothefarm,beingresolvednottodisappointEunice。ButIshrankfromtheprospectofhavingtodistressherasIhadalreadydistressedMissJillgall。Theonlyalternativeleftwastorepeatthesadstoryinwriting,subjecttotheconcealmentswhichIhadalreadyobserved。ThisIdid,andsenttheletterbymessenger,overnight,sothatEunicemightknowwhentoexpectme。
  Themedicalreport,inthemorning,justifiedsomehope。Mr。
  Gracedieuhadsleptwell,andtherehadbeennoreappearanceofinsaneviolenceonhiswaking。Butthedoctor’sopinionwasfarfromencouragingwhenwespokeofthefuture。HedidnotanticipatethecruelnecessityofplacingtheMinisterunderrestraint——unlesssomenewprovocationledtoanewoutbreak。Themisfortunetobefearedwasimbecility。
  IwasjustleavingthehoteltokeepmyappointmentwithEunice,whenthewaiterannouncedthearrivalofayoungladywhowishedtospeakwithme。BeforeIcouldaskifshehadmentionedhername,theyoungladyherselfwalkedin——HelenaGracedieu。
  Sheexplainedherobjectincallingonme,withtheexasperatingcomposurewhichwaspeculiarlyherown。Noparalleltoitoccurstomeinmyofficialexperienceofshamelesswomen。
  "Idon’twishtospeakofwhathappenedyesterday,sofarasI
  knowanythingaboutit,"shebegan。"Itisquiteenoughformethatyouhavebeenobligedtoleavethehouseandtotakerefugeinthishotel。Ihavecometosayawordaboutthefuture。Areyouhonoringmewithyourattention?"
  Isignedtohertogoon。IfIhadansweredinwords,Ishouldhavetoldhertoleavetheroom。
  "Atfirst,"sheresumed,"Ithoughtofwriting;butitoccurredtomethatyoumightkeepmyletter,andshowittoPhilip,bywayofloweringmeinhisgoodopinion,asyouhaveloweredmeinthegoodopinionofhisfather。Myobjectincominghereistogiveyouawordofwarning。IfyouattempttomakemischiefnextbetweenPhilipandmyself,Ishallhearofit——andyouknowwhattoexpect,whenyouhaveMeforanenemy。Itisnotworthwhiletosayanymore。Weunderstandeachother,Ihope?"
  Shewasdeterminedtohaveareply——andshegotit。
  "Notquiteyet,"Isaid。"Ihavebeenhitherto,asbecomesagentleman,alwaysmindfulofawoman’sclaimstoforbearance。Youwilldowellnottotemptmeintoforgettingthat_you_areawoman,byprolongingyourvisit。Now,MissHelenaGracedieu,weunderstandeachother。"Shemademealowcurtsey,andansweredinherfinesttoneofirony:"Ionlydesiretowishyouapleasantjourneyhome。"
  Irangforthewaiter。"Showthisladyout,"Isaid。
  Eventhisfailedtohavetheslightesteffectonher。Shesaunteredtothedoor,asperfectlyathereaseasiftheroomhadbeenhers——notmine。
  Ihadthoughtofdrivingtothefarm。ShallIconfessit?MytemperwassocompletelyupsetthatactivemovementofsomekindofferedtheonemeansofreliefinwhichIcouldfindrefuge。Thefarmwasnotmorethanfivemilesdistant,andIhadbeenagoodwalkerallmylife。Aftermakingtheneedfulinquiries,IsetforthtovisitEuniceonfoot。
  Mywaythroughthetownledmepastthe,Minister’shouse。Ihadleftthedoorsomefiftyyardsbehindme,whenIsawtwoladiesapproaching。Theywerewalking,inthefriendliestmanner,arminarm。Astheycamenearer,IdiscoveredMissJillgall。Hercompanionwasthemiddle—agedladywhohaddeclinedtogivehername,whenwemetaccidentallyatMr。Gracedieu’sdoor。
  Hystericallyimpulsive,MissJillgallseizedbothmyhands,andoverwhelmedmewithentreatiesthatIwouldgobackwithhertothehouse。Ilistenedratherabsently。Themiddle—agedladyhappenedtobenearertomenowthanoneitheroftheformeroccasionsonwhichIhadseenher。Therewassomethingintheexpressionofhereyeswhichseemedtobefamiliartome。ButtheeffortofmymemorywasnothelpedbywhatIobservedintheotherpartsofherface。Theiron—grayhair,thebaggylowereyelids,thefatcheeks,thecoarsecomplexion,andthedoublechin,werefeatures,andverydisagreeablefeatures,too,whichI
  hadneverseenatanyformertime。
  "Dopraycomebackwithus,"MissJillgallpleaded。"Wewerejusttalkingofyou。Iandmyfriend——"Thereshestopped,evidentlyonthepointofblurtingoutthenamewhichshehadbeenforbiddentoutterinmyhearing。
  Theladysmiled;herprovokinglyfamiliareyesrestedonmewithahumorousenjoymentofthescene。
  "Mydear,"shesaidtoMissJillgall,"cautionceasestobeavirtuewhenitceasestobeofanyuse。TheGovernorisbeginningtorememberme,andtheinevitablerecognition——with_his_
  quicknessofperception——islikelytobeamatterofminutesnow。"Sheturnedtome。"Inmorewaysthanone,sir,womenarehardlyusedbyNature。Astheyadvanceinyearstheylosemoreinpersonalappearancethanthemendo。Youarewhite—haired,and(prayexcuseme)youaretoofat;and(allowmetotakeanotherliberty)youstoopattheshoulders——butyouhavenotentirelylostyourgoodlooks。_I_amnolongerrecognizable。Allowmetopromptyou,astheysayonthestage。IamMrs。Tenbruggen。"
  Asamanoftheworld,Ioughttohavebeencapableofconcealingmyastonishmentanddismay。Shestruckmedumb。
  Mrs。Tenbruggeninthetown!TheonewomanwhoseappearanceMr。
  Gracedieuhaddreaded,andjustlydreaded,stoodbeforeme——free,asafriendofhiskinswoman,toenterhishouse,attheverytimewhenhewasahelplessman,guardedbywatchersathisbedside。Myfirstclearideawastogetawayfromboththewomen,andconsiderwhatwastobedonenext。Ibowed——andbeggedtobeexcused——andsaidIwasinahurry,allinabreath。
  Hearingthis,thebestofgenialoldmaidswasunabletorestrainhercuriosity。"Whereareyougoing?"sheasked。
  Tooconfusedtothinkofanexcuse,IsaidIwasgoingtothefarm。
  "ToseemydearEuneece?"MissJillgallburstout。"Oh,wewillgowithyou!"Mrs。Tenbruggen’spolitenessaddedimmediately,"Withthegreatestpleasure。"
  CHAPTERXLVII。
  THEJOURNEYTOTHEFARM。
  MYfirstungratefulimpulsewastogetridofthetwocumbersomeladieswhohadofferedtobemycompanions。Itwasneedlesstocalluponmyinventionforanexcuse;thetruth,asIgladlyperceived,wouldservemypurpose。IhadonlytotellthemthatI
  hadarrangedtowalktothefarm。
  Lean,wiry,andimpetuous,MissJillgallreceivedmyexcusewiththesincerestapprovalofit,asanewidea。"Nothingcouldbemoreagreeabletome,"shedeclared;"Ihavebeenawonderfulwalkerallmylife。"Sheturnedtoherfriend。"Wewillgowithhim,mydear,won’twe?"
  Mrs。Tenbruggen’sreceptionofthisproposalinspiredmewithhope;sheaskedhowfaritwastothefarm。"Fivemiles!"sherepeated。"Andfivemilesbackagain,unlessthefarmerlendsusacart。MydearSelina,youmightaswellaskmetowalktotheNorthPole。Youhavegotridofoneofus,Mr。Governor,"sheadded,pleasantly;"andtheother,ifyouonlywalkfastenough,youwillleavebehindyouontheroad。IfIbelievedinluck——whichIdon’t——Ishouldcallyouafortunateman。"
  ButcompanionableSelinawouldnothearofaseparation。Sheasked,inhermostirresistiblemanner,ifIobjectedtodrivinginsteadofwalking。Herheart’sdearestwish,shesaid,wastomakeherbosomfriendandmyselfbetteracquaintedwitheachother。Toconclude,sheremindedmethattherewasacab—standinthenextstreet。
  PerhapsImighthavebeeninfluencedbymydistrustofMrs。
  Tenbruggen,orperhapsbymyanxietytoprotectEunice。ItstruckmethatImightwarnthedefenselessgirltobeonherguardwithMrs。Tenbruggentobetterpurpose,ifEunicewasinapositiontorecognizeherinanyfutureemergencythatmightoccur。Tomymind,thisdangerouswomanwasdoublyformidable——andforagoodreason;shewasthebosomfriendofthatinnocentandunwaryperson,MissJillgall。
  SoIamiablyconsentedtoforegomywalk,yieldingtothesuperiorattractionofMrs。Tenbruggen’scompany。Onthatdaythesunshinewastemperedbyadelightfulbreeze。Ifwehadbeeninthebiggestandworst—governedcityonthecivilisedearth,weshouldhavefoundnopublicvehicle,opentotheair,whichcouldofferaccommodationtothreepeople。Beingonlyinacountrytown,wehadalightfour—wheeledchaiseatourdisposal,asamatterofcourse。
  Nowisemanexpectstobemercifullytreated,whenheisshutintoacarriagewithamaturesinglelady,inflamedbycuriosity。
  IwasnotunpreparedforMissJillgallwhenshealluded,forthesecondtime,tothesadeventswhichhadhappenedinthehouseonthepreviousday——andespeciallytothedestructionbyMr。
  Gracedieuoftheportraitofhiswife。
  "Whydidn’thedestroysomethingelse?"shepleaded,piteously。
  "ItissuchadisappointmenttoMe。Ineverlikedthatpicturemyself。OfcourseIoughttohaveadmiredtheportraitofthewifeofmybenefactor。Butno——thatdisagreeablepaintedfacewastoomuchforme。Ishouldhavefeltinexpressiblyrelieved,ifI
  couldhaveshownittoElizabeth,andheardhersaythatsheagreedwithme。"
  "PerhapsIsawitwhenIcalledonyou,"Mrs。Tenbruggensuggested。"Wheredidthepicturehang?"
  "Mydear!Ireceivedyouinthedining—room,andtheportraithunginMr。Gracedieu’sstudy。"
  Whattheysaidtoeachothernextescapedmyattention。Quiteunconsciously,MissJillgallhadrevealedtomeadangerwhichneithertheMinisternorIhaddiscovered,thoughithadconspicuouslythreatenedusbothonthewallofthestudy。Theactofmaddestructionwhich,ifIhadpossessedthemeansofsafelyinterfering,Ishouldcertainlyhaveendeavoredtoprevent,nowassumedanewandstartlingaspect。IfMrs。
  Tenbruggenreallyhadsomemotiveofherownforendeavoringtoidentifytheadoptedchild,thepreservationofthepicturemusthaveledherstraighttotheendinview。ThemostcasualopportunityofcomparingHelenawiththeportraitofMrs。
  Gracedieuwouldhaverevealedthelikenessbetweenmotheranddaughter——and,thatresultattained,theidentificationofEunicewiththeinfantwhomthe"MissChance"ofthosedayshadbroughttotheprisonmustinevitablyhavefollowed。ItwasperhapsnaturalthatMr。Gracedieu’sinfatuateddevotiontothememoryofhiswifeshouldhaveblindedhimtothebetrayalofHelena’sparentage,whichmethiseyeseverytimeheenteredhisstudy。
  ButthatIshouldhavebeentoostupidtodiscoverwhathehadfailedtosee,wasawounddealttomyself—esteemwhichIwasvainenoughtofeelacutely。
  Mrs。Tenbruggen’svoice,cheeryandhumorous,brokeinonmyreflections,withanoddquestion:
  "Mr。Governor,doyouevercondescendtoreadnovels?"
  "It’snoteasytosay,Mrs。Tenbruggen,howgratefulIamtothewritersofnovels。"
  "Ah!Ireadnovels,too。ButIblushtoconfess——doI
  blush?——thatIneverthoughtoffeelinggratefultillyoumentionedit。SelinaandIdon’tcomplainofyourpreferringyourownreflectionstoourcompany。Onthecontrary,youhaveremindedusagreeablyoftheheroesoffiction,whentheauthordescribesthemasbeing’absorbedinthought。’Forsomeminutes,Mr。Governor,youhavebeenahero;absorbed,asIventuretoguess,inunpleasantremembrancesofthetimewhenIwasasinglelady。YouhavenotforgottenhowbadlyIbehaved,andwhatshockingthingsIsaid,inthosebygonedays。AmIright?"
  "Youareentirelywrong。"
  ItispossiblethatImayhavespokenalittletoosharply。
  Anyway,faithfulSelinaintercededforherfriend。"Oh,dearsir,don’tbehardonElizabeth!Shealwaysmeanswell。"Mrs。
  Tenbruggen,asfacetiousasever,madeagratefulreturnforasmallcompliment。ShechuckedMissJillgallunderthechin,withtheairofanamorousoldgentlemanexpressinghisapprovalofaprettyservant—girl。Itwasimpossibletolookatthetwo,intheirrelativesituations,withoutlaughing。ButMrs。Tenbruggenfailedtocheatmeintoalteringmyopinionofher。InnocentMissJillgallclappedheruglyhands,andsaid:"Isn’tshegoodcompany?"
  Mrs。Tenbruggen’ssocialresourceswerenotexhaustedyet。Shesuddenlyshiftedtotheserioussideofhercharacter。
  "PerhapsIhaveimprovedalittle,"shesaid,"asIhaveadvancedinyears。Thesorrowsofanunhappymarriedlifemayhavehadapurifyinginfluenceonmynature。MyhusbandandIbeganbadly。
  Mr。TenbruggenthoughtIhadmoney;andIthoughtMr。Tenbruggenhadmoney。Hewastakeninbyme;andIwastakeninbyhim。Whenherepeatedthewordsofthemarriageservice(mostimpressivelyreadbyyourfriendtheChaplain):’WithallmyworldlygoodsI
  theeendow’——hiseloquentvoicesuggestedoneofthelargestincomesinEurope。WhenIpromisedandvowed,inmyturn,thedelightfulprospectofsquanderingmyrichhusband’smoneymadequiteanewwomanofme。Ideclaresolemnly,whenIsaidIwouldlove,honor,andobeyMr。T。,IlookedasifIreallymeantit。
  Whereverheisnow,poordear,heischeatingsomebody。Suchahandsome,gentleman—likeman,Selina!And,oh,Mr。Governor,suchablackguard!"
  Havingdescribedherhusbandinthoseterms,shegottiredofthesubject。Wewerenowfavoredwithanotherviewofthismany—sidedwoman。Sheappearedinherprofessionalcharacter。
  "Ah,whatadeliciousbreezeisblowing,outhereinthecountry!"shesaid。"WillyouexcusemeifItakeoffmygloves?
  Iwanttoairmyhands。"Sheheldupherhandstothebreeze;
  firm,muscular,deadlywhitehands。"Inmyprofessionaloccupation,"sheexplained,"Iamalwaysrubbing,tickling,squeezing,tapping,kneading,rolling,strikingthemusclesofpatients。Selina,doyouknowthemovementsofyourownjoints?
  Flexion,extension,abduction,adduction,rotation,circumduction,pronation,supination,andthelateralmovements。
  Beproudofthoseaccomplishments,mydear,butbewareofattemptingtobecomeaMasseuse。Therearedrawbacksinthatvocation——andIamconsciousofoneofthematthismoment。"Sheliftedherhandstohernose。"Pah!myhandssmellofotherpeople’sflesh。Thedeliciouscountryairwillblowitaway——theluxuryofpurification!"Herfingerstwistedandquivered,andgotcrookedatonemomentandstraightagainatanother,andshowedthemselvesinsuccessionsingly,andflewintoeachotherfiercelyinterlaced,andthenspreadoutagainlikethesticksofafan,untilitreallymademegiddytolookatthem。AsforMissJillgall,sheliftedherpoorlittlesunkeneyesrapturouslytothesky,asifshecalledthehomiestsunlighttowitnessthatthiswasthemostlovablewomanonthefaceoftheearth。
  Butelderlyfemalefascinationoffersitsallurementsinvaintotheroughanimal,man。SuspicionofMrs。Tenbruggen’smotiveshadestablisheditselffirmlyinmymind。WhyhadthePopularMasseuseabandonedherbrilliantcareerinLondon,andplungedintotheobscurityofacountrytown?Anopportunityofclearingupthedoubtthussuggestedseemedtohavepresenteditselfnow。
  "Isitindiscreettoask,"Isaid,"ifyouarehereinyourprofessionalcapacity?"
  Hercunningseizeditsadvantageandputaslyquestiontome。
  "Doyouwishtobeoneofmypatientsyourself?"
  "Thatis,unfortunately,impossible,"Ireplied"IhavearrangedtoreturntoLondon。"
  "Immediately?"
  "To—morrowatthelatest。"