首页 >出版文学> The Legacy of Cain>第18章
  CHAPTERXLIII。
  THEMASTERFULMASSEUSE。
  Mynextquotationswillsufferaprocessofabridgment。Iintendthemtopresentthesubstanceofthreeletters,reducedasfollows:
  SecondExtract。
  Weakashemaybe,Mr。PhilipDunboyneshows(inhissecondletter)thathecanfeelresentment,andthathecanexpresshisfeelings,inreplyingtoMissHelena。Heprotestsagainstsuspicionswhichhehasnotdeserved。ThathedoessometimesthinkofEuniceheseesnoreasontodeny。Heisconsciousoferrorsandmisdeeds,which——traceableastheyaretoHelena’sirresistiblefascinations——mayperhapsbeconsideredratherhismisfortunethanhisfault。Bethatasitmay,hedoesindeedfeelanxioustoheargoodaccountsofEunice’shealth。Ifthishonestavowalexciteshersister’sjealousy,hewillbedisappointedinHelenaforthefirsttime。
  Histhirdlettershowsthatthisexhibitionofspirithashaditseffect。
  Theimperiousyoungladyregretsthatshehashurthisfeelings,andisrewardedfortheapologybyreceivingnewsofthemostgratifyingkind。FaithfulPhiliphastoldhisfatherthatheisengagedtobemarriedtoMissHelenaGracedieu,daughterofthecelebratedCongregationalpreacher——andsoon,andsoon。HasMr。
  Dunboynetheelderexpressedanyobjectiontotheyounglady?
  Certainlynot!HeknowsnothingoftheotherengagementtoEunice;andhemerelyobjects,onprinciple,tolookingforward。
  "Howdoweknow,"saysthephilosopher,"whataccidentsmayhappen,orwhatdoubtsandhesitationsmayyetturnup?Iamnottoburdenmymindinthismatter,tillIknowthatImustdoit。
  Letmehearwhensheisreadytogotochurch,andIwillbereadywiththesettlements。MycomplimentstoMissandherpapa,andletuswaitalittle。"DearestHelena——isn’thefunny?
  Thenextletterhasbeenalreadymentioned。
  InthisthereoccursthefirststartlingreferencetoMrs。
  Tenbruggen,byname。SheisinLondon,findingherwaytolucrativecelebritybytwisting,turning,andpinchingthefleshofcredulouspersons,afflictedwithnervousdisorders;andshehasalreadypaidafewmedicalvisitstooldMr。Dunboyne。HepersistsinporingoverhisbookswhileMrs。Tenbruggenoperates,sometimesonhiscrampedrighthand,sometimes(inthefearthathisbrainmayhavesomethingtodowithit)onthebackofhisneck。Oneofthemfrownsoverherrubbing,andtheotherfrownsoverhisreading。Itwouldbedelightfullyridiculous,butforadrawback;Mr。PhilipDunboyne’sfirstimpressionsofMrs。
  Tenbruggendonotinclinehimtolookatthatladyfromahumorouspointofview。
  Helena’sremarksfollow,asusual。ShehasseenMrs。Tenbruggen’snameontheaddressofaletterwrittenbyMissJillgall——whichisquiteenoughtocondemnMrs。Tenbruggen。AsforPhiliphimself,shefeelsnotquitesureofhim,evenyet。NomoredoI。
  ThirdExtract。
  Theletterthatfollowsmustbepermittedtospeakforitself:
  Ihaveflownintoapassion,dearestHelena;andIamafraidI
  shallmakeyouflyintoapassion,too。BlameMrs。Tenbruggen;
  don’tblameme。
  OnthefirstoccasionwhenIfoundmyfatherunderthehandsoftheMedicalRubber,shetooknonoticeofme。Onthesecondoccasion——whenshehadbeenindailyattendanceonhimforaweek,atanexorbitantfee——shesaidinthecoolestmanner:"Whoisthisyounggentleman?"Myfatherlaiddownhisbook,foramomentonly:"Don’tinterruptmeagain,ma’am。TheyounggentlemanismysonPhilip。"Mrs。TenbruggeneyedmewithanappearanceofinterestwhichIwasatalosstoaccountfor。I
  hateanimpudentwoman。Myvisitcamesuddenlytoanend。
  ThenexttimeIsawmyfather,hewasalone。
  IaskedhimhowhegotonwithMrs。Tenbruggen。Asbadlyaspossible,itappeared。"Shetakeslibertieswithmyneck;sheinterruptsmeinmyreading;andshedoesmenogood。Ishallend,Philip,inapplyingamedicalrubbingtoMrs。Tenbruggen。"
  Afewdayslater,Ifoundthemasterful"Masseuse"torturingthepooroldgentleman’smusclesagain。Shehadtheaudacitytosaytome:"Well,Mr。Philip,whenareyougoingtomarryMissEuniceGracedieu?"Myfatherlookedup。"Eunice?"herepeated。"WhenmysontoldmehewasengagedtoMissGracedieu,hesaid’Helena’!
  Philip,whatdoesthismean?"Mrs。Tenbruggenwassoobligingastoanswerforme。"Somemistake,sir;it’sEuniceheisengagedto。"IconfessIforgotmyself。"Howthedevildoyouknowthat?"
  Iburstout。Mrs。Tenbruggenignoredmeandmylanguage。"Iamsorrytosee,sir,thatyourson’seducationhasbeenneglected;
  heseemstobegrosslyignorantofthelawsofpoliteness。"
  "Nevermindthelawsofpoliteness,"saysmyfather。"Youappeartobebetteracquaintedwithmyson’smatrimonialprospectsthanheishimself。Howisthat?"Mrs。Tenbruggenfavoredhimwithanotherreadyreply:"Myauthorityisaletter,addressedtomebyarelativeofMr。Gracedieu——mydearandintimatefriend,MissJillgall。"Myfather’skeeneyestraveledbackwardandforwardbetweenhisfemalesurgeonandhisson。"WhichamItobelieve?"
  heinquired。"Iamsurprisedatyouraskingthequestion,"I
  said。Mrs。Tenbruggenpointedtome。"LookatMr。Philip,sir——andyouwillallowhimonemerit。Heiscapableofshowingit,whenheknowshehasdisgracedhimself。"Withoutintendingit,Iamsure,myfatherinfuriatedme;helookedasifhebelievedher。OutcameoneofthesmallestandstrongestwordsintheEnglishlanguagebeforeIcouldstopit:"Mrs。Tenbruggen,youlie!"TheillustriousRubberdroppedmyfather’shand——shehadbeenoperatingonhimallthetime——andshowedusthatshecouldassertherdignitywhencircumstancescalledfortheexertion:"EitheryoursonorI,sir,mustleavetheroom。Whichisittobe?"Shemethermatchinmyfather。Walkingquietlytothedoor,heopeneditforMrs。Tenbruggenwithalowbow。Shestoppedonherwayout,anddeliveredherpartingwords:
  "MessieursDunboyne,fatherandson,Ikeepmytemper,andmerelyregardyouasacoupleofblackguards。"Withthatprettyassertionofheropinion,sheleftus。
  Whenwewerealone,therewasbutonecoursetotake;Imademyconfession。Itisimpossibletotellyouhowmyfatherreceivedit——forhesatdownathislibrarytablewithhisbacktome。Thefirstthinghedidwastoaskmetohelphismemory。
  "Didyousaythatthefatherofthesegirlswasaparson?"
  "Yes——aCongregationalMinister。"
  "WhatdoestheMinisterthinkofyou?"
  "Idon’tknow,sir。"
  "Findout。"
  Thatwasall;notanotherwordcouldIextractfromhim。Idon’tpretendtohavediscoveredwhathereallyhasinhismind。Ionlyventureonasuggestion。Ifthereisanyoldfriendinyourtown,whohassomeinfluenceoveryourfather,leavenomeansuntriedofgettingthatfriendtosayakindwordforus。Andthenaskyourfathertowritetomine。Thisis,asIseeit,ouronlychance。
  Theretheletterends。Helena’snotesonitshowthatherprideisfiercelyinterestedinsecuringPhilipasahusband。HervictoryoverpoorEunicewill,assheplainlyintimates,beonlycompletewhensheismarriedtoyoungDunboyne。Fortherest,herdesperateresolutiontowinherwaytomygoodgracesissufficientlyintelligible,now。
  Myownimpressionsvary。Philiprathergainsuponme;heappearstohavesomecapacityforfeelingashamedofhimself。Ontheotherhand,IregardthediscoveryofanintimatefriendshipexistingbetweenMrs。TenbruggenandMissJillgallwiththegloomiestviews。IsthisformidableMasseuselikelytoplyhertradeinthecountrytowns?Andisitpossiblethatshemaycometothistown?Godforbid!
  Oftheotherlettersinthecollection,Ineedtakenospecialnotice。IreturnedthewholecorrespondencetoHelena,andwaitedtohearfromher。
  TheonerecenteventinMr。Gracedieu’sfamily,worthyofrecord,isofamelancholynature。Afterpayinghisvisitto—day,thedoctorhasleftwordthatnobodybutthenurseistogoneartheMinister。Thisseemstoindicate,buttoosurely,achangefortheworse。
  HelenahasbeenawayalltheeveningattheGirls’School。Sheleftalittlenote,informingmeofherwishes:"Ishallexpecttobefavoredwithyourdecisionto—morrowmorning,inmyhousekeepingroom。"
  Atbreakfasttime,thereportofthepoorMinisterwasstilldiscouraging。InoticedthatHelenawasabsentfromthetable。
  MissJillgallsuspectedthatthecausewasbadnewsfromMr。
  PhilipDunboyne,arrivingbythatmorning’spost。"Ifyouwillexcusetheuseofstronglanguagebyalady,"shesaid,"Helenalookedperfectlydevilishwhensheopenedtheletter。Sherushedaway,andlockedherselfupinherownshabbyroom。Aseriousobstacle,asIsuspect,inthewayofhermarriage。Cheering,isn’tit?"Asusual,goodSelinaexpressedhersentimentswithoutreserve。
  Ihadtokeepmyappointment;andthesoonerHelenaGracedieuandIunderstoodeachotherthebetter。
  Iknockedatthedoor。Itwasloudlyunlocked,andviolentlythrownopen。Helena’stemperhadrisentoboilingheat;shestammeredwithragewhenshespoketome。
  "Imeantocometothepointatonce,"shesaid。
  "Iamgladtohearit,MissHelena。"
  "MayIcountonyourinfluencetohelpme?Iwantapositiveanswer。"
  Igaveherwhatshewanted。Isaid:"Certainlynot。"
  Shetookacrumpledletterfromherpocket,openedit,andsmootheditoutonthetablewithablowofheropenhand。
  "Lookatthat,"shesaid。
  Ilooked。ItwastheletteraddressedtoMr。Dunboynetheelder,whichIhadwrittenforMr。Gracedieu——withtheoneobjectofpreventingHelena’smarriage。
  "Ofcourse,Icandependonyoutotellmethetruth?"shecontinued。
  "Withoutfearorfavor,"Ianswered,"youmaydependon_that。_"
  "Thesignaturetotheletter,Mr。Governor,iswrittenbymyfather。Buttheletteritselfisinadifferenthand。Doyou,byanychance,recognizethewriting?"
  "Ido。"
  "Whosewritingisit?"
  "Mine。"
  CHAPTERXLIV。
  THERESURRECTIONOFTHEPAST。
  AFTERhavingidentifiedmyhandwriting,IwaitedwithsomecuriositytoseewhetherHelenawouldletherangerhonestlyshowitself,orwhethershewouldkeepitdown。Shekeptitdown。
  "Allowmetoreturngoodforevil。"(Theevilwasuppermost,nevertheless,whenMissGracedieuexpressedherselfintheseself—denyingterms。)"YouarenodoubtanxioustoknowifPhilip’sfatherhasbeenwonovertoserveyourpurpose。HereisPhilip’sownaccountofit:thelastofhislettersthatIshalltroubleyoutoread。"
  Ilookeditover。ThememorandumfollowswhichImadeformyownuse:
  Aneccentricphilosopherisascapableasthemostcommonplacehumanbeinginexistenceofbehavinglikeanhonorableman。Mr。
  DunboynereadtheletterwhichboretheMinister’ssignature,andhandedittohisson。"Canyouanswerthat?"wasallhesaid。
  Philip’ssilenceconfessedthathewasunabletoanswerit——andPhiliphimself,Imayadd,roseaccordinglyinmyestimation。Hisfatherpointedtothewriting—desk。"Imustsparemycrampedhand,"thephilosopherresumed,"andImustanswerMr。
  Gracedieu’sletter。Write,andleaveaplaceformysignature。"
  Hebegantodictatehisreply。"Sir——MysonPhiliphasseenyourletter,andhasnodefensetomake。InthisrespecthehassetanexampleofcandorwhichIproposetofollow。Thereisnoexcuseforhim。WhatIcandotoshowthatIfeelforyou,andagreewithyou,shallbedone。Attheagewhichthisyoungmanhasreached,thelawsofEnglandabolishtheauthorityofhisfather。
  Ifheissufficientlyinfatuatedtoplacehishonorandhishappinessatthemercyofalady,whohasbehavedtohersisterasyourdaughterhasbehavedtoMissEunice,Iwarnthemarriedcouplenottoexpectafarthingofmymoney,eitherduringmylifetimeoraftermydeath。Yourfaithfulservant,DUNBOYNE,SENIOR。"Havingperformedhisdutyassecretary,Philipreceivedhisdismissal:"Youmaysendmyreplytothepost,"hisfathersaid;"andyoumaykeepMr。Gracedieu’sletter。Morallyspeaking,Iregardthatlastdocumentasaspeciesofmirror,inwhichayounggentlemanlikeyourselfmayseehowuglyhelooks。"This,Philipdeclared,washisfather’sformoffarewell。
  IhandedbackthelettertoHelena。Notawordpassedbetweenus。
  Insinistersilencesheopenedthedoorandleftmealoneintheroom。
  ThatMrs。GracedieuandIhadmetinthebygonetime,and——thiswastheonlyseriouspartofit——hadmetinsecret,wouldnowbemadeknowntotheMinister。WasItoblameforhavingshrunkfromdistressingmygoodfriend,bytellinghimthathiswifehadprivatelyconsultedmeonthemeansofremovinghisadoptedchildfromhishouse?And,evenifIhadbeencruelenoughtodothis,wouldhehavebelievedmystatementagainstthepositivedenialwithwhichthewomanwhomhelovedandtrustedwouldhavecertainlymetit?No!lettheconsequencesofthecomingdisclosurebewhattheymight,Ifailedtoseeanyvalidreasonforregrettingmyconductinthepasttime。
  IfoundMissJillgallwaitinginthepassagetoseemecomeout。
  BeforeIcouldtellherwhathadhappened,therewasaringatthehouse—bell。ThevisitorprovedtobeMr。Wellwood,thedoctor。IwasanxioustospeaktohimonthesubjectofMr。
  Gracedieu’shealth。MissJillgallintroducedme,asanoldanddearfriendoftheMinister,andleftustogetherinthedining—room。
  "WhatdoIthinkofMr。Gracedieu?"hesaid,repeatingthefirstquestionthatIput。"Well,sir,Ithinkbadlyofhim。"
  Enteringintodetails,afterthatominousreply,Mr。Wellwooddidnothesitatetosaythathispatient’snerveswerecompletelyshattered。Diseaseofthebrainhad,ashefeared,beenalreadysetup。"Astothecauseswhichhaveproducedthislamentablebreak—down,"thedoctorcontinued,"Mr。GracedieuhasbeeninthehabitofpreachingextemporetwiceadayonSundays,andsometimesintheweekaswell——andhasuniformlyrefusedtosparehimselfwhenhewasinmosturgentneedofrest。Ifyouhaveeverattendedhischapel,youhaveseenamaninastateoffieryenthusiasm,feelingintenselyeverywordthatheutters。Thinkofsuchexhaustionasthatimpliesgoingonforyearstogether,andaccumulatingitswastinginfluencesonasensitivelyorganizedconstitution。Addthatheistormentedbypersonalanxieties,whichheconfessestonoone,noteventohisownchildrenandthesumofitallisthataworsecaseofitskind,Iamgrievedtosay,hasneveroccurredinmyexperience。"
  Beforethedoctorleftmetogotohispatient,Iaskedleavetooccupyaminutemoreofhistime。Myobjectwas,ofcourse,tospeakaboutEunice。
  ThechangeofsubjectseemedtobeagreeabletoMr。Wellwood。Hesmiledgood—humoredly。
  "Youneedfeelnoalarmaboutthehealthofthatinterestinggirl,"hesaid。"Whenshecomplainedtome——atherage!——ofnotbeingabletosleep,IshouldhavetakenitmoreseriouslyifI
  hadbeentoldthatshetoohadhertroubles,poorlittlesoul。
  Love—troubles,mostlikely——butdon’tforgetthatmyprofessionallimitskeepmeinthedark!Haveyouheardthatshetooksomecomposingmedicine,whichIhadprescribedforherfather?Theeffect(certain,inanycase,tobeinjurioustoayounggirl)
  wasconsiderablyaggravatedbythestateofhermindatthetime。
  Adreamthatfrightenedher,andsomethingresemblingdelirium,seemstohavefollowed。Andshemademattersworse,poorchild,bywritinginherdiaryaboutthevisionsandsupernaturalappearancesthathadterrifiedher。Iwasafraidoffever,onthedaywhentheyfirstsentforme。Weescapedthatcomplication,andIwasatlibertytotrythebestofallremedies——quietandchangeofair。IhavenofearsforMissEunice。"
  WiththatcheeringreplyhewentuptotheMinister’sroom。
  AllthatIhadfoundperplexinginEunicewasnowmadeclear。I
  understoodhowheragonyatthelossofherlover,andherkeensenseofthewrongthatshehadsuffered,hadbeenstrengthenedintheirdisastrousinfluencebyherexperimentonthesleepingdraughtintendedforherfather。Inmindandbody,both,thepoorgirlwasintheconditionwhichoffereditsopportunitytothelurkinghereditarytaint。Itwasterribletothinkofwhatmighthavehappened,iftheall—powerfulcounter—influencehadnotbeenpresenttosaveher。
  BeforeIhadbeenlongalonetheservant—maidcamein,andsaidthedoctorwantedtoseeme。
  Mr。Wellwoodwaswaitinginthepassage,outsidetheMinister’sbedchamber。Heaskedifhecouldspeaktomewithoutinterruption,andwithoutthefearofbeingoverheard。IledhimatoncetotheroomwhichIoccupiedasaguest。
  "AttheverytimewhenitismostimportanttokeepMr。Gracedieuquiet,"hesaid,"somethinghashappenedtoexcite——Imightalmostsaytoinfuriatehim。Hehaslefthisbed,andiswalkingupanddowntheroom;and,Idon’tscrupletosay,heisonthevergeofmadness。Heinsistsonseeingyou。Beingwhollyunabletocontrolhiminanyotherway,Ihaveconsentedtothis。ButI
  mustnotallowyoutoplaceyourselfinwhatmaybeadisagreeableposition,withoutawordofwarning。Judgingbyhistonesandhislooks,heseemstohavenoveryfriendlymotiveforwishingtoseeyou。"
  Knowingperfectlywellwhathadhappened,andbeingoneofthoseimpatientpeoplewhocanneverenduresuspense——IofferedtogoatoncetoMr。Gracedieu’sroom。Thedoctoraskedleavetosayonewordmore。
  "Praybecarefulthatyouneithersaynordoanythingtothwarthim,"Mr。Wellwoodresumed。"Ifheexpressesanopinion,agreewithhim。Ifheisinsolentandoverbearing,don’tanswerhim。Inthestateofhisbrain,theonehopefulcoursetotakeistolethimhavehisownway。Prayrememberthat。Iwillbewithincall,incaseofyourwantingme。"
  CHAPTERXLV。
  THEFATALPORTRAIT。
  IKNOCKEDatthebedroomdoor。
  "Who’sthere?"
  Onlytwowords——butthevoicethatutteredthem,hoarseandperemptory,wasalteredalmostbeyondrecognition。IfIhadnotknownwhoseroomitwas,ImighthavedoubtedwhethertheMinisterhadreallyspokentome。
  AttheinstantwhenIansweredhim,Iwasallowedtopassin。
  Havingadmittedme,heclosedthedoor,andplacedhimselfwithhisbackagainstit。Thecustomarypallorofhisfacehaddarkenedtoadeepred;therewasanexpressionofferociousmockeryinhiseyes。Helena’svengeancehadhurtherunhappyfatherfarmoreseverelythanitseemedlikelytohurtme。Thedoctorhadsaidhewasonthevergeofmadness。Tomythinking,hehadalreadypassedtheboundaryline。
  Hereceivedmewithaboisterousaffectationofcordiality。
  "Myexcellentfriend!Myadmirable,honorable,welcomeguest,youdon’tknowhowgladIamtoseeyou。Standalittlenearertothelight;Iwanttoadmireyou。"
  Rememberingthedoctor’sadvice,Iobeyedhiminsilence。
  "Ah,youwereahandsomefellowwhenIfirstknewyou,"hesaid,"andyouhavesomeremainsofitstillleft。Doyourememberthetimewhenyouwereafavoritewiththeladies?Oh,don’tpretendtobemodest;don’tturnyourback,nowyouareold,onwhatyouwereintheprimeofyourlife。DoyouownthatIamright?"
  Whathisobjectmightbeinsayingthis——if,indeed,hehadanobject——itwasimpossibletoguess。Thedoctor’sadviceleftmenoalternative;Ihastenedtoownthathewasright。AsImadethatanswer,Iobservedthatheheldsomethinginhishandwhichwashalfhiddenupthesleeveofhisdressing—gown。WhatthenatureoftheobjectwasIfailedtodiscover。
  "AndwhenIhappenedtospeakofyousomewhere,"hewenton,"I
  forgetwhere——amemberofmycongregation——Idon’trecollectwhoitwas——toldmeyouwereconnectedwiththearistocracy。Howwereyouconnected?"
  Hesurprisedme;but,howeverhehadgothisinformation,hehadnotbeendeceived。ItoldhimthatIwasconnected,throughmymother,withthefamilytowhichhehadalluded。
  "Thearistocracy!"herepeated。"Araceofpeoplewhoarerichwithoutearningtheirmoney,andnoblebecausetheirgreat—grandfatherswerenoblebeforethem。Theyliveinidlenessandluxury——profligateswhogratifytheirpassionswithoutshameandwithoutremorse。Deny,ifyoudare,thatthisisatruedescriptionofthem。"
  Itwasreallypitiable。Heartilysorryforhim,Ipacifiedhimagain。
  "Anddon’tsupposeIforgetthatyouareoneofthem。Doyouhearme,mynoblefriend?"
  Therewasnohelpforit——Imadeanotherconciliatoryreply。
  "Sofar,"heresumed,"Idon’tcomplainofyou。Youhavenotattemptedtodeceiveme——yet。AbsolutesilenceiswhatIrequirenext。Thoughyoumaynotsuspectit,mymindisinaferment;I
  musttrytothink。"
  Tosomeextentatleast,histhoughtsbetrayedthemselvesinhisactions。HeputtheobjectthatIhadhalfseeninhishandintothepocketofhisdressing—gown,andmovedtothetoilet—table。
  Openingoneofthedrawers,hetookfromitafoldedsheetofpaper,andcamebacktome。
  "AministeroftheGospel,"hesaid,"isasacredman,andhasahorrorofcrime。Youaresafe,sofar——providedyouobeyme。I
  haveasolemnandterribledutytoperform。Thisisnottherightplaceforit。Followmedownstairs。"
  Heledthewayout。Thedoctor,waitinginthepassage,wasnotnearthestairs,andsoescapednotice。"Whatisit?"Mr。W
  ellwoodwhispered。Inthesameguardedway,Isaid:"Hehasnottoldmeyet;Ihavebeencarefulnottoirritatehim。"Whenwedescendedthestairs,thedoctorfollowedusatasafedistance。
  HemendedhispacewhentheMinisteropenedthedoorofthestudy,andwhenhesawusbothpassin。Beforehecouldfollow,thedoorwasclosedandlockedinhisface。Mr。Gracedieutookoutthekeyandthrewitthroughtheopenwindow,intothegardenbelow。
  Turningbackintotheroom,helaidthefoldedsheetofpaperonthetable。Thatdone,hespoketome。
  "Idistrustmyownweakness,"hesaid。"Adreadfulnecessityconfrontsme——Imightshrinkfromthehorrididea,and,ifI
  couldopenthedoor,mighttrytogetaway。Escapeisimpossiblenow。Weareprisonerstogether。Butdon’tsupposethatwearealone。Thereisathirdpersonpresent,whowilljudgebetweenyouandme。Lookthere!"
  Hepointedsolemnlytotheportraitofhiswife。Itwasasmallpicture,verysimplyframed;representingthefaceina"three—quarter"view,andpartofthefigureonly。Asaworkofartitwascontemptible;but,asalikeness,itanswereditspurpose。Myunhappyfriendstoodbeforeit,inanattitudeofdejection,coveringhisfacewithhishands。
  Intheintervalofsilencethatfollowed,Iwasremindedthatanunseenfriendwaskeepingwatchoutside。
  Alarmedbyhavingheardthekeyturnedinthelock,andrealizingtheembarrassmentofthepositioninwhichIwasplaced,thedoctorhaddiscoveredadiscreetwayofcommunicatingwithme。Heslippedoneofhisvisiting—cardsunderthedoor,withthesewordswrittenonit:"HowcanIhelpyou?"
  Itookthepencilfrommypocketbook,andwroteontheblanksideofthecard:"Hehasthrownthekeyintothegarden;lookforitunderthewindow。"AglanceattheMinister,beforeIreturnedmyreply,showedthathisattitudewasunchanged。Withoutbeingseenorsuspected,I,inmyturn,slippedthecardunderthedoor。
  Theslowminutesfollowedeachother——andstillnothinghappened。
  Myanxietytoseehowthedoctor’ssearchforthekeywassucceeding,temptedmetoapproachthewindow。Onmywaytoit,thetailofmycoatthrewdownalittletraycontainingpensandpencils,whichhadbeenleftclosetotheedgeofthetable。
  Slightasthenoiseofthefallwas,itdisturbedMr。Gracedieu。
  Helookedroundvacantly。
  "Ihavebeencomfortedbyprayer,"hetoldme。"TheweaknessofpoorhumanityhasfoundstrengthintheLord。"Hepointedtotheportraitoncemore:"Myhandsmustnotpresumetotouchit,whileIamstillindoubt。Takeitdown。"
  Iremovedthepictureandplacedit,byhisdirections,onachairthatstoodmidwaybetweenus。Tomysurprisehistonesfaltered;Isawtearsrisinginhiseyes。"Youmaythinkyouseeapicturethere,"hesaid。"Youarewrong。Youseemywifeherself。Standhere,andlookatmywifewithme。"
  Westoodtogether,withoureyesfixedontheportrait。
  Withoutanythingsaidordoneonmyparttoirritatehim,hesuddenlyturnedtomeinastateoffuriousrage。"Notasignofsorrow!"heburstout。"Notablushofshame!Wretch,youstandcondemnedbytheatrociouscomposurethatIseeinyourface!"
  AfirstdiscoveryoftheodioussuspicionofwhichIwastheobject,dawnedonmymindatthatmoment。Mycapacityforrestrainingmyselfcompletelyfailedme。Ispoketohimasifhehadbeenanaccountablebeing。"Onceforall,"Isaid,"tellmewhatIhavearighttoknow。Yoususpectmeofsomething。Whatisit?"