"MissHelenathought,"Isaid,"thattheladyrecognizedmeasapersonwhomshehadseenbefore。"
"Andwhatdidyouthinkyourself?"
"IthoughtMissHelenawaswrong。"
"Veryextraordinary!"Withthatremark,MissJillgalldroppedthesubject。Themeaningofherreiteratedinquirieswasnow,asitseemedtome,clearenough。ShewaseagertodiscoverhowIcouldhaveinspiredthedistrustofme,expressedinthecautionaddressedtoherbyherfriend。
Whenwereachedtheupperfloor,shepausedbeforetheMinister’sroom。
"Ibelievemanyyearshavepassed,"shesaid,"sinceyoulastsawMr。Gracedieu。Iamafraidyouhavefoundhimasadlychangedman?Youwon’tbeangrywithme,Ihope,foraskingmorequestions?IoweMr。Gracedieuadebtofgratitudewhichnodevotion,onmypart,caneverrepay。Youdon’tknowwhatafavorIshallconsiderit,ifyouwilltellmewhatyouthinkofhim。
Diditseemtoyouthathewasnotquitehimself?Idon’tmeaninhislooks,poordear——Imeaninhismind。"
Therewastruesorrowandsympathyinherface。IbelieveI
shouldhardlyhavethoughtherugly,ifwehadfirstmetatthatmoment。Thusfar,shehadonlyamusedme。IbeganreallytolikeMissJillgallnow。
"Imustnotconcealfromyou,"Ireplied,"thatthestateofMr。
Gracedieu’smindsurprisedanddistressedme。ButIoughtalsototellyouthatIsawhimperhapsathisworst。Thesubjectonwhichhewishedtospeakwithmewouldhaveagitatedanyman,inhisstateofhealth。Heconsultedmeabouthisdaughter’smarriage。"
MissJillgallsuddenlyturnedpale。
"Hisdaughter’smarriage?"sherepeated。"Oh,youfrightenme!"
"WhyshouldIfrightenyou?"
Sheseemedtofindsomedifficultyinexpressingherself。"I
hardlyknowhowtoputit,sir。Youwillexcuseme(won’tyou?)
ifIsaywhatIfeel。Youhaveinfluence——notthesortofinfluencethatfindsplacesforpeoplewhodon’tdeservethem,andgetsmentionedinthenewspapers——IonlymeaninfluenceoverMr。Gracedieu。That’swhatfrightensme。HowdoIknow——?Oh,dear,I’maskinganotherquestion!Allowme,foronce,tobeplainandpositive。I’mafraid,sir,youhaveencouragedtheMinistertoconsenttoHelena’smarriage。"
"Pardonme,"Ianswered,"youmeanEunice’smarriage。"
"No,sir!Helena。"
"No,madam!Eunice。"
"Whatdoeshemean?"saidMissJillgalltoherself。
Iheardher。"ThisiswhatImean,"Iasserted,inmymostpositivemanner。"TheonlysubjectonwhichtheMinisterhasconsultedmeisMissEunice’smarriage。"
Mytonelefthernoalternativebuttobelieveme。Shelookednotonlybewildered,butalarmed。"Oh,poorman,hashelosthimselfinsuchadreadfulwayasthat?"shesaidtoherself。"Idaren’tbelieveit!"Sheturnedtome。"Youhavebeentalkingwithhimforsometime。Pleasetrytoremember。WhileMr。GracedieuwasspeakingofEuneece,didhesaynothingofHelena’sinfamousconducttohersister?"
Nottheslightesthintofanysuchthing,Iassuredher,hadreachedmyears。
"Then,"shecried,"Icantellyouwhathehasforgotten!Wekeptasmuchofthatmiserablestorytoourselvesaswecould,inmercytohim。Besides,hewasalwaysfondestofEuneece;shewouldliveinhismemorywhenhehadforgottentheother——thewretch,thetraitress,theplotter,thefiend!"MissJillgall’sgoodmannersslipped,asitwere,fromunderher;sheclinchedherfistsasafinalmeansofexpressinghersentiments。"ThewretchedEnglishlanguageisn’thalfstrongenoughforme,"shedeclaredwithalookoffury。
Itookaliberty。"MayIaskwhatMissHelenahasdone?"Isaid。
"_May_youask?Oh,Heavens!youmustask,youshallask。Mr。
Governor,ifyoureyesarenotopenedtoHelena’struecharacter,Icantellyouwhatshewilldo;shewilldeceiveyouintotakingherpart。Doyouthinkshewenttothestationoutofregardforthegreatman?Pooh!shewentwithaneyetoherowninterests;
andshemeanstomakethegreatmanuseful。ThankGod,Icanstopthat!"
Shecheckedherselfthere,andlookedsuspiciouslyatthedoorofMr。Gracedieu’sroom。
"Intheinterestofourconversation,"shewhispered,"wehavenotgivenathoughttotheplacewehavebeentalkingin。DoyouthinktheMinisterhasheardus?"
"Notifheisasleep——asIlefthim,"
MissJillgallshookherheadominously。"Thesafewayisthisway,"shesaid。"Comewithme。"
CHAPTERXXXV。
THEFUTURELOOKSGLOOMY。
MYever—helpfulguideledmetomyroom——welloutofMr。
Gracedieu’shearing,ifhehappenedtobeawake——attheotherendofthepassage。Havingopenedthedoor,shepausedonthethreshold。ThedecreesofthatmercilessEnglishdespot,Propriety,claimedherfortheirown。"Oh,dear!"shesaidtoherself,"oughtItogoin?"
Myinterestasaman(and,whatismore,anoldman)inthecomingdisclosurewastooserioustobetrifledwithinthisway。
Itookherarm,andledherintomyroomasifIwasatadinner—party,leadinghertothetable。Isitthegoodortheevilfortuneofmortalsthatthecomicsideoflife,andtheserioussideoflife,areperpetuallyincollisionwitheachother?Weburstoutlaughing,atamomentofgraveimportancetousboth。Perfectlyinappropriate,andperfectlynatural。Butwewereneitherofusphilosophers,andwewereashamedofourownmerrimentthemomentithadceased。
"WhenyouhearwhatIhavetotellyou,"MissJillgallbegan,"I
hopeyouwillthinkasIdo。WhathasslippedMr。Gracedieu’smemory,itmaybesafertosay——forheissometimesirritable,poordear——wherehewon’tknowanythingaboutit。"
WiththatshetoldthelamentablestoryofthedesertionofEunice。
InsilenceIlistened,fromfirsttolast。HowcouldItrustmyselftospeak,asImusthavespoken,inthepresenceofawoman?Thecruelinjuryinflictedonthepoorgirl,whohadinterestedandtouchedmeinthefirstinnocentyearofherlife——whohadgrowntowomanhoodtobethevictimoftwowretches,bothtrustedbyher,bothboundtoherbythesacreddebtoflove——sofiredmytemperthatIlongedtobewithinreachoftheman,withahorsewhipinmyhand。Seeinginmyface,asI
suppose,whatwaspassinginmymind,MissJillgallexpressedsympathyandadmirationinherownquaintway:"Ah,Iliketoseeyousoangry!It’sgrandtoknowthatamanwhohasgovernedprisonershasgotsuchapityingheart。Letmetellyouonething,sir。Youwillbemoreangrythanever,whenyouseemysweetgirlto—morrow。Andmindthis——itisHelena’sdevouringvanity,Helena’swickedjealousyofhersister’sgoodfortune,thathasdonethemischief。Don’tbetoohardonPhilip?Idobelieve,ifthetruthwastold,heisashamedofhimself。"
IfeltinclinedtobeharderonPhilipthanever。"Whereishe?"
Iasked。
MissJillgallstarted。"Oh,Mr。Governor,don’tshowtheseveresideofyourself,aftertheprettycomplimentIhavejustpaidtoyou!Whatamasterfulvoice!andwhateyes,dearsir;whatterrifyingeyes!IfeelasifIwasoneofyourprisoners,andhadmisbehavedmyself。"
Irepeatedmyquestionwithimprovement,Ihope,inmylooksandtones:"Don’tthinkmeobstinate,mydearlady。Ionlywanttoknowifheisinthistown。"
MissJillgallseemedtotakeacuriouspleasureindisappointingme;shehadnotforgottenmyunfortunateabruptnessoflookandmanner。"Youwon’tfindhimhere,"shesaid。
"PerhapshehasleftEngland?"
"Ifyoumustknow,sir,heisinLondon——withMr。Dunboyne。"
Thenamestartledme。
Inamomentmoreitrecalledtomymemoryaremarkableletter,addressedtomemanyyearsago,whichwillbefoundinmyintroductorynarrative。Thewriter——anIrishgentleman,namedDunboyneconfidedtomethathismarriagehadassociatedhimwiththemurderess,whohadthenbeenrecentlyexecuted,asbrother—in—lawtothatinfamouswoman。Thiscircumstancehehadnaturallykeptasecretfromeveryone,includinghisson,thenaboy。Ialonewasmadeanexceptiontothegeneralrule,becauseI
alonecouldtellhimwhathadbecomeofthepoorlittlegirl,whoinspiteofthedisgracefulendofhermotherwasstillhisniece。Ifthechildhadnotbeenprovidedfor,hefeltithisdutytotakechargeofhereducation,andtowatchoverherprospectsinthefuture。Suchhadbeenhisobjectinwritingtome;andsuchwasthesubstanceofhisletter。Ihadmerelyinformedhim,inreply,thathiskindintentionshadbeenanticipated,andthatthechild’sprosperousfuturewasassured。
MissJillgall’skeenobservationnoticedtheimpressionthathadbeenproduceduponme。"Mr。Dunboyne’snameseemstosurpriseyou。"shesaid。
"ThisisthefirsttimeIhaveheardyoumentionit,"Ianswered。
Shelookedasifshecouldhardlybelieveme。"Surelyyoumusthaveheardthename,"shesaid,"whenItoldyouaboutpoorEuneece?"
"No。"
"Well,then,Mr。Gracedieumusthavementionedit?"
"No。"
Thissecondreplyinthenegativeirritatedher。
"Atanyrate,"shesaid,sharply,"youappearedtoknowMr。
Dunboyne’sname,justnow。"
"Certainly!"
"Andyet,"shepersisted,"thenameseemedtocomeuponyouasasurprise。Idon’tunderstandit。IfIhavementionedPhilip’snameonce,Ihavementioneditadozentimes。"
Wewerecompletelyatcross—purposes。Shehadtakensomethingforgrantedwhichwasanunfathomablemysterytome。
"Well,"Iobjected,"ifyoudidmentionhisnameadozentimes——excusemeforaskingthequestion———whatthen?"
"Goodheavens!"criedMissJillgall,"doyoumeantosayyouneverguessedthatPhilipwasMr。Dunboyne’sson?"
Iwaspetrified。
Hisson!Dunboyne’sson!HowcouldIhaveguessedit?
Atalatertimeonly,thegoodlittlecreaturewhohadsoinnocentlydeceivedme,rememberedthatthemischiefmighthavebeenwroughtbytheforceofhabit。WhilehehadstillaclaimontheirregardthefamilyhadalwaysspokenofEunice’sunworthyloverbyhisChristianname;andwhathadbeenfamiliarintheirmouthsfelttheinfluenceofcustom,beforetimeenoughhadelapsedtomakethemthinkasreadilyoftheenemyastheyhadhithertothoughtofthefriend。
ButIwasignorantofthis:andthedisclosurebywhichIfoundmyselfsuddenlyconfrontedwasmorethanIcouldsupport。Forthemoment,speechwasbeyondme。
Hisson!Dunboyne’sson!
Whatapositionthatyoungmanhadoccupied,unsuspectedbyhisfather,unknowntohimself!keptinignoranceofthefamilydisgrace,hehadbeenaguestinthehouseofthemanwhohadconsoledhisinfamousauntontheeveofherexecution——whohadsavedhisunhappycousinfrompoverty,fromsorrow,fromshame。
Andbutonehumanbeingknewthis。Andthathumanbeingwasmyself!
Observingmyagitation,MissJillgallplacedherownconstructiononit。
"DoyouknowanythingbadofPhilip?"sheaskedeagerly。"Ifit’ssomethingthatwillpreventHelenafrommarryinghim,tellmewhatitis,Ibegandpray。"
Iknewnomoreof"Philip"(whomshestillcalledbyhisChristianname!)thanshehadtoldmeherself:therewasnohelpforitbuttodisappointher。AtthesametimeIwasunabletoconcealthatIwasillatease,andthatitmightbewelltoleavemebymyself。Afteralookroundthebedchambertoseethatnothingwaswantingtomycomfort,shemadeherquaintcurtsey,andleftmewithherowninimitableformoffarewell。
"Oh,indeed,Ihavebeenheretoolong!AndI’mafraidIhavebeenguilty,onceortwice,ofvulgarfamiliarity。Youwillexcuseme,Ihope。Thishasbeenanexcitinginterview——IthinkI
amgoingtocry。"
Sheranoutoftheroom;andcarriedawaywithhersomeofmykindliestfeelings,shortasthetimeofouracquaintancehadbeen。Whatawifeandwhatamotherwaslostthere——andallforwantofaprettyface!
Leftalone,mythoughtsinevitablyrevertedtoDunboynetheelder,andtoallthathadhappenedinMr。Gracedieu’sfamilysincetheIrishgentlemanhadwrittentomeinbygoneyears。
TheterriblechoiceofresponsibilitieswhichhadpreyedontheMinister’smindhadbeenforeseenbyMr。Dunboyne,whenhefirstthoughtofadoptinghisinfantniece,andhadwarnedhimtodreadwhatmighthappeninthefuture,ifhebroughtherupasamemberofthefamilywithhisownboy,andifthetwoyoungpeoplebecameatalaterperiodattachedtoeachother。Howhadthewiseforesight,whichofferedsuchacontrasttothepoorMinister’simpulsiveactofmercy,metwithitsreward?FateorProvidence(callitwhichwemay)hadbroughtDunboyne’ssonandthedaughterofthemurderesstogether;hadinspiredthosetwostrangerswithlove;andhademboldenedthemtoplighttheirtrothbyamarriageengagement。Wastheman’sbetrayalofthetrustplacedinhimbythefaithfulgirltobeesteemedafortunatecircumstancebythetwopersonswhoknewthetruestoryofherparentage,theMinisterandmyself?Couldwerejoiceinanactofinfidelitywhichhadembitteredanddarkenedthegentleharmlesslifeofthevictim?Orcouldwe,ontheotherhand,encouragetheruthlessdeceit,thehatefultreachery,whichhadputthewickedHelena——withnoexposuretodreadif_she_
married——intoherwrongedsister’splace?Impossible!Intheonecaseasintheother,impossible!
Equallyhopelessdidtheprospectappear,whenItriedtodeterminewhatmyownindividualcourseofactionoughttobe。
Inmycalmermoments,theideahadoccurredtomymindofgoingtoDunboynetheyounger,and,ifhehadanysenseofshameleft,exertingmyinfluencetoleadhimbacktohisbetrothedwife。HowcouldInowdothis,consistentlywithmydutytotheyoungman’sfather;knowingwhatIknew,andnotforgettingthatIhadmyselfadvisedMr。Gracedieutokeepthetruthconcealed,whenIwasequallyignorantofPhilipDunboyne’sparentageandofHelenaGracedieu’streachery?
EvenifeventssoordereditthatthemarriageofEunicemightyettakeplace——withoutanyinterferenceexertedtoproducethatresult,onewayortheother,onmypart——itwouldbejustasimpossibleformetospeakoutnow,asithadbeeninthelong—pastyearswhenIhadsocautiouslyansweredMr。Dunboyne’sletter。Butwhatwouldhethinkofmeifaccidentled,soonerorlater,tothedisclosurewhichIhadfeltboundtoconceal?ThemoreItriedtoforecastthechancesofthefuture,thedarkerandthedarkerwastheviewthatfacedme。
Tomysinkingheartandweariedmind,goodDameNaturepresentedamoreacceptableprospect,whenIhappenedtolookoutofthewindowofmyroom。ThereIsawthetreesandflowerbedsofagarden,temptingmeirresistiblyunderthecloudlesssunshineofafineday。Iwasonmywayout,torecoverheartandhope,whenaknockatthedoorstoppedme。
HadMissJillgallreturned?WhenIsaid"Comein,"Mr。Gracedieuopenedthedoor,andenteredtheroom。
Hewassoweakthathestaggeredasheapproachedme。Leadinghimtoachair,Inoticedawildlookinhiseyes,andaflushonhishaggardcheeks。Somethinghadhappened。
"Whenyouwerewithmeinmyroom,"hebegan,"didInottellyouthatIhadforgottensomething?"
"Certainlyyoudid。"
"Well,Ihavefoundthelostremembrance。Mymisfortune——Ioughttocallitthepunishmentformysins,isrecalledtomenow。Theworstcursethatcanfallonafatheristhecursethathascometome。Ihaveawickeddaughter。Myownchild,sir!myownchild!"
Hadhebeenawake,whileMissJillgallandIhadbeentalkingoutsidehisdoor?HadheheardheraskmeifMr。GracedieuhadsaidnothingofHelena’sinfamousconducttohersister,whilehewasspeakingofEunice?Thewaytothelostremembrancehadperhapsbeenfoundthere。Inanycase,afterthatbitterallusiontohis"wickeddaughter"someresultmustfollow。HelenaGracedieuandadayofreckoningmightbenearertoeachotheralreadythanIhadventuredtohope。
Iwaitedanxiouslyforwhathemightsaytomenext。
CHAPTERXXXVI。
THEWANDERINGMIND。
FORthemoment,theMinisterdisappointedme。
Withoutspeaking,withoutevenlookingup,hetookouthispocketbook,andbegantowriteinit。Constantlyinterruptedeitherbyatremblinginthehandthatheldthepencil,orbyadifficulty(asIimagined)inexpressingthoughtsimperfectlyrealized——hispatiencegaveway;hedashedthebookonthefloor。
"Mymindisgone!"heburstout。"Oh,FatherinHeaven,letdeathdelivermefromabodywithoutamind!"
Whocouldhearhim,andbeguiltyofthecrueltyofpreachingself—control?Ipickedupthepocketbook,andofferedtohelphim。
"Doyouthinkyoucan?"heasked。
"Icanatleasttry。"
"Goodfellow!WhatshouldIdowithoutyou?Seenow;hereismydifficulty。Ihavegotsomanythingstosay,Iwanttoseparatethem——orelsetheywillallrunintoeachother。Lookatthebook,"mypoorfriendsaidmournfully;"theyhaverunintoeachotherinspiteofme。"
Theentriesprovedtobenearlyincomprehensible。HereandthereIdiscoveredsomescatteredwords,whichshowedthemselvesmoreorlessdistinctlyinthemidstofthesurroundingconfusion。ThefirstwordthatIcouldmakeoutwas"Education。"Helpedbythathint,Itrustedtoguess—worktoguidemeinspeakingtohim。Itwasnecessarytobepositive,orhewouldhavelostallfaithinme。
"Well?"hesaidimpatiently。
"Well,"Ianswered,"youhavesomethingtosaytomeabouttheeducationwhichyouhavegiventoyourdaughters。"
"Don’tputthemtogether!"hecried。"Dear,patient,sweetEunicemustnotbeconfoundedwiththatshe—devil——"
"Hush,hush,Mr。Gracedieu!BadlyasMissHelenahasbehaved,sheisyourownchild。"
"Irepudiateher,sir!Thinkforamomentofwhatshehasdone——andthenthinkofthereligiouseducationthatIhavegivenher。Heartless!Deceitful!Themostignorantcreatureinthelowestdensofthistowncouldhavedonenothingmorebaselycruel。Andthis,afteryearsonyearsofpatientChristianinstructiononmypart!Whatisreligion?Whatiseducation?I
readahorriblebookonce(Iforgetwhowastheauthor);itcalledreligionsuperstition,andeducationemptyform。Idon’tknow;uponmywordIdon’tknowthatthebookmaynot——Oh,mytongue!Whydon’tIkeepaguardovermytongue?Areyouafather,too?Don’tinterruptme。Putyourselfinmyplace,andthinkofit。Heartless,deceitful,and_my_daughter。Givemethepocketbook;Iwanttoseewhichmemorandumcomesfirst。"
Hehadnowwroughthimselfintoastateofexcitement,whichrelievedhisspiritsofthedepressionthathadweighedonthemuptothistime。Hisharmlessvanity,always,asIsuspect,alatentqualityinhiskindlynature,hadalreadyrestoredhisconfidence。Withaself—sufficientsmileheconsultedhisownunintelligibleentries,andmadehisownwilddiscoveries。
"Ah,yes;’M’standsforMinister;Icomefirst。AmItoblame?
AmI——Godforgivememymanysins——amIheartless?AmI
deceitful?"
"Mygoodfriend,notevenyourenemiescouldsaythat!"
"Thankyou。Whocomesnext?"Heconsultedthebookagain。"Hermother,hersaintedmother,comesnext。Peoplesaysheislikehermother。Wasmywifeheartless?Wastheangelofmylifedeceitful?"
("That,"Ithoughttomyself,"isexactlywhatyourwifewas——andexactlywhatreappearsinyourwife’schild。")
"Wheredoesherwickednesscomefrom?"hewenton。"Notfromhermother;notfromme;notfromaneglectededucation。"Hesuddenlysteppeduptomeandlaidhishandsonmyshoulders;hisvoicedroppedtohoarse,moaning,awestrucktones。"ShallItellyouwhatitis?Apossessionofthedevil。"
Itwassoevidentlydesirabletopreventanycontinuationofsuchatrainofthoughtasthis,thatIcouldfeelnohesitationininterruptinghim。
"WillyouhearwhatIhavetosay?"Iaskedbluntly。
Hishumorchangedagain;hemademealowbow,andwentbacktohischair。"Iwillhearyouwithpleasure,"heansweredpolitely。
"YouarethemosteloquentmanIknow,withoneexception——myself。Ofcourse——myself。"
"Itismerewasteoftime,"Icontinued,"toregrettheexcellenteducationwhichyourdaughterhasmisused。"Makingthatreply,I
wastemptedtoaddanotherwordoftruth。Alleducationisatthemercyoftwopowerfulcounter—influences:theinfluenceoftemperament,andtheinfluenceofcircumstances。Butthiswasphilosophy。HowcouldIexpecthimtosubmittophilosophy?"WhatweknowofMissHelena,"Iwenton,"mustbeenoughforus。Shehasplotted,andshemeanstosucceed。Stopher。"
"Justmyidea!"hedeclaredfirmly。"Irefusemyconsenttothatabominablemarriage。"
Inthepopularphrase,Istruckwhiletheironwashot。"Youmustdomorethanthat,sir,"Itoldhim。
Hisvanitysuddenlytookthealarm——Iwasleadinghimrathertooundisguisedly。Hehandedhisbookbacktome。"Youwillfind,"hesaidloftily,"thatIhaveputitalldownthere。"
Ipretendedtofindit,andreadanimaginaryentrytothiseffect:"Afterwhatshehasalreadydone,Helenaiscapableofmarryingindefianceofmywishesandcommands。Thismustbeconsideredandprovidedagainst。"Sofar,Ihadsucceededinflatteringhim。Butwhen(thinkingofhispaternalauthority)I
alludednexttohisdaughter’sage,hiseyesrestedonmewithalookofdownrightterror。
"Nomoreofthat!"hesaid。"Iwon’ttalkofthegirls’agesevenwithyou。"
Whatdidhemean?Itwasuselesstoask。Iwentonwiththematterinhand——stilldeliberatelyspeakingtohim,asImighthavespokentoamanwithanintellectasclearasmyown。Inmyexperience,thispracticegenerallystimulatesaweakintelligencetodoitsbest。Weallknowhowchildrenreceivetalkthatislowered,orbooksthatarelowered,totheirpresumedlevel。
"Ishalltakeitforgranted,"Icontinued,"thatMissHelenaisstillunderyourlawfulauthority。Shecanonlyarriveatherendsbymeansofarunawaymarriage。Inthatcase,muchdependsontheman。Youtoldmeyoucouldn’thelplikinghim。Thiswas,ofcourse,beforeyouknewoftheinfamousmannerinwhichhehasbehaved。Youmusthavechangedyouropinionnow。"
Heseemedtobeatalosshowtoreply。"Iamafraid,"hesaid,"theyoungmanwasdrawnintoitbyHelena。"
HerewasMissJillgall’sapologyforPhilipDunboynerepeatedinotherwords。DespisinganddetestingthefellowasIdid,Iwasforcedtoadmittomyselfthathemustberecommendedbypersonalattractionswhichitwouldbenecessarytoreckonwith。ItriedtogetsomemoreinformationfromMr。Gracedieu。
"Theexcuseyouhavejustmadeforhim,"Iresumed,"impliesthatheisaweakman;easilypersuaded,easilyled。"
TheMinisteransweredbynoddinghishead。
"Suchweaknessasthat,"Ipersisted,"isaviceinitself。Ithasledalready,sir,tothesaddestresults。"
Headmittedthisbyanothernod。
"Idon’twishtoshockyou,Mr。Gracedieu;butImustrecommendemployingthemeansthatpresentthemselves。Youmustpracticeonthisman’sweakness,forthesakeofthegoodthatmaycomeofit。IhearheisinLondonwithhisfather。Trythestronginfluence,andwritetohisfather。Thereisanotherreasonbesidesfordoingthis。ItisquitepossiblethatthetruthhasbeenconcealedfromMr。Dunboynetheelder。Takecarethatheisinformedofwhathasreallyhappened。Areyoulookingforpen,ink,andpaper?LetmeofferyouthewritingmaterialswhichI
useintraveling。"
Iplacedthembeforehim。Hetookupthepen;hearrangedthepaper;hewaseagertobegin。
Afterwritingafewwords,hestopped——reflected——triedagain——stoppedagain——toreupthelittlethathehaddone——andbegananewletter,endinginthesamemiserableresult。Itwasimpossibletowitnesshishelplessness,toseehowpitiablypatienthewasoverhisownincapacity,andtoletthemelancholyspectaclegoon。Iproposedtowritetheletter;authenticatingit,ofcourse,byhissignature。Whenheallowedmetotakethepen,heturnedawayhisface,ashamedtoletmeseewhathesuffered。Wasthisthesameman,whosegreatnaturehadsonoblyasserteditselfinthecondemnedcell?Poormortality!
Theletterwaseasilywritten。
IhadonlytoinformMr。Dunboyneofhisson’sconduct;
repeating,intheplainestlanguagethatIcoulduse,whatMissJillgallhadrelatedtome。Arrivedattheconclusion,I
contrivedtomakeMr。Gracedieuexpresshimselfinthesestrongterms:"Iprotestagainstthemarriageinjusticetoyou,sir,aswellastomyself。Wecanneitherofuscontenttobeaccomplicesinanactofdomestictreasonofthebasestkind。"
Insilence,theMinisterreadtheletter,andattachedhissignaturetoit。Insilence,heroseandtookmyarm。Iaskedifhewishedtogotohisroom。Heonlyrepliedbyasign。Iofferedtositwithhim,andtrytocheerhim。Gratefully,hepressedmyhand:gently,heputmebackfromthedoor。Crushedbythemiserablediscoveryofthedecayofhisownfaculties!WhatcouldIdo?whatcouldIsay?Nothing!
MissJillgallwasinthedrawing—room。Withthenecessaryexplanations,Ishowedhertheletter。Shereaditwithbreathlessinterest。"ItterrifiesonetothinkhowmuchdependsonoldMr。Dunboyne,"shesaid。"Youknowhim。Whatsortofmanishe?"
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