Washecomparingmewiththevictimofthepoison——withmyhusband’sfirstwife?Hiswordsseemedtojustifytheconclusion。
IfIwereright,thedeadwomanhadevidentlybeenafavoritewithhim。Therewasnomisinterpretingthebrokentonesofhisvoicewhenhespokeofher:hehadadmiredher,living;hemournedher,dead。SupposingthatIcouldprevailuponmyselftoadmitthisextraordinarypersonintomyconfidence,whatwouldbetheresult?ShouldIbethegainerortheloserbytheresemblancewhichhefanciedhehaddiscovered?Wouldthesightofmeconsolehimorpainhim?Iwaitedeagerlytohearmoreonthesubjectofthefirstwife。Notawordmoreescapedhislips。
Anewchangecameoverhim。Heliftedhisheadwithastart,andlookedabouthimasawearymanmightlookifhewassuddenlydisturbedinadeepsleep。
"WhathaveIdone?"hesaid。"HaveIbeenlettingmyminddriftagain?"Heshudderedandsighed。"Oh,thathouseofGleninch!"hemurmured,sadly,tohimself。"ShallInevergetawayfromitinmythoughts?Oh,thathouseofGleninch!"
Tomyinfinitedisappointment,Mrs。Macallancheckedthefurtherrevelationofwhatwaspassinginhismind。
Somethinginthetoneandmannerofhisallusiontoherson’scountry—houseseemedtohaveoffendedher。Sheinterposedsharplyanddecisively。
"Gently,myfriend,gently!"shesaid。"Idon’tthinkyouquiteknowwhatyouaretalkingabout。"
Hisgreatblueeyesflashedatherfiercely。Withoneturnofhishandhebroughthischaircloseatherside。Thenextinstanthecaughtherbythearm,andforcedhertobendtohim,untilhecouldwhisperinherear。Hewasviolentlyagitated。HiswhisperwasloudenoughtomakeitselfheardwhereIwassittingatthetime。
"Idon’tknowwhatIamtalkingabout?"herepeated,withhiseyesfixedattentively,notonmymother—in—law,butonme。"Youshortsightedoldwoman!whereareyourspectacles?Lookather!
Doyouseenoresemblance——thefigure,nottheface!——doyouseenoresemblancetheretoEustace’sfirstwife?"
"Purefancy!"rejoinedMrs。Macallan。"Iseenothingofthesort。"
Heshookherimpatiently。
"Notsoloud!"hewhispered。"Shewillhearyou。"
"Ihaveheardyouboth,"Isaid。"Youneedhavenofear,Mr。
Dexter,ofspeakingbeforeme。Iknowthatmyhusbandhadafirstwife,andIknowhowmiserablyshedied。IhavereadtheTrial。"
"Youhavereadthelifeanddeathofamartyr!"criedMiserrimusDexter。Hesuddenlywheeledhischairmyway;hebentoverme;
hiseyesfilledwithtears。"Nobodyappreciatedherathertruevalue,"hesaid,"butme。Nobodybutme!nobodybutme!"
Mrs。Macallanwalkedawayimpatientlytotheendoftheroom。
"Whenyouareready,Valeria,Iam,"shesaid。"Wecannotkeeptheservantsandthehorseswaitingmuchlongerinthisbleakplace。"
IwastoodeeplyinterestedinleadingMiserrimusDextertopursuethesubjectonwhichhehadtouchedtobewillingtoleavehimatthatmoment。IpretendednottohaveheardMrs。Macallan。
Ilaidmyhand,asifbyaccident,onthewheel—chairtokeephimnearme。
"YoushowedmehowhighlyyouesteemedthatpoorladyinyourevidenceattheTrial,"Isaid。"Ibelieve,Mr。Dexter,youhaveideasofyourownaboutthemysteryofherdeath?"
Hehadbeenlookingatmyhand,restingonthearmofhischair,untilIventuredonmyquestion。Atthathesuddenlyraisedhiseyes,andfixedthemwithafrowningandfurtivesuspiciononmyface。
"HowdoyouknowIhaveideasofmyown?"heasked,sternly。
"IknowitfromreadingtheTrial,"Ianswered。"Thelawyerwhocross—examinedyouspokealmostintheverywordswhichIhavejustused。Ihadnointentionofoffendingyou,Mr。Dexter。"
Hisfaceclearedasrapidlyasithadclouded。Hesmiled,andlaidhishandonmine。Histouchstruckmecold。Ifelteverynerveinmeshiveringunderit;Idrewmyhandawayquickly。
"Ibegyourpardon,"hesaid,"ifIhavemisunderstoodyou。I
_have_ideasofmyownaboutthatunhappylady。"Hepausedandlookedatmeinsilenceveryearnestly。"Have_you_anyideas?"
heasked。"Ideasaboutherlife?oraboutherdeath?"
Iwasdeeplyinterested;Iwasburningtohearmore。ItmightencouragehimtospeakifIwerecandidwithhim。Ianswered,"Yes。"
"Ideaswhichyouhavementionedtoanyone?"hewenton。
"Tonolivingcreature,"Ireplied——"asyet。"
"Thisverystrange!"hesaid,stillearnestlyreadingmyface。
"Whatinterestcan_you_haveinadeadwomanwhomyouneverknew?Whydidyouaskmethatquestionjustnow?Haveyouanymotiveincomingheretoseeme?"
Iboldlyacknowledgedthetruth。Isaid,"Ihaveamotive。"
"IsitconnectedwithEustaceMacallan’sfirstwife?"
"Itis。"
"Withanythingthathappenedinherlifetime?"
"No。"
"Withherdeath?"
"Yes。"
Hesuddenlyclaspedhishandswithawildgestureofdespair,andthenpressedthembothonhishead,asifhewerestruckbysomesuddenpain。
"Ican’thearitto—night!"hesaid。"Iwouldgiveworldstohearit,butIdaren’t。IshouldloseallholdovermyselfinthestateIaminnow。Iamnotequaltorakingupthehorrorandthemysteryofthepast;Ihavenotcourageenoughtoopenthegraveofthemartyreddead。Didyouhearmewhenyoucamehere?Ihaveanimmenseimagination。Itrunsriotattimes。Itmakesanactorofme。Iplaythepartsofalltheheroesthateverlived。Ifeeltheircharacters。Imergemyselfintheirindividualities。ForthetimeI_am_themanIfancymyselftobe。Ican’thelpit。I
amobligedtodoit。IfIrestrainedmyimaginationwhenthefitisonme,Ishouldgomad。Iletmyselfloose。Itlastsforhours。Itleavesmewithmyenergieswornout,withmysensibilitiesfrightfullyacute。Rouseanymelancholyorterribleassociationsinmeatsuchtimes,andIamcapableofhysterics,Iamcapableofscreaming。Youheardmescream。Youshall_not_
seemeinhysterics。No,Mrs。Valeria——no,youinnocentreflectionofthedeadandgone——Iwouldnotfrightenyoufortheworld。Willyoucomehereto—morrowinthedaytime?Ihavegotachaiseandapony。Ariel,mydelicateAriel,candrive。SheshallcallatMammaMacallan’sandfetchyou。Wewilltalkto—morrow,whenIamfitforit。Iamdyingtohearyou。Iwillbefitforyouinthemorning。Iwillbecivil,intelligent,communicative,inthemorning。Nomoreofitnow。Awaywiththesubject——thetooexciting,thetoointerestingsubject!Imustcomposemyselformybrainswillexplodeinmyhead。Musicisthetruenarcoticforexcitablebrains。Myharp!myharp!"
Herushedawayinhischairtothefarendoftheroom,passingMrs。Macallanasshereturnedtome,bentonhasteningourdeparture。
"Come!"saidtheoldlady,irritably。"Youhaveseenhim,andhehasmadeagoodshowofhimself。Moreofhimmightbetiresome。
Comeaway。"
Thechairreturnedtousmoreslowly。MiserrimusDexterwasworkingitwithonehandonly。IntheotherheheldaharpofapatternwhichIhadhithertoonlyseeninpictures。Thestringswerefewinnumber,andtheinstrumentwassosmallthatIcouldhavehelditeasilyonmylap。ItwastheancientharpofthepicturedMusesandthelegendaryWelshbards。
"Good—night,Dexter,"saidMrs。Macallan。
Hehelduponehandimperatively。
"Wait!"hesaid。"Letherhearmesing。"Heturnedtome。"I
declinetobeindebtedtootherpeopleformypoetryandmymusic,"hewenton。"Icomposemyownpoetryandmyownmusic。I
improvise。Givemeamomenttothink。IwillimproviseforYou。"
Heclosedhiseyesandrestedhisheadontheframeoftheharp。
Hisfingersgentlytouchedthestringswhilehewasthinking。Inafewminutesheliftedhishead,lookedatme,andstruckthefirstnotes——thepreludetothesong。Itwaswild,barbaric,monotonousmusic,utterlyunlikeanymoderncomposition。
SometimesitsuggestedaslowandundulatingOrientaldance。
SometimesitmodulatedintotoneswhichremindedmeofthesevererharmoniesoftheoldGregorianchants。Thewords,whentheyfollowedtheprelude,wereaswild,asrecklesslyfreefromallrestraintofcriticalrules,asthemusic。Theywereassuredlyinspiredbytheoccasion;Iwasthethemeofthestrangesong。Andthus——inoneofthefinesttenorvoicesIeverheard——mypoetsangofme:
"Whydoesshecome?Sheremindsmeofthelost;Sheremindsmeofthedead:Inherformliketheother,Inherwalkliketheother:Whydoesshecome?
"DoesDestinybringher?ShallwerangetogetherThemazesofthepast?ShallwesearchtogetherThesecretsofthepast?Shallweinterchangethoughts,surmises,suspicions?DoesDestinybringher?
"TheFuturewillshow。Letthenightpass;Letthedaycome。I
shallseeintoHermind:ShewilllookintoMine。TheFuturewillshow。"
Hisvoicesank,hisfingerstouchedthestringsmoreandmorefeeblyasheapproachedthelastlines。Theoverwroughtbrainneededandtookitsreanimatingrepose。Atthefinalwordshiseyesslowlyclosed。Hisheadlaybackonthechair。Hesleptwithhisarmsaroundhisharp,asachildsleepshuggingitslastnewtoy。
Westoleoutoftheroomontiptoe,andleftMiserrimusDexter——poet,composer,andmadman——inhispeacefulsleep。
CHAPTERXXVI。
MOREOFMYOBSTINACY。
ARIELwasdownstairsintheshadowyhall,halfasleep,halfawake,waitingtoseethevisitorsclearofthehouse。Withoutspeakingtous,withoutlookingatus,sheledthewaydownthedarkgardenwalk,andlockedthegatebehindus。"Good—night,Ariel,"Icalledouttoheroverthepaling。Nothingansweredmebutthetrampofherheavyfootstepsreturningtothehouse,andthedullthump,amomentafterward,oftheclosingdoor。
Thefootmanhadthoughtfullylightedthecarriagelamps。Carryingoneofthemtoserveasalantern,helightedusoverthewildsofthebrickdesert,andlandedussafelyonthepathbythehigh—road。
"Well!"saidmymother—in—law,whenwewerecomfortablyseatedinthecarriageagain。"YouhaveseenMiserrimusDexter,andIhopeyouaresatisfied。IwilldohimthejusticetodeclarethatI
never,inallmyexperience,sawhimmorecompletelycrazythanhewasto—night。Whatdo_you_say?"
"Idon’tpresumetodisputeyouropinion,"Ianswered。"But,speakingformyself,I’mnotquitesurethatheismad。"
"Notmad!"criedMrs。Macallan,"afterthosefranticperformancesinhischair?Notmad,aftertheexhibitionhemadeofhisunfortunatecousin?Notmad,afterthesongthathesanginyourhonor,andthefallingasleepbywayofconclusion?Oh,Valeria!
Valeria!Wellsaidthewisdomofourancestors——therearenonesoblindasthosewhowon’tsee。"
"Pardonme,dearMrs。Macallan,Isaweverythingthatyoumention,andIneverfeltmoresurprisedormoreconfoundedinmylife。ButnowIhaverecoveredfrommyamazement,andcanthinkitoverquietly,Imuststillventuretodoubtwhetherthisstrangemanisreallymadinthetruemeaningoftheword。Itseemstomethatheonlyexpresses——Iadmitinaveryrecklessandboisterousway——thoughtsandfeelingswhichmostofusareashamedofasweaknesses,andwhichwekeeptoourselvesaccordingly。IconfessIhaveoftenfanciedmyselftransformedintosomeotherperson,andhavefeltacertainpleasureinseeingmyselfinmynewcharacter。Oneofourfirstamusementsaschildren(ifwehaveanyimaginationatall)istogetoutofourowncharacters,andtotrythecharactersofotherpersonagesasachange——tofairies,tobequeens,tobeanything,inshort,butwhatwereallyare。Mr。Dexterletsoutthesecretjustasthechildrendo,andifthatismadness,heiscertainlymad。ButI
noticedthatwhenhisimaginationcooleddownhebecameMiserrimusDexteragain——henomorebelievedhimselfthanwebelievedhimtobeNapoleonorShakespeare。Besides,someallowanceissurelytobemadeforthesolitary,sedentarylifethatheleads。Iamnotlearnedenoughtotracetheinfluenceofthatlifeinmakinghimwhatheis;butIthinkIcanseetheresultinanover—excitedimagination,andIfancyIcantracehisexhibitinghispoweroverthepoorcousinandhissingingofthatwonderfulsongtonomoreformidablecausethaninordinateself—conceit。Ihopetheconfessionwillnotlowermeseriouslyinyourgoodopinion;butImustsayIhaveenjoyedmyvisit,and,worsestill,MiserrimusDexterreallyinterestsme。"
"DoesthislearneddiscourseonDextermeanthatyouaregoingtoseehimagain?"askedMrs。Macallan。
"Idon’tknowhowImayfeelaboutittomorrowmorning,"Isaid;
"butmyimpulseatthismomentisdecidedlytoseehimagain。I
hadalittletalkwithhimwhileyouwereawayattheotherendoftheroom,andIbelievehereallycanbeofusetome——"
"Ofusetoyouinwhat?"interposedmymother—in—law。
"IntheoneobjectwhichIhaveinview——theobject,dearMrs。
Macallan,whichIregrettosayyoudonotapprove。"
"Andyouaregoingtotakehimintoyourconfidence?toopenyourwholemindtosuchamanasthemanwehavejustleft?"
"Yes,ifIthinkofitto—morrowasIthinkofitto—night。I
daresayitisarisk;butImustrunrisks。IknowIamnotprudent;butprudencewon’thelpawomaninmyposition,withmyendtogain。"
Mrs。Macallanmadenofurtherremonstranceinwords。Sheopenedacapaciouspocketinfrontofthecarriage,andtookfromitaboxofmatchesandarailwayreading—lamp。
"Youprovokeme,"saidtheoldlady,"intoshowingyouwhatyourhusbandthinksofthisnewwhimofyours。Ihavegothisletterwithme——hislastletterfromSpain。Youshalljudgeforyourself,youpoordeludedyoungcreature,whethermysonisworthyofthesacrifice——theuselessandhopelesssacrifice——whichyouarebentonmakingofyourselfforhissake。
Strikealight!"
Iwillinglyobeyedher。EversinceshehadinformedmeofEustace’sdeparturetoSpainIhadbeeneagerformorenewsofhim,forsomethingtosustainmyspirits,aftersomuchthathaddisappointedanddepressedme。ThusfarIdidnotevenknowwhethermyhusbandthoughtofmesometimesinhisself—imposedexile。Astothisregrettingalreadytherashactwhichhadseparatedus,itwasstilltoosoontobeginhopingforthat。
Thelamphavingbeenlighted,andfixedinitsplacebetweenthetwofrontwindowsofthecarriage,Mrs。Macallanproducedherson’sletter。Thereisnofollylikethefollyoflove。Itcostmeahardstruggletorestrainmyselffromkissingthepaperonwhichthedearhandhadrested。
"There!"saidmymother—in—law。"Beginonthesecondpage,thepagedevotedtoyou。Readstraightdowntothelastlineatthebottom,and,inGod’sname,comebacktoyoursenses,child,beforeitistoolate!"
Ifollowedmyinstructions,andreadthesewords:
"CanItrustmyselftowriteofValeria?I_must_writeofher。
Tellmehowsheis,howshelooks,whatsheisdoing。Iamalwaysthinkingofher。NotadaypassesbutImournthelossofher。
Oh,ifshehadonlybeencontentedtoletmattersrestastheywere!Oh,ifshehadneverdiscoveredthemiserabletruth!
"ShespokeofreadingtheTrialwhenIsawherlast。Hasshepersistedindoingso?Ibelieve——Isaythisseriously,mother——I
believetheshameandthehorrorofitwouldhavebeenthedeathofmeifIhadmetherfacetofacewhenshefirstknewoftheignominythatIhavesuffered,oftheinfamoussuspicionofwhichIhavebeenpubliclymadethesubject。Thinkofthosepureeyeslookingatamanwhohasbeenaccused(andneverwhollyabsolved)ofthefoulestandthevilestofallmurders,andthenthinkofwhatthatmanmustfeelifhehaveanyheartandanysenseofshameleftinhim。IsickenasIwriteofit。
"Doesshestillmeditatethathopelessproject——theoffspring,poorangel,ofherartless,unthinkinggenerosity?Doesshestillfancythatitisin_her_powertoassertmyinnocencebeforetheworld?Oh,mother(ifshedo),useyourutmostinfluencetomakehergiveuptheidea!Spareherthehumiliation,thedisappointment,theinsult,perhaps,towhichshemayinnocentlyexposeherself。Forhersake,formysake,leavenomeansuntriedtoattainthisrighteous,thismercifulend。
"Isendhernomessage——Idarenotdoit。Saynothing,whenyouseeher,whichcanrecallmetohermemory。Onthecontrary,helphertoforgetmeassoonaspossible。ThekindestthingIcando——theoneatonementIcanmaketoher——istodropoutofherlife。"
Withthosewretchedwordsitended。Ihandedhisletterbacktohismotherinsilence。Shesaidbutlittleonherside。
"If_this_doesn’tdiscourageyou,"sheremarked,slowlyfoldinguptheletter,"nothingwill。Letusleaveitthere,andsaynomore。"
Imadenoanswer——Iwascryingbehindmyveil。Mydomesticprospectlookedsodreary!myunfortunatehusbandwassohopelesslymisguided,sopitiablywrong!Theonechanceforbothofus,andtheoneconsolationforpoorMe,wastoholdtomydesperateresolutionmorefirmlythanever。IfIhadwantedanythingtoconfirmmeinthisview,andtoarmmeagainsttheremonstrancesofeveryoneofmyfriends,Eustace’sletterwouldhaveprovedmorethansufficienttoanswerthepurpose。Atleasthehadnotforgottenme;hethoughtofme,andhemournedthelossofmeeverydayofhislife。Thatwasencouragementenough——forthepresent。"IfArielcallsformeinthepony—chaiseto—morrow,"Ithoughttomyself,"withArielIgo。"
Mrs。MacallansetmedownatBenjamin’sdoor。
Imentionedtoheratparting——Istoodsufficientlyinaweofhertoputitofftillthelastmoment——thatMiserrimusDexterhadarrangedtosendhiscousinandhispony—chaisetoherresidenceonthenextday;andIinquiredthereuponwhethermymother—in—lawwouldpermitmetocallatherhousetowaitfortheappearanceofthecousin,orwhethershewouldprefersendingthechaiseontoBenjamin’scottage。Ifullyexpectedanexplosionofangertofollowthisboldavowalofmyplansforthenextday。Theoldladyagreeablysurprisedme。Sheprovedthatshehadreallytakenalikingtome:shekepthertemper。
"IfyoupersistingoingbacktoDexter,youcertainlyshallnotgotohimfrommydoor,"shesaid。"ButIhopeyouwill_not_
persist。Ihopeyouwillawakeawiserwomanto—morrowmorning。"
Themorningcame。Alittlebeforenoonthearrivalofthepony—chaisewasannouncedatthedoor,andaletterwasbroughtintomefromMrs。Macallan。
"Ihavenorighttocontrolyourmovements,"mymother—in—lawwrote。"IsendthechaisetoMr。Benjamin’shouse;andI
sincerelytrustthatyouwillnottakeyourplaceinit。IwishI
couldpersuadeyou,Valeria,howtrulyIamyourfriend。Ihavebeenthinkingaboutyouanxiouslyinthewakefulhoursofthenight。_How_anxiously,youwillunderstandwhenItellyouthatInowreproachmyselffornothavingdonemorethanIdidtopreventyourunhappymarriage。Andyet,whatmoreIcouldhavedoneIdon’treallyknow。Mysonadmittedtomethathewascourtingyouunderanassumedname,buthenevertoldmewhatthenamewas。Orwhoyouwere,orwhereyourfriendslived。PerhapsI
oughttohavetakenmeasurestofindthisout。Perhaps,ifIhadsucceeded,Ioughttohaveinterferedandenlightenedyou,evenatthesadsacrificeofmakinganenemyofmyownson。IhonestlythoughtIdidmydutyinexpressingmydisapproval,andinrefusingtobepresentatthemarriage。WasItooeasilysatisfied?Itistoolatetoask。WhydoItroubleyouwithanoldwoman’svainmisgivingsandregrets?Mychild,ifyoucometoanyharm,Ishallfeel(indirectly)responsibleforit。Itisthisuneasystateofmindwhichsetsmewriting,withnothingtosaythatcaninterestyou。Don’tgotoDexter!ThefearhasbeenpursuingmeallnightthatyourgoingtoDexterwillendbadly。
Writehimanexcuse。Valeria!Ifirmlybelieveyouwillrepentitifyoureturntothathouse。"
Waseverawomanmoreplainlywarned,morecarefullyadvised,thanI?Andyetwarningandadvicewereboththrownawayonme。
LetmesayformyselfthatIwasreallytouchedbythekindnessofmymother—in—law’sletter,thoughIwasnotshakenbyitinthesmallestdegree。AslongasIlived,moved,andthought,myonepurposenowwastomakeMiserrimusDexterconfidetomehisideasonthesubjectofMrs。EustaceMacallan’sdeath。TothoseideasIlookedasmyguidingstarsalongthedarkwayonwhichI
wasgoing。IwrotebacktoMrs。Macallan,asIreallyfeltgratefullyandpenitently。AndthenIwentouttothechaise。
CHAPTERXXVII。
MR。DEXTERATHOME。
IFOUNDalltheidleboysintheneighborhoodcollectedaroundthepony—chaise,expressing,intheoccultlanguageofslang,theirhighenjoymentandappreciationattheappearanceof"Ariel"inherman’sjacketandhat。Theponywasfidgety——_he_
felttheinfluenceofthepopularuproar。Hisdriversat,whipinhand,magnificentlyimpenetrabletothegibesandjeststhatwereflyingaroundher。Isaid"Good—morning"ongettingintothechaise。Arielonlysaid"Geeup!"andstartedthepony。
Imadeupmymindtoperformthejourneytothedistantnorthernsuburbinsilence。Itwasevidentlyuselessformetoattempttospeak,andexperienceinformedmethatIneednotexpecttohearawordfallfromthelipsofmycompanion。Experience,however,isnotalwaysinfallible。Afterdrivingforhalfanhourinstolidsilence,Arielastoundedmebysuddenlyburstingintospeech。
"Doyouknowwhatwearecomingto?"sheasked,keepinghereyesstraightbetweenthepony’sears。
"No,"Ianswered。"Idon’tknowtheroad。Whatarewecomingto?"
"Wearecomingtoacanal。"
"Well?"
"Well,Ihavehalfamindtoupsetyouinthecanal。"
Thisformidableannouncementappearedtorequiresomeexplanation。Itookthelibertyofaskingforit。
"Whyshouldyouupsetme?"Iinquired。
"BecauseIhateyou,"wasthecoolandcandidreply。
"WhathaveIdonetooffendyou?"Iaskednext。
"WhatdoyouwantwiththeMaster?"Arielasked,inherturn。
"DoyoumeanMr。Dexter?"
"Yes。"
"IwanttohavesometalkwithMr。Dexter。"
"Youdon’t!Youwanttotakemyplace。Youwanttobrushhishairandoilhisbeard,insteadofme。Youwretch!"
Inowbegantounderstand。TheideawhichMiserrimusDexterhadjestinglyputintoherhead,inexhibitinghertousonthepreviousnight,hadbeenripeningslowlyinthatdullbrain,andhadfounditswayoutwardintowords,aboutfifteenhoursafterward,undertheirritatinginfluenceofmypresence!
"Idon’twanttotouchhishairorhisbeard,"Isaid。"Ileavethatentirelytoyou。"
Shelookedaroundatme,herfatfaceflushing,herdulleyesdilating,withtheunaccustomedefforttoexpressherselfinspeech,andtounderstandwhatwassaidtoherinreturn。
"Saythatagain,"sheburstout。"Andsayitslowerthistime。"
Isaiditagain,andIsaiditslower。
"Swearit!"shecried,gettingmoreandmoreexcited。
Ipreservedmygravity(thecanalwasjustvisibleinthedistance),andsworeit。
"Areyousatisfiednow?"Iasked。
Therewasnoanswer。Herlastresourcesofspeechwereexhausted。
Thestrangecreaturelookedbackagainstraightbetweenthepony’sears,emittedhoarselyagruntofrelief,andnevermorelookedatme,nevermorespoketome,fortherestofthejourney。Wedrovepastthebanksofthecanal,andIescapedimmersion。Werattled,inourjinglinglittlevehicle,throughthestreetsandacrossthewastepatchesofground,whichIdimlyrememberedinthedarkness,andwhichlookedmoresqualidandmorehideousthaneverinthebroaddaylight。Thechaiseturneddownalane,toonarrowforthepassageofanylargervehicle,andstoppedatawallandagatethatwerenewobjectstome。
Openingthegatewithherkey,andleadingthepony,ArielintroducedmetothebackgardenandyardofMiserrimusDexter’srottenandramblingoldhouse。Theponywalkedoffindependentlytohisstable,withthechaisebehindhim。Mysilentcompanionledmethroughableakandbarrenkitchen,andalongastonepassage。Openingadoorattheend,sheadmittedmetothebackofthehall,intowhichMrs。MacallanandIhadpenetratedbythefrontentrancetothehouse。HereArielliftedawhistlewhichhungaroundherneck,andblewtheshrilltrillingnoteswiththesoundofwhichIwasalreadyfamiliarasthemeansofcommunicationbetweenMiserrimusDexterandhisslave。Thewhistlingover,theslave’sunwillinglipsstruggledintospeechforthelasttime。
"WaittillyouheartheMaster’swhistle,"shesaid;"thengoupstairs。"
So!Iwastobewhistledforlikeadog!And,worsestill,therewasnohelpforitbuttosubmitlikeadog。HadArielanyexcusestomake?Nothingofthesort。
Sheturnedhershapelessbackonmeandvanishedintothekitchenregionofthehouse。
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