首页 >出版文学> The Law and the Lady>第17章
  Afterwaitingforaminuteortwo,andhearingnosignalfromthefloorabove,Iadvancedintothebroaderandbrighterpartofthehall,tolookbydaylightatthepictureswhichIhadonlyimperfectlydiscoveredinthedarknessofthenight。Apaintedinscriptioninmanycolors,justunderthecorniceoftheceiling,informedmethattheworksonthewallsweretheproductionoftheall—accomplishedDexterhimself。Notsatisfiedwithbeingpoetandcomposer,hewaspainteraswell。Ononewallthesubjectsweredescribedas"IllustrationsofthePassions;"
  ontheother,as"EpisodesintheLifeoftheWanderingJew。"
  Chancespeculatorslikemyselfweregravelywarned,bymeansoftheinscription,toviewthepicturesaseffortsofpureimagination。"PersonswholookformereNatureinworksofArt"
  (theinscriptionannounced)"arepersonstowhomMr。Dexterdoesnotaddresshimselfwiththebrush。Hereliesentirelyonhisimagination。Natureputshimout。"
  TakingduecaretodismissallideasofNaturefrommymind,tobeginwith,IlookedatthepictureswhichrepresentedthePassionsfirst。
  LittleasIknewcriticallyofArt,IcouldseethatMiserrimusDexterknewstilllessoftherulesofdrawing,color,andcomposition。Hispictureswere,inthestrictestmeaningofthatexpressiveword,Daubs。ThediseasedandriotousdelightofthepainterinrepresentingHorrorswas(withcertainexceptionstobehereaftermentioned)theoneremarkablequalitythatIcoulddiscoverintheseriesofhisworks。
  ThefirstofthePassionpicturesillustratedRevenge。Acorpse,infancycostume,layonthebankofafoamingriver,undertheshadeofagianttree。Aninfuriatedman,alsoinfancycostume,stoodastrideoverthedeadbody,withhisswordliftedtotheloweringsky,andwatched,withahorridexpressionofdelight,thebloodofthemanwhomhehadjustkilleddrippingslowlyinaprocessionofbigreddropsdownthebroadbladeofhisweapon。
  ThenextpictureillustratedCruelty,inmanycompartments。InoneIsawadisemboweledhorsesavagelyspurredonbyhisrideratabull—fight。Inanother,anagedphilosopherwasdissectingalivingcat,andgloatingoverhiswork。Inathird,twopaganspolitelycongratulatedeachotheronthetortureoftwosaints:
  onesaintwasroastingonagrid—iron;theother,hunguptoatreebyhisheels,hadbeenjustskinned,andwasnotquitedeadyet。Feelingnogreatdesire,afterthesespecimens,tolookatanymoreoftheillustratedPassions,IturnedtotheoppositewalltobeinstructedinthecareeroftheWanderingJew。HereasecondinscriptioninformedmethatthepainterconsideredtheFlyingDutchmantobenootherthantheWanderingJew,pursuinghisinterminableJourneybysea。ThemarineadventuresofthismysteriouspersonageweretheadventureschosenforrepresentationbyDexter’sbrush。Thefirstpictureshowedmeaharboronarockycoast。Avesselwasatanchor,withthehelmsmansingingonthedeck。Theseaintheoffingwasblackandrolling;thunder—cloudslaylowonthehorizon,splitbybroadflashesoflightning。Intheglareofthelightning,heavingandpitching,appearedthemistyformofthePhantomShipapproachingtheshore。Inthiswork,badlyasitwaspainted,therewerereallysignsofapowerfulimagination,andevenofapoeticalfeelingforthesupernatural。ThenextpictureshowedthePhantomShip,moored(tothehorrorandastonishmentofthehelmsman)
  behindtheearthlyvesselintheharbor。TheJewhadsteppedonshore。Hisboatwasonthebeach。Hiscrew——littlemenwithstony,whitefaces,dressedinfuneralblack——satinsilentrowsontheseatsoftheboat,withtheiroarsintheirlean,longhands。TheJew,alsoablack,stoodwithhiseyesandhandsraisedimploringlytothethunderousheaven。Thewildcreaturesoflandandsea——thetiger,therhinoceros,thecrocodile,thesea—serpent,theshark,andthedevil—fish——surroundedtheaccursedWandererinamysticcircle,dauntedandfascinatedatthesightofhim。Thelightningwasgone。Theskyandseahaddarkenedtoagreatblackblank。Afaintandluridlightlightedthescene,fallingdownwardfromatorch,brandishedbyanavengingSpiritthathoveredovertheJewonoutspreadvulturewings。Wildasthepicturemightbeinitsconception,therewasasuggestivepowerinitwhichIconfessstronglyimpressedme。
  Themysterioussilenceinthehouse,andmystrangepositionatthemoment,nodoubthadtheireffectonmymind。WhileIwasstilllookingattheghastlycompositionbeforeme,theshrilltrillingsoundofthewhistleupstairsburstonthestillness。
  ForthemomentmynervesweresocompletelyupsetthatIstartedwithacryofalarm。Ifeltamomentaryimpulsetoopenthedoorandrunout。Theideaoftrustingmyselfalonewiththemanwhohadpaintedthosefrightfulpicturesactuallyterrifiedme;Iwasobligedtositdownononeofthehallchairs。Someminutespassedbeforemymindrecovereditsbalance,andIbegantofeellikemyownordinaryselfagain。Thewhistlesoundedimpatientlyforthesecondtime。Iroseandascendedthebroadflightofstairswhichledtothefirststory。TodrawbackatthepointwhichIhadnowreachedwouldhaveutterlydegradedmeinmyownestimation。Still,myheartdidcertainlybeatfasterthanusualasIapproachedthedoorofthecircularanteroom;andIhonestlyacknowledgethatIsawmyownimprudence,justthen,inasingularlyvividlight。
  Therewasaglassoverthemantel—pieceintheanteroom。I
  lingeredforamoment(nervousasIwas)toseehowIlookedintheglass。
  Thehangingtapestryovertheinnerdoorhadbeenleftpartiallydrawnaside。SoftlyasImoved,thedog’searsofMiserrimusDextercaughtthesoundofmydressonthefloor。Thefinetenorvoice,whichIhadlastheardsinging,calledtomesoftly。
  "IsthatMrs。Valeria?Pleasedon’twaitthere。Comein!"
  Ienteredtheinnerroom。
  Thewheeledchairadvancedtomeetme,soslowlyandsosoftlythatIhardlyknewitagain。MiserrimusDexterlanguidlyheldouthishand。Hisheadinclinedpensivelytooneside;hislargeblueeyeslookedatmepiteously。Notavestigeseemedtobeleftoftheraging,shoutingcreatureofmyfirstvisit,whowasNapoleonatonemoment,andShakespeareatanother。Mr。Dexterofthemorningwasamild,thoughtful,melancholyman,whoonlyrecalledMr。Dexterofthenightbytheinveterateoddityofhisdress。
  Hisjacket,onthisoccasion,wasofpinkquiltedsilk。Thecoverletwhichhidhisdeformitymatchedthejacketinpalesea—greensatin;and,tocompletethesestrangevagariesofcostume,hiswristswereactuallyadornedwithmassivebraceletsofgold,formedontheseverelysimplemodelswhichhavedescendedtousfromancienttimes。
  "Howgoodofyoutocheerandcharmmebycominghere!"hesaid,inhismostmournfulandmostmusicaltones。"Ihavedressed,expresslytoreceiveyou,intheprettiestclothesIhave。Don’tbesurprised。Exceptinthisignobleandmaterialnineteenthcentury,menhavealwayswornpreciousstuffsandbeautifulcolorsaswellaswomen。Ahundredyearsagoagentlemaninpinksilkwasagentlemanproperlydressed。Fifteenhundredyearsagothepatriciansoftheclassictimesworebraceletsexactlylikemine。Idespisethebrutishcontemptforbeautyandthemeandreadofexpensewhichdegradeagentleman’scostumetoblackcloth,andlimitagentleman’sornamentstoafinger—ring,intheageIlivein。IliketobebrightandIbeautiful,especiallywhenbrightnessandbeautycometoseeme。Youdon’tknowhowpreciousyoursocietyistome。Thisisoneofmymelancholydays。Tearsriseunbiddentomyeyes。Isighandsorrowovermyself;Ilanguishforpity。JustthinkofwhatIam!Apoorsolitarycreature,cursedwithafrightfuldeformity。Howpitiable!howdreadful!Myaffectionateheart——wasted。Myextraordinarytalents——uselessormisapplied。Sad!sad!sad!
  Pleasepityme。"
  Hiseyeswerepositivelyfilledwithtears——tearsofcompassionforhimself!Helookedatmeandspoketomewiththewailing,querulousentreatyofasickchildwantingtobenursed。Iwasutterlyatalosswhattodo。Itwasperfectlyridiculous——butI
  wasnevermoreembarrassedinmylife。
  "Pleasepityme!"herepeated。"Don’tbecruel。Ionlyaskalittlething。PrettyMrs。Valeria,sayyoupityme!"
  IsaidIpitiedhim——andIfeltthatIblushedasIdidit。
  "Thankyou,"saidMiserrimusDexter,humbly。"Itdoesmegood。Goalittlefurther。Patmyhand。"
  Itriedtorestrainmyself;butthesenseoftheabsurdityofthislastpetition(quitegravelyaddressedtome,remember!)wastoostrongtobecontrolled。Iburstoutlaughing。
  MiserrimusDexterlookedatmewithablankastonishmentwhichonlyincreasedmymerriment。HadIoffendedhim?Apparentlynot。
  Recoveringfromhisastonishment,helaidhisheadluxuriouslyonthebackofhischair,withtheexpressionofamanwhowaslisteningcriticallytoaperformanceofsomesort。WhenIhadquiteexhaustedmyself,heraisedhisheadandclappedhisshapelywhitehands,andhonoredmewithan"encore。"
  "Doitagain,"hesaid,stillinthesamechildishway。"MerryMrs。Valeria,_you_haveamusicallaugh——_I_haveamusicalear。
  Doitagain。"
  Iwasseriousenoughbythistime。"Iamashamedofmyself,Mr。
  Dexter,"Isaid。"Prayforgiveme。"
  Hemadenoanswertothis;Idoubtifheheardme。Hisvariabletemperappearedtobeincourseofundergoingsomenewchange。Hesatlookingatmydress(asIsupposed)withasteadyandanxiousattention,gravelyforminghisownconclusions,steadfastlypursuinghisowntrainofthought。
  "Mrs。Valeria,"heburstoutsuddenly,"youarenotcomfortableinthatchair。"
  "Pardonme,"Ireplied;"Iamquitecomfortable。"
  "Pardon_me,_"herejoined。"ThereisachairofIndianbasket—workatthatendoftheroomwhichismuchbettersuitedtoyou。WillyouacceptmyapologiesifIamrudeenoughtoallowyoutofetchitforyourself?Ihaveareason。"
  Hehadareason!Whatnewpieceofeccentricitywasheabouttoexhibit?Iroseandfetchedthechair。Itwaslightenoughtobequiteeasilycarried。AsIreturnedtohim,Inoticedthathiseyeswerestrangelyemployedinwhatseemedtobetheclosestscrutinyofmydress。And,strangerstill,theresultofthisappearedtobepartlytointerestandpartlytodistresshim。
  Iplacedthechairnearhim,andwasabouttotakemyseatinit,whenhesentmebackagain,onanothererrand,totheendoftheroom。
  "Obligemeindescribably,"hesaid。"Thereisahand—screenhangingonthewall,whichmatchesthechair。Wearerathernearthefirehere。Youmayfindthescreenuseful。Oncemoreforgivemeforlettingyoufetchitforyourself。OncemoreletmeassureyouthatIhaveareason。"
  Herewashis"reason,"reiterated,emphaticallyreiterated,forthesecondtime!CuriositymademeascompletelytheobedientservantofhiscapricesasArielherself。Ifetchedthehand—screen。Returningwithit,Imethiseyesstillfixedwiththesameincomprehensibleattentiononmyperfectlyplainandunpretendingdress,andstillexpressingthesamecuriousmixtureofinterestandregret。
  "Thankyouathousandtimes,"hesaid。"Youhave(quiteinnocently)wrungmyheart。Butyouhavenotthelessdonemeaninestimablekindness。WillyoupromisenottobeoffendedwithmeifIconfessthetruth?"
  HewasapproachinghisexplanationInevergaveapromisemorereadilyinmylife。
  "Ihaverudelyallowedyoutofetchyourchairandyourscreenforyourself,"hewenton。"Mymotivewillseemaverystrangeone,Iamafraid。DidyouobservethatInoticedyouveryattentively——tooattentively,perhaps?"
  "Yes,"Isaid。"Ithoughtyouwerenoticingmydress。"
  Heshookhishead,andsighedbitterly。
  "Notyourdress,"hesaid;"andnotyourface。Yourdressisdark。Yourfaceisstillstrangetome。DearMrs。Valeria,I
  wantedtoseeyouwalk。"
  Toseemewalk!Whatdidhemean?Wherewasthaterraticmindofhiswanderingtonow?
  "YouhavearareaccomplishmentforanEnglishwoman,"heresumed——"youwalkwell。_She_walkedwell。Icouldn’tresistthetemptationofseeingheragain,inseeingyou。Itwas_her_
  movement,_her_sweet,simple,unsoughtgrace(notyours),whenyouwalkedtotheendoftheroomandreturnedtome。Youraisedherfromthedeadwhenyoufetchedthechairandthescreen。
  Pardonmeformakinguseofyou:theideawasinnocent,themotivewassacred。Youhavedistressed——anddelightedme。Myheartbleeds——andthanksyou。"
  Hepausedforamoment;helethisheaddrooponhisbreast,thensuddenlyraiseditagain。
  "Surelyweweretalkingaboutherlastnight?"hesaid。"WhatdidIsay?whatdidyousay?Mymemoryisconfused;Ihalfremember,halfforget。Pleaseremindme。You’renotoffendedwithme——areyou?"
  Imighthavebeenoffendedwithanotherman。Notwithhim。Iwasfartooanxioustofindmywayintohisconfidence——nowthathehadtouchedofhisownaccordonthesubjectofEustace’sfirstwife——tobeoffendedwithMiserrimusDexter。
  "Wewerespeaking,"Ianswered,"ofMrs。EustaceMacallan’sdeath,andweweresayingtooneanother——"
  Heinterruptedme,leaningforwardeagerlyinhischair。
  "Yes!yes!"heexclaimed。"AndIwaswonderingwhatinterest_you_couldhaveinpenetratingthemysteryofherdeath。Tellme!Confideinme!Iamdyingtoknow!"
  "NotevenyouhaveastrongerinterestinthatsubjectthantheinterestthatIfeel,"Isaid。"Thehappinessofmywholelifetocomedependsonmyclearingupthemystery。"
  "GoodGod——why?"hecried。"Stop!Iamexcitingmyself。Imustn’tdothat。Imusthaveallmywitsaboutme;Imustn’twander。Thethingistooserious。Waitaminute!"
  Anelegantlittlebasketwashookedontooneofthearmsofhischair。Heopenedit,anddrewoutastripofembroiderypartiallyfinished,withthenecessarymaterialsforworking,acomplete。
  Welookedateachotheracrosstheembroidery。Henoticedmysurprise。
  "Women,"hesaid,"wiselycomposetheirminds,andhelpthemselvestothinkquietly,bydoingneedle—work。Whyaremensuchfoolsastodenythemselvesthesameadmirableresource——thesimpleandsoothingoccupationwhichkeepsthenervessteadyandleavesthemindcalmandfree?Asaman,Ifollowthewoman’swiseexample。Mrs。Valeria,permitmetocomposemyself。"
  Gravelyarranginghisembroidery,thisextraordinarybeingbegantoworkwiththepatientandnimbledexterityofanaccomplishedneedle—woman。
  "Now,"saidMiserrimusDexter,"ifyouareready,Iam。Youtalk——Iwork。Pleasebegin。"
  Iobeyedhim,andbegan。
  CHAPTERXXVIII。
  INTHEDARK。
  WITHsuchamanasMiserrimusDexter,andwithsuchapurposeasIhadinview,nohalf—confidenceswerepossible。ImusteitherriskthemostunreservedacknowledgmentoftheintereststhatI
  reallyhadatstake,orImustmakethebestexcusethatoccurredtomeforabandoningmycontemplatedexperimentatthelastmoment。Inmypresentcriticalsituation,nosuchrefugeasamiddlecourselaybeforeme——evenifIhadbeeninclinedtotakeit。Asthingswere,Iranrisks,andplungedheadlongintomyownaffairsatstarting。
  "Thusfar,youknowlittleornothingaboutme,Mr。Dexter,"I
  said。"Youare,asIbelieve,quiteunawarethatmyhusbandandI
  arenotlivingtogetheratthepresenttime。"
  "Isitnecessarytomentionyourhusband?"heasked,coldly,withoutlookingupfromhisembroidery,andwithoutpausinginhiswork。
  "Itisabsolutelynecessary,"Ianswered。"Icanexplainmyselftoyouinnootherway。"
  Hebenthishead,andsighedresignedly。
  "Youandyourhusbandarenotlivingtogetheratthepresenttime,"heresumed。"DoesthatmeanthatEustacehasleftyou?"
  "Hehasleftme,andhasgoneabroad。"
  "Withoutanynecessityforit?"
  "Withouttheleastnecessity。"
  "Hasheappointednotimeforhisreturntoyou?"
  "Ifhepersevereinhispresentresolution,Mr。Dexter,Eustacewillneverreturntome。"
  Forthefirsttimeheraisedhisheadfromhisembroidery——withasuddenappearanceofinterest。
  "Isthequarrelsoseriousasthat?"heasked。"Areyoufreeofeachother,prettyMrs。Valeria,bycommonconsentofbothparties?"
  Thetoneinwhichheputthequestionwasnotatalltomyliking。ThelookhefixedonmewasalookwhichunpleasantlysuggestedthatIhadtrustedmyselfalonewithhim,andthathemightendintakingadvantageofit。Iremindedhimquietly,bymymannermorethanbymywords,oftherespectwhichheowedtome。
  "Youareentirelymistaken,"Isaid。"Thereisnoanger——thereisnotevenamisunderstandingbetweenus。Ourpartinghascostbittersorrow,Mr。Dexter,tohimandtome。"
  Hesubmittedtobesetrightwithironicalresignation。"Iamallattention,"hesaid,threadinghisneedle。"Praygoon;Iwon’tinterruptyouagain。"Actingonthisinvitation,Itoldhimthetruthaboutmyhusbandandmyselfquiteunreservedly,takingcare,however,atthesametime,toputEustace’smotivesinthebestlightthattheywouldbear。MiserrimusDexterdroppedhisembroideryonhislap,andlaughedsoftlytohimself,withanimpishenjoymentofmypoorlittlenarrative,whichseteverynerveinmeonedgeasIlookedathim。
  "Iseenothingtolaughat,"Isaid,sharply。
  Hisbeautifulblueeyesrestedonmewithalookofinnocentsurprise。
  "Nothingtolaughat,"herepeated,"insuchanexhibitionofhumanfollyasyouhavejustdescribed?"Hisexpressionsuddenlychangedhisfacedarkenedandhardenedverystrangely。"Stop!"hecried,beforeIcouldanswerhim。"Therecanbeonlyonereasonforyou’retakingitasseriouslyasyoudo。Mrs。Valeria!youarefondofyourhusband。"
  "Fondofhimisn’tstrongenoughtoexpressit,"Iretorted。"I
  lovehimwithmywholeheart。"
  MiserrimusDexterstrokedhismagnificentbeard,andcontemplativelyrepeatedmywords。"Youlovehimwithyourwholeheart?Doyouknowwhy?"
  "BecauseIcan’thelpit,"Ianswered,doggedly。
  Hesmiledsatirically,andwentonwithhisembroidery。
  "Curious!"hesaidtohimself;"Eustace’sfirstwifelovedhimtoo。Therearesomemenwhomthewomenalllike,andthereareothermenwhomthewomennevercarefor。Withouttheleastreasonforitineithercase。Theonemanisjustasgoodastheother;
  justashandsome,asagreeable,ashonorable,andashighinrankastheother。AndyetforNumberOnetheywillgothroughfireandwater,andforNumberTwotheywon’tsomuchasturntheirheadstolookathim。Why?Theydon’tknowthemselves——asMrs。
  Valeriahasjustsaid!Isthereaphysicalreasonforit?IstheresomepotentmagneticemanationfromNumberOnewhichNumberTwodoesn’tpossess?ImustinvestigatethiswhenIhavethetime,andwhenIfindmyselfinthehumor。"Havingsofarsettledthequestiontohisownentiresatisfaction,helookedupatmeagain。"Iamstillinthedarkaboutyouandyourmotives,"hesaid。"IamstillasfaraseverfromunderstandingwhatyourinterestisininvestigatingthathideoustragedyatGleninch。
  CleverMrs。Valeria,pleasetakemebythehand,andleadmeintothelight。You’renotoffendedwithmeareyou?Makeitup;andI
  willgiveyouthisprettypieceofembroiderywhenIhavedoneit。Iamonlyapoor,solitary,deformedwretch,withaquaintturnofmind;Imeannoharm。Forgiveme!indulgeme!enlightenme!"
  Heresumedhischildishways;herecover,hisinnocentsmile,withtheoddlittlepuckersandwrinklesaccompanyingitatthecornersofhiseyes。IbegantodoubtwhetherImightnothavebeenunreasonablyhardonhim。Ipenitentlyresolvedtobemoreconsideratetowardhisinfirmitiesofmindandbodyduringtheremainderofmyvisit。
  "Letmegobackforamoment,Mr。Dexter,topasttimesatGleninch,"Isaid。"YouagreewithmeinbelievingEustacetobeabsolutelyinnocentofthecrimeforwhichhewastried。YourevidenceattheTrialtellsmethat。"
  Hepausedoverhiswork,andlookedatmewithagraveandsternattentionwhichpresentedhisfaceinquiteanewlight。
  "Thatis_our_opinion,"Iresumed。"ButitwasnottheopinionoftheJury。Theirverdict,youremember,wasNotProven。InplainEnglish,theJurywhotriedmyhusbanddeclinedtoexpresstheiropinion,positivelyandpublicly,thathewasinnocent。AmIright?"
  Insteadofanswering,hesuddenlyputhisembroiderybackinthebasket,andmovedthemachineryofhischair,soastobringitclosebymine。
  "Whotoldyouthis?"heasked。
  "Ifounditformyselfinabook。"
  Thusfarhisfacehadexpressedsteadyattention——andnomore。
  Now,forthefirsttime,IthoughtIsawsomethingdarklypassingoverhimwhichbetrayeditselftomymindasrisingdistrust。
  "Ladiesarenotgenerallyinthehabitoftroublingtheirheadsaboutdryquestionsoflaw,"hesaid。"Mrs。EustaceMacallantheSecond,youmusthavesomeverypowerfulmotiveforturningyourstudiesthatway。"
  "Ihaveaverypowerfulmotive,Mr。DexterMyhusbandisresignedtotheScotchVerdictHismotherisresignedtoit。Hisfriends(sofarasIknow)areresignedtoit——"
  "Well?"
  "Well!Idon’tagreewithmyhusband,orhismother,orhisfriends。IrefusetosubmittotheScotchVerdict。"
  TheinstantIsaidthosewords,themadnessinhimwhichIhadhithertodenied,seemedtobreakout。Hesuddenlystretchedhimselfoverhischair:hepouncedonme,withahandoneachofmyshoulders;hiswildeyesquestionedmefiercely,frantically,withinafewinchesofmyface。
  "Whatdoyoumean?"heshouted,attheutmostpitchofhisringingandresonantvoice。
  Adeadlyfearofhimshookme。Ididmybesttohidetheoutwardbetrayalofit。Bylookandword,Ishowedhim,asfirmlyasI
  could,thatIresentedthelibertyhehadtakenwithme。
  "Removeyourhands,sir,"Isaid,"andretiretoyourproperplace。"
  Heobeyedmemechanically。Heapologizedtomemechanically。HiswholemindwasevidentlystillfilledwiththewordsthatIhadspokentohim,andstillbentondiscoveringwhatthosewordsmeant。
  "Ibegyourpardon,"hesaid;"Ihumblybegyourpardon。Thesubjectexcitesme,frightensme,maddensme。Youdon’tknowwhatadifficultyIhaveincontrollingmyself。Nevermind。Don’ttakemeseriously。Don’tbefrightenedatme。Iamsoashamedofmyself——Ifeelsosmallandsomiserableathavingoffendedyou。
  Makemesufferforit。Takeastickandbeatme。Tiemedowninmychair。CallupAriel,whoisasstrongasahorse,andtellhertoholdme。DearMrs。Valeria!InjuredMrs。Valeria!I’llendureanythinginthewayofpunishment,ifyouwillonlytellmewhatyoumeanbynotsubmittingtotheScotchVerdict。"Hebackedhischairpenitentlyashemadethatentreaty。"AmIfarenoughawayyet?"heasked,witharuefullook。"DoIstillfrightenyou?I’lldropoutofsight,ifyoupreferit,inthebottomofthechair。"
  Heliftedthesea—greencoverlet。InanothermomenthewouldhavedisappearedlikeapuppetinashowifIhadnotstoppedhim。
  "Saynothingmore,anddonothingmore;Iacceptyourapologies,"Isaid。"WhenItellyouthatIrefusetosubmittotheopinionoftheScotchJury,Imeanexactlywhatmywordsexpress。Thatverdicthasleftastainonmyhusband’scharacter。Hefeelsthestainbitterly。HowbitterlynooneknowssowellasIdo。Hissenseofhisdegradationisthesensethathaspartedhimfromme。Itisnotenoughfor_him_
  thatIampersuadedofhisinnocence。Nothingwillbringhimbacktome——nothingwillpersuadeEustacethatIthinkhimworthytobetheguideandcompanionofmylife——buttheproofofhisinnocence,setbeforetheJurywhichdoubtsit,andthepublicwhichdoubtsit,tothisday。Heandhisfriendsandhislawyersalldespairofeverfindingthatproofnow。ButIamhiswife;
  andnoneofyoulovehimasIlovehim。Ialonerefusetodespair;Ialonerefusetolistentoreason。IfGodspareme,Mr。
  Dexter,Idedicatemylifetothevindicationofmyhusband’sinnocence。Youarehisoldfriend——Iamheretoaskyoutohelpme。"
  Itappearedtobenowmyturntofrighten_him。_Thecolorlefthisface。Hepassedhishandrestlesslyoverhisforehead,asifheweretryingtobrushsomedelusionoutofhisbrain。
  "Isthisoneofmydreams?"heasked,faintly。"AreyouaVisionofthenight?"
  "Iamonlyafriendlesswoman,"Isaid,"whohaslostallthatshelovedandprized,andwhoistryingtowinitbackagain。"
  Hebegantomovehischairnearertomeoncemore。Iliftedmyhand。Hestoppedthechairdirectly。Therewasamomentofsilence。Wesatwatchingoneanother。Isawhishandstrembleashelaidthemonthecoverlet;Isawhisfacegrowpalerandpaler,andhisunderlipdrop。WhatdeadandburiedremembranceshadIbroughttolifeinhim,inalltheiroldenhorror?
  Hewasthefirsttospeakagain。
  "Sothisisyourinterest,"hesaid,"inclearingupthemysteryofMrs。EustaceMacallan’sdeath?"
  "Yes。"
  "AndyoubelievethatIcanhelpyou?"
  "Ido。"