首页 >出版文学> The Law and the Lady>第15章
  WEhaddawdledoverourluncheonbeforeMrs。MacallanarrivedatBenjamin’scottage。Theensuingconversationbetweentheoldladyandmyself(ofwhichIhaveonlypresentedabriefabstract)
  lasteduntilquitelateintheafternoon。Thesunwassettinginheavycloudswhenwegotintothecarriage,andtheautumntwilightbegantofallarounduswhilewewerestillontheroad。
  Thedirectioninwhichwedrovetookus(aswellasIcouldjudge)towardthegreatnorthernsuburbofLondon。
  Formorethananhourthecarriagethreadeditswaythroughadingybricklabyrinthofstreets,growingsmallerandsmalleranddirtieranddirtierthefurtherwewent。Emergingfromthelabyrinth,Inoticedinthegatheringdarknessdrearypatchesofwastegroundwhichseemedtobeneithertownnorcountry。
  Crossingthese,wepassedsomeforlornoutlyinggroupsofhouseswithdimlittlescatteredshopsamongthem,lookinglikelostcountryvillageswanderingonthewaytoLondon,disfiguredandsmoke—driedalreadybytheirjourney。Darkeranddarkeranddrearieranddreariertheprospectdrew,untilthecarriagestoppedatlast,andMrs。Macallanannounced,inhersharplysatiricalway,thatwehadreachedtheendofourjourney。
  "PrinceDexter’sPalace,mydear,"shesaid。"Whatdoyouthinkofit?"
  Ilookedaroundme,notknowingwhattothinkofit,ifthetruthmustbetold。
  Wehadgotoutofthecarriage,andwewerestandingonaroughhalf—madegravel—path。Rightandleftofme,inthedimlight,I
  sawthehalf—completedfoundationsofnewhousesintheirfirststageofexistence。Boardsandbrickswerescatteredaboutus。Atplacesgauntscaffoldingpolesroselikethebranchlesstreesofthebrickdesert。Behindus,ontheothersideofthehigh—road,stretchedanotherplotofwasteground,asyetnotbuilton。Overthesurfaceofthisseconddeserttheghostlywhitefiguresofvagrantducksgleamedatintervalsinthemysticlight。Infrontofus,atadistanceoftwohundredyardsorsoaswellasI
  couldcalculate,roseablackmass,whichgraduallyresolveditself,asmyeyesbecameaccustomedtothetwilight,intoalong,low,andancienthouse,withahedgeofevergreensandapitch—blackpalinginfrontofit。Thefootmanledthewaytowardthepalingthroughtheboardsandthebricks,theoystershellsandthebrokencrockery,thatstrewedtheground。Andthiswas"PrinceDexter’sPalace!"
  Therewasagateinthepitch—blackpaling,andabell—handle——discoveredwithgreatdifficulty。Pullingatthehandle,thefootmansetinmotion,tojudgebythesoundproduced,abellofprodigioussize,fitterforachurchthanahouse。
  Whilewewerewaitingforadmission,Mrs。Macallanpointedtothelow,darklineoftheoldbuilding。
  "Thereisoneofhismadnesses,"shesaid。"ThespeculatorsinthisnewneighborhoodhaveofferedhimIdon’tknowhowmanythousandpoundsforthegroundthathousestandson。Itwasoriginallythemanor—houseofthedistrict。Dexterpurchaseditmanyyearssinceinoneofhisfreaksoffancy。Hehasnooldfamilyassociationswiththeplace;thewallsareallbuttumblingabouthisears;andthemoneyofferedwouldreallybeofusetohim。Butno!Herefusedtheproposaloftheenterprisingspeculatorsbyletterinthesewords:’Myhouseisastandingmonumentofthepicturesqueandbeautiful,amidthemean,dishonest,andgrovelingconstructionsofamean,dishonest,andgrovelingage。Ikeepmyhouse,gentlemen,asausefullessontoyou。Lookatitwhileyouarebuildingaroundme,andblush,ifyoucan,foryourwork。’Wasthereeversuchanabsurdletterwrittenyet?Hush!Ihearfootstepsinthegarden。Herecomeshiscousin。Hiscousinisawoman。Imayaswelltellyouthat,oryoumightmistakeherforamaninthedark。"
  Arough,deepvoice,whichIshouldcertainlyneverhavesupposedtobethevoiceofawoman,hailedusfromtheinnersideofthepaling。
  "Who’sthere?"
  "Mrs。Macallan,"answeredmymother—in—law。
  "Whatdoyouwant?"
  "WewanttoseeDexter。"
  "Youcan’tseehim。"
  "Whynot?"
  "Whatdidyousayyournamewas?"
  "Macallan。Mrs。Macallan。EustaceMacallan’smother。_Now_doyouunderstand?"
  Thevoicemutteredandgruntedbehindthepaling,andakeyturnedinthelockofthegate。
  Admittedtothegarden,inthedeepshadowoftheshrubs,Icouldseenothingdistinctlyofthewomanwiththeroughvoice,exceptthatsheworeaman’shat。Closingthegatebehindus,withoutawordofwelcomeorexplanation,sheledthewaytothehouse。
  Mrs。Macallanfollowedhereasily,knowingtheplace;andI
  walkedinMrs。Macallan’sfootstepsascloselyasIcould。"Thisisanicefamily,"mymother—in—lawwhisperedtome。"Dexter’scousinistheonlywomaninthehouse——andDexter’scousinisanidiot。"
  Weenteredaspacioushallwithalowceiling,dimlylightedatitsfurtherendbyonesmalloil—lamp。Icouldseethattherewerepicturesonthegrim,brownwalls,butthesubjectsrepresentedwereinvisibleintheobscureandshadowylight。
  Mrs。Macallanaddressedherselftothespeechlesscousinwiththeman’shat。
  "Nowtellme,"shesaid。"Whycan’tweseeDexter?"
  Thecousintookasheetofpaperoffthetable,andhandedittoMrs。Macallan。
  "TheMaster’swriting,"saidthisstrangecreature,inahoarsewhisper,asifthebareideaof"theMaster"terrifiedher。"Readit。Andstayorgo,whichyouplease。"
  Sheopenedaninvisiblesidedoorinthewall,maskedbyoneofthepictures——disappearedthroughitlikeaghost——andleftustogetheraloneinthehall。
  Mrs。Macallanapproachedtheoil—lamp,andlookedbyitslightatthesheetofpaperwhichthewomanhadgiventoher。Ifollowedandpeepedoverhershoulderwithoutceremony。Thepaperexhibitedwrittencharacters,tracedinawonderfullylargeandfirmhandwriting。HadIcaughttheinfectionofmadnessintheairofthehouse?OrdidIreallyseebeforemethesewords?
  "NOTICE。——Myimmenseimaginationisatwork。Visionsofheroesunrollthemselvesbeforeme。Ireanimateinmyselfthespiritsofthedepartedgreat。Mybrainsareboilinginmyhead。Anypersonswhodisturbme,underexistingcircumstances,willdoitattheperiloftheirlives。——DEXTER。"
  Mrs。Macallanlookedaroundatmequietlywithhersardonicsmile。
  "Doyoustillpersistinwantingtobeintroducedtohim?"sheasked。
  Themockeryinthetoneofthequestionrousedmypride。I
  determinedthatIwouldnotbethefirsttogiveway。
  "NotifIamputtingyouinperilofyourlife,ma’am,"I
  answered,pertlyenough,pointingtothepaperinherhand。
  Mymother—in—lawreturnedtothehalltable,andputthepaperbackonitwithoutcondescendingtoreply。Shethenledthewaytoanarchedrecessonourrighthand,beyondwhichIdimlydiscernedabroadflightofoakenstairs。
  "Followme,"saidMrs。Macallan,mountingthestairsinthedark。
  "Iknowwheretofindhim。"
  Wegropedourwayupthestairstothefirstlanding。Thenextflightofsteps,turninginthereversedirection,wasfaintlyilluminated,likethehallbelow,byoneoil—lamp,placedinsomeinvisiblepositionaboveus。Ascendingthesecondflightofstairsandcrossingashortcorridor,wediscoveredthelamp,throughtheopendoorofaquaintlyshapedcircularroom,burningonthemantel—piece。Itslightilluminatedastripofthicktapestry,hangingloosefromtheceilingtothefloor,onthewalloppositetothedoorbywhichwehadentered。
  Mrs。Macallandrewasidethestripoftapestry,and,signingmetofollowher,passedbehindit。
  "Listen!"shewhispered。
  Standingontheinnersideofthetapestry,Ifoundmyselfinadarkrecessorpassage,attheendofwhicharayoflightfromthelampshowedmeacloseddoor。Ilistened,andheardontheothersideofthedoorashoutingvoice,accompaniedbyanextraordinaryrumblingandwhistlingsound,travelingbackwardandforward,aswellasIcouldjudge,overagreatspace。Nowtherumblingandthewhistlingwouldreachtheirclimaxofloudness,andwouldovercometheresonantnotesoftheshoutingvoice。Thenagainthoseloudersoundsgraduallyretreatedintodistance,andtheshoutingvoicemadeitselfheardasthemoreaudiblesoundofthetwo。Thedoormusthavebeenofprodigioussolidity。ListenasintentlyasImight,Ifailedtocatchthearticulatewords(ifany)whichthevoicewaspronouncing,andI
  wasequallyatalosstopenetratethecausewhichproducedtherumblingandwhistlingsounds。
  "Whatcanpossiblybegoingon,"IwhisperedtoMrs。Macallan,"ontheothersideofthatdoor?"
  "Stepsoftly,"mymother—in—lawanswered,"andcomeandsee。"
  Shearrangedthetapestrybehindussoascompletelytoshutoutthelightinthecircularroom。Thennoiselesslyturningthehandle,sheopenedtheheavydoor。
  Wekeptourselvesconcealedintheshadowoftherecess,andlookedthroughtheopendoorway。
  Isaw(orfanciedIsaw,intheobscurity)alongroomwithalowceiling。Thedyinggleamofanill—keptfireformedtheonlylightbywhichIcouldjudgeofobjectsanddistances。Redlyilluminatingthecentralportionoftheroom,oppositetowhichwewerestanding,thefire—lightlefttheextremitiesshadowedinalmosttotaldarkness。IhadbarelytimetonoticethisbeforeI
  heardtherumblingandwhistlingsoundsapproachingme。Ahighchaironwheelsmovedby,throughthefieldofredlight,carryingashadowyfigurewithfloatinghair,andarmsfuriouslyraisedandloweredworkingthemachinerythatpropelledthechairatitsutmostrateofspeed。"IamNapoleon,atthesunriseofAusterlitz!"shoutedthemaninthechairashesweptpastmeonhisrumblingandwhistlingwheels,intheredglowofthefire—light。"Igivetheword,andthronesrock,andkingsfall,andnationstremble,andmenbytensofthousandsfightandbleedanddie!"Thechairrushedoutofsight,andtheshoutingmaninitbecameanotherhero。"IamNelson!"theringingvoicecriednow。"IamleadingthefleetatTrafalgar。Iissuemycommands,propheticallyconsciousofvictoryanddeath。Iseemyownapotheosis,mypublicfuneral,mynation’stears,myburialinthegloriouschurch。Theagesrememberme,andthepoetssingmypraiseinimmortalverse!"Thestridentwheelsturnedatthefarendoftheroomandcameback。Thefantasticandfrightfulapparition,manandmachineryblendedinone——thenewCentaur,halfman,halfchair——flewbymeagaininthedyinglight。"IamShakespeare!"criedthefranticcreaturenow。"Iamwriting’Lear,’thetragedyoftragedies。Ancientsandmoderns,Iamthepoetwhotowersoverthemall。Light!light!thelinesflowoutlikelavafromtheeruptionofmyvolcanicmind。Light!light!
  forthepoetofalltimetowritethewordsthatliveforever!"
  Hegroundandtorehiswaybacktowardthemiddleoftheroom。Asheapproachedthefire—placealastmorselofunburnedcoal(orwood)burstintomomentaryflame,andshowedtheopendoorway。Inthatmomenthesawus!Thewheel—chairstoppedwithashockthatshookthecrazyoldflooroftheroom,altereditscourse,andflewatuswiththerushofawildanimal。Wedrewback,justintimetoescapeit,againstthewalloftherecess。Thechairpassedon,andburstasidethehangingtapestry。Thelightofthelampinthecircularroompouredinthroughthegap。Thecreatureinthechaircheckedhisfuriouswheels,andlookedbackoverhisshoulderwithanimpishcuriosityhorribletosee。
  "HaveIrunoverthem?HaveIgroundthemtopowderforpresumingtointrudeonme?"hesaidtohimself。Astheexpressionofthisamiabledoubtpassedhislipshiseyeslightedonus。HismindinstantlyveeredbackagaintoShakespeareandKingLear。
  "GonerilandRegan!"hecried。"Mytwounnaturaldaughters,myshe—devilchildrencometomockatme!"
  "Nothingofthesort,"saidmymother—in—law,asquietlyasifshewereaddressingaperfectlyreasonablebeing。"Iamyouroldfriend,Mrs。Macallan;andIhavebroughtEustaceMacallan’ssecondwifetoseeyou。"
  Theinstantshepronouncedthoselastwords,"EustaceMacallan’ssecondwife,"themaninthechairsprangoutofitwithashrillcryofhorror,asifshehadshothim。Foronemomentwesawaheadandbodyintheair,absolutelydeprivedofthelowerlimbs。
  Themomentafter,theterriblecreaturetouchedtheflooraslightlyasamonkey,onhishands。Thegrotesquehorrorofthesceneculminatedinhishoppingawayonhishands,ataprodigiousspeed,untilhereachedthefire—placeinthelongroom。Therehecrouchedoverthedyingembers,shudderingandshivering,andmuttering,"Oh,pityme,pityme!"dozensanddozensoftimestohimself。
  ThiswasthemanwhoseadviceIhadcometoask——whoassistanceI
  hadconfidentlycountedoninmyhourofneed。
  CHAPTERXXV。
  MISERRIMUSDEXTER——SECONDVIEW
  THOROUGHLYdisheartenedanddisgusted,and(ifImusthonestlyconfessit)thoroughlyfrightenedtoo,IwhisperedtoMrs。
  Macallan,"Iwaswrong,andyouwereright。Letusgo。"
  TheearsofMiserrimusDextermusthavebeenassensitiveastheearsofadog。Heheardmesay,"Letusgo。"
  "No!"hecalledout。"BringEustaceMacallan’ssecondwifeinhere。Iamagentleman——Imustapologizetoher。Iamastudentofhumancharacter——Iwishtoseeher。"
  Thewholemanappearedtohaveundergoneacompletetransformation。Hespokeinthegentlestofvoices,andhesighedhystericallywhenhehaddone,likeawomanrecoveringfromaburstoftears。Wasitrevivingcourageorrevivingcuriosity?
  WhenMrs。Macallansaidtome,"Thefitisovernow;doyoustillwishtogoaway?"Ianswered,"No;Iamreadytogoin。"
  "Haveyourecoveredyourbeliefinhimalready?"askedmymother—in—law,inhermercilesslysatiricalway。
  "Ihaverecoveredfrommyterrorofhim,"Ireplied。
  "IamsorryIterrifiedyou,"saidthesoftvoiceatthefire—place。"SomepeoplethinkIamalittlemadattimes。Youcame,Isuppose,atoneofthetimes——ifsomepeopleareright。I
  admitthatIamavisionary。Myimaginationrunsawaywithme,andIsayanddostrangethings。Onthoseoccasions,anybodywhoremindsmeofthathorribleTrialthrowsmebackagainintothepast,andcausesmeunutterablenervoussuffering。Iamaverytender—heartedman。Asthenecessaryconsequence(insuchaworldasthis),Iamamiserablewretch。Acceptmyexcuses。Comein,bothofyou。Comeinandpityme。"
  Achildwouldnothavebeenfrightenedofhimnow。Achildwouldhavegoneinandpitiedhim。
  Theroomwasgettingdarkeranddarker。WecouldjustseethecrouchingfigureofMiserrimusDexterattheexpiringfire——andthatwasall。
  "Arewetohavenolight?"askedMrs。Macallan。"Andisthisladytoseeyou,whenthelightcomes,outofyourchair?"
  Heliftedsomethingbrightandmetallic,hangingroundhisneck,andblewonitaseriesofshrill,trilling,bird—likenotes。
  Afteranintervalhewasansweredbyasimilarseriesofnotessoundingfaintlyinsomedistantregionofthehouse。
  "Arieliscoming,"hesaid。"Composeyourself,MammaMacallan;
  Arielwithmakemepresentabletoalady’seyes。"
  Hehoppedawayonhishandsintothedarknessattheendoftheroom。"Waitalittle,saidMrs。Macallan,"andyouwillhaveanothersurprise——youwillseethe’delicateAriel。’"
  Weheardheavyfootstepsinthecircularroom。
  "Ariel!"sighedMiserrimusDexteroutofthedarkness,inhissoftestnotes。
  Tomyastonishmentthecoarse,masculinevoiceofthecousinintheman’shat——theCaliban’s,ratherthantheAriel’svoice——answered,"Here!"
  "Mychair,Ariel!"
  Thepersonthusstrangelymisnameddrewasidethetapestry,soastoletinmorelight;thenenteredtheroom,pushingthewheeledchairbeforeher。ShestoopedandliftedMiserrimusDexterfromthefloor,likeachild。Beforeshecouldputhimintothechair,hesprangoutofherarmswithalittlegleefulcry,andalightedonhisseat,likeabirdalightingonitsperch!
  "Thelamp,"saidMiserrimusDexter,"andthelooking—glass。——Pardonme,"headded,addressingus,"forturningmybackonyou。Youmustn’tseemeuntilmyhairissettorights。——Ariel!thebrush,thecomb,andtheperfumes!"
  Carryingthelampinonehand,thelooking—glassintheother,andthebrush(withthecombstuckinit)betweenherteeth,ArieltheSecond,otherwiseDexter’scousin,presentedherselfplainlybeforemeforthefirsttime。Icouldnowseethegirl’sround,fleshy,inexpressiveface,herraylessandcolorlesseyes,hercoarsenoseandheavychin。Acreaturehalfalive;animperfectlydevelopedanimalinshapelessformcladinaman’spilotjacket,andtreadinginaman’sheavylacedboots,withnothingbutanoldred—flannelpetticoat,andabrokencombinherfrowzyflaxenhair,totellusthatshewasawoman——suchwastheinhospitablepersonwhohadreceivedusinthedarknesswhenwefirstenteredthehouse。
  Thiswonderfulvalet,collectinghermaterialsfordressingherstillmorewonderfulmaster’shair,gavehimthelooking—glass(ahand—mirror),andaddressedherselftoherwork。
  Shecombed,shebrushed,sheoiled,sheperfumedtheflowinglocksandthelongsilkybeardofMiserrimusDexterwiththestrangestmixtureofdullnessanddexteritythatIeversaw。Doneinbrutesilence,withalumpishlookandaclumsygait,theworkwasperfectlywelldonenevertheless。Theimpinthechairsuperintendedthewholeproceedingcriticallybymeansofhishand—mirror。HewastoodeeplyinterestedinthisoccupationtospeakuntilsomeoftheconcludingtouchestohisbeardbroughtthemisnamedArielinfrontofhim,andsoturnedherfullfacetowardthepartoftheroominwhichMrs。MacallanandIwerestanding。Thenheaddressedus,takingespecialcare,however,nottoturnhisheadourwaywhilehistoiletwasstillincomplete。
  "MammaMacallan,"hesaid,"whatistheChristiannameofyourson’ssecondwife?"
  "Whydoyouwanttoknow?"askedmymother—in—law。
  "IwanttoknowbecauseIcan’taddressheras’Mrs。EustaceMacallan。’"
  "Whynot?"
  "Itrecalls_theother_Mrs。EustaceMacallan。IfIamremindedofthosehorribledaysatGleninchmyfortitudewillgiveway——I
  shallburstoutscreamingagain。"
  Hearingthis,Ihastenedtointerpose。
  "MynameisValeria,"Isaid。
  "ARomanname,"remarkedMiserrimusDexter。"Ilikeit。MymindiscastintheRomanmold。MybodilybuildwouldhavebeenRomanifIhadbeenbornwithlegs。IshallcallyouMrs。Valeria,unlessyoudisapproveofit。"
  IhastenedtosaythatIwasfarfromdisapprovingofit。
  "Verygood,"saidMiserrimusDexter"Mrs。Valeria,doyouseethefaceofthiscreatureinfrontofme?"
  Hepointedwiththehand—mirrortohiscousinasunconcernedlyashemighthavepointedtoadog。Hiscousin,onherside,tooknomorenoticethanadogwouldhavetakenofthecontemptuousphrasebywhichhehaddesignatedher。Shewentoncombingandoilinghisbeardascomposedlyasever。
  "Itisthefaceofanidiot,isn’tit?"pursuedMiserrimusDexter!"Lookather!Sheisamerevegetable。Acabbageinagardenhasasmuchlifeandexpressioninitasthatgirlexhibitsatthepresentmoment。Wouldyoubelievetherewaslatentintelligence,affection,pride,fidelity,insuchahalf—developedbeingasthis?"
  Iwasreallyashamedtoanswerhim。Quiteneedlessly!Theimpenetrableyoungwomanwentonwithhermaster’sbeard。A
  machinecouldnothavetakenlessnoticeofthelifeandthetalkarounditthanthisincomprehensiblecreature。
  "_I_havegotatthatlatentaffection,pride,fidelity,andtherestofit,"resumedMiserrimusDexter。"_I_holdthekeytothatdormantIntelligence。Grandthought!NowlookatherwhenI
  speak。(Inamedher,poorwretch,inoneofmyironicalmoments。
  Shehasgottolikehername,justasadoggetstolikehiscollar。)Now,Mrs。Valeria,lookandlisten。——Ariel!"
  Thegirl’sdullfacebegantobrighten。Thegirl’smechanicallymovinghandstopped,andheldthecombinsuspense。
  "Ariel!youhavelearnedtodressmyhairandanointmybeard,haven’tyou?"
  Herfacestillbrightened。"Yes!yes!yes!"sheanswered,eagerly。"AndyousayIhavelearnedtodoitwell,don’tyou?"
  "Isaythat。Wouldyouliketoletanybodyelsedoitforyou?"
  Hereyesmeltedsoftlyintolightandlife。HerstrangeunwomanlyvoicesanktothegentlesttonesthatIhadheardfromheryet。
  "Nobodyelseshalldoitforme,"shesaidatonceproudlyandtenderly。"Nobody,aslongasIlive,shalltouchyoubutme。"
  "Noteventheladythere?"askedMiserrimusDexter,pointingbackwardwithhishand—mirrortotheplaceatwhichIwasstanding。
  Hereyessuddenlyflashed,herhandsuddenlyshookthecombatme,inaburstofjealousrage。
  "Lethertry!"criedthepoorcreature,raisinghervoiceagaintoitshoarsestnotes。"Lethertouchyouifshedares!"
  Dexterlaughedatthechildishoutbreak。"Thatwilldo,mydelicateAriel,"hesaid。"IdismissyourIntelligenceforthepresent。Relapseintoyourformerself。Finishmybeard。"
  Shepassivelyresumedherwork。Thenewlightinhereyes,thenewexpressioninherface,fadedlittlebylittleanddiedout。
  Inanotherminutethefacewasasvacantandaslumpishasbefore;thehandsdidtheirworkagainwiththelifelessdexteritywhichhadsopainfullyimpressedmewhenshefirsttookupthebrush。MiserrimusDexterappearedtobeperfectlysatisfiedwiththeseresults。
  "Ithoughtmylittleexperimentmightinterestyou,"hesaid。
  "Youseehowitis?Thedormantintelligenceofmycuriouscousinislikethedormantsoundinamusicalinstrument。Iplayuponit——anditanswerstomytouch。Shelikesbeingplayedupon。Buthergreatdelightistohearmetellastory。Ipuzzlehertothevergeofdistraction;andthemoreIconfuseherthebettershelikesthestory。Itisthegreatestfun;youreallymustseeitsomeday。"Heindulgedhimselfinalastlookatthemirror。
  "Ha!"hesaid,complacently;"nowIshalldo。Vanish,Ariel!"
  Shetrampedoutoftheroominherheavyboots,withthemuteobedienceofatrainedanimal。Isaid"Good—night"asshepassedme。Sheneitherreturnedthesalutationnorlookedatme:thewordssimplyproducednoeffectonherdullsenses。Theonevoicethatcouldreachherwassilent。Shehadrelapsedoncemoreintothevacantinanimatecreaturewhohadopenedthegatetous,untilitpleasedMiserrimusDextertospeaktoheragain。
  "Valeria!"saidmymother—in—law。"Ourmodesthostiswaitingtoseewhatyouthinkofhim。"
  Whilemyattentionwasfixedonhiscousinhehadwheeledhischairaroundsoastofaceme。withthelightofthelampfallingfullonhim。InmentioninghisappearanceasawitnessattheTrial,IfindIhaveborrowed(withoutmeaningtodoso)frommyexperienceofhimatthislatertime。Isawplainlynowthebrightintelligentfaceandthelargeclearblueeyes,thelustrouswavinghairofalightchestnutcolor,thelongdelicatewhitehands,andthemagnificentthroatandchestwhichIhaveelsewheredescribed。ThedeformitywhichdegradedanddestroyedthemanlybeautyofhisheadandbreastwashiddenfromviewbyanOrientalrobeofmanycolors,thrownoverthechairlikeacoverlet。Hewasclothedinajacketofblackvelvet,fastenedlooselyacrosshischestwithlargemalachitebuttons;andheworelacerufflesattheendsofhissleeves,inthefashionofthelastcentury。Itmaywellhavebeenduetowantofperceptiononmypart——butIcouldseenothingmadinhim,nothinginanywayrepelling,ashenowlookedatme。TheonedefectthatI
  coulddiscoverinhisfacewasattheoutercornersofhiseyes,justunderthetemple。Herewhenhelaughed,andinalesserdegreewhenhesmiled,theskincontractedintoquaintlittlewrinklesandfolds,whichlookedstrangelyoutofharmonywiththealmostyouthfulappearanceoftherestofhisface。Astohisotherfeatures,themouth,sofarashisbeardandmustachepermittedmetoseeit,wassmallanddelicatelyformed;thenose——perfectlyshapedonthestraightGrecianmodel——wasperhapsalittletoothin,judgedbycomparisonwiththefullcheeksandthehighmassiveforehead。Lookingathimasawhole(andspeakingofhim,ofcourse,fromawoman’s,notaphysiognomist’spointofview),Icanonlydescribehimasbeinganunusuallyhandsomeman。ApainterwouldhavereveledinhimasamodelforSt。John。Andayounggirl,ignorantofwhattheOrientalrobehidfromview,wouldhavesaidtoherself,theinstantshelookedathim,"Hereistheheroofmydreams!"
  Hisblueeyes——largeastheeyesofawoman,clearastheeyesofachild——restedonmethemomentIturnedtowardhim,withastrangelyvaryingplayofexpression,whichatonceinterestedandperplexedme。
  Nowtherewasdoubt——uneasy,painfuldoubt——inthelook;andnowagainitchangedbrightlytoapproval,soopenandunrestrainedthatavainwomanmighthavefanciedshehadmadeaconquestofhimatfirstsight。Suddenlyanewemotionseemedtotakepossessionofhim。Hiseyessank,hisheaddrooped;heliftedhishandswithagestureofregret。Hemutteredandmurmuredtohimself;pursuingsomesecretandmelancholytrainofthought,whichseemedtoleadhimfurtherandfurtherawayfrompresentobjectsofinterest,andtoplungehimdeeperanddeeperintroubledrecollectionsofthepast。HereandthereIcaughtsomeofthewords。LittlebylittleIfoundmyselftryingtofathomwhatwasdarklypassinginthisstrangeman’smind。
  "Afarmorecharmingface,"Iheardhimsay。"Butno——notamorebeautifulfigure。Whatfigurewasevermorebeautifulthanhers?
  Something——butnotall——ofherenchantinggrace。Whereistheresemblancewhichhasbroughtherbacktome?Intheposeofthefigure,perhaps。Inthemovementofthefigure,perhaps。Poormartyredangel!Whatalife!Andwhatadeath!whatadeath!"