WEhaddawdledoverourluncheonbeforeMrs。MacallanarrivedatBenjamin’scottage。Theensuingconversationbetweentheoldladyandmyself(ofwhichIhaveonlypresentedabriefabstract)
lasteduntilquitelateintheafternoon。Thesunwassettinginheavycloudswhenwegotintothecarriage,andtheautumntwilightbegantofallarounduswhilewewerestillontheroad。
Thedirectioninwhichwedrovetookus(aswellasIcouldjudge)towardthegreatnorthernsuburbofLondon。
Formorethananhourthecarriagethreadeditswaythroughadingybricklabyrinthofstreets,growingsmallerandsmalleranddirtieranddirtierthefurtherwewent。Emergingfromthelabyrinth,Inoticedinthegatheringdarknessdrearypatchesofwastegroundwhichseemedtobeneithertownnorcountry。
Crossingthese,wepassedsomeforlornoutlyinggroupsofhouseswithdimlittlescatteredshopsamongthem,lookinglikelostcountryvillageswanderingonthewaytoLondon,disfiguredandsmoke—driedalreadybytheirjourney。Darkeranddarkeranddrearieranddreariertheprospectdrew,untilthecarriagestoppedatlast,andMrs。Macallanannounced,inhersharplysatiricalway,thatwehadreachedtheendofourjourney。
"PrinceDexter’sPalace,mydear,"shesaid。"Whatdoyouthinkofit?"
Ilookedaroundme,notknowingwhattothinkofit,ifthetruthmustbetold。
Wehadgotoutofthecarriage,andwewerestandingonaroughhalf—madegravel—path。Rightandleftofme,inthedimlight,I
sawthehalf—completedfoundationsofnewhousesintheirfirststageofexistence。Boardsandbrickswerescatteredaboutus。Atplacesgauntscaffoldingpolesroselikethebranchlesstreesofthebrickdesert。Behindus,ontheothersideofthehigh—road,stretchedanotherplotofwasteground,asyetnotbuilton。Overthesurfaceofthisseconddeserttheghostlywhitefiguresofvagrantducksgleamedatintervalsinthemysticlight。Infrontofus,atadistanceoftwohundredyardsorsoaswellasI
couldcalculate,roseablackmass,whichgraduallyresolveditself,asmyeyesbecameaccustomedtothetwilight,intoalong,low,andancienthouse,withahedgeofevergreensandapitch—blackpalinginfrontofit。Thefootmanledthewaytowardthepalingthroughtheboardsandthebricks,theoystershellsandthebrokencrockery,thatstrewedtheground。Andthiswas"PrinceDexter’sPalace!"
Therewasagateinthepitch—blackpaling,andabell—handle——discoveredwithgreatdifficulty。Pullingatthehandle,thefootmansetinmotion,tojudgebythesoundproduced,abellofprodigioussize,fitterforachurchthanahouse。
Whilewewerewaitingforadmission,Mrs。Macallanpointedtothelow,darklineoftheoldbuilding。
"Thereisoneofhismadnesses,"shesaid。"ThespeculatorsinthisnewneighborhoodhaveofferedhimIdon’tknowhowmanythousandpoundsforthegroundthathousestandson。Itwasoriginallythemanor—houseofthedistrict。Dexterpurchaseditmanyyearssinceinoneofhisfreaksoffancy。Hehasnooldfamilyassociationswiththeplace;thewallsareallbuttumblingabouthisears;andthemoneyofferedwouldreallybeofusetohim。Butno!Herefusedtheproposaloftheenterprisingspeculatorsbyletterinthesewords:’Myhouseisastandingmonumentofthepicturesqueandbeautiful,amidthemean,dishonest,andgrovelingconstructionsofamean,dishonest,andgrovelingage。Ikeepmyhouse,gentlemen,asausefullessontoyou。Lookatitwhileyouarebuildingaroundme,andblush,ifyoucan,foryourwork。’Wasthereeversuchanabsurdletterwrittenyet?Hush!Ihearfootstepsinthegarden。Herecomeshiscousin。Hiscousinisawoman。Imayaswelltellyouthat,oryoumightmistakeherforamaninthedark。"
Arough,deepvoice,whichIshouldcertainlyneverhavesupposedtobethevoiceofawoman,hailedusfromtheinnersideofthepaling。
"Who’sthere?"
"Mrs。Macallan,"answeredmymother—in—law。
"Whatdoyouwant?"
"WewanttoseeDexter。"
"Youcan’tseehim。"
"Whynot?"
"Whatdidyousayyournamewas?"
"Macallan。Mrs。Macallan。EustaceMacallan’smother。_Now_doyouunderstand?"
Thevoicemutteredandgruntedbehindthepaling,andakeyturnedinthelockofthegate。
Admittedtothegarden,inthedeepshadowoftheshrubs,Icouldseenothingdistinctlyofthewomanwiththeroughvoice,exceptthatsheworeaman’shat。Closingthegatebehindus,withoutawordofwelcomeorexplanation,sheledthewaytothehouse。
Mrs。Macallanfollowedhereasily,knowingtheplace;andI
walkedinMrs。Macallan’sfootstepsascloselyasIcould。"Thisisanicefamily,"mymother—in—lawwhisperedtome。"Dexter’scousinistheonlywomaninthehouse——andDexter’scousinisanidiot。"
Weenteredaspacioushallwithalowceiling,dimlylightedatitsfurtherendbyonesmalloil—lamp。Icouldseethattherewerepicturesonthegrim,brownwalls,butthesubjectsrepresentedwereinvisibleintheobscureandshadowylight。
Mrs。Macallanaddressedherselftothespeechlesscousinwiththeman’shat。
"Nowtellme,"shesaid。"Whycan’tweseeDexter?"
Thecousintookasheetofpaperoffthetable,andhandedittoMrs。Macallan。
"TheMaster’swriting,"saidthisstrangecreature,inahoarsewhisper,asifthebareideaof"theMaster"terrifiedher。"Readit。Andstayorgo,whichyouplease。"
Sheopenedaninvisiblesidedoorinthewall,maskedbyoneofthepictures——disappearedthroughitlikeaghost——andleftustogetheraloneinthehall。
Mrs。Macallanapproachedtheoil—lamp,andlookedbyitslightatthesheetofpaperwhichthewomanhadgiventoher。Ifollowedandpeepedoverhershoulderwithoutceremony。Thepaperexhibitedwrittencharacters,tracedinawonderfullylargeandfirmhandwriting。HadIcaughttheinfectionofmadnessintheairofthehouse?OrdidIreallyseebeforemethesewords?
"NOTICE。——Myimmenseimaginationisatwork。Visionsofheroesunrollthemselvesbeforeme。Ireanimateinmyselfthespiritsofthedepartedgreat。Mybrainsareboilinginmyhead。Anypersonswhodisturbme,underexistingcircumstances,willdoitattheperiloftheirlives。——DEXTER。"
Mrs。Macallanlookedaroundatmequietlywithhersardonicsmile。
"Doyoustillpersistinwantingtobeintroducedtohim?"sheasked。
Themockeryinthetoneofthequestionrousedmypride。I
determinedthatIwouldnotbethefirsttogiveway。
"NotifIamputtingyouinperilofyourlife,ma’am,"I
answered,pertlyenough,pointingtothepaperinherhand。
Mymother—in—lawreturnedtothehalltable,andputthepaperbackonitwithoutcondescendingtoreply。Shethenledthewaytoanarchedrecessonourrighthand,beyondwhichIdimlydiscernedabroadflightofoakenstairs。
"Followme,"saidMrs。Macallan,mountingthestairsinthedark。
"Iknowwheretofindhim。"
Wegropedourwayupthestairstothefirstlanding。Thenextflightofsteps,turninginthereversedirection,wasfaintlyilluminated,likethehallbelow,byoneoil—lamp,placedinsomeinvisiblepositionaboveus。Ascendingthesecondflightofstairsandcrossingashortcorridor,wediscoveredthelamp,throughtheopendoorofaquaintlyshapedcircularroom,burningonthemantel—piece。Itslightilluminatedastripofthicktapestry,hangingloosefromtheceilingtothefloor,onthewalloppositetothedoorbywhichwehadentered。
Mrs。Macallandrewasidethestripoftapestry,and,signingmetofollowher,passedbehindit。
"Listen!"shewhispered。
Standingontheinnersideofthetapestry,Ifoundmyselfinadarkrecessorpassage,attheendofwhicharayoflightfromthelampshowedmeacloseddoor。Ilistened,andheardontheothersideofthedoorashoutingvoice,accompaniedbyanextraordinaryrumblingandwhistlingsound,travelingbackwardandforward,aswellasIcouldjudge,overagreatspace。Nowtherumblingandthewhistlingwouldreachtheirclimaxofloudness,andwouldovercometheresonantnotesoftheshoutingvoice。Thenagainthoseloudersoundsgraduallyretreatedintodistance,andtheshoutingvoicemadeitselfheardasthemoreaudiblesoundofthetwo。Thedoormusthavebeenofprodigioussolidity。ListenasintentlyasImight,Ifailedtocatchthearticulatewords(ifany)whichthevoicewaspronouncing,andI
wasequallyatalosstopenetratethecausewhichproducedtherumblingandwhistlingsounds。
"Whatcanpossiblybegoingon,"IwhisperedtoMrs。Macallan,"ontheothersideofthatdoor?"
"Stepsoftly,"mymother—in—lawanswered,"andcomeandsee。"
Shearrangedthetapestrybehindussoascompletelytoshutoutthelightinthecircularroom。Thennoiselesslyturningthehandle,sheopenedtheheavydoor。
Wekeptourselvesconcealedintheshadowoftherecess,andlookedthroughtheopendoorway。
Isaw(orfanciedIsaw,intheobscurity)alongroomwithalowceiling。Thedyinggleamofanill—keptfireformedtheonlylightbywhichIcouldjudgeofobjectsanddistances。Redlyilluminatingthecentralportionoftheroom,oppositetowhichwewerestanding,thefire—lightlefttheextremitiesshadowedinalmosttotaldarkness。IhadbarelytimetonoticethisbeforeI
heardtherumblingandwhistlingsoundsapproachingme。Ahighchaironwheelsmovedby,throughthefieldofredlight,carryingashadowyfigurewithfloatinghair,andarmsfuriouslyraisedandloweredworkingthemachinerythatpropelledthechairatitsutmostrateofspeed。"IamNapoleon,atthesunriseofAusterlitz!"shoutedthemaninthechairashesweptpastmeonhisrumblingandwhistlingwheels,intheredglowofthefire—light。"Igivetheword,andthronesrock,andkingsfall,andnationstremble,andmenbytensofthousandsfightandbleedanddie!"Thechairrushedoutofsight,andtheshoutingmaninitbecameanotherhero。"IamNelson!"theringingvoicecriednow。"IamleadingthefleetatTrafalgar。Iissuemycommands,propheticallyconsciousofvictoryanddeath。Iseemyownapotheosis,mypublicfuneral,mynation’stears,myburialinthegloriouschurch。Theagesrememberme,andthepoetssingmypraiseinimmortalverse!"Thestridentwheelsturnedatthefarendoftheroomandcameback。Thefantasticandfrightfulapparition,manandmachineryblendedinone——thenewCentaur,halfman,halfchair——flewbymeagaininthedyinglight。"IamShakespeare!"criedthefranticcreaturenow。"Iamwriting’Lear,’thetragedyoftragedies。Ancientsandmoderns,Iamthepoetwhotowersoverthemall。Light!light!thelinesflowoutlikelavafromtheeruptionofmyvolcanicmind。Light!light!
forthepoetofalltimetowritethewordsthatliveforever!"
Hegroundandtorehiswaybacktowardthemiddleoftheroom。Asheapproachedthefire—placealastmorselofunburnedcoal(orwood)burstintomomentaryflame,andshowedtheopendoorway。Inthatmomenthesawus!Thewheel—chairstoppedwithashockthatshookthecrazyoldflooroftheroom,altereditscourse,andflewatuswiththerushofawildanimal。Wedrewback,justintimetoescapeit,againstthewalloftherecess。Thechairpassedon,andburstasidethehangingtapestry。Thelightofthelampinthecircularroompouredinthroughthegap。Thecreatureinthechaircheckedhisfuriouswheels,andlookedbackoverhisshoulderwithanimpishcuriosityhorribletosee。
"HaveIrunoverthem?HaveIgroundthemtopowderforpresumingtointrudeonme?"hesaidtohimself。Astheexpressionofthisamiabledoubtpassedhislipshiseyeslightedonus。HismindinstantlyveeredbackagaintoShakespeareandKingLear。
"GonerilandRegan!"hecried。"Mytwounnaturaldaughters,myshe—devilchildrencometomockatme!"
"Nothingofthesort,"saidmymother—in—law,asquietlyasifshewereaddressingaperfectlyreasonablebeing。"Iamyouroldfriend,Mrs。Macallan;andIhavebroughtEustaceMacallan’ssecondwifetoseeyou。"
Theinstantshepronouncedthoselastwords,"EustaceMacallan’ssecondwife,"themaninthechairsprangoutofitwithashrillcryofhorror,asifshehadshothim。Foronemomentwesawaheadandbodyintheair,absolutelydeprivedofthelowerlimbs。
Themomentafter,theterriblecreaturetouchedtheflooraslightlyasamonkey,onhishands。Thegrotesquehorrorofthesceneculminatedinhishoppingawayonhishands,ataprodigiousspeed,untilhereachedthefire—placeinthelongroom。Therehecrouchedoverthedyingembers,shudderingandshivering,andmuttering,"Oh,pityme,pityme!"dozensanddozensoftimestohimself。
ThiswasthemanwhoseadviceIhadcometoask——whoassistanceI
hadconfidentlycountedoninmyhourofneed。
CHAPTERXXV。
MISERRIMUSDEXTER——SECONDVIEW
THOROUGHLYdisheartenedanddisgusted,and(ifImusthonestlyconfessit)thoroughlyfrightenedtoo,IwhisperedtoMrs。
Macallan,"Iwaswrong,andyouwereright。Letusgo。"
TheearsofMiserrimusDextermusthavebeenassensitiveastheearsofadog。Heheardmesay,"Letusgo。"
"No!"hecalledout。"BringEustaceMacallan’ssecondwifeinhere。Iamagentleman——Imustapologizetoher。Iamastudentofhumancharacter——Iwishtoseeher。"
Thewholemanappearedtohaveundergoneacompletetransformation。Hespokeinthegentlestofvoices,andhesighedhystericallywhenhehaddone,likeawomanrecoveringfromaburstoftears。Wasitrevivingcourageorrevivingcuriosity?
WhenMrs。Macallansaidtome,"Thefitisovernow;doyoustillwishtogoaway?"Ianswered,"No;Iamreadytogoin。"
"Haveyourecoveredyourbeliefinhimalready?"askedmymother—in—law,inhermercilesslysatiricalway。
"Ihaverecoveredfrommyterrorofhim,"Ireplied。
"IamsorryIterrifiedyou,"saidthesoftvoiceatthefire—place。"SomepeoplethinkIamalittlemadattimes。Youcame,Isuppose,atoneofthetimes——ifsomepeopleareright。I
admitthatIamavisionary。Myimaginationrunsawaywithme,andIsayanddostrangethings。Onthoseoccasions,anybodywhoremindsmeofthathorribleTrialthrowsmebackagainintothepast,andcausesmeunutterablenervoussuffering。Iamaverytender—heartedman。Asthenecessaryconsequence(insuchaworldasthis),Iamamiserablewretch。Acceptmyexcuses。Comein,bothofyou。Comeinandpityme。"
Achildwouldnothavebeenfrightenedofhimnow。Achildwouldhavegoneinandpitiedhim。
Theroomwasgettingdarkeranddarker。WecouldjustseethecrouchingfigureofMiserrimusDexterattheexpiringfire——andthatwasall。
"Arewetohavenolight?"askedMrs。Macallan。"Andisthisladytoseeyou,whenthelightcomes,outofyourchair?"
Heliftedsomethingbrightandmetallic,hangingroundhisneck,andblewonitaseriesofshrill,trilling,bird—likenotes。
Afteranintervalhewasansweredbyasimilarseriesofnotessoundingfaintlyinsomedistantregionofthehouse。
"Arieliscoming,"hesaid。"Composeyourself,MammaMacallan;
Arielwithmakemepresentabletoalady’seyes。"
Hehoppedawayonhishandsintothedarknessattheendoftheroom。"Waitalittle,saidMrs。Macallan,"andyouwillhaveanothersurprise——youwillseethe’delicateAriel。’"
Weheardheavyfootstepsinthecircularroom。
"Ariel!"sighedMiserrimusDexteroutofthedarkness,inhissoftestnotes。
Tomyastonishmentthecoarse,masculinevoiceofthecousinintheman’shat——theCaliban’s,ratherthantheAriel’svoice——answered,"Here!"
"Mychair,Ariel!"
Thepersonthusstrangelymisnameddrewasidethetapestry,soastoletinmorelight;thenenteredtheroom,pushingthewheeledchairbeforeher。ShestoopedandliftedMiserrimusDexterfromthefloor,likeachild。Beforeshecouldputhimintothechair,hesprangoutofherarmswithalittlegleefulcry,andalightedonhisseat,likeabirdalightingonitsperch!
"Thelamp,"saidMiserrimusDexter,"andthelooking—glass。——Pardonme,"headded,addressingus,"forturningmybackonyou。Youmustn’tseemeuntilmyhairissettorights。——Ariel!thebrush,thecomb,andtheperfumes!"
Carryingthelampinonehand,thelooking—glassintheother,andthebrush(withthecombstuckinit)betweenherteeth,ArieltheSecond,otherwiseDexter’scousin,presentedherselfplainlybeforemeforthefirsttime。Icouldnowseethegirl’sround,fleshy,inexpressiveface,herraylessandcolorlesseyes,hercoarsenoseandheavychin。Acreaturehalfalive;animperfectlydevelopedanimalinshapelessformcladinaman’spilotjacket,andtreadinginaman’sheavylacedboots,withnothingbutanoldred—flannelpetticoat,andabrokencombinherfrowzyflaxenhair,totellusthatshewasawoman——suchwastheinhospitablepersonwhohadreceivedusinthedarknesswhenwefirstenteredthehouse。
Thiswonderfulvalet,collectinghermaterialsfordressingherstillmorewonderfulmaster’shair,gavehimthelooking—glass(ahand—mirror),andaddressedherselftoherwork。
Shecombed,shebrushed,sheoiled,sheperfumedtheflowinglocksandthelongsilkybeardofMiserrimusDexterwiththestrangestmixtureofdullnessanddexteritythatIeversaw。Doneinbrutesilence,withalumpishlookandaclumsygait,theworkwasperfectlywelldonenevertheless。Theimpinthechairsuperintendedthewholeproceedingcriticallybymeansofhishand—mirror。HewastoodeeplyinterestedinthisoccupationtospeakuntilsomeoftheconcludingtouchestohisbeardbroughtthemisnamedArielinfrontofhim,andsoturnedherfullfacetowardthepartoftheroominwhichMrs。MacallanandIwerestanding。Thenheaddressedus,takingespecialcare,however,nottoturnhisheadourwaywhilehistoiletwasstillincomplete。
"MammaMacallan,"hesaid,"whatistheChristiannameofyourson’ssecondwife?"
"Whydoyouwanttoknow?"askedmymother—in—law。
"IwanttoknowbecauseIcan’taddressheras’Mrs。EustaceMacallan。’"
"Whynot?"
"Itrecalls_theother_Mrs。EustaceMacallan。IfIamremindedofthosehorribledaysatGleninchmyfortitudewillgiveway——I
shallburstoutscreamingagain。"
Hearingthis,Ihastenedtointerpose。
"MynameisValeria,"Isaid。
"ARomanname,"remarkedMiserrimusDexter。"Ilikeit。MymindiscastintheRomanmold。MybodilybuildwouldhavebeenRomanifIhadbeenbornwithlegs。IshallcallyouMrs。Valeria,unlessyoudisapproveofit。"
IhastenedtosaythatIwasfarfromdisapprovingofit。
"Verygood,"saidMiserrimusDexter"Mrs。Valeria,doyouseethefaceofthiscreatureinfrontofme?"
Hepointedwiththehand—mirrortohiscousinasunconcernedlyashemighthavepointedtoadog。Hiscousin,onherside,tooknomorenoticethanadogwouldhavetakenofthecontemptuousphrasebywhichhehaddesignatedher。Shewentoncombingandoilinghisbeardascomposedlyasever。
"Itisthefaceofanidiot,isn’tit?"pursuedMiserrimusDexter!"Lookather!Sheisamerevegetable。Acabbageinagardenhasasmuchlifeandexpressioninitasthatgirlexhibitsatthepresentmoment。Wouldyoubelievetherewaslatentintelligence,affection,pride,fidelity,insuchahalf—developedbeingasthis?"
Iwasreallyashamedtoanswerhim。Quiteneedlessly!Theimpenetrableyoungwomanwentonwithhermaster’sbeard。A
machinecouldnothavetakenlessnoticeofthelifeandthetalkarounditthanthisincomprehensiblecreature。
"_I_havegotatthatlatentaffection,pride,fidelity,andtherestofit,"resumedMiserrimusDexter。"_I_holdthekeytothatdormantIntelligence。Grandthought!NowlookatherwhenI
speak。(Inamedher,poorwretch,inoneofmyironicalmoments。
Shehasgottolikehername,justasadoggetstolikehiscollar。)Now,Mrs。Valeria,lookandlisten。——Ariel!"
Thegirl’sdullfacebegantobrighten。Thegirl’smechanicallymovinghandstopped,andheldthecombinsuspense。
"Ariel!youhavelearnedtodressmyhairandanointmybeard,haven’tyou?"
Herfacestillbrightened。"Yes!yes!yes!"sheanswered,eagerly。"AndyousayIhavelearnedtodoitwell,don’tyou?"
"Isaythat。Wouldyouliketoletanybodyelsedoitforyou?"
Hereyesmeltedsoftlyintolightandlife。HerstrangeunwomanlyvoicesanktothegentlesttonesthatIhadheardfromheryet。
"Nobodyelseshalldoitforme,"shesaidatonceproudlyandtenderly。"Nobody,aslongasIlive,shalltouchyoubutme。"
"Noteventheladythere?"askedMiserrimusDexter,pointingbackwardwithhishand—mirrortotheplaceatwhichIwasstanding。
Hereyessuddenlyflashed,herhandsuddenlyshookthecombatme,inaburstofjealousrage。
"Lethertry!"criedthepoorcreature,raisinghervoiceagaintoitshoarsestnotes。"Lethertouchyouifshedares!"
Dexterlaughedatthechildishoutbreak。"Thatwilldo,mydelicateAriel,"hesaid。"IdismissyourIntelligenceforthepresent。Relapseintoyourformerself。Finishmybeard。"
Shepassivelyresumedherwork。Thenewlightinhereyes,thenewexpressioninherface,fadedlittlebylittleanddiedout。
Inanotherminutethefacewasasvacantandaslumpishasbefore;thehandsdidtheirworkagainwiththelifelessdexteritywhichhadsopainfullyimpressedmewhenshefirsttookupthebrush。MiserrimusDexterappearedtobeperfectlysatisfiedwiththeseresults。
"Ithoughtmylittleexperimentmightinterestyou,"hesaid。
"Youseehowitis?Thedormantintelligenceofmycuriouscousinislikethedormantsoundinamusicalinstrument。Iplayuponit——anditanswerstomytouch。Shelikesbeingplayedupon。Buthergreatdelightistohearmetellastory。Ipuzzlehertothevergeofdistraction;andthemoreIconfuseherthebettershelikesthestory。Itisthegreatestfun;youreallymustseeitsomeday。"Heindulgedhimselfinalastlookatthemirror。
"Ha!"hesaid,complacently;"nowIshalldo。Vanish,Ariel!"
Shetrampedoutoftheroominherheavyboots,withthemuteobedienceofatrainedanimal。Isaid"Good—night"asshepassedme。Sheneitherreturnedthesalutationnorlookedatme:thewordssimplyproducednoeffectonherdullsenses。Theonevoicethatcouldreachherwassilent。Shehadrelapsedoncemoreintothevacantinanimatecreaturewhohadopenedthegatetous,untilitpleasedMiserrimusDextertospeaktoheragain。
"Valeria!"saidmymother—in—law。"Ourmodesthostiswaitingtoseewhatyouthinkofhim。"
Whilemyattentionwasfixedonhiscousinhehadwheeledhischairaroundsoastofaceme。withthelightofthelampfallingfullonhim。InmentioninghisappearanceasawitnessattheTrial,IfindIhaveborrowed(withoutmeaningtodoso)frommyexperienceofhimatthislatertime。Isawplainlynowthebrightintelligentfaceandthelargeclearblueeyes,thelustrouswavinghairofalightchestnutcolor,thelongdelicatewhitehands,andthemagnificentthroatandchestwhichIhaveelsewheredescribed。ThedeformitywhichdegradedanddestroyedthemanlybeautyofhisheadandbreastwashiddenfromviewbyanOrientalrobeofmanycolors,thrownoverthechairlikeacoverlet。Hewasclothedinajacketofblackvelvet,fastenedlooselyacrosshischestwithlargemalachitebuttons;andheworelacerufflesattheendsofhissleeves,inthefashionofthelastcentury。Itmaywellhavebeenduetowantofperceptiononmypart——butIcouldseenothingmadinhim,nothinginanywayrepelling,ashenowlookedatme。TheonedefectthatI
coulddiscoverinhisfacewasattheoutercornersofhiseyes,justunderthetemple。Herewhenhelaughed,andinalesserdegreewhenhesmiled,theskincontractedintoquaintlittlewrinklesandfolds,whichlookedstrangelyoutofharmonywiththealmostyouthfulappearanceoftherestofhisface。Astohisotherfeatures,themouth,sofarashisbeardandmustachepermittedmetoseeit,wassmallanddelicatelyformed;thenose——perfectlyshapedonthestraightGrecianmodel——wasperhapsalittletoothin,judgedbycomparisonwiththefullcheeksandthehighmassiveforehead。Lookingathimasawhole(andspeakingofhim,ofcourse,fromawoman’s,notaphysiognomist’spointofview),Icanonlydescribehimasbeinganunusuallyhandsomeman。ApainterwouldhavereveledinhimasamodelforSt。John。Andayounggirl,ignorantofwhattheOrientalrobehidfromview,wouldhavesaidtoherself,theinstantshelookedathim,"Hereistheheroofmydreams!"
Hisblueeyes——largeastheeyesofawoman,clearastheeyesofachild——restedonmethemomentIturnedtowardhim,withastrangelyvaryingplayofexpression,whichatonceinterestedandperplexedme。
Nowtherewasdoubt——uneasy,painfuldoubt——inthelook;andnowagainitchangedbrightlytoapproval,soopenandunrestrainedthatavainwomanmighthavefanciedshehadmadeaconquestofhimatfirstsight。Suddenlyanewemotionseemedtotakepossessionofhim。Hiseyessank,hisheaddrooped;heliftedhishandswithagestureofregret。Hemutteredandmurmuredtohimself;pursuingsomesecretandmelancholytrainofthought,whichseemedtoleadhimfurtherandfurtherawayfrompresentobjectsofinterest,andtoplungehimdeeperanddeeperintroubledrecollectionsofthepast。HereandthereIcaughtsomeofthewords。LittlebylittleIfoundmyselftryingtofathomwhatwasdarklypassinginthisstrangeman’smind。
"Afarmorecharmingface,"Iheardhimsay。"Butno——notamorebeautifulfigure。Whatfigurewasevermorebeautifulthanhers?
Something——butnotall——ofherenchantinggrace。Whereistheresemblancewhichhasbroughtherbacktome?Intheposeofthefigure,perhaps。Inthemovementofthefigure,perhaps。Poormartyredangel!Whatalife!Andwhatadeath!whatadeath!"
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