首页 >出版文学> The Last Chronicle of Barset>第56章
  ’Shehasnotbeentoblameatall,’saidDalrymple。
  ’That’smyaffairandnotyours,’saidMrsVanSiever,verysharply。
  ’Butasyou’vebeenatallthistrouble,andhavenowchoppeditup,I
  don’tmindpayingyouforyourtimeandpaints;onlyIshallbegladtoknowhowmuchitwillcometo?’
  ’Therewillbenothingtopay,MrsVanSiever。’
  ’Howlonghashebeenatit,Clara?’
  ’Mamma,indeedyouhadbetternotsayanythingaboutpayinghim。’
  ’IshallsaywhateverIplease,miss。Willtenpoundsdoit,sir?’
  ’Ifyouchoosetobuythepicture,thepricewillbesevenhundredandfifty,’saidDalrymplewithasmile,pointingtothefragments。
  ’Sevenhundredandfiftypounds?’saidtheoldwoman。
  ’ButIstronglyadviseyounottomakethepurchase,’saidDalrymple。
  ’Sevenhundredandfiftypounds!Icertainlyshallnotgiveyousevenhundredandfiftypounds。’
  ’Icertainlythinkyoucouldinvestyourmoneybetter,MrsVanSiever。
  Butifthethingistobesoldatall,thatismyprice。I’vethoughtthattherewassomejusticeinyourdemandthatitshouldbedestroyed——andthereforeIhavedestroyedit。’
  MrsVanSieverhadbeenstandingonthesamespoteversinceshehadenteredtheroom,andnowsheturnedroundtoleavetheroom。
  ’Ifyouhaveanydemandtomake,IbegthatyouwillsenditinyouraccountforworkdonetoMrMusselboro。Heismymanofbusiness。Clara,areyoureadytocomehome?Thecabiswaitingatthedoor——atsixpencethequarterofanhour,ifyouwillbepleasedtoremember。’
  ’MrsBroughton,’saidClara,thoughtfulofherraiment,andrememberingthatitmightnotbewellthatsheshouldreturnhome,eveninacab,dressedasJael,’ifyouwillallowme,Iwillgointoyourroomforaminuteortwo。’
  ’Certainly,Clara,’saidMrsBroughton,preparingtoaccompanyher。
  ’Butbeforeyougo,MrsBroughton,’saidMrsVanSiever,’itmaybeaswellthatIshouldtellyouthatmydaughterisgoingtobecomethewifeofMrMusselboro。Itmaysimplifymattersthatyoushouldknowthis。’
  AndMrsVanSiever,asshespoke,lookedhardatConwayDalrymple。
  ’Mamma!’exclaimedClara。
  ’Mydear,’saidMrsVanSiever,’youhadbetterchangeyourdressandcomeawaywithme。’
  ’NottillIhaveprotestedagainstwhatyouhavesaid,mamma。’
  ’Youhadbetterleaveyourprotestingalone,Icantellyou。’
  ’MrsBroughton,’saidClara,’Imustbegyoutounderstandthatmammahasnottheslightestrightintheworldtotellyouwhatshejustnowsaidaboutme。NothingonearthwouldinducemetobecomethewifeofMrBroughton’spartner。’
  TherewassomethingwhichmadeClaraunwillingeventonamethemanwhomhermotherhadpubliclyproposedasherfuturehusband。
  ’Heisn’tMrBroughton’spartner,’saidMrsVanSiever。’MrBroughtonhasnotgotapartner。MrMusselboroistheheadofthefirm。Andastoyourmarryinghim,ofcourse,Ican’tmakeyou。’
  ’No,mamma,youcannot。’
  ’MrsBroughtonunderstandsthat,nodoubt;——andso,probably,doesMrDalrymple。Icanonlytellthemwhataremyideas。Ifyouchoosetomarrythesweepatthecrossing,Ican’thelpit。OnlyIdon’tseewhatgoodyouwoulddothesweep,whenhewouldhavetosweepforhimselfandyoutoo。Atanyrate,Isupposeyoumeantogohomewithmenow?’ThenMrsBroughtonandClaralefttheroom,andMrsVanSieverwasleftwithConwayDalrymple。’MrDalrymple,’saidMrsVanSiever,’donotdeceiveyourself。WhatItoldyoujustnowwillcertainlycometopass。’
  ’Itseemstomethatthatmustdependontheyounglady,’saidDalrymple。
  ’I’lltellyouwhatcertainlywillnotdependontheyounglady,’saidMrsVanSiever,’andthatiswhetherthemanwhomarriesherwillhavemorewithherthantheclothesshestandsupin。Youwillunderstandthatargument,Isuppose?’
  ’I’mnotquitesurethatIdo,’saidDalrymple。
  ’Thenyou’dbettertrytounderstandit。Good—morning,sir。I’msorryyou’vehadtoslityourpicture。’Thenshecurtseyedlow,andwalkedoutontothelanding—place。’Clara,’shecried,’I’mwaitingforyou——sixpenceaquarterofanhour——rememberthat。’InaminuteortwoClaracameouttoher,andthenMrsVanSieverandMissVanSievertooktheirdeparture。
  ’Oh,Conway,whatamItodo?WhatamItodo?’saidMrsDobbsBroughton。Dalrymplestoodperplexedforafewminutes,andcouldnottellherwhatshewastodo。Shewasinsuchapositionthatitwasveryhardtotellherwhatshewastodo。’Doyoubelieve,Conway,thatheisreallyruined?’
  ’WhatamItosay?HowamItoknow?’
  ’Iseethatyoubelieveit,’saidthewretchedwoman。
  ’Icannotbutbelievethatthereissomethingoftruthinwhatthiswomansays。Whyelseshouldshecomeherewithsuchastory?’Thentherewasapause,duringwhichMrsBroughtonwasburyingherfaceonthearmofthesofa。’I’lltellyouwhatI’lldo,’continuedhe。’I’llgointotheCityandmakeinquiry。ItcanhardlybebutwhatIshalllearnthetruththere。’
  Thentherewasanotherpause,attheendofwhichMrsBroughtongotupfromthesofa。
  ’Tellme,’saidshe:——’whatdoyoumeanaboutthatgirl?’
  ’Youheardmeaskhertobemywife?’
  ’Idid!Idid!’
  ’Isitnotwhatyouintended?’
  ’Donotaskme。Mymindisbewildered。Mybrainisonfire!Oh,Conway!’
  ’ShallIgointotheCityasIproposed?’saidDalrymple,whofeltthathemightatanyrateimprovethepositionofcircumstancesbyleavingthehouse。
  ’Yes;——yes;gointotheCity!Goanywhere。Go。Butstay!Oh,Conway!’Therewasasuddenchangeinhervoiceasshespoke。
  ’Hark——thereheis,assureaslife。’ThenConwaylistened,andheardafootsteponthestairs,astowhichhehadthenbutlittledoubtthatitwasthefootstepofDobbsBroughton。’Oheavens!Heistipsy!’exclaimedMrsBroughton;’andwhatshallwedo?’ThenDalrympletookherhandandpressedit;andlefttheroom,sothathemightmeetthehusbandonthestairs。Intheonemomentthathehadforreflectionhethoughtitwasbetterthatthereshouldbenoconcealment。
  CHAPTERLXI
  ’IT’SDOGGEDASDOESIT’
  Inaccordancewiththeresolutiontowhichtheclericalcommissionhadcomeonthefirstdayoftheirsitting,DrTempestwrotethefollowinglettertoMrCrawley:—
  ’RECTORY,SILVERBRIDGE,April,9,186—
  ’DEARSIR,’IhavebeengiventounderstandthatyouhavebeeninformedthattheBishopofBarchesterhasappointedacommissionofclergymenofthediocesetomakeinquiryrespectingcertainaccusationswhich,tothegreatregretofusall,havebeenmadeagainstyou,inrespectofachequefortwentypoundswhichwaspassedbyyoutoatradesmanofthetown。TheclergymenappointedtoformthiscommissionareMrOriel,therectorofGreshamsbury,MrRobarts,thevicarofFramley,MrQuiverful,thewardenofHiram’sHospitalatBarchester,andMrThumble,aclergymanestablishedinthatcity,andmyself。WeheldourfirstmeetingonlastMonday,andInowwritetoyouincompliancewitharesolutiontowhichwecame。BeforetakinganyotherstepswethoughtitbesttoaskyoutoattendushereonnextMonday,attwoo’clock,andIbegthatyouwillacceptthisletterasaninvitationtothateffect。
  ’Weare,ofcourse,awarethatyouareabouttostandyourtrialatthenextassizesfortheoffenceinquestion。IbegyoutounderstandthatIdonotexpressanyopinionastoyourguilt。ButIthinkitrighttopointouttoyouthatintheeventofajuryfindinganadverseverdict,thebishopwillbeplacedingreatdifficultyunlesshewerefortifiedwiththeopinionofacommissionformedfromyourfellowclericallabourersinthediocese。Shouldsuchadverseverdictunfortunatelybegiven,thebishopwouldhardlybejustifiedinallowingaclergymanplacedasyouthenwouldbeplaced,toreturntohiscureaftertheexpirationofsuchpunishmentasthejudgemightaward,withoutafurtherdecisionfromanecclesiasticalcourt。ThisdecisionhecouldonlyobtainbyproceedingagainstyouundertheActinreferencetoclericaloffences,whichempowershimasbishopofthediocesetobringyoubeforetheCourtofArches——unlessyouwouldthinkwelltosubmityourselfentirelytohisjudgment。Youwill,Ithink,understandwhatImean。Thejudgeatassizesmightfindithisdutytoimprisonaclergymanforamonth——regardingtatclergymansimplyashewouldregardanyotherpersonfoundguiltybyajuryandthusmadesubjecttohisjudgment——andmightdothisforanoffencewhichtheecclesiasticaljudgewouldfindhimselfobligedtovisitwiththeseverersentenceofprolongedsuspension,orevenwithdeprivation。
  ’Weare,however,clearlyoftheopinionthatshouldthejuryfindthemselvesabletoacquityou,nofurtheractionwhatsoevershouldbetaken。Insuchcasewethinkthatthebishopmayregardyourinnocencetobefullyestablished,andinsuchcaseweshallrecommendhislordshiptolookuponthematterasaltogetheratanend。IcanassureyouthatinsuchcaseIshallsoregarditmyself。
  ’Youwillperceivethat,asaconsequenceofthisresolution,towhichwehavealreadycome,wearenotmindedtotakeanyinquiriesourselvesintothecircumstancesofyourallegedguilt,tilltheverdictofthejuryshallbegiven。Butshouldyoubeconvicted,wemustinthatcaseadvisethebishoptotaketheproceedingstowhichIhavealluded,ortoabstainfromtakingthem。Wewishtoaskyouwhether,nowthatouropinionhasbeenconveyedtoyou,youwillbewillingtosubmitthebishop’sdecision,intheeventofanadverseverdictbeinggivenbythejury;andwethinkthatitwillbebetterforusallthatyoushouldmeetushereatthehourIhavenamedonMondaynext,thefifteenthinstant。Itisnotourintentiontomakeanyreporttothebishopuntilthetrialshallbeover。——Ihavethehonourtobe,mydearsir,yourobedientservant,’MORTIMERTEMPEST
  ’TheRev。JosiahCrawley,’Hogglestock。’
  InthesameenvelopeDrTempestsentashortprivatenote,inwhichhesaidthatheshouldbeveryhappytoseeMrCrawleyathalf—pastoneontheMondaynamed,thatluncheonwouldbereadyatthathour,andthat,asMrCrawley’sattendancewasrequiredonpublicgrounds,hewouldtakecarethatacarriagewasprovidedfortheday。
  MrCrawleyreceivedthisletterinhiswife’spresence,andreaditinsilence。MrsCrawleysawthathepaidcloseattentiontoit,andwassure——shefeltthatshewassure——thatitreferredinsomewaytotheterriblesubjectofthechequefortwentypounds。Indeed,everythingthatcameintothehouse,almosteverywordspokenthere,andeverythoughtthatcameintothebreastofanyofthefamily,hadmoreorlessreferencetothecomingtrial。Howcoulditbeotherwise?Therewasruincomingonthemall——ruinandcompletedisgracecomingonfather,mother,andchildren!Tohavebeenaccuseditselfwasverybad;butnowitseemedtobetheopinionofeveryonethattheverdictmustbeagainsttheman。MrsCrawleyherself,whowasperfectlysureofherhusband’sinnocencebeforeGod,believedthatthejurywouldfindhimguilty——andbelievedalsothathehadbecomepossessedofthemoneyinsomemannerthatwouldhavebeendishonest,hadhenotbeensodifferentfromotherpeopleastobeentitledtobeconsideredinnocentwhereanothermanwouldhavebeenplainlyguilty。Shewasfullofthechequefortwentypounds,andofitsresults。When,therefore,hehadreadtheletterthroughasecondtime,andeventhenhadspokennowordaboutit,ofcourseshecouldnotrefrainfromquestioninghim。’Mylove,’shesaid,’whatistheletter?’
  ’Itisonbusiness,’heanswered。
  Shewassilentforamomentbeforeshespokeagain。’MayInotknowthebusiness?’
  ’No,’saidhe;’notatpresent。’
  ’Isitfromthebishop?’
  ’HaveInotansweredyou?HaveInotgivenyoutounderstandthat,forawhileatleast,Iwouldprefertokeepthecontentsofthisepistletomyself?’Thenhelookedatherverysternly,andafterwardsturnedhiseyesuponthefireplaceandgazedatthefire,asthoughhewerestrivingtoreadtheresomethingofhisfuturefate。Shedidnotmuchregardtheseverityofhisspeech。That,too,likethetakingofthechequeitself,wastobeforgivenhim,becausehewasdifferentfromothermen。Hisblackmoodhadcomeuponhim,cuttinghisteeth。Letthepoorwaywardsuffererbeeversopetulant,themothersimplypitiesandloveshim,andisneverangry。’Ibegyourpardon,Josiah,’shesaid,’butIthoughtitwouldcomfortyoutospeaktomeaboutit。’
  ’Itwillnotcomfortme,’hesaid。’Nothingcomfortsme。Nothingcancomfortme。Jane,givememyhatandmystick。’Hisdaughterbroughttohimhishatandstick,andwithoutanotherwordhewentoutandleftthem。
  AsamatterofcourseheturnedhisstepstowardsHoggleEnd。Whenhedesiredtobelongabsentfromthehouse,healwayswentamongthebrickmakers。Hiswife,asshestoodatthewindowandwatchedthedirectioninwhichhewent,knewthathemightbeawayforhours。Theonlyfriendsoutofhisownfamilywithwhomheeverspokefreelyweresomeofthoseroughparishioners。Buthewasnotthinkingofthebrickmakerswhenhestarted。HewassimplydesirousofreadingagainDrTempest’sletter,andofconsideringit,insomespotwherenoeyecouldseehim。Hewalkedawaywithlongsteps,regardingnothing——neithertherutsinthedirtylane,northeyoungprimroseswhichwerefastshowingthemselvesonthebanks,northegatheringcloudswhichmighthavetoldhimofthecomingrain。Hewentonforacoupleofmiles,tillhehadnearlyreachedtheoutskirtsofthecolonyofHoggleEnd,andthenhesathimselfdownuponagate。Hehadnotbeenthereaminutebeforeafewslowdropsbegantofall,buthewasaltogethertoomuchwrappedupinhisthoughtstoregardtherain。WhatanswershouldhemaketothisletterfromthemanfromSilverbridge?
  Thepositionofhisownmindinreferencetohisownguiltorhisowninnocencewasverysingular。Itwassimplythetruththathedidnotknowhowthechequehadcometohim。Hedidknowthathehadblunderedaboutitmostegregiously,especiallywhenhehadaverredthatthischequefortwentypoundshadbeenidenticalwithachequeforanothersumwhichhadbeengiventohimbyMrSoames。Hehadblunderedsince,insayingthatthedeanhadgivenittohim。Therecouldbenodoubtastothis,forthedeanhaddeniedthathehaddoneso。Andhehadcometothinkitverypossiblethathehadindeedpickedthechequeup,andhadafterwardsusedit,havingdepositeditbysomestrangeaccident——notknowingthenwhathewasdoing,orwhatwasthenatureofthebitofpaperinhishand——withthenoteswhichhehadacceptedfromthedeanwithsomuchreluctance,andwithsuchanagonyofspirit。Inallthesethoughtsofhisowndoings,andhisownposition,healmostadmittedtohimselfhisowninsanity,hisinabilitytomanagehisownaffairswiththatdegreeofrationalsequencewhichistakenforgrantedasbelongingtoamanwhenheismadesubjecttocriminallaws。Ashepuzzledhisbraininhiseffortstocreateamemoryastothecheque,andsucceededinbringingtohismindarecollectionthathehadonceknownsomethingaboutthecheque——thatthechequehadatonetimebeenthesubjectofathoughtandaresolution——headmittedtohimselfthatinaccordancewithalllawandallreasonhemustberegardedasathief。Hehadtakenandusedandspentthatwhichheoughttohaveknownwasnothisown——whichhewouldhaveknownnottobehisownbutforsometerribleincapacitywithwhichGodhadinflictedhim。Whatthenmustbetheresult?Hismindwasclearenoughaboutthis。Ifthejuryshouldseeeverythingandknoweverything——ashewouldwishthattheyshoulddo;andifthebishop’scommission,andthebishophimself,andtheCourtofArcheswithitsjudge,couldseeandknoweverything;andifsoseeingandsoknowingtheycouldactwithclearhonestyandperfectwisdom——whatwouldtheydo?Theywoulddeclareofhimthathewasnotathief,onlybecausehewassomuddy—minded,soaddle—patedasnottoknowthedifferencebetweenmeumandtuum!Therecouldbenootherendtoit,letallthelawyersandalltheclergymeninEnglandputtheirwitstoit。Thoughtheknewhimselftobemuddy—mindedandaddle—pated,hecouldseethat。
  Andcouldanyonesayofsuchamanthathewasfittobetheacting—clergymanofaparish——tohavefreeholdpossessioninaparishascurerofmen’ssouls!Thebishopwasintherightofit,lethimbetentimesasmeanafellowashewas。
  Andyetashesatthereonthegate,whiletheraincamedownheavilyuponhim,evenwhenadmittingthejusticeofthebishop,andthetruthoftheverdictwhichthejurywouldnodoubtgive,andtheproprietyoftheactionwhichthatcold,reasonable,prosperousmanatSilverbridgewouldtake,hepitiedhimselfwithatendernessofcommiserationwhichknewnobounds。Asforthosebelongingtohim,hiswifeandchildren,hispityforthemwasofadifferentkind。Hewouldhavesufferedanyincreaseofsuffering,couldhebysuchagonyhavereleasedthem。Dearlyashelovedthem,hewouldhaveseveredhimselffromthem,haditbeenpossible。Terriblethoughtsastotheirfatehadcomeintohismindintheworstmomentsofhismoodiness——thoughtswhichhehadsufficientstrengthandmanlinesstoputawayfromhimwithastronghand,lesttheyshoulddrivehimtocrimeindeed;andthesehadcomefromthegreatpityhehadfeltforthem。Butthecommiserationwhichhehadfeltforhimselfhadbeendifferentfromthis,andhadmostlyvisitedhimattimeswhenthatotherpitywasforthemomentinabeyance。Whatthoughhehadtakenthecheque,andspentthemoneythoughitwasnothis?Hemightbeguiltybeforethelaw,buthewasnotguiltybeforeGod。Therehadneverbeenathoughtoftheftinhismind,oradesiretostealinhisheart。Heknewthatwellenough。NojurycouldmakehimguiltyoftheftbeforeGod。Andwhatthoughthismixtureofguiltandinnocencehadcomefrommadness——frommadnesswhichthesecourtsmustrecogniseiftheychosetofindhiminnocentofthecrime?Inspiteofhisaberrationsofintellect,iftherewereanysuch,hisministrationsinhisparishweregood。Hadhenotpreachedferventlyandwell——preachingthetruegospel?Hadhenotbeenverydiligentamonghispeople,strivingwithallhismighttolessentheignoranceoftheignorant,andtogildwithgodlinessthelearningoftheinstructed?Hadhenotbeenpatient,enduring,instant,andinallthingsamenabletothelawsandregulationslaiddownbytheChurchforhisguidanceinhisdutiesasaparishclergyman?Whocouldpointoutinwhathehadbeenastray,orwherehehadgoneamiss?ButfortheworkwhichhehaddonewithsomuchzealtheChurchwhichheservedhadpaidhimsomiserableapittancethat,thoughlifeandsoulhadbeenkepttogether,thereason,orafragmentofthereason,hadatmomentsescapedfromhiskeepinginthescramble。Henceitwasthatthisterriblecalamityhadfallenuponhim!
  Whohadbeentriedashehadbeentried,andhadgonethroughsuchfirewithlesslossofintellectualpowerthanhehaddone?Hewasstillascholar,thoughnobrotherscholarevercamenearhim,andwouldmakeGreekiambicsashewalkedthroughthelanes。Hismemorywasstoredwithpoetry,thoughnobookevercameintohishands,exceptthoseshornandtatteredvolumeswhichlayuponhistable。Oldproblemsintrigonometrywerethepleasingrelaxationsofhismind,andcomplicationsoffigureswereadelighttohim。Therewasnotoneofthoseprosperousclergymenaroundhim,andwhoscornedhim,whomhecouldnothaveinstructedinHebrew。ItwasalwaysagratificationtohimtorememberthathisoldfriendthedeanwasweakinhisHebrew。He,withtheseacquirements,withthesefitnesses,hadbeenthrustdowntotheground——totheverygranite——andbecauseinthatharshheartlessthrustinghisintellecthadformomentswaveredastocommonthings,cleavingstilltoallitsgrander,noblerpossessions,hewasnowtoberentinpiecesandscatteredtothewinds,asbeingaltogethervile,worthless,andworsethanworthless。Itwasthusthathethoughtofhimself,pityinghimself,ashesatuponthegate,whiletherainfellruthlesslyonhisshoulders。
  Hepitiedhimselfwithacommiserationthatwassicklyinspiteofitstruth。Itwasthefaultofthemanthathewasimbuedtoostronglywithself—consciousness。Hecoulddoagreatthingortwo。Hecouldkeepuphiscourageinpositionswhichwouldwashallthecourageoutofmostmen。Hecouldtellthetruththoughtruthshouldruinhim。Hecouldsacrificeallthathehadtoduty。Hecoulddojusticethoughtheheavenshouldfall。Buthecouldnotforgettopaytributetohimselfforthegreatnessofhisownactions;nor,whenacceptingwithaneffortofmeeknessthesmallpaymentmadebytheworldtohim,inreturnforhisgreatworks,couldheforgetthegreatpaymentsmadetoothersforsmallwork。ItwasnotsufficientforhimtorememberthatheknewHebrew,buthemustrememberalsothatthedeandidnot。
  Nevertheless,ashesatthereundertherain,hemadeuphismindwithaclearnessthatcertainlyhadinitnothingofthatmuddinessofmindofwhichhehadoftenaccusedhimself。Indeed,theintellectofthismanwasessentiallyclear。Itwassimplythathismemorythatwouldplayhimtricks——hismemoryastothingswhichatthemomentwerenotimportanttohim。Thefactthatthedeanhadgivenhimmoneywasveryimportant,andheremembereditwell。Buttheamountofthemoney,anditsform,atamomentinwhichhehadflatteredhimselfthathemighthavestrengthtoleaveitunused,hadnotbeenimportanttohim。Now,heresolvedthathewouldgotoDrTempest,andthathewouldtellDrTempestthattherewasnotoccasionforanyfurtherinquiry。Hewouldsubmittothebishop,letthebishop’sdecisionbewhatitmight。ThingsweredifferentsincethedayonwhichhehadrefusedMrThumbleadmissiontohispulpit。Atthattimepeoplebelievedhimtobeinnocent,andhesobelievedofhimself。Now,peoplebelievedhimtobeguilty,anditcouldnotberightthatamanheldinsuchslightesteemcouldexercisethefunctionsofaparishpriest,lethisownopinionofhimselfbewhatitmight。Hewouldsubmithimself,andgoanywhere——tothegalleysortheworkhouse,iftheywishedit。Asforhiswifeandchildren,theywould,hesaidtohimself,bebetterwithouthimthanwithhim。Theworldwouldneverbesohardtoawomanortochildrenasithadbeentohim。
  Hewassittingsaturatedwithrain——saturatedalsowiththinking——andquiteunobservantofanythingaroundhim,whenhewasaccostedbyanoldmanfromHoggleEnd,withwhomhewaswellacquainted。’Theebewat,MasterCrawley,’saidtheoldman。
  ’Wet!’saidCrawley,recalledsuddenlybacktotherealitiesoflife。
  ’Well——yes。Iamwet。That’sbecauseit’sraining。’
  ’Theebeteemingo’wat。Hadn’ttheebettergohome?’
  ’Andareyounotwetalso,’saidMrCrawley,lookingattheoldman,whohadbeenatworkinthebrickfield,andwhowassoakedwithmire,andfromwhomthereseemedtocomeasteamofmuddymist。
  ’Isitme,yerreverence?I’mwatofcourse。Theloikesofusisalwayswat——thatisbarringtheinsidesofus。Itcomestousnaturaltohavetherheumatics。Howisoneofustohelphisselfagainsthavingon’em?Butthereain’tnocallfortheloikesofyoutohavetherheumatics。’
  ’Myfriend,’saidCrawley,whowasnowstandingontheroad——andashespokeheputouthisarmandtookthebrickmakerbythehand,’thereisaworsecomplaintthanrheumatism——thereis,indeed。’
  ’There’swhattheycallsthecollerer,’saidGilesHoggett,lookingupintoCrawley’sface。’Thatain’ta—gotholdofyer?’
  ’Ay,andworsethanthecholera。Amaniskilledalloverwhenheisstruckwithpride——andyethelives。’
  ’Maybethat’sbadenoughtoo,’saidGiles,withhishandstillheldbytheother。
  ’Itisbadenough,’saidCrawley,strikinghisbreastwithhislefthand。’Itisbadenough。’
  ’Tell’eewhat,MasterCrawley;——andyerreverencemustn’tthinkasI
  meanstobepreaching;thereain’tnowtamancan’tbearifhe’llonlybedogged。Youtowhome,MasterCrawley,andthinko’that,andmaybeit’lldoyeagoodyet。It’sdoggedasdoesit。Itain’tthinkingaboutit。’ThenGilesHoggettwithdrewhishandfromtheclergyman’s,andwalkedawaytowardshishomeatHoggleEnd。MrCrawleyalsoturnedawayhomewards,andashemadehiswaythroughthelanes,herepeatedtohimselfGilesHoggett’swords。’It’sdoggedasdoesit。It’snotthinkingaboutit。’
  HedidnotsayawordtohiswifeonthatafternoonaboutDrTempest;
  andshewassomuchtakenupwithhisoutwardconditionwhenhereturned,asalmosttohaveforgottentheletter。Heallowedhimself,butbarelyallowedhimself,tobemadedry,andthenfortheremainderofthedayappliedhimselftolearnthelessonwhichHoggetthadendeavouredtoteachhim。Butthelearningofitwasnoteasy,andhardlybecamemoreeasywhenhehadworkedtheproblemoutinhisownmind,anddiscoveredthatthebrickmaker’sdoggednesssimplymeantself—abnegation——thatamanshouldforcehimselftoendureanythingthatmightbesentuponhim,notonlywithoutoutwardgrumbling,butalsowithoutgrumblinginwardly。
  Earlyonthenextmorning,hetoldhiswifethathewasgoingintoSilverbridge。’Itisthatletter——theletterwhichIgotyesterdaythatcallsme,’hesaid。Andthenhehandedhertheletterastowhichhehadrefusedtospeaktoherontheprecedingday。