首页 >出版文学> The Last Chronicle of Barset>第18章
  ’Youcan’thaveabettermanthanMrMason,upthestreetthere。’
  ’WinthropproposedBorleysatBarchester。’
  ’No,no,no。BorleysandBonstockarecapitalpeopletopushafellowthroughonachargeofhorse—stealing,ortosqueezeamanforalittlemoney;buttheyarenotthepeopleforMrCrawleyinsuchacaseasthis。Masonisthebetterman;andthenMasonandIknoweachother。’InsayingwhichMrWalkerwinked。
  TherewasthenadiscussionbetweenthemwhetherMrRobartsshouldgoatoncetoMrMason;butitwasdecidedatlastthatheshouldseeMrCrawleyandalsowritetothedeanbeforehisdidso。Thedeanmightwishtoemployhisownlawyer,andifsothedoubleexpenseshouldbeavoided。’Alwaysremember,MrRobarts,thatwhenyougointoanattorney’sofficedoor,youwillhavetopayforit,firstorlast。Inhere,yousee,thedingyoldmahogany,bareasitis,makesyousafe。Orelseit’sthesalt—cellar,whichwillnotallowitselftobepollutedbysix—and—eightpennyconsiderations。Butthereistheotherkindoftaxtobepaid。YoumustgoupandseeMrsWalker,oryouwon’tgetherhelpinthematter。’
  MrWalkerreturnedtohiswork,eithertosomeprivatedenwithinhishouse,ortohisoffice,andMrRobartswastakenupstairstothedrawing—room。TherehefoundMrsWalkerandherdaughter,andMissAnnePrettyman,whohadjustlookedin,fullofthestoryofMrCrawley’swalktoBarchester。MrThumblehadseenoneofDrTempest’scurates,andhadtoldthewholestory——he,MrThumble,havingheardMrsProudie’sversionofwhathadoccurred,andhaving,ofcourse,drawnhisowndeductionsfromherpremises。AnditseemedthatMrCrawleyhadbeenwatchedashepassedthroughthecloseoutofBarchester。Aminorcanonhadseenhim,andhaddeclaredthathewasgoingattherateofahunt,swinginghisarmsonhighandspeakingveryloud,though——astheminorcanonsaidwithregret——thewordswerehardlyaudible。Buttherehadbeennodoubtastotheman。MrCrawley’soldhat,andshortrustycloak,anddirtyboots,hadbeendulyobservedandchronicledbytheminorcanon;andMrThumblehadbeenenabledtoputtogetheranotaltogetherfalsepictureofwhathadoccurred。AssoonasthegreetingsbetweenMrRobartsandtheladieshadbeenmade,MissAnnePrettymanbrokeoutagain,justwhereshehadleftoffwhenMrRobartscamein。
  ’TheysaythatMrsProudiedeclaredthatshewillhavehimsenttoBotanyBay!’
  ’LuckilyMrsProudiewon’thavemuchtodointhematter,’saidMissWalker,whorangedherself,astochurchmatters,intheranksaltogetheropposedtothosecommandedbyMrsProudie。
  ’Shewillhavenothingtodowithit,mydear,’saidMrsWalker;’andI
  daresayMrsProudiewasnotfoolishenoughtosayanythingofthekind。’
  ’Mamma,shewouldbefoolishenoughtosayanything。WouldshenotMrRobarts?’
  ’Youforget,MissWalker,thatMrsProudieisinauthorityoverme。’
  ’Sosheis,forthematterofthat,’saidtheyounglady;’butIknowverywellwhatyouallthinkofher,andsayofhertoo,atFramley。
  Yourfriend,LadyLufton,lovesherdearly。IwishIcouldhavebeenbehindacurtaininthepalace,tohearwhatMrCrawleysaidtoher。’
  ’MrSmiliedeclares,’saidMissPrettyman,’thatthebishophasbeenilleversince。MrSmiliewentovertohismother’satBarchesterforChristmas,andtookpartofthecathedralduty,andwehadMrSpooneroverherinhisplace。SoMrSmilieofcourseheardallaboutit。Onlyfancy,poorMrCrawleywalkingallthewayfromHogglestocktoBarchesterandback;——andIamtoldhehardlyhadashoetohisfoot!Isitnotashame,MrRobarts?’
  ’Idon’tthinkitwasquiteasbadasyousay,MissPrettyman;but,uponthewhole,Idothinkitisashame。Butwhatcanwedo?’
  ’IsupposetherearetithesatHogglestock?Whyaretheynotgivenuptothechurch,astheyoughttobe?’
  ’Mydear,MissPrettyman,thatisaverylongsubject,andIamafraiditcannotbesettledintimetorelieveourpoorfriendfromhisdistress。’ThenMrRobartsescapedfromtheladiesinMrWalker’shouse,who,asitseemedtohim,weretouchingupondangerousground,andwentbacktotheyardoftheGeorgeInnforhisgig——theGeorgeandVultureitwasproperlycalled,andwasthehouseinwhichthemagistrateshadsatwhentheycommittedMrCrawleyfortrial。
  ’Footediteveryinchoftheway,blowedifhedidn’t,’theostlerwassayingtoagentleman’sgroom,whomMrRobartsrecognisedtobetheservantofhisfriendMajorGrantly;andMrRobartsknewthattheyalsoweretalkingaboutMrCrawley。EverybodyinthecountywastalkingaboutMrCrawley。Athome,atFramley,therewasnoothersubjectofdiscourse。LadyLufton,thedowager,wasfullofit,beingfirmlyconvincedthatMrCrawleywasinnocent,becausethebishopwassupposedtoregardhimasguilty。TherehadbeenafamilyconclaveheldatFramleyCourtoverthatbaskedofprovisionswhichhadbeensentfortheChristmascheeroftheHogglestockparsonage,eachofthethreeladies,thetwoLadyLuftonsandMrsRobarts,havingspecialviewsoftheirown。
  HowtheporkhadbeensubstitutedforthebeefbyoldLadyLufton,youngLadyLuftonthinkingthatafterallthebeefmightbedangerous,andhowasmallturkeyhadbeenrashlysuggestedbyMrsRobarts,andhowcertainsmallarticleshadbeeninsertedinthebottomofthebasketwhichMrsCrawleyhadnevershowntoherhusband,neednotherebetoldatlength。
  ButMrRobarts,asheheardthetwogroomstalkingaboutMrCrawley,beganthatMrCrawleyhadachievedatleastcelebrity。
  ThegroomtouchedhishatasMrRobartswalkedup。’Hasthemajorreturnedhomeyet?’MrRobartsasked。ThegroomsaidthathismasterwasstillatPlumstead,andthathewastogoovertofetchthemajorandMissEdithinadayortwo。ThenMrRobartsgotintohisgig,andashedroveoutoftheyardheheardthewordsofthemenastheyreturnedtothesamesubject。’Footeditalltheway,’saidone。’Andyethe’sagen’leman,too,’saidtheother。MrRobartsthoughtofthisashedroveon,intendingtocallatHogglestockonthatverydayonhiswayhome。
  ItwasundoubtedlythefactthatMrCrawleywasrecognisedtobeagentlemanbyallwhoknewhim,highorlow,richorpoor,bythosewhothoughtwellofhimandbythosewhothoughtill。Thesegrooms,whohadbeentellingeachotherthatthisparson,whowastobetriedasathief,hadbeenconstrainedtowalkfromHogglestocktoBarchesterandback,becausehecouldnotaffordtotravelanyotherway,andthathisbootswerecrackedandhisclothesragged,hadstillknownhimtobeagentleman!Nobodydoubtedit;noteventheywhothoughthehadstolenthemoney。MrRobartshimselfwascertainofit,andtoldhimselfthatheknewitbytheevidenceswhichhisowneducationmadecleartohim。
  Buthowwasitthatthegroomsknewit?FormypartIthinkthattherearenobetterjudgesofthearticlethanthegrooms。
  Thinkingofallwhichhehadheard,MrRobartsfoundhimselfatMrCrawley’sgateatHogglestock。
  CHAPTERXXI
  MRROBARTSONHISEMBASSY
  MrRobartswasnotaltogethereasyinhismindasheapproachedMrCrawley’shouse。Hewasawarethatthetaskbeforehimwasaverydifficultone,andhehadnotconfidenceinhimself——thathewasexactlythemanfittedfortheperformanceofsuchatask。HewasalittleafraidofMrCrawley,acknowledgingtacitlytohimselfthatthemanhadapowerofascendancywithwhichhewouldhardlybeabletocopesuccessfully。InolddayshehadoncebeenrebukedbyMrCrawley,andhadbeencowedbytherebuke;andthoughtherewasnotouchofrancourinhisheartonthisaccount,noslightestremainingvenom——butratherincreasedrespectandfriendship——stillhewasunabletoovercomehisremembranceofthesceneinwhichtheperpetualcurateofHogglestockhadundoubtedlythemasteryofhim。So,whentwodogshavefoughtandonehasconquered,theconquereddogwillalwaysshowanunconscioussubmissiontotheconqueror。
  Hehailedaboyontheroadashedrewneartothehouse,knowingthathewouldfindnooneattheparsonagetoholdhishorseforhim,andwasthusablewithoutdelaytowalkthroughthegardenandknockatthedoor。’Papawasnotathome,’Janesaid。’Papawasattheschool。Butpapacouldcertainlybesummoned。’SheherselfwouldrunacrosstotheschoolifMrRobartswouldcomein。SoMrRobartsentered,andfoundMrsCrawleyinthesitting—room。MrCrawleywouldbeindirectly,shesaid。
  Andthen,hurryingontothesubjectwithconfusedhaste,inorderthatawordortwomightbespokenbeforeherhusbandcameback,sheexpressedherthanksandhisforthegoodthingswhichhadbeensenttothematChristmas—tide。
  ’It’soldLadyLufton’sdoings,’saidMrRobarts,tryingtolaughthematterover。
  ’IknewthatitcamefromFramley,MrRobarts,andIknowhowgoodyouallarethere。IhavenotwrittentothankLadyLufton。Ithoughtitbetternottowrite。Yoursisterwillunderstandwhy,ifnooneelsedoes。Butyouwilltellthemfromme,Iamsure,thatitwas,astheyintended,acomforttous。Yoursisterknowstoomuchofusformetosupposethatourgreatpovertycanbeasecretfromher。And,asfarasIamconcerned,Idonotmuchcarewhoknowsit。’
  ’Thereisnodisgraceinnotbeingrich,’saidMrRobarts。
  ’No;andthefeelingofdisgracewhichdoesattachitselftobeingsopoorasweareisdeadenedbytheactualsufferingwhichsuchpovertybringswithit。Atleastithasbecomesowithme。IamnotashamedtosaythatIamverygratefulforwhatyouallhavedoneforusatFramley。Butyoumustnotsayanythingtohimaboutit。’
  ’OfcourseIwillnot,MrsCrawley。’
  ’Hisspiritishigherthanmine,Ithink,andhesuffersmorefromthenaturaldisinclinationwhichweallhavefromreceivingalms。Areyougoingtospeaktohimabouttheaffair——thecheque,MrRobarts?’
  ’Iamgoingtoaskhimtoputhiscaseintosomelawyer’shands。’
  ’Oh!Iwishhewould!’
  ’Andwillhenot?’
  ’Itisverykindofyou,yourcomingtoaskhim,but——’
  ’Hashesostronganobjection?’
  ’Hewilltellyouthathehasnomoneytopayalawyer。’
  ’But,surely,ifhewereconvincedthatitwasabsolutelynecessaryforthevindicationofhisinnocence,hewouldsubmittochargehimselfwithanexpensesonecessary,notonlyforhimself,butforhisfamily?’
  ’Hewillsayitoughtnottobenecessary。Youknow,MrRobarts,thatinsomerespectsheisnotlikeothermen。YouwillnotletwhatIsayofhimsetyouagainsthim?’
  ’Indeed,no。’
  ’Itismostkindofyoutomaketheattempt。Hewillbeheredirectly,andwhenhecomesIwillleaveyoutogether。’
  Whileshewasyetspeakinghisstepwasheardalongthegravel—path,andhehurriedintotheroomwithquicksteps。’Icraveyourpardon,MrRobarts,’hesaid,’thatIshouldkeepyouwaiting。’nowMrRobartshadnotbeentheretenminutes,andanysuchaskingofpardonwashardlynecessary。And,eveninhisownhouse,MrCrawleyaffectedamockhumility,asthough,eitherthroughhisowndebasement,orbecauseofthesuperiorstationoftheotherclergyman,hewerenotentitledtoputhimselfonanequalfootingwithhisvisitor。HewouldnothaveshakenhandswithMrRobarts——intendingtoindicatethathedidnotpresumetodosowhilethepresentaccusationwashangingoverhim——hadnottheactionbeenforceduponhim。Andthentherewassomethingofaprotestinhismanner,asthoughremonstratingagainstathingthatwasunbecomingtohim。MrRobarts,withoutanalysingit,understooditall,andknewthatbehindthehumilitytherewasacrushingpride——apridewhich,inallprobability,wouldriseupandcrushhimbeforehecouldgethimselfoutoftheroomagain。Itwas,perhaps,afterall,aquestionwhetherthemanwasnotservedrightlybytheextremitiestowhichhewasreduced。Therewassomethingradicallywrongwithinhim,whichhadputhimintoantagonismwithalltheworld,andwhichproducedthesenever—dyinggrievances。ThereweremanyclergymeninthecountrywithincomesassmallasthatwhichhadfallentothelotofMrCrawley,buttheymanagedtogetonwithoutdisplayingtheirsoresasMrCrawleydisplayedhis。TheydidnotweartheiroldrustycloakswithallthatostentatiousbitternessofpovertywhichseemedtobelongtothatgarmentwhendisplayedonMrCrawley’sshoulders。Such,foramoment,wereMrRobarts’thoughts,andhealmostrepentedhimselfofhispresentmission。ButthenhethoughtofMrsCrawley,andrememberingthathersufferingswereatanyrateundeserved,determinedthathewouldpersevere。
  MrsCrawleydisappearedalmostassoonasherhusbandappeared,andMrRobartsfoundhimselfstandinginfrontofhisfriend,whoremainedfixedtothespot,withhishandsfoldedovereachotherandhisneckbentslightlyforward,intokenalsoofhumility。’Iregret,’hesaid,’thatyourhorseshouldbeleftthere,exposedtotheinclemencyoftheweather;but——’
  ’Thehorsewon’tminditabit,’saidMrRobarts。’Aparson’shorseislikeabutcher’s,andknowshemustn’tbeparticularaboutwaitinginthecold。’
  ’Ineverhavehadonemyself,’saidMrCrawley。NowMrRobartshadhadmorehorsesthanonebeforenow,andhadbeenthoughtbysometohaveincurredgreaterexpensethanwasbefittinginhisstablecomforts。Thesubject,therefore,wasasoreone,andhewasworriedalittle。’Ijustwantedtosayafewwordstoyou,Crawley,’hesaid,’andifIamnotoccupyingtoomuchofyourtime——’
  ’Mytimeisaltogetheratyourdisposal。Willyoubeseated?’
  ThenMrRobartssatdown,and,swinginghishatbetweenhislegs,bethoughthimselfhowheshouldbeginhiswork。’WehadthearchdeaconoveratFramleytheotherday,’hesaid。’Ofcourseyouknowthearchdeacon?’
  ’IneverhadtheadvantageofanyacquaintancewithDrGrantly。OfcourseIknowhimwellbyname,andalsopersonally——thatis,bysight。’
  ’Andbycharacter?’
  ’Nay;Icanhardlysomuchasthat。ButIamawarethathisnamestandshighwithmanyofhisorder。’
  ’Exactly;thatiswhatImean。Youknowthathisjudgmentisthoughtmoreofinclericalmattersthanthatofanyotherclergymaninthecounty。’
  ’Byacertainparty,MrRobarts。’
  ’Well,yes。Theydon’tthinkmuchofhim,Isuppose,inthepalace。Butthatwon’tlowerhiminyourestimation。’
  ’IbynomeansderogatefromDrGrantly’shighpositioninhisownarchdeaconry——towhich,asyouareaware,Iamnotattached——nortocriticisehisconductinanyrespect。Itwouldthereforebeunbecominginmetodoso。ButIcannotacceptitasapointinaclergyman’sfavour,thatheshouldbeopposedtohisbishop。’
  NowthiswastoomuchforMrRobarts。AfterallthathehadheardofthevisitpaidbyMrCrawleytothepalace——ofthevenomdisplayedbyMrsProudieonthatoccasion,andoftheabsolutewantofsubordinationtoepiscopalauthoritywhichMrCrawleyhimselfwassupposedtohaveshown——MrRobartsdidfeelithardthathisfriendthearchdeaconshouldbesnubbedinthiswaybecausehewasdeficientinreverenceforhisbishop!’Ithought,Crawley,’hesaid,’thatyouyourselfwereinclinedtodisputeorderscomingtoyoufromthepalace。Thatworldatleastsaysasmuchconcerningyou。’
  ’WhattheworldsaysofmeIhavelearnedtodisregardverymuch,MrRobarts。ButIhopethatIshallneverdisobeytheauthorityoftheChurchwhenproperlyandlegallyexercised。’
  ’Ihopewithallmyheartyouneverwill;notIeither。Andthearchdeacon,whoknows,tothebreadthofahair,whatabishopoughttodoandwhatheoughtnot,andwhathemaydoandwhathemaynot,will,Ishouldsay,bethelastmaninEnglandtosininthatway。’
  ’Veryprobably。Iamfarfromcontradictingyouthere。Prayunderstand,MrRobarts,thatIbringnoaccusationagainstthearchdeacon。WhyshouldI?’
  ’Ididn’tmeantodiscusshimatall。’
  ’NordidI,MrRobarts。’
  ’Ionlymentionedhisname,because,asIsaid,hewasoverwithustheotherdayatFramley,andwewerealltalkingaboutyouraffair。’
  ’Myaffair!’saidMrCrawley。Andthencameafrownuponhisbrow,andagleamoffireintohiseyes,whicheffectuallybanishedthatlookofhumilitywhichhehadassumed。’AndmayIaskwhythearchdeaconwasdiscussing——myaffair?’
  ’Simplyfromthekindnesswhichhebearstoyou。’
  ’Iamgratefulforthearchdeacon’skindness,asamanisboundtobeforanykindness,whetherdisplayedwiselyorunwisely。Butitseemstomethatmyaffair,asyoucallit,MrRobarts,isofthatnaturethattheywhowishwelltomewillbetterfurthertheirwishesbysilencethanbyanydiscussion。’
  ’ThenIcannotagreewithyou。’MrCrawleyshruggedhisshoulders,openedhishandsalittleandthenclosedthem,andbowedhishead。HecouldnothavedeclaredmoreclearlybyanywordsthathedifferedaltogetherfromMrRobarts,andthatasthesubjectwasonesopeculiarlyhisownhehadarighttoexpectthathisopinionshouldbeallowedtoprevailagainstthatofanyotherperson。’Ifyoucometothat,youknow,howisanybody’stonguetobestopped?’
  ’Thatvaintonguescannotbestopped,Iamwellaware。Idonotexpectthatpeople’stonguesshouldbestopped。Iamnotsayingwhatmenwilldo,butwhatgoodwishesshoulddictate。’
  ’Well,perhapsyou’llhearmeoutforaminute。’MrCrawleyagainbowedhishead。’Whetherwewerewiseorunwise,wewerediscussingthisaffair。’
  ’WhetherIstoleMrSoames’smoney?’
  ’No;nobodysupposedforamomentyouhadstolenit。’
  ’Icannothowtheycansupposeanythingelse,knowing,astheydo,thatthemagistrateshavecommittedmeforthetheft。ThistookplaceatFramley,yousay,andprobablyinLordLufton’spresence。’
  ’Exactly。’
  ’AndLordLuftonwaschairmanatthesittingofthemagistratesatwhichIwascommitted。Howcanitbethatheshouldthinkotherwise?’
  ’Iamsurethathehasnotanideathatyouwereguilty。NoryethasDrThorne,whowasalsooneofthemagistrates。Idon’tsupposeoneofthemthenthoughtso。’
  ’Thentheiraction,tosaytheleastofit,wasverystrange。’
  ’Itwasallbecauseyouhadnobodytomanageitforyou。Ithoroughlybelievethatifyouhadplacedthematterinthehandsofagoodlawyer,youwouldneverhaveheardawordmoreaboutit。ThatseemstobetheopinionofeverybodyIspeaktoonthesubject。’
  ’Theninthiscountryamanistobepunishedornot,accordingtoabilitytofeealawyer!’
  ’Iamnottalkingaboutpunishment。’
  ’Andpresuminganinnocentmantohavetheabilityandnotthewilltodoso,heistobepunished,toberuinedrootandbranch,selfandfamily,characterandpocket,simplybecause,knowinghisowninnocence,hedoesnotchoosetodependonthemercenaryskillofamanwhosetradeheabhorsfortheestablishmentofthatwhichshouldbeclearassunatnoonday!YousayIaminnocent,andyetyoutellmeIamtobecondemnedasaguiltyman,havemygowntakenfromme,betornfrommywifeandchildren,bedisgracedbeforetheeyesofallmen,andmadeabywordandathinghorribletobementioned,becauseIwillnotfeeanattorneytofeeanothermantocomeandlieonmybehalf,tobrowbeatwitnesses,tomakefalseappeals,andperhapsshedfalsetearsindefendingme。Youhavecometomeaskingmetodothis,ifIunderstandyou,tellingmethatthearchdeaconwouldsoadviseme。’
  ’Thatismyobject。’MrCrawley,ashehadspoken,hadinhisvehemence,risenfromhisseat,andMrRobartswasalsostanding。
  ’Thentellthearchdeacon,’saidMrCrawley,’thatIwillhavenoneofhisadvice。Iwillhavenoonetherepaidbymetoobstructthecourseofjusticeortohoodwinkajury。Ihavebeeninthecourtsoflaw,andknowwhatistheworkforwhichthesegentlemenarehired。Iwillhavenoneofit,andIwillthankyoutotellthearchdeaconso,withmyrespectfulacknowledgementsofhisconsiderationandcondescension。I
  saynothingastomyowninnocence,ormyownguilt。ButIdosaythatifIamdraggedbeforethattribunal,aninnocentman,andamfalselydeclaredtobeguilty,becauseIlackmoneytobribealawyertospeakforme,thenthelawsofthiscountrydeservebutlittleofthatreverencewhichweareaccustomedtopaythem。AndifIbeguilty——’
  ’Nobodysupposesyoutobeguilty。’
  ’AndifIbeguilty,’continuedMrCrawley,altogetherignoringtheinterruption,exceptbytherepetitionofhiswords,andaslightraisingofhisvoice,’Iwillnotaddtomyguiltbyhiringanyonetoproveafalsehoodortodisproveatruth。’
  ’I’msorrythatyoushouldsayso,MrCrawley。’
  ’IspeakaccordingtowhatlightIhave,MrRobarts;andifIhavebeenover—warmwithyou——andIamconsciousthatIhavebeenatfaultinthatdirection——ImustprayyoutorememberthatIamsomewhathardlytried。
  Mysorrowsandtroublesaresogreatthattheyriseagainstmeanddisturbme,anddrivemeon——whitherIwouldnotbedriven。’
  ’But,myfriend,isnotthatjustthereasonwhyyoushouldtrustinthismattertosomeonewhocanbemorecalmthanyourself?’
  ’Icannottrusttoanyone——inamatterofconscience。Todoasyouwouldhavemeistomewrong。ShallIdowrongbecauseIamunhappy?’
  ’Youshouldceasetothinkitwrongwhensoadvisedbypersonsyoucantrust。’
  ’Icantrustnoonewithmyownconscience;——noteventhearchdeacon,greatasheis。’
  ’Thearchdeaconhasmeantonlywellbyyou。’
  ’Iwillpresumeso。Iwillbelieveso。Idothinkso。TellthearchdeaconfrommethatIhumblythankhim;——thatinamatterofchurchquestion,Imightprobablysubmitmyjudgmenttohis;eventhoughhemighthavenoauthorityoverme,knowingasIdothatinsuchmattershisexperiencehasbeengreat。Tellhimalso,thatthoughIwouldfainthatthisunfortunateaffairmightburdenthetongueofnoneofmyneighbours——atleasttillIshallhavestoodbeforethejudgetoreceivetheverdictofthejury,and,ifneedful,hislordship’ssentence——stillIamconvincedthatinwhathehasspoken,asalsoinwhathehasdone,hehasnotyieldedtotheidlenessofgossip,buthasexercisedhisjudgmentwithintendedkindness。’
  ’Hehascertainlyintendedtodoyouaservice;andasforitsnotbeingtalkedabout,thatisoutofthequestion。’
  ’Andforyourself,MrRobarts,whomIhaveeverregardedasafriendsincecircumstancesbroughtmeintoyourneighbourhood——foryou,whosesisterIlovetenderlyinmemoryofpastkindness,thoughnowsheisremovedsofarabovemysphere,astomakeitunfitIshouldcallhermyfriend——’
  ’Shedoesnotthinksoatall。’
  ’Foryourself,asIwassaying,praybelievemethatthoughfromtheroughnessofmymanner,beingnowunusedtosocialintercourse,Iseemtobeungraciousandforbidding,Iamgratefulandmindful,andthatinthetabletsofmyheartIhavewrittenyoudownasoneinwhomIcouldtrust——wereitgiventometotrustinmenandwomen。’Thenheturnedroundwithhisfacetothewallandhisbacktohisvisitor,andsoremainedtillMrRobartshadlefthim。’Atanyrate,Iwishyouwellthroughyourtrouble,’saidRobarts;andashespokehefoundthathisownwordswerenearlychokedbyasobthatwasrisinginthisthroat。
  Hewentawaywithoutanotherword,andgotouttohisgigwithoutseeingMrsCrawley。Duringoneperiodoftheinterviewhehadbeenveryangrywiththeman——soangryastomakehimalmostdeclaretohimselfthathewouldtakenomoretroubleonhisbehalf。ThenhehadbeenbroughttoacknowledgethatMrWalkerwasright,andthatCrawleywascertainlymad。Hewassomad,sofarremovedfromthedominionofsoundsense,thatnojurycouldsaythathewasguiltyandthatheoughttobepunishedforhisguilt。And,ashesoresolved,hecouldnotbutaskhimselfthequestion,whetherthechargeoftheparishoughttobeleftinthehandsofsuchaman?But,atlast,justbeforehewent,thesefeelingsandtheseconvictionsgavewaytopity,andherememberedsimplythetroubleswhichseemedtohavebeenheapedontheheadofthispoorvictimtomisfortune。Ashedrovehomeheresolvedthattherewasnothingleftforhimtodo,buttowritetothedean。Itwasknownbyallwhoknewthemboth,thatthedeanandMrCrawleyhadlivedtogetherontheclosestintimacyatcollege,andthatthefriendshiphadbeenmaintainedthroughlife;——though,fromthepeculiarityofMrCrawley’scharacter,thetwohadnotbeenmuchtogetheroflateyears。Seeinghowthingsweregoingnow,andhearinghowpitifulwastheplightinwhichMrCrawleywasplaced,thedeanwould,nodoubt,feelittobehisdutytohastenhisreturntoEngland。HewasbelievedtobeatthismomentinJerusalem,anditwouldbelongbeforealettercouldreachhim;buttherestillwantedthreemonthstotheassizes,andhisreturnmightbeprobablyeffectedbeforetheendofFebruary。