’Iwasneversodistressedinmylife,’MarkRobartssaidtohiswife。
’Andyouthinkyouhavedonenogood?’
’Onlythis,thatIhaveconvincedmyselfthatthepoormanistoresponsibleforwhathedoes,andthatforhersakeaswellasforhisown,somepersonshouldbeenabledtointerfereforhisprotection。’
ThenhetoldMrsRobartswhatMrWalkerhadsaid;alsothemessagewhichMrCrawleyhadsenttothearchdeacon。Butthebothagreedthatthatmessageneednotbesentanyfurther。
CHAPTERXXII
MAJORGRANTLYATHOME
MrsThornehadspokenveryplainlyintheadvicewhichshehadgiventoMajorGrantly。ThathadbeenMrsThorne’sadvice;andthoughMajorGrantlyhadnoideaofmakingthejourneysorapidlyastheladyhadproposed,stillhethoughtthathewouldmakeitbeforelong,andfollowtheadviceinspiritifnottotheletter。MrsThornehadaskedhimifitwasfairthatthegirlshouldbepunishedbecauseofthefather’sfault;andtheideahadbeensweettohimthattheinflictionornon—inflictionofsuchpunishmentshouldbeinhishands。’Yougoandaskher,’MrsThornehadsaid。Well;——hewouldgoanaskher。Ifitshouldturnoutatlastthathehadmarriedthedaughterofathief,andthathewasdisinheritedfordoingso——anarrangementofcircumstanceswhichhadtoteachhimselftoregardasveryprobable——hewouldnotloveGracethelessonthataccount,orallowhimselfforonemomenttorepentwhathaddone。Ashethoughtofallthishebecamesomewhatinlovewithasmallincome,andimaginedtohimselfwhathonourswouldbedonetohimbytheMrsThornesofthecounty,whentheyshouldcometoknowinwhatwayhehadsacrificedhimselftohislove。Yes;——theywouldgoandliveinPau。HethoughtPauwoulddo。Hewouldhaveenoughincomeforthat;——andEdithwouldgetlessonscheaply,andwouldlearntotalkFrenchfluently。Hecertainlywoulddoit。HewouldgodowntoAllington,andaskGracetobehiswife;andbidhertounderstandthatifshelovedhimshecouldnotbejustifiedinrefusinghimbythecircumstancesofherfather’sposition。
ButhemustgotoPlumsteadbeforehecouldgotoAllington。HewasengagedtospendChristmasthere,andmustgonowatonce。TherewasnottimeforthejourneytoAllingtonbeforehewasdueatPlumstead。And,moreover,thoughhecouldnotbringhimselftoresolvethathewouldtellhisfatherwhathewasgoingtodo;——’ItwouldseemasthoughI
wereaskinghisleave!’hesaidtohimself;——hethoughthewouldmakeacleanbreastofittohismother。ItmadehimsadtothinkthatheshouldcuttheropewhichfastenedhisownboatamongtheotherboatsinthehomeharbouratPlumstead,andthatheshouldgooutallaloneintostrangewaters——turnedadriftaltogether,asitwere,fromtheGrantlyfleet。Ifhecouldonlygetthepromiseofhismother’ssympathyforGraceitwouldbesomething。Heunderstood——noonebetterthanhe——thetendencyofallhisfamilytoanuprisingintheworld,whichtendencywasalmostasstronginhismotherashisfather。Andhehadbeenbynomeanswithoutasimilarambitionhimself,thoughwithhimtheambitionhadbeenonlyfitful,notenduring。Hehadabrother,aclergyman,abusy,stirring,eloquentLondonpreacher,whogotchurchesbuilt,andwasheardoffarandwideasarisingman,whohadmarriedacertainLadyAnne,thedaughterofanearl,andwhowasalreadymentionedasacandidateforhighplaces。Howhissisterwasthewifeofamarquis,andaleaderinthefashionableworld,thereaderalreadyknows。Thearchdeaconhimselfwasarichman,sopowerfulthathecouldaffordtolookdownuponabishop;andMrsGrantly,thoughtherewasleftabouthersomethingofanoldsoftnessofnature,atouchoftheformerlifewhichhadbeenhersbeforethestreamofherdayshadruntogold,yetshe,too,hadtakenkindlytowealthandhighstanding,andwasbynomeansoneofthosewhoconstrueliterallythatpassageofscripturewhichtellsofthecamelandtheneedle’seye。OurHenryGrantly,ourmajor,knewhimselftobehismother’sfavouritechild——knewhimselftohavebecomesosincesomethingofacoolnesshadgrownupbetweenherandherdaughter。TheaugustnessofthedaughterhaddonemuchtoreproducetheoldfreshnessofwhichIspokeofinthemother’sheart,andhadspeciallyendearedtohertheson,who,ofallherchildren,wastheleastsubjecttothefamily’sfailing。Theclergyman,CharlesGrantly——hewhohadmarriedtheLadyAnne——washisfather’sdarlinginthesedays。TheoldarchdeaconwouldgouptoLondonandbequitehappyinhisson’shouse。Hemettherethemenwhomhelovedtomeet,andheardthetalkwhichhelovedtohear。Itwasveryfine,havingtheMarquisofHartletopforhisson—in—law,buthehadnevercaredtobemuchatLadyHartletop’shouse。Indeed,thearchdeaconcaredtobeinnohouseinwhichthosearoundhimweresupposedtobebiggerthanhimself。
SuchwasthelittlefamilyfleetfromwhichHenryGrantlywasnowproposingtosailalonewithhislittleboat——takingGraceCrawleywithhimatthehelm。’Myfatherisajustmanatthebottom,’hesaidtohimself,’andthoughhemaynotforgiveme,hewillnotpunishEdith。’
Buttherewasstillleftoneofthefamily——notaGrantly,indeed,butonesonearlyalliedtothemastohavehisboatmooredinthesameharbour——who,asthemajorwellknew,wouldthoroughlysympathisewithhim。ThiswasoldMrHarding,hismother’sfather——thefatherofhismotherandofhisauntMrsArabin——whosehomewasnowatthedeanery。HewasalsotobeatPlumsteadduringthisChristmas,andheatanyratewouldgiveareadyassenttosuchamarriageasthatwhichthemajorwasproposingtohimself。ButthenpooroldMrHardinghadbeenthoroughlydeficientinthatambitionwhichhadservedtoaggrandizethefamilyintowhichhisdaughterhadmarried。Hewasapooroldmanwho,inspiteofgoodfriends——forthelatebishopofthediocesehadbeenhisdearestfriend——hadneverrisenhighinhisprofession,andhadfallenevenfromthemoderatealtitudewhichhehadattained。Buthewasamanwhomalllovedwhoknewhim;anditwasmuchtothecreditofhisson—in—lawthearchdeacon,that,withallhistendenciestoloverisingsuns,hehadeverbeentruetoMrHarding。
MajorGrantlytookhisdaughterwithhim,andonhisarrivalatPlumsteadsheofcoursewasthefirstobjectofattention。MrsGrantlydeclaredthatshehadgrownimmensely。Thearchdeaconcomplimentedherredcheeks,andsaidthatCosbyLodgewasashealthyaplaceasanyinthecounty,whileMrHarding,Edith’sgreat—grandfather,drewslowlyfromhispocketsundrytreasureswithwhichhehadcomepreparedforthedelightofthelittlegirl。CharlesGrantlyandLadyAnnehadnochildren,andtheheirofalltheHartletopswastooaugusttohavebeentrustedtotheembracesofhermother’sgrandfather。Edith,therefore,wasallthathehadinthatgeneration,andofEdithhewaspreparedtobeasindulgentashehadbeen,intheirtime,ofhisgrandchildren,theGrantlys,andstillwasofhisgrandchildrentheArabins,andbeforethatofhisowndaughters。’She’smorelikeEleanorthananyoneelse,’
saidtheoldmaninaplaintivetone。NowEleanorwasMrsArabin,thedean’swife,andwasatthistime——ifIweretosayoverfortyIdonotthinkIshouldbeuncharitable。Nooneelsesawthespeciallikeness,butnooneelseremembered,asMrHardingdid,whatEleanorhadbeenwhenshewasthreeyearsold。
’AuntNellyisinFrance,’saidthechild。
’Yes,mydarling,auntNellyisinFrance,andIwishshewereathome。
AuntNellyhasbeenawayalongtime。’
’Isupposeshe’llstaytillthedeanpicksheruponhiswayhome?’
’Soshesaysinherletters。Iheardfromheryesterday,andIbroughttheletter,asIthoughtyou’dliketoseeit。’MrsGrantlytooktheletterandreadit,whileherfatherstillplayedwiththechild。ThearchdeaconandthemajorwerestandingtogetherontherugdiscussingtheshootingatChaldicotes,astowhichthearchdeaconhadastrongopinion。’I’mquitesurethatamanwithaplacelikethatdoesmoregoodbypreservingthanbyleavingitalone。Thebetterheadofgameheasthericherthecountywillbegenerally。Itisjustthesamewithpheasantsasitiswithsheepandbullocks。Apheasantdoesn’tcostmorethanhe’sworthanymorethanabarn—doorfowl。Besides,amanwhopreservesisalwaysrespectedbythepoachers,andthemanwhodoesn’tisnot。’
’There’ssomethinginthat,sir,certainly,’saidthemajor。
’Morethanyouthinkfor,perhaps。LookatpoorSowerby,whowentonthereforyearswithoutashilling。Howhewasrespected,becausehelivedasthepeoplearoundhimexpectedagentlemantolive。Thornewillhaveabadtimeofit,ifhetriestochangethings。’
’Onlythink,’exclaimedMrsGrantly,’whenEleanorwroteshehadnotheardofthataffairofpoorMrCrawley’s。’
’Doesshesayanythingabouthim?’askedthemajor。
’I’llreadwhatitsays。"IseeinGalignanithataclergymaninBarsetshirehasbeencommittedfortheft。Praytellmewhoitis。Notthebishop,Ihope,forthecreditofthediocese?"’
’Iwishitwere,’saidthearchdeacon’Forshame,mydear,’saidhiswife。
’Noshameatall。Ifwearetohaveathiefamongus,I’dsoonerfindhiminabadmanthanagoodone。Besides,weshouldhaveachangeatthepalace,whichwouldbeagreatthing。’
’ButisitnotoddthatEleanorshouldhaveheardnothingofit?’saidMrsGrantly。
’It’soddthatyoushouldnothavementionedityourself。’
’Ididnot,certainly;noryou,papa,Isuppose?’
MrHardingacknowledgedthathehadnotspokenofit,andthentheycalculatedthatperhapsshemightnothavereceivedanyletterfromherhusbandsincethenewshadreachedhim。’Besides,whyshouldhehavementionedit?’saidthemajor。’Heonlyknowsasyetoftheinquiryaboutthecheque,andcanhaveheardnothingofwhatwasdonebythemagistrates。’
’StillitseemsoddthatEleanorshouldnothaveknownofit,seeingthatwehavebeentalkingofnothingelseforthelastweek。’
FortwodaysthemajorsaidnotawordofGraceCrawleytoanyone。
Nothingcouldbemorecourteousandcomplaisantthatwashisfather’sconducttohim。AnythingthathewantedforEdithwastobedone。Forhimselftherewasnotroublewhichwouldnotbetaken。Hishunting,andhisshooting,andhisfishingseemedtohavebecomemattersofparamountconsiderationtohisfather。Andthenthearchdeaconbecameveryconfidentialaboutmoneymatters——notofferinganythingtohisson,which,ashewellknew,wouldbeseenthroughaspalpablebriberyandcorruption——buttellinghimofthislittleschemeandofthat,ofoneinvestmentandofanother;——howhecontemplatedbuyingasmallpropertyhere,andspendingafewthousandsonbuildingthere。’Ofcourseitisallforyouandyourbrother,’saidthearchdeacon,withthatbenevolentsadnesswhichisusedhabituallybyfathersonsuchoccasions;’andI
likeyoutoknowwhatitisIamdoing。ItoldCharlesabouttheLondonpropertythelasttimeIwasup,’saidthearchdeacon,’andthereshallbenodifferencebetweenhimandyou,ifallgoeswell。’Thiswasverygood—naturedonthearchdeacon’spart,andwasnotstrictlynecessary,asCharleswastheeldestson;butthemajorunderstooditperfectly。
’Thereshallbeanelysiumopenedtoyou,ifonlyyouwillnotdothatterriblethingofwhichyouspokewhenlastyouwerehere。’Thearchdeaconutterednosuchwordsasthese,anddidnotevenalludetoGraceCrawley;butthewordswereasgoodasspoken,andhadtheybeenspokeneversoplainlythemajorcouldnothaveunderstoodthemmoreclearly。Hewasquiteawaketothelovelinessoftheelysiumbeforehim。
Hehadhadhismomentofanxiety,whetherhisfatherwouldorwouldnotmakeaneldersonofhisbrotherCharles。Thewholethingwasnowputbeforehimplainly。GiveupGraceCrawley,andyoushallsharealikewithyourbrother。Disgraceyourselfbymarryingher,andyoubrothershallhaveeverything。Therewasthechoice,anditwastillopentohimtotakewhichsidehepleased。WerehenevertogonearGraceCrawleyagainnoonewouldblamehim,unlessitwereMissPrettymanorMrsThorne。’Fillyourglass,Henry,’saidthearchdeacon。’You’dbetter,I
tellyou,forthereisnomoreofitleft。’Thenthemajorfilledhisglassandsippedthewine,andsworetohimselfthathewouldgodowntoAllingtonatonce。What!Didhisfatherthinktobribehimbygivinghim’20port?HewouldcertainlygodowntoAllington,andhewouldtellhismothertomorrowmorning,orcertainlyonthenextday,whathewasgoingtodo。’Pityitshouldallbegone;isn’tit,sir?’saidthearchdeacontohisfather—in—law。’Ithaslastedmytime,’saidMrHarding,’andI’mverymuchobligedtoit。Dear,dear;howwellIrememberyourfathergivingtheorderforit!Thereweretwopipes,andsomebodysaiditwasaheadywine。"Iftheprebendariesandrectorscan’tdrinkit,"saidyourfather,"thecurateswill。"’
’Curatesindeed!’saidthearchdeacon。’It’stoogoodforabishop,unlessitisoftherightsort。’
’Yourfatherusedtosaythosethings,butwithhimthepoorertheguestthebetterthecheer。Whenhehadafewclergymenroundhim,howhelovedtomakethemhappy!’
’Nevertalkedshoptothem——didhe?’saidthearchdeacon。
’Notafterdinner,atanyrate。Goodnessgracious,whenonethinksofit!Doyourememberhowweusedtoplaycards?’
’Everynightregularly;——threepennypoints,andsixpenceontherubber,’
saidthearchdeacon。
’Dear,dear!Howthingsarechanged!AndIrememberwhentheclergymendidmoreofthedancinginBarchesterthanalltheotheryoungmeninthecityputtogether。’
’Andagoodsettheywere;——gentlemeneveryoneofthem。It’swellthatsomeofthemdon’tdancenow;——thatis,forthegirl’ssake。’
’Isometimessitandwonder,’saidMrHarding,’whetheryourfather’sspiritevercomesbacktotheoldhouseandseesthechanges——andifsowhetherheapprovesofthem。’
’Approvesthem!’saidthearchdeacon。
’Well;——yes。Ithinkhewould,uponthewhole。I’msureofthis:hewouldnotdisapprove,becausethenewwaysarechangedfromhisways。Heneverthoughthimselfinfallible。Anddoyouknow,mydear,Iamnotsurethatitisn’tallforthebest。Isometimesthinkthatsomeofuswereveryidlewhenwewereyoung。Iwas,Iknow。’
’Iworkedhardenough,’saidthearchdeacon。
’Ah,yes;you。Butmostofustookitveryeasily。Dear,dear!WhenI
thinkofit,andseehowhardtheyworknow,andrememberwhatpleasanttimesweusedtohave——Idon’tfeelsometimesquitesure。’
’Ibelievetheworkwasdoneagreatdealbetterthanitisnow,’saidthearchdeacon。’Therewasn’tsomuchfuss,buttherewasmorereality。
Andmenweremen,andclergymenweregentlemen。’
’Yes;——theyweregentlemen。’
’Suchacreatureasthatoldwomanatthepalacecouldn’thaveheldhisheadupamongus。That’swhathascomefromReform。AreformedHouseofCommonsmakesLordBrockPrimeMinister,andthenyourPrimeMinistermakesDrProudieabishop!Well;——itwilllastmytime,Isuppose。’
’Ithaslastedmine——likethewine,’saidMrHarding。
’There’soneglassmore,andyoushallhaveit,sir。’ThenMrHardingdrankthelastofthe1820port,andtheywentintothedrawing—room。
Onthenextmorningafterbreakfastthemajorwentoutforawalkbyhimself。HisfatherhadsuggestedtohimthatheshouldgoovertoshootatFramley,andhadofferedhimtheuseofeverythingthearchdeaconpossessedinthewayofhorses,dogs,gunsandcarriages。Butthemajorwouldhavenoneofthesethings。Hewouldgooutandwalkbyhimself。
’He’snotthinkingofher;ishe?’saidthearchdeacontohiswife,inawhisper。’Idon’tknow。Ithinkheis,’saidMrsGrantly。’ItwillbesomuchbetterforCharles,ifhedoes,’saidthearchdeacongrimly;andthelookofhisfaceashespokewasbynomeanspleasant。’Youwilldonothingunjust,archdeacon,’saidhiswife。’IwilldoasIlikewithmyown,’saidhe。Andthenhealsowentoutandtookawalkbyhimself。
Thateveningafterdinner,therewasno1820port,andnorecollectionofolddays。Theywereratherdull,thethreeofthem,astheysattogether——anddullnessisalwaysmoreendurablethansadness。OldMrHardingwenttosleepandthearchdeaconwascross。’Henry,’hesaid,’youhaven’tsaidawordtothrowtoadog。’’I’vegotratheraheadachethisevening,sir,’saidthemajor。Thearchdeacondranktwoglassesofwine,oneafteranother,quickly。Thenhewokehisfather—in—lawgently,andwentoff。’Isthereanythingthematter?’askedtheoldman。
’Nothingparticular。Myfatherseemsalittlecross。’’Ah!I’vebeentosleep,andIoughtn’t。It’smyfault。We’llgoinandsmoothhimdown。’
Butthearchdeaconwouldn’tbesmootheddownonthatoccasion。Hewouldlethissonseethedifferencebetweenafatherpleased,andafatherdispleased——orratherbetweenafatherpleasant,andafatherunpleasant。’Hehasn’tsaidanythingtoyou,hashe?’saidthearchdeaconthatnighttohiswife。’Notaword;——asyet。’’Ifhedoesitwithoutthecouragetotellus,Ishallthinkhimacur,’saidthearchdeacon。’Buthedidtellyou,’saidMrsGrantly,standingupforherfavouriteson;’and,forthematterofthat,hehascourageenoughforanything。Ifhedoesit,Ishallalwayssaythathehasbeendriventoitbyyourthreats。’
’That’ssheernonsense,’saidthearchdeacon。
’It’snotnonsenseatall,’saidMrsGrantly。
’ThenIsupposeIwastoholdmytongueandsaynothing?’saidthearchdeacon;andashespokehebangedthedoorbetweenhisdressing—roomandMrsGrantly’sbedroom。
OnthefirstdayofthenewyearMajorGrantlyspokehismindtohismother。ThearchdeaconhadgoneintoBarchester,havinginvainattemptedtoinducehissontogowithhim。MrHardingwasinthelibraryreadingalittleandsleepingalittle,anddreamingofolddaysandoldfriends,andperhapssometimes,oftheoldwine。MrsGrantlywasaloneinasmallsitting—roomwhichshefrequentedupstairs,whensuddenlyhersonenteredtheroom。’Mother,’hesaid,’IthinkitbettertotellyouthatIamgoingtoAllington。’
’ToAllington,Henry?’SheknewverywellwhowasatAllington,andwhatmustbethebusinesswhichwouldtakehimthere。
’Yes,mother。MissCrawleyisthere,andtherearecircumstanceswhichmakeitincumbentonmetoseeherwithoutdelay。’
’Whatcircumstances,Henry?’
’AsIintendtoaskhertobemywife,Ithinkitbesttodosonow。I
oweittoherandtomyselfthatsheshouldnotthinkIamdeterredbyherfather’sposition。’
’Butwoulditnotbereasonablethatyoushouldbedeterredbyherfather’sposition?’
’No,Ithinknot。Ithinkitwouldbedishonestaswellasungenerous。
Icannotbringmyselftobrooksuchdelay。OfcourseIamalivetothemisfortunewhichhasfallenuponher——uponherandme,too,shouldsheeverbecomemywife。Butitisoneofthoseburdenswhichamanshouldhaveshouldersbroadenoughtobear。’
’Quiteso,ifshewereyourwife,orevenifyouwereengagedtoher。
Thenhonourwouldrequireitofyou,aswellasaffection。Asitis,yourhonourdoesnotrequireit,andIthinkyoushouldhesitate,foralloursakes,andespeciallyforEdith’s。’
’ItwilldoEdithnoharm;and,mother,ifyoualonewereconcerned,I
thinkyouwouldfeelthatitwouldnothurtyou。’
’Iwasnotthinkingofmyself,Henry。’
’Asformyfather,theverythreatswhichhehasmademakemeconsciousthatIhaveonlytomeasuretheprice。Hehastoldmethathewillstopmyallowance。’
’Butthanmaynotbetheworst。Thinkhowyouaresituated。Youaretheyoungersonofamanwhowillbeheldtobejustifiedinmakinganelderson,ifhethinksfittodoso。’
’IcanonlyhopethathewillbefairtoEdith。Ifyouwilltellhimthatfromme,itisallthatIwishyoutodo。’