"WhosaysIain’t?"
"There’sbeensomecomplaintsmade,itappears。MissHatchardsentformethismorning————"
Charity’ssmoulderingresentmentbrokeintoablaze。"I
know!OrmaFry,andthattoadofaTargattgirlandBenFry,likeasnot。He’sgoingroundwithher。Thelow—
downsneaks——Ialwaysknewthey’dtrytohavemeout!
Asifanybodyevercametothelibrary,anyhow!"
"Somebodydidyesterday,andyouweren’tthere。"
"Yesterday?"shelaughedatherhappyrecollection。"Atwhattimewasn’tIthereyesterday,I’dliketoknow?"
"Roundaboutfouro’clock。"
Charitywassilent。ShehadbeensosteepedinthedreamyremembranceofyoungHarney’svisitthatshehadforgottenhavingdesertedherpostassoonashehadleftthelibrary。
"Whocameatfouro’clock?"
"MissHatcharddid。"
"MissHatchard?Why,sheain’teverbeenneartheplacesinceshe’sbeenlame。Shecouldn’tgetupthestepsifshetried。"
"Shecanbehelpedup,Iguess。Shewasyesterday,anyhow,bytheyoungfellowthat’sstayingwithher。Hefoundyouthere,Iunderstand,earlierintheafternoon;andhewentbackandtoldMissHatchardthebookswereinbadshapeandneededattendingto。Shegotexcited,andhadherselfwheeledstraightround;
andwhenshegottheretheplacewaslocked。Soshesentforme,andtoldmeaboutthat,andabouttheothercomplaints。Sheclaimsyou’veneglectedthings,andthatshe’sgoingtogetatrainedlibrarian。"
Charityhadnotmovedwhilehespoke。Shestoodwithherheadthrownbackagainstthewindow—frame,herarmshangingagainsthersides,andherhandssotightlyclenchedthatshefelt,withoutknowingwhathurther,thesharpedgeofhernailsagainstherpalms。
OfallMr。Royallhadsaidshehadretainedonlythephrase:"HetoldMissHatchardthebookswereinbadshape。"Whatdidshecarefortheotherchargesagainsther?Maliceortruth,shedespisedthemasshedespisedherdetractors。Butthatthestrangertowhomshehadfeltherselfsomysteriouslydrawnshouldhavebetrayedher!Thatattheverymomentwhenshehadfledupthehillsidetothinkofhimmoredeliciouslyheshouldhavebeenhasteninghometodenouncehershort—comings!
Sherememberedhow,inthedarknessofherroom,shehadcoveredherfacetopresshisimaginedkisscloser;
andherheartragedagainsthimforthelibertyhehadnottaken。
"Well,I’llgo,"shesaidsuddenly。"I’llgorightoff。"
"Gowhere?"SheheardthestartlednoteinMr。Royall’svoice。
"Why,outoftheiroldlibrary:straightout,andneversetfootinitagain。Theyneedn’tthinkI’mgoingtowaitroundandletthemsaythey’vedischargedme!"
"Charity——CharityRoyall,youlisten————"hebegan,gettingheavilyoutofhischair;butshewavedhimaside,andwalkedoutoftheroom。
Upstairsshetookthelibrarykeyfromtheplacewhereshealwayshiditunderherpincushion——whosaidshewasn’tcareful?——putonherhat,andsweptdownagainandoutintothestreet。IfMr。Royallheardhergohemadenomotiontodetainher:hissuddenragesprobablymadehimunderstandtheuselessnessofreasoningwithhers。
Shereachedthebricktemple,unlockedthedoorandenteredintotheglacialtwilight。"I’mgladI’llneverhavetositinthisoldvaultagainwhenotherfolksareoutinthesun!"shesaidaloudasthefamiliarchilltookher。Shelookedwithabhorrenceatthelongdingyrowsofbooks,thesheep—nosedMinervaonherblackpedestal,andthemild—facedyoungmaninahighstockwhoseeffigypinedaboveherdesk。Shemeanttotakeoutofthedrawerherrolloflaceandthelibraryregister,andgostraighttoMissHatchardtoannounceherresignation。Butsuddenlyagreatdesolationovercameher,andshesatdownandlaidherfaceagainstthedesk。Herheartwasravagedbylife’scruelestdiscovery:thefirstcreaturewhohadcometowardheroutofthewildernesshadbroughtheranguishinsteadofjoy。Shedidnotcry;tearscamehardtoher,andthestormsofherheartspentthemselvesinwardly。Butasshesatthereinherdumbwoeshefeltherlifetobetoodesolate,toouglyandintolerable。
"WhathaveIeverdonetoit,thatitshouldhurtmeso?"shegroaned,andpressedherfistsagainstherlids,whichwerebeginningtoswellwithweeping。
"Iwon’t——Iwon’tgotherelookinglikeahorror!"shemuttered,springingupandpushingbackherhairasifitstifledher。Sheopenedthedrawer,draggedouttheregister,andturnedtowardthedoor。Asshedidsoitopened,andtheyoungmanfromMissHatchard’scameinwhistling。
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Hestoppedandliftedhishatwithashysmile。"Ibegyourpardon,"hesaid。"Ithoughttherewasnoonehere。"
Charitystoodbeforehim,barringhisway。"Youcan’tcomein。Thelibraryain’topentothepublicWednesdays。"
"Iknowit’snot;butmycousingavemeherkey。"
"MissHatchard’sgotnorighttogiveherkeytootherfolks,anymore’nIhave。I’mthelibrarianandIknowtheby—laws。Thisismylibrary。"
Theyoungmanlookedprofoundlysurprised。
"Why,Iknowitis;I’msosorryifyoumindmycoming。"
"Isupposeyoucametoseewhatmoreyoucouldsaytosetheragainstme?Butyouneedn’ttrouble:it’smylibrarytoday,butitwon’tbethistimetomorrow。I’monthewaynowtotakeherbackthekeyandtheregister。"
YoungHarney’sfacegrewgrave,butwithoutbetrayingtheconsciousnessofguiltshehadlookedfor。
"Idon’tunderstand,"hesaid。"Theremustbesomemistake。WhyshouldIsaythingsagainstyoutoMissHatchard——ortoanyone?"
TheapparentevasivenessofthereplycausedCharity’sindignationtooverflow。"Idon’tknowwhyyoushould。
IcouldunderstandOrmaFry’sdoingit,becauseshe’salwayswantedtogetmeoutofhereeversincethefirstday。Ican’tseewhy,whenshe’sgotherownhome,andherfathertoworkforher;norIdaTargatt,neither,whenshegotalegacyfromherstep—brotheron’ylastyear。Butanywayweallliveinthesameplace,andwhenit’saplacelikeNorthDormerit’senoughtomakepeoplehateeachotherjusttohavetowalkdownthesamestreeteveryday。Butyoudon’tlivehere,andyoudon’tknowanythingaboutanyofus,sowhatdidyouhavetomeddlefor?Doyousupposetheothergirls’dhavekeptthebooksanybetter’nIdid?
Why,OrmaFrydon’thardlyknowabookfromaflat—
iron!AndwhatifIdon’talwayssitroundheredoingnothingtillitstrikesfiveupatthechurch?Whocaresifthelibrary’sopenorshut?Doyousupposeanybodyevercomeshereforbooks?Whatthey’dliketocomeforistomeetthefellowsthey’regoingwithifI’dlet’em。ButIwouldn’tletBillSollasfromoverthehillhangroundherewaitingfortheyoungestTargattgirl,becauseIknowhim……that’sall……evenifIdon’tknowaboutbooksallIoughtto……"
Shestoppedwithachokinginherthroat。Tremorsofragewererunningthroughher,andshesteadiedherselfagainsttheedgeofthedesklestheshouldseeherweakness。
Whathesawseemedtoaffecthimdeeply,forhegrewredunderhissunburn,andstammeredout:"But,MissRoyall,Iassureyou……Iassureyou……"
Hisdistressinflamedheranger,andsheregainedhervoicetoflingback:"IfIwasyouI’dhavethenervetosticktowhatIsaid!"
Thetauntseemedtorestorehispresenceofmind。"I
hopeIshouldifIknew;butIdon’t。Apparentlysomethingdisagreeablehashappened,forwhichyouthinkI’mtoblame。ButIdon’tknowwhatitis,becauseI’vebeenuponEagleRidgeeversincetheearlymorning。"
"Idon’tknowwhereyou’vebeenthismorning,butI
knowyouwerehereinthislibraryyesterday;anditwasyouthatwenthomeandtoldyourcousinthebookswereinbadshape,andbroughtherroundtoseehowI’dneglectedthem。"
YoungHarneylookedsincerelyconcerned。"Wasthatwhatyouweretold?Idon’twonderyou’reangry。Thebooksareinbadshape,andassomeareinterestingit’sapity。ItoldMissHatchardtheyweresufferingfromdampnessandlackofair;andIbroughtherheretoshowherhoweasilytheplacecouldbeventilated。I
alsotoldheryououghttohavesomeonetohelpyoudothedustingandairing。IfyouweregivenawrongversionofwhatIsaidI’msorry;butI’msofondofoldbooksthatI’dratherseethemmadeintoabonfirethanlefttomoulderawaylikethese。"
Charityfelthersobsrisingandtriedtostifletheminwords。"Idon’tcarewhatyousayyoutoldher。AllIknowisshethinksit’sallmyfault,andI’mgoingtolosemyjob,andIwanteditmore’nanyoneinthevillage,becauseIhaven’tgotanybodybelongingtome,thewayotherfolkshave。AllIwantedwastoputasidemoneyenoughtogetawayfromheresometime。
D’yousupposeifithadn’tbeenforthatI’dhavekeptonsittingdayafterdayinthisoldvault?"
Ofthisappealherhearertookuponlythelastquestion。"Itisanoldvault;butneeditbe?That’sthepoint。Andit’smyputtingthequestiontomycousinthatseemstohavebeenthecauseofthetrouble。"Hisglanceexploredthemelancholypenumbraofthelongnarrowroom,restingontheblotchedwalls,thediscolouredrowsofbooks,andthesternrosewooddesksurmountedbytheportraitoftheyoungHonorius。
"Ofcourseit’sabadjobtodoanythingwithabuildingjammedagainstahilllikethisridiculousmausoleum:youcouldn’tgetagooddraughtthroughitwithoutblowingaholeinthemountain。Butitcanbeventilatedafterafashion,andthesuncanbeletin:
I’llshowyouhowifyoulike……"Thearchitect’spassionforimprovementhadalreadymadehimlosesightofhergrievance,andheliftedhisstickinstructivelytowardthecornice。Buthersilenceseemedtotellhimthatshetooknointerestintheventilationofthelibrary,andturningbacktoherabruptlyheheldoutbothhands。"Lookhere——youdon’tmeanwhatyousaid?
Youdon’treallythinkI’ddoanythingtohurtyou?"
Anewnoteinhisvoicedisarmedher:noonehadeverspokentoherinthattone。
"Oh,whatDIDyoudoitforthen?"shewailed。Hehadherhandsinhis,andshewasfeelingthesmoothtouchthatshehadimaginedthedaybeforeonthehillside。
Hepressedherhandslightlyandletthemgo。"Why,tomakethingspleasanterforyouhere;andbetterforthebooks。I’msorryifmycousintwistedaroundwhatI
said。She’sexcitable,andshelivesontrifles:I
oughttohaverememberedthat。Don’tpunishmebylettingherthinkyoutakeherseriously。"
ItwaswonderfultohearhimspeakofMissHatchardasifshewereaquerulousbaby:inspiteofhisshynesshehadtheairofpowerthattheexperienceofcitiesprobablygave。ItwasthefactofhavinglivedinNettletonthatmadelawyerRoyall,inspiteofhisinfirmities,thestrongestmaninNorthDormer;andCharitywassurethatthisyoungmanhadlivedinbiggerplacesthanNettleton。
ShefeltthatifshekeptupherdenunciatorytonehewouldsecretlyclassherwithMissHatchard;andthethoughtmadehersuddenlysimple。
"Itdon’tmattertoMissHatchardhowItakeher。Mr。
Royallsaysshe’sgoingtogetatrainedlibrarian;andI’dsoonerresignthanhavethevillagesayshesentmeaway。"
"Naturallyyouwould。ButI’msureshedoesn’tmeantosendyouaway。Atanyrate,won’tyougivemethechancetofindoutfirstandletyouknow?ItwillbetimeenoughtoresignifI’mmistaken。"
Herprideflamedintohercheeksatthesuggestionofhisintervening。"Idon’twantanybodyshouldcoaxhertokeepmeifIdon’tsuit。"
Hecolouredtoo。"IgiveyoumywordIwon’tdothat。
Onlywaittilltomorrow,willyou?"Helookedstraightintohereyeswithhisshygreyglance。"Youcantrustme,youknow——youreallycan。"
Alltheoldfrozenwoesseemedtomeltinher,andshemurmuredawkwardly,lookingawayfromhim:"Oh,I’llwait。"
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TherehadneverbeensuchaJuneinEagleCounty。
Usuallyitwasamonthofmoods,withabruptalternationsofbelatedfrostandmid—summerheat;thisyear,dayfolloweddayinasequenceoftemperatebeauty。Everymorningabreezeblewsteadilyfromthehills。Towardnoonitbuiltupgreatcanopiesofwhitecloudthatthrewacoolshadowoverfieldsandwoods;thenbeforesunsetthecloudsdissolvedagain,andthewesternlightraineditsunobstructedbrightnessonthevalley。
OnsuchanafternoonCharityRoyalllayonaridgeaboveasunlithollow,herfacepressedtotheearthandthewarmcurrentsofthegrassrunningthroughher。
Directlyinherlineofvisionablackberrybranchlaiditsfrailwhiteflowersandblue—greenleavesagainstthesky。Justbeyond,atuftofsweet—fernuncurledbetweenthebeadedshootsofthegrass,andasmallyellowbutterflyvibratedoverthemlikeafleckofsunshine。Thiswasallshesaw;butshefelt,aboveherandabouther,thestronggrowthofthebeechesclothingtheridge,theroundingofpalegreenconesoncountlessspruce—branches,thepushofmyriadsofsweet—fernfrondsinthecracksofthestonyslopebelowthewood,andthecrowdingshootsofmeadowsweetandyellowflagsinthepasturebeyond。Allthisbubblingofsapandslippingofsheathsandburstingofcalyxeswascarriedtoheronmingledcurrentsoffragrance。Everyleafandbudandbladeseemedtocontributeitsexhalationtothepervadingsweetnessinwhichthepungencyofpine—sapprevailedoverthespiceofthymeandthesubtleperfumeoffern,andallweremergedinamoistearth—smellthatwaslikethebreathofsomehugesun—warmedanimal。
Charityhadlaintherealongtime,passiveandsun—
warmedastheslopeonwhichshelay,whentherecamebetweenhereyesandthedancingbutterflythesightofaman’sfootinalargewornbootcoveredwithredmud。
"Oh,don’t!"sheexclaimed,raisingherselfonherelbowandstretchingoutawarninghand。
"Don’twhat?"ahoarsevoiceaskedaboveherhead。
"Don’tstamponthosebrambleflowers,youdolt!"sheretorted,springingtoherknees。Thefootpausedandthendescendedclumsilyonthefrailbranch,andraisinghereyesshesawaboveherthebewilderedfaceofaslouchingmanwithathinsunburntbeard,andwhitearmsshowingthroughhisraggedshirt。
"Don’tyoueverSEEanything,LiffHyatt?"sheassailedhim,ashestoodbeforeherwiththelookofamanwhohasstirredupawasp’snest。
Hegrinned。"Iseenyou!That’swhatIcomedownfor。"
"Downfromwhere?"shequestioned,stoopingtogatherupthepetalshisfoothadscattered。
Hejerkedhisthumbtowardtheheights。"BeencuttingdowntreesforDanTargatt。"
Charitysankbackonherheelsandlookedathimmusingly。ShewasnotintheleastafraidofpoorLiffHyatt,thoughhe"camefromtheMountain,"andsomeofthegirlsranwhentheysawhim。Amongthemorereasonablehepassedforaharmlesscreature,asortoflinkbetweenthemountainandcivilizedfolk,whooccasionallycamedownanddidalittlewoodcuttingforafarmerwhenhandswereshort。Besides,sheknewtheMountainpeoplewouldneverhurther:Liffhimselfhadtoldhersooncewhenshewasalittlegirl,andhadmethimonedayattheedgeoflawyerRoyall’spasture。"Theywon’tanyof’emtouchyouupthere,f’everyouwastocomeup……ButIdon’ts’poseyouwill,"hehadaddedphilosophically,lookingathernewshoes,andattheredribbonthatMrs。Royallhadtiedinherhair。
Charityhad,intruth,neverfeltanydesiretovisitherbirthplace。ShedidnotcaretohaveitknownthatshewasoftheMountain,andwasshyofbeingseenintalkwithLiffHyatt。Buttodayshewasnotsorrytohavehimappear。AgreatmanythingshadhappenedtohersincethedaywhenyoungLuciusHarneyhadenteredthedoorsoftheHatchardMemorial,butnone,perhaps,sounforeseenasthefactofhersuddenlyfindingitaconveniencetobeongoodtermswithLiffHyatt。Shecontinuedtolookupcuriouslyathisfreckledweather—
beatenface,withfeverishhollowsbelowthecheekbonesandthepaleyelloweyesofaharmlessanimal。"I
wonderifhe’srelatedtome?"shethought,withashiverofdisdain。
"Isthereanyfolkslivinginthebrownhousebytheswamp,upunderPorcupine?"shepresentlyaskedinanindifferenttone。
LiffHyatt,forawhile,consideredherwithsurprise;
thenhescratchedhisheadandshiftedhisweightfromonetatteredsoletotheother。
"There’salwaysthesamefolksinthebrownhouse,"hesaidwithhisvaguegrin。
"They’refromupyourway,ain’tthey?"
"Theirname’sthesameasmine,"herejoineduncertainly。
Charitystillheldhimwithresoluteeyes。"Seehere,Iwanttogotheresomedayandtakeagentlemanwithmethat’sboardingwithus。He’supinthesepartsdrawingpictures。"
Shedidnotoffertoexplainthisstatement。ItwastoofarbeyondLiffHyatt’slimitationsfortheattempttobeworthmaking。"Hewantstoseethebrownhouse,andgoalloverit,"shepursued。
Liffwasstillrunninghisfingersperplexedlythroughhisshockofstraw—coloredhair。"Isitafellowfromthecity?"heasked。
"Yes。Hedrawspicturesofthings。He’sdowntherenowdrawingtheBonnerhouse。"Shepointedtoachimneyjustvisibleoverthedipofthepasturebelowthewood。
"TheBonnerhouse?"Liffechoedincredulously。
"Yes。Youwon’tunderstand——anditdon’tmatter。AllIsayis:he’sgoingtotheHyatts’inadayortwo。"
Lifflookedmoreandmoreperplexed。"Bashisuglysometimesintheafternoons。"
Shethrewherheadback,hereyesfullonHyatt’s。"I’mcomingtoo:youtellhim。"
"Theywon’tnoneofthemtroubleyou,theHyattswon’t。
Whatd’youwantatakeastrangerwithyouthough?"
I’vetoldyou,haven’tI?You’vegottotellBashHyatt。"
Helookedawayatthebluemountainsonthehorizon;
thenhisgazedroppedtothechimney—topbelowthepasture。
"He’sdowntherenow?"
"Yes。"
Heshiftedhisweightagain,crossedhisarms,andcontinuedtosurveythedistantlandscape。"Well,solong,"hesaidatlast,inconclusively;andturningawayheshambledupthehillside。Fromtheledgeaboveher,hepausedtocalldown:"Iwouldn’tgothereaSunday";thenheclamberedontillthetreesclosedinonhim。Presently,fromhighoverhead,Charityheardtheringofhisaxe。
Shelayonthewarmridge,thinkingofmanythingsthatthewoodsman’sappearancehadstirredupinher。Sheknewnothingofherearlylife,andhadneverfeltanycuriosityaboutit:onlyasullenreluctancetoexplorethecornerofhermemorywherecertainblurredimageslingered。Butallthathadhappenedtoherwithinthelastfewweekshadstirredhertothesleepingdepths。
Shehadbecomeabsorbinglyinterestingtoherself,andeverythingthathadtodowithherpastwasilluminatedbythissuddencuriosity。
ShehatedmorethaneverthefactofcomingfromtheMountain;butitwasnolongerindifferenttoher。
Everythingthatinanywayaffectedherwasaliveandvivid:eventhehatefulthingshadgrowninterestingbecausetheywereapartofherself。
"IwonderifLiffHyattknowswhomymotherwas?"shemused;anditfilledherwithatremorofsurprisetothinkthatsomewomanwhowasonceyoungandslight,withquickmotionsofthebloodlikehers,hadcarriedherinherbreast,andwatchedhersleeping。Shehadalwaysthoughtofhermotherassolongdeadastobenomorethananamelesspinchofearth;butnowitoccurredtoherthattheonce—youngwomanmightbealive,andwrinkledandelf—lockedlikethewomanshehadsometimesseeninthedoorofthebrownhousethatLuciusHarneywantedtodraw。
Thethoughtbroughthimbacktothecentralpointinhermind,andshestrayedawayfromtheconjecturesrousedbyLiffHyatt’spresence。Speculationsconcerningthepastcouldnotholdherlongwhenthepresentwassorich,thefuturesorosy,andwhenLuciusHarney,astone’sthrowaway,wasbendingoverhissketch—book,frowning,calculating,measuring,andthenthrowinghisheadbackwiththesuddensmilethathadsheditsbrightnessovereverything。
Shescrambledtoherfeet,butasshedidsoshesawhimcomingupthepastureanddroppeddownonthegrasstowait。Whenhewasdrawingandmeasuringoneof"hishouses,"asshecalledthem,sheoftenstrayedawaybyherselfintothewoodsorupthehillside。Itwaspartlyfromshynessthatshedidso:fromasenseofinadequacythatcametohermostpainfullywhenhercompanion,absorbedinhisjob,forgotherignoranceandherinabilitytofollowhisleastallusion,andplungedintoamonologueonartandlife。Toavoidtheawkwardnessoflisteningwithablankface,andalsotoescapethesurprisedstareoftheinhabitantsofthehousesbeforewhichhewouldabruptlypulluptheirhorseandopenhissketch—book,sheslippedawaytosomespotfromwhich,withoutbeingseen,shecouldwatchhimatwork,oratleastlookdownonthehousehewasdrawing。Shehadnotbeendispleased,atfirst,tohaveitknowntoNorthDormerandtheneighborhoodthatshewasdrivingMissHatchard’scousinaboutthecountryinthebuggyhehadhiredoflawyerRoyall。
Shehadalwayskepttoherself,contemptuouslyalooffromvillagelove—making,withoutexactlyknowingwhetherherfiercepridewasduetothesenseofhertaintedorigin,orwhethershewasreservingherselfforamorebrilliantfate。Sometimessheenviedtheothergirlstheirsentimentalpreoccupations,theirlonghoursofinarticulatephilanderingwithoneofthefewyouthswhostilllingeredinthevillage;butwhenshepicturedherselfcurlingherhairorputtinganewribbononherhatforBenFryoroneoftheSollasboysthefeverdroppedandsherelapsedintoindifference。
Nowsheknewthemeaningofherdisdainsandreluctances。ShehadlearnedwhatshewasworthwhenLuciusHarney,lookingatherforthefirsttime,hadlostthethreadofhisspeech,andleanedreddeningontheedgeofherdesk。Butanotherkindofshynesshadbeenborninher:aterrorofexposingtovulgarperilsthesacredtreasureofherhappiness。Shewasnotsorrytohavetheneighborssuspectherof"goingwith"
ayoungmanfromthecity;butshedidnotwantitknowntoallthecountrysidehowmanyhoursofthelongJunedaysshespentwithhim。WhatshemostfearedwasthattheinevitablecommentsshouldreachMr。Royall。
Charitywasinstinctivelyawarethatfewthingsconcerningherescapedtheeyesofthesilentmanunderwhoseroofshelived;andinspiteofthelatitudewhichNorthDormeraccordedtocourtingcouplesshehadalwaysfeltthat,onthedaywhensheshowedtooopenapreference,Mr。Royallmight,asshephrasedit,makeher"payforit。"How,shedidnotknow;andherfearwasthegreaterbecauseitwasundefinable。Ifshehadbeenacceptingtheattentionsofoneofthevillageyouthsshewouldhavebeenlessapprehensive:Mr。
Royallcouldnotpreventhermarryingwhenshechoseto。Buteverybodyknewthat"goingwithacityfellow"
wasadifferentandlessstraightforwardaffair:almosteveryvillagecouldshowavictimoftheperilousventure。AndherdreadofMr。Royall’sinterventiongaveasharpenedjoytothehoursshespentwithyoungHarney,andmadeher,atthesametime,shyofbeingtoogenerallyseenwithhim。
Asheapproachedsherosetoherknees,stretchingherarmsaboveherheadwiththeindolentgesturethatwasherwayofexpressingaprofoundwell—being。
"I’mgoingtotakeyoutothathouseupunderPorcupine,"sheannounced。
"Whathouse?Oh,yes;thatramshackleplaceneartheswamp,withthegipsy—lookingpeoplehangingabout。
It’scuriousthatahousewithtracesofrealarchitectureshouldhavebeenbuiltinsuchaplace。
Butthepeoplewereasulky—lookinglot——doyousupposethey’llletusin?"
"They’lldowhateverItellthem,"shesaidwithassurance。
Hethrewhimselfdownbesideher。"Willthey?"herejoinedwithasmile。"Well,Ishouldliketoseewhat’sleftinsidethehouse。AndIshouldliketohaveatalkwiththepeople。WhowasitwhowastellingmetheotherdaythattheyhadcomedownfromtheMountain?"
Charityshotasidewardlookathim。ItwasthefirsttimehehadspokenoftheMountainexceptasafeatureofthelandscape。Whatelsedidheknowaboutit,andaboutherrelationtoit?Herheartbegantobeatwiththefierceimpulseofresistancewhichsheinstinctivelyopposedtoeveryimaginedslight。
"TheMountain?Iain’tafraidoftheMountain!"
Hertoneofdefianceseemedtoescapehim。Helaybreast—downonthegrass,breakingoffsprigsofthymeandpressingthemagainsthislips。Faroff,abovethefoldsofthenearerhills,theMountainthrustitselfupmenacinglyagainstayellowsunset。
"Imustgouptheresomeday:Iwanttoseeit,"hecontinued。
Herheart—beatsslackenedandsheturnedagaintoexaminehisprofile。Itwasinnocentofallunfriendlyintention。
"What’dyouwanttogouptheMountainfor?"
"Why,itmustberatheracuriousplace。There’saqueercolonyupthere,youknow:sortofout—laws,alittleindependentkingdom。Ofcourseyou’veheardthemspokenof;butI’mtoldtheyhavenothingtodowiththepeopleinthevalleys——ratherlookdownonthem,infact。Isupposethey’reroughcustomers;buttheymusthaveagooddealofcharacter。"
Shedidnotquiteknowwhathemeantbyhavingagooddealofcharacter;buthistonewasexpressiveofadmiration,anddeepenedherdawningcuriosity。ItstruckhernowasstrangethatsheknewsolittleabouttheMountain。Shehadneverasked,andnoonehadeverofferedtoenlightenher。NorthDormertooktheMountainforgranted,andimplieditsdisparagementbyanintonationratherthanbyexplicitcriticism。
"It’squeer,youknow,"hecontinued,"that,justoverthere,ontopofthathill,thereshouldbeahandfulofpeoplewhodon’tgiveadamnforanybody。"
Thewordsthrilledher。Theyseemedthecluetoherownrevoltsanddefiances,andshelongedtohavehimtellhermore。
"Idon’tknowmuchaboutthem。Havetheyalwaysbeenthere?"
"Nobodyseemstoknowexactlyhowlong。DownatCrestontheytoldmethatthefirstcolonistsaresupposedtohavebeenmenwhoworkedontherailwaythatwasbuiltfortyorfiftyyearsagobetweenSpringfieldandNettleton。Someofthemtooktodrink,orgotintotroublewiththepolice,andwentoff——
disappearedintothewoods。AyearortwolatertherewasareportthattheywerelivingupontheMountain。
ThenIsupposeothersjoinedthem——andchildrenwereborn。Nowtheysaythereareoverahundredpeopleupthere。Theyseemtobequiteoutsidethejurisdictionofthevalleys。Noschool,nochurch——andnosheriffevergoesuptoseewhatthey’reabout。Butdon’tpeopleevertalkofthematNorthDormer?"
"Idon’tknow。Theysaythey’rebad。"
Helaughed。"Dothey?We’llgoandsee,shallwe?"
Sheflushedatthesuggestion,andturnedherfacetohis。"Youneverheard,Isuppose——Icomefromthere。
TheybroughtmedownwhenIwaslittle。"
"You?"Heraisedhimselfonhiselbow,lookingatherwithsuddeninterest。"You’refromtheMountain?Howcurious!Isupposethat’swhyyou’resodifferent……"
Herhappybloodbathedhertotheforehead。Hewaspraisingher——andpraisingherbecauseshecamefromtheMountain!
"AmI……different?"shetriumphed,withaffectedwonder。
"Oh,awfully!"Hepickedupherhandandlaidakissonthesunburntknuckles。
"Come,"hesaid,"let’sbeoff。"Hestoodupandshookthegrassfromhisloosegreyclothes。"Whatagoodday!Whereareyougoingtotakemetomorrow?"
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ThateveningaftersupperCharitysataloneinthekitchenandlistenedtoMr。RoyallandyoungHarneytalkingintheporch。
ShehadremainedindoorsafterthetablehadbeenclearedandoldVerenahadhobbleduptobed。Thekitchenwindowwasopen,andCharityseatedherselfnearit,heridlehandsonherknee。Theeveningwascoolandstill。Beyondtheblackhillsanamberwestpassedintopalegreen,andthentoadeepblueinwhichagreatstarhung。Thesofthootofalittleowlcamethroughthedusk,andbetweenitscallsthemen’svoicesroseandfell。
Mr。Royall’swasfullofasonoroussatisfaction。ItwasalongtimesincehehadhadanyoneofLuciusHarney’squalitytotalkto:Charitydivinedthattheyoungmansymbolizedallhisruinedandunforgottenpast。WhenMissHatchardhadbeencalledtoSpringfieldbytheillnessofawidowedsister,andyoungHarney,bythattimeseriouslyembarkedonhistaskofdrawingandmeasuringalltheoldhousesbetweenNettletonandtheNewHampshireborder,hadsuggestedthepossibilityofboardingattheredhouseinhiscousin’sabsence,CharityhadtrembledlestMr。
Royallshouldrefuse。Therehadbeennoquestionoflodgingtheyoungman:therewasnoroomforhim。ButitappearedthathecouldstillliveatMissHatchard’sifMr。Royallwouldlethimtakehismealsattheredhouse;andafteraday’sdeliberationMr。Royallconsented。
Charitysuspectedhimofbeinggladofthechancetomakealittlemoney。Hehadthereputationofbeinganavariciousman;butshewasbeginningtothinkhewasprobablypoorerthanpeopleknew。Hispracticehadbecomelittlemorethanavaguelegend,revivedonlyatlengtheningintervalsbyasummonstoHepburnorNettleton;andheappearedtodependforhislivingmainlyonthescantproduceofhisfarm,andonthecommissionsreceivedfromthefewinsuranceagenciesthatherepresentedintheneighbourhood。Atanyrate,hehadbeenpromptinacceptingHarney’soffertohirethebuggyatadollarandahalfaday;andhissatisfactionwiththebargainhadmanifesteditself,unexpectedlyenough,attheendofthefirstweek,byhistossingaten—dollarbillintoCharity’slapasshesatonedayretrimmingheroldhat。
"Here——gogetyourselfaSundaybonnetthat’llmakealltheothergirlsmad,"hesaid,lookingatherwithasheepishtwinkleinhisdeep—seteyes;andsheimmediatelyguessedthattheunwontedpresent——theonlygiftofmoneyshehadeverreceivedfromhim——
representedHarney’sfirstpayment。
Buttheyoungman’scominghadbroughtMr。Royallotherthanpecuniarybenefit。Itgavehim,forthefirsttimeinyears,aman’scompanionship。Charityhadonlyadimunderstandingofherguardian’sneeds;butsheknewhefelthimselfabovethepeopleamongwhomhelived,andshesawthatLuciusHarneythoughthimso。
Shewassurprisedtofindhowwellheseemedtotalknowthathehadalistenerwhounderstoodhim;andshewasequallystruckbyyoungHarney’sfriendlydeference。
Theirconversationwasmostlyaboutpolitics,andbeyondherrange;buttonightithadapeculiarinterestforher,fortheyhadbeguntospeakoftheMountain。Shedrewbackalittle,lesttheyshouldseeshewasinhearing。
"TheMountain?TheMountain?"sheheardMr。Royallsay。
"Why,theMountain’sablot——that’swhatitis,sir,ablot。Thatscumupthereoughttohavebeenruninlongago——andwouldhave,ifthepeopledownherehadn’tbeencleanscaredofthem。TheMountainbelongstothistownship,andit’sNorthDormer’sfaultifthere’sagangofthievesandoutlawslivingoverthere,insightofus,defyingthelawsoftheircountry。Why,thereain’tasherifforatax—collectororacoroner’ddurstgoupthere。WhentheyhearoftroubleontheMountaintheselectmenlooktheotherway,andpassanappropriationtobeautifythetownpump。Theonlymanthatevergoesupistheminister,andhegoesbecausetheysenddownandgethimwheneverthere’sanyofthemdies。TheythinkalotofChristianburialontheMountain——butIneverheardoftheirhavingtheministeruptomarrythem。AndtheynevertroubletheJusticeofthePeaceeither。Theyjustherdtogetherliketheheathen。"
Hewenton,explaininginsomewhattechnicallanguagehowthelittlecolonyofsquattershadcontrivedtokeepthelawatbay,andCharity,withburningeagerness,awaitedyoungHarney’scomment;buttheyoungmanseemedmoreconcernedtohearMr。Royall’sviewsthantoexpresshisown。
"Isupposeyou’veneverbeenupthereyourself?"hepresentlyasked。
"Yes,Ihave,"saidMr。Royallwithacontemptuouslaugh。"ThewiseacresdownheretoldmeI’dbedoneforbeforeIgotback;butnobodyliftedafingertohurtme。AndI’djusthadoneoftheirgangsentupforsevenyearstoo。"
"Youwentupafterthat?"
"Yes,sir:rightafterit。ThefellowcamedowntoNettletonandranamuck,thewaytheysometimesdo。
Afterthey’vedoneawood—cuttingjobtheycomedownandblowthemoneyin;andthismanendedupwithmanslaughter。Igothimconvicted,thoughtheywerescaredoftheMountainevenatNettleton;andthenaqueerthinghappened。Thefellowsentformetogoandseehimingaol。Iwent,andthisiswhathesays:
’Thefoolthatdefendedmeisachicken—liveredsonofa——andalltherestofit,’hesays。’I’vegotajobtobedoneformeupontheMountain,andyou’retheonlymanIseenincourtthatlooksasifhe’ddoit。’
Hetoldmehehadachildupthere——orthoughthehad——
alittlegirl;andhewantedherbroughtdownandrearedlikeaChristian。Iwassorryforthefellow,soIwentupandgotthechild。"Hepaused,andCharitylistenedwithathrobbingheart。"That’stheonlytimeIeverwentuptheMountain,"heconcluded。
Therewasamoment’ssilence;thenHarneyspoke。"Andthechild——hadshenomother?"
"Oh,yes:therewasamother。Butshewasgladenoughtohavehergo。She’dhavegivenhertoanybody。Theyain’thalfhumanupthere。Iguessthemother’sdeadbynow,withthelifeshewasleading。Anyhow,I’veneverheardofherfromthatdaytothis。"
"MyGod,howghastly,"Harneymurmured;andCharity,chokingwithhumiliation,sprangtoherfeetandranupstairs。Sheknewatlast:knewthatshewasthechildofadrunkenconvictandofamotherwhowasn’t"halfhuman,"andwasgladtohavehergo;andshehadheardthishistoryofheroriginrelatedtotheonebeinginwhoseeyesshelongedtoappearsuperiortothepeopleabouther!ShehadnoticedthatMr。Royallhadnotnamedher,hadevenavoidedanyallusionthatmightidentifyherwiththechildhehadbroughtdownfromtheMountain;andsheknewitwasoutofregardforherthathehadkeptsilent。Butofwhatusewashisdiscretion,sinceonlythatafternoon,misledbyHarney’sinterestintheout—lawcolony,shehadboastedtohimofcomingfromtheMountain?Noweverywordthathadbeenspokenshowedherhowsuchanoriginmustwidenthedistancebetweenthem。
Duringhistendays’sojournatNorthDormerLuciusHarneyhadnotspokenawordoflovetoher。Hehadintervenedinherbehalfwithhiscousin,andhadconvincedMissHatchardofhermeritsasalibrarian;
butthatwasasimpleactofjustice,sinceitwasbyhisownfaultthatthosemeritshadbeenquestioned。HehadaskedhertodrivehimaboutthecountrywhenhehiredlawyerRoyall’sbuggytogoonhissketchingexpeditions;butthattoowasnaturalenough,sincehewasunfamiliarwiththeregion。Lastly,whenhiscousinwascalledtoSpringfield,hehadbeggedMr。
Royalltoreceivehimasaboarder;butwhereelseinNorthDormercouldhehaveboarded?NotwithCarrickFry,whosewifewasparalysed,andwhoselargefamilycrowdedhistabletoover—flowing;notwiththeTargatts,wholivedamileuptheroad,norwithpooroldMrs。Hawes,who,sincehereldestdaughterhaddesertedher,barelyhadthestrengthtocookherownmealswhileAllypickedupherlivingasaseamstress。
Mr。Royall’swastheonlyhousewheretheyoungmancouldhavebeenofferedadecenthospitality。Therehadbeennothing,therefore,intheoutwardcourseofeventstoraiseinCharity’sbreastthehopeswithwhichittrembled。ButbeneaththevisibleincidentsresultingfromLuciusHarney’sarrivalthererananundercurrentasmysteriousandpotentastheinfluencethatmakestheforestbreakintoleafbeforetheiceisoffthepools。
ThebusinessonwhichHarneyhadcomewasauthentic;
CharityhadseentheletterfromaNewYorkpublishercommissioninghimtomakeastudyoftheeighteenthcenturyhousesinthelessfamiliardistrictsofNewEngland。Butincomprehensibleasthewholeaffairwastoher,andhardasshefoundittounderstandwhyhepausedenchantedbeforecertainneglectedandpaintlesshouses,whileothers,refurbishedand"improved"bythelocalbuilder,didnotarrestaglance,shecouldnotbutsuspectthatEagleCountywaslessrichinarchitecturethanheaverred,andthatthedurationofhisstay(whichhehadfixedatamonth)wasnotunconnectedwiththelookinhiseyeswhenhehadfirstpausedbeforeherinthelibrary。Everythingthathadfollowedseemedtohavegrownoutofthatlook:hiswayofspeakingtoher,hisquicknessincatchinghermeaning,hisevidenteagernesstoprolongtheirexcursionsandtoseizeoneverychanceofbeingwithher。
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