Soonafterfiveo’clocktherewasabrilliantcrowdwanderingandrestinginthepleasantspaces;andEthel,wearingadiaphanouslywhiterobeandcarryingarushbasketfullofwhitecarnations,wasmovingamongthemdistributingtheflowers。Shewasthusthecenterofalittlelaughing,banteringgroupwhentheNicholasRawdonpartyarrived。
NicholasremainedwiththeSquire,Mrs。
RawdonandtheyoungmenwenttowardEthel。Mrs。Rawdonmadeaveryhandsomeappearance——"anaristocraticBritanniainwhitelibertysilkandoldlace,"whisperedRuth,andEthellookedupquickly,tomeethermerryeyesfullofsomeunexplainedtriumph。Intruth,theproudmotherwasanticipatingagreatpleasure,notonlyinthepresentationofheradoredson,butalsointhecuriosityandastonishmentshefeltsurewouldbeevokedbyhisfriend。So,withtheboldnessofonewhobringshappytidings,shepressedforward。Ethelsawherapproach,andwenttomeether。Suddenlyherstepswerearrested。Anextraordinarythingwasgoingtohappen。TheApolloofherdreams,thesingeroftheHollandHousepavement,wasatMrs。Rawdon’sside,wastalkingtoher,wasevidentlyafamiliarfriend。Shewasgoingtomeethim,tospeaktohimatlast。Shewouldhearhisnameinafewmoments;allthatshehadhopedandbelievedwascomingtrue。Andtheclear,resonantvoiceofLydiaRawdonwaslikemusicinherearsasshesaid,withanairoftriumphshecouldnothide:
"MissRawdon,Iwantyoutoknowmyson,Mr。JohnThomasRawdon,andalsoJohnThomas’scousin,Mr。TyrrelRawdon,oftheUnitedStates。"ThenMr。TyrrelRawdonlookedintoEthel’sface,andinthatmarvelousmeetingoftheireyes,swiftasthefiringofagun,theirpupilsdilatedandflashedwithrecognition,andthebloodrushedcrimsonoverbothfaces。Shegavethegentlemenflowers,andlistenedtoMrs。Rawdon’schatter,andsaidinreplysheknewnotwhat。Aswiftandexquisiteexcitementhadfollowedhersurprise。Feelingsshecouldnotvoicewerebeatingatherlips,andyetsheknewthatwithoutherconsciouswillshehadexpressedherastonishmentandpleasure。
Itwas,indeed,doubtfulwhetheranyafterspeechorexplanationwouldasclearlysatisfybothheartsasdidthatmomentaryflashfromsoultosoulofmutualremembranceandinterest。
"IthoughtI’dgiveyouasurprise,"saidMrs。Rawdondelightedly。"Youdidn’tknowtheTyrrel-RawdonshadabranchinAmerica,didyou?Weareabitproudofthem,Icantellyouthat。"
And,indeed,themotherlyladyhadsomereason。JohnThomaswasahandsomeyouthofsymmetricalboneandfleshandwell-developedmuscle。Hehadclear,steady,humorouseyes;amannerfrankandindependent,nottobeputupon;andyetEtheldivined,thoughshecouldnothavedeclared,the"want"inhisappearance——thatall-overishgraceandelasticitywhichcomesonlyfromthedevelopmentofthebrainandnervoussystem。Hisfacewasalsomarredbythesealofcommonnesswhichtradeimpressesonsomanymen,theresultofthesubjectionoftheintellecttothewill,andoftheimpossibilityofgraspingthingsexceptastheyrelatetoself。InthisrespecttheAmericancousinwashisantipodes。Hiswholebodyhadapsychicalexpression——slim,elastic,alert。Overhisbrightgrayeyestheeyelidsdrewthemselveshorizontally,showinghisdexterityandacutenessofmind;indeed,hiswholeexpressionandmien"Were,asaretheeagle’skeen,Allthemanwasaquiline。"
ThesepersonalcharacteristicstakingsomeminutestodescribewerealmostaninstantaneousrevelationtoEthel,forwhatthesoulseesitseesinaflashofunderstanding。Butatthattimesheonlyansweredherimpressionswithoutanyinquiryconcerningthem。
Shewasabsorbedbythepersonalpresenceofthemen,andallthatwaslovelyandlovableinhernaturerespondedtotheiradmiration。
Astheystrolledtogetherthroughafloweryalley,shemadethempasstheirhandsthroughthethymeandlavender,andlistentoabirdsingingitsverses,loudandthensoft,inthescentedairabovethem。Theycameoutwherethepurpleplumsandgoldenapricotswerebeginningtobrightenasouthernwall,andthere,moodilywalkingbyhimself,theymetMostynfacetoface。Anangryflashandmovementinterpretedhisannoyance,butheimmediatelyrecoveredhimself,andmetEthelandhislatepoliticalopponentwithpoliteequanimity。Butadecidedconstraintfellonthehappyparty,andEthelwasrelievedtohearthefirsttonesofthegreatbellswingoutfromitsloftytowerthecalltothedining-room。
AsfarasMostynwasconcerned,thisfirstmalaproposmeetingindicatedthewholeevening。Hisheartwasbeatingquicklytosomesenseofdefeatwhichhedidnottakethetroubletoanalyze。HeonlysawthemanwhohadshatteredhispoliticalhopesandwastedhismoneyinpossessionalsoofwhathethoughthemightrightlyconsiderhisplaceatEthel’sside。HehadoncecontemplatedmakingEthelhisbride,andthoughthematrimonialideahadcollapsedascompletelyasthepoliticalone,theenvious,selfishmiseryofthe"doginthemanger"waseatingathisheartstrings。HedidnotwantEthel;butoh,howhehatedthethoughtofeitherJohnThomasorthatAmericanRaw-
donwinningher!Hisseatatthedinner-
tablealsoannoyedhim。Itwasfarenoughfromtheobjectsofhisresentmenttopreventhimhearingorinterferingintheirmerryconversation;andhetoldhimselfwithpassionateindignationthatEthelhadneveronceinalltheirintercoursebeensobeautifulandbrightassherevealedherselfthateveningtothosetwoRawdonyouths——oneamereloom-master,theotheranAmericanwhomnooneknewanythingabout。
Thelong,bewitchinghoursofthegloriouseveningaddedfueltotheflameofhisanger。
HecouldonlyprocurefromEthelthepromiseofoneunimportantdanceatthecloseofherprogramme;andtheAmericanhadthreedances,andthemereloom-mantwo。Andthoughheattemptedtorestorehisself-
complacencybydevotinghiswholeattentionstotheonlytitledyoungladiesintheroom,hehadthroughouttheeveningasenseofbeingsnubbed,andofbeingapersonnolongerofmuchimportanceatRawdonCourt。Andthereasoningofwoundedself-loveisasingularprocess。Mostynwasquiteobliviousofanypersonalcauseforthechange;heattributeditentirelytotheSquire’singratitude。
"IdidtheSquireagoodturnwhenheneededit,andofcoursehehatesmefortheobligation;andasfortheJudgeandhisfinedaughter,theyinterferedwithmybusiness——didmeagreatwrong——andtheyareonlyillustratingtheoldsaying,`SinceIwrongedyouIneverlikedyou。’"Afterindulgingsuchthoughtsawhile,heresolvedtoescorttheladiesAureliaandIsoldeDanverstoDanversCastle,andleaveMissEtheltofindapartnerforherlastdance,adecisionthatfavoredJohnThomas,greatlyrelievedEthel,andbestoweduponhimselfthatmostirritatingofallpunishments,aself-inflicteddisappointment。
Thiseveningwastheinaugurationofaperiodofundimmeddelight。InittheTyrrel-
RawdonsconcludedafirmandaffectionatealliancewiththeelderbranchattheCourt,andonedayafterahappyfamilydinnerJohnThomasmadethestartlingproposalthat"theportraitofthedisinherited,disownedTyrrelshouldberestoredtoitsplaceinthefamilygallery。"Hesaidhehad"justwalkedthroughit,andnoticedthatthespotwasstillvacant,andIthinksurely,"
headded,"theyoungman’sfathermusthavemeanttorecallhimhomesomeday,butperhapsdeathtookhimunawares。"
"Diedinthehunting-field,"murmuredtheSquire。
JohnThomasbowedhisheadtotheremark,andproceeded,"Soperhaps,Squire,itmaybeinyourhearttoforgivethedead,andbringbackthepoorlad’spicturetoitsplace。
Theywhosinforlovearen’tsobad,sir,astheywhosinformoney。IneverheardworseofTyrrelRawdonthanthathelovedapoorwomaninsteadofarichwoman——andmarriedher。Thosethathavegonebeforeusintothenextlife,Ishouldthinkaregoodfriendstogether;andIwouldn’twonderifwemightevenmakethemhappierthereifweconcludetoforgetalloldwrongsandlivetogetherhere——asRawdonsoughttolive——likeonefamily。"
"Iamofyouropinion,JohnThomas,"
saidtheSquire,rising,andashedidsohelookedattheJudge,whoimmediatelyindorsedtheproposal。Oneaftertheotherrosewithsweetandstrongassent,untiltherewasonlyTyrrelRawdon’svoicelacking。
Butwhenallhadspokenherosealso,andsaid:
"IamTyrrelRawdon’sdirectdescendant,andIspeakforhimwhenIsayto-day,`Makeroomformeamongmykindred!’Hethatlovesmuchmaybeforgivenmuch。"
Thenthehousekeeperwascalled,andtheywentslowly,withsoftwords,uptothethirdstoryofthehouse。Andtheroomunusedforacenturywasflungwideopen;theshutterswereunbarred,andthesunshinefloodedit;andthereamidhisfishingtackle,guns,andwhips,andfadedballadsuponthewall,andbooksofwoodloreandbotany,anddresssuitsofvelvetandsatin,andhuntingsuitsofscarlet——allfadedandfallingtopieces——
stoodthepictureofTyrrelRawdon,withitsfaceturnedtothewall。TheSquiremadeamotiontohisdescendant,andtheyoungAmericantenderlyturnedittothelight。
Therewasnodecayonthosepaintedlineaments。
Thealmostboyishface,withitslovingeyesandlaughingmouth,wasstilltwenty-
fouryearsold;andwithalookofprideandaffectiontheSquireliftedthepictureandplaceditinthehandsoftheTyrrelRawdonoftheday。
Thehangingofthepictureinitsoldplacewasasilentandtenderlittleceremony,andafteritthepartyseparated。Mrs。RawdonwentwithRuthtorestalittle。Shesaid"shehadaheadache,"andshealsowantedagoodwomanlytalkovertheaffair。TheSquire,JudgeRawdon,Mr。NicholasRawdon,andJohnThomasreturnedtothedining-
roomtodrinkabottleofsuchmildMadeiraascanonlynowbefoundinthecellarsofoldcountymagnates,andEthelandTyrrelRawdonstrolledintothegarden。Therehadnotbeenineithermindanyintentionofleavingtheparty,butastheypassedthroughthehallTyrrelsawEthel’sgardenhatandwhiteparasollyingonatable,and,impelledbysomesuddenandunreasonedinstinct,heofferedthemtoher。Notawordofrequestwasspoken;itwastheeager,passionatecommandofhiseyessheobeyed。Andforafewminutestheywerespeechless,thensointenselyconsciousthatwordsstumbledandwerelame,andtheymanagedonlysyllablesatatime。Buthetookherhand,andtheycamebysunnyalleysofboxwoodtoagreatplanetree,bearingatwondrousheightamightywealthofbranches。Abankofsoft,greenturfencircleditsroots,andtheysatdowninthetremblingshadows。Itwasinthemidstoftheherbgarden;bedsofmintandthyme,rosemaryandmarjoram,basil,lavender,andotherfragrantplantswerearound,andcloseathandalittlecityofstrawskepspeopledbygoldenbrownbees;Fromtheseskepscameadeliciousaromaofricedflowersandvirginwax。ItwasanewGardenofEden,inwhichlifewassweetasperfumeandpureasprayer。Nothingstirredthegreen,sunnyafternoonbutthemurmurofthebees,andthesleepytwitteringofthebirdsintheplanebranches。Aninexpressiblepeacesweptlikethebreathofheaventhroughtheodorousplaces。Theysatdownsighingforveryhappiness。
Thesilencebecametooeloquent。Atlengthitwasalmostunendurable,andEthelsaidsoftly:
"Howstillitis!"
Tyrrellookedathersteadilywithbeamingeyes。Thenhetookfromhispocketalittlepurseofwovengoldandopal-tintedbeads,andhelditinhisopenhandforhertosee,watchingthebrightblushthatspreadoverherface,andthefaint,gladsmilethatpartedherlips。
"Youunderstand?"
"Yes。Itismine。"
"Itwasyours。Itisnowmine。"
"Howdidyougetit?"
"Iboughtitfromtheoldmanyougaveitto。"
"Oh!Thenyouknowhim?Howisthat?"
"Thehotelpeoplesentaporterhomewithhimlestheshouldberobbed。NextdayImadeinquiries,andthisportertoldmewherehelived。Iwentthereandboughtthispursefromhim。Iknewsomedayitwouldbringmetoyou。Ihavecarrieditovermyhearteversince。"
"Soyounoticedme?"
"IsawyouallthetimeIwassinging。I
haveneverforgottenyousincethathour。"
"Whatmadeyousing?"
"Compassion,fate,anurgentimpulse;
perhaps,indeed,yourpiteousface——Isawitfirst。"
"Really?"
"Isawitfirst。IsawitallthetimeIwassinging。Whenyoudroppedthispursemysoulmetyoursinamoment’sgreeting。Itwasapromise。IknewIshouldmeetyouagain。
Ihavelovedyoueversince。Iwantedtotellyousothehourwemet。Ithasbeenhardtokeepmysecretsolong。"
"Itwasmysecretalso。"
"Iloveyoubeyondallwords。Mylifeisinyourhands。Youcanmakemethegladdestofmortals。Youcansendmeawayforever。"
"Oh,no,Icouldnot!Icouldnotdothat!"Therestescapeswords;butthusitwasthatonthisdayofdaysthesetwocamebyGod’sgracetoeachother。
Forallthingscomebyfatetoflower,Attheirunconquerablehour。
Andtheveryatmosphereofsuchblissisdiffusive;itseemedasifallthelivingcreaturesaroundunderstood。Inthethick,greenbranchesthebirdsbegantotwitterthesecret,andcertainlythewise,wisebeesknewalso,insomeoccultway,oftheloveandjoythathadjustbeenrevealed。Awonderfulhummingandbuzzingfilledthehives,andtheairvibratedwiththemovementofwings。Someinfluencemoreswiftandsecretthanthebirdsoftheaircarriedthematterfurther,foritfinallyreachedRoyal,theSquire’sfavoritecollie,whocamesaunteringdownthealley,pushedhisnosetwiceunderEthel’selbow,andthenwithasignificantlookbackward,advisedtheloverstofollowhimtothehouse。
Whentheyfinallyacceptedhisinvitation,theyfoundMrs。RawdondrinkingacupofteawithRuthinthehall。Etheljoinedthemwithaffectedhighspiritsandrandomexplanationsandexcuses,butbothwomenno-
ticedherradiantfaceandexultingair。
"Thegardenissuchaheavenlyplace,"shesaidecstatically,andMrsRawdonremarked,assheroseandputhercuponthetable,"Girlsneedchaperonsingardensiftheyneedthemanywhere。ImadeNicholasRawdonapromiseinMossgillGardenI’vehadtospendallmylifesincetryingtokeep。"
"TyrrelandIhavebeensittingundertheplanetreewatchingthebees。Theyaresuchbusy,sensiblecreatures。"
"Theyarethat,"answeredMrs。Rawdon。
"Ifyouknewallaboutthemyouwouldwonderabit。Myfatherhadagreatmany;
hestudiedtheirwaysandusedtolaughattheladiesofthehivebeingsoliketheladiesoftheworld。Youseetheyoungladybeesarejustasinexperiencedasaschoolgirl。
Theygetlostintheflowers,andareoftensoovertakenandreckless,thatthenightfindsthemfarfromthehive,heavywithpollenandchilledwithcold。Sometimesfatherwouldliftoneoftheseimprudentyoungthings,carryithome,andtrytogetitadmitted。
Henevercouldmanageit。TheladybeesactedjustaswomenareapttodowhenotherwomenGOwheretheydon’tgo,orDO
astheydon’tdo。"
"Butthisisinteresting,"saidRuth。
"Pray,howdidtheladiesofthehivebehavetotheculprit?"
"Theycameoutandfeltherallover,turnedherroundandround,andthenpushedheroutoftheircommunity。Therewasalwaysadealofbuzzingaboutthepoor,sillything,andIshouldn’twonderiftheirstingswerebusytoo。Beesareill-naturedastheycanbe。Well,well,Idon’tblameanyoneforsittinginthegardensuchadayasthis;only,asIwassaying,gardenshavebeenverydangerousplacesforwomenasfarasIknow。"
Ruthlaughedsoftly。"Ishalltakeachaperonwithme,then,whenIgointothegarden。"
"Iwould,dearie。There’stheJudge;he’saverysuitable,sedate-lookingonebutyounevercantell。Thefirstwomanfoundinagardenandatreehadplentyofsorrowforherselfandeverywomanthathaslivedafterher。IwishNicholasandJohnThomaswouldcome。I’llwarrantthey’retalkingwhattheycallpolitics。"
Politicswaspreciselythesubjectwhichhadbeenoccupyingthem,forwhenTyrrelenteredthedining-room,theSquire,JudgeRawdon,andMr。NicholasRawdonwereallstanding,evidentlyjustfinishingaConservativeargumentagainsttheRadicalopinionsofJohnThomas。Theyoungmanwasstillsitting,butherosewithsmilinggood-humorasTyrrelentered。
"HereisCousinTyrrel,"hecried;"hewilltellyouthatyoumaycallagovernmentanythingyoulikeradical,conservative,republican,democratic,socialistic,butifitisn’taCHEAPgovernment,itisn’tagoodgovernment;
andtherewon’tbeacheapgovernmentinEnglandtillpoormenhaveadealtosayaboutmakinglawsandvotingtaxes。"
"Isthatthekindofstuffyoutalktoourhands,JohnThomas?Nowondertheyareneithertoholdnortobind。"
TheywereinthehallasJohnThomasfinishedhispoliticalcreed,andinafewminutestheadieuxweresaid,andthewonderfuldaywasover。Ithadbeenawonderfuldayforall,butperhapsnoonewassorryforapauseinlife——apauseinwhichtheymightrestandtrytorealizewhatithadbroughtandwhatithadtakenaway。TheSquirewentatoncetohisroom,andEthellookedatRuthinquiringly。Sheseemedexhausted,andwasoutofsympathywithallhersurroundings。
"WhatenormousvitalitytheseYorkshirewomenmusthave!"shesaidalmostcrossly。
"Mrs。Rawdonhasbeentalkingincessantlyforsixhours。Shehasfeltallshesaid。Shehasfrequentlyrisenandwalkedabout。Shehasusedallsortsofactionstoemphasizeherwords,andsheisasfreshasifshehadjusttakenhermorningbath。Howdothemenstandthem?"
"Becausetheyarejustasvital。JohnThomaswilloverlookandscoldandorderhisthousandhandsallday,talkevenhismotherdownwhileheeatshisdinner,andthenlectureorleadhisMusicalUnion,orconductapoorman’sconcert,orgoto`theWeaver’sUnion,’andwhathecalls`threepthem’fortwoorthreehoursthatlaborisruiningcapital,andkillingthegoosethatlaysgoldeneggsforthem。Oh,theyareawonderfulrace,Ruth!"
"Ireallycan’tdiscussthemnow,Ethel。"
"Don’tyouwanttoknowwhatTyrrelsaidtomethisafternoon?"
"Mydear,Iknow。Lovershavesaidsuchthingsbefore,andloverswillsaythemevermore。
Youshalltellmeinthemorning。I
thoughthelookeddistraitandboredwithourcompany。"
Indeed,TyrrelwassoremarkablyquietthatJohnThomasalsonoticedhismood,andastheysatsmokinginTyrrel’sroom,heresolvedtofindoutthereason,andwithhisusualdirectnessasked:
"WhatdoyouthinkofEthelRawdon,Tyrrel,"
"IthinksheisthemostbeautifulwomanIeversaw。Shehasalsothemostsincerenature,andherhighspiritissweetlytemperedbyheraffectionateheart。"
"Iamgladyouknowsomuchabouther。
Lookhere,CousinTyrrel,Ifanciedto-nightyouwereabitjealousofme。Itiseasytoseeyouareinlove,andI’venodoubtyouwerethinkingofthedayswhenyouwouldbethousandsofmilesaway,andIshouldhavethegroundclearandsoon,eh?"
"SupposeIwas,cousin,whatthen?"
"Youwouldbeworryingfornothing。I
don’twanttomarryEthelRawdon。IfI
did,youwouldhavetobeonthegroundallthetime,andthenIshouldbestyou;butI
pickedoutmywifetwoyearsago,andifwearebothaliveandwell,wearegoingtobemarriednextChristmas。"
"Iamdelighted。I————"
"Ithoughtyouwouldbe。"
"Whoistheyounglady?"
"MissLucyWatson。HerfatheristheIndependentminister。Heisagentleman,thoughhissalaryislessthanwegiveouroverseer。Andheisagreatscholar。SoisLucy。Shefinishedhercourseatcollegethissummer,andwithhighhonors。Blessyou,Tyrrel,sheknowsfarmorethanIdoabouteverythingbutwarpsandloomsandsuchlike。Iadmireacleverwoman,andI’mproudofLucy。"
"Whereisshenow?"
"Well,shewasabitdoneupwithsomuchstudy,andsoshewenttoScarboroughforafewweeks。Shehasanauntthere。Theseabreezesandsaltwatersoonmadeherfitforanything。Shemaybehomeverysoonnow。
Then,Tyrrel,you’llseeabeauty——facelikearose,hairbrownasanut,eyesthatmakeyourheartgogalloping,themostenticingmouth,theprettiestfigure,andshelovesmewithallherheart。Whenshesays`JohnThomas,dearone,’Itremblewithpleasure,andwhensheletsmekisshersweetmouth,Ireallydon’tknowwhereIam。Whatwouldyousayifagirlwhispered,`Iloveyou,andnobodybutyou,’andgaveyouakissthatwaslike——likewineandroses?Nowwhatwouldyousay?"
"IknowaslittleasyoudowhatIwouldsay。It’sasituationtomakeamancoinnewwords。Isupposeyourfamilyarepleased。"
"Well,IneverthoughtaboutmyfamilytillIhadLucy’sword。ThenItoldmother。
SheknewLucyallthrough。MotherhasagreatrespectforIndependents,andthoughfathersulkedabitatfirst,motherhaditoutwithhimonenight,andwhenmotherhasfatherquietintheirroomfathercomestoseethingsjustasshewantshim。Isupposethat’sthewaywithwives。Lucywillbejustlikethat。She’sgotasharplittletemper,too。
She’llletmehaveabitofit,nodoubt,nowandthen。"
"Willyoulikethat?"
"Iwouldn’tcareafarthingforawifewithoutabitoftemper。Therewouldbenofuninlivingwithawomanofthatkind。Myfatherwoulddroopandpineifmotherdidn’tspurhimonnowandthen。Andhelikesit。
Don’tIknow?I’veseenmothersnappyandawkwardwithhimallbreakfasttime,tossingherhead,andrattlingthechina,anddeclaringshewaswornoutwithmenthatletallthegoodbargainspassthem;perhapsmakingfunofusbecausewecouldn’tmanagetogetalongwithoutstrikes。Shehadnostrikeswithherhands,she’dliketoseeherwomenstandupandtalktoheraboutshorterhours,andsoon;
andfatherwouldlookatmesly-like,andaswewalkedtothemilltogetherhe’dlaughcontentedlyandsay,`Yourmotherwasquiterefreshingthismorning,JohnThomas。Shehaskeyedmeuptoarightpitch。WhenJonathanArkroydcomesaboutthatwoolhesoldusI’llbeallreadyforhim。’SoyouseeI’mnotagainstasharptemper。IlikewomenasTennysonsaysEnglishgirlsare,`rosessetroundwithlittlewilfulthorns,’eh?"
Unusualasthisconversationwas,itsgeneraltonewasassumedbyEthelinherconfidentialtalkwithRuththefollowingday。Ofcourse,RuthwasnotatallsurprisedatthenewsEthelbroughther,forthoughthelovershadbeenindividuallysuretheyhadbetrayedtheirsecrettonoone,ithadreallybeenanopenonetoRuthsincethehouroftheirmeeting。
ShewassincerelyardentinherpraisesofTyrrelRawdon,but——andthereisalwaysabut——shewonderedifEthelhad"noticedwhataquicktemperhehad。"
"Oh,yes,"answeredEthel,"Ishouldnotlikehimnottohaveaquicktemper。Iexpectmyhusbandtostandupatamoment’snoticeforeithermineorhisownrightsoropinions。"
Andintheafternoonwhenallpreliminarieshadbeensettledandapproved,JudgeRawdonexpressedhimselfinthesamemannertoRuth。"Yes,"hesaid,inreplytohertimidsuggestionoftemper,"youcanstrikefireanywherewithhimifyoutryit,buthehasitundercontrol。Besides,Ethelisjustasquicktoflameup。ItwillbeRawdonagainstRawdon,andEthel’sweaponsareoffiner,keenersteelthanTyrrel’s。Ethelwillholdherown。Itisbestso。"
"HowdidtheSquirefeelaboutsuchamarriage?"
"Hewasquiteovercomewithdelight。
NothingwassaidtoTyrrelaboutEthelhavingboughtthereversionofRawdonManor,forthingshavebeenhardertogetintopropershapethanIthoughttheywouldbe,anditmaybeanothermonthbeforeallisfinallysettled;buttheSquirehasthesecretsatisfaction,andhewasmuchaffectedbythecertaintyofaRawdonatRawdonCourtafterhim。Hedeclinedtothinkofitinanyotherwaybut`providential,’andofcourseIlethimtakeallthesatisfactionhecouldoutoftheidea。EversinceheheardoftheengagementhehasbeenattheorgansingingtheOneHundredandThirdPsalm。"
"Heisthedearestandnoblestofmen。
Howsoonshallwegohomenow?"
"Inaboutamonth。AreyoutiredofEngland?"
"IshallbegladtoseeAmericaagain。
TherewasaletterfromDorathismorning。
Theysailonthetwenty-third。"
"DoyouknowanythingofMostyn?"
"Sincehewroteusapolitefarewellwehaveheardnothing。"
"DoyouthinkhewenttoAmerica?"
"Icannottell。Whenhebidusgood-byhemadenostatementastohisdestination;
hemerelysaid`hewasleavingEnglandonbusiness。’"
"Well,Ruth,weshallsailassoonasIamsatisfiedallisright。Thereisalittledelayaboutsomeleasesandothermatters。InthemeantimetheloversareinParadisewhereverwelocatethem。"
AndinParadisetheydweltforanotherfourweeks。Theancientgardenhaddoubtlessmanyadreamoflovetokeep,butnonesweeterortruerthantheidylofTyrrelandEthelRawdon。Theywereneverwearyofrehearsingit;everyincidentofitsgrowthhadbeencharmingandromantic,and,astheybelieved,appointedfromafar。Asthesum-
merwaxedhotterthebeautifulplacetookonanappearanceofroyalcolorandsplendor,andtheairwaslanguidwiththeperfumeoftheclovecarnationsandtallwhiteAugustlilies。Fluteddahlias,scarletpoppies,andalltheflowersthatexhaletheirspiceinthelasthotdaysofAugustburnedincenseforthem。
Theirveryhairwasladenwithodor,theirfingersflower-sweet,theirmindstookonthemanycolorsoftheirexquisitesurroundings。
AnditwaspartofthisdramaofloveandscentandcolorthattheyshouldseeitslowlyassumethemoreethereallovelinessofSeptember,andwatchthesubtleamberraysshinethroughthethinningboughs,andfeelthatallnaturewasbecomingidealized。Thebirdswerethenmostlysilent。Theyhadlefttheirbestnotesonthehawthornsandamongtheroses;butthecricketsmadeacheerfulchirrup,andthegreatbrownbutterfliesdisplayedtheirrichestvelvets,andthegossamer-likeinsectsinthedreamyatmosphereperformeddancesandundulationsfullofgraceandmystery。Andallthesemarvelouschangesimpartedtolovethatsweetsadnesswhichisbeyondallwordspoeticandenchaining。
Yethoweversweetthehours,theypassaway,anditisnotmuchmemorycansavefromthemutable,happydaysoflove。Still,whenthehourofdeparturecametheyhadgarneredenoughtosweetenalltheafter-
straitsandstressoftime。Septemberhadthenperceptiblybeguntoaddtothenightsandshortenthedays,andhertendertouchhadbeenlaidoneverything。WithasmileandasightheRawdonsturnedtheirfacestotheirpleasanthomeintheLandoftheWest。
Itwastobebutashortfarewell。TheyhadpromisedtheSquiretoreturnthefollowingsummer,buthefeltthedesolationofthepartingverykeenly。Withhishatslightlyliftedabovehiswhitehead,hestoodwatchingthemoutofsight。Thenhewenttohisorgan,andverysoongrandwavesofmelodyrolledoutwardandupward,andblendedthemselveswiththeclear,soaringvoiceofJoel,theladwhoblewthebellowsoftheinstrument,andsharedallhismaster’sjoyinit。TheyplayedandsanguntiltheSquireroseweary,butfullofgladness。Thelookofimmortalitywasinhiseyes,itssureandcertainhopeinhisheart。HeletJoelleadhimtohischairbythewindow,andthenhesaidtohimselfwithvisibletriumph:
"WhatMr。Spenceroranyoneelsewritesabout`theUnknowable’Icarenot。IKNOW
INWHOMIhavebelieved。Joel,singthatlastsequenceagain。StandwhereIcanseethee。"
Andthelad’sjoyfulvoicerangexultingout:
"Lord,Thouhastbeenourdwelling-placeinallgenerations。Beforethemountainswerebroughtforth,oreverThouhadstformedtheworld,fromeverlastingtoeverlastingThouartGod!ThouartGod!ThouartGod!"
"Thatwilldo,Joel。Gothywaysnow。
Lord,Thouhastbeenourdwelling-placeinallgenerations。`Unknowable,’Thouhastbeenourdwelling-placeinallgenerations。
No,no,no,whatanungratefulsinnerI
wouldbetochangetheLordeverlastingfortheUnknowable。’"
CHAPTERIX
NEWYORKisatitsverybrightestandbestinOctober。Thismonthoftheyearmaybesafelytrustednottodisappoint。Theskiesareblue,theairbalmy,andthereisgenerallyadelightfulabsenceofwind。ThesummerexilesarehomeagainfromJerseyboardinghouses,andmountaincamps,andseasidehotels,andthankfultothepointofhilaritythatthisepisodeoftheyearisover,thattheycanoncemoredwellundertheirownroofswithoutbreakinganyofthemanifestlawsofthegreatgoddessCustomorFashion。
JudgeRawdon’shousehadanespeciallycharming"athome"appearance。Duringtheabsenceofthefamilyithadbeenmadebeautifulinsideandoutside,andthewhitestone,theplateglass,andfallinglaceevidenttothestreet,hadanalmostconsciouslookofluxuriouspropriety。
TheJudgefranklyadmittedhispleasureinhishomesurroundings。Hesaid,astheyatetheirfirstmealinthefamiliarroom,that"avisittoforeigncountrieswasagrand,patriotictonic。"Hevowedthatthe"firstsightoftheStarsandStripesatSandyHookhadgivenhimthefinestemotionhehadeverfeltinhislife,"andwasaltogetherinhisproudestAmericanmood。Ruthsympathizedwithhim。Ethellistenedsmiling。SheknewwellthattheEnglishstrainhadonlytemporarilyexhausteditself;itwouldhaveitsperiodofrevivalatthepropertime。
"Iamgoingtoseegrandmother,"shesaidgayly。"Ishallstaywithherallday。"
"ButIhavealetterfromher,"interruptedtheJudge,"andshewillnotreturnhomeuntilnextweek。"
"Iamsorry。Iwasanticipatingsoeagerlythejoyofseeingher。Well,asIcannotdoso,IwillgoandcallonDoraStanhope。"
"IwouldnotifIwereyou,Ethel,"saidRuth。"Lethercomeandcallonyou。"
"Ihadalittlenotefromherthismorning,welcomingmehome,andentreatingmetocall。"
TheJudgeroseasEthelwasspeaking,andnomorewassaidaboutthevisitatthattimebutafewhourslaterEthelcamedownfromherroomreadyforthestreetandfranklytoldRuthshehadmadeuphermindtocallonDora。
"ThenIwillonlyremindyou,Ethel,thatDoraisnotafortunatewomantoknow。AsfarasIcansee,sheisoneofthosewhosowpainofheartandvexationofspiritabouteveryhousetheyenter,eventheirown。ButI
cannotgatherexperienceforyou,itwillhavetogrowinyourowngarden。"
"Allright,dearRuth,andifIdonotlikeitsgrowth,Iwillpullitupbytheroots,I
assureyou。"
Ruthwentwithhertothedoorandwatchedherwalkleisurelydownthebroadstepstothestreet。Thelightkindledinhereyesandonherfaceasshedidso。Shealreadyfeltthemagnetismofthegreatcity,andwithalaughingfarewellwalkedrapidlytowardDora’shouse。
Hercardbroughtaninstantresponse,andsheheardDora’swelcomebeforethedoorwasopened。Andherfirstgreetingwasanenthusiasticcompliment,"Howbeautifulyouhavegrown,Ethel!"shecried。"Ah,thatistheEuropeanfinish。Youhavegainedit,mydear;youreallyareverymuchimproved。"
"Andyoualso,Dora?"
Thewordswerereallyaquestion,butDoraacceptedthemasanassertion,andwassatisfied。
"IsupposeIam,"sheanswered,"thoughI’msureIcan’ttellhowitshouldbeso,unlessworryofallkindsisgoodforgoodlooks。
I’vehadenoughofthatforalifetime。"
"Now,Dora。"
"Oh,it’sthesolidtruth——partlyyourfaulttoo。"
"Ineverinterfered————"
"Ofcourseyoudidn’t,butyououghttohaveinterfered。WhenyoucalledonmeinLondonyoumighthaveseenthatIwasnothappy;andIwantedtocometoRawdonCourt,andyouwouldnotinviteme。Icalledyourbehaviorthen`verymean,’andIhavenotalteredmyopinionofit。"
"Thereweregoodreasons,Dora,whyI
couldnotaskyou。"
"Goodreasonsareusuallyselfishones,Ethel,andFredMostyntoldmewhattheywere。
"Helikelytoldyouuntruths,Dora,forheknewnothingaboutmyreasons。Isawverylittleofhim。"
"Iknow。Youtreatedhimasbadlyasyoutreatedme,andallforsomewildWestcreature——aregularcowboy,Fredsaid,butthenaRawdon!"
"Mr。MostynhasmisrepresentedMr。TyrrelRawdon——thatisallaboutit。Ishallnotexplain`how’or`why。’DidyouenjoyyourselfatStanhopeCastle?"
"Enjoymyself!Areyoumakingfunofme?Ethel,dear,itwasthemostawfulexperience。
Younevercanimaginesuchalife,andsuchwomen。Theyweredressedforawalkatsixo’clock;theyhadbreakfastathalf-
pastseven。Theywenttothevillageandinspectedcottages,andgavelessonsinhousekeepingordressmakingorsomeotherdrudgerytillnoon。TheywalkedbacktotheCastleforlunch。Theyattendedtotheirownimprovementfromhalf-pastoneuntilfour,hadlessonsindrawingandchemistry,and,Ibelieve,electricity。Theyhadanotherwalk,andthenindulgedthemselveswithacupoftea。Theydressedandreceivedvisitors,andreadscienceortheologybetweenwhiles。Therewasalwayssomenotedpreacherorscholaratthedinnertable。Theconversationwasaboutacidsandexplosives,ortheplanetsorbishops,orelseonthenever,never-endingsubjectofelevatingtheworkingmanandbuildingschoolsforhischildren。
Basil,ofcourse,enjoyedit。Hethoughthewasgivingmeamagnificentobjectlesson。HewasneverdonepraisingtheladiesMaryElinorandAdelaideStanhope。
I’msureIwishhehadmarriedoneorallofthem——andItoldhimso。"
"Youcouldnotbesocruel,Dora。"
"Imanageditwiththegreatesteaseimaginable。Hewasalwaystrottingattheirside。Theyspokeofhimas`themostpiousyoungman。’Ihavenodoubttheywereallinlovewithhim。Ihopetheywere。Iusedtopretendtobeverymuchinlovewhentheywerepresent。Idaresayitmadethemwretched。Besides,theyblushedandthoughtmeimproper。Basildidn’tapprove,either,soIhitallround。"
Sheroseatthismemoryandshookouthersilkskirts,andwalkedupanddowntheroomwithanairthatwasthevisibleexpressionofthemockeryandjealousyinherheart。ThiswasanentirelydifferentDoratothelachrymose,untidywifeattheSavoyHotelinLondon,andEthelhadamomentarypangatthethoughtofthesufferingwhichwasresponsibleforthechange。
"IfIhadthought,Dora,youweresouncomfortable,IwouldhaveaskedBasilandyoutotheCourt。"
"YousawIwasnothappywhenIwasattheSavoy。"
"IthoughtyouandBasilhadhadakindoflovers’quarrel,andthatitwouldblowoverinanhourortwo;noonelikestomeddlewithanaffairofthatkind。AreyougoingtoNewport,orisMrs。DenninginNewYork?"
"Thatisanothertrouble,Ethel。WhenI
wrotemotherIwantedtocometoher,shesentmewordshewasgoingtoLenoxwithafriend。Then,likeyou,shesaid`shehadnolibertytoinviteme,’andsoon。Ineverknewmotheractinsuchawaybefore。Inearlybrokemyheartaboutitforafewdays,thenImadeupmymindIwouldn’tcare。"
"Mrs。Denning,Iamsure,thoughtshedidthewisestandkindestthingpossible。"
"Ididn’twantmothertobewise。IwantedhertounderstandthatIwasfairlywornoutwithmypresentlifeandneededachange。
I’msureshedidunderstand。Thenwhywasshesocruel?"andsheshruggedhershouldersimpatientlyandsatdown。"I’msotiredoflife,"shecontinued。"WhendidyouhearofFredMostyn?"
"Iknownothingofhismovements。IsheinAmerica?"
"Somewhere。IaskedmotherifhewasinNewport,andsheneveransweredtheques-
tion。IsupposehewillbeinNewYorkforthewinterseason。Ihopeso。"
Thistopicthreatenedtobemoredangerousthantheother,andEthel,aftermanyandfutileattemptstobringconversationintosafecommonplacechannels,pleadedotherengagementsandwentaway。Shewaspainfullydepressedbytheinterview。Alltheelementsoftragedyweregatheredtogetherundertheroofshehadjustleft,and,asfarasshecouldsee,therewasnodelivererwiseandstrongenoughtopreventacalamity。
ShedidnotrepeattoRuththeconversationwhichhadbeensopainfultoher。ShedescribedDora’sdressandappearance,andcommentedonFredMostyn’sdescriptionofTyrrelRawdon,andonMrs。Denning’srefusalofherdaughter’sproposedvisit。
Ruththoughtthelattercircumstancesignificant。"IdaresayMostynwasinNewportatthattime,"sheanswered。"Mrs。
Denninghassomeveryquickperceptions。"
AndRuth’sopinionwasprobablycorrect,forduringdinnertheJudgeremarkedinacasualmannerthathehadmetMr。Mostynontheavenueashewascominghome。"Hewaswell,"hesaid,"andmadealltheusualinquiriesastoyourhealth。"AndbothRuthandEthelunderstoodthathewishedthemtoknowofMostyn’spresenceinthecity,andtobepreparedformeetinghim;butdidnotcaretodiscussthesubjectfurther,atleastatthattime。Theinformationbroughtpreciselythesamethoughtatthesamemomenttobothwomen,andassoonastheywerealonetheyutteredit。
"SheknewMostynwasinthecity,"saidEthelinalowvoice。
"Certainly。"
"Shewasexpectinghim。"
"Iamsureofit。"
"Herelaborateandbeautifuldressingwasforhim。"
"PoorBasil!"
"Sheaskedmetostayandlunchwithher,butverycoolly,andwhenIrefused,didnotpressthematterassheusedtodo。Yes,shewasexpectinghim。Iunderstandnowhernervousmanner,herrestlessness,herindifferencetomyshortvisit。IwishIcoulddoanything。"
"Youcannot,andyoumustnottry。"
"Someonemusttry。"
"Thereisherhusband。HaveyouheardfromTyrrelyet,"
"Ihavehadacoupleoftelegrams。HewillwritefromChicago。"
"IshegoingatoncetotheHotSprings?"
"Asrapidlyaspossible。ColonelRawdonisnowthere,andveryill。Tyrrelwillputhisfatherfirstofall。Thetroubleattheminecanbeinvestigatedafterwards。"
"Youwillmisshimverymuch。Youhavebeensohappytogether。"
"OfcourseIshallmisshim。Butitwillbeagoodthingforustobeapartawhile。
Lovemusthavesometimeinwhichtogrow。
Iamalittletiredofbeingveryhappy,andI
thinkTyrrelalsowillfindabsencearelief。
In`LallaRookh’thereisalineaboutlove`fallingasleepinasamenessofsplendor。’
Itmight。Howmelancholyisalongspellofhot,sunshinyweather,andhowgratefullywewelcomethefirstshowerofrain。"
"Lovehasmadeyouaphilosopher,Ethel。"
"Well,itisratheranadvantagethanotherwise。Iamgoingtotakeawalk,Ruth,intotheveryheartofBroadway。Ihavehadenoughofthepeaceofthecountry。Iwantthecrack,andcrash,andrattle,andgrindofwheels,theconfusedcries,thesnatchesoftalkandlaughter,thetreadofcrowds,thesoundofbells,andclocks,andchimes。I
longforallthechaotic,unintelligiblenoiseofthestreets。Howsuggestiveitis!Yetitneverexplainsitself。Itonlygivesoneafullsenseoflife。Lovemayneedjustthesamestimulus。Iwishgrandmotherwouldcomehome。IshouldnotrequireBroadwayasastimulus。Iamafraidshewillbeveryangrywithme,andtherewillbeabattleroyalinGramercyPark。"
ItwasnearlyaweekbeforeEthelhadthiscrisistomeet。Shewentdowntoitwitharadiantfaceandcharmingmanner,andherreceptionwasverycordial。Madamwouldnotthrowdownthegloveuntilthepropermoment;besides,thereweremanyveryinterestingsubjectstotalkover,andshewanted"tofindthingsout"thatwouldneverbetoldunlesstemperswerepropitious。Addedtothesereasonswasthesolidonethatshereallyadoredhergranddaughter,andwasimmenselycheeredbytheverysightoftherosy,smilingcountenanceliftedtohersitting-roomwindowinpassing。She,indeed,pretendedtobethereinordertogetagoodlightforhernewshellpattern,butshewaswatchingforEthel,andEthelunderstoodtheshell-patternfictionverywell。Shehadheardsomethingsimilaroften。
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