首页 >出版文学> The Man Between>第6章

第6章

  Soonafterfiveo’clocktherewasabrilliantcrowdwanderingandrestinginthepleasantspaces;andEthel,wearingadiaphanouslywhiterobeandcarryingarushbasketfullofwhitecarnations,wasmovingamongthemdistributingtheflowers。Shewasthusthecenterofalittlelaughing,banteringgroupwhentheNicholasRawdonpartyarrived。
  NicholasremainedwiththeSquire,Mrs。
  RawdonandtheyoungmenwenttowardEthel。Mrs。Rawdonmadeaveryhandsomeappearance——"anaristocraticBritanniainwhitelibertysilkandoldlace,"whisperedRuth,andEthellookedupquickly,tomeethermerryeyesfullofsomeunexplainedtriumph。Intruth,theproudmotherwasanticipatingagreatpleasure,notonlyinthepresentationofheradoredson,butalsointhecuriosityandastonishmentshefeltsurewouldbeevokedbyhisfriend。So,withtheboldnessofonewhobringshappytidings,shepressedforward。Ethelsawherapproach,andwenttomeether。Suddenlyherstepswerearrested。Anextraordinarythingwasgoingtohappen。TheApolloofherdreams,thesingeroftheHollandHousepavement,wasatMrs。Rawdon’sside,wastalkingtoher,wasevidentlyafamiliarfriend。Shewasgoingtomeethim,tospeaktohimatlast。Shewouldhearhisnameinafewmoments;allthatshehadhopedandbelievedwascomingtrue。Andtheclear,resonantvoiceofLydiaRawdonwaslikemusicinherearsasshesaid,withanairoftriumphshecouldnothide:
  "MissRawdon,Iwantyoutoknowmyson,Mr。JohnThomasRawdon,andalsoJohnThomas’scousin,Mr。TyrrelRawdon,oftheUnitedStates。"ThenMr。TyrrelRawdonlookedintoEthel’sface,andinthatmarvelousmeetingoftheireyes,swiftasthefiringofagun,theirpupilsdilatedandflashedwithrecognition,andthebloodrushedcrimsonoverbothfaces。Shegavethegentlemenflowers,andlistenedtoMrs。Rawdon’schatter,andsaidinreplysheknewnotwhat。Aswiftandexquisiteexcitementhadfollowedhersurprise。Feelingsshecouldnotvoicewerebeatingatherlips,andyetsheknewthatwithoutherconsciouswillshehadexpressedherastonishmentandpleasure。
  Itwas,indeed,doubtfulwhetheranyafterspeechorexplanationwouldasclearlysatisfybothheartsasdidthatmomentaryflashfromsoultosoulofmutualremembranceandinterest。
  "IthoughtI’dgiveyouasurprise,"saidMrs。Rawdondelightedly。"Youdidn’tknowtheTyrrel-RawdonshadabranchinAmerica,didyou?Weareabitproudofthem,Icantellyouthat。"
  And,indeed,themotherlyladyhadsomereason。JohnThomaswasahandsomeyouthofsymmetricalboneandfleshandwell-developedmuscle。Hehadclear,steady,humorouseyes;amannerfrankandindependent,nottobeputupon;andyetEtheldivined,thoughshecouldnothavedeclared,the"want"inhisappearance——thatall-overishgraceandelasticitywhichcomesonlyfromthedevelopmentofthebrainandnervoussystem。Hisfacewasalsomarredbythesealofcommonnesswhichtradeimpressesonsomanymen,theresultofthesubjectionoftheintellecttothewill,andoftheimpossibilityofgraspingthingsexceptastheyrelatetoself。InthisrespecttheAmericancousinwashisantipodes。Hiswholebodyhadapsychicalexpression——slim,elastic,alert。Overhisbrightgrayeyestheeyelidsdrewthemselveshorizontally,showinghisdexterityandacutenessofmind;indeed,hiswholeexpressionandmien"Were,asaretheeagle’skeen,Allthemanwasaquiline。"
  ThesepersonalcharacteristicstakingsomeminutestodescribewerealmostaninstantaneousrevelationtoEthel,forwhatthesoulseesitseesinaflashofunderstanding。Butatthattimesheonlyansweredherimpressionswithoutanyinquiryconcerningthem。
  Shewasabsorbedbythepersonalpresenceofthemen,andallthatwaslovelyandlovableinhernaturerespondedtotheiradmiration。
  Astheystrolledtogetherthroughafloweryalley,shemadethempasstheirhandsthroughthethymeandlavender,andlistentoabirdsingingitsverses,loudandthensoft,inthescentedairabovethem。Theycameoutwherethepurpleplumsandgoldenapricotswerebeginningtobrightenasouthernwall,andthere,moodilywalkingbyhimself,theymetMostynfacetoface。Anangryflashandmovementinterpretedhisannoyance,butheimmediatelyrecoveredhimself,andmetEthelandhislatepoliticalopponentwithpoliteequanimity。Butadecidedconstraintfellonthehappyparty,andEthelwasrelievedtohearthefirsttonesofthegreatbellswingoutfromitsloftytowerthecalltothedining-room。
  AsfarasMostynwasconcerned,thisfirstmalaproposmeetingindicatedthewholeevening。Hisheartwasbeatingquicklytosomesenseofdefeatwhichhedidnottakethetroubletoanalyze。HeonlysawthemanwhohadshatteredhispoliticalhopesandwastedhismoneyinpossessionalsoofwhathethoughthemightrightlyconsiderhisplaceatEthel’sside。HehadoncecontemplatedmakingEthelhisbride,andthoughthematrimonialideahadcollapsedascompletelyasthepoliticalone,theenvious,selfishmiseryofthe"doginthemanger"waseatingathisheartstrings。HedidnotwantEthel;butoh,howhehatedthethoughtofeitherJohnThomasorthatAmericanRaw-
  donwinningher!Hisseatatthedinner-
  tablealsoannoyedhim。Itwasfarenoughfromtheobjectsofhisresentmenttopreventhimhearingorinterferingintheirmerryconversation;andhetoldhimselfwithpassionateindignationthatEthelhadneveronceinalltheirintercoursebeensobeautifulandbrightassherevealedherselfthateveningtothosetwoRawdonyouths——oneamereloom-master,theotheranAmericanwhomnooneknewanythingabout。
  Thelong,bewitchinghoursofthegloriouseveningaddedfueltotheflameofhisanger。
  HecouldonlyprocurefromEthelthepromiseofoneunimportantdanceatthecloseofherprogramme;andtheAmericanhadthreedances,andthemereloom-mantwo。Andthoughheattemptedtorestorehisself-
  complacencybydevotinghiswholeattentionstotheonlytitledyoungladiesintheroom,hehadthroughouttheeveningasenseofbeingsnubbed,andofbeingapersonnolongerofmuchimportanceatRawdonCourt。Andthereasoningofwoundedself-loveisasingularprocess。Mostynwasquiteobliviousofanypersonalcauseforthechange;heattributeditentirelytotheSquire’singratitude。
  "IdidtheSquireagoodturnwhenheneededit,andofcoursehehatesmefortheobligation;andasfortheJudgeandhisfinedaughter,theyinterferedwithmybusiness——didmeagreatwrong——andtheyareonlyillustratingtheoldsaying,`SinceIwrongedyouIneverlikedyou。’"Afterindulgingsuchthoughtsawhile,heresolvedtoescorttheladiesAureliaandIsoldeDanverstoDanversCastle,andleaveMissEtheltofindapartnerforherlastdance,adecisionthatfavoredJohnThomas,greatlyrelievedEthel,andbestoweduponhimselfthatmostirritatingofallpunishments,aself-inflicteddisappointment。
  Thiseveningwastheinaugurationofaperiodofundimmeddelight。InittheTyrrel-
  RawdonsconcludedafirmandaffectionatealliancewiththeelderbranchattheCourt,andonedayafterahappyfamilydinnerJohnThomasmadethestartlingproposalthat"theportraitofthedisinherited,disownedTyrrelshouldberestoredtoitsplaceinthefamilygallery。"Hesaidhehad"justwalkedthroughit,andnoticedthatthespotwasstillvacant,andIthinksurely,"
  headded,"theyoungman’sfathermusthavemeanttorecallhimhomesomeday,butperhapsdeathtookhimunawares。"
  "Diedinthehunting-field,"murmuredtheSquire。
  JohnThomasbowedhisheadtotheremark,andproceeded,"Soperhaps,Squire,itmaybeinyourhearttoforgivethedead,andbringbackthepoorlad’spicturetoitsplace。
  Theywhosinforlovearen’tsobad,sir,astheywhosinformoney。IneverheardworseofTyrrelRawdonthanthathelovedapoorwomaninsteadofarichwoman——andmarriedher。Thosethathavegonebeforeusintothenextlife,Ishouldthinkaregoodfriendstogether;andIwouldn’twonderifwemightevenmakethemhappierthereifweconcludetoforgetalloldwrongsandlivetogetherhere——asRawdonsoughttolive——likeonefamily。"
  "Iamofyouropinion,JohnThomas,"
  saidtheSquire,rising,andashedidsohelookedattheJudge,whoimmediatelyindorsedtheproposal。Oneaftertheotherrosewithsweetandstrongassent,untiltherewasonlyTyrrelRawdon’svoicelacking。
  Butwhenallhadspokenherosealso,andsaid:
  "IamTyrrelRawdon’sdirectdescendant,andIspeakforhimwhenIsayto-day,`Makeroomformeamongmykindred!’Hethatlovesmuchmaybeforgivenmuch。"
  Thenthehousekeeperwascalled,andtheywentslowly,withsoftwords,uptothethirdstoryofthehouse。Andtheroomunusedforacenturywasflungwideopen;theshutterswereunbarred,andthesunshinefloodedit;andthereamidhisfishingtackle,guns,andwhips,andfadedballadsuponthewall,andbooksofwoodloreandbotany,anddresssuitsofvelvetandsatin,andhuntingsuitsofscarlet——allfadedandfallingtopieces——
  stoodthepictureofTyrrelRawdon,withitsfaceturnedtothewall。TheSquiremadeamotiontohisdescendant,andtheyoungAmericantenderlyturnedittothelight。
  Therewasnodecayonthosepaintedlineaments。
  Thealmostboyishface,withitslovingeyesandlaughingmouth,wasstilltwenty-
  fouryearsold;andwithalookofprideandaffectiontheSquireliftedthepictureandplaceditinthehandsoftheTyrrelRawdonoftheday。
  Thehangingofthepictureinitsoldplacewasasilentandtenderlittleceremony,andafteritthepartyseparated。Mrs。RawdonwentwithRuthtorestalittle。Shesaid"shehadaheadache,"andshealsowantedagoodwomanlytalkovertheaffair。TheSquire,JudgeRawdon,Mr。NicholasRawdon,andJohnThomasreturnedtothedining-
  roomtodrinkabottleofsuchmildMadeiraascanonlynowbefoundinthecellarsofoldcountymagnates,andEthelandTyrrelRawdonstrolledintothegarden。Therehadnotbeenineithermindanyintentionofleavingtheparty,butastheypassedthroughthehallTyrrelsawEthel’sgardenhatandwhiteparasollyingonatable,and,impelledbysomesuddenandunreasonedinstinct,heofferedthemtoher。Notawordofrequestwasspoken;itwastheeager,passionatecommandofhiseyessheobeyed。Andforafewminutestheywerespeechless,thensointenselyconsciousthatwordsstumbledandwerelame,andtheymanagedonlysyllablesatatime。Buthetookherhand,andtheycamebysunnyalleysofboxwoodtoagreatplanetree,bearingatwondrousheightamightywealthofbranches。Abankofsoft,greenturfencircleditsroots,andtheysatdowninthetremblingshadows。Itwasinthemidstoftheherbgarden;bedsofmintandthyme,rosemaryandmarjoram,basil,lavender,andotherfragrantplantswerearound,andcloseathandalittlecityofstrawskepspeopledbygoldenbrownbees;Fromtheseskepscameadeliciousaromaofricedflowersandvirginwax。ItwasanewGardenofEden,inwhichlifewassweetasperfumeandpureasprayer。Nothingstirredthegreen,sunnyafternoonbutthemurmurofthebees,andthesleepytwitteringofthebirdsintheplanebranches。Aninexpressiblepeacesweptlikethebreathofheaventhroughtheodorousplaces。Theysatdownsighingforveryhappiness。
  Thesilencebecametooeloquent。Atlengthitwasalmostunendurable,andEthelsaidsoftly:
  "Howstillitis!"
  Tyrrellookedathersteadilywithbeamingeyes。Thenhetookfromhispocketalittlepurseofwovengoldandopal-tintedbeads,andhelditinhisopenhandforhertosee,watchingthebrightblushthatspreadoverherface,andthefaint,gladsmilethatpartedherlips。
  "Youunderstand?"
  "Yes。Itismine。"
  "Itwasyours。Itisnowmine。"
  "Howdidyougetit?"
  "Iboughtitfromtheoldmanyougaveitto。"
  "Oh!Thenyouknowhim?Howisthat?"
  "Thehotelpeoplesentaporterhomewithhimlestheshouldberobbed。NextdayImadeinquiries,andthisportertoldmewherehelived。Iwentthereandboughtthispursefromhim。Iknewsomedayitwouldbringmetoyou。Ihavecarrieditovermyhearteversince。"
  "Soyounoticedme?"
  "IsawyouallthetimeIwassinging。I
  haveneverforgottenyousincethathour。"
  "Whatmadeyousing?"
  "Compassion,fate,anurgentimpulse;
  perhaps,indeed,yourpiteousface——Isawitfirst。"
  "Really?"
  "Isawitfirst。IsawitallthetimeIwassinging。Whenyoudroppedthispursemysoulmetyoursinamoment’sgreeting。Itwasapromise。IknewIshouldmeetyouagain。
  Ihavelovedyoueversince。Iwantedtotellyousothehourwemet。Ithasbeenhardtokeepmysecretsolong。"
  "Itwasmysecretalso。"
  "Iloveyoubeyondallwords。Mylifeisinyourhands。Youcanmakemethegladdestofmortals。Youcansendmeawayforever。"
  "Oh,no,Icouldnot!Icouldnotdothat!"Therestescapeswords;butthusitwasthatonthisdayofdaysthesetwocamebyGod’sgracetoeachother。
  Forallthingscomebyfatetoflower,Attheirunconquerablehour。
  Andtheveryatmosphereofsuchblissisdiffusive;itseemedasifallthelivingcreaturesaroundunderstood。Inthethick,greenbranchesthebirdsbegantotwitterthesecret,andcertainlythewise,wisebeesknewalso,insomeoccultway,oftheloveandjoythathadjustbeenrevealed。Awonderfulhummingandbuzzingfilledthehives,andtheairvibratedwiththemovementofwings。Someinfluencemoreswiftandsecretthanthebirdsoftheaircarriedthematterfurther,foritfinallyreachedRoyal,theSquire’sfavoritecollie,whocamesaunteringdownthealley,pushedhisnosetwiceunderEthel’selbow,andthenwithasignificantlookbackward,advisedtheloverstofollowhimtothehouse。
  Whentheyfinallyacceptedhisinvitation,theyfoundMrs。RawdondrinkingacupofteawithRuthinthehall。Etheljoinedthemwithaffectedhighspiritsandrandomexplanationsandexcuses,butbothwomenno-
  ticedherradiantfaceandexultingair。
  "Thegardenissuchaheavenlyplace,"shesaidecstatically,andMrsRawdonremarked,assheroseandputhercuponthetable,"Girlsneedchaperonsingardensiftheyneedthemanywhere。ImadeNicholasRawdonapromiseinMossgillGardenI’vehadtospendallmylifesincetryingtokeep。"
  "TyrrelandIhavebeensittingundertheplanetreewatchingthebees。Theyaresuchbusy,sensiblecreatures。"
  "Theyarethat,"answeredMrs。Rawdon。
  "Ifyouknewallaboutthemyouwouldwonderabit。Myfatherhadagreatmany;
  hestudiedtheirwaysandusedtolaughattheladiesofthehivebeingsoliketheladiesoftheworld。Youseetheyoungladybeesarejustasinexperiencedasaschoolgirl。
  Theygetlostintheflowers,andareoftensoovertakenandreckless,thatthenightfindsthemfarfromthehive,heavywithpollenandchilledwithcold。Sometimesfatherwouldliftoneoftheseimprudentyoungthings,carryithome,andtrytogetitadmitted。
  Henevercouldmanageit。TheladybeesactedjustaswomenareapttodowhenotherwomenGOwheretheydon’tgo,orDO
  astheydon’tdo。"
  "Butthisisinteresting,"saidRuth。
  "Pray,howdidtheladiesofthehivebehavetotheculprit?"
  "Theycameoutandfeltherallover,turnedherroundandround,andthenpushedheroutoftheircommunity。Therewasalwaysadealofbuzzingaboutthepoor,sillything,andIshouldn’twonderiftheirstingswerebusytoo。Beesareill-naturedastheycanbe。Well,well,Idon’tblameanyoneforsittinginthegardensuchadayasthis;only,asIwassaying,gardenshavebeenverydangerousplacesforwomenasfarasIknow。"
  Ruthlaughedsoftly。"Ishalltakeachaperonwithme,then,whenIgointothegarden。"
  "Iwould,dearie。There’stheJudge;he’saverysuitable,sedate-lookingonebutyounevercantell。Thefirstwomanfoundinagardenandatreehadplentyofsorrowforherselfandeverywomanthathaslivedafterher。IwishNicholasandJohnThomaswouldcome。I’llwarrantthey’retalkingwhattheycallpolitics。"
  Politicswaspreciselythesubjectwhichhadbeenoccupyingthem,forwhenTyrrelenteredthedining-room,theSquire,JudgeRawdon,andMr。NicholasRawdonwereallstanding,evidentlyjustfinishingaConservativeargumentagainsttheRadicalopinionsofJohnThomas。Theyoungmanwasstillsitting,butherosewithsmilinggood-humorasTyrrelentered。
  "HereisCousinTyrrel,"hecried;"hewilltellyouthatyoumaycallagovernmentanythingyoulikeradical,conservative,republican,democratic,socialistic,butifitisn’taCHEAPgovernment,itisn’tagoodgovernment;
  andtherewon’tbeacheapgovernmentinEnglandtillpoormenhaveadealtosayaboutmakinglawsandvotingtaxes。"
  "Isthatthekindofstuffyoutalktoourhands,JohnThomas?Nowondertheyareneithertoholdnortobind。"
  TheywereinthehallasJohnThomasfinishedhispoliticalcreed,andinafewminutestheadieuxweresaid,andthewonderfuldaywasover。Ithadbeenawonderfuldayforall,butperhapsnoonewassorryforapauseinlife——apauseinwhichtheymightrestandtrytorealizewhatithadbroughtandwhatithadtakenaway。TheSquirewentatoncetohisroom,andEthellookedatRuthinquiringly。Sheseemedexhausted,andwasoutofsympathywithallhersurroundings。
  "WhatenormousvitalitytheseYorkshirewomenmusthave!"shesaidalmostcrossly。
  "Mrs。Rawdonhasbeentalkingincessantlyforsixhours。Shehasfeltallshesaid。Shehasfrequentlyrisenandwalkedabout。Shehasusedallsortsofactionstoemphasizeherwords,andsheisasfreshasifshehadjusttakenhermorningbath。Howdothemenstandthem?"
  "Becausetheyarejustasvital。JohnThomaswilloverlookandscoldandorderhisthousandhandsallday,talkevenhismotherdownwhileheeatshisdinner,andthenlectureorleadhisMusicalUnion,orconductapoorman’sconcert,orgoto`theWeaver’sUnion,’andwhathecalls`threepthem’fortwoorthreehoursthatlaborisruiningcapital,andkillingthegoosethatlaysgoldeneggsforthem。Oh,theyareawonderfulrace,Ruth!"
  "Ireallycan’tdiscussthemnow,Ethel。"
  "Don’tyouwanttoknowwhatTyrrelsaidtomethisafternoon?"
  "Mydear,Iknow。Lovershavesaidsuchthingsbefore,andloverswillsaythemevermore。
  Youshalltellmeinthemorning。I
  thoughthelookeddistraitandboredwithourcompany。"
  Indeed,TyrrelwassoremarkablyquietthatJohnThomasalsonoticedhismood,andastheysatsmokinginTyrrel’sroom,heresolvedtofindoutthereason,andwithhisusualdirectnessasked:
  "WhatdoyouthinkofEthelRawdon,Tyrrel,"
  "IthinksheisthemostbeautifulwomanIeversaw。Shehasalsothemostsincerenature,andherhighspiritissweetlytemperedbyheraffectionateheart。"
  "Iamgladyouknowsomuchabouther。
  Lookhere,CousinTyrrel,Ifanciedto-nightyouwereabitjealousofme。Itiseasytoseeyouareinlove,andI’venodoubtyouwerethinkingofthedayswhenyouwouldbethousandsofmilesaway,andIshouldhavethegroundclearandsoon,eh?"
  "SupposeIwas,cousin,whatthen?"
  "Youwouldbeworryingfornothing。I
  don’twanttomarryEthelRawdon。IfI
  did,youwouldhavetobeonthegroundallthetime,andthenIshouldbestyou;butI
  pickedoutmywifetwoyearsago,andifwearebothaliveandwell,wearegoingtobemarriednextChristmas。"
  "Iamdelighted。I————"
  "Ithoughtyouwouldbe。"
  "Whoistheyounglady?"
  "MissLucyWatson。HerfatheristheIndependentminister。Heisagentleman,thoughhissalaryislessthanwegiveouroverseer。Andheisagreatscholar。SoisLucy。Shefinishedhercourseatcollegethissummer,andwithhighhonors。Blessyou,Tyrrel,sheknowsfarmorethanIdoabouteverythingbutwarpsandloomsandsuchlike。Iadmireacleverwoman,andI’mproudofLucy。"
  "Whereisshenow?"
  "Well,shewasabitdoneupwithsomuchstudy,andsoshewenttoScarboroughforafewweeks。Shehasanauntthere。Theseabreezesandsaltwatersoonmadeherfitforanything。Shemaybehomeverysoonnow。
  Then,Tyrrel,you’llseeabeauty——facelikearose,hairbrownasanut,eyesthatmakeyourheartgogalloping,themostenticingmouth,theprettiestfigure,andshelovesmewithallherheart。Whenshesays`JohnThomas,dearone,’Itremblewithpleasure,andwhensheletsmekisshersweetmouth,Ireallydon’tknowwhereIam。Whatwouldyousayifagirlwhispered,`Iloveyou,andnobodybutyou,’andgaveyouakissthatwaslike——likewineandroses?Nowwhatwouldyousay?"
  "IknowaslittleasyoudowhatIwouldsay。It’sasituationtomakeamancoinnewwords。Isupposeyourfamilyarepleased。"
  "Well,IneverthoughtaboutmyfamilytillIhadLucy’sword。ThenItoldmother。
  SheknewLucyallthrough。MotherhasagreatrespectforIndependents,andthoughfathersulkedabitatfirst,motherhaditoutwithhimonenight,andwhenmotherhasfatherquietintheirroomfathercomestoseethingsjustasshewantshim。Isupposethat’sthewaywithwives。Lucywillbejustlikethat。She’sgotasharplittletemper,too。
  She’llletmehaveabitofit,nodoubt,nowandthen。"
  "Willyoulikethat?"
  "Iwouldn’tcareafarthingforawifewithoutabitoftemper。Therewouldbenofuninlivingwithawomanofthatkind。Myfatherwoulddroopandpineifmotherdidn’tspurhimonnowandthen。Andhelikesit。
  Don’tIknow?I’veseenmothersnappyandawkwardwithhimallbreakfasttime,tossingherhead,andrattlingthechina,anddeclaringshewaswornoutwithmenthatletallthegoodbargainspassthem;perhapsmakingfunofusbecausewecouldn’tmanagetogetalongwithoutstrikes。Shehadnostrikeswithherhands,she’dliketoseeherwomenstandupandtalktoheraboutshorterhours,andsoon;
  andfatherwouldlookatmesly-like,andaswewalkedtothemilltogetherhe’dlaughcontentedlyandsay,`Yourmotherwasquiterefreshingthismorning,JohnThomas。Shehaskeyedmeuptoarightpitch。WhenJonathanArkroydcomesaboutthatwoolhesoldusI’llbeallreadyforhim。’SoyouseeI’mnotagainstasharptemper。IlikewomenasTennysonsaysEnglishgirlsare,`rosessetroundwithlittlewilfulthorns,’eh?"
  Unusualasthisconversationwas,itsgeneraltonewasassumedbyEthelinherconfidentialtalkwithRuththefollowingday。Ofcourse,RuthwasnotatallsurprisedatthenewsEthelbroughther,forthoughthelovershadbeenindividuallysuretheyhadbetrayedtheirsecrettonoone,ithadreallybeenanopenonetoRuthsincethehouroftheirmeeting。
  ShewassincerelyardentinherpraisesofTyrrelRawdon,but——andthereisalwaysabut——shewonderedifEthelhad"noticedwhataquicktemperhehad。"
  "Oh,yes,"answeredEthel,"Ishouldnotlikehimnottohaveaquicktemper。Iexpectmyhusbandtostandupatamoment’snoticeforeithermineorhisownrightsoropinions。"
  Andintheafternoonwhenallpreliminarieshadbeensettledandapproved,JudgeRawdonexpressedhimselfinthesamemannertoRuth。"Yes,"hesaid,inreplytohertimidsuggestionoftemper,"youcanstrikefireanywherewithhimifyoutryit,buthehasitundercontrol。Besides,Ethelisjustasquicktoflameup。ItwillbeRawdonagainstRawdon,andEthel’sweaponsareoffiner,keenersteelthanTyrrel’s。Ethelwillholdherown。Itisbestso。"
  "HowdidtheSquirefeelaboutsuchamarriage?"
  "Hewasquiteovercomewithdelight。
  NothingwassaidtoTyrrelaboutEthelhavingboughtthereversionofRawdonManor,forthingshavebeenhardertogetintopropershapethanIthoughttheywouldbe,anditmaybeanothermonthbeforeallisfinallysettled;buttheSquirehasthesecretsatisfaction,andhewasmuchaffectedbythecertaintyofaRawdonatRawdonCourtafterhim。Hedeclinedtothinkofitinanyotherwaybut`providential,’andofcourseIlethimtakeallthesatisfactionhecouldoutoftheidea。EversinceheheardoftheengagementhehasbeenattheorgansingingtheOneHundredandThirdPsalm。"
  "Heisthedearestandnoblestofmen。
  Howsoonshallwegohomenow?"
  "Inaboutamonth。AreyoutiredofEngland?"
  "IshallbegladtoseeAmericaagain。
  TherewasaletterfromDorathismorning。
  Theysailonthetwenty-third。"
  "DoyouknowanythingofMostyn?"
  "Sincehewroteusapolitefarewellwehaveheardnothing。"
  "DoyouthinkhewenttoAmerica?"
  "Icannottell。Whenhebidusgood-byhemadenostatementastohisdestination;
  hemerelysaid`hewasleavingEnglandonbusiness。’"
  "Well,Ruth,weshallsailassoonasIamsatisfiedallisright。Thereisalittledelayaboutsomeleasesandothermatters。InthemeantimetheloversareinParadisewhereverwelocatethem。"
  AndinParadisetheydweltforanotherfourweeks。Theancientgardenhaddoubtlessmanyadreamoflovetokeep,butnonesweeterortruerthantheidylofTyrrelandEthelRawdon。Theywereneverwearyofrehearsingit;everyincidentofitsgrowthhadbeencharmingandromantic,and,astheybelieved,appointedfromafar。Asthesum-
  merwaxedhotterthebeautifulplacetookonanappearanceofroyalcolorandsplendor,andtheairwaslanguidwiththeperfumeoftheclovecarnationsandtallwhiteAugustlilies。Fluteddahlias,scarletpoppies,andalltheflowersthatexhaletheirspiceinthelasthotdaysofAugustburnedincenseforthem。
  Theirveryhairwasladenwithodor,theirfingersflower-sweet,theirmindstookonthemanycolorsoftheirexquisitesurroundings。
  AnditwaspartofthisdramaofloveandscentandcolorthattheyshouldseeitslowlyassumethemoreethereallovelinessofSeptember,andwatchthesubtleamberraysshinethroughthethinningboughs,andfeelthatallnaturewasbecomingidealized。Thebirdswerethenmostlysilent。Theyhadlefttheirbestnotesonthehawthornsandamongtheroses;butthecricketsmadeacheerfulchirrup,andthegreatbrownbutterfliesdisplayedtheirrichestvelvets,andthegossamer-likeinsectsinthedreamyatmosphereperformeddancesandundulationsfullofgraceandmystery。Andallthesemarvelouschangesimpartedtolovethatsweetsadnesswhichisbeyondallwordspoeticandenchaining。
  Yethoweversweetthehours,theypassaway,anditisnotmuchmemorycansavefromthemutable,happydaysoflove。Still,whenthehourofdeparturecametheyhadgarneredenoughtosweetenalltheafter-
  straitsandstressoftime。Septemberhadthenperceptiblybeguntoaddtothenightsandshortenthedays,andhertendertouchhadbeenlaidoneverything。WithasmileandasightheRawdonsturnedtheirfacestotheirpleasanthomeintheLandoftheWest。
  Itwastobebutashortfarewell。TheyhadpromisedtheSquiretoreturnthefollowingsummer,buthefeltthedesolationofthepartingverykeenly。Withhishatslightlyliftedabovehiswhitehead,hestoodwatchingthemoutofsight。Thenhewenttohisorgan,andverysoongrandwavesofmelodyrolledoutwardandupward,andblendedthemselveswiththeclear,soaringvoiceofJoel,theladwhoblewthebellowsoftheinstrument,andsharedallhismaster’sjoyinit。TheyplayedandsanguntiltheSquireroseweary,butfullofgladness。Thelookofimmortalitywasinhiseyes,itssureandcertainhopeinhisheart。HeletJoelleadhimtohischairbythewindow,andthenhesaidtohimselfwithvisibletriumph:
  "WhatMr。Spenceroranyoneelsewritesabout`theUnknowable’Icarenot。IKNOW
  INWHOMIhavebelieved。Joel,singthatlastsequenceagain。StandwhereIcanseethee。"
  Andthelad’sjoyfulvoicerangexultingout:
  "Lord,Thouhastbeenourdwelling-placeinallgenerations。Beforethemountainswerebroughtforth,oreverThouhadstformedtheworld,fromeverlastingtoeverlastingThouartGod!ThouartGod!ThouartGod!"
  "Thatwilldo,Joel。Gothywaysnow。
  Lord,Thouhastbeenourdwelling-placeinallgenerations。`Unknowable,’Thouhastbeenourdwelling-placeinallgenerations。
  No,no,no,whatanungratefulsinnerI
  wouldbetochangetheLordeverlastingfortheUnknowable。’"
  CHAPTERIX
  NEWYORKisatitsverybrightestandbestinOctober。Thismonthoftheyearmaybesafelytrustednottodisappoint。Theskiesareblue,theairbalmy,andthereisgenerallyadelightfulabsenceofwind。ThesummerexilesarehomeagainfromJerseyboardinghouses,andmountaincamps,andseasidehotels,andthankfultothepointofhilaritythatthisepisodeoftheyearisover,thattheycanoncemoredwellundertheirownroofswithoutbreakinganyofthemanifestlawsofthegreatgoddessCustomorFashion。
  JudgeRawdon’shousehadanespeciallycharming"athome"appearance。Duringtheabsenceofthefamilyithadbeenmadebeautifulinsideandoutside,andthewhitestone,theplateglass,andfallinglaceevidenttothestreet,hadanalmostconsciouslookofluxuriouspropriety。
  TheJudgefranklyadmittedhispleasureinhishomesurroundings。Hesaid,astheyatetheirfirstmealinthefamiliarroom,that"avisittoforeigncountrieswasagrand,patriotictonic。"Hevowedthatthe"firstsightoftheStarsandStripesatSandyHookhadgivenhimthefinestemotionhehadeverfeltinhislife,"andwasaltogetherinhisproudestAmericanmood。Ruthsympathizedwithhim。Ethellistenedsmiling。SheknewwellthattheEnglishstrainhadonlytemporarilyexhausteditself;itwouldhaveitsperiodofrevivalatthepropertime。
  "Iamgoingtoseegrandmother,"shesaidgayly。"Ishallstaywithherallday。"
  "ButIhavealetterfromher,"interruptedtheJudge,"andshewillnotreturnhomeuntilnextweek。"
  "Iamsorry。Iwasanticipatingsoeagerlythejoyofseeingher。Well,asIcannotdoso,IwillgoandcallonDoraStanhope。"
  "IwouldnotifIwereyou,Ethel,"saidRuth。"Lethercomeandcallonyou。"
  "Ihadalittlenotefromherthismorning,welcomingmehome,andentreatingmetocall。"
  TheJudgeroseasEthelwasspeaking,andnomorewassaidaboutthevisitatthattimebutafewhourslaterEthelcamedownfromherroomreadyforthestreetandfranklytoldRuthshehadmadeuphermindtocallonDora。
  "ThenIwillonlyremindyou,Ethel,thatDoraisnotafortunatewomantoknow。AsfarasIcansee,sheisoneofthosewhosowpainofheartandvexationofspiritabouteveryhousetheyenter,eventheirown。ButI
  cannotgatherexperienceforyou,itwillhavetogrowinyourowngarden。"
  "Allright,dearRuth,andifIdonotlikeitsgrowth,Iwillpullitupbytheroots,I
  assureyou。"
  Ruthwentwithhertothedoorandwatchedherwalkleisurelydownthebroadstepstothestreet。Thelightkindledinhereyesandonherfaceasshedidso。Shealreadyfeltthemagnetismofthegreatcity,andwithalaughingfarewellwalkedrapidlytowardDora’shouse。
  Hercardbroughtaninstantresponse,andsheheardDora’swelcomebeforethedoorwasopened。Andherfirstgreetingwasanenthusiasticcompliment,"Howbeautifulyouhavegrown,Ethel!"shecried。"Ah,thatistheEuropeanfinish。Youhavegainedit,mydear;youreallyareverymuchimproved。"
  "Andyoualso,Dora?"
  Thewordswerereallyaquestion,butDoraacceptedthemasanassertion,andwassatisfied。
  "IsupposeIam,"sheanswered,"thoughI’msureIcan’ttellhowitshouldbeso,unlessworryofallkindsisgoodforgoodlooks。
  I’vehadenoughofthatforalifetime。"
  "Now,Dora。"
  "Oh,it’sthesolidtruth——partlyyourfaulttoo。"
  "Ineverinterfered————"
  "Ofcourseyoudidn’t,butyououghttohaveinterfered。WhenyoucalledonmeinLondonyoumighthaveseenthatIwasnothappy;andIwantedtocometoRawdonCourt,andyouwouldnotinviteme。Icalledyourbehaviorthen`verymean,’andIhavenotalteredmyopinionofit。"
  "Thereweregoodreasons,Dora,whyI
  couldnotaskyou。"
  "Goodreasonsareusuallyselfishones,Ethel,andFredMostyntoldmewhattheywere。
  "Helikelytoldyouuntruths,Dora,forheknewnothingaboutmyreasons。Isawverylittleofhim。"
  "Iknow。Youtreatedhimasbadlyasyoutreatedme,andallforsomewildWestcreature——aregularcowboy,Fredsaid,butthenaRawdon!"
  "Mr。MostynhasmisrepresentedMr。TyrrelRawdon——thatisallaboutit。Ishallnotexplain`how’or`why。’DidyouenjoyyourselfatStanhopeCastle?"
  "Enjoymyself!Areyoumakingfunofme?Ethel,dear,itwasthemostawfulexperience。
  Younevercanimaginesuchalife,andsuchwomen。Theyweredressedforawalkatsixo’clock;theyhadbreakfastathalf-
  pastseven。Theywenttothevillageandinspectedcottages,andgavelessonsinhousekeepingordressmakingorsomeotherdrudgerytillnoon。TheywalkedbacktotheCastleforlunch。Theyattendedtotheirownimprovementfromhalf-pastoneuntilfour,hadlessonsindrawingandchemistry,and,Ibelieve,electricity。Theyhadanotherwalk,andthenindulgedthemselveswithacupoftea。Theydressedandreceivedvisitors,andreadscienceortheologybetweenwhiles。Therewasalwayssomenotedpreacherorscholaratthedinnertable。Theconversationwasaboutacidsandexplosives,ortheplanetsorbishops,orelseonthenever,never-endingsubjectofelevatingtheworkingmanandbuildingschoolsforhischildren。
  Basil,ofcourse,enjoyedit。Hethoughthewasgivingmeamagnificentobjectlesson。HewasneverdonepraisingtheladiesMaryElinorandAdelaideStanhope。
  I’msureIwishhehadmarriedoneorallofthem——andItoldhimso。"
  "Youcouldnotbesocruel,Dora。"
  "Imanageditwiththegreatesteaseimaginable。Hewasalwaystrottingattheirside。Theyspokeofhimas`themostpiousyoungman。’Ihavenodoubttheywereallinlovewithhim。Ihopetheywere。Iusedtopretendtobeverymuchinlovewhentheywerepresent。Idaresayitmadethemwretched。Besides,theyblushedandthoughtmeimproper。Basildidn’tapprove,either,soIhitallround。"
  Sheroseatthismemoryandshookouthersilkskirts,andwalkedupanddowntheroomwithanairthatwasthevisibleexpressionofthemockeryandjealousyinherheart。ThiswasanentirelydifferentDoratothelachrymose,untidywifeattheSavoyHotelinLondon,andEthelhadamomentarypangatthethoughtofthesufferingwhichwasresponsibleforthechange。
  "IfIhadthought,Dora,youweresouncomfortable,IwouldhaveaskedBasilandyoutotheCourt。"
  "YousawIwasnothappywhenIwasattheSavoy。"
  "IthoughtyouandBasilhadhadakindoflovers’quarrel,andthatitwouldblowoverinanhourortwo;noonelikestomeddlewithanaffairofthatkind。AreyougoingtoNewport,orisMrs。DenninginNewYork?"
  "Thatisanothertrouble,Ethel。WhenI
  wrotemotherIwantedtocometoher,shesentmewordshewasgoingtoLenoxwithafriend。Then,likeyou,shesaid`shehadnolibertytoinviteme,’andsoon。Ineverknewmotheractinsuchawaybefore。Inearlybrokemyheartaboutitforafewdays,thenImadeupmymindIwouldn’tcare。"
  "Mrs。Denning,Iamsure,thoughtshedidthewisestandkindestthingpossible。"
  "Ididn’twantmothertobewise。IwantedhertounderstandthatIwasfairlywornoutwithmypresentlifeandneededachange。
  I’msureshedidunderstand。Thenwhywasshesocruel?"andsheshruggedhershouldersimpatientlyandsatdown。"I’msotiredoflife,"shecontinued。"WhendidyouhearofFredMostyn?"
  "Iknownothingofhismovements。IsheinAmerica?"
  "Somewhere。IaskedmotherifhewasinNewport,andsheneveransweredtheques-
  tion。IsupposehewillbeinNewYorkforthewinterseason。Ihopeso。"
  Thistopicthreatenedtobemoredangerousthantheother,andEthel,aftermanyandfutileattemptstobringconversationintosafecommonplacechannels,pleadedotherengagementsandwentaway。Shewaspainfullydepressedbytheinterview。Alltheelementsoftragedyweregatheredtogetherundertheroofshehadjustleft,and,asfarasshecouldsee,therewasnodelivererwiseandstrongenoughtopreventacalamity。
  ShedidnotrepeattoRuththeconversationwhichhadbeensopainfultoher。ShedescribedDora’sdressandappearance,andcommentedonFredMostyn’sdescriptionofTyrrelRawdon,andonMrs。Denning’srefusalofherdaughter’sproposedvisit。
  Ruththoughtthelattercircumstancesignificant。"IdaresayMostynwasinNewportatthattime,"sheanswered。"Mrs。
  Denninghassomeveryquickperceptions。"
  AndRuth’sopinionwasprobablycorrect,forduringdinnertheJudgeremarkedinacasualmannerthathehadmetMr。Mostynontheavenueashewascominghome。"Hewaswell,"hesaid,"andmadealltheusualinquiriesastoyourhealth。"AndbothRuthandEthelunderstoodthathewishedthemtoknowofMostyn’spresenceinthecity,andtobepreparedformeetinghim;butdidnotcaretodiscussthesubjectfurther,atleastatthattime。Theinformationbroughtpreciselythesamethoughtatthesamemomenttobothwomen,andassoonastheywerealonetheyutteredit。
  "SheknewMostynwasinthecity,"saidEthelinalowvoice。
  "Certainly。"
  "Shewasexpectinghim。"
  "Iamsureofit。"
  "Herelaborateandbeautifuldressingwasforhim。"
  "PoorBasil!"
  "Sheaskedmetostayandlunchwithher,butverycoolly,andwhenIrefused,didnotpressthematterassheusedtodo。Yes,shewasexpectinghim。Iunderstandnowhernervousmanner,herrestlessness,herindifferencetomyshortvisit。IwishIcoulddoanything。"
  "Youcannot,andyoumustnottry。"
  "Someonemusttry。"
  "Thereisherhusband。HaveyouheardfromTyrrelyet,"
  "Ihavehadacoupleoftelegrams。HewillwritefromChicago。"
  "IshegoingatoncetotheHotSprings?"
  "Asrapidlyaspossible。ColonelRawdonisnowthere,andveryill。Tyrrelwillputhisfatherfirstofall。Thetroubleattheminecanbeinvestigatedafterwards。"
  "Youwillmisshimverymuch。Youhavebeensohappytogether。"
  "OfcourseIshallmisshim。Butitwillbeagoodthingforustobeapartawhile。
  Lovemusthavesometimeinwhichtogrow。
  Iamalittletiredofbeingveryhappy,andI
  thinkTyrrelalsowillfindabsencearelief。
  In`LallaRookh’thereisalineaboutlove`fallingasleepinasamenessofsplendor。’
  Itmight。Howmelancholyisalongspellofhot,sunshinyweather,andhowgratefullywewelcomethefirstshowerofrain。"
  "Lovehasmadeyouaphilosopher,Ethel。"
  "Well,itisratheranadvantagethanotherwise。Iamgoingtotakeawalk,Ruth,intotheveryheartofBroadway。Ihavehadenoughofthepeaceofthecountry。Iwantthecrack,andcrash,andrattle,andgrindofwheels,theconfusedcries,thesnatchesoftalkandlaughter,thetreadofcrowds,thesoundofbells,andclocks,andchimes。I
  longforallthechaotic,unintelligiblenoiseofthestreets。Howsuggestiveitis!Yetitneverexplainsitself。Itonlygivesoneafullsenseoflife。Lovemayneedjustthesamestimulus。Iwishgrandmotherwouldcomehome。IshouldnotrequireBroadwayasastimulus。Iamafraidshewillbeveryangrywithme,andtherewillbeabattleroyalinGramercyPark。"
  ItwasnearlyaweekbeforeEthelhadthiscrisistomeet。Shewentdowntoitwitharadiantfaceandcharmingmanner,andherreceptionwasverycordial。Madamwouldnotthrowdownthegloveuntilthepropermoment;besides,thereweremanyveryinterestingsubjectstotalkover,andshewanted"tofindthingsout"thatwouldneverbetoldunlesstemperswerepropitious。Addedtothesereasonswasthesolidonethatshereallyadoredhergranddaughter,andwasimmenselycheeredbytheverysightoftherosy,smilingcountenanceliftedtohersitting-roomwindowinpassing。She,indeed,pretendedtobethereinordertogetagoodlightforhernewshellpattern,butshewaswatchingforEthel,andEthelunderstoodtheshell-patternfictionverywell。Shehadheardsomethingsimilaroften。