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第7章

  "Mydarlinggrandmother,"shecried,"I
  thoughtyouwouldnevercomehome。"
  "Itwasn’tmyfault,dear。MissHillisandanimbecileyoungdoctormademebelieveIhadacold。Ihadnocold。IhadnothingatallbutwhatIoughttohave。I’vebeenmadetotakeallsortsofthings,anddoallsortsofthingsthatIhatetotakeandhatetodo。FortendaysI’vebeenkickingmyoldheelsagainstbedclothes。YesterdayItookthingsinmyownhands。"
  "Nevermind,Grannydear,itwasallagooddiscipline。"
  "Discipline!Youimpertinentyounglady!Disciplineforyourgrandmother!
  Discipline,indeed!Thatonewordmaycostyouathousanddollars,miss。"
  "Idon’tcareifitdoes,onlyyoumustgivethethousanddollarstopoorMissHillis。"
  "PoorMissHillishashadamostcomfortabletimewithmeallsummer。"
  "Iknowshehas,consequentlyshewillfeelhercomfortlessroomandpovertyallthemoreafterit。Giveherthethousand,Granny。
  I’mwilling。"
  "Whatkindofcompanyhaveyoubeenkeeping,EthelRawdon?Whohastaughtyoutosquanderdollarsbythethousand?
  Discipline!Ithinkyouaregivingmealittlenow——athousanddollarsalesson,itseems——
  nowonder,afterthecarryings-onatRawdonCourt。"
  "Deargrandmother,wehadtheloveliesttimeyoucanimagine。Andthereisnot,inalltheworld,suchanobleoldgentlemanasSquirePercivalRawdon。"
  "IknowallaboutPercivalRawdon——aproud,careless,extravagant,loose-at-endsman,dancingandsingingandlovingasitsuitedtimeandseason,takingnothoughtforthefuture,andspendingwithbothhands;
  hardonwomen,too,ascouldbe。"
  "Grandmother,Ineversawamorecourteousgentleman。Heworshipswomen。Hewasnevertiredoftalkingaboutyou。"
  "Whathadhetosayaboutme?"
  "Thatyouweretheloveliestgirlinthecounty,andthathenevercouldforgetthefirsttimehesawyou。Hesaidyouwerelikethevisionofanangel。"
  "Nonsense!Iwasjustaprettygirlinabookmuslinfrockandawhitesash,witharoseatmybreast。Ibelievetheyusebookmuslinforliningsnow,butitdidmakethesheerest,lightestfrocksanygirlcouldwant。
  Yes,Irememberthattime。Iwasgoingtoalittlepartyandcrossingameadowtoshortenthewalk,andSquirePercivalhadbeenoutwithhisgun,andhelaiditdownandrantohelpmeoverthestile。Ahandsomeyoungfellowhewasthenaseversteppedinshoeleather。"
  "Andhemusthavelovedyoudearly。HewouldsithourafterhourtellingRuthandmehowbrightyouwere,andhowalltheyoungbeauxaroundMonk-Rawdonadoredyou。"
  "Nonsense!Nonsense!Ihadbeauxtobesure。Whatprettygirlhasn’t?"
  "AndhesaidhisbrotherEdwardwonyoubecausehewasmostworthyofyourlove。"
  "Well,now,IchoseEdwardRawdonbecausehewaswillingtocometoAmerica。I
  longedtogetawayfromMonk-Rawdon。I
  wasfaintandwearywiththewholestupidplace。Andtheideaoflivingafreeandequallife,andnotcaringwhatlordsandsquiresandtheirproudladiessaidordid,pleasedmewonderfully。WereadaboutNiagaraandthegreatprairiesandthenewbrightcities,andEdwardandIresolvedtomakeourhomethere。Yourgrandfatherwasn’tamantolikebeing`theSquire’sbrother。’Hecouldstandalone。"
  "AreyougladyoucametoAmerica?"
  "Neversorryaminuteforit。TenyearsinNewYorkisworthfiftyyearsinMonk-
  Rawdon,orRawdonCourteither。"
  "SquirePercivalwasveryfondofme。
  HethoughtIresembledyou,grandmother,butheneveradmittedIwasashandsomeasyouwere。"
  "Well,Etheldear,youarehandsomeenoughforthekindofmenyou’llpickupinthisgeneration——mostofthembaldatthirty,wearingspectaclesattwentyorearlier,andinspiteofthefusstheymakeaboutathleticsbreakingalltonervousbitsaboutfifty。"
  "Grandmother,thatispureslander。I
  knowsomeveryfineyoungmen,handsomeandathleticboth。"
  "Beautyisamatteroftaste,andastotheirathletics,theycanrunamilewithablacksmith,butwhenthethermometerrisestoeighty-fivedegreesitknocksthemalltopieces。Theysitfanningthemselveslikeschoolgirls,andcallforjulepsandice-water。
  I’vegoteyesyet,mydear。SquirePercivalwasadifferentkindofman;hecouldfollowthehoundsalldayanddanceallnight。Thehunthadnotariderlikehim;hebalkedatneitherhedge,gate,norwater;arightgallant,courageous,honorable,affectionategentlemanaseverYorkshirebred,andshe’sbredlotsofsuperfineones。Whatevermadehimgetintosuchamesswithhisestate?
  Yourgrandfatherthoughthimasstraightasastringinmoneymatters。"
  "Yousaidjustnowhewascarelessandextravagant。"
  "Well,Ididhimwrong,andI’msorryforit。Howdidhemanagetoneedeightythousandpounds?"
  "Itisratherapitifulstory,grandmother,butheneveronceblamedthosewhowereinthewrong。Hissonformanyyearshadbeentherealmanageroftheestate。Hewasaspeculator;hisgrandsonswerewildandextravagant。Theybegantoborrowmoneytenyearsagoandhadtogoon。"
  "Whomdidtheyborrowfrom?"
  "FredMostyn’sfather。"
  "Thedevil!Excuseme,Ethel——butthenamesuitsandmaystand。"
  "ThedearoldSquirewouldhavetakenthefaultonhimselfifhecouldhavedoneso。
  Theythatwrongedhimwerehisown,andtheyweredead。Heneverspokeofthembutwithaffection。"
  "PoorPercival!YourfathertoldmehewasnowoutofMostyn’spower;hesaidyouhadsavedtheestate,buthegavemenoparticulars。Howdidyousaveit?"
  "Boughtit!"
  "Nonsense!"
  "Houseandlandsandoutlyingfarmsandtimber——everything。"
  ThenarosycoloroverspreadMadam’sface,hereyessparkled,sherosetoherfeet,madeEthelasweepingcourtesy,andsaid:
  "MyrespectandcongratulationstoEthel,LadyofRawdonManor。"
  "Deargrandmother,whatelsecouldI
  do?"
  "Youdidright。"
  "TheSquireisLordoftheManoraslongashelives。MyfathersaysIhavedonewelltobuyit。Inthefuture,ifIdonotwishtokeepit,NicholasRawdonwillrelievemeatagreatfinancialadvantage。"
  "Whydidn’tyouletNicholasRawdonbuyitnow?"
  "Hewouldhavewantedpromptpossession。
  TheSquirewouldhavehadtoleavehishome。Itwouldhavebrokenhisheart。"
  "Idaresay。Hehasasoft,lovingheart。
  Thatisn’talwaysablessing。Itcangiveoneadealofsuffering。AndIhearyouhaveallbeenmakingidolsoftheseTyrrel-Rawdons。
  Fredtellsmetheyareasvulgaralotascanbe。"
  "Fredlies!Excuseme,grandmother——butthewordsuitsandmaystand。Mr。Nicholasispompous,andwalksasslowlyasifhehadtocarrytheweightofhisgreatfortune;buthismannersareallright,andhiswifeandsonaredelightful。Sheishandsome,welldressed,andsogood-heartedthatherprettycountyidiomsarereallycharming。JohnThomasisamanbyhimself——nothandsome,butrunningoverwithgoodtemper,andexceedinglycleverandwide-awake。ManytimesIwasforcedtotellmyself,JohnThomaswouldmakeanidealSquireofRawdon。"
  "Whydon’tyoumarryhim。"
  "Heneveraskedme。"
  "Whatwasthematterwiththemen?"
  "Hewasalreadyengagedtoaverylovelyyounglady。"
  "Iamgladsheisalady。"
  "Sheisalsoveryclever。Shehasbeentocollegeandtakenhighhonors,athingIhavenotdone。"
  "Youmighthavedoneandoverdonethatcaper;youweretoosensibletotryit。Well,I’mgladthatpartofthefamilyislookingup。Theyhadtherightstuffinthem,anditisagoodthingforfamiliestodwelltogetherinunity。WehaveKingDavid’swordforthat。Myobservationleadsmetothinkitisfarbetterforfamiliestodwellapart,inunity。Theyseldomgetalongcomfortablytogether。"
  ThenEthelrelatedmanypleasant,piquantscenesbetweenthetwofamiliesatMonk-
  Rawdon,andespeciallythatoneinwhichtheroomofthefirstTyrrelhadbeenopenedandhislikenessrestoredtoitsplaceinthefamilygallery。Ittouchedtheoldladytotears,andshemurmured,"Poorlad!Poorlad!I
  wonderifheknows!Iwonderifheknows!"
  ThecrucialpointofEthel’srevelationshadnotyetbeenrevealed,butMadamwasnowinagentlemood,andEtheltooktheopportunitytointroducehertoTyrrelRawdon。
  Shewasexpectingandwaitingforthistopic,butstubbornlyrefusedtogiveEthelanyhelptowardbringingitforward。Atlast,thegirlfeltalittleangeratherpretendedindifference,andsaid,"IsupposeFredMostyntoldyouaboutMr。TyrrelRawdon,ofCalifornia?"
  "TyrrelRawdon,ofCalifornia!Pray,whomayhebe?"
  "ThesonofColonelRawdon,oftheUnitedStatesArmy。"
  "Oh,tobesure!Well,whatofhim?"
  "Iamgoingtomarryhim。"
  "Ishallseeaboutthat。"
  "Wewerecomingheretogethertoseeyou,butbeforeweleftthesteamerhegotatelegramurginghimtogoatoncetohisfather,whoisveryill。"
  "Ihavenotaskedhimtocomeandseeme。PerhapshewillwaittillIdoso。"
  "IfyouarenotgoingtoloveTyrrel,youneednotloveme。Iwon’thaveyouforagrandmotheranylonger。"
  "Ididwithoutyousixtyyears。Ishallnotliveanothertwelvemonths,andIthinkIcanmanagetodowithoutyouforagranddaughteranylonger。"
  "Youcannotdowithoutme。Youwouldbreakyourheart,andIshouldbreakmine。"
  WhereuponEthelbegantocrywithapassionthatquitegratifiedtheoldlady。Shewatchedherafewmoments,andthensaidgently:
  "Therenow,thatwilldo。WhenhecomestoNewYorkbringhimtoseeme。Anddon’tnamethemaninthemeantime。Iwon’ttalkabouthimtillI’veseenhim。Itisn’tfaireitherway。Freddidn’tlikehim。"
  "FredlikesnoonebutDoraStanhope。"
  "Eh!What!Isthatnonsensegoingonyet?"
  ThenEtheldescribedherlasttwointerviewswithDora。Shedidthiswithscrupulousfidelity,makingnosuggestionsthatmightprejudicethecase。Forshereallywantedhergrandmother’sdecisioninordertoframeherownconductbyit。Madamwasnot,however,inahurrytogiveit。
  "Whatdoyouthink?"sheaskedEthel。
  "IhaveknownDoraformanyyears;shehasalwaystoldmeeverything。"
  "ButnothingaboutFred?"
  "Nothing。"
  "Nothingtotell,perhaps?"
  "Perhaps。"
  "Wheredoesherexcellenthusbandcomein?"
  "Shesaysheisverykindtoherinhisway。"
  "Andhiswayistodragherovertheworldtoseethecathedralsthereof,andtovarythatpleasurewithinspectingschoolsandreformatoriesandlisteningtogreatpreachers。Uponmyword,Ifeelsorryforthechild!AndI
  knowallaboutsuchexcellentpeopleastheStanhopes。Iusedtogotowhattheycall`apleasantevening’withthem。Wesataroundabigroomlitwithwaxcandles,andheldimprovingconversation,orsomeonesangoneortwoofMrs。Hemans’songs,like`PassingAway’or`HeNeverSmiledAgain。’Perhapstherewasacomicrecitation,atwhichnoonelaughed,andfinallywehadwineandhotwater——theycalledit`portnegus’——andtonguesandwichesandcarawaycakes。MydearEthel,IyawnnowwhenI
  thinkofthosedrearyevenings。WhatmustDorahavefelt,rightoutofthemaelstromofNewYork’soperasandtheatersanddancingparties?"
  "Still,Doraoughttotrytofeelsomeinterestinthechurchaffairs。Shesaysshedoesnotcareahairpinforthem,andBasilfeelssohurt。"
  "Idaresayhedoes,poorfellow!HethinksSt。Jude’sKindergartenandsewingcirclesandmissionarysocietiesaretheonlyjoysintheworld。RightenoughforBasil,buthowaboutDora?"
  "Theyarehisprofession;sheoughttofeelaninterestinthem。"
  "Comenow,lookatthequestionsensibly。
  DidDora’sfatherbringhis`deals’andstock-jobberyhome,andexpectDoraandhermothertofeelaninterestinthem?Dodoctorstelltheirwivesabouttheirpatients,andexpectthemtopaysympathizingvisits?
  DoesyourfatherexpectRuthandyourselftolistentohiscasesandarguments,andvisithispoorclientsormakeunderclothingforthem?Domen,ingeneral,consideritawife’splacetointerfereintheirprofessionorbusiness?"
  "Clergymenaredifferent。"
  "Notatall。Preachingandphilanthropyistheirbusiness。Theygetsomuchayearfordoingit。Idon’tbelieveSt。Jude’spaysMrs。Stanhopearedcent。Therenow,andifsheisn’tpaid,she’srightnottowork。Amentothat!"
  "BeforeshewasmarriedDorasaidshefeltagreatinterestinchurchwork。"
  "Idaresayshedid。Marriagemakesadealofdifferenceinawoman’slikesanddislikes。
  Churchworkwascourting-timebeforemarriage;aftermarriageshehadotheropportunities。"
  "IthinkyoumightspeaktoFredMostyn————"
  "Imight,butitwouldn’tbeworthwhile。
  Betruetoyourfriendaslongasyoucan。
  InYorkshirewestandbyourfriends,rightorwrong,andwearen’ttooparticularastotheirbeingright。Myfatherenjoyedjustifyingamanthateveryoneelsewasdownon;
  andI’vestoodbymanyawomannobodyhadagoodwordfor。Iwasneversorryfordoingit,either。I’llbegoingintoastrangecountrysoon,andIshouldnotwonderifsomeofthemthathavegonetherefirstwillbereadytostandbyme。Wedon’tknowwhatfriendswe’llbegladofthere。"
  Thedinnerbellbrokeupthisconversation,andEthelduringittoldMadamaboutthecookandcookingattheCourtandatNicholasRawdon’s,whereJohnThomashadinstalledaFrenchchef。Otherdomesticarrangementswerediscussed,andwhentheJudgecalledforhisdaughteratfouro’clock,Madamvowed"shehadspentoneofthehappiestdaysofherlife。"
  "Ruthtellsme,"saidtheJudge,"thatDoraStanhopecalledforEthelsoonaftershelefthomethismorning。Ruthseemstroubledatthecontinuanceofthisfriendship。
  Haveyouspokentoyourgrandmother,Ethel,aboutDora?"
  "Shehastoldmeallthereistotell,Idaresay,"answeredMadam。
  "Well,mother,whatdoyouthink?"
  "Iseenoharminityetawhile。Itisnotfair,Edward,tocondemnuponlikelihoods。
  Wearenosaints,sinfulmenandwomen,allofus,andasmuchinclinedtoforbiddenfruitasanygoodChristianscanbe。Ethelcandoasshefeelsaboutit;she’sgotamindofherown,andIhopetogoodnessshe’llnotletRuthBayardbitandbridleit。"
  GoinghometheJudgeevidentlyponderedthisquestion,forhesaidafteralengthysilence,"Grandmother’sethicsdonotalwaysfitthesocialethicsofthisday,Ethel。Shecriticisespeoplewithherheart,notherintellect。
  Youmustbeprudent。ThereisaremarkablethingcalledRespectabilitytobereckonedwithrememberthat。"
  AndEthelanswered,"NooneneedworryaboutDora。Somewomenmayshowtheedgesoftheircharactersoiledandragged,butDorawillbesuretohavehersreputablyfinishedwithahemofthewidestpropriety。"
  AndafterashortsilencetheJudgeadded,almostinsoliloquy,"And,moreover,Ethel,"`There’sadivinitythatshapesourends,Rough-hewthemhowwewill。’"
  PARTFOURTH
  THEREAPINGOFTHESOWING
  CHAPTERX
  WHENEthelandTyrrelpartedatthesteamertheydidnotexpectalongseparation,butColonelRawdonneverrecoveredhishealth,andformanyexcellentreasonsTyrrelcouldnotleavethedyingman。NordidEthelwishhimtodoso。UnderthesecircumstancesbeganthesecondbeautifulphaseofEthel’swooing,asweet,dailycorrespondence,thebestofallpreparationsformatrimonialonenessandunderstanding。LookingforTyrrel’sletters,readingthem,andansweringthempassedmanyhappyhours,fortobothitwasanabsolutenecessitytoassureeachotherconstantly,"SinceIwrotetheeyestereveIdolovethee,Love,believe,Twelvetimesdearer,twelvehourslonger,Onedreamdeeperonenightstronger,Onesunsurer——thismuchmoreThanIlovedthee,dear,before。"
  Andfortherest,shetookupheroldlifewithafreshenthusiasm。
  AmongtheseinterestsnoneweremoreurgentintheirclaimsthanDoraStanhope;
  andfortifiedbyhergrandmother’sopinion,Ethelwentatoncetocallonher。ShefoundBasilwithhiswife,andhiseffortstomakeEthelseehowmuchheexpectedfromherinfluence,andyetatthesametimenotevenhintadisapprovalofDora,werealmostpathetic,forhewassovoidofsophistrythathisinnuendoeswereflagrantlyopentodetection。
  Dorafeltacontemptforthem,andhehadhardlylefttheroomereshesaid:
  "Basilhasgonetohisvestryinhighspirits。WhenItoldhimyouwerecomingtoseemeto-dayhesmiledlikeanangel。Hebelievesyouwillkeepmeoutofmischief,andhefeelsagrandconfidenceinsomethingwhichhecalls`yourinfluence。’"
  "Whatdoyoumeanbymischief?"
  "Oh,IsupposegoingaboutwithFredMostyn。Ican’thelpthat。Imusthavesomeonetolookafterme。AlltheyoungmenI
  usedtoknowpassmenowwithaliftedhatorawordortwo。Thegirlshaveforgottenme。Idon’tsupposeIshallbeaskedtoasingledancethiswinter。"
  "TheladiesinSt。Jude’schurchwouldmakeapetofyouif————"
  "Theoldcatsandkittens!No,thankyou,IamnotgoingtochurchexceptonSundaymornings——thatisrespectableandright;butastobeingthepetofSt。Jude’sladies!No,no!Howtheywouldmewovermydelinquencies,andwhatscratchesIshouldgetfromtheirvelvet-shodclaws!IfIhavetobetalkedabout,Iprefertheladiesoftheworldtodiscussmyfrailties。"
  "ButifIwereyou,Iwouldgivenooneareasonforsayingawordagainstme。Whyshouldyou?"
  "Fredwillsupplythemwithreasons。I
  can’tkeepthemanawayfromme。Idon’tbelieveIwantto——heisveryniceanduseful。"
  "Youaretalkingnonsense,thingsyoudon’tmean,Dora。YouarenotsuchafoolishwomanastoliketobeseenwithFredMostyn,thatlittlemonocularsnob,afterthearistocratic,handsomeBasilStanhope。Thecomparisonisamockery。BasilisthefinestgentlemanIeversaw。Socially,heisperfection,and————"
  "Heisonlyaclergyman。"
  "Evenasaclergymanheisofreligiouslyroyaldescent。Therearegenerationsofclergymenbehindhim,andheisaprinceinthepulpit。Everymanthatknowshimgiveshimthehighestrespect,everywomanthinksyouthemostfortunateofwives。NoonecaresforFredMostyn。Eveninhisnativeplaceheisheldincontempt。HehadninehundredvotestoyoungRawdon’stwelvethousand。"
  "Idon’tmindthat。Iamgoingtothematineeto-morrowwithFred。Hewantedtotakemeoutinhisautothisafternoon,butwhenIsaidIwouldgoifyouwouldhedrewback。Whatisthereason?Didhemakeyouofferofhishand?Didyourefuseit?"
  "Henevermademeanoffer。Icountthattomyselfasagreatcompliment。Ifhehaddonesuchathing,hewouldcertainlyhavebeenrefused。"
  "Icantellthathereallyhatesyou。WhatdirtytrickdidyouservehimaboutRawdonCourt?"
  "SohecalledthereleaseofSquireRawdona`dirtytrick’?ItwouldhavebeenaverydirtytricktohaveletFredMostyngethiswaywithSquireRawdon。"
  "Ofcourse,Ethel,whenamanlendshismoneyasanobligationheexpectstogetitbackagain。"
  "Mostyngoteveryfarthingduehim,andhewantedoneofthefinestmanorsinEng-
  landinreturnfortheobligation。Hedidnotgetit,thankGodandmyfather!"
  "Hewillnotforgetyourfather’sinterference。"
  "Ihopehewillrememberit。"
  "DoyouknowwhofurnishedthemoneytopayFred?Hesaysheissureyourfatherdidnothaveit。"
  "Tellhimtoaskmyfather。Hemightevenaskyourfather。Whethermyfatherhadthemoneyornotwasimmaterial。Fathercouldborrowanysumhewanted,I
  think。"
  "Whomdidheborrowfrom?"
  "IamsurethatFredtoldyoutoaskthatquestion。Ishewritingtoyou,Dora?"
  "Supposeheis?"
  "Icannotsupposesuchathing。Itistooimpossible。"
  ThiswasthebeginningofaseriesofeventsallmoreorlessqualifiedtobringaboutunspeakablemiseryinBasil’shome。Butthereisnothinginlifelikethemarriagetie。Thetugsitwillbearandnotbreak,thewrongsitwilllookover,thechronicmisunderstandingsitwillforgive,makeitoneofthemysteriesofhumanity。ItwasnotinadayoraweekthatBasilStanhope’sdreamofloveandhomewasshattered。Dorahadfrequentandthenlessfrequenttimesofreturntoherbetterself;andeverysuchtimerenewedherhusband’shopethatshewasmerelypassingthroughaperiodoftransitionandassimilation,andthatintheendshewouldbeallhisdesirehopedfor。
  ButEthelsawwhathedidnotsee,thatMostynwasgraduallyinspiringherwithhisownopinions,perhapsevenwithhisownpassion。
  Inthisemergency,however,shewasgratifiedtofindthatDora’smotherappearedtohavegraspedthesituation。ForifDorawenttothetheaterwithMostyn,Mrs。DenningorBrycewasalsothere;andtherecklessautodriving,shopping,andlunchinghadatleastashowofrespectableassociation。
  Yetwhentheoperaseasonopened,theconstantcompanionshipofMostynandDorabecameentirelytooremarkable,notonlyinthepublicestimation,butinBasil’smiserableconceptionofhisownwrong。Theyounghusbandusedeveryartandpersuasion——andfailed。Andhisfailurewastooapparenttobeslighted。Hebecamefeverishandnervous,andhisfriendsreadhismiseryineyesheavywithunshedtears,andinthewastingpallorcausedbyhissleepless,sorrowfulnights。
  Doraalsoshowedsignsofthechangesorapidlyworkingonher。Shewassullenandpassionatebyturns;shecomplainedbitterlytoEthelthatheryouthandbeautyhadbeenwasted;thatshewasonlynineteen,andherlifewasover。ShewantedtogotoParis,togetawayfromNewYorkanywhereandanyhow。
  ShebegantodislikeeventhepresenceofBasil。Hisstatelybeautyoffendedher,hislow,calmvoicewastheverykeynoteofirritation。
  OnemorningnearChristmashecametoherwithasmiling,radiantface。"Dora,"
  hesaid,"Dora,mylove,Ihavesomethingsointerestingtotellyou。Mrs。ColbyandMrs。Schafflerandsomeotherladieshaveabeautifulidea。TheywishtogiveallthechildrenofthechurchundereightyearsoldthegrandestChristmastreeimaginable——
  reallyrichpresentsandtheythoughtyoumightliketohaveithere。"
  "Whatdoyousay,Basil!"
  "Youwerealwayssofondofchildren。
  You————"
  "Inevercouldendurethem。"
  "Weallthoughtyoumightenjoyit。Indeed,IwassosurethatIpromisedforyou。
  Itwillbesuchapleasuretomealso,dear。"
  "Iwillhavenosuchchildishnonsenseinmyhouse。"
  "Ipromisedit,Dora。"
  "Youhadnorighttodoso。Thisismyhouse。Myfatherboughtitandgavemeit,anditismyown。I————"
  "Itseems,then,thatIintrudeinyourhouse。Isitso?Speak,Dora。"
  "Ifyouwillaskquestionsyoumusttaketheanswer。Youdointrudewhenyoucomewithsuchridiculousproposals——infact,youintrudeveryoftenlately。"
  "DoesMr。Mostynintrude?"
  "Mr。Mostyntakesmeout,givesmealittlesensiblepleasure。YouthinkIcanbeinterestedinaChristmastree。Theidea!"
  "Alas,alas,Dora,youaretiredofme!
  Youdonotloveme!Youdonotloveme!"
  "Ilovenobody。IamsorryIgotmarried。
  Itwasallamistake。Iwillgohomeandthenyoucangetadivorce。"
  Atthislastwordthewholemanchanged。
  Hewassuffused,transfiguredwithanangerthatwasatoncerighteousandimpetuous。
  "Howdareyouusethatwordtome?"hedemanded。"TothepriestofGodnosuchwordexists。Idonotknowit。Youaremywife,willingorunwilling。Youaremywifeforever,whetheryoudwellwithmeornot。
  YoucannotseverbondstheAlmightyhastied。Youaremine,DoraStanhope!Minefortimeandeternity!Mineforeverandever!"
  Shelookedathiminamazement,andsawamanafteranimageshehadneverimagined。
  Shewasterrified。Sheflungherselfonthesofainawhirlwindofpassion。Shecriedaloudagainsthisclaim。Shegaveherselfuptoavehementragethatwasstronglyinfusedwithachildishdismayandpanic。
  "Iwillnotbeyourwifeforever!"sheshrieked。"Iwillneverbeyourwifeagain——never,notforonehour!Letmego!Takeyourhandsoffme!"ForBasilhadkneltdownbythedistraughtwoman,andclaspingherinhisarmssaid,evenonherlips,"YouAREmydearwife!Youaremyveryowndearwife!Tellmewhattodo。Anythingthatisright,reasonableIwilldo。Wecanneverpart。"
  "Iwillgotomyfather。Iwillnevercomebacktoyou。"Andwiththesewordssherose,threwoffhisembrace,andwithasobbingcryran,likeaterrifiedchild,outoftheroom。
  Hesatdownexhaustedbyhisemotion,andsickwiththethoughtshehadevokedinthatoneevilword。Thepublicity,thedisgrace,thewrongtoHolyChurch——ah,thatwasthecruelestwound!Hisownwrongwashardenough,butthathe,whowouldgladlydiefortheChurch,shouldputhertoopenshame!Howcouldhebearit?Thoughitkilledhim,hemustpreventthatwrong;yes,iftherighteyeoffendeditmustbepluckedout。Hemustthrowoffhiscassock,andturnawayfromthesacredaisles;hemust——hecouldnotsaytheword;hewouldwaitalittle。
  Dorawouldnotleavehim;itwasimpossible。
  Hewaitedinatranceofachingsuspense。
  Nothingforanhourormorebrokeit——nofootfall,nosoundofcommandorcomplaint。
  HewasfinallyinhopesthatDoraslept。
  Thenhewascalledtolunch,andhemadeapretenseofeatingitalone。Dorasentnoexcuseforherabsence,andhecouldnottrusthimselftomakeinquiryabouther。Inthemiddleoftheafternoonheheardacarriagedrivetothedoor,andDora,withherjewel-
  caseinherhand,entereditandwasdrivenaway。Thesightastoundedhim。Herantoherroom,andfoundhermaidpackingherclothing。Thewomanansweredhisquestionssullenly。Shesaid"Mrs。StanhopehadgonetoMrs。Denning’s,andhadleftordersforhertrunkstobesentthere。"Beyondthisshewassilentandignorant。Nosympathyforeitherhusbandorwifewasinherheart。
  Theirquarrelwasinterferingwithherownplans;shehatedbothoftheminconsequence。
  InthemeantimeDorahadreachedherhome。Hermotherwasdismayedandhesitating,andherattituderaisedagaininDora’sheartthepassionwhichhadprovokedthestepshehadtaken。Sheweptlikealostchild。SheexclaimedagainstthehorrorofbeingBasil’swifeforeverandever。Shereproachedhermotherforsufferinghertomarrywhileshewasonlyachild。Shesaidshehadbeencruellyusedinordertogetthefamilyintosocialrecognition。Shewasinafrenzyofgriefathersupposedsacrificewhenherfathercamehome。Hercasewasthenwon。Withherarmsroundhisneck,sobbingagainsthisheart,hertearsandentreatiesonhislips,BenDenninghadnofeelingandnocareforanyonebuthisdaughter。Hetookherviewofthingsatonce。"SheHADbeenbadlyused。ItWASashametotieagirllikeDoratosermonsandsuchlike。Itwaslikeshuttingherupinaconvent。"Dora’stearsandcomplaintsfiredhimbeyondreason。Hepromisedherfreedomwhateveritcosthim。
  Andwhilehesatinhisprivateroomconsideringthecase,alltheracialpassionsofhisroughancestryburningwithinhim,BasilStanhopecalledtoseehim。Hepermittedhimtocomeintohispresence,butheroseasheentered,andwalkedhastilyafewstepstomeethim。
  "Whatdoyouwanthere,sir?"heasked。
  "Mywife。"
  "Mydaughter。Youshallnotseeher。I
  havetakenherbacktomyowncare。"
  "Sheismywife。Noonecantakeherfromme。"
  "Iwillteachyouadifferentlesson。"
  "ThelawofGod。"
  "Thelawofthelandgoeshere。You’llfinditmorethanyoucandefy。"
  "Sir,IentreatyoutoletmespeaktoDora。"
  "Iwillnot。"
  "IwillstayhereuntilIseeher。"
  "Iwillgiveyoufiveminutes。Idonotwishtoofferyourprofessionaninsult;ifyouhaveanyrespectforityouwillobeyme。"
  Answermeonequestion——whathaveI
  donewrong?"
  "Amancanbesointolerablyright,thathebecomesunbearablywrong。Youhavenobusinesswithawifeandahome。Youaread————sighttoogoodforagoodlittlegirlthatwantsabitofinnocentamusement。SermonsandChristmastrees!GreatScott,whatsensiblewomanwouldnotbesickofitall?Sir,Idon’twantanotherminuteofyourcompany。LittlewonderthatmyDoraisillwithit。Obligemebyleavingmyhouseasquietlyaspossible。"Andhewalkedtothedoor,flungitopen,andstoodglaringatthedistractedhusband。"Go,"hesaid。"Goatonce。Mylawyerwillseeyouinthefuture。
  Ihavenothingfurthertosaytoyou。"
  Basilwent,butnottohisdesolatehome。
  Hehadaprivatekeytothevestryinhischurch,andinitsdarknessandsolitudehefacedthefirstshockofhisruinedlife,forheknewwellallwasover。Allhadbeen。Hesanktotheflooratthefootofthelargecrosswhichhungonitsbarewhitewalls。Grief’sillimitablewavewentoverhim,andlikeadrowningmanheutteredaninarticulatecryofagony——thecryofasoulthathadwrongeditsdestiny。
  Lovehadbetrayedhimtoruin。Allhehaddonemustbeabandoned。Allhehadwonmustbegivenup。SinandshameindeeditwouldbeifinhispersonasacramentoftheChurchshouldbedraggedthroughadivorcecourt。Allotherconsiderationspaledbeforethisdisgrace。Hemustresignhiscuracy,striphimselfofthehonorableliveryofheaven,obliteratehispersonandhisname。Itwasakindofdeath。
  Afterawhileherose,dranksomewater,liftedtheshadeandletthemoonlightin。
  ThenaboutthatlittleroomhewalkedwithGodthroughthelongnight,tellingHimhissorrowandperplexity。Andthereisadepthinourownnaturewherethedivineandhumanareone。ThatnightBasilStanhopefoundit,andhenceforwardknewthatthebitternessofdeathwasbehindhim,notbefore。
  "Imademynesttoodearonearth,"
  hesighed,"andithasbeensweptbare——thatis,thatImaybuildinheaven。
  Now,therevelationofsorrowistheclearestofallrevelations。Stanhopeunderstoodthathourwhathemustdo。Nodoubtsweakenedhiscourse。HewentbacktothehouseDoracalled"hers,"tookawaywhathevalued,andwhiletheservantswereeatingtheirbreakfastandtalkingoverhismaritaltroubles,hepassedacrossitsthresholdforthelasttime。Hetoldnoonewherehewasgoing;hedroppedassilentlyanddumblyoutofthelifethathadknownhimasastonedroppedintomid-ocean。
  EthelconsideredherselffortunateinbeingfromhomeatthetimethisdisastrousculminationofBasilStanhope’smarriedlifewasreached。OnthatsamemorningtheJudge,accompaniedbyRuthandherself,hadgonetoLenoxtospendtheholidayswithsomeoldfriends,andshewasquiteignorantofthematterwhenshereturnedaftertheNewYear。Brycewasherfirstinformant。
  Hecalledspeciallytogiveherthenews。Hesaidhissisterhadbeentooillandtoobusytowrite。Hehadnowordofsympathyfortheunhappypair。Hespokeonlyoftheanxietyithadcausedhim。"Hewasnowengaged,"
  hesaid,"toMissCaldwell,andshewassuchanextremelyproper,innocentlady,andamemberofSt。Jude’s,ithadreallybeenatryingtimeforher。"BrycealsoremindedEthelthathehadbeenagainstBasilStanhopefromthefirst。"Hehadalwaysknownhowthatmarriagewouldend,"andsoon。
  Etheldeclinedtogiveanyopinion。"Shemusthearbothsides,"shesaid。"Dorahadbeensoreasonablelately,shehadappearedhappy。"
  "Oh,Doraisalittlefox,"hereplied;"shedoublesonherselfalways。"
  Ruthwasproperlyregretful。Shewondered"ifanymarriedwomanwasreallyhappy。"ShedidnotapparentlyconcernherselfaboutBasil。TheJudgeratherleanedtoBasil’sconsideration。HeunderstoodthatDora’sovertacthadshatteredhisprofessionalcareeraswellashispersonalhappiness。
  Hecouldfeelforthemanthere。"Mydears,"hesaid,withhisdilettanteair,"thegoddessCalamityisdelicate,andherfeetaretender。Shetreadsnotupontheground,butmakesherpathupontheheartsofmen。"Inthisnon-committalwayhegavehiscomment,forheusuallyfoundabitofclassicalwisdomtofitmodernemergencies,andthehabithadimpartedanantiquebon-tontohisconversation。Ethelcouldonlywonderatthelackofrealsympathy。
  Inthemorningshewenttoseehergrandmother。
  Theoldladyhad"heard"allshewantedtohearaboutDoraandBasilStanhope。
  Ifmenwouldmarryafoolbecauseshewasyoungandpretty,theymusttaketheconsequences。"AndwhyshouldStanhopehavemarriedatall?"sheaskedindignantly。
  "NomancanserveGodandawomanatthesametime。Hehadtobeabadpriestandagoodhusband,orabadhusbandandagoodpriest。BasilStanhopewashonored,wasdoinggood,andhemustneedsbehappyalso。
  Hewantedtoomuch,andlosteverything。
  Servehimright。"
  "AllcannowfindsomefaultinpoorBasilStanhope,"saidEthel。"BrycewasbitteragainsthimbecauseMissCaldwellshiversattheword`divorce。’"
  "WhathasBrycetodowithJaneCaldwell?"
  "Heisgoingtomarryher,hesays。"
  "Likeenough;she’samerrymissoftwo-
  score,andrich。Bryce’smarriagewithanyonewillbeawell-consideredaffair——amarriagewithalltheadvantagesofagoodbargain。I’mtiredofthewholesubject。IfwomenwillmarrytheyshouldbeaspatientasGriselda,incasethereeverwassuchawoman;ifnot,there’sanendofthematter。"
  "TherearenoGriseldasinthiscentury,grandmother。"
  "Thenthereoughttobenomarriages。
  BasilStanhopewasagrandmaninpublic。
  Whatkindofamanwasheinhishome?
  Measureamanbyhishomeconduct,andyou’llnotgowrong。It’stherightplacetodrawyourpictureofhim,Icantellyouthat。"
  "Hehasnohomenow,poorfellow。"
  "Whosefaultwasit?Godonlyknows。
  Whereishiswife?"
  "ShehasgonetoParis。"
  "Shehasgonetotherightplaceifshewantstoplaythefool。Butthere,now,GodforbidIshouldjudgeherinthedark。
  Womenshouldstandbywomen——considering。"
  "Considering?"
  "Whattheymayhavetoputupwith。Itiseasytoseefaultsinothers。Ihavesometimesmetwithpeoplewhoshouldseefaultsinthemselves。Theyareratheruncommon,though。"
  "IamsureBasilStanhopewillbemiserableallhislife。Hewillbreakhisheart,I
  dobelieve。"
  "Notso。Agoodheartishardtobreak,itgrowsstrongintrouble。BasilStanhope’sbodywillfaillongbeforehisheartdoes;andevensoanendmustcometolife,andafterthatpeaceorwhatGodwills。"
  ThisscantsympathyEthelfoundtobetheusualtoneamongheracquaintances。St。