首页 >出版文学> The Man Between>第5章

第5章

  BornandbredintheChurch,baptized,confirmed,andmarriedintheChurch,andI
  wasalwaystaughtitwastheonlyproperChurchforgentlemenandgentlewomentobesavedin。However,EnglishMethodistsoftengobacktotheChurchwhentheygetrich。"
  "Churchorchapelmakesnodifferencetome,grandmother。Ifpeopleareonlygood。"
  "Tobesure;butyouwon’tbelonginEnglanduntilyou’llfindoutthatsomethingsmakeagreatdealofdifference。Doyouknowyourfatherwasherethismorning?
  Hewantedmetogowithyou——alikely,thing。"
  "But,grandmother,docome。Wewilltakesuchgoodcareofyou,and————"
  "Iknow,butI’dratherkeepmyoldmemoriesofYorkshirethangetnew-fashionedones。Allischanged。IcantellthatbywhatFredsays。Mythreegreatfriendsaredead。Theyhaveleftchildrenandgrandchildren,ofcourse,butIdon’twanttomakenewacquaintancesatmyage,unlessIhavethepickingofthem。No,IshallgetMissHillistogowithmetomylittlecabinontheJerseycoast。We’lltakeourknittingandthefreshnovels,andI’llwarrantwe’llseeasmuchofthenewmenandwomeninthemaswillmorethansatisfyus。Butyoumustwritemelongletters,andtellmeeverythingabouttheSquireandthewayhekeepshouse,andIdon’tcareifyoufillupthepaperwiththeTyrrel-Rawdons。"
  "Iwillwriteyouoften,Granny,andtellyoueverything。"
  "Ishouldn’twonderifyoucomeacrossDoraStanhope,butIwouldn’taskhertoRawdon。She’llmixsomecupofbotherifyoudo。"
  "Iknow。"
  Insuchlovingandintimateconversationthehoursspedquickly,andEthelcouldnotbeartocutshorthervisit。ItwasnearlyfivewhensheleftGramercyPark,butthedaybeinglovely,andtheavenuefullofcarriagesandpedestrians,shetookthedriveatitsenforcedtardinesswithoutdisapproval。
  AlmostonenteringtheavenuefromMadisonSquaretherewasacrush,andhercarriagecametoastandstill。ShewasthenoppositethestoreofafamousEnglishsaddler,andnearherwasanopencarriageoccupiedbyamiddle-agedgentlemaninmilitaryuniform。
  Heappearedtobewaitingforsomeone,andinamomentortwoayoungmancameoutofthesaddlerystore,andwithapleasantlaughenteredthecarriage。ItwastheApolloofherdreams,thesingeroftheHollandHousepavement。Shecouldnotdoubtit。Hisface,hisfigure,hiswalk,andthepleasantsmilewithwhichhespoketohiscompanionwereallpositivecharacteristics。Shehadforgottennoneofthem。Hisdresswasalteredtosuittheseason,butthatwasanimprovement;
  fordivestedofhisheavycoat,andclothedonlyinastylishafternoonsuit,histall,finefigureshowedtogreatadvantage;andEtheltoldherselfthathewasevenhandsomerthanshehadsupposedhimtobe。
  Almostassoonasheenteredhiscarriagetherewasamovement,andshehopedherdrivermightadvancesufficientlytomakerecognitionpossible,butsomefeeling,sheknewnotwhat,preventedhergivinganyorderleadingtothisresult。PerhapsshehadaninstinctivepresentimentthatitwasbesttoleavealltoDestiny。Towardtheupperpartoftheavenuethecarriageofhereagerobservationcametoastandbeforeawarehouseofantiquefurnitureandbric-a-brac,and,asitdidso,abeautifulwomanrandownthesteps,andApollo,forsoEthelhadmen-
  tallycalledhim,wenthurriedlytomeether。
  Finallyhercoachmanpassedtheparty,andtherewasamomentaryrecognition。Hewasbendingforward,listeningtosomethingtheladywassaying,whenthevehiclesalmosttouchedeachother。Heflashedaglanceatthem,andmettheflashofEthel’seyesfullofinterestandcuriosity。
  Itwasoverinamoment,butinthatmomentEthelsawhisastonishmentanddelight,andfeltherowneagerquestioninganswered。
  Thenshewasjoyousandfullofhope,for"thesetwosilentmeetingsarepromises,"shesaidtoRuth。"IfeelsureIshallseehimagain,andthenweshallspeaktoeachother。"
  "Ihopeyouarenotallowingyourselftofeeltoomuchinterestinthisman,Ethel;heisverylikelymarried。"
  "Oh,no!Iamsureheisnot,Ruth。"
  "Howcanyoubesure?Youknownothingabouthim。"
  "IcannottellHOWIknow,norWHYIknow,butIbelievewhatIfeel;andheisasmuchinterestedinmeasIaminhim。Iconfessthatisagreatdeal。"
  "Youmayneverseehimagain。"
  "Ishallexpecttoseehimnextwinter,heevidentlylivesinNewYork。"
  "Theladyyousawmaybehiswife。Don’tbeinterestedinanymanonunknownground,Ethel。Itisnotprudent——itisnotright。"
  "Timewillshow。HewillverylikelybelookingformethissummeratNewportandelsewhere。HewillbegladtoseemewhenI
  comehome。Don’tworry,Ruth。Itisallright。"
  "Fredcalledsoonafteryouwentoutthismorning。HeleftforNewportthisafternoon。
  Hewillbeatseanow。"
  "Andweshallbethereinafewdays。
  WhenIamattheseasideIalwaysfeeladelicioustorpor;yetNellyBaldwintoldmeshelovedanAtlanticpassagebecauseshehadsuchfunonboard。Youhavecrossedseveraltimes,Ruth;isitfunortorpor?"
  "Allmirthatseasoonfadesaway,Ethel。
  Passengersareaverydullclassofpeople,andtheyknowit;theyrebelagainstit,buteveryhouritbecomesmorenaturaltobedull。
  Verysoonallmentallyaccommodatethemselvestobeingbored,dreamyanddreary。
  Then,assoonasitisdark,comesthatoldmysterious,hungeringsoundofthesea;andIforonelistentillIcanbearitnolonger,andsostealawaytobedwithapaininmyheart。"
  "IthinkIshallliketheocean。Therearegames,andbooks,andcompany,anddinners,andotherthings。"
  "Certainly,andyoucanthinkyourselfhappy,untilgraduallyacontentedcretinismstealsoveryou,bodyandmind。"
  "No,no!"saidEthelenthusiastically。
  "IshalldoaccordingtoSwinburne——
  "`Havethereforeinmyheart,andinmymouth,ThesoundofsongthatminglesNorthandSouth;
  AndinmySoulthesenseofalltheSea!’"
  AndRuthlaughedatherdramaticattitude,andanswered:"Thesoulofalltheseaisacontentedcretinism,Ethel。ButintendayswemaybeinYorkshire。Andthen,mydear,youmaymeetyourPrince——somefineYorkshiregentleman。"
  "IhavestrictlyandpositivelypromisedmyselfthatmyPrinceshallbeafineAmericangentleman。"
  "MydearEthel,itisveryseldom"`thetime,andtheplace,AndtheLovedOne,cometogether。’"
  "Iliveinthelandofgoodhope,Ruth,andmyhopeswillberealized。"
  "Weshallsee。"
  PARTTHIRD
  "IWENTDOWNINTOTHEGARDEN
  TOSEEIFTHEPOMEGRANATESBUDDED。
  SongofSolomon,VI。11。
  CHAPTERVII
  ITwasalovelyafternoononthelastdayofMay。Theseaandallthetoilandtravailbelongingtoitwasoverpass,andJudgeRawdon,RuthandEthelweredrivinginlazy,blissfulcontentmentthroughoneofthelovelyroadsoftheWestRiding。Oneitherhandthebeautifullycuthedgeswerewhiteandsweet,andacaressofscent——thesoulofthehawthorneflowerenfoldedthem。Robinsweresingingonthetopmostsprays,andthelinnet’ssweetbabblingwasheardfromthehappynestsinitssecretplaces;whilefromsomeunseensteeplethejoyfulsoundofchimingbellsmademusicbetweenheavenandearthfitforbandsoftravelingangels。
  Theyhaddinedatawaysideinnonjuggedhare,roastbeef,andYorkshirepudding,clottedcreamandhaver(oaten)bread,andthecarelessstillnessofphysicalwell-beingandofmindsateaseneedednospeech,butthemutualsmilingnodofintimatesympathy。
  Forthesenseofjoyandbeautywhichmakesuseloquentisfarinferiortothatsensewhichmakesussilent。
  ThisexquisitepauseinlifewassuddenlyendedbyanexclamationfromtheJudge。
  TheywereatthegreatirongatesofRawdonPark,andsoonwereslowlytraversingitswoodysolitudes。Thesoftlight,theunspeakablegreenoftheturf,thevoiceofancientdaysmurmuringinthegreatoaktrees,thedeerasleepamongtheferns,thestillnessofthesummerafternoonfillingtheairwithdrowsypeacethiswastheatmosphereintowhichtheyentered。Theirroadthroughthisgrandparkofthreehundredacreswasawide,straightavenueshadedwithbeechtrees。Thegreenturfoneitherhandwasstarredwithprimroses。Inthedeepundergrowth,fernswavedandfannedeachother,andthescentofhiddenvioletssalutedastheypassed。
  Drowsily,asifhalfasleep,theblackbirdswhistledtheircouplets,andinthethickesthedgesthelittlebrownthrushessangsoftlytotheirbroodingmates。Forhalfanhourtheykeptthisheavenlypath,andthenasuddenturnbroughtthemtheirfirstsightoftheoldhome。
  Itwasastately,irregularbuildingofredbrick,sandaledandveiledinivy。Thenu-
  merouswindowswerealllatticed,thechimneysinpicturesquestacks,theslopingroofmadeofflagsofsandstone。Itstoodinthecenterofalargegarden,atthebottomofwhichranababblinglittleriver——acheerfultongueoflifeinthesweet,silentplace。Theycrosseditbyaprettybridge,andinafewminutesstoodatthegreatdoorofthemansion。
  Itwaswideopen,andtheSquire,withoutstretchedhands,rosetomeetthem。WhileyetuponthethresholdhekissedbothEthelandRuth,and,claspingtheJudge’shand,gazedathimwithsuchapiercing,kindlylookthattheeyesofbothmenfilledwithtears。
  Heledthemintothehall,andstandingthereheseemedalmostapartofit。InhisyouthhehadbeenasonofAnak,andhisgreatsizehadbeenmatchedbyhisgreatstrength。Hisstaturewasstilllarge,hisfacebroadandmassive,andanabundanceofsnow-whitehairemphasizedthedignityofacountenancewhichagehadmadenobler。Thegenerationsofeighthundredyearswerecrystallizedinthisbenignantoldman,lookingwithsucheagerinterestintothefacesofhisstrangekindredfromafar-offland。
  IntheeveningtheysattogetherintheoldhalltalkingoftheRawdons。"Thereisgreatfamilyofus,livinganddead,"saidtheSquire,"andIcountthemallmyfriends。
  Bareisthebackthathasnokinbehindit。
  Thatisnotourcase。EighthundredyearsagotherewasaRawdoninRawdon,andonehasneverbeenwantingsince。Saxon,Danish,Norman,andStuartkingshavebeenandgonetheirway,andweremain;andIcantellyoueveryRawdonbornsincetheHouseofHanovercametoEngland。WehavehadourshareinallEngland’sstrifeandglory,foriftherewaseverafightgoingonanywhereRawdonwasneverfaroff。Yes,wecanstringthecenturiestogetherinthebattleflagswehavewon。Seethere!"hecried,pointingtotwostandardsinterwovenabovethecentralchimney-piece;"onewastakenfromthePayniminthefirstCrusade,andtheothermygrandsontookinAfrica。Itseemsbutyesterday,andQueenVictoriagavehimtheCrossforit。Poorlad,hehaditonwhenhedied。Itwenttothegravewithhim。
  Iwouldn’thaveittouched。IfancytheRawdonswouldknowit。Noonedaresaytheydon’t。Ithinktheymeddleagooddealmorewiththislifethanwecounton。"
  ThedaysthatfollowedweredaysinTheHouseWonderful。Itheldthetreasure-troveofcenturies;allitsroomswerefullofsecrets。
  Eventhecommonsitting-roomhadanantiquehomelinessthatprovokedquestionsastothedatesofitsfurnitureandthewhereaboutsofitswallcupboardsandhiddenrecesses。
  Itschinahadthemarksofforgottenmakers,itssilverwaspuzzlingwithhalf-
  obliteratednamesanddates,itssideboardofoakwasblackwithageandfulloftableaccessories,theverynamesofwhichwereforgotten。Forthishousehadnotbeenbuiltintheordinarysense,ithadgrownthroughcenturies;grownoutofdesireandnecessity,justasatreegrows,andwasthereforefitandbeautiful。Anditwasnowonderthatabouteveryroomfloatedtheperfumeofancientthingsandthepeculiarfamilyaurathathadsaturatedalltheinanimateobjectsaroundthem。
  Inafewdays,lifesettleditselftoorderlyoccupations。TheSquirewasalateriser;theJudgeandhisfamilybreakfastedveryearly。
  Thenthetwowomenhadarideinthepark,orwanderedinthegarden,orsatreading,orsewing,orwritinginsomeofthesweet,fairrooms。Manyvisitorssoonappeared,andtherewerecallstoreturnandcourtesiestoaccept。AmongthesevisitorstheTyrrel-
  Rawdonsweretheearliest。TherepresentativesofthatfamilywereNicholasRawdonandhiswifeLydia。NicholasRawdonwasalarge,stoutman,veryarrogant,verycomplete,veryalertforthisworld,andnotcaringmuchabouttheother。HewasnotpleasedatJudgeRawdon’svisit,butthoughtitbesttobecousinlyuntilhiscousininterferedwithhisplans——"rights"hecalledthem——"andthen!"andhis"THEN"impliedagreatdeal,forNicholasRawdonwasamanincapableofconceivingtheideaoflovinganenemy。
  Hiswifewasapleasant,garrulouswoman,whointerestedEthelverymuch。Herfamilywasherchieftopicofconversation。Shehadtwodaughters,oneofwhomhadmarriedabaronet,"amanwithmoneyandeasytomanage";andtheother,"arichcottonlordinManchester。"
  "Theyhaven’tdonebadly,"shesaidconfidentially,"andit’sagreatthingtogetgirlsoffyourhandsearly。AdelaideandMarthawerewelleducatedandsuitable,but,"sheaddedwithaglowofpride,"youshouldseemyJohnThomas。He’smanagerofthemill,andhelovesthemill,andheknowseverypoundofwarporweftthatcomesinorgoesoutofthemill;andwhathisfatherwoulddowithouthim,I’msureIdon’tknow。AndheisamemberofParliament,too——Radicalticket。WonoverMostyn。WipedMostynoutprettywell。Thatwasathingtodo,wasn’tit?"
  "IsupposeMr。MostynwastheConservativecandidate?"
  "Youmaybesureofthat。ButmyJohnThomasdoesn’tblamehimforit——thegentryhavetobeConservatives。JohnThomassaidlittleagainsthispolitics;hejustsetthecrowdlaughingathisways——hisdandifiedways。
  Andhetriedtowearoneeyeglass,andletitfall,andfall,andthentoldthemen`hecouldn’tmanagehalfapairofspectacles;
  buthecouldmanagetheirinterestsandfightfortheirrights,’andsuchliketalk。AndhewalkedlikeMostyn,andhetalkedlikeMostyn,andspreadouthislegs,andtwirledhiswalkingsticklikeMostyn,andaskedthem`iftheywouldwishhimtogotoParliamentinthatkindofashape,ashe’dtryanddoitiftheywantedatailor-mademan’;andtheylaughedhimdown,andthenhespokereasonabletothem。JohnThomasknowswhatYorkshireweaverswant,andhejustprom-
  isedthemeverythingtheyhadsettheirheartson;andsotheysenthimtoParliament,andMostynwenttoAmerica,where,perhaps,they’llteachhimthataman’slifeisworthabitmorethanabirdorarabbit。Mostynisallforpreservinggame,andhisfatherwasameancreature。Whenonethinksofhisfather,onehastoexcusetheyoungmanalittlebit。"
  "IsawagooddealofMr。MostyninNewYork,"saidEthel。"Heusedtospeakhighlyofhisfather。"
  "I’llwarranthedid;andheoughttokeepatit,forhe’stheonlyoneinthisworldthatwillusehistongueforthatend。OldSamuelMostynneverlearnedtolivegodlyorevenmanly,butafterhisdeathheceasedtodoevil,andthat,I’venodoubt,oftenfeelslikeablessingtothemthathadtoliveanywayneartohim。ButmyJohnThomas!"
  "Oh,"criedEthel,laughing,"youmustnottellmesomuchaboutJohnThomas;hemightnotlikeit。"
  "JohnThomascanlookallhedoesandallhesaysstraightintheface。Youmaytalkofhimallday,andfindnothingtosaythatagoodgirllikeyoumightnotlistento。
  Ishouldhavebroughthimwithus,buthe’sawaynowtakingabitofaholiday。I’msureheneedsit。"
  "Whereishetakinghisholiday?"
  "Why,hewentwithacousintoshowhimthesightsofLondon;butsomehowtheygotthroughLondonsightsveryquick,andthoughttheymightaswellputParisin。I
  wishtheyhadn’t。Idon’ttrustforeignersandforeignways,andtheydon’thavethesamekindofmoneyasours;butNicholassaysI
  needn’tworry;heissurethatourJohnThomas,ifchangeistomake,willmakeittosuithimself。"
  "Howsoonwillhebehome?"
  "Imightsayto-dayoranyotherearlyday。He’sbeenidlingforamonthnow,andhisfathersays`theveryloomsarecallingoutforhim。’I’llbringhimtoseeyoujustassoonashecomeshome,loomsornolooms,andhe’llbefaintocome。NooneappreciatesaprettygirlmorethanJohnThomasdoes。"
  Sothedayspassedsweetlyandswiftlyonward,andtherewasnotroubleinthem。SuchbusinessaswastobedonewentonbehindthecloseddoorsoftheSquire’soffice,andwithnoonepresentbuthimself,JudgeRawdon,andtheattorneysattachedtotheRawdonandMostynestates。Andastherewerenoentanglementsandnopossiblereasonfordisputing,asettlementwasquicklyarrivedat。Then,asMostyn’sreturnwasuncertain,anattorney’smessenger,properlyaccredited,wassenttoAmericatoprocurehissignatures。
  Allowingforunforeseendelays,theperfectedpapersofreleasemightcertainlybeonhandbythefifteenthofJuly,anditwasproposedonthefirstofAugusttogiveadinneranddanceinreturnforthenumerouscourtesiestheAmericanRawdonshadreceived。
  AsthisdateapproachedRuthandEthelbegantothinkofavisittoLondon。Theywantednewgownsandmanyotherprettythings,andwhynotgotoLondonforthem?
  Thejourneywasbutafewhours,andtwoorthreedays’shoppinginRegentStreetandPiccadillywouldbedelightful。"Wewillmakeoutalistofallweneedthisafternoon,"
  saidRuth,"andwemightaswellgoto-morrowmorningaslater,"andatthismomentaservantenteredwiththemail。Ethelliftedherletterwithanexclamation。"ItisfromDora,"shesaid,andhervoicehadatoneofannoyanceinit。"DoraisinLondon,attheSavoy。Shewantstoseemeverymuch。"
  "Iamsosorry。Wehavebeensohappy。"
  "Idon’tthinkshewillinterferemuch,Ruth。"
  "Mydears,"saidJudgeRawdon,"IhavealetterfromFredMostyn。Heiscominghome。HewillbeinLondoninadayortwo。"
  "Whyishecoming,father?"
  "HesayshehasaproposaltomakeabouttheManor。Iwishhewerenotcoming。Noonewantshisproposal。"Thenthebreakfast-
  table,whichhadbeensogay,becamesilentanddepressed,andpresentlytheJudgewentawaywithoutexhibitingfurtherinterestintheLondonjourney。
  "IdowishDorawouldletusalone,"saidRuth。"Shealwaysbringsdisappointmentorworryofsomekind。AndIwonderwhatisthemeaningofthisunexpectedLondonvisit。IthoughtshewasinHolland。"
  "ShesaidinherlastletterthatLondonwouldbeimpossiblebeforeAugust。"
  "Isitanappointment——oracoincidence?"
  AndEthel,liftinghershoulderssarcastically,asifinhostilesurrendertotheinevitable,answered:
  "Itisafatality!"
  CHAPTERVIII
  THREEdaysafterwardEthelcalledonDoraStanhopeattheSavoy。Shefoundheralone,andshehadevidentlybeencrying。Indeed,shefranklyadmittedthefact,declaringthatshehadbeen"soboredandsohomesick,thatsherelievedshehadcriedherbeautyaway。"SheglancedatEthel’sradiantfaceandneatfreshtoiletwithenvy,andadded,"Iamsogladtoseeyou,Ethel。ButIwassurethatyouwouldcomeassoonasyouknewIwantedyou。"
  "Oh,indeed,Dora,youmustnotmakeyourselftoosureofsuchathingasthat!I
  reallycametoLondontogetsomenewgowns。
  Ihavebeenshoppingallmorning。"
  "Ithoughtyouhadcomeinanswertomyletter。Iwasexpectingyou。ThatisthereasonIdidnotgooutwithBasil。"
  "Don’tyouexpectalittletoomuch,Dora?
  Ihaveagreatmanyinterestsandduties————"
  "Iusedtobefirst。"
  "Whenagirlmarriessheissupposedto————"
  "Pleasedon’ttalknonsense。Basildoesnottaketheplaceofeveryoneandeverythingelse。Ithinkweareoftenverytiredofeachother。Thismorning,whenIwastellinghimwhattroubleIhadwithmymaid,Julia,heactuallyyawned。Hetriedtosmothertheyawn,buthecouldnot,andofcoursethehoneymoonisoverwhenyourbridegroomyawnsinyourfacewhileyouaretellinghimyourtroubles。"
  "Ishouldthinkyouwouldbegladitwasover。OfallthewordsintheEnglishlanguage`honeymoon’isthemostridiculousandimbecile。"
  "Isupposewhenyougetmarriedyouwilltakeahoneymoon。"
  "Ishallhavemoresenseandmoreselfishness。
  Agirlcouldhardlyenteranewlifethroughamediummoretrying。Iamsureitwouldneedlong-testedaffectionsandthesweetestoftemperstomakeitendurable。"
  "Icannotimaginewhatyoumean。"
  "Imeanthatalltravelingjustaftermarriageisagreatblunder。Travelingmakesthesunniestdispositionhastyandpeevish,forwomendon’tlovechangesasmendo。
  Notoneinathousandisseenatherbestwhiletraveling,andthemajorityareseenattheirveryworst。ThenthereisthediscomfortanddesolationofEuropeanhotels——
  theirmysteriousmethodsandhours,andthewaysofforeigners,whicharenotasourways。"
  "Don’ttalkofthem,Ethel。Theyaredreadfulplaces,andsuchqueerpeople。"
  "Addtothesetroublesignoranceoflanguageandcoinage,theutterwearinessofrailwaytravel,theplagueofcustoms,thetrunkthatwon’tpack,thetrainsthatwon’twait,thetiresomesight-seeing,theclimaticirritability,broilingsuns,headache,loneliness,fretfulness——consequentlythepitifulboredomofthenewhusband。"
  "Ethel,whatyousayiscertainlytootrue。
  Iamwearytodeathofitall。IwanttobeatNewportwithmother,whoishavingalovelytimethere。OfcourseBasilisverynicetome,andyettherehavebeenlittletiffsandstruggles——verygentleones——forthemastery,whichheisnotgoingtoget。To-dayhewantedmetogowithhimandCanonShackletontoseesomethingorotheraboutthepoorofLondon。Iwouldnotdoit。Iamsolonely,Ethel,Iwanttoseesomeone。Ifeelfittocryallthetime。IlikeBasilbestofanyoneintheworld,but————"
  "Butinthesolitudeofahoneymoonamongstrangersyoufindoutthatthepersonyoulikebestintheworldcanboreyouasbadlyasthepersonyoudon’tlikeatall。Isthatso?"
  "Exactly。JustfancyifwewereamongourfriendsinNewport。Ishouldhavesomepleasureindressingandlookinglovely。WhyshouldIdresshere?Thereisnoonetoseeme。"
  "Basil。"
  "Ofcourse,butBasilspendsallthetimeinvisitingcathedralsandclergymen。Ifwegoout,itistoseesomethingaboutthepoor,oraboutschoolsandsuchlike。WewerenotinLondontwohoursuntilhewasofftoWestminsterAbbey,andIdidn’tcareacentabouttheoldplace。HesaysImustnotaskhimtogototheaters,buthistoricaloldhousesdon’tinterestmeatall。WhatdoesitmatterifCromwellsleptinacertainancientshabbyroom?AndasforallthepalacesIhaveseen,myfather’shouseisagreatdealhandsomer,andmoreconvenient,andmorecomfortable,andIwishIwerethere。IhateEurope,andEnglandIhateworstofall。"
  "YouhavenotseenEngland。Weareallenrapturedwithitsbeautyanditsoldhousesandpleasantlife。"
  "Youareamongfriends——athome,asitwere。IhaveheardallaboutRawdonCourt。
  FredMostyntoldme。Heisgoingtobuyit。"
  "When?"
  "Sometimethisfall。Thennextyearhewillentertainus,andthatwillbealittledifferenttothisdesolatehotel,Ithink。"
  "HowlongwillyoubeinLondon?"
  "Icannotsay。WeareinvitedtoStanhopeCastle,butIdon’twanttogothere。
  WestayedwiththeStanhopesaweekwhenwefirstcameover。TheywerethenintheirLondonhouse,andIgotenoughofthem。"
  "Didyoudislikethefamily?"
  "No,Icarednothingaboutthem。Theyjustboredme。Theyareextremelyreligious。
  Wehadprayersnightandmorning,andaprayerbeforeandaftereverymeal。Theyreadonlyverygoodbooks,andtheHonorableMissesStanhopesewforthepooroldwomenandteachthepooryoungones。TheyworkharderthananyoneIeverknew,andtheycallit`improvingthetime。’Theythoughtmeaverysilly,recklessyoungwoman,andIthinktheyallprayedforme。Onenightaftertheyhadsungsomeverynicesongstheyaskedmetoplay,andIbeganwith`MyLittleBrownRose’——youknowtheyalladorethenegro——
  andlittlebylittleIdroppedintothefunniestcoonsongsIknew,andohhowtheylaughed!
  Eventheoldlordstrokedhiskneesandlaughedoutloud,whiletheyoungladieslaughedintotheirhandkerchiefs。LadyStanhopewastheonlyonewhocomprehendedIwasguyingthem;andshelookedatmewithhalf-shuteyesinawaythatwouldhavespoiledsomegirls’fun。Itonlymademethemerrier。SoItriedtoshowthemacakewalk,buttheoldlordrosethenandsaid`Imustbetired,andtheywouldexcuseme。’
  SomehowIcouldnotmanagehim。Basilwasataworkman’sconcert,andwhenhecamehomeIthinkthereweresomeadvicesandremonstrances,butBasilnevertoldme。
  IfeltasiftheywereallgladwhenIwentaway,andIdon’twishtogototheCastle——
  andIwon’tgoeither。"
  "ButifBasilwishestogo————"
  "Hecangoalone。IratherthinkFredMostynwillbehereinafewdays,andhewilltakemetoplacesthatBasilwillnot——innocentplacesenough,Ethel,soyouneednotlooksoshocked。WhydoyounotaskmetoRawdonCourt?"
  "BecauseIamonlyaguestthere。Ihavenorighttoaskyou。"
  "IamsureifyoutoldSquireRawdonhowfondyouareofme,andhowlonelyIam,hewouldtellyoutosendforme。"
  "Idonotbelievehewould。Hehasold-
  fashionedideasaboutnewlymarriedpeople。
  HewouldhardlythinkitpossiblethatyouwouldbewillingtogoanywherewithoutBasil——yet。"
  "HecouldaskBasiltoo。"
  "IfMr。Mostyniscominghome,hecanaskyoutoMostynHall。ItisverynearRawdonCourt。"
  "Yes。FredsaidassoonashehadpossessionoftheCourthecouldputbothplacesintoaringfence。ThenhewouldliveattheCourt。IfheasksustherenextsummerI
  shallbesuretobeganinvitationforyoualso;
  soIthinkyoumightdeserveitbygettingmeonenow。Idon’twanttogotoMostynyet。
  Fredsaysitneedsentirerefurnishing,andifwecometotheCourtnextsummer,Ihavepromisedtogivehimmyadviceandhelpinmakingtheplaceprettyanduptodate。HaveyouseenMostynHall?"
  "Ihavepasseditseveraltimes。Itisalarge,gloomy-lookingplaceIwasgoingtosayhaunted-looking。Itstandsinagroveofyewtrees。"
  "SoyouarenotgoingtoaskmetoRawdonCourt?"
  "Ireallycannot,Dora。Itisnotmyhouse。Iamonlyaguestthere。"
  "Nevermind。Makenomoreexcuses。I
  seehowitis。YoualwayswerejealousofFred’slikingforme。AndofcoursewhenhegoesdowntoMostynyouwouldprefermetobeabsent。"
  "Good-by,Dora!Ihaveadealofshoppingtodo,andthereisnotmuchtimebeforetheball,formanythingswillbetomake。"
  "Theball!Whatball?"
  "OnlyoneatRawdonCourt。Theneighborshavebeenexceedinglykindtous,andtheSquireisgoingtogiveadinnerandballonthefirstofAugust。"
  "Sitdownandtellmeabouttheneighbors——andtheball。"
  "Icannot。IpromisedRuthtobebackatfive。Ourmodisteistoseeusatthathour。"
  "SoRuthiswithyou!Whydidshenotcallonme?"
  "DidyouthinkIshouldcometoLondonalone?AndRuthdidnotcallbecauseshewastoobusy。"
  "Everyoneandeverythingcomesbeforemenow。Iusedtobefirstofall。IwishI
  wereinNewportwithdadandmamma;evenBrycewouldbeacomfort。"
  "AsIsaidbefore,youhaveMr。Stanhope。"
  "Areyougoingtosendformetotheball?"
  "Icannotpromisethat,Dora。Good-by。"
  Doradidnotanswer。Sheburiedherfaceinthesoftpillow,andEthelclosedthedoortothesoundofhersobs。Buttheydidnotcausehertoreturnortomakeanyfoolishpromises。Shedivinedtheirinsincerityandtheirmotive,andhadnomindtotakeanypartinforwardingthelatter。
  AndRuthassuredhershehadactedwisely。
  "Iftroubleshouldevercomeofthisfriendship,"
  shesaid,"DorawouldverylikelycomplainthatyouhadalwaysthrownMostyninherway,broughthimtoherhouseinNewYork,andbroughthertohimatRawdon,inEngland。Marriageissucharisk,Ethel,buttomarrywithoutthecouragetoadaptoneself。AH!"
  "Youthinkthatconditionunspeakablyhard?"
  "Therearenowordsforit。"
  "Dorawasnotreticent,Iassureyou。"
  "Iamsorry。Awife’scomplaintsareself-
  inflictedwounds;scatteredseeds,fromwhichonlymiserycanspring。Ihopeyouwillnotseeheragainatthistime。"
  "Imadenopromisetodoso。"
  "Andwhereallissouncertain,wehadbettersupposeallisrightthanthatalliswrong。Eveniftherewasthebeginningofwrong,itneedsbutanaccidenttopreventit,andtherearesomany。"
  "Accidents!"
  "Yes,foraccidentisGod’spartinaffairs。
  Wecallitaccident;itwouldbebettertosayaninterposition。"
  "DoratoldmeMostynintendedtobuyRawdonCourtinSeptember,andhehaseveninvitedtheStanhopestostaytherenextsummer。"
  "Whatdidyousay?"
  "Nothingagainstit。"
  "Verygood。DoyouthinkMostynisinLondonnow?"
  "Ishouldnotwonder。IamsureDoraisexpectinghim。"
  Infact,thenextmorningtheymetDoraandBasilStanhope,drivinginHydeParkwithMostyn,butthesmilinggreetingwhichpassedbetweenthepartiesdidnot,exceptinthecaseofBasilStanhope,fairlyrepresentthedominantfeelingofanyone。AsforStanhope,hisnaturewassoclearandtruthfulthathewouldhardlyhavecomprehendedasmilewhichwasintendedtoveilfeelingsnottobecalledeitherquitefriendlyorquitepleasant。AfterthismeetingallthejoywentoutofRuthandEthel’sshopping。TheywantedtogetbacktotheCourt,andtheyattendedstrictlytobusinessinordertodoso。
  Mostynfollowedthemveryquickly。HewasexceedinglyanxioustoseeandhearforhimselfhowhisaffairsregardingRawdonstood。Theywereeasilymadeplaintohim,andhesawwithapangofdisappointmentthatallhishopesofbeingSquireofRawdonManorwereover。Everypennyhecouldrighteouslyclaimwaspaidtohim,andonthetitledeedsoftheancientplacehehadnolongertheshadowofaclaim。TheSquirelookedtenyearsyoungerasheaffectionatelylaidbothhandsontheredeemedparchments,andMostynwithenforcedpolitenesscongratulatedhimontheirintegrityandthenmadeahurriedretreat。OfitsownkindthisdisappointmentwasasgreatasthelossofDora。Hecouldthinkofneitherwithoutasenseofimmeasurableanddisastrousfailure。
  Onepettysatisfactionregardingthepaymentofthemortgagewashisonlycom-
  fort。HemightnowshowMcLeanthatitwasnotwantofmoneythathadmadehimhithertoshyof"thegoodinvestments"offeredhim。HehadbeensureMcLeanintheirlastinterviewhadthoughtso,andhad,indeed,feltthehalf-veiledcontemptwithwhichtherichyoungmanhadexpressedhispityforMostyn’sinabilitytotakeadvantageattherightmomentofanexceptionalchancetoplaythegameofbeggaringhisneighbor。
  Now,hetoldhimself,hewouldshowMcLeanandhisbraggartsetthatgoodbirthandoldfamilywasforoncealliedwithplentyofmoney,andhealsopromisedhiswoundedsensibilitiessomeverydesirablereprisals,everyoneofwhichhefeltfullycompetenttotake。
  Itwas,afterall,apoorcompensation,buttherewasalsothegold。Hethankedhisfatherthatdayforthegreatthoughtfulnessandcarewithwhichhehadamassedthissumforhim,andhetriedtoconsolehimselfwiththebeliefthatgoldansweredallpurposes,andthattheyellowmetalwasabetterpossessionthanthehouseandlandswhichhehadlongedforwithaninheritedandinsensatecraving。
  TwodaysafterthiseventEthel,atherfather’sdirection,signedanumberofpapers,andwhenthatdutywascompleted,theSquirerosefromhischair,kissedherhandsandhercheeks,andinavoicefulloftendernessandpridesaid,"IpaymyrespectstothefutureladyofRawdonManor,andI
  thankGodforpermittingmetoseethishour。
  Mostwelcome,LadyEthel,totherightsyouinherit,andtherightsyouhavebought。"Itwasamomenthardlylikelytobeduplicatedinanylife,andEthelescapedfromitstenseemotionsassoonaspossible。Shecouldnotspeak,herheartwastoofullofjoyandwonder。
  Therearesoulsthatsaylittleandlovemuch。Howblessedarethey!
  Onthefollowingmorningtheinvitationsweresentforthedinneranddance,butthetimewasputforwardtotheeighthofAugust。
  Ineveryone’shearttherewasahopethatbeforethatdayMostynwouldhaveleftRawdon,butthehopewasbarelymentioned。
  InthemeantimehecameandwentbetweenMostynandRawdonashedesired,andwasreceivedwiththatmodernpolitenesswhichconsidersitbesttoignoreoffensesthatourgrandfathersandgrandmotherswouldhaveheldforstrictaccountandpunishment。
  ItwasevidentthathehadfrequentlettersfromDora。Heknewallhermovements,andspokeseveraltimesofopeningMostynHallandinvitingtheStanhopestostaywithhimuntiltheirreturntoAmerica。ButasthissuggestiondidnotbringfromanymemberoftheRawdonfamilytheinvitationhopedfor,itwasnotactedupon。Hetoldhimselftheexpensewouldbegreat,andtheHall,inspiteofallhecoulddointheinterim,wouldlookpoorandshabbycomparedwithRawdonCourt;soheputasidetheproposalonthegroundthathecouldnotpersuadehisaunttodotheentertainingnecessary。AndforalltheirritationandhumiliationscenteringroundhislossofRawdonandhisinabilitieswithregardtoDoraheblamedEthel。Hewassureifhehadbeenmorelovableandencouraginghecouldhavemarriedher,andthusfinallyreachedRawdonCourt;andthen,withalltheunreasonimaginable,nursedaheartydisliketoherbecauseshewouldnotunderstandhisdesires,andprovidemeansfortheirsatisfaction。Thebright,joyousgirlwithherlovingheart,heraboundingvitality,andconstantcheerfulness,madehimangry。Innoneofherexcellencieshehadanyshare,consequentlyhehatedher。
  HewouldhavequicklyreturnedtoLondon,butDoraandherhusbandwerestayingwiththeStanhopes,andherlettersfromStanhopeCastlewerelachrymosecomplaintsoftheutterwearinessanddrearinessoflifetherethepreachingandreadingaloud,theregularwalkinganddriving——alltheinnocentmethodofliveswhichrecognizedtheywerehereforsomehigherpurposethanmerephysicalenjoyment。AnditangeredMostynthatneitherRuthnorEthelfeltanysympathyforDora’sennui,andproposednomeansofreleasingherfromit。Heconsideredthembothdisgustinglyselfishandill-
  natured,andwascertainthatalltheirreluctanceatDora’spresencearosefromtheirjealousyofherbeautyandherenchantinggrace。
  OntheafternoonofthedayprecedingtheintendedentertainmentRuth,Ethel,andtheSquirewereinthegreatdining-roomsuperintendingitsdecoration。Theyweremerrilylaughingandchatting,andwerenotawareofthearrivalofanyvisitorsuntilMrs。
  NicholasRawdon’srosy,good-naturedfaceappearedattheopendoor。Everyonewelcomedhergladly,andtheSquireofferedheraseat。
  "Nay,Squire,"shesaid,"I’mcometoaskafavor,andIwon’tsittillIknowwhetherIgetitornot;forifIdon’tgetit,Ishallsaygood-byasquicklyasIcan。OurJohnThomascamehomethismorningandhisfriendwithhim,andIwantinvitationsfortheyoungmen,bothofthem。Mygreatpleasureliesthatway——ifyou’llgiveittome。"
  "Mostgladly,"answeredtheSquire,andEthelimmediatelywentforthenecessarypassports。WhenshereturnedshefoundMrs。NicholashelpingRuthandtheSquiretoarrangethelargesilverandcutcrystalonthesideboard,andtalkingatthesametimewithunabatedvivacity。
  "Yes,"shewassaying,"theladswouldhavebeenheretwodaysago,buttheystayedinLondontoseesomeAmericanladymarried。
  JohnThomas’sfriendknewher。ShewasmarriedattheAmbassador’shouse。A
  fineaffairenough,butitbewildersmethistakingupmarriagewithoutpriestorbook。
  It’sanewcommission。TheChurch’swarrant,itseems,isoutofdate。Itmayberight’
  itmaybelegal,butItoldJohnThomasifheevergothimselfmarriedinthatkindofaway,hewouldn’thavefatherormeforwitnesses。"
  "Iamglad,"saidtheSquire,"thattheyoungmenarehomeintimeforourdance。
  Theyounglikesuchthings。"
  "Tobesuretheydo。JohnThomaswouldn’tgivemeamoment’sresttillIcamehere。Ididn’twanttocome。IthoughtJohnThomasshouldcomehimself,andItoldhimplainlythatIwasreadytodoanyoneafavorifIcould,butifhewantedmetocomebecausehewasafraidtocomehimself,Iwasjustasreadytoshirkthejourney。Andhelaughedandsaidhewasnotfearedforanywomanliving,buthedidwanttomakehisfirstappearanceinhisbestclothes——andthatwasnatural,wasn’tit?SoIcameforthetwolads。"Thenshelookedatthegirlswithasmile,andsaidinacomfortablekindofway:"You’llfindthemverynicelads,indeed。
  IcanspeakforJohnThomas,Ihavetakenhismeasurelongsince;andasfarasIcanjudgehisfriend,Naturewentaboutsomefullworkwhenshemadeamanofhim。
  He’sgotasweettemper,andastrongmind,andastraightjudgment,ifIknowanythingaboutmen——whichNicholassometimesmakesmethinkIdon’t。ButNicholasisn’tanordinaryman,he’swhatyoucall`anexception。’"
  ThenshakingherheadatEthel,shecontinuedreprovingly:"YouwereneitherofyouinchurchSunday。Iknowsomeyoungwomenwhowenttotheparishchurch——Methodiststheyare——speciallytoseeyournewhats。There’ssometalkaboutthem,Icantellyou,andthevillagemillinerispesteredtocopythem。Shekeepshereyesopenforyou。Youdisappointedalotofpeople。
  Yououghttogotochurchinthecountry。
  It’sthemostrespectablethingyoucando。"
  "Wewerebothverytired,"saidRuth,"andthesunwashot,andwehadagoodSabbathathome。EthelreadthePsalms,EpistleandGospelfortheday,andtheSquiregaveussomeofthegrandestorganmusicIeverheard。"
  "Well,well!EveryoneknowstheSquireisagrandplayer。Idon’tsupposethereisanothertomatchhiminthewholeworld,andtheoldfeelingaboutchurch-goingisgettingslackamongtheyoungpeople。TheyserveGodnowverymuchattheirease。"
  "IsnotthatbetterthanservingHimoncompulsion?"askedRuth。
  "Idaresay。I’mnobigot。IwasbroughtupanIndependent,andwenttotheirchapeluntilImarriedNicholasRawdon。Myfa-
  therwasabroad-thinkingman。HenevertaughtmetolocateGodinanybuilding;andI’msureIdon’tbelieveourparishchurchisHisdwelling-place。Ifitis,theyoughttomendtheroofandputanewcarpetdownandmakethingscleanerandmorerespectable。
  Well,Squire,youhavesilverenoughtotemptalltheroguesinYorkshire,andthere’salotofthem。ButnowI’veseenit,I’llgohomewiththesebitsofpaper。Ishallbeaveryimportantwomanto-night。Themtwoladswon’tknowhowtofleechandflattermeenough。I’llbewaitedonhandandfoot。
  AndNicholaswillgetabitofaset-down。
  HewasbraggingaboutMissEthelbringinghisinvitationtohishandandpromisingtodancewithhim。Iwouldn’tdoitifIwereMissEthel。She’llfindout,ifshedoes,whatitmeanstodancewithamanthatweighstwentystone,andwhohasneverturnedhandnorfoottoanythingbutmoney-makingforthirtyyears。"
  Shewentawaywithasweepandarustleofhershimmeringsilkskirt,andleftbehindhersuchanatmosphereofheartygood-natureasmadethelastrushandcrowdofpreparationseasilyorderedandquicklyaccomplished。Beforeherarrivaltherehadbeensomedoubtastotheweather。Shebroughttheshiningsunwithher,andwhenheset,heleftthemwiththepromiseofasplendidto-morrow——apromiseamplyredeemedwhenthenextdaydawned。Indeed,thesunshinewassobrilliant,thegardensogayandsweet,thelawnsogreenandfirm,theavenuessoshadyandfullofwanderingsongs,thatitwasresolvedtoholdthepreliminaryreceptionoutofdoors。EthelandRuthweretoreceiveonthelawn,andattheopenhalldoortheSquirewouldwaittowelcomehisguests。