Andso,wearywithpleasure,andheart-
heavywithfeelingsthathadnolongeranyreasontoexist,palewithfatigue,untidywithcrush,theirprettywhitegownssulliedandpasse,eachwentherway;ineveryheartawonderwhetherthefewhilarioushoursofstrangeemotionswereworthalltheyclaimedastheirrightanddue。
Ruthhadgonehomeearlier,andEthelfoundherrestinginherroom。"Iamwornout,Ruth,"washerfirstremark。"Iamgoingtobedforthreeorfourdays。Itwasadreadfulordeal。"
"Onetowhichyoumayhavetosubmit。"
"Certainlynot。Mymarriagewillbeareligiousceremony,withhalfadozenofmynearestrelativesaswitnesses。"
"InoticedFredslipawaybeforeDorawent。Helookedill。"
"Idaresayheisill——andnowonder。
Goodnight,Ruth。Iamgoingtosleep。Tellfatherallaboutthewedding。Idon’twanttohearitnamedagain——notaslongasIlive。"
CHAPTERVI
THREEdayspassedandEthelhadregainedherhealthandspirits,butFredMostynhadnotcalledsincethewedding。Ruththoughtsomeinquiryoughttobemade,andJudgeRawdoncalledattheHollandHouse。TherehewastoldthatMr。Mostynhadnotbeenwell,andtheyoungman’scountenancepainfullyconfessedthesamething。
"MydearFred,whydidyounotsenduswordyouwereill?"askedtheJudge。
"Ihadfever,sir,andIfeareditmightbetyphoid。Nothingofthekind,however。I
shallbeallrightinadayortwo。"
Thetruthwasfarfromtyphoid,andFredknewit。Hehadlefttheweddingbreakfastbecausehehadreachedthelimitofhisendurance。Words,stingingaswhips,burnedlikehotcoalsinhismouth,andhefeltthathecouldnotrestrainthemmuchlonger。
Hasteningtohishotel,helockedhimselfinhisrooms,andpassedthenightinafrenzyofpassion。Theveryremembranceofthebridegroom’sconfidenttransportputmur-
derinhisheart——murderwhichhecouldonlypracticebyhiswishes,impotenttocompasstheirdesires。
"Iwishthefellowshot!Iwishhimhanged!Iwouldkillhimtwentytimesintwentydifferentways!AndDora!Dora!
Dora!Whatdidsheseeinhim?Whatcouldshesee?Loveher?Heknowsnothingoflove——suchloveastorturesme。"
Backwardsandforwardshepacedthefloortosuchimprecationsandejaculationsaswelledupfromthewhirlpoolofrageinhisheart,hourfollowinghour,tillintheblacknessofhismiseryhecouldnolongerspeak。
Hisbrainhadbecomestupefiedbytheiterationofinevitableloss,andsorefusedanylongertovoiceawoebeyondremedy。Thenhestoodstillandcalledwillandreasontocouncilhim。"Thiswaymadnesslies,"hethought。"Imustbequiet——Imustsleep——
Imustforget。"
Butitwasnotuntilthethirddaythatadismal,sullenstillnesssucceededthestormofrageandgrief,andheawokefromasleepofexhaustionfeelingasifhewerewitheredathisheart。Heknewthatlifehadtobetakenupagain,andthatinallitsfarceshemustplayhispart。AtfirstthethoughtofMostynHallpresenteditselfasanasylum。
Itstoodamidthickwoods,andthereweremilesofwind-blownwoldsandhillsaroundit。Hewaslordandmasterthere,noonecouldintrudeuponhissorrow;hecouldnurseitinthoselonelyroomstohisheart’scontent。
Everyday,however,thisgloomyresolutiongrewfainter,andonemorningheawokeandlaughedittoscorn。
"Frederick’shimselfagain,"hequoted,"andhemusthavebeenveryfaroffhimselfwhenhethoughtofgivinguporofrunningaway。No,FredMostyn,youwillstayhere。
’Tisacountrywheretheimpossibledoesnotexist,andtheunlikelyissuretohappen——acountrywheremarriageisnotforlifeordeath,andwheretheroadstodivorcearemanifoldandeasy。Thereareascoreofwaysandmeans。Iwillstayandthinkthemover;’twillbeoddifIcannotforceFatetochangehermind。"
AweekafterDora’smarriagehefoundhimselfabletowalkuptheavenuetotheRawdonhouse;buthearrivedtherewearyandwanenoughtoinstantlywinthesympathyofRuthandEthel,andhewasimmenselystrengthenedbythesenseofhomeandkindred,andofgenuinekindnesstowhichhefeltasortofright。HeaskedRuthifhemighteatdinnerwiththem。Hesaidhewashungry,andthehotelfaredidnottempthim。AndwhenJudgeRawdonreturnedhewelcomedhiminthesamegenerousspirit,andtheeveningpasseddelightfullyaway。Atitsclose,however,asMostynstoodglovedandhatted,andthecarriagewaitedforhim,hesaidafewwordstoJudgeRawdonwhichchangedthementalandsocialatmosphere。
"Iwishtohavealittletalkwithyou,sir,onabusinessmatterofsomeimportance。
AtwhathourcanIseeyouto-morrow?"
"Iamengagedalldayuntilthreeintheafternoon,Fred。SupposeIcallonyouaboutfourorhalf-past?"
"Verywell,sir。"
ButbothEthelandRuthwonderedifitwas"verywell。"Ashadow,fleetingasthought,hadpassedoverJudgeRawdon’sfacewhenheheardtherequestforabusinessinterview,andaftertheyoungman’sdeparturehelosthimselfinareveriewhichwasevidentlynotahappyone。Buthesaidnothingtothegirls,andtheywerenotaccustomedtoquestionhim。
Thenextmorning,insteadofgoingdirecttohisoffice,hestoppedatMadam,hismoth-
er’shouseinGramercyPark。Avisitatsuchanearlyhourwasunusual,andtheoldladylookedathiminalarm。
"Wearewell,mother,"hesaidassherose。"Icalledtotalktoyouaboutalittlebusiness。"WhereuponMadamsatdown,andbecamesuddenlyabouttwentyyearsyounger,for"business"wasawordlikeawatch-cry;shecalledallhersensestogetherwhenitwasutteredinherpresence。
"Business!"sheejaculatedsharply。
"Whosebusiness?"
"IthinkImaysaythebusinessofthewholefamily。"
"Nay,Iamnotinit。MybusinessisjustasIwantit,andIamnotgoingtotalkaboutit——onewayortheother。"
"IsnotRawdonCourtofsomeinteresttoyou?Ithasbeenthehomeandseatofthefamilyformanycenturies。Agoodmany。
Mostynwomenhavebeenitsmistress。"
"IneverheardofanyMostynwomanwhowouldnothavebeenfarhappierawayfromRawdonCourt。ItwasaCalvarytothemall。
TherewaslittleNannieMostyn,whodiedwithherfirstbabybecauseSquireAnthonystruckherinadrunkenpassion;andtheproudAlethiaMostyn,whosufferedtwentyyears’martyrdomfromSquireJohn;andSara,whotookthirtythousandpoundstoSquireHubert,toflingawayatthegreentable;andHarriet,whowasmadebyherhusband,SquireHumphrey,tojumpafencewhenouthuntingwithhim,andwasbroughthomecrippledandscarredforlife——alovelygirloftwentywhowentthroughagoniesforelevenyearswithoutaughtofloveandhelp,anddiedalonewhilehewasfollowingafox;
andtherewasprettyBarbaraMostyn————"
"Come,come,mother。IdidnotcallherethismorningtoheartheRawdonsabused,andyouforgetyourownmarriage。Itwasahappyone,Iamsure。OneRawdon,atleast,mustbeexcepted;andIthinkItreatedmywifeasagoodhusbandoughttotreatawife。"
"Notyou!YoutreatedMaryverybadly。"
"Mother,notevenfromyou————"
"I’llsayitagain。Thelittlegirlwasdyingforayearormore,andyouweresobusymakingmoneyyouneversawit。Ifshesaidorlookedalittlecomplaint,youmovedrestless-likeandtoldher`shemopedtoomuch。’AstheendcameIspoketoyou,andyoupooh-poohedallIsaid。Shewentsuddenly,Iknow,tomostpeople,butsheknewitwasherlastday,andshelongedsotoseeyou,thatIsentaservanttohurryyouhome,butshediedbeforeyoucouldmakeupyourmindtoleaveyour`cases。’SheandIwerealonewhenshewhisperedherlastmessageforyou——alovingone,too。"
"Mother!Mother!Whyrecallthatbitterday?Ididnotthink——IswearIdidnotthink————"
"Nevermindswearing。IwasjustremindingyouthattheRawdonshavenotbeenthefinestspecimensofgoodhusbands。Theymakelandlords,andjudges,andsoldiers,andevenloom-lordsofaveryrespectablesort;
buthusbands!Lordhelptheirpoorwives!
Soyousee,asaMostynwoman,IhavenospecialinterestinRawdonCourt。"
"Youwouldnotlikeittogooutofthefamily?"
"Ishouldnotworrymyselfifitdid。"
"IsupposeyouknowFredMostynhasamortgageonitthatthepresentSquireisunabletolift。"
"Aye,Fredtoldmehehadeightythousandpoundsontheoldplace。Itoldhimhewasafooltoputhismoneyonit。"
"Oneofthefinestmanorsandmanor-
housesinEngland,mother。"
"Ihaveseenit。Iwasbornandbroughtupnearenoughtoit,Ithink。"
"Eightythousandpoundsisabagatellefortheplace;yetifFredforcesasale,itmaygoforthat,orevenless。Ican’tbeartothinkofit。"
"Whynotbuyityourself?"
"Iwouldliftthemortgageto-morrowifI
hadthemeans。Ihavenotatpresent。"
"Well,Iaminthesamebox。YouhavejustspokenasiftheMostynsandRawdonshadanequalinterestinRawdonCourt。
Verywell,then,itcannotbefarwrongforFredMostyntohaveit。ManyaMostynhasgonethereaswifeandslave。IwoulddearlyliketoseeoneMostyngoasmaster。"
"Ishallgetnohelpfromyou,then,I
understandthat。"
"I’mMostynbybirth,I’monlyRawdonby,marriage。Thebirth-bandtiesmefasttomyfamily。"
"Goodmorning,mother。Youhavefailedmeforthefirsttimeinyourlife。"
"Ifthemoneyhadbeenforyou,Edward,oryours————"
"Itis——good-by。"
Shecalledhimbackperemptorily,andhereturnedandstoodattheopendoor。
"Whydon’tyouaskEthel?"
"IdidnotthinkIhadtheright,mother。"
"MorerighttoaskherthanI。Seewhatshesays。She’sRawdon,everyinchofher。"
"PerhapsImay。Ofcourse,Icansellsecurities,butitwouldbeatasacrificeagreatsacrificeatpresent。"
"Ethelhasthecash;and,asIsaid,sheisRawdon——I’mnot。"
"Iwishmyfatherwerealive。"
"Hewouldn’tmoveme——youneedn’tthinkthat。WhatIhavesaidtoyouIwouldhavesaidtohim。SpeaktoEthel。I’llbeboundshe’lllistenifRawdoncallsher。"
"Idon’tliketospeaktoEthel。"
"Itisn’twhatyouliketodo,it’swhatyoufindyou’llhavetodo,thatcarriestheday;
andagoodthing,too,considering。"
"Goodmorning,again。Youarenotquiteyourself,Ithink。"
"Well,Ididn’tsleeplastnight,sothere’snowonderifI’mabitcrossthismorning。
ButifIlosemytemper,Ikeepmyunderstanding。"
Shewasreallycrossbythistime。Hersonhadputherinapositionshedidnotliketoassume。NoloveforRawdonCourtwasinherheart。ShewouldratherhaveadvancedthemoneytobuyanAmericanestate。ShehadbeenlittlepleasedatFred’smortgageontheoldplace,buttotheAmericanRawdonsshefeltitwouldproveawhiteelephant;andtheappealtoEthelwasadvisedbecauseshethoughtitwouldamounttonothing。Inthefirstplace,theJudgehadthestrictestideaofthesacrednessofthechargecommittedtohimasguardianofhisdaughter’sfortune。
Inthesecond,EthelinheritedfromherYorkshireancestryanintensesenseofthevalueandobligationsofmoney。ShewasanardentAmerican,andnotlikelytospenditonanoldEnglishmanor;and,furthermore,Madam’spenetrationhaddiscoveredagrowingdislikeinhergranddaughterforFredMostyn。
"She’dneverabidehimforalifelongneighbor,"theoldladydecided。"ItistheRawdonprideinher。TheRawdonmenhavecondescendedtogotoMostynforwivesmanyandmanyatime,butneveroncehavetheMostynmenmarriedaRawdongirl——proud,set-upwomen,asfarasIremember;andEthelhasawaywithherjustlikethem。Fredisgoodenoughandniceenoughforanygirl,andIwonderwhatisthematterwithhim!
Itisaweekandmoresincehewashere,andthenhewasn’tabitlikehimself。"
AtthismomentthebellrangandsheheardFred’svoiceinquiring"ifMadamwasathome。"Instantlyshedivinedthemotiveofhiscall。TheyoungmanhadcometotheconclusiontheJudgewouldtrytoinfluencehismother,andbeforemeetinghimintheafternoonhewishedtohavesomeideaofthetrendmatterswerelikelytotake。Hispolicy——cunning,Madamcalledit——didnotpleaseher。Sheimmediatelyassuredherselfthat"shewouldn’tgoagainstherownfleshandbloodforanyone,"andhiswanfaceandgeneralairofwretchednessfurtherantagonizedher。Sheaskedhimfretfully"whathehadbeendoingtohimself,for,"sheadded,"it’smainlywhatwedotoourselvesthatmakesussick。WasitthateverlastingweddingoftheDenninggirl?"
Heflushedangrily,butansweredwithmuchofthesamedesiretoannoy,"Isupposeitwas。Ifeltitverymuch。Dorawastheloveliestgirlinthecity。Therearenoneleftlikeher。"
"ItwillbeagoodthingforNewYorkifthatisthecase。I’mnotonethatwantsthecitytomyself,butIcanspareDoraSTANHOPE,andfeelthebetterforit。"
"ThemostbeautifulofGod’screatures!"
"You’vesurelylostyoursightoryourjudgment,Fred。Sheisjustadusky-skinnedgirl,withbig,browneyes。Youcanpickhersortupbythethousandinanylargecity。
Andawandering-hearted,giddycreature,too,thatwillspreadasshegoes,nodoubt。I’msorryforBasilStanhope,hedidn’tdeservesuchafate。"
"Indeed,hedidnot!Itisbeyondmeasuretoogoodforhim。"
"I’vealwaysheardthatafflictionisthesurestwaytoheaven。Dorawillleadhimthatroad,anditwillbemoresurethanpleasant。
Poorfellow!He’llsoonbeasreadytocursehiswedding-dayasJobwastocursehisbirthday。Acostlywifeshewillbetokeep,andmiseryinthekeepingofher。ButifyoucametotalktomeaboutDoraSTANHOPE,I’llceasetalking,forIdon’tfinditanygreatentertainment。"
"IcametotalktoyouaboutSquireRawdon。"
"WhatabouttheSquire?KeepitinyourmindthatheandIweresweetheartswhenwewerechildren。Ihaven’tforgottenthatfact。"
"YouknowRawdonCourtismortgagedtome?"
"I’veheardyousayso——morethanonce。"
"IintendtoforeclosethemortgageinSeptember。IfindthatIcangettwiceyes,threetimes——theinterestformymoneyinAmericansecurities。"
"Howdoyouknowtheyaresecurities?"
"BryceDenninghasputmeuptoseveralgoodthings。"
"Well,ifyouthinkgoodthingscancomethatroad,youareabiggerfoolthanIeverthoughtyou。"
"Fool!Madam,Iallownoonetocallmeafool,especiallywithoutreason。"
"Reason,indeed!WhatreasonwasthereinyourdillydallyingafterDoraDenningwhenshewasengaged,andthenmakingyourselflikeaghostforheraftersheismarried?
AsforthegoodthingsBryceDenningoffersyouinexchangeforagrandEnglishmanor,takethem,andthenifIcalledyounotfoolbefore,Iwillcallyoufoolinyourteethtwiceover,andmuchtoogoodforyou!Aye,I
couldcallyouaworsenamewhenIthinkoftheoldSquire——he’stwoyearsolderthanI
am——beingturnedoutofhislifelonghome。
Whereishetogoto?"
"IfIbuytheplace,forofcourseitwillhavetobesold,heiswelcometoremainatRawdonCourt。"
"Andhewoulddeservetodoitifhewerethatlow-minded;butifIknowSquirePercival,hewillgotothepoor-housefirst。Fred,youwouldsurelyscornsuchadirtythingassellingtheoldmanoutofhouseandhome?"
"Iwantmymoney,orelseIwantRawdonManor。"
"AndIhavenoobjectionseithertoyourwantingitorhavingit,but,forgoodness’
sake,waituntildeathgivesyouadecentwarrantforbuyingit。"
"Iamafraidtodelay。TheSquirehasbeenverycoolwithmelately,andmyagenttellsmetheTyrrel-Rawdonshavebeenvisitinghim,alsothathehasaskedagreatmanyquestionsabouttheJudgeandEthel。Heisevidentlytryingtopreventmegettingpossession,andIknowthatoldNicholasRawdonwouldgivehiseyelidstoownRawdonCourt。AstotheJudge————"
"Mysonwantsnoneofit。Youcanmakeyourmindeasyonthatscore。"
"IthinkIbehavedverydecently,though,ofcourse,noonegivesmecreditforit;forassoonasIsawImustforecloseinordertogetmyownIthoughtatonceofEthel。ItseemedtomethatifwecouldloveeachotherthemoneyclaimsofMostynandtheinheritedclaimsofRawdonwouldbothbesatisfied。
Unfortunately,IfoundthatIcouldnotloveEthelasawifeshouldbeloved。"
"AndIcantellyou,Fred,thatEthelnevercouldhavelovedyouasahusbandshouldbeloved。Shewasagooddealdisappointedinyoufromtheveryfirst。"
"IthoughtImadeafavorableimpressiononher。"
"Inaway。Shesaidyouplayedthepianonicely;butEthelisallforhandsomemen,tall,erectsix-footers,withalittleswingandswaggertothem。Shethoughtyousmallandfinicky。ButEthel’srichenoughtohaveherfancy,Ihope。"
"Itislittlematternowwhatshethought。
Ican’tpleaseeveryone。"
"No,it’sratherhardertodothatthanmostpeoplethinkitis。Iwouldpleasemyconsciencefirstofall,Fred。That’sthepointworthmentioning。AndIshalljustremindyouofonethingmore:yourmoneyallinalumponRawdonManorissafe。Itisinoneplace,andinsuchshapeasitcan’trunawaynorbesmuggledawaybyanyman’strickery。
Now,then,turnyoureightythousandpoundsintodollars,anddividethemamongascoreofsecurities,andyou’llsoonfindoutthatafortunemaybeeasilysquanderedwhenitisinagreatmanyhands,andthatwhatlookssatisfactoryenoughwhenreckoneduponpaperdoesn’toftenrealizeinhardmoneytothesametune。I’vesaidallnowIamgoingtosay。"
"Thankyoufortheadvicegivenme。I
willtakeitasfarasIcan。ThisafternoontheJudgehaspromisedtotalkoverthebusinesswithme。"
"TheJudgeneversawRawdonCourt,andhecaresnothingaboutit,buthecangiveyoucounselaboutthe`goodthings’BryceDenningoffersyou。Andyoumaysafelylistentoit,for,rightorwrong,Iseeplainlyitisyourownadviceyouwilltakeinthelongrun。"
MostynlaughedpleasantlyandwentbacktohishoteltothinkoverthefactsgleanedfromhisconversationwithMadam。Inthefirstplace,heunderstoodthatanyovertactagainstSquireRawdonwouldbedeeplyresentedbyhisAmericanrelatives。Butthenheremindedhimselfthathisownrelationshipwiththemwasmerelysentiment。Hehadnownothingtohopeforinthewayofmoney。Madam’sapparentlyspontaneousandtruthfulassertion,thattheJudgecarednothingforRawdonCourt,was,however,verysatisfactorytohim。Hehadbeenfoolishenoughtothinkthatthethinghedesiredsopassionatelywasofequalvalueintheestimationofothers。Hesawnowthathewaswrong,andhethenrememberedthathehadneverfoundJudgeRawdontoevinceeitherinterestorcuriosityaboutthefamilyhome。
Ifhehadbeenakeenobserver,theJudge’sfacewhenhecalledmighthavegivenhiscomfortablefeelingssomepause。Itwascontracted,subtle,intricate,buthecameforwardwithacongratulationonMostyn’simprovedappearance。"Afewweeksattheseasidewoulddoyougood,"headded,andMostynanswered,"IthinkofgoingtoNewportforamonth。"
"Andthen?"
"Iwantyouropinionaboutthat。McLeanadvisesmetoseethecountry——togotoChicago,St。Louis,Denver,crosstheRockies,andontoCalifornia。Itseemsasifthatwouldbeagrandsummerprogramme。ButmylawyerwritesmethatthemaninchargeatMostyniscuttingtoomuchtimberandisgenerallytooextravagant。ThenthereisthequestionofRawdonCourt。Myfinanceswillnotletmecarrythemortgageonitlonger,unlessIbuytheplace。"
"Areyouthinkingofthatasprobable?"
"Yes。Itwillhavetobesold。AndMostynseemstobethenaturalownerafterRawdon。
TheMostynshavemarriedRawdonssofrequentlythatwearealmostlikeonefamily,andRawdonCourtlies,asitwere,atMostyn’sgate。TheSquireisnowold,andtooeasilypersuadedforhisownwelfare,andIheartheTyrrel-Rawdonshavebeenvisitinghim。Suchathingwouldhavebeenincredibleafewyearsago。"
"WhoaretheTyrrel-Rawdons?Ihavenoacquaintancewiththem。"
"TheyarethedescendantsofthatTyrrel-
Rawdonwhoacenturyagomarriedahandsomegirlwhowasonlyaninnkeeper’sdaughter。Hewasofcoursedisownedanddisinherited,andhischildrensanktothelowestsocialgrade。Thenwhenpower-loomweavingwasintroducedtheywenttothemills,andoneofthemwascleverandsavedmoneyandbuiltalittlemillofhisown,andhissonbuiltamuchlargerone,andmadeagreatdealofmoney,andbecameMayorofLeeds。ThenextgenerationsawtheTyrrel-
Rawdonsthelargestloom-lordsinYorkshire。
Oneoftheyoungestgenerationwasmyopponentinthelastelectionandbeatme——aRadicalfellowbeatstheConservativecandidatealwayswhereweaversandspinnersholdthevotebutIthoughtitmydutytoupholdtheMostynbanner。YouknowtheMostynshavealwaysbeenToriesandConservatives。"
"Excuseme,butIamafraidIamignorantconcerningMostynpolitics。ItakelittleinterestintheEnglishparties。"
"Naturally。Well,IhopeyouwilltakeaninterestinmyaffairsandgivemeyouradviceaboutthesaleofRawdonCourt。"
"Ithinkmyadvicewouldbeuseless。Inthefirstplace,IneversawtheCourt。Myfatherhadanoldpictureofit,whichhassomehowdisappearedsincehisdeath,butI
cannotsaythateventhispictureinterestedmeatall。YouknowIamanAmerican,bornonthesoil,andveryproudofit。Then,asyouareacquaintedwithalltheinsandoutsofthedifficultiesandembarrassments,andI
knownothingatallaboutthem,youwouldhardlybefoolishenoughtotakemyopinionagainstyourown。IsupposetheSquireisinfavorofyourbuyingtheCourt?"
"Inevernamedthesubjecttohim。I
thoughtperhapshemighthavewrittentoyouonthematter。Youarethelastmaleofthehouseinthatline。"
"HehasneverwrittentomeabouttheCourt。Then,Iamnotthelastmale。Fromwhatyousay,IthinktheTyrrel-RawdonscouldeasilysupplyanheirtoRawdon。"
"Thatisthethingtobeavoided。Itwouldbeagreatoffensetothecountyfamilies。"
"Whyshouldtheybeconsidered?A
RawdonisalwaysaRawdon。"
"Butacottonspinner,sir!Ameremill-
owner!"
"Well,Idonotfeelwithyouandtheothercountypeopleinthatrespect。Ithinkacottonspinner,givingbreadtoathousandfamilies,isavastlymorerespectableandimportantmanthanafox-hunting,idlelandlord。
Amill-owningRawdonmightdoadealofgoodinthesleepyoldvillageofMonk-Rawdon。"
"YoursentimentsareAmerican,notEnglish,sir。"
"AsItoldyou,welookatthingsfromverydifferentstandpoints。"
"Doyoufeelinclinedtoliftthemortgageyourself,Judge?"
"Ihavenotthepower,evenifIhadtheinclinationtodoso。Mymoneyiswellinvested,andIcouldnot,atthistime,turnbondsandsecuritiesintocashwithoutmakingasacrificenottobecontemplated。Iconfess,however,thatiftheCourthastobesold,IshouldliketheTyrrel-Rawdonstobuyit。Idaresaythepictureoftheoffendingyouthisstillinthegallery,andIhaveheardmymothersaythatwhatisanother’salwaysyearnsforitslord。DrivenfromhisheritageforLove’ssake,itwouldbeatleastinterestingifGoldgavebacktohischildrenwhatLovelostthem。"
"Thatispuresentiment。SurelyitwouldbemorenaturalthattheMostynsshouldsucceedtheRawdons。Wehave,asitwere,boughttherightwithatleastadozenintermarriages。"
"Thatalsoispuresentiment。Goldatlastwillcarrythesuccession。"
"Butnotyourgold,Iinfer?"
"Notmygold;certainlynot。"
"ThankyouforyourdecisivewordsTheymakemycourseclear。"
"Thatiswell。Astoyoursummermovements,Iamequallyunabletogiveyouadvice。
Ithinkyouneedtheseaforamonth,andafterthatMcLean’sschemeisgood。
AndareturntoMostyntolookafteryouraffairsisequallygood。IfIwereyou,I
shouldfollowmyinclinations。Ifyouputyourheartintoanything,itiswelldoneandenjoyed;ifyoudoathingbecauseyouthinkyououghttodoit,failureanddisappointmentareoftentheresults。Sodoasyouwanttodo;itistheonlyadviceIcanofferyou。"
"Thankyou,sir。Itisveryacceptable。I
mayleaveforNewportto-morrow。Ishallcallontheladiesinthemorning。"
"Iwilltellthem,butitisjustpossiblethatthey,too,gotothecountryto-morrow,tolookafteralittlecottageontheHudsonweoccupyinthesummer。Good-by,andIhopeyouwillsoonrecoveryourusualhealth。"
ThentheJudgeliftedhishat,andwithacourteousmovementlefttheroom。Hisfacehadthesamesuaveurbanityofexpression,buthecouldhardlyrestrainthepassioninhisheart。Placidashelookedwhenheenteredhishouse,hethrewoffallpretensesassoonashereachedhisroom。TheYorkshirespiritwhichEthelhaddeclaredfoundhimoutonceinthreehundredandsixty-fourdaysandtwenty-threehourswastheninfullpos-
session。TheAmericanJudgehaddisappeared。
Helookedaslikehisancestorsasanythingoutsideofapaintedpicturecoulddo。Hisflushedface,hisflashingeyes,hispassionateexclamations,thestampofhisfoot,theblowofhishand,thethreateningattitudeofhiswholefigurewasbutareplicaofhisgreat-grandfather,AnthonyRawdon,givingRadicalsatthehustingsorcarelesskeepersatthekennels"abitofhismind。"
"`Mostyn,seemstobethenaturalownerofRawdon!RawdonCourtliesatMostyn’sgate!NaturalthattheMostynsshouldsucceedtheRawdons!Boughttherightbyadozenintermarriages!’Confoundtheimpudentrascal!DoeshethinkIwillseeSquireRawdonroguedoutofhishome?NotifIcanhelpit!NotifEthelcanhelpit!
Notifheavenandearthcanhelpit!He’sadownrightrascal!Acool,unruffled,impudentrascal!"Andtheseejaculationswerefollowedbyabitter,biting,blastinghailstormofsuchepithetsascouldonlybewrittenwithoneletterandadash。
Butthepassionofimprecationcooledandsatisfiedhisangerinthisitsfirstimpetuousoutbreak,andhesatdown,claspedthearmsofhischair,andgavehimselfaperemptoryorderofcontrol。Inashorttimeherose,bathedhisheadandfaceincoldwater,andbegantodressfordinner。Andashestoodbeforetheglasshesmiledattherestoredcolorandcalmofhiscountenance。
"Youareaprudentlawyer,"hesaidsarcastically。"Howmanyactionablewordshaveyoujustuttered!IfthedevilandFredMostynhavebeenlistening,theycan,asmothersays,`getthelawonyou’;butI
thinkEthelandIandthelawwillbeamatchevenforthedevilandFredMostyn。"Then,asheslowlywentdownstairs,herepeatedtohimself,"MostynseemstobethenaturalownerofRawdon。No,sir,neithernaturalnorlegalowner。RawdonCourtliesatMostyngate。Notyet。MostynliesatRawdongate。NaturalthattheMostynsshouldsucceedtheRawdons。PowerofGod!Neitherinthisgenerationnorthenext。"
AndatthesamemomentMostyn,havingthoughtoverhisinterviewwithJudgeRawdon,walkedthoughtfullytoawindowandmutteredtohimself:"Whateverwasthematterwiththeoldman?Politeasacourtier,butsomethingwaswrong。Theroomfeltasiftherewasaniceberginit,andhekepthisrighthandinhispocket。Ibe-
lievehewasafraidIwouldshakehandswithhim——itisEthel,Isuppose。Naturallyheisdisappointed。WantedheratRawdon。Well,itisapity,butIreallycannot!Oh,Dora!
Dora!Myheart,myhungryandthirstyheartcallsyou!Burningwithlove,dyingwithlonging,Iamwaitingforyou!"
Thedinnerpassedpleasantlyenough,butbothEthelandRuthnoticedtheJudgewasunderstrongbutwell-controlledfeeling。
Whileservantswerepresentitpassedforhighspirits,butassoonasthethreewerealoneinthelibrary,theexcitementtookatonceaseriousaspect。
"Mydears,"hesaid,standingupandfacingthem,"IhavehadaverypainfulinterviewwithFredMostyn。HeholdsamortgageoverRawdonCourt,andisgoingtopressitinSeptember——thatis,heproposestoselltheplaceinordertoobtainhismoney——andthepoorSquire!"Heceasedspeaking,walkedacrosstheroomandbackagain,andappearedgreatlydisturbed。
"WhatoftheSquire?"askedRuth。
"Godknows,Ruth。Hehasnootherhome。"
"Whyisthisthingtobedone?Istherenowaytopreventit?"
"Mostynwantsthemoney,hesays,toinvestinAmericansecurities。Hedoesnot。
Hewantstoforceasale,sothathemaybuytheplaceforthemortgage,andtheneitherkeepitforhispride,ormorelikelyresellittotheTyrrel-Rawdonsfordoublethemoney。"
Thenwithgraduallyincreasingpassionherepeatedinalow,intensevoicetheremarkswhichMostynhadmade,andwhichhadsoinfuriatedtheJudge。Beforehehadfinishedspeakingthetwowomenhadcaughthistemperandspirit。Ethel’sfacewaswhitewithanger,hereyesflashing,herwholeattitudefulloffight。Ruthwastroubledandsorrowful,andshelookedanxiouslyattheJudgeforsomesolutionofthecondition。ItwasEthelwhovoicedtheanxiety。"Father,"
sheasked,"whatistobedone?Whatcanyoudo?"
"Nothing,Iamsorrytosay,Ethel。Mymoneyisabsolutelytiedup——forthisyear,atanyrate。Icannottouchitwithoutwrongingothersaswellasmyself,noryetwithoutthemostruinoussacrifice。"
"IfIcoulddoanything,Iwouldnotcareatwhatsacrifice。"
"Youcandoallthatisnecessary,Ethel,andyouaretheonlypersonwhocan。Youhaveatleasteighthundredthousanddollarsincashandnegotiablesecurities。Yourmother’sfortuneisallyours,withitslegitimateaccruements,anditwasleftatyourowndisposalafteryourtwenty-firstbirthday。
IthasbeenatyourowndisposalWITH
MYCONSENTsinceyournineteenthbirthday。"
"Then,father,weneednottroubleabouttheSquire。Iwishwithallmyhearttomakehishomesuretohimaslongashelives。Youarealawyer,youknowwhatoughttobedone。"
"Goodgirl!Iknewwhatyouwouldsayanddo,orIshouldnothavetoldyouthetroubletherewasatRawdon。Now,IproposeweallmakeavisittoRawdonCourt,seetheSquireandtheproperty,andwhilethereperfectsucharrangementsasseemkindestandwisest。Ruth,howsooncanwebereadytosail?"
"Father,doyoureallymeanthatwearetogotoEngland?"
"Itistheonlythingtodo。ImustseethatallisasMostynsays。Imustnotletyouthrowyourmoneyaway。"
"Thatisonlyprudent,"saidRuth,"andwecanbereadyforthefirststeamerifyouwishit。"
"Iamdelighted,father。IlongtoseeEngland;morethanall,IlongtoseeRawdon。
IdidnotknowuntilthismomenthowmuchIlovedit。"
"Well,then,IwillhaveallreadyforustosailnextSaturday。SaynothingaboutittoMostyn。Hewillcallto-morrowmorningtobidyougood-bybeforeleavingforNewportwithMcLean。Tryandbeout。"
"Ishallcertainlybeout,"saidEthel。
"Idonotwishevertoseehisfaceagain,andImustseegrandmotherandtellherwhatwearegoingtodo。"
"Idaresaysheguessesalready。Sheadvisedmetoaskyouaboutthemortgage。Sheknewwhatyouwouldsay。"
"Father,whoaretheTyrrel-Rawdons?"
ThentheJudgetoldthestoryoftheyoungTyrrel-Rawdon,whoacenturyagohadlosthisworldforLove,andEthelsaid"shelikedhimbetterthananyRawdonshehadeverheardof。"
"Exceptyourfather,Ethel。"
"Exceptmyfather;mydear,goodfather。
AndIamgladthatLovedidnotalwaysmakethempoor。Theymustnowberich,iftheywanttobuytheCourt。"
"Theyarerichmanufacturers。MostynismuchannoyedthattheSquirehasbeguntonoticethem。HesaysoneofthegrandsonsoftheTyrrel-Rawdons,disinheritedforlove’ssake,cametoAmericasometimeintheforties。Iaskedyourgrandmotherifthisstorywastrue。Shesaiditisquitetrue;
thatmyfatherwashisfriendinthematter,andthatitwashisreportsaboutAmericawhichmadethemdecidetotrytheirfortuneinNewYork。"
"Doessheknowwhatbecameofhim?"
"No。InhislastlettertothemhesaidhehadjustjoinedapartygoingtothegoldfieldsofCalifornia。Thatwasin1850。Heneverwroteagain。Itislikelyheperishedontheterriblejourneyacrosstheplains。
Manythousandsdid。"
"WhenIaminEnglandIintendtocallupontheseTyrrel-Rawdons。IthinkIshalllikethem。Myheartgoesouttothem。Iamproudofthisbitofromanceinthefamily。"
"Oh,thereisplentyofromancebehindyou,Ethel。WhenyouseetheoldSquirestandingattheentrancetotheManorHouse,youmayseethehagsofCressyandAgincourt,ofMarstonandWorcesterbehindhim。
AndtheRawdonwomenhavefrequentlybeendaughtersofDestiny。Manyofthemhavelivedromancesthatwouldbeincredibleifwrittendown。Oh,Ethel,dear,wecannot,wecannotforourlives,lettheoldhomefallintothehandsofstrangers。Atanyrate,ifoninspectionwethinkitwrongtointerfere,IcanatleasttryandgetthechildrenofthedisinheritedTyrrelbacktotheirhome。Shallweleaveitatthispointforthepresent?"
Thisdecisionwasagreeabletoall,andthenthefewpreparationsnecessaryforthejourneyweretalkedover,andinthishappydiscussiontheeveningpassedrapidly。ThedreamofEthel’slifehadbeenthisvisittothehomeofherfamily,andtogoasitssaviorwasaconsummationofthepleasurethatfilledherwithlovingpride。Shecouldnotsleepforherwakingdreams。ShemadeallsortsofresolutionsaboutthedespisedTyrrel-
Rawdons。Sheintendedtoshowtheproud,indolentworldoftheEnglishland-
aristocracythatAmericans,justaswellbornasthemselves,respectedbusinessenergyandenterprise;andshehadotherplansandpropositionsjustasinterestingandasfullofyouth’simpossibleenthusiasm。
Inthemorningshewenttotalkthesubjectoverwithhergrandmother。Theoldladyreceivedthenewswithaffectedindif-
ference。Shesaid,"ItmatterednothingtoherwhosatinRawdon’sseat;butshewouldnothearMostynblamedforseekinghisright。Moneyandsentimentarenokin,"
sheadded,"andFredhasnosentimentaboutRawdon。Whyshouldhe?OnlylastsummerRawdonkepthimoutofParliament,andmadehimspendalotofmoneybeside。
He’srighttogetevenwiththefamilyifhecan。"
"ButtheoldSquire!Heisnow————"
"Iknow;he’solderthanIam。ButSquirePercivalhashadhisday,andFredwouldnotdoanythingoutofthewaytohim——hecouldnot;thecountywouldmakebothMostynandRawdonveryuncomfortableplacestolivein,ifhedid。"
"Ifyouturnamanoutofhishomewhenheiseightyyearsold,Ithinkthatis`outoftheway。’AndMr。Mostynisnottobetrusted。Iwouldn’ttrusthimasfarasI
couldseehim。"
"Highty-tighty!Hehasnotaskedyoutotrusthim。Youlostyourchancethere,miss。"
"Grandmother,Iamastonishedatyou!"
"Well,itwasameanthingtosay,Ethel;
butIlikeFred,andIseetherestofmyfamilyareagainsthim。It’snaturalforYorkshiretohelptheweakestside。Butthere,Fredcandohisownfighting,I’llwarrant。
He’snotanordinaryman。"
"I’msorrytosayheisn’t,grandmother。
Ifhewerehewouldspeakwithoutadrawl,andgetridofhismonocle,andnotpaysuchminuteattentiontohiscoatsandvestsandwalkingsticks。"
ThenEthelproceededtoexplainherresolveswithregardtotheTyrrel-Rawdons。
"Ishallpaythemthegreatestattention,"
shesaid。"ItwasanoblethinginyoungTyrrel-Rawdontogiveupeverythingforhonorablelove,andIthinkeveryoneoughttohavestoodbyhim。"
"Thatwouldn’thavedoneatall。IfTyrrelhadbeenpettedasyouthinkheoughttohavebeen,everyrespectableyoungmanandwomaninthecountywouldhavemarriedwheretheirfancyledthem;andthefanciesofyoungpeoplemostlyleadthemtotheroaditisruintotake。"
"FromwhatFredMostynsays,Tyrrel’sdescendantsseemtohavetakenaveryrespectableroad。"
"I’venothingtosayfororagainstthem。
It’syearsandyearssinceIlaideyesonanyofthefamily。YourgrandfatherhelpedoneoftheyoungmentocometoAmerica,andIrememberhismothergettingintoapassionaboutit。ShewasafatwomaninaPaisleyshawlandalove-birdonherbonnet。
Isawhissisteroften。Sheweighedabouttwelvestone,andhadredhairandredcheeksandbareredelbows。Shewascalleda`strappinglass。’ThatisquiteacomplimentarytermintheWestRiding。"
"Please,grandmother,Idon’twanttohearanymore。IntwoweeksIshallbeabletojudgeformyself。Sincethentherehavebeentwogenerations,andifamemberofthepresentoneisfitforParliament————"
"That’snothing。Weneedn’tlookforanythingspeciallyrefinedinParliamentinthesedays。There’sanotherthing。TheseTyrrel-Rawdonsarechapelpeople。TherectorofRawdonchurchwouldnotmarryTyrreltohislow-bornlove,andsotheywenttotheMethodistpreacher,andafterthattotheMethodistchapel。Thatputthemdown,morethanyoucanimaginehereinAmerica。"
"Itwasashame!Methodistsaremostrespectablepeople。"
"I’msayingnothingcontrary。"
"ThePresidentisaMethodist。"
"Ineveraskedwhathewas。IamaChurchofEnglandwoman,youknowthat。
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