EnglandmightgotoruiniftheMostynsperishedofftheEnglishearth;but,AuntRuth,IcountmyselfworthyofabetterfatethantobecomeamerebranchinthegenealogicaltreeoftheMostyns。AndthatisallFredMostyn’swifewilleverbetohim,unlesshemarriesDora。"
"Butthatverysuppositionimpliestragedy,anditismostunlikely。"
"Yes,forDoraisagoodlittlething。Shehasneverbeenfamiliarwithvice。Shehasevenahorrorofpoorwomendivorcedfromimpossiblehusbands。Shebelieveshermarriagewillbewatchedbytheangels,andrecordedinheaven。Basilhasinstructedhertoregardmarriageasaholysacrament,andIamsurehedoesthesame。"
"Thenwhyshouldweforecasteviltotheirnames?AsforCousinFred,Idaresayheiscomfortablyasleep。"
"Iamsureheisnot。IbelieveheissmokingandcallinghimselfnamesfornothavingcometoNewYorklastMay,whenfatherfirstinvitedhim。Hadhedonesothingsmighthavebeendifferent。"
"Yes,theymight。WhenGoodFortunecalls,andthecalled`willnotwhentheymay,’
then,`whentheywill’GoodFortunehasbecomeMisfortune。Welcomeapleasureoragainatonce,ordon’tansweritatall。Itwasonthisrock,Ethel,thebarkthatcarriedmylovewenttopieces。Iknow;yes,Iknow!"
"Mydearaunt!"
"Itisallrightnow,dear;butthingsmighthavebeenthatarenot。AstoDora,IthinkshemaybetrustedwithBasilStanhope。HeisoneofthebestandhandsomestmenIeversaw,andhehasnowrightsinDora’slovenoonecantamperwith。Mostynisanhonorableman。"
"Allright,but——
"Lovewillventurein,Wherehedaurnawellbeseen;
OLovewillventurein,WhereWisdomoncehasbeen——
andthen,aunt,whatthen?"
PARTSECOND
PLAYINGWITHFIRE
CHAPTERV
THEnextdayafterlunchEthelsaidshewasgoingtowalkdowntoGramercyParkandspendanhourortwowithhergrandmother,and"Willyousendthecarriageformeatfiveo’clock?"sheasked。
"YourfatherhasorderedthecarriagetobeattheHollandHouseatfiveo’clock。Itcancallforyoufirst,andthengototheHollandHouse。Butdonotkeepyourfatherwaiting。Ifheisnotattheentrancegiveyourcardtotheoutsideporter;hewillhaveitsentuptoFred’sapartments。"
"ThenfatheriscallingonFred?Whatfor?Ishesick?"
"Oh,no,businessofsomekind。Ihopeyouwillhaveapleasantwalk。"
"Thereisnodoubtofit。"
Indeed,shewasradiantwithitsexhilarationwhenshereachedGramercyPark。Assheranupthestepsofthebig,old-fashionedhouseshesawMadamatthewindowpickingupsomedroppedstitchesinherknitting。
Madamsawheratthesamemoment,andtheoldfaceandtheyoungfacebothalikekindledwithlove,aswellaswithhappyanticipationofcovetedintercourse。
"Iamsogladtoseeyou,darlingGranny。
Icouldnotwaituntilto-morrow。"
"Andwhyshouldyou,child?Ihavebeenwatchingforyouallmorning。IwanttohearabouttheDenningdinner。Isupposeyouwent?"
"Yes,wewent;wehadto。Dinnersinstrangehousesareacommoncalamity;I
can’texpecttobesparedwhateveryonehastoendure。"
"Don’tbeaffected,Ethel。Youlikegoingouttodinner。Ofcourse,youdo!Itisonlynatural,considering。"
"Idon’t,Granny。Ilikedancesandtheatersandoperas,butIdon’tlikedinners。
However,theDenningdinnerwasagrandexception。Itgavemeandtheothersasensation。"
"Iexpectedthat。"
"Itwasbeautifullyordered。Major-domoParkinsonsawtothat。Ifhehadarrangeditforhislateemployer,theDukeofRichmond,itcouldnothavebeenfiner。Therewasnotabreakanywhere。"
"Howmanywerepresent?"
"Justadozen。"
"Mr。DenningandBryce,ofcourse。
Whoweretheothers?"
"Mr。Stanhope,ofcourse。Granny,heworehisclericaldress。Itmadehimlooksoremarkable。"
"Hedidright。Aclergymanoughttolookdifferentfromothermen。IdonotbelieveBasilStanhope,havingassumedthedressofaservantofGod,wouldputitoffonehourforanysocialexigency。Whyshouldhe?Itisagranderattirethananymilitaryornavaluniform,andnocourtdressiscomparable,foritisthecourtdressoftheKingofkings。"
"Allright,dearGranny;youalwaysmakethingscleartome,yetImeetlotsofclergymenineveningdress。"
"Thentheyoughtnottobeclergymen。
Theyoughtnottowearcoatsinwhichtheycanholdanykindofopinions。Whowasyourcompanion?"
"JamieSayer。"
"Ineverheardoftheman。"
"Heisanartist,andispaintingDora’slikeness。Heisgettingonnow,butinthepast,likeallartists,hehassufferedadeal。"
"God’swillbedone。Letthemsuffer。
Itisgoodforgeniustosuffer。Isheinlovewithyou?"
"Gracious,Granny!Hisheadissofullofpicturesthatnowomancouldfindroomthere,andifonedid,thenextnewpicturewouldcrowdherout。"
"Endthatstory,itislongenough。"
"DoyouknowMissUllman?"
"Ihaveheardofher。Whohasnot?"
"ShehasBryceDenningontrialnow。
IfhemarriesherIshallpityhim。"
"Pityhim!NotI,indeed!Hewouldhavehisjustreward。Liketolike,andAmentoit。"
"ThentherewasClaudineJeffrys,lookingquiteethereal,butverylovely。"
"Iknow。HerloverwaskilledinCuba,andshehasbeenthetypeoffaithfulgriefeversince。Shelooksitanddressesittoperfection。"
"Andfeelsit?"
"Perhapsshedoes。Iamnotskilledinthefeelingsofpensive,heart-brokenmaidens。
Buthercaseisaverycommonone。Loversarenowhereagainsthusbands,yethowmanythousandsofgoodwomenlosetheirhusbandseveryyear?Iftheyarepoor,theyhavetohidetheirgriefandworkforthem-
selvesandtheirfamilies;iftheyarerich,veryfewpeoplebelievethattheyarereallysorrytobewidows。Areanypoorcreaturesmorejeeredatthanwidows?Nomanbelievestheyaregrievingforthelossoftheirhusbands。ThenwhyshouldtheyallsympathizewithClaudineaboutthelossofalover?"
"Perhapsloversarenicerthanhusbands。"
"Prettymuchallalike。Ihaveknownafewgoodhusbands。Yourgrandfatherwasone,yourfatheranother。ButyouhavesaidnothingaboutFred。Didhelookhandsome?
Didhemakeasensation?Washeacousintobeproudof?"
"Indeed,Granny,Fredwasthewholeparty。Heisnotnaturallyhandsome,buthehasdistinction,andhewaswell-dressed。AndIneverheardanyonetalkashedid。Hetoldthemostdelightfulstories,hewasfullofmimicryandwit,andsaidthingsthatbroughteveryoneintothemerrytalk;andIamsurehecharmedandastonishedthewholeparty。
Mr。Denningaskedmequietlyafterwards`whatuniversityhewaseducatedat。’I
thinkhetookitallaseducation,andhadsomewildideasoffinishingBryceinasimilarmanner。"
Madamwasradiant。"Itoldyouso,"
shesaidproudly。"TheMostynshaveintellectaswellasland。TherearenostupidMostyns。Ihopeyouaskedhimtoplay。I
thinkhiswayofhandlingapianowouldhavetaughtthemafewthingsRussiansandPolesknownothingabout。Poorthings!Howcantheyhaveanyfeelingsleft?"
"Therewasnopianointheroom,Granny,andthecompanyseparatedverysoonafterdinner。"
"Somehowyououghttohavemanagedit,Ethel。"Thenwithatouchofanxiety,"I
hopeallthisclevernesswasnatural——Imean,Ihopeitwasn’tchampagne。Youknow,Ethel,wethinkaswedrink,andFredisn’tusedtothosefriskywines。Mostyncellarsarefullofoldsherryandclaret,andFred’sfatherwasalwaysagainstfrothing,sparklingwines。"
"Granny,itwasallFred。Winehadnothingtodowithit,butacertainwomanhad;infact,shewastheinspirer,andFredfellfiftyfathomsdeepinlovewithhertheverymomentsheenteredtheroom。Heheardnot,feltnot,thoughtnot,sostruckwithlovewashe。Ruthgothimtoawindowforafewmomentsandsohidhisemotionuntilhecouldgethimselftogether。"
"Oh,whatatale!Whatacobwebtale!I
don’tbelieveawordofit,"andshelaughedmerrily。
"’Tistrueasgospel,Granny。"
"Nameher,then。Whowasthewoman?"
"Dora。"
"Itisbeyondbelief,abovebelief,outofallreason。Itcannotbe,anditshallnotbe,andifyouaremakingupastorytoteaseme,EthelRawdon————"
"Grandmother,letmetellyoujusthowitcameabout。WewereallintheroomwaitingforDora,andshesuddenlyentered。Shewasdressedinsoftambersilkfromheadtofeet;diamondswereinherblackhair,andonthebandsacrosshershoulders,onhercorsage,onherbelt,herhands,andevenherslippers。Undertheelectriclightsshelookedasifshewasinagoldenaura,scintillatingwithstars。ShetookFred’sbreathaway。
HewastalkingtoRuth,andhecouldnotfinishthewordhewassaying。Ruththoughthewasgoingtofaint————"
"Don’ttellmesuchnonsense。"
"Well,grandmother,thisnonsenseistruth。AsIsaidbefore,Ruthtookhimasideuntilhegotcontrolofhimself;then,ashewasDora’sescort,hehadtogotoher。Ruthintroducedthem,andassheraisedhersoft,blackeyestohis,andputherhandonhisarm,somethinghappenedagain,butthistimeitwaslikepossession。Hewasthecourtierinamoment,hiseyesflashedbackherglances,hegavehersmileforsmile,andthenwhentheywereseatedsidebysidehebecameinspiredandtalkedasIhavetoldyou。Itisthetruth,grandmother。"
"Well,therearemanydifferentkindsoffools,butFredMostynistheworstIeverheardtellof。Doeshenotknowthatthegirlisengaged?"
"KnowsitaswellasIdo。"
"Noneofourfamilywereeverfoolsbefore,andIhopeFredwillcomeroundquickly。
DoyouthinkDoranoticedtheimpressionshemade?"
"Yes,AuntRuthnoticedDora;andRuthsaysDora`turnedthearrowintheheartwound’alltheevening。"
"Whatrubbishyouaretalking!SayingoodEnglishwhatyoumean。"
"Shetriedeverymomentthey,wereto-
gethertomakehimmoreandmoreinlovewithher。"
"Whatisherintention?Agirldoesn’tcarryonthatwayfornothing。"
"Idonotknow。Dorahasgotbeyondmelately。And,grandmother,IamnottroublingabouttheeventasitregardsDoraorFredorBasilStanhope,butasitregardsEthel。"
"Whathaveyoutodowithit?"
"ThatisjustwhatIwanttohaveclearlyunderstood。AuntRuthtoldmethatfatherandyouwouldbedisappointedifIdidnotmarryFred。"
"Well?"
"Iamsorrytodisappointyou,butInevershallmarryFredMostyn。Never!"
"Iratherthinkyouwillhavetosettlethatquestionwithyourfather,Ethel。"
"No。Ihavesettleditwithmyself。ThemanhasgiventoDoraallthelovethathehastogive。Iwillhaveaman’swholeheart,andnotfragmentsandfinger-endsofit。"
"Tobesure,thatisright。ButIcan’tsaymuch,Ethel,whenIonlyknowonesideofthecase,canI?ImustwaitandhearwhatFredhastosay。ButIlikeyourspiritandyourwayofbringingwhatiswrongstraightuptoquestion。YouareabitYorkshireyet,whateveryouthinkgetsquicktoyourtongue,andthenoutitcomes。Goodgirl,yourheartisonyourlips。"
Theytalkedtheafternoonawayonthissubject,butMadam’slastwordswerenotonlyadvisory,theywereinagreatmeasuresympathetic。"Bestraightwithyourself,Ethel,"shesaid,"thenFredMostyncandoashelikes;youwillbeallright。"
Sheacceptedthecounselwithakiss,andthendrovetotheHollandHouseforherfather。Hewasnotwaiting,asRuthhadsupposedhewouldbe,butthenshewasfiveminutestoosoon。Shesentuphercard,andthenlethereyesfalluponawretchedbeggarmanwhowastryingtoplayaviolin,butwasunablebyreasonofhungerandcold。Helookedasifhewasdying,andshewasmovedwithagreatpity,andlongedforherfathertocomeandgivesomehelp。Whileshewasanxiouslywatching,ayoungmanwasalsostruckwiththesufferingontheviolinist’sface。Hespokeafewwordstohim,andtakingtheviolin,drewfromitsuchstrainsofmelody,thatinafewmomentsacrowdhadgatheredwithinthehotelandbeforeit。Firsttherewassilence,thenashoutofdelight;andwhenitceasedtheplayer’svoicethrilledeveryhearttopassionatepatriotism,ashesangwithmagnificentpowerandfeeling——
Thereisnotaspotonthiswide-peopledearthSodeartoourheartastheLandofourBirth,etc。
Atumultofheartyapplausefollowed,andthenhecried,"Gentlemen,thisoldmanfoughtforthelandofourbirth。Heisdyingofhunger,"andintotheoldman’shathedroppedabillandthenhandeditroundtomillionaireandworkingmanalike。Ethel’spursewasinherhand。Ashepassedalongthecurbatwhichhercarriagestood,helookedathereagerface,andwithasmileheldoutthebatteredhat。She,alsosmiling,droppedherpurseintoit。Inafewmomentsthehatwasnearlyfull;theoldmanandthemoneywereconfidedtothecareofanhotelofficer,thestreamoftrafficandpleasurewentonitsusualway,andthemusiciandisappeared。
Allthateveningtheconversationturnedconstantlytothisevent。Mostynwassurehewasamemberofsomeoperatictroupe。
"Voicesofsuchrarecompassandexceptionaltrainingwerenottobefoundamongnon-professionalpeople,"hesaid,andJudgeRawdonwasofhisopinion。
"Hisvoicewillhauntmeformanydays,"
hesaid。"Thosetwolines,forinstance——
’Tisthehomeofourchildhood,thatbeautifulspotWhichmemoryretainswhenallelseisforgot。
Themelodywaswonderful。Iwishwecouldfindoutwhereheissinging。Hisvoice,asI
said,hauntsmyear。"
Ethelmighthavemadethesameremark,butshewassilent。ShehadnoticedthemusicianmorecloselythanherfatherorFredMostyn,andwhenRuthBayardaskedherifhispersonalitywasinteresting,shewasabletogiveaverycleardescriptionoftheman。
"Idonotbelieveheisaprofessionalsinger;heistooyoung,"sheanswered。"I
shouldthinkhewasabouttwenty-fiveyearsold,tall,slender,andalert。Hewasfashionablydressed,asifhehadbeen,orwasgoing,toanafternoonreception。Aboveallthings,Ishouldsayhewasagentleman。"
Oh,whyareourheartssoaccessibletooureyes?OnlyasmilingglancehadpassedbetweenEthelandtheUnknown,yethisimagewasprisonedbehindthebarsofhereyelids。
OnthisdayofdaysshehadmetLoveonthecrowdedstreet,andhehad"ButtouchedhislutewhereinwasaudibleThecertainsecretthinghehadtotell;
Onlytheirmirroredeyesmetsilently";
andasweettrouble,arestless,pleasingcuriosity,hadfilledherconsciousness。Whowashe?Wherehadhegoneto?Whenshouldtheymeetagain?Ah,sheunderstoodnowhowEmmelineLabichehadfeltconstrainedtoseekherloverfromthesnowsofCanadatothemoss-veiledoaksofLouisiana。
Butherjoyous,hopefulsoulcouldnotthinkofloveanddisappointmentatthesamemoment。
"Ihaveseenhim,andIshallseehimagain。Wemetbyappointment。Destinyintroducedus。Neitherofuswillforget,andsomewhere,someday,Ishallbewaiting,andhewillcome。"
Thusthisdaughterofsunshineandhopeansweredherself;andwhynot?Allgoodthingscometothosewhocanwaitinsweettranquillityforthem,andseldomdoesFortunefailtobringloveandheart’s-easeuponthechangefulstreamofchangefuldaystothosewhotrustherforthem。
Onthefollowingmorning,whenthetwogirlsenteredtheparlor,theyfoundtheJudgesmokingthere。Hehadalreadybreakfasted,andlookedoverthethreeorfournewspaperswhoseopinionshethoughtworthyofhisconsideration。Theywerelyinginastateofconfusionathisside,andEthelglancedatthemcuriously。
"DidanyofthepapersspeakofthesingingbeforetheHollandHouse?"sheasked。
"Yes。Ithinkreportersmustbeubiquitous。
Allmypapershadsomesortofanoticeoftheaffair。"
"Whatdotheysay?"
"Onegavethebarecircumstancesofthecase;anotherindulgedinwhatwassupposedtobehumorousdescription;athirdthoughtitmighthavebeentheresultofabetordare;
afourthwasoftheopinionthatconspiracybetweentheoldbeggarandtheyoungmanwasnotunlikely,andcreditedtheexhibitionasacleverlyoriginalwayofobtainingmoney。
Butallagreedinbelievingthesingertobeamemberofsomeoperacompanynowinthecity。"
Ethelwasindignant。"Itwasneither`bet’nor`dare’nor`conspiracy,’"shesaid。"Isawthesingerashecamewalkingrapidlydowntheavenue,andhelookedashappyandcarelessasaboywhistlingonacountrylane。Whenhiseyesfellontheoldmanhehesitated,justamoment,andthenspoketohim。Iamsuretheywereabsolutestrangerstoeachother。"
"Buthowcanyoubesureofathinglikethat,Ethel?"
"Idon’tknow`how,’Ruth,butallthesame,Iamsure。Andasforitbeinganewwayofbegging,thatisnotcorrect。Notmanyyearsago,oneoftheDeReszkebrothersledacrippledsoldierintoaPariscafe,andsangthestarvingmanintocomfortintwentyminutes。"
"AndtheangelicParepaRosadidasmuchforaMexicanwoman,whomshefoundinthedepthsofsorrowandpoverty——broughtherlifelongcomfortwithacoupleofhersongs。
Isitnotlikely,then,thatthegallantknightoftheHollandHouseisreallyamemberofsomeoperacompany,thatheknewoftheseexamplesandfollowedthem?"
"Itisnotunlikely,Ruth,yetIdonotbelievethatistheexplanation。"
"Well,"saidtheJudge,throwinghiscigaretteintothefire,"ifthesingerhadneverheardofDeReszkeandParepaRosa,wemaysupposehimagentlemanofsuchcultureastobefamiliarwiththeexquisiteGreeklegendofPhoebusApollo——thatstorywouldbesufficienttoinspireanymanwithhisvoice。Doyouknowit?"
Bothgirlsansweredwithanenthusiasticentreatyforitsrecital,andtheJudgewenttothelibraryandreturnedwithaqueer-lookinglittlebook,boundinmarbledpaper。
"Itwasmyfather’scopy,"hesaid,"anOxfordedition。"Andheturnedtheleaveswithlovingcarefulnessuntilhecametotheincident。Thenbeingafinereader,thewordsfellfromhislipsinastatelymeasurebetterthanmusic:
"AfterTroyfelltherecametoArgosascarredsoldierseekingalms。Notdeigningtobeg,heplayeduponalyre;butthehandlingofarmshadrobbedhimofhisyouthfulpower,andhestoodbytheporticohourafterhour,andnoonedroppedhimalepton。
Weary,hungryandthirsty,heleanedindespairagainstapillar。Ayouthcametohimandasked,`Whynotplayon,Akeratos?"
AndAkeratosmeeklyanswered,`Iamnolongerskilled。’`Then,’saidthestranger,`hiremethylyre;hereisadidrachmon。I
willplay,andthoushaltholdoutthycapandbedumb。’Sothestrangertookthelyreandsweptthestrings,andmenheard,asitwere,theclashingofswords。AndhesangthefallofTroy——howHectorperished,slainbyAchilles,therushofchariots,theringofhoofs,theroarofflames——andashesangthepeoplestoppedtolisten,breathlessandeager,withrapt,attentiveear。Andwhenthesingerceasedthesoldier’scapwasfilledwithcoins,andthepeoplebeggedforyetanothersong。
ThenhesangofVenus,tillallmen’sheartsweresoftlystirred,andtheairwaspurpleandmistyandfullofthescentofroses。AndintheirjoymencastbeforeAkeratosnotcoinsonly,butsilverbraceletsandrings,andgemsandornamentsofgold,untiltheheaphadtoitsutmostgrown,makingAkeratosrichinallmen’ssight。Thensuddenlythesingerstoodinablazeoflight,andthemenofArgossawtheirgodofsong,PhoebusApollo,riseinglorytotheskies。"
Thegirlsweredelighted;theJudgepleasedbothwithhisownrenderingofthelegendandthemanifestappreciationwithwhichithadbeenreceived。Foramomentortwoallfelttheexquisitetouchoftheantiqueworld,andEthelsaid,inatoneoflonging,"IwishthatIhadbeenaGreekandlivedinArgos。"
"YouwouldnothavelikeditaswellasbeinganAmericanandlivinginNewYork,"
saidherfather。
"Andyouwouldhavebeenapagan,"
addedRuth。
"Theyweresuchlovelypagans,Ruth,andtheydreamedsuchbeautifuldreamsoflife。
Leavethebookwithme,father;Iwilltakegoodcareofit。"
ThentheJudgegaveherthebook,andwithasighlookedintothemodernstreet。"I
oughttobedownatBowlingGreeninsteadofreadingGreekstoriestoyougirls,"hesaidratherbrusquely。"Ihaveaveryimportantrailwaycaseonmymind,andPhoebusApollohasnothingtodowithit。Goodmorning。
And,Ethel,donotdeifythesingerontheavenue。Hewillnotturnout,likethesingerbytheportico,tobeagod;besureofthat。"
Thedoorclosedbeforeshecouldanswer,andbothwomenremainedsilentafewminutes。
ThenEthelwenttothewindow,andRuthaskedifshewasgoingtoDora’s。
"Yes,"wastheanswer,butwithoutinterest。
"Youaretiredwithallthisshoppingandworry?"
"ItisnotonlythatIamtired,IamtroubledaboutFredMostyn。"
"Why?"
"Idonotknowwhy。Itisonlyavagueunrestasyet。ButonethingIknow,IshallopposeanythinglikeFredmakinghimselfintimatewithDora。"
"Ithinkyouwilldowiselyinthat。"
ButinaweekEthelrealizedthatinopposingaloverlikeFredMostynshehadataskbeyondherability。FredhadnothingtodoasimportantinhisopinionasthecultivationofhisfriendshipwithDoraDenning。
Hecalledit"friendship,"butthismisnomerdeceivednoone,notevenDora。AndwhenDoraencouragedhisattentions,howwasEtheltopreventthemwithoutsomeexplanationwhichwouldgiveasortofrealitytowhatwasasyetanamelesssuspicion?
Yeteverydaythefamiliarityincreased。
Heseemedtodivinetheirengagements。Iftheywenttotheirjeweler’s,ortoabazaar,hewassuretostrollinafterthem。Whentheycameoutofthemilliner’sormodiste’s,Fredwaswaiting。"HehadsecuredatableatSherry’s;hehadorderedlunch,andallwasready。"Itwastoogreatanefforttoresisthisentreaty。Perhapsnoonewishedtodoso。Thegirlswereutterlytiredandhungry,andthethoughtofoneofFred’sluncheswasverypleasant。EvenifBasilStanhopewaswiththem,itappearedtobeallthebetter。FredalwaysincludedDora’sloverwithacharmingcourtesy;and,indeed,atsuchhours,wasinhismostdelightfulmood。Stanhopeappearedtoinspirehim。
Hismentalitywhentheclergymanwaspresenttookpossessionofeveryincidentthatcameandwent,andclotheditinwitandpleasantry。Dora’splightedloverhonestlythoughtDora’sundeclaredloverthecleverestandmostdelightfulofmen。Andhehadnoopportunityofnoting,asEtheldid,thedifferenceinFred’sattitudewhenhewasnotpresent。ThenMostyn’smerrymoodbecamesentimental,andhiswordswerechargedwithsoftmeaningsandlooksofadoration,andeverytoneandeverymovementmadetoexpressfarmorethanthetonguewouldhavedaredtoutter。
Asthisflirtationprogressed——foronDora’spartitwasonlyvanityandflirtation——Ethelgrewmoreandmoreuneasy。ShealmostwishedforsometriflingovertactwhichwouldgiveheranexcuseforwarningDora;
andoneday,afterthreeweeksofsuchphilandering,theopportunitycame。
"IthinkyoupermitFredMostyntotaketoomuchlibertywithyou,Dora,"shesaidassoonastheywereinDora’sparlor,andasshespokeshethrewoffhercoatinatemperwhicheffectivelyemphasizedthewords。
"Ihavebeenexpectingthisill-nature,Ethel。Youwerecrossallthetimewewereatlunch。YouspoiledallourpleasurePray,whathaveIbeendoingwrongwithFredMostyn?"
"ItwasFredwhodidwrong。Hiscomplimentstoyouwereoutrageous。Hehasnorighttosaysuchthings,andyouhavenorighttolistentothem。"
"Iamnottoblameifhecomplimentsmeinsteadofyou。Hewassimplypolite,butthenitwastothewrongperson。"
"Ofcourseitwas。Suchpolitenesshehadnorighttoofferyou。"
"Itwouldhavebeenquiteproperifofferedyou,Isuppose?"
"Itwouldnot。Itwouldhavebeenagreatimpertinence。Ihavegivenhimneitherclaimnorprivilegetoaddressmeas`MylovelyEthel!’Hecalledyoumanytimes`MylovelyDora!’YouarenothislovelyDora。Whenheputonyourcoat,hedrewyoucloserthanwasproper;andIsawhimtakeyourhandandholditinaclasp——notnecessary。"
"Whydoyoulistenandwatch?Itisvulgar。
Youtoldmesoyourself。AndIamlovely。BasilsaysthataswellasFred。DoyouwantamantolieandsayIamugly?"
"Youarefencingtherealquestion。Hehadnobusinesstousetheword`my。’YouareengagedtoBasilStanhope,nottoFredMostyn。"
"IamBasil’slovelyfiancee;IamFred’slovelyfriend。"
"Oh!IhopeFredunderstandsthedifference。"
"Ofcoursehedoes。Somepeoplearealwaysthinkingevil。"
"IwasthinkingofMr。Stanhope’srights。"
"Thankyou,Ethel;butIcantakecareofMr。Stanhope’srightswithoutyourassistance。
IfyouhadsaidyouwerethinkingofEthelRawdon’srightsyouwouldhavebeennearerthetruth。"
"Dora,Iwillnotlisten————"
"Oh,youshalllistentome!IknowthatyouexpectedFredtofallinlovewithyou,butifhedidnotliketodoso,amItoblame?"
Ethelwasresuminghercoatatthispointintheconversation,andDoraunderstoodtheproudsilencewithwhichtheactwasbeingaccomplished。Thenascoreofgoodreasonsforpreventingsuchadefinitequarrelflashedthroughherselfishlittlemind,andshethrewherarmsaroundEthelandbeggedathousandpardonsforherrudeness。AndEthelhadalsoreasonsforavoidingdissensionatthistime。AbreakintheirfriendshipnowwouldbringDoraforwardtoexplain,andDorahadawonderfulclevernessinpresentingherownsideofanyquestion。EthelshrunkfromherinnuendoesconcerningFred,andsheknewthatBasilwouldbemadetoconsiderherameddling,jealousgirlwhowillinglysawevilinDora’sguilelessenjoymentofacleverman’scompany。
Tobemisunderstood,tobeblamedandpitied,tobemadeapedestalforDora’ssuperiority,wasasituationnottobecontemplated。
ItwasbettertolookoverDora’srudenessintheflushofDora’spretendedsorrowforit。Sotheyforgaveeachother,orsaidtheydid,andthenDoraexplainedherself。
Shedeclaredthatshehadnottheleastintentionofanywrong。"Yousee,Ethel,whatafoolthemanisaboutme。Somebodysaysweoughttotreatafoolaccordingtohisfolly。ThatisallIwasdoing。IamsureBasilissofaraboveFredMostynthatI
couldneverputthemincomparison——andBasilknowsit。Hetrustsme。"
"Verywell,Dora。IfBasilknowsit,andtrustsyou,Ihavenomoretosay。IamnowsorryInamedthesubject。"
"Nevermind,wewillforgetthatitwasnamed。Thefactis,Ethel,IwantallthefunIcangetnow。WhenIamBasil’swifeI
shallhavetobeverysedate,andofcoursenotevenpretendtoknowifanyothermanadmiresme。LittleluncheswithFred,theaterandoperaparties,andevendanceswillbeoverforme。Oh,dear,howmuchIamgivingupforBasil!AndsometimesIthinkheneverrealizeshowdreadfulitmustbeforme。"
"Youwillhaveyourloverallthetimethen。Surelyhisconstantcompanionshipwillatoneforallyourelinquish。"
"Takeoffyourcoatandhat,Ethel,andsitdowncomfortably。Idon’tknowaboutBasil’sconstantcompanionship。Tete-a-tetesaretiresomeaffairssometimes。"
"Yes,"repliedEthel,asshehalf-reluc-
tantlyremovedhercoat,"theywereaboreundoubtedlyeveninParadise。IwonderifEvewastiredofAdam’sconversation,andifthatmadeherlistento——theotherparty。"
"Iamsogladyoumentionedthatcircumstance,Ethel。Ishallrememberit。Someday,nodoubt,IshallhavetoremindBasilofthefailureofAdamtosatisfyEve’sideaofperfectcompanionship。"AndDoraputherpretty,jeweledhandsuptoherearsandlaughedalow,musicallaughwithachildishnoteofmalicerunningthroughit。
Thispseudo-reconciliationwasnotconducivetopleasantintercourse。AfterashortdelayEthelmadeanexcuseforanearlydeparture,andDoraaccepteditwithoutherusualremonstrance。Thedayhadbeenoneofcontinualfriction,andDora’sirritablepettishnesshardtobear,becauseithadnowlostthatchildishunreasonwhichhadalwaysinducedEthel’spatience,forDorahadlatelyputawayallherignorantimmaturities。Shehadbecomeapersonofimportance,andhadrealizedthefact。TheyoungladiesofSt。
Jude’shadmadeapetoftheirreveredrector’slove,andtheelderladieshadalsoshownamarkedinterestinher。TheDennings’finehousewasnowtalkedaboutandvisited。MenofhighfinancialpowerrespectedMr。DanDenning,andadvisedthesocialrecognitionofhisfamily;andMrs。Denningwasnotnowfoundmoreeccentricthanmanyotherofthenewrich,whohadbeentoleratedintheranksoftheolderplutocrats。EvenBrycehadmadethestandinghedesired。Hewasseenwiththerichestandidlestyoungmen,andwasinvitedtothebesthouses。Thosefashionablewomenwhohadmarriageabledaughtersconsideredhimnotineligible,andmentemporarilyhamperedforcashknewthattheycouldfindsmilingassistanceforaconsiderationatBryce’slittleofficeonWilliamStreet。
TheseandotherpointsofreflectiontroubledEthel,andshewasgladthelongtrialwasnearingitsend,forsheknewquitewellthedisagreementofthateveninghaddonenogood。Dorawouldcertainlyrepeattheirconversation,inherownwayofinterpretingit,tobothBasilStanhopeandFredMostyn。
MorethanlikelybothBryceandMrs。
Denningwouldalsohearhowherinnocentkindnesshadbeenmisconstrued;andineachcaseshecouldimaginetheconversationthattookplace,andthesubsequentbestowalofpitying,scornfulorangryfeelingthatwouldinsensiblyfinditswaytoherconsciousnesswithoutanybirdoftheairtocarryit。
Shefelt,too,thatreprisalsofanykindwereoutofthequestion。Theywerenotonlyimpolitic,theyweredifficult。HerfatherhadanaversiontoDora,andwaslikelytoseizethefirstopportunityforrequestingEtheltodropthegirl’sacquaintance。Ruthalsohadurgedhertowithdrawfromanyactivepartinthewedding,strengtheningheradvicewiththeassurancethatwhenafriendshipbegantodeclineitoughttobeabandonedatonce。Therewasonlyhergrandmothertogoto,andatfirstshedidnotfindheratallinterestedinthetrouble。Shehadjusthadadisputewithhermilkman,wasinclinedtogivehimallhersuspicionsandallherangrywords——"animpertinent,cheatingcreature,"
shesaid;andthenEthelhadtohearthehistoryofthemonth’screamandofthemilkman’sextortion,withtheoldlady’scharacteristicdeclaration:
"ItoldhimplainwhatIthoughtofhisways,butIpaidhimeverycentIowedhim。
ThankGod,Iamnotunreasonable!"
NeitherwassheunreasonablewhenEthelfinallygothertolistentoherownseriousgrievancewithDora。
"Ifyouwillhaveawomanforafriend,Ethel,youmustputupwithwomanlyways;
anditisbesttokeepyourmouthshutconcerningsuchways。Ihatetoseeyouwhimperingandwhiningaboutwrongsyouhavebeencordiallyinvitingforweeksandmonthsandyears。"
"Grandmother!"
"Yes,youhavebeensowingthornsforyourself,andthenyougounshodoverthem。
ImeanthatDorahasthisfineclergyman,andFredMostyn,andherbrother,andmother,andfatherallonherside;allofthemsurethatDoracandonowrong,allofthemsurethatEthel,poorgirl,mustbemistaken,orprudish,orjealous,orenvious。"
"Oh,grandmother,youaretoocruel,"
"Whydidn’tyouhaveafewfriendsonyourownside?"
"FatherandRuthneverlikedDora。AndFred——ItoldyouhowFredactedassoonashesawher!"
"TherewasRoyalWheelock,JamesClifton,orthathandsomeDickPotter。Whydidn’tyouaskthemtojoinyouatyourlunchesanddances?Yououghttohavepillaredyourownside。Agirlwithoutherbeauxisalwaysonthewrongsideifthegirlwithbeauxisagainsther。"
"ItwasthegreattimeofDora’slife。I
wishedhertohaveallthegloryofit。"
"Allherownshare——thatwasright。Allofyourshare,also——thatwasaswrongasitcouldbe。"
"Cliftonisyachting,RoyalandIhadalittlemisunderstanding,andDickPotteristooeffusive。"
"ButDick’seffusivenesswouldhavebeenagoodthingforFred’seffusiveness。Twomencan’tgoonacomplimentaryran-tanatthesametable。Theyfreezeoneanotherout。
Thatgoeswithoutsaying。ButDora’sindiscretionsarenoneofyourbusinesswhilesheisunderherfather’sroof;andIdon’tknowifshehadn’tafriendintheworld,iftheywouldbeyourbusiness。IhavealwaysbeenagainstpeopletryingtodotheworkofTHEMthatareaboveus。WearetoldTHEY
seekandTHEYsave,andit’slikelytheywilllookafterDorainspiteofherbeingsounknowingofherselfastomarryapriestinasurplice,whenafoolinmotleywouldhavebeenmorelikethething。"
"Idon’twanttoquarrelwithDora。Afterall,Ilikeher。Wehavebeenfriendsalongtime。"
"Well,then,don’tmakeanenemyofher。
Onehundredfriendsaretoofewagainstoneenemy。Onehundredfriendswillwishyouwell,andoneenemywillDOyouill。Godloveyou,child!Taketheworldasyoufindit。
OnlyGodcanmakeitanybetter。Whenisthisblessedweddingtocomeoff?"
"Intwoweeks。Yougotcards,didyounot?"
"IbelieveIdid。Theydon’tmatter。LetDoraandherflirtationsalone,unlessyousetyourownagainstthem。Likecureslike。Ifthepriestseesnothingwrong————"
"Hethinksallshedoesisperfect。"
"Idaresay。Priestsareasoftlot,they’llbelieveanything。He’slove-blindatpresent。
Someday,liketheprophetofPethor,[1]hewillgethiseyesopened。AsforFredMostyn,I
shallhaveagooddealtosayabouthimbyandby,soI’llsaynothingnow。"
[1]OneoftheHebrewprophets。
"Youpromised,grandmother,nottotalktomeanymoreaboutFred。"
"Itwasaveryinconsideratepromise,averyirrationalpromise!IamsorryImadeit——andIdon’tintendtokeepit。"
"Well,ittakestwotoholdaconversation,grandmother。"
"Tobesureitdoes。ButifItalktoyou,Ihopetogoodnessyouwillhavethedecencytoanswerme。Iwouldn’tbelieveanythingdifferent。"AndshelookedintoEthel’sfacewithsuchasmilingconfidenceinhergoodwillandobedience,thatEthelcouldonlylaughandgivehertwentykissesasshestooduptoputonherhatandcoat。
"Youalwaysgetyourway,Granny,"shesaid;andtheoldlady,asshewalkedwithhertothedoor,answered,"Ihavehadmywayfornearlyeightyyears,dearie,andI’vefounditaverygoodway。I’mnotlikelytochangeitnow。"
"Andnoneofuswantyoutochangeit,dear。Granny’swayisalwaysawiseway。"
Andshekissedheragaineresherandownthestepstohercarriage。Yetastheoldladysteppedslowlybacktotheparlor,shemuttered,"FredMostynisafool!IfhehadanysensewhenheleftEngland,hehaslostitsincehecamehere。"
Ofcoursenothinggoodcameofthisirritableinterference。Meddlingwiththeconscienceofanotherpersonisadelicateanddifficultaffair,andRuthhadalreadywarnedEthelofitscertainfutility。Butthedayswererapidlywearingawaytothegreatday,forwhichsomanyotherdayshadbeenwastedinfatiguingworry,andincredibleextravaganceofhealthandtemperandmoney——andafterit?Therewouldcertainlybeabreakinassociations。Temptationwouldberemoved,andBasilStanhope,relievedforatimefromallthedutiesofhisoffice,wouldhavecontinualopportunitiesformakingeternallysecuretheaffectionofthewomanhehadchosen。
Itwastobeawhitewedding,andfortwentyhoursprevioustoitscelebrationitseemedasifallthefloristsinNewYorkwereatworkintheDenninghouseandinSt。
Jude’schurch。Thesacredplacewasradiantwithwhitelilies。Whitelilieseverywhere;
andtheperfumewouldhavebeenoverpowering,hadnottheweatherbeensoexquisitethatopenwindowswerepossibleandevenpleasant。TothesofteststrainsofmusicDoraenteredleaningonherfather’sarmandherbeautyandsplendorevokedfromthecrowdpresentaninvoluntary,simultaneousstirofwonderanddelight。Shehadhesitatedmanydaysbetweenthesimplicityofwhitechiffonandliliesofthevalley,andthemagnificenceofbrocadedsatininwhichaglitteringthreadofsilverwasinterwoven。
Thesatinhadwontheday,andthesunshinefelluponitsbeauty,asshekneltatthealtar,likesunshinefallinguponsnow。Itshoneandgleamedandglistenedasifitwereanangel’srobe;andthisscintillatingeffectwasmuchincreasedbythesparklingofthediamondsinherhair,andatherthroatandwaistandhandsandfeet。Norwasherbrilliantyouthaffectedbytheovershadowingtulleusuallysounbecoming。Itveiledherfromheadtofeet,andwasheldinplacebyadiamondcoronal。Allhereightmaids,thoughlovelygirls,lookedwanandoftheearthbesideher。Forhersaketheyhadbeencontentwiththesimplicityofchiffonandwhitelacehats,andshestoodamongthemlustrousassomeangelicbeing。Stanhopewasentrancedbyherbeauty,andnooneonthisdaywonderedathisinfatuationorthoughtremarkabletheecstasyofreverentrapturewithwhichhereceivedthehandofhisbride。Hissenseofthegiftwasravishing。
Shewasnowhislove,hiswifeforever,andwhenEthelslippedforwardtopartandthrowbackwardtheconcealingveil,heverygentlyrestrainedher,andwithhisownhandsuncoveredtheblushingbeauty,andkissedherthereatthealtar。Thenamidamurmurandstirofdelightedsympathyhetookhiswifeuponhisarm,andturnedwithhertothelifetheyweretofacetogether。
Twohourslaterallwasapastdream。
Brideandbridegroomhadslippedquietlyaway,andtheweddingguestshadarrivedatthatrathernoisyindifferencewhichpresagestheendofanentertainment。Thenflushedandtiredwithhurryingcongratulationsandgoodwishesthatstumbledovereachother,carriageaftercarriagedeparted;andEthelandhercompanionswenttoDora’sparlortorestawhileanddiscusstheeventoftheday。
ButDora’sparlorwasinastateofconfusion。
Ithad,too,anairofloss,andfeltlikeagildedcagefromwhichthebirdhadflown。Theylookeddismallyatitsdiscomfortandwentdownstairs。Menwereremovingthefadedflowersorsittingattheabandonedtableeatinganddrinking。Everywheretherewasdisorderandwaste,andfromtheservants’
quartercameanoisysenseofriotousfeasting。
"WhereisMrs。Denning?"Ethelaskedafootmanwhowasgatheringtogetherthesilverwiththeeasyunconcernofamanwhoseideaswererosywithchampagne。Helookedupwithaprovokingfamiliarityatthequestion,andsputteredout,"She’slyingdowncryingandmakingafuss。MissDayiswithher,soothingofher。"
"Letusgohome,"saidEthel。
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