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  CHAPTERXVII
  "THEPRINCESSANDTHEPAUPER"
  ItwasintheearlytwilightthatMr。Jacktoldthestory。He,Jill,andDavidwereontheveranda,asusualwatchingthetowersofSunnycrestturnfromgoldtosilverasthesundroppedbehindthehills。ItwasJillwhohadaskedforthestory。
  "Aboutfairiesandprincesses,youknow,"shehadordered。
  "ButhowwillDavidlikethat?"Mr。Jackhaddemurred。"Maybehedoesn’tcareforfairiesandprincesses。"
  "Ireadoneonceaboutaprince——’twas’ThePrinceandthePauper,’andIlikedthat,"averredDavidstoutly。
  Mr。Jacksmiled;thenhisbrowsdrewtogetherinafrown。Hiseyesweremoodilyfixedonthetowers。
  "Hm-m;well,"hesaid,"Imight,Isuppose,tellyouastoryaboutaPRINCESSand——aPauper。I——knowonewellenough。"
  "Good!——thentellit,"criedbothJillandDavid。AndMr。Jackbeganhisstory。
  "ShewasnotalwaysaPrincess,andhewasnotalwaysaPauper,——andthat’swherethestorycamein,Isuppose,"sighedtheman。"Shewasjustagirl,once,andhewasaboy;andtheyplayedtogetherand——likedeachother。Helivedinalittlehouseonahill。"
  "Likethis?"demandedJill。
  "Eh?Oh——er——yes,SOMETHINGlikethis,"returnedMr。Jack,withanoddhalf-smile。"Andshelivedinanotherbitofahouseinatownfarawayfromtheboy。"
  "Thenhowcouldtheyplaytogether?"questionedDavid。
  "Theycouldn’t,ALWAYS。Itwasonlysummerswhenshecametovisitintheboy’stown。Shewasverynearhimthen,fortheoldauntwhomshevisitedlivedinabigstonehousewithtowers,onanotherhill,inplainsightfromtheboy’shome。"
  "Towerslikethose——wheretheLadyoftheRoseslives?"askedDavid。
  "Eh?What?Oh——er——yes,"murmuredMr。Jack。"We’llsaythetowersweresomethinglikethoseoverthere。"Hepaused,thenwentonmusingly:"Thegirlusedtosignal,sometimes,fromoneofthetowerwindows。Onewaveofthehandkerchiefmeant,’I’mcoming,over’;twowaves,withalittlepausebetween,meant,’Youaretocomeoverhere。’Sotheboyusedtowaitalways,afterthatfirstwavetoseeifanotherfollowed;sothathemightknowwhetherheweretobehostorguestthatday。Thewavesalwayscameateighto’clockinthemorning,andveryeagerlytheboyusedtowatchforthemallthroughthesummerwhenthegirlwasthere。"
  "Didtheyalwayscome,everymorning?"AskedJill。
  "No;sometimesthegirlhadotherthingstodo。Herauntwouldwanthertogosomewherewithher,orothercousinswereexpectedwhomthegirlmustentertain;andsheknewtheboydidnotlikeothergueststobetherewhenhewas,sosheneveraskedhimtocomeoveratsuchtimes。Onsuchoccasionsshedidsometimesrunuptothetowerateighto’clockandwavethreetimes,andthatmeant,’DeadDay。’Sotheboy,afterall,neverdrewarealbreathofreliefuntilhemadesurethatnodreadedthirdwavewastofollowtheoneorthetwo。"
  "Seemstome,"observedDavid,"thatallthiswassortofone-sided。Didn’ttheboysayanything?"
  "Oh,yes,"smiledMr。Jack。"Buttheboydidnothaveanytowertowavefrom,youmustremember。Hehadonlythelittlepiazzaonhistinybitofahouse。Butheriggedupapole,andheaskedhismothertomakehimtwolittleflags,aredandablueone。
  Theredmeant’Allright’;andthebluemeant’Gottowork’;andtheseheusedtorunuponhispoleinanswertoherwaving’I’mcomingover,’or’Youaretocomeoverhere。’So,yousee,occasionallyitwastheboywhohadtobringthe’DeadDay,’asthereweretimeswhenhehadtowork。And,bytheway,perhapsyouwouldbeinterestedtoknowthatafterawhilehethoughtupathirdflagtoanswerherthreewaves。Hefoundanoldblacksilkhandkerchiefofhisfather’s,andhemadethatintoaflag。
  Hetoldthegirlitmeant’I’mheartbroken,’andhesaiditwasasignofthedeepestmourning。Thegirllaughedandtippedherheadsaucilytooneside,andsaid,’Pooh!asifyoureallycared!’Buttheboystoutlymaintainedhisposition,anditwasthat,perhaps,whichmadeherplaythelittlejokeoneday。
  "Theboywasfourteenthatsummer,andthegirlthirteen。Theyhadbeguntheirsignalsyearsbefore,buttheyhadnothadtheblackonesolong。OnthisdaythatItellyouof,thegirlwavedthreewaves,whichmeant,’DeadDay,’youremember,andwatcheduntiltheboyhadhoistedhisblackflagwhichsaid,’I’mheart-broken,’inresponse。Then,asfastashermischievouslittlefeetcouldcarryher,sheraceddownonehillandacrosstotheother。Verystealthilysheadvancedtillshefoundtheboybentoverapuzzleonthebackstoop,and——andhewaswhistlingmerrily。
  "Howsheteasedhimthen!Howshetauntedhimwith’Heart-broken,indeed——andwhistlinglikethat!’Invainheblushedandstammered,andprotestedthathiswhistlingwasonlytokeepuphisspirits。Thegirlonlylaughedandtossedheryellowcurls;
  thenshehuntedtillshefoundsomelittlejinglingbells,andtheseshetiedtotheblackbadgeofmourningandpulledithighupontheflagpole。Thenextinstantshewasoffwitharunandaskip,andasaucywaveofherhand;andtheboywasleftallalonewithanhour’sworkaheadofhimtountietheknotsfromhisdesecratedbadgeofmourning。
  "Andyettheywerewonderfullygoodfriends——thisboyandgirl。
  Fromtheveryfirst,whentheyweresevenandeight,theyhadsaidthattheywouldmarryeachotherwhentheygrewup,andalwaystheyspokeofitastheexpectedthing,andlaidmanyhappyplansforthetimewhenitshouldcome。Tobesure,astheygrewolder,itwasnotmentionedquitesooften,perhaps;buttheboyatleastthought——ifhethoughtofitall——thatthatwasonlybecauseitwasalreadysowellunderstood。"
  "Whatdidthegirlthink?"ItwasJillwhoaskedthequestion。
  "Eh?Thegirl?Oh,"answeredMr。Jack,alittlebitterly,"I’mafraidIdon’tknowexactlywhatthegirldidthink,but——itwasn’tthat,anyhow——thatis,judgingfromwhatfollowed。"
  "Whatdidfollow?"
  "Well,tobeginwith,theoldauntdied。Thegirlwassixteenthen。Itwasinthewinterthatthishappened,andthegirlwasfarawayatschool。Shecametothefuneral,however,buttheboydidnotseeher,saveinthedistance;andthenhehardlyknewher,sostrangedidshelookinherblackdressandhat。Shewasthereonlytwodays,andthoughhegazedwistfullyupatthegraytower,heknewwellenoughthatofcourseshecouldnotwavetohimatsuchatimeasthat。Yethehadhoped——almostbelievedthatshewouldwavetwowavesthatlastday,andlethimgoovertoseeher。
  "Butshedidn’twave,andhedidn’tgoover。Shewentaway。Andthenthetownlearnedawonderfulthing。Theoldlady,heraunt,whohadbeenconsideredjustfairlyrich,turnedouttobethepossessorofalmostfabulouswealth,owingtohergreatholdingsofstockinaWesterngoldminewhichhadsuddenlystruckitrich。Andtothegirlshewilleditall。Itwasthen,ofcourse,thatthegirlbecamethePrincess,buttheboydidnotrealizethat——justthen。Tohimshewasstill’thegirl。’
  "Forthreeyearshedidnotseeher。Shewasatschool,ortravelingabroad,heheard。He,too,hadbeenawaytoschool,andwas,indeed,justreadytoentercollege。Then,thatsummer,heheardthatshewascomingtotheoldhome,andhisheartsangwithinhim。Remember,tohimshewasstillthegirl。Heknew,ofcourse,thatshewasnottheLITTLEgirlwhohadpromisedtomarryhim。Buthewassureshewasthemerrycomrade,thetrue-heartedyounggirlwhousedtosmilefranklyintohiseyes,andwhomhewasnowtowinforhiswife。Youseehehadforgotten——quiteforgottenaboutthePrincessandthemoney。Suchafoolish,foolishboyashewas!
  "Sohegotouthisflagsgleefully,andoneday,whenhismotherwasn’tinthekitchen,heironedoutthewrinklesandsmoothedthemallreadytoberaisedonthepole。Hewouldbereadywhenthegirlwaved——forofcourseshewouldwave;hewouldshowherthathehadnotforgotten。Hecouldseejusthowthesparklewouldcometohereyes,andjusthowthelittlefinelinesofmischiefwouldcrinklearoundhernosewhenshewasreadytogivethatfirstwave。Hecouldimaginethatshewouldliketofindhimnapping;thatshewouldliketotakehimbysurprise,andmakehimscurryaroundforhisflagstoanswerher。
  "Buthewouldshowher!Asifshe,agirl,weretobeathimattheiroldgame!Hewonderedwhichitwouldbe:’I’mcomingover,’
  or,’Youaretocomeoverhere。’Whicheveritwas,hewouldanswer,ofcourse,withthered’Allright。’Still,itWOULDbeajoketorunuptheblue’Gottowork,’andthenslipacrosstoseeher,justasshe,solongago,hadplayedthejokeonhim!Onthewhole,however,hethoughttheredflagwouldbebetter。Anditwasthatonewhichhelaiduppermostreadytohishand,whenhearrangedthem。
  "Atlastshecame。Heheardofitatonce。Itwasalreadypastfouro’clock,buthecouldnotforbear,eventhen,tolooktowardthetower。Itwouldbelikeher,afterall,towavethen,thatverynight,justsoastocatchhimnapping,hethought。Shedidnotwave,however。Theboywassureofthat,forhewatchedthetowertilldark。
  "Inthemorning,longbeforeeighto’clock,theboywasready。Hedebatedforsometimewhethertostandoutofdoorsonthepiazza,ortohidebehindthescreenedwindow,wherehecouldstillwatchthetower。Hedecidedatlastthatitwouldbebetternottoletherseehimwhenshelookedtowardthehouse;thenhistriumphwouldbeallthemorecompletewhenhedashedouttorunuphisanswer。
  "Eighto’clockcameandpassed。Theboywaiteduntilnine,buttherewasnosignoflifefromthetower。Theboywasangrythen,athimself。Hecalledhimself,indeed,afool,tohideashedid。
  Ofcourseshewouldn’twavewhenhewasnowhereinsight——whenhehadapparentlyforgotten!Andherewasawholepreciousdaywasted!
  "Thenextmorning,longbeforeeight,theboystoodinplainsightonthepiazza。Asbeforehewaiteduntilnine;andasbeforetherewasnosignoflifeatthetowerwindow。Thenextmorninghewasthereagain,andthenext,andthenext。Ittookjustfivedays,indeed,toconvincetheboy——ashewasconvincedatlast——thatthegirldidnotintendtowaveatall。"
  "Buthowunkindofher!"exclaimedDavid。
  "Shecouldn’thavebeenniceonebit!"decidedJill。
  "Youforget,"saidMr。Jack。"ShewasthePrincess。"
  "Huh!"gruntedJillandDavidinunison。
  "Theboyremembereditthen,"wentonMr。Jack,afterapause,——"aboutthemoney,andthatshewasaPrincess。Andofcourseheknew——whenhethoughtofit——thathecouldnotexpectthataPrincesswouldwavelikeagirl——justagirl。Besides,verylikelyshedidnotcareparticularlyaboutseeinghim。
  Princessesdidforget,hefancied,——theyhadsomuch,soverymuchtofilltheirlives。Itwasthisthoughtthatkepthimfromgoingtoseeher——this,andtherecollectionthat,afterall,ifshereallyHADwantedtoseehim,shecouldhavewaved。
  "Therecameaday,however,whenanotheryouth,whodidnotdaretogoalone,persuadedhim,andtogethertheypaidheracall。
  Theboyunderstood,then,manythings。HefoundthePrincess;
  therewasnosignofthegirl。ThePrincesswastallanddignified,withacoldlittlehandandasmooth,sweetvoice。
  Therewasnofranksmileinhereyes,neitherwerethereanymischievouscrinklesabouthernoseandlips。Therewasnomentionoftowersorflags;noreferencetowavingsortochildhood’sdays。Therewasonlyastifflypolitelittleconversationaboutcollegesandtravels,withawordortwoaboutbooksandplays。Thenthecallerswenthome。Onthewaytheboysmiledscornfullytohimself。Hewastryingtopicturethebeauteousvisionhehadseen,thisunapproachablePrincessinherfilmylacegown,——standinginthetowerwindowandwaving——wavingtoabitofahouseontheoppositehill。Asifthatcouldhappen!
  "Theboy,duringthoselastthreeyears,hadknownonlybooks。Heknewlittleofgirls——onlyonegirl——andheknewstilllessofPrincesses。Sowhen,threedaysafterthecall,therecameachancetojoinasummercampwithamanwholovedbooksevenbetterthandidtheboyhimself,hewentgladly。Oncehehadrefusedtogoonthisverytrip;butthentherehadbeenthegirl。NowtherewasonlythePrincess——andthePrincessdidn’tcount。"
  "Likethehoursthataren’tsunshiny,"interpretedDavid。
  "Yes,"corroboratedMr。Jack。"Likethehourswhenthesundoesn’tshine。"
  "Andthen?"promptedJill。
  "Well,then,——therewasn’tmuchworthtelling,"rejoinedMr。
  Jackgloomily。"Twomoreyearspassed,andthePrincessgrewtobetwenty-one。Shecameintofullcontrolofherpropertythen,andafterawhileshecamebacktotheoldstonehousewiththetowersandturneditintoafairylandofbeauty。Shespentmoneylikewater。Allmannerofartists,fromthemanwhopaintedherceilingstothemanwhoplantedherseeds,cameandbowedtoherwill。Fromthefourcornersoftheearthshebroughthertreasuresandlavishedthemthroughthehouseandgrounds。Then,everysummer,shecameherself,andlivedamongthem,averyPrincessindeed。"
  "Andtheboy?——whatbecameoftheboy?"demandedDavid。"Didn’theseeher——ever?"
  Mr。Jackshookhishead。
  "Notoften,David;andwhenhedid,itdidnotmakehimany——happier。Yousee,theboyhadbecomethePauper;youmustn’tforgetthat。"
  "Buthewasn’taPauperwhenyoulefthimlast。"
  "Wasn’the?Well,then,I’lltellyouaboutthat。Yousee,theboy,eventhoughhedidgoaway,soonfoundoutthatinhisheartthePrincesswasstillthegirl,justthesame。Helovedher,andhewantedhertobehiswife;soforalittle——foraverylittle——hewaswildenoughtothinkthathemightworkandstudyanddogreatthingsintheworlduntilhewasevenaPrincehimself,andthenhecouldmarrythePrincess。"
  "Well,couldn’the?"
  "No。Tobeginwith,helosthishealth。Then,awaybackinthelittlehouseonthehillsomethinghappened——asomethingthatleftaverypreciouschargeforhimtokeep;andhehadtogobackandkeepit,andtotrytoseeifhecouldn’tfindthatlosthealth,aswell。Andthatisall。"
  "All!Youdon’tmeanthatthatistheend!"exclaimedJill。
  "That’stheend。"
  "Butthatisn’tamiteofaniceend,"complainedDavid。"Theyalwaysgetmarriedandlivehappyeverafter——instories。"
  "Dothey?"Mr。Jacksmiledalittlesadly。"Perhapstheydo,David,——instories。"
  "Well,can’ttheyinthisone?"
  "Idon’tseehow。"
  "Whycan’thegotoherandaskhertomarryhim?"
  Mr。Jackdrewhimselfupproudly。
  "ThePauperandthePrincess?Never!Paupersdon’tgotoPrincesses,David,andsay,’Iloveyou。’"
  Davidfrowned。
  "Whynot?Idon’tseewhy——iftheywanttodoit。Seemsasifsomehowitmightbefixed。"
  "Itcan’tbe,"returnedMr。Jack,hisgazeonthetowersthatcrownedtheoppositehill;"notsolongasalwaysbeforethePauper’seyestherearethosegraywallsbehindwhichhepicturesthePrincessinthemidstofhergoldenluxury。"
  ToneitherDavidnorJilldidthechangetothepresenttenseseemstrange。Thestorywasmuchtoorealtothemforthat。
  "Well,anyhow,Ithinkitoughttobefixed,"declaredDavid,asherosetohisfeet。
  "SodoI——butwecan’tfixit,"laughedJill。"AndI’mhungry。
  Let’sseewhatthereistoeat!"
  CHAPTERXVIII
  DAVIDTOTHERESCUE
  Itwasabeautifulmoonlightnight,butforonceDavidwasnotthinkingofthemoon。AllthewaytotheHollyfarmhousehewasthinkingofMr。Jack’sstory,"ThePrincessandthePauper。"Itheldhimstrangely。Hefeltthathenevercouldforgetit。Forsomereasonthathecouldnothaveexplained,itmadehimsad,too,andhisstepwasveryquietashewentupthewalktowardthekitchendoor。
  Itwasaftereighto’clock。DavidhadtakensupperwithMr。JackandJill,andnotforsomehourshadhebeenatthefarmhouse。Inthedoorwaynowhestoppedshort;theninstinctivelyhesteppedbackintotheshadow。Inthekitchenakerosenelightwasburning。ItshowedMrs。Hollycryingatthetable,andMr。Holly,white-facedandstern-lipped,staringatnothing。ThenMrs。Hollyraisedherface,drawnandtear-stained,andaskedatremblingquestion。
  "Simeon,haveyouthought?Wemightgo——toJohn——for——help。"
  Davidwasfrightenedthen,soangrywasthelookthatcameintoSimeonHolly’sface。
  "Ellen,we’llhavenomoreofthis,"saidthemanharshly。
  "Understand,I’dratherlosethewholethingand——andstarve,thangoto——John。"
  Davidfledthen。Upthebackstairshecrepttohisroomandlefthisviolin。AmomentlaterhestoledownagainandsoughtPerryLarsonwhomhehadseensmokinginthebarndoorway。
  "Perry,whatisit?"heaskedinatremblingvoice。"Whathashappened——inthere?"Hepointedtowardthehouse。
  Themanpuffedforamomentinsilencebeforehetookhispipefromhismouth。
  "Well,sonny,Is’poseImayaswelltellye。You’llhaveterknowitsometime,seein’as’twon’tbenosecretlong。They’vehadastrokeo’badluck——Mr。an’Mis’Hollyhas。"
  "Whatisit?"
  Themanhitchedinhisseat。
  "Bysugar,boy,Is’poseifItellye,thereain’tnosartintythatyou’llsenseitatall。Ireckonitain’tinyourclass。"
  "Butwhatisit?"
  "Well,it’smoney——andonemightaswelltalkmoonshinetoyouasmoney,Is’pose;butheregoesit。It’sathousanddollars,boy,thattheyowed。Here,likethis,"heexplained,rummaginghispocketsuntilhehadfoundasilverdollartolayonhisopenpalm。"Now,jestimagineathousandofthem;that’sheapsan’
  heaps——more’nIeverseeinmylife。"
  "Likethestars?"guessedDavid。
  Themannodded。
  "Ex-ACTLY!Well,theyowedthis——Mr。an’Mis’Hollydid——andtheyhadagreedterpayitnextSat’day。Andtheywasallright,too。
  Theyhaditplumsavedinthebank,an’wasgoin’terdrawitThursday,termakesure。An’theywasfeelin’mightypertoverit,too,whenter-dayalongcomesthenewsthatsomethin’sbrokekersmashinthatbank,an’they’veshetitup。An’naryacentcantheHollysgitnow——an’maybenever。Anyhow,not’foreit’stoolateforthisjob。"
  "Butwon’thewait?——thatmantheyoweitto?Ishouldthinkhe’dhaveto,iftheydidn’thaveittopay。"
  "Notmuchhewill,whenit’soldStreeterthat’sgotthemortgageonagoodfatfarmlikethis!"
  Daviddrewhisbrowstogetherperplexedly。
  "Whatisa——amortgage?"heasked。"Isitanythinglikeaporte-cochere?IKNOWwhatthatis,’causemyLadyoftheRoseshasone;butwehaven’tgotthat——downhere。"
  PerryLarsonsighedinexasperation。
  "Gosh,ifthatain’t’boutwhatIexpectedofye!No,itain’tevensecondcousintoa——a-thatthingyou’rea-talkin’of。Inplainwordin’,it’sjestthis:Mr。Holly,hesaysterStreeter:
  ’YougivemeathousanddollarsandI’llpayyebackonasartinday;ifIdon’tpay,youcansellmyfarmfurwhatit’llbring,an’TAKEyerpay。Well,nowhere’tis。Mr。Hollycan’tpay,an’
  soStreeterwillputupthefarmfursale。"
  "What,withMr。andMrs。HollyLIVINGhere?"
  "Sure!Onlythey’llhavetergitout,yeknow。"
  "Where’lltheygo?"
  "TheLordknows;Idon’t。"
  "AndisTHATwhatthey’recryingfor——inthere?——becausethey’vegottogo?"
  "Sure!"
  "Butisn’tthereanything,anywhere,thatcanbedoneto——stopit?"
  "Idon’tseehow,kid,——notunlesssomeoneponiesupwiththemoney’forenextSat’day,——an’athousando’themthingsdon’tgrowonev’rybush,"hefinished,gentlypattingthecoininhishand。
  AtthewordsaswiftchangecametoDavid’sface。Hischeekspaledandhiseyesdilatedinterror。Itwasasifaheadofhimhesawayawningabyss,eagertoengulfhim。
  "Andyousay——MONEYwould——fixit?"heaskedthickly。
  "Ex-ACT-ly!——athousando’them,though,’twouldtake。"
  AdawningreliefcameintoDavid’seyes——itwasasifhesawabridgeacrosstheabyss。
  "Youmean——thattherewouldn’tANYTHINGdo,onlysilverpieces——likethose?"hequestionedhopefully。
  "Sugar,kid,’coursetherewould!Gosh,butyouBEacheckerboardo’sensean’nonsense,an’nomistake!Anymoneywoulddothejob——anymoney!Don’tyesee?Anythingthat’smoney。"
  "Wouldg-golddoit?"David’svoicewasveryfaintnow。
  "Sure!——gold,orsilver,orgreenbacks,or——oracheck,ifithadthedoughbehindit。"
  Daviddidnotappeartohearthelast。Withanoddlystrainedlookhehadhungupontheman’sfirstwords;butattheendofthesentenceheonlymurmured,"Oh,thankyou,"andturnedaway。
  Hewaswalkingslowlynowtowardthehouse。Hisheadwasbowed。
  Hissteplagged。
  "Now,ain’tthatjestlikethatchap,"mutteredtheman,"terslinkofflikethatasifhewasawhippedcur。I’llbettwocentsan’adoughnut,too,thatinfiveminuteshe’llbewhathecalls’playin’it’onthat’erefiddleo’his。An’I’llbederned,too,ifIain’tcuriousterseewhatheWILLmakeofit。
  Itstrikesmethisoughtterfetchsomethin’firstcousintoadirge!"
  OntheporchstepsDavidpausedabreathlessinstant。FromthekitchencamethesoundofMrs。Holly’ssobsandofasternvoicepraying。Withashudderandalittlechokingcrytheboyturnedthenandcreptsoftlyupstairstohisroom。
  Heplayed,too,asPerryLarsonhadwagered。Butitwasnotthetragedyoftheclosedbank,northehonorofthethreatenedfarm-sellingthatfellfromhisviolin。Itwas,instead,theswansongofalittlepileofgold——goldwhichlaynowinachimneycupboard,butwhichwassoontobeplacedatthefeetofthemourningmanandwomandownstairs。Andinthesongwasthesobofaboywhoseeshishouseofdreamsburntoashes;whoseeshiswonderfullifeandworkoutinthewideworldturntoendlessdaysofweed-pullinganddirt-digginginanarrowvalley。Therewasinthesong,too,somethingofthestruggle,thefierceyeaandnayoftheconflict。But,attheend,therewasthewildburstofexaltationofrenunciation,sothatthemaninthebarndoorbelowfairlysprangtohisfeetwithanangry:——
  "Gosh!ifhehain’tturnedthethingintoajig——durnhim!Don’theknowmore’nthatatsuchatimeasthis?"
  Later,averylittlelater,theshadowyfigureoftheboystoodbeforehim。
  "I’vebeenthinking,"stammeredDavid,"thatmaybeI——couldhelp,aboutthatmoney,youknow。"
  "Now,looka-here,boy,"explodedPerry,inopenexasperation,"asIsaidinthefirstplace,thisain’tinyourclass。’Tain’tnopinkcloudsailin’inthesky,norabluebirdsingin’inablackb’rrybush。An’youmight’playit’——asyoucallit——tilldoomsday,an’’twouldn’tdonogood——thoughI’mfreeterconfessthatyourplayin’ofthem’ereotherthingssoundsrealpertan’chirkyattimes;but’twon’tdonogoodhere。"
  Davidsteppedforward,bringinghissmall,anxiousfacefullintothemoonlight。
  "But’twasthemoney,Perry;Imeantabout,themoney,"heexplained。"Theyweregoodtomeandwantedmewhentherewasn’tanyoneelsethatdid;andnowI’dliketodosomethingforthem。
  Therearen’tsoMANYpieces,andtheyaren’tsilver。There’sonlyonehundredandsixofthem;Icounted。Butmaybethey’dhelpsome。It——itwouldbea——start。"Hisvoicebrokeovertheoncebelovedword,thenwentonwithrenewedstrength。"There,see!Wouldthesedo?"Andwithbothhandshehelduptoviewhiscapsaggingunderitsweightofgold。
  PerryLarson’sjawfellopen。Hiseyesbulged。Dazedlyhereachedoutandtouchedwithtremblingfingerstheheapofshiningdisksthatseemedinthemellowlightlikelittleearth-bornchildrenofthemoonitself。Thenextinstantherecoiledsharply。
  "Greatsnakes,boy,where’dyougitthatmoney?"hedemanded。
  "Offather。Hewenttothefarcountry,youknow。"
  PerryLarsonsnortedangrily。
  "Seehere,boy,foronce,ifyecan,talkhorse-sense!Surely,evenYOUdon’texpectmeterbelievethathe’ssentyouthatmoneyfrom——fromwherehe’sgoneto!"
  "Oh,no。Heleftit。"
  "Leftit!Why,boy,youknowbetter!Therewa’n’tacent——hardly——foundonhim。"
  "Hegaveittomebefore——bytheroadside。"
  "Gaveittoyou!Whereinthenameofgoodnesshasitbeensince?"
  "Inthelittlecupboardinmyroom,behindthebooks。"
  "Greatsnakes!"mutteredPerryLarson,reachingouthishandandgingerlypickinguponeofthegold-pieces。
  Davideyedhimanxiously。
  "Won’tthey——do?"hefaltered。"Therearen’tathousand;there’sonlyahundredandsix;but——"
  "Do!"cutintheman,excitedly。Hehadbeenexaminingthegold-pieceatcloserange。"Do!Well,Ireckonthey’lldo。ByJiminy!——andterthinkyou’vehadthisupyersleeveallthistime!Well,I’llbelieveanythin’ofyernow——anythin’!Youcan’tstumpmewithnuthin’!Comeon。"Andhehurriedlyledthewaytowardthehouse。
  "Buttheyweren’tupmysleeve,"correctedDavid,ashetriedtokeepupwiththelongstridesoftheman。"ISAIDtheywereinthecupboardinmyroom。"
  Therewasnoanswer。Larsonhadreachedtheporchsteps,andhadpausedtherehesitatingly。Fromthekitchenstillcamethesoundofsobs。Asidefromthattherewassilence。Theboy,however,didnothesitate。Hewentstraightupthestepsandthroughtheopenkitchendoor。Atthetablesatthemanandthewoman,theireyescoveredwiththeirhands。
  Withaswiftoverturningofhiscap,Daviddumpedhisburdenontothetable,andsteppedbackrespectfully。
  "Ifyouplease,sir,wouldthis——helpany?"heasked。
  AtthejingleofthecoinsSimeonHollyandhiswifeliftedtheirheadsabruptly。Ahalf-utteredsobdiedonthewoman’slips。A
  quickcrycamefromtheman’s。Hereachedforthaneagerhandandhadalmostclutchedthegoldwhenasuddenchangecametohisface。Withasternejaculationhedrewback。
  "Boy,wheredidthatmoneycomefrom?"hechallenged。
  Davidsighedinadiscouragedway。Itseemedthat,always,theshowingofthisgoldmean’tquestioning——eternalquestioning。
  "Surely,"continuedSimeonHolly,"youdidnot——"Withtheboy’sfrankgazeupturnedtohis,themancouldnotfinishhissentence。
  BeforeDavidcouldanswercamethevoiceofPerryLarsonfromthekitchendoorway。
  "No,sir,hedidn’t,Mr。Holly;an’it’sallstraight,I’mthinkin’——thoughI’mfreeterconfessitdoessoundnutty。Hisdadgiveittohim。"
  "His——father!Butwhere——wherehasitbeeneversince?"
  "Inthechimneycupboardinhisroom,hesays,sir。"
  SimeonHollyturnedinfrowningamazement。
  "David,whatdoesthismean?Whyhaveyoukeptthisgoldinaplacelikethat?"
  "Why,therewasn’tanythingelsetodowiihit,"answeredtheboyperplexedly。"Ihadn’tanyuseforit,youknow,andfathersaidtokeepittillIneededit。"
  "’Hadn’tanyuseforit’!"blusteredLarsonfromthedoorway。
  "Jiminy!Now,ain’tthatjestlikethatboy?"
  ButDavidhurriedonwithhisexplanation。
  "Weneverusedtousethem——fatherandI——excepttobuythingstoeatandwear;anddownhereYOUgivemethose,youknow。"
  "Gorry!"interjectedPerryLarson。"Doyoureckon,boy,thatMr。
  Hollyhimselfwasgivethemthingshegivesteryou?"
  Theboyturnedsharply,astartledquestioninhiseyes。
  "Whatdoyoumean?Doyoumeanthat——"Hisfacechangedsuddenly。
  Hischeeksturnedashamedred。"Why,hedid——hedidhavetobuythem,ofcourse,justasfatherdid。AndInevereventhoughtofitbefore!Then,it’syours,anyway——itbelongstoyou,"heargued,turningtoFarmerHolly,andshovingthegoldnearertohishands。"Thereisn’tenough,maybe——but’twillhelp!"
  "They’reten-dollargoldpieces,sir,"spokeupLarsonimportantly;"an’there’sahundredan’sixofthem。That’sjestonethousandan’sixtydollars,asImakeit。"
  SimeonHolly,self-controlledmanthathewas,almostleapedfromhischair。
  "Onethousandandsixtydollars!"hegasped。Then,toDavid:
  "Boy,inHeaven’sname,whoareyou?"
  "Idon’tknow——onlyDavid。"Theboyspokewearily,withagrievedsobinhisvoice。Hewasverytired,agooddealperplexed,andalittleangry。Hewished,ifnoonewantedthisgold,thathecouldtakeitupstairsagaintothechimneycupboard;or,iftheyobjectedtothat,thattheywouldatleastgiveittohim,andlethimgoawaynowtothatbeautifulmusichewastohear,andtothosekindpeoplewhowerealwaystounderstandwhathesaidwhenheplayed。
  "Ofcourse,"venturedPerryLarsondiffidently,"Iain’tprofessin’terknowanygreatshakesaboutthehandoftheLord,Mr。Holly,butitdostrikemethatthis’eregoldcomesmightynearbein’proverdential——furyou。"
  SimeonHollyfellbackinhisseat。Hiseyesclungtothegold,buthislipssetintorigidlines。
  "Thatmoneyistheboy’s,Larson。Itisn’tmine,"hesaid。
  "He’sgiveittoye。"
  SimeonHollyshookhishead。
  "Davidisnothingbutachild,Perry。Hedoesn’trealizeatallwhatheisdoing,norhowvaluablehisgiftis。"
  "Iknow,sir,butyouDIDtakehimin,whentherewouldn’tnobodyelsedoit,"arguedLarson。"An’,anyhow,couldn’tyoumakeakindofanIOUofit,evenifheisakid?Then,somedayyoucouldpayhimback。Meanwhileyou’dbea-keepin’him,an’
  a-schoolin’him;an’that’ssomethin’。"
  "Iknow,Iknow,"noddedSimeonHollythoughtfully,hiseyesgoingfromthegoldtoDavid’sface。Then,aloud,yetasiftohimself,hebreathed:"Boy,boy,whowasyourfather?Howcamehebyallthatgold——andhe——atramp!"
  Daviddrewhimselfsuddenlyerect。Hiseyesflashed。
  "Idon’tknow,sir。ButIdoknowthis:hedidn’tSTEALit!"
  AcrossthetableMrs。Hollydrewaquickbreath,butshedidnotspeak——savewithherpleadingeyes。Mrs。Hollyseldomspoke——savewithhereyes——whenherhusbandwassolvingaknottyproblem。Shewasdumfoundednowthatheshouldlistensopatientlytotheman,Larson,——thoughshewasnotmoresurprisedthanwasLarsonhimself。Forbothofthem,however,therecameatthismomentastillgreatersurprise。SimeonHollyleanedforwardsuddenly,thesternlinesquitegonefromhislips,andhisfaceworkingwithemotionashedrewDavidtowardhim。
  "You’reagoodson,boy,——agoodloyalson;and——andIwishyouweremine!Ibelieveyou。Hedidn’tstealit,andIwon’tstealit,either。ButIwilluseit,sinceyouaresogoodastoofferit。Butitshallbealoan,David,andsomeday,Godhelpingme,youshallhaveitback。Meanwhile,you’remyboy,David,——myboy!"
  "Oh,thankyou,sir,"rejoicedDavid。"And,really,youknow,beingwantedlikethatisbetterthanthestartwouldbe,isn’tit?"
  "Betterthan——what?"
  Davidshiftedhisposition。Hehadnotmeanttosayjustthat。
  "N——nothing,"hestammered,lookingaboutforameansofquickescape。"I——Iwasjusttalking,"hefinished。AndhewasimmeasurablyrelievedtofindthatMr。Hollydidnotpressthematterfurther。
  CHAPTERXIX
  THEUNBEAUTIFULWORLD
  Inspiteoftheexaltationofrenunciation,andinspiteofthejoyofbeingnewlyandespecially"wanted,"thoseearlySeptemberdaysweresometimeshardforDavid。Notuntilhehadrelinquishedallhopeofhis"start"didhefullyrealizewhatthathopehadmeanttohim。
  Thereweretimes,tobesure,whentherewasnothingbutrejoicingwithinhimthathewasablethustoaidtheHollys。
  Therewereothertimeswhentherewasnothingbutthesoreheartachebecauseofthegreatworkoutinthebeautifulworldthatcouldnowneverbedone;andbecauseoftheunlovelyworkathandthatmustbedone。Totellthetruth,indeed,David’sentireconceptionoflifehadbecomesuddenlyachaosofpuzzlingcontradictions。
  ToMr。Jack,oneday,Davidwentwithhisperplexities。Notthathetoldhimofthegold-piecesandoftheunexpectedusetowhichtheyhadbeenput——indeed,no。Davidhadmadeuphismindnever,ifhecouldhelphimself,tomentionthosegold-piecestoanyonewhodidnotalreadyknowofthem。Theymeantquestions,andthequestions,explanations。Andhehadhadenoughofbothonthatparticularsubject。ButtoMr。Jackhesaidoneday,whentheywerealonetogether:——
  "Mr。Jack,howmanyfolkshaveyougotinsideofyourhead?"
  "Eh——what,David?"
  Davidrepeatedhisquestionandattachedanexplanation。
  "Imean,thefolksthat——thatmakeyoudothings。"
  Mr。Jacklaughed。
  "Well,"hesaid,"Ibelievesomepeoplemakeclaimstoquiteanumber,andperhapsalmosteveryoneownstoaDr。JekyllandaMr。Hyde。"
  "Whoarethey?"
  "Nevermind,David。Idon’tthinkyouknowthegentlemen,anyhow。
  They’reonlysomethinglikethelittlegirlwithacurl。Oneisvery,verygood,indeed,andtheotherishorrid。"
  "Oh,yes,Iknowthem;they’retheonesthatcometome,"
  returnedDavid,withasigh。"I’vehadthemalot,lately。"
  Mr。Jackstared。
  "Oh,haveyou?"
  "Yes;andthat’swhat’sthetrouble。Howcanyoudrivethemoff——theonethatisbad,Imean?"
  "Well,really,"confessedMr。Jack,"I’mnotsureIcantell。Yousee——thegentlemenvisitmesometimes。"
  "Oh,dothey?"
  "Yes。"
  "I’msoglad——thatis,Imean,"amendedDavid,inanswertoMr。
  Jack’supliftedeyebrows,"I’mgladthatyouunderstandwhatI’mtalkingabout。Yousee,ItriedPerryLarsonlastnightonit,togethimtotellmewhattodo。Butheonlystaredandlaughed。Hedidn’tknowthenamesof’em,anyhow,asyoudo,andatlasthegotreallyalmostangryandsaidImadehimfeelso’buggy’and’creepy’thathewouldn’tdarelookathimselfintheglassifI
  kepton,forfearsomeonehe’dneverknownwasthereshouldjumpoutathim。"
  Mr。Jackchuckled。
  "Well,Isuspect,David,thatPerryknewoneofyourgentlemenbythenameof’conscience,’perhaps;andIalsosuspectthatmaybeconsciencedoesprettynearlyfillthebill,andthatyou’vebeenhavingaboutwiththat。Eh?Now,whatisthetrouble?Tellmeaboutit。"
  Davidstirreduneasily。Insteadofanswering,heaskedanotherquestion。
  "Mr。Jack,itisabeautifulworld,isn’tit?"
  Foramomenttherewasno,answer;thenalowvoicereplied:——
  "Yourfathersaiditwas,David。"
  AgainDavidmovedrestlessly。
  "Yes;butfatherwasonthemountain。Anddownhere——well,downheretherearelotsofthingsthatIdon’tbelieveheknewabout。"
  "What,forinstance?"
  "Why,lotsofthings——toomanytotell。Ofcoursetherearethingslikecatchingfish,andkillingbirdsandsquirrelsandotherthingstoeat,andplaguingcatsanddogs。Fatherneverwouldhavecalledthosebeautiful。ThenthereareotherslikelittleJimmyClarkwhocan’twalk,andthemanattheMarstons’
  who’ssick,andJoeGlaspellwhoisblind。ThentherearestilldifferentoneslikeMr。Holly’slittleboy。Perrysaysheranawayyearsandyearsago,andmadehispeopleveryunhappy。
  Fatherwouldn’tcallthatabeautifulworld,wouldhe?Andhowcanpeoplelikethatalwaysplayintune?AndtherearethePrincessandthePauperthatyoutoldabout。"
  "Oh,thestory?"
  "Yes;andpeoplelikethemcan’tbehappyandthinktheworldisbeautiful,ofcourse。"
  "Whynot?"
  "Becausetheydidn’tendright。Theydidn’tgetmarriedandlivehappyeverafter,youknow。"
  "Well,Idon’tthinkI’dworryaboutthat,David,——atleast,notaboutthePrincess。Ifancytheworldwasverybeautifultoher,allright。ThePauper——well,perhapshewasn’tveryhappy。But,afterall,David,youknowhappinessissomethinginsideofyourself。Perhapshalfofthesepeoplearehappy,intheirway。"
  "There!andthat’sanotherthing,"sighedDavid。"Yousee,I
  foundthatout——thatitwasinsideofyourself——quiteawhileago,andItoldtheLadyoftheRoses。ButnowI——can’tmakeitworkmyself。"
  "What’sthematter?"
  "Well,youseethensomethingwasgoingtohappen——somethingthatIliked;andIfoundthatjustthinkingofitmadeitsothatI
  didn’tmindrakingorhoeing,oranythinglikethat;andItoldtheLadyoftheRoses。AndItoldherthatevenifitwasn’tgoingtohappenshecouldTHINKitwasgoingto,andthatthatwouldbejustthesame,because’twasthethinkingthatmademyhourssunnyones。Itwasn’ttheDOINGatall。IsaidIknewbecauseIhadn’tDONEityet。See?"
  "I——thinkso,David。"
  "Well,I’vefoundoutthatitisn’tthesameatall;fornowthatIKNOWthatthisbeautifulthingisn’tevergoingtohappentome,Icanthinkandthinkallday,anditdoesn’tdoamiteofgood。Thesunisjustashot,andmybackachesjustashard,andthefieldisjustasbigandendlessasitusedtobewhenI
  hadtocallitthatthosehoursdidn’tcount。Now,whatisthematter?"
  Mr。Jacklaughed,butheshookhisheadalittlesadly。
  "You’regettingintotoodeepwatersforme,David。Isuspectyou’reflounderinginaseathathasupsettheboatsofsagessincetheworldbegan。Butwhatisitthatwassonice,andthatisn’tgoingtohappen?PerhapsIMIGHThelponthat。"
  "No,youcouldn’t,"frownedDavid;"andtherecouldn’tanybody,either,yousee,becauseIwouldn’tgobacknowandLETithappen,anyhow,aslongasIknowwhatIdo。Why,ifIdid,therewouldn’tbeANYhoursthatweresunnythen——noteventheonesafterfouro’clock;I——I’dfeelsomean!ButwhatIdon’tseeisjusthowIcanfixitupwiththeLadyoftheRoses。"
  "Whathasshetodowithit?"
  "Why,attheveryfirst,whenshesaidshedidn’thaveANY
  sunshinyhours,Itoldher——"
  "Whenshesaidwhat?"interposedMr。Jack,comingsuddenlyerectinhischair。