CHAPTERXVII
"THEPRINCESSANDTHEPAUPER"
ItwasintheearlytwilightthatMr。Jacktoldthestory。He,Jill,andDavidwereontheveranda,asusualwatchingthetowersofSunnycrestturnfromgoldtosilverasthesundroppedbehindthehills。ItwasJillwhohadaskedforthestory。
"Aboutfairiesandprincesses,youknow,"shehadordered。
"ButhowwillDavidlikethat?"Mr。Jackhaddemurred。"Maybehedoesn’tcareforfairiesandprincesses。"
"Ireadoneonceaboutaprince——’twas’ThePrinceandthePauper,’andIlikedthat,"averredDavidstoutly。
Mr。Jacksmiled;thenhisbrowsdrewtogetherinafrown。Hiseyesweremoodilyfixedonthetowers。
"Hm-m;well,"hesaid,"Imight,Isuppose,tellyouastoryaboutaPRINCESSand——aPauper。I——knowonewellenough。"
"Good!——thentellit,"criedbothJillandDavid。AndMr。Jackbeganhisstory。
"ShewasnotalwaysaPrincess,andhewasnotalwaysaPauper,——andthat’swherethestorycamein,Isuppose,"sighedtheman。"Shewasjustagirl,once,andhewasaboy;andtheyplayedtogetherand——likedeachother。Helivedinalittlehouseonahill。"
"Likethis?"demandedJill。
"Eh?Oh——er——yes,SOMETHINGlikethis,"returnedMr。Jack,withanoddhalf-smile。"Andshelivedinanotherbitofahouseinatownfarawayfromtheboy。"
"Thenhowcouldtheyplaytogether?"questionedDavid。
"Theycouldn’t,ALWAYS。Itwasonlysummerswhenshecametovisitintheboy’stown。Shewasverynearhimthen,fortheoldauntwhomshevisitedlivedinabigstonehousewithtowers,onanotherhill,inplainsightfromtheboy’shome。"
"Towerslikethose——wheretheLadyoftheRoseslives?"askedDavid。
"Eh?What?Oh——er——yes,"murmuredMr。Jack。"We’llsaythetowersweresomethinglikethoseoverthere。"Hepaused,thenwentonmusingly:"Thegirlusedtosignal,sometimes,fromoneofthetowerwindows。Onewaveofthehandkerchiefmeant,’I’mcoming,over’;twowaves,withalittlepausebetween,meant,’Youaretocomeoverhere。’Sotheboyusedtowaitalways,afterthatfirstwavetoseeifanotherfollowed;sothathemightknowwhetherheweretobehostorguestthatday。Thewavesalwayscameateighto’clockinthemorning,andveryeagerlytheboyusedtowatchforthemallthroughthesummerwhenthegirlwasthere。"
"Didtheyalwayscome,everymorning?"AskedJill。
"No;sometimesthegirlhadotherthingstodo。Herauntwouldwanthertogosomewherewithher,orothercousinswereexpectedwhomthegirlmustentertain;andsheknewtheboydidnotlikeothergueststobetherewhenhewas,sosheneveraskedhimtocomeoveratsuchtimes。Onsuchoccasionsshedidsometimesrunuptothetowerateighto’clockandwavethreetimes,andthatmeant,’DeadDay。’Sotheboy,afterall,neverdrewarealbreathofreliefuntilhemadesurethatnodreadedthirdwavewastofollowtheoneorthetwo。"
"Seemstome,"observedDavid,"thatallthiswassortofone-sided。Didn’ttheboysayanything?"
"Oh,yes,"smiledMr。Jack。"Buttheboydidnothaveanytowertowavefrom,youmustremember。Hehadonlythelittlepiazzaonhistinybitofahouse。Butheriggedupapole,andheaskedhismothertomakehimtwolittleflags,aredandablueone。
Theredmeant’Allright’;andthebluemeant’Gottowork’;andtheseheusedtorunuponhispoleinanswertoherwaving’I’mcomingover,’or’Youaretocomeoverhere。’So,yousee,occasionallyitwastheboywhohadtobringthe’DeadDay,’asthereweretimeswhenhehadtowork。And,bytheway,perhapsyouwouldbeinterestedtoknowthatafterawhilehethoughtupathirdflagtoanswerherthreewaves。Hefoundanoldblacksilkhandkerchiefofhisfather’s,andhemadethatintoaflag。
Hetoldthegirlitmeant’I’mheartbroken,’andhesaiditwasasignofthedeepestmourning。Thegirllaughedandtippedherheadsaucilytooneside,andsaid,’Pooh!asifyoureallycared!’Buttheboystoutlymaintainedhisposition,anditwasthat,perhaps,whichmadeherplaythelittlejokeoneday。
"Theboywasfourteenthatsummer,andthegirlthirteen。Theyhadbeguntheirsignalsyearsbefore,buttheyhadnothadtheblackonesolong。OnthisdaythatItellyouof,thegirlwavedthreewaves,whichmeant,’DeadDay,’youremember,andwatcheduntiltheboyhadhoistedhisblackflagwhichsaid,’I’mheart-broken,’inresponse。Then,asfastashermischievouslittlefeetcouldcarryher,sheraceddownonehillandacrosstotheother。Verystealthilysheadvancedtillshefoundtheboybentoverapuzzleonthebackstoop,and——andhewaswhistlingmerrily。
"Howsheteasedhimthen!Howshetauntedhimwith’Heart-broken,indeed——andwhistlinglikethat!’Invainheblushedandstammered,andprotestedthathiswhistlingwasonlytokeepuphisspirits。Thegirlonlylaughedandtossedheryellowcurls;
thenshehuntedtillshefoundsomelittlejinglingbells,andtheseshetiedtotheblackbadgeofmourningandpulledithighupontheflagpole。Thenextinstantshewasoffwitharunandaskip,andasaucywaveofherhand;andtheboywasleftallalonewithanhour’sworkaheadofhimtountietheknotsfromhisdesecratedbadgeofmourning。
"Andyettheywerewonderfullygoodfriends——thisboyandgirl。
Fromtheveryfirst,whentheyweresevenandeight,theyhadsaidthattheywouldmarryeachotherwhentheygrewup,andalwaystheyspokeofitastheexpectedthing,andlaidmanyhappyplansforthetimewhenitshouldcome。Tobesure,astheygrewolder,itwasnotmentionedquitesooften,perhaps;buttheboyatleastthought——ifhethoughtofitall——thatthatwasonlybecauseitwasalreadysowellunderstood。"
"Whatdidthegirlthink?"ItwasJillwhoaskedthequestion。
"Eh?Thegirl?Oh,"answeredMr。Jack,alittlebitterly,"I’mafraidIdon’tknowexactlywhatthegirldidthink,but——itwasn’tthat,anyhow——thatis,judgingfromwhatfollowed。"
"Whatdidfollow?"
"Well,tobeginwith,theoldauntdied。Thegirlwassixteenthen。Itwasinthewinterthatthishappened,andthegirlwasfarawayatschool。Shecametothefuneral,however,buttheboydidnotseeher,saveinthedistance;andthenhehardlyknewher,sostrangedidshelookinherblackdressandhat。Shewasthereonlytwodays,andthoughhegazedwistfullyupatthegraytower,heknewwellenoughthatofcourseshecouldnotwavetohimatsuchatimeasthat。Yethehadhoped——almostbelievedthatshewouldwavetwowavesthatlastday,andlethimgoovertoseeher。
"Butshedidn’twave,andhedidn’tgoover。Shewentaway。Andthenthetownlearnedawonderfulthing。Theoldlady,heraunt,whohadbeenconsideredjustfairlyrich,turnedouttobethepossessorofalmostfabulouswealth,owingtohergreatholdingsofstockinaWesterngoldminewhichhadsuddenlystruckitrich。Andtothegirlshewilleditall。Itwasthen,ofcourse,thatthegirlbecamethePrincess,buttheboydidnotrealizethat——justthen。Tohimshewasstill’thegirl。’
"Forthreeyearshedidnotseeher。Shewasatschool,ortravelingabroad,heheard。He,too,hadbeenawaytoschool,andwas,indeed,justreadytoentercollege。Then,thatsummer,heheardthatshewascomingtotheoldhome,andhisheartsangwithinhim。Remember,tohimshewasstillthegirl。Heknew,ofcourse,thatshewasnottheLITTLEgirlwhohadpromisedtomarryhim。Buthewassureshewasthemerrycomrade,thetrue-heartedyounggirlwhousedtosmilefranklyintohiseyes,andwhomhewasnowtowinforhiswife。Youseehehadforgotten——quiteforgottenaboutthePrincessandthemoney。Suchafoolish,foolishboyashewas!
"Sohegotouthisflagsgleefully,andoneday,whenhismotherwasn’tinthekitchen,heironedoutthewrinklesandsmoothedthemallreadytoberaisedonthepole。Hewouldbereadywhenthegirlwaved——forofcourseshewouldwave;hewouldshowherthathehadnotforgotten。Hecouldseejusthowthesparklewouldcometohereyes,andjusthowthelittlefinelinesofmischiefwouldcrinklearoundhernosewhenshewasreadytogivethatfirstwave。Hecouldimaginethatshewouldliketofindhimnapping;thatshewouldliketotakehimbysurprise,andmakehimscurryaroundforhisflagstoanswerher。
"Buthewouldshowher!Asifshe,agirl,weretobeathimattheiroldgame!Hewonderedwhichitwouldbe:’I’mcomingover,’
or,’Youaretocomeoverhere。’Whicheveritwas,hewouldanswer,ofcourse,withthered’Allright。’Still,itWOULDbeajoketorunuptheblue’Gottowork,’andthenslipacrosstoseeher,justasshe,solongago,hadplayedthejokeonhim!Onthewhole,however,hethoughttheredflagwouldbebetter。Anditwasthatonewhichhelaiduppermostreadytohishand,whenhearrangedthem。
"Atlastshecame。Heheardofitatonce。Itwasalreadypastfouro’clock,buthecouldnotforbear,eventhen,tolooktowardthetower。Itwouldbelikeher,afterall,towavethen,thatverynight,justsoastocatchhimnapping,hethought。Shedidnotwave,however。Theboywassureofthat,forhewatchedthetowertilldark。
"Inthemorning,longbeforeeighto’clock,theboywasready。Hedebatedforsometimewhethertostandoutofdoorsonthepiazza,ortohidebehindthescreenedwindow,wherehecouldstillwatchthetower。Hedecidedatlastthatitwouldbebetternottoletherseehimwhenshelookedtowardthehouse;thenhistriumphwouldbeallthemorecompletewhenhedashedouttorunuphisanswer。
"Eighto’clockcameandpassed。Theboywaiteduntilnine,buttherewasnosignoflifefromthetower。Theboywasangrythen,athimself。Hecalledhimself,indeed,afool,tohideashedid。
Ofcourseshewouldn’twavewhenhewasnowhereinsight——whenhehadapparentlyforgotten!Andherewasawholepreciousdaywasted!
"Thenextmorning,longbeforeeight,theboystoodinplainsightonthepiazza。Asbeforehewaiteduntilnine;andasbeforetherewasnosignoflifeatthetowerwindow。Thenextmorninghewasthereagain,andthenext,andthenext。Ittookjustfivedays,indeed,toconvincetheboy——ashewasconvincedatlast——thatthegirldidnotintendtowaveatall。"
"Buthowunkindofher!"exclaimedDavid。
"Shecouldn’thavebeenniceonebit!"decidedJill。
"Youforget,"saidMr。Jack。"ShewasthePrincess。"
"Huh!"gruntedJillandDavidinunison。
"Theboyremembereditthen,"wentonMr。Jack,afterapause,——"aboutthemoney,andthatshewasaPrincess。Andofcourseheknew——whenhethoughtofit——thathecouldnotexpectthataPrincesswouldwavelikeagirl——justagirl。Besides,verylikelyshedidnotcareparticularlyaboutseeinghim。
Princessesdidforget,hefancied,——theyhadsomuch,soverymuchtofilltheirlives。Itwasthisthoughtthatkepthimfromgoingtoseeher——this,andtherecollectionthat,afterall,ifshereallyHADwantedtoseehim,shecouldhavewaved。
"Therecameaday,however,whenanotheryouth,whodidnotdaretogoalone,persuadedhim,andtogethertheypaidheracall。
Theboyunderstood,then,manythings。HefoundthePrincess;
therewasnosignofthegirl。ThePrincesswastallanddignified,withacoldlittlehandandasmooth,sweetvoice。
Therewasnofranksmileinhereyes,neitherwerethereanymischievouscrinklesabouthernoseandlips。Therewasnomentionoftowersorflags;noreferencetowavingsortochildhood’sdays。Therewasonlyastifflypolitelittleconversationaboutcollegesandtravels,withawordortwoaboutbooksandplays。Thenthecallerswenthome。Onthewaytheboysmiledscornfullytohimself。Hewastryingtopicturethebeauteousvisionhehadseen,thisunapproachablePrincessinherfilmylacegown,——standinginthetowerwindowandwaving——wavingtoabitofahouseontheoppositehill。Asifthatcouldhappen!
"Theboy,duringthoselastthreeyears,hadknownonlybooks。Heknewlittleofgirls——onlyonegirl——andheknewstilllessofPrincesses。Sowhen,threedaysafterthecall,therecameachancetojoinasummercampwithamanwholovedbooksevenbetterthandidtheboyhimself,hewentgladly。Oncehehadrefusedtogoonthisverytrip;butthentherehadbeenthegirl。NowtherewasonlythePrincess——andthePrincessdidn’tcount。"
"Likethehoursthataren’tsunshiny,"interpretedDavid。
"Yes,"corroboratedMr。Jack。"Likethehourswhenthesundoesn’tshine。"
"Andthen?"promptedJill。
"Well,then,——therewasn’tmuchworthtelling,"rejoinedMr。
Jackgloomily。"Twomoreyearspassed,andthePrincessgrewtobetwenty-one。Shecameintofullcontrolofherpropertythen,andafterawhileshecamebacktotheoldstonehousewiththetowersandturneditintoafairylandofbeauty。Shespentmoneylikewater。Allmannerofartists,fromthemanwhopaintedherceilingstothemanwhoplantedherseeds,cameandbowedtoherwill。Fromthefourcornersoftheearthshebroughthertreasuresandlavishedthemthroughthehouseandgrounds。Then,everysummer,shecameherself,andlivedamongthem,averyPrincessindeed。"
"Andtheboy?——whatbecameoftheboy?"demandedDavid。"Didn’theseeher——ever?"
Mr。Jackshookhishead。
"Notoften,David;andwhenhedid,itdidnotmakehimany——happier。Yousee,theboyhadbecomethePauper;youmustn’tforgetthat。"
"Buthewasn’taPauperwhenyoulefthimlast。"
"Wasn’the?Well,then,I’lltellyouaboutthat。Yousee,theboy,eventhoughhedidgoaway,soonfoundoutthatinhisheartthePrincesswasstillthegirl,justthesame。Helovedher,andhewantedhertobehiswife;soforalittle——foraverylittle——hewaswildenoughtothinkthathemightworkandstudyanddogreatthingsintheworlduntilhewasevenaPrincehimself,andthenhecouldmarrythePrincess。"
"Well,couldn’the?"
"No。Tobeginwith,helosthishealth。Then,awaybackinthelittlehouseonthehillsomethinghappened——asomethingthatleftaverypreciouschargeforhimtokeep;andhehadtogobackandkeepit,andtotrytoseeifhecouldn’tfindthatlosthealth,aswell。Andthatisall。"
"All!Youdon’tmeanthatthatistheend!"exclaimedJill。
"That’stheend。"
"Butthatisn’tamiteofaniceend,"complainedDavid。"Theyalwaysgetmarriedandlivehappyeverafter——instories。"
"Dothey?"Mr。Jacksmiledalittlesadly。"Perhapstheydo,David,——instories。"
"Well,can’ttheyinthisone?"
"Idon’tseehow。"
"Whycan’thegotoherandaskhertomarryhim?"
Mr。Jackdrewhimselfupproudly。
"ThePauperandthePrincess?Never!Paupersdon’tgotoPrincesses,David,andsay,’Iloveyou。’"
Davidfrowned。
"Whynot?Idon’tseewhy——iftheywanttodoit。Seemsasifsomehowitmightbefixed。"
"Itcan’tbe,"returnedMr。Jack,hisgazeonthetowersthatcrownedtheoppositehill;"notsolongasalwaysbeforethePauper’seyestherearethosegraywallsbehindwhichhepicturesthePrincessinthemidstofhergoldenluxury。"
ToneitherDavidnorJilldidthechangetothepresenttenseseemstrange。Thestorywasmuchtoorealtothemforthat。
"Well,anyhow,Ithinkitoughttobefixed,"declaredDavid,asherosetohisfeet。
"SodoI——butwecan’tfixit,"laughedJill。"AndI’mhungry。
Let’sseewhatthereistoeat!"
CHAPTERXVIII
DAVIDTOTHERESCUE
Itwasabeautifulmoonlightnight,butforonceDavidwasnotthinkingofthemoon。AllthewaytotheHollyfarmhousehewasthinkingofMr。Jack’sstory,"ThePrincessandthePauper。"Itheldhimstrangely。Hefeltthathenevercouldforgetit。Forsomereasonthathecouldnothaveexplained,itmadehimsad,too,andhisstepwasveryquietashewentupthewalktowardthekitchendoor。
Itwasaftereighto’clock。DavidhadtakensupperwithMr。JackandJill,andnotforsomehourshadhebeenatthefarmhouse。Inthedoorwaynowhestoppedshort;theninstinctivelyhesteppedbackintotheshadow。Inthekitchenakerosenelightwasburning。ItshowedMrs。Hollycryingatthetable,andMr。Holly,white-facedandstern-lipped,staringatnothing。ThenMrs。Hollyraisedherface,drawnandtear-stained,andaskedatremblingquestion。
"Simeon,haveyouthought?Wemightgo——toJohn——for——help。"
Davidwasfrightenedthen,soangrywasthelookthatcameintoSimeonHolly’sface。
"Ellen,we’llhavenomoreofthis,"saidthemanharshly。
"Understand,I’dratherlosethewholethingand——andstarve,thangoto——John。"
Davidfledthen。Upthebackstairshecrepttohisroomandlefthisviolin。AmomentlaterhestoledownagainandsoughtPerryLarsonwhomhehadseensmokinginthebarndoorway。
"Perry,whatisit?"heaskedinatremblingvoice。"Whathashappened——inthere?"Hepointedtowardthehouse。
Themanpuffedforamomentinsilencebeforehetookhispipefromhismouth。
"Well,sonny,Is’poseImayaswelltellye。You’llhaveterknowitsometime,seein’as’twon’tbenosecretlong。They’vehadastrokeo’badluck——Mr。an’Mis’Hollyhas。"
"Whatisit?"
Themanhitchedinhisseat。
"Bysugar,boy,Is’poseifItellye,thereain’tnosartintythatyou’llsenseitatall。Ireckonitain’tinyourclass。"
"Butwhatisit?"
"Well,it’smoney——andonemightaswelltalkmoonshinetoyouasmoney,Is’pose;butheregoesit。It’sathousanddollars,boy,thattheyowed。Here,likethis,"heexplained,rummaginghispocketsuntilhehadfoundasilverdollartolayonhisopenpalm。"Now,jestimagineathousandofthem;that’sheapsan’
heaps——more’nIeverseeinmylife。"
"Likethestars?"guessedDavid。
Themannodded。
"Ex-ACTLY!Well,theyowedthis——Mr。an’Mis’Hollydid——andtheyhadagreedterpayitnextSat’day。Andtheywasallright,too。
Theyhaditplumsavedinthebank,an’wasgoin’terdrawitThursday,termakesure。An’theywasfeelin’mightypertoverit,too,whenter-dayalongcomesthenewsthatsomethin’sbrokekersmashinthatbank,an’they’veshetitup。An’naryacentcantheHollysgitnow——an’maybenever。Anyhow,not’foreit’stoolateforthisjob。"
"Butwon’thewait?——thatmantheyoweitto?Ishouldthinkhe’dhaveto,iftheydidn’thaveittopay。"
"Notmuchhewill,whenit’soldStreeterthat’sgotthemortgageonagoodfatfarmlikethis!"
Daviddrewhisbrowstogetherperplexedly。
"Whatisa——amortgage?"heasked。"Isitanythinglikeaporte-cochere?IKNOWwhatthatis,’causemyLadyoftheRoseshasone;butwehaven’tgotthat——downhere。"
PerryLarsonsighedinexasperation。
"Gosh,ifthatain’t’boutwhatIexpectedofye!No,itain’tevensecondcousintoa——a-thatthingyou’rea-talkin’of。Inplainwordin’,it’sjestthis:Mr。Holly,hesaysterStreeter:
’YougivemeathousanddollarsandI’llpayyebackonasartinday;ifIdon’tpay,youcansellmyfarmfurwhatit’llbring,an’TAKEyerpay。Well,nowhere’tis。Mr。Hollycan’tpay,an’
soStreeterwillputupthefarmfursale。"
"What,withMr。andMrs。HollyLIVINGhere?"
"Sure!Onlythey’llhavetergitout,yeknow。"
"Where’lltheygo?"
"TheLordknows;Idon’t。"
"AndisTHATwhatthey’recryingfor——inthere?——becausethey’vegottogo?"
"Sure!"
"Butisn’tthereanything,anywhere,thatcanbedoneto——stopit?"
"Idon’tseehow,kid,——notunlesssomeoneponiesupwiththemoney’forenextSat’day,——an’athousando’themthingsdon’tgrowonev’rybush,"hefinished,gentlypattingthecoininhishand。
AtthewordsaswiftchangecametoDavid’sface。Hischeekspaledandhiseyesdilatedinterror。Itwasasifaheadofhimhesawayawningabyss,eagertoengulfhim。
"Andyousay——MONEYwould——fixit?"heaskedthickly。
"Ex-ACT-ly!——athousando’them,though,’twouldtake。"
AdawningreliefcameintoDavid’seyes——itwasasifhesawabridgeacrosstheabyss。
"Youmean——thattherewouldn’tANYTHINGdo,onlysilverpieces——likethose?"hequestionedhopefully。
"Sugar,kid,’coursetherewould!Gosh,butyouBEacheckerboardo’sensean’nonsense,an’nomistake!Anymoneywoulddothejob——anymoney!Don’tyesee?Anythingthat’smoney。"
"Wouldg-golddoit?"David’svoicewasveryfaintnow。
"Sure!——gold,orsilver,orgreenbacks,or——oracheck,ifithadthedoughbehindit。"
Daviddidnotappeartohearthelast。Withanoddlystrainedlookhehadhungupontheman’sfirstwords;butattheendofthesentenceheonlymurmured,"Oh,thankyou,"andturnedaway。
Hewaswalkingslowlynowtowardthehouse。Hisheadwasbowed。
Hissteplagged。
"Now,ain’tthatjestlikethatchap,"mutteredtheman,"terslinkofflikethatasifhewasawhippedcur。I’llbettwocentsan’adoughnut,too,thatinfiveminuteshe’llbewhathecalls’playin’it’onthat’erefiddleo’his。An’I’llbederned,too,ifIain’tcuriousterseewhatheWILLmakeofit。
Itstrikesmethisoughtterfetchsomethin’firstcousintoadirge!"
OntheporchstepsDavidpausedabreathlessinstant。FromthekitchencamethesoundofMrs。Holly’ssobsandofasternvoicepraying。Withashudderandalittlechokingcrytheboyturnedthenandcreptsoftlyupstairstohisroom。
Heplayed,too,asPerryLarsonhadwagered。Butitwasnotthetragedyoftheclosedbank,northehonorofthethreatenedfarm-sellingthatfellfromhisviolin。Itwas,instead,theswansongofalittlepileofgold——goldwhichlaynowinachimneycupboard,butwhichwassoontobeplacedatthefeetofthemourningmanandwomandownstairs。Andinthesongwasthesobofaboywhoseeshishouseofdreamsburntoashes;whoseeshiswonderfullifeandworkoutinthewideworldturntoendlessdaysofweed-pullinganddirt-digginginanarrowvalley。Therewasinthesong,too,somethingofthestruggle,thefierceyeaandnayoftheconflict。But,attheend,therewasthewildburstofexaltationofrenunciation,sothatthemaninthebarndoorbelowfairlysprangtohisfeetwithanangry:——
"Gosh!ifhehain’tturnedthethingintoajig——durnhim!Don’theknowmore’nthatatsuchatimeasthis?"
Later,averylittlelater,theshadowyfigureoftheboystoodbeforehim。
"I’vebeenthinking,"stammeredDavid,"thatmaybeI——couldhelp,aboutthatmoney,youknow。"
"Now,looka-here,boy,"explodedPerry,inopenexasperation,"asIsaidinthefirstplace,thisain’tinyourclass。’Tain’tnopinkcloudsailin’inthesky,norabluebirdsingin’inablackb’rrybush。An’youmight’playit’——asyoucallit——tilldoomsday,an’’twouldn’tdonogood——thoughI’mfreeterconfessthatyourplayin’ofthem’ereotherthingssoundsrealpertan’chirkyattimes;but’twon’tdonogoodhere。"
Davidsteppedforward,bringinghissmall,anxiousfacefullintothemoonlight。
"But’twasthemoney,Perry;Imeantabout,themoney,"heexplained。"Theyweregoodtomeandwantedmewhentherewasn’tanyoneelsethatdid;andnowI’dliketodosomethingforthem。
Therearen’tsoMANYpieces,andtheyaren’tsilver。There’sonlyonehundredandsixofthem;Icounted。Butmaybethey’dhelpsome。It——itwouldbea——start。"Hisvoicebrokeovertheoncebelovedword,thenwentonwithrenewedstrength。"There,see!Wouldthesedo?"Andwithbothhandshehelduptoviewhiscapsaggingunderitsweightofgold。
PerryLarson’sjawfellopen。Hiseyesbulged。Dazedlyhereachedoutandtouchedwithtremblingfingerstheheapofshiningdisksthatseemedinthemellowlightlikelittleearth-bornchildrenofthemoonitself。Thenextinstantherecoiledsharply。
"Greatsnakes,boy,where’dyougitthatmoney?"hedemanded。
"Offather。Hewenttothefarcountry,youknow。"
PerryLarsonsnortedangrily。
"Seehere,boy,foronce,ifyecan,talkhorse-sense!Surely,evenYOUdon’texpectmeterbelievethathe’ssentyouthatmoneyfrom——fromwherehe’sgoneto!"
"Oh,no。Heleftit。"
"Leftit!Why,boy,youknowbetter!Therewa’n’tacent——hardly——foundonhim。"
"Hegaveittomebefore——bytheroadside。"
"Gaveittoyou!Whereinthenameofgoodnesshasitbeensince?"
"Inthelittlecupboardinmyroom,behindthebooks。"
"Greatsnakes!"mutteredPerryLarson,reachingouthishandandgingerlypickinguponeofthegold-pieces。
Davideyedhimanxiously。
"Won’tthey——do?"hefaltered。"Therearen’tathousand;there’sonlyahundredandsix;but——"
"Do!"cutintheman,excitedly。Hehadbeenexaminingthegold-pieceatcloserange。"Do!Well,Ireckonthey’lldo。ByJiminy!——andterthinkyou’vehadthisupyersleeveallthistime!Well,I’llbelieveanythin’ofyernow——anythin’!Youcan’tstumpmewithnuthin’!Comeon。"Andhehurriedlyledthewaytowardthehouse。
"Buttheyweren’tupmysleeve,"correctedDavid,ashetriedtokeepupwiththelongstridesoftheman。"ISAIDtheywereinthecupboardinmyroom。"
Therewasnoanswer。Larsonhadreachedtheporchsteps,andhadpausedtherehesitatingly。Fromthekitchenstillcamethesoundofsobs。Asidefromthattherewassilence。Theboy,however,didnothesitate。Hewentstraightupthestepsandthroughtheopenkitchendoor。Atthetablesatthemanandthewoman,theireyescoveredwiththeirhands。
Withaswiftoverturningofhiscap,Daviddumpedhisburdenontothetable,andsteppedbackrespectfully。
"Ifyouplease,sir,wouldthis——helpany?"heasked。
AtthejingleofthecoinsSimeonHollyandhiswifeliftedtheirheadsabruptly。Ahalf-utteredsobdiedonthewoman’slips。A
quickcrycamefromtheman’s。Hereachedforthaneagerhandandhadalmostclutchedthegoldwhenasuddenchangecametohisface。Withasternejaculationhedrewback。
"Boy,wheredidthatmoneycomefrom?"hechallenged。
Davidsighedinadiscouragedway。Itseemedthat,always,theshowingofthisgoldmean’tquestioning——eternalquestioning。
"Surely,"continuedSimeonHolly,"youdidnot——"Withtheboy’sfrankgazeupturnedtohis,themancouldnotfinishhissentence。
BeforeDavidcouldanswercamethevoiceofPerryLarsonfromthekitchendoorway。
"No,sir,hedidn’t,Mr。Holly;an’it’sallstraight,I’mthinkin’——thoughI’mfreeterconfessitdoessoundnutty。Hisdadgiveittohim。"
"His——father!Butwhere——wherehasitbeeneversince?"
"Inthechimneycupboardinhisroom,hesays,sir。"
SimeonHollyturnedinfrowningamazement。
"David,whatdoesthismean?Whyhaveyoukeptthisgoldinaplacelikethat?"
"Why,therewasn’tanythingelsetodowiihit,"answeredtheboyperplexedly。"Ihadn’tanyuseforit,youknow,andfathersaidtokeepittillIneededit。"
"’Hadn’tanyuseforit’!"blusteredLarsonfromthedoorway。
"Jiminy!Now,ain’tthatjestlikethatboy?"
ButDavidhurriedonwithhisexplanation。
"Weneverusedtousethem——fatherandI——excepttobuythingstoeatandwear;anddownhereYOUgivemethose,youknow。"
"Gorry!"interjectedPerryLarson。"Doyoureckon,boy,thatMr。
Hollyhimselfwasgivethemthingshegivesteryou?"
Theboyturnedsharply,astartledquestioninhiseyes。
"Whatdoyoumean?Doyoumeanthat——"Hisfacechangedsuddenly。
Hischeeksturnedashamedred。"Why,hedid——hedidhavetobuythem,ofcourse,justasfatherdid。AndInevereventhoughtofitbefore!Then,it’syours,anyway——itbelongstoyou,"heargued,turningtoFarmerHolly,andshovingthegoldnearertohishands。"Thereisn’tenough,maybe——but’twillhelp!"
"They’reten-dollargoldpieces,sir,"spokeupLarsonimportantly;"an’there’sahundredan’sixofthem。That’sjestonethousandan’sixtydollars,asImakeit。"
SimeonHolly,self-controlledmanthathewas,almostleapedfromhischair。
"Onethousandandsixtydollars!"hegasped。Then,toDavid:
"Boy,inHeaven’sname,whoareyou?"
"Idon’tknow——onlyDavid。"Theboyspokewearily,withagrievedsobinhisvoice。Hewasverytired,agooddealperplexed,andalittleangry。Hewished,ifnoonewantedthisgold,thathecouldtakeitupstairsagaintothechimneycupboard;or,iftheyobjectedtothat,thattheywouldatleastgiveittohim,andlethimgoawaynowtothatbeautifulmusichewastohear,andtothosekindpeoplewhowerealwaystounderstandwhathesaidwhenheplayed。
"Ofcourse,"venturedPerryLarsondiffidently,"Iain’tprofessin’terknowanygreatshakesaboutthehandoftheLord,Mr。Holly,butitdostrikemethatthis’eregoldcomesmightynearbein’proverdential——furyou。"
SimeonHollyfellbackinhisseat。Hiseyesclungtothegold,buthislipssetintorigidlines。
"Thatmoneyistheboy’s,Larson。Itisn’tmine,"hesaid。
"He’sgiveittoye。"
SimeonHollyshookhishead。
"Davidisnothingbutachild,Perry。Hedoesn’trealizeatallwhatheisdoing,norhowvaluablehisgiftis。"
"Iknow,sir,butyouDIDtakehimin,whentherewouldn’tnobodyelsedoit,"arguedLarson。"An’,anyhow,couldn’tyoumakeakindofanIOUofit,evenifheisakid?Then,somedayyoucouldpayhimback。Meanwhileyou’dbea-keepin’him,an’
a-schoolin’him;an’that’ssomethin’。"
"Iknow,Iknow,"noddedSimeonHollythoughtfully,hiseyesgoingfromthegoldtoDavid’sface。Then,aloud,yetasiftohimself,hebreathed:"Boy,boy,whowasyourfather?Howcamehebyallthatgold——andhe——atramp!"
Daviddrewhimselfsuddenlyerect。Hiseyesflashed。
"Idon’tknow,sir。ButIdoknowthis:hedidn’tSTEALit!"
AcrossthetableMrs。Hollydrewaquickbreath,butshedidnotspeak——savewithherpleadingeyes。Mrs。Hollyseldomspoke——savewithhereyes——whenherhusbandwassolvingaknottyproblem。Shewasdumfoundednowthatheshouldlistensopatientlytotheman,Larson,——thoughshewasnotmoresurprisedthanwasLarsonhimself。Forbothofthem,however,therecameatthismomentastillgreatersurprise。SimeonHollyleanedforwardsuddenly,thesternlinesquitegonefromhislips,andhisfaceworkingwithemotionashedrewDavidtowardhim。
"You’reagoodson,boy,——agoodloyalson;and——andIwishyouweremine!Ibelieveyou。Hedidn’tstealit,andIwon’tstealit,either。ButIwilluseit,sinceyouaresogoodastoofferit。Butitshallbealoan,David,andsomeday,Godhelpingme,youshallhaveitback。Meanwhile,you’remyboy,David,——myboy!"
"Oh,thankyou,sir,"rejoicedDavid。"And,really,youknow,beingwantedlikethatisbetterthanthestartwouldbe,isn’tit?"
"Betterthan——what?"
Davidshiftedhisposition。Hehadnotmeanttosayjustthat。
"N——nothing,"hestammered,lookingaboutforameansofquickescape。"I——Iwasjusttalking,"hefinished。AndhewasimmeasurablyrelievedtofindthatMr。Hollydidnotpressthematterfurther。
CHAPTERXIX
THEUNBEAUTIFULWORLD
Inspiteoftheexaltationofrenunciation,andinspiteofthejoyofbeingnewlyandespecially"wanted,"thoseearlySeptemberdaysweresometimeshardforDavid。Notuntilhehadrelinquishedallhopeofhis"start"didhefullyrealizewhatthathopehadmeanttohim。
Thereweretimes,tobesure,whentherewasnothingbutrejoicingwithinhimthathewasablethustoaidtheHollys。
Therewereothertimeswhentherewasnothingbutthesoreheartachebecauseofthegreatworkoutinthebeautifulworldthatcouldnowneverbedone;andbecauseoftheunlovelyworkathandthatmustbedone。Totellthetruth,indeed,David’sentireconceptionoflifehadbecomesuddenlyachaosofpuzzlingcontradictions。
ToMr。Jack,oneday,Davidwentwithhisperplexities。Notthathetoldhimofthegold-piecesandoftheunexpectedusetowhichtheyhadbeenput——indeed,no。Davidhadmadeuphismindnever,ifhecouldhelphimself,tomentionthosegold-piecestoanyonewhodidnotalreadyknowofthem。Theymeantquestions,andthequestions,explanations。Andhehadhadenoughofbothonthatparticularsubject。ButtoMr。Jackhesaidoneday,whentheywerealonetogether:——
"Mr。Jack,howmanyfolkshaveyougotinsideofyourhead?"
"Eh——what,David?"
Davidrepeatedhisquestionandattachedanexplanation。
"Imean,thefolksthat——thatmakeyoudothings。"
Mr。Jacklaughed。
"Well,"hesaid,"Ibelievesomepeoplemakeclaimstoquiteanumber,andperhapsalmosteveryoneownstoaDr。JekyllandaMr。Hyde。"
"Whoarethey?"
"Nevermind,David。Idon’tthinkyouknowthegentlemen,anyhow。
They’reonlysomethinglikethelittlegirlwithacurl。Oneisvery,verygood,indeed,andtheotherishorrid。"
"Oh,yes,Iknowthem;they’retheonesthatcometome,"
returnedDavid,withasigh。"I’vehadthemalot,lately。"
Mr。Jackstared。
"Oh,haveyou?"
"Yes;andthat’swhat’sthetrouble。Howcanyoudrivethemoff——theonethatisbad,Imean?"
"Well,really,"confessedMr。Jack,"I’mnotsureIcantell。Yousee——thegentlemenvisitmesometimes。"
"Oh,dothey?"
"Yes。"
"I’msoglad——thatis,Imean,"amendedDavid,inanswertoMr。
Jack’supliftedeyebrows,"I’mgladthatyouunderstandwhatI’mtalkingabout。Yousee,ItriedPerryLarsonlastnightonit,togethimtotellmewhattodo。Butheonlystaredandlaughed。Hedidn’tknowthenamesof’em,anyhow,asyoudo,andatlasthegotreallyalmostangryandsaidImadehimfeelso’buggy’and’creepy’thathewouldn’tdarelookathimselfintheglassifI
kepton,forfearsomeonehe’dneverknownwasthereshouldjumpoutathim。"
Mr。Jackchuckled。
"Well,Isuspect,David,thatPerryknewoneofyourgentlemenbythenameof’conscience,’perhaps;andIalsosuspectthatmaybeconsciencedoesprettynearlyfillthebill,andthatyou’vebeenhavingaboutwiththat。Eh?Now,whatisthetrouble?Tellmeaboutit。"
Davidstirreduneasily。Insteadofanswering,heaskedanotherquestion。
"Mr。Jack,itisabeautifulworld,isn’tit?"
Foramomenttherewasno,answer;thenalowvoicereplied:——
"Yourfathersaiditwas,David。"
AgainDavidmovedrestlessly。
"Yes;butfatherwasonthemountain。Anddownhere——well,downheretherearelotsofthingsthatIdon’tbelieveheknewabout。"
"What,forinstance?"
"Why,lotsofthings——toomanytotell。Ofcoursetherearethingslikecatchingfish,andkillingbirdsandsquirrelsandotherthingstoeat,andplaguingcatsanddogs。Fatherneverwouldhavecalledthosebeautiful。ThenthereareotherslikelittleJimmyClarkwhocan’twalk,andthemanattheMarstons’
who’ssick,andJoeGlaspellwhoisblind。ThentherearestilldifferentoneslikeMr。Holly’slittleboy。Perrysaysheranawayyearsandyearsago,andmadehispeopleveryunhappy。
Fatherwouldn’tcallthatabeautifulworld,wouldhe?Andhowcanpeoplelikethatalwaysplayintune?AndtherearethePrincessandthePauperthatyoutoldabout。"
"Oh,thestory?"
"Yes;andpeoplelikethemcan’tbehappyandthinktheworldisbeautiful,ofcourse。"
"Whynot?"
"Becausetheydidn’tendright。Theydidn’tgetmarriedandlivehappyeverafter,youknow。"
"Well,Idon’tthinkI’dworryaboutthat,David,——atleast,notaboutthePrincess。Ifancytheworldwasverybeautifultoher,allright。ThePauper——well,perhapshewasn’tveryhappy。But,afterall,David,youknowhappinessissomethinginsideofyourself。Perhapshalfofthesepeoplearehappy,intheirway。"
"There!andthat’sanotherthing,"sighedDavid。"Yousee,I
foundthatout——thatitwasinsideofyourself——quiteawhileago,andItoldtheLadyoftheRoses。ButnowI——can’tmakeitworkmyself。"
"What’sthematter?"
"Well,youseethensomethingwasgoingtohappen——somethingthatIliked;andIfoundthatjustthinkingofitmadeitsothatI
didn’tmindrakingorhoeing,oranythinglikethat;andItoldtheLadyoftheRoses。AndItoldherthatevenifitwasn’tgoingtohappenshecouldTHINKitwasgoingto,andthatthatwouldbejustthesame,because’twasthethinkingthatmademyhourssunnyones。Itwasn’ttheDOINGatall。IsaidIknewbecauseIhadn’tDONEityet。See?"
"I——thinkso,David。"
"Well,I’vefoundoutthatitisn’tthesameatall;fornowthatIKNOWthatthisbeautifulthingisn’tevergoingtohappentome,Icanthinkandthinkallday,anditdoesn’tdoamiteofgood。Thesunisjustashot,andmybackachesjustashard,andthefieldisjustasbigandendlessasitusedtobewhenI
hadtocallitthatthosehoursdidn’tcount。Now,whatisthematter?"
Mr。Jacklaughed,butheshookhisheadalittlesadly。
"You’regettingintotoodeepwatersforme,David。Isuspectyou’reflounderinginaseathathasupsettheboatsofsagessincetheworldbegan。Butwhatisitthatwassonice,andthatisn’tgoingtohappen?PerhapsIMIGHThelponthat。"
"No,youcouldn’t,"frownedDavid;"andtherecouldn’tanybody,either,yousee,becauseIwouldn’tgobacknowandLETithappen,anyhow,aslongasIknowwhatIdo。Why,ifIdid,therewouldn’tbeANYhoursthatweresunnythen——noteventheonesafterfouro’clock;I——I’dfeelsomean!ButwhatIdon’tseeisjusthowIcanfixitupwiththeLadyoftheRoses。"
"Whathasshetodowithit?"
"Why,attheveryfirst,whenshesaidshedidn’thaveANY
sunshinyhours,Itoldher——"
"Whenshesaidwhat?"interposedMr。Jack,comingsuddenlyerectinhischair。
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