"Thatshedidn’thaveanyhourstocount,youknow。"
"To——COUNT?"
"Yes;itwasthesundial。Didn’tItellyou?Yes,IknowI
did——aboutthewordsonit——notcountinganyhoursthatweren’tsunny,youknow。Andshesaidshewouldn’thaveANYhourstocount;thatthesunnevershoneforher。"
"Why,David,"demurredMr。Jackinavoicethatshookalittle,"areyousure?Didshesayjustthat?You——youmustbemistaken——whenshehas——haseverythingtomakeherhappy。"
"Iwasn’t,becauseIsaidthatsamethingtohermyself——afterwards。AndthenItoldher——whenIfoundoutmyself,youknow——aboutitsbeingwhatwasinsideofyou,afterall,thatcounted;andtheniswhenIaskedherifshecouldn’tthinkofsomethingnicethatwasgoingtohappentohersometime。"
"Well,whatdidshesay?"
"Sheshookherhead,andsaid’No。’Thenshelookedaway,andhereyesgotsoftanddarklikelittlepoolsinthebrookwherethewaterstopstorest。Andshesaidshehadhopedoncethatthissomethingwouldhappen;butthatithadn’t,andthatitwouldtakesomethingmorethanthinkingtobringit。AndIknownowwhatshemeant,becausethinkingisn’tallthatcounts,isit?"
Mr。Jackdidnotanswer。Hehadrisentohisfeet,andwaspacingrestlesslyupanddowntheveranda。OnceortwiceheturnedhiseyestowardthetowersofSunnycrest,andDavidnoticedthattherewasanewlookonhisface。
Verysoon,however,theoldtirednesscamebacktohiseyes,andhedroppedintohisseatagain,muttering"Fool!ofcourseitcouldn’tbe——that!"
"Bewhat?"askedDavid。
Mr。Jackstarted。
"Er——nothing;nothingthatyouwouldunderstand,David。Goon——withwhatyouweresaying。"
"Thereisn’tanymore。It’salldone。It’sonlythatI’mwonderinghowI’mgoingtolearnherethatit’sabeautifulworld,sothatIcan——tellfather。"
Mr。Jackrousedhimself。Hehadtheairofamanwhodeterminedlythrowstoonesideaheavyburden。
"Well,David,"hesmiled,"asIsaidbefore,youarestilloutonthatseawheretherearesomanylittleupturnedboats。Theremightbeagoodmanywaysofansweringthatquestion。"
"Mr。Hollysays,"musedtheboy,aloud,alittlegloomily,"thatitdoesn’tmakeanydifferencewhetherwefindthingsbeautifulornot;thatwe’reheretodosomethingseriousintheworld。"
"ThatisaboutwhatIshouldhaveexpectedofMr。Holly"retortedMr。Jackgrimly。"Heactsit——andlooksit。But——Idon’tbelieveyouaregoingtotellyourfatherjustthat。"
"No,sir,Idon’tbelieveIam,"accordedDavidsoberly。
"Ihaveanideathatyou’regoingtofindthatanswerjustwhereyourfathersaidyouwould——inyourviolin。Seeifyoudon’t。
Thingsthataren’tbeautifulyou’llmakebeautiful——becausewefindwhatwearelookingfor,andyou’relookingforbeautifulthings。Afterall,boy,ifwemarchstraightahead,chinup,andsingourownlittlesongwithallourmightandmain,weshan’tcomesofaramissfromthegoal,I’mthinking。There!that’spreaching,andIdidn’tmeantopreach;but——well,totellthetruth,thatwasmeantformyself,for——I’mhuntingforthebeautifulworld,too。"
"Yes,sir,Iknow,"returnedDavidfervently。AndagainMr。Jack,lookingintothesympathetic,glowingdarkeyes,wonderedif,afterall,Davidreallycould——know。
EvenyetMr。JackwasnotusedtoDavid;therewere"somanyofhim,"hetoldhimself。Thereweretheboy,theartist,andathirdpersonalitysoevanescentthatitdefiedbeingnamed。Theboywasjolly,impetuous,confidential,anddelightful——plainlyrevelinginallmanneroffunandfrolic。Theartistwasnothingbutabunchofnervousalertness,readytofindmelodyandrhythmineverypassingthoughtorflyingcloud。Thethird——thatbafflingthirdthatdefiedthenaming——wasadreamy,visionary,untouchablecreaturewhofloatedsofaraboveone’sheadthatone’shandcouldneverpullhimdowntogetagoodsquarechancetoseewhathedidlooklike。AllthisthoughtMr。JackashegazedintoDavid’sluminouseyes。
CHAPTERXX
THEUNFAMILIARWAY
InSeptemberDavidenteredthevillageschool。SchoolandDaviddidnotassimilateatonce。Veryconfidentlytheteachersettoworktogradehernewpupil;butshewasnotsoconfidentwhenshefoundthatwhileinLatinhewasperilouslynearherself(andinFrench——whichshewasnotrequiredtoteach——disastrouslybeyondher!),inUnitedStateshistoryheknewonlythebarestoutlinesofcertainportions,andcouldnotnameasinglebattleinanyofitswars。Inmoststudieshewasfarbeyondboysofhisownage,yetateveryturnsheencounteredthesepuzzlingspotsofdiscrepancy,whichrenderedgradingintheordinarywayoutofthequestion。
David’smethodsofrecitation,too,werepeculiar,andsomewhatdisconcerting。Healsodidnothesitatetospeakaloudwhenhechose,nortorisefromhisseatandmovetoanypartoftheroomasthewhimseizedhim。Intime,ofcourse,allthiswaschanged;
butitwasseveraldaysbeforetheboylearnedsotoconducthimselfthathedidnotshattertoatomsthepeaceandproprietyoftheschoolroom。
OutsideofschoolDavidhadlittleworktodonow,thoughtherewerestillleftafewlighttasksaboutthehouse。HomelifeattheHollyfarmhousewasthesameforDavid,yetwithadifference——thedifferencethatcomesfrombeingreallywantedinsteadofbeingmerelydutifullykept。Therewereotherdifferences,too,subtledifferencesthatdidnotshow,perhaps,butthatstillwerethere。
Mr。andMrs。Holly,morethanevernow,werelearningtolookattheworldthroughDavid’seyes。Oneday——onewonderfulday——theyevenwenttowalkinthewoodswiththeboy;andwheneverbeforehadSimeonHollylefthisworkforsofrivolousathingasawalkinthewoods!
Itwasnotaccomplished,however,withoutastruggle,asDavidcouldhavetold。ThedaywasaSaturday,clear,crisp,andbeautiful,withapromiseofOctoberintheair;andDavidfairlytingledtobefreeandaway。Mrs。Hollywasbaking——andthebirdssangunheardoutsideherpantrywindow。Mr。Hollywasdiggingpotatoes——andthecloudssailedunnoticedabovehishead。
AllthemorningDavidurgedandbegged。Ifforonce,justthisonce,theywouldleaveeverythingandcome,theywouldnotregretit,hewassure。Buttheyshooktheirheadsandsaid,"No,no,impossible!"Intheafternoonthepiesweredoneandthepotatoesdug,andDavidurgedandpleadedagain。Ifonce,onlythisonce,theywouldgotowalkwithhiminthewoods,hewouldbesohappy,soveryhappy!Andtopleasetheboy——theywent。
Itwasacuriouswalk。EllenHollytrodsoftly,withtimidfeet。
Shethrewhurried,frightenedglancesfromsidetoside。ItwasplainthatEllenHollydidnotknowhowtoplay。SimeonHollystalkedatherelbow,stern,silent,andpreoccupied。ItwasplainthatSimeonHollynotonlydidnotknowhowtoplay,butdidnotevencaretofindout。
Theboytrippedaheadandtalked。Hehadtheairofamonarchdisplayinghiskingdom。Ononesidewasabitofmossworthyoftheclosestattention;onanother,avinethatcarriedallurementineverytendril。Herewasaflowerthatwaslikeastoryforinterest,andtherewasabushthatboreasecretworththetelling。EvenSimeonHollyglowedintoasemblanceoflifewhenDavidhadunerringlypickedoutandcalledbynamethespruce,andfir,andpine,andlarch,andthen,inanswertoMrs。Holly’smurmured:"But,David,where’sthedifference?Theylooksomuchalike!"hehadsaid:——
"Oh,buttheyaren’t,youknow。Justseehowmuchmorepointedatthetopthatfiristhanthatsprucebackthere;andthebranchesgrowstraightout,too,likearms,andthey’reallsmoothandtaperingattheendslikeapussy-cat’stail。Butthesprucebackthere——ITSbranchesturneddownandout——didn’tyounotice?——andthey’reallbushyattheendslikeasquirrel’stail。Oh,they’relotsdifferent!That’salarch’wayahead——thatonewiththebranchesallscragglyandclosedowntotheground。
Icouldstarttoclimbthateasy;butIcouldn’tthatpineoverthere。See,it’s’wayup,up,beforethere’saplaceforyourfoot!ButIlovepines。UpthereonthemountainswhereIlived,thepinesweresotallthatitseemedasifGodusedthemsometimestoholdupthesky。"
AndSimeonHollyheard,andsaidnothing;andthathedidsaynothing——especiallynothinginanswertoDavid’sconfidentassertionsconcerningcelestialandterrestrialarchitecture——onlygoestoshowhowwell,indeed,themanwaslearningtolookattheworldthroughDavid’seyes。
NorweretheseallofDavid’sfriendstowhomMr。andMrs。Hollywereintroducedonthatmemorablewalk。Therewerethebirds,andthesquirrels,and,infact,everythingthathadlife。Andeachonehegreetedjoyouslybyname,ashewouldgreetafriendwhosehomeandhabitsheknew。Herewasawonderfulwoodpecker,therewasabeautifulbluejay。Ahead,thatbrilliantbitofcolorthatflashedacrosstheirpathwasatanager。Once,farupinthesky,astheycrossedanopenspace,Davidspiedalongblackstreakmovingsouthward。
"Oh,see!"heexclaimed。"Thecrows!Seethem?——’wayupthere?
Wouldn’titbefunifwecoulddothat,andflyhundredsandhundredsofmiles,maybeathousand?"
"Oh,David,"remonstratedMrs。Holly,unbelievingly。
"Buttheydo!Theselookasifthey’dstartedontheirwinterjourneySouth,too;butiftheyhave,they’reearly。Mostofthemdon’tgotillOctober。TheycomebackinMarch,youknow。ThoughI’vehadthem,onthemountain,thatstayedalltheyearwithme。"
"My!butIlovetowatchthemgo,"murmuredDavid,hiseyesfollowingtherapidlydisappearingblackline。"Lotsofbirdsyoucan’tsee,youknow,whentheystartfortheSouth。Theyflyatnight——thewoodpeckersandoriolesandcuckoos,andlotsofothers。They’reafraid,Iguess,don’tyou?ButI’veseenthem。
I’vewatchedthem。Theytelleachotherwhenthey’regoingtostart。"
"Oh,David,"remonstratedMrs。Holly,again,hereyesreproving,butplainlyenthralled。
"Buttheydotelleachother,"claimedtheboy,withsparklingeyes。"Theymust!For,allofasudden,somenight,you’llhearthesignal,andthenthey’llbegintogatherfromalldirections。
I’veseenthem。Then,suddenly,they’reallupandofftotheSouth——notinonebigflock,butbrokenupintolittleflocks,followingoneafteranother,withsuchabeautifulwhirofwings。
Oof——OOF——OOF!——andthey’regone!AndIdon’tseethemagaintillnextyear。Butyou’veseentheswallows,haven’tyou?Theygointhedaytime,andthey’retheeasiesttotellofanyofthem。Theyflysoswiftandstraight。Haven’tyouseentheswallowsgo?"
"Why,I——Idon’tknow,David,"murmuredMrs。Holly,withahelplessglanceatherhusbandstalkingonahead。"I——Ididn’tknowthereweresuchthingsto——toknow。"
Therewasmore,muchmore,thatDavidsaidbeforethewalkcametoanend。Andthough,whenitdidend,neitherSimeonHollynorhiswifesaidawordofitshavingbeenapleasureoraprofit,therewasyetontheirfacessomethingofthepeaceandrestandquietnessthatbelongedtothewoodstheyhadleft。
Itwasabeautifulmonth——thatSeptember,andDavidmadethemostofit。Outofschoolmeantoutofdoorsforhim。HesawMr。JackandJilloften。Hespentmuchtime,too,withtheLadyoftheRoses。ShewasstilltheLadyoftheROSEStoDavid,thoughinthegardennowwerethepurpleandscarletandyellowoftheasters,salvia,andgoldenglow,insteadoftheblushandperfumeoftheroses。
DavidwasverymuchathomeatSunnycrest。Hewaswelcome,heknew,togowherehepleased。Eventheservantswerekindtohim,aswellaswastheelderlycousinwhomheseldomsaw,butwho,heknew,livedthereascompanyforhisLadyoftheRoses。
Perhapsbest,nexttothegarden,Davidlovedthetowerroom;
possiblybecauseMissHolbrookherselfsooftensuggestedthattheygothere。Anditwastherethattheywerewhenhesaid,dreamily,oneday:——
"Ilikethisplace——upheresohigh,onlysometimesitdoesmakemethinkofthatPrincess,becauseitwasinatowerlikethisthatshewas,youknow。"
"Fairystories,David?"askedMissHolbrooklightly。
"No,notexactly,thoughtherewasaPrincessinit。Mr。Jacktoldit。"David’seyeswerestilloutofthewindow。
"Oh,Mr。Jack!AnddoesMr。Jackoftentellyoustories?"
"No。Henevertoldonlythisone——andmaybethat’swhyIrememberitso。"
"Well,andwhatdidthePrincessdo?"MissHolbrook’svoicewasstilllight,stillcarelesslypreoccupied。Herattention,plainly,wasgiventothesewinginherhand。
"Shedidn’tdoandthat’swhatwasthetrouble,"sighedIDavid。
"Shedidn’twave,youknow。"
TheneedleinMissHolbrook’sfingersstoppedshortinmid-air,thethreadhalf-drawn。
"Didn’t——wave!"shestammered。"Whatdoyou——mean?"
"Nothing,"laughedtheboy,turningawayfromthewindow。"I
forgotthatyoudidn’tknowthestory。"
"ButmaybeIdo——thatis——whatwasthestory?"askedMissHolbrook,wettingherlipsasiftheyhadgrownsuddenlyverydry。
"Oh,doyou?Iwondernow!Itwasn’t’ThePRINCEandthePauper,’butthePRINCESSandthePauper,"citedDavid;"andtheyusedtowavesignals,andanswerwithflags。Doyouknowthestory?"
Therewasnoanswer。MissHolbrookwasputtingawayherwork,hurriedly,andwithhandsthatshook。Davidnoticedthatsheevenprickedherselfinheranxietytogettheneedletuckedaway。
Thenshedrewhimtoalowstoolatherside。
"David,Iwantyoutotellmethatstory,please,"shesaid,"justasMr。Jacktoldittoyou。Now,becarefulandputitallin,becauseI——Iwanttohearit,"shefinished,withanoddlittlelaughthatseemedtobringtwobrightredspotstohercheeks。
"Oh,doyouwanttohearit?ThenIwilltellit,"criedDavidjoyfully。ToDavid,almostasdelightfulastohearastorywastotellonehimself。"Yousee,first——"Andheplungedheadlongintotheintroduction。
Davidknewitwell——thatstory:andtherewas,perhaps,littlethatheforgot。ItmightnothavebeenalwaystoldinMr。Jack’slanguage;buthismeaningwasthere,andveryintentlyMissHolbrooklistenedwhileDavidtoldoftheboyandthegirl,thewavings,andtheflagsthatwereblue,black,andred。Shelaughedonce,——thatwasatthelittlejokewiththebellsthatthegirlplayed,——butshedidnotspeakuntilsometimelaterwhenDavidwastellingofthefirsthome-comingofthePrincess,andofthetimewhentheboyonhistinypiazzawatchedandwatchedinvainforawavingwhitesignalfromthetower。
"Doyoumeantosay,"interposedMissHolbrookthen,almoststartingtoherfeet,"thatthatboyexpected——"Shestoppedsuddenly,andfellbackinherchair。Thetworedspotsonhercheekshadbecomearosyglownow,alloverherface。
"Expectedwhat?"askedDavid。
"N——nothing。Goon。Iwasso——sointerested,"explainedMissHolbrookfaintly。"Goon。"
AndDaviddidgoon;nordidthestorylosebyhistelling。Itgained,indeed,something,fornowithadwoventhroughittheverystrongsympathyofaboywholovedthePauperforhissorrowandhatedthePrincessforcausingthatsorrow。
"Andso,"heconcludedmournfully,"youseeitisn’taverynicestory,afterall,foritdidn’tendwellabit。Theyoughttohavegotmarriedandlivedhappyeverafter。Buttheydidn’t。"
MissHolbrookdrewinherbreathalittleuncertainly,andputherhandtoherthroat。Herfacenow,insteadofbeingred,wasverywhite。
"But,David,"shefaltered,afteramoment,"perhapshe——the——Pauper——didnot——notlovethePrincessanylonger。"
"Mr。Jacksaidthathedid。"
Thewhitefacewentsuddenlypinkagain。
"Then,whydidn’thegotoherand——and——tellher?"
Davidliftedhischin。Withallhisdignityheanswered,andhiswordsandaccentwereMr。Jack’s。
"Paupersdon’tgotoPrincesses,andsay"Iloveyou。’"
"Butperhapsiftheydid——thatis——if——"MissHolbrookbitherlipsanddidnotfinishhersentence。Shedidnot,indeed,sayanythingmoreforalongtime。Butshehadnotforgottenthestory。Davidknewthat,becauselatershebegantoquestionhimcarefullyaboutmanylittlepoints——pointsthathewasverysurehehadalreadymadequiteplain。Shetalkedaboutit,indeed,untilhewonderedifperhapssheweregoingtotellittosomeoneelsesometime。Heaskedherifshewere;butsheonlyshookherhead。Andafterthatshedidnotquestionhimanymore。AndalittlelaterDavidwenthome。
CHAPTERXXI
HEAVYHEARTS
ForaweekDavidhadnotbeenneartheHousethatJackBuilt,andthat,too,whenJillhadbeenconfinedwithindoorsforseveraldayswithacold。Jill,indeed,wasinclinedtobegrievedatthisapparentlackofinterestonthepartofherfavoriteplayfellow;butuponherreturnfromherfirstdayofschool,afterherrecovery,shemetherbrotherwithstartledeyes。
"Jack,ithasn’tbeenDavid’sfaultatall,"shecriedremorsefully。"He’ssick。"
"Sick!"
"Yes;awfullysick。They’vehadtosendawayfordoctorsandeverything。"
"Why,Jill,areyousure?Wheredidyouhearthis?"
"Atschoolto-day。Everyonewastalkingaboutit。"
"Butwhatisthematter?"
"Fever——somesort。Somesayit’styphoid,andsomescarlet,andsomesayanotherkindthatIcan’tremember;buteverybodysayshe’sawfullysick。HegotitdowntoGlaspell’s,somesay,——andsomesayhedidn’t。But,anyhow,BettyGlaspellhasbeensickwithsomething,andtheyhaven’tletfolksintherethisweek,"
finishedJill,hereyesbigwithterror。
"TheGlaspells?ButwhatwasDaviddoingdownthere?"
"Why,youknow,——hetoldusonce,——teachingJoetoplay。He’sbeentherelots。Joeisblind,youknow,andcan’tsee,buthejustlovesmusic,andwascrazyoverDavid’sviolin;soDavidtookdownhisotherone——theonethatwashisfather’s,youknow——andshowedhimhowtopickoutlittletunes,justtotakeuphistimesohewouldn’tmindsomuchthathecouldn’tsee。
Now,Jack,wasn’tthatjustlikeDavid?Jack,Ican’thaveanythinghappentoDavid!"
"No,dear,no;ofcoursenot!I’mafraidwecan’tanyofus,forthatmatter,"sighedJack,hisforeheaddrawnintoanxiouslines。"I’llgodowntotheHollys’,Jill,thefirstthingtomorrowmorning,andseehowheisandifthere’sanythingwecando。Meanwhile,don’ttakeittoomuchtoheart,dear。Itmaynotbehalfsobadasyouthink。School-childrenalwaysgetthingslikethatexaggerated,youmustremember,"hefinished,speakingwithalightnessthathedidnotfeel。
Tohimselfthemanownedthathewastroubled,seriouslytroubled。HehadtoadmitthatJill’sstoryboretheearmarksoftruth;andoverwhelminglyherealizednowjusthowbigaplacethissomewhatpuzzlingsmallboyhadcometofillinhisownheart。HedidnotneedJill’sanxious"Now,hurry,Jack,"thenextmorningtostarthimoffinallhastefortheHollyfarmhouse。AdozenrodsfromthedrivewayhemetPerryLarsonandstoppedhimabruptly。
"Goodmorning,Larson;Ihopethisisn’ttrue——whatIhear——thatDavidisveryill。"
Larsonpulledoffhishatandwithhisfreehandsoughttheoneparticularspotonhisheadtowhichhealwaysappealedwhenhewasverymuchtroubled。
"Well,yes,sir,I’mafraid’tis,Mr。Jack——er——Mr。Gurnsey,I
mean。Heisturriblesick,poorlittlechap,an’it’stoobad——that’swhatitis——toobad!"
"Oh,I’msorry!Ihopedthereportwasexaggerated。Icamedowntoseeif——iftherewasn’tsomethingIcoulddo。"
"Well,’courseyoucanask——thereain’tnolawag’in’that;an’
yeneedn’tbeafraid,neither。Thereporthasgot’roundthatit’sketchin’——whathe’sgot,andthathegotitdowntotheGlaspells’;but’tain’tso。Thedoctorsayshedidn’tketchnothin’,an’hecan’tgivenothin’。It’shisheadan’brainthatain’tright,an’he’sgotamightybadfever。He’sbeenkindofflightyan’nervous,anyhow,lately。
"AsIwassayin’,’courseyoucanask,butI’mthinkin’therewon’tbenothin’youcandoterhelp。Ev’rythin’thatcanbedoneisbein’done。Infact,thereain’tmuchofanythin’elsethatisbein’donedowntherejestnowbut,tendin’terhim。They’vegotoneo’them’ereedyercatednursesfromtheJunction——whatwearscaps,yeknow,an’makesyerfeelasiftheyknewitall,an’youdidn’tknownothin’。An’thenthere’sMr。an’Mis’Hollybesides。IftheyhadTHEIRway,therewouldn’tneitherof,emlethimouto’theirsightfuraminute,they’rethatcutupaboutit。"
"Ifancytheythinkagooddealoftheboy——aswealldo,"
murmuredtheyoungerman,alittleunsteadily。
Larsonwinkledhisforeheadindeepthought。
"Yes;an’that’swhatbeatsme,"heansweredslowly;"’boutHIM,——Mr。Holly,Imean。’Coursewe’d’a’expecteditofHER——losin’herownboyasshedid,an’bein’jestnaturallysosweetan’lovin’-hearted。ButHIM——that’sdiff’rent。Now,youknowjestaswellasIdowhatMr。Hollyis——everyonedoes,soI
ain’tsayin’nothin’sland’rous。He’sagoodman——apowerfulgoodman;an’thereain’tasquarermangoin’terworkfur。Butthefactis,hewasmadeupwrongsideout,an’theseamshasalwaysshowedbad——turriblebad,withravelin’sallstickin’outeverywhichwayterketchan’pull。But,gosh!I’mblamedifthat,ereboyain’tgothimsosmootheddown,youwouldn’tknow,scursely,thathehadaseamonhim,sometimes;thoughhowhe’sdoneitbeatsme。Now,there’sMis’Holly——she’striedtersmooth’em,I’llwarrant,lotsoftimes。ButI’mfreetersayshehain’tneversomuchasclippedaravelin’inallthemfortyyearsthey’velivedtergether。Factis,it’sworkedtheotherwaywithher。AllthatHERrubbin’upag’in’themseamshasamountedtoistergitherselfsosmootheddownthatshedon’tneverdaretersayhersoul’sherown,mostgenerally,——anyhow,notifhehappensterintermateitbelongsteranybodyelse!"
JackGurnseysuddenlychokedoveracough。
"IwishIcould——dosomething,"hemurmureduncertainly。
"’Tain’tlikelyyecan——notsolongasMr。an’Mis’Hollyisontheirtwofeet。Why,thereain’tnothin’theywon’tdo,an’
you’llbelieveit,maybe,whenItellyouthatyesterdayMr。
Holly,hetrampedallthroughSawyer’swoodsintherain,jestterfindalittlebitofmossthattheboywascallin’for。Thinko’that,willye?SimeonHollyhuntin’moss!An’hegotit,too,an’brungithome,an’theysayitcuthimupsomethin’turriblewhentheboyjestturnedaway,anddidn’ttakenonotice。Youunderstand,’course,sir,thelittlechapain’trightinhishead,an’sohalfthetimehedon’tknowwhathesays。"
"Oh,I’msorry,sorry!"exclaimedGurnsey,asheturnedaway,andhurriedtowardthefarmhouse。
Mrs。Hollyherselfansweredhislowknock。Shelookedwornandpale。
"Thankyou,sir,"shesaidgratefully,inreplytohisofferofassistance,"butthereisn’tanythingyoucando,Mr。Gurnsey。
We’rehavingeverythingdonethatcanbe,andeveryoneisverykind。Wehaveaverygoodnurse,andDr。KennedyhashadconsultationwithDr。BensonfromtheJunction。Theyaredoingallintheirpower,ofcourse,buttheysaythat——thatit’sgoingtobethenursingthatwillcountnow。"
"ThenIdon’tfearforhim,surely"declaredtheman,withfervor。
"Iknow,but——well,heshallhavetheverybestpossible——ofthat。"
"Iknowhewill;butisn’tthereanything——anythingthatIcando?"
Sheshookherhead。
"No。Ofcourse,ifhegetsbetter——"Shehesitated;thenliftedherchinalittlehigher;"WHENhegetsbetter,"shecorrectedwithcourageousemphasis,"hewillwanttoseeyou。"
"Andheshallseeme,"assertedGurnsey。"Andhewillbebetter,Mrs。Holly,——I’msurehewill。"
"Yes,yes,ofcourse,only——oh,Mr。Jack,he’ssosick——soverysick!Thedoctorsayshe’sapeculiarlysensitivenature,andthathethinkssomething’sbeentroublinghimlately。"Hervoicebroke。
"Poorlittlechap!"Mr。Jack’svoice,too,washusky。
Shelookedupwithswiftgratefulnessforhissympathy。
"Andyoulovedhim,too,Iknow"shechoked。"Hetalksofyouoften——veryoften。"
"IndeedIlovehim!Whocouldhelpit?"
"Therecouldn’tanybody,Mr。Jack,——andthat’sjustit。Now,sincehe’sbeensick,we’vewonderedmorethaneverwhoheis。
Yousee,Ican’thelpthinkingthatsomewherehe’sgotfriendswhooughttoknowabouthim——now。"
"Yes,Isee,"noddedtheman。
"Heisn’tanordinaryboy,Mr。Jack。He’sbeentrainedinlotsofways——abouthismanners,andatthetable,andallthat。Andlotsofthingshisfatherhastoldhimarebeautiful,justbeautiful!Heisn’tatramp。Heneverwasone。Andthere’shisplaying。YOUknowhowhecanplay。"
"IndeedIdo!Youmustmisshisplaying,too。"
"Ido;hetalksofthat,also,"shehurriedon,workingherfingersnervouslytogether;"butoftenesthe——hespeaksofsinging,andIcan’tquiteunderstandthat,forhedidn’teversing,youknow。"
"Singing?Whatdoeshesay?"Themanaskedthequestionbecausehesawthatitwasaffordingtheoverwroughtlittlewomanrealrelieftofreehermind;butatthefirstwordsofherreplyhebecamesuddenlyalert。
"It’s’hissong,’ashecallsit,thathetalksabout,always。Itisn’tmuch——whathesays——butInoticeditbecausehealwayssaysthesamething,likethis:I’lljustholdupmychinandmarchstraightonandon,andI’llsingitwithallmymightandmain。’AndwhenIaskhimwhathe’sgoingtosing,healwayssays,’Mysong——mysong,’justlikethat。Doyouthink,Mr。Jack,hedidhave——asong?"
Foramomentthemandidnotanswer。Somethinginhisthroattightened,andheldthewords。Then,inalowvoicehemanagedtostammer:——
"Ithinkhedid,Mrs。Holly,and——Ithinkhesangit,too。"Thenextmoment,withaquickliftingofhishatandamurmured"I’llcallagainsoon,"heturnedandwalkedswiftlydownthedriveway。
Soveryswiftly,indeed,wasMr。Jackwalking,andsoself-absorbedwashe,thathedidnotseethecarriageuntilitwasalmostuponhim;thenhesteppedasidetoletitpass。Whathesawashegravelyraisedhishatwasahandsomespanofblackhorses,aliveriedcoachman,andapairofstartledeyeslookingstraightintohis。WhathedidnotseewasthequickgesturewithwhichMissHolbrookalmostorderedhercarriagestoppedtheminuteithadpassedhimby。
CHAPTERXXII
ASPERRYSAWIT
Onebyonethedayspassed,andtherecamefromtheanxiouswatchersatDavid’sbedsideonlythewords,"There’sverylittlechange。"OftenJackGurnseywenttothefarmhousetoinquirefortheboy。Often,too,hesawPerryLarson;andPerrywasneverloathtotalkofDavid。ItwasfromPerry,indeed,thatGurnseybegantolearnsomethingsofDavidthathehadneverknownbefore。
"Itdoesbeatall,"PerryLarsonsaidtohimoneday,"howmanyfolksasksmehowthatboyis——folksthatyou’dneverthinkknewhim,anyhow,tersaynothin’ofcarin’whetherhelivedordied。
Now,there’soldMis’Somers,furinstance。YOUknowwhatsheis——sourasalemonan’puckeryasachokecherry。Well,ifshedidn’tgivemeyesterdayagreatbo-kayo’posiesshe’dgrowedherself,an’saidtheywasfurhim——thattheyberlongedterhim,anyhow。
"’Course,Ididn’texactlysensewhatshemeantbythat,soI
askedherstraightout;an’itseemsthatsomehow,whentheboyfirstcome,hestruckherplaceonedayan’spiedagreatbigredroseononeofherbushes。Itseemshehadhisfiddle,an’he,playedit,——thatrosea-growin’(youknowhisway!),an’sheheardan’spokeupprettysharpan’askedhimwhatintimehewasdoin’。Well,mostkidswould’a’run,——knowin’hertemperastheydoes,——butnotmuchDavid。Hestandsupaspertasyeplease,an’
tellsherhowhappythatredrosemustbetermakeallthatdrearygardenlooksopretty;an’thenhegoeson,merryasalark,a-playin’downthehill。
"Well,Mis’Somersowneduptermethatshewasprettymadatthetime,’causehergardendidlookliketunket,an’sheknewit。
Shesaidshehadn’tcaredterdoathingwithitsinceherBessiediedthatthoughtsomuchofit。ButafterwhatDavidhadsaid,evenmadasshewas,thethingkindo’gotonhernerves,an’shecouldn’tseeathing,dayornight,butthatredrosea-growin’theresopertan’courageous-like,untilatlast,jestterquietherself,shefairlyhadtersettoan’slickthatgardenup!Shesaidsherakedan’weeded,an’fixedupalltheplantstherewas,ingoodshape,an’thenshesentdowntotheJunctionfursomeallgrowedinpots,’cause’twastoolateterplantseeds。An,nowit’sdoin’beautiful,soshejestcouldn’thelpsendin’themposiesterDavid。WhenItoldMis’Holly,shesaidshewasgladithappened,’causewhatMis’Somersneededwassomethin’tergitheroutofherself——an’I’mfreetersayshedidlookbetter-natured,an’nomistake,——kindo’likeachokecherryinblossom,yemightsay。"
"An’thenthere’stheWidderGlaspell,"continuedPerry,afterapause。"’Course,anyonewouldexpectshe’dfeelbad,seein’ashowgoodDavidwasterherboy——teachin’himterplay,yeknow。
ButMis’GlaspellsaysJoejestdoestakeonsomethin’turrible,an’hewon’ttechthefiddle,thoughhewasplumcarriedawaywithitwhenDavidwaswellan’teachin’ofhim。An’there’stheClarkkid。He’slame,yeknow,an’hethoughttheworldan’allofDavid’splayin’。
"’Course,there’syouan’MissHolbrook,alwaysaskin’an’
sendin’things——butthatain’tsostrange,’causeyouwas’speciallyhisfriends。Butit’sthemotherswhatbeatsme。
Why,somedaysit’s’mostev’rysoulImeet,jestaskin’howheis,an’sayin’theyhopeshe’llgitwell。Sometimesit’skidsthathe’splayedto,an’I’llbetriggeredifoneof’emonedaydidn’thavenoexcusetoofferexceptthatDavidhadfithim——’boutacat,orsomethin’——an’thateversincethenhe’dthoughtaheapofhim——thoughheguessedDaviddidn’tknowit。
Listenterthat,willye!
"An’onceawomanheldmeup,an’tookonturrible,butallI
couldgitfromherwasthathe’dsatonherdoorstepan’playedterherbabyonceortwice;——asifthatwasanythin’!Butoneofthederndestfunnyoneswasthewomanwhosaidshecouldwashherdishesasighteasieraftershe’da-seenhimgobyplayin’。TherewasBillDowd,too。YouknowhereallyHASgotascrewlooseinhisheadsomewheres,an’thereain’tanyonebutwhatsayshe’sthetownfool,allright。Well,whatdoyethinkHEsaid?"
Mr。Jackshookhishead。
"Well,hesaidhedidhopeashownothin’wouldhappenterthatboycausehedidsoliketerseehimsmile,an’thathealwaysdidsmileeverytimehemethim!There,whatdoyethinko’
that?"
"Well,Ithink,Perry,"returned。Mr。Jacksoberly,"thatBillDowdwasn’tplayingthefool,whenhesaidthat,quitesomuchashesometimesis,perhaps。"
"Hm-m,maybenot,"murmuredPerryLarsonperplexedly。"Still,I’mfreetersayIdothink’twaskindo’queer。"Hepaused,thenslappedhiskneesuddenly。"Say,didItellyeaboutStreeter——OldBillStreeteran’thepeartree?"
AgainMr。Jackshookhishead。
"Well,then,I’mgoin’to,"declaredtheother,withgleefulemphasis。"An’,say,Idon’tbelieveevenYOUcanexplainthis——I
don’t!Well,youknowStreeter——ev’ryonedoes,soIain’tsayin’
nothin’sland’rous。Hewascutonabias,an’thatbiasrunstermoneyeverytime。YouknowaswellasIdothathewon’tlifthisfingerunlessthere’sadollarstickin’toit,an’thathehain’tnousefuranythin’noranybodyunlessthere’smoneyinitforhim。I’mblamedifIdon’tthinkthatifheevergitsterheaven,he’llpluckhisownwingsan’sellthefeathersfurwhatthey’llbring。"
"Oh,Perry!"remonstratedMr。Jack,inahalf-stifledvoice。
PerryLarsononlygrinnedandwentonimperturbably。
"Well,seein’aswebothunderstandwhatheis,I’lltellyewhatheDONE。Hecalledmeupterhisfenceoneday,bigaslife,an’
sayshe,’How’stheboy?’An’youcould’a’knockedmedownwithafeather。Streeter——a-askin’howaboywasthatwassick!An’heseemedtercare,too。Ihain’tseenhimlooksolongfacedsince——sincehewaspaiduponasartinnoteIknowsof,jestashewassmackin’hislipsoveranicefatfarmthatwascomin’tohim!
"Well,IwasthatplumpuzzledthatImeantterfindoutwhyStreeterwastakin’sechnotice,ifIhungfurit。SoIsettoonalittledetectiveworkofmyown,knowin’,ofcourse,that’twa’n’tnouseaskin’ofhimhimself。Well,an’whatdoyous’poseIfoundout?Ifthatlittlescampofaboyhadn’tevengotroundhim——Streeter,theskinflint!Hehad——an’hewentthereoften,theneighborssaid;an’Streeterdotedonhim。Theydeclaredthatactuallyhegivehimacentonce——thoughTHATpartIain’tswallerin’yet。
"Theysaid——theneighborsdid——thatitallstartedfromthepeartree——thatbigonetertheleftofhishouse。Maybeyourememberit。Well,anyhow,itseemsthatit’sold,an’throughbearin’anyfruit,thoughitstillblossomsfitterkill,everyyear,onlyalittlelate’mostalways,an’theblossomsstayonlonger’ncommon,asiftheyknewtherewa’n’tnothin’doin’later。Well,oldStreetersaidithadgottercomedown。Ireckonhesuspecteditofswipin’someofthesunshine,ormaybealittlerainthatbelongedterthetreet’othersideoftheroadwhatdidbearfruitan’wasworthsomethin’!Anyhow,hegothismanan’hisaxe,an’wasplumreadyterstartinwhenheseesDavidan’Davidseeshim。
"’Twaswhentheboyfirstcome。He’dgoneterwalkan’hadstruckthispeartree,allinbloom,——an’’course,YOUknowhowtheboywouldact——apeartree,bloomin’,isalikelysight,I’llown。Hedancedandlaughedandclappedhishands,——hedidn’thavehisfiddlewithhim,——an’carriedonlikeallpossessed。
Thenheseesthemanwiththeaxe,an’Streeteran’Streeterseeshim。
"Theysaiditwasrichthen——BillWarnerhearditallfromt’othersideofthefence。HesaidthatDavid,whenhefoundoutwhatwasgoin’terhappen,wentcleancrazy,an’rampagedonatsucharatethatoldStreetercouldn’tdonothin’butstandan’
stare,untilhefinallymanagedtergrowlout:’ButItellye,boy,thetreeain’tnousenomore!’
"Billsaystheboyflewalltopiecesthen。’Nouse——nouse!’hecries;’suchaperfectlybeautifulthingasthatnouse!Why,itdon’thaveterbeanyusewhenit’ssopretty。It’sjestterlookatan’love,an’behappywith!’Fancysayin’thatteroldStreeter!I’dliketerseenhisface。ButBillsaysthatwa’n’thalfwhattheboysaid。Hedeclaredthat’twasGod’spresent,anyhow,thattreeswas;an’thatthethingsHegiveusterlookatwasjestasmuchuseasthethingsHegiveustereat;an’
thatthestarsan’thesunsetsan’thesnowflakesan’thelittlewhitecloud-boats,an’Idon’tknowwhat-all,wasjestasimportantintheOrchestraofLifeasturnipsan’squashes。An’
then,Billysays,heendedbyjestflingin’himselfonterStreeteran’beggin’himterwaittillhecouldgobackan’githisfiddlesohecouldtellhimwhatabeautifulthingthattreewas。
"Well,ifyou’llbelieveit,oldStreeterwassoplumbefuzzledhesentthemanan’theaxeaway——an’thattree’sa-livin’
ter-day——’tis!"hefinished;then,withasuddengloomonhisface,Larsonadded,huskily:"An’IonlyhopeI’llbesayin’thesamethingofthatboy——comenextmonthatthistime!"
"We’llhopeyouwill,"sighedtheotherfervently。
Andsoonebyonethedayspassed,whilethewholetownwaitedandwhileinthegreatairy"parlorbedroom"oftheHollyfarmhouseonesmallboyfoughthisbattleforlife。Thencametheblackestdayandnightofallwhenthetowncouldonlywaitandwatch——ithadlostitshope;whenthedoctorsshooktheirheadsandrefusedtomeetMrs。Holly’seyes;whenthepulseintheslimwristoutsidethecoverletplayedhide-and-seekwiththecool,persistentfingersthatsoughtsoearnestlyforit;whenPerryLarsonsatforuncountedsleeplesshoursbythekitchenstove,andfearfullylistenedforastepcrossingthehallway;whenMr。
Jackonhisporch,andMissHolbrookinhertowerwidow,wentwithDaviddownintothedarkvalley,andcamesoneartherushingriverthatlife,withitspettypridesandprejudices,couldneverseemquitethesametothemagain。
Then,afterthatblackestdayandnight,camethedawn——asthedawnsdocomeaftertheblackestofdaysandnights。Intheslenderwristoutsidethecoverletthepulsegainedandsteadied。
Ontheforeheadbeneaththenurse’sfingers,amoisturecame。Thedoctorsnoddedtheirheadsnow,andlookedeveryonestraightintheeye。"Hewilllive,"theysaid。"Thecrisisispassed。"OutbythekitchenstovePerryLarsonheardthestepcrossthehallandsprangupright;butatthefirstglimpseofMrs。Holly’stear-wet,yetradiantface,hecollapsedlimply。
"Gosh!"hemuttered。"Say,doyouknow,Ididn’ts’poseIdidcaresomuch!IreckonI’llgoan’tellMr。Jack。He’llwantterhear。"
CHAPTERXXIII
PUZZLES
David’sconvalescencewaspicturesque,inaway。Assoonashewasable,likeakinghesatuponhisthroneandreceivedhissubjects;andaverygraciouskinghewas,indeed。Hisroomoverflowedwithflowersandfruit,andhisbedquitegroanedwiththetoysandbooksandgamesbroughtforhisdiversion,eachoneofwhichhehailedwithdelight,fromMissHolbrook’ssumptuouslybound"WaverleyNovels"tolittlecrippledJimmyClark’sbagofmarbles。
OnlytwothingspuzzledDavid:onewaswhyeverybodywassogoodtohim;andtheotherwaswhyhenevercouldhavethepleasureofbothMr。Jack’sandMissHolbrook’scompanyatthesametime。
DaviddiscoveredthislastcuriouscircumstanceconcerningMr。
JackandMissHolbrookveryearlyinhisconvalescence。ItwasonthesecondafternoonthatMr。Jackhadbeenadmittedtothesick-room。DavidhadbeenhearingallthelatestnewsofJillandJoe,whensuddenlyhenoticedanoddchangecometohisvisitor’sface。
ThewindowsoftheHolly"parlorbedroom"commandedafineviewoftheroad,anditwastowardoneofthesewindowsthatMr。
Jack’seyesweredirected。David,sittingupinbed,sawthenthatdowntheroadwasapproachingveryswiftlyahandsomespanofblackhorsesandanopencarriagewhichhehadcometorecognizeasbelongingtoMissHolbrook。HewatchediteagerlynowtillhesawthehorsesturninattheHollydriveway。Thenhegavealowcryofdelight。
"It’smyLadyoftheRoses!She’scomingtoseeme。Look!Oh,I’msoglad!Nowyou’llseeher,andjustKNOWhowlovelysheis。
Why,Mr。Jack,youaren’tgoingNOW!"hebrokeoffinmanifestdisappointment,asMr。Jackleapedtohisfeet。
"IthinkI’llhaveto,ifyoudon’tmind,David,"returnedtheman,anoddlynervoushasteinhismanner。"AndYOUwon’tmind,nowthatyou’llhaveMissHolbrook。IwanttospeaktoLarson。I
sawhiminthefieldoutthereaminuteago。AndIguessI’llsliprightthroughthiswindowhere,too,David。Idon’twanttolosehim;andIcancatchhimquickerthiswaythananyother,"
hefinished,throwingupthesash。
"Oh,butMr。Jack,pleasejustwaitaminute,"beggedDavid。"I
wantedyoutoseemyLadyoftheRoses,and——"ButMr。Jackwasalreadyonthegroundoutsidethelowwindow,andthenextminute,withamerrynodandsmile,hehadpulledthesashdownafterhimandwashurryingaway。
Almostatonce,then,MissHolbrookappearedatthebedroomdoor。
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