"But,David,think。Whereyoulived,wasn’tthereeveranybodywhocalledhimbyname?"
Davidshookhishead。
"Itoldyou。Wewereallalone,fatherandI,inthelittlehousefaruponthemountain。"
"And——yourmother?"AgainDavidshookhishead。
"Sheisanangel-mother,andangel-mothersdon’tliveinhouses,youknow。"
Therewasamoment’spause;thengentlythemanasked:——
"Andyoualwayslivedthere?"
"Sixyears,fathersaid。"
"Andbeforethat?"
"Idon’tremember。"Therewasatouchofinjuredreserveintheboy’svoicewhichthemanwasquicktoperceive。Hetookthehintatonce。
"Hemusthavebeenawonderfulman——yourfather!"heexclaimed。
Theboyturned,hiseyesluminouswithfeeling。
"Hewas——hewasperfect!Butthey——downhere——don’tseemtoknow——orcare,"hechoked。
"Oh,butthat’sbecausetheydon’tunderstand,"soothedtheman。
"Now,tellme——youmusthavepracticedalottoplaylikethat。"
"Idid——butIlikedit。"
"Andwhatelsedidyoudo?andhowdidyouhappentocome——downhere?"
OnceagainDavidtoldhisstory,morefully,perhaps,thistimethaneverbefore,becauseofthesympatheticearsthatwerelistening。
"Butnow"hefinishedwistfully,"it’sall,sodifferent,andI’mdownherealone。Daddywent,youknow,tothefarcountry;andhecan’tcomebackfromthere。"
"Whotoldyou——that?"
"Daddyhimself。Hewroteittome。"
"Wroteittoyou!"criedtheman,sittingsuddenlyerect。
"Yes。Itwasinhispocket,yousee。They——foundit。"David’svoicewasverylow,andnotquitesteady。
"David,mayIsee——thatletter?"
Theboyhesitated;thenslowlyhedrewitfromhispocket。
"Yes,Mr。Jack。I’llletYOUseeit。"
Reverently,tenderly,butveryeagerlythemantookthenoteandreaditthrough,hopingsomewheretofindanamethatwouldhelpsolvethemystery。Withasighhehandeditback。Hiseyeswerewet。
"Thankyou,David。Thatisabeautifulletter,"hesaidsoftly。
"AndIbelieveyou’lldoitsomeday,too。You’llgotohimwithyourviolinatyourchinandthebowdrawnacrossthestringstotellhimofthebeautifulworldyouhavefound。"
"Yes,sir,"saidDavidsimply。Then,withasuddenlyradiantsmile:"AndNOWIcan’thelpfindingitabeautifulworld,youknow,’causeIdon’tcountthehoursIdon’tlike。"
"Youdon’twhat?——oh,Iremember,"returnedMr。Jack,aquickchangecomingtohisface。
"Yes,thesundial,youknow,wheremyLadyoftheRoseslives。"
"Jack,whatisasundial?"brokeinJilleagerly。
Jackturned,asifinrelief。
"Hullo,girlie,youthere?——andsostillallthistime?AskDavid。He’lltellyouwhatasundialis。Suppose,anyhow,thatyoutwogooutonthepiazzanow。I’vegot——er-someworktodo。
Andthesunitselfisout;see?——throughthetreesthere。Itcameoutjusttosay’good-night,’I’msure。Runalong,quick!"Andheplayfullydrovethemfromtheroom。
Alone,heturnedandsatdownathisdesk。Hisworkwasbeforehim,buthedidnotdoit。HiseyeswereoutofthewindowonthegoldentopsofthetowersofSunnycrest。Motionless,hewatchedthemuntiltheyturnedgray-whiteinthetwilight。Thenhepickeduphispencilandbegantowritefeverishly。Hewenttothewindow,however,asDavidsteppedofftheveranda,andcalledmerrily:——
"Remember,boy,thatwhenthere’sanothernotethatbafflesme,I’mgoingtosendforyou。"
"He’scominganyhow。Iaskedhim,"announcedJill。
AndDavidlaughedbackahappy"OfcourseIam!"
CHAPTERXIV
THETOWERWINDOW
Itisnottobeexpectedthatwhenone’sthoughtsleadsopersistentlytoacertainplace,one’sfeetwillnotfollow,iftheycan;andDavid’scould——sohewenttoseekhisLadyoftheRoses。
Atfouro’clockoneafternoon,withhisviolinunderhisarm,hetraveledthefirmwhiteroaduntilhecametotheshadowedpaththatledtothegarden。Hehaddecidedthathewouldgoexactlyashewentbefore。Heexpected,inconsequence,tofindhisLadyexactlyashehadfoundherbefore,sittingreadingundertheroses。Greatwashissurpriseanddisappointment,therefore,tofindthegardenwithnooneinit。
Hehadtoldhimselfthatitwasthesundial,theroses,theshimmeringpool,thegardenitselfthathewantedtosee;butheknewnowthatitwasthelady——hisLadyoftheRoses。Hedidnotevencaretoplay,thoughallaroundhimwasthebeautythathadatfirstsocharmedhiseye。Veryslowlyhewalkedacrossthesunlit,emptyspace,andenteredthepaththatledtothehouse。
Inhismindwasnodefiniteplan;yethewalkedonandon,untilhecametothewidelawnssurroundingthehouseitself。Hestoppedthen,entranced。
Stoneuponstonethemajesticpileraiseditselfuntilitwasetched,clean-cut,againstthedeepblueofthesky。Thetowers——histowers——broughttoDavid’slipsacryofdelight。
Theywereevenmoreenchantingherethanwhenseenfromafaroverthetree-tops,andDavidgazedupattheminawedwonder。Fromsomewherecamethesoundofmusic——acurioussortofmusicthatDavidhadneverheardbefore。Helistenedintently,tryingtoplaceit;thenslowlyhecrossedthelawn,ascendedtheimposingstonesteps,andsoftlyopenedoneofthenarrowscreendoorsbeforethewide-openFrenchwindow。
OncewithintheroomDaviddrewalongbreathofecstasy。Beneathhisfeethefeltthevelvetsoftnessofthegreenmossofthewoods。Abovehisheadhesawasky-likecanopyofbluecarryingfleecycloudsonwhichfloatedlittlepink-and-whitechildrenwithwings,justasDavidhimselfhadsooftenwishedthathecouldfloat。Onallsidessilkenhangings,likethegreenofswayingvines,half-hidotherhangingsoffeathery,snowflakelace。EverywheremirroredwallscaughtthelightandreflectedthepottedfernsandpalmssothatDavidlookeddownendlessvistasoflovelinessthatseemedforalltheworldlikethelongsunfleckedaislesbeneaththetallpinesofhismountainhome。
ThemusicthatDavidhadheardatfirsthadlongsincestopped;
butDavidhadnotnoticedthat。Hestoodnowinthecenteroftheroom,awed,andtrembling,butenraptured。Thenfromsomewherecameavoice——avoicesocoldthatitsoundedasifithadsweptacrossafieldofice。
"Well,boy,whenyouhavequitefinishedyourinspection,perhapsyouwilltellmetowhatIamindebtedforTHISvisit,"itsaid。
Davidturnedabruptly。
"OLadyoftheRoses,whydidn’tyoutellmeitwaslikethis——inhere?"hebreathed。
"Well,really,"murmuredtheladyinthedoorway,stiffly,"ithadnotoccurredtomethatthatwashardly——necessary。"
"Butitwas!——don’tyousee?Thisisnew,allnew。Ineversawanythinglikeitbefore;andIdosolovenewthings。Itgivesmesomethingnewtoplay;don’tyouunderstand?"
"New——toplay?"
"Yes——onmyviolin,"explainedDavid,alittlebreathlessly,softlytestinghisviolin。"There’salwayssomethingnewinthis,youknow,"hehurriedon,ashetightenedoneofthestrings,"whenthere’sanythingnewoutside。Now,listen!YouseeIdon’tknowmyselfjusthowit’sgoingtosound,andI’malwayssoanxioustofindout。"Andwithajoyouslyraptfacehebegantoplay。
"But,seehere,boy,——youmustn’t!You——"Thewordsdiedonherlips;and,toherunboundedamazement,MissBarbaraHolbrook,whohadintendedperemptorilytosendthispersistentlittletrampboyabouthisbusiness,foundherselflisteningtoamelodysocompellinginitssonorousbeautythatshewasleftalmostspeechlessatitsclose。Itwastheboywhospoke。
"There,Itoldyoumyviolinwouldknowwhattosay!"
"’Whattosay’!——well,that’smorethanIdo"laughedMissHolbrook,alittlehysterically。"Boy,comehereandtellmewhoyouare。"Andsheledthewaytoalowdivanthatstoodnearaharpatthefarendoftheroom。
Itwasthesamestory,toldasDavidhadtoldittoJackandJillafewdaysbefore,onlythistimeDavid’seyeswererovingadmiringlyallabouttheroom,restingoftenestontheharpsonearhim。
"DidthatmakethemusicthatIheard?"heaskedeagerly,assoonasMissHolbrook’squestionsgavehimopportunity。"It’sgotstrings。"
"Yes。Iwasplayingwhenyoucamein。Isawyouenterthewindow。
Really,David,areyouinthehabitofwalkingintopeople’shouseslikethis?Itismostdisconcerting——totheirowners。"
"Yes——no——well,sometimes。"David’seyeswerestillontheharp。
"LadyoftheRoses,won’tyoupleaseplayagain——onthat?"
"David,youareincorrigible!Whydidyoucomeintomyhouselikethis?"
"Themusicsaid’come’;andthetowers,too。Yousee,IKNOWthetowers。"
"YouKNOWthem!"
"Yes。Icanseethemfromsomanyplaces,andIalwayswatchforthem。Theyshowbestofanywhere,though,fromJackandJill’s。
Andnowwon’tyouplay?"
MissHolbrookhadalmostrisentoherfeetwhensheturnedabruptly。
"From——where?"sheasked。
"FromJackandJill’s——theHousethatJackBuilt,youknow。"
"Youmean——Mr。JohnGurnsey’shouse?"AdeepercolorhadcomeintoMissHolbrook’scheeks。
"Yes。Overthereatthetopofthelittlehillacrossthebrook,youknow。Youcan’tseeTHEIRhousefromhere,butfromovertherewecanseethetowersfinely,andthelittlewindow——Oh,LadyoftheRoses,"hebrokeoffexcitedly,atthenewthoughtthathadcometohim,"ifwe,now,wereinthatlittlewindow,weCOULDseetheirhouse。Let’sgoup。Can’twe?"
Explicitasthiswas,MissHolbrookevidentlydidnothear,oratleastdidnotunderstand,thisrequest。Shesettledbackonthedivan,indeed,almostdeterminedly。Hercheekswereveryrednow。
"Anddoyouknow——thisMr。Jack?"sheaskedlightly。
"Yes,andJill,too。Don’tyou?Ilikethem,too。DOyouknowthem?"
AgainMissHolbrookignoredthequestionputtoher。"Anddidyouwalkintotheirhouse,unannouncedanduninvited,likethis?"shequeried。
"No。Heaskedme。Youseehewantedtogetoffsomeofthedirtandbloodbeforeotherfolkssawme。"
"Thedirtand——and——why,David,whatdoyoumean?Whatwasit——anaccident?"
Davidfrownedandreflectedamoment。
"No。Ididitonpurpose。IHADto,yousee,"hefinallyelucidated。"Butthereweresixofthem,andIgottheworstofit。"
"David!"MissHolbrook’svoicewashorrified。"Youdon’tmean——afight!"
"Yes’m。Iwantedthecat——andIgotit,butIwouldn’thaveifMr。Jackhadn’tcometohelpme。"
"Oh!SoMr。Jack——fought,too?"
"Well,hepulledtheothersoff,andofcoursethathelpedme,"
explainedDavidtruthfully。"Andthenhetookmehome——heandJill。"
"Jill!Wassheinit?"
"No,onlyhercat。Theyhadtiedabagoveritsheadandatincantoitstail,andofcourseIcouldn’tletthemdothat。Theywerehurtingher。Andnow,LadyoftheRoses,won’tyoupleaseplay?"
ForamomentMissHolbrookdidnotspeak。ShewasgazingatDavidwithanoddlookinhereyes。Atlastshedrewalongsigh。
"David,youarethe——theLIMIT!"shebreathed,assheroseandseatedherselfattheharp。
Davidwasmanifestlydelightedwithherplaying,andbeggedformorewhenshehadfinished;butMissHolbrookshookherhead。Sheseemedtohavegrownsuddenlyrestless,andshemovedabouttheroomcallingDavid’sattentiontosomethingneweachmoment。
Then,veryabruptly,shesuggestedthattheygoupstairs。Fromroomtoroomshehurriedtheboy,scarcelylisteningtohisardentcomments,oransweringhisstillmoreardentquestions。
Notuntiltheyreachedthehighesttowerroom,indeed,didshesinkwearilyintoachair,andseemforamomentatrest。
Davidlookedabouthiminsurprise。Evenhisuntrainedeyecouldseethathehadenteredadifferentworld。Therewerenosumptuousrugs,nosilkenhangings;nomirrors,nosnowflakecurtains。Therewerebooks,tobesure,butbesidesthosetherewereonlyaplainlowtable,awork-basket,andthreeorfourwooden-seatedthoughcomfortablechairs。WithincreasingwonderhelookedintoMissHolbrook’seyes。
"Isitherethatyoustay——allday?"heaskeddiffidently。
MissHolbrook’sfaceturnedavividscarlet。
"Why,David,whataquestion!Ofcoursenot!WhyshouldyouthinkIdid?"
"Nothing;onlyI’vebeenwonderingallthetimeI’vebeenherehowyoucould——withallthosebeautifulthingsaroundyoudownstairs——saywhatyoudid。"
"Saywhat?——when?"
"Thatotherdayinthegarden——aboutALLyourhoursbeingcloudyones。SoIdidn’tknowto-daybutwhatyouLIVEDuphere,sameasMrs。Hollydoesn’tuseherbestrooms;andthatwaswhyyourhourswereallcloudyones。"
WithasuddenmovementMissHolbrookrosetoherfeet。
"Nonsense,David!Youshouldn’talwaysremembereverythingthatpeoplesaytoyou。Come,youhaven’tseenoneoftheviewsfromthewindowsyet。Weareinthelargertower,youknow。YoucanseeHinsdalevillageonthisside,andthere’safineviewofthemountainsoverthere。Ohyes,andfromtheothersidethere’syourfriend’shouse——Mr。Jack’s。Bytheway,howisMr。Jackthesedays?"MissHolbrookstoopedassheaskedthequestionandpickedupabitofthreadfromtherug。
DavidranatoncetothewindowthatlookedtowardtheHousethatJackBuilt。Fromthetowerthelittlehouseappearedtobesmallerthanever。Itwasintheshadow,too,andlookedstrangelyaloneandforlorn。Unconsciously,ashegazedatit,Davidcompareditwiththemagnificencehehadjustseen。Hisvoicechokedasheanswered。
"Heisn’twell,LadyoftheRoses,andhe’sunhappy。He’sawfullyunhappy。"
MissHolbrook’sslenderfigurecameupwithajerk。
"Whatdoyoumean,boy?Howdoyouknowhe’sunhappy?Hashesaidso?"
"No;butMrs。Hollytoldmeabouthim。He’ssick;andhe’djustfoundhisworktodooutintheworldwhenhehadtostopandcomehome。But——oh,quick,thereheis!See?"
InsteadofcomingnearerMissHolbrookfellbacktothecenteroftheroom;buthereyeswerestillturnedtowardthelittlehouse。
"Yes,Isee,"shemurmured。ThenextinstantshehadsnatchedahandkerchieffromDavid’soutstretchedhand。"No——no——Iwouldn’twave,"sheremonstratedhurriedly。"Come——comedownstairswithme。"
"ButIthought——Iwassurehewaslookingthisway,"assertedDavid,turningreluctantlyfromthewindow。"AndifheHADseenmewavetohim,he’dhavebeensoglad;now,wouldn’the?"
Therewasnoanswer。TheLadyoftheRosesdidnotapparentlyhear。Shehadgoneondownthestairway。
CHAPTERXV
SECRETS
DavidhadsomuchtotellJackandJillthathewenttoseethemtheverynextdayafterhissecondvisittoSunnycrest。Hecarriedhisviolinwithhim。Hefound,however,onlyJillathome。Shewassittingontheverandasteps。
Therewasnotsomuchembarrassmentbetweenthemthistime,perhapsbecausetheywereinthefreedomofthewideout-of-doors,andDavidfeltmoreatease。Hewasplainlydisappointed,however,thatMr。Jackwasnotthere。
"ButIwantedtoseehim!Iwantedtoseehim’specially,"helamented。
"You’dbetterstay,then。He’llbehomebyandby,"comfortedJill。"He’sgonepot-boiling。"
"Pot-boiling!What’sthat?"
Jillchuckled。
"Well,yousee,reallyit’sthisway:hesellssomethingtoboilinotherpeople’spotssohecanhavesomethingtoboilinours,hesays。It’sstufffromthegarden,youknow。Weraiseittosell。PoorJack——andhedoeshateitso!"
Davidnoddedsympathetically。
"Iknow——anditmustbeawful,justhoeingandweedingallthetime。"
"Still,ofcourseheknowshe’sgottodoit,becauseit’soutofdoors,andhejusthastobeoutofdoorsallhecan,"rejoinedthegirl。"He’ssick,youknow,andsometimeshe’ssounhappy!Hedoesn’tsaymuch。Jackneversaysmuch——onlywithhisface。ButIknow,andit——itjustmakesmewanttocry。"
AtDavid’sdismayedexclamationJilljumpedtoherfeet。Itownedtohersuddenlythatshewastellingthisunknownboyaltogethertoomanyofthefamilysecrets。Sheproposedatoncearacetothefootofthehill;andthen,todriveDavid’smindstillfartherawayfromthesubjectunderrecentconsideration,shedeliberatelylost,andproclaimedhimthevictor。
Verysoon,however,therearosenewcomplicationsintheshapeofalittlegatethatledtoapathwhich,initsturn,ledtoafootbridgeacrossthenarrowspanofthelittlestream。
AbovethetreesontheothersidepeepedthetopofSunnycrest’shighesttower。
"TotheLadyoftheRoses!"criedDavideagerly。"Iknowitgoesthere。Come,let’ssee!"
Thelittlegirlshookherhead。
"Ican’t。"
"Whynot?"
"Jackwon’tletme。"
"Butitgoestoabeautifulplace;Iwasthereyesterday,"arguedDavid。"AndIwasupinthetowerandalmostwavedtoMr。Jackonthepiazzabackthere。Isawhim。Andmaybeshe’dletyouandmegoupthereagainto-day。"
"ButIcan’t,Isay,"repeatedJill,alittleimpatiently。"Jackwon’tletmeevenstart。"
"Whynot?Maybehedoesn’tknowwhereitgoesto。"
Jillhungherhead。Thensheraiseditdefiantly。
"Oh,yes,hedoes,’causeItoldhim。IusedtogowhenIwaslittlerandhewasn’there。Iwentonce,afterhecame,——halfway,——andhesawmeandcalledtome。Ihadgothalfwayacrossthebridge,butIhadtocomeback。Hewasveryangry,yetsortof——queer,too。Hisfacewasallsternandwhite,andhislipssnappedtightshutaftereveryword。Hesaidnever,never,nevertolethimfindmetheothersideofthatgate。"
Davidfrownedastheyturnedtogoupthehill。UnhesitatinglyhedeterminedtoinstructMr。Jackinthislittlematter。HewouldtellhimwhatabeautifulplaceSunnycrestwas,andhewouldtrytoconvincehimhowverydesirableitwasthatheandJill,andevenMr。Jackhimself,shouldgoacrossthebridgeattheveryfirstopportunitythatoffered。
Mr。Jackcamehomebeforelong,butDavidquiteforgottospeakofthefootbridgejustthen,chieflybecauseMr。JackgotouthisviolinandaskedDavidtocomeinandplayaduetwithhim。Theduet,however,soonbecameasolo,forsogreatwasMr。Jack’sdelightinDavid’splayingthatheplacedbeforetheboyonesheetofmusicafteranother,beggingandstillbeggingformore。
David,nothingloath,playedonandon。Mostofthemusicheknew,havingalreadylearneditinhismountainhome。Likeoldfriendsthemelodiesseemed,andsogladwasDavidtoseetheirnotesagainthathefinishedeachproductionwithalittleimprovisedcadenzaofecstaticwelcome——toMr。Jack’sincreasingsurpriseanddelight。
"GreatScott!you’reawonder,David,"heexclaimed,atlast。
"Pooh!asifthatwasanythingwonderful,"laughedtheboy。"Why,Iknewthoseagesago,Mr。Jack。It’sonlythatI’msogladtoseethemagain——thenotes,youknow。Yousee,Ihaven’tanymusicnow。Itwasallinthebag(whatwebrought),andweleftthatontheway。"
"Youleftit!"
"Yes,’twasso,heavy"murmuredDavidabstractedly,hisfingersbusywiththepileofmusicbeforehim。"Oh,andhere’sanotherone,"hecriedexultingly。"Thisiswherethewindsighs,’oou——OOU——OOU’throughthepines。Listen!"Andhewasawayagainonthewingsofhisviolin。WhenhehadreturnedMr。Jackdrewalongbreath。
"David,youareawonder,"hedeclaredagain。"Andthatviolinofyoursisawonder,too,ifI’mnotmistaken,——thoughIdon’tknowenoughtotellwhetherit’sreallyarareoneornot。Wasityourfather’s?"
"Oh,no。Hehadone,too,andtheybotharegoodones。Fathersaidso。Joe’sgotfather’snow。"
"Joe?"
"JoeGlaspell。"
"Youdon’tmeanWidowGlaspell’sJoe,theblindboy?Ididn’tknowhecouldplay。"
"Hecouldn’ttillIshowedhim。Buthelikestohearmeplay。
Andheunderstood——rightaway,Imean。"
"UNDERSTOOD!"
"WhatIwasplaying,youknow。Andhewasalmostthefirstonethatdid——sincefatherwentaway。AndnowIplayeverytimeIgothere。Joesaysheneverknewbeforehowtreesandgrassandsunsetsandsunrisesandbirdsandlittlebrooksdidlook,tillI
toldhimwithmyviolin。NowhesayshethinkshecanseethembetterthanIcan,becauseaslongashisOUTSIDEeyescan’tseeanything,theycan’tseethoseuglythingsallaroundhim,andsohecanjustmakehisINSIDEeyesseeonlythebeautifulthingsthathe’dLIKEtosee。Andthat’sthekindhedoesseewhenI
play。That’swhyIsaidheunderstood。"
Foramomenttherewassilence。InMr。Jack’seyestherewasanoddlookastheyrestedonDavid’sface。Then,abruptly,hespoke。
"David,IwishIhadmoney。I’dputyouthenwhereyoubelonged,"
hesighed。
"Doyoumean——whereI’dfindmyworktodo?"askedtheboysoftly。
"Well——yes;youmightsayitthatway,"smiledtheman,afteramoment’shesitation——notyetwasMr。Jackquiteusedtothisboywhowasattimessoveryun-boylike。
"Fathertoldme’twaswaitingforme——somewhere。"
Mr。Jackfrownedthoughtfully。
"Andhewasright,David。Theonlytroubleis,weliketopickitoutforourselves,prettywell,——toowell,aswefindoutsometimes,whenwe’recalledoff——foranotherjob。"
"Iknow,Mr。Jack,Iknow,"breathedDavid。Andtheman,lookingintotheglowingdarkeyes,wonderedatwhathefoundthere。Itwasalmostasiftheboyreallyunderstoodabouthisownlife’sdisappointment——andcared;thoughthat,ofcourse,couldnotbe!
"Andit’sallthehardertokeepourselvesintunethen,too,isn’tit?"wentonDavid,alittlewistfully。
"Intune?"
"WiththerestoftheOrchestra。"
"Oh!"AndMr。Jack,whohadalreadyheardaboutthe"OrchestraofLife,"smiledabitsadly。"That’sjustit,myboy。Andifwe’rehandedanotherinstrumenttoplayonthantheoneweWANT
toplayon,we’reaptto——toletflyadiscord。Anyhow,Iam。
But"——hewentonmorelightly——"now,inyourcase,David,littleasIknowabouttheviolin,Iknowenoughtounderstandthatyououghttobewhereyoucantakeupyourstudyofitagain;whereyoucanheargoodmusic,andwhereyoucanbeamongthosewhoknowenoughtoappreciatewhatyoudo。"
David’seyessparkled。
"Andwheretherewouldn’tbeanypullingweedsorhoeingdirt?"
"Well,Ihadn’tthoughtofincludingeitherofthosepastimes。"
"My,butIwouldlikethat,Mr。Jack!——butTHATwouldn’tbeWORK,sothatcouldn’tbewhatfathermeant。"David’sfacefell。
"Hm-m;well,Iwouldn’tworryaboutthe’work’part,"laughedMr。Jack,"particularlyasyouaren’tgoingtodoitjustnow。
There’sthemoney,youknow,——andwehaven’tgotthat。"
"Andittakesmoney?"
"Well——yes。Youcan’tgetthosethingshereinHinsdale,youknow;andittakesmoney,togetaway,andtoliveawayafteryougetthere。"
AsuddenlighttransfiguredDavid’sface。
"Mr。Jack,wouldgolddoit?——lotsoflittleroundgold-pieces?"
"Ithinkitwould,David,iftherewereenoughofthem。"
"Manyasahundred?"
"Sure——iftheywerebigenough。Anyway,David,they’dstartyou,andI’mthinkingyouwouldn’tneedbutastartbeforeyou’dbecoininggold-piecesofyourownoutofthatviolinofyours。Butwhy?Anybodyyouknowgotas’manyasahundred’gold-pieceshewantstogetridof?"
ForamomentDavid,hisdelightedthoughtsflyingtothegold-piecesinthechimneycupboardofhisroom,wastemptedtotellhissecret。Thenherememberedthewomanwiththebreadandthepailofmilk,anddecidednotto。Hewouldwait。WhenheknewMr。Jackbetter——perhapsthenhewouldtell;butnotnow。NOW
Mr。Jackmightthinkhewasathief,andthathecouldnotbear。
Sohetookuphisviolinandbegantoplay;andinthecharmofthemusicMr。Jackseemedtoforgetthegold-pieces——whichwasexactlywhatDavidhadintendedshouldhappen。
NotuntilDavidhadsaidgood-byesometimelater,didherememberthepurpose——thespecialpurpose——forwhichhehadcome。
Heturnedbackwitharadiantface。
"Oh,andMr。Jack,I’mostforgot,"hecried。"Iwasgoingtotellyou。Isawyouyesterday——Idid,andIalmostwavedtoyou。"
"Didyou?Wherewereyou?"
"Overthereinthewindow——thetowerwindow"hecrowedjubilantly。
"Oh,youwentagain,then,Isuppose,toseeMissHolbrook。"
Theman’svoicesoundedsooddlycoldanddistantthatDavidnoticeditatonce。HewasremindedsuddenlyofthegateandthefootbridgewhichJillwasforbiddentocross;buthedarednotspeakofitthen——notwhenMr。Jacklookedlikethat。Hedidsay,however:——
"Oh,but,Mr。Jack,it’ssuchabeautifulplace!Youdon’tknowwhatabeautifulplaceitis。"
"Isit?Then,youlikeitsomuch?"
"Oh,somuch!But——didn’tyouever——seeit?"
"Why,yes,IbelieveIdid,David,longago,"murmuredMr。JackwithwhatseemedtoDavidamazingindifference。
"AnddidyouseeHER——myLadyoftheRoses?"
"Why,y——yes——Ibelieveso。"
"AndisTHATallyourememberaboutit?"resentedDavid,highlyoffended。
Themangavealaugh——alittleshort,hardlaughthatDaviddidnotlike。
"But,letmesee;yousaidyoualmostwaved,didn’tyou?Whydidn’tyou,quite?"askedtheman。
Daviddrewhimselfsuddenlyerect。InstinctivelyhefeltthathisLadyoftheRosesneededdefense。
"BecauseSHEdidn’twantmeto;soIdidn’t,ofcourse,"herejoinedwithdignity。"Shetookawaymyhandkerchief。"
"I’llwarrantshedid,"mutteredtheman,behindhisteeth。Aloudheonlylaughedagain,asheturnedaway。
Davidwentondownthesteps,dissatisfiedvaguelywithhimself,withMr。Jack,andevenwiththeLadyoftheRoses。
CHAPTERXVI
DAVID’SCASTLEINSPAIN
OnhisreturnfromtheHousethatJackBuilt,Daviddecidedtocounthisgold-pieces。Hegotthemoutatoncefrombehindthebooks,andstackedthemupinlittleshiningrows。Ashehadsurmised,therewereahundredofthem。Therewere,indeed,ahundredandsix。Hewaspleasedatthat。Onehundredandsixweresurelyenoughtogivehima"start。"
Astart!Davidclosedhiseyesandpicturedit。Togoonwithhisviolin,toheargoodmusic,tobewithpeoplewhounderstoodwhathesaidwhenheplayed!ThatwaswhatMr。Jackhadsaida"start"
was。Andthisgold——theseroundshiningbitsofgold——couldbringhimthis!Davidsweptthelittlepilesintoajinglingheap,andsprangtohisfeetwithbothfistsfullofhissuddenlybelovedwealth。Withboyishgleehecaperedabouttheroom,jinglingthecoinsinhishands。Then,verysoberly,hesatdownagain,andbegantogatherthegoldtoputaway。
Hewouldbewise——hewouldbesensible。Hewouldwatchhischance,andwhenitcamehewouldgoaway。First,however,hewouldtellMr。JackandJoe,andtheLadyoftheRoses;yes,andtheHollys,too。Justnowthereseemedtobework,realworkthathecoulddotohelpMr。Holly。Butlater,possiblywhenSeptembercameandschool,——theyhadsaidhemustgotoschool,——hewouldtellthemthen,andgoawayinstead。Hewouldsee。Bythattimetheywouldbelievehim,perhaps,whenheshowedthegold-pieces。
Theywouldnotthinkhehad——STOLENthem。ItwasAugustnow;hewouldwait。Butmeanwhilehecouldthink——hecouldalwaysbethinkingofthewonderfulthingthatthisgoldwasonedaytobringtohim。
Evenwork,toDavid,didnotseemworknow。Inthemorninghewastorakehaybehindthemenwiththecart。Yesterdayhehadnotlikeditverywell;butnow——nothingmatterednow。AndwithasatisfiedsighDavidputhispreciousgoldawayagainbehindthebooksinthecupboard。
Davidfoundanewsonginhisviolinthenextmorning。Tobesure,hecouldnotplayit——muchofit——untilfouro’clockintheafternooncame;forMr。Hollydidnotlikeviolinstobeplayedinthemorning,evenondaysthatwerenotespeciallytheLord’s。
Therewastoomuchworktodo。SoDavidcouldonlysnatchastrainortwovery,verysoftly,whilehewasdressing;butthatwasenoughtoshowhimwhatabeautifulsongitwasgoingtobe。
Heknewwhatitwas,atonce,too。Itwasthegold-pieces,andwhattheywouldbring。Allthroughthedayittrippedthroughhisconsciousness,anddancedtantalizinglyjustoutofreach。Yethewaswonderfullyhappy,andthedayseemedshortinspiteoftheheatandtheweariness。
Atfouro’clockhehurriedhomeandputhisviolinquicklyintune。Itcamethen——thatdancingspriteoftantalization——andjoyouslyabandoneditselftothestringsoftheviolin,sothatDavidknew,ofasurety,whatabeautifulsongitwas。
ItwasthissongthatsenthimthenextafternoontoseehisLadyoftheRoses。Hefoundherthistimeoutofdoorsinhergarden。
Unceremoniously,asusual,herushedheadlongintoherpresence。
"Oh,Lady——LadyoftheRoses,"hepanted。"I’vefoundout,andI
camequicklytotellyou。"
"Why,David,what——whatdoyoumean?"MissHolbrooklookedunmistakablystartled。
"Aboutthehours,youknow,——theuncloudedones,"explainedDavideagerly。"YouknowyousaidtheywereALLcloudytoyou。"
MissHolbrook’sfacegrewverywhite。
"Youmean——you’vefoundoutWHYmyhoursare——areallcloudyones?"shestammered。
"No,oh,no。Ican’timaginewhytheyare,"returnedDavid,withanemphaticshakeofhishead。"It’sjustthatI’vefoundawaytomakeallmyhourssunnyones,andyoucandoit,too。SoI
cametotellyou。Youknowyousaidyourswereallcloudy。"
"Oh,"ejaculatedMissHolbrook,fallingbackintoheroldlistlessattitude。Then,withsomeasperity:"Dearme,David!Didn’tItellyounottoberememberingthatallthetime?"
"Yes,Iknow,butI’veLEARNEDsomething,"urgedtheboy;
"somethingthatyououghttoknow。Yousee,Ididthink,once,thatbecauseyouhadallthesebeautifulthingsaroundyou,thehoursoughttobeallsunnyones。ButnowIknowitisn’twhat’saroundyou;it’swhatisINyou!"
"Oh,David,David,youcuriousboy!"
"No,butreally!Letmetellyou,"pleadedDavid。"YouknowI
haven’tlikedthem,——allthosehourstillfouro’clockcame,——andIwassoglad,afterIsawthesundial,tofindoutthattheydidn’tcount,anyhow。Butto-daytheyHAVE
counted——they’veallcounted,LadyoftheRoses;andit’sjustbecausetherewassomethinginsideofmethatshoneandshone,andmadethemallsunny——thosehours。"
"Dearme!Andwhatwasthiswonderfulthing?"
Davidsmiled,butheshookhishead。
"Ican’ttellyouthatyet——inwords;butI’llplayit。Yousee,Ican’talwaysplaythemtwicealike,——thoselittlesongsthatI
find,——butthisoneIcan。Itsangsolonginmyhead,beforemyviolinhadachancetotellmewhatitreallywas,thatIsortoflearnedit。Now,listen!"Andbebegantoplay。
Itwas,indeed,abeautifulsong,andMissHolbrooksaidsowithpromptnessandenthusiasm;yetstillDavidfrowned。
"Yes,yes,"heanswered,"butdon’tyousee?Thatwastellingyouaboutsomethinginsideofmethatmadeallmyhourssunshinyones。Now,whatyouwantissomethinginsideofyoutomakeyourssunshiny,too。Don’tyousee?"
AnoddlookcameintoMissHolbrook’seyes。
"That’sallverywellforyoutosay,David,butyouhaven’ttoldmeyet,youknow,justwhatitisthat’smadeallthisbrightnessforyou。"
Theboychangedhisposition,andpuckeredhisforeheadintoadeeperfrown。
"Idon’tseemtoexplainsoyoucanunderstand,"hesighed。"Itisn’ttheSPECIALthing。It’sonlythatit’sSOMETHING。Andit’sthinkingaboutitthatdoesit。Now,minewouldn’tmakeyoursshine,but——still,"——hebrokeoff,ahappyreliefinhiseyes,——"yourscouldbeLIKEmine,inoneway。Mineissomethingthatisgoingtohappentome——somethingjustbeautiful;andyoucouldhavethat,youknow,——somethingthatwasgoingtohappentoyou,tothinkabout。"
MissHolbrooksmiled,butonlywithherlips,Hereyeshadgrownsomber。
"Butthereisn’tanything’justbeautiful’goingtohappentome,David,"shedemurred。
"Therecould,couldn’tthere?"
MissHolbrookbit,herlip;thenshegaveanoddlittlelaughthatseemed,insomeway,togowiththeswiftredthathadcometohercheeks。
"Iusedtothinktherecould——once,"sheadmitted;"butI’vegiventhatuplongago。It——itdidn’thappen。"
"Butcouldn’tyoujustTHINKitwasgoingto?"persistedtheboy。"YouseeIfoundoutyesterdaythatit’stheTHINKINGthatdoesit。AlldaylongIwasthinking——onlythinking。Iwasn’tDOINGit,atall。Iwasreallyrakingbehindthecart;butthehoursallweresunny。"
MissHolbrooklaughednowoutright。
"Whatapersistentlittlemental-sciencepreacheryouare!"sheexclaimed。"Andthere’struth——moretruththanyouknow——initall,too。ButIcan’tdoit,David,——notthat——notthat。’TwouldtakemorethanTHINKING——tobringthat,"sheadded,underherbreath,asiftoherself。
"Butthinkingdoesbringthings,"maintainedDavidearnestly。
"There’sJoe——JoeGlaspell。Hismotherworksoutallday;andhe’sblind。"
"Blind?Oh-h!"shudderedMissHolbrook。
"Yes;andhehastostayallalone,exceptforBetty,andsheisn’ttheremuch。HeTHINKSALLhisthings。Hehasto。Hecan’tSEE
anythingwithhisoutsideeyes。Butheseeseverythingwithhisinsideeyes——everythingthatIplay。Why,LadyoftheRoses,he’sevenseenthis——allthishere。Itoldhimaboutit,youknow,rightawayafterI’dfoundyouthatfirstday:thebigtreesandthelongshadowsacrossthegrass,andtheroses,andtheshiningwater,andthelovelymarblepeoplepeepingthroughthegreenleaves;andthesundial,andyousobeautifulsittinghereinthemiddleofitall。ThenIplayeditforhim;andhesaidhecouldseeitalljustasplain!AndTHATwaswithhisinsideeyes!Andso,ifJoe,shutupthereinhisdarklittleroom,canmakehisTHINKbringhimallthat,IshouldthinkthatYOU,hereinthisbeautiful,beautifulplace,couldmakeyourthinkbringyouanythingyouwanteditto。"
ButMissHolbrooksighedagainandshookherhead。
"Notthat,David,notthat,"shemurmured。"Itwouldtakemorethanthinkingtobring——that。"Then,withaquickchangeofmanner,shecried:"Come,come,supposewedon’tworryanymoreaboutMYhours。Let’sthinkofyours。Tellme,whathaveyoubeendoingsinceIsawyoulast?Perhapsyouhavebeenagainto——toseeMr。Jack,forinstance。"
"Ihave;butIsawJillmostly,tillthelast。"Davidhesitated,thenheblurteditout:"LadyoftheRoses,doyouknowaboutthegateandthefootbridge?"
MissHolbrooklookedupquickly。
"Know——what,David?"
"Knowaboutthem——thatthey’rethere?"
"Why——yes,ofcourse;atleast,Isupposeyoumeanthefootbridgethatcrossesthelittlestreamatthefootofthehilloverthere。"
"That’stheone。"AgainDavidhesitated,andagainheblurtedouttheburdenofhisthoughts。"LadyoftheRoses,didyouever——crossthatbridge?"
MissHolbrookstirreduneasily。
"Not——recently。"
"Butyoudon’tMINDfolkscrossingit?"
"Certainlynot——iftheywishto。"
"There!Iknew’twasn’tyourblame,"triumphedDavid。
"MYblame!"
"Yes;thatMr。Jackwouldn’tletJillcomeacross,youknow。Hecalledherbackwhenshe’dgothalfwayoveronce。"MissHolbrook’sfacechangedcolor。
"ButIdoobject,"shecriedsharply,"totheircrossingitwhentheyDON’Twantto!Don’tforgetthat,please。"
"ButJilldidwantto。"
"Howaboutherbrother——didhewantherto?"
"N——no。"
"Verywell,then。Ididn’t,either。"
Davidfrowned。NeverhadheseenhisbelovedLadyoftheRoseslooklikethisbefore。HewasremindedofwhatJillhadsaidaboutJack:"Hisfacewasallsternandwhite,andhislipssnappedtightshutaftereveryword。"So,too,lookedMissHolbrook’sface;so,too,hadherlipssnappedtightshutafterherlastwords。Davidcouldnotunderstandit。Hesaidnothingmore,however;but,aswasusuallythecasewhenhewasperplexed,hepickeduphisviolinandbegantoplay。Andasheplayed,theregraduallycametoMissHolbrook’seyesasofterlight,andtoherlipslineslesstightlydrawn。NeitherthefootbridgenorMr。Jack,however,wasmentionedagainthatafternoon。
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