Thestalk’sgottobegreen,andhereistheverygreensilkmotherwalkedbridein,andLoveyandIhadroundaboutsofitafterwards。
Shehadthechicken-poxwhenwewasaboutfouryearsold,andoneofthefirstthingsIcanrememberisclimbingupandlookingovermother’sfootboardatLovey,allspeckled。
Motherhadlethersliponhernewgreenroundaboutoverhernightgown,justtopacifyher,andthereshesetplayingwiththekittenReubenGrangerhadbroughther。
Hewasonlytenyearsoldthen,buthe’dbeguncourtingLovice。
"TheGrangers’farmjoinedours。Theyhadelevenchildren,andmotherandfatherhadthirteen,andwewasalwaysplayingtogether。
Motherusedtotellafunnystoryaboutthat。Wewerealllittleyoungonesandlookedprettymuchalike,soshedidn’ttakemuchnoticeofusinthedaytimewhenwewasrunningout’n’in;butatnightwhentheturn-upbedsteadinthekitchenwastakendownandthetrundle-bedswerefull,sheusedtocountusover,toseeifwewereallthere。
Onenight,whenshe’dcountedthirteenandsetdowntohersewing,fathercomeinandaskedifMoseswasallright,foroneoftheneighborshadseenhimplayingsideoftheriveraboutsupper-time。Motherknewshe’dcountedusstraight,butshewentroundwithacandletomakesure。
Now,Mr。Grangerhadaheadasredasashumacbush;andwhenshecarriedthecandleclosetothebedstotakeanothertally,therewasthirteenchildren,sureenough,butiftherewa’n’tared-headedGrangerrightinamongstourboysintheturn-upbedstead!
WhilefathersetoutonahuntforourMoses,motheryankedthesleepylittlered-headedGrangerouto’themiddleandtookhimhome,andfatherfoundMosesasleeponapileofshavingsunderthejoiner’sbench。
"Theydon’thavesuchfamiliesnowadays。Onetimewhenmeasleswentalloverthevillage,theynevercametous,andJabeSlocumsaidtherewa’n’tenoughmeaslestogothroughtheDennettfamily,sotheydidn’tstartinon’em。There,Iain’tgoingtofinishthestalk;
I’mgoingtodrawinalittlehereandthereallovertherug,whileI’minthesperitofplannin’it,andthenitwillbeplainworkofmatchingcolorsandfillingout。
"Youseethestalkismother’sdress,andtheoutsidegreenofthemossrosesisthesamegoods,onlyit’sourroundabouts。
Imeanttomake’emred,whenImarkedthepattern,andthenfilloutround’emwithalightcolor;butnowI
ain’tsatisfiedwithanythingbutwhite,fornothingwilldointhemiddleoftherugbutourwhiteweddingdresses。
Ishallhavetofillindark,then,ormixed。Well,thatwon’tbeoutoftheway,ifit’sgoingtobeatrueragstory;
forLovey’slifewentoutaltogether,andminehasn’tbeenanytoogay。
"I’llbeginonLovey’srosefirst。Shewastheprettiestandtheliveliestgirlinthevillage,andshehadmorebeauxthanyoucouldshakeastickat。Igenerallyhadtotakewhatsheleftover。
ReubenGrangerwascrazyaboutherfromthetimeshewasknee-high;
butwhenhewentawaytoBangortostudyfortheministry,theothershaditalltheirownway。Shewasonlyseventeen;
shehadn’teverexperiencedreligion,andshewasmischeevousasakitten。
"Yourememberyoulaughed,thismorning,whenMr。BascomtoldaboutHogsheadJowett?Well,heusedtowanttokeepcompanywithLovey;butshecouldn’tabidehim,andwheneverhecometocourthersheclim’intoahogshead,andhidtillafterhe’dgone。
Theboysfounditout,andusedtocallhim’HogsheadJowett。"
HewasthebiggestfoolinFoxboro’FourCorners;andthat’ssayingconsid’able,forFoxboro’isfamousforitsfools,andalwayshasbeen。Therewasthirteenof’emthereoneyear。
TheysayamancomeoutfromPortland,andwhenhegotasfurasFoxboro’hekep’inquiringthewaytoDunstan;andIdeclareifhedidn’tmeetthemthirteenfools,oneafteranother,standingintheirfrontdooryardsreadytoanswerquestions。
WhenhegottoDunstan,sayshe,’FortheLord’ssake,whatkindofavillageisthatI’vejustwentthrough?
Bethey_all_foolsthere?’
"HogsheadwasscairttodeathwheneverhecometoseeLovice。
Onenight,whenhe’dbeenthereonce,andshe’dhid,asshealwaysdone,hecomebackasecondtime,andshewenttothedoor,notmistrustingitwashim。’Didyouforgetanything?’
saysshe,sparklingoutathimthroughalittlecrack。
Hewasalltakenabackbyseeingher,andhestammeredout,’Yes,Iforgotmyhan’k’chief;butitdon’tmakenoodds,forIdidn’tpayoutbutfifteencentsforittwoyearago,andIdon’tmakenouseofit’ceptinstowipemynoseon。’
Howwedidlaughoverthat!Well,hehadaconvictionofsinprettysoonafterwards,andp’r’apsithelpedhisheadsome;
atanyratehequitfarming,andbecomeaBullockitepreacher。
"Itseemsodd,whenLovicewa’n’taperfessorherself,sheshouldhavedrawedthemostpiousyoungmeninthevillage,butshedid:shehadgoodOrthodoxbeaux,FreeandCloseBaptists,MilleritesandAdventists,allonherstringtogether;
sheevenhadoneCochranite,thoughthesecthadmostlydiedout。
ButwhenReubenGrangercomehome,afull-feathered-outminister,heseemedtostrikeherfancyasheneverhadbefore,thoughtheywerealwaysgoodfriendsfromchildren。Hehadlighthairandblueeyesandfairskin(hisbusinessbeingundercoverkep’
himbleachedout),andheandLoveymadetheprettiestcoupleyoueversee;forshewasdarkcomplected,andhercheeksnootherwaysthanscarlitthewholedurin’time。Shehadachangeofheartthatwinter;infactshehadtwoof’em,forshechangedhersforReuben’s,andfoundahopeatthesametime。
’Twasagoodhonestconversion,too,thoughshedidsaytomeshewasafraidthatifReubenhadn’ttaughtherwhatlovewasormightbe,she’dneverhavefoundoutenoughaboutittoloveGodasshe’doughtto。
"There,I’vebegunbothroses,andhersis’boutfinished。
Isha’n’thavemore’nenoughwhitealapaca。It’sluckythemothssparedonebreadthoftheweddingdresses;
wewasmarriedonthesameday,youknow,anddressedjustalike。
Jotwa’n’tquitereadytobemarried,forhewa’n’tanymoreforehanded’boutthatthanhewas’boutotherthings;
butItoldhimLoveyandIhadkeptupwitheachotherfromthestart,andhe’dgottofallintolineordropouto’
thepercession。——Nowwhatnext?"
"Wasn’tthereanybodyattheweddingbutyouandLovice?"
askedPriscilla,withanamusedsmile。
"Land,yes!Themeeting-housewascramjamfull。Oh,tobesure!
Iknowwhatyou’redrivingat!Well,IhavetolaughtothinkIshouldhaveforgotthehusbands!They’llhavetobeworkedintothestory,certain;butit’llbeconsid’ableofachore,forIcan’tmakeflowersoutofcoatandpantsstuff,andthereain’tanymoreflowersonthisbranchanyway。"
Diademasatforafewminutesinraptthought,andthenmadeasuddeninspireddashupstairs,whereMissHollispresentlyheardherrummaginginanoldchest。
Shesooncamedown,triumphant。
"Wa’n’titaprovidenceIsavedJot’sandReuben’sweddingties!
Andheretheyare,——oneyellowandgreenmixed,andonebrown。
DoyouknowwhatI’mgoingtodo?I’mgoingtodrawinabutterflyhoveringoverthemtworoses,andmakeitoutoftheneckties,——
greenwithbrownspots。That’llbringinthehusbands;andland!
Iwouldn’thaveeitherof’emknowitfortheworld。I’lltakeapatternofthatlunarmothyoupinnedonthecurtainyesterday。"
MissHollissmiledinspiteofherself。"Youhavesomeveryingeniousideasandsomeveryprettythoughts,Mrs。Bascom,doyouknowit?"
"It’sthefirsttimeIeverheardtellofit,"
saidDiademacheerfully。"Loveywasthepretty-spoken,pretty-appearingone;Iwasalwaysplainandpractical。WhileIthinkofit,I’lldrawinalittlemiteofthisredintomycarnationpink。
ItwasaredscarfReubenbroughtLoveyfromPortland。
Itwasthefirstthingheevergiveher,andauntHittysaidifoneoftheAbelGrangersgiveawayanythingthatcostmoney,itmeantbusiness。Thatwasallfol-de-rol,forthereneverwasamoreliberalhusband,thoughhewasapoorminister;
butthentheyalways_are_poor,withoutthey’rerich;
theredon’tseemtobeanyhalfwayinministers。
"Wewasbothluckythatway。Thereain’tastingyboneinJotBascom’sbody。Hedon’tmakemuchmoney,butwhathedoesmakegoesintothebureaudrawer,andtheonethatneedsitmosttakesitout。
HeneverasksmewhatIdonewiththelastfivecentshegiveme。
You’veneverbeenmarriedMissHollis,andyouain’tengaged,soyoudon’tknowmuchaboutit;butItellyouthere’saheapo’
foolishnesstalkedabouthusbands。Ifyougettheoneyoulikeyourself,Idon’tknowasitmattersifalltheotherwomenfolksintowndon’thappentolikehimaswellasyoudo;theyain’tcalledontodothat。
Theyseethefaceheturnstothem,nottheoneheturnstoyou。
Jotain’taverygoodprovider,norheain’tamanthat’smuchuseroundafarm,buthe’ssuchafav’riteIcan’tblamehim。
There’sonething:whenhedoescomehomehe’sgotsomethingtosay,andhe’salwaysaslivelyasacricket,andsmilingasabasketofchips。
Ilikeamanthat’sgoodcomp’ny,evenifheain’tsoforehanded。
Thereain’tanythingspeciallylovableaboutforehandedness,whenyoucometothat。Ishouldn’teverfeeldrawedtoamanbecausehewasontimewithhiswork。He’sgotsuchpleasantways,Jothas!
Theotherafternoonhedidn’tgethomeearlyenoughtomilk;
andafterIdonethetwocows,Isplitthekindlingandbroughtinthewood,forIknewhe’dwanttogotothetavernandtelltheboys’bouttherobberyuptoBoylston。Thereain’tanybodybutJotinthisvillagethathaswitenoughtofindoutwhat’sgoingon,andtellitinanint’restingwayroundthetavernfire。
Andhecandoitwithoutbeingfullofcider,too;hedon’tneedanyapplejuicetolimber_his_tongue!
"Well,whenhecomein,heseethepailsofmilk,andthefullwood-box,andthesupperlaidoutunderthescreenclothonthekitchentable,andhecomeuptomeatthesink,andsayshe,’Diademy,you’rethebestwifeinthiscounty,andthebrightestjewelinmycrown,——that’swhat_you_are!’
(HegotthatideaoutofaduethesingswithAlmiryBerry。)
NowI’dliketoknowwhetherthatain’tpleasanterthan’tistohaveamandoalltheshed’n’barnworkupsmart,andthensetroundthestovelookingasdolefulasalastyear’sbird’snest?Takemyadvice,MissHollis:
getagoodproviderifyoucan,butanyhowtrytofindyouahusbandthat’llkeeponcourtingalittlenowandthen,whenheain’ttoobusy;itsmoothsthingsconsid’ableroundthehouse。
"There,Igotsoint’restedinwhatIwassaying,I’vewentonandfinishedthecarnation,andsomeofthestem,too。
Nowwhatcomesnext?Why,thethingthathappenednext,ofcourse,andthatwaslittleJot。
"I’llworkinabudonmyroseandoneonLovey’s,andmybud’llbemadeofJot’sfirsttrousers。Thegoodsain’tveryappropriateforarosebud,butit’llhavetodo,fortheideeisthemostimportantthinginthisrug。
WhenIputhimintopants,Ihadn’tanyclothinthehouse,anditwassuchbadgoingJotcouldn’tgettoWarehamtobuymeanything;soImade’emoutofanoldgraycashmereskirt,andlined’emwithflannel。"
"Budsaregenerallythesamecolorastheroses,aren’tthey?"venturedPriscilla。
"Idon’tcareiftheybe,"saidDiademaobstinately。
"What’stohenderthisbud’sbein’graftedon?Mrs。GrangerwasasblackasanInjun,butthelittleGrangerchildrenwereallred-headed,fortheytookaftertheirfather。
ButIdon’tknow;you’vekindo’gotmeouto’conceitwithit。
Is’poseIcouldhavetakenapieceofhisbabyblanket;
butthemothsneveretamiteo’that,andit’stoogoodtocutup。
There’sonethingIcando:Icanmakethebudupwithalongstem,andhaveitgrowingrightupalongsideofmine,——wouldyou?"
"No,itmustbestalkofyourstalk,boneofyourbone,fleshofyourflesh,sotospeak。Iagreewithyou,theideaisthefirstthing。Besides,thegrayisaverylightshade,andIdaresayitwilllooklikeabluishwhite。"
"I’lltryitandsee,butIwishtothelandthemoths_had_eatthepinning-blanket,andthenIcouldhaveusedit。
Loveyworkedthescallopsontheaidgeforme。
Mygrief!whatint’restshetookinmybabyclothes!
LittleJotwasbornatThanksgivingtime,andshecomeoverfromSkowhegan,whereReubenwassettledpastorofhisfirstchurch。
Ishallneverforgetthemtwoweekstothelastdayofmylife。
Therewasdeepsnowontheground。Ihadthatchamberthere,withthedooropeningintothesetting-room。MotherandfatherBascomkep’outinthedining-roomandkitchen,wheretheworkwasgoingon,andLoveyandthebabyandmehadthefrontpartofthehousetoourselves,withJotcominginontiptoe,heapingupwoodinthefireplaceso’the’mostroastedusout。
Hedon’tforgethischoresintimeo’sickness。
"Inevertooksomuchcomfortinallmydays。
JotgotoneoftheBillingsgirlstocomeoverandhelpinthehousework,so’tIcouldlayeasy’slongasI
wantedto;andIneverhadsucharestbeforenorsince。
Thereain’tanyheaveninthebooko’Revelationsthat’sanybetterthanthemtwoweekswas。Iusedtolayquietinmygoodfeatherbed,fingeringthepatternofmybestcrochetquilt,andlookingatthefire-lightshiningonLoveyandthebaby。
She’dhardlyleavehiminthecradleaminute。WhenIdidn’twanthiminbedwithme,she’dhavehiminherlap。
Babiesarecommonenoughtomostfolks,butLoveywasdiff’rent。
She’dneverhadanyexperiencewithchildren,either,forwewastheyoungestinourfamily;anditwa’n’tlongbeforewecomenearbeingtheoldest,too,formotherburiedsevenofusbeforeshewentherself。Anyway,Ineversawnobodyelselookasshedonewhensheheldmybaby。
Idon’tmeannothingblasphemiouswhenIsay’twasforalltheworldlikeyourphotographofMary,themotherofJesus。
"Thenightscomeinearly,soitwas’mostdarkatfouro’clock。Thelittlechamberwassopeaceful!
IcouldhearJotrattlingthemilk-pails,butI’ddrawadeepbreatho’comfort,forIknewthemilkwouldbestrainedandsetawaywithoutmysteppingfoottothefloor。
Loveyusedtosetbythefire,withatallcandleonthelight-standbehindher,andalittlewhiteknitcapeoverhershoulders。
Shehadthepinkestcheeks,andthelongesteyelashes,andamouthlikealittleredbuttonhole;andwhenshebentoverthebaby,andsungtohim,——thoughhisearswa’n’topen,Iguessforhiseyeswa’n’t,——thetearso’joyusedtoraindownmycheeks。
Itwaspennyrialhymnssheusedtosingmostly,andtheoneI
rememberbestwas"’Daniel’swisdommayIknow,Stephen’sfaithandspiritshow;
John’sdivinecommunionfeel,Moses’meekness,Joshua’szeal,RunliketheunweariedPaul,Winthedayandconquerall。
"’Mary’slovemayIpossess,Lydia’stender-heartedness,Peter’sferventspiritfeel,James’sfaithbyworksreveal,LikeyoungTimothymayI
Everysinfulpassionfly。’
"’OhDiademy,’she’dsay,’youwasalwaysthebest,andit’snothingmore’nrightthebabyshouldhavecometoyou。
P’r’apsGodwillthinkI’mgoodenoughsometime;andifhedoes,Diademy,I’llofferupasacrificeeverymorningandeveryevening。
ButI’mafraid,’saysshe,’hethinksIcan’tstandanymorehappiness,andbeafaithfulfollowerofthecross。TheBiblesayswe’vegottowadethroughfieryfloodsbeforewecanenterthekingdom。
Idon’thardlyknowhowReubenandIaregoingtofindanywaytowadethrough;we’rebothsohappy,they’dhavetobeconsid’ablehotbeforewetooknotice,’saysshe,withthedimplesallbreakingoutinhercheeks。
"Andthatwastrueasgospel。ShethoughteverythingReubendonewasjustright,andhethoughteverythingshedonewasjustright。
Therewa’n’tnobodyelse;theworldwasallReuben’n’allLoveytothem。
IfyoucouldhaveseenherwhenshewaslookingforhimtocomefromSkowhegan!Sheusedtowatchattheatticwindow;andwhensheseenhimatthefootofthehillshe’duplikeasquirrel,andrundowntheroadwithoutstoppingforanythingbuttothrowashawloverherhead。
AndReubenwouldketchherupasifshewasachild,andscoldherfornotputtingahaton,andtakeherunderhiscoatcomingupthehill。
Theywasasightfortheneighbors,Imustconfess,butitwa’n’toneyoucouldhardlydisapproveof,neither。AuntHittysaiditwastemptingProvidenceandcouldn’tlast,andGodwouldvisithiswrathon’emformakingidolsofsinfulhumanflesh。
"Shewasrightoneway,——itdidn’tlast;butnobodycantellmeGodwaspunishingof’emforbeingtoohappy。
Iguesshe’ain’tgotnoobjectiontofolksbeinghappyherebelow,iftheydon’tforgetitain’tthewholestory。
"Well,ImustmarkinabudonLovey’sstalknow,andI’mgoingtomakeitofherbaby’slongwhitecloak。
Iearnedthemoneyforitmyself,makingcoats,andputfouryardsofthefinestcashmereintoit;forthreeyearsafterlittleJotwasbornIwentovertoSkowhegantohelpLoveythroughhertimeo’trial。Timeo’trial!IthoughtI
washappy,butIdidn’tknowhowtobeashappyasLoveydid;
Iwa’n’tmadeonthatpattern。
"WhenIfirstshowedherthebaby(itwasaboy,sameasmine),hereyesshoneliketwoeveningstars。
Sheheldupherweakarms,andgatheredthelittlebundleo’
warmflanneninto’em;andwhenshegotitclosesheshuthereyesandmovedherlips,andIknewshewastakingherlambtothealtarandofferingitupasasacrifice。
ThenReubencomein。Iseenhimgiveonelookatthetwodarkheadslayingclosetogetheronthewhitepiller,andthengodownonhiskneesbythesideofthebed。
’Twa’n’tnoplaceforme;Iwentoff,andleft’emtogether。
Wedidn’tmistrustitthen,buttheyonlyhadthreedaysmoreofhappiness,andI’mgladIgive’emeveryminute。"
TheroomgrewduskyastwilightstolegentlyoverthehillsofPleasantRiver。Priscilla’sliptrembled;
Diadema’stearsfellthickandfastonthewhiterosebud,andshehadtokeepwipinghereyesasshefollowedthepattern。
"Iain’tsaidasmuchasthisaboutitforfiveyears,"shewenton,withatell-talequiverinhervoice,"butnowI’vegotgoingIcan’tstop。
I’llhavetogettheweightouto’myheartsomehow。
"ThreedaysafterIputLovey’sbabyintoherarmstheLordcalledherhome。’WhenIprayedsohardforthislittlenewlife,Reuben,’sayssheholdingthebabyasifshecouldneverletitgo,’Ididn’tthinkI’dgottogiveupmyowninplaceofit;
butit’sthefirstfieryfloodwe’vehad,dear,andthoughitburnstomyfeetI’lltreaditasbraveasIknowhow。’
"Shedidn’tspeakawordafterthat;shejustfadedawaylikeasnowdrop,hourbyhour。AndReubenandIstaredatoneanotherinthefaceasifwewasdeadinsteadofher,andwewentaboutthathouseo’mourninglikesleep-walkersfordaysandsays,notknowingwhetherweetorslept,orwhatwedone。
"Asforthebaby,thepoorlittlemitedidn’tlivemanyhoursafteritsmother,andweburied’emtogether。
ReubenandIknewwhatLoveywouldhaveliked。Shegaveherlifeforthebaby’s,anditwasauselesssacrifice,afterall。
No,itwa’n’tneither;it_could_n’thavebeen!
Youneedn’ttellmeGod’llletsuchsacrificesasthatcomeoutuseless!Butanyhow,wehadonecoffinfor’emboth,andIopenedLovey’sarmsandlaidthebabyin’em。
WhenReubenandItookourlastlook,wethoughtsheseemedmore’neverlikeMary,themotherofJesus。
Thereneverwasanotherlikeher,andthereneverwillbe。
’Nonesuch,’Reubenusedtocallher。"
Therewassilenceintheroom,brokenonlybythetickingoftheoldclockandthetinkleofadistantcowbell。
Priscillamadeanimpetuousmovement,flungherselfdownbythebasketofrags,andburiedherheadinDiadema’sginghamapron。
"DearMrs。Bascom,don’tcry。I’msorry,asthechildrensay。"
"No,Iwon’tmore’naminute。Jotcan’tstandittoseemegiveway。Yougoandtouchamatchtothekitchenfire,so’tthekettlewillbeboiling,andI’llhaveaminutetomyself。
Idon’tknowwhattheneighborswouldthinktoketchmecryingovermydrawing-inframe;butthespell’sovernow,or’boutover,andwhenI
canmusterupcourageI’lltaketherestofthebaby’scloakandputaborderofwhiteeverlastingsroundtheoutsideoftherug。
I’llalwaysmeanthebaby’sbirthandLovey’sdeathtome;
buttheflowerswillremindmeit’slifeeverlastingforbothof’em,andsoit’sthemostcomfortingendIcanthinkof。"
Itwasindeedabeautifulrugwhenitwasfinishedandlaidinfrontofthesofainthefore-room。Diademawasverychoiceofit。
Whencompanywasexpectedsheremoveditfromitsaccustomedplace,andspreaditinacorneroftheroomwherenoprofanefootcouldpossiblytreadonit。Unexpectedcallersweremanagedbyadifferentmethod。
Iftheyseatedthemselvesonthesofa,shewouldfeartheydidnot"seteasy"
or"restcomfortable"there,andsuggesttheirmovingtothestuffedchairbythewindow。TheneighborsthoughtthissolicitudemerelyanothersignofDiadema’s"p’isonneatness,"excusableinthiscaseastherewassomuchwhiteinthenewrug。
Thefore-roomblindswereordinarilyclosed,andthechillnessofdeathpervadedthesacredapartment;butongreatoccasions,whenthesunwasallowedtopenetratethethirty-twotinypanesofglassineachwindow,andablazewaslightedinthefire-place,MissHolliswouldlookinasshewentupstairs,andmuseamomentoverthepatheticlittleromanceofrags,thestoryoftwolivesworkedintoabouquetofold-fashionedposies,whosegaytintswerebroughtoutbyasettingofsombrethreads。
Existencehadgonesoquietlyinthisremotecorneroftheworldthatallitsimportantevents,babyhood,childhood,betrothal,marriage,motherhood,withalltheirmysteriesofloveandlifeanddeath,werechronicledinthisnarrowspacenottwoyardssquare。
Diademacameinbehindthelittleschool-teacheroneafternoon。
"Ical’late,"shesaid,"thatbeingkep’inadarkroom,andneverbeingtreadon,itwilllastlonger’nIdo。Ifitdoes,Priscilla,youknowthatwhitecrepeshawlofmineIweartomeetinghotSundays:
thatwouldmakeasecondrowofeverlastingsroundtheborder。
Youcouldpieceouttheliningsgoodandsmoothontheunderside,drawinthewhiteflowers,andfill’emroundwithblacktoset’emoff。
Therugwouldbehan’somerthaneverthen,andthestory——
wouldbefinished。"
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AVILLAGESTRADIVARIUS。
I。
"Goodfellow,Puckandgoblins,Knowmorethananybook。
Downwithyourdolefulproblems,Andcourtthesunnybrook。
Thesouth-windsarequick-witted,Theschoolsaresadandslow,ThemastersquiteomittedThelorewecaretoknow。"
Emerson’s_April。_
"Findthe317thpage,Davy,andbeginatthetopoftheright-handcolumn。"
Theboyturnedtheleavesoftheoldinstructionbookobediently,andthenbegantoreadinasing-song,monotonoustone:——
"’OneofPag-pag’"——
"Pag-a-ni-ni’s。"
"’OneofPaggernyner’s’(Iwishallthefellersinyourstoriesdidn’thavesuchtougholdnames!)’mostdis-as-ter-oustriumphshehadwhenplayingatLordHolland’s。’(WhowasLordHolland,uncleTony?)’Someoneaskedhimtoim-pro-viseontheviolinthestoryofasonwhokillshisfather,runsa-way,becomesahighway-man,fallsinlovewithagirlwhowillnotlistentohim;
soheleadshertoawildcountrysite,suddenlyjumpingwithherfromarockintoana-b-y-double-s’"——
"Abyss。"
"’——a——rock——into——an——abyss,weretheydisappearforever。
Paggernynerlistenedquietly,andwhenthestorywasatanendheaskedthatallthelightsshouldbedistinguished。’"
"Lookcloser,Davy。"
"’Shouldbeextinguished。Hethenbeganplaying,andsoterriblewasthemusicalin-ter-pre-ta-tionoftheideawhichhadbeengivenhimthatseveraloftheladiesfainted,andthesal-salon-s_a_lon,whenrelighted,lookedlikeabattle-field。’Cracky!Wouldn’tyouliketohavebeenthere,uncleTony?
ButIdon’tbelieveanybodyeverplayedthatway,doyou?"
"Yes,"saidthelistener,dreamilyraisinghissightlesseyestotheelm-treethatgrewbythekitchendoor。"Ibelieveit,andIcanhearitmyselfwhenyoureadthestorytome。
Ifeelthatthesecretofeverythingintheworldthatisbeautiful,ortrue,orterrible,ishiddeninthestringsofmyviolin,Davy,butonlyamastercandrawitfromcaptivity。"
"Youmakestoriesonyourviolin,too,uncleTony,eveniftheladiesdon’tfaintawayinheaps,andifthekitchendoesn’tlooklikeabattle-fieldwhenyou’vefinished。
I’mgladitdoesn’t,formypart,forIshouldhavemorehouseworktodothanever。"
"PoorDavy!youcouldn’thatehouseworkanyworseifyouwereawoman;
butitisalldoneforto-day。Nowpaintmeoneofyourpictures,laddie;
makemeseewithyoureyes。"
Theboyputdownthebookandleapedoutoftheopendoor,barelytouchingtheoldmillstonethatservedforastep。
Takingastandinthewell-wornpath,herestedhishandsonhiships,sweptthelandscapewiththeglanceofaneagle,andbeganlikeayoungimprovisator:——
"ThesunisjustdroppingbehindBrigadierHill。"
"Whatcolorisit?"
"Redasfire,andthereisn’tanythingnearit,——it’salmostaloneinthesky;there’sonlyteentylittlewhitefeathercloudshereandthere。
Thebridgelooksasifitwasasilverstringtyingthetwosidesoftherivertogether。Thewaterispinkwherethesunshinesintoit。
Alltheleavesofthetreesarekindofswimmingintheredlight,——
Itellyou,nunky,justasifIwaslookingthroughredglass。
TheweathervaneonSquireBean’sbarndazzlessotheroosterseemstobeshootinggoldarrowsintotheriver。IcanseethetiptopofMountWashingtonwherethepeakofitssnow-captouchesthepinksky。
Thehen-housedoorisopen。Thechickensareallontheirroost,withtheirheadscuddledundertheirwings。"
"Didyoufeedthem?"
Theboyclappedhishandoverhismouthwithacomicalgestureofpenitence,anddashedintotheshedforapanfulofcorn,whichhescatteredovertheground,enticingthesleepyfowlsbyinsinuatingcallsof"Chick,chick,chick,chick!"_Come,_biddy,biddy,biddy,biddy!
_Come,_chick,chick,chick,chick,chick!"
Themaninthedoorwaysmiledasoverthemisdemeanorofsomebodyverydearandlovable,andrisingfromhischairfelthiswaytoacornershelf,tookdownabox,anddrewfromitaviolinswathedinasilkbag。
Heremovedthecoveringwithreverentialhands。Thetendernessofthefacewaslikethatofayoungmotherdressingorundressingherchild。
Ashefingeredtheinstrumenthishandsseemedtohavebecomealleyes。
Theywanderedcaressinglyoverthepolishedsurfaceasifenamoredoftheperfectthingthattheyhadcreated,lingeringhereandtherewithrapturoustendernessonsomespecialbeauty,——thegracefularchoftheneck,themeltingcurvesofthecheeks,thedeliciousswellofthebreasts。
Whenhehadsatisfiedhimselfforthemoment,hetookthebow,andliftingtheviolinunderhischin,inclinedhisheadfondlytowarditandbegantoplay。
Thetuneatfirstseemedmuffled,buthadacuriousbite,thatbeganindistantechoes,butafterafewminutes’theplayinggrewfirmerandclearer,ringingoutatlastwithvelvetyrichnessandstrengthuntiltheatmospherewassatiatedwithharmony。
Nomoreetherealnoteeverflewoutofabird’sthroatthanAnthonyCroftsetfreefromthisviolin,his_liebling_,his"swansong,"
madeintheyearhehadlosthiseyesight。
AnthonyCrofthadbeentheonlysonofhismother,andsheawidow。
HisboyhoodhadbeenexactlylikethatofalltheotherboysinEdgewood,savethathehatedschoolatriflemore,ifpossible,thananyoftheothers;thoughtherewasaunanimityofaversioninthismatterthatsurprisedandwoundedteachersandparents。
Theschoolwastheordinary"deestrick"schoolofthattime;therewerenotenoughscholarsforwhatCyseHigginscalleda"degraded"school。
ThedifferencebetweenAnthonyandtheotherboyslayinthereasonaswellasthedegreeofhisabhorrence。
Hehadcomeintotheworldanaked,starvinghumansoul;helongedtoclothehimself,andhewashungryandeverhungrierforknowledge;
butneverwithinthefourwallsofthevillageschoolhousecouldhegetholdofonefactthatwouldyieldhimitssecretsense,oneglimpseofclearlightthatwouldshineinuponthe"darknesswhichmaybefelt"
inhismind,onethoughtorwordthatwouldfeedhissoul。
Theonlyplacewherehislongingswereeverstilled,whereheseemedatpeacewithhimself,whereheunderstoodwhathewasmadefor,wasoutofdoorsinthewoods。
Whenheshouldhavebeenporingoverthesweet,palpitatingmysteriesofthemultiplicationtable,hisvagrantgazewasalwaysontheopenwindownearwhichhesat。
Hecouldneverstudywhenaflybuzzedonthewindow-pane;
hewasalwaysstandingonthetoesofhisbarefeet,tryingtolocateandunderstandthebuzzthatpuzzledhim。
Thebookwasamute,soullessthingthathadnorelationtohisinnerworldofthoughtandfeeling。Heturnedeverfromthedeadseven-times-sixtothemysteryoflifeabouthim。
Hewasneveraspecialfavoritewithhisteachers;thatwasscarcelytobeexpected。Inhisveryearlyyears,hispocketsweregonethroughwitheverymorningwhenheenteredtheschooldoor,andthecontents,whenconfiscated,wouldcompriseajew’s-harp,abitofcatgut,screwswhittledoutofwood,tacks,spools,pins,andthelike。
Butwhenrobbedofallthesehecouldgenerallysecreteapieceofelastic,which,whenputbetweenhisteethandstretchedtoitsutmostcapacity,wouldyieldadelightfultwangwhenplayeduponwiththeforefinger。
Hecouldalsofashionaninterestingmusicalinstrumentinhisdeskbymeansofspoolsandcatgutandbitsofbrokenglass。Thechiefjoyofhislifewasanoldtuning-forkthattheteacherofthesingingschoolhadgivenhim,but,owingtothedegradingandarbitrarycensorshipofpocketsthatprevailed,heneverdaredbringitintotheschoolroom。Therewereways,however,ofevadinginexorablelawandcircumventingbaseinjustice。
Hehidthepreciousthingunderathistlejustoutsidethewindow。
Theteacherhadsometimesabriefseasonofapathyonhotafternoons,whenshewashearingtheprimerclassread,"_Iseeapig。Thepigisbig。
Thebigpigcandig;_"whichstirringinphraseswerealwayspunctuatedbythesnoresoftheHanksbaby,whokeptsinkingdownonhisfatlittlelegsinthelineandgivingwaytoslumberduringthelesson。
AtsuchamomentAnthonyslippedoutofthewindowandsnappedthetuning-forkseveraltimes,——justenoughtosavehissoulfromdeath,——
andthenslippedinagain。Hewascaughtoccasionally,butnotoften;
andevenwhenhewas,thereweremitigatingcircumstances,forhewasgenerallyputundertheteacher’sdeskforpunishment。
Itwasadark,close,sultryspot,butwhenhewaswellseated,andhadgrowntiedoflookingatthetriangleofelasticintheteacher’scongressboot,andtiredofwishingitwashisinsteadofhers,hewouldtieoneendofabitofthreadtothebuttonofhisginghamshirt,and,carryingitroundhisleftearseveraltimes,makebelievehewasPaganinilanguishinginprisonandplayingonaviolinwithasinglestring。
Ashegrewoldertherewasnomarkedimprovement,andTonyCroftwasbygeneralassentcountedthelaziestboyinthevillage。
Thathewaslazyincertainmattersmerelybecausehewasinafrenzyofindustrytopursuecertainothershadnothingtodowiththecase,ofcourse。
Ifanyonehadevergivenhimataskinwhichhecouldhaveseencauseworkingtoeffect,inwhichhecouldhavefoundbypersonalexperimentasinglefactthatbelongedtohim,hisownbydivinerightofdiscovery,hewouldhavecountedlabororstudyalljoy。
HewasoneincarnateWhyandHow,onebroodingwonderandinterrogationpoint。"Whydoesthesundriveawaythestars?
Whydotheleavesturnredandgold?Whatmakestheseedswellintheearth?
>Fromwhencecomesthelifehiddenintheeggunderthebird’sbreast?
Whatholdsthemooninthesky?Whoregulateshershining?
Whomovesthewind?Whomademe,andwhatamI?Who,why,howwhither?
IfIcamefromGodbutonlylately,teachmehislessonsfirst,putmeintovitalrelationwithlifeandlaw,andthengivemeyourdeadsignsandequivalentsforrealthings,thatImaylearnmoreandmore,andevermoreandevermore。"
TherewasnospiritinEdgewoodboldenoughtoconceivethatTonylearnedanythinginthewoods,butastherewasneversufficientschoolmoneytokeepthevillageseatoflearningopenmorethanhalftheyeartheboyeducatedhimselfatthefountainheadofwisdom,andknowledgeoftheotherhalf。
Hismother,whoownedhimforaducklinghatchedfromahen’segg,andwasneverquitesurehewouldnotturnoutablacksheepandacrookedsticktoboot,wasobligedtoconfessthatTonyhadmoreuselessinformationthananyboyinthevillage。
HeknewjustwheretofindthefirstMayflowers,andwouldbringhomethewaxenbeautieswhenotherpeoplehadscarcelybeguntothinkaboutthespring。Hecouldtellwheretolookfortherarefringedgentian,theyellowviolet,theIndianpipe。
TherewerecleftsintherocksoftheIndianCellarwhere,wheneveryoneelsefailed,hecouldfindharebellsandcolumbines。
Whenhistasksweredone,andtheotherboyswereamusingthemselveseachinhisownway,youwouldfindTonylyingflatonthepineneedlesinthewoods,listeningtothenotesofthewildbirds,andimitatingthempatiently,tilyoucouldscarcelytellwhichwasboyandwhichwasbird;andifyoucould,thebirdscouldn’t,formanyatimehecoaxedthebobolinksandthrushestoperchonthelowboughsabovehisheadandchirptohimasifhewereafeatheredbrother。Therewasnothingaboutthebuildingofnestswithwhichhewasnotfamiliar。
Hecouldhavetakenholdandhelpedifthebirdshadnotbeensoshy,andifhehadhadbeakandclawinsteadofclumsyfingers。
Hewouldsitnearabeehiveforhourswithoutmoving,orlieproneinthesandyroad,underthefullglareofthesun,watchingtheantsactingouttheirhumancomedy;
sometimessurroundingafavoritehillwithstones,thatthecomedymightnotbeturnedintoatragedybyacarelessfootfall。
Thecottageontheriverroadgrewmoreandmoretoresembleamuseumandherbariumastheyearswentby,andtheWidowCroft’sweeklyhouse-cleaningwasamatterthatcalledfortheexerciseofChristiangrace。
Still,Tonywasagoodson,affectionate,considerate,andobedient。
Hismotherhadnoideathathewouldeverbeable,orindeedwilling,tomakealiving;buttherewasaforestofyoungtimbergrowingup,asmallhayfarmtodependupon,andalittlehoardthatwouldkeephimoutofthepoorhousewhenshediedandlefthimtohisowndevices。
Itneveroccurredtoherthathewasinanywayremarkable。
Ifheweredifficulttounderstand,itreflectedmoreuponhiseccentricitythanuponherdensity。Whatwasawomantodowithaboyoftwelvewho,whensheurgedhimtodroptheoldguitarhewastakingapartandhurryofftoschool,cried,"Oh,mother!whenthereissomuchtolearninthisworld,itiswicked,wickedtowastetimeinschool。"
AboutthisperiodTonyspenthoursintheatticarrangingbottlesandtumblersintoamusicalscale。
Healsoinventedaninstrumentmadeofsmallandgreat,longandshortpins,drivenintosoftboardtodifferentdepths,andwhenthewidowpassedhisdooronthewaytobedsheinvariablesawthisbarbaricthinglockeduptotheboy’sbreast,forheoftenplayedhimselftosleepwithit。
Atfifteenhehadtakentopiecesandputtogetheragain,strengthened,soldered,tinkered,mended,andbracedeveryaccordion,guitar,melodeon,dulcimer,andfiddleinEdgewood,PleasantRiver,andtheneighboringvillages。
Therewasalittlemoneytobeearnedinthisway,butverylittle,aspeopleingeneralregardedthis"tinkering"asapleasingdiversioninwhichtheycouldindulgehimwithoutdanger。Asanexampleofthisattitude,Dr。Berry’swife’smelodeonhadlosttwostops,thepedalshadseveredconnectionwiththerestoftheworks,itwheezedlikeanasthmatic,andtwoblackkeysweremissing。
Anthonyworkedmorethanaweekonitsrehabilitation,andreceivedinreturnMrs。Berry’spromisethatthedoctorwouldpullatoothforhimsometime!This,ofcourse,wasaguerdonforthefuture,butitseemedpatheticallydistanttotheladwhohadneverhadatoothacheinhislife。
HehadtopleadwithCyseHigginsforaweekbeforethatprudentyoungfarmerwouldallowhimtotouchhisfive-dollarfiddle。
HeobtainedpermissionatlastonlybecausebyofferingtogiveCysehiscalfincasehespoiledtheviolin。"Thatseemssquare,"
saidCysedoubtfully,"butafterall,youcan’tplayonacalf!"
"Neitherwillyourfiddlegivemilk,ifyoukeepitlongenough,"
retortedTony;andthisargumentwasconvincing。
SogreatwashisconfidenceinTony’sskillthatSquireBeantrustedhisfather’sviolintohim,onethathadbeenboughtinBerlinseventyyearsbefore。
Ithadbeenhangingontheatticwallforahalfcentury,sothatthebackwassplitintwain,thesound-postlost,theneckandthetailpiececracked。Theladtookithome,andstudieditfortwowholeeveningsbeforetheopenfire。
Theproblemofrestoringitwasquitebeyondhisabilities。
Hefinallytookthesavingsoftwosummers’"blueberrymoney"
andwalkedsixteenmilestoPortland,whereheboughtabookcalledThePracticalViolinist。TheSupplementprovedtobeamineofwealth。Eventheheadingsappealedtohisimaginationandintoxicatedhimwiththeirsuggestions,——
OnScraping,Splitting,andRepairingViolins,ViolinPlayers,GreatViolinists,SoloPlaying,etc。;andattheveryendaTreatiseontheConstruction,Preservation,Repair,andImprovementoftheViolin,byJacobAugustusFriedheim,InstrumentMakertotheCourtoftheArchdukeofWeimar。
Therewasagooddealofmoraladviceintheprefacethatsadlypuzzledtheboy,whowasalwaysinaconditionofchronicamazementatthevillagedisapprobationofhisfavoritefiddle。
Thattheviolindidnotinsomewayreceivetheconfidenceenjoyedbyothermusicalinstruments,heperceivedfromvariousparagraphswrittenbytheworthyauthorofThePracticalViolinist,asforexample:——
"SomeveryexcellentChristianpeopleholdastrongprejudiceagainsttheviolinbecausetheyhavealwaysknownitassociatedwithdancinganddissipation。
Letitbeunderstoodthatyourviolinis’converted,’
andsuchanobligationwillnolongerlieagainstit……Manydelightfulhoursmaybeenjoyedbyayoungman,ifhehasobtainedarespectableknowledgeofhisinstrument,whootherwisewouldfindthetimehangheavyonhishands;
or,forwantofsomebetteramusement,wouldfrequentthedangerousanddestructivepathsofviceandberuinedforever……Iaminhopes,therefore,mydearyoungpupil,thatyourviolinwilloccupyyourattentionatjustthoseverytimeswhen,ifyouwereimmoralordissipated,youwouldbeatthegrogshop,gaming-table,oramongviciousfemales。
Suchauseoftheviolin,notwithstandingtheprejudicesmanyholdagainstit,mustcontributetovirtue,andfurnishabundanceofinnocentandentirelyunobjectionableamusement。
ThesearetheviewswithwhichIhopeyouhaveadoptedit,andwillcontinuetocherishandcultivateit。"
II。
"Thereisnobardinallthechoir,……
Notoneofallcanputinverse,OrtothispresencecouldrehearseThesightsandvoicesravishingTheboyknewonthehillsinspring,WhenpacingthroughtheoaksheheardSharpqueriesofthesentry-bird,Theheavygrouse’ssuddenwhir,Therattleofthekingfisher。"
Emerson’s_Harp。_
Nowbegananeraofinfinitehappiness,ofdaysthatwereneverlongenough,ofeveningswhenbedtimecamealltoosoon。
OhthattherehadbeensomegoodangelwhowouldhavetakeninhandAnthonyCrofttheboy,and,trainingthepowersthatpointedsounmistakablyincertaindirections,giventotheworldthegeniusofAnthonyCroft,potentialinstrumentmakertothecourtofSt。Cecilia;
foritwasnotonlythathehadthefingersofawizard;hisearcaughtthefaintestbreathofharmonyorhintofdiscord,as"Fairyfolka-listeningHeartheseedsproutinthespring,AndformusictotheirdanceHearthehedge-rowswakefromtrance;
SapthattremblesintobudsSendinglittlerhythmicfloodsOffairysoundinfairyears。
ThusallbeautythatappearsHasbirthassoundtofinersenseAndlighter-cladintelligence。"
Astheuniverseisallmechanismtooneman,allformandcolortoanother,sotoAnthonyCrofttheworldwasallmelody。
Notwithstandingallthesegiftsandpossibilities,thedoctor’swifeadvisedtheWidowCrofttomakeaplumberofhim,intimatingdelicatelythatthesefreaksofnature,whileplayingnoapparentpartinthedivineeconomy,couldsometimesbemadeself-supporting。
Theseventeenthyearofhislifemarkedadefiniteepochinhisdevelopment。HestudiedJacobFriedheim’streatiseuntilheknewthecharacteristicsofallthegreatviolinmodels,fromtheAmatis,Hieronymus,Antonius,andNicolas,tothoseofStradivarius,Guarnerius,andSteiner。
Itwasinthisyear,also,thathemadeaverypreciousdiscovery。
WhilebrowsingintherubbishinSquireBean’sgarrettoseeifhecouldfindthemissingsound-postoftheoldviolin,hecameuponabilletofwoodwrappedinclothandpaper。
Whenunwrapped,itwasplainlylabeled"WoodfromtheBeanMapleatPleasantPoint;thebiggestmapleinYorkCounty,andbelievedtobeoneofthebiggestintheStateofMaine。"
AnthonyfoundthattheoldestinhabitantofPleasantRiverrememberedthestumpofthetree,andthattheboysusedtojumpoveritandadmireitsproportionswhenevertheywentfishingatthePoint。
Thewood,therefore,wasperhapseightyorninetyyearsold。
Thesquireagreedwillinglythatitshouldbeusedtomendtheoldviolin,andtoldTonyheshouldhavewhatwasleftforhimself。
When,bycarefulcalculation,hefoundthattheremainderwouldmakeawholeviolin,helaiditreverentlyawayforanothertwentyyears,sothatheshouldbesureithadcompleteditscenturyofpatientwaitingforservice,andfallingonhiskneesbyhisbedsidesaid,"IthankThee,HeavenlyFather,forthispreciousgift,andIpromisefromthismomenttogatherthemostbeautifulwoodIcanfind,andlayitbywhereitcanbeusedsometimetomakeperfectviolins,sothatifanycreatureaspoorandhelplessasIamneedsthewherewithaltodogoodwork,IshallhavehelpedhimasThouhasthelpedme。"
Andaccordingtohispromisesohedid,andthepiecesofrichlycurledmaple,ofsycamore,andofsprucebegantoaccumulate。
Theywerecutfromthesunnysideofthetrees,injusttherightseasonoftheyear,splitsoastohaveafullinchthicknesstowardsthebark,andaquarterinchtowardstheheart。
TheywerethenlaidforweeksunderoneofthefallsinWineBrook,wherethemusicaltinkle,tinkleofthestreamfellonthewoodalreadywroughtuponbyyearsofsunshineandchorusesofsingingbirds。
Thisboy,toilingnotaloneforhimself,butwithfullandconsciouspurposeforposterityalso,washenotworthytowearthemantleofAntoniusStradivarius?
"Thatplainwhite-apronedmanwhostoodatworkPatientandaccuratefullfourscoreyears,Cherishedhissightandtouchbytemperance,Andsincekeensenseisloveofperfectness,Madeperfectviolins,theneededpathsForinspirationandhighmastery。"
Andasiftheyearwerenotfullenoughofglory,theschool-teachersenthimabookwithawonderfulpoeminit。
Thatsummer’steachinghadbeenthefreakofacollegestudent,whohadgonebacktohissenioryearstrengthenedbyhisexperienceofvillagelife。
AnthonyCroft,whowasonlythreeorfouryearshisjunior,hadbeenhisfavoritepupilandcompanion。
"HowdoesTonygetalong?"askedtheWidowCroftwhentheteachercametocall。
"Tony?Oh,Ican’tteachhimanything。"
Tearssprangtothemother’seyes。
"Iknowheain’tmuchonbooklearning,"shesaidapologetically,"butI’mboundhedon’tmakeyounotroubleindeportment。"
"Imean,"saidtheschool-teachergravely,"thatIcanshowhimhowtoreadalittleLatinanddoalittlegeometry,butheknowsasmuchinonedayasIshalleverknowinayear。"
Tonycrouchedbytheoldfireplaceinthewinterevenings,droppinghisknifeorhiscompassesamomenttoreadaloudtohismother,whosatintheoppositecornerknitting:——
"OfoldAntonioStradivari,——himWhoagoodquartercenturyandahalfagoPuthistrueworkinthebrowninstrument,AndbytheniceadjustmentofitsframeGaveitresponsivelife,continuousWiththemaster’sfinger-tips,andperfectedLikethembydelicaterectitudeofuse。"
Themotherlistenedwithpainfulintentness。"Ilikethesoundofit,"
shesaid,"butIcan’thardlysayItakeinthefullsense。"
"Whymother,"saidthelad,inararemomentofself-expression,"youknowthepoetrysayshecherishedhissightandtouchbytemperance;
thatanidiotmightseeastragglinglineandbecontent,buthehadaneyethatwincedatfalsework,andlovedthetrue。
Whenitsayshisfinger-tipswereperfectedbydelicaterectitudeofuse,Ithinkitmeansdoingeverythingasitisdoneinheaven,andthatanybodywhowantstomakeaperfectviolinmustkeephiseyeopentoallthebeautifulthingsGodhasmade,andhisearopentoallthemusichehasputintotheworld,andthenneverlethishandstouchapieceofworkthatiscrookedorstragglingorfalse,till,afteryearsandyearsofrightness,theyarefittomakeaviolinlikethesquire’s,aviolinthatcansayeverything,aviolinthatanangelwouldn’tbeashamedtoplayon。"
Dothesewordsseemlikelyonestofallfromthelipsofaladwhohadbeenatthetailofhisclasseversincehisprimerdays?Well,Anthonywasseventeennow,andhewas"educated,"inspiteofsorryrecitations,——educated,theLordknowshow!Yes,inpointoffacttheLorddoesknowhow!
Heknowshowthedrillandpressureofthedailytask,stillmorethepresenceofthehighideal,theinspirationworkingfromwithin,howtheseeducateus。
TheblindAnthonyCroftsittinginthekitchendoorwayhadseeminglymissedtheheightsoflifehemighthavetrod,andhadwalkedhiscloseonfiftyyearsthroughlevelmeadowsofmediocrity,awitchineveryfinger-tipwaitingtobesettowork,headamongtheclouds,feetstumbling,eyesandearsopentohearGod’ssecretthought;
seeingandhearingit,too,butlackingforcetospeakitforthagain;
forwhileimperiousgeniussurmountsallobstacles,brusheslawsandformulasfromitshorizon,andwithitsownfreesoulseesits"pathandtheoutletsofthesky,"potentialgeniusforeverneedsanangelofdeliverancetosetitfree。
PoorAnthonyCroft,orblessedAnthonyCroft,Iknownotwhich,——
Godknows!Poorhecertainlywas,yetblessedafterall。
"OnethingIdo,"saidPaul。"OnethingIdo,"saidAnthony。
Hewasnotabletorealizehisideals,buthehadthe"angelaim"
bywhichheidealizedhisreals。
OwaitingheartofGod!howsoonwouldthykingdomcomeifwealldidourallottedtasks,humbleorsplendid,inthisconsecratedfashion!
III。
"ThereinIheartheParcaereelThethreadsofmanattheirhummingwheel,Thethreadsoflifeandpowerandpain,Sosweetandmournfulfallsthestrain。"
Emerson’s_Harp。_
OldMrs。Butterfieldhadhadherthirdstrokeofparalysis,anddiedofaSundaynight。Shewasallaloneinherlittlecottageontheriverbank,withnoneighbornearerthanCroft’s,andnobodytherebutablindmanandasmallboy。
Everybodyhadtoldheritwasfoolishtolivealoneinahouseontheriverroad,andeverybodywaspleasedinadiscreetandchastenedfashionofcourse,thatithadturnedoutexactlyastheyhadpredicted。
AuntMehitableTarboxwaswalkinguptoMilliken’sMills,withherlittleblackreticulehangingoverherarm,andnoticingthattherewasnosmokecomingoutofthechimney,andthatthehensweregatheredaboutthekitchendoorclamoringfortheirbreakfast,shethoughtitbesttostopandknock。
Noresponsefollowedtherepeatedblowsfromherhardknuckles。
ShethentappedsmartlyonMrs。Butterfield’sbedroomwindowwithherthimblefinger。Thisprovingofnoavail,shewasobligedtopryopenthekitchenshutter,splitopenamosquitonettingwithhershears,andcrawlintothehouseoverthesink。
Thiswasaconsiderablefeatforasomewhatrheumaticelderlylady,butthisonenevergrudgedtroublewhenshewantedtofindoutanything。
Whenshediscoveredthatherpremonitionswerecorrect,andthatoldMrs。Butterfieldwasindeeddead,hergriefatlosingapleasantacquaintancewaslargelymitigatedbyhersenseofimportanceatbeingfirstonthespot,andchosenbyProvidencetotakecommandofthesituation。
Therewerenorelationsinthevillage;therewasnowomanneighborwithinamile:itwasthereforeherobviousChristiandutynotonlytotakechargeoftheremains,buttoconductsuchafuneralastheremainswouldhavewishedforherself。
ThefortunateVice-Presidentsuddenlycalleduponbydestinytoguidetheshipofstate,thegeneralwhoseesapossibleVictoriaCrossinahazardousengagement,canhaveafaintconceptionofauntHitty’sfeelingonthismomentousoccasion。
Funeralsweretheverybreathofherlife。Therewasnoceremony,eitherofpublicorprivateimport,that,tohermind,approachedafuneralinrealsatisfyinginterest。
Yet,withdistincttalentinthisdirection,shehadalwaysbeen"cabined,cribbed,confined"withinhopelesslimitations。
Shehadassistedinasecondarycapacityatfuneralsinthefamiliesofotherpeople,butshewouldhavereveledinpersonallyconductedones。Themembersofherownfamilystubbornlyrefusedtodie,however,eventhedistantconnectionslivingonandontoaridiculousoldage;andiftheyeverdiddie,byreasonofafallingroof,shipwreck,orconflagration,theygenerallydiedinTexasorIowa,orsomeremoteStatewhereauntHittycouldnotfollowthehearseinthefirstcarriage。
Thisblightedambitionwasaheartsorrowofsodeepandsacredacharacterthatshedidnotevenconfessitto"Si,"asherappendageofahusbandwascalled。
Nowatlastherchanceforplanningafuneralhadcome。
Mrs。Butterfieldhadnokithorkinsaveherniece,LyddyAnn,wholivedinAndover,orLawrence,orHaverhillMassachusetts,——
auntHittycouldn’trememberwhich,andhopednobodyelsecould。
Theniecewouldbesentforwhentheyfoundoutwhereshelived;
meanwhilethefuneralcouldnotbeputoff。
SheglancedroundthehousepreparatorytolockingitupandstartingtonotifyAnthonyCroft。Shewouldjustrunoverandtalktohimaboutorderingthecoffin;thenshecouldattendtoallothernecessarypreliminariesherself。
Theremainshadbeenwell-to-do,andtherewasnooccasionforsordideconomy,soauntHittydeterminedinherownmindtohavethelatestfashionineverything,includingasilvercoffinplate。
TheButterfieldcoffinplateswereathingtobeproudof。
Theyhadbeensacredlypreservedforyearsandyears,andtheentirecollection——numberingnineteeninallhadbeenframed,andadornedthewallsofthedeceasedlady’sbestroom。
Theywerenotofsolidsilver,itistrue,butevensoitwasamatterofdistinctiontohavebelongedtoafamilythatcouldaffordtohavenineteencoffinplatesofanysort。
AuntHittyplannedcertaindramaticdetailsasshewalkedtowntheroadtoCroft’s。Itcametoherinaburstofinspirationthatshewouldhavetwoministers:oneforthelongprayer,andonefortheshortprayerandtheremarks。
ShehopedthatElderWeekswouldbeadequateinthelatterdirection。Sheknewshecouldn’tforthelifeofherthinkofanythinginterestingaboutMrs。Butterfield,savethatshepossessednineteencoffinplates,andbroughtherhenstoEdgewoodeverysummerfortheirhealth;butshehadheardElderWeeksmakeamovingdiscourseoutoflessthanthat。
Tobesure,heneededpriming,butshewasequaltothat。
TherewasIvoryBrown’sfuneral:howwouldthathavegoneonifithadn’tbeenforher?Wasn’ttheeldertenminuteslate,andwhatwouldhisremarkshaveamountedtowithouthersuggestions?
Youmightalmostsayshewastheauthorofthediscourse,forshegavehimalltheappropriateideas。Asshehadhelpedhimoutofthewagonshehadsaid:"Areyouprepared?Ithoughtnot;
butthere’snotimetolose。Rememberthereareagedparents;
twobrothersliving,onerailroadinginSpokaneFalls,theotherclerkinginWashington,D。C。Don’tmentiontheUniversalists,——there’sbentwointhefam’ly;norinsanity,——
there’sbenoneo’them。Thegirlinthecornerbytheclockistheonethattheremainshasbeenkeepingcomp’nywith。
Ifyoucanmakesomegenteelallusionstoher,it’llbemuchappreciatedbyhisfolks。"
Astothelongprayer,sheknewthattheRev。Mr。FordcouldbereliedontoprayuntilauntBeckyBurnhamshouldtwitchhimbythecoattails。
Shehaddoneitmorethanonce。Shehadalso,ononeoccasion,gotupandstraightenedhisministerialneckerchief,whichhehadgradually"prayed"aroundhissaintlyneckuntilitwasbehindtherightear。
TheseplansprovedsofascinatingtoauntHittythatshewalkedquitehalfamilebeyondCroft’s,andwasobligedtoretracehersteps。
Sheconceivedbandsofblackalpacaforthesleevesandhatsofthepallbearers,andafestoonofthesameoverthefrontgate,ifthereshouldbeanyleftover。Sheplannedthesingingbythechoir。
Therehadbeennorealchoir-singingatanyfuneralinEdgewoodsincetheRev。JoshuaBeckwithhaddied。Shewouldaskthemtoopenwith——
Rebelmourner,ceaseyourweepin’。
Youtoomustdie。
Thiswasafavoritefuneralhymn。TheonlydifficultywouldbeinkeepingauntBeckyBurnhamfrompitchingitinakeywherenobodybutasopranoskylark,accustomedtowarbleatagreatheight,couldpossiblysingit。
Itwasgenerallygivenatthegrave,whenElderWeeksofficiated;
butitneversatisfiedauntHitty,becausethegoodelderalwayslookedsounpicturesquewhenhethrewaredbandannahandkerchiefoverhisheadbeforebeginningthetwenty-sevenverses。
Afterthelongprayer,shewouldhaveAlmiraBerrygiveforasolo——
Thisgro-o-oanin’world’stoodarkanddre-e-arforthesaints’e-ter-nalrest,Thishymn,ifitdidnotwhollyreconcileonetodeath,enabledonetolookuponlifewithsufficientsolemnity。
Itwasathousandpities,shethought,thattheoldhearsewassoshabbyandrickety,andthatGoolyEldridge,whodroveit,wouldinsistonwearingafadedpeach-blowovercoat。
ItwasexasperatingtothinkofthepublicspiritatEgypt,andcontrastitwiththestateofthingsatPleasantRiver。
InEgypttheyhadsoldtheoldhearsehouseforasausageshop,andnowtheywerehavinghearsesociableseverymonthtoraisemoneyforanewone。
AllthesedetailsflewthroughauntHitty’smindinfascinatingprocession。Thereshouldn’tbe"ahitch"anywhere。
Therehadbeenahitchatherlastfuneral,butshehadbeenonlyanassistantthere。MattHendersonhadbeenstruckbylightningatthefootofSquireBean’soldnooningtree,andcertaincircumstancescombinedtomakethefuneraloneofunusualinterest,somuchsothatfatoldMrs。PotterfromDeerwandercreatedasensationatthecemetery。
Shewassoanxioustogetwhereshecouldseeeverythingtothebestadvantagethatshecrowdedtoonearthebier,steppedontheslidingearth,andpitchedintothegrave。
Assheweighedovertwohundredpounds,andwasinapositionofsomedisadvantage,ittookfivementoextricateherfromthedilemma,andtheoperationmadealongandsomewhatawkwardbreakinthereligiousservices。AuntHittyalwayssaidofthiscatastrophe,"IfI’d’a’benMis’Potter,I’d’a’
bensomortifiedIbelieveI’d’a’said,’Iwa’n’tplannin’
tobeburied,butnowI’minhereIdeclareI’llstop!’"
OldMrs。Butterfield’sfuneralwasnotonlyvotedanentiresuccessbythevillagers,butthesealofprofessionalapprovalwassetuponitbyanundertakerfromSaco,whodeclaredthatMrs。Tarboxcouldmakeahandsomelivinginthefunerallineanywhere。Providence,whoalwaysassiststhosewhoassistthemselves,decreedthatthenieceLyddyAnnshouldnotarriveuntiltheauntwassafelyburied;so,therebeingnonetoresistherrightorgrudgehertheprivilegeauntHitty,forthefirsttimeinherlife,rodeinthenextbuggytothehearse。Si,inhisbestsuit,abroadweedandweepers,droveCyseHiggins’sblackcolt,andauntHittywasdressedindeepmourning,withtheWidowBuzzell’scrapeveiloverherface,andinherhandapalmleaffantiedwithablackribbon。
HercommenttoSi,asshewenttohervirtuouscouchthatnight,was:
"Itwasanawfuldryfuneral,butthatwastheonlyflawinit。
Itwould’a’benperfectifthere’benanybodytoshedtears。
Icomeprettynighitmyself,thoughIain’tnorelation,whenElderWeekssaid,’You’llgoroundthehouse,mysisters,andMis’Butterfieldwon’tbethere;you’llgoint’theorchard,andMis’Butterfieldwon’tbethere;you’llgoint’
thebarnandMis’Butterfieldwon’tbethere;you’llgoint’
theshed,andMis’Butterfieldwon’tbethere;you’llgoint’
thehencoop,andMis’Butterfieldwon’tbethere!’
Thatwould’a’drawedtearsfromastonemost,’speciallysenceMis’
Butterfieldsetsuchstorebyherhens。"
AndthisisthewaythatLyddyButterfieldcameintoherkingdom,alittlelonebrownhouseontheriver’sbrim。
ShehadseenitonlyoncebeforewhenshehaddrivenoutfromPortland,yearsago,withheraunt。Mrs。ButterfieldlivedinPortland,butspenthersummersinEdgewoodonaccountofherchickens。