Shealwaysexplainedthatthecountrywasdreadfuldullforher,butgoodforthehens;theyalwayslaidsomuchbetterinthewintertime。
Lyddylikedtheplaceallthebetterforitsloneliness。
Shehadneverhadenoughofsolitude,andthisquiethome,withthesongoftheriverforcompany,ifoneneededmorecompanythanchickensandacat,satisfiedallherdesires,particularlyasitwasaccompaniedbyasnuglittleincomeoftwohundreddollarsayear,ameagresumthatseemedtoopenupmysteriousavenuesofjoytoherstarved,impatientheart。
Whenshewasamereinfant,herbrotherwasholdingheronhiskneebeforethegreatold-fashionedfireplaceheapedwithburninglogs。Asuddennoisestartledhim,andthecrowing,restlessbabygaveanunexpectedlurch,andslipped,facedownward,intotheglowingembers。Itwasafullminutebeforethehorror-strickenboycouldextricatethelittlecreaturefromthecruelflamethathadalreadydoneitsfatalwork。
Thebabyescapedwithherlife,butwasdisfiguredforever。
Asshegrewolder,thegentlehandoftimecouldnotentirelyeffacetheterriblescars。Onecheekwaswrinkledandcrimson,whileoneeyeandthemouthweredrawndownpathetically。
Theaccidentmighthavechangedthedispositionofanychild,butLyddychancedtobeasensitive,introspectivebitoffemininehumanity,inwhosememorytheburningflamewasneverquenched。
Hermother,partlytoconcealherownwoundedvanity,andpartlytoshieldthetimid,morbidchild,keptheroutofsightasmuchaspossible;sothatatsixteen,whenshewasleftanorphan,shehadlivedalmostentirelyinsolitude。
Shebecame,incourseoftime,akindofgeneralnurserygovernessinalargefamilyofmotherlesschildren。
Thefatherwasalmostalwaysawayfromhome;hissisterkeptthehouse,andLyddystayedinthenursery,bathingthebroodandputtingthemtobed,dressingtheminthemorning,andplayingwiththeminthesafeprivacyofthebackgardenortheopenattic。
Theylovedher,disfiguredasshewas,forthechilddespisesmereexternals,andexplorestheheartofthingstoseewhetheritbegoodorevil,——buttheycouldneverinducehertoseestrangers,nortojoinanygatheringofpeople。
Thechildrenweregrownandmarriednow,andLyddywasnearlyfortywhenshecameintopossessionofhouseandlandsandfortune;
forty,withtwentyyearsofunexpendedfeelingpentwithinher。
Forty,thatisratheroldtobeinteresting,butageisarelativematter。
Haven’tyouseengirlsoffour-and-twentywhohavenibbledandbeennibbledateversincetheyweresixteen,butwhohaveneithercaughtanythingnorbeencaught?Theyareold,ifyoulike,butLyddywasfortyandstillyoung,withhersusceptibilitiescherished,notdulled,andwithallthe"languageofpassionfreshandrootedasthelovelyleafageaboutaspring。"
IV。
"HeshalldailyjoydispenseHidinsong’ssweetinfluence。"
Emerson’s_Merlin。_
LyddyhadveryfewcallersduringherfirstmonthasapropertyownerinEdgewood。Herappearancewouldhavebeenagainstherwinningfriendseasilyinanycase,evenifshehadnotacquiredthehabitsofarecluse。
Ittookacertainamountoftime,too,forthecommunitytogetusedtothefactthatoldMrs。Butterfieldwasdead,andhernieceLyddyAnnlivinginthecottageontheriverroad。
TherewerenumbersofpeoplewhohadnotyetheardthatoldMrs。ButterfieldhadboughtthehousefromtheThatcherboys,andthatwasfifteenyearsago;butthiswasnotstrange,for,notwithstandingauntHitty’svaluableservicesindisseminatinggeneralinformation,therewasamanlivingontheBonnyEagleroadwhowassurprisedtohearthatDanielWebsterwasdead,andcomplainedthatfolkswerenotsolong-livedastheyusedtobe。
AuntHittythoughtLyddyaGothandaVandalbecauseshetookdownthetwentysilvercoffinplatesandlaidthemreverentlyaway。
"Mis’Butterfieldwouldturninhergrave,"shesaid,"ifsheknewit。
Sheain’tmuchofahousekeeper,Iguess,"shewenton,asshecutoverDr。Berry’soldtrousersintobrieferonesforTommyBerry。
"Shegivesconsiderablestufftoherhensthatshe’dasightbetterheatoverandeatherself,inthesehardtimeswhenthemissionarysocietiescan’thardlykeeptheheathenfedandclothedandwarmed——no,Idon’tmeanwarmed,formosto’theheathensliveinhotclimates,somehowor’nother。
Mybackdoor’sjestoppositehers;it’sacrosstheriver,tobesure,butit’sthenarrerpart,andIcanseeeverythingshedoesasplainasdaylight。ShewashedaMonday,andsheain’ttakenherclothesinyet,andit’sThursday。Shemaybebleachin’of’emout,butitlooksslack。
IsaidtoSilastnightIshouldstandittill’boutFriday,——seein’’emlayonthegrassthere,butifshedidn’ttake’eminthen,Ishouldgooverandoffertohelpher。Shehasafireinthesettin’-room’mosteverynight,thoughweain’thadafrostyet;andasnear’sIcanmakeout,she’sgotfullredcurtainshangin’uptoherwindows。
Iain’tsure,forshedon’topentheblindsinthatroomtillI
getawayinthemorning,andsheshuts’embeforeIgetbackatnight。
Sidon’tknowredfromgreen,sohe’suselessinsuchmatters。
I’mgoinghomelateto-night,andwalkdownonthatsideo’theriver,so’tIcancallinafterdarkandseewhatmakesherhouselightupasifthesunwassettin’insideofit。"
Asamatteroffact,Lyddywasrevelinginhouse-furnishingofahumblesort。Shehadapassionforcolor。Therewasared-and-whitestrawmattingonthesitting-roomfloor。
Recklessinthecertainpossessionoftwentydollarsamonth,shepurchasedyardsuponyardsofturkeyredcotton;
enoughtocoveramattressforthehigh-backedsettle,forlongcurtainsatthewindows,andforcushionstotherockers。
Sheknottedwhitefringesforthetablecoversandcurtains,paintedtheinsideofthefireplacered,putsomepots,ofscarletgeraniumsonthewindow-sills,fillednewspaperrackwithfernsandtackeditoveranuglyspotinthewall,edgedherwork-basketwithatuftedtrimmingofscarletworsted,andmadeanelaboratephotographcaseofwhitecrashandredcottonthatstretchedtheentirelengthoftheold-fashionedmantelshelf,andheldpicturesofMr。Reynolds,MissElviraReynolds,George,Susy,Anna,John,Hazel,Ella,andRufusReynolds,herformercharges。Whenallthiswasdone,shelightedalittleblazeonthehearth,tooktheredcurtainsfromtheirhands,letthemfallgracefullytothefloor,andsatdowninherrocking-chair,reconciledtoherexistenceforabsolutelythefirsttimeinherfortyyears。
IhopeMrs。ButterfieldwashappyenoughinParadisetoappreciateandfeelLyddy’sjoy。Icanevenbelieveshewasgladtohavedied,sinceherdyingcouldbringsuchcontenttoanywretchedlivinghumansoul。
AsLydiasatinthefirelight,theleftsideofherpoorfaceinshadow,yousawthatshewasdistinctlyharmonious。Herfigure,cladinplainblack-and-whitecalicodress,wasagraceful,womanlyone。
Shehadbeautifullyslopingshouldersandasweetwrist。Herhairwassoftandplentiful,andherhandswerefine,strong,andsensitive。
Thispossibilityofrarebeautymadeherscarsandburnsmorepitiful,forifacheapchromehassmirchacrossitsface,wethinkitamatterofnomoment,butwedeplorethesmallestscratchorbluronanyworkofrealart。
Lydiafeltalittlelessbitterandhopelessaboutlifewhenshesatinfrontofherownopenfire,afterherusualtwilightwalk。
Itwasherhabittowanderdownthewoodedroadafterhersimplefive-o’clocksupper,gatheringsfernsorgoldenrodorfrostflowersforhervases;andonenightsheheard,abovetheripplingoftheriver,thestrange,sweet,piercingsoundofAnthonyCroft’sviolin。
Shedrewnearer,andsawa,middle-agedmansittinginthekitchendoorway,withaladoftenortwelveyearsleaningagainsthisknees。
Shecouldtelllittleofhisappearance,savethathehadahighforehead,andhairthatwavedwellbackfromitinratheranunusualfashion。
Hewasinhisshirt-sleeves,buttheginghamwasscrupulouslyclean,andhehadtheuncommonrefinementofacollarandnecktie。
Outofsightherself,Lyddydrewnearenoughtohear;andthisshedideverynightwithoutrecognizingthatthemusicianwasblind。
Themusichadacuriouseffectuponher。Itwasahithertounknowninfluenceinherlife,anditinterpretedher,sotospeak,toherself。
Asshesatonthebedofbrownpineneedles,underafriendlytree,herheadrestingagainstitstrunk,hereyeshalfclosed,thetoneofAnthony’sviolincamelikeaheavenlymessagetoatired,despairingsoul。
RememberthatinhersecludedlifeshehadheardonlysuchharmonyasElviraReynoldsevokedfromherpianoorGeorgeReynoldsfromhisflute,andtheReynoldstemperamentwasdistinctlyinartistic。
Lyddylivedthroughalifetimeofemotioninthesetwilightconcerts。
Sometimesshewasfilledwithanexquisitemelancholyfromwhichtherewasnoescape;atothers,theetherealpurityofthestrainstirredherheartwithastrange,sweetvisionofmysteriousjoy;joythatshehadneverpossessed,wouldneverpossess;joywhosebareexistencesheneverbeforerealized。
Whenthelownotessanklowerandlowerwiththeirsoftwailofdeliciouswoe,shebentforwardintothedark,dreadingthatsomethingwouldbelostintheverystruggleoflistening;then,aftera,pause,apurehumantonewouldbreakthestillness,andsoaring,bird-like,higherandhigher,seemtomounttoheavenitself,and,"piercingitsstarryfloors,"
liftpoorscarredLydia’ssoultotheverygratesofinfinitebliss。
Inthegentlemoodsthatstoleuponherinthosesummertwilightsshebecameadifferentwoman,softerinherprosperitythanshehadeverbeeninheradversity;forsomeplantsonlyblossominsunshine。
Whatwonderiftoherthemusicandthemusicianbecameone?
Itissometimesadangerousthingtofusethemanandhistalentsinthisway;butitdidnoharmhere,forAnthonyCroftwashismusic,andthemusicwasAnthonyCroft。Whenheplayedonhisviolin,itwasasifthemiracleofitsfashioningwereagainenacted;asifthebirdonthequiveringbough,themellowsunshinestreamingthroughthelatticeofgreenleaves,thetinkleofthewoodlandstream,spokeineverytone;
andmorethanthis,thehearth-glowinwhoselightthepatienthandshadworked,thebreathofthesoulbendingitselfinpassionateprayerforperfection,these,too,seemedtohavewroughttheirblessedinfluenceonthewillingstringsuntilthetonewasladenwithspiritualharmony。
Onemightindeedhavesungofthislittleredviolin——thatlookedtoLyddy,inthesunsetglow,asifitwereveneeredwithrubies——allthatShelleysangofanotherperfectinstrument:——
"TheartistwhothisviolwroughtToechoallharmoniousthought,Fell’datree,whileonthesteepThewoodswereintheirwintersleep,Rock’dinthatreposedivineOfthewind-sweptApennine;
Anddreaming,someofAutumnpast,AndsomeofSpringapproachingfast,AndsomeofAprilbudsandshowers,AndsomeofsongsinJulybowers,Andalloflove;andsothistree——
Othatsuchourdeathmaybe!——
Diedinsleep,andfeltnopain,Toliveinhappierformagain。"
Theviol"whispersinenamouredtone:"——
"Sweetoraclesofwoodsanddells,Andsummerwindyillsylvancells;……
Theclearestechoesofthehills,Thesoftestnotesoffallingrills,Themelodiesofbirdsandbees,Themurmuringofsummerseas,Andpatteringrain,andbreathingdew,Andairsofevening;allitknew……
——Allthisitknows,butwillnottellTothosewhocannotquestionwellThespiritthatinhabitsit;……
But,sweetlyasitsanswerswillFlatterhandsofperfectskill,Itkeepsitshighest,holiesttoneForonebelovedFriendalone。"
Lyddyheardtheviolinandtheman’svoiceashetalkedtothechild,——
heardthemnightafternight;andwhenshewenthometothelittlebrownhousetolightthefireonthehearthandletdownthewarmredcurtains,shefellintosweet,sadreveries;andwhensheblewouthercandleforthenight,shefellasleepanddreamednewdreams,andherheartwasstirredwiththerustlingofnew-bornhopesthatroseandtookwinglikebirdsstartledfromtheirnests。
V。
"Norscourtheseas,norsiftmankind,Apoetorafriendtofind:
Behold,hewatchesatthedoor!
Beholdhisshadowonthefloor!"
Emerson’s_Saadi。_
LyddyButterfield’shenturkeywasofarovingdisposition。
ShehadneverappreciatedherluxuriouscountryquartersinEdgewood,andwasseeminglyanxioustoreturntothemodestbackyardinhernativecity。
Atanyrate,shewasinthehabitofstrayingfarfromhome,andthehabitwasgrowinguponhertosuchanextentthatshewouldevenleadherdocilelittlegobblersdowntovisitAnthonyCroft’shensandsharetheircorn。
Lyddyhadcaughtheratitonce,andwasnowpursuinghertothatendforthesecondtime。Shepausedinfrontofthehouse,buttherewerenoturkeystobeseen。Couldtheyhavewanderedupthehillroad,——thediscontented,"traipsing,"exasperatingthings?
Shestartedinthatdirection,whensheheardacrashintheCroftkitchen,andthenthesoundofaboy’svoicecomingfromaninnerroom,——
aweakandquerulousvoice,asifthechildwereill。
Shedrewnearer,inspiteofherdreadofmeetingpeople,oraboveallofintruding,andsawAnthonyCroftstandingoverthestove,withanexpressionofutterhelplessnessonhisusuallyplacidface。
Shehadneverreallyseenhimbeforeinthedaylight,andtherewassomethingabouthisappearancethatstartledher。
Theteakettlewasonthefloor,andaseaofwaterwasfloodingtheman’sfeet,yetheseemedtobegazingintovacancy。
Presentlyhestooped,andfumbledgropinglyforthekettle。
Itwastoohottobetouchedwithimpunity,andhefinallyleftitinadespairingsortofway,andwalkedinthedirectionofashelf,fromunderwhicharowofcoatswashanging。Theboycalledagaininalouderandmoreinsistenttone,endinginawhimperofrestlesspain。
Thisseemedtomakethemanmorenervousthanever。
Hishandswentpatientlyoverandovertheshelf,thenpausedateachseparatenail。
"Blessthepoordear!"thoughtLyddy。"Ishetryingtofindhishat,orwhatishetryingtodo?Iwonderifheismusicmad?"
andshedrewstillnearerthesteps。
Atthismomentheturnedandcamerapidlytowardthedoor。
Shelookedstraightinhisface。Therewasnomistakingit:
hewasblind。Themagicianwhohadtoldherthroughhisviolinsecretsthatshehadscarcelydreamedof,thewizardwhohadsetherhearttothrobbingandachingandlongingasithadneverthrobbedandachedandlongedbefore,thebeingwhohadwornahaloofromanceandgeniustohersimplemind,wasstone-blind!Awaveofimpetuousanguish,assharpandpassionateasanyshehadeverfeltforherownmisfortunes,sweptoverhersoulatthespectacleoftheman’shelplessness。Hissightlesseyesstruckherlikeablow。
Buttherewasnotimetolose。Shewasdirectlyinhispath:
ifshestoodstillhewouldcertainlywalkoverher,andifshemovedhewouldhearher,so,onthespurofthemoment,shegaveanervouscoughandsaid,"Good-morning,Mr。Croft。"
Hestoppedshort。"Whoisit?"heasked。
"Iam——itis——Iam——yournewneighbor,"saidLyddy,withatremblingattemptatcheerfulness。
"Oh,MissButterfield!Ishouldhavecalleduptoseeyoubeforethisifithadn’tbeenfortheboy’ssickness。
ButIamagood-for-nothingneighbor,asyouhavedoubtlessheard。
Nobodyexpectsanythingofme。"
("Nobodyexpectsanythingofme。"Herownplaint,utteredinherowntone!)
"Idon’tknowaboutthat,"sheansweredswiftly。
"You’vegivenme,forone,agreatdealofpleasurewithyourwonderfulmusic。Ioftenhearyouasyouplayaftersupper,andithaskeptmefrombeinglonesome。Thatisn’tverymuch,tobesure。"
"Youarefondofmusic,then?"
"Ididn’tknowIwas;Ineverheardanybefore,"saidLyddysimply;
"butitseemstohelppeopletosaythingstheycouldn’tsayforthemselves,don’tyouthinkso?Itcomfortsmeeventohearit,andIthinkitmustbestillmorebeautifultomakeit。"
Now,LyddyAnnButterfieldhadnosoonerutteredthiscommonplacespeechthanthereflectiondartedthroughhermindlikealightningflashthatshehadneverspokenabitofherheartoutlikethisinallherlifebefore。
Thereasoncametoherinthesameflash:shewasnotbeinglookedat;herdisfiguredfacewashidden。Thisman,atleast,couldnotshrink,turnaway,shiver,affectindifference,fixhiseyesonherswithafascinatedhorror,asothershaddone。
Herheartwasdividedbetweenagreatthrobofpityandsympathyforhimandanirresistiblesenseofgratitudeforherself。
Sureofprotectionandcomprehension,herlovelysoulcameoutofherpooreyesandsatinthesunshine。
Shespokehermindatease,asweuttersacredthingssometimesundercoverofdarkness。
"Youseemtohavehadanaccident;whatcanIdotohelpyou?"sheasked。
"Nothing,thankyou。Theboyhasbeensickforsomedays,butheseemsworsesincelastnight。Nothingisinitsrightplaceinthehouse,soIhavegivenuptryingtofindanything,andamjustgoingtoEdgewoodtoseeifsomebodywillhelpmeforafewdays。"
"UncleTony!UncleTo-ny!whereareyou?Dogivemeanotherdrink,I’msohot!"cametheboy’svoicefromwithin。
"Coming,laddie!Idon’tbelieveheoughttodrinksomuchwater,butwhatcanIdo?Heisburningupwithfever。"
"Nowlookhere,Mr。Croft,"andLydia’stonewascheerfullydecisive。
"Yousitdowninthatrocker,please,andletmecommandtheshipforawhile。Thisisoneofthecaseswhereawomanisnecessary。
Firstandforemost,whatwereyouhuntingfor?"
"Myhatandthebutter,"saidAnthonymeekly,andatthisuniquecombinationtheybothlaughed。
Lyddy’slaughwasparticularlyfresh,childlike,andpleased;
onethatwouldhaveastonishedtheReynoldschildren。
ShehadseldomlaughedheartilysincelittleRufushadcriedandtoldhershefrightenedhimwhenshetwistedherfaceso。
"Yourhatisinthewood-box,andI’llfindthebutterinthetwinklingofaneye,thoughwhyyouwantitnowismorethan——Mypatience,Mr。Croft,yourhandisburnedtoablister!"
"Don’tmindme。Begoodenoughtolookattheboyandtellmewhatailshim;nothingelsemattersmuch。"
"Iwillwithpleasure,butletmeeaseyoualittlefirst。
Here’saragthatwillbejustthething,"andLyddy,suitingtheprettyactiontothemendaciousworn,tookagoodhandkerchieffromherpocketandtoreitinthreestrips,afterspreadingitwithtallowfromacandleheatedoverthestove。
Thisdone,shehounduptheburnedhandskillfully,and,crossingthedining-room,disappearedwithinthelittlechamberdoorbeyond。
Shecameoutpresently,andsaidhalfhesitatingly,"Wouldyou——mindgoingoutintheorchardforanhourorso?
Youseemtoberatherinthewayhere,andIshouldliketheplacetomyself,ifyou’llexcusemeforsayingso。
I’meversomuchmorecapablethanMrs。Buck;won’tyougivemeatrial,sir?Here’syourviolinandyourhat。
I’llcallyouifyoucanhelporadviseme。"
"ButIcan’tletastrangercomeinanddomyhousework,"heobjected。
"Ican’t,youknow,thoughIappreciateyourkindnessallthesame。"
"Iamyournearestneighbor,andyouronlyone,forthatmatter,"
saidLyddyfirmly;"itsnothingmorethanrightthatIshouldlookafterthatsickchild,andImustdoit。Ihaven’tgotathingtodoinmyownhouse。
Iamnothingbutapoorlonelyoldmaid,who’sbeenusedtochildrenallherlife,andlikesnothingbetterthantoworkoverthem。"
AcalmsettleduponAnthony’sperturbedspirit,ashesatundertheapple-treesandheardLyddygoingtoandfrointhecottage。
"Sheisn’tanyoldmaid,"hethought;"shedoesn’tsteplikeone;
shehassoftshoesandaspringywalk。Shemustbeaveryhandsomewoman,withahandlikethat;andsuchavoice!
Iknewthemomentshespokethatshedidn’tbelonginthisvillage。"
Asamatteroffact,hiskeenearhadcaughtthemelodyinLyddy’svoice,avoicefullofdignity,sweetness,andreservepower。
Hissenseoftouch,too,hadcapturedthebeautyofherhand,andhelditinremembrance,——thesoftpalm,thefineskin,supplefingers,smoothnails,andfirmroundwrist。
ThesecharmswouldneverhavebeennotedbyanyseeingmaninEdgewood,buttheywererevealedtoAnthonyCroftwhileLyddy,likethegoodSamaritan,bounduphiswounds。
Itisthesesavingstarsthatlighttheeternaldarknessoftheblind。
LyddythoughtshehadmetherWaterloowhen,witharmsakimbo,shegazedabouttheCroftestablishment,whichwasasceneofdesolationforthemoment。Anthony’scousinfromBridgtonwasinthehabitofvisitinghimeverytwomonthsforasolemnhouse-cleaning,andMrs。BuckfromPleasantRivercameeverySaturdayandMondayforbakingandwashing。
BetweentimesDavyandhisuncledidthehouseworktogether;
andalthoughitwasrespectablydone,therewasnopink-and-whitedaintinessaboutit,youmaybesure。
Lyddycameouttotheapple-treesinaboutanhour,laughingalittlenervouslyasshesaid,"I’msorrytohavetakenameanadvantageofyou,Mr。Croft,butIknoweverythingyou’vegotinyourhouse,andexactlywhereitis。
Icouldn’thelpit,yousee,whenIwasmakingthingstidy。
Itwoulddoyougoodtoseetheboy。Hisroomwastoolight,andthefliesweredevouringhim。Iswepthimanddustedhim,putoncleansheetsandpillowslips,spongedhimwithbayrum,brushedhishair,droveouttheflies,andtackedagreencurtainuptothewindow。Fifteenminutesafterhewassleepinglikeakitten。Hehasasorethroatandconsiderablefever。
Couldyou——canyou——atleast,willyou,gouptomyhouseonanerrand?"
"CertainlyIcan。Iknowitinsideandoutaswellasmyown。"
"Verygood。Ontheclockshelfinthesitting-roomthereisabottleofsweetspiritsofnitre;it’stheonlybottlethere,soyoucan’tmakeanymistake。Itwillhelpuntilthedoctorcomes。
Iwonderyoudidn’tsendforhimyesterday?"
"Davywouldn’thavehim,"apologizedhisuncle。
"Wouldn’the?"saidLyddywithcheerfulscorn。
"Hehasyouunderprettygoodcontrol,hasn’the?
Butchildrenareunmercifultyrants。"
"Couldn’tyoucoaxhimintoitbeforeyougohome?"askedAnthonyinawheedlingvoice。
"Icantry;butitisn’tlikelyIcaninfluencehim,ifyoucan’t。Still,ifwebothfail,Ireallydon’tseewhat’stopreventoursendingforthedoctorinspiteofhim。
Heisasweakasababy,youknow,andcan’tsitupinbed:
whatcouldhedo?Iwillrisktheconsequences,ifyouwill!"
Therewasanoteofsuchamiableandwinningsarcasminallthis,suchacheery,invinciblecourage,suchafriendlyneighborlinessandcooperation,aboveallsuchadifferenttonefromanyhewasaccustomedtohearinEdgewood,thatAnthonyCroftfeltwarmedthroughtothecore。
Ashewalkedquicklyalongtheroad,heconjuredupavisionofautumnbeautyfromthefewhintsnaturegaveeventohersightlessonesonthisgloriousmorning,——therustleofafewfallenleavesunderhisfeet,theclearwineoftheair,thefullrushoftheswollenriver,thewhiskingofthesquirrelsintheboughs,thecrunchoftheirteethonthenuts,thespicyodoroftheappleslyingunderthetrees。
Hemissedhismotherthatmorningmorethanhehadmissedherforyears。
Howneatshewas,howthrifty,howcomfortable,andhowcomforting!
Hislifewassodrearyandaimless;andwasitthebestortherightoneforDavy,withhistalentanddawningambition?WoulditnotbebettertohaveMrs。Bucklivewiththemaltogether,insteadofcomingtwiceaweek,asheretofore?No;heshrankfromthatwithahopelessaversionbornofSaturdayandMondaydinnersinhercompany。Hecouldhearherpourhercoffeeintothesaucer;hearthescrapingofthecupontherim,andknowthatshewassettingitsloppilydownonthecloth。Hecouldrememberhernoisydrinking,theweightofherelbowonthetable,thecreakingofhercalicodressunderthepressureofsuperabundantflesh。
Besides,shehadtriedtoscrubhisfavoriteviolinwithsapolio。
No,anythingwasbetterthanMrs。Buckasaconstancy。
HetookoffhishatunconsciouslyasheenteredLyddy’ssitting-room。
Agentlebreezeblewoneofthefullredcurtainstowardshimtillitflutteredabouthisshoulderslikeafrolicsome,teasinghand。
Therewasasweet,pungentodorofpineboughs,acanarysanginthewindow,theclockwastrimmedwithablackberryvine;heknewtheprickles,andtheycalleduptohismindtheglowingtintshehadlovedsowell。
Hissensitivehand,thatcarriedadiviningrodineveryfinger-tip,metavaseontheshelf,and,travelingupward,touchedafullbranchofalderberriestiedaboutwitharibbon。Theribbonwouldbered;
thewomanwhoarrangedthisroomwouldmakenomistake;forinonemorningAnthonyCrofthadpenetratedthesecretofLyddy’struepersonality,andinameasurehadsoundedtheshallowsthatledtothedepthsofhernature。
Lyddywenthomeatseveno’clockthatnightratherreluctantly。
ThedoctorhadsaidMr。Croftcouldsitupwiththeboyunlesshegrewmuchworse,andtherewasnoproprietyinherstayinglongerunlesstherewasdanger。
"Youhavebeenverygoodtome,"Anthonysaidgravely,asheshookherhandatparting,——"verygood。"
Theystoodtogetheronthedoorstep。Adistantbell,calledtoeveningprayer-meeting;therestlessmurmuroftheriverandthewhisperofthewindinthepinesbrokethetwilightstillness。
Thelong,quietdaytogether,partofitspentbythesickchild’sbedside,hadbroughtthetwostrangerscuriouslyneartoeachother。
"Thehousehasn’tseemedsosweetandfreshsincemymotherdied,"
hewenton,ashedroppedherhand,"andIhaven’thadsomanyflowersandgreenthingsinitsinceIlostmyeyesight。"
"Wasitlongago?"
"Tenyears。Isthatlong?"
"Longtobearaburden。"
"Ihopeyouknowlittleofburden-bearing?"
"Iknowlittleelse。"
"ImighthaveguesseditfromthealacritywithwhichyoutookupDavy’sandmine。Youmustbeveryhappytohavethepowertomakethingsstraightandsunnyandwholesome;
tobreatheyourstrengthintohelplessnesssuchasmine。
Ithankyou,andIenvyyou。Good-night。"
Lyddyturnedonherheelwithoutaword;hermindwasbeyondandabovewords。Theskyseemedtohavedescendedupon,envelopedher,caughtherupintoitsheaven,assheroseintounaccustomedheightsoffeeling,likeElijahinhischariotoffire。Sheveryhappy!
Shewithpower,powertomakethingsstraightandsunnyandwholesome!
Sheabletobreathestrengthintohelplessness,evenaconsecrated,Godsmittenhelplessnesslikehis!Shenotonlytobethanked,butenvied!
Herhouseseemedstrangetoherthatnight。
Shewenttobedinthedark,dreadingeventhelightofacandle;
andbeforesheturneddownhercounterpanesheflungherselfonherknees,andpouredouthersoulinaprayerthathadbeengrowing,waiting,andwaitedfor,perhaps,foryears:——
"OLord,IthankTheeforhealthandstrengthandlife。
Inevercoulddoitbefore,butIthankTheeto-nightforlifeonanyterms。IthankTheeforthishome;forthechanceofhelpinganotherhumancreature,strickenlikemyself;
fortheprivilegeofministeringtoamotherlesschild。
Makemetolongonlyforthebeautyofholiness,andtobesatisfiedifIattaintoit。Washmysoulpureandclean,andletthatbetheonlymirrorinwhichIseemyface。
Ihavetriedtobeuseful。Forgivemeifitalwaysseemedsohardanddrearyalife。ForgivemeifIamtoohappybecauseforoneshortdayIhavereallyhelpedinabeautifulway,andfoundafriendwhosaw,becausehewasblind,therealmeunderneath;themethatneverwasburnedbythefire;
themethatisn’tdisfigured,unlessmywickeddiscontenthasdoneit;themethathaslivedonandonandon,starvingtodeathforthefriendshipandsympathyandlovethatcometootherwomen。Ihavespentmyfortyyearsinthewilderness,feedingonwrathandbitternessandtears。
Forgiveme,Lord,andgivemeonemorevisionoftheblessedlandofCanaan,evenifIneverdwellthere。"
VI。
"NorlesstheeternalpolesOftendencydistributesouls。
ThereneednovowstobindWhomnoteachotherseek,butfind。"
Emerson’s_CelestialLove。_
Davy’ssicknesswasalingeringone。Mrs。Buckcamefortwoorthreehoursaday,butLyddywastheself-installedangelofthehouse;
andbeforeaweekhadpassedtheboy’sthinarmswerearoundherneck,hisheadonherlovingshoulder,andhischeekpressedagainsthers。
Anthonycouldhearthemtalk,ashesatinthekitchenbusyathiswork。Musicalinstrumentswerestillbroughthimtorepair,thoughlessfrequentlythanofyore,andhecouldstillmakemanypartsofviolinsfarbetterthanhisseeingcompetitors。
Afriendandpupilsatbyhissideinthewintereveningsandsupplementedhisweakness,helpingandlearningalternately,whilehisblindmaster’sskillfilledhimwithwonderanddespair。
Theyearsofstruggleforperfectionhadnotbeenwasted;
andthoughtheeyethatoncedetectedthedeviationofahair’sbreadthcouldnolongertellthetruefromthefalse,yetnaturehadbeenbusywithherdivineworkofcompensation。
Theonesensestrickenwithdeath,shepouredfloodsofnewlifeandvigorintotheothers。Touchbecamesomethingmorethanthestupid,emptygraspofthingsweseeingmortalsknow,andinplaceofthetwoeyeshehadlosthenowhadtenineveryfinger-tip。Asforodors,letotherfolksbeproudofsmellingmuskandlavender,butlethimtellyoubyaquiverofthenostrilsthevariouskindsofso-calledscentlessflowers,andlethimbendhisearandinterpretsecretsthattheuniverseiseverwhisperingtouswhoarepentinpartialdeafnessbecause,forsooth,wesee。
HeoftenpausedtohearLydia’slow,soothingtonesandtheboy’sweaktreble。Anthonyhadsaidtohimonce,"MissButterfieldisverybeautiful,isn’tshe,Davy?Youhaven’tpaintedmeapictureofheryet。
Howdoesshelook?"
Davywasstrickenatfirstwithsilentembarrassment。
Hewasatruthfulchild,butinthishecouldnomorehavetoldthewholetruththanhecouldhavecutoffhishand。
HewasknittoLyddybyeverytieofgratitudeandaffection。
Hewouldsitforhourswithhisexpectantfacepressedagainstthewindow-pane,andwhenhesawhercomingdowntheshadyroadhewasfilledwithasenseofimpendingcomfortandjoy。
"NO,"hesaidhesitatingly,"sheisn’tpretty,nunky,butshe’ssweetandniceanddear,Everythingonhershines,it’ssoclean;andwhenshecomesthroughthetrees,withherwhiteapronandherpurplecalicodress,yourheartjumps,becauseyouknowshe’sgoingtomakeeverythingpleasant。
Herhairhasaprettywaveinit,andherhandissoftonyourforehead;
andit’smostworthwhilebeingsickjusttohaveherinthehouse。"
Meanwhile,sotrulyis"praiseourfructifyingsun,"Lydiabloomedintoahundredhithertounsuspectedgracesofmindandheartandspeech。
Aslysenseofhumorwokeintolife,andapositivetalentforconversation,latenthithertobecauseshehadneverknownanyonewhocaredtodropaplummetintothecrystalspringsofherconsciousness。
Whentheviolinwaslaidaway,shewouldsitinthetwilight,byDavy’ssofa,histhinhandinhers,andtalkwithAnthonyaboutbooksandflowersandmusic,andaboutthemeaningoflife,too,——itsburdensandmistakes,andjoysandsorrows;gropingwithhiminthedarknesstofindacluetoGod’spurposes。
DavyhadlongafternoonsatLyddy’shouseastheautumngrewintowinter。Hereadtoherwhileshesewedragsforanewsitting-roomcarpet,andtheyplayeddominoesandcheckerstogetherinthetwilightbeforesuppertime,——
suppersthatwereafeasttotheboy,afterMrs。Buck’scookery。
Anthonybroughthisviolinsometimesofanevening,andAlmiraBerry,thenextneighborontheroadtotheMills,woulddropinandjointhelittleparty。AlmirausedtosingAuldRobinGray,WhatWillYouDo,Love,andRobinAdair,tothegreatenjoymentofeverybody;andshepersuadedLyddytobuytheoldchurchmelodeon,andlearntosingaltoinOh,WertThouintheCauldBlast,Gently,GentlySighstheBreeze,andIknowaBank。Nobodysighedforthegayetiesandadvantagesofagreatcitywhen,theseconcertsbeingover,Lyddywouldpasscrispseedcakesandraspberryshrub,doughnutsandcider,orhotpoppedcornandmolassescandy。
"Butthere,shecanaffordto,"saidauntHittyTarbox;
"she’sprettymiddlin’wealthyforEdgewood。Andit’sluckysheis,forshe’boutfeedsthatboyo’Croft’s。Nowonderhewantshertofillhimup,aftersixyearsoftheWidderBuck’svictuals。AureliaBuckcantakegoodflourandsugar,sweetbutterandfresheggs,andintenstrokesofherhandshecanmake’emintosomethingtheveryhogs’llturnawayfrom。
Ideclare,itbringsthetearstomyeyessometimeswhenIseehercomingoutofCroft’sSaturdayafternoons,andthinkofthestonecrocksfullofnastymessesshe’sleftbehindherforthatinnocentmanandboytoeatup……
AnthonygoestoseeMissButterfieldconsid’ableoften。
Ofcourseit’sawstensiblytowalkhomewithDavy,ordoanerrandorsomething,buteverybodyknowsbetter。
ShewentdowntoCroft’sprettynearlyeverydaywhenhiscousinfromBridgtoncometohouse-clean。Shesuspicionedsomething,Iguess。Anyhow,sheaskedmeifMissButterfield’stwohundredayearwasingov’mentbonds。Anthony’seyesightain’tgood,butIguesshecouldmakeouttocutcowponsoff……Itwouldbestrangeifthemtwoleft-oversshouldtakean’
marryeachother;though,cometothinkofit,Idon’tknow’s’twouldneither。He’sblind,tobesure,andcan’tseeherscarredface。It’sapitysheain’tdeef,so’tshecan’thearhiseverlastin’fiddle。She’sluckytogetanykindofahusband;she’stoohumblytochoose。
Ideclare,sheremindsmeofaJack-o’-lantern,thoughifyoulookatthebackofher,orseeherinmeetin’
withathickveilon,she’saboutthebestappearin’womaninEdgewood……IneverseeanybodystiffenupasAnthonyhas。
Hehadmemakehimthreewhiteshirtsandthreeginghamones,withcollarsandcuffsonallof’em。Itseemsasifsixshirtsatonetimemustmeansomethingouto’thecommon!"
AuntHittywasright;itdidmeansomethingoutofthecommon。
Itmeantthegrowthofanall-engrossing,grateful,divinelytenderpassionbetweentwolove-starvedsouls。
Ontheonehand,Lyddy,whothoughshehadscarcelyknownthemeaningofloveinallherdrearylife,yetwasasfulltothebrimofallsweet,womanlypossibilitiesoflovingandgivingasanyprettywoman;ontheother,theblindviolin-maker,whohadneverlovedanywomanbuthismother,andwhowasinthedirestneedofwomanlysympathyandaffection。
AnthonyCroft,beingministereduntobyLyddy’skindhands,hearinghersweetvoiceandhersoftfootstep,sawherasGodsees,knowingthebest;forgivingtheworst,likeGod,andforgettingit,stillmorelikeGod,Ithink。
AndLyddy?ThereisnopenworthytowriteofLyddy。
Herjoylaydeepinherheartlikeajewelatthebottomofaclearpool,sodeepthatnorippleorruffleonthesurfacecoulddisturbthehiddentreasure。IfGodhadsmittenthesetwowithonehand,hehadheldouttheotherintenderbenediction。
TherehadbeenapitifulsceneofunspeakablesolemnitywhenAnthonyfirsttoldLyddythathelovedher,andaskedhertobehiswife。Hehadheardallhersadhistorybythistime,thoughnotfromherownlips,andhisheartwentouttoherallthemorefortheheavycrossthathadbeenlaiduponher。
Hehadthewitandwisdomtoputherafflictionquiteoutofthequestion,andalludeonlytohersacrificeinmarryingablindman,hopelesslyandhelplesslydependentonhersweetofficesfortherestofhislife,ifshe,inherwomanlymercy,wouldlovehimandhelphimbearhisburdens。
WhenhistenderwordsfelluponLyddy’sdazedbrainshesankbesidehischair,and,claspinghisknees,sobbed:
"Iloveyou,Icannothelplovingyou,IcannothelptellingyouIloveyou!Butyoumusthearthetruth;
youhavehearditfromothers,butperhapstheysoftenedit。
IfImarryyou,peoplewillalwaysblamemeandpityyou。
Youwouldneveraskmetobeyourwifeifyoucouldseemyface;
youcouldnotlovemeaninstantifyouwerenotblind。"
"ThenIthankGodunceasinglyformyinfirmity,"saidAnthonyCroft,asheraisedhertoherfeet……
AnthonyandLyddyCroftsatintheappleorchard,onewarmdayinlatespring。
Anthony’sworkwouldhavepuzzledacasualon-looker。Tenstoutwireswerestretchedbetweentwotrees,fifteenortwentyfeetapart,andeachgroupoffiverepresentedthelinesofthemusicalstaff。
Woodenbarscrossedthewiresatregularintervals,dividingthestaffintomeasures。Aboxwithmanycompartmentssatonastoolbesidehim,andthisheldbitsofwoodthatlookedlikepegs,butwereinrealitywhole,half,quarter,andeighthnotes,rests,flats,sharps,andthelike。
Thesewerecleftinsuchawaythathecouldfitthemonthewiresalmostasrapidlyashismusicalthemecametohim,andLyddyhadlearnedtotranscribewithpenandinkthemusicshefoundinwoodandwire,Hecouldwriteonlysimpleairsinthisway,butwhenheplayedthemontheviolintheyweretransportedintoaloftierregion,suchgeniuslayintheharmony,thearabesque,thedelicatelaceworkofembroiderywithwhichthetunewasinwrought;nowhigh,nowlow,nowmajor,nowminor,nowsad,nowgay,withtheonethrilling,hauntingcadencerecurringagainandagain,tobewatchedfor,longedfor,andgreetedwithathrobofdelight。
Davywasreadingatthewindow,hiscurlyheadburiedinawell-wornShakespeareopenedatMidsummerNight’sDream。
Lyddywassittingunderherfavoritepinkapple-tree,amassoffragrantbloom,morebeautifulthanAurora’smorninggown。
Shewassewing;liningwithsnowylawninnumerablepocketsinasquarebasketthatsheheldinherlap。Thepocketsweresmall,theneedleswerefine,thethreadwasalengthofcobweb。
Everythingaboutthebasketwassmallexceptthehopesthatshewasstitchingintoit;theyweresogreatthatherheartcouldscarcelyholdthem。Naturewasstirringeverywhere。
Theseedswerespringinginthewarmearth。Thehenswerecluckingtotheirdownychicksjustoutoftheegg。
Thebirdswereflyinghitherandthitherintheappleboughs,andtherewasonelittlehomeofstrawsohungthatLyddycouldlookintoitandseethepatientmotherbroodinghernestlings。
Thesightofherbrighteyes,alertforeverysignofdanger,sentarushoffeelingthroughLyddy’sveinsthatmadeherlongtoclaspthelittlefeatheredmothertoherownbreast。
Asweetgravityandconsecrationofthoughtpossessedher,andthepinkblossomsfallingintoherbasketwerenotmoredelicatethantherose-coloreddreamsthatflushedhersoul。
Anthonyputinthelastwoodenpeg,andtakinguphisviolincalled,"Davy,lad,comeoutandtellmewhatthismeans!"
Davywasusedtothis;fromaweeboyhehadbeenaskedtopaintthechanginglandscapeofeachday,andtoputintowordshisuncle’smusic。
Lyddydroppedherneedle,thebirdsstoppedtolisten,andAnthonyplayed。
"ItisthisappleorchardinMaytime,"saidDavy;
"itisthesongofthegreenthingsgrowing,isn’tit?"
"Whatdoyousay,dear?"askedAnthony,turningtohiswife。
LoveandhopehadmadeapoetofLyddy。"IthinkDavyisright,"
shesaid。"Itisadreamofthefuture,thestoryofallnewandbeautifulthingsgrowingoutoftheold。Itisfullofthesweetnessofpresentjoy,butthereispromiseandhopeinitbesides。
ItisliketheSpringsittinginthelapofWinter,andholdingababySummerinherbosom。"
Davydidnotquiteunderstandthis,thoughhethoughtitpretty;
butLyddy’shusbanddid,andwhentheboywentbacktohisbooks,hetookhiswifeinhisarmsandkissedhertwice,——onceforherself,andthenonceagain。
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THEEVENTFULTRIPOFTHEMIDNIGHTCRY。
InthelittlevillagesalongtheSacoRiver,intheyear1850orthereabouts,thearrivalanddepartureofthestage-coachwastheoneexcitingincidentoftheday。
Itdidnotrunonscheduletimeinthosedays,butstartedfromLimingtonorSaco,asthecasemightbe,ataboutorsomewherenearacertainhour,andarrivedattheotherendoftheroutewheneveritgotthere。Therewerenotrainstomeet(therailwaypopularlyknownasthe"YorkandYank’em"wasnotbuilttill1862);theroadswereoccasionallygoodandgenerallybad;
andthusitwasoftendusk,andsometimeslateintheevening,whenthelumberingvehicleneareditsfinaldestinationanddrewuptothelittlepost-officesalongtheway。
Howeverlateitmightbe,thevillagepostmasterhadtobeonhandtoreceiveandopenthemailbags;afterwhichhedistributedthenewspapersandlettersinaprimitivesetofpinepigeon-holesonthewall,turnedouttheloafers,"bankedup"
thefire,andwenthometobed。
"Life"Lanewasajollygoodfellow,——justthemantositontheboxseatanddrivethethreehorsesthroughrutsand"thank-you-ma’ams,"
slushandmudandsnow。Therewasaperennialtwinkleinhiseye,hisruddycheekswerewrinkledwithlaughter,andhehadagoodstoryforeveronthetipofhistongue。Hestoodsixfeettwoinhisstockings(hismotherusedtosayshehadthelongestLifeofanywomanintheStateo’Maine);hisshoulderswerebroadinproportion,andhislungsjustthesorttofillamplyhisnoblechest。Therefore,whenhehadwhatwascalledinthevernacular"turriblebadgoin’,"andwhenanyotherstage-driverinYorkCountywouldhaveshrunkintohismufflerandsnappedandsnarledontheslightestprovocation,LifeLaneopenedhisgreatthroatwhenhepassedoverthebridgesatModerationorBonnyEagle,andsentforthagolden,sonorous"Yoho!halloo!"intothestillair。
Thelateritwasandthestormieritwas,themorevigorheputintothenote,anditwasadrowsypostmasterindeedwhodidnotstartfromhisbenchbythefireatthesoundofthatringinghalloo。
Thustheoldstage-coach,inLifeLane’stime,wasgenerallycalled"TheMidnightCry,"andnotsuchabadnameeither,whetherthetermwasderisivelyappliedbecausethestagewasalwayslate;orwhetherLife’s"Yoho!"
hadcaughtthepopularfancy。
TherewasaprettygirlinPleasantRiver(and,alas!anotherinBonnyEagle)whowenttobedeverynightwiththechickens,butstayedawaketillsheheardfirsttherumbleofheavywheelsonabridge,thenafaint,bell-liketonethatmighthavecomeoutofthemouthofasilverhorn;
whereuponsheblushedasifitwereanofferofmarriage,andturnedoverandwenttosleep。
Ifthestagearrivedingoodseason,Lifewouldhaveafewminutestositontheloafers’beachbesidethebigopenfire;andwhatafeaturehewas,withhistalesculledfromallsortsofpassengers,whowereneversofluentaswhensittingbesidehim"upinfront!"
Therewasatallowdiportwo,andnootherlightsavethatofthefire。
WhothatevertoldastorycouldwishamoreinspiringauditorthanJacobBean,aliteral,honestoldfellowwhotookthemostvitalinterestineverydetailofthestoriestold,lookingupontheirheroesandtheirvillainsaspersonalfriendsorfoes。
Healwayssatinonecornerofthefireplace,pokerinhand,andthecrowdtacitlyallowedhimtheroleofGreekchorus。
Indeed,nobodycouldhavetoldastoryproperlywithoutJakeBean’sparenthesesandpunctuationmarkspokedinatexcitingjunctures。
"That’ssoeverytime!"hewouldsay,withalungeattheforestick。
"I’llbatehewasgladthen!"withanotherstickflungoninjusttherightspot。"Golly!butthatserved’emright!"withathrustatthebacklog。
TheNewEnglandstoryseemedtoflourishundertheseconditions:
acoupleofgoodhardbenchesinastoreortavern,whereyoucouldnotonlysmokeandchewbutcouldkeeponyourhat(therewasnotamaninYorkCountyinthosedayswhocouldsayanythingworthhearingwithhishatoff);theblazinglogstopoke;andacavernousfireplaceintowhichtobaccojuicecouldbeneatlyandjudiciouslydirected。
Thoseweregoodoldtimes,andthestage-coachwasamightythingwhenschoolchildrenweretaughttotakeofftheirhatsandmakeabowastheUnitedStatesmailpassedtheoldstagetavern。
LifeLane’scoachingdayswereoverlongbeforethisstorybegins,buttheMidnightCrywasstillinprettyfaircondition,andwasdrivenostensiblybyJeremiahTodd,wholivedonthe"back-nippin’"roadfromBonnyEagletoLimington。
WhenIsayostensiblydriven,Ibutfollowtheleadofthevillagers,whodeclaredthat,thoughJerryheldthereins,Mrs。Todddrovethestage,asshedroveeverythingelse。
Asaproofofthislady’sstrongindividuality,shewasstillgenerallyspokenofas"theWidderBixby,"thoughshehadbeensixyearsweddedtoJeremiahTodd。TheWidderBixby,then,wasstrong,self-reliant,valiant,indomitable。JerryToddwas,tousehiswife’sowncharacterization,sosoftyoucouldstickacat’stailintohimwithoutrufflingthefur。
Hewasalwaysalludedtoas"theWidderBixby’shusband;"
butthatwasnoneworspecialmortification,forhehadbeenknownsuccessivelyasMrs。Todd’syoungestbaby,theWidderTodd’sonlyson,SusanTodd’sbrother,and,whenSusanTodd’soldestboyfoughtatChapultepec,WilliamPeck’suncle。
TheWidderBixby’srecordwasfardifferent。
ShewasthemildestofthefourStoversistersofScarboro,andthequartettewassupposedtohavefurnishedmorekindsoftemperthanhadeverbeforecomefromonehousehold。
WhenPeace,theeldest,wasmad,shefrequentlykickedthechurnoutofthekitchendoor,creamandall,——andthatlostherahusband。
Love,thesecond,married,andaccordingtolocaltraditiononcekickedherhusbandallthewayupFoolscapHillwithadriedcod-fish。
Charity,thethird,marriedtoo,——fortheStoversofScarborowerehandsomegirls,butshegotafitmateinherspouse。Shefailedtointimidatehim,forhewasafoemanworthyofhersteel;
butshelefthisbedandboard,andleftinamannerthatkeptupthecreditoftheStoverfamilyofScarboro。
TheyhadhadastormybreakfastonemorningbeforehestartedtoPortlandwithaloadofhay。"Good-by,"shecalled,asshestoodinthedoor,"you’veseenthelastofme!"
"Nosuchluck!"hesaid,andwhippeduphishorse。
Charitybakedagreatpileofbiscuits,andleftthemonthekitchentablewithapitcherofskimmedmilk。
(Shewouldn’tgivehimanythingtocomplainof,notshe!)
Shethenputafewclothesinabundle,and,tyingonhershaker,preparedtowalktoPleasantRiver,twelvemilesdistant。
Asshelockedthedoorandputthekeyinitsaccustomedplaceunderthemat,apleasantyoungmandroveupandexplainedthathewastheadvanceagentoftheSypher’sTwo-in-OneMenagerieandCircus,soontoappearinthatvicinity。
Headdedthatheshouldbegladtogiveherfiveticketstotheentertainmentifshewouldallowhimtopasteafewhandsomepostersonthatsideofherbarnnexttheroad;
thattheirremovalwasattendedwithtriflingdifficulty,owingtothenatureofaverysuperiorpasteinventedbyhimself;
thatanysmallboy,infact,couldtearthemoffinanhour,andbewellpaidbythegiftofaticket。
ThedevilenteredintoCharity(notbyanymeansforthefirsttime),andshetoldthemancomposedlythatifhewouldgivehertenticketshemightpaperoverthecottageaswellasthebarn,fortheyweregoingtotearitdownshortlyandbuildalargerone。
Theadvanceagentwasdelighted,andtheypassedapleasanthourtogether;Charityholdingthepaste-pot,whilethetalkativegentlemangluedsixlionsandanelephantontheroof,afatladyonthefrontdoor,atattooedmanbetweenthewindows,livingskeletonsontheblinds,andladiesinsufficientlyclothedinallthevacantspacesandonthechimneys。
Nobodywentbyduringtheoperation,andtheagentremarked,asheunhitchedhishorse,thathehadneverdoneaneaterjob。
"Why,they’llcomeasfartoseeyourhouseastheywilltothecircus!"heexclaimed。
"Icalculatetheywill,"saidCharity,asshelatchedthegateandstartedforPleasantRiver。
IamnottellingCharityStover’sstory,soIwillonlyaddthatthebill-posterwasmistakeninthenatureofhispaste,andgreatlyundervalueditsadhesiveproperties。
ThetemperofPrudence,theyoungestsister,nowMrs。Todd,paledintoinsignificancebesidethatoftheothers,butitwasaveryprettythingintempersnevertheless,andwouldhavebeenthoughtremarkableinanyotherfamilyinScarboro。
Youmayhavenotedthefactthatitisaperson’svirtuesasoftenashisvicesthatmakehimdifficulttolivewith。
Mrs。Todd’smasterfulnessandevenherjealousymighthavebeenendured,bytheaidoffastingandprayer,butherneatness,hereconomy,andherforehandednessmadeacombinationthatonlythegraceofGodcouldhaveabidedwithcomfortably,sothatJerryTodd’scomparativesuccessisamatteroflocaltradition。Punctualityisapraiseworthyvirtueenough,butastheyearswenton,Mrs。Toddblewherbreakfasthornatsoearlyanhourthattheneighborswereinsomedoubtastowhetheritmightnotheraldthesupperofthedaybefore。
Theyalsopredictedthatshewouldhaveherfuneralbeforeshewasfairlydead,andrelatedwithgreatgustothatwhensheheardtherewastobeaneclipseofthesunonMonday,the26thofJuly,shewishedtheycouldhaveitthe25th,asSundaywouldbesomuchmoreconvenientthanwash-day。
Shehadoilclothonherkitchentosavethefloor,andoilclothmatstosavetheoilcloth;yetJerry’sbootshadtobetakenoffintheshed,andhewasrequiredtowalkthroughinhisstockingfeet。
Sheblackenedherstovethreetimesaday,washedherdishesinthewoodhouse,inordertokeephersinkclean,andkeptonepairofblindsopeninthesitting-room,butspreadnewspapersoverthecarpetwhereverthesunshonein。
ItwasthedesireofJerry’shearttogiveupthefatiguesandexposuresofstage-driving,and"keepstore,"
butMrs。Todddeemeditmuchbetterforhimtobeintheopenairthandealingoutrumandmolassestoaroysteringcrew。
Thisbeingherviewofthecase,itisunnecessarytostatethathewentondrivingthestage。
"Doyouwearaflannelshirt,Jerry?"askedPelFrostonce。
"Idon’know,"hereplied,"askMis’Todd;shekeepsthebooks。"
"Women-folks"(heusedtosaytoacasualpassenger),"likeallotheranimiles,hastobetrainedupbeforethey’rerealgoodcomp’ny。
Youhavetobeginwith’emearly,andbeginasyoumeantoholdout。
Whentheyoncegitinthehabitoftakin’thebitintheirteethandrunnin’,it’stoolateforyoutohold’emin。"
Itwasonlytostrangersthatheairedhisconvictionsonthetrainingof"womenfolks,"thoughforthatmatterhemightsafelyhavedoneitevenathome;foreverybodyinLimingtonknewthatitwouldalwayshavebeentoolatetobeginwiththeWidderBixby,since,likealltheStoversofScarboro,shehadbeenbornwiththebitinherteeth。
Jerryhadneverdoneanythinghewantedtosincehehadmarriedher,andhehadn’treallywantedtodothat。
Hehadbeenrathercandidwithheronthispoint(ascandidasatender-heartedandobligingmancanbewithawomanwhoisdeterminedtomarryhim,andhastwogoodreasonswhysheshouldtoeveryoneofhiswhyheshouldn’t),andthismayhavebeenthereasonforherjealousy。Althoughbyhersuperiorforceshehadoverbornehisvisiblereluctance,she,beingawoman,oratalleventsofthefemalegender,couldneverquiteforgetthatshehaddonethewooing。
Certainlyhischarmswerenotofthesorttotemptwomenfromthestrictandnarrowpath,yetthefactremainedthattheWidderBixbywasjealous,andmorethanonepersoninLimingtonwasawareofit。
Pelatiah,otherwise"Pel"Frost,knewmoreaboutthematterthanmostotherfolks,becausehehadunlimitedtimetodevotetogeneralculture。
Thoughnotyetthirtyyearsold,hewasthelaziestmaninYorkCounty。
(JabeSlocumhadnotthenestablishedhisrecord;andJotBascomhadruinedhisbycuttinghishaybeforeitwasdeadinthesummerof’49,alwaysalludedtoafterwardsinPleasantRiverastheyearwhengoldwasdiscoveredandJotBascomcuthishay。)
Pelwasageneralfavoriteinhalfadozenvillages,wherehewasthelifeoftheloafers’bench。Anenergeticloafercanattendproperlytoonebench,butittakesgeniusaswellasassiduitytodojusticetosixofthem。
Hishabitsweredecidedlyconvivial,andhespentagooddealoftimeatthegeneralmusters,drinkingandcarousingwiththeotherne’er-do-weels。YoumaybesurehewasnofavoriteofMrs。Todd’s;andsherepresentedtohimallthatismostundesirableinwomankind,histasterunningdecidedlytorosy,smiling,easy-goingoneswhohadnoregularhoursformeals,butcouldhaveadinneronthetableanytimeinfifteenminutesafteryougotthere。
Now,acertainladywithanoticeablegreenfrockandawhite"drawn-in"capebonnethadgracedtheMidnightCryonitsjourneyfromLimingtontoSacoonthreeoccasionsduringthemonthofJuly。
Reportsaidthatshewasastrangerwhohadappearedatthepost-officeinawagondrivenbyasmall,freckledboy。
Thefirsttrippassedwithoutcomment;thesecondprovokedsomediscussion;ontheoccasionofthethird,Mrs。Toddsaidnothing,becausethereseemednothingtosay,butshefeltsoout-of-sortsthatshecutJerry’shairclosetohishead,thoughheparticularlyfanciedthethinfringeofcurlsatthenapeofhisneck。
PelFrostwentovertoTodd’sonemorningtoborrowanaxe,andseizedafavorableopportunitytoaskcasually,"Oh,Mis’
Todd,didJerryfindoutthenameo’thatwomaninagreendressandwhitebunnitthatridtoSacowithhimlastweek?"
"Mr。Todd’sgotsomethingbettertodothangetacquaintedwithhisladypassengers,"snappedMrs。Todd,"’speciallyastheyalwaysrideinside。"
"Iknowtheygen’allydo,"saidPel,shoulderingtheaxe(itwasforhismother’suse),butthisoneridesupinfrontparto’
theway,soIthoughtmebbeJerry’dfindoutsomething’bouther。
She’shan’someasapicture,butshemusthaveagoodstrongbacktomakethetripdown’n’upinoneday。"
Nothingcouldhavebeenmoreeffectiveormoreeffectualthanthisblowdealtwithconsummateskill。
HavingthusdriventheironintoMrs。Todd’ssoul,Pelentertainedhismotherwithanaccountoftheinterviewwhileshechoppedthekindling-wood。Hehadnospecialendinviewwhen,Iago-like,hedroppedhisfirstpoisonedseedinMrs。Todd’sfertilemind,or,atmost,nothingworsethanthehopethatmattersmightreachanunendurablepoint,andJerrymightstrikeforhisaltarsandhisfires。
Jerrywasamanandabrother,andpetticoatgovernmentmustbediscouragedwheneverandwhereverpossible,ortheworldwouldsoonceasetobeasafeplacetolivein。Pel’sideagrewuponhiminthenightwatches,andthenextmorninghesearchedhismother’sgarrettillhefoundagreendressandawhitebonnet。
Puttingtheminabasket,hewalkedoutontheroadalittledistancetillhemetthestage,when,findingnopassengersinside,heaskedJerrytolethimjumpinand"rideapiece。"
Oncewithin,hehastilydonnedthegreenwrapperandtell-taleheadgear,and,whentheMidnightCryrattleddownthestonyhillpasttheToddhouse,Peltookgoodcaretoexposealargegreensleeveandthesideofawhitebonnetatthestagewindow。
Itwaseasyenoughtocramthethingsbackintothebasket,jumpout,andcallacordialthankyoutotheunsuspectingJerry。
Hewasrewardedforhisingenuityandenterpriseatnight,whenhereturnedMrs。Todd’saxe,forjustashereachedthebackdoorhedistinctlyheardhersaythatifshesawthatgreenwomanonthestageagain,shewouldknockheroffwithabroomstickassureasshewasaStoverofScarboro。
Asamatteroffactshewasequaltoit。Hergreat-grandmotherhadbeenbornonasoilwherethebroomstickisaprominentfactorinsettlingconnubialdifferences;andifitoccurredtoheratthisjuncture,itisasatisfactoryproofofthetheoryofatavism。
Pelintendedtoseethisdomestictragedythroughtotheend,andaccordinglytookanotherbrieftripincostumetheverynextweek,hopingtobethewitnessofasceneofbloodandcarnage。
ButMrs。Todddidnotstirfromherhouse,althoughhewasconfidentshehadseen"myladygreen-sleeves"fromherpostatthewindow。
Puzzledbyherapathy,andmuchdisappointedinhertemper,hetookoffthedress,and,climbingupinfront,rodetoModeration,wherehereceivedanurgentinvitationtogoovertothecountyfairatGorham。ThelastideawasalwaysthemostcaptivatingtoPel,andhedepartedserenelyforastayofseveraldayswithoutsomuchluggageasahairbrush。Hismother’sbestclothespinbasket,tosaynothingofitscontents,appearedatthisjuncturetobeanunexpectedincumbrance;soonthespurofthemomenthehandedituptoJerryjustasthestagewasstarting,saying,"IfMis’
Toddhasabrashto-night,youcanclearyourselfbyshowingherthisbasket,butformassysakesdon’tlayitontome!
Youcanstan’itbetter’nIcan,——you’remoreusedtoit!"
Jerrytookthebasket,andwhenhewaswelloutontheroadhelookedinsideandsawabrightgreencalicowrapper,awhitecapebonnet,awhite"fallveil,"andapairofwhitecottongloves。
Hehadampletimeforreflection,foritwasahotday,andthoughhedroveslowly,thehorsesweresweatingateverypore。
PelFrost,then,musthaveoverheardhiswife’sstormofreproaches,perhapsevenherthreatsofviolence。Ithadcometothis,thathewasthevillagelaughing-stock,abuttofridiculeatthestoreandtavern。
Now,twoyearsbeforethis,JerryToddhadforthefirstandonlytimeinhismarriedlife"puthisfootdown。"
Mrs。Toddhadinsistedonmakinghimasuitofclothesmuchagainsthiswishes。Whenfinishedsheputthemonhimalmostbymainforce,thoughhisplaintiveappealswouldhavemeltedanybutaStover-of-Scarboroheart。
Thestuffwasalargeplaid,theelbowsandkneescameinthewrongplaces,theseatwaslinedwithenameledcloth,andthesleevescuthiminthearmholes。
Mr。Toddsaidnothingforamoment,butthepent-upslaveryofyearsstirredinhim,and,mountingtohisbrain,gavehimamomentarycouragethatresembledintoxication。
Heretired,tookoffthesuit,hungitoverhisarm,and,stalkingintothesitting-roominhisundergarments,laiditonthetablebeforehisastonishedspouse,and,thumpingitdramatically,saidfirmly,"I——will——not——wear——them——clo’es!"whereuponhefellintosilenceagainandwenttobed。
Thejokeofthematterwas,that,allunknowntohimself,hehadabsolutelyfrightenedMrs。Todd。Ifonlyhecouldhaverealizedtheimpressivenessandthethoroughsuccessofhisfirstrebellion!
Butifhehadrealizedithecouldnothaverepeateditoften,forsomuchvirtuewentoutofhimonthatoccasionthathefelthardlyabletodrivethestagefordaysafterward。
"Ishallhavetoputdownmyfootagin,"hesaidtohimselfontheeventfulmorningwhenPelpresentedhimwiththebasket。
"Dernmyluck,I’vegottodoitagin,whenIain’thardlygotovertheothertime。"So,afteranhour’splottingandplanning,hemadesomepurchasesinBiddefordandstartedonhisreturntrip。
Hewasverylowinhismind,thinking,ifhiswifereallymeditateduponwarfare,shewaslikelytoinspectthestagethatnight,butgivinghercreditinhisinmostheartfortoomuchcommonsensetouseabroomstick,——awomanwithhertongue!
TheMidnightCryrattledonlumberingly。Itsroutehadbeenshortened,andMrs。Toddwanteditsnamechangedtosomethinglessoutlandish,suchastheRisingSun,ortheBreakingDawn,ortheHighNoon,butherideametwithnovotaries;ithadbeen,was,andevershouldbe,theMidnightCry,nomatterwhattimeitsetoutorgotback。
Ithadseenitsbestdays,Jerrythought,andsohadhe,forthatmatter。
Yethehadbeencalled"alikelyfeller"whenhemarriedtheWidderBixby,orratherwhenshemarriedhim。Well,themischiefwasdone;
allthatremainedwastosavearemnantofhisself-respect,andmakeanoccasionaldashforliberty。
Hedidallhiserrandswithhisusualcare,droppingablueribbonforDoxyMorton’sSundayhat,fourcents’worthofgum-camphorforAlmiraBerry,aspoolofcottonforMrs。Wentworth,andapairof"galluses"forLivingBean。Hefinallyturnedintothe"back-nippin’"roadfromBonnyEagletoLimington,andwhenhewaswithinfortyrodsofhisownhousehestoppedtowaterhishorses。
Ifhefearedascenehehadgoodreason,forasthehorsesclimbedthecrestofthelonghilltheladyingreenwasbyhissideonthebox。
Helookedanxiouslyahead,andthere,inahedgeofyoungalderbushes,hesawsomethingstirring,and,unlesshewasgreatlymistaken,abirchbroomlayonthegroundnearthehedge。
Notwithstandingthesedangersignals,Jerry’sarmencircledtheplumpwaistoftheladyingreen,and,emboldenedbytheshadesoftwilight,hislipssoughttheidenticalspotunderthewhite"fallveil"whereherincendiarymouthmightbesupposedtolurk,quite"fitfortreasons,stratagems,andspoils。"Thisdone,heputonthebrakeandheadedhishorsestowardthefence。
Hewasnonetoosoon,fortheWidderBixby,broominhand,dartedoutfromthealdersandapproachedthestagewithobjurgationswhich,hadsheratedthemattheirpropervalue,needednosupplementinthewayofblows。Jerrygaveoneterror-strickenlook,woundhisreinsroundthewhipstock,and,leapingfromhisseat,disappearedbehindaconvenienttree。
AtthismomentofblindrageMrs。Toddwouldhavepreferredtochastisebothhervictimsatonce;but,beingrobbedofonebyJerry’scowardlyflight,herweapondescendedupontheotherwithdoubleforce。
Therewasnolackofcouragehereatleast。Whethertheladyingreenwasborneupbytheconsciousnessofvirtue,whethershewastooproudtoretreat,orwhatevermayhavebeenheranimatingreason,theblowfell,yetshestoodhergroundandgavenoansweringshriek。
Enragedasmuchbyherrival’scoolresistanceasbyherownsenseofinjury,theWidderBixbyaimedfullatthebonnetbeneathwhichwerethecharmsthathadbefuddledJerryTodd’sbrain。
ToblastthefatalbeautythathadcaptivatedherweddedhusbandwastheWidderBixby’sidea,andthebroomdescended。
Ashowerofseedsandpulp,acopiousspatteringofpumpkinjuice,andtheladyingreenfellresistlesslyintoherassailant’sarms;
herstrawbody,herwoodenarmsandpumpkinhead,decoratingtheearthatherfeet!Mrs。Toddstaredhelplesslyatthewreckshehadmade,notaltogethercomprehendingtherusethathadledtoherdiscomfiture,butfullyconsciousthatherempirewasshakentoitsfoundations。
Sheglancedineverydirection,andthenhurlingthehatefulgreen-and-whiteliveryintothestage,shegatheredupalltracesoftheshamefulfray,andsweepingthemintoherginghamapronranintothehouseinastormoftearsandbaffledrage。
Jerrystayedbehindthetreeforsomeminutes,andwhenthecoastwasclearhemountedtheseatanddrovetothestoreandthestable。
Whenhehadputuphishorseshewentintotheshed,tookoffhisbootsasusual,but,despiteallhisphilosophy,brokeintoacoldsweatofterrorashecrossedthekitchenthreshold。
"Ican’tstandmanymoreofthesetimeswhenIputmyfootdown,"
hethought,"they’retooweakening!"
Butheneednothavefeared。Therewasagoodsupperunderthemosquitonettingonthetable,and,mostunusualluxury,apotofhottea。
Mrs。Toddhadgonetobedandlefthimapotoftea!
Whichwasthemoreeloquentapology!
Jerryneverreferredtotheladyingreen,thenorafterwards;
hewaswillingtoletwellenoughalone;butwheneverhisspousepassedacertainline,which,beingaStoverofScarboro,shewaslikelytodoaboutonceinsixmonths,hehadonlytosummonhisrecreantcourageandglancemeaninglybehindthekitchendoor,wherethebirchbroomhungonanail。Itwasasimpleremedytooutwardappearances,butmadehisdecliningyearsmorecomfortable。
IcanhardlybelievethatheevertookPelFrostintohisconfidence,butPelcertainlywasnevermoreinterestingtotheloafers’
benchthanwhenhetoldthestoryoftheeventfultripoftheMidnightCryand"thebreakinginoftheWidderBixby。"
NOTES:
1。Onpage20,reenteredisspelledwithdiaeresisoverthesecond"e"。
2。Onpages153&154theversesbeginningrespectively"Rebelmourner"
and"Thisgro-o-oanin’world"areaccompaniedwithstavesofmusicinthetrebleclef。