"AsIhopetobesaved,"saidAntonio,"Imeantnothingwrong——butshouldhavepaidthelandlordthemomenthecamein"——butJuliaheardhimnot。
Hererrandwashappilyexecuted,andshewasalreadybythesideofheraunt。Onenteringthecarriage,JulianoticedtheeyeofAntoniofixedonherwithpeculiarmeaning,andshefeltthatherconducthadbeenappreciated。——FromthistimeuntilthedayoftheirarrivalatthehouseofMr。Miller,nothingmaterialoccurred。AntonioroseeveryhourintheestimationofJulia,andtheyoungladynoticedamarkeddifferenceinherlover’sconducttowardsher。Afewmilesbeforetheyreachedthedwelling,MissEmmersonobserved"To-morrowwillbethetwentiethofSeptember;
whenIamtoknowwhowillbemycompanionforthewinter,MissMillerorKatherine。"
"Ah!aunt,youmayknowthatnow,ifIamtodecide,"saidJulia,"itwillbeAnna,myAnna,surely。"
Hermannerwasenthusiastic,andhervoicealittlelouderthanusual。Antonioturnedhishead,andtheireyesmet。Juliareadinthatglancetheapprobationofhergenerousfriendship。MissEmmersonwasagooddealhurtatthisdecisionofherniece,who,shethought,knowinghersentiments,wouldbeinducedtohavebeensatisfiedwiththevisittoAnna,andtakenKatherineforthewinter。Itwaswithreluctancethattheauntabandonedthiswish,and,afterapause,shecontinued——
"Remember,Julia,thatyouhavenotmypermissiontoaskyourfrienduntilthetwentieth——wecanstaybutonenightatMr。Miller’s,butifAnnaistospendthewinterinParkPlace,wewillreturnthiswayfromtheFalls,andtakeherwithustothecity。"
"Thankyou,dearaunt,"criedJulia,kissingherwithanaffectionthatalmostreconciledMissEmmersontothechoice——whileCharlesWestonwhistled"Hail,Columbia!happyland!"
JuliasawthatAntoniopitiedherimpatience——forthemomenthearrivedinsightofMr。Miller’shouse,heputhishorsestotheirspeed,anddashedintothecourt-yardinthespaceofafewminutes。Foralittlewhileallwasconfusionandjoy。Annaseemeddelightedtoseeherfriend,andJuliawasinraptures——theyflewintoeachother’sarms——andiftheirpartingembracewasembalmedintears,theirmeetingwasenlivenedwithsmiles。
Witharmsinterlocked,theywentaboutthehouse,theverypicturesofjoy。——EvenAntonio,atthemoment,wasforgotten,andalldevotedtofriendship。Nay,asifsensibleoftheimproprietyofhisappearanceatthatcriticalinstant,hewithdrewhimselffromobservation——andhisdelicacywasnotlostonJulia。Happyaretheywhocanactinconsonancewiththeirowndelicatesentiments,andrestsatisfiedwiththeknowledgethattheirmotivesareunderstoodbythosewhomitistheirgreatestdesiretoplease!——-Such,toofortunateAntonio,wasthylot——fornoemotionofthysensitivemind,noactofthyscrupulouslyhonourablelife,passedunheededbythyJulia!——sothoughtthemaiden。
IthasbeenalreadymentionedthatthefamilyofMr。Millerwaslarge;andamidthetumultandconfusionofreceivingtheirguests,noopportunitywasaffordedtothefriendsforconversationinprivate。Theeveningpassedswiftly,andthehourforbedarrivedwithoutanyothercommunicationbetweenJuliaandAnnathanwhisperingsandpressuresofthehands,togetherwithathousandglancesofpeculiarmeaningwiththeeyes。ButJuliadidnotregretthissomuchasifAntoniohadbeenunknown——shehadbeeninhiscompanyforfourdays,andknew,orthoughtsheknew,already,asmuchofhishistoryasAnnaherself。——Butonethoughtdistressedher,andthatwas,thathisresidencemightbefarfromthehouseofheraunt。
Thisreflectiongavethetender-heartedgirlrealpain,andherprincipalwishtoconversewithAnnainprivatewastoascertainherfuturelotonthisdistressingpoint。Noopportunity,however,offeredthatnight,andJuliasawthatinthemorninghertimewouldbelimited,forMissEmmersondesiredMr。Millertoorderhercarriagetobeinreadinesstostartsosoonastheyhadbreakfasted。
"When,dearaunt,amItogiveAnnatheinvitation,"saidJulia,whentheywereleftalone,"ifyoustartsoearlyinthemorning?"
"Thepropertimewillbe,mychild,immediatelybeforewegetintothecarriage,"saidMissEmmerson,withasighofregretatthedeterminationofherniece;"itwillthenbemorepointed,andcallforanimmediateanswer。"
ThissatisfiedJulia,whoknewthatitwouldbeacceptedbyherfriend,andshesoonfellasleep,todreamalittleofAnna,andagreatdealofAntonio。
ThefollowingmorningJuliaarosewiththesun,andherfirstemploymentwastoseekherfriend。Annahadalsorisen,andwaswaitingimpatientlyfortheother’sappearance,inthevacantparlour。
"Ah!dearJulia,"saidshe,catchingherarmanddragginghertoawindow,"Ithoughtyouwouldnevercome。——Well,arewetospendthewintertogether——haveyouspokentoyourdear,dearaunt,aboutit?"
"Youshallknowingoodtime,myAnna,"saidJulia,mindfulofthewishesofheraunt,andspeakingwithasmilethatgaveAnnaanassuranceofhersuccess。
"Oh!whatadelightfulwinterwewillhave!"criedAnna,inrapture。
"Iamtongue-tiedatpresent,"saidJulia,laughing;
"butnotoneverysubject,"shecontinued,blushingtotheeyes;"dotellmeofSt。Albans——ofRegulus——
whoishe?"
"Whoishe?"echoedAnna——"why,nobody!——onemusthavesomethingtowriteabout,youknow,toafriend。"
Juliafeltsickandfaint——hercolourlefthercheeksassheforcedasmile,anduttered,inalowvoice——
"ButAntonio——Stanley?"
"Amanofstraw,"criedAnna,withunfeelinglevity;
"nosuchcreatureintheworld,Idoassureyou!"
Juliamadeamightyefforttoconquerheremotion,andwildlyseizingAnnabythearm,shepointedtoheraunt’scoachman,whowasatworkonhiscarriageatnogreatdistance,anduttered——"ForGod’ssake,whoisHE?"
"He!"criedAnna,insurprise,"why,yourdriver——andanuglywretchheis!——don’tyouknowyourowndriveryet?"
Juliaburstfromhertreacherousfriend——rushedintotheroomofheraunt-andthrowingherselfintothearmsofMissEmmerson,weptforanhourasifherheartwouldbreak。MissEmmersonsawthatsomethinghadhurtherfeelingsexcessively,andthatitwassomethingshewouldnotreveal。
Believingthatitwasaquarrelwithherfriend,andhopingatalleventsthatitwouldinterrupttheirintercourse,MissEmmerson,insteadoftryingtodiscoverherniece’ssecret,employedherselfinpersuadinghertoappearbeforethefamilywithcomposure,andtotakeleaveofthemwithdecencyandrespect。Inthisshesucceeded,andthehappymomentarrived。Annainvainpressednearherfriendtoreceivetheinvitation——andhermothermorethanoncehintedatthethousandpitiesitwastoseparatetwothatlovedoneanothersofondly。
Noinvitationwasgiven——andalthoughAnnaspenthalfadayinsearchingforaletter,thatsheinsistedmustbeleftinsomeromanticplace,nonewaseverfound,nordidanyeverarrive。
Whilerestingwithherfootonthestepofthecarriage,abouttoenterit,Julia,whoselooksweredepressedfromshame,sawafluidthatwasdiscolouredwithtobaccofallonhershoeandsoilherstocking。Raisinghereyeswithdisgust,sheperceivedthatthewindhadwafteditfromthemouthofAntonio,asheheldopenthedoor——andthesameblastthrowingasidehisscreenofsilk,discoveredafacethatwasdeformedwithdisease,andwantingofaneye!
OurtravellersreturnedtothecitybythewayofMontrealandLakeChamplain;norwasituntilJuliahadbeenthehappywifeofCharlesWestonformorethanayear,thatshecouldsummonresolutiontoownthatshehadoncebeeninlove,likethousandsofhersex,"withamanofstraw!"
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"Someliveinairyfantasies,Andinthecloudsdomove,Andsomedoburnwithinwardflames——
Butfewknowhowtolove。"
ANON。BALLAD
CHAPTERI。
ONoneofthoseclear,colddaysofDecember,whichsofrequentlyoccurinourclimate,twoveryyoungwomenwerewalkingonthefashionablepromenadeofNew-York。Inthepersonoftheelderofthesefemalestherewasexhibitednothingmorethantheusualindicationsofyouthandhealth;buttherewereadelicacyandanexpressionofexquisitefeelinginthecountenanceofhercompanion,thatcausedmanyaploddingoridlepassengertoturnandrenewthegaze,whichhadbeenattractedbysolovelyaperson。Herfigurewaslight,andpossessedratheracharacterofaerialgrace,thantheusualroundedlinesofearthlybeauty;andherfacewasbeamingmorewiththesentimentsofthesoulwithin,thanwiththeordinarycharmsofcomplexionandfeatures。Itwaspreciselythatkindofyouthfullovelinessthatachildlesshusbandwouldpausetocontemplateastherealityofthevisionswhichhisthoughtshadoftenportrayed,andwhichhisnaturecovetedastheonlytreasurewantingtocompletethesumofhisearthlybliss。Ittrulylookedabeingtobelovedwithouttheusualalloyofourpassions;andtherewasamodestingenuousnesswhichshoneinherair,thatgentlyimpelledtheheartsofotherstoregarditspossessorwithaspeciesofholyaffection。Amongstthegaythrong,however,thatthoughtlesslyglidedalongtheBroadway,eventhisimageoffemaleperfectionwassufferedtomoveunnoticedbyhundreds;anditwasowingtotheobstructionofferedtothepassageoftheladies,byasmallcrowdthathadgatheredontheside-walk,thatagentlemanofuncommonpersonalendowmentsenjoyedanopportunityofexaminingitwithmorethanordinaryattention。Theeldestofthefemalesdrewhercompanionawayfromthisimpedimenttotheirpassage,bymovingtowardstheoppositesideofthestreet,andobserving,astheycrossed,withanindifferenceinhermanner——
"Itisnothing,Charlotte,butadrunkenman;ifpeoplewilldrink,theymustabidetheconsequences。"
"Hedoesnotseemintoxicated,Maria,"repliedtheother,inavoicewhosetonescorrespondedwithherappearance;"itissomesuddenillness。"
"Onethat,Idaresay,heisaccustomedto,"saidMaria,withouthavingeventakensuchalookatthesuffereraswouldenablehertoidentifyhiscolour;
"hewillbewellenoughafterhehasslept。"
"Butisthepavementaplaceforhimtosleepon?"
rejoinedhercompanion,stillgazingtowardsthemiserableobject;"andifheshouldbeill!——whydotheynotraisehim?——Whydotheysufferhimtoinjurehimselfashedoes?"
Thespeaker,atthesametimethatsheshrunkinakindofsensitivehorrorfromthisexhibitionofhumaninfirmities,nowunconsciouslystopped,withaninterestinthemanthatshecouldnotcontroul,andthuscompelledMariatopausealso。Thecrowdhadwithdrawnfromtheman,givinghimsufficientroomtorollover,inevidentpain,whiletheyyetstoodgazingathim,withthatindefinablefeelingofcuriosityandnervelesssympathy,whichcharacterisesmanwhennotcalledontoact,byemulation,vanity,orthepracticeofwell-doing。Nooneofferedtoassistthesufferer,althoughmanysaiditoughttobedone;somespokeofsendingforthosewhomonopolizedtheofficialcharityofthecity;many,havingsatisfiedtheircuriosity,andfindingthatthemomentforactionwasarriving,quietlywithdrewfromatroublethatwouldinterferewiththeircomfortsortheirbusiness——whileafewfeltanimpulsetoaidtheman,buthesitatedinbeingforemostindoingthatwhichwouldbehonourabletotheirfeelings,butmightnotaccordwiththeircondition,ormightseemastheostentatiousdisplayofunusualbenevolence。
Wheremenarecongregated,conductmustberegulatedbythetouchstoneofpublicopinion;and,althoughitisthefashionofNew-Yorktoapplaudactsofcharity,andtodothemtooinaparticularmanner——itisbynomeansusualtoruntotheassistanceofafellowcreaturewhoislyingindistressonapavement。
{thosewhomonopolizedtheofficialcharity=in1821theonlyofficiallysupportedcharitableorganizationinNewYorkCitywastheCityDispensary——municipalaidtoothershavingbeencutoffin1817onthegroundsthatcharitytothepooronlymadethemlazyandimprovident}
Whatevermightbetheimpulsesofthegentlemanwhomwehavementioned,hisattentionwastoomuchabsorbedbytheconversationandmannerofthetwoladiestoregardanythingelse,andhefollowedthemacrossthestreet,andstoppedalsowhentheypausedtoviewthescene。Hewasinwardlyanddeeplyadmiringthemostyouthfulofthefemales,forthenaturalandsimpledisplayofthoseveryqualitiesthatheforgothimselftoexercise,whenhewasrousedwithafeelingofsomethinglikemortification,byhearingCharlotteexclaim,withaslightglowonhercheek——
"Ah!thereisGeorgeMortoncoming——hesurelywillnotpassthepoormanwithoutofferingtoassisthim。"
Thegentlemanturnedhisheadquickly,andnoticedayouthmakinghiswaythroughthecrowd,successfully,tothesideofthesufferer。Thedistancewastoogreattohearwhatpassed——butanemptycoach,whosedriverhadstoppedtogazewiththerest,wasinstantlydrawnup,andthemanliftedin,andfollowedbytheyouth,whoseappearancehadeffectedthesemovementswiththesilenceandalmostwiththequietnessofmagic。
GeorgeMortonwasfarfrompossessingtheelegantexterioroftheuneasyobserverofthisscene,yetweretheeyesofthelovelyyoungwomanwhohadcaughthisattention,fixedinevidentdelightonhisperson,untilitwashidfromviewinthecarriage;
when,drawingalongbreath,asifrelievedfromgreatuneasiness,shesaid,inalowvoice——
"IknewthatGeorgeMortonwouldnotpasshimsounfeelingly——butwherearetheygoing?——notfar,I
hope,onthiscoldday——andGeorgewithouthisgreatcoat。"
Therewasaplaintiveandnaturalmelodyinthetonesofthespeaker’svoice,asshethusunconsciouslyutteredherconcern,thatimpelledthelistenertoadvancetothesideofthecarriage,whereashortconversationpassedbetweenthegentlemen,andthestrangerreturnedtotheladies,whowereyetlingeringnearthespot,apparentlyunwillingtodepartfromascenethathadsodeeplyinterestedoneofthem。Raisinghishat,thegentleman,addressinghimselftothemagnetthathadattractedhim,said——
"Yourfrienddeclinestheofferofmycoat,andsaysthatthecarriageisquitewarm——theyaregoingtothealms-house,andIamhappytoinformyouthatthepoormanisalreadymuchbetter,andisrecoveringfromhisfit。"
{TheNewYorkCityAlmshouse,atBellevueontheEastRiver,housedover1,500inmatesatatime(withannualdeathsapproaching500),andservedasalastrefugeforthedestituteofallages}
Charlottenowforthefirsttimeobservedthespeaker,andablushpassedoverherfaceasshecourtesiedherthanksinsilence。Buthercompanion,arousedfromgazingatthefineryofashopwindow,bythevoiceofthestranger,turnedquickly,andwithverymanifestsatisfaction,exclaimed——
"Blessme!Mr。Delafield——Ididnotobserveyoubefore!——thenyouthinkthepoorwretchwillnotdie?"
"Ah!assuredlynot,"returnedthegentleman,recognizingthefaceofanacquaintance,withananimationhecouldnotconceal:"buthowinadvertentIhavebeen,nottohavenoticedMissOsgoodbefore!"——Whilespeaking,hiseyesrestedonthelovelycountenanceofherfriend,asif,bytheirdirection,hemeanttoexplainthereasonofhisremissness。
"Wewerebothtoomuchengagedwiththesufferingsofthepoorman,foruntilthismomentI
didnotobserveyou,"saidthelady——withthatkindofinstinctivequicknessthatteachesthefairtheimportanceofanamiableexterior,intheeyesoftheothersex。
"Doubtless,"returnedthegentleman,gravely,andforthefirsttimewithdrawinghisgazefromthecountenanceofCharlotte;buttheprecautionwasunnecessary:——theyoungladyhadbeentoomuchengrossedwithherownsensationstonoticetheconductofothers,andfromthemomentthatthecarriagehaddrivenoutofright,hadkepthereyesontheground,asshewalkedsilentlyandunobtrusivelybythesideofhercompanion。
"MissHenly——Mr。SeymourDelafield,"saidMaria。
Thesilentbowandcourtesythatfollowedthisintroductionwassucceededbyananimateddiscoursebetweenthegentlemanandhisoldacquaintance,whichwas,butseldominterruptedbyanyremarkfromtheirmoreretiringcompanion。
Whenevershedidspeak,however,thegentlemanlistenedwiththemostflatteringattention,thatwasthemoreremarkable,fromthecircumstanceofhistalkingfrequentlyatthesametimewithMariaOsgood。Thetriotookalongwalktogether,andreturnedtothehouseofMr。Henly,intimeforthenecessaryarrangementsforthecomingdinner。ItwaswhenwithinashortdistanceofthedwellingofCharlottethatthegentlemanventuredtoalludetotheeventthathadmadethemacquainted。
"ThefearlessmannerinwhichyoupredictedthehumanityofMr。Morton,wouldbehighlygratifyingtohimself,MissHenly,"heobserved;"andwereIofhisacquaintance,itshouldbemytasktoinformhimofyourgoodopinion。"
"IbelieveMr。Mortonhasnotnowtolearnthat,"
saidCharlotte,simply,butdroppinghereyes;"I
havebeenthenextdoorneighbourofGeorgeallmylife,andhaveseentoomuchofhisgoodnessofheartnottohaveexpressedthesameopinionoften。"
"Butnottohimself,"criedMaria;"so,Mr。Delafield,ifyouwishtoapprisehimofhisgoodfortune,youhaveonlytoattendmymusicpartyto-morrowevening,andIwilltakeparticularcarethatyougetacquaintedwiththehumanehero。"
Theinvitationwasgladlyaccepted,andthegentlemantookhisleaveatthedoorofthehouse。
"Well,Charlotte,youhaveseenhimatlast!"criedMaria,theinstantthedoorhadclosed;"andIamdyingtoknowhowyoulikehim!"
"Tosaveyourlife,"saidtheother,laughing,"Iwillsayagreatdeal,althoughyousooftenaccusemeoftaciturnity——butwhoisHIM?"
"Him!why,Delafield!——SeymourDelafield!——thepatternforallthebeaux——themagnetforallthebelles——andthedelightofalltheparentsintown!"
"Hisown,too?"inquiredCharlotte,alittlearchly。
"Hehasnone——theyaredeadandgone——buttheirmoneyisleftbehind,andthatbringshimfathersandmothersbythedozen!"
"Itisfortunatethathecansupplytheirlossinanyway,"saidCharlotte,withemphasis。
"Tobesurehecan;hecandomorethanyouorI
could,mydear;hecanpickhisparentsfromthebestinthecity——and,therefore,heoughttobewellprovided。"
"Andcouldhebebetterprovided,asyoucallit,inthatrespect,thanourselves?"askedMissHenly,alittlereproachfully。
"Ohno,surelynot;nowifhewereawoman,howsoonwouldhebemarried!——why,child,theysayheisworthatleastthreehundredthousanddollars!——
he’dbeabrideinamonth!"
"Andmiserable,perhaps,inayear,"saidCharlotte;
"itisfortunateforhimthatheisaman,byyourtale,orhiswealthmightpurchasemiseryforhim。"
"Oh!noonecanbemiserablethatiswellmarried,"
criedMaria;"Heigho!theideaofold-maidismistooshockingtothinkabout!"
"WhydoesnotMr。Delafieldgetmarried,then,ifmarriagebesoverydesirable?"saidMissHenly,smilingatthecustomaryrattleofhercompanion:
"hecaneasilygetawife,yousay?"
{rattle=trivialchatter}
"Itisthedifficultyofchoosing——therearesomanyattentivetohim——"
"Maria!"
"Mercy!Ibegpardonoffemaledelicacy!——butsincetheyoungmanhasreturnedfromhistravels,hehasbeensomuch——muchcourted——nay,bytheoldpeople,Imean——andthegirlsbeckonhimaboutso——
andit’sMr。Delafield,haveyoureadSalmagundi?——
and,Mr。Delafield,haveyouseenCooke?——and,Mr。
Delafield,doyouthinkweshallhavewar?——andhaveyouseenBonaparte?And,inshort,Mr。
Delafield,withhishandsomeperson,andthreehundredthousanddollars,hasbeensomuchofall-
in-alltotheladies,thatthemanhasnevertimetochooseawife!"
{Salmagundi=aseriesofcomicessays(1819-
1820)byNewYorkCitywriterJamesKirkePaulding(1778-1860),emulatinganearlierseriesbyWashingtonIrvingandothers;Cooke=probablyThomasPotterCooke(1786-1864),anotedEnglishactor;Bonaparte=NapoleonBonapartediedonSt。
Helenain1821}
"Ireallywonderthatyounevertooktheofficeuponyourself,"saidCharlotte,busiedinthrowingasidehercoatandgloves;"youappeartohavesomuchinterestinthegentleman。"
"Oh!Idid,amonthsince——themomentthathelanded。"
"Indeed!andwhowasit?"
"Myself。"
"Andhaveyoutoldhimofyourchoice?"askedtheother,laughing。
"Notwithmytongue:butwithmyeyes,athousandtimes——andwithallthatunspeakablelanguagethatfemaleinventioncansupply:——Igowherehegoes——
ifIseehiminthestreetbehindme,Imoveslowlyandwithdignity;stillhepassesme——ifbeforeme,I
aminahurry——but{"}——
"Youpasshim?"interruptedCharlotte,amusedwithhercompanion’shumour。
"Exactly——weneverkeepanequalpace;thisisthefirsttimethathehaswalkedwithmesincehereturnedfromabroad——andforthishonourIamclearlyindebtedtoyourself。"
"Tome,Maria?"saidCharlotte,insurprise。
"Tononeother——hetalkedtome,buthelookedatyou。Ah!heknowsbyinstinctthatyouareanonlychild——andIdobelievethatthewretchknowsthatI
havetwelvebrothersandsisters——butyouhadbettertakehim,Charlotte;heisworthtwentyGeorgeMortons——atleast,inmoney。"
"WhathavethemeritsofGeorgeMortonandMr。
Delafieldtodowitheachother?"saidCharlotte,removingherhat,andexhibitingaheadofhairthatopportunelyfellinrichprofusionoverhershoulders,soastoconcealtheunusualflushonher,ordinarily,palecheek。
Thisconcludedtheconversation;forCharlotteinstantlylefttheroom,andwasoccupiedforsometimeingivingsuchordersasherofficeofassistantinhousekeepingtohermotherrenderednecessary。
CharlotteHenlywastheonlychildthathadbeenleftfromsixwhowereborntoherparents,theothershavingdiedintheirinfancy。Thedeathsoftherestoftheirchildrenhadoccasionedtheaffectionofherparentstocenterinthelastoftheiroffspringwithmorethancommonwarmth;andthetendernessoftheirlovewasheightenedbytheextraordinaryqualitiesoftheirchild。Possessedofanabundanceofthegoodsofthisworld,thesedoatingparentswerelookingaroundwithintenseanxiety,amongtheiracquaintance,andwatchingforthechoicethatwastodeterminetheworldlyhappinessoftheirdaughter。
Charlottewasbutseventeen,yetthecustomsofthecountry,andthetemptationsofherexpectedwealth,togetherwithherownattractions,hadalreadyplacedherwithinthenoticeoftheworld。
Butnosymptomofthatincipientaffectionwhichwastogovernherlife,couldeitherofherparentseverdiscover;andintheexhibitionsofherattachments,therewasnothingtobeseenbutthatquietandregulatedesteem,whichgrowsoutofassociationandgoodsense,andwhichissoobviouslydifferentfromtherestlessandvaryingemotionsthataresaidtobelongtothepassionoflove。
MariaOsgoodwasadistantrelative,andanearlyassociate,who,althoughasdifferentfromhercousininappearanceandcharacterasblackisfromwhite,wasstilldeartothelatter,bothfromhabitandherunconquerablegoodnature。
GeorgeMorton,theyouthofwhomsuchhonourablementionhasbeenmade,wasthesonofagentlemanwhohadlongresidedinthenextdwellingtoMr。Henlyinthecity,andwhoalsopossessedacountryhousenearhisownvilla。
Thesecircumstanceshadinducedanintimacybetweenthefamiliesthatwascementedbythegoodopinioneachentertainedofthequalitiesoftheother,andwhichhadbeensolongandsooftentriedinscenesofhappinessandmisery,thatwereknowntoboth。YoungMortonwasafewyearstheseniorofCharlotte;and,atthetimeofcommencingourtale,wasbutlatelyreleasedfromhiscollegiatelabours。Hisgoodnessofheartandsimplicityofmannersmadehimanuniversalfavourite;whilethepeculiarityoftheirsituationbroughthimoftenerbeforethenoticeofCharlottethananyotheryoungmanofheracquaintance。——But,notwithstandingtheintimationofMariaOsgood,noneoftheirfriendsintheleastsuspectedanyotherfeelingtoexistbetweentheyouthfulpairthanthenaturalandveryobviousoneofdisinterestedesteem。Asthefamilyseatedthemselvesatthedinnertable,theirguestexclaimed,intheheedlesswaythatcharacterisedhermanner——
"Oh!Mrs。Henly,Ihavetocongratulateyouontheprospectsofyoursoonhavingason,andonesoamiableandattractiveasyourdaughter。"
"Indeed!"returnedthematron,comprehendingtheother’smeaningintuitively,"andwhatmaybetheyounggentleman’sname?"
"Youwillbetheenvyofallthemothersintown,"
continuedMaria,"anddeservedlyso。Twosuchchildrentofalltothelotofonemother!——Nay,donotshakeyourhead,Charlotte;itmustandshallbeamatch,Iamdetermined。"
"Myfriendshipforyouwoulddetermefromthemeasure,shouldnothingelseinterfere,"saidCharlotte,goodhumouredly。
"Ah!Ihavealreadyabandonedmypretensions——
twelvebrothersandsisters,mydear,areadreadfuladditiontobringintoafamilyatonce!"
"IamsureIdonotthinkso,"returnedCharlotte,timidlyglancinghereyeathermother;"besides,I
feelboundinhonourtorememberyouroriginalintention。"
"ItellyouIhaveabandonedit,withallthoughtsoftheyouth。"
"Andwhoistheyouth?"askedMrs。Henly,affectinganindifferencethatshedidnotfeel。
"Youwillhavethehandsomestsoninthecity,certainly,"saidMaria;"and,possibly,therichest——
andthemostlearned——and,undeniably,themostadmired!"
"Youquiteexcitemycuriositytoknowwhothisparagoncanbe,"saidthemother,lookingatherhusband,whoreturnedtheglancewithoneofequalsolicitude。
"Idonotthinkheismorethanfourandtwenty,"
addedMaria;"andhisblackeyeswouldformacharmingcontrasttoyourblueones。"
"TowhomdoesMissOsgoodallude?"askedMrs。
Henly,yieldingtoasolicitudethatshecouldnolongercontroul。
"ToMr。SeymourDelafield,"saidCharlotte,raisinghermildeyestothefaceofhermother,andsmiling,asshedelicatelyparedherapple,withasimpleingenuousnessthatbanisheduneasinessfromthebreastofherparentinaninstant。
"Iknowhim,"saidMr。Henly;"butIdidnotthinkyouhadeverseenhim,Charlotte。"
"Wemethiminourmorningwalk,sir,andMariaintroducedhim。"
"Heisthoughttobeveryhandsome,"continuedherfather,helpinghimselftoaglassofwinewhilespeaking。
"Andveryjustly,"returnedthedaughter;"IthinkhimthehandsomestmanthatIhaveeverseen。"
"HaveIyourpermissionfortellinghimso?"criedMaria,withalaugh。
"Ihavenottheleastobjectiontohisknowingit,onmyownaccount,exceptfromtheindelicacyofcomplimentingagentleman,"saidCharlotte,withperfectsimplicity;"butwhetheritwouldbebeneficialtohimselfornot,youcanbestjudge。"
"Youthinkhimvain,then?"observedhermother。
"Notintheleast;or,rather,hedidnotexhibitittome"——wastheanswer,withthesameopenairasbefore。
"Hehasalsoagreatreputationforgoodsense,"
continuedherfather,avoidingthefaceofhischild。
"Ithoughthehadwit,sir。"
"Andnotgoodsense?"
"AmIajudge?"askedCharlotte,rising,andholdingalightedpapertoherfather,whilehetookanewsegar。
Herclearblueeyesrestingonhiminthefulnessoffilialaffection,assheperformedthisoffice,andtheopenairwithwhichshebentforwardtoreceivethekissheofferedinthanks,removedanyapprehensionswhichthenameoftheirmorning’scompanionmighthaveexcited。
Mr。Henlyknewnothingconcerningthisyoungmanthatwouldinducehimatalltoavoidtheconnexion,butstillhehadnotyetexaminedhischaracterwiththatsearchingvigilancethathethoughtduetotheinnocenceandmeritofhischild。Determiningwithinhimself,however,thatthiswasataskthatshouldnolongerbeneglected,herose,andtellingtheladiesthatheleftthebottlewiththem,withdrewtohisstudy。
ThedoorhadhardlyclosedbehindMr。Henly,whenGeorgeMortonenteredthediningparlour,withthefreedomofanoldandfavouritefriend,andtellingMrs。Henlythat,inconsequenceofhisfamily’sdiningout,andhisownengagements,hewasfasting,andbeggedhercharityforameal。Fromtheinstantthatheappeared,Charlottehadrisenwithalacrity,andwasnosooneracquaintedwithhiswants,thansherungtoorderwhatherequired。
Shebroughthimaglassofsparklingwinewithherownhands,andpushingachairnearertothefirethantheoneheoccupied,shesaid——
"Sithere,George,youappearchilled——Ithoughtyouwouldmissyourcoat。"
"Ithankyou,"returnedtheyouth,turningonheraneyeofthemostopenaffection;"Idofeelunusuallycold,andbegintothink,thatwithmyweaklungsitwouldhavebeenmoreprudenttohavetakenasurtout。"
{surtout=overcoat}
"Andhowwasthepoormanwhenyoulefthim?"
"Muchbetter,andinextremelygoodquarters,"saidGeorge;but,turningquicklytoMissOsgood,headded,"So,MissMaria,yourbeauhascondescendedtowalkwithyouatlast?"
"Yes,Mr。Impudence,"saidMaria,smiling;{"}butcome,fillyourmouthwithfood,andbesilent。"
Hedidasrequested,andtheconversationchanged。
CHAPTERII
NOTWITHSTANDINGtheplenteousgiftswhichProvidencehadbestowedontheparentsofMariainthewayofdescendants,Fortunehadsufficientlysmiledonhislabourstoenablehimtoeducatetheminwhatiscalledagenteelmanner,andtosupporttheminacorrespondingstyle。ThefamilyofMr。OsgoodexhibitedoneofthosepictureswhicharesofrequentinAmerica,wherenootherartificialdistinctionsexistinsocietythanthosewhicharecreatedbywealth,andwhereobscurityhasnootherfoetocontendwiththanthedemonofpoverty。Hischildrenwereindulgedinluxuriesthathisdeathwastodissipate,andenjoyedanopulencethatwasonlyco-existentwiththelifeoftheirparent。Accordingly,themusicpartythatassembledonthefollowingeveningatthehouseofMr。Osgood,wasbrilliant,large,andfashionable。
Sevengrown-updaughterswasamelancholysightforthecontemplationoftheparents,andtheybothfeltlikevendersofgoodswhowereexhibitingtheirwarestothebestadvantage。Thesplendidchandeliersandlustresofthedrawing-roomwerelightedforthesamereasonasthelampsintheglitteringretailstoresofBroadway;andthebrillianteffectofthetasteoftheyoungladieswasintendedmuchlikethenightlylustreofthelottery-
offices,totemptadventurerstotrytheirchances。
>Fromthispremeditatedschemeofconquestweought,injustice,however,toexceptMariaherself,who,fromconstitutionalgayetyandthoughtlessness,seldomplannedforthemorrow;
andwho,perhaps,fromherassociationwithCharlotte,hadacquiredadegreeofdisinterestednessthatcertainlybelongedtonoothermemberofherfamily。
Whateverweretheviewsofthefamilyincollectingtheirfriendsandacquaintancesonthisimportantevening,theywerecompletelysuccessfulinonepointatleast;for,beforenine,halfthedilettantiofthecitywereassembledinGreenwich-street,inamostelaboratestateofmusicalexcitement。
CharlotteHenly,ofcourse,wasoftheparty,althoughshewasabsolutelyignorantofasinglenote,norknewhowtopraiseascientificexecution,ortomanifestdisgustatsimplemelody。But,herimportanceintheworldoffashion,andherfriendMaria,obtainedheraplace。TherewasareasonthatsecretlyinfluencedCharlotteinelectingherevening’samusement,thatwasnotknown,however,eventoherfriend。——GeorgeMortonplayedontheGermanfluteinamannerthatvibratedonhernerveswithanexquisitethrillthatsheoftenstrovetoconquer,andyeteverlovedtoindulge。
Hismusicalpowerswerefarfrombeinggenerallyapplauded,astheywerethoughttobedeficientincompassandvariety;butCharlotteneverdescendedtocriticisminmusic。Sheconceivedittobeanenjoymentforthesensesonly,or,rather,shethoughtnothingaboutit;andiftheroundsfailedtodelighther,sheunhesitatinglyattributedthecircumstancetoanabsenceofmelody。ItwastolistentothefluteofGeorgeMorton,then,thatthedrawing-roomofMrs。OsgoodwasadornedwiththespeakingcountenanceofMissHenly。
Amongtheguestswhomadeanearlyappearanceinthis"TempleofApollo,"wastheyouthwhohadattendedtheladiesintheirwalk。SeymourDelafieldglancedhiseyeimpatientlyaroundtheapartment,assoonashehadpaidthecustomarycomplimentstothemistressofthemansionandherbevyoffairdaughters;butalookofdisappointmentbetrayedthesearchtobeanunsuccessfulone。BoththelookandtheresultwerenoticedbyMaria;and,turningaglanceofrathersaucymeaningonthegentleman,shesaid——
"Iapprehendyourflute,which,bytheby,Iamgladtoseeyouhavebrought,willberatherinthePENSEROSOstylethisevening,Mr。Delafield。"
{penseroso=melancholy}
"Unlessenlivenedbythecontagiousgayetyofyoursmile,"returnedDelafield,endeavouringtolookexcessivelyunconcerned;"but"——
"Oh!myverylaughismusical,Iknow,"interruptedMaria;"butthenitisoftenshockinglyoutoftime。"
"Itseldomfailstoproduceanaccompaniment,"
saidthegentleman,nowsmilinginreality;"but"——
"WhereisCharlotteHenley?"saidtheyounglady,againinterruptinghim;"shehasaperfecthorrorofthetuningoffiddlesandthepreparatorythrummingsonthepiano;soendeavourtopreservetheharmonyofyourtemperforthesecondact。"
"Well!itissomerelieftoknowsheiscomingatall,"criedSeymour,quickly;andthen,recoveringhimselfwithperfectbreeding,headded——"foronewouldwishtoseeyouashappyasallyourfriendscanmakeyou,onsuchanoccasion。"
"Iamextremelyindebtedtoyourunboundedphilanthropy,"saidMaria,risingandcourtseyingwithgreatgravity;"donotdoubtofitsbeinghonourablymentionedat"——
"Nay,nay,"criedtheyouth,colouringandlaughing,"youwouldnotthinkofmentioningmyremarksto"——
"AtthenextmeetingoftheDorcasSociety,ofwhichIamanunworthymember,"continuedMaria,withoutlisteningtohisremonstrance。
{DorcasSociety=lady’sgroupatachurch,devotedtomakingandprovidingclothesforthepoor}
SeymourDelafieldnowlaughedwithoutanyaffectation——andexchangingalookofperfectconsciousnessofeachother’smeaning,theyseparated,asthepreparationsforthebusinessoftheeveningwereabouttocommence。ForashorttimetherewasaconfusionofsoundsthatperfectlyjustifiedtheabsenceofMissHenly,whenthemusicbeganinearnest。Withinhalfanhour,Mr。Delafield,whohadsufferedhimselftobedrawntothebackofthechairofaprofessedbelle,turninghisheadtoconcealayawnthatneitherthelady’sskillnorhisgoodmannerscouldrepress,observedCharlottesittingquietlybythesideofherfriend。Herentrancehadbeenconductedwithsuchtact,thathadshepossessedthemostmusicalearimaginable,itwereimpossibletodisturbthepartyless;acircumstancethatdidnotfailtoimpressSeymouragreeably,fromitsnovelty。Hemovedtothesideofthefairvisionthathadengrossedallhisthoughtssincethemomenttheyhadfirstmet,andtookthechairthatthegoodnatureofMissOsgoodofferedtohisacceptancebetweenthem。
"Thankfortune,MissHenly,"hesaid,theinstanthewasseated,"thatbravurahasceased,andIcannowinquirehowyourecoveredfromthefatigueofyourwalk?"
"Isufferednofatiguetorecoverfrom,"repliedthelady,raisinghereyestohiswithanexpressionthattoldtheyouthhehadbettertalkstraightforwardatonce;"Iwalktoomuchtobefatiguedwithsoshortanexcursion。"
"Youcameheretofavouruswithyourskillontheharp,MissHenly?"
"No。"
"Onthepiano?"
"Onneither——Iplayonnothing。"
"Yousing,then?"
"Notatall。"
"What!notwiththatvoice?"exclaimedtheyoungman,insurprise。
"Notwiththisvoice,andsurelywithnoother。"
Seymourfeltuneasy,and,perhaps,disappointed。
Hedidnotseemtohaverousedasinglesensationinthebreastofhiscompanion,anditwasseldomthattheelegantpossessorofthreehundredthousanddollarsfailedtodoso,whereverhewent,orwhateverhedid。But,inthepresentinstance,therewasnothingtobediscernedinthecountenanceormannerofCharlottethatindicatedanythingmorethanthesweetnessofhernatureandthepolishofherbreeding。Hechangedthesubject。
"Ihopeyourfrienddidnotsufferyesterdayfromhishumanity?"
"Isincerelyhopesotoo,"saidCharlotte,withmuchsimplicity,andyetwithagooddealoffeeling。
"Iamfearfulthatweidlespectators,"continuedthegentleman,"sufferedinyourestimation,innotdiscoveringequalbenevolencewithMr。Morton。"
Charlotteglancedhermildeyesatthespeaker,butmadenoreply。
"Yoursilence,MissHenly,assuresmeofthetruthofmyconjecture。"
"Youshouldneverputadisagreeableconstructionontheactsofanother,"saidCharlotte,withasweetnessthattendedgreatlytodissipatethemortificationMr。Delafieldreallyfelt,atthesametimethathewasunwillingtoacknowledgeit,eventohimself。
Theywerenowagaininterruptedbythemusic,whichcontinuedsometime,duringwhichGeorgeMortonmadehisappearance。Hiscoatclosebuttonedtohisthroat,andanextrasilkhandkerchiefaroundhisneck,whichheremovedonlyafterheenteredtheapartment,immediatelyarrestedtheattentionofCharlotteHenly。TurningtoMaria,shesaid,inthosetonesofrealinterestthatnevercanbemistakenformanner——
"IamafraidthatGeorgehassufferedfromhisexposure。Donotaskhimtoplay,forhewillbesuretocomply。"
"Oh!thechickenhasonlytakencold,"criedMaria;
"Ifhedoesnotplay,whatwillyoudo?youcameheretohearhimonly。"
"HasMissHenlyearsfornootherperformer,then?"
askedSeymourDelafield。
"MissHenlyhasasmanyearsasotherpeople,"
saidMaria,"butshedoesnotcondescendtousethemonalloccasions。"
"Rathersay,"criedCharlotte,laughing,"thatthewantoftasteinMissHenlyrendersherearsofbutlittleusetoher。"
"Youarenotfondofmusic,then?"askedtheyouth,alittlevexedatthinkingthatanaccomplishmentonwhichhepridedhimselfwouldfailtomakeitsusualimpression。
"Passionately!"exclaimedCharlotte;then,colouringtotheeyes,sheadded,"atleastIsometimesthinkso,butIbelieveIamthoughttobewithouttaste。"
"Thosewhothinksomustwantitthemselves,"saidSeymour,inalowvoice;then,obedienttothebeckofoneofthepresidingnymphs,hehastenedtotakehisshareintheperformance。
"NowCharlotte,youlittleprude,"whisperedherfriend,theinstanthewithdrew,"ishenotvery,veryhandsome?"
"Very,"saidCharlotte;"moresothananyothergentlemanIhaveeverseen。"
"Andengaging,andagreeable,andgentlemanlike?"
"Agreeable,andgentlemanliketoo。"
"Andgraceful,andloveable?"
"Graceful,certainly;and,verypossible,loveable,tothosewhoknowhim。"
"Knowhim!——whatmorewouldyouknowoftheman?Youseehisbeautyandelegance——youwitnesshisbreeding——youlistentohissenseandinformation——whatmoreisnecessarytofallinlovewithhim?"
"Really,Ipretendtonoreasoninguponthesubjectatall,"saidCharlotte,smiling;"butifyouhavesuchanintention,indulgeinitfreely,Ibegofyou,foryouwillnotfindarivalinme。——But,listen,heisabouttoplayasoloonhisflute。"
Amanwiththreehundredthousanddollarsmayplayasolo,buthenevercanbealonewherethereareanytolisten。Theheartsofmanythrobattheverybreathingsofwealththroughaflute,whowouldremaincalloustothebitterestsighsofpoverty。ButDelafieldpossessedotherattractionstocatchtheattentionoftheaudience:hispowersontheinstrumentgreatlyexceededthoseofanyofhiscompetitors,andhisexecutionwasreallywonderful;everytonguewassilent,everyearwasattentive,andeveryheadnoddedapprobation,exceptingthatofourheroine。Delafield,perfectlymasterofhisinstrumentandthemusic,fixedhiseyeonthecountenanceofCharlotte,andheexperiencedathrillathisheartashewitnessedherlovelyfacesmilingapprobation,whilehisfingersglidedovertheflutewitharapidityandskillthatproducedanastonishingvarietyandgradationofsounds。Atlength,thoughthe,Ihavesucceeded,andhavemadeanimpressiononthischarminggirlthatisalliedtoadmiration。Theideagavehimspiritsforthetask,andhisperformanceexceededanythingthecompanyhadeverwitnessedbefore。
Onlayingdowntheinstrument,heapproachedtheplacewherethefriendsweresitting,withanexultationinhiseyesthatwasinferioronlytomodestyinthepowertocaptivate。
"Certainly,Mr。Delafield,"criedMariaOsgood,"youhaveoutdoneyourownoutdoings。"
"IfIhavebeensofortunateastopleasehere,thenIamrewardedindeed,"saidtheyouth,withabowandanexpressionthatrendereditalittledoubtfultowhichoftheladiesthecomplimentwasaddressed。Atthisinstant,GeorgeMortonapproachedthem。
"Mr。Delafield,letmemakeyouacquaintedwithMr。
Morton,"saidMaria,glancinghereyeattheformerinamannerthatheunderstood。
"IhavegreatpleasureintakingMr。Mortonbythehand,"saidSeymour,"ifhewillexcusethewantofceremonyinthiscompany。Thelessonthatyougavetomeyesterday,sir,willnotsoonbeforgotten。"
"Inwhatmanner,sir?"inquiredGeorge,withalittleembarrassmentandaconsciousblush。
"Inteachingme,amongothers,Mr。Morton,thedifferencebetweenactiveandpassivehumanity——
betweenthatwhichissatisfiedwithfeeling,andthatwhichpromptstoserve。"
TothisunexpectedcomplimentyoungMortoncoulddonomorethanbowinsilence,foritwastooflatteringforareply——andtootruetodeny。AsDelafieldturnedhiseye,atalittlelosstoknowwhethertobepleasedornotwithhisownhumility,hemetalookfromCharlottethatmorethanrewardedhimfortheeffort。Itwasamild,benevolent,pureglance,thatspokeadmirationandheartfeltpleasure。Heforgothissolo,andtheexpectedcompliments;and,fortherestoftheevening,thatthrillingexpressionfloatedinhisbrain,andwaspresenttohisthoughts;itwasworthathousandofthestudiedglancesthatwerecontinuallyaimedathimfromallsidesoftheroom,andwitheveryvarietyofeye——fromthepiercingblack,totheoglinggray。Itwasalookthatcamedirectlyfrom,andwentto,theheart。Ifyoungladiesalwaysknewhownicelynaturehasqualifiedtheothersextojudgeoftheiractions,whatmultitudesofastonishinglyexpressiveglances,andartfullycontrivedgesturesandmovements,wouldsinkdownintolooks,thatindicatedfeelingsandmotives,thatwereadaptedtotheoccasion!Whattroubleincreatingincidentsthatmightdrawoutcharmswouldbeavoided!And,inshort,howmuchextralabour,bothofbodyandmind,wouldbespared!
ThisagreeablecontemplationofMr。DelafieldwassooninterruptedbythecheerfulvoiceofMariaOsgood,whocried——
"Blessme,George,youreallydolookill。"
"ItisseldomthatIhavemuchhealthtoboastof,"
repliedtheyouth,inafeeblevoice,andwithastillfeeblersmile。
"But,"saidMaria,withoutreflecting,"youlookworsethanusual。"
Therewassomuchtruthinthisremark,thattheyoungmancouldonlysmileinsilence,whileSeymour,surveyingtheveryplainexteriorofhisnewacquaintance,turnedhiseyeswithadditionalsatisfactiontowardsamirrorthatreflectedhisownformfromheadtofeet。
"Youwillnotattemptthefluteto-night,George?"
saidCharlotte。
"IbelieveImust,ornotfulfilmyengagementtoMrs。Osgood。"
"Surely,"continuedCharlotte,inalowtonetoherfriend,"Georgehadbetternotplay,lookingsoillashedoes。"
"Certainlynot;besides,hisperformancewouldnotshineafterthatofMr。Delafield。"
Seymouroverheardthisspeech,whichwasreallyintendedonlyfortheearofCharlotte,andhewasinstantlyseizedwithanunaccountabledesiretohearthefluteofMr。Morton。Seymourwasconsciousthatheplayedwell,andcouldhehaveforgottentheindifferencethatMissHenlyexhibitedtohisperformance,wouldhavebeenabundantlyflatteredwiththeencomiumsthatwerelavishedonhisskill。
ArequestfromthemistressofthemansionnowcompelledGeorgetomakehisappearanceamongthemusicians,andinafewminuteshisflutewasheardalone。TherewasavacancyinthelooksofCharlotte,duringthescientificexecutionofthedifferentindividualswhohadbeenlabouringattheseveralinstrumentsinthecourseoftheevening,thatdenotedatotalindifferencetothedisplay。
But,themomentthatGeorgewascalledontotakehispartintheentertainment,thisrestlessnessdisappeared,andwassucceededbyanexpressionofintenseinterestanddeepanxiety。ThemelodyofGeorgewassimpleandplaintive;heaimedatnoextraordinaryexhibitionofskill,anditwasdifficulttocomparehismusicwiththatofSeymour。Thelatter,however,studiedthecountenanceoftheyoungladynearhimasthebestindextotheircomparativemerit,andhewassoonabletoreadhisownwantofsuccess。Forthefirstfewminutes,anxietywastheprincipalexpressionportrayedinherlovelyface,butitwassoonsucceededbyadeepandpowerfulemotion。Thereissomethingcontagiousinthenaturalexpressionofourpassions,thatinsensiblyenliststhesympathiesofthebeholder——andSeymourfeltasoftmelancholystealingoverhimashegazed,thatwasbutafaintreflectionofthetendernessexcitedinthebreastofCharlotte,whileshelistenedtosoundsthatpenetratedtoherverysoul。Thereisnomistakingtheeffectofmusicthatdependsonlyonitsmelody。Itsappealtotheheartisdirectendunequivocal,andnothingbutcallousindifferencecanresistitspower。Themostprofoundsilencepervadedtheapartment,andGeorgewasenabledtofinishhispiecewithaspiritthatincreasedwiththeattention。Asthelastbreathingnotesdiedontheear,Delafieldturnedtomeetthoseeyeswhichhadalreadysecuredanunconsciousvictory,andsawthemmoistenedwithalustrethataddedtotheirnaturalsoftness。Beautyintearsisproverbiallyirresistible——andtheyouth,bendingforward,saidinavoicethatwasmodulatedtothestillnessoftheroom——
"Suchmelody,MissHenly,captivatesthesenses。"
"Doesitnottouchtheheart?"askedtheyounglady,withalittleofunusualanimation。
"Thehearttoo。ButMr。Mortonlooksexhaustedafterhislabours。"
AllthepleasurewhichhadshoneinthecountenanceofCharlotte,vanishedinstantly,andgaveplacetodeepconcern。
"Oh!itisunjustifiable,thustopurchasepleasureattheexpenseofanother,"saidshe,inatonethatSeymourscarcelyheard。
Howtenderlywouldthemanbeloved,thoughttheyouth,whosucceededinengagingtheaffectionsofthisyoungcreature!howdisinterestedisherregard——andhowconsiderateareherfeelings!HerewillItrustmyhopesforhappinessinthislife,andherewillIconquer,orherewillIdie!
NotwopersonscouldpossiblybeactuatedbysensationsmoredifferentthanCharlotteandSeymourDelafield。Hehadbeensolongpalledwiththeattentionsofmanagingmothersanddesigningdaughters;hadseensomuchoffemalemanoeuvring,andhadsoeasilyseenthroughit,thatthenaturalandinartificiallovelinessofCharlottetouchedhissenseswithafreshnessofdelicacythattohimwasascaptivatingasitwasnovel。Uponunpractisedmen,theartsofthesexareoftensuccessful,butgenerallytheyarealliesthatincreasethenumberoftheassailants,withoutpromotingthevictory。ItiscertainthatmanyafaironeplayedthateveninginorderthatMr。Delafieldmightapplaud;thatsomesighedthathemighthear,andothersogledthathemightsigh:butnotonemadetheimpressionthatthequiet,speakingeye,andartlessbutpeacefulnatureofCharlotteproducedontheyouth。WhilethisnovelfeelingwasgaininggroundinthebosomofMr。Delafield,Charlottesawnothinginhernewacquaintancebutagentlemanofextraordinarypersonalbeauty,agreeablemanners,andgracefuladdress——qualitiesthatarealwayssuretoplease,and,notunusually,tocaptivate。Buttoherhewasastranger;andCharlotte,whoneverthoughtorreasonedonthesubject,wouldhavebeenastonishedhadoneseriouslyspokenofherlovinghim。Theroadtoconquestwithherlaythroughherheart,andwasbutlittleconnectedwithherimagination。
"Heigho!George,"criedMaria,asheapproached,"youhavegivenmethedolefuls。"
"Andmebothpleasureandpain,"saidCharlotte。
"Whythelatter?"askedtheyouth,quickly。
"Surelyitwasimprudentinyoutoplay,withsuchacold。"
Thelipoftheyouthquivered,andasmileofmournfulandindefinablemeaningpassedoverhisfeatures,buthecontinuedsilent。
"Itistobehopedithadonegoodeffectatleast,"
continuedMaria。
"Suchaswhat?"
"Suchasputtingthelittledearstosleepinthenursery,whichisdirectlyoverourheads。"
"ItiswellifIhavedonethatlittlegood,"saidGeorge。
"Youhavebroughttearsintoeyesthatnevershouldweep,"criedDelafield,"andmelancholytoacountenancethatseemsformedbynaturetoconveyanideaofpeacefulcontent。"
Mortonlookedearnestlyatthespeakerforamoment,whenapainfulfeelingseemedsuddenlytoseizeonhisheart——forhischeekgrewpaler,andhislipquiveredwithanagitationthatapparentlyhecouldnotcontrol。Charlottealonenoticedthealteration,and,speakinginalowtone,shesaid——
"Dogohome,George;youarefarfrombeingwell——
toobligeme,gohome。"
"Toobligeyou,Iwoulddomuchmoreunwelcomebiddings,"hereplied,withaslightcolour;"butI
believeyouareright;and,havingdischargedmydutyhere,Iwillretire。"
Herose,and,payingthecustomarycomplimentstothemistressofthemansion,withdrew。WithhimdisappearedalltheawakenedinterestofCharlotteinthescene。
InvainwasSeymourDelafieldattentive,polite,andevenparticularlyso。Thatdevotednessofadmirationforwhichsomanysighed,andwhichsomanyenvied,wasentirelythrownawayuponCharlotte。Shelistened,shebowed,andshesmiled——and,sometimes,sheanswered;butitwasevidentlywithoutmeaningorinterest,until,weariedwithhisfruitlesseffortstomakeanimpression,andperhapswithahopeofexcitingalittlejealousy,heturnedhisattentiontohermorelivelycompanion。
"Yourmother’snursery,MissOsgood,"hecried,"oughtonsuchanoccasiontobetenantless。"
"Youthinkthereareenoughofusheretomakeitso,"returnedthelady,withanaffectedsigh。
"Ireallyhadnotobservedthenumberofyourcharmingfamily——howmanyarethereofyou?"
"Abaker’sdozen。"Charlottelaughed,andtheyouthfeltmortified。Thelaughwasnatural,andclearlyextorted,withoutathoughtofhimself。
"Whenyouareallmarried,"hesaid,"youwillformalittleworldinyourselves。"
"Whentheskyfallsweshallcatchlarks。"
{Whenthesky……=anoldproverb,foundinEnglish,French,andevenLatin,meaningthattheideaorproposalisabsurd}
"Surely,youintendtomarry?"
Mariamadenoreply,butturnedhereyesonDelafield,withanaffectedexpressionofmelancholythatexcitedanotherlaughinherfriend。
"Youcertainlyhavemadenorashvowonthesubject,"continuedSeymour,pretendingtoaslightinterestinheranswer。
"Mytrothisnotyetplighted,"saidthelady,alittlearchly。
"Butthereisnotellinghowlongitwillcontinueso。"
"Iamafraidso——thirteenisadreadfuldivisorforasmallfamilyestate。"
AgeneralmovementinthepartywasgladlyseizedbyCharlotteasanexcusetogo,andDelafieldhandedhertohercarriage,withthemortifyingconvictionthatshewasutterlyindifferenttoeverythingbutthecivilityoftheact。