"SomeofthefellowsaregoingThursday,"hesaid。"Areyougoingtostickitouttothebitterend?"
TillthenithadnotoccurredtoVerrianthathewasnotgoingtostaythroughtheweek,butnowhesaid,"Idon’tknowbutImaygoThursday。
Shallyou?"
"Imightaswellstayon。Idon’tfindmuchdoinginrealestateatChristmas。Doyou?"
Thiswasfishing,butitwasbetterthanopenlytakinghimforthatactor,andVerriananswered,unresentfully,"Idon’tknow。I’mnotinthatlineexactly。"
"Oh,Ibegyourpardon,"Bushwicksaid。"IthoughtIhadseenyournamewiththatofaWestSideconcern。"
"No,Ihaveasortofoutsideconnectionwiththepublishingbusiness。"
"Oh,"Bushwickreturned,politely,anditwouldhavebeenreassuringlyifVerrianhadwishednottobeknownasanauthor。Thesecretinwhichhelivedinthatregardwasapparentlysafefromthatyoung,amiable,good-
lookingreal-estatebroker。Heinferred,fromtheabsenceofanyallusiontothesuperstitionofthewomenastohisprofession,thatithadnotspreadtoBushwickatleast,andthisinclinedhimthemoretolikehim。TheysatuptalkingpleasantlytogetheraboutimpersonalaffairstillBushwickfinishedhiscigar。Thenhestartedforbed,saying,"Well,good-night。IhopeMrs。Westanglewon’thaveanythingsoactiveonthetapisfortomorrow。"
"Tryandsleepitoff。Good-night。"
XV。
Verrianremainedtofinishhiscigar,butattheendhewasnotyetsleepy,andhethoughthewouldgetabookfromthelibrary,ifthatpartofthehousewerestilllighted,andhelookedouttosee。Apparentlyitwasasbrilliantlyilluminatedaswhenthecompanyhadseparatedthereforthenight,andhepushedacrossthefoyerhallthatseparatedthebilliard-roomfromthedrawing-zoomandlibrary。Heenteredthedrawing-
room,andinthedepthsofthelibrary,relievedagainsttherowsofbooksintheirglasscases,hestartledMissShirleyfromaposewhichsheseemedtobetakingtherealone。
Attheinstantoftheirmutualrecognitionshegavealittlemutedshriek,andthengaspedout,"Ibegyourpardon,"whilehewassaying,too,"Ibegyourpardon。"
Afteratacitexchangeofforgiveness,hesaid,"IamafraidIstartledyou。Iwasjustcomingforabooktoreadmyselfasleepwith。I——"
"Notatall,"shereturned。"Iwasjust——"Thenshedidnotsaywhat,andheasked:
"Makingsomestudies?"
"Yes,"sheowned,withreluctantpromptness。
"Imustn’taskwhat,"hesuggested,andhemadeanefforttosmileawaywhatseemedapainfulperturbationinherashewentforwardtolookatthebook-shelves,fromwhich,tillthen,shehadnotslippedaside。
"I’minyourway,"shesaid,andheanswered,"Notatall。"Headdedtotheothersentencehehadspoken,"Ifit’sgoingtobeasgoodaswhatyougaveustoday——"
"Youareverykind。"Shehesitated,andthenshesaid,abruptly:"WhatI
didto-dayowedeverythingtoyou,Mr。Verrian,"andwhilehedesistedfromsearchingthebook-shelves,shestoodlookinganxiouslyathim,withthepulseinherneckvisiblythrobbing。Heragitationwasreallypainful,butVerriandidnotattributeittoherfindingherselftherealonewithhimatmidnight;forthoughtheotherguestshadallgonetobed,thehousewasawakeinsomeoftheservants,andanelderlywomancameinpresentlybringingabreadthofsilverygauze,whichsheheldup,askingifitwasthat。
"Notexactly,butitwilldonicely,Mrs。Stager。Wouldyoumindgettingmetheverypale-bluepiecethatelectricblue?"
"I’mlookingforsomethinggoodanddull,"Verriansaid,whenthewomanwasgone。
"Travelsaregood,ornarratives,forsleepingon,"shesaid,withabreathlesseffortforcalm。"Ifound,"shepanted,"inmyowninsomnia,thatmerelythebroken-uplookofapageofdialogueinanovelrackedmynervessothatIcouldn’tsleep。Butnarrativeswerebeautifullysoothing。"
"Thankyou,"heresponded;"that’sagoodidea。"Andstooping,withhishandsonhisknees,herangedbackandforthalongtheshelves。"ButMrs。Westangle’slibrarydoesn’tseemtobeveryrichinnarrative。"
Hehadnothismindonthesearchperhaps,andperhapssheknewit。Shepresentlysaid,"IwishIdaredaskyouafavor——Imeanyouradvice,Mr。
Verrian。"
Heliftedhimselffromhisstoopingpostureandlookedather,smiling。
"Wouldthattakemuchcourage?"Hissmilewasalittlemocking;hewasthinkingthatagirlwhowouldhurrythatnotetohim,andwouldpersonallyseethatitdidnotfailtoreachhim,wouldhavethecourageformuchmore。
Shedidnotreplydirectly。"Ishouldhavetoexplain,butIknowyouwon’ttell。Thisisgoingtobemypiecederesistance,mygrandstunt。
I’mgoingtobringitoffthelastnight。"ShestoppedlongenoughforVerriantorevisehisresolutionofgoingawaywiththefellowswhowereleavingthemiddleoftheweek,andtodecideonstayingtotheend。
"IamgoingtocallitSeeingGhosts。"
"That’sgood,"Verriansaid,provisionally。
"Yes,ImightsayIwassurprisedatmythinkingitup。"
"Thatwouldbeoneformofmodesty。"
"Yes,"shesaid,withawansmileshehad,"andthenagainitmightn’tbeanother。"Shewenton,abruptly,"Asmanyaslikecantakepartintheperformance。It’stobegivenout,anddistinctlyunderstoodbeforehand,thattheghostisn’taveridicalphantom,butjustanhonest,made-up,every-dayspook。Itmaychangeitsposefromtimetotime,oritsdrapery,butthesettingistobealwaysthesame,andthepeoplewhotaketheirturnsinseeingitaretobeexplicitlyreassured,oneafteranother,thatthere’snothinginit,youknow。Thefunwillbeinseeinghoweachonetakesit,aftertheyknowwhatitreallyis。"
"Thenyou’regoingtogiveusastudyoftemperaments。"
"Yes,"sheassented。Andafteramoment,giventolettingthenotiongetquitehomewithher,sheasked,vividly,"Wouldyouletmeuseit?"
"Thephrase?Why,certainly。Butwouldn’titberathertoopsychological?IthinkjustSeeingGhostswouldbebetter。"
"BetterthanSeeingGhosts:AStudyofTemperaments?Perhapsitwould。
Itwouldbesimpler。"
"Andinthishouseyouneedallthesimplicityyoucanget,"hesuggested。
Shesmiled,intelligentlybutreticently。"Myideaisthateveryonesomehowreallybelievesinghosts——IknowIdo——andsofullyexpectstoseeonethatanysortofmake-upwillaffectthemforthemomentjustasiftheydidseeone。Ithought——thatperhaps——Idon’tknowhowtosayitwithoutseemingtomakeuseofyou——"
"Oh,domakeuseofme,MissShirley!"
"Thatyoucouldgivemesomehintsaboutthesetting,withyourknowledgeofthestage——"Shestopped,havingrushedforwardtothatpoint,whilehecontinuedtolooksteadilyatherwithoutansweringher。Shefacedhimcourageously,butnotconvincingly。
"DidyouthinkthatIwasanactor?"heasked,finally。
"Mrs。Westangleseemedtothinkyouwere。"
"Butdidyou?"
"I’msureIdidn’tmean——Ibegyourpardon——"
"It’sallright。IfIwereanactorIshouldn’tbeashamedofit。ButI
wasmerelycurioustoknowwhetheryousharedtheprevalentsuperstition。
I’mafraidIcan’thelpyoufromaknowledgeofthestage,butifIcanbeofuse,fromasortofamateurinterestinpsychology,withanaffairlikethisIshallbeonlytooglad。"
"Thankyou,"shesaid,somewhatfaintly,withaneffectofdismaydisproportionatetotheoccasion。
Shesankintoachairbeforewhichshehadbeenstanding,andshelookedasifsheweregoingtoswoon。
Hestartedtowardsherwithanalarmed"MissShirley。
Sheputoutahandweaklytostayhim。"Don’t!"sheentreated。
"I’malittle——Ishallbeallrightinamoment。"
"Can’tIgetyousomething——callsomeone?"
"Notfortheworld!"shecommanded,andshepulledherselftogetherandstoodup。"ButIthinkI’llstopforto-night。I’mgladmyideastrikesyoufavorably。It’smerely——Oh,youfoundit,Mrs。Stager!"Shebrokeofftoaddressthewomanwhohadnowcomebackandwasholdingupthetrailingbreadthsoftheelectric-bluegauze。"Isn’titlovely?"
Shegaveherselftimetoadorethedrapery,withitschangesofmeteoriclucence,beforesheroseandtookit。Shewentwithittothebackgroundinthelibrary,where,againsttheglassdoorofthecases,sheinvolvedherselfinitandstoodshimmering。AthrillpiercedtoVerrian’sheart;
shewasindeedwraithlike,sothathehatedtohavehercall,"Howwillthatdo?"
Mrs。Stagermodestlyreferredthequestiontohimbyhersilence。
"Iwillanswerforitsdoing,ifitdoesfortheothersasit’sdoneforme。"
Shelaughed。"Andyoudoublyknewwhatitwas。Yes,Ithinkitwillgo。"Shetookanotherpose,andthenanother。"Whatdoyouthinkofit,Mrs。Stager?"shecalledtothewomanstandingrespectfullyabeyantatoneside。
"It’sawful。Idon’tknowbutI’llbeafraidtogotomyroom。"
"Sitdown,andI’llgotoyourroomwithyouwhenI’mthrough。Iwon’tbelong,now。"
Shetrieddifferentgauzes,whichshehadlyingononeofthechairs,andcrownedherselfwithtriumphintheapplausesofhertwospectators,rejoicingwithagleethatVerrianfoundchildlikeandwinning。
"Ifthey’realllikeyou,itwillbethegreatestsuccess!"
"They’llallbelikeme,andmore,"hesaid,"I’mreallyverysevere。"
"Areyouasevereperson?"sheasked,comingforwardtohim。"Oughtpeopletobeafraidofyou?"
"Yes,peoplewithbadconsciences。I’mrattierafraidofmyselfforthatreason。"
"Haveyougotabadconscience?"sheasked,lettinghereyesrestonhis。
"Yes。Ican’tmakemyconductsquarewithmyidealofconduct。"
"Iknowwhatthatis!"shesighed。"Doyouexpecttobepunishedforit?"
"Iexpecttobegotevenwith。"
"Yes,oneis。I’venoticedthatmyself。ButIdidn’tsupposethatactors——Oh,Iforgot!Ibegyourpardonagain,Mr。Verrian。Oh——
Goodnight!"Shefacedhimevanescentlyingoingout,withthewomanafterher,but,whethershedidsomoreinfearormoreindefiance,shelefthimstandingmotionlessinhisdoubt,andshedidnothingtosolvehisdoubtwhenshecamequicklybackalone,beforehewasawareofhavingmoved,tosay,"Mr。Verrian,Iwantto——Ihaveto——tellyouthat——
Ididn’tthinkyouweretheactor。"Thenshewasfinallygone,andVerrianhadnothingforitbuttogouptohisroomwiththebookhefoundhehadinhishandandmusthavehadthereallthetime。
Ifhehadreadit,thebookwouldnothaveeasedhimofftosleep,buthedidnoteventry,toreadit。Hehadnowishtosleep。Thewakingdreaminwhichhelosthimselfwasmoreinterestingthananyvisionofslumbercouldhavebeen,andhehadnodesiretoendit。Inthathecouldstillbetalkingwiththegirlwhosemysteryappealedtohimsopleasingly。
Itwasnonethelesspleasingbecause,atwhatmightbecalledherfirstblushes,shedidnotstrikehimasaltogetheringenuous,butonlyabletodisciplineherselfintoafinalsincerityfromaconsciousnesswhichhadbeentaughtwisdombyexperience。
Shewasstillascarcelyrecoveredinvalid,anditwaspatheticthatsheshouldbecommencingthestruggleoflifewithstrengthsolittleproportionedtothedemanduponit;andthecallingshehadtakenupwasofafantasticalityinsomeaspectswhichwasequallypathetic。Butalltheundertakingsofwomen,hemused,werepiteous,notonlybecausewomenwereunequaltothestruggleatthebest,butbecausetheywerehamperedalwayswiththemselves,withtheirsex,theirfemininity,andthenecessityofgettingitoutofthewaybeforetheycouldreallybegintofight。Whatevertheyattempteditmustbeinrelationtotheman’sworldinwhichlivingsweremade;buttheimmemorialconditionswerealmostwhollyunchanged。Awomanapproachedthisworldasawoman,withtheinborninstinctoftemptingitasawoman,towinittoloveherandmakeherawifeandmother;andalthoughshemightstoicallyovercomethetemptationatlast,itmightrecuratanymomentandovercomeher。Thiswasperpetuallyweakeningandimperillingher,andshemustfeelitattheencounterwitheachmanshemet。Shemustfeelthetacitandevenunconsciousironyofhisattitudetowardsherinherenterprise,andthefinerhermakethecruellerandthemorehumiliatinganddishearteningthismustbe。
Ofcourse,thisMissShirleyfeltVerrian’sirony,whichhehadguardedfromanyexpressionwithgenuinecompassionforher。Shemustfeelthattohisknowledgeoflifesheandherexperimenthadanabsurditywhichwouldnotpass,whatevertheirsuccessmightbe。Ifshemeantbusiness,andbusinessonly,theyoughttohavemetastwomenwouldhavemet,butheknewthattheyhadnotdoneso,andshemusthaveknownit。Allthatwasplainsailingenough,butbeyondthislayaseaofconjectureinwhichhefoundhimselfwithouthelmorcompass。Why,shouldshehaveactedafibabouthisbeinganactor,andwhy,aftertheend,shouldshehaveaddedanend,inwhichshereturnedtoownthatshehadbeenfibbing?Forthatwaswhatitcameto;andthoughVerriantastedadeliciouspleasureinthewomanishfeatbywhichsheovercameherwomanishness,hecouldnotpuzzleouthermotive。Hewasnotsurethathewishedtopuzzleitout。Toremainwithillimitableguessesathischoicewasmoreagreeable,forthepresentatleast,andhewasnotawareofhavinglapsedfromthemwhenhewokesolateastobeoneofthebreakfasterswhoseplateswerekeptforthemaftertheothersweregone。
XVI。
ItwasthefirsttimethatVerrianhadcomedownlate,anditwashisnovelexperiencetofindhimselfinchargeofMrs。Stageratbreakfast,insteadofthebutlerandthebutler’sman,whohadhithertoservedhimattheearlierhour。Therewereothers,somewhatremotefromhim,attable,whowereendingwhenhewasbeginning,andwhentheyhadjokedthemselvesoutoftheroomandawayfromMrs。Stager’sministrationshewasleftalonetoher。Hehadinstantlyappreciatedaqualityofmotherlinessinherattitudetowardshim,andnowhewassensibleofakindlyintimacytowhichheratherhelplesslyaddressedhimself。
"Well,Mrs。Stager,didyouseeaghostonyourwaytobed?"
"Idon’tknowasIreallyexpectedto,"shesaid。"Won’tyouhaveafewmoreofthebuckwheats?"
"DoyouthinkI’dbetter?IbelieveIwon’t。They’reverytempting。
MissShirleymakesaverygoodghost,"hesuggested。
Mrs。Stagerwouldnotatfirstcommitherselffurtherthantosayinbringinghimthebutter,"She’sjustupfromalongfitofsickness。"
Sheimpulsivelyadded,"Sheain’thardlystrongenoughtobedoingwhatsheis,Itellher。"
"Iunderstoodshehadbeenill,"Verriansaid。"Wedroveoverfromthestationtogether,theotherday。"
"Yes,"Mrs。Stageradmitted。"Kindofanervousbreakdown,Ibelieve。
Butshe’sgotanawfulspirit。Mrs。Westangledon’twanthertodoallsheisdoing。"
Verrianlookedatherinsurprise。HehadnotexpectedthatoftheIndia-rubbernaturehehadattributedtoMrs。Westangle。InviewofMrs。
Stager’sprivitytotheunimaginedkindlinessofhishostess,herelaxedhimselfinafurtherinterestinMissShirley,asifitwouldnowbesafe。"She’sdonesplendidly,sofar,"hesaid,meaningthegirl。
"I’mgladMrs。Westangleappreciatesherwork。"
"Iguess,"Mrs。Stagersaid,"thatifithadn’tbeenforyouatthesnow-
fight——Shegotbackfromgettingreadyforit,thatmorning,almostdownsick,shewasafraidsoitwasgoingtofail。"
"Ididn’tdoanything,"Verriansaid,puttingthepraisefromhim。
Mrs。Stagerloweredhervoiceinanoctaveofdeeperconfidentiability。
"Yougotthenote?Iputitunder,andIdidn’tknow。"
"Ohyes,Igotit,"Verriansaid,sensibleofarelief,whichhewouldnotassigntoanydefinitereason,inknowingthatMissShirleyhadnotherselfputitunderhisdoor。ButhenowhadtotakeupanotherburdeninthequestionwhetherMissShirleywereofanoriginsomuchabovethatofherconfidantthatshecouldhaveapatricianfearlessnessinmakinguseofher,orweresonearMrs。Stager’sleveloflifethatshewouldnaturallyturntoherforcounselandhelp。MissShirleyhadtheaccent,themanners,andthefrankcourageofalady;butthosethingscouldbelearned;theyweregotupforthestageeveryday。
VerrianwasrousedfromthemusehefoundhehadfallenintobyhearingMrs。Stagerask,"Won’tyouhavesomemorecoffee?"
"No,thankyou,"hesaid。Andnowherosefromthetable,onwhichhedreamilydroppedhisnapkin,andgothishatandcoatandwentoutforawalk。Hehadnotstudiedtheartoffictionsolong,inthemanyprivatefailuresthathadprecededhisonepublicsuccess,withoutbeingmadetoobservethatlifesometimesdealtintheaccidentsandcoincidenceswhichhiscriticismcondemnedastoohabituallytheresourceofthenovelist。
Hithertohehaddisdainedthemforthisreason;butsincehisserialstorywasoffhishands,andhewasbeginningtolookabouthimforfreshmaterial,hehaddoubtedmorethanoncewhetherhisseveritywasnottheeffectofanunjustifiableprejudice。
Itstruckhimnow,inturningthecornerofthewoodlotabovethemeadowwherethesnow-battlehadtakenplace,andsuddenlyfindinghimselffacetofacewithMissShirley,thatnaturewasinoneofheruninventivemoodsandwashelpingherselfoutfromtheoldstock-in-tradeoffiction。
Allthesame,hefeltaglowofpleasure,whichwasalsoaglowofpity;
forwhileMissShirleylooked,asalways,interesting,shelooktired,too,withasortofdesperateairwhichdidnototherwiseaccountforitself。Shehadgiven,atsightofhim,alittlestart,andalittle"Oh!"droppedfromherlips,asifithadbeenjostledfromthem。Shemadehastetogoon,withsomethinglikethevoluntaryhardinessofthecouragethatplucksitselffromtheprimaryemotionoffear,"Youaregoingdowntotrytheskating?"
"DoIlookit,withoutskates?"
"Youmaybegoingtotrythesliding,"shereturned。"I’mafraidtherewon’tbemuchofeitherforlong。Thissoftairisgoingtomakehavocofmyplansforto-morrow。"
"That’stoobadofit。Whynothopeforahardfreezeto-night?Youmightaswell。Theweatherhasbeenknowntochangeitsmind。Youmightevenchangeyourplans。"
"No,Ican’tdothat。Ican’tthinkofanythingelse。It’stobridgeoverthedaythat’sleftbeforeSeeingGhosts。Ifitdoesfreeze,you’llcometoMrs。Westangle’safternoonteaonthepond?"
"Icertainlyshall。Howisittobeworked?"
"She’stohavehertableonaplatform,withrunners,inabowerofevergreenboughs,andbepushedabout,andthepeoplearetoskateupforthetea。Therearetobeteaandchocolate,andtwogirlstopour,justasinreallife。Itisn’taverydazzlingidea,butIthoughtitmightdo;andMrs。Westangleissogood-natured。Now,ifthethermometerwilldoitspart!"
"Iamsureitwill,"Verriansaid,butaglanceatthegrayskydidnotconfirmhiminhispropheticventure。Thesnowwassoddenunderfoot;abreathfromthesouthstirredthepinestoanAeolianresponseandmovedthestiff,dryleavesofthescrub-oaks。Asapsuckerwasmarkinganaccuratecircleofdotsroundthethroatofatallyoungmaple,andenjoyinghisworkinalow,gutturalsoliloquy,seemingly,yet,dismayingly,suggestiveofspring。
"It’slovely,anyway,"shesaid,followinghisglancewithanupwardturnofherface。
"Yes,it’sbeautiful。Ithinkthissortofwinterdayisaboutthebestthewholeyearcando。ButIwillsacrificethechanceofanotherlikeittoyourskating-tea,MissShirley。"
Hedidnotknowwhyheshouldhavemadethisspeechtoher,butapparentlyshedid,andshesaid,"You’realwayscomingtomyhelp,Mr。
Verrian。"
"Don’tmentionit!"
"Iwon’t,then,"shesaid,withasmilethatshowedherthinfaceatitsthinnestandleftherlipcaughtonherteethtillshebroughtitdownvoluntarily。Itwasasmallbutfulllipandpretty,andthistrickofithadafascination。Sheadded,gravely,"Idon’tbelieveyouwilllikemyice-tea。"
"Ihaven’tanyactivehostilitytoit。Youcan’talwaysbestrikingtwelve——twelvemidnight——asyouwillbeinSeeingGhosts。Butyourice-
teawilldoverywellforstrikingfive。I’mratherelaborate!"
"Nottooelaboratetohideyourrealopinion。Iwonderwhatyoudothinkofmyownelaboration——Imeanofmyscheme。"
"Yes?"
Theyhadmovedon,athisturningtowalkwithher,soasnottokeepherstandinginthesnow,andnowshesaid,lookingoverhershoulderathim,"I’vedecidedthatitwon’tdotolettheghosthavealltheglory。I
don’tthinkitwillbefairtoletthepeoplemerelybescared,evenwhenthey’vebeenwarnedthatthey’retoseeaghostandtolditisn’treal。"
Sheseemedtoreferthepointtohim,andhesaid,provisionally,"Idon’tknowwhatmoretheycanask。"
"Theycanaskquestions。I’mgoingtoleteachpersonspeaktotheghost,ifnotscareddumb,andaskitjustwhattheyplease;andI’mgoingtoanswertheirquestionsifIcan。"
"Won’titbesomethingofanintellectualstrain?"
"Yes,itwill。Butitwillbefun,too,alittle,anditwillhelpthethingtogooff。Whatdoyouthink?"
"Ithinkit’sfine。Areyougoingtogiveitout,sothattheycanbestudyinguptheirquestions?"
"No,theirquestionshavegottobeimpromptu。Or,atleast,thefirstonehas。Ofcourse,aftertheschemehasoncebeengivenaway,theghost-seerswillbemoreorlessprepared,andtheghostwillhavetostandit。"
"Ithinkit’sgreat。Areyougoingtoletmehaveachancewithaquestion?"
"Areyougoingtoseeaghost?"
"TobesureIam。MayIreallyaskitwhatIplease?"
"Ifyou’rehonest。"
"Oh,Ishallbehonest——"
Hestoppedbreathlessly,butshedidnotseemcalledupontosupplyanymeaningforhisabruptness。"I’mawfullygladyouliketheidea,"shesaid,"Ihavehadtothinkthewholethingoutformyself,andIhaven’tbeenquitecertainthatthequestion-askingwasn’trathersilly,or,atleast,sillierthantherest。Thankyousomuch,Mr。Verrian。"
"I’vethoughtofmyquestion,"hebeganagain,asabruptlyashehadstoppedbefore。"MayIaskitnow?"
Criesoflaughtercameupfromthemeadowbelow,andthevoicesseemedcomingnearer。
"Oh,Imustn’tbeseen!"MissShirleylamented。"Oh,dear!IfI’mseenthewholethingisgivenaway。WhatshallIdo?"Shewhirledaboutandrandowntheroadtowardsapaththatenteredthewood。
Heranafterher。"Myquestionis,MayIcometoseeyouwhenyougetbacktotown?"
"Yes,certainly。Butdon’tcomenow!Youmustn’tbeseenwithme!I’mnotsupposedtobeinthehouseatall。"
IfVerrian’spresentmoodhadbeenmoreanalytic,itmighthaveoccurredtohimthattheelementofmysterywhichMissShirleyseemedtocherishinregardtoherselfpersonallywassomethingthatshecoulddramaticallyapplywithpeculiaradvantagetothephantasmalpartshewastotakeinherprojectedentertainment。Buthewasreducedfromtheexerciseofhisanalyticpowerstoapassivityinwhichhewaschieflyconsciousofherpatheticfascination。Thisseemedtoemanatefromherfrailprettinessnolessthanfromthesortoffearfuldaringwithwhichshewaspushingherwholeenterprisethrough;itcameasmuchfromherundecidedblondness——fromherdust-coloredhair,forinstance——asfromtheentreatinglookofherpinchedeyes,onlyjustlightingtheirconvalescentfires,andfromtheweaknessthatshowed,withthegrace,inherrunthroughthewintrywoods,wherehewatchedhertilltheunderbrushthickenedbehindherandhidherfromhim。Altogetherhisimpressionwasverycomplex,buthedidnotgetsofarevenastherealizationofthis,inhismentalturmoil,asheturnedwithadeepsighandwalkedmeditativelyhomewardthroughtheincipientthaw。
Itdidnotrainatnight,asitseemedsolikelytodo,andbymorningthecloudinessoftheskyhadsofarthinnedthatthesunlookedmildlythroughitwithoutmorethansofteningthefrozensurfaceofthepond,sothatMrs。Westangle’sice-tea(aseverybodycalledit,byacommoninspiration,orbywhatevercircuitousadoptionofVerrian’sphrase)cameoffwithgreatsuccess。Peoplefromotherhouseswerethere,andtheyallsaidthattheywonderedhowshecametohavesuchabrilliantidea,andtheykepthertheretillnearlydark。Thentheretardedrainbegan,inafinedrizzle,andherhouseguestswereforcedhomeward,butnottoosoontogetagood,longrestbeforedressingfordinner。Shewaspraisedforherunderstandingwiththeweather,andforhermeteorologicalforecastasmuchasforherinventioninimaginingsuchadelightfulandoriginalthingasanice-tea,whichnooneelsehadeverthoughtof。SomeofthewomenappealedtoVerriantosayifhehadeverheardofanythinglikeit;andtheyfeltthatMrs。Westanglewascertainlyarriving,andbynobeatentrack。
Noneoftheothersputitintheseterms,ofcourse;itwasmerelyaconsensusoffeelingwiththem,andwhatwasmorearticulatewasdroppedamongtheironieswithwhichMissMacroydmoreconfidentiallycelebratedtheevent。Outofhearingoftheothers,inslowlyfollowingthemwithVerrian,sherecurredtotheirtalk。"Yes,it’sonlyaquestionofmoneyenoughforNewport,afterthis。She’schicnow,andafteraseasonthereshewillbesmart。Butoh,dear!Howcameshetobechic?Canyouimagine?"
Verriandidnotfeelboundtoacategoricalanswer,andinhisprivatereflectionshedealtwithanotherquestion。ThiswashowfarMissShirleywasculpableinthefraudshewaslettingMrs。Westanglepractiseonherinnocentguests。Itwasadistastefulquestion,andhedidnotfinditmuchmoreagreeablewhenitsubdivideditselfintothequestionofnecessityonherpart,andofanotveryclearlyrealizedsituationonMrs。Westangle’s。Thegirlhadarighttosellherideas,andperhapsthewomanthoughttheywereherownwhenshehadpaidforthem。Therecouldbethatviewofitall。ThefurtivenatureofMissShirley’spresenceinthehousemightverywellbeaconditionofthatgrandeventshewaspreparing。Itwasallverymysterious。
XVII。
Itrainedthroughouttheevening,withawailingofthewindinthegables,andaweepingandasobbingofthewaterfromtheeavesthatMrs。
Westangle’sguests,securelyhousedfromthestorm,madethemostofforweirdness。Therehadbeenalittledancing,whichgavewaytosomuchsitting-outthatthevolunteermusicabruptlyceasedasifindudgeon,andtherewasnothingleftbutweirdnesstobringyoungheartstogether。
Weirdnesscandoagooddealwithgirlslounginginlowchairs,andyoungmenonrugsroundaglowinghearthattheirfeet;andeveryonetoldsomestrangethingthathadhappenedatfirsthand,orsecondorthirdhand,eithertohimselforherself,ortotheirfathersorbrothersorgrandmothersoroldservants。Theywerestimulatedinekingouttheseexperiencesnotonlybythewildnessoftherainwithout,butbythemysteryofbeingshutofffromthelibraryintothedrawing-roomandhallwhilethepreparationsforthefollowingnightwerebeginning。Butweirdnessisnotinexhaustible,evenwhensharedonsuchpropitioustermsbetweenagroupofyoungpeoplerapidlyadvancedinintimacybyaweek’sstayunderthesameroof,andatthefirstyawnagaydispersionofthevotariesendeditall。
TheyawncamefromBushwick,whoboldlyowned,whenhisguiltwasbroughthometohim,thathewassleepy,andthenasheexpectedtobescaredoutofayear’sgrowththenextnight,andnotbeabletosleepforaweekafterwards,hewasnowgoingtobed。HeshookhandswithMrs。Westangleforgood-night。ThelatesttofollowhimwasVerrian,who,strangelyalert,andasfarfromdrowsinessashehadeverknownhimself,wasyetmorerousedbyrealizingthatMrs。Westanglewasnotlettinghishandgoatonce,but,unlessitwasmereabsent-mindedness,wasconveyingthroughitthewishtokeephim。Sheflutteredalittlemorecloselyuptohim,andtwitteredout,"MissShirleywantsmetoletyouknowthatshehastoldmeaboutyourcomingtogether,andeverything。"
"Oh,I’mveryglad,"Verriansaid,notsurethatitwastherightthing。
"Idon’tknowwhyshefeelsso,butshehasarighttodoasshepleasesaboutit。She’snotaguest。"
"No,"Verrianassented。
"Ithappensverywell,though,fortheghost-seeingthatpeopledon’tknowshe’shere。AfterthatIshalltellthem。Infact,shewantsmeto,forshemustbeonthelookoutforotherengagements。IamgoingtodoeverythingIcanforher,andifyouhearofanything——"
Verrianbowed,withasenseofsomethingoffensiveinherwordswhichhecouldnotlogicallyfeel,sinceitwasamatterofbusinessandwasputsquarelyonabusinessbasis。"Ishouldbeveryglad,"hesaid,noncommittally。
"Shewassurefromthefirst,"Mrs。Westanglewenton,asifthereweresomerelationbetweenthefactandherrequest,"thatyouwerenottheactor。Sheknewyouwereawriter。"
"Oh,indeed!"Verriansaid。
"Ithoughtthatifyouwerewritingforthenewspapersyoumightknowhowtohelpher-"
"I’mnotanewspaperwriter,"Verriananswered,witharesentmentwhichsheseemedtofeel,forshesaid,withasortofapologyinhertone:
"Oh!Well,Idon’tsupposeitmatters。Shedoesn’tknowI’mspeakingtoyouaboutthat;itjustcameintomyhead。Iliketohelpinaworthyobject,youknow。Ihopeyou’llhaveagoodnight’srest。"
Sheturnedandlookedroundwiththeairofdistractionwhichshehadafterspeakingtoanyone,andwhichVerrianfanciedcameasmuchfromapaucityasfromamultiplicityofsuggestioninherbrain,andsolefthimstanding。Butshecamebacktosay,"Ofcourse,it’sallbetweenourselvestillafterto-morrownight,Mr。Verrian。"
"Oh,certainly,"hereplied,andwentvaguelyoffinthedirectionofthebilliard-room。Itwaslightandwarmthere,thoughtheplacewasempty,andhedecideduponacigarasaproximateorimmediatesolution。Hesatsmokingbeforethefiretillthetobacco’ssubstancehadhalfturnedintoawraithofash,andnotreallythinkingofanythingverydefinitely,exceptthequestionwhetherheshouldbeabletosleepafterhewenttobed,whenheheardacreepingsteponthefloor。Heturnedquickly,withacertainexpectanceinhisnerves,andsawnothingmoreghostlythanBushwickstandingatthecornerofthetableandapparentlyhesitatinghowtospeaktohim。
Hesaid,"Hello!"andatthisBushwicksaid:
"Lookhere!"
"Well?"Verrianasked,lookingathim。
"Howdoesithappenyou’reupsolate,aftereverybodyelseiswrappedinslumber?"
"Imightaskthesameofyou。"
"Well,IfoundIwasn’tmakingitacaseofsleep,exactly,andsoIgotup。"
"Well,Ihadn’tgonetobedformuchthesamereason。Whycouldn’tyousleep?Areal-estatebrokeroughttohaveacleanconscience。"
"Sooughtapublisher,forthatmatter。Whatdoyouthinkofthisghost-
dance,anyway?"
"Itmightbeamusing——ifitfails。"Verrianwastemptedtoaddtheconditionbytheopportunityforacynicismwhichhedidnotfeel。Itisoneoftheprivilegesofyouthtobecynical,whetherorno。
Bushwicksatdownbeforethefireandrubbedhisshinswithhistwohandsunrestfully,drawinginalongbreathbetweenhisteeth。"Thesethingsgetontomynervessometimes。Ishouldn’twanttheghost-dancetofail。"
"OnMrs。Westangle’saccount?"
"IguessMrs。Westanglecouldstandit。Lookhere!"Itwasratheracustomaryphraseofhis,Verriannoted。AshenowusedithelookedalertlyroundatVerrian,withhishandsstillonhisshins。"What’stheuseofourbeatingroundthebush?"
Verriandelayedhisanswerlongenoughtodecideagainsttheaimlesspunofasking,"WhatBushwick?"andmerelyasked,"Whatbush?"
"Thebushwherethemilkinthecocoanutgrows。Youdon’tpretendthatyoubelieveMrs。Westanglehasbeengettingupallthesefairystunts?"
Verrianreturnedtohiscigar,fromwhichtheashenwraithdroppedintohislap。"Iguessyou’llhavetobealittleclearer。"ButasBushwickcontinuedsilentlylookingathim,thethingcouldnotbeleftatthispoint,andhewasobligedtoaskofhisowninitiative,"Howmuchdoyouknow?"
Bushwickleanedbackinhischair,withhiseyesstillonVerrian’sprofile。"AsmuchasMissMacroydcouldtellme。"
"Ah,I’mstillinthedark,"Verrianpolitelyregretted,butnotwithatacitwishtowringMissMacroyd’sneck,whichhewouldnothaveknownhowtoaccountfor。
"Well,shesaysthatMrs。Westanglehasaprofessionalassistantwho’sdoingthewholejobforher,andthatshecamedownonthesametrainwithherselfandyou。"
"Didshesaythatshegrabbedthewholevictoriaforherselfandmaidatthestation?"Verriandemanded,inaburstofrage,"andleftustogetherethebestwaywecould?"
Bushwickgrinned。"Shesupposedtherewereothercarriages,andwhenshefoundthereweren’tshehurriedthevictoriabackforyou。"
"Youthinkshebelievesallthat?I’mgladshehasthedecencytobeashamedofherbehavior。"
"I’mnotdefendingher。MissMacroydknowshowtotakecareofherself。"
Thematterratherdroppedforthemoment,inwhichBushwickfilledapipehetookfromhispocketandlightedit。Afterthefirstfewwhiffshetookitfromhismouth,and,withadrolllookacrossatVerrian,said,"Whowasyourfairfriend?"
IfVerrianwasgoingtotalkofthisthing,hewasnotgoingtodoitwiththeburdenofanysortofreserveorcontrivanceonhissoul。"Thisafternoon?"Bushwicknodded;andVerrianadded,"Thatwasshe。"Thenhewenton,wrathfully:"She’sagirlwhohastomakeherliving,andshe’sdoingitinanewwaythatshe’sinventedforherself。Shehassupposedthatthestupidrich,orthelazyrich,whowanttoentertainpeoplemaybewillingtopayforideas,andsheproposestosupplytheideasforamoneyconsideration。She’snotaguestinthehouse,andshewon’ttakeherselfonasocietybasisatall。Idon’tknowwhatherhistoryis,andIdon’tcare。She’saladybytraining,and,ifshehadtheaccent,I
shouldsayshewasfromtheSouth,forshehastheenterpriseoftheSouththatcomesNorthandtriestomakeitsliving。It’sallinexpressiblynoneofmybusiness,butIhappentobeknowingtosomuchofthecase,andifyou’reknowingtoanythingelse,Mr。Bushwick,Iwantyoutogetitstraight。That’swhyI’mtalkingofit,andnotbecauseI
thinkyou’veanyrighttoknowanythingaboutit。"
"Thankyou,"Bushwickreturned,unruffled。"It’saboutwhatMissMacroydtoldme。That’sthereasonIdon’twanttheghost-dancetofail。"
Verriandidnotnoticehim。Hefounditmoreimportanttosay:"She’ssoloyaltoMrs。Westanglethatshewouldn’thavewished,inMrs。
Westangle’sinterest,tohaveherpresence,orheragencyinwhatisgoingon,known;but,ofcourse,ifMrs。Westanglechoosesto,tellit,that’sheraffair。"
"Shewouldhavehadtotellit,soonerorlater,Mrs。Westanglewould;
andsheonlytoldittoMissMacroydthisafternoononcompulsion,afterMissMacroydandIhadseenyouinthewood-road,andMrs。Westanglehadtoaccountfortheyounglady’spresencethereinyourcompany。ThenMissMacroydhadtotellme;butIassureyou,mydearfellow,thematterhasn’tgoneanyfurther。"
"Oh,it’squiteindifferenttome,"Verrianretorted。"I’mnothingbutadispassionatewitnessofthesituation。"
"Ofcourse,"Bushwickassented,andthenheadded,withabonhomiereallysoamiablethatamanwithevenanunreasonablegrudgecouldhardlyresistit,"Ifyoucallitdispassionate。"
Verriancouldnothelplaughing。"Well,passionate,then。Idon’tknowwhyitshouldbesoconfoundedlyvexatious。ButsomehowIwouldhavechosenMissMacroyd——Isshyspeciallydeartoyou?"
"Nottheleast!"
"Iwouldhavechosenherasthelastpersontohavethebusiness,whichissoinexpressiblynoneofmybusiness——"
"Ormine,asIthinkyouremarked,"Bushwickinterposed。
"Comeoutthrough,"Verrianconcluded,acceptinghisinterpositionwithabow。
"Iseewhatyoumean,"Bushwicksaid,afteramoment’sthought。"But,really,Idon’tthinkit’slikelytogofurther。Ifyouwanttoknow,IbelieveMissMacroydfeelsthedistinctionofbeinginthesecretsomuchthatshe’llprefertohintroundtillMrs。Westanglegivesthethingaway。Shehadtotellme,becauseIwastherewithherwhenshesawyouwiththeyounglady,tokeepmefromgoingwithmycuriositytoyou。
Come,Idothinkshe’shonestaboutit。"
"Don’tyouthinkthey’rerathermoredangerouswhenthey’rehonest?"
"Well,onlywhenthey’reobligedtobe。Cheerup!Idon’tbelieveMissMacroydisonetospoilsport。"
"Oh,IthinkIshalllivethroughit,"Verriansaid,ratherstiffeningagain。Butherelaxed,inrisingfromhischair,andsaid,"Well,good-
night,oldfellow。IbelieveIshallgotobednow。"
"Youwon’twaitformetillmypipe’sout?"
"No,Ithinknot。Iseemtobejustmakingit,andifIwaitedImightlosemygrip。"HeofferedBushwickafriendlyhand。
"Doyousupposeit’sbeenmysoothingconversation?I’mliketheactorthatthedoctoradvisedtogoandseehimselfact。Ican’ttalkmyselfsleepy。"
"Youmighttryit,"Verriansaid,goingout。
XVIII。
ThemenwhohadtalkedofgoingawayonThursdayseemedtohavefounditpracticabletostay。Atanyrate,theywereallthereontheSaturdaynightfortheghost-seeing,and,ofcourse,noneofthewomenhadgone。
Whatwasmoreremarkable,inahouseratherfullofgirls,nobodywassick;or,atleast,everybodywaswellenoughtobeatdinner,and,afterdinner,atthedance,whichimpatiently,ifalittleironically,precededthesupernaturalpartoftheevening’samusement。ItwasthedecorumofawomanwhomighthavebeenexpectednottohaveitthatMrs。Westanglehadarrangedthattheevening’samusementshouldnotpasstheboundbetweenSaturdaynightandSundaymorning。Thesupperwastobelater,butthatwaslikeothereatinganddrinkingontheSabbath;anditwastobeacoldsupper。
Athalf-pasttenthedancingstoppedinthefoyerandthedrawing-room,andbyeleventheguestswereallseatedfrontingthecloseddoorsofthelibrary。Therewerenotsomanyofthembutthatinthehandsomespacetherewasintervalenoughtolendadesireddistancetotheapparitions;
andwhenthedoorswereslidasideitwasapplausivelyfoundthattherewasaveilofgauzefallingfromtherooftothefloor,whichpromiseditsaidinheighteningthecomingmystery。Thiswasagainheightenedbytheuniversalignoranceastohowtheapparitionsweretomaketheiradventsandonwhatterms。
ItwaswithanaccessofacertainnervousanxietythatVerrianfoundhimselfnextMissMacroyd,whosefrankgood-fellowshipfirstexpresseditselfinapleasureatthechancewhichhedidnotshare,andthenextendedtoaconfidentialsympathyforthesuccessoftheenterprisewhichhedidnotbelieveshefelt。Shelaughed,but’sottovoce’,inbendingherheadclosetohisandwhispering,"Ihopeshe’llbeequaltoher’miseenscene’。It’sreallyverynice。Sosimple。"Besidesthegauzeveil,therewasnopreparationexceptinthestretchofblackdraperywhichhidthebook-shelvesatthefartherwallofthelibrary。
"Mrs。Westangle’snoteisalwayssimplicity,"Verrianreturned。
"Ohyes,indeed!AndyouwishtokeepuptheWestangleconvention?"
"Idon’tseeanyreasonfordroppingit。"
"Oh,noneintheworld,"shemocked。
Hedeterminedtopushher,sinceshehadtriedtopushhim,andheasked,"Whatreasoncouldtherebe?"
"Now,Mr。Verrian,askingawomanforareason!Ishallbegintothinksomeoneelsewroteyourbook,too!Perhapsshe’lltakeupsupplyingideastoauthorsaswellashostesses。Ofcourse,ImeanMrs。
Westangle。"
VerrianwishedhehadnottriedtopushMissMacroyd,andhewasstillgrindinghisteethinavainendeavortogetoutsomefitretortbetweenthem,whenhesawBushwickshufflingtohisfeet,inthefrontrowofthespectators,andheardhimbeginningasortofspeech。
"Ladiesandgentlemen:Mrs。Westanglehaschosenme,becauseareal-
estatebrokerissometimesanauctioneer,andmaybesupposedtohavethegiftoforatory,tomakeknowntheconditionsonwhichyoumayinterviewtheghostswhichyouaregoingtosee。Anybodymaydoitwhowillcomplywiththeconditions。Inthefirstplace,youhavegottobeserious,andtothinkupsomethingthatyouwouldreallyliketoknowaboutyourpast,present,orfuture。Remember,thisisnojokingmatter,andtheonlydifferencebetweentheghostthatyouwillseehereandarealmaterializationunderprofessionalauspicesisthattheghostwon’tchargeyouanything。Ofcourse,ifanyladyorgentleman——especiallylady——wishestocontributetoanycharitableobject,afterasatisfactoryinterviewwiththeghost,ahatwillbefoundatthehall-doorforthepurpose,andMrs。Westanglewillchoosetheobject:Ihaveputinaspecialpleaformyownfirm,ataseasonwhenthereal-estatebusinessisnotatitsbest。"BythistimeBushwickhadhisaudiencelaughing,perhapsthemoreeasilybecausetheywereallmoreorlessinahystericalmood,which,whetherweownitornot,isalwaysinducedbyanapproximationtothesupernatural。Hefrownedandsaid,"NOlaughing!"
andthentheylaughedthemore。Whenhehadwaitedforthemtobequiethewentongravely,"Theconditionsaresimplythese:Eachpersonwhochoosesmayinterviewtheghost,keepingarespectfuldistance,butnotsofaroffbutthattheghostcandistinctlyhearastagewhisper。Thequestionputmustbeseriouslymeant,anditmustbethequestionwhichthequestionerwouldprefertohaveansweredaboveeverythingelseatthetimebeing。Certainquestionswillbeabsolutelyruledout,suchas,’DoesMarialoveme?’or,’HasReubeneverbeenengagedbefore?’Thelaughterinterruptedthespeakeragain,andVerrianhunghisheadinrageandshame;thisstupidasswasspoilingthehopeofanythingbeautifulinthespectacleandturningitintoagrossburlesque。Somehowhefeltthatthegirlwhohadinventedithadmeant,inthelastanalysis,somethingserious,anditwasinherbehalfthathewouldhavelikedtochokeBushwick。AllthetimehebelievedthatMissMacroyd,whoselaughsoundedabovetheothers,wassomehowenjoyinghisindignationanddiviningitsreason。
"Otherquestions,touchingintemperanceordivorce,thequestionerwillfeelmustnotbeasked;thoughitisn’tnecessarytomorethansuggestthis,Ihope;itwillbeleftentirelytothegoodtasteandgoodfeelingofthe——party。WeallknowwhatthetemptationsofSouthDakotaandtherumfiendare,andthattoerrishuman,andforgivedivine。"Hepaused,havingfailedtogetalaugh,butgotitbyasking,confidentially,"WherewasI?Oh!"——hecaughthimselfup——"Iremember。Thoseofyouwhoareinthehabitofseeingghostsneednotbetoldthataghostneverspeaksfirst;andthosewhohavenevermetanapparitionbefore,butareinthehabitofgoingtothetheatre,willrecallthefactthatinW。
Shakespeare’sbeautifulplayof’Hamlet’theplaycouldnothavegoneonafterthefirstsceneifHoratiohadnotspokentotheghostofHamlet’sfatherandtakenthechancesofbeingsnubbed。Heretherearenochancesofthatkind;thechancesarethatyou’llwishtheghosthadnotbeenentreated:Ithinkthatisthephrase。"
InthelaughthatfollowedagirlonMissMacroyd’sotherhandaudiblyaskedher,"Oh,isn’thetoofunny?"
"Delicious!"MissMacroydagreed。Verrianfeltshesaidittovexhim,。
"Now,there’sjustoneotherpoint,"Bushwickresumed,"andthenIhavedone。Onlyonequestioncanbeallowedtoeachperson,butifthequestionerisaladyshecanaskaquestionandahalf,providedsheisnotsatisfiedwiththeanswer。Inthiscase,however,shewillonlygethalfananswer。NowIhavedone,andifmyargumentshaveconvincedanyonewithinthesoundofmyvoicethatourghostreallymeansbusiness,Ishallfeelfullyrepaidforthepainsandexpenseofgettingupthesefewimprompturemarks,towhichIhaveendeavoredtogiveahumorouscharacter,inorderthatyoumayalllaughyourlaughout,andnounseemlymirthmayinterruptthesubsequentproceedings。Wewillnowhavealittlemusic,andthosewhocanrecallmywordswillbeallowedtosingthem。"
Inthegigglingandchatterwhichensuedthechordssoftlyplayedpassedintoearsthatmightaswellhavebeendeaf;butatlasttherewasageneralquiescenceofexpectation,inwhicheveryone’seyeswerestrainedtopiercethroughthegauzecurtaintothesombredraperybeyond。Thewaitwassolongthatthetensionrelaxedandawhisperingbegan,andVerrianfeltasicknessofpityforthegirlwhowasprobablygoingtomakeafailureofit。Heaskedhimselfwhatcouldhavehappenedtoher。Hadshelostcourage?Orhadherphysicalstrength,notyetfullyrenewed,givenwayunderthestress?Orhadshe,insheerdisgustfortheturntheaffairhadbeengivenbythatbruteBushwick,thrownupthewholebusiness?HelookedroundforMrs。Westangle;shewasnotthere;heconjectured——hecouldonlyconjecture——thatshewasabsentconferringwithMissShirleyandtryingtosavetheday。
Along,deeplysighed"Oh-h-h-h!"shudderingfrommanylipsmadehimturnabruptly,andhesaw,glimmeringagainstthepallatthebottomofthedarkenedlibrary,afigurevaguelywhite,inwhichherecognizedapose,agesturefamiliartohim。FortheothersthefigurewasIt,butforhimitwaspreciouslyShe。Itwasshe,andshewasgoingtocarryitthrough;shewasgoingtotriumph,andnotfail。Alumpcameintohis96
throat,andamistblurredhiseyes,which,whenitclearedagain,lefthimstaringatnothing。
Agirl’syoungvoiceutteredthecommonfeeling,"Why,isthatall?"
"Itis,tillsomeoneaskstheghostaquestion;thenitwillreappear,"
Bushwickrosetosay。"WillMissAndrewskindlystepforwardandaskthequestionnearestherheart?"
"Ohno!"thegirlanswered,withasinceritythatleftnoonequitefreetolaugh。
"Someotherlady,then?"Bushwicksuggested。Noonemoved,andheadded,"Thisisadifficultywhichhadbeenforeseen。Somegentlemanwillstepforwardandputthequestionnexthisheart。"Againnooneofferedtogoforward,andtherewassomemutedlaughter,whichBushwickchecked。
"Thisdifficultyhadbeenforeseen,too。IseethatIshallhavetomakethefirstmove,andallthatIshallrequireoftheaudienceisthatI
shallnotbesupposedtobeincollusionwiththeillusion。Ihopethataftermyexperience,whateveritis,someyoungwomanofcouragewillfollow。"
Hepassedintothefoyer,andfromthatcameintothelibrary,whereheshowedagainstthedarkbackgroundinanattitudeofentreatyslightlyburlesqued。Theghostreappeared。
"ShallImarrythewomanIamthinkingof?"heasked。
Thephantomseemedtohesitate;itwaveredlikeapalereflectioncastagainstthepall。Then,inthetoneswhichVerrianknew,theanswercame:
"Askher。Shewilltellyou。"
Thephantomhadscoredahit,andtheapplausewassilencedwithdifficulty;butVerrianfeltthatMissShirleyhadlostground。Itcouldnothavebeenfortheeasyclevernessofsucharetortthatshehadplannedtheaffair。Yet,whynot?Hewastakingittooseriously。Itwasmerelybusinesswithher。
"AndIhaven’teventherighttohalfaquestionmore!"Bushwicklamented,inadramatizeddejection,andcrossedslowlybackfromthelibrarytohisplace。
"Why,haven’tyougotenough?"oneofthemenasked,amidstthegayclamorofthewomen。
Theghostwasgoneagain,anditsevanescencewasdiscussedwithreadywonder。Anotherofthemenwentroundtotempthisfate,andthephantomsuddenlyreappearedsonearhimthathegotalaughbyhisstartofdismay。"IforgotwhatIwasgoingtoask,hefaltered。
"Iknowwhatitwas,"theapparitionanswered。"Youhadbettersell。"
"Buttheysayitwillgotoahundred!"themanprotested。
"Noback——talk,Rogers!"Bushwickinterposed。"Thatwastheunderstanding。
"Butwedidn’tunderstand,"oneofthegirlssaid,comingtotherescue,"thattheghostwasgoingtoanswerquestionsthatwerenotasked。Thatwouldgiveusallaway。"
"Thentheonlythingisforyoutogoandaskbeforeitgetsachancetoanswer,"Bushwicksaid。
"Well,Iwill,"thegirlreturned。Andshesweptroundintothelibrary,wheresheencounteredthephantomwithalittlewhoopasitstartedintosightbeforeher。"I’mnotgoingtobescaredoutofit!"shesaid,defiantly。"It’ssimplythis:DidthepersonIsuspectreallytakethering。"
Theanswercame,"Lookonthefloorunderyourdressing-table!"
"Well,ifIfinditthere,"thegirladdressedthecompany,"I’maspiritualistfromthistimeforth。"Andshecamebacktoherplace,wheresheremainedforsometimeexplainingtothosenearhowshehadlatelylostherringandsuspectedhermaid,whomshehaddismissed。
Uponthewhole,theeffectwasserious。Thewomen,havingoncestarted,needednomoreurging。Oneafteranothertheyconfrontedandquestionedtheoraclewithincreasingsincerity。
MissMacroydaskedVerrian,"Hadn’tyoubettertakeyourchanceandstopthisflowoffatuity,Mr。Verrian?"
"I’mafraidIshouldbefatuous,too,"hesaid。"Butyou?"
"Oh,thankyou,Idon’tbelieveinghosts,thoughthisseemstobeaveryprettyone——verygraceful,Imean。Isupposeagracefulwomanwouldbegracefulevenwhenadisembodiedspirit。Ishouldthinkshewouldbegettingalittletriedwithallthisquestioning;butperhapswe’reonlyreadingthefatigueintoher。Theghostmaybemerelyoverdone。"
"Itmighteasilybethat,"Verrianassented。
"Oh,mayIaskitsomethingnow?"agirl’svoiceappealedtoBushwick。
ItwasthevoiceofthatMissAndrewswhohadspokenfirst,andfirstrefusedtoquestiontheghost。ShewastheyoungestofMrs。Westangle’sguests,andVerrianhadlikedher,withasenseofsomethingpreciousintheprolongationofachild’sunconsciousnessintotheconsciousnessofgirlhoodwhichhefoundinher。Shewasalwayslikelierthannottosaythethingshethoughtandfelt,whetheritwassillyandabsurd,orwhether,asalsohappened,therewasatouchofinspiredsignificanceinit,asthereisapttobeinthetalkofchildren。Shewaslaughedat,butshewasliked,andthefreshnessofhersoulwaspleasanttothegirlswhowereputtingontheworldashardastheycould。Shecouldbetrustedtodoandsaytheunexpected。Butshewasconsideredalittlemorbid,andcertainlyshehadanexaltationofthenervesthatwasattimesalmostbeyondhercontrol。
"Oh,dear!"MissMacroydwhispered。"Whatisthatstrangesimpletongoingtodo,Iwonder?"
Verriandidnotfeelobligedtoansweraquestionnotaddressedtohim,buthe,too,wonderedanddoubted。
Thegirl,havinggothercouragetogether,flutteredwithitfromherplaceroundtotheghost’sinahastethatexpressedafearthatitmightescapeherifshedelayedtoputittothetest。Thephantomwasalreadythere,asifithadwaitedherinthecuriositythatfollowedher。Theyweretakingeachotherseriously,thegirlandtheghost,andiftheghosthadbeenaveridicalphantom,inwhichshecouldhavebelievedwithherwholesoul,thegirlcouldnothaveentreateditmoreearnestly,moresimply。
Shebentforward,inherslim,tallfigure,withherhandsoutstretched,andwithhertendervoicebreakingattimesinherentreaty。"Oh,I
don’tknowhowtobegin,"shesaid,quiteasifsheandthephantomwerealonetogether,andshehadforgottenitssupernaturalawfulnessinasenseofitshumanquality。"Butyouwillunderstand,won’tyou!You’llthinkitverystrange,anditisveryunliketheothers;butifI’mgoingtobeserious——"
Thewhitefigurestoodmotionless;butVerrianinterpreteditsquietasakindlyintelligence,andthegirlmadeafreshstartinanotealittlemorepiteousthanbefore。"It’saboutthe——thetruth。Doyouthinkifsometimeswedon’ttellitexactly,butwewishwehadvery,verymuch,itwillcomeroundsomehowthesameasifwehadtoldit?"
"Idon’tunderstand,"thephantomanswered。"Sayitagain——ordifferently。"
"Canourrepentanceundoit,ormakethefalsehoodoverintothetruth?"
"Never!"theghostanswered,withapassionthatthrilledtoVerrian’sheart。
"Oh,dear!"thegirlsaid;andthen,asifshehadbeengoingtocontinue,shestopped。
"You’vestillgotyourhalf-question,MissAndrews,"Bushwickinterposed。
"Evenifwedidn’tmeanittodeceiveharmfully?"thegirlpursued。
"Ifitwasjustonimpulse,somethingwecouldn’tseemtohelp,andwedidn’tseeitinitstruelightatthetime——"
Theghostmadenoanswer。Itstoodmotionless。
"Itisoffended,"Bushwicksaid,withoutknowingtheShakespearianwords。
"You’veaskeditthreetimeshalfaquestion,MissAndrews。Now,Mr。
Verrian,it’syourturn。Youcanaskitjustone-quarterofaquestion。
MissAndrewshasuseduptherestofyourshare。"
Verrianroseawkwardlyandstoodalongmomentbeforehischair。Thenhedroppedbackagain,saying,dryly,"Idon’tthinkIwanttoaskitanything。"
Thephantomsankstraightdownasifsinkingthroughthefloor,butlaytherelikeawhiteshawltrailedalongthebottomofthedarkcurtain。
"Andisthatall?"MissMacroydaskedVerrian。"Iwasjustgettingupmycouragetogoforward。Butnow,Isuppose——"
"Oh,dear!"MissAndrewscalledout。"Perhapsit’sfainted。Hadn’twebetter——"
Therewereformlesscriesfromthewomen,andthemenmadeacrookedrushforward,inwhichVerriandidnotjoin。Heremainedwherehehadrisen,withMissMacroydbesidehim。
"Perhapsit’sonlyacoupdetheatre!"shesaid,withherlaugh。"Betterwait。"
Bushwickwasgatheringtheprostratefigureup。"Shehasfainted!"hecalled。"Getsomewater,somebody!"
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