首页 >出版文学> Fennel and Rue>第2章

第2章

  Shesmiledstill。"Sickpeopleareterribly,egotistical,andIsupposeit’smyconceitofhavingbeenthecentreoftheuniversesolatelythatmakesmementionit。"Andhereshelaughedalittleatherself,showingacharminglittlepeculiarityinthecatchofherupperliponherteeth。
  "Butthisisdivine——thisairandthissight。"Sheputherheadoutofhersideofthecarryall,anddranktheminwithherlungsandeyes。
  Whensheleanedbackagainontheseatshesaid,"Ican’tgetenoughofit。"
  "Butisn’tthisoldrattletraprathertooroughforyou?"heasked。
  "Ohno,"shesaid,visitinghimwithafurtiveturnofhereyes。"It’squiteideallywhatinvalidsineasycircumstancesareadvisedtotakecarriageexercise。"
  "Yes,it’scertainlycarriageexercise,"Verrianadmittedinthesamespirit,ifitwasadrollingspirit。Hecouldnothelpbeingamusedbythesituationinwhichtheyhadbeenbroughttogether,throughthevigorouspromptitudeofMissMacroydinmakingthevictoriaherown,andtheeasyindifferenceofMrs。Westangleastohowtheyshouldgettoherhouse。Ifhehadbeenalonehemighthavefelttheindifferenceasaslight,butasitwashefeltitratherafavor。IfMissShirleywasfeelingitaslight,shewastoosecretortoosweettoletitbeknown,andhethoughtthatwasniceofher。Still,hebelievedhemightrecognizethefactwithoutdeepeningapossiblehurtofhers,andheadded,withnoapparentrelevance,"IfMrs。Westanglewasnotlookingforusonthistrain,shewillfindthatitistheunexpectedwhichhappens。"
  "Wearecertainlygoingtohappen,"thegirlsaid,withanacceptanceofthepluralwhichdeepenedtheintimacyofthesituation,andwhichwasnotdispleasingtoVerrianwhensheadded,"Ifourfriend’svehicleholdsout。"Thensheturnedherfacefulluponhim,withwhataffectedhimasaustereresolution,incontinuing,"ButIcan’tletyousupposethatyou’reconveyingasocietyperson,orsomethingofthatsort,toMrs。
  Westangle’s。"Hisownfaceexpressedhismystification,andsheconcluded,"I’msimplygoingtheretobeginmywork。"
  Hesmiledprovisionallyintemporizingwiththeriddle。"Youwomenarewonderful,nowadays,fortheworkyoudo。"
  "Oh,but,"sheprotested,nervously,anxiously,"itisn’tgoodworkthatI’mgoingtodo——Iunderstandwhatyoumean——it’sworkforaliving。
  I’venobusinesstobearrivingwithaninvitedguest,butitseemedtobeaquestionofarrivingornotatthetimewhenIwasdue。"
  IX。
  Verrianstaredathernowfromavisagethatwasanentireblank,thoughbehinditconjecturewasbusy,andhewasaskinghimselfwhetherhiscompanionwassomenewkindofhair-dresser,oruncommonlycultivatedmanicure,oranurserygovernessobeyingahurrycalltotakeaplaceinMrs。Westangle’shousehold,orsomesortofamateurhousekeeperarrivingtosupplantaprofessional。Buthesaidnothing。
  MissShirleysaid,withadistresswhichwasgenuine,thoughheperceivedatraceofamusementinit,too,"IseethatIwillhavetogoon。"
  "Oh,do!"hemadeouttoutter。
  "IamgoingtoMrs。Westangle’sasasortofmistressoftherevels。Thebusinessissonewthatithasn’tgotitsnameyet,butifIfailitwon’tneedany。IinventeditonahintIgotfromagirlwhoundertakesthefloraldecorationsforparties。Ididn’tseewhysomeoneshouldn’tfurnishsuggestionsforamusements,aswellasflowers。Iwasalwaysratherluckyatthatinmyownfam——atmyfather’s——"Shepulledherselfsharplyup,asifdangerlaythatway。"IgotanintroductiontoMrs。
  Westangle,andshe’stoletmetry。Iamgoingtohersimplyaspartofthecatering,andI’mnottohaveanyrecognitioninthehospitalities。
  Soitwasn’tnecessaryforhertosendformeatthestation,exceptasameansofhavingmeonthegroundingoodseason。Ihavetothankyouforthat,and——Ithankyou。"Sheendedinasigh。
  "It’sveryinteresting,"Verriansaid,andhehopedhewasnotsayingitinanyignobleway。
  Hewasverypresentlytolearn。Roundaturnoftheroadtherecamealivelyclackingofhorses’shoesonthehardtrack,withthemutedrumbleofrubber-tiredwheels,andMrs。Westangle’svictoriadashedintoview。
  ThecoachmanhadmadeasignaltoVerrian’sdriver,andthevehiclesstoppedsidebyside。Thefootmaninstantlycametothedoorofthecarryall,touchinghishattoVerrian。
  "GoingtoMrs。Westangle’s,sir?"
  "Yes。"
  "Mrs。Westangle’scarriage。Goingtothestationforyou,sir。"
  "MissShirley,"Verriansaid,"willyouchange?"
  "Ohno,"sheanswered,quickly,"it’sbetterformetogoonasIam。
  Butthecarriagewassentforyou。Youmust——"
  Verrianinterruptedtoaskthefootman,"HowfarisityettoMrs。
  Westangle’s?"
  "Aboutamile,sir。"
  "IthinkIwon’tchangeforsuchashortdistance。I’llkeeponasI
  am,"Verriansaid,andheletthegoatskin,whichhehadhalfliftedtofreeMissShirleyfordismounting,fallbackagain。"Goahead,driver。"
  Shehadbeenmakingseveralgaspingeffortsatspeech,accompaniedwithentreatingandprotestingglancesatVerrianinthecourseofhisbriefcolloquywiththefootman。Now,asthecarryalllurchedforwardagain,andthevictoriawheeledandpassedthemonitswayback,shecaughtherhandkerchieftoherface,andtoVerrian’sdismaysobbedintoit。Helethercry,ashemust,inthedistressfulsilencewhichhecouldnotbethefirsttobreak。Besides,hedidnotknowhowshewastakingitalltillshesuddenlywiththrewherhandkerchiefandpulleddownherveil。Thenshespokethreeheart-brokenwords,"Howcouldyou!"andhedivinedthathemusthavedonewrong。
  "WhatoughtItohavedone?"heasked,withsullenhumility。
  "Yououghttohavetakenthevictoria。"
  "HowcouldI?"
  "Yououghttohavedoneit。"
  "Ithinkyououghttohavedoneityourself,MissShirley,"Verriansaid,feelinglikethewormthatturns。Headded,lessresentfully,"Weoughtbothtohavetakenit。"
  "No,Mrs。Westanglemighthavefelt,veryproperly,thatitwaspresumptuousinme,whetherIcamealoneinitorwithyou。Nowweshallarrivetogetherinthisthing,andshewillbemortifiedforyouandvexedwithme。Shewillblamemeforit,andshewillberight,foritwouldhavebeenverywellformetodriveupinashabbystationcarryall;butaninvitedguest——"
  "No,indeed,sheshallnotblameyou,MissShirley。Iwillmakeapointoftakingthewholeresponsibility。Iwilltellher——"
  "Mr。Merriam!"shecried,inanguish。"Willyoupleasedonothingofthekind?Doyouwanttomakebadworse?Leavetheexplainingaltogethertome,please。Willyoupromisethat?"
  "Iwillpromisethat——oranything——ifyouinsist,"Verriansulked。
  Sheinstantlyrelentedalittle。"Youmustn’tthinkmeunreasonable。
  ButIwasdeterminedtocarrymyundertakingthroughonbusinessprinciples,andyouhavespoiledmychance——Iknowyoumeantitkindlyor,ifnotspoiled,madeitmoredifficult。Don’tthinkmeungrateful。
  Mr。Merriam——"
  "Mynameisn’tMerriam,"heresented,atlast,amisnomerwhichhadannoyedhimfromthefirst。
  "Oh,Iamsoglad!Don’ttellmewhatitis!"shesaid,givingalaughwhichhadtogoonalittlebeforeherecognizedthehystericalqualityinit。Whenshecouldcheckitsheexplained:"Nowwearenotevenacquainted,andIcanthankastrangerforthekindnessyouhaveshownme。Iamtrulygrateful。Willyoudomeanotherfavor?"
  "Yes,"Verrianassented;buthethoughthehadarighttoask,asthoughhehadnotpromised,"Whatisit?"
  "NottospeakofmetoMrs。Westangleunlessshespeaksofmefirst。"
  "That’ssimple。Idon’tknowthatIshouldhaveanyrighttospeakofyou。"
  "Ohyes,youwould。Shewillexpectyou,perhaps,tolaughaboutthelittleadventure,andIwouldrathershebeganthelaughingyouhavebeensogood。"
  "Allright。Butwouldn’tmysilencemakeitrathermoreawkward?"
  "Iwilltakecareoftheawkwardness,thankyou。Andyoupromise?"
  "Yes,Ipromise。"
  "Thatisverygoodofyou。"Sheputherhandimpulsivelyacrossthegoat-skin,andgavehis,withwhichhetookitinsomesurprise,aquickclasp。Thentheywerebothsilent,andtheygotoutofthecarryallunderMrs。Westangle’sporte-cocherewithouthavingexchangedanotherword。MissShirleydidnotbowtohimorlookathiminparting。
  X。
  Verriankeptseeingbeforehisinnereyesthethinfaceofthegirl,dimmedratherthanlightedwithhersickyes。Whensheshouldbestronger,theremightbeapaleflushinit,likesunsetonsnow,butVerrianhadtoimaginethat。Hedidnotfinditdifficulttoimaginemanythingsaboutthegirl,whom,inanothermood,amorejudicialmood,hemighthaveaccusedofprovokinghimtoimaginethem。Asitwas,hecouldnothelpnotingtothatsecondselfwhichweallhaveaboutus,thatherconfidences,suchastheywere,hadperhapsbeentoovoluntary;
  certainlytheyhadnotbeenquiteobligatory,andtheycouldnotbequiteaccountedfor,exceptuponthetheoryofnervesnotyetperfectlyunderhercontrol。Tobesure,girlssaidallsortsofthingstoone,ignorantlyandinnocently;butshedidnotseemthekindofgirlwho,indifferentcircumstances,wouldhavesaidanythingthatshedidnotchooseorthatshedidnotmeantosay。Shehadbeensurprisinglyfrank,andyet,atheart,Verrianwouldhavethoughtshewasaveryreticentpersonorasecretperson——thatis,mentallyfrankandsentimentallysecret;
  possiblyshewaslikemostwomeninthat。Whathewassureofwasthatthevisualimpressionofherwhichhehadreceivedmusthavebeenveryvividtolastsolonginhisconsciousness;allthroughhispreparationsforgoingdowntoafternoonteaherfaceremainedsubjectivelybeforehim,andwhenhewentdownandfoundhimselfpartofalaughingandchatteringcompanyinthelibraryhestillfoundit,inhisinnersense,here,there,andyonder。
  HewasawareofsufferingalittledisappointmentinMrs。Westangle’sentirefailuretomentionMissShirley,thoughhewasawarethathisdisappointmentwasaltogetherunreasonable,andhemorereasonablydecidedthatifsheknewanythingofhisarrival,ortheformofit,shehadtoomuchofthemakingofagrandedametoberecognizantofit。Hedidnotknowfromherwhethershehadmeanttosendforhimatthestationornot,orwhethershehadsenthercarriagebackforhimwhenhedidnotarriveinitatfirst。Nothingwasleftinhermannerofsuchslightspecializationasshehadthrownintoitwhen,attheMacroyds’,sheaskedhimdowntoherhouseparty;sheseemed,iftherewereanydifference,tohaveacquiredanadditionalignoranceofwhoandwhathewas,thoughshetwitteredandflitteredupclosetohiselbow,afterhisimpersonalwelcome,andaskedhimifshemightintroducehimtotheyoungladywhowaspouringteaforher,andwho,afterthebriefdramanecessaryforpossessinghimofacupofit,appearedtohavenomoreuseforhimthanMrs。Westangleherselfhad。Thereweremoreyoungmenthanyoungwomenintheroom,butheimaginedtheusualsuperabundanceofgirlhoodtemporarilyabsentforrepairofthefatiguesofthejourney。
  Everygirlintheroomhadatleastonemantalkingtoher,andthegirlwhowaspouringteahadoneoneachsideofherandwastryingtofixthembothwithaneyeliftedtowardseach,whileshestruggledtokeepherunitedgazewatchfullyuponthetea-urnandthosewhocameupwithcupstobefilledorrefilled。
  Verrianthoughthisfellow-guestswereallamiableenoughlooking,thoughhemadehisreflectionthattheydidnotlook,anyofthem,asiftheywouldsettheSoundonfire;andagainhemissedthecompanionofhisarrival。
  Afterhehadgothiscupoftea,hestoodsippingitwithahomelessairwhichhetriedtoconceal,andcastafurtiveeyeroundtheroomtillitresteduponthelaughingfaceofMissMacroyd。Ayoungmanwastakingawayherteacup,andVerrianatoncewentupandseizedhisplace。
  "Howdidyougethere?"sheasked,rathershamelessly,sinceshehadkepthimfromcominginthevictoria,butamusingly,sincesheseemedtoseeitasajoke,ifshesawitatall。
  "Iwalked,"heanswered。
  "Truly?"
  "No,nottruly。"
  "But,truly,howdidyou?BecauseIsentthecarriagebackforyou。"
  "Thatwasverythoughtfulofyou。ButIfoundadelightfulpublicvehiclebehindthestation,andIcameinthat。I’msogladtoknowthatitwasn’tMrs。Westanglewhohadthetroubleofsendingthecarriagebackforme。"
  MissMacroydlaughedandlaughedathisresentment。"Butsurelyyoumetitontheway?Igavethemanadescriptionofyou。Didn’thestopforyou?"
  "Ohyes,butIwastooproudtochangebythattime。OrperhapsIhatedthetrouble。"
  MissMacroydlaughedthemore;thenshepurposelydarkenedhercountenancesoastosuitittoherlugubriouswhisper,"Howdidshegethere?"
  "Whatshe?"
  "Themysteriousfugitive。Wasn’tshecominghere,afterall?"
  "Afterallyourtroubleinsupposingso?"Verrianreflectedamoment,andthenhesaid,deliberately,"Idon’tknow。"
  MissMacroydwasnotgoingtolethimofflikethat。"Youdon’tknowhowshecame,oryoudon’tknowwhethershewascoming?"
  "Ididn’tsay。"
  Herlaughresoundedagain。"Nowyouaretryingtobewicked,andthatisverywrongforanovelist。"
  "ButwhatobjectcouldIhaveinconcealingthefactfromyou,MissMacroyd?"heentreated,withmockearnestness。
  "ThatiswhatIwanttofindout。"
  "Whatareyoutwolaughingsoabout?"thevoiceofMrs。WestangletwitteredatVerrian’selbow,and,lookingdown,hefoundheralmosttouchingit。Shehadaverylong,narrowneck,and,sinceitwaslongandnarrow,shehadthegoodsensenottopalliatethefactortrytodresstheeffectofitoutofsight。Shetookherneckinbothhands,asitwere,andputitmoreonshow,sothatyouhadreallytolikeit。Nowitliftedherface,thoughshewasnotatallperson,welltowardsthelevelofhis;tobesure,hewashimselfonlyofthemiddleheightofmen,thoughanaquilineprofilehelpedhimup。
  Hestirredtheteawhichhehadceasedtodrink,andsaid,"Iwasn’t’laughingsoabout,’Mrs。Westangle。ItwasMissMacroyd。"
  "AndIwaslaughingsoaboutamysteriousstrangerthatcameuponthetrainwithusandgotoutatyourstation。"
  "AndIwastryingtomakeoutwhatwassofunnyinamysteriousstranger,oreveninhergettingoutatyourstation。"
  Mrs。Westanglewasnotinterestedinthecase,orelseshefailedtoseizethejoke。Atanyrate,sheturnedfromthemwithoutfurtherquestionandwentawaytoanotherpartoftheroom,whereshesemi-
  attachedherselfinlikemannertoanothercouple,andagainleftitforstillanother。Thiswaspossiblyherideaoflookingafterherguests;
  butwhenshehadlookedafterthemalittlelongerinthatwayshelefttheroomandletthemlookafterthemselvestilldinner。
  "Come,Mr。Verrian,"MissMacroydresumed,"whatisthesecret?I’llnevertellifyoutellme。"
  "Youwon’tifIdon’t。"
  "Nowyouarebecomingmerelytrivial。Youareceasingeventobeprovoking。"MissMacroyd,intokenofherdispleasure,laughednolonger。
  "AmI?"hequestioned;thoughtfully。"Well,then,Iamtemptedtoactuponimpulse。"
  "Oh,doactuponimpulseforonce,"sheurged。I’msureyou’llenjoyit。"
  "DoyoumeanthatI’mneverimpulsive?"
  "Idon’tthinkyoulookit。"
  "IfyouhadseenmeanhouragoyouwouldhavesaidIwasveryimpulsive。
  IthinkImayhaveexhaustedmyselfinthatdirection,however。Ifeeltheimpulsefailingmenow。"
  XI。
  Hisimpulsereallyhadfailedhim。IthadbeentotellMissMacroydabouthisadventureandfranklytrustherwithit。Hehadlikedheratseveralformermeetingsratherincreasingly,becauseshehadseemedopenandhonestbeyondthemostofwomen,butherpiggishbehavioratthestationhadbeenrathertooopenandhonest,andthesenseofthisnowopportunelyintervenedbetweenhimandthefollyhewasabouttocommit。
  Besides,hehadnorighttogiveMissShirley’spartinhisadventureaway,and,sincetheaffairwasmorevitallyhersthanhis,totakeitatalloutofherhands。Theearly-fallingduskhadfavoredanunnoticedadventforthem,andtherewereotherchancesthathadhelpedkeepunknowntheirarrivaltogetheratMrs。Westangle’sinthatsqualidcarryall,suchasMissShirley’shavingmanagedinstantlytoslipindoorsbeforethemancameoutforVerrian’ssuit-case,andofherhavinggottoherownappointedplacelongbeforetherewasanydescentofthecompanytotheafternoontea。
  Itwasnotforhimnowtoundoallthatandbeginthelaughingattheaffair,whichshehadpatheticallyintimatedthatshewouldrathersomeoneelseshouldbegin。Herecoiledfromhisimprudencewithashock,buthehadthepleasureofhavingmystifiedMissMacroyd。Hefeltdismissalintherovingeyewhichshecastfromhimroundtheroom,andhewillinglyletanotheryoungmanreplacehimatherside。
  Yethewasnotaltogethersatisfied。Acertainmeanerselfthattherewasinhimwasnotpleasedwithhisrelegationevenmerelyinhisownconsciousnesstothechampionshipofagirlwhowasgoingtomakeherlivinginasortofmenialway。Ithadbetterbeownedforhimthat,inhisvisionsofliteraryglory,hehadfiguredinsocialtriumphswhich,thoughvague,wereresplendentwiththeglitterofsmartcircles。Hehadbeensoignorantofsuchcirclesastosupposetheywouldhavesomeuseforhimasabrilliantyoungauthor;andthoughhewasoutwearingthisillusion,hestillwouldnothavelikedagirllikeJuliaMacroyd,whosefamily,ifnotsmart,wasatleastchic,toknowthathehadcometothehousewithaprofessionalmistressoftherevels,untilMissShirleyshouldhaveapprovedherselfchic,too。Thenotionofsuchanemploymentasherswasinitselfchic,butthegirlwasmerelyapaidpartoftheentertainment,asyet,andhadnotrisenabovethehirelingstatus。Ifshehadsunktothatlevelfromahigherrankitwouldbeallright,buttherewasnoevidencethatshehadeverbeensmart。Verrianwould,therefore,rathernotbemixedupwithher——atanyrate,intheimaginationofagirllikeJuliaMacroyd;andashelefthersidehedrewalongbreathofreliefandwentandputdownhisteacupwherehehadgotit。
  Bythistimethegirlwhowas"pouring"hadexhaustedoneofthetwooriginalguardsonwhomshehadbeendividinghervision,andVerrianmadeapretence,whichshefavored,thathehadcomeuptopushthemanaway。Themangracefullysubmittedtobedislodged,andVerrianremainedintheenjoymentofoneofthegirl’sdistortedeyestill,yetanothermancomingup,sheabruptlygotridofVerrianbypresentinghimtoyetanothergirl。Insuchmanoeuvresthehourofafternoonteawillpass;
  andthetimereallyworeontillitwastimetodressfordinner。
  Bythetimethattheguestscamedowntodinnertheywereallabletoparticipateintheexchangeofthediscoverywhicheachhadmade,thatitwassnowingoutdoors,andtheykeptthisgoingtillonegirlhadthegood-lucktosay,"Idon’tseeanythingsoastonishinginthatatthistimeofyear。Now,ifitwassnowingindoors,itwouldbedifferent。"
  Thisrelievedthetensioninagenerallaugh,andayoungmantriedtocontributefurthertothegayetybydeclaringthatitwouldnotbesurprisingtohaveitsnowin-doors。Hehadonceseenthethingdoneinacrowdedhall,onenight,whensomebodyputupawindow,andthefreezingcurrentofaircongealedtherespirationofthecrowd,whichcamedowninalightfallofsnow-flakes。HeownedthatitwasinBoston。
  "Oh,thatexcusesit,then,"MissMacroydsaid。Butshelostthelaughwhichwasherdueintherushwhichsomeoftheothersmadetoopenawindowandseewhetheritcouldbemadetosnowin-doorsthere。
  "Oh,itisn’tcrowdedenoughhere,"theyoungmanexplainedwhohadallegedthescientificmarvel。
  "Anditisn’tBoston,"MissMacroydtriedagainonthesamestring,andthistimeshegotherlaugh。
  Thegirlwhohadfirstspokenremained,attheriskofpneumonia,withherarmprettilyliftedagainsttheopensash,foramomentpeeringout,andthenreported,indashingitdownwithashiver,"Itseemstobeaverysoftsnow。"
  "Thenitwillberainbymorning,"anotherpredicted,andthegirltriedhardtothinkofsomethingtosayinsupportofthehitshehadmadealready。Butshecouldnot,andwassilentalmostthroughthewholefirstcourseatdinner。
  Inspiteofitsbeingasoftsnow,itcontinuedtofallassnowandnotasrain。Itlentthecharmofstormycoldwithouttothebrightnessandwarmthwithin。Muchlater,whenbetweenwaltzessomeofthedancerswentoutontheverandasforabreathofair,theycamebackreportingthatthewindwasrisingandthesnowwasdrifting。
  Uponthewhole,thesnowwasagreatsuccess,andherguestscongratulatedMrs。Westangleonhavingthoughttohaveit。Thefelicitationsincludedrecognitionoftheoriginalityofherwholescheme。ShehaddownedthehoarysuperstitionthatpeoplehadtoomuchofagoodtimeonChristmastowantanygoodtimeatallintheweekfollowing;andinactinguponthewell-knownfactthatyouneverwantedaholidaysomuchasthedayafteryouhadone,shehadmadeamovementofthehighestsocialimportance。TheseweretheideaswhichVerrianandtheyoungmanofthein-doorssnow-stormurgeduponher;hisnamewasBushwick,andheandVerrianfoundthattheywereverygood-fellowsaftertheyhadrathersupposedthecontrary。
  Mrs。Westanglereceivedtheirideaswiththetwitteringreticencethatdeceivedsomanypeoplewhentheysupposedsheknewwhattheyweretalkingabout。
  XII。
  Atbreakfast,wheretheguestswerereasonablypunctual,theywereallabletoobserve,intherapidsuccessioninwhichtheydescendedfromtheirrooms,thatithadstoppedsnowingandthesunwasshiningbrilliantly。
  "Thereisn’tenoughforsleighing,"Mrs。Westangleproclaimedfromtheheadofthetableinherhightwitter,"andthereisn’tanycoastinghereinthisflatcountryformiles。"
  "Thenwhatarewegoingtodowithit?"oneoftheyoungladieshumorouslypouted。
  "That’swhatIwasgoingtosuggest,"Mrs。Westanglereplied。Shepronouncedit’sujjest’,butnoonefeltthatitmattered。"And,ofcourse,"shecontinued,"youneedn’tanyofyoudoitifyoudon’tlike。"
  "We’llalldoit,Mrs。Westangle,"Bushwicksaid。"Weareunanimousinthat。"
  "Perhapsyou’llthinkitratherfunny——odd,"shesaid。
  "Theodderthebetter,Ithink,"Verrianventured,andanothermandeclaredthatnothingMrs。Westanglewoulddowasodd,thougheverythingwasoriginal。
  "Well,thereissuchathingasbeingtoooriginal,"shereturned。Thensheturnedherheadasideandlookeddownatsomethingbesideherplateandsaid,withoutliftinghereyes,"YouknowthatintheMiddleAgesthereusedtobeflower-fightsamongtheyoungnobilityinItaly。Thewomenheldatower,andthemenattackeditwithrosesandflowersgenerally。"
  "Why,isthisaspeech?"MissMacroydinterrupted。
  "Aspeechfromthethrone,yes,"Bushwicksolemnlycorrectedher。"Andshe’sgotitwrittendown,likeaqueen——haven’tyou,Mrs。Westangle?"
  "Yes,Ithoughtitwouldbemorerespectful。"
  "Shecomingout,"BushwicksaidtoVerrianacrossthetable。
  "AndifIgotmixedupIcouldgobackandstraightenit,"thehostessdeclared,withagood——humoredcandorthattookthegeneralfancy,"andyoucouldunderstandwithoutsomuchexplaining。Wehaven’tgotflowersenoughatthisseason,"shewenton,lookingdownagainatthepaperbesideherplate,"butwehappentohaveplentyofsnowballs,andthenotionistohavethewomenoccupyasnowtowerandthemenattackthemwithsnowballs。"
  "Why,"Bushwicksaid,"thisisthesnow-fortbusinessofourboyhood!
  Let’sgooutandfortifytheladiesatonce。"HeappealedtoVerrianandmadeafeintofpushinghischairback。"Mayweusewater-soakedsnowballs,ormusttheyallbesoftandharmless?"heaskedofMrs。
  Westangle,whowasnowthecentreofastormofapplauseandquestionfromthewholetable。
  Shekeptherheadandreferredagaintoherpaper。"Themissilesoftheassailantsaretobeverysoftsnowballs,hardlymorethanmereclots,sothatnobodycanbehurtintheassault,butthedefendersmayrepeltheassailantswithhardersnowballs。"
  "Oh,"MissMacroydprotested,"thisisconsultingtheweaknessofoursex。"
  "Inthefuryoftheonsetwe’llforgetit,"Verrianreassuredher。
  "Doyouthinkyoureallywill,Mr。Verrian?"sheasked。"Whatisallourathletictrainingtogoforifyoudo?"
  Mrs。Westanglereadon:
  "Thetermsofcapitulationcanbearrangedontheground,whetherthecastleiscarriedortheassailingpartyaremadeprisonersbyitsdefenders。"
  "Hopelesscaptivityineithercase!"Bushwicklamented。
  "Isn’titratheracademic?"MissMacroydaskedofVerrian,inalowvoice。
  "I’mafraid,rather,"heowned。
  "Butwhyareyousoserious?"shepursued。
  "AmIserious?"heretorted,withatraceofexasperation;andshelaughed。
  TheirparleywasquitelostintheclamorwhichragedupanddownthetabletillMrs。Westangleendeditbysaying,"There’snoobligationonanyonetotakepartinthehostilities。Therewon’tbeanyconscription;it’safreefightthatwillbeopentoeverybody。"Shefoldedthepapershehadbeenreadingfromandputitinherlap,indefaultofapocket。Shewentonimpromptu:
  "Youneedn’ttroubleaboutbuildingthefort,Mr。Bushwick。I’vehadthefarmerandhismenworkingatthecastlesincedaybreak,andtheladieswillfinditallreadyforthem,whenthey’rereadytodefendit,downinthemeadowbeyondtheedgeofthebirchlot。Thebattlewon’tbegintilleleveno’clock。"
  Sherose,andtheclamorroseagainwithher,andherguestscrushedabouther,demandingtobeallowedatleasttogoandlookatthecastleimmediately。
  Oneofthemen’svoicesasked,"MayIbeoneofthedefenders,Mrs。
  Westangle?Iwanttobeonthewinningside,sure。"
  "Oh,isthisgoingtobeacircuschariot-race?"anotherlamented。
  "No,indeed,"agirlcried,"it’stobetherealthing。"
  ItfelltoVerrian,intheassortmentofcouplesinwhichMrs。
  Westangle’sguestssalliedouttoviewtheproposedsceneofaction,tofindhimself,nottoowillingly,atMissMacroyd’sside。InhisheartandinhismindhewasdefendingtheamusementwhichheinstantlydivinedasnoinventionofMrs。Westangle’s,andbothhisheartandhismindmisgavehimaboutthisfirstessayofMissShirleyinhernewenterprise。
  Itwas,asMissMacroydhadsuggested,academic,andatthesametimeithadadangerinitofbeingtomboyish。Golf,tennis,riding,boating,swimming——allthevigoroussportsinwhichwomennowexcel——wereboldlyathletic,andyetyoucouldnotfeelquitethattheyweretomboyish。WasitbecausethebentofMissShirleywassoacademicthatshewasperilingupontomboyishnesswithoutknowingitinthisprimalinspirationofhers?
  Inwardlyheresentedthewordacademic,althoughoutwardlyhehadassentedtoitwhenMissMacroydproposedit。TobeacademicwouldbeevenmorefataltoMissShirley’sambitionthantobetomboyish,andhethoughtwithpathosofthattouchabouttheItaliannobilityintheMiddleAges,andhowlittleitcouldhavemovedthetoughfanciesofthatcrowdofwell-groomedyoungpeopleatthebreakfast-tablewhenMrs。
  Westanglebroughtitoutwithherignorantacceptanceofitasasocialforce。Afterall,MissMacroydwasabouttheonlyonewhocouldhavefeltitinthewayitwasmeant,andshehadchosentosmileatit。Hewonderedifpossiblyshecouldfeelthesecondarypathosofitashedid。
  Buttomaketalkwithherhemerelyasked:
  "Doyouintendtotakepartinthefray?"
  "NotunlessIcanbeoneofthereservecorpsthatwon’tneedtobebroughtuptillit’sallover。I’venoideaofgettingmyhairdown。"
  "Ah,"hesighed,"youthinkit’sgoingtoberude:"
  "Thatisoneofthechances。Butyouseemtobesufferingaboutit,Mr。
  Verrian!"shesaid,and,ofcourse,shelaughed。
  "Who?I?"hereturned,inthetemptationtodenyit。Butheresisted。
  "Ialwayssufferwhenthere’sanythingsillyhappening,asifIweredoingitmyself。Don’tyou?"
  "No,thankyou,Ibelievenot。Butperhapsyouaredoingthis?Onecan’tsupposeMrs。Westangleimaginedit。"
  "No,Ican’tpleadguilty。Butwhyisn’titpredicableofMrs。
  Westangle?"
  "Youmustn’tasktoomuchofme,Mr。Verrian。Somehow,Iwon’tsayhow,it’sbeenimaginedforher。She’sheardofitsbeingdonesomewhere。Itcan’tbesupposedshe’sreadofit,anywhere。"
  "No,Idaresaynot。"
  MissMacroydcameoutwithherlaugh。"Ishouldliketoknowwhatshemakesofyou,Mr。Verrian,whensheisalonewithherself。Shemusthavelookedyouupandauthenticatedyouinherownway,butitwouldbeasfarfromyourwayas——well,say——theMilkyWay。"
  "Youdon’tthinksheaskedmebecauseshemetmeatyourhouse?"
  "No,thatwouldn’tbeenough,fromherpointofview。Shemeanstogomuchfurtherthanwe’veevergot。"
  "Thenayearfromnowshewouldn’taskme?"
  "Itdependsuponwhoasksyouinthemeantime。
  Youmightgettobeafad,andthenshewouldfeelthatshewouldhavetohaveyou。"
  "You’renotflatteringme?"
  "Doyoufinditflattering?"
  "Itisn’texactlymyideaoftherewardI’vebeenworkingfor。WhatshallIdotobeafad?"
  "Well,ratherdegradingstunts,ifyoumeaninthesmartset。Jumpaboutonallfoursandpickupawoman’sumbrellawithyourteeth,andbark。
  Anythingelsewouldbeeasierforyouamongchicpeople,whereyourbrilliancywouldcount。"
  "Brilliancy?Oh,thankyou!Goon。"
  "Now,agirl——ifyouwereagirl——"
  "Ohyes,ifIwereagirl!Thatwillbesomuchmoreinteresting。"
  "Agirl,"MissMacroydcontinued,"mightdoitbyposingeffectivelyforamateurphotography。Ordoingsomethingoriginalindramaticsorpantomimicsorrecitation——butveryoriginal,becausechicpeoplearecritical。Orifshehadagiftforgettingupthingsthatwouldshowothergirlsoff;orsuggestingamusements;butthatwouldberatherinthelineofswellpeople,whoarenotgoodatgettingupthingsandaregladofhelp。"
  "Isee,Isee!"Verriansaid,eagerly。Buthewalkedalonglookingdownatthesnow,andnotmeetingthelaughingglancethatMissMacroydcastathisface。"Well?"
  "Ibelievethat’sall,"shesaid,sharply。Sheadded,lesssharply:
  "Shecouldn’taffordtofail,though,atanypoint。Thefadthatfailsisextinguishedforever。Willthesesimplefactsdoforfiction?Orisitforsomebodyinreallifeyou’reasking,Mr。Verrian?"
  "Oh,forfiction。Andthankyouverymuch。Oh,that’sratherpretty!"
  XIII。
  Theyhadcomeintothemeadowwherethesnowbattlewastobe,andonitsslope,againstthedarkweftoftheyoungbirch-trees,therewasamimiccastleoutlinedinthemasonryofwhiteblocksquarriedfromthedriftsandbuiltupincourseslikeroughblocksofmarble。Adecorationofgreenfromthepinesthatmixedwiththebircheshadbeensuggestedratherthanexecuted,andwasperhapsthemoreeffectiveforitssketchiness。
  "Yes,it’sreallybeautiful,"MissMacroydowned,andthoughshedidnotjoinhercriestothoseoftheothergirls,whostoodscatteredaboutadmiringit,andlaughingandchatteringwiththemenwhoseapplause,ofcourse,tookthejocoseform,therewasnodoubtbutsheadmiredit。
  "WhatIcan’tunderstandishowMrs。Westanglegotthenotionofthis。
  There’sthesopranonoteinit,andsomewomanmusthavegivenittoher。"
  "Notcontralto,possibly?"Verrianasked。
  "Iinsistuponthesoprano,"shesaid。
  Buthedidnotnoticewhatshesaid。Hiseyeswerefollowingafigurewhichseemedtobeescapingupthroughthebirchesbehindthesnowcastleandploughingitswaythroughthedrifts;infrontofthestructuretheyhadbeenlevelledtomakeaneasierbattle-field。HeknewthatitwasMissShirley,andheinferredthatshehadbeeninthecastledirectingthefarm——handsbuildingit,andnow,beingcaughtbytheprematurearrivalofthecontestingforces,hadfledbeforethemandlefthersubordinatestofinishthework。Hefelt,withathroeofhelplesssympathy,thatshewasundertakingtoomuch。Itwashazardousenoughtoattemptthepracticeofhernovelprofessionunderthebestofcircumstances,buttokeepherselfinabeyancesofarasnottobeknownatallinit,and,atthesametime,togivewaytoherinterestinittotheextentofcomingout,withherinfirmlyestablishedhealth,intothatwintryweather,andsuperintendingthepreparationsforthefirstfollyshehadplanned,wasariskaltogethertoogreatforher。
  Whointheworld,"MissMacroydsuddenlydemanded,"isthepersonflounderingaboutinthebirchwoods?"
  "Perhapsthesoprano,"Verrianreturned,hardily。
  BushwickdetachedhimselffromagroupofgirlsnearbyandinterceptedanyresponsefromMissMacroydtoVerrianbycallingtoherbeforehecameup,"Areyougoingtobeoneoftheenemy,MissMacroyd?"
  "No,IthinkIwillbeneutral。"Sheadded,"Istheregoingtobeanysuchthingasanumpire?"
  "Wehadn’tthoughtofthat。Therecouldbe。Theofficecouldbecreated;but,youknow,it’sthepostofdanger。"
  VerrianjoinedthegroupthatBushwickhasleft。Hefoundagreatscepticismastothecombat,mixedwithsomeadmirationforthecastle,andhesethimselftocontesttheprevalentfeeling。Whatwasthematterwithasnow-fight?hedemanded。Itwouldbegreatfun。Decidedlyhewasgoinginforit。Herevivedthedroopingsentimentinitsfavor,andthen,flownwithhissuccess,hewentfromgrouptogroupandcoupletocouple,andanimatedallwithhiszeal,whichcame,hehardlyknewwhence;whathepretendedtotheotherswasthattheywereratherboundnottoletMrs。Westangle’sschemefallthrough。Theirdoubtsvanishedbeforehim,andthetermsofthebattlewerequicklyarranged。Hesaidhehadreadofoneofthosemediaevalflower-fights,andhecouldtellthemhowthatwasdone。Whereitwouldnotfitintothesnow-fight,theycouldtrusttoinspiration;everyrealbattlewastheeffectofinspiration。
  Hecameout,andsomeoftheyoungwomenandmostoftheyoungmen,whohaddimlyknownofhimasasortofcelebrity,andsuspectedhimofbeingaprig,werereconciled,andacceptedhimforanicefellow,andbecameofhisopinionastothedetailsoftheamusementbeforethem。
  ItwasnotveryHomeric,whenitcameoff,orverymediaeval,butitwasreallylotsoffun,orfarmorefunthanonewouldhavethought。Thestormingofthecastlewasverysincere,andthefortresswashonestlydefended。MissMacroydwasmadeumpire,asshewished,andprovidedwithalargesnowballtositonatasafedistance;asshewaschosenbythemen,thegirlswantedtohaveanumpireoftheirown,whowouldbereallyfair,andtheyvotedVerrianintotheoffice。Butherefused,partlybecausehedidnotcareaboutbeingpairedoffwithMissMacroydsoconspicuously,andpartlybecausehewishedtohelpthefightalong。
  Attacksweremadeandrepelled,andtherewerefeatsofindividualandcollectivedaringonthesideofthedefenderswhichwerenonethelessdaringbecausetheassailantsstoppedtocheerthem,andtodisablethemselvesbylaughingatthefuryofthefoe。Adetachmentoftheyoungmenatlaststormedthecastleandsoweakeneditswallsthattheytoppledinward;thenthedefenders,tosavethemselvesfrombeingburiedundertheavalanche,swarmedoutintotheopenandmadetheentireforceoftheenemyprisoners。
  Themenpretendedthatthiswaswhatmighthavebeenexpectedfromthebeginning,butbythistimetheBerserkermadnesshadpossessedMissMacroyd,too;sheleftherthroneofsnowandcameforwardshoutingthatithadbeenperfectlyfair,andthatthemenhadbeenreallybeaten,andtheyhadnorighttopretendthattheyhadgiventhemselvesuppurposely。
  Thesex-partisanship,whichissuchadrollfactinwomenwhenthereisanyquestionoftheirgeneraloppositiontomen,possessedthemall,andtheystoodas,onegirlfortherealityoftheirtriumph。Thisdidnotpreventthemfromdeclaringthatthemenhadbehavedwithoutrageousunfairness,andthattheonlyonewhofoughtwithabsolutesincerityfromfirsttolastwasMr。Verrian。
  NeithertheirunityofconvictionconcerningthegeneralfactnorthesurprisingdeductionfromitinVerrian’scaseoperatedtomakethemrefusethehelpoftheircaptivesingettinghome。Whentheyhadbounduptheirtumbledhair,insomecases,andrepairedtheravagesofwaramongtheirfeathersandfursanddraperies,inothercases,theyacceptedthehandsofthelateenemyatdifficultpointsofthepath。
  Buttheyranforwardwhentheynearedthehouse,andtheywereprompttoscreamuponMrs。Westanglethatthereneverhadbeensuchasuccessorsuchfun,andthattheywerealmostdead,andsoonastheyhadsomethingtoeattheyweregoingtobedandnevergoingtogetupagain。
  Inthedetailswhichtheywereabletogiveatluncheon,theydidjusticetoVerrian’snoblepartinthewholeaffair,whichhadsavedtheday,notonlyinkeepingthemuptotheworkwhentheyhadgotthinkingitcouldn’tbecarriedthrough,butingivingthecombatavaliditywhichitwouldnothavehadwithouthim。Theyhadtothankhim,nexttoMrs。
  Westangleherself,whomtheypraisedbeyondanyarticulateexpression,forthinkingupsuchadelightfulthing。Theywonderedhowshecouldeverhavethoughtofit——suchasimplethingtoo;andtheyweresurethatwhenpeopleheardofittheywouldallbewantingtohavesnowbattles。
  Mrs。Westangletookherpraisesaspassively,ifnotasmodestly,asVerrianreceivedhis。Shemadenoshowofdisclaimingthem,butshehadtheart,invaluableinawomanwhomeanttogofarinthelineshehadchosen,ofnotseemingtohavedoneanything,orofnotcaringwhetherpeoplelikeditornot。Verrianaskedhimself,ashewatchedhertwitteringbackatthosegirls,andsheddingequallytheirthanksandpraisesfromherimpermeableplumage,howshewouldhavebehavedifMissShirley’sattempthadbeenanentirefailure。Hedecidedthatshewouldhaveignoredthefailurewiththesameimpersonalityasthatwithwhichshenowignoredthesuccess。Itappearedthatinonepointhedidherinjustice,forwhenhewentuptodressfordinnerafterthelongstrollhetooktowardsnighthefoundanoteunderhisdoor,bywhichhemustinferthatMrs。Westanglehadnotkepttherealfactsofhertriumphfromthemistressoftherevels。
  "DEARMR。VERRIAN,Iamnotlikelytoseeyou,butImustthankyou。
  M。SHIRLEY。
  "P。S。Don’ttrytoanswer,please。"
  Verrianliked,thenote,heevenlikedtheimpulsewhichhaddictatedit,andheunderstoodtheimpulse;buthedidnotlikegettingthenote。IfMissShirleymeantbusinessintakingupthelineoflifeshehadprofessedtohaveentereduponseriously,shehadbetter,inthecaseofayoungmanwhoseacquaintanceshehadchancedtomake,lethergratitudewait。Butwhendidawomanevermeanbusiness,exceptintheonegreatbusiness?
  XIV。
  TohavegotthatsillilysuperfluousnotetoVerrianwithoutanyone’sknowingbesides,MissShirleymusthavestolentohisdoorherselfandslippeditunder。Inordertodothisunsuspectedandunseen,shemusthavefoundoutinsomesortthatwouldnotgiveherawaywhichhisroomwas,andthenwatchedherchance。Itallarguedapervasivenessinher,aftersuchabriefsojourninthehouse,andamasteryoffinessethathedidnotlike,though,hereflected,hewasnotauthorizedtolikeordislikeanythingabouther。Hewasthirty-sevenyearsold,andhehadnotlivedthroughthattime,withhismotherathiselbowtosuggestinferencesfromfacts,withoutbeingversedinwileswhich,evenwhentheywerehonest,werealwayswiles,andinlureswhich,whentheywereofthemostgossamertenuity,wereyetoftexturecloseenoughtomakethemanwhoblunderedthroughthemawarethattheyhadbeenthrownacrosshispath。Heunderstood,ofcourse,thattheyweresometimeshelplesslythrownacrossit,andweremereexpressionsofabstractwomanwithrelationtoabstractman,butthatdidnotchangetheirnature。Hedidnotabhorthem,buthebelievedheknewthem,andhebelievednowthathedetectedoneoftheminMissShirley’snote。Ofcourse,onecouldtakeanotherviewofit。Onecouldsaytoone’sselfthatshewasreallysoferventlygratefulthatshecouldnottrustsomeaccidenttobringthemtogetherinaplacewhereshewasmerelyapartofthecatering,asshesaid,andhewasaguest,andthatshewasexcusable,oratleastmercifullyexplicable,inherwishtohavehimknowthatsheappreciatedhisgoodness。Verrianhadbeenverygood,heknewthat;hehadsavedthedayforthepoorthingwhenitwasindangerofthedreariestkindofslump。Shewasapoorthing,asanywomanwaswhohadtomakeherownway,andshehadbeensickandwascharming。Besides,shehadfoundouthisnameandhadprobablyrecognizedaqualityofcelebrityinit,unknowntotheotheryoungpeoplewithwhomhefoundhimselfsostrangelyassortedunderMrs。Westangle’sroof。
  Intheend,anduponthewhole,Verrianwouldratherhaveliked,ifthethingcouldhavebeenmadetohappen,meetingMissShirleylongenoughtodisclaimmeritingherthanks,andtoascribetotheintrinsicvalueofherschemethebrilliantsuccessithadachieved。Thiswouldnothavebeentrue,butitwouldhavebeenencouragingtoher;andinthereverywhichfolloweduponhisconditionaldesirehehadalongimaginaryconversationwithher,anddiscussedallherotherplansfortherevelsoftheweek。Thesehadnotthetroubleofdefiningthemselvesverydistinctlyintheconversationinordertowinhisapplause,andtheirconsiderationdidnotcarryhimwithMissShirleybeyondthestrictlyprofessionalgroundonwhichtheymet。
  Shehadapparentlyinventednothingforthatevening,andthehousepartywaslefttoitsownresourcesindancingandsittingoutdances,whichapparentlyfullysufficedit。Theywerealltired,andbrokeupearly。
  Thewomentooktheircandlesandwentofftobed,andthemenwenttothebilliard-roomtosmoke。Onthewaydownfromhisroom,wherehehadgonetoputonhissmoking-jacket,VerrianmetMissMacroydcomingup,candleinhand,andreceivedfromheratacitintimationthathemightstopherforajokinggood-night。
  "Ihopeyou’llsleepwellonyourlaurelsasumpire,"hesaid。
  "Oh,thankyou,"shereturned,"andIhopeyourlaurelswon’tkeepyouawake。Itmustseemtoyouasifitwasblowingaperfectgaleinthem。"
  "Whatdoyoumean?Ididnothing。"
  "Oh,Idon’tmeanyourpromotionofthesnowbattle。Buthaven’tyouheard?"Hestared。"You’vebeenfoundout!"
  "Foundout?"Verrian’ssoulwasfilledwiththejoyofliteraryfame。
  "Yes。Youcan’tconcealyourselfnow。You’reVerriantheactor。"
  "Theactor?"Verrianfrownedblacklyinhisdisgust,soblacklythatMissMacroydlaughedaloud。
  "Yes,thecomingmatineeidol。Oneofthegirlsrecognizedyouassoonasyoucameintothehouse,andthenamesettledit,though,ofcourse,you’resupposedtobehereincognito。"
  ThementionofthatnamewhichheenjoyedincommonwiththeactormadeVerrianfurious,forwhentheactorfirstappearedwithitinNewYorkVerrianhadbeenatthepainstofindoutthatitwasnothisrealname,andthathehadmerelytakenitbecauseoftheweakqualityofromanceinit,whichVerrianhimselfhadalwaysdisliked。But,ofcourse,hecouldnotventhisfuryonMissMacroyd。Allhecoulddowastoask,"Thentheyhavegotmyphotographontheirdressing-tables,withcandlesburningbeforeit?"
  "No,Idon’tbelieveIcangiveyouthatcomfort。Thefactis,youractingisnotmuchadmiredamongthegirlshere,buttheythinkyouareunexpectedlyniceasaprivateperson。"
  "That’ssomething。AnddoesMrs。WestanglethinkI’mtheactor,too?"
  "HowshouldMrs。Westangleknowwhatshethinks?Andifshedoesn’t,howshouldI?"
  "That’strue。Andareyougoingtogivemeaway?"
  "Ihaven’tdoneityet。Butisn’titbesttobehonest?"
  "Itmightn’tbeasuccess。"
  "Thehonesty?"
  "Myliterarycelebrity。"
  "There’sthat,"MissMacroydrejoiced。"Well,sofarI’vemerelysaidI
  wassureyouwerenotVerriantheactor。I’llthinktheotherpartover。"Shewentonup-stairs,withthesoundofherlaughfollowingher,andVerrianwentgloomilybacktothebilliard-room,wherehefoundmostofthesmokersconspicuouslyyawning。Helightedafreshcigar,andwhilehesmokedtheydroppedawayonebyonetillonlyBushwickwasleft。