Shesmiledstill。"Sickpeopleareterribly,egotistical,andIsupposeit’smyconceitofhavingbeenthecentreoftheuniversesolatelythatmakesmementionit。"Andhereshelaughedalittleatherself,showingacharminglittlepeculiarityinthecatchofherupperliponherteeth。
"Butthisisdivine——thisairandthissight。"Sheputherheadoutofhersideofthecarryall,anddranktheminwithherlungsandeyes。
Whensheleanedbackagainontheseatshesaid,"Ican’tgetenoughofit。"
"Butisn’tthisoldrattletraprathertooroughforyou?"heasked。
"Ohno,"shesaid,visitinghimwithafurtiveturnofhereyes。"It’squiteideallywhatinvalidsineasycircumstancesareadvisedtotakecarriageexercise。"
"Yes,it’scertainlycarriageexercise,"Verrianadmittedinthesamespirit,ifitwasadrollingspirit。Hecouldnothelpbeingamusedbythesituationinwhichtheyhadbeenbroughttogether,throughthevigorouspromptitudeofMissMacroydinmakingthevictoriaherown,andtheeasyindifferenceofMrs。Westangleastohowtheyshouldgettoherhouse。Ifhehadbeenalonehemighthavefelttheindifferenceasaslight,butasitwashefeltitratherafavor。IfMissShirleywasfeelingitaslight,shewastoosecretortoosweettoletitbeknown,andhethoughtthatwasniceofher。Still,hebelievedhemightrecognizethefactwithoutdeepeningapossiblehurtofhers,andheadded,withnoapparentrelevance,"IfMrs。Westanglewasnotlookingforusonthistrain,shewillfindthatitistheunexpectedwhichhappens。"
"Wearecertainlygoingtohappen,"thegirlsaid,withanacceptanceofthepluralwhichdeepenedtheintimacyofthesituation,andwhichwasnotdispleasingtoVerrianwhensheadded,"Ifourfriend’svehicleholdsout。"Thensheturnedherfacefulluponhim,withwhataffectedhimasaustereresolution,incontinuing,"ButIcan’tletyousupposethatyou’reconveyingasocietyperson,orsomethingofthatsort,toMrs。
Westangle’s。"Hisownfaceexpressedhismystification,andsheconcluded,"I’msimplygoingtheretobeginmywork。"
Hesmiledprovisionallyintemporizingwiththeriddle。"Youwomenarewonderful,nowadays,fortheworkyoudo。"
"Oh,but,"sheprotested,nervously,anxiously,"itisn’tgoodworkthatI’mgoingtodo——Iunderstandwhatyoumean——it’sworkforaliving。
I’venobusinesstobearrivingwithaninvitedguest,butitseemedtobeaquestionofarrivingornotatthetimewhenIwasdue。"
IX。
Verrianstaredathernowfromavisagethatwasanentireblank,thoughbehinditconjecturewasbusy,andhewasaskinghimselfwhetherhiscompanionwassomenewkindofhair-dresser,oruncommonlycultivatedmanicure,oranurserygovernessobeyingahurrycalltotakeaplaceinMrs。Westangle’shousehold,orsomesortofamateurhousekeeperarrivingtosupplantaprofessional。Buthesaidnothing。
MissShirleysaid,withadistresswhichwasgenuine,thoughheperceivedatraceofamusementinit,too,"IseethatIwillhavetogoon。"
"Oh,do!"hemadeouttoutter。
"IamgoingtoMrs。Westangle’sasasortofmistressoftherevels。Thebusinessissonewthatithasn’tgotitsnameyet,butifIfailitwon’tneedany。IinventeditonahintIgotfromagirlwhoundertakesthefloraldecorationsforparties。Ididn’tseewhysomeoneshouldn’tfurnishsuggestionsforamusements,aswellasflowers。Iwasalwaysratherluckyatthatinmyownfam——atmyfather’s——"Shepulledherselfsharplyup,asifdangerlaythatway。"IgotanintroductiontoMrs。
Westangle,andshe’stoletmetry。Iamgoingtohersimplyaspartofthecatering,andI’mnottohaveanyrecognitioninthehospitalities。
Soitwasn’tnecessaryforhertosendformeatthestation,exceptasameansofhavingmeonthegroundingoodseason。Ihavetothankyouforthat,and——Ithankyou。"Sheendedinasigh。
"It’sveryinteresting,"Verriansaid,andhehopedhewasnotsayingitinanyignobleway。
Hewasverypresentlytolearn。Roundaturnoftheroadtherecamealivelyclackingofhorses’shoesonthehardtrack,withthemutedrumbleofrubber-tiredwheels,andMrs。Westangle’svictoriadashedintoview。
ThecoachmanhadmadeasignaltoVerrian’sdriver,andthevehiclesstoppedsidebyside。Thefootmaninstantlycametothedoorofthecarryall,touchinghishattoVerrian。
"GoingtoMrs。Westangle’s,sir?"
"Yes。"
"Mrs。Westangle’scarriage。Goingtothestationforyou,sir。"
"MissShirley,"Verriansaid,"willyouchange?"
"Ohno,"sheanswered,quickly,"it’sbetterformetogoonasIam。
Butthecarriagewassentforyou。Youmust——"
Verrianinterruptedtoaskthefootman,"HowfarisityettoMrs。
Westangle’s?"
"Aboutamile,sir。"
"IthinkIwon’tchangeforsuchashortdistance。I’llkeeponasI
am,"Verriansaid,andheletthegoatskin,whichhehadhalfliftedtofreeMissShirleyfordismounting,fallbackagain。"Goahead,driver。"
Shehadbeenmakingseveralgaspingeffortsatspeech,accompaniedwithentreatingandprotestingglancesatVerrianinthecourseofhisbriefcolloquywiththefootman。Now,asthecarryalllurchedforwardagain,andthevictoriawheeledandpassedthemonitswayback,shecaughtherhandkerchieftoherface,andtoVerrian’sdismaysobbedintoit。Helethercry,ashemust,inthedistressfulsilencewhichhecouldnotbethefirsttobreak。Besides,hedidnotknowhowshewastakingitalltillshesuddenlywiththrewherhandkerchiefandpulleddownherveil。Thenshespokethreeheart-brokenwords,"Howcouldyou!"andhedivinedthathemusthavedonewrong。
"WhatoughtItohavedone?"heasked,withsullenhumility。
"Yououghttohavetakenthevictoria。"
"HowcouldI?"
"Yououghttohavedoneit。"
"Ithinkyououghttohavedoneityourself,MissShirley,"Verriansaid,feelinglikethewormthatturns。Headded,lessresentfully,"Weoughtbothtohavetakenit。"
"No,Mrs。Westanglemighthavefelt,veryproperly,thatitwaspresumptuousinme,whetherIcamealoneinitorwithyou。Nowweshallarrivetogetherinthisthing,andshewillbemortifiedforyouandvexedwithme。Shewillblamemeforit,andshewillberight,foritwouldhavebeenverywellformetodriveupinashabbystationcarryall;butaninvitedguest——"
"No,indeed,sheshallnotblameyou,MissShirley。Iwillmakeapointoftakingthewholeresponsibility。Iwilltellher——"
"Mr。Merriam!"shecried,inanguish。"Willyoupleasedonothingofthekind?Doyouwanttomakebadworse?Leavetheexplainingaltogethertome,please。Willyoupromisethat?"
"Iwillpromisethat——oranything——ifyouinsist,"Verriansulked。
Sheinstantlyrelentedalittle。"Youmustn’tthinkmeunreasonable。
ButIwasdeterminedtocarrymyundertakingthroughonbusinessprinciples,andyouhavespoiledmychance——Iknowyoumeantitkindlyor,ifnotspoiled,madeitmoredifficult。Don’tthinkmeungrateful。
Mr。Merriam——"
"Mynameisn’tMerriam,"heresented,atlast,amisnomerwhichhadannoyedhimfromthefirst。
"Oh,Iamsoglad!Don’ttellmewhatitis!"shesaid,givingalaughwhichhadtogoonalittlebeforeherecognizedthehystericalqualityinit。Whenshecouldcheckitsheexplained:"Nowwearenotevenacquainted,andIcanthankastrangerforthekindnessyouhaveshownme。Iamtrulygrateful。Willyoudomeanotherfavor?"
"Yes,"Verrianassented;buthethoughthehadarighttoask,asthoughhehadnotpromised,"Whatisit?"
"NottospeakofmetoMrs。Westangleunlessshespeaksofmefirst。"
"That’ssimple。Idon’tknowthatIshouldhaveanyrighttospeakofyou。"
"Ohyes,youwould。Shewillexpectyou,perhaps,tolaughaboutthelittleadventure,andIwouldrathershebeganthelaughingyouhavebeensogood。"
"Allright。Butwouldn’tmysilencemakeitrathermoreawkward?"
"Iwilltakecareoftheawkwardness,thankyou。Andyoupromise?"
"Yes,Ipromise。"
"Thatisverygoodofyou。"Sheputherhandimpulsivelyacrossthegoat-skin,andgavehis,withwhichhetookitinsomesurprise,aquickclasp。Thentheywerebothsilent,andtheygotoutofthecarryallunderMrs。Westangle’sporte-cocherewithouthavingexchangedanotherword。MissShirleydidnotbowtohimorlookathiminparting。
X。
Verriankeptseeingbeforehisinnereyesthethinfaceofthegirl,dimmedratherthanlightedwithhersickyes。Whensheshouldbestronger,theremightbeapaleflushinit,likesunsetonsnow,butVerrianhadtoimaginethat。Hedidnotfinditdifficulttoimaginemanythingsaboutthegirl,whom,inanothermood,amorejudicialmood,hemighthaveaccusedofprovokinghimtoimaginethem。Asitwas,hecouldnothelpnotingtothatsecondselfwhichweallhaveaboutus,thatherconfidences,suchastheywere,hadperhapsbeentoovoluntary;
certainlytheyhadnotbeenquiteobligatory,andtheycouldnotbequiteaccountedfor,exceptuponthetheoryofnervesnotyetperfectlyunderhercontrol。Tobesure,girlssaidallsortsofthingstoone,ignorantlyandinnocently;butshedidnotseemthekindofgirlwho,indifferentcircumstances,wouldhavesaidanythingthatshedidnotchooseorthatshedidnotmeantosay。Shehadbeensurprisinglyfrank,andyet,atheart,Verrianwouldhavethoughtshewasaveryreticentpersonorasecretperson——thatis,mentallyfrankandsentimentallysecret;
possiblyshewaslikemostwomeninthat。Whathewassureofwasthatthevisualimpressionofherwhichhehadreceivedmusthavebeenveryvividtolastsolonginhisconsciousness;allthroughhispreparationsforgoingdowntoafternoonteaherfaceremainedsubjectivelybeforehim,andwhenhewentdownandfoundhimselfpartofalaughingandchatteringcompanyinthelibraryhestillfoundit,inhisinnersense,here,there,andyonder。
HewasawareofsufferingalittledisappointmentinMrs。Westangle’sentirefailuretomentionMissShirley,thoughhewasawarethathisdisappointmentwasaltogetherunreasonable,andhemorereasonablydecidedthatifsheknewanythingofhisarrival,ortheformofit,shehadtoomuchofthemakingofagrandedametoberecognizantofit。Hedidnotknowfromherwhethershehadmeanttosendforhimatthestationornot,orwhethershehadsenthercarriagebackforhimwhenhedidnotarriveinitatfirst。Nothingwasleftinhermannerofsuchslightspecializationasshehadthrownintoitwhen,attheMacroyds’,sheaskedhimdowntoherhouseparty;sheseemed,iftherewereanydifference,tohaveacquiredanadditionalignoranceofwhoandwhathewas,thoughshetwitteredandflitteredupclosetohiselbow,afterhisimpersonalwelcome,andaskedhimifshemightintroducehimtotheyoungladywhowaspouringteaforher,andwho,afterthebriefdramanecessaryforpossessinghimofacupofit,appearedtohavenomoreuseforhimthanMrs。Westangleherselfhad。Thereweremoreyoungmenthanyoungwomenintheroom,butheimaginedtheusualsuperabundanceofgirlhoodtemporarilyabsentforrepairofthefatiguesofthejourney。
Everygirlintheroomhadatleastonemantalkingtoher,andthegirlwhowaspouringteahadoneoneachsideofherandwastryingtofixthembothwithaneyeliftedtowardseach,whileshestruggledtokeepherunitedgazewatchfullyuponthetea-urnandthosewhocameupwithcupstobefilledorrefilled。
Verrianthoughthisfellow-guestswereallamiableenoughlooking,thoughhemadehisreflectionthattheydidnotlook,anyofthem,asiftheywouldsettheSoundonfire;andagainhemissedthecompanionofhisarrival。
Afterhehadgothiscupoftea,hestoodsippingitwithahomelessairwhichhetriedtoconceal,andcastafurtiveeyeroundtheroomtillitresteduponthelaughingfaceofMissMacroyd。Ayoungmanwastakingawayherteacup,andVerrianatoncewentupandseizedhisplace。
"Howdidyougethere?"sheasked,rathershamelessly,sinceshehadkepthimfromcominginthevictoria,butamusingly,sincesheseemedtoseeitasajoke,ifshesawitatall。
"Iwalked,"heanswered。
"Truly?"
"No,nottruly。"
"But,truly,howdidyou?BecauseIsentthecarriagebackforyou。"
"Thatwasverythoughtfulofyou。ButIfoundadelightfulpublicvehiclebehindthestation,andIcameinthat。I’msogladtoknowthatitwasn’tMrs。Westanglewhohadthetroubleofsendingthecarriagebackforme。"
MissMacroydlaughedandlaughedathisresentment。"Butsurelyyoumetitontheway?Igavethemanadescriptionofyou。Didn’thestopforyou?"
"Ohyes,butIwastooproudtochangebythattime。OrperhapsIhatedthetrouble。"
MissMacroydlaughedthemore;thenshepurposelydarkenedhercountenancesoastosuitittoherlugubriouswhisper,"Howdidshegethere?"
"Whatshe?"
"Themysteriousfugitive。Wasn’tshecominghere,afterall?"
"Afterallyourtroubleinsupposingso?"Verrianreflectedamoment,andthenhesaid,deliberately,"Idon’tknow。"
MissMacroydwasnotgoingtolethimofflikethat。"Youdon’tknowhowshecame,oryoudon’tknowwhethershewascoming?"
"Ididn’tsay。"
Herlaughresoundedagain。"Nowyouaretryingtobewicked,andthatisverywrongforanovelist。"
"ButwhatobjectcouldIhaveinconcealingthefactfromyou,MissMacroyd?"heentreated,withmockearnestness。
"ThatiswhatIwanttofindout。"
"Whatareyoutwolaughingsoabout?"thevoiceofMrs。WestangletwitteredatVerrian’selbow,and,lookingdown,hefoundheralmosttouchingit。Shehadaverylong,narrowneck,and,sinceitwaslongandnarrow,shehadthegoodsensenottopalliatethefactortrytodresstheeffectofitoutofsight。Shetookherneckinbothhands,asitwere,andputitmoreonshow,sothatyouhadreallytolikeit。Nowitliftedherface,thoughshewasnotatallperson,welltowardsthelevelofhis;tobesure,hewashimselfonlyofthemiddleheightofmen,thoughanaquilineprofilehelpedhimup。
Hestirredtheteawhichhehadceasedtodrink,andsaid,"Iwasn’t’laughingsoabout,’Mrs。Westangle。ItwasMissMacroyd。"
"AndIwaslaughingsoaboutamysteriousstrangerthatcameuponthetrainwithusandgotoutatyourstation。"
"AndIwastryingtomakeoutwhatwassofunnyinamysteriousstranger,oreveninhergettingoutatyourstation。"
Mrs。Westanglewasnotinterestedinthecase,orelseshefailedtoseizethejoke。Atanyrate,sheturnedfromthemwithoutfurtherquestionandwentawaytoanotherpartoftheroom,whereshesemi-
attachedherselfinlikemannertoanothercouple,andagainleftitforstillanother。Thiswaspossiblyherideaoflookingafterherguests;
butwhenshehadlookedafterthemalittlelongerinthatwayshelefttheroomandletthemlookafterthemselvestilldinner。
"Come,Mr。Verrian,"MissMacroydresumed,"whatisthesecret?I’llnevertellifyoutellme。"
"Youwon’tifIdon’t。"
"Nowyouarebecomingmerelytrivial。Youareceasingeventobeprovoking。"MissMacroyd,intokenofherdispleasure,laughednolonger。
"AmI?"hequestioned;thoughtfully。"Well,then,Iamtemptedtoactuponimpulse。"
"Oh,doactuponimpulseforonce,"sheurged。I’msureyou’llenjoyit。"
"DoyoumeanthatI’mneverimpulsive?"
"Idon’tthinkyoulookit。"
"IfyouhadseenmeanhouragoyouwouldhavesaidIwasveryimpulsive。
IthinkImayhaveexhaustedmyselfinthatdirection,however。Ifeeltheimpulsefailingmenow。"
XI。
Hisimpulsereallyhadfailedhim。IthadbeentotellMissMacroydabouthisadventureandfranklytrustherwithit。Hehadlikedheratseveralformermeetingsratherincreasingly,becauseshehadseemedopenandhonestbeyondthemostofwomen,butherpiggishbehavioratthestationhadbeenrathertooopenandhonest,andthesenseofthisnowopportunelyintervenedbetweenhimandthefollyhewasabouttocommit。
Besides,hehadnorighttogiveMissShirley’spartinhisadventureaway,and,sincetheaffairwasmorevitallyhersthanhis,totakeitatalloutofherhands。Theearly-fallingduskhadfavoredanunnoticedadventforthem,andtherewereotherchancesthathadhelpedkeepunknowntheirarrivaltogetheratMrs。Westangle’sinthatsqualidcarryall,suchasMissShirley’shavingmanagedinstantlytoslipindoorsbeforethemancameoutforVerrian’ssuit-case,andofherhavinggottoherownappointedplacelongbeforetherewasanydescentofthecompanytotheafternoontea。
Itwasnotforhimnowtoundoallthatandbeginthelaughingattheaffair,whichshehadpatheticallyintimatedthatshewouldrathersomeoneelseshouldbegin。Herecoiledfromhisimprudencewithashock,buthehadthepleasureofhavingmystifiedMissMacroyd。Hefeltdismissalintherovingeyewhichshecastfromhimroundtheroom,andhewillinglyletanotheryoungmanreplacehimatherside。
Yethewasnotaltogethersatisfied。Acertainmeanerselfthattherewasinhimwasnotpleasedwithhisrelegationevenmerelyinhisownconsciousnesstothechampionshipofagirlwhowasgoingtomakeherlivinginasortofmenialway。Ithadbetterbeownedforhimthat,inhisvisionsofliteraryglory,hehadfiguredinsocialtriumphswhich,thoughvague,wereresplendentwiththeglitterofsmartcircles。Hehadbeensoignorantofsuchcirclesastosupposetheywouldhavesomeuseforhimasabrilliantyoungauthor;andthoughhewasoutwearingthisillusion,hestillwouldnothavelikedagirllikeJuliaMacroyd,whosefamily,ifnotsmart,wasatleastchic,toknowthathehadcometothehousewithaprofessionalmistressoftherevels,untilMissShirleyshouldhaveapprovedherselfchic,too。Thenotionofsuchanemploymentasherswasinitselfchic,butthegirlwasmerelyapaidpartoftheentertainment,asyet,andhadnotrisenabovethehirelingstatus。Ifshehadsunktothatlevelfromahigherrankitwouldbeallright,buttherewasnoevidencethatshehadeverbeensmart。Verrianwould,therefore,rathernotbemixedupwithher——atanyrate,intheimaginationofagirllikeJuliaMacroyd;andashelefthersidehedrewalongbreathofreliefandwentandputdownhisteacupwherehehadgotit。
Bythistimethegirlwhowas"pouring"hadexhaustedoneofthetwooriginalguardsonwhomshehadbeendividinghervision,andVerrianmadeapretence,whichshefavored,thathehadcomeuptopushthemanaway。Themangracefullysubmittedtobedislodged,andVerrianremainedintheenjoymentofoneofthegirl’sdistortedeyestill,yetanothermancomingup,sheabruptlygotridofVerrianbypresentinghimtoyetanothergirl。Insuchmanoeuvresthehourofafternoonteawillpass;
andthetimereallyworeontillitwastimetodressfordinner。
Bythetimethattheguestscamedowntodinnertheywereallabletoparticipateintheexchangeofthediscoverywhicheachhadmade,thatitwassnowingoutdoors,andtheykeptthisgoingtillonegirlhadthegood-lucktosay,"Idon’tseeanythingsoastonishinginthatatthistimeofyear。Now,ifitwassnowingindoors,itwouldbedifferent。"
Thisrelievedthetensioninagenerallaugh,andayoungmantriedtocontributefurthertothegayetybydeclaringthatitwouldnotbesurprisingtohaveitsnowin-doors。Hehadonceseenthethingdoneinacrowdedhall,onenight,whensomebodyputupawindow,andthefreezingcurrentofaircongealedtherespirationofthecrowd,whichcamedowninalightfallofsnow-flakes。HeownedthatitwasinBoston。
"Oh,thatexcusesit,then,"MissMacroydsaid。Butshelostthelaughwhichwasherdueintherushwhichsomeoftheothersmadetoopenawindowandseewhetheritcouldbemadetosnowin-doorsthere。
"Oh,itisn’tcrowdedenoughhere,"theyoungmanexplainedwhohadallegedthescientificmarvel。
"Anditisn’tBoston,"MissMacroydtriedagainonthesamestring,andthistimeshegotherlaugh。
Thegirlwhohadfirstspokenremained,attheriskofpneumonia,withherarmprettilyliftedagainsttheopensash,foramomentpeeringout,andthenreported,indashingitdownwithashiver,"Itseemstobeaverysoftsnow。"
"Thenitwillberainbymorning,"anotherpredicted,andthegirltriedhardtothinkofsomethingtosayinsupportofthehitshehadmadealready。Butshecouldnot,andwassilentalmostthroughthewholefirstcourseatdinner。
Inspiteofitsbeingasoftsnow,itcontinuedtofallassnowandnotasrain。Itlentthecharmofstormycoldwithouttothebrightnessandwarmthwithin。Muchlater,whenbetweenwaltzessomeofthedancerswentoutontheverandasforabreathofair,theycamebackreportingthatthewindwasrisingandthesnowwasdrifting。
Uponthewhole,thesnowwasagreatsuccess,andherguestscongratulatedMrs。Westangleonhavingthoughttohaveit。Thefelicitationsincludedrecognitionoftheoriginalityofherwholescheme。ShehaddownedthehoarysuperstitionthatpeoplehadtoomuchofagoodtimeonChristmastowantanygoodtimeatallintheweekfollowing;andinactinguponthewell-knownfactthatyouneverwantedaholidaysomuchasthedayafteryouhadone,shehadmadeamovementofthehighestsocialimportance。TheseweretheideaswhichVerrianandtheyoungmanofthein-doorssnow-stormurgeduponher;hisnamewasBushwick,andheandVerrianfoundthattheywereverygood-fellowsaftertheyhadrathersupposedthecontrary。
Mrs。Westanglereceivedtheirideaswiththetwitteringreticencethatdeceivedsomanypeoplewhentheysupposedsheknewwhattheyweretalkingabout。
XII。
Atbreakfast,wheretheguestswerereasonablypunctual,theywereallabletoobserve,intherapidsuccessioninwhichtheydescendedfromtheirrooms,thatithadstoppedsnowingandthesunwasshiningbrilliantly。
"Thereisn’tenoughforsleighing,"Mrs。Westangleproclaimedfromtheheadofthetableinherhightwitter,"andthereisn’tanycoastinghereinthisflatcountryformiles。"
"Thenwhatarewegoingtodowithit?"oneoftheyoungladieshumorouslypouted。
"That’swhatIwasgoingtosuggest,"Mrs。Westanglereplied。Shepronouncedit’sujjest’,butnoonefeltthatitmattered。"And,ofcourse,"shecontinued,"youneedn’tanyofyoudoitifyoudon’tlike。"
"We’llalldoit,Mrs。Westangle,"Bushwicksaid。"Weareunanimousinthat。"
"Perhapsyou’llthinkitratherfunny——odd,"shesaid。
"Theodderthebetter,Ithink,"Verrianventured,andanothermandeclaredthatnothingMrs。Westanglewoulddowasodd,thougheverythingwasoriginal。
"Well,thereissuchathingasbeingtoooriginal,"shereturned。Thensheturnedherheadasideandlookeddownatsomethingbesideherplateandsaid,withoutliftinghereyes,"YouknowthatintheMiddleAgesthereusedtobeflower-fightsamongtheyoungnobilityinItaly。Thewomenheldatower,andthemenattackeditwithrosesandflowersgenerally。"
"Why,isthisaspeech?"MissMacroydinterrupted。
"Aspeechfromthethrone,yes,"Bushwicksolemnlycorrectedher。"Andshe’sgotitwrittendown,likeaqueen——haven’tyou,Mrs。Westangle?"
"Yes,Ithoughtitwouldbemorerespectful。"
"Shecomingout,"BushwicksaidtoVerrianacrossthetable。
"AndifIgotmixedupIcouldgobackandstraightenit,"thehostessdeclared,withagood——humoredcandorthattookthegeneralfancy,"andyoucouldunderstandwithoutsomuchexplaining。Wehaven’tgotflowersenoughatthisseason,"shewenton,lookingdownagainatthepaperbesideherplate,"butwehappentohaveplentyofsnowballs,andthenotionistohavethewomenoccupyasnowtowerandthemenattackthemwithsnowballs。"
"Why,"Bushwicksaid,"thisisthesnow-fortbusinessofourboyhood!
Let’sgooutandfortifytheladiesatonce。"HeappealedtoVerrianandmadeafeintofpushinghischairback。"Mayweusewater-soakedsnowballs,ormusttheyallbesoftandharmless?"heaskedofMrs。
Westangle,whowasnowthecentreofastormofapplauseandquestionfromthewholetable。
Shekeptherheadandreferredagaintoherpaper。"Themissilesoftheassailantsaretobeverysoftsnowballs,hardlymorethanmereclots,sothatnobodycanbehurtintheassault,butthedefendersmayrepeltheassailantswithhardersnowballs。"
"Oh,"MissMacroydprotested,"thisisconsultingtheweaknessofoursex。"
"Inthefuryoftheonsetwe’llforgetit,"Verrianreassuredher。
"Doyouthinkyoureallywill,Mr。Verrian?"sheasked。"Whatisallourathletictrainingtogoforifyoudo?"
Mrs。Westanglereadon:
"Thetermsofcapitulationcanbearrangedontheground,whetherthecastleiscarriedortheassailingpartyaremadeprisonersbyitsdefenders。"
"Hopelesscaptivityineithercase!"Bushwicklamented。
"Isn’titratheracademic?"MissMacroydaskedofVerrian,inalowvoice。
"I’mafraid,rather,"heowned。
"Butwhyareyousoserious?"shepursued。
"AmIserious?"heretorted,withatraceofexasperation;andshelaughed。
TheirparleywasquitelostintheclamorwhichragedupanddownthetabletillMrs。Westangleendeditbysaying,"There’snoobligationonanyonetotakepartinthehostilities。Therewon’tbeanyconscription;it’safreefightthatwillbeopentoeverybody。"Shefoldedthepapershehadbeenreadingfromandputitinherlap,indefaultofapocket。Shewentonimpromptu:
"Youneedn’ttroubleaboutbuildingthefort,Mr。Bushwick。I’vehadthefarmerandhismenworkingatthecastlesincedaybreak,andtheladieswillfinditallreadyforthem,whenthey’rereadytodefendit,downinthemeadowbeyondtheedgeofthebirchlot。Thebattlewon’tbegintilleleveno’clock。"
Sherose,andtheclamorroseagainwithher,andherguestscrushedabouther,demandingtobeallowedatleasttogoandlookatthecastleimmediately。
Oneofthemen’svoicesasked,"MayIbeoneofthedefenders,Mrs。
Westangle?Iwanttobeonthewinningside,sure。"
"Oh,isthisgoingtobeacircuschariot-race?"anotherlamented。
"No,indeed,"agirlcried,"it’stobetherealthing。"
ItfelltoVerrian,intheassortmentofcouplesinwhichMrs。
Westangle’sguestssalliedouttoviewtheproposedsceneofaction,tofindhimself,nottoowillingly,atMissMacroyd’sside。InhisheartandinhismindhewasdefendingtheamusementwhichheinstantlydivinedasnoinventionofMrs。Westangle’s,andbothhisheartandhismindmisgavehimaboutthisfirstessayofMissShirleyinhernewenterprise。
Itwas,asMissMacroydhadsuggested,academic,andatthesametimeithadadangerinitofbeingtomboyish。Golf,tennis,riding,boating,swimming——allthevigoroussportsinwhichwomennowexcel——wereboldlyathletic,andyetyoucouldnotfeelquitethattheyweretomboyish。WasitbecausethebentofMissShirleywassoacademicthatshewasperilingupontomboyishnesswithoutknowingitinthisprimalinspirationofhers?
Inwardlyheresentedthewordacademic,althoughoutwardlyhehadassentedtoitwhenMissMacroydproposedit。TobeacademicwouldbeevenmorefataltoMissShirley’sambitionthantobetomboyish,andhethoughtwithpathosofthattouchabouttheItaliannobilityintheMiddleAges,andhowlittleitcouldhavemovedthetoughfanciesofthatcrowdofwell-groomedyoungpeopleatthebreakfast-tablewhenMrs。
Westanglebroughtitoutwithherignorantacceptanceofitasasocialforce。Afterall,MissMacroydwasabouttheonlyonewhocouldhavefeltitinthewayitwasmeant,andshehadchosentosmileatit。Hewonderedifpossiblyshecouldfeelthesecondarypathosofitashedid。
Buttomaketalkwithherhemerelyasked:
"Doyouintendtotakepartinthefray?"
"NotunlessIcanbeoneofthereservecorpsthatwon’tneedtobebroughtuptillit’sallover。I’venoideaofgettingmyhairdown。"
"Ah,"hesighed,"youthinkit’sgoingtoberude:"
"Thatisoneofthechances。Butyouseemtobesufferingaboutit,Mr。
Verrian!"shesaid,and,ofcourse,shelaughed。
"Who?I?"hereturned,inthetemptationtodenyit。Butheresisted。
"Ialwayssufferwhenthere’sanythingsillyhappening,asifIweredoingitmyself。Don’tyou?"
"No,thankyou,Ibelievenot。Butperhapsyouaredoingthis?Onecan’tsupposeMrs。Westangleimaginedit。"
"No,Ican’tpleadguilty。Butwhyisn’titpredicableofMrs。
Westangle?"
"Youmustn’tasktoomuchofme,Mr。Verrian。Somehow,Iwon’tsayhow,it’sbeenimaginedforher。She’sheardofitsbeingdonesomewhere。Itcan’tbesupposedshe’sreadofit,anywhere。"
"No,Idaresaynot。"
MissMacroydcameoutwithherlaugh。"Ishouldliketoknowwhatshemakesofyou,Mr。Verrian,whensheisalonewithherself。Shemusthavelookedyouupandauthenticatedyouinherownway,butitwouldbeasfarfromyourwayas——well,say——theMilkyWay。"
"Youdon’tthinksheaskedmebecauseshemetmeatyourhouse?"
"No,thatwouldn’tbeenough,fromherpointofview。Shemeanstogomuchfurtherthanwe’veevergot。"
"Thenayearfromnowshewouldn’taskme?"
"Itdependsuponwhoasksyouinthemeantime。
Youmightgettobeafad,andthenshewouldfeelthatshewouldhavetohaveyou。"
"You’renotflatteringme?"
"Doyoufinditflattering?"
"Itisn’texactlymyideaoftherewardI’vebeenworkingfor。WhatshallIdotobeafad?"
"Well,ratherdegradingstunts,ifyoumeaninthesmartset。Jumpaboutonallfoursandpickupawoman’sumbrellawithyourteeth,andbark。
Anythingelsewouldbeeasierforyouamongchicpeople,whereyourbrilliancywouldcount。"
"Brilliancy?Oh,thankyou!Goon。"
"Now,agirl——ifyouwereagirl——"
"Ohyes,ifIwereagirl!Thatwillbesomuchmoreinteresting。"
"Agirl,"MissMacroydcontinued,"mightdoitbyposingeffectivelyforamateurphotography。Ordoingsomethingoriginalindramaticsorpantomimicsorrecitation——butveryoriginal,becausechicpeoplearecritical。Orifshehadagiftforgettingupthingsthatwouldshowothergirlsoff;orsuggestingamusements;butthatwouldberatherinthelineofswellpeople,whoarenotgoodatgettingupthingsandaregladofhelp。"
"Isee,Isee!"Verriansaid,eagerly。Buthewalkedalonglookingdownatthesnow,andnotmeetingthelaughingglancethatMissMacroydcastathisface。"Well?"
"Ibelievethat’sall,"shesaid,sharply。Sheadded,lesssharply:
"Shecouldn’taffordtofail,though,atanypoint。Thefadthatfailsisextinguishedforever。Willthesesimplefactsdoforfiction?Orisitforsomebodyinreallifeyou’reasking,Mr。Verrian?"
"Oh,forfiction。Andthankyouverymuch。Oh,that’sratherpretty!"
XIII。
Theyhadcomeintothemeadowwherethesnowbattlewastobe,andonitsslope,againstthedarkweftoftheyoungbirch-trees,therewasamimiccastleoutlinedinthemasonryofwhiteblocksquarriedfromthedriftsandbuiltupincourseslikeroughblocksofmarble。Adecorationofgreenfromthepinesthatmixedwiththebircheshadbeensuggestedratherthanexecuted,andwasperhapsthemoreeffectiveforitssketchiness。
"Yes,it’sreallybeautiful,"MissMacroydowned,andthoughshedidnotjoinhercriestothoseoftheothergirls,whostoodscatteredaboutadmiringit,andlaughingandchatteringwiththemenwhoseapplause,ofcourse,tookthejocoseform,therewasnodoubtbutsheadmiredit。
"WhatIcan’tunderstandishowMrs。Westanglegotthenotionofthis。
There’sthesopranonoteinit,andsomewomanmusthavegivenittoher。"
"Notcontralto,possibly?"Verrianasked。
"Iinsistuponthesoprano,"shesaid。
Buthedidnotnoticewhatshesaid。Hiseyeswerefollowingafigurewhichseemedtobeescapingupthroughthebirchesbehindthesnowcastleandploughingitswaythroughthedrifts;infrontofthestructuretheyhadbeenlevelledtomakeaneasierbattle-field。HeknewthatitwasMissShirley,andheinferredthatshehadbeeninthecastledirectingthefarm——handsbuildingit,andnow,beingcaughtbytheprematurearrivalofthecontestingforces,hadfledbeforethemandlefthersubordinatestofinishthework。Hefelt,withathroeofhelplesssympathy,thatshewasundertakingtoomuch。Itwashazardousenoughtoattemptthepracticeofhernovelprofessionunderthebestofcircumstances,buttokeepherselfinabeyancesofarasnottobeknownatallinit,and,atthesametime,togivewaytoherinterestinittotheextentofcomingout,withherinfirmlyestablishedhealth,intothatwintryweather,andsuperintendingthepreparationsforthefirstfollyshehadplanned,wasariskaltogethertoogreatforher。
Whointheworld,"MissMacroydsuddenlydemanded,"isthepersonflounderingaboutinthebirchwoods?"
"Perhapsthesoprano,"Verrianreturned,hardily。
BushwickdetachedhimselffromagroupofgirlsnearbyandinterceptedanyresponsefromMissMacroydtoVerrianbycallingtoherbeforehecameup,"Areyougoingtobeoneoftheenemy,MissMacroyd?"
"No,IthinkIwillbeneutral。"Sheadded,"Istheregoingtobeanysuchthingasanumpire?"
"Wehadn’tthoughtofthat。Therecouldbe。Theofficecouldbecreated;but,youknow,it’sthepostofdanger。"
VerrianjoinedthegroupthatBushwickhasleft。Hefoundagreatscepticismastothecombat,mixedwithsomeadmirationforthecastle,andhesethimselftocontesttheprevalentfeeling。Whatwasthematterwithasnow-fight?hedemanded。Itwouldbegreatfun。Decidedlyhewasgoinginforit。Herevivedthedroopingsentimentinitsfavor,andthen,flownwithhissuccess,hewentfromgrouptogroupandcoupletocouple,andanimatedallwithhiszeal,whichcame,hehardlyknewwhence;whathepretendedtotheotherswasthattheywereratherboundnottoletMrs。Westangle’sschemefallthrough。Theirdoubtsvanishedbeforehim,andthetermsofthebattlewerequicklyarranged。Hesaidhehadreadofoneofthosemediaevalflower-fights,andhecouldtellthemhowthatwasdone。Whereitwouldnotfitintothesnow-fight,theycouldtrusttoinspiration;everyrealbattlewastheeffectofinspiration。
Hecameout,andsomeoftheyoungwomenandmostoftheyoungmen,whohaddimlyknownofhimasasortofcelebrity,andsuspectedhimofbeingaprig,werereconciled,andacceptedhimforanicefellow,andbecameofhisopinionastothedetailsoftheamusementbeforethem。
ItwasnotveryHomeric,whenitcameoff,orverymediaeval,butitwasreallylotsoffun,orfarmorefunthanonewouldhavethought。Thestormingofthecastlewasverysincere,andthefortresswashonestlydefended。MissMacroydwasmadeumpire,asshewished,andprovidedwithalargesnowballtositonatasafedistance;asshewaschosenbythemen,thegirlswantedtohaveanumpireoftheirown,whowouldbereallyfair,andtheyvotedVerrianintotheoffice。Butherefused,partlybecausehedidnotcareaboutbeingpairedoffwithMissMacroydsoconspicuously,andpartlybecausehewishedtohelpthefightalong。
Attacksweremadeandrepelled,andtherewerefeatsofindividualandcollectivedaringonthesideofthedefenderswhichwerenonethelessdaringbecausetheassailantsstoppedtocheerthem,andtodisablethemselvesbylaughingatthefuryofthefoe。Adetachmentoftheyoungmenatlaststormedthecastleandsoweakeneditswallsthattheytoppledinward;thenthedefenders,tosavethemselvesfrombeingburiedundertheavalanche,swarmedoutintotheopenandmadetheentireforceoftheenemyprisoners。
Themenpretendedthatthiswaswhatmighthavebeenexpectedfromthebeginning,butbythistimetheBerserkermadnesshadpossessedMissMacroyd,too;sheleftherthroneofsnowandcameforwardshoutingthatithadbeenperfectlyfair,andthatthemenhadbeenreallybeaten,andtheyhadnorighttopretendthattheyhadgiventhemselvesuppurposely。
Thesex-partisanship,whichissuchadrollfactinwomenwhenthereisanyquestionoftheirgeneraloppositiontomen,possessedthemall,andtheystoodas,onegirlfortherealityoftheirtriumph。Thisdidnotpreventthemfromdeclaringthatthemenhadbehavedwithoutrageousunfairness,andthattheonlyonewhofoughtwithabsolutesincerityfromfirsttolastwasMr。Verrian。
NeithertheirunityofconvictionconcerningthegeneralfactnorthesurprisingdeductionfromitinVerrian’scaseoperatedtomakethemrefusethehelpoftheircaptivesingettinghome。Whentheyhadbounduptheirtumbledhair,insomecases,andrepairedtheravagesofwaramongtheirfeathersandfursanddraperies,inothercases,theyacceptedthehandsofthelateenemyatdifficultpointsofthepath。
Buttheyranforwardwhentheynearedthehouse,andtheywereprompttoscreamuponMrs。Westanglethatthereneverhadbeensuchasuccessorsuchfun,andthattheywerealmostdead,andsoonastheyhadsomethingtoeattheyweregoingtobedandnevergoingtogetupagain。
Inthedetailswhichtheywereabletogiveatluncheon,theydidjusticetoVerrian’snoblepartinthewholeaffair,whichhadsavedtheday,notonlyinkeepingthemuptotheworkwhentheyhadgotthinkingitcouldn’tbecarriedthrough,butingivingthecombatavaliditywhichitwouldnothavehadwithouthim。Theyhadtothankhim,nexttoMrs。
Westangleherself,whomtheypraisedbeyondanyarticulateexpression,forthinkingupsuchadelightfulthing。Theywonderedhowshecouldeverhavethoughtofit——suchasimplethingtoo;andtheyweresurethatwhenpeopleheardofittheywouldallbewantingtohavesnowbattles。
Mrs。Westangletookherpraisesaspassively,ifnotasmodestly,asVerrianreceivedhis。Shemadenoshowofdisclaimingthem,butshehadtheart,invaluableinawomanwhomeanttogofarinthelineshehadchosen,ofnotseemingtohavedoneanything,orofnotcaringwhetherpeoplelikeditornot。Verrianaskedhimself,ashewatchedhertwitteringbackatthosegirls,andsheddingequallytheirthanksandpraisesfromherimpermeableplumage,howshewouldhavebehavedifMissShirley’sattempthadbeenanentirefailure。Hedecidedthatshewouldhaveignoredthefailurewiththesameimpersonalityasthatwithwhichshenowignoredthesuccess。Itappearedthatinonepointhedidherinjustice,forwhenhewentuptodressfordinnerafterthelongstrollhetooktowardsnighthefoundanoteunderhisdoor,bywhichhemustinferthatMrs。Westanglehadnotkepttherealfactsofhertriumphfromthemistressoftherevels。
"DEARMR。VERRIAN,Iamnotlikelytoseeyou,butImustthankyou。
M。SHIRLEY。
"P。S。Don’ttrytoanswer,please。"
Verrianliked,thenote,heevenlikedtheimpulsewhichhaddictatedit,andheunderstoodtheimpulse;buthedidnotlikegettingthenote。IfMissShirleymeantbusinessintakingupthelineoflifeshehadprofessedtohaveentereduponseriously,shehadbetter,inthecaseofayoungmanwhoseacquaintanceshehadchancedtomake,lethergratitudewait。Butwhendidawomanevermeanbusiness,exceptintheonegreatbusiness?
XIV。
TohavegotthatsillilysuperfluousnotetoVerrianwithoutanyone’sknowingbesides,MissShirleymusthavestolentohisdoorherselfandslippeditunder。Inordertodothisunsuspectedandunseen,shemusthavefoundoutinsomesortthatwouldnotgiveherawaywhichhisroomwas,andthenwatchedherchance。Itallarguedapervasivenessinher,aftersuchabriefsojourninthehouse,andamasteryoffinessethathedidnotlike,though,hereflected,hewasnotauthorizedtolikeordislikeanythingabouther。Hewasthirty-sevenyearsold,andhehadnotlivedthroughthattime,withhismotherathiselbowtosuggestinferencesfromfacts,withoutbeingversedinwileswhich,evenwhentheywerehonest,werealwayswiles,andinlureswhich,whentheywereofthemostgossamertenuity,wereyetoftexturecloseenoughtomakethemanwhoblunderedthroughthemawarethattheyhadbeenthrownacrosshispath。Heunderstood,ofcourse,thattheyweresometimeshelplesslythrownacrossit,andweremereexpressionsofabstractwomanwithrelationtoabstractman,butthatdidnotchangetheirnature。Hedidnotabhorthem,buthebelievedheknewthem,andhebelievednowthathedetectedoneoftheminMissShirley’snote。Ofcourse,onecouldtakeanotherviewofit。Onecouldsaytoone’sselfthatshewasreallysoferventlygratefulthatshecouldnottrustsomeaccidenttobringthemtogetherinaplacewhereshewasmerelyapartofthecatering,asshesaid,andhewasaguest,andthatshewasexcusable,oratleastmercifullyexplicable,inherwishtohavehimknowthatsheappreciatedhisgoodness。Verrianhadbeenverygood,heknewthat;hehadsavedthedayforthepoorthingwhenitwasindangerofthedreariestkindofslump。Shewasapoorthing,asanywomanwaswhohadtomakeherownway,andshehadbeensickandwascharming。Besides,shehadfoundouthisnameandhadprobablyrecognizedaqualityofcelebrityinit,unknowntotheotheryoungpeoplewithwhomhefoundhimselfsostrangelyassortedunderMrs。Westangle’sroof。
Intheend,anduponthewhole,Verrianwouldratherhaveliked,ifthethingcouldhavebeenmadetohappen,meetingMissShirleylongenoughtodisclaimmeritingherthanks,andtoascribetotheintrinsicvalueofherschemethebrilliantsuccessithadachieved。Thiswouldnothavebeentrue,butitwouldhavebeenencouragingtoher;andinthereverywhichfolloweduponhisconditionaldesirehehadalongimaginaryconversationwithher,anddiscussedallherotherplansfortherevelsoftheweek。Thesehadnotthetroubleofdefiningthemselvesverydistinctlyintheconversationinordertowinhisapplause,andtheirconsiderationdidnotcarryhimwithMissShirleybeyondthestrictlyprofessionalgroundonwhichtheymet。
Shehadapparentlyinventednothingforthatevening,andthehousepartywaslefttoitsownresourcesindancingandsittingoutdances,whichapparentlyfullysufficedit。Theywerealltired,andbrokeupearly。
Thewomentooktheircandlesandwentofftobed,andthemenwenttothebilliard-roomtosmoke。Onthewaydownfromhisroom,wherehehadgonetoputonhissmoking-jacket,VerrianmetMissMacroydcomingup,candleinhand,andreceivedfromheratacitintimationthathemightstopherforajokinggood-night。
"Ihopeyou’llsleepwellonyourlaurelsasumpire,"hesaid。
"Oh,thankyou,"shereturned,"andIhopeyourlaurelswon’tkeepyouawake。Itmustseemtoyouasifitwasblowingaperfectgaleinthem。"
"Whatdoyoumean?Ididnothing。"
"Oh,Idon’tmeanyourpromotionofthesnowbattle。Buthaven’tyouheard?"Hestared。"You’vebeenfoundout!"
"Foundout?"Verrian’ssoulwasfilledwiththejoyofliteraryfame。
"Yes。Youcan’tconcealyourselfnow。You’reVerriantheactor。"
"Theactor?"Verrianfrownedblacklyinhisdisgust,soblacklythatMissMacroydlaughedaloud。
"Yes,thecomingmatineeidol。Oneofthegirlsrecognizedyouassoonasyoucameintothehouse,andthenamesettledit,though,ofcourse,you’resupposedtobehereincognito。"
ThementionofthatnamewhichheenjoyedincommonwiththeactormadeVerrianfurious,forwhentheactorfirstappearedwithitinNewYorkVerrianhadbeenatthepainstofindoutthatitwasnothisrealname,andthathehadmerelytakenitbecauseoftheweakqualityofromanceinit,whichVerrianhimselfhadalwaysdisliked。But,ofcourse,hecouldnotventhisfuryonMissMacroyd。Allhecoulddowastoask,"Thentheyhavegotmyphotographontheirdressing-tables,withcandlesburningbeforeit?"
"No,Idon’tbelieveIcangiveyouthatcomfort。Thefactis,youractingisnotmuchadmiredamongthegirlshere,buttheythinkyouareunexpectedlyniceasaprivateperson。"
"That’ssomething。AnddoesMrs。WestanglethinkI’mtheactor,too?"
"HowshouldMrs。Westangleknowwhatshethinks?Andifshedoesn’t,howshouldI?"
"That’strue。Andareyougoingtogivemeaway?"
"Ihaven’tdoneityet。Butisn’titbesttobehonest?"
"Itmightn’tbeasuccess。"
"Thehonesty?"
"Myliterarycelebrity。"
"There’sthat,"MissMacroydrejoiced。"Well,sofarI’vemerelysaidI
wassureyouwerenotVerriantheactor。I’llthinktheotherpartover。"Shewentonup-stairs,withthesoundofherlaughfollowingher,andVerrianwentgloomilybacktothebilliard-room,wherehefoundmostofthesmokersconspicuouslyyawning。Helightedafreshcigar,andwhilehesmokedtheydroppedawayonebyonetillonlyBushwickwasleft。
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