There’ssomethingaboutthoseBrontesthatfascinatesme。
Theirbooks,theirlives,theirspirit。Wheredidtheygetit?
WhenIwasreadingaboutlittleJane’stroublesinthecharityschool,IgotsoangrythatIhadtogooutandtakeawalk。
Iunderstoodexactlyhowshefelt。HavingknownMrs。Lippett,IcouldseeMr。Brocklehurst。
Don’tbeoutraged,Daddy。IamnotintimatingthattheJohnGrierHomewasliketheLowoodInstitute。Wehadplentytoeatandplentytowear,sufficientwatertowashin,andafurnaceinthecellar。
Buttherewasonedeadlylikeness。Ourliveswereabsolutelymonotonousanduneventful。Nothingniceeverhappened,exceptice-creamonSundays,andeventhatwasregular。InalltheeighteenyearsIwasthereIonlyhadoneadventure——whenthewoodshedburned。
Wehadtogetupinthenightanddresssoastobereadyincasethehouseshouldcatch。Butitdidn’tcatchandwewentbacktobed。
Everybodylikesafewsurprises;it’saperfectlynaturalhumancraving。
ButIneverhadoneuntilMrs。LippettcalledmetotheofficetotellmethatMr。JohnSmithwasgoingtosendmetocollege。
Andthenshebrokethenewssograduallythatitjustbarelyshockedme。
Youknow,Daddy,Ithinkthatthemostnecessaryqualityforanypersontohaveisimagination。Itmakespeopleabletoputthemselvesinotherpeople’splaces。Itmakesthemkindandsympatheticandunderstanding。Itoughttobecultivatedinchildren。
ButtheJohnGrierHomeinstantlystampedouttheslightestflickerthatappeared。Dutywastheonequalitythatwasencouraged。
Idon’tthinkchildrenoughttoknowthemeaningoftheword;
it’sodious,detestable。Theyoughttodoeverythingfromlove。
WaituntilyouseetheorphanasylumthatIamgoingtobetheheadof!It’smyfavouriteplayatnightbeforeIgotosleep。
Iplanitouttothelittlestdetail——themealsandclothesandstudyandamusementsandpunishments;forevenmysuperiororphansaresometimesbad。
Butanyway,theyaregoingtobehappy。Ithinkthateveryone,nomatterhowmanytroubleshemayhavewhenhegrowsup,oughttohaveahappychildhoodtolookbackupon。AndifIeverhaveanychildrenofmyown,nomatterhowunhappyImaybe,Iamnotgoingtoletthemhaveanycaresuntiltheygrowup。
(Theregoesthechapelbell——I’llfinishthislettersometime)。
ThursdayWhenIcameinfromlaboratorythisafternoon,Ifoundasquirrelsittingontheteatablehelpinghimselftoalmonds。Thesearethekindofcallersweentertainnowthatwarmweatherhascomeandthewindowsstayopen——
SaturdaymorningPerhapsyouthink,lastnightbeingFriday,withnoclassestoday,thatIpassedanicequiet,readableeveningwiththesetofStevensonthatIboughtwithmyprizemoney?Butifso,you’veneverattendedagirls’college,Daddydear。Sixfriendsdroppedintomakefudge,andoneofthemdroppedthefudge——whileitwasstillliquid——
rightinthemiddleofourbestrug。Weshallneverbeabletocleanupthemess。
Ihaven’tmentionedanylessonsoflate;butwearestillhavingthemeveryday。It’ssortofareliefthough,togetawayfromthemanddiscusslifeinthelarge——ratherone-sideddiscussionsthatyouandIhold,butthat’syourownfault。Youarewelcometoanswerbackanytimeyouchoose。
I’vebeenwritingthisletteroffandonforthreedays,andIfearbynowvousetesbienbored!
Goodbye,niceMr。Man,JudyMr。Daddy-Long-LegsSmith,SIR:Havingcompletedthestudyofargumentationandthescienceofdividingathesisintoheads,Ihavedecidedtoadoptthefollowingformforletter-writing。Itcontainsallnecessaryfacts,butnounnecessaryverbiage。
I。Wehadwrittenexaminationsthisweekin:
A。Chemistry。
B。History。
II。Anewdormitoryisbeingbuilt。
A。Itsmaterialis:
(a)redbrick。
(b)greystone。
B。Itscapacitywillbe:
(a)onedean,fiveinstructors。
(b)twohundredgirls。
(c)onehousekeeper,threecooks,twentywaitresses,twentychambermaids。
III。Wehadjunketfordesserttonight。
IV。IamwritingaspecialtopicupontheSourcesofShakespeare’sPlays。
V。LouMcMahonslippedandfellthisafternoonatbasketball,andshe:
A。Dislocatedhershoulder。
B。Bruisedherknee。
VI。Ihaveanewhattrimmedwith:
A。Bluevelvetribbon。
B。Twobluequills。
C。Threeredpompoms。
VII。Itishalfpastnine。
VIII。Goodnight。
Judy2ndJuneDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Youwillneverguessthenicethingthathashappened。
TheMcBrideshaveaskedmetospendthesummerattheircampintheAdirondacks!Theybelongtoasortofclubonalovelylittlelakeinthemiddleofthewoods。Thedifferentmembershavehousesmadeoflogsdottedaboutamongthetrees,andtheygocanoeingonthelake,andtakelongwalksthroughtrailstoothercamps,andhavedancesonceaweekintheclubhouse——JimmieMcBrideisgoingtohaveacollegefriendvisitinghimpartofthesummer,soyouseeweshallhaveplentyofmentodancewith。
Wasn’titsweetofMrs。McBridetoaskme?ItappearsthatshelikedmewhenIwasthereforChristmas。
Pleaseexcusethisbeingshort。Itisn’tarealletter;it’sjusttoletyouknowthatI’mdisposedofforthesummer。
Yours,InaVERYcontentedframeofmind,Judy5thJuneDearDaddy-Long-Legs,YoursecretarymanhasjustwrittentomesayingthatMr。SmithprefersthatIshouldnotacceptMrs。McBride’sinvitation,butshouldreturntoLockWillowthesameaslastsummer。
Why,why,WHY,Daddy?
Youdon’tunderstandaboutit。Mrs。McBridedoeswantme,reallyandtruly。I’mnottheleastbitoftroubleinthehouse。
I’mahelp。Theydon’ttakeupmanyservants,andSallieanIcandolotsofusefulthings。It’safinechanceformetolearnhousekeeping。
Everywomanoughttounderstandit,anIonlyknowasylum-keeping。
Therearen’tanygirlsourageatthecamp,andMrs。McBridewantsmeforacompanionforSallie。Weareplanningtodoalotofreadingtogether。Wearegoingtoreadallofthebooksfornextyear’sEnglishandsociology。TheProfessorsaiditwouldbeagreathelpifwewouldgetourreadingfinishedinthesummer;andit’ssomucheasiertorememberitifwereadtogetherandtalkitover。
JusttoliveinthesamehousewithSallie’smotherisaneducation。
She’sthemostinteresting,entertaining,companionable,charmingwomanintheworld;sheknowseverything。ThinkhowmanysummersI’vespentwithMrs。LippettandhowI’llappreciatethecontrast。
Youneedn’tbeafraidthatI’llbecrowdingthem,fortheirhouseismadeofrubber。Whentheyhavealotofcompany,theyjustsprinkletentsaboutinthewoodsandturntheboysoutside。It’sgoingtobesuchanice,healthysummerexercisingoutofdoorseveryminute。
JimmieMcBrideisgoingtoteachmehowtoridehorsebackandpaddleacanoe,andhowtoshootand——oh,lotsofthingsIoughttoknow。
It’sthekindofnice,jolly,care-freetimethatI’veneverhad;
andIthinkeverygirldeservesitonceinherlife。OfcourseI’lldoexactlyasyousay,butplease,PLEASEletmego,Daddy。I’veneverwantedanythingsomuch。
Thisisn’tJerushaAbbott,thefuturegreatauthor,writingtoyou。
It’sjustJudy——agirl。
9thJuneMr。JohnSmith,SIR:Yoursofthe7thinst。athand。Incompliancewiththeinstructionsreceivedthroughyoursecretary,IleaveonFridaynexttospendthesummeratLockWillowFarm。
Ihopealwaystoremain,(Miss)JerushaAbbottLOCKWILLOWFARM,3rdAugustDearDaddy-Long-Legs,IthasbeennearlytwomonthssinceIwrote,whichwasn’tniceofme,Iknow,butIhaven’tlovedyoumuchthissummer——youseeI’mbeingfrank!
Youcan’timaginehowdisappointedIwasathavingtogiveuptheMcBrides’camp。OfcourseIknowthatyou’remyguardian,andthatIhavetoregardyourwishesinallmatters,butIcouldn’tseeanyREASON。Itwassodistinctlythebestthingthatcouldhavehappenedtome。IfIhadbeenDaddy,andyouhadbeenJudy,Ishouldhavesaid,`Blessyomychild,runalongandhaveagoodtime;seelotsofnewpeopleandlearnlotsofnewthings;
liveoutofdoors,andgetstrongandwellandrestedforayearofhardwork。’
Butnotatall!JustacurtlinefromyoursecretaryorderingmetoLockWillow。
It’stheimpersonalityofyourcommandsthathurtsmyfeelings。
Itseemsasthough,ifyoufeltthetiniestlittlebitformethewayIfeelforyou,you’dsometimessendmeamessagethatyou’dwrittenwithyourownhand,insteadofthosebeastlytypewrittensecretary’snotes。Ifthereweretheslightesthintthatyoucared,I’ddoanythingonearthtopleaseyou。
IknowthatIwastowritenice,long,detailedletterswithouteverexpectinganyanswer。You’relivinguptoyoursideofthebargain——
I’mbeingeducated——andIsupposeyou’rethinkingI’mnotlivinguptomine!
But,Daddy,itisahardbargain。Itis,really。I’msoawfullylonely。
YouaretheonlypersonIhavetocarefor,andyouaresoshadowy。
You’rejustanimaginarymanthatI’vemadeup——andprobablytherealYOUisn’tabitlikemyimaginaryYOU。Butyoudidonce,whenIwasillintheinfirmary,sendmeamessage,andnow,whenIamfeelingawfullyforgotten,Igetoutyourcardandreaditover。
Idon’tthinkIamtellingyouatallwhatIstartedtosay,whichwasthis:
Althoughmyfeelingsarestillhurt,foritisveryhumiliatingtobepickedupandmovedaboutbyanarbitrary,peremptory,unreasonable,omnipotent,invisibleProvidence,still,whenamanhasbeenaskindandgenerousandthoughtfulasyouhaveheretoforebeentowardsme,Isupposehehasarighttobeanarbitrary,peremptory,unreasonable,invisibleProvidenceifhechooses,andso——
I’llforgiveyouandbecheerfulagain。ButIstilldon’tenjoygettingSallie’slettersaboutthegoodtimestheyarehavingincamp!
However——wewilldrawaveiloverthatandbeginagain。
I’vebeenwritingandwritingthissummer;fourshortstoriesfinishedandsenttofourdifferentmagazines。SoyouseeI’mtryingtobeanauthor。IhaveaworkroomfixedinacorneroftheatticwhereMasterJervieusedtohavehisrainy-dayplayroom。
It’sinacool,breezycornerwithtwodormerwindows,andshadedbyamapletreewithafamilyofredsquirrelslivinginahole。
I’llwriteanicerletterinafewdaysandtellyouallthefarmnews。
Weneedrain。
Yoursasever,Judy10thAugustMr。Daddy-Long-Legs,SIR:Iaddressyoufromthesecondcrotchinthewillowtreebythepoolinthepasture。There’safrogcroakingunderneath,alocustsingingoverheadandtwolittle`devildownheads’
dartingupanddownthetrunk。I’vebeenhereforanhour;
it’saverycomfortablecrotch,especiallyafterbeingupholsteredwithtwosofacushions。Icameupwithapenandtablethopingtowriteanimmortalshortstory,butI’vebeenhavingadreadfultimewithmyheroine——ICAN’TmakeherbehaveasIwanthertobehave;
soI’veabandonedherforthemoment,andamwritingtoyou。
(Notmuchreliefthough,forIcan’tmakeyoubehaveasIwantyouto,either。)
IfyouareinthatdreadfulNewYork,IwishIcouldsendyousomeofthislovely,breezy,sunshinyoutlook。ThecountryisHeavenafteraweekofrain。
SpeakingofHeaven——doyourememberMr。KelloggthatItoldyouaboutlastsummer?——theministerofthelittlewhitechurchattheCorners。
Well,thepooroldsoulisdead——lastwinterofpneumonia。Iwenthalfadozentimestohearhimpreachandgotverywellacquaintedwithhistheology。Hebelievedtotheendexactlythesamethingshestartedwith。Itseemstomethatamanwhocanthinkstraightalongforforty-sevenyearswithoutchangingasingleideaoughttobekeptinacabinetasacuriosity。Ihopeheisenjoyinghisharpandgoldencrown;hewassoperfectlysureoffindingthem!There’sanewyoungman,veryconsequential,inhisplace。Thecongregationisprettydubious,especiallythefactionledbyDeaconCummings。
Itlooksasthoughtherewasgoingtobeanawfulsplitinthechurch。
Wedon’tcareforinnovationsinreligioninthisneighbourhood。
DuringourweekofrainIsatupintheatticandhadanorgyofreading——Stevenson,mostly。Hehimselfismoreentertainingthananyofthecharactersinhisbooks;Idaresayhemadehimselfintothekindofherothatwouldlookwellinprint。Don’tyouthinkitwasperfectofhimtospendallthetenthousanddollarshisfatherleft,forayacht,andgosailingofftotheSouthSeas?
Heliveduptohisadventurouscreed。Ifmyfatherhadleftmetenthousanddollars,I’ddoit,too。ThethoughtofVailimamakesmewild。Iwanttoseethetropics。Iwanttoseethewholeworld。
Iamgoingtobeagreatauthor,orartist,oractress,orplaywright——
orwhateversortofagreatpersonIturnouttobe。Ihaveaterriblewanderthirst;theverysightofamapmakesmewanttoputonmyhatandtakeanumbrellaandstart。`IshallseebeforeIdiethepalmsandtemplesoftheSouth。’
Thursdayeveningattwilight,sittingonthedoorstep。
Veryhardtogetanynewsintothisletter!Judyisbecomingsophilosophicaloflate,thatshewishestodiscourselargelyoftheworldingeneral,insteadofdescendingtothetrivialdetailsofdailylife。ButifyouMUSThavenews,hereitis:
OurnineyoungpigswadedacrossthebrookandranawaylastTuesday,andonlyeightcameback。Wedon’twanttoaccuseanyoneunjustly,butwesuspectthatWidowDowdhasonemorethansheoughttohave。
Mr。Weaverhaspaintedhisbarnandhistwosilosabrightpumpkinyellow——
averyuglycolour,buthesaysitwillwear。
TheBrewershavecompanythisweek;Mrs。Brewer’ssisterandtwoniecesfromOhio。
OneofourRhodeIslandRedsonlybroughtoffthreechicksoutoffifteeneggs。Wecan’timaginewhatwasthetrouble。
RhodeislandReds,inmyopinion,areaveryinferiorbreed。
IpreferBuffOrpingtons。
ThenewclerkinthepostofficeatBonnyriggFourCornersdrankeverydropofJamaicagingertheyhadinstock——sevendollars’
worth——beforehewasdiscovered。
OldIraHatchhasrheumatismandcan’tworkanymore;heneversavedhismoneywhenhewasearninggoodwages,sonowhehastoliveonthetown。
There’stobeanice-creamsocialattheschoolhousenextSaturdayevening。Comeandbringyourfamilies。
IhaveanewhatthatIboughtfortwenty-fivecentsatthepostoffice。
Thisismylatestportrait,onmywaytorakethehay。
It’sgettingtoodarktosee;anyway,thenewsisallusedup。
Goodnight,JudyFridayGoodmorning!Hereissomenews!Whatdoyouthink?You’dnever,never,neverguesswho’scomingtoLockWillow。AlettertoMrs。
SemplefromMr。Pendleton。He’smotoringthroughtheBerkshires,andistiredandwantstorestonanicequietfarm——ifheclimbsoutatherdoorstepsomenightwillshehavearoomreadyforhim?
Maybehe’llstayoneweek,ormaybetwo,ormaybethree;he’llseehowrestfulitiswhenhegetshere。
Suchaflutteraswearein!Thewholehouseisbeingcleanedandallthecurtainswashed。IamdrivingtotheCornersthismorningtogetsomenewoilclothfortheentry,andtwocansofbrownfloorpaintforthehallandbackstairs。Mrs。Dowdisengagedtocometomorrowtowashthewindows(intheexigencyofthemoment,wewaiveoursuspicionsinregardtothepiglet)。Youmightthink,fromthisaccountofouractivities,thatthehousewasnotalreadyimmaculate;
butIassureyouitwas!WhateverMrs。Semple’slimitations,sheisaHOUSEKEEPER。
Butisn’titjustlikeaman,Daddy?Hedoesn’tgivetheremotesthintastowhetherhewilllandonthedoorsteptoday,ortwoweeksfromtoday。Weshallliveinaperpetualbreathlessnessuntilhecomes——
andifhedoesn’thurry,thecleaningmayallhavetobedoneoveragain。
There’sAmasaiwaitingbelowwiththebuckboardandGrover。
Idrivealone——butifyoucouldseeoldGrove,youwouldn’tbeworriedastomysafety。
Withmyhandonmyheart——farewell。
JudyPS。Isn’tthataniceending?IgotitoutofStevenson’sletters。
SaturdayGoodmorningagain!Ididn’tgetthisENVELOPEDyesterdaybeforethepostmancame,soI’lladdsomemore。Wehaveonemailadayattwelveo’clock。Ruraldeliveryisablessingtothefarmers!
Ourpostmannotonlydeliversletters,butherunserrandsforusintown,atfivecentsanerrand。Yesterdayhebroughtmesomeshoe-stringsandajarofcoldcream(IsunburnedalltheskinoffmynosebeforeIgotmynewhat)andablueWindsortieandabottleofblackingallfortencents。Thatwasanunusualbargain,owingtothelargenessofmyorder。
AlsohetellsuswhatishappeningintheGreatWorld。
Severalpeopleontheroutetakedailypapers,andhereadsthemashejogsalong,andrepeatsthenewstotheoneswhodon’tsubscribe。
SoincaseawarbreaksoutbetweentheUnitedStatesandJapan,orthepresidentisassassinated,orMr。RockefellerleavesamilliondollarstotheJohnGrierHome,youneedn’tbothertowrite;
I’llhearitanyway。
NosignyetofMasterJervie。Butyoushouldseehowcleanourhouseis——andwithwhatanxietywewipeourfeetbeforewestepin!
Ihopehe’llcomesoon;Iamlongingforsomeonetotalkto。
Mrs。Semple,totellyouthetruth,getsrathermonotonous。
Sheneverletsideasinterrupttheeasyflowofherconversation。
It’safunnythingaboutthepeoplehere。Theirworldisjustthissinglehilltop。Theyarenotabituniversal,ifyouknowwhatImean。It’sexactlythesameasattheJohnGrierHome。
Ourideastherewereboundedbythefoursidesoftheironfence,onlyIdidn’tminditsomuchbecauseIwasyounger,andwassoawfullybusy。BythetimeI’dgotallmybedsmadeandmybabies’
faceswashedandhadgonetoschoolandcomehomeandhadwashedtheirfacesagainanddarnedtheirstockingsandmendedFreddiePerkins’strousers(hetorethemeverydayofhislife)andlearnedmylessonsinbetween——Iwasreadytogotobed,andIdidn’tnoticeanylackofsocialintercourse。Butaftertwoyearsinaconversationalcollege,Idomissit;andIshallbegladtoseesomebodywhospeaksmylanguage。
IreallybelieveI’vefinished,Daddy。Nothingelseoccurstomeatthemoment——I’lltrytowritealongerletternexttime。
Yoursalways,JudyPS。Thelettucehasn’tdoneatallwellthisyear。Itwassodryearlyintheseason。
25thAugustWell,Daddy,MasterJervie’shere。Andsuchanicetimeaswe’rehaving!AtleastIam,andIthinkheis,too——hehasbeenheretendaysandhedoesn’tshowanysignsofgoing。ThewayMrs。Semplepampersthatmanisscandalous。Ifsheindulgedhimasmuchwhenhewasababy,Idon’tknowhowheeverturnedoutsowell。
HeandIeatatalittletablesetonthesideporch,orsometimesunderthetrees,or——whenitrainsoriscold——inthebestparlour。
HejustpicksoutthespothewantstoeatinandCarrietrotsafterhimwiththetable。Thenifithasbeenanawfulnuisance,andshehashadtocarrythedishesveryfar,shefindsadollarunderthesugarbowl。
Heisanawfullycompanionablesortofman,thoughyouwouldneverbelieveittoseehimcasually;helooksatfirstglancelikeatruePendleton,butheisn’tintheleast。Heisjustassimpleandunaffectedandsweetashecanbe——thatseemsafunnywaytodescribeaman,butit’strue。He’sextremelynicewiththefarmersaroundhere;hemeetstheminasortofman-to-manfashionthatdisarmsthemimmediately。Theywereverysuspiciousatfirst。
Theydidn’tcareforhisclothes!AndIwillsaythathisclothesareratheramazing。Hewearsknickerbockersandpleatedjacketsandwhiteflannelsandridingclotheswithpuffedtrousers。
Wheneverhecomesdowninanythingnew,Mrs。Semple,beamingwithpride,walksaroundandviewshimfromeveryangle,andurgeshimtobecarefulwherehesitsdown;sheissoafraidhewillpickupsomedust。
Itboreshimdreadfully。He’salwayssayingtoher:
`Runalong,Lizzie,andtendtoyourwork。Youcan’tbossmeanylonger。I’vegrownup。’
It’sawfullyfunnytothinkofthatgreatbig,long-leggedman(he’snearlyaslong-leggedasyou,Daddy)eversittinginMrs。Semple’slapandhavinghisfacewashed。Particularlyfunnywhenyouseeherlap!
Shehastwolapsnow,andthreechins。Buthesaysthatonceshewasthinandwiryandspryandcouldrunfasterthanhe。
Suchalotofadventureswe’rehaving!We’veexploredthecountryformiles,andI’velearnedtofishwithfunnylittlefliesmadeoffeathers。Alsotoshootwitharifleandarevolver。Alsotoridehorseback——there’sanastonishingamountoflifeinoldGrove。
Wefedhimonoatsforthreedays,andheshiedatacalfandalmostranawaywithme。
WednesdayWeclimbedSkyHillMondayafternoon。That’samountainnearhere;
notanawfullyhighmountain,perhaps——nosnowonthesummit——butatleastyouareprettybreathlesswhenyoureachthetop。Thelowerslopesarecoveredwithwoods,butthetopisjustpiledrocksandopenmoor。
Westayedupforthesunsetandbuiltafireandcookedoursupper。
MasterJerviedidthecooking;hesaidheknewhowbetterthanmeandhedid,too,becausehe’susedtocamping。Thenwecamedownbymoonlight,and,whenwereachedthewoodtrailwhereitwasdark,bythelightofanelectricbulbthathehadinhispocket。
Itwassuchfun!Helaughedandjokedallthewayandtalkedaboutinterestingthings。He’sreadallthebooksI’veeverread,andalotofothersbesides。It’sastonishinghowmanydifferentthingsheknows。
Wewentforalongtrampthismorningandgotcaughtinastorm。
Ourclothesweredrenchedbeforewereachedhomebutourspiritsnotevendamp。YoushouldhaveseenMrs。Semple’sfacewhenwedrippedintoherkitchen。
`Oh,MasterJervie——MissJudy!Youaresoakedthrough。Dear!Dear!
WhatshallIdo?Thatnicenewcoatisperfectlyruined。’
Shewasawfullyfunny;youwouldhavethoughtthatweweretenyearsold,andsheadistractedmother。Iwasafraidforawhilethatweweren’tgoingtogetanyjamfortea。
SaturdayIstartedthisletteragesago,butIhaven’thadasecondtofinishit。
Isn’tthisanicethoughtfromStevenson?
Theworldissofullofanumberofthings,Iamsureweshouldallbeashappyaskings。
It’strue,youknow。Theworldisfullofhappiness,andplentytogoround,ifyouareonlywillingtotakethekindthatcomesyourway。ThewholesecretisinbeingPLIABLE。Inthecountry,especially,therearesuchalotofentertainingthings。
Icanwalkovereverybody’sland,andlookateverybody’sview,anddabbleineverybody’sbrook;andenjoyitjustasmuchasthoughIownedtheland——andwithnotaxestopay!
It’sSundaynightnow,abouteleveno’clock,andIamsupposedtobegettingsomebeautysleep,butIhadblackcoffeefordinner,so——nobeautysleepforme!
Thismorning,saidMrs。SempletoMr。Pendleton,withaverydeterminedaccent:
`Wehavetoleavehereataquarterpastteninordertogettochurchbyeleven。’
`Verywell,Lizzie,’saidMasterJervie,`youhavethebuggyready,andifI’mnotdressed,justgoonwithoutwaiting。’’We’llwait,’
saidshe。
`Asyouplease,’saidhe,`onlydon’tkeepthehorsesstandingtoolong。’
Thenwhileshewasdressing,hetoldCarrietopackupalunch,andhetoldmetoscrambleintomywalkingclothes;andweslippedoutthebackwayandwentfishing。
Itdiscommodedthehouseholddreadfully,becauseLockWillowofaSundaydinesattwo。Butheordereddinneratseven——heordersmealswheneverhechooses;youwouldthinktheplacewerearestaurant——
andthatkeptCarrieandAmasaifromgoingdriving。Buthesaiditwasallthebetterbecauseitwasn’tproperforthemtogodrivingwithoutachaperon;andanyway,hewantedthehorseshimselftotakemedriving。Didyoueverhearanythingsofunny?
AndpoorMrs。SemplebelievesthatpeoplewhogofishingonSundaysgoafterwardstoasizzlinghothell!Sheisawfullytroubledtothinkthatshedidn’ttrainhimbetterwhenhewassmallandhelplessandshehadthechance。Besides——shewishedtoshowhimoffinchurch。
Anyway,wehadourfishing(hecaughtfourlittleones)andwecookedthemonacamp-fireforlunch。Theykeptfallingoffourspikedsticksintothefire,sotheytastedalittleashy,butweatethem。
Wegothomeatfourandwentdrivingatfiveandhaddinneratseven,andattenIwassenttobedandhereIam,writingtoyou。
Iamgettingalittlesleepy,though。
Goodnight。
HereisapictureoftheonefishIcaught。
ShipAhoy,Cap’nLong-Legs!
Avast!Belay!Yo,ho,ho,andabottleofrum。GuesswhatI’mreading?
Ourconversationthesepasttwodayshasbeennauticalandpiratical。
Isn’tTreasureIslandfun?Didyoueverreadit,orwasn’titwrittenwhenyouwereaboy?Stevensononlygotthirtypoundsfortheserialrights——Idon’tbelieveitpaystobeagreatauthor。
MaybeI’llbeaschool-teacher。
ExcusemeforfillingmyletterssofullofStevenson;mymindisverymuchengagedwithhimatpresent。HecomprisesLockWillow’slibrary。
I’vebeenwritingthisletterfortwoweeks,andIthinkit’saboutlongenough。Neversay,Daddy,thatIdon’tgivedetails。
Iwishyouwerehere,too;we’dallhavesuchajollytimetogether。
Ilikemydifferentfriendstoknoweachother。IwantedtoaskMr。PendletonifheknewyouinNewYork——Ishouldthinkhemight;
youmustmoveinaboutthesameexaltedsocialcircles,andyouarebothinterestedinreformsandthings——butIcouldn’t,forIdon’tknowyourrealname。
It’sthesilliestthingIeverheardof,nottoknowyourname。
Mrs。Lippettwarnedmethatyouwereeccentric。Ishouldthinkso!
Affectionately,JudyPS。Onreadingthisover,Ifindthatitisn’tallStevenson。
ThereareoneortwoglancingreferencestoMasterJervie。
10thSeptemberDearDaddy,Hehasgone,andwearemissinghim!Whenyougetaccustomedtopeopleorplacesorwaysofliving,andthenhavethemsnatchedaway,itdoesleaveanawfullyempty,gnawingsortofsensation。
I’mfindingMrs。Semple’sconversationprettyunseasonedfood。
CollegeopensintwoweeksandIshallbegladtobeginworkagain。
Ihaveworkedquitealotthissummerthough——sixshortstoriesandsevenpoems。ThoseIsenttothemagazinesallcamebackwiththemostcourteouspromptitude。ButIdon’tmind。It’sgoodpractice。
MasterJerviereadthem——hebroughtinthepost,soIcouldn’thelphisknowing——andhesaidtheywereDREADFUL。TheyshowedthatIdidn’thavetheslightestideaofwhatIwastalkingabout。
(MasterJerviedoesn’tletpolitenessinterferewithtruth。)
ButthelastoneIdid——justalittlesketchlaidincollege——
hesaidwasn’tbad;andhehadittypewritten,andIsentittoamagazine。They’vehadittwoweeks;maybethey’rethinkingitover。
Youshouldseethesky!There’sthequeerestorange-colouredlightovereverything。We’regoingtohaveastorm。
Itcommencedjustthatmomentwithtremendouslybigdropsandalltheshuttersbanging。Ihadtoruntoclosethewindows,whileCarrieflewtotheatticwithanarmfulofmilkpanstoputundertheplaceswheretheroofleaksandthen,justasIwasresumingmypen,IrememberedthatI’dleftacushionandrugandhatandMatthewArnold’spoemsunderatreeintheorchard,soIdashedouttogetthem,allquitesoaked。Theredcoverofthepoemshadrunintotheinside;
DoverBeachinthefuturewillbewashedbypinkwaves。
Astormisawfullydisturbinginthecountry。Youarealwayshavingtothinkofsomanythingsthatareoutofdoorsandgettingspoiled。
ThursdayDaddy!Daddy!Whatdoyouthink?Thepostmanhasjustcomewithtwoletters。
1st。Mystoryisaccepted。$50。
ALORS!I’manAUTHOR。
2nd。Aletterfromthecollegesecretary。I’mtohaveascholarshipfortwoyearsthatwillcoverboardandtuition。Itwasfoundedfor`markedproficiencyinEnglishwithgeneralexcellencyinotherlines。’AndI’vewonit!IappliedforitbeforeIleft,butIdidn’thaveanideaI’dgetit,onaccountofmyFreshmanbadworkinmathsandLatin。ButitseemsI’vemadeitup。Iamawfullyglad,Daddy,becausenowIwon’tbesuchaburdentoyou。
ThemonthlyallowancewillbeallI’llneed,andmaybeIcanearnthatwithwritingortutoringorsomething。
I’mLONGINGtogobackandbeginwork。
Yoursever,JerushaAbbott,AuthorofWhentheSophomoresWontheGame。Forsaleatallnewsstands,pricetencents。
26thSeptemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Backatcollegeagainandanupperclassman。Ourstudyisbetterthaneverthisyear——facestheSouthwithtwohugewindowsandoh!
sofurnished。Julia,withanunlimitedallowance,arrivedtwodaysearlyandwasattackedwithafeverforsettling。
Wehavenewwallpaperandorientalrugsandmahoganychairs——
notpaintedmahoganywhichmadeussufficientlyhappylastyear,butreal。It’sverygorgeous,butIdon’tfeelasthoughIbelongedinit;I’mnervousallthetimeforfearI’llgetaninkspotinthewrongplace。
And,Daddy,Ifoundyourletterwaitingforme——pardon——Imeanyoursecretary’s。
WillyoukindlyconveytomeacomprehensiblereasonwhyIshouldnotacceptthatscholarship?Idon’tunderstandyourobjectionintheleast。Butanyway,itwon’tdotheslightestgoodforyoutoobject,forI’vealreadyaccepteditandIamnotgoingtochange!
Thatsoundsalittleimpertinent,butIdon’tmeanitso。
Isupposeyoufeelthatwhenyousetouttoeducateme,you’dliketofinishthework,andputaneatperiod,intheshapeofadiploma,attheend。
Butlookatitjustasecondfrommypointofview。IshallowemyeducationtoyoujustasmuchasthoughIletyoupayforthewholeofit,butIwon’tbequitesomuchindebted。Iknowthatyoudon’twantmetoreturnthemoney,butnevertheless,Iamgoingtowanttodoit,ifIpossiblycan;andwinningthisscholarshipmakesitsomucheasier。
Iwasexpectingtospendtherestofmylifeinpayingmydebts,butnowIshallonlyhavetospendone-halfoftherestofit。
Ihopeyouunderstandmypositionandwon’tbecross。TheallowanceIshallstillmostgratefullyaccept。ItrequiresanallowancetoliveuptoJuliaandherfurniture!Iwishthatshehadbeenrearedtosimplertastes,orelsethatshewerenotmyroom-mate。
Thisisn’tmuchofaletter;Imeanttohavewrittenalot——butI’vebeenhemmingfourwindowcurtainsandthreeportieres(I’mgladyoucan’tseethelengthofthestitches),andpolishingabrassdesksetwithtoothpowder(veryuphillwork),andsawingoffpicturewirewithmanicurescissors,andunpackingfourboxesofbooks,andputtingawaytwotrunkfulsofclothes(itdoesn’tseembelievablethatJerushaAbbottownstwotrunksfullofclothes,butshedoes!)
andwelcomingbackfiftydearfriendsinbetween。
Openingdayisajoyousoccasion!
Goodnight,Daddydear,anddon’tbeannoyedbecauseyourchickiswantingtoscratchforherself。She’sgrowingupintoanawfullyenergeticlittlehen——withaverydeterminedcluckandlotsofbeautifulfeathers(allduetoyou)。
Affectionately,Judy30thSeptemberDearDaddy,Areyoustillharpingonthatscholarship?Ineverknewamansoobstinate,andstubbornandunreasonable,andtenacious,andbull-doggish,andunable-to-see-other-people’s-point-of-view,asyou。
YoupreferthatIshouldnotbeacceptingfavoursfromstrangers。
Strangers!——Andwhatareyou,pray?
IsthereanyoneintheworldthatIknowless?Ishouldn’trecognizeyouifImetyouinthestreet。Now,yousee,ifyouhadbeenasane,sensiblepersonandhadwrittennice,cheeringfatherlyletterstoyourlittleJudy,andhadcomeoccasionallyandpattedheronthehead,andhadsaidyouweregladshewassuchagoodgirl——Then,perhaps,shewouldn’thavefloutedyouinyouroldage,butwouldhaveobeyedyourslightestwishlikethedutifuldaughtershewasmeanttobe。
Strangersindeed!Youliveinaglasshouse,Mr。Smith。
Andbesides,thisisn’tafavour;it’slikeaprize——Iearneditbyhardwork。IfnobodyhadbeengoodenoughinEnglish,thecommitteewouldn’thaveawardedthescholarship;someyearstheydon’t。Also——
Butwhat’stheuseofarguingwithaman?Youbelong,Mr。Smith,toasexdevoidofasenseoflogic。Tobringamanintoline,therearejusttwomethods:onemusteithercoaxorbedisagreeable。
IscorntocoaxmenforwhatIwish。Therefore,Imustbedisagreeable。
Irefuse,sir,togiveupthescholarship;andifyoumakeanymorefuss,Iwon’tacceptthemonthlyallowanceeither,butwillwearmyselfintoanervouswrecktutoringstupidFreshmen。
Thatismyultimatum!
Andlisten——Ihaveafurtherthought。SinceyouaresoafraidthatbytakingthisscholarshipIamdeprivingsomeoneelseofaneducation,Iknowawayout。YoucanapplythemoneythatyouwouldhavespentformetowardseducatingsomeotherlittlegirlfromtheJohnGrierHome。
Don’tyouthinkthat’saniceidea?Only,Daddy,EDUCATEthenewgirlasmuchasyouchoose,butpleasedon’tLIKEheranybetterthanme。
Itrustthatyoursecretarywon’tbehurtbecauseIpaysolittleattentiontothesuggestionsofferedinhisletter,butIcan’thelpitifheis。He’saspoiledchild,Daddy。I’vemeeklygivenintohiswhimsheretofore,butthistimeIintendtobeFIRM。
Yours,Withamind,CompletelyandIrrevocablyandWorld-without-EndMade-up,JerushaAbbott9thNovemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,IstarteddowntowntodaytobuyabottleofshoeblackingandsomecollarsandthematerialforanewblouseandajarofvioletcreamandacakeofCastilesoap——allverynecessary;Icouldn’tbehappyanotherdaywithoutthem——andwhenItriedtopaythecarfare,IfoundthatIhadleftmypurseinthepocketofmyothercoat。
SoIhadtogetoutandtakethenextcar,andwaslateforgymnasium。
It’sadreadfulthingtohavenomemoryandtwocoats!
JuliaPendletonhasinvitedmetovisitherfortheChristmasholidays。
Howdoesthatstrikeyou,Mr。Smith?FancyJerushaAbbott,oftheJohnGrierHome,sittingatthetablesoftherich。
Idon’tknowwhyJuliawantsme——sheseemstobegettingquiteattachedtomeoflate。Ishould,totellthetruth,verymuchprefergoingtoSallie’s,butJuliaaskedmefirst,soifI
goanywhereitmustbetoNewYorkinsteadoftoWorcester。
I’mratherawedattheprospectofmeetingPendletonsENMASSE,andalsoI’dhavetogetalotofnewclothes——so,Daddydear,ifyouwritethatyouwouldpreferhavingmeremainquietlyatcollege,Iwillbowtoyourwisheswithmyusualsweetdocility。
I’mengagedatoddmomentswiththeLifeandLettersofThomasHuxley——
itmakesnice,lightreadingtopickupbetweentimes。Doyouknowwhatanarchaeopteryxis?It’sabird。Andastereognathus?
I’mnotsuremyself,butIthinkit’samissinglink,likeabirdwithteethoralizardwithwings。No,itisn’teither;I’vejustlookedinthebook。It’samesozoicmammal。
I’veelectedeconomicsthisyear——veryilluminatingsubject。
WhenIfinishthatI’mgoingtotakeCharityandReform;then,Mr。Trustee,I’llknowjusthowanorphanasylumoughttoberun。
Don’tyouthinkI’dmakeanadmirablevoterifIhadmyrights?
Iwastwenty-onelastweek。Thisisanawfullywastefulcountrytothrowawaysuchanhonest,educated,conscientious,intelligentcitizenasIwouldbe。
Yoursalways,Judy7thDecemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,ThankyouforpermissiontovisitJulia——Itakeitthatsilencemeansconsent。
Suchasocialwhirlaswe’vebeenhaving!TheFounder’sdancecamelastweek——thiswasthefirstyearthatanyofuscouldattend;
onlyupperclassmenbeingallowed。
IinvitedJimmieMcBride,andSallieinvitedhisroom-mateatPrinceton,whovisitedthemlastsummerattheircamp——anawfullynicemanwithredhair——andJuliainvitedamanfromNewYork,notveryexciting,butsociallyirreproachable。HeisconnectedwiththeDelaMaterChichesters。Perhapsthatmeanssomethingtoyou?Itdoesn’tilluminatemetoanyextent。
However——ourguestscameFridayafternoonintimeforteaintheseniorcorridor,andthendasheddowntothehotelfordinner。
Thehotelwassofullthattheysleptinrowsonthebilliardtables,theysay。JimmieMcBridesaysthatthenexttimeheisbiddentoasocialeventinthiscollege,heisgoingtobringoneoftheirAdirondacktentsandpitchitonthecampus。
Atseven-thirtytheycamebackforthePresident’sreceptionanddance。
Ourfunctionscommenceearly!Wehadthemen’scardsallmadeoutaheadoftime,andaftereverydance,we’dleavethemingroups,undertheletterthatstoodfortheirnames,sothattheycouldbereadilyfoundbytheirnextpartners。JimmieMcBride,forexample,wouldstandpatientlyunder`M’untilhewasclaimed。(Atleast,heoughttohavestoodpatiently,buthekeptwanderingoffandgettingmixedwith`R’s’and`S’s’andallsortsofletters。)
Ifoundhimaverydifficultguest;hewassulkybecausehehadonlythreedanceswithme。Hesaidhewasbashfulaboutdancingwithgirlshedidn’tknow!
Thenextmorningwehadagleeclubconcert——andwhodoyouthinkwrotethefunnynewsongcomposedfortheoccasion?It’sthetruth。
Shedid。Oh,Itellyou,Daddy,yourlittlefoundlingisgettingtobequiteaprominentperson!
Anyway,ourgaytwodaysweregreatfun,andIthinkthemenenjoyedit。
Someofthemwereawfullyperturbedatfirstattheprospectoffacingonethousandgirls;buttheygotacclimatedveryquickly。
OurtwoPrincetonmenhadabeautifultime——atleasttheypolitelysaidtheyhad,andthey’veinvitedustotheirdancenextspring。
We’veaccepted,sopleasedon’tobject,Daddydear。
JuliaandSallieandIallhadnewdresses。Doyouwanttohearaboutthem?Julia’swascreamsatinandgoldembroideryandsheworepurpleorchids。ItwasaDREAMandcamefromParis,andcostamilliondollars。
Sallie’swaspalebluetrimmedwithPersianembroidery,andwentbeautifullywithredhair。Itdidn’tcostquiteamillion,butwasjustaseffectiveasJulia’s。
Minewaspalepinkcrepedechinetrimmedwithecrulaceandrosesatin。
AndIcarriedcrimsonroseswhichJ。McB。sent(Salliehavingtoldhimwhatcolourtoget)。Andweallhadsatinslippersandsilkstockingsandchiffonscarfstomatch。
Youmustbedeeplyimpressedbythesemillinerydetails。
Onecan’thelpthinking,Daddy,whatacolourlesslifeamanisforcedtolead,whenonereflectsthatchiffonandVenetianpointandhandembroideryandIrishcrochetaretohimmereemptywords。
Whereasawoman——whethersheisinterestedinbabiesormicrobesorhusbandsorpoetryorservantsorparallelogramsorgardensorPlatoorbridge——isfundamentallyandalwaysinterestedinclothes。
It’stheonetouchofnaturethatmakesthewholeworldkin。
(Thatisn’toriginal。IgotitoutofoneofShakespeare’splays)。
However,toresume。DoyouwantmetotellyouasecretthatI’velatelydiscovered?Andwillyoupromisenottothinkmevain?
Thenlisten:
I’mpretty。
Iam,really。I’dbeanawfulidiotnottoknowitwiththreelooking-glassesintheroom。
AFriendPS。Thisisoneofthosewickedanonymouslettersyoureadaboutinnovels。
20thDecemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,I’vejustamoment,becauseImustattendtwoclasses,packatrunkandasuit-case,andcatchthefour-o’clocktrain——butIcouldn’tgowithoutsendingawordtoletyouknowhowmuchIappreciatemyChristmasbox。
IlovethefursandthenecklaceandtheLibertyscarfandtheglovesandhandkerchiefsandbooksandpurse——andmostofallIloveyou!
ButDaddy,youhavenobusinesstospoilmethisway。I’monlyhuman——
andagirlatthat。HowcanIkeepmymindsternlyfixedonastudiouscareer,whenyoudeflectmewithsuchworldlyfrivolities?
IhavestrongsuspicionsnowastowhichoneoftheJohnGrierTrusteesusedtogivetheChristmastreeandtheSundayice-cream。
Hewasnameless,butbyhisworksIknowhim!Youdeservetobehappyforallthegoodthingsyoudo。
Goodbye,andaverymerryChristmas。
Yoursalways,JudyPS。Iamsendingaslighttoken,too。Doyouthinkyouwouldlikeherifyouknewher?
11thJanuaryImeanttowritetoyoufromthecity,Daddy,butNewYorkisanengrossingplace。
Ihadaninteresting——andilluminating——time,butI’mgladIdon’tbelongtosuchafamily!IshouldtrulyratherhavetheJohnGrierHomeforabackground。Whateverthedrawbacksofmybringingup,therewasatleastnopretenceaboutit。IknownowwhatpeoplemeanwhentheysaytheyareweigheddownbyThings。Thematerialatmosphereofthathousewascrushing;Ididn’tdrawadeepbreathuntilIwasonanexpresstraincomingback。Allthefurniturewascarvedandupholsteredandgorgeous;thepeopleImetwerebeautifullydressedandlow-voicedandwell-bred,butit’sthetruth,Daddy,Ineverheardonewordofrealtalkfromthetimewearriveduntilweleft。Idon’tthinkanideaeverenteredthefrontdoor。
Mrs。Pendletonneverthinksofanythingbutjewelsanddressmakersandsocialengagements。ShedidseemadifferentkindofmotherfromMrs。McBride!IfIevermarryandhaveafamily,I’mgoingtomakethemasexactlyliketheMcBridesasIcan。NotforallthemoneyintheworldwouldIeverletanychildrenofminedevelopintoPendletons。
Maybeitisn’tpolitetocriticizepeopleyou’vebeenvisiting?
Ifitisn’t,pleaseexcuse。Thisisveryconfidential,betweenyouandme。
IonlysawMasterJervieoncewhenhecalledatteatime,andthenIdidn’thaveachancetospeaktohimalone。
Itwasreallydisappointingafterournicetimelastsummer。
Idon’tthinkhecaresmuchforhisrelatives——andIamsuretheydon’tcaremuchforhim!Julia’smothersayshe’sunbalanced。
He’saSocialist——except,thankHeaven,hedoesn’tlethishairgrowandwearredties。Shecan’timaginewherehepickeduphisqueerideas;
thefamilyhavebeenChurchofEnglandforgenerations。Hethrowsawayhismoneyoneverysortofcrazyreform,insteadofspendingitonsuchsensiblethingsasyachtsandautomobilesandpoloponies。
Hedoesbuycandywithitthough!HesentJuliaandmeeachaboxforChristmas。
Youknow,IthinkI’llbeaSocialist,too。Youwouldn’tmind,wouldyou,Daddy?They’requitedifferentfromAnarchists;
theydon’tbelieveinblowingpeopleup。ProbablyIamonebyrights;
Ibelongtotheproletariat。Ihaven’tdeterminedyetjustwhichkindIamgoingtobe。IwilllookintothesubjectoverSunday,anddeclaremyprinciplesinmynext。
I’veseenloadsoftheatresandhotelsandbeautifulhouses。
Mymindisaconfusedjumbleofonyxandgildingandmosaicfloorsandpalms。I’mstillprettybreathlessbutIamgladtogetbacktocollegeandmybooks——IbelievethatIreallyamastudent;
thisatmosphereofacademiccalmIfindmorebracingthanNewYork。
Collegeisaverysatisfyingsortoflife;thebooksandstudyandregularclasseskeepyoualivementally,andthenwhenyourmindgetstired,youhavethegymnasiumandoutdoorathletics,andalwaysplentyofcongenialfriendswhoarethinkingaboutthesamethingsyouare。Wespendawholeeveninginnothingbuttalk——
talk——talk——andgotobedwithaveryupliftedfeeling,asthoughwehadsettledpermanentlysomepressingworldproblems。Andfillingineverycrevice,thereisalwayssuchalotofnonsense——justsillyjokesaboutthelittlethingsthatcomeupbutverysatisfying。
Wedoappreciateourownwitticisms!
Itisn’tthegreatbigpleasuresthatcountthemost;it’smakingagreatdealoutofthelittleones——I’vediscoveredthetruesecretofhappiness,Daddy,andthatistoliveinthenow。
Nottobeforeverregrettingthepast,oranticipatingthefuture;
buttogetthemostthatyoucanoutofthisveryinstant。
It’slikefarming。Youcanhaveextensivefarmingandintensivefarming;well,Iamgoingtohaveintensivelivingafterthis。
I’mgoingtoenjoyeverysecond,andI’mgoingtoKNOWI’menjoyingitwhileI’menjoyingit。Mostpeopledon’tlive;theyjustrace。
Theyaretryingtoreachsomegoalfarawayonthehorizon,andintheheatofthegoingtheygetsobreathlessandpantingthattheyloseallsightofthebeautiful,tranquilcountrytheyarepassingthrough;
andthenthefirstthingtheyknow,theyareoldandwornout,anditdoesn’tmakeanydifferencewhetherthey’vereachedthegoalornot。I’vedecidedtositdownbythewayandpileupalotoflittlehappinesses,evenifIneverbecomeaGreatAuthor。
DidyoueverknowsuchaphilosopheressasIamdevelopinginto?
Yoursever,JudyPS。It’srainingcatsanddogstonight。Twopuppiesandakittenhavejustlandedonthewindow-sill。
DearComrade,Hooray!I’maFabian。
That’saSocialistwho’swillingtowait。Wedon’twantthesocialrevolutiontocometomorrowmorning;itwouldbetooupsetting。
Wewantittocomeverygraduallyinthedistantfuture,whenweshallallbepreparedandabletosustaintheshock。
Inthemeantime,wemustbegettingready,byinstitutingindustrial,educationalandorphanasylumreforms。
Yours,withfraternallove,JudyMonday,3rdhour11thFebruaryDearD-L-L。,Don’tbeinsultedbecausethisissoshort。Itisn’taletter;
it’sjustaLINEtosaythatI’mgoingtowritealetterprettysoonwhenexaminationsareover。ItisnotonlynecessarythatIpass,butpassWELL。Ihaveascholarshiptoliveupto。
Yours,studyinghard,J。A。
5thMarchDearDaddy-Long-Legs,PresidentCuylermadeaspeechthiseveningaboutthemoderngenerationbeingflippantandsuperficial。Hesaysthatwearelosingtheoldidealsofearnestendeavourandtruescholarship;
andparticularlyisthisfalling-offnoticeableinourdisrespectfulattitudetowardsorganizedauthority。Wenolongerpayaseemlydeferencetooursuperiors。
Icameawayfromchapelverysober。
AmItoofamiliar,Daddy?OughtItotreatyouwithmoredignityandaloofness?——Yes,I’msureIought。I’llbeginagain。
MyDearMr。Smith,YouwillbepleasedtohearthatIpassedsuccessfullymymid-yearexaminations,andamnowcommencingworkinthenewsemester。Iamleavingchemistry——havingcompletedthecourseinqualitativeanalysis——
andamenteringuponthestudyofbiology。Iapproachthissubjectwithsomehesitation,asIunderstandthatwedissectanglewormsandfrogs。
AnextremelyinterestingandvaluablelecturewasgiveninthechapellastweekuponRomanRemainsinSouthernFrance。Ihaveneverlistenedtoamoreilluminatingexpositionofthesubject。
WearereadingWordsworth’sTinternAbbeyinconnectionwithourcourseinEnglishLiterature。Whatanexquisiteworkitis,andhowadequatelyitembodieshisconceptionsofPantheism!
TheRomanticmovementoftheearlypartofthelastcentury,exemplifiedintheworksofsuchpoetsasShelley,Byron,Keats,andWordsworth,appealstomeverymuchmorethantheClassicalperiodthatprecededit。Speakingofpoetry,haveyoueverreadthatcharminglittlethingofTennyson’scalledLocksleyHall?
Iamattendinggymnasiumveryregularlyoflate。Aproctorsystemhasbeendevised,andfailuretocomplywiththerulescausesagreatdealofinconvenience。Thegymnasiumisequippedwithaverybeautifulswimmingtankofcementandmarble,thegiftofaformergraduate。Myroom-mate,MissMcBride,hasgivenmeherbathing-suit(itshranksothatshecannolongerwearit)
andIamabouttobeginswimminglessons。
Wehaddeliciouspinkice-creamfordessertlastnight。
Onlyvegetabledyesareusedincolouringthefood。Thecollegeisverymuchopposed,bothfromaestheticandhygienicmotives,totheuseofanilinedyes。
Theweatheroflatehasbeenideal——brightsunshineandcloudsinterspersedwithafewwelcomesnow-storms。Iandmycompanionshaveenjoyedourwalkstoandfromclasses——particularlyfrom。
Trusting,mydearMr。Smith,thatthiswillfindyouinyourusualgoodhealth,Iremain,Mostcordiallyyours,JerushaAbbott24thAprilDearDaddy,Springhascomeagain!Youshouldseehowlovelythecampusis。
Ithinkyoumightcomeandlookatitforyourself。MasterJerviedroppedinagainlastFriday——buthechoseamostunpropitioustime,forSallieandJuliaandIwerejustrunningtocatchatrain。
Andwheredoyouthinkweweregoing?ToPrinceton,toattendadanceandaballgame,ifyouplease!Ididn’taskyouifImightgo,becauseIhadafeelingthatyoursecretarywouldsayno。Butitwasentirelyregular;wehadleave-of-absencefromcollege,andMrs。
McBridechaperonedus。Wehadacharmingtime——butIshallhavetoomitdetails;theyaretoomanyandcomplicated。
SaturdayUpbeforedawn!Thenightwatchmancalledus——sixofus——andwemadecoffeeinachafingdish(youneversawsomanygrounds!)
andwalkedtwomilestothetopofOneTreeHilltoseethesunrise。
Wehadtoscrambleupthelastslope!Thesunalmostbeatus!
Andperhapsyouthinkwedidn’tbringbackappetitestobreakfast!
Dearme,Daddy,Iseemtohaveaveryejaculatorystyletoday;
thispageispepperedwithexclamations。
Imeanttohavewrittenalotaboutthebuddingtreesandthenewcinderpathintheathleticfield,andtheawfullessonwehaveinbiologyfortomorrow,andthenewcanoesonthelake,andCatherinePrentisswhohaspneumonia,andPrexy’sAngorakittenthatstrayedfromhomeandhasbeenboardinginFergussenHallfortwoweeksuntilachambermaidreportedit,andaboutmythreenewdresses——
whiteandpinkandbluepolkadotswithahattomatch——butIamtoosleepy。Iamalwaysmakingthisanexcuse,amInot?Butagirls’
collegeisabusyplaceandwedogettiredbytheendoftheday!
Particularlywhenthedaybeginsatdawn。
Affectionately,Judy15thMayDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Isitgoodmannerswhenyougetintoacarjusttostarestraightaheadandnotseeanybodyelse?
Averybeautifulladyinaverybeautifulvelvetdressgotintothecartoday,andwithouttheslightestexpressionsatforfifteenminutesandlookedatasignadvertisingsuspenders。
Itdoesn’tseempolitetoignoreeverybodyelseasthoughyouweretheonlyimportantpersonpresent。Anyway,youmissalot。
Whileshewasabsorbingthatsillysign,Iwasstudyingawholecarfullofinterestinghumanbeings。
Theaccompanyingillustrationisherebyreproducedforthefirsttime。
Itlookslikeaspiderontheendofastring,butitisn’tatall;
it’sapictureofmelearningtoswiminthetankinthegymnasium。
Theinstructorhooksaropeintoaringinthebackofmybelt,andrunsitthroughapulleyintheceiling。Itwouldbeabeautifulsystemifonehadperfectconfidenceintheprobityofone’sinstructor。
I’malwaysafraid,though,thatshewilllettheropegetslack,soIkeeponeanxiouseyeonherandswimwiththeother,andwiththisdividedinterestIdonotmaketheprogressthatI
otherwisemight。
Verymiscellaneousweatherwe’rehavingoflate。ItwasrainingwhenIcommencedandnowthesunisshining。SallieandIaregoingouttoplaytennis——therebygainingexemptionfromGym。
AweeklaterIshouldhavefinishedthisletterlongago,butIdidn’t。Youdon’tmind,doyou,Daddy,ifI’mnotveryregular?Ireallydolovetowritetoyou;itgivesmesucharespectablefeelingofhavingsomefamily。Wouldyoulikemetotellyousomething?
YouarenottheonlymantowhomIwriteletters。Therearetwoothers!IhavebeenreceivingbeautifullonglettersthiswinterfromMasterJervie(withtypewrittenenvelopessoJuliawon’trecognizethewriting)。Didyoueverhearanythingsoshocking?
Andeveryweekorsoaveryscrawlyepistle,usuallyonyellowtabletpaper,arrivesfromPrinceton。AllofwhichIanswerwithbusiness-likepromptness。Soyousee——Iamnotsodifferentfromothergirls——Igetletters,too。
DidItellyouthatIhavebeenelectedamemberoftheSeniorDramaticClub?Veryrechercheorganization。Onlyseventy-fivemembersoutofonethousand。DoyouthinkasaconsistentSocialistthatIoughttobelong?
Whatdoyousupposeisatpresentengagingmyattentioninsociology?
Iamwriting(figurezvous!)apaperontheCareofDependentChildren。
TheProfessorshuffleduphissubjectsanddealtthemoutpromiscuously,andthatfelltome。C’estdrolecan’estpas?
Theregoesthegongfordinner。I’llpostthisasIpassthebox。
Affectionately,J。
4thJuneDearDaddy,Verybusytime——commencementintendays,examinationstomorrow;
lotsofstudying,lotsofpacking,andtheoutdoorworldsolovelythatithurtsyoutostayinside。
Butnevermind,vacation’scoming。Juliaisgoingabroadthissummer——
itmakesthefourthtime。Nodoubtaboutit,Daddy,goodsarenotdistributedevenly。Sallie,asusual,goestotheAdirondacks。
AndwhatdoyouthinkIamgoingtodo?Youmayhavethreeguesses。
LockWillow?Wrong。TheAdirondackswithSallie?Wrong。
(I’llneverattemptthatagain;Iwasdiscouragedlastyear。)
Can’tyouguessanythingelse?You’renotveryinventive。
I’lltellyou,Daddy,ifyou’llpromisenottomakealotofobjections。
Iwarnyoursecretaryinadvancethatmymindismadeup。
IamgoingtospendthesummerattheseasidewithaMrs。CharlesPatersonandtutorherdaughterwhoistoentercollegeintheautumn。
ImetherthroughtheMcBrides,andsheisaverycharmingwoman。
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