Idon’tknowwhyIaminsuchareminiscentmoodexceptthatspringandthereappearanceoftoadsalwaysawakenstheoldacquisitiveinstinct。Theonlythingthatkeepsmefromstartingacollectionisthefactthatnoruleexistsagainstit。
Afterchapel,ThursdayWhatdoyouthinkismyfavouritebook?Justnow,Imean;Ichangeeverythreedays。WutheringHeights。EmilyBrontewasquiteyoungwhenshewroteit,andhadneverbeenoutsideofHaworthchurchyard。
Shehadneverknownanymeninherlife;howCOULDsheimagineamanlikeHeathcliffe?
Icouldn’tdoit,andI’mquiteyoungandneveroutsidetheJohnGrierAsylum——I’vehadeverychanceintheworld。SometimesadreadfulfearcomesovermethatI’mnotagenius。Willyoubeawfullydisappointed,Daddy,ifIdon’tturnouttobeagreatauthor?
Inthespringwheneverythingissobeautifulandgreenandbudding,Ifeelliketurningmybackonlessons,andrunningawaytoplaywiththeweather。Therearesuchlotsofadventuresoutinthefields!
It’smuchmoreentertainingtolivebooksthantowritethem。
Ow!!!!!!
ThatwasashriekwhichbroughtSallieandJuliaand(foradisgustedmoment)theSeniorfromacrossthehall。Itwascausedbyacentipedelikethis:onlyworse。JustasIhadfinishedthelastsentenceandwasthinkingwhattosaynext——plump!——itfellofftheceilingandlandedatmyside。Itippedtwocupsofftheteatableintryingtogetaway。Salliewhackeditwiththebackofmyhairbrush——whichIshallneverbeabletouseagain——andkilledthefrontend,buttherearfiftyfeetranunderthebureauandescaped。
Thisdormitory,owingtoitsageandivy-coveredwalls,isfullofcentipedes。Theyaredreadfulcreatures。I’dratherfindatigerunderthebed。
Friday,9。30p。m。
Suchalotoftroubles!Ididn’theartherisingbellthismorning,thenIbrokemyshoestringwhileIwashurryingtodressanddroppedmycollarbuttondownmyneck。Iwaslateforbreakfastandalsoforfirst-hourrecitation。Iforgottotakeanyblottingpaperandmyfountainpenleaked。IntrigonometrytheProfessorandIhadadisagreementtouchingalittlematteroflogarithms。
Onlookingitup,Ifindthatshewasright。Wehadmuttonstewandpie-plantforlunch——hate’emboth;theytasteliketheasylum。
Thepostbroughtmenothingbutbills(thoughImustsaythatI
neverdogetanythingelse;myfamilyarenotthekindthatwrite)。
InEnglishclassthisafternoonwehadanunexpectedwrittenlesson。
Thiswasit:
Iaskednootherthing,Nootherwasdenied。
IofferedBeingforit;
Themightymerchantsmiled。
Brazil?HetwirledabuttonWithoutaglancemyway:
But,madam,istherenothingelseThatwecanshowtoday?
Thatisapoem。Idon’tknowwhowroteitorwhatitmeans。Itwassimplyprintedoutontheblackboardwhenwearrivedandwewereorderedtocommentuponit。WhenIreadthefirstverseIthoughtIhadanidea——TheMightyMerchantwasadivinitywhodistributesblessingsinreturnforvirtuousdeeds——
butwhenIgottothesecondverseandfoundhimtwirlingabutton,itseemedablasphemoussupposition,andIhastilychangedmymind。
Therestoftheclasswasinthesamepredicament;andtherewesatforthree-quartersofanhourwithblankpaperandequallyblankminds。Gettinganeducationisanawfullywearingprocess!
Butthisdidn’tendtheday。There’sworsetocome。
Itrainedsowecouldn’tplaygolf,buthadtogotogymnasiuminstead。
ThegirlnexttomebangedmyelbowwithanIndianclub。Igothometofindthattheboxwithmynewbluespringdresshadcome,andtheskirtwassotightthatIcouldn’tsitdown。Fridayissweepingday,andthemaidhadmixedallthepapersonmydesk。
Wehadtombstonefordessert(milkandgelatinflavouredwithvanilla)。
Wewerekeptinchapeltwentyminuteslaterthanusualtolistentoaspeechaboutwomanlywomen。Andthen——justasIwassettlingdownwithasighofwell-earnedrelieftoThePortraitofaLady,agirlnamedAckerly,adough-faced,deadly,unintermittentlystupidgirl,whositsnexttomeinLatinbecausehernamebeginswithA(I
wishMrs。LippetthadnamedmeZabriski),cametoaskifMonday’slessoncommencedatparagraph69or70,andstayedONEHOUR。
Shehasjustgone。
Didyoueverhearofsuchadiscouragingseriesofevents?
Itisn’tthebigtroublesinlifethatrequirecharacter。
Anybodycanrisetoacrisisandfaceacrushingtragedywithcourage,buttomeetthepettyhazardsofthedaywithalaugh——IreallythinkthatrequiresSPIRIT。
It’sthekindofcharacterthatIamgoingtodevelop。IamgoingtopretendthatalllifeisjustagamewhichImustplayasskilfullyandfairlyasIcan。IfIlose,Iamgoingtoshrugmyshouldersandlaugh——alsoifIwin。
Anyway,Iamgoingtobeasport。Youwillneverhearmecomplainagain,Daddydear,becauseJuliawearssilkstockingsandcentipedesdropoffthewall。
Yoursever,JudyAnswersoon。
27thMayDaddy-Long-Legs,Esq。
DEARSIR:IaminreceiptofaletterfromMrs。Lippett。
ShehopesthatIamdoingwellindeportmentandstudies。
SinceIprobablyhavenoplacetogothissummer,shewillletmecomebacktotheasylumandworkformyboarduntilcollegeopens。
IHATETHEJOHNGRIERHOME。
I’dratherdiethangoback。
Yoursmosttruthfully,JerushaAbbottCherDaddy-Jambes-Longes,Vousetesunbrick!
Jesuistresheureuseaboutthefarm,parcequejen’aijamaisbeenonafarmdansmavieandI’dhatetoretoumerchezJohnGrier,etwashdishestoutl’ete。Therewouldbedangerofquelquechoseaffreusehappening,parcequej’aiperduemahumilited’autrefoisetj’aipeurthatIwouldjustbreakoutquelquejouretsmasheverycupandsaucerdanslamaison。
Pardonbrieveteetpaper。JenepeuxpassenddesmesnouvellesparcequejesuisdansFrenchclassetj’aipeurqueMonsieurleProfesseurisgoingtocallonmetoutdesuite。
Hedid!
Aurevoir,jevousaimebeaucoup。
Judy30thMayDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Didyoueverseethiscampus?(Thatismerelyarhetoricalquestion。
Don’tletitannoyyou。)ItisaheavenlyspotinMay。Alltheshrubsareinblossomandthetreesaretheloveliestyounggreen——
eventheoldpineslookfreshandnew。Thegrassisdottedwithyellowdandelionsandhundredsofgirlsinblueandwhiteandpinkdresses。
Everybodyisjoyousandcarefree,forvacation’scoming,andwiththattolookforwardto,examinationsdon’tcount。
Isn’tthatahappyframeofmindtobein?Andoh,Daddy!
I’mthehappiestofall!BecauseI’mnotintheasylumanymore;
andI’mnotanybody’snursemaidortypewriterorbookkeeper(I
shouldhavebeen,youknow,exceptforyou)。
I’msorrynowforallmypastbadnesses。
I’msorryIwaseverimpertinenttoMrs。Lippett。
I’msorryIeverslappedFreddiePerkins。
I’msorryIeverfilledthesugarbowlwithsalt。
I’msorryIevermadefacesbehindtheTrustees’backs。
I’mgoingtobegoodandsweetandkindtoeverybodybecauseI’msohappy。AndthissummerI’mgoingtowriteandwriteandwriteandbegintobeagreatauthor。Isn’tthatanexaltedstandtotake?Oh,I’mdevelopingabeautifulcharacter!Itdroopsabitundercoldandfrost,butitdoesgrowfastwhenthesunshines。
That’sthewaywitheverybody。Idon’tagreewiththetheorythatadversityandsorrowanddisappointmentdevelopmoralstrength。
Thehappypeoplearetheoneswhoarebubblingoverwithkindliness。
Ihavenofaithinmisanthropes。(Fineword!Justlearnedit。)
Youarenotamisanthropeareyou,Daddy?
Istartedtotellyouaboutthecampus。Iwishyou’dcomeforalittlevisitandletmewalkyouaboutandsay:
`Thatisthelibrary。Thisisthegasplant,Daddydear。
TheGothicbuildingonyourleftisthegymnasium,andtheTudorRomanesquebesideitisthenewinfirmary。’
Oh,I’mfineatshowingpeopleabout。I’vedoneitallmylifeattheasylum,andI’vebeendoingitalldayhere。Ihavehonestly。
AndaMan,too!
That’sagreatexperience。Inevertalkedtoamanbefore(exceptoccasionalTrustees,andtheydon’tcount)。Pardon,Daddy,Idon’tmeantohurtyourfeelingswhenIabuseTrustees。Idon’tconsiderthatyoureallybelongamongthem。YoujusttumbledontotheBoardbychance。TheTrustee,assuch,isfatandpompousandbenevolent。
Hepatsoneontheheadandwearsagoldwatchchain。
ThatlookslikeaJunebug,butismeanttobeaportraitofanyTrusteeexceptyou。
However——toresume:
Ihavebeenwalkingandtalkingandhavingteawithaman。
Andwithaverysuperiorman——withMr。JervisPendletonoftheHouseofJulia;heruncle,inshort(inlong,perhapsIoughttosay;
he’sastallasyou。)Beingintownonbusiness,hedecidedtorunouttothecollegeandcallonhisniece。He’sherfather’syoungestbrother,butshedoesn’tknowhimveryintimately。Itseemsheglancedatherwhenshewasababy,decidedhedidn’tlikeher,andhasnevernoticedhersince。
Anyway,therehewas,sittinginthereceptionroomveryproperwithhishatandstickandglovesbesidehim;andJuliaandSalliewithseventh-hourrecitationsthattheycouldn’tcut。SoJuliadashedintomyroomandbeggedmetowalkhimaboutthecampusandthendeliverhimtoherwhentheseventhhourwasover。
IsaidIwould,obliginglybutunenthusiastically,becauseIdon’tcaremuchforPendletons。
Butheturnedouttobeasweetlamb。He’sarealhumanbeing——
notaPendletonatall。Wehadabeautifultime;I’velongedforanuncleeversince。Doyoumindpretendingyou’remyuncle?
Ibelievethey’resuperiortograndmothers。
Mr。Pendletonremindedmealittleofyou,Daddy,asyouweretwentyyearsago。YouseeIknowyouintimately,evenifwehaven’tevermet!
He’stallandthinnishwithadarkfacealloverlines,andthefunniestunderneathsmilethatneverquitecomesthroughbutjustwrinklesupthecornersofhismouth。Andhehasawayofmakingyoufeelrightoffasthoughyou’dknownhimalongtime。
He’sverycompanionable。
Wewalkedalloverthecampusfromthequadrangletotheathleticgrounds;
thenhesaidhefeltweakandmusthavesometea。HeproposedthatwegotoCollegeInn——it’sjustoffthecampusbythepinewalk。
IsaidweoughttogobackforJuliaandSallie,buthesaidhedidn’tliketohavehisniecesdrinktoomuchtea;itmadethemnervous。
Sowejustranawayandhadteaandmuffinsandmarmaladeandice-creamandcakeatanicelittletableoutonthebalcony。
Theinnwasquiteconvenientlyempty,thisbeingtheendofthemonthandallowanceslow。
Wehadthejolliesttime!ButhehadtorunforhistraintheminutehegotbackandhebarelysawJuliaatall。Shewasfuriouswithmefortakinghimoff;itseemshe’sanunusuallyrichanddesirableuncle。Itrelievedmymindtofindhewasrich,fortheteaandthingscostsixtycentsapiece。
Thismorning(it’sMondaynow)threeboxesofchocolatescamebyexpressforJuliaandSallieandme。Whatdoyouthinkofthat?
Tobegettingcandyfromaman!
Ibegintofeellikeagirlinsteadofafoundling。
Iwishyou’dcomeandhaveteasomedayandletmeseeifIlikeyou。
Butwouldn’titbedreadfulifIdidn’t?However,IknowIshould。
Bien!Imakeyoumycompliments。
`Jamaisjenet’oublierai。’
JudyPS。IlookedintheglassthismorningandfoundaperfectlynewdimplethatI’dneverseenbefore。It’sverycurious。
Wheredoyousupposeitcamefrom?
9thJuneDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Happyday!I’vejustfinishedmylastexaminationPhysiology。
Andnow:
Threemonthsonafarm!
Idon’tknowwhatkindofathingafarmis。I’veneverbeenononeinmylife。I’veneverevenlookedatone(exceptfromthecarwindow),butIknowI’mgoingtoloveit,andI’mgoingtolovebeingFREE。
IamnotusedevenyettobeingoutsidetheJohnGrierHome。
WheneverIthinkofitexcitedlittlethrillschaseupanddownmyback。IfeelasthoughImustrunfasterandfasterandkeeplookingovermyshouldertomakesurethatMrs。Lippettisn’taftermewithherarmstretchedouttograbmeback。
Idon’thavetomindanyonethissummer,doI?
Yournominalauthoritydoesn’tannoymeintheleast;youaretoofarawaytodoanyharm。Mrs。Lippettisdeadforever,sofarasI
amconcerned,andtheSemplesaren’texpectedtooverlookmymoralwelfare,arethey?No,Iamsurenot。Iamentirelygrownup。Hooray!
Ileaveyounowtopackatrunk,andthreeboxesofteakettlesanddishesandsofacushionsandbooks。
Yoursever,JudyPS。Hereismyphysiologyexam。Doyouthinkyoucouldhavepassed?
LOCKWILLOWFARM,SaturdaynightDearestDaddy-Long-Legs,I’veonlyjustcomeandI’mnotunpacked,butIcan’twaittotellyouhowmuchIlikefarms。Thisisaheavenly,heavenly,HEAVENLYspot!
Thehouseissquarelikethis:AndOLD。Ahundredyearsorso。
IthasaverandaonthesidewhichIcan’tdrawandasweetporchinfront。Thepicturereallydoesn’tdoitjustice——thosethingsthatlooklikefeatherdustersaremapletrees,andthepricklyonesthatborderthedrivearemurmuringpinesandhemlocks。Itstandsonthetopofahillandlookswayoffovermilesofgreenmeadowstoanotherlineofhills。
ThatisthewayConnecticutgoes,inaseriesofMarcellewaves;
andLockWillowFarmisjustonthecrestofonewave。Thebarnsusedtobeacrosstheroadwheretheyobstructedtheview,butakindflashoflightningcamefromheavenandburntthemdown。
ThepeopleareMr。andMrs。Sempleandahiredgirlandtwohiredmen。
Thehiredpeopleeatinthekitchen,andtheSemplesandJudyinthedining-room。Wehadhamandeggsandbiscuitsandhoneyandjelly-cakeandpieandpicklesandcheeseandteaforsupper——
andagreatdealofconversation。Ihaveneverbeensoentertaininginmylife;everythingIsayappearstobefunny。Isupposeitis,becauseI’veneverbeeninthecountrybefore,andmyquestionsarebackedbyanall-inclusiveignorance。
Theroommarkedwithacrossisnotwherethemurderwascommitted,buttheonethatIoccupy。It’sbigandsquareandempty,withadorableold-fashionedfurnitureandwindowsthathavetobeproppeduponsticksandgreenshadestrimmedwithgoldthatfalldownifyoutouchthem。Andabigsquaremahoganytable——
I’mgoingtospendthesummerwithmyelbowsspreadoutonit,writinganovel。
Oh,Daddy,I’msoexcited!Ican’twaittilldaylighttoexplore。
It’s8。30now,andIamabouttoblowoutmycandleandtrytogotosleep。Weriseatfive。Didyoueverknowsuchfun?Ican’tbelievethisisreallyJudy。YouandtheGoodLordgivememorethanIdeserve。Imustbeavery,very,VERYgoodpersontopay。
I’mgoingtobe。You’llsee。
Goodnight,JudyPS。Youshouldhearthefrogssingandthelittlepigssquealandyoushouldseethenewmoon!Isawitovermyrightshoulder。
LOCKWILLOW,12thJulyDearDaddy-Long-Legs,HowdidyoursecretarycometoknowaboutLockWillow?
(Thatisn’tarhetoricalquestion。Iamawfullycurioustoknow。)
Forlistentothis:Mr。JervisPendletonusedtoownthisfarm,butnowhehasgivenittoMrs。Semplewhowashisoldnurse。
Didyoueverhearofsuchafunnycoincidence?Shestillcallshim`MasterJervie’andtalksaboutwhatasweetlittleboyheusedtobe。
Shehasoneofhisbabycurlsputawayinabox,anditisred——
oratleastreddish!
SinceshediscoveredthatIknowhim,Ihaverisenverymuchinheropinion。KnowingamemberofthePendletonfamilyisthebestintroductiononecanhaveatLockWillow。
AndthecreamofthewholefamilyisMasterJervis——
IampleasedtosaythatJuliabelongstoaninferiorbranch。
Thefarmgetsmoreandmoreentertaining。Irodeonahaywagonyesterday。Wehavethreebigpigsandninelittlepiglets,andyoushouldseethemeat。Theyarepigs!We’veoceansoflittlebabychickensandducksandturkeysandguineafowls。
Youmustbemadtoliveinacitywhenyoumightliveonafarm。
Itismydailybusinesstohunttheeggs。Ifelloffabeaminthebarnloftyesterday,whileIwastryingtocrawlovertoanestthattheblackhenhasstolen。AndwhenIcameinwithascratchedknee,Mrs。Semplebounditupwithwitch-hazel,murmuringallthetime,`Dear!Dear!ItseemsonlyyesterdaythatMasterJerviefelloffthatverysamebeamandscratchedthisverysameknee。’
Thesceneryaroundhereisperfectlybeautiful。There’savalleyandariverandalotofwoodedhills,andwayinthedistanceatallbluemountainthatsimplymeltsinyourmouth。
Wechurntwiceaweek;andwekeepthecreaminthespringhousewhichismadeofstonewiththebrookrunningunderneath。
Someofthefarmersaroundherehaveaseparator,butwedon’tcareforthesenew-fashionedideas。Itmaybealittlehardertoseparatethecreaminpans,butit’ssufficientlybettertopay。
Wehavesixcalves;andI’vechosenthenamesforallofthem。
1。Sylvia,becauseshewasborninthewoods。
2。Lesbia,aftertheLesbiainCatullus。
3。Sallie。
4。Julia——aspotted,nondescriptanimal。
5。Judy,afterme。
6。Daddy-Long-Legs。Youdon’tmind,doyou,Daddy?He’spureJerseyandhasasweetdisposition。Helookslikethis——youcanseehowappropriatethenameis。
Ihaven’thadtimeyettobeginmyimmortalnovel;thefarmkeepsmetoobusy。
Yoursalways,JudyPS。I’velearnedtomakedoughnuts。
PS。(2)Ifyouarethinkingofraisingchickens,letmerecommendBuffOrpingtons。Theyhaven’tanypinfeathers。
PS。(3)IwishIcouldsendyouapatofthenice,freshbutterIchurnedyesterday。I’mafinedairy-maid!
PS。(4)ThisisapictureofMissJerushaAbbott,thefuturegreatauthor,drivinghomethecows。
SundayDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Isn’titfunny?Istartedtowritetoyouyesterdayafternoon,butasfarasIgotwastheheading,`DearDaddy-Long-Legs’,andthenIrememberedI’dpromisedtopicksomeblackberriesforsupper,soIwentoffandleftthesheetlyingonthetable,andwhenI
camebacktoday,whatdoyouthinkIfoundsittinginthemiddleofthepage?ArealtrueDaddy-Long-Legs!
Ipickedhimupverygentlybyoneleg,anddroppedhimoutofthewindow。Iwouldn’thurtoneofthemfortheworld。
Theyalwaysremindmeofyou。
WehitchedupthespringwagonthismorninganddrovetotheCentretochurch。It’sasweetlittlewhiteframechurchwithaspireandthreeDoriccolumnsinfront(ormaybeIonic——Ialwaysgetthemmixed)。
Anicesleepysermonwitheverybodydrowsilywavingpalm-leaffans,andtheonlysound,asidefromtheminister,thebuzzingoflocustsinthetreesoutside。Ididn’twakeuptillIfoundmyselfonmyfeetsingingthehymn,andthenIwasawfullysorryIhadn’tlistenedtothesermon;Ishouldliketoknowmoreofthepsychologyofamanwhowouldpickoutsuchahymn。Thiswasit:
Come,leaveyoursportsandearthlytoysAndjoinmeincelestialjoys。
Orelse,dearfriend,alongfarewell。
Ileaveyounowtosinktohell。
Ifindthatitisn’tsafetodiscussreligionwiththeSemples。
TheirGod(whomtheyhaveinheritedintactfromtheirremotePuritanancestors)isanarrow,irrational,unjust,mean,revengeful,bigotedPerson。ThankheavenIdon’tinheritGodfromanybody!
IamfreetomakemineupasIwishHim。He’skindandsympatheticandimaginativeandforgivingandunderstanding——andHehasasenseofhumour。
IliketheSemplesimmensely;theirpracticeissosuperiortotheirtheory。TheyarebetterthantheirownGod。Itoldthemso——
andtheyarehorriblytroubled。TheythinkIamblasphemous——
andIthinktheyare!We’vedroppedtheologyfromourconversation。
ThisisSundayafternoon。
Amasai(hiredman)inapurpletieandsomebrightyellowbuckskingloves,veryredandshaved,hasjustdrivenoffwithCarrie(hiredgirl)
inabighattrimmedwithredrosesandabluemuslindressandherhaircurledastightasitwillcurl。Amasaispentallthemorningwashingthebuggy;andCarriestayedhomefromchurchostensiblytocookthedinner,butreallytoironthemuslindress。
IntwominutesmorewhenthisletterisfinishedIamgoingtosettledowntoabookwhichIfoundintheattic。It’sentitled,OntheTrail,andsprawledacrossthefrontpageinafunnylittle-boyhand:
JervisPendletonifthisbookshouldeverroam,Boxitsearsandsendithome。
Hespentthesummerhereonceafterhehadbeenill,whenhewasaboutelevenyearsold;andheleftOntheTrailbehind。
Itlookswellread——themarksofhisgrimylittlehandsarefrequent!
Alsoinacorneroftheatticthereisawaterwheelandawindmillandsomebowsandarrows。Mrs。SempletalkssoconstantlyabouthimthatIbegintobelievehereallylives——notagrownmanwithasilkhatandwalkingstick,butanice,dirty,tousle-headedboywhoclattersupthestairswithanawfulracket,andleavesthescreendoorsopen,andisalwaysaskingforcookies。(Andgettingthem,too,ifI
knowMrs。Semple!)Heseemstohavebeenanadventurouslittlesoul——
andbraveandtruthful。I’msorrytothinkheisaPendleton;
hewasmeantforsomethingbetter。
We’regoingtobeginthreshingoatstomorrow;asteamengineiscomingandthreeextramen。
ItgrievesmetotellyouthatButtercup(thespottedcowwithonehorn,MotherofLesbia)hasdoneadisgracefulthing。ShegotintotheorchardFridayeveningandateapplesunderthetrees,andateandateuntiltheywenttoherhead。Fortwodaysshehasbeenperfectlydeaddrunk!ThatisthetruthIamtelling。
Didyoueverhearanythingsoscandalous?
Sir,Iremain,Youraffectionateorphan,JudyAbbottPS。Indiansinthefirstchapterandhighwaymeninthesecond。
Iholdmybreath。Whatcanthethirdcontain?`RedHawkleapttwentyfeetintheairandbitthedust。’Thatisthesubjectofthefrontispiece。Aren’tJudyandJerviehavingfun?
15thSeptemberDearDaddy,IwasweighedyesterdayontheflourscalesinthegeneralstoreattheComers。I’vegainedninepounds!LetmerecommendLockWillowasahealthresort。
Yoursever,JudyDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Beholdme——aSophomore!IcameuplastFriday,sorrytoleaveLockWillow,butgladtoseethecampusagain。Itisapleasantsensationtocomebacktosomethingfamiliar。Iambeginningtofeelathomeincollege,andincommandofthesituation;Iambeginning,infact,tofeelathomeintheworld——asthoughIreallybelongedtoitandhadnotjustcreptinonsufferance。
Idon’tsupposeyouunderstandintheleastwhatIamtryingtosay。
ApersonimportantenoughtobeaTrusteecan’tappreciatethefeelingsofapersonunimportantenoughtobeafoundling。
Andnow,Daddy,listentothis。WhomdoyouthinkIamroomingwith?
SallieMcBrideandJuliaRutledgePendleton。It’sthetruth。
Wehaveastudyandthreelittlebedrooms——VOILA!
SallieandIdecidedlastspringthatweshouldliketoroomtogether,andJuliamadeuphermindtostaywithSallie——why,Ican’timagine,fortheyarenotabitalike;butthePendletonsarenaturallyconservativeandinimical(fineword!)tochange。Anyway,hereweare。
ThinkofJerushaAbbott,lateoftheJohnGrierHomeforOrphans,roomingwithaPendleton。Thisisademocraticcountry。
Sallieisrunningforclasspresident,andunlessallsignsfail,sheisgoingtobeelected。Suchanatmosphereofintrigueyoushouldseewhatpoliticiansweare!Oh,Itellyou,Daddy,whenwewomengetourrights,youmenwillhavetolookaliveinordertokeepyours。
ElectioncomesnextSaturday,andwe’regoingtohaveatorchlightprocessionintheevening,nomatterwhowins。
Iambeginningchemistry,amostunusualstudy。I’veneverseenanythinglikeitbefore。MoleculesandAtomsarethematerialemployed,butI’llbeinapositiontodiscussthemmoredefinitelynextmonth。
Iamalsotakingargumentationandlogic。
Alsohistoryofthewholeworld。
AlsoplaysofWilliamShakespeare。
AlsoFrench。
Ifthiskeepsupmanyyearslonger,Ishallbecomequiteintelligent。
IshouldratherhaveelectedeconomicsthanFrench,butI
didn’tdare,becauseIwasafraidthatunlessIre-electedFrench,theProfessorwouldnotletmepass——asitwas,IjustmanagedtosqueezethroughtheJuneexamination。
ButIwillsaythatmyhigh-schoolpreparationwasnotveryadequate。
There’sonegirlintheclasswhochattersawayinFrenchasfastasshedoesinEnglish。Shewentabroadwithherparentswhenshewasachild,andspentthreeyearsinaconventschool。Youcanimaginehowbrightsheiscomparedwiththerestofus——irregularverbsaremereplaythings。IwishmyparentshadchuckedmeintoaFrenchconventwhenIwaslittleinsteadofafoundlingasylum。Ohno,Idon’teither!BecausethenmaybeIshouldneverhaveknownyou。
I’dratherknowyouthanFrench。
Goodbye,Daddy。ImustcallonHarrietMartinnow,and,havingdiscussedthechemicalsituation,casuallydropafewthoughtsonthesubjectofournextpresident。
Yoursinpolitics,J。Abbott17thOctoberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Supposingtheswimmingtankinthegymnasiumwerefilledfulloflemonjelly,couldapersontryingtoswimmanagetokeepontoporwouldhesink?
Wewerehavinglemonjellyfordessertwhenthequestioncameup。
Wediscusseditheatedlyforhalfanhourandit’sstillunsettled。
Salliethinksthatshecouldswiminit,butIamperfectlysurethatthebestswimmerintheworldwouldsink。Wouldn’titbefunnytobedrownedinlemonjelly?
Twootherproblemsareengagingtheattentionofourtable。
1st。Whatshapearetheroomsinanoctagonhouse?
Someofthegirlsinsistthatthey’resquare;
butIthinkthey’dhavetobeshapedlikeapieceofpie。Don’tyou?
2nd。Supposetherewereagreatbighollowspheremadeoflooking-glassandyouweresittinginside。Wherewoulditstopreflectingyourfaceandbeginreflectingyourback?Themoreonethinksaboutthisproblem,themorepuzzlingitbecomes。
Youcanseewithwhatdeepphilosophicalreflectionweengageourleisure!
DidIevertellyouabouttheelection?Ithappenedthreeweeksago,butsofastdowelive,thatthreeweeksisancienthistory。
Salliewaselected,andwehadatorchlightparadewithtransparenciessaying,`McBrideforEver,’andabandconsistingoffourteenpieces(threemouthorgansandelevencombs)。
We’reveryimportantpersonsnowin`258。’JuliaandIcomeinforagreatdealofreflectedglory。It’squiteasocialstraintobelivinginthesamehousewithapresident。
Bonnenuit,cherDaddy。
Acceptezmezcompliments,Tresrespectueux,jesuis,VotreJudy12thNovemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,WebeattheFreshmenatbasketballyesterday。Ofcoursewe’repleased——
butoh,ifwecouldonlybeatthejuniors!I’dbewillingtobeblackandbluealloverandstayinbedaweekinawitch-hazelcompress。
SalliehasinvitedmetospendtheChristmasvacationwithher。
ShelivesinWorcester,Massachusetts。Wasn’titniceofher?
Ishalllovetogo。I’veneverbeeninaprivatefamilyinmylife,exceptatLockWillow,andtheSemplesweregrown-upandoldanddon’tcount。ButtheMcBrideshaveahousefulofchildren(anywaytwoorthree)andamotherandfatherandgrandmother,andanAngoracat。
It’saperfectlycompletefamily!Packingyourtrunkandgoingawayismorefunthanstayingbehind。Iamterriblyexcitedattheprospect。
Seventhhour——Imustruntorehearsal。I’mtobeintheThanksgivingtheatricals。Aprinceinatowerwithavelvettunicandyellowcurls。Isn’tthatalark?
Yours,J。A。
SaturdayDoyouwanttoknowwhatIlooklike?Here’saphotographofallthreethatLeonoraFentontook。
ThelightonewhoislaughingisSallie,andthetallonewithhernoseintheairisJulia,andthelittleonewiththehairblowingacrossherfaceisJudy——sheisreallymorebeautifulthanthat,butthesunwasinhereyes。
`STONEGATE’,WORCESTER,MASS。,31stDecemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,ImeanttowritetoyoubeforeandthankyouforyourChristmascheque,butlifeintheMcBridehouseholdisveryabsorbing,andIdon’tseemabletofindtwoconsecutiveminutestospendatadesk。
Iboughtanewgown——onethatIdidn’tneed,butjustwanted。
MyChristmaspresentthisyearisfromDaddy-Long-Legs;myfamilyjustsentlove。
I’vebeenhavingthemostbeautifulvacationvisitingSallie。
Shelivesinabigold-fashionedbrickhousewithwhitetrimmingssetbackfromthestreet——exactlythekindofhousethatIusedtolookatsocuriouslywhenIwasintheJohnGrierHome,andwonderwhatitcouldbelikeinside。Ineverexpectedtoseewithmyowneyes——
buthereIam!Everythingissocomfortableandrestfulandhomelike;
Iwalkfromroomtoroomanddrinkinthefurnishings。
Itisthemostperfecthouseforchildrentobebroughtupin;
withshadowynooksforhideandseek,andopenfireplacesforpop-corn,andanattictorompinonrainydaysandslipperybanisterswithacomfortableflatknobatthebottom,andagreatbigsunnykitchen,andanice,fat,sunnycookwhohaslivedinthefamilythirteenyearsandalwayssavesoutapieceofdoughforthechildrentobake。
Justthesightofsuchahousemakesyouwanttobeachildalloveragain。
Andasforfamilies!Ineverdreamedtheycouldbesonice。
Salliehasafatherandmotherandgrandmother,andthesweetestthree-year-oldbabysisterallovercurls,andamedium-sizedbrotherwhoalwaysforgetstowipehisfeet,andabig,good-lookingbrothernamedJimmie,whoisajunioratPrinceton。
Wehavethejolliesttimesatthetable——everybodylaughsandjokesandtalksatonce,andwedon’thavetosaygracebeforehand。
It’sareliefnothavingtothankSomebodyforeverymouthfulyoueat。
(IdaresayI’mblasphemous;butyou’dbe,too,ifyou’dofferedasmuchobligatorythanksasIhave。)
Suchalotofthingswe’vedone——Ican’tbegintotellyouaboutthem。
Mr。McBrideownsafactoryandChristmasevehehadatreefortheemployees’children。Itwasinthelongpacking-roomwhichwasdecoratedwithevergreensandholly。JimmieMcBridewasdressedasSantaClausandSallieandIhelpedhimdistributethepresents。
Dearme,Daddy,butitwasafunnysensation!IfeltasbenevolentasaTrusteeoftheJohnGrierhome。Ikissedonesweet,stickylittleboy——butIdon’tthinkIpattedanyofthemonthehead!
AndtwodaysafterChristmas,theygaveadanceattheirownhouseforME。
ItwasthefirstreallytrueballIeverattended——collegedoesn’tcountwherewedancewithgirls。Ihadanewwhiteeveninggown(yourChristmaspresent——manythanks)andlongwhiteglovesandwhitesatinslippers。Theonlydrawbacktomyperfect,utter,absolutehappinesswasthefactthatMrs。Lippettcouldn’tseemeleadingthecotillionwithJimmieMcBride。
Tellheraboutit,please,thenexttimeyouvisittheJ。G。H。
Yoursever,JudyAbbottPS。Wouldyoubeterriblydispleased,Daddy,ifIdidn’tturnouttobeaGreatAuthorafterall,butjustaPlainGirl?
6。30,SaturdayDearDaddy,Westartedtowalktotowntoday,butmercy!howitpoured。
Ilikewintertobewinterwithsnowinsteadofrain。
Julia’sdesirableunclecalledagainthisafternoon——andbroughtafive-poundboxofchocolates。Thereareadvantages,yousee,aboutroomingwithJulia。
Ourinnocentprattleappearedtoamusehimandhewaitedforalatertraininordertotaketeainthestudy。Wehadanawfullotoftroublegettingpermission。It’shardenoughentertainingfathersandgrandfathers,butunclesareastepworse;andasforbrothersandcousins,theyarenexttoimpossible。Juliahadtoswearthathewasherunclebeforeanotarypublicandthenhavethecountyclerk’scertificateattached。(Don’tIknowalotoflaw?)
AndeventhenIdoubtifwecouldhavehadourteaiftheDeanhadchancedtoseehowyoungishandgood-lookingUncleJervisis。
Anyway,wehadit,withbrownbreadSwisscheesesandwiches。
Hehelpedmakethemandthenatefour。ItoldhimthatIhadspentlastsummeratLockWillow,andwehadabeautifulgossipytimeabouttheSemples,andthehorsesandcowsandchickens。
Allthehorsesthatheusedtoknowaredead,exceptGrover,whowasababycoltatthetimeofhislastvisit——andpoorGrovenowissooldhecanjustlimpaboutthepasture。
Heaskediftheystillkeptdoughnutsinayellowcrockwithablueplateoveritonthebottomshelfofthepantry——andtheydo!
Hewantedtoknowiftherewasstillawoodchuck’sholeunderthepileofrocksinthenightpasture——andthereis!Amasaicaughtabig,fat,greyonetherethissummer,thetwenty-fifthgreat-grandsonoftheoneMasterJerviscaughtwhenhewasalittleboy。
Icalledhim`MasterJervie’tohisface,buthedidn’tappeartobeinsulted。Juliasaysshehasneverseenhimsoamiable;
he’susuallyprettyunapproachable。ButJuliahasn’tabitoftact;
andmen,Ifind,requireagreatdeal。Theypurrifyourubthemtherightwayandspitifyoudon’t。(Thatisn’taveryelegantmetaphor。
Imeanitfiguratively。)
We’rereadingMarieBashkirtseff’sjournal。Isn’titamazing?
Listentothis:`LastnightIwasseizedbyafitofdespairthatfoundutteranceinmoans,andthatfinallydrovemetothrowthedining-roomclockintothesea。’
ItmakesmealmosthopeI’mnotagenius;theymustbeverywearingtohaveabout——andawfullydestructivetothefurniture。
Mercy!howitkeepsPouring。Weshallhavetoswimtochapeltonight。
Yoursever,Judy20thJan。
DearDaddy-Long-Legs,Didyoueverhaveasweetbabygirlwhowasstolenfromthecradleininfancy?
MaybeIamshe!Ifwewereinanovel,thatwouldbethedenouement,wouldn’tit?
It’sreallyawfullyqueernottoknowwhatoneis——sortofexcitingandromantic。Therearesuchalotofpossibilities。
MaybeI’mnotAmerican;lotsofpeoplearen’t。ImaybestraightdescendedfromtheancientRomans,orImaybeaViking’sdaughter,orImaybethechildofaRussianexileandbelongbyrightsinaSiberianprison,ormaybeI’maGipsy——IthinkperhapsIam。
IhaveaveryWANDERINGspirit,thoughIhaven’tasyethadmuchchancetodevelopit。
DoyouknowaboutthatonescandalousblotinmycareerthetimeIranawayfromtheasylumbecausetheypunishedmeforstealingcookies?
It’sdowninthebooksfreeforanyTrusteetoread。Butreally,Daddy,whatcouldyouexpect?Whenyouputahungrylittlenine-yeargirlinthepantryscouringknives,withthecookiejaratherelbow,andgooffandleaveheralone;andthensuddenlypopinagain,wouldn’tyouexpecttofindherabitcrumby?Andthenwhenyoujerkherbytheelbowandboxherears,andmakeherleavethetablewhenthepuddingcomes,andtellalltheotherchildrenthatit’sbecauseshe’sathief,wouldn’tyouexpecthertorunaway?
Ionlyranfourmiles。Theycaughtmeandbroughtmeback;
andeverydayforaweekIwastied,likeanaughtypuppy,toastakeinthebackyardwhiletheotherchildrenwereoutatrecess。
Oh,dear!There’sthechapelbell,andafterchapelIhaveacommitteemeeting。I’msorrybecauseImeanttowriteyouaveryentertainingletterthistime。
AufwiedersehenCherDaddy,Paxtibi!
JudyPS。There’sonethingI’mperfectlysureofI’mnotaChinaman。
4thFebruaryDearDaddy-Long-Legs,JimmieMcBridehassentmeaPrincetonbannerasbigasoneendoftheroom;Iamverygratefultohimforrememberingme,butI
don’tknowwhatonearthtodowithit。SallieandJuliawon’tletmehangitup;ourroomthisyearisfurnishedinred,andyoucanimaginewhataneffectwe’dhaveifIaddedorangeandblack。
Butit’ssuchnice,warm,thickfelt,Ihatetowasteit。
Woulditbeveryimpropertohaveitmadeintoabathrobe?
Myoldoneshrankwhenitwaswashed。
I’veentirelyomittedoflatetellingyouwhatIamlearning,butthoughyoumightnotimagineitfrommyletters,mytimeisexclusivelyoccupiedwithstudy。It’saverybewilderingmattertogeteducatedinfivebranchesatonce。
`Thetestoftruescholarship,’saysChemistryProfessor,`isapainstakingpassionfordetail。’
`Becarefulnottokeepyoureyesgluedtodetail,’saysHistoryProfessor。`Standfarenoughawaytogetaperspectiveofthewhole。’
Youcanseewithwhatnicetywehavetotrimoursailsbetweenchemistryandhistory。Ilikethehistoricalmethodbest。
IfIsaythatWilliamtheConquerorcameoverin1492,andColumbusdiscoveredAmericain1100or1066orwheneveritwas,that’sameredetailthattheProfessoroverlooks。Itgivesafeelingofsecurityandrestfulnesstothehistoryrecitation,thatisentirelylackinginchemistry。
Sixth-hourbell——Imustgotothelaboratoryandlookintoalittlematterofacidsandsaltsandalkalis。I’veburnedaholeasbigasaplateinthefrontofmychemistryapron,withhydrochloricacid。
Ifthetheoryworked,Ioughttobeabletoneutralizethatholewithgoodstrongammonia,oughtn’tI?
Examinationsnextweek,butwho’safraid?
Yoursever,Judy5thMarchDearDaddy-Long-Legs,ThereisaMarchwindblowing,andtheskyisfilledwithheavy,blackmovingclouds。Thecrowsinthepinetreesaremakingsuchaclamour!It’sanintoxicating,exhilarating,CALLINGnoise。
Youwanttocloseyourbooksandbeoffoverthehillstoracewiththewind。
WehadapaperchaselastSaturdayoverfivemilesofsquashy’crosscountry。Thefox(composedofthreegirlsandabushelorsoofconfetti)startedhalfanhourbeforethetwenty-sevenhunters。
Iwasoneofthetwenty-seven;eightdroppedbythewayside;
weendednineteen。Thetrailledoverahill,throughacornfield,andintoaswampwherewehadtoleaplightlyfromhummocktohummock。
ofcoursehalfofuswentinankledeep。Wekeptlosingthetrail,andwewastedtwenty-fiveminutesoverthatswamp。Thenupahillthroughsomewoodsandinatabarnwindow!Thebarndoorswerealllockedandthewindowwasuphighandprettysmall。Idon’tcallthatfair,doyou?
Butwedidn’tgothrough;wecircumnavigatedthebarnandpickedupthetrailwhereitissuedbywayofalowshedroofontothetopofafence。Thefoxthoughthehadusthere,butwefooledhim。
Thenstraightawayovertwomilesofrollingmeadow,andawfullyhardtofollow,fortheconfettiwasgettingsparse。Theruleisthatitmustbeatthemostsixfeetapart,buttheywerethelongestsixfeetIeversaw。Finally,aftertwohoursofsteadytrotting,wetrackedMonsieurFoxintothekitchenofCrystalSpring(that’safarmwherethegirlsgoinbobsleighsandhaywagonsforchickenandwafflesuppers)andwefoundthethreefoxesplacidlyeatingmilkandhoneyandbiscuits。Theyhadn’tthoughtwewouldgetthatfar;
theywereexpectingustostickinthebarnwindow。
Bothsidesinsistthattheywon。Ithinkwedid,don’tyou?
Becausewecaughtthembeforetheygotbacktothecampus。
Anyway,allnineteenofussettledlikelocustsoverthefurnitureandclamouredforhoney。Therewasn’tenoughtogoround,butMrs。
CrystalSpring(that’sourpetnameforher;she’sbyrightsaJohnson)
broughtupajarofstrawberryjamandacanofmaplesyrup——
justmadelastweek——andthreeloavesofbrownbread。
Wedidn’tgetbacktocollegetillhalf-pastsix——halfanhourlatefordinner——andwewentstraightinwithoutdressing,andwithperfectlyunimpairedappetites!Thenweallcuteveningchapel,thestateofourbootsbeingenoughofanexcuse。
Inevertoldyouaboutexaminations。Ipassedeverythingwiththeutmostease——Iknowthesecretnow,andamnevergoingtofailagain。
Ishan’tbeabletograduatewithhonoursthough,becauseofthatbeastlyLatinproseandgeometryFreshmanyear。ButIdon’tcare。
Wot’sthehoddssolongasyou’re’appy?(That’saquotation。
I’vebeenreadingtheEnglishclassics。)
Speakingofclassics,haveyoueverreadHamlet?Ifyouhaven’t,doitrightoff。It’sPERFECTLYCORKING。I’vebeenhearingaboutShakespeareallmylife,butIhadnoideahereallywrotesowell;
Ialwayssuspectedhimofgoinglargelyonhisreputation。
IhaveabeautifulplaythatIinventedalongtimeagowhenIfirstlearnedtoread。IputmyselftosleepeverynightbypretendingI’mtheperson(themostimportantperson)inthebookI’mreadingatthemoment。
AtpresentI’mOphelia——andsuchasensibleOphelia!IkeepHamletamusedallthetime,andpethimandscoldhimandmakehimwrapuphisthroatwhenhehasacold。I’veentirelycuredhimofbeingmelancholy。TheKingandQueenarebothdead——anaccidentatsea;nofuneralnecessary——soHamletandIarerulinginDenmarkwithoutanybother。Wehavethekingdomworkingbeautifully。
Hetakescareofthegoverning,andIlookafterthecharities。
Ihavejustfoundedsomefirst-classorphanasylums。IfyouoranyoftheotherTrusteeswouldliketovisitthem,Ishallbepleasedtoshowyouthrough。Ithinkyoumightfindagreatmanyhelpfulsuggestions。
Iremain,sir,Yoursmostgraciously,OPHELIA,QueenofDenmark。
24thMarch,maybethe25thDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Idon’tbelieveIcanbegoingtoHeaven——Iamgettingsuchalotofgoodthingshere;itwouldn’tbefairtogetthemhereaftertoo。
Listentowhathashappened。
JerushaAbbotthaswontheshort-storycontest(atwenty-fivedollarprize)thattheMonthlyholdseveryyear。Andshe’saSophomore!
ThecontestantsaremostlySeniors。WhenIsawmynameposted,Icouldn’tquitebelieveitwastrue。MaybeIamgoingtobeanauthorafterall。IwishMrs。Lippetthadn’tgivenmesuchasillyname——
itsoundslikeanauthor-ess,doesn’tit?
AlsoIhavebeenchosenforthespringdramatics——AsYouLikeItoutofdoors。IamgoingtobeCelia,owncousintoRosalind。
Andlastly:JuliaandSallieandIaregoingtoNewYorknextFridaytodosomespringshoppingandstayallnightandgotothetheatrethenextdaywith`MasterJervie。’Heinvitedus。Juliaisgoingtostayathomewithherfamily,butSallieandIaregoingtostopattheMarthaWashingtonHotel。Didyoueverhearofanythingsoexciting?I’veneverbeeninahotelinmylife,norinatheatre;
exceptoncewhentheCatholicChurchhadafestivalandinvitedtheorphans,butthatwasn’tarealplayanditdoesn’tcount。
Andwhatdoyouthinkwe’regoingtosee?Hamlet。Thinkofthat!
WestudieditforfourweeksinShakespeareclassandIknowitbyheart。
IamsoexcitedoveralltheseprospectsthatIcanscarcelysleep。
Goodbye,Daddy。
Thisisaveryentertainingworld。
Yoursever,JudyPS。I’vejustlookedatthecalendar。It’sthe28th。
Anotherpostscript。
Isawastreetcarconductortodaywithonebrowneyeandoneblue。
Wouldn’themakeanicevillainforadetectivestory?
7thAprilDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Mercy!Isn’tNewYorkbig?Worcesterisnothingtoit。Doyoumeantotellmethatyouactuallyliveinallthatconfusion?
Idon’tbelievethatIshallrecoverformonthsfromthebewilderingeffectoftwodaysofit。Ican’tbegintotellyoualltheamazingthingsI’veseen;Isupposeyouknow,though,sinceyoulivethereyourself。
Butaren’tthestreetsentertaining?Andthepeople?Andtheshops?
Ineversawsuchlovelythingsasthereareinthewindows。
Itmakesyouwanttodevoteyourlifetowearingclothes。
SallieandJuliaandIwentshoppingtogetherSaturdaymorning。
JuliawentintotheverymostgorgeousplaceIeversaw,whiteandgoldwallsandbluecarpetsandbluesilkcurtainsandgiltchairs。
Aperfectlybeautifulladywithyellowhairandalongblacksilktrailinggowncametomeetuswithawelcomingsmile。Ithoughtwewerepayingasocialcall,andstartedtoshakehands,butitseemswewereonlybuyinghats——atleastJuliawas。Shesatdowninfrontofamirrorandtriedonadozen,eachlovelierthanthelast,andboughtthetwoloveliestofall。
Ican’timagineanyjoyinlifegreaterthansittingdowninfrontofamirrorandbuyinganyhatyouchoosewithouthavingfirsttoconsidertheprice!There’snodoubtaboutit,Daddy;NewYorkwouldrapidlyunderminethisfinestoicalcharacterwhichtheJohnGrierHomesopatientlybuiltup。
Andafterwe’dfinishedourshopping,wemetMasterJervieatSherry’s。Isupposeyou’vebeeninSherry’s?Picturethat,thenpicturethedining-roomoftheJohnGrierHomewithitsoilcloth-coveredtables,andwhitecrockerythatyouCAN’Tbreak,andwooden-handledknivesandforks;andfancythewayIfelt!
Iatemyfishwiththewrongfork,butthewaiterverykindlygavemeanothersothatnobodynoticed。
Andafterluncheonwewenttothetheatre——itwasdazzling,marvellous,unbelievable——Idreamaboutiteverynight。
Isn’tShakespearewonderful?
Hamletissomuchbetteronthestagethanwhenweanalyzeitinclass;
Iappreciateditbefore,butnow,clearme!
Ithink,ifyoudon’tmind,thatI’dratherbeanactressthanawriter。Wouldn’tyoulikemetoleavecollegeandgointoadramaticschool?AndthenI’llsendyouaboxforallmyperformances,andsmileatyouacrossthefootlights。Onlyweararedroseinyourbuttonhole,please,soI’llsurelysmileattherightman。
ItwouldbeanawfullyembarrassingmistakeifIpickedoutthewrongone。
WecamebackSaturdaynightandhadourdinnerinthetrain,atlittletableswithpinklampsandnegrowaiters。Ineverheardofmealsbeingservedintrainsbefore,andIinadvertentlysaidso。
`Whereonearthwereyoubroughtup?’saidJuliatome。
`Inavillage,’saidImeekly,toJulia。
`Butdidn’tyouevertravel?’saidshetome。
`NottillIcametocollege,andthenitwasonlyahundredandsixtymilesandwedidn’teat,’saidItoher。
She’sgettingquiteinterestedinme,becauseIsaysuchfunnythings。
Itryhardnotto,buttheydopopoutwhenI’msurprised——
andI’msurprisedmostofthetime。It’sadizzyingexperience,Daddy,topasseighteenyearsintheJohnGrierHome,andthensuddenlytobeplungedintotheWORLD。
ButI’mgettingacclimated。Idon’tmakesuchawfulmistakesasIdid;
andIdon’tfeeluncomfortableanymorewiththeothergirls。Iusedtosquirmwheneverpeoplelookedatme。Ifeltasthoughtheysawrightthroughmyshamnewclothestothecheckedginghamsunderneath。
ButI’mnotlettingtheginghamsbothermeanymore。Sufficientuntoyesterdayistheevilthereof。
Iforgottotellyouaboutourflowers。MasterJerviegaveuseachabigbunchofvioletsandlilies-of-the-valley。Wasn’tthatsweetofhim?Ineverusedtocaremuchformen——judgingbyTrustees——
butI’mchangingmymind。
Elevenpages——thisisaletter!Havecourage。I’mgoingtostop。
Yoursalways,Judy10thAprilDearMr。Rich-Man,Here’syourchequeforfiftydollars。Thankyouverymuch,butIdonotfeelthatIcankeepit。MyallowanceissufficienttoaffordallofthehatsthatIneed。IamsorrythatIwroteallthatsillystuffaboutthemillineryshop;it’sjustthatI
hadneverseenanythinglikeitbefore。
However,Iwasn’tbegging!AndIwouldrathernotacceptanymorecharitythanIhaveto。
Sincerelyyours,JerushaAbbott11thAprilDearestDaddy,WillyoupleaseforgivemefortheletterIwroteyouyesterday?
AfterIposteditIwassorry,andtriedtogetitback,butthatbeastlymailclerkwouldn’tgiveitbacktome。
It’sthemiddleofthenightnow;I’vebeenawakeforhoursthinkingwhataWormIam——whataThousand-leggedWorm——
andthat’stheworstIcansay!I’veclosedthedoorverysoftlyintothestudysoasnottowakeJuliaandSallie,andamsittingupinbedwritingtoyouonpapertornoutofmyhistorynote-book。
IjustwantedtotellyouthatIamsorryIwassoimpoliteaboutyourcheque。Iknowyoumeantitkindly,andIthinkyou’reanolddeartotakesomuchtroubleforsuchasillythingasahat。
Ioughttohavereturneditverymuchmoregraciously。
Butinanycase,Ihadtoreturnit。It’sdifferentwithmethanwithothergirls。Theycantakethingsnaturallyfrompeople。
Theyhavefathersandbrothersandauntsanduncles;butIcan’tbeonanysuchrelationswithanyone。Iliketopretendthatyoubelongtome,justtoplaywiththeidea,butofcourseIknowyoudon’t。I’malone,really——withmybacktothewallfightingtheworld——
andIgetsortofgaspywhenIthinkaboutit。Iputitoutofmymind,andkeeponpretending;butdon’tyousee,Daddy?Ican’tacceptanymoremoneythanIhaveto,becausesomedayIshallbewantingtopayitback,andevenasgreatanauthorasIintendtobewon’tbeabletofaceaPERFECTLYTREMENDOUSdebt。
I’dloveprettyhatsandthings,butImustn’tmortgagethefuturetopayforthem。
You’llforgiveme,won’tyou,forbeingsorude?IhaveanawfulhabitofwritingimpulsivelywhenIfirstthinkthings,andthenpostingtheletterbeyondrecall。ButifIsometimesseemthoughtlessandungrateful,Inevermeanit。InmyheartIthankyoualwaysforthelifeandfreedomandindependencethatyouhavegivenme。
Mychildhoodwasjustalong,sullenstretchofrevolt,andnowIamsohappyeverymomentofthedaythatIcan’tbelieveit’strue。
Ifeellikeamade-upheroineinastory-book。
It’saquarterpasttwo。I’mgoingtotiptoeouttopostthisoffnow。You’llreceiveitinthenextmailaftertheother;
soyouwon’thaveaverylongtimetothinkbadofme。
Goodnight,Daddy,Iloveyoualways,Judy4thMayDearDaddy-Long-Legs,FieldDaylastSaturday。Itwasaveryspectacularoccasion。
Firstwehadaparadeofalltheclasses,witheverybodydressedinwhitelinen,theSeniorscarryingblueandgoldJapaneseumbrellas,andthejuniorswhiteandyellowbanners。Ourclasshadcrimsonballoons——
veryfetching,especiallyastheywerealwaysgettinglooseandfloatingoff——andtheFreshmenworegreentissue-paperhatswithlongstreamers。Alsowehadabandinblueuniformshiredfromtown。Alsoaboutadozenfunnypeople,likedownsinacircus,tokeepthespectatorsentertainedbetweenevents。
Juliawasdressedasafatcountrymanwithalinendusterandwhiskersandbaggyumbrella。PatsyMoriarty(Patricireally。
Didyoueverhearsuchaname?Mrs。Lippettcouldn’thavedonebetter)
whoistallandthinwasJulia’swifeinaabsurdgreenbonnetoveroneear。Wavesoflaughterfollowedthemthewholelengthofthecourse。Juliaplayedthepartextremelywell。IneverdreamedthataPendletoncoulddisplaysomuchcomedyspirit——
beggingMasterJervie’pardon;Idon’tconsiderhimatruePendletonthough,anmorethanIconsideryouatrueTrustee。
SallieandIweren’tintheparadebecausewewereenteredfortheevents。Andwhatdoyouthink?Webothwon!Atleastinsomething。Wetriedfortherunningbroadjumpandlost;
butSalliewonthepole-vaulting(sevenfeetthreeinches)
andIwonthefifty-yardsprint(eightseconds)。
Iwasprettypantingattheend,butitwasgreatfun,withthewholeclasswavingballoonsandcheeringandyelling:
What’sthematterwithJudyAbbott?
She’sallright。
Who’sallright?
JudyAb-bott!
That,Daddy,istruefame。Thentrottingbacktothedressingtentandbeingrubbeddownwithalcoholandhavingalemontosuck。
Youseewe’reveryprofessional。It’safinethingtowinaneventforyourclass,becausetheclassthatwinsthemostgetstheathleticcupfortheyear。TheSeniorswonitthisyear,withseveneventstotheircredit。Theathleticassociationgaveadinnerinthegymnasiumtoallofthewinners。Wehadfriedsoft-shellcrabs,andchocolateice-creammouldedintheshapeofbasketballs。
IsatuphalfoflastnightreadingJaneEyre。Areyouoldenough,Daddy,toremembersixtyyearsago?And,ifso,didpeopletalkthatway?
ThehaughtyLadyBlanchesaystothefootman,`Stopyourchattering,knave,anddomybidding。’Mr。Rochestertalksaboutthemetalwelkinwhenhemeansthesky;andasforthemadwomanwholaughslikeahyenaandsetsfiretobedcurtainsandtearsupweddingveilsandBITES——it’smelodramaofthepurest,butjustthesame,youreadandreadandread。Ican’tseehowanygirlcouldhavewrittensuchabook,especiallyanygirlwhowasbroughtupinachurchyard。
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