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第2章

  Idon’tknowwhyIaminsuchareminiscentmoodexceptthatspringandthereappearanceoftoadsalwaysawakenstheoldacquisitiveinstinct。Theonlythingthatkeepsmefromstartingacollectionisthefactthatnoruleexistsagainstit。
  Afterchapel,ThursdayWhatdoyouthinkismyfavouritebook?Justnow,Imean;Ichangeeverythreedays。WutheringHeights。EmilyBrontewasquiteyoungwhenshewroteit,andhadneverbeenoutsideofHaworthchurchyard。
  Shehadneverknownanymeninherlife;howCOULDsheimagineamanlikeHeathcliffe?
  Icouldn’tdoit,andI’mquiteyoungandneveroutsidetheJohnGrierAsylum——I’vehadeverychanceintheworld。SometimesadreadfulfearcomesovermethatI’mnotagenius。Willyoubeawfullydisappointed,Daddy,ifIdon’tturnouttobeagreatauthor?
  Inthespringwheneverythingissobeautifulandgreenandbudding,Ifeelliketurningmybackonlessons,andrunningawaytoplaywiththeweather。Therearesuchlotsofadventuresoutinthefields!
  It’smuchmoreentertainingtolivebooksthantowritethem。
  Ow!!!!!!
  ThatwasashriekwhichbroughtSallieandJuliaand(foradisgustedmoment)theSeniorfromacrossthehall。Itwascausedbyacentipedelikethis:onlyworse。JustasIhadfinishedthelastsentenceandwasthinkingwhattosaynext——plump!——itfellofftheceilingandlandedatmyside。Itippedtwocupsofftheteatableintryingtogetaway。Salliewhackeditwiththebackofmyhairbrush——whichIshallneverbeabletouseagain——andkilledthefrontend,buttherearfiftyfeetranunderthebureauandescaped。
  Thisdormitory,owingtoitsageandivy-coveredwalls,isfullofcentipedes。Theyaredreadfulcreatures。I’dratherfindatigerunderthebed。
  Friday,9。30p。m。
  Suchalotoftroubles!Ididn’theartherisingbellthismorning,thenIbrokemyshoestringwhileIwashurryingtodressanddroppedmycollarbuttondownmyneck。Iwaslateforbreakfastandalsoforfirst-hourrecitation。Iforgottotakeanyblottingpaperandmyfountainpenleaked。IntrigonometrytheProfessorandIhadadisagreementtouchingalittlematteroflogarithms。
  Onlookingitup,Ifindthatshewasright。Wehadmuttonstewandpie-plantforlunch——hate’emboth;theytasteliketheasylum。
  Thepostbroughtmenothingbutbills(thoughImustsaythatI
  neverdogetanythingelse;myfamilyarenotthekindthatwrite)。
  InEnglishclassthisafternoonwehadanunexpectedwrittenlesson。
  Thiswasit:
  Iaskednootherthing,Nootherwasdenied。
  IofferedBeingforit;
  Themightymerchantsmiled。
  Brazil?HetwirledabuttonWithoutaglancemyway:
  But,madam,istherenothingelseThatwecanshowtoday?
  Thatisapoem。Idon’tknowwhowroteitorwhatitmeans。Itwassimplyprintedoutontheblackboardwhenwearrivedandwewereorderedtocommentuponit。WhenIreadthefirstverseIthoughtIhadanidea——TheMightyMerchantwasadivinitywhodistributesblessingsinreturnforvirtuousdeeds——
  butwhenIgottothesecondverseandfoundhimtwirlingabutton,itseemedablasphemoussupposition,andIhastilychangedmymind。
  Therestoftheclasswasinthesamepredicament;andtherewesatforthree-quartersofanhourwithblankpaperandequallyblankminds。Gettinganeducationisanawfullywearingprocess!
  Butthisdidn’tendtheday。There’sworsetocome。
  Itrainedsowecouldn’tplaygolf,buthadtogotogymnasiuminstead。
  ThegirlnexttomebangedmyelbowwithanIndianclub。Igothometofindthattheboxwithmynewbluespringdresshadcome,andtheskirtwassotightthatIcouldn’tsitdown。Fridayissweepingday,andthemaidhadmixedallthepapersonmydesk。
  Wehadtombstonefordessert(milkandgelatinflavouredwithvanilla)。
  Wewerekeptinchapeltwentyminuteslaterthanusualtolistentoaspeechaboutwomanlywomen。Andthen——justasIwassettlingdownwithasighofwell-earnedrelieftoThePortraitofaLady,agirlnamedAckerly,adough-faced,deadly,unintermittentlystupidgirl,whositsnexttomeinLatinbecausehernamebeginswithA(I
  wishMrs。LippetthadnamedmeZabriski),cametoaskifMonday’slessoncommencedatparagraph69or70,andstayedONEHOUR。
  Shehasjustgone。
  Didyoueverhearofsuchadiscouragingseriesofevents?
  Itisn’tthebigtroublesinlifethatrequirecharacter。
  Anybodycanrisetoacrisisandfaceacrushingtragedywithcourage,buttomeetthepettyhazardsofthedaywithalaugh——IreallythinkthatrequiresSPIRIT。
  It’sthekindofcharacterthatIamgoingtodevelop。IamgoingtopretendthatalllifeisjustagamewhichImustplayasskilfullyandfairlyasIcan。IfIlose,Iamgoingtoshrugmyshouldersandlaugh——alsoifIwin。
  Anyway,Iamgoingtobeasport。Youwillneverhearmecomplainagain,Daddydear,becauseJuliawearssilkstockingsandcentipedesdropoffthewall。
  Yoursever,JudyAnswersoon。
  27thMayDaddy-Long-Legs,Esq。
  DEARSIR:IaminreceiptofaletterfromMrs。Lippett。
  ShehopesthatIamdoingwellindeportmentandstudies。
  SinceIprobablyhavenoplacetogothissummer,shewillletmecomebacktotheasylumandworkformyboarduntilcollegeopens。
  IHATETHEJOHNGRIERHOME。
  I’dratherdiethangoback。
  Yoursmosttruthfully,JerushaAbbottCherDaddy-Jambes-Longes,Vousetesunbrick!
  Jesuistresheureuseaboutthefarm,parcequejen’aijamaisbeenonafarmdansmavieandI’dhatetoretoumerchezJohnGrier,etwashdishestoutl’ete。Therewouldbedangerofquelquechoseaffreusehappening,parcequej’aiperduemahumilited’autrefoisetj’aipeurthatIwouldjustbreakoutquelquejouretsmasheverycupandsaucerdanslamaison。
  Pardonbrieveteetpaper。JenepeuxpassenddesmesnouvellesparcequejesuisdansFrenchclassetj’aipeurqueMonsieurleProfesseurisgoingtocallonmetoutdesuite。
  Hedid!
  Aurevoir,jevousaimebeaucoup。
  Judy30thMayDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Didyoueverseethiscampus?(Thatismerelyarhetoricalquestion。
  Don’tletitannoyyou。)ItisaheavenlyspotinMay。Alltheshrubsareinblossomandthetreesaretheloveliestyounggreen——
  eventheoldpineslookfreshandnew。Thegrassisdottedwithyellowdandelionsandhundredsofgirlsinblueandwhiteandpinkdresses。
  Everybodyisjoyousandcarefree,forvacation’scoming,andwiththattolookforwardto,examinationsdon’tcount。
  Isn’tthatahappyframeofmindtobein?Andoh,Daddy!
  I’mthehappiestofall!BecauseI’mnotintheasylumanymore;
  andI’mnotanybody’snursemaidortypewriterorbookkeeper(I
  shouldhavebeen,youknow,exceptforyou)。
  I’msorrynowforallmypastbadnesses。
  I’msorryIwaseverimpertinenttoMrs。Lippett。
  I’msorryIeverslappedFreddiePerkins。
  I’msorryIeverfilledthesugarbowlwithsalt。
  I’msorryIevermadefacesbehindtheTrustees’backs。
  I’mgoingtobegoodandsweetandkindtoeverybodybecauseI’msohappy。AndthissummerI’mgoingtowriteandwriteandwriteandbegintobeagreatauthor。Isn’tthatanexaltedstandtotake?Oh,I’mdevelopingabeautifulcharacter!Itdroopsabitundercoldandfrost,butitdoesgrowfastwhenthesunshines。
  That’sthewaywitheverybody。Idon’tagreewiththetheorythatadversityandsorrowanddisappointmentdevelopmoralstrength。
  Thehappypeoplearetheoneswhoarebubblingoverwithkindliness。
  Ihavenofaithinmisanthropes。(Fineword!Justlearnedit。)
  Youarenotamisanthropeareyou,Daddy?
  Istartedtotellyouaboutthecampus。Iwishyou’dcomeforalittlevisitandletmewalkyouaboutandsay:
  `Thatisthelibrary。Thisisthegasplant,Daddydear。
  TheGothicbuildingonyourleftisthegymnasium,andtheTudorRomanesquebesideitisthenewinfirmary。’
  Oh,I’mfineatshowingpeopleabout。I’vedoneitallmylifeattheasylum,andI’vebeendoingitalldayhere。Ihavehonestly。
  AndaMan,too!
  That’sagreatexperience。Inevertalkedtoamanbefore(exceptoccasionalTrustees,andtheydon’tcount)。Pardon,Daddy,Idon’tmeantohurtyourfeelingswhenIabuseTrustees。Idon’tconsiderthatyoureallybelongamongthem。YoujusttumbledontotheBoardbychance。TheTrustee,assuch,isfatandpompousandbenevolent。
  Hepatsoneontheheadandwearsagoldwatchchain。
  ThatlookslikeaJunebug,butismeanttobeaportraitofanyTrusteeexceptyou。
  However——toresume:
  Ihavebeenwalkingandtalkingandhavingteawithaman。
  Andwithaverysuperiorman——withMr。JervisPendletonoftheHouseofJulia;heruncle,inshort(inlong,perhapsIoughttosay;
  he’sastallasyou。)Beingintownonbusiness,hedecidedtorunouttothecollegeandcallonhisniece。He’sherfather’syoungestbrother,butshedoesn’tknowhimveryintimately。Itseemsheglancedatherwhenshewasababy,decidedhedidn’tlikeher,andhasnevernoticedhersince。
  Anyway,therehewas,sittinginthereceptionroomveryproperwithhishatandstickandglovesbesidehim;andJuliaandSalliewithseventh-hourrecitationsthattheycouldn’tcut。SoJuliadashedintomyroomandbeggedmetowalkhimaboutthecampusandthendeliverhimtoherwhentheseventhhourwasover。
  IsaidIwould,obliginglybutunenthusiastically,becauseIdon’tcaremuchforPendletons。
  Butheturnedouttobeasweetlamb。He’sarealhumanbeing——
  notaPendletonatall。Wehadabeautifultime;I’velongedforanuncleeversince。Doyoumindpretendingyou’remyuncle?
  Ibelievethey’resuperiortograndmothers。
  Mr。Pendletonremindedmealittleofyou,Daddy,asyouweretwentyyearsago。YouseeIknowyouintimately,evenifwehaven’tevermet!
  He’stallandthinnishwithadarkfacealloverlines,andthefunniestunderneathsmilethatneverquitecomesthroughbutjustwrinklesupthecornersofhismouth。Andhehasawayofmakingyoufeelrightoffasthoughyou’dknownhimalongtime。
  He’sverycompanionable。
  Wewalkedalloverthecampusfromthequadrangletotheathleticgrounds;
  thenhesaidhefeltweakandmusthavesometea。HeproposedthatwegotoCollegeInn——it’sjustoffthecampusbythepinewalk。
  IsaidweoughttogobackforJuliaandSallie,buthesaidhedidn’tliketohavehisniecesdrinktoomuchtea;itmadethemnervous。
  Sowejustranawayandhadteaandmuffinsandmarmaladeandice-creamandcakeatanicelittletableoutonthebalcony。
  Theinnwasquiteconvenientlyempty,thisbeingtheendofthemonthandallowanceslow。
  Wehadthejolliesttime!ButhehadtorunforhistraintheminutehegotbackandhebarelysawJuliaatall。Shewasfuriouswithmefortakinghimoff;itseemshe’sanunusuallyrichanddesirableuncle。Itrelievedmymindtofindhewasrich,fortheteaandthingscostsixtycentsapiece。
  Thismorning(it’sMondaynow)threeboxesofchocolatescamebyexpressforJuliaandSallieandme。Whatdoyouthinkofthat?
  Tobegettingcandyfromaman!
  Ibegintofeellikeagirlinsteadofafoundling。
  Iwishyou’dcomeandhaveteasomedayandletmeseeifIlikeyou。
  Butwouldn’titbedreadfulifIdidn’t?However,IknowIshould。
  Bien!Imakeyoumycompliments。
  `Jamaisjenet’oublierai。’
  JudyPS。IlookedintheglassthismorningandfoundaperfectlynewdimplethatI’dneverseenbefore。It’sverycurious。
  Wheredoyousupposeitcamefrom?
  9thJuneDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Happyday!I’vejustfinishedmylastexaminationPhysiology。
  Andnow:
  Threemonthsonafarm!
  Idon’tknowwhatkindofathingafarmis。I’veneverbeenononeinmylife。I’veneverevenlookedatone(exceptfromthecarwindow),butIknowI’mgoingtoloveit,andI’mgoingtolovebeingFREE。
  IamnotusedevenyettobeingoutsidetheJohnGrierHome。
  WheneverIthinkofitexcitedlittlethrillschaseupanddownmyback。IfeelasthoughImustrunfasterandfasterandkeeplookingovermyshouldertomakesurethatMrs。Lippettisn’taftermewithherarmstretchedouttograbmeback。
  Idon’thavetomindanyonethissummer,doI?
  Yournominalauthoritydoesn’tannoymeintheleast;youaretoofarawaytodoanyharm。Mrs。Lippettisdeadforever,sofarasI
  amconcerned,andtheSemplesaren’texpectedtooverlookmymoralwelfare,arethey?No,Iamsurenot。Iamentirelygrownup。Hooray!
  Ileaveyounowtopackatrunk,andthreeboxesofteakettlesanddishesandsofacushionsandbooks。
  Yoursever,JudyPS。Hereismyphysiologyexam。Doyouthinkyoucouldhavepassed?
  LOCKWILLOWFARM,SaturdaynightDearestDaddy-Long-Legs,I’veonlyjustcomeandI’mnotunpacked,butIcan’twaittotellyouhowmuchIlikefarms。Thisisaheavenly,heavenly,HEAVENLYspot!
  Thehouseissquarelikethis:AndOLD。Ahundredyearsorso。
  IthasaverandaonthesidewhichIcan’tdrawandasweetporchinfront。Thepicturereallydoesn’tdoitjustice——thosethingsthatlooklikefeatherdustersaremapletrees,andthepricklyonesthatborderthedrivearemurmuringpinesandhemlocks。Itstandsonthetopofahillandlookswayoffovermilesofgreenmeadowstoanotherlineofhills。
  ThatisthewayConnecticutgoes,inaseriesofMarcellewaves;
  andLockWillowFarmisjustonthecrestofonewave。Thebarnsusedtobeacrosstheroadwheretheyobstructedtheview,butakindflashoflightningcamefromheavenandburntthemdown。
  ThepeopleareMr。andMrs。Sempleandahiredgirlandtwohiredmen。
  Thehiredpeopleeatinthekitchen,andtheSemplesandJudyinthedining-room。Wehadhamandeggsandbiscuitsandhoneyandjelly-cakeandpieandpicklesandcheeseandteaforsupper——
  andagreatdealofconversation。Ihaveneverbeensoentertaininginmylife;everythingIsayappearstobefunny。Isupposeitis,becauseI’veneverbeeninthecountrybefore,andmyquestionsarebackedbyanall-inclusiveignorance。
  Theroommarkedwithacrossisnotwherethemurderwascommitted,buttheonethatIoccupy。It’sbigandsquareandempty,withadorableold-fashionedfurnitureandwindowsthathavetobeproppeduponsticksandgreenshadestrimmedwithgoldthatfalldownifyoutouchthem。Andabigsquaremahoganytable——
  I’mgoingtospendthesummerwithmyelbowsspreadoutonit,writinganovel。
  Oh,Daddy,I’msoexcited!Ican’twaittilldaylighttoexplore。
  It’s8。30now,andIamabouttoblowoutmycandleandtrytogotosleep。Weriseatfive。Didyoueverknowsuchfun?Ican’tbelievethisisreallyJudy。YouandtheGoodLordgivememorethanIdeserve。Imustbeavery,very,VERYgoodpersontopay。
  I’mgoingtobe。You’llsee。
  Goodnight,JudyPS。Youshouldhearthefrogssingandthelittlepigssquealandyoushouldseethenewmoon!Isawitovermyrightshoulder。
  LOCKWILLOW,12thJulyDearDaddy-Long-Legs,HowdidyoursecretarycometoknowaboutLockWillow?
  (Thatisn’tarhetoricalquestion。Iamawfullycurioustoknow。)
  Forlistentothis:Mr。JervisPendletonusedtoownthisfarm,butnowhehasgivenittoMrs。Semplewhowashisoldnurse。
  Didyoueverhearofsuchafunnycoincidence?Shestillcallshim`MasterJervie’andtalksaboutwhatasweetlittleboyheusedtobe。
  Shehasoneofhisbabycurlsputawayinabox,anditisred——
  oratleastreddish!
  SinceshediscoveredthatIknowhim,Ihaverisenverymuchinheropinion。KnowingamemberofthePendletonfamilyisthebestintroductiononecanhaveatLockWillow。
  AndthecreamofthewholefamilyisMasterJervis——
  IampleasedtosaythatJuliabelongstoaninferiorbranch。
  Thefarmgetsmoreandmoreentertaining。Irodeonahaywagonyesterday。Wehavethreebigpigsandninelittlepiglets,andyoushouldseethemeat。Theyarepigs!We’veoceansoflittlebabychickensandducksandturkeysandguineafowls。
  Youmustbemadtoliveinacitywhenyoumightliveonafarm。
  Itismydailybusinesstohunttheeggs。Ifelloffabeaminthebarnloftyesterday,whileIwastryingtocrawlovertoanestthattheblackhenhasstolen。AndwhenIcameinwithascratchedknee,Mrs。Semplebounditupwithwitch-hazel,murmuringallthetime,`Dear!Dear!ItseemsonlyyesterdaythatMasterJerviefelloffthatverysamebeamandscratchedthisverysameknee。’
  Thesceneryaroundhereisperfectlybeautiful。There’savalleyandariverandalotofwoodedhills,andwayinthedistanceatallbluemountainthatsimplymeltsinyourmouth。
  Wechurntwiceaweek;andwekeepthecreaminthespringhousewhichismadeofstonewiththebrookrunningunderneath。
  Someofthefarmersaroundherehaveaseparator,butwedon’tcareforthesenew-fashionedideas。Itmaybealittlehardertoseparatethecreaminpans,butit’ssufficientlybettertopay。
  Wehavesixcalves;andI’vechosenthenamesforallofthem。
  1。Sylvia,becauseshewasborninthewoods。
  2。Lesbia,aftertheLesbiainCatullus。
  3。Sallie。
  4。Julia——aspotted,nondescriptanimal。
  5。Judy,afterme。
  6。Daddy-Long-Legs。Youdon’tmind,doyou,Daddy?He’spureJerseyandhasasweetdisposition。Helookslikethis——youcanseehowappropriatethenameis。
  Ihaven’thadtimeyettobeginmyimmortalnovel;thefarmkeepsmetoobusy。
  Yoursalways,JudyPS。I’velearnedtomakedoughnuts。
  PS。(2)Ifyouarethinkingofraisingchickens,letmerecommendBuffOrpingtons。Theyhaven’tanypinfeathers。
  PS。(3)IwishIcouldsendyouapatofthenice,freshbutterIchurnedyesterday。I’mafinedairy-maid!
  PS。(4)ThisisapictureofMissJerushaAbbott,thefuturegreatauthor,drivinghomethecows。
  SundayDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Isn’titfunny?Istartedtowritetoyouyesterdayafternoon,butasfarasIgotwastheheading,`DearDaddy-Long-Legs’,andthenIrememberedI’dpromisedtopicksomeblackberriesforsupper,soIwentoffandleftthesheetlyingonthetable,andwhenI
  camebacktoday,whatdoyouthinkIfoundsittinginthemiddleofthepage?ArealtrueDaddy-Long-Legs!
  Ipickedhimupverygentlybyoneleg,anddroppedhimoutofthewindow。Iwouldn’thurtoneofthemfortheworld。
  Theyalwaysremindmeofyou。
  WehitchedupthespringwagonthismorninganddrovetotheCentretochurch。It’sasweetlittlewhiteframechurchwithaspireandthreeDoriccolumnsinfront(ormaybeIonic——Ialwaysgetthemmixed)。
  Anicesleepysermonwitheverybodydrowsilywavingpalm-leaffans,andtheonlysound,asidefromtheminister,thebuzzingoflocustsinthetreesoutside。Ididn’twakeuptillIfoundmyselfonmyfeetsingingthehymn,andthenIwasawfullysorryIhadn’tlistenedtothesermon;Ishouldliketoknowmoreofthepsychologyofamanwhowouldpickoutsuchahymn。Thiswasit:
  Come,leaveyoursportsandearthlytoysAndjoinmeincelestialjoys。
  Orelse,dearfriend,alongfarewell。
  Ileaveyounowtosinktohell。
  Ifindthatitisn’tsafetodiscussreligionwiththeSemples。
  TheirGod(whomtheyhaveinheritedintactfromtheirremotePuritanancestors)isanarrow,irrational,unjust,mean,revengeful,bigotedPerson。ThankheavenIdon’tinheritGodfromanybody!
  IamfreetomakemineupasIwishHim。He’skindandsympatheticandimaginativeandforgivingandunderstanding——andHehasasenseofhumour。
  IliketheSemplesimmensely;theirpracticeissosuperiortotheirtheory。TheyarebetterthantheirownGod。Itoldthemso——
  andtheyarehorriblytroubled。TheythinkIamblasphemous——
  andIthinktheyare!We’vedroppedtheologyfromourconversation。
  ThisisSundayafternoon。
  Amasai(hiredman)inapurpletieandsomebrightyellowbuckskingloves,veryredandshaved,hasjustdrivenoffwithCarrie(hiredgirl)
  inabighattrimmedwithredrosesandabluemuslindressandherhaircurledastightasitwillcurl。Amasaispentallthemorningwashingthebuggy;andCarriestayedhomefromchurchostensiblytocookthedinner,butreallytoironthemuslindress。
  IntwominutesmorewhenthisletterisfinishedIamgoingtosettledowntoabookwhichIfoundintheattic。It’sentitled,OntheTrail,andsprawledacrossthefrontpageinafunnylittle-boyhand:
  JervisPendletonifthisbookshouldeverroam,Boxitsearsandsendithome。
  Hespentthesummerhereonceafterhehadbeenill,whenhewasaboutelevenyearsold;andheleftOntheTrailbehind。
  Itlookswellread——themarksofhisgrimylittlehandsarefrequent!
  Alsoinacorneroftheatticthereisawaterwheelandawindmillandsomebowsandarrows。Mrs。SempletalkssoconstantlyabouthimthatIbegintobelievehereallylives——notagrownmanwithasilkhatandwalkingstick,butanice,dirty,tousle-headedboywhoclattersupthestairswithanawfulracket,andleavesthescreendoorsopen,andisalwaysaskingforcookies。(Andgettingthem,too,ifI
  knowMrs。Semple!)Heseemstohavebeenanadventurouslittlesoul——
  andbraveandtruthful。I’msorrytothinkheisaPendleton;
  hewasmeantforsomethingbetter。
  We’regoingtobeginthreshingoatstomorrow;asteamengineiscomingandthreeextramen。
  ItgrievesmetotellyouthatButtercup(thespottedcowwithonehorn,MotherofLesbia)hasdoneadisgracefulthing。ShegotintotheorchardFridayeveningandateapplesunderthetrees,andateandateuntiltheywenttoherhead。Fortwodaysshehasbeenperfectlydeaddrunk!ThatisthetruthIamtelling。
  Didyoueverhearanythingsoscandalous?
  Sir,Iremain,Youraffectionateorphan,JudyAbbottPS。Indiansinthefirstchapterandhighwaymeninthesecond。
  Iholdmybreath。Whatcanthethirdcontain?`RedHawkleapttwentyfeetintheairandbitthedust。’Thatisthesubjectofthefrontispiece。Aren’tJudyandJerviehavingfun?
  15thSeptemberDearDaddy,IwasweighedyesterdayontheflourscalesinthegeneralstoreattheComers。I’vegainedninepounds!LetmerecommendLockWillowasahealthresort。
  Yoursever,JudyDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Beholdme——aSophomore!IcameuplastFriday,sorrytoleaveLockWillow,butgladtoseethecampusagain。Itisapleasantsensationtocomebacktosomethingfamiliar。Iambeginningtofeelathomeincollege,andincommandofthesituation;Iambeginning,infact,tofeelathomeintheworld——asthoughIreallybelongedtoitandhadnotjustcreptinonsufferance。
  Idon’tsupposeyouunderstandintheleastwhatIamtryingtosay。
  ApersonimportantenoughtobeaTrusteecan’tappreciatethefeelingsofapersonunimportantenoughtobeafoundling。
  Andnow,Daddy,listentothis。WhomdoyouthinkIamroomingwith?
  SallieMcBrideandJuliaRutledgePendleton。It’sthetruth。
  Wehaveastudyandthreelittlebedrooms——VOILA!
  SallieandIdecidedlastspringthatweshouldliketoroomtogether,andJuliamadeuphermindtostaywithSallie——why,Ican’timagine,fortheyarenotabitalike;butthePendletonsarenaturallyconservativeandinimical(fineword!)tochange。Anyway,hereweare。
  ThinkofJerushaAbbott,lateoftheJohnGrierHomeforOrphans,roomingwithaPendleton。Thisisademocraticcountry。
  Sallieisrunningforclasspresident,andunlessallsignsfail,sheisgoingtobeelected。Suchanatmosphereofintrigueyoushouldseewhatpoliticiansweare!Oh,Itellyou,Daddy,whenwewomengetourrights,youmenwillhavetolookaliveinordertokeepyours。
  ElectioncomesnextSaturday,andwe’regoingtohaveatorchlightprocessionintheevening,nomatterwhowins。
  Iambeginningchemistry,amostunusualstudy。I’veneverseenanythinglikeitbefore。MoleculesandAtomsarethematerialemployed,butI’llbeinapositiontodiscussthemmoredefinitelynextmonth。
  Iamalsotakingargumentationandlogic。
  Alsohistoryofthewholeworld。
  AlsoplaysofWilliamShakespeare。
  AlsoFrench。
  Ifthiskeepsupmanyyearslonger,Ishallbecomequiteintelligent。
  IshouldratherhaveelectedeconomicsthanFrench,butI
  didn’tdare,becauseIwasafraidthatunlessIre-electedFrench,theProfessorwouldnotletmepass——asitwas,IjustmanagedtosqueezethroughtheJuneexamination。
  ButIwillsaythatmyhigh-schoolpreparationwasnotveryadequate。
  There’sonegirlintheclasswhochattersawayinFrenchasfastasshedoesinEnglish。Shewentabroadwithherparentswhenshewasachild,andspentthreeyearsinaconventschool。Youcanimaginehowbrightsheiscomparedwiththerestofus——irregularverbsaremereplaythings。IwishmyparentshadchuckedmeintoaFrenchconventwhenIwaslittleinsteadofafoundlingasylum。Ohno,Idon’teither!BecausethenmaybeIshouldneverhaveknownyou。
  I’dratherknowyouthanFrench。
  Goodbye,Daddy。ImustcallonHarrietMartinnow,and,havingdiscussedthechemicalsituation,casuallydropafewthoughtsonthesubjectofournextpresident。
  Yoursinpolitics,J。Abbott17thOctoberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Supposingtheswimmingtankinthegymnasiumwerefilledfulloflemonjelly,couldapersontryingtoswimmanagetokeepontoporwouldhesink?
  Wewerehavinglemonjellyfordessertwhenthequestioncameup。
  Wediscusseditheatedlyforhalfanhourandit’sstillunsettled。
  Salliethinksthatshecouldswiminit,butIamperfectlysurethatthebestswimmerintheworldwouldsink。Wouldn’titbefunnytobedrownedinlemonjelly?
  Twootherproblemsareengagingtheattentionofourtable。
  1st。Whatshapearetheroomsinanoctagonhouse?
  Someofthegirlsinsistthatthey’resquare;
  butIthinkthey’dhavetobeshapedlikeapieceofpie。Don’tyou?
  2nd。Supposetherewereagreatbighollowspheremadeoflooking-glassandyouweresittinginside。Wherewoulditstopreflectingyourfaceandbeginreflectingyourback?Themoreonethinksaboutthisproblem,themorepuzzlingitbecomes。
  Youcanseewithwhatdeepphilosophicalreflectionweengageourleisure!
  DidIevertellyouabouttheelection?Ithappenedthreeweeksago,butsofastdowelive,thatthreeweeksisancienthistory。
  Salliewaselected,andwehadatorchlightparadewithtransparenciessaying,`McBrideforEver,’andabandconsistingoffourteenpieces(threemouthorgansandelevencombs)。
  We’reveryimportantpersonsnowin`258。’JuliaandIcomeinforagreatdealofreflectedglory。It’squiteasocialstraintobelivinginthesamehousewithapresident。
  Bonnenuit,cherDaddy。
  Acceptezmezcompliments,Tresrespectueux,jesuis,VotreJudy12thNovemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,WebeattheFreshmenatbasketballyesterday。Ofcoursewe’repleased——
  butoh,ifwecouldonlybeatthejuniors!I’dbewillingtobeblackandbluealloverandstayinbedaweekinawitch-hazelcompress。
  SalliehasinvitedmetospendtheChristmasvacationwithher。
  ShelivesinWorcester,Massachusetts。Wasn’titniceofher?
  Ishalllovetogo。I’veneverbeeninaprivatefamilyinmylife,exceptatLockWillow,andtheSemplesweregrown-upandoldanddon’tcount。ButtheMcBrideshaveahousefulofchildren(anywaytwoorthree)andamotherandfatherandgrandmother,andanAngoracat。
  It’saperfectlycompletefamily!Packingyourtrunkandgoingawayismorefunthanstayingbehind。Iamterriblyexcitedattheprospect。
  Seventhhour——Imustruntorehearsal。I’mtobeintheThanksgivingtheatricals。Aprinceinatowerwithavelvettunicandyellowcurls。Isn’tthatalark?
  Yours,J。A。
  SaturdayDoyouwanttoknowwhatIlooklike?Here’saphotographofallthreethatLeonoraFentontook。
  ThelightonewhoislaughingisSallie,andthetallonewithhernoseintheairisJulia,andthelittleonewiththehairblowingacrossherfaceisJudy——sheisreallymorebeautifulthanthat,butthesunwasinhereyes。
  `STONEGATE’,WORCESTER,MASS。,31stDecemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,ImeanttowritetoyoubeforeandthankyouforyourChristmascheque,butlifeintheMcBridehouseholdisveryabsorbing,andIdon’tseemabletofindtwoconsecutiveminutestospendatadesk。
  Iboughtanewgown——onethatIdidn’tneed,butjustwanted。
  MyChristmaspresentthisyearisfromDaddy-Long-Legs;myfamilyjustsentlove。
  I’vebeenhavingthemostbeautifulvacationvisitingSallie。
  Shelivesinabigold-fashionedbrickhousewithwhitetrimmingssetbackfromthestreet——exactlythekindofhousethatIusedtolookatsocuriouslywhenIwasintheJohnGrierHome,andwonderwhatitcouldbelikeinside。Ineverexpectedtoseewithmyowneyes——
  buthereIam!Everythingissocomfortableandrestfulandhomelike;
  Iwalkfromroomtoroomanddrinkinthefurnishings。
  Itisthemostperfecthouseforchildrentobebroughtupin;
  withshadowynooksforhideandseek,andopenfireplacesforpop-corn,andanattictorompinonrainydaysandslipperybanisterswithacomfortableflatknobatthebottom,andagreatbigsunnykitchen,andanice,fat,sunnycookwhohaslivedinthefamilythirteenyearsandalwayssavesoutapieceofdoughforthechildrentobake。
  Justthesightofsuchahousemakesyouwanttobeachildalloveragain。
  Andasforfamilies!Ineverdreamedtheycouldbesonice。
  Salliehasafatherandmotherandgrandmother,andthesweetestthree-year-oldbabysisterallovercurls,andamedium-sizedbrotherwhoalwaysforgetstowipehisfeet,andabig,good-lookingbrothernamedJimmie,whoisajunioratPrinceton。
  Wehavethejolliesttimesatthetable——everybodylaughsandjokesandtalksatonce,andwedon’thavetosaygracebeforehand。
  It’sareliefnothavingtothankSomebodyforeverymouthfulyoueat。
  (IdaresayI’mblasphemous;butyou’dbe,too,ifyou’dofferedasmuchobligatorythanksasIhave。)
  Suchalotofthingswe’vedone——Ican’tbegintotellyouaboutthem。
  Mr。McBrideownsafactoryandChristmasevehehadatreefortheemployees’children。Itwasinthelongpacking-roomwhichwasdecoratedwithevergreensandholly。JimmieMcBridewasdressedasSantaClausandSallieandIhelpedhimdistributethepresents。
  Dearme,Daddy,butitwasafunnysensation!IfeltasbenevolentasaTrusteeoftheJohnGrierhome。Ikissedonesweet,stickylittleboy——butIdon’tthinkIpattedanyofthemonthehead!
  AndtwodaysafterChristmas,theygaveadanceattheirownhouseforME。
  ItwasthefirstreallytrueballIeverattended——collegedoesn’tcountwherewedancewithgirls。Ihadanewwhiteeveninggown(yourChristmaspresent——manythanks)andlongwhiteglovesandwhitesatinslippers。Theonlydrawbacktomyperfect,utter,absolutehappinesswasthefactthatMrs。Lippettcouldn’tseemeleadingthecotillionwithJimmieMcBride。
  Tellheraboutit,please,thenexttimeyouvisittheJ。G。H。
  Yoursever,JudyAbbottPS。Wouldyoubeterriblydispleased,Daddy,ifIdidn’tturnouttobeaGreatAuthorafterall,butjustaPlainGirl?
  6。30,SaturdayDearDaddy,Westartedtowalktotowntoday,butmercy!howitpoured。
  Ilikewintertobewinterwithsnowinsteadofrain。
  Julia’sdesirableunclecalledagainthisafternoon——andbroughtafive-poundboxofchocolates。Thereareadvantages,yousee,aboutroomingwithJulia。
  Ourinnocentprattleappearedtoamusehimandhewaitedforalatertraininordertotaketeainthestudy。Wehadanawfullotoftroublegettingpermission。It’shardenoughentertainingfathersandgrandfathers,butunclesareastepworse;andasforbrothersandcousins,theyarenexttoimpossible。Juliahadtoswearthathewasherunclebeforeanotarypublicandthenhavethecountyclerk’scertificateattached。(Don’tIknowalotoflaw?)
  AndeventhenIdoubtifwecouldhavehadourteaiftheDeanhadchancedtoseehowyoungishandgood-lookingUncleJervisis。
  Anyway,wehadit,withbrownbreadSwisscheesesandwiches。
  Hehelpedmakethemandthenatefour。ItoldhimthatIhadspentlastsummeratLockWillow,andwehadabeautifulgossipytimeabouttheSemples,andthehorsesandcowsandchickens。
  Allthehorsesthatheusedtoknowaredead,exceptGrover,whowasababycoltatthetimeofhislastvisit——andpoorGrovenowissooldhecanjustlimpaboutthepasture。
  Heaskediftheystillkeptdoughnutsinayellowcrockwithablueplateoveritonthebottomshelfofthepantry——andtheydo!
  Hewantedtoknowiftherewasstillawoodchuck’sholeunderthepileofrocksinthenightpasture——andthereis!Amasaicaughtabig,fat,greyonetherethissummer,thetwenty-fifthgreat-grandsonoftheoneMasterJerviscaughtwhenhewasalittleboy。
  Icalledhim`MasterJervie’tohisface,buthedidn’tappeartobeinsulted。Juliasaysshehasneverseenhimsoamiable;
  he’susuallyprettyunapproachable。ButJuliahasn’tabitoftact;
  andmen,Ifind,requireagreatdeal。Theypurrifyourubthemtherightwayandspitifyoudon’t。(Thatisn’taveryelegantmetaphor。
  Imeanitfiguratively。)
  We’rereadingMarieBashkirtseff’sjournal。Isn’titamazing?
  Listentothis:`LastnightIwasseizedbyafitofdespairthatfoundutteranceinmoans,andthatfinallydrovemetothrowthedining-roomclockintothesea。’
  ItmakesmealmosthopeI’mnotagenius;theymustbeverywearingtohaveabout——andawfullydestructivetothefurniture。
  Mercy!howitkeepsPouring。Weshallhavetoswimtochapeltonight。
  Yoursever,Judy20thJan。
  DearDaddy-Long-Legs,Didyoueverhaveasweetbabygirlwhowasstolenfromthecradleininfancy?
  MaybeIamshe!Ifwewereinanovel,thatwouldbethedenouement,wouldn’tit?
  It’sreallyawfullyqueernottoknowwhatoneis——sortofexcitingandromantic。Therearesuchalotofpossibilities。
  MaybeI’mnotAmerican;lotsofpeoplearen’t。ImaybestraightdescendedfromtheancientRomans,orImaybeaViking’sdaughter,orImaybethechildofaRussianexileandbelongbyrightsinaSiberianprison,ormaybeI’maGipsy——IthinkperhapsIam。
  IhaveaveryWANDERINGspirit,thoughIhaven’tasyethadmuchchancetodevelopit。
  DoyouknowaboutthatonescandalousblotinmycareerthetimeIranawayfromtheasylumbecausetheypunishedmeforstealingcookies?
  It’sdowninthebooksfreeforanyTrusteetoread。Butreally,Daddy,whatcouldyouexpect?Whenyouputahungrylittlenine-yeargirlinthepantryscouringknives,withthecookiejaratherelbow,andgooffandleaveheralone;andthensuddenlypopinagain,wouldn’tyouexpecttofindherabitcrumby?Andthenwhenyoujerkherbytheelbowandboxherears,andmakeherleavethetablewhenthepuddingcomes,andtellalltheotherchildrenthatit’sbecauseshe’sathief,wouldn’tyouexpecthertorunaway?
  Ionlyranfourmiles。Theycaughtmeandbroughtmeback;
  andeverydayforaweekIwastied,likeanaughtypuppy,toastakeinthebackyardwhiletheotherchildrenwereoutatrecess。
  Oh,dear!There’sthechapelbell,andafterchapelIhaveacommitteemeeting。I’msorrybecauseImeanttowriteyouaveryentertainingletterthistime。
  AufwiedersehenCherDaddy,Paxtibi!
  JudyPS。There’sonethingI’mperfectlysureofI’mnotaChinaman。
  4thFebruaryDearDaddy-Long-Legs,JimmieMcBridehassentmeaPrincetonbannerasbigasoneendoftheroom;Iamverygratefultohimforrememberingme,butI
  don’tknowwhatonearthtodowithit。SallieandJuliawon’tletmehangitup;ourroomthisyearisfurnishedinred,andyoucanimaginewhataneffectwe’dhaveifIaddedorangeandblack。
  Butit’ssuchnice,warm,thickfelt,Ihatetowasteit。
  Woulditbeveryimpropertohaveitmadeintoabathrobe?
  Myoldoneshrankwhenitwaswashed。
  I’veentirelyomittedoflatetellingyouwhatIamlearning,butthoughyoumightnotimagineitfrommyletters,mytimeisexclusivelyoccupiedwithstudy。It’saverybewilderingmattertogeteducatedinfivebranchesatonce。
  `Thetestoftruescholarship,’saysChemistryProfessor,`isapainstakingpassionfordetail。’
  `Becarefulnottokeepyoureyesgluedtodetail,’saysHistoryProfessor。`Standfarenoughawaytogetaperspectiveofthewhole。’
  Youcanseewithwhatnicetywehavetotrimoursailsbetweenchemistryandhistory。Ilikethehistoricalmethodbest。
  IfIsaythatWilliamtheConquerorcameoverin1492,andColumbusdiscoveredAmericain1100or1066orwheneveritwas,that’sameredetailthattheProfessoroverlooks。Itgivesafeelingofsecurityandrestfulnesstothehistoryrecitation,thatisentirelylackinginchemistry。
  Sixth-hourbell——Imustgotothelaboratoryandlookintoalittlematterofacidsandsaltsandalkalis。I’veburnedaholeasbigasaplateinthefrontofmychemistryapron,withhydrochloricacid。
  Ifthetheoryworked,Ioughttobeabletoneutralizethatholewithgoodstrongammonia,oughtn’tI?
  Examinationsnextweek,butwho’safraid?
  Yoursever,Judy5thMarchDearDaddy-Long-Legs,ThereisaMarchwindblowing,andtheskyisfilledwithheavy,blackmovingclouds。Thecrowsinthepinetreesaremakingsuchaclamour!It’sanintoxicating,exhilarating,CALLINGnoise。
  Youwanttocloseyourbooksandbeoffoverthehillstoracewiththewind。
  WehadapaperchaselastSaturdayoverfivemilesofsquashy’crosscountry。Thefox(composedofthreegirlsandabushelorsoofconfetti)startedhalfanhourbeforethetwenty-sevenhunters。
  Iwasoneofthetwenty-seven;eightdroppedbythewayside;
  weendednineteen。Thetrailledoverahill,throughacornfield,andintoaswampwherewehadtoleaplightlyfromhummocktohummock。
  ofcoursehalfofuswentinankledeep。Wekeptlosingthetrail,andwewastedtwenty-fiveminutesoverthatswamp。Thenupahillthroughsomewoodsandinatabarnwindow!Thebarndoorswerealllockedandthewindowwasuphighandprettysmall。Idon’tcallthatfair,doyou?
  Butwedidn’tgothrough;wecircumnavigatedthebarnandpickedupthetrailwhereitissuedbywayofalowshedroofontothetopofafence。Thefoxthoughthehadusthere,butwefooledhim。
  Thenstraightawayovertwomilesofrollingmeadow,andawfullyhardtofollow,fortheconfettiwasgettingsparse。Theruleisthatitmustbeatthemostsixfeetapart,buttheywerethelongestsixfeetIeversaw。Finally,aftertwohoursofsteadytrotting,wetrackedMonsieurFoxintothekitchenofCrystalSpring(that’safarmwherethegirlsgoinbobsleighsandhaywagonsforchickenandwafflesuppers)andwefoundthethreefoxesplacidlyeatingmilkandhoneyandbiscuits。Theyhadn’tthoughtwewouldgetthatfar;
  theywereexpectingustostickinthebarnwindow。
  Bothsidesinsistthattheywon。Ithinkwedid,don’tyou?
  Becausewecaughtthembeforetheygotbacktothecampus。
  Anyway,allnineteenofussettledlikelocustsoverthefurnitureandclamouredforhoney。Therewasn’tenoughtogoround,butMrs。
  CrystalSpring(that’sourpetnameforher;she’sbyrightsaJohnson)
  broughtupajarofstrawberryjamandacanofmaplesyrup——
  justmadelastweek——andthreeloavesofbrownbread。
  Wedidn’tgetbacktocollegetillhalf-pastsix——halfanhourlatefordinner——andwewentstraightinwithoutdressing,andwithperfectlyunimpairedappetites!Thenweallcuteveningchapel,thestateofourbootsbeingenoughofanexcuse。
  Inevertoldyouaboutexaminations。Ipassedeverythingwiththeutmostease——Iknowthesecretnow,andamnevergoingtofailagain。
  Ishan’tbeabletograduatewithhonoursthough,becauseofthatbeastlyLatinproseandgeometryFreshmanyear。ButIdon’tcare。
  Wot’sthehoddssolongasyou’re’appy?(That’saquotation。
  I’vebeenreadingtheEnglishclassics。)
  Speakingofclassics,haveyoueverreadHamlet?Ifyouhaven’t,doitrightoff。It’sPERFECTLYCORKING。I’vebeenhearingaboutShakespeareallmylife,butIhadnoideahereallywrotesowell;
  Ialwayssuspectedhimofgoinglargelyonhisreputation。
  IhaveabeautifulplaythatIinventedalongtimeagowhenIfirstlearnedtoread。IputmyselftosleepeverynightbypretendingI’mtheperson(themostimportantperson)inthebookI’mreadingatthemoment。
  AtpresentI’mOphelia——andsuchasensibleOphelia!IkeepHamletamusedallthetime,andpethimandscoldhimandmakehimwrapuphisthroatwhenhehasacold。I’veentirelycuredhimofbeingmelancholy。TheKingandQueenarebothdead——anaccidentatsea;nofuneralnecessary——soHamletandIarerulinginDenmarkwithoutanybother。Wehavethekingdomworkingbeautifully。
  Hetakescareofthegoverning,andIlookafterthecharities。
  Ihavejustfoundedsomefirst-classorphanasylums。IfyouoranyoftheotherTrusteeswouldliketovisitthem,Ishallbepleasedtoshowyouthrough。Ithinkyoumightfindagreatmanyhelpfulsuggestions。
  Iremain,sir,Yoursmostgraciously,OPHELIA,QueenofDenmark。
  24thMarch,maybethe25thDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Idon’tbelieveIcanbegoingtoHeaven——Iamgettingsuchalotofgoodthingshere;itwouldn’tbefairtogetthemhereaftertoo。
  Listentowhathashappened。
  JerushaAbbotthaswontheshort-storycontest(atwenty-fivedollarprize)thattheMonthlyholdseveryyear。Andshe’saSophomore!
  ThecontestantsaremostlySeniors。WhenIsawmynameposted,Icouldn’tquitebelieveitwastrue。MaybeIamgoingtobeanauthorafterall。IwishMrs。Lippetthadn’tgivenmesuchasillyname——
  itsoundslikeanauthor-ess,doesn’tit?
  AlsoIhavebeenchosenforthespringdramatics——AsYouLikeItoutofdoors。IamgoingtobeCelia,owncousintoRosalind。
  Andlastly:JuliaandSallieandIaregoingtoNewYorknextFridaytodosomespringshoppingandstayallnightandgotothetheatrethenextdaywith`MasterJervie。’Heinvitedus。Juliaisgoingtostayathomewithherfamily,butSallieandIaregoingtostopattheMarthaWashingtonHotel。Didyoueverhearofanythingsoexciting?I’veneverbeeninahotelinmylife,norinatheatre;
  exceptoncewhentheCatholicChurchhadafestivalandinvitedtheorphans,butthatwasn’tarealplayanditdoesn’tcount。
  Andwhatdoyouthinkwe’regoingtosee?Hamlet。Thinkofthat!
  WestudieditforfourweeksinShakespeareclassandIknowitbyheart。
  IamsoexcitedoveralltheseprospectsthatIcanscarcelysleep。
  Goodbye,Daddy。
  Thisisaveryentertainingworld。
  Yoursever,JudyPS。I’vejustlookedatthecalendar。It’sthe28th。
  Anotherpostscript。
  Isawastreetcarconductortodaywithonebrowneyeandoneblue。
  Wouldn’themakeanicevillainforadetectivestory?
  7thAprilDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Mercy!Isn’tNewYorkbig?Worcesterisnothingtoit。Doyoumeantotellmethatyouactuallyliveinallthatconfusion?
  Idon’tbelievethatIshallrecoverformonthsfromthebewilderingeffectoftwodaysofit。Ican’tbegintotellyoualltheamazingthingsI’veseen;Isupposeyouknow,though,sinceyoulivethereyourself。
  Butaren’tthestreetsentertaining?Andthepeople?Andtheshops?
  Ineversawsuchlovelythingsasthereareinthewindows。
  Itmakesyouwanttodevoteyourlifetowearingclothes。
  SallieandJuliaandIwentshoppingtogetherSaturdaymorning。
  JuliawentintotheverymostgorgeousplaceIeversaw,whiteandgoldwallsandbluecarpetsandbluesilkcurtainsandgiltchairs。
  Aperfectlybeautifulladywithyellowhairandalongblacksilktrailinggowncametomeetuswithawelcomingsmile。Ithoughtwewerepayingasocialcall,andstartedtoshakehands,butitseemswewereonlybuyinghats——atleastJuliawas。Shesatdowninfrontofamirrorandtriedonadozen,eachlovelierthanthelast,andboughtthetwoloveliestofall。
  Ican’timagineanyjoyinlifegreaterthansittingdowninfrontofamirrorandbuyinganyhatyouchoosewithouthavingfirsttoconsidertheprice!There’snodoubtaboutit,Daddy;NewYorkwouldrapidlyunderminethisfinestoicalcharacterwhichtheJohnGrierHomesopatientlybuiltup。
  Andafterwe’dfinishedourshopping,wemetMasterJervieatSherry’s。Isupposeyou’vebeeninSherry’s?Picturethat,thenpicturethedining-roomoftheJohnGrierHomewithitsoilcloth-coveredtables,andwhitecrockerythatyouCAN’Tbreak,andwooden-handledknivesandforks;andfancythewayIfelt!
  Iatemyfishwiththewrongfork,butthewaiterverykindlygavemeanothersothatnobodynoticed。
  Andafterluncheonwewenttothetheatre——itwasdazzling,marvellous,unbelievable——Idreamaboutiteverynight。
  Isn’tShakespearewonderful?
  Hamletissomuchbetteronthestagethanwhenweanalyzeitinclass;
  Iappreciateditbefore,butnow,clearme!
  Ithink,ifyoudon’tmind,thatI’dratherbeanactressthanawriter。Wouldn’tyoulikemetoleavecollegeandgointoadramaticschool?AndthenI’llsendyouaboxforallmyperformances,andsmileatyouacrossthefootlights。Onlyweararedroseinyourbuttonhole,please,soI’llsurelysmileattherightman。
  ItwouldbeanawfullyembarrassingmistakeifIpickedoutthewrongone。
  WecamebackSaturdaynightandhadourdinnerinthetrain,atlittletableswithpinklampsandnegrowaiters。Ineverheardofmealsbeingservedintrainsbefore,andIinadvertentlysaidso。
  `Whereonearthwereyoubroughtup?’saidJuliatome。
  `Inavillage,’saidImeekly,toJulia。
  `Butdidn’tyouevertravel?’saidshetome。
  `NottillIcametocollege,andthenitwasonlyahundredandsixtymilesandwedidn’teat,’saidItoher。
  She’sgettingquiteinterestedinme,becauseIsaysuchfunnythings。
  Itryhardnotto,buttheydopopoutwhenI’msurprised——
  andI’msurprisedmostofthetime。It’sadizzyingexperience,Daddy,topasseighteenyearsintheJohnGrierHome,andthensuddenlytobeplungedintotheWORLD。
  ButI’mgettingacclimated。Idon’tmakesuchawfulmistakesasIdid;
  andIdon’tfeeluncomfortableanymorewiththeothergirls。Iusedtosquirmwheneverpeoplelookedatme。Ifeltasthoughtheysawrightthroughmyshamnewclothestothecheckedginghamsunderneath。
  ButI’mnotlettingtheginghamsbothermeanymore。Sufficientuntoyesterdayistheevilthereof。
  Iforgottotellyouaboutourflowers。MasterJerviegaveuseachabigbunchofvioletsandlilies-of-the-valley。Wasn’tthatsweetofhim?Ineverusedtocaremuchformen——judgingbyTrustees——
  butI’mchangingmymind。
  Elevenpages——thisisaletter!Havecourage。I’mgoingtostop。
  Yoursalways,Judy10thAprilDearMr。Rich-Man,Here’syourchequeforfiftydollars。Thankyouverymuch,butIdonotfeelthatIcankeepit。MyallowanceissufficienttoaffordallofthehatsthatIneed。IamsorrythatIwroteallthatsillystuffaboutthemillineryshop;it’sjustthatI
  hadneverseenanythinglikeitbefore。
  However,Iwasn’tbegging!AndIwouldrathernotacceptanymorecharitythanIhaveto。
  Sincerelyyours,JerushaAbbott11thAprilDearestDaddy,WillyoupleaseforgivemefortheletterIwroteyouyesterday?
  AfterIposteditIwassorry,andtriedtogetitback,butthatbeastlymailclerkwouldn’tgiveitbacktome。
  It’sthemiddleofthenightnow;I’vebeenawakeforhoursthinkingwhataWormIam——whataThousand-leggedWorm——
  andthat’stheworstIcansay!I’veclosedthedoorverysoftlyintothestudysoasnottowakeJuliaandSallie,andamsittingupinbedwritingtoyouonpapertornoutofmyhistorynote-book。
  IjustwantedtotellyouthatIamsorryIwassoimpoliteaboutyourcheque。Iknowyoumeantitkindly,andIthinkyou’reanolddeartotakesomuchtroubleforsuchasillythingasahat。
  Ioughttohavereturneditverymuchmoregraciously。
  Butinanycase,Ihadtoreturnit。It’sdifferentwithmethanwithothergirls。Theycantakethingsnaturallyfrompeople。
  Theyhavefathersandbrothersandauntsanduncles;butIcan’tbeonanysuchrelationswithanyone。Iliketopretendthatyoubelongtome,justtoplaywiththeidea,butofcourseIknowyoudon’t。I’malone,really——withmybacktothewallfightingtheworld——
  andIgetsortofgaspywhenIthinkaboutit。Iputitoutofmymind,andkeeponpretending;butdon’tyousee,Daddy?Ican’tacceptanymoremoneythanIhaveto,becausesomedayIshallbewantingtopayitback,andevenasgreatanauthorasIintendtobewon’tbeabletofaceaPERFECTLYTREMENDOUSdebt。
  I’dloveprettyhatsandthings,butImustn’tmortgagethefuturetopayforthem。
  You’llforgiveme,won’tyou,forbeingsorude?IhaveanawfulhabitofwritingimpulsivelywhenIfirstthinkthings,andthenpostingtheletterbeyondrecall。ButifIsometimesseemthoughtlessandungrateful,Inevermeanit。InmyheartIthankyoualwaysforthelifeandfreedomandindependencethatyouhavegivenme。
  Mychildhoodwasjustalong,sullenstretchofrevolt,andnowIamsohappyeverymomentofthedaythatIcan’tbelieveit’strue。
  Ifeellikeamade-upheroineinastory-book。
  It’saquarterpasttwo。I’mgoingtotiptoeouttopostthisoffnow。You’llreceiveitinthenextmailaftertheother;
  soyouwon’thaveaverylongtimetothinkbadofme。
  Goodnight,Daddy,Iloveyoualways,Judy4thMayDearDaddy-Long-Legs,FieldDaylastSaturday。Itwasaveryspectacularoccasion。
  Firstwehadaparadeofalltheclasses,witheverybodydressedinwhitelinen,theSeniorscarryingblueandgoldJapaneseumbrellas,andthejuniorswhiteandyellowbanners。Ourclasshadcrimsonballoons——
  veryfetching,especiallyastheywerealwaysgettinglooseandfloatingoff——andtheFreshmenworegreentissue-paperhatswithlongstreamers。Alsowehadabandinblueuniformshiredfromtown。Alsoaboutadozenfunnypeople,likedownsinacircus,tokeepthespectatorsentertainedbetweenevents。
  Juliawasdressedasafatcountrymanwithalinendusterandwhiskersandbaggyumbrella。PatsyMoriarty(Patricireally。
  Didyoueverhearsuchaname?Mrs。Lippettcouldn’thavedonebetter)
  whoistallandthinwasJulia’swifeinaabsurdgreenbonnetoveroneear。Wavesoflaughterfollowedthemthewholelengthofthecourse。Juliaplayedthepartextremelywell。IneverdreamedthataPendletoncoulddisplaysomuchcomedyspirit——
  beggingMasterJervie’pardon;Idon’tconsiderhimatruePendletonthough,anmorethanIconsideryouatrueTrustee。
  SallieandIweren’tintheparadebecausewewereenteredfortheevents。Andwhatdoyouthink?Webothwon!Atleastinsomething。Wetriedfortherunningbroadjumpandlost;
  butSalliewonthepole-vaulting(sevenfeetthreeinches)
  andIwonthefifty-yardsprint(eightseconds)。
  Iwasprettypantingattheend,butitwasgreatfun,withthewholeclasswavingballoonsandcheeringandyelling:
  What’sthematterwithJudyAbbott?
  She’sallright。
  Who’sallright?
  JudyAb-bott!
  That,Daddy,istruefame。Thentrottingbacktothedressingtentandbeingrubbeddownwithalcoholandhavingalemontosuck。
  Youseewe’reveryprofessional。It’safinethingtowinaneventforyourclass,becausetheclassthatwinsthemostgetstheathleticcupfortheyear。TheSeniorswonitthisyear,withseveneventstotheircredit。Theathleticassociationgaveadinnerinthegymnasiumtoallofthewinners。Wehadfriedsoft-shellcrabs,andchocolateice-creammouldedintheshapeofbasketballs。
  IsatuphalfoflastnightreadingJaneEyre。Areyouoldenough,Daddy,toremembersixtyyearsago?And,ifso,didpeopletalkthatway?
  ThehaughtyLadyBlanchesaystothefootman,`Stopyourchattering,knave,anddomybidding。’Mr。Rochestertalksaboutthemetalwelkinwhenhemeansthesky;andasforthemadwomanwholaughslikeahyenaandsetsfiretobedcurtainsandtearsupweddingveilsandBITES——it’smelodramaofthepurest,butjustthesame,youreadandreadandread。Ican’tseehowanygirlcouldhavewrittensuchabook,especiallyanygirlwhowasbroughtupinachurchyard。