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第3章

  Therewasnohelpforit;shemuststayanddoherduty,orexposeherjealousytothequickeyesabouther。Foratimesheboreit;butthesightofhercousinleaningoverthechairshehadleftandchattingwiththegoverness,whonowfilledit,grewunbearable,andshedispatchedalittlegirlwithamessagetoMissMuir。
  "Please,MissBeaufortwantsyouforQueenBess,asyouaretheonlyladywithredhair。Willyoucome?"whisperedthechild,quiteunconsciousofanyhiddenstinginherwords。
  "Yes,dear,willinglythoughI’mnotstatelyenoughforHerMajesty,norhandsomeenough,"saidJean,risingwithanuntroubledface,thoughsheresentedthefeminineinsult。
  "DoyouwantanEssex?I’malldressedforit,"saidCoventry,followingtothedoorwithawistfullook。
  "No,MissBeaufortsaidyouwerenottocome。Shedoesn’twantyoubothtogether,"saidthechilddecidedly。
  Jeangavehimasignificantlook,shruggedhershoulders,andwentawaysmilingheroddsmile,whileCoventrypacedupanddownthehallinacuriousstateofunrest,whichmadehimforgetfulofeverythingtilltheyoungpeoplecamegailyouttosupper。
  "Come,bonnyPrinceCharlie,takemedown,andplaytheloverascharminglyasyoudidanhourago。Ineverthoughtyouhadsomuchwarmthinyou,"saidBella,takinghisarmanddrawinghimonagainsthiswill。
  "Don’tbefoolish,child。Whereis——Lucia?"
  WhyhecheckedJean’snameonhislipsandsubstitutedanother’s,hecouldnottell;butasuddenshynessinspeakingofherpossessedhim,andthoughhesawhernowhere,hewouldnotaskforher。Hiscousincamedownlookinglovelyinaclassicalcostume;butGeraldscarcelysawherand,whenthemerrimentwasatitsheight,heslippedawaytodiscoverwhathadbecomeofMissMuir。
  Aloneinthedeserteddrawingroomhefoundher,andpausedtowatchheramomentbeforehespoke;forsomethinginherattitudeandfacestruckhim。Shewasleaningwearilybackinthegreatchairwhichhadservedforathrone。Herroyalrobeswerestillunchanged,thoughthecrownwasoffandallherfairhairhungabouthershoulders。
  Excitementandexertionmadeherbrilliant,therichdressbecameherwonderfully,andanairofluxuriousindolencechangedthemeekgovernessintoacharmingwoman。Sheleanedonthevelvetcushionsasifshewereusedtosuchsupport;
  sheplayedwiththejewelswhichhadcrownedherascarelesslyasifshewereborntowearthem;herattitudewasfullofnegligentgrace,andtheexpressionofherfacehalfproud,halfpensive,asifherthoughtswerebittersweet。
  Onewouldknowshewaswellborntoseehernow。Poorgirl,whataburdenalifeofdependencemustbetoaspiritlikehers!
  Iwonderwhatsheisthinkingofsointently。AndCoventryindulgedinanotherlookbeforehespoke。
  "ShallIbringyousomesupper,MissMuir?"
  "Supper!"sheejaculated,withastart。"Whothinksofone’sbodywhenone’ssoulis——"Shestoppedthere,knitherbrows,andlaughedfaintlyassheadded,"No,thankyou。Iwantnothingbutadvice,andthatIdarenotaskofanyone。"
  "Whynot?"
  "BecauseIhavenoright。"
  "Everyonehasarighttoaskhelp,especiallytheweakofthestrong。CanIhelpyou?Believeme,Imostheartilyoffermypoorservices。"
  "Ah,youforget!Thisdress,theborrowedsplendorofthesejewels,thefreedomofthisgayevening,theromanceofthepartyouplayed,allblindyoutothereality。ForamomentIceasetobeaservant,andforamomentyoutreatmeasanequal。"
  Itwastrue;hehadforgotten。Thatsoft,reproachfulglancetouchedhim,hisdistrustmeltedunderthenewcharm,andheansweredwithrealfeelinginvoiceandface,"Itreatyouasanequalbecauseyouareone;andwhenIofferhelp,itisnottomysister’sgovernessalone,buttoLadyHoward’sdaughter。"
  "Whotoldyouthat?"shedemanded,sittingerect。
  "Myuncle。Donotreproachhim。Itshallgonofurther,ifyouforbidit。AreyousorrythatIknowit?"
  "Yes。"
  "Why?"
  "BecauseIwillnotbepitied!"Andhereyesflashedasshemadeahalf-defiantgesture。
  "Then,ifImaynotpitythehardfatewhichhasbefallenaninnocentlife,mayIadmirethecouragewhichmeetsadversefortunesobravely,andconquerstheworldbywinningtherespectandregardofallwhoseeandhonorit?"
  MissMuiravertedherface,putupherhand,andansweredhastily,"No,no,notthat!Donotbekind;itdestroystheonlybarriernowleftbetweenus。Becoldtomeasbefore,forgetwhatIam,andletmegoonmyway,unknown,unpitied,andunloved!"
  Hervoicefalteredandfailedasthelastwordwasuttered,andshebentherfaceuponherhand。SomethingjarreduponCoventryinthisspeech,andmovedhimtosay,almostrudely,"Youneedhavenofearsforme。LuciawilltellyouwhatanicebergIam。"
  "ThenLuciawouldtellmewrong。Ihavethefatalpowerofreadingcharacter;Iknowyoubetterthanshedoes,andIsee——"Thereshestoppedabruptly。
  "What?Tellmeandproveyourskill,"hesaideagerly。
  Turning,shefixedhereyesonhimwithapenetratingpowerthatmadehimshrinkasshesaidslowly,"UndertheiceIseefire,andwarnyoutobewarelestitproveavolcano。"
  Foramomenthesatdumb,wonderingattheinsightofthegirl;forshewasthefirsttodiscoverthehiddenwarmthofanaturetooproudtoconfessitstenderimpulses,ortheambitionsthatslepttillsomepotentvoiceawokethem。Theblunt,almoststernmannerinwhichshewarnedhimawayfromheronlymadehermoreattractive;fortherewasnoconceitorarroganceinit,onlyaforebodingfearemboldenedbypastsufferingtobefrank。Suddenlyhespokeimpetuously:"Youareright!IamnotwhatIseem,andmyindolentindifferenceisbutthemaskunderwhichIconcealmyrealself。Icouldbeaspassionate,asenergeticandaspiringasNed,ifIhadanyaiminlife。Ihavenone,andsoIamwhatyouoncecalledme,athingtopityanddespise。"
  "Ineversaidthat!"criedJeanindignantly。
  "Notinthosewords,perhaps;butyoulookeditandthoughtit,thoughyouphraseditmoremildly。Ideservedit,butIshalldeserveitnolonger。Iambeginningtowakefrommydisgracefulidleness,andlongforsomeworkthatshallmakeamanofme。Whydoyougo?Iannoyyouwithmyconfessions。Pardonme。TheyarethefirstIevermade;theyshallbethelast。"
  "No,ohno!Iamtoomuchhonoredbyyourconfidence;
  butisitwise,isitloyaltotellmeyourhopesandaims?HasnotMissBeaufortthefirstrighttobeyourconfidante?"
  Coventrydrewback,lookingintenselyannoyed,forthenamerecalledmuchthathewouldgladlyhaveforgotteninthenovelexcitementofthehour。Lucia’slove,Edward’spartingwords,hisownreservesostrangelythrownaside,sodifficulttoresume。Whathewouldhavesaidwascheckedbythesightofahalf-openletterwhichfellfromJean’sdressasshemovedaway。Mechanicallyhetookituptoreturnit,and,ashedidso,herecognizedSydney’shandwriting。Jeansnatcheditfromhim,turningpaletothelipsasshecried,"Didyoureadit?Whatdidyousee?
  Tellme,tellme,onyourhonor!"
  "Onmyhonor,Isawnothingbutthissinglesentence,’BytheloveIbearyou,believewhatIsay。’Nomore,asIamagentleman。
  Iknowthehand,Iguessthepurportoftheletter,andasafriendofSydney,Iearnestlydesiretohelpyou,ifIcan。Isthisthematteruponwhichyouwantadvice?"
  "Yes。"
  "Thenletmegiveit?"
  "Youcannot,withoutknowingall,anditissohardtotell!"
  "Letmeguessit,andspareyouthepainoftelling。
  MayI?"AndCoventrywaitedeagerlyforherreply,forthespellwasstilluponhim。
  Holdingtheletterfast,shebeckonedhimtofollow,andglidedbeforehimtoasecludedlittlenook,halfboudoir,halfconservatory。
  Thereshepaused,stoodaninstantasifindoubt,thenlookedupathimwithconfidingeyesandsaiddecidedly,"Iwilldoit;for,strangeasitmayseem,youaretheonlypersontowhomIcanspeak。YouknowSydney,youhavediscoveredthatIamanequal,youhaveofferedyourhelp。Iacceptit;butoh,donotthinkmeunwomanly!RememberhowaloneIam,howyoung,andhowmuchIrelyuponyoursincerity,yoursympathy!"
  "Speakfreely。Iamindeedyourfriend。"AndCoventrysatdownbesideher,forgetfulofeverythingbutthesoft-eyedgirlwhoconfidedinhimsoentirely。
  Speakingrapidly,Jeanwenton,"YouknowthatSydneylovedme,thatIrefusedhimandwentaway。Butyoudonotknowthathisimportunitiesnearlydrovemewild,thathethreatenedtorobmeofmyonlytreasure,mygoodname,andthat,indesperation,Itriedtokillmyself。Yes,mad,wickedasitwas,Ididlongtoendthelifewhichwas,atbest,aburden,andunderhispersecutionhadbecomeatorment。Youareshocked,yetwhatIsayisthelivingtruth。LadySydneywillconfirmit,thenursesatthehospitalwillconfessthatitwasnotafeverwhichbroughtmethere;andhere,thoughtheexternalwoundishealed,myheartstillachesandburnswiththeshameandindignationwhichonlyaproudwomancanfeel。"
  Shepausedandsatwithkindlingeyes,glowingcheeks,andbothhandspressedtoherheavingbosom,asiftheoldinsultrousedherspiritanew。Coventrysaidnotaword,forsurprise,anger,incredulity,andadmirationmingledsoconfusedlyinhismindthatheforgottospeak,andJeanwenton,"Thatwildactofmineconvincedhimofmyindomitabledislike。Hewentaway,andIbelievedthatthisstormyloveofhiswouldbecuredbyabsence。Itisnot,andIliveindailyfearoffreshentreaties,renewedpersecution。HismotherpromisednottobetraywhereIhadgone,buthefoundmeoutandwrotetome。TheletterIaskedyoutotaketoLadySydneywasareplytohis,imploringhimtoleavemeinpeace。Youfailedtodeliverit,andIwasglad,forIthoughtsilencemightquenchhope。Allinvain;thisisamorepassionateappealthanever,andhevowshewillneverdesistfromhisendeavorstillIgiveanothermantherighttoprotectme。Icandothis——Iamsorelytemptedtodoit,butIrebelagainstthecruelty。Ilovemyfreedom,Ihavenowishtomarryatthisman’sbidding。WhatcanIdo?HowcanIfreemyself?Bemyfriend,andhelpme!"
  Tearsstreameddownhercheeks,sobschokedherwords,andsheclaspedherhandsimploringlyassheturnedtowardtheyoungmaninalltheabandonmentofsorrow,fear,andsupplication。Coventryfoundithardtomeetthoseeloquenteyesandanswercalmly,forhehadnoexperienceinsuchscenesandknewnothowtoplayhispart。Itisthisabsurddressandthatromanticnonsensewhichmakesmefeelsounlikemyself,hethought,quiteunconsciousofthedangerouspowerwhichtheduskyroom,themidsummerwarmthandfragrance,thememoryofthe"romanticnonsense,"and,mostofall,thepresenceofabeautiful,afflictedwomanhadoverhim。Hisusualself-possessiondesertedhim,andhecouldonlyechothewordswhichhadmadethestrongestimpressionuponhim:
  "Youcandothis,youaretemptedtodoit。IsNedthemanwhocanprotectyou?"
  "No"wasthesoftreply。
  "Whothen?"
  "Donotaskme。Agoodandhonorableman;onewholovesmewell,andwoulddevotehislifetome;onewhomonceitwouldhavebeenhappinesstomarry,butnow——"
  Therehervoiceendedinasigh,andallherfairhairfelldownaboutherface,hidingitinashiningveil。
  "Whynotnow?Thisisasureandspeedywayofendingyourdistress。Isitimpossible?"
  Inspiteofhimself,Geraldleanednearer,tookoneofthelittlehandsinhis,andpresseditashespoke,urgently,compassionately,nay,almosttenderly。Frombehindtheveilcameaheavysigh,andthebriefanswer,"Itisimpossible。"
  "Why,Jean?"
  Sheflungherhairbackwithasuddengesture,drewawayherhand,andanswered,almostfiercely,"BecauseIdonotlovehim!
  Whydoyoutormentmewithsuchquestions?ItellyouIaminasorestraitandcannotseemyway。ShallIdeceivethegoodman,andsecurepeaceatthepriceoflibertyandtruth?OrshallIdefySydneyandleadalifeofdread?Ifhemenacedmylife,Ishouldnotfear;buthemenacesthatwhichisdearerthanlife——mygoodname。Alook,awordcantarnishit;
  ascornfulsmile,asignificantshrugcandomemoreharmthananyblow;
  forIamawoman——friendless,poor,andatthemercyofhistongue。Ah,bettertohavedied,andsohavebeensavedthebitterpainthathascomenow!"
  Shesprangup,claspedherhandsoverherhead,andpaceddespairinglythroughthelittleroom,notweeping,butwearinganexpressionmoretragicalthantears。Stillfeelingasifhehadsuddenlysteppedintoaromance,yetfindingakeenpleasureinthepartassignedhim,Coventrythrewhimselfintoitwithspirit,andheartilydidhisbesttoconsolethepoorgirlwhoneededhelpsomuch。Goingtoher,hesaidasimpetuouslyasNedeverdid,"MissMuir——nay,IwillsayJean,ifthatwillcomfortyou——listen,andrestassuredthatnoharmshalltouchyouifIcanwarditoff。Youareneedlesslyalarmed。Indignantyoumaywellbe,but,uponmylife,IthinkyouwrongSydney。Heisviolent,I
  know,butheistoohonorableamantoinjureyoubyalightword,anunjustact。Hedidbutthreaten,hopingtosoftenyou。Letmeseehim,orwritetohim。Heismyfriend;hewilllistentome。OfthatIamsure。"
  "Besureofnothing。WhenamanlikeSydneylovesandisthwartedinhislove,nothingcancontrolhisheadstrongwill。Promisemeyouwillnotseeorwritetohim。MuchasIfearanddespisehim,I
  willsubmit,ratherthananyharmshouldbefallyou——oryourbrother。
  Youpromiseme,Mr。Coventry?"
  Hehesitated。Sheclungtohisarmwithunfeignedsolicitudeinhereager,pleadingface,andhecouldnotresistit。
  "Ipromise;butinreturnyoumustpromisetoletmegivewhathelpIcan;and,Jean,neversayagainthatyouarefriendless。"
  "Youaresokind!Godblessyouforit。ButIdarenotacceptyourfriendship;shewillnotpermitit,andIhavenorighttomarherpeace。"
  "Whowillnotpermitit?"hedemandedhotly。
  "MissBeaufort。"
  "HangMissBeaufort!"exclaimedCoventry,withsuchenergythatJeanbrokeintoamusicallaugh,despitehertrouble。Hejoinedinit,and,foraninstanttheystoodlookingatoneanotherasifthelastbarrierweredown,andtheywerefriendsindeed。Jeanpausedsuddenly,withthesmileonherlips,thetearsstillonhercheek,andmadeawarninggesture。Helistened:thesoundoffeetmingledwithcallsandlaughterprovedthattheyweremissedandsought。
  "Thatlaughbetrayedus。Stayandmeetthem。Icannot。"
  AndJeandartedoutuponthelawn。Coventryfollowed;forthethoughtofconfrontingsomanyeyes,somanyquestions,dauntedhim,andhefledlikeacoward。ThesoundofJean’sflyingfootstepsguidedhim,andheovertookherjustasshepausedbehindarosethickettotakebreath。
  "Faintheartedknight!Youshouldhavestayedandcoveredmyretreat。Hark!theyarecoming!Hide!Hide!"shepanted,halfinfear,halfinmerriment,asthegaypursuersrapidlydrewnearer。
  "Kneeldown;themooniscomingoutandtheglitterofyourembroiderywillbetrayyou,"whisperedJean,astheycoweredbehindtheroses。
  "Yourarmsandhairwillbetrayyou。’Comeundermyplaiddie,’asthesongsays。"AndCoventrytriedtomakehisvelvetcloakcoverthewhiteshouldersandfairlocks。
  "Weareactingourpartsinrealitynow。HowBellawillenjoythethingwhenItellher!"saidJeanasthenoisesdiedaway。
  "Donottellher,"whisperedCoventry。
  "Andwhynot?"sheasked,lookingupintothefacesonearherown,withanartlessglance。
  "Canyounotguesswhy?"
  "Ah,youaresoproudyoucannotbeartobelaughedat。"
  "Itisnotthat。ItisbecauseIdonotwantyoutobeannoyedbysillytongues;youhaveenoughtopainyouwithoutthat。
  Iamyourfriend,now,andIdomybesttoproveit。"
  "Sokind,sokind!HowcanIthankyou?"murmuredJean。Andsheinvoluntarilynestledcloserunderthecloakthatshelteredboth。
  Neitherspokeforamoment,andinthesilencetherapidbeatingoftwoheartswasheard。Todrownthesound,Coventrysaidsoftly,"Areyoufrightened?"
  "No,Ilikeit,"sheanswered,assoftly,thenaddedabruptly,"Butwhydowehide?Thereisnothingtofear。Itislate。I
  mustgo。Youarekneelingonmytrain。Pleaserise。"
  "Whyinsuchhaste?Thisflightandsearchonlyaddstothecharmoftheevening。I’llnotgetupyet。Willyouhavearose,Jean?"
  "No,Iwillnot。Letmego,Mr。Coventry,Iinsist。
  Therehasbeenenoughofthisfolly。Youforgetyourself。"
  Shespokeimperiously,flungoffthecloak,andputhimfromher。Heroseatonce,saying,likeonewakingsuddenlyfromapleasantdream,"Idoindeedforgetmyself。"
  Herethesoundofvoicesbrokeonthem,nearerthanbefore。Pointingtoacoveredwalkthatledtothehouse,hesaid,inhisusuallycool,calmtone,"Gointhatway;Iwillcoveryourretreat。"Andturning,hewenttomeetthemerryhunters。
  Halfanhourlater,whenthepartybrokeup,MissMuirjoinedtheminherusualquietdress,lookingpaler,meeker,andsadderthanusual。Coventrysawthis,thoughheneitherlookedathernoraddressedher。Luciasawitalso,andwasgladthatthedangerousgirlhadfallenbackintoherproperplaceagain,forshehadsufferedmuchthatnight。
  Sheappropriatedhercousin’sarmastheywentthroughthepark,buthewasinoneofhistaciturnmoods,andallherattemptsatconversationwereinvain。MissMuirwalkedalone,singingsoftlytoherselfasshefollowedinthedusk。WasGeraldsosilentbecausehelistenedtothatfitfulsong?Luciathoughtso,andfeltherdislikerapidlydeepeningtohatred。
  Whentheyoungfriendsweregone,andthefamilywereexchanginggood-nightsamongthemselves,JeanwassurprisedbyCoventry’sofferinghishand,forhehadneverdoneitbefore,andwhispering,asheheldit,thoughLuciawatchedhimallthewhile,"Ihavenotgivenmyadvice,yet。"
  "Thanks,Inolongerneedit。Ihavedecidedformyself。"
  "MayIaskhow?"
  "Tobravemyenemy。"
  "Good!Butwhatdecidedyousosuddenly?"
  "Thefindingofafriend。"Andwithagratefulglanceshewasgone。
  BehindaMask:or,AWoman’sPower。Chapter6ONTHEWATCH"Ifyouplease,Mr。Coventry,didyougettheletterlastnight?"werethefirstwordsthatgreetedthe"youngmaster"ashelefthisroomnextmorning。
  "Whatletter,Dean?Idon’trememberany,"heanswered,pausing,forsomethinginthemaid’smannerstruckhimaspeculiar。
  "ItcamejustasyouleftfortheHall,sir。Bensonranafteryouwithit,asitwasmarked’Haste。’Didn’tyougetit,sir?"
  askedthewoman,anxiously。
  "Yes,butuponmylife,Iforgotallaboutittillthisminute。It’sinmyothercoat,Isuppose,ifI’venotlostit。Thatabsurdmasqueradingputeverythingelseoutofmyhead。"Andspeakingmoretohimselfthantothemaid,Coventryturnedbacktolookforthemissingletter。
  Deanremainedwhereshewas,apparentlybusyaboutthearrangementofthecurtainsatthehallwindow,butfurtivelywatchingmeanwhilewithamostunwontedairofcuriosity。
  "Notthere,Ithoughtso!"shemuttered,asCoventryimpatientlythrusthishandintoonepocketafteranother。Butasshespoke,anexpressionofamazementappearedinherface,forsuddenlytheletterwasdiscovered。
  "I’dhaveswornitwasn’tthere!Idon’tunderstandit,butshe’sadeepone,orI’mdeceived。"AndDeanshookherheadlikeoneperplexed,butnotconvinced。
  Coventryutteredanexclamationofsatisfactiononglancingattheaddressand,standingwherehewas,toreopentheletter。
  DearC:
  I’mofftoBaden。Comeandjoinme,thenyou’llbeoutofharm’sway;forifyoufallinlovewithJ。M。(andyoucan’tescapeifyoustaywheresheis),youwillincurthetriflinginconvenienceofhavingyourbrainsblownoutbyYourstruly,F。R。Sydney"Themanismad!"ejaculatedCoventry,staringattheletterwhileanangryflushrosetohisface。"Whatthedeucedoeshemeanbywritingtomeinthatstyle?Joinhim——not!Andasforthethreat,Ilaughatit。PoorJean!Thisheadstrongfoolseemsbentontormentingher。Well,Dean,whatareyouwaitingfor?"hedemanded,asifsuddenlyconsciousofherpresence。
  "Nothing,sir;Ionlystoppedtoseeifyoufoundtheletter。Begpardon,sir。"
  AndshewasmovingonwhenCoventryasked,withasuspiciouslook,"Whatmadeyouthinkitwaslost?Youseemtotakeanuncommoninterestinmyaffairstoday。"
  "Ohdear,no,sir。Ifeltabitanxious,Bensonissoforgetful,anditwasmewhosenthimafteryou,forIhappenedtoseeyougoout,soIfeltresponsible。Beingmarkedthatway,IthoughtitmightbeimportantsoIaskedaboutit。"
  "Verywell,youcango,Dean。It’sallright,yousee。"
  "I’mnotsosureofthat,"mutteredthewoman,asshecurtsiedrespectfullyandwentaway,lookingasiftheletterhadnotbeenfound。
  DeanwasMissBeaufort’smaid,agrave,middle-agedwomanwithkeeneyesandasomewhatgrimair。Havingbeenlonginthefamily,sheenjoyedalltheprivilegesofafaithfulandfavoriteservant。Shelovedheryoungmistresswithanalmostjealousaffection。Shewatchedoverherwithhevigilantcareofamotherandresentedanyattemptatinterferenceonthepartofothers。AtfirstshehadpitiedandlikedJeanMuir,thendistrustedher,andnowheartilyhatedher,asthecauseoftheincreasedindifferenceofCoventrytowardhiscousin。DeanknewthedepthofLucia’slove,andthoughnoman,inhereyes,wasworthyofhermistress,still,havinghonoredhimwithherregard,Deanfeltboundtolikehim,andthelatechangeinhismannerdisturbedthemaidalmostasmuchasitdidthemistress。ShewatchedJeannarrowly,causingthatamiablecreaturemuchamusementbutlittleannoyance,asyet,forDean’sslowEnglishwitwasnomatchforthesubtlemindofthegoverness。Ontheprecedingnight,DeanhadbeensentuptotheHallwithcostumesandhadthereseensomethingwhichmuchdisturbedher。Shebegantospeakofitwhileundressinghermistress,butLucia,beinginanunhappymood,hadsosternlyorderedhernottogossipthatthetaleremaineduntold,andshewasforcedtobidehertime。
  NowI’llseehowshelooksafterit;thoughthere’snotmuchtobegotoutofherface,thedeceitfulhussy,thoughtDean,marchingdownthecorridorandknittingherblackbrowsasshewent。
  "Goodmorning,Mrs。Dean。Ihopeyouarenonetheworseforlastnight’sfrolic。Youhadtheworkandwetheplay,"saidablithevoicebehindher;andturningsharply,sheconfrontedMissMuir。
  Freshandsmiling,thegovernessnoddedwithanairofcordialitywhichwouldhavebeenirresistiblewithanyonebutDean。
  "I’mquitewell,thankyou,miss,"shereturnedcoldly,asherkeeneyefastenedonthegirlasiftowatchtheeffectofherwords。
  "Ihadagoodrestwhentheyoungladiesandgentlemenwereatsupper,forwhilethemaidsclearedup,Isatinthe’littleanteroom。’"
  "Yes,Isawyou,andfearedyou’dtakecold。Verygladyoudidn’t。HowisMissBeaufort?Sheseemedratherpoorlylastnight"
  wasthetranquilreply,asJeansettledthelittlefrillsaboutherdelicatewrists。ThecoolquestionwasareturnshotforDean’shintthatshehadbeenwhereshecouldoverseetheinterviewbetweenCoventryandMissMuir。
  "Sheisabittired,asanyladywouldbeaftersuchanevening。Peoplewhoareusedtoplay-actingwouldn’tmindit,perhaps,butMissBeaufortdon’tenjoyrompsasmuchassomedo。"
  TheemphasisuponcertainwordsmadeDean’sspeechasimpertinentasshedesired。ButJeanonlylaughed,andasCoventry’sstepwasheardbehindthem,sherandownstairs,sayingblandly,butwithawickedlook,"Iwon’tstoptothankyounow,lestMr。Coventryshouldbidmegood-morning,andsoincreaseMissBeaufort’sindisposition。"
  Dean’seyesflashedasshelookedafterthegirlwithawrathfulface,andwentherway,sayinggrimly,"I’llbidemytime,butI’llgetthebetterofheryet。"
  Fancyinghimselfquiteremovedfrom"lastnight’sabsurdity,"yetcurioustoseehowJeanwouldmeethim,Coventryloungedintothebreakfastroomwithhisusualairoflistlessindifference。A
  languidnodandmurmurwasallthereplyhevouchsafedtothegreetingsofcousin,sister,andgovernessashesatdownandtookuphispaper。
  "HaveyouhadaletterfromNed?"askedBella,lookingatthenotewhichherbrotherstillheld。
  "No"wasthebriefanswer。
  "Whothen?Youlookasifyouhadreceivedbadnews。"
  Therewasnoreply,and,peepingoverhisarm,Bellacaughtsightofthesealandexclaimed,inadisappointedtone,"ItistheSydneycrest。Idon’tcareaboutthenotenow。Men’sletterstoeachotherarenotinteresting。"
  MissMuirhadbeenquietlyfeedingoneofEdward’sdogs,butatthenameshelookedupandmetCoventry’seyes,coloringsodistressfullythathepitiedher。Whyheshouldtakethetroubletocoverherconfusion,hedidnotstoptoaskhimself,butseeingthecurlofLucia’slip,hesuddenlyaddressedherwithanairofdispleasure,"DoyouknowthatDeanisgettingimpertinent?Shepresumestoomuchonherageandyourindulgence,andforgetsherplace。"
  "Whathasshedone?"askedLuciacoldly。
  "ShetroublesherselfaboutmyaffairsandtakesituponherselftokeepBensoninorder。"
  HereCoventrytoldabouttheletterandthewoman’sevidentcuriosity。
  "PoorDean,shegetsnothanksforremindingyouofwhatyouhadforgotten。Nexttimeshewillleaveyourletterstotheirfate,andperhapsitwillbeaswell,iftheyhavesuchabadeffectuponyourtemper,Gerald。"
  Luciaspokecalmly,buttherewasanangrycolorinhercheekassheroseandlefttheroom。Coventrylookedmuchannoyed,foronJean’sfacehedetectedafaintsmile,halfpitiful,halfsatirical,whichdisturbedhimmorethanhiscousin’sinsinuation。Bellabroketheawkwardsilencebysaying,withasigh,"PoorNed!Idosolongtohearagainfromhim。Ithoughtaletterhadcomeforsomeofus。Deansaidshesawonebearinghiswritingonthehalltableyesterday。"
  "Sheseemstohaveamaniaforinspectingletters。
  Iwon’tallowit。Whowastheletterfor,Bella?"saidCoventry,puttingdownhispaper。
  "Shewouldn’torcouldn’ttell,butlookedverycrossandtoldmetoaskyou。"
  "Veryodd!I’vehadnone,"beganCoventry。
  "ButIhadoneseveraldaysago。Willyoupleasereadit,andmyreply?"Andasshespoke,Jeanlaidtwolettersbeforehim。
  "Certainlynot。ItwouldbedishonorabletoreadwhatNedintendedfornoeyesbutyourown。Youaretooscrupulousinoneway,andnotenoughsoinanother,MissMuir。"AndCoventryofferedboththeletterswithanairofgravedecision,whichcouldnotconcealtheinterestandsurprisehefelt。
  "Youareright。Mr。Edward’snoteshouldbekeptsacred,forinitthepoorboyhaslaidbarehishearttome。ButmineIbegyouwillread,thatyoumayseehowwellItrytokeepmywordtoyou。Obligemeinthis,Mr。Coventry;Ihavearighttoaskitofyou。"
  Sourgentlyshespoke,sowistfullyshelooked,thathecouldnotrefuseand,goingtothewindow,readtheletter。Itwasevidentlyananswertoapassionateappealfromtheyounglover,andwaswrittenwithconsummateskill。Asheread,Geraldcouldnothelpthinking,Ifthisgirlwritesinthiswaytoamanwhomshedoesnotlove,withwhataworldofpowerandpassionwouldshewritetoonewhomshedidlove。Andthisthoughtkeptreturningtohimashiseyewentoverlineafterlineofwiseargument,gentlereproof,goodcounsel,andfriendlyregard。Hereandthereaword,aphrase,betrayedwhatshehadalreadyconfessed,andCoventryforgottoreturntheletter,ashestoodwonderingwhowasthemanwhomJeanloved。
  ThesoundofBella’svoicerecalledhim,forshewassaying,halfkindly,halfpetulantly,"Don’tlooksosad,Jean。Nedwilloutliveit,Idaresay。Yourememberyousaidoncemenneverdiedoflove,thoughwomenmight。Inhisonenotetome,hespokesobeautifullyofyou,andbeggedmetobekindtoyouforhissake,thatItrytobewithallmyheart,thoughifitwasanyonebutyou,IreallythinkIshouldhatethemformakingmydearboysounhappy。"
  "Youaretookind,Bella,andIoftenthinkI’llgoawaytorelieveyouofmypresence;butunwiseanddangerousasitistostay,Ihaven’tthecouragetogo。I’vebeensohappyhere。"Andasshespoke,Jean’sheaddroppedloweroverthedogasitnestledtoheraffectionately。
  BeforeBellacouldutterhalfthelovingwordsthatsprangtoherlips,Coventrycametothemwithalllanguorgonefromfaceandmien,andlayingJean’sletterbeforeher,hesaid,withanundertoneofdeepfeelinginhisusuallyemotionlessvoice,"Arightwomanlyandeloquentletter,butIfearitwillonlyincreasethefireitwasmeanttoquench。Ipitymybrothermorethanevernow。"
  "ShallIsendit?"askedJean,lookingstraightupathim,likeonewhohadentirerelianceonhisjudgment。
  "Yes,Ihavenotthehearttorobhimofsuchasweetsermonuponself-sacrifice。ShallIpostitforyou?"
  "Thankyou;inamoment。"Andwithagratefullook,Jeandroppedhereyes。Producingherlittlepurse,sheselectedapenny,foldeditinabitofpaper,andthenofferedbothletterandcointoCoventry,withsuchaprettyairofbusiness,thathecouldnotcontrolalaugh。
  "Soyouwon’tbeindebtedtomeforapenny?Whataproudwomanyouare,MissMuir。"
  "Iam;it’safamilyfailing。"Andshegavehimasignificantglance,whichrecalledtohimthememoryofwhoshewas。Heunderstoodherfeeling,andlikedherthebetterforit,knowingthathewouldhavedonethesamehadhebeeninherplace。Itwasalittlething,butifdoneforeffect,itansweredadmirably,foritshowedaquickinsightintohischaracteronherpart,andbetrayedtohimtheexistenceofaprideinwhichhesympathizedheartily。HestoodbyJeanamoment,watchingherassheburntEdward’sletterintheblazeofthespiritlampundertheurn。
  "Whydoyoudothat?"heaskedinvoluntarily。
  "Becauseitismydutytoforget"wasallheranswer。
  "Canyoualwaysforgetwhenitbecomesaduty?"
  "IwishIcould!IwishIcould!"
  Shespokepassionately,asifthewordsbrokefromheragainstherwill,and,risinghastily,shewentintothegarden,asifafraidtostay。
  "Poor,dearJeanisveryunhappyaboutsomething,butIcan’tdiscoverwhatitis。LastnightIfoundhercryingoverarose,andnowsherunsaway,lookingasifherheartwasbroken。I’mgladI’vegotnolessons。"
  "Whatkindofarose?"askedCoventryfrombehindhispaperasBellapaused。
  "Alovelywhiteone。ItmusthavecomefromtheHall;
  wehavenonelikeit。IwonderifJeanwasevergoingtobemarried,andlostherlover,andfeltsadbecausetheflowerremindedherofbridalroses。"Coventrymadenoreply,butfelthimselfchangecountenanceasherecalledthelittlescenebehindtherosehedge,wherehegaveJeantheflowerwhichshehadrefusedyettaken。Presently,toBella’ssurprise,heflungdownthepaper,toreSydney’snotetoatoms,andrangforhishorsewithanenergywhichamazedher。
  "Why,Gerald,whathascomeoveryou?OnewouldthinkNed’srestlessspirithadsuddenlytakenpossessionofyou。Whatareyougoingtodo?"
  "I’mgoingtowork"wastheunexpectedanswer,asCoventryturnedtowardherwithanexpressionsorarelyseenonhisfineface。
  "Whathaswakedyouupallatonce?"askedBella,lookingmoreandmoreamazed。
  "Youdid,"hesaid,drawinghertowardhim。
  "I!When?How?"
  "Doyouremembersayingoncethatenergywasbetterthanbeautyinaman,andthatnoonecouldrespectanidler?"
  "Ineversaidanythinghalfsosensibleasthat。
  Jeansaidsomethinglikeitonce,Ibelieve,butIforgot。Areyoutiredofdoingnothing,atlast,Gerald?"
  "Yes,IneglectedmydutytoNed,tillhegotintotrouble,andnowIreproachmyselfforit。It’snottoolatetodootherneglectedtasks,soI’mgoingatthemwithawill。Don’tsayanythingaboutittoanyone,anddon’tlaughatme,forI’minearnest,Bell。"
  "Iknowyouare,andIadmireandloveyouforit,mydearoldboy,"criedBellaenthusiastically,asshethrewherarmsabouthisneckandkissedhimheartily。"Whatwillyoudofirst?"sheasked,ashestoodthoughtfullysmoothingthebrightheadthatleaneduponhisshoulder,withthatnewexpressionstillclearandsteadyinhisface。
  "I’mgoingtorideoverthewholeestate,andattendtothingsasamastershould;notleaveitalltoBent,ofwhomI’veheardmanycomplaints,buthavebeentooidletoinquireaboutthem。IshallconsultUncle,andendeavortobeallthatmyfatherwasinhistime。Isthataworthyambition,dear?"
  "Oh,Gerald,letmetellMamma。Itwillmakehersohappy。Youareheridol,andtohearyousaythesethings,toseeyoulooksolikedearPapa,woulddomoreforherspiritsthanallthedoctorsinEngland。"
  "WaittillIprovewhatmyresolutionisworth。WhenIhavereallydonesomething,thenI’llsurpriseMammawithasampleofmywork。"
  "Ofcourseyou’lltellLucia?"
  "Notonanyaccount。Itisalittlesecretbetweenus,sokeepittillIgiveyouleavetotellit。"
  "ButJeanwillseeitatonce;sheknowseverythingthathappens,sheissoquickandwise。Doyoumindherknowing?"
  "Idon’tseethatIcanhelpitifsheissowonderfullygifted。Letherseewhatshecan,Idon’tmindher。NowI’moff。"Andwithakisstohissister,asuddensmileonhisface,Coventryspranguponhishorseandrodeawayatapacewhichcausedthegroomtostareafterhiminblankamazement。
  Nothingmorewasseenofhimtilldinnertime,whenhecameinsoexhilaratedbyhisbriskrideandbusymorningthathefoundsomedifficultyinassuminghiscustomarymanner,andmorethanonceastonishedthefamilybytalkinganimatedlyonvarioussubjectswhichtillnowhadalwaysseemedutterlyuninterestingtohim。Luciawasamazed,hismotherdelighted,andBellacouldhardlycontrolherdesiretoexplainthemystery;
  butJeantookitverycalmlyandregardedhimwiththeairofonewhosaid,"Iunderstand,butyouwillsoontireofit。"Thisnettledhimmorethanhewouldconfess,andheexertedhimselftosilentlycontradictthatprophecy。
  "HaveyouansweredMr。Sydney’sletter?"askedBella,whentheywereallscatteredaboutthedrawingroomafterdinner。
  "No,"answeredherbrother,whowaspacingupanddownwithrestlesssteps,insteadofloungingnearhisbeautifulcousin。
  "IaskbecauseIrememberedthatNedsentamessageforhiminmylastnote,ashethoughtyouwouldknowSydney’saddress。
  Hereitis,somethingaboutahorse。Pleaseputitinwhenyouwrite,"
  andBellalaidthenoteonthewritingtablenearby。
  "I’llsenditatonceandhavedonewithit,"mutteredCoventryand,seatinghimself,hedashedoffafewlines,sealedandsenttheletter,andthenresumedhismarch,eyeingthethreeyoungladieswiththreedifferentexpressions,ashepassedandrepassed。Luciasatapart,feigningtobeintentuponabook,andherhandsomefacelookedalmoststerninitshaughtycomposure,forthoughherheartached,shewastooproudtoownit。Bellanowlayonthesofa,halfasleep,arosylittlecreature,asunconsciouslyprettyasachild。MissMuirsatintherecessofadeepwindow,inalowloungingchair,workingatanembroideryframewithagracefulindustrypleasanttosee。Oflateshehadworncolors,forBellahadbeengenerousingifts,andthepalebluemuslinwhichflowedinsoftwavesaboutherwasverybecomingtoherfairskinandgoldenhair。
  Theclosebraidsweregone,andloosecurlsdroppedhereandtherefromtheheavycoilwoundaroundherwell-shapedhead。Thetipofonedaintyfootwasvisible,andapetulantlittlegesturewhichnowandthenshookbackthefallingsleevegaveglimpsesofaroundwhitearm。Ned’sgreathoundlaynearby,thesunshineflickeredonherthroughtheleaves,andasshesatsmilingtoherself,whilethedexteroushandsshapedleafandflower,shemadeacharmingpictureofallthatismostwomanlyandwinning;
  apicturewhichfewmen’seyeswouldnothavelikedtorestupon。
  Anotherchairstoodnearher,andasCoventrywentupanddown,astrongdesiretotakeitpossessedhim。Hewastiredofhisthoughtsandwishedtobeamusedbywatchingthechangesofthegirl’sexpressiveface,listeningtothevaryingtonesofhervoice,andtryingtodiscoverthespellwhichsostronglyattractedhiminspiteofhimself。
  Morethanonceheswervedfromhiscoursetogratifyhiswhim,butLucia’spresencealwaysrestrainedhim,andwithawordtothedog,oraglancefromthewindow,aspretextforapause,heresumedhiswalkagain。Somethinginhiscousinsfacereproachedhim,buthermanneroflatewassorepellentthathefeltnodesiretoresumetheirformerfamiliarity,and,wishingtoshowthathedidnotconsiderhimselfbound,hekeptaloof。Itwasaquiettestofthepowerofeachwomanoverthisman;theyinstinctivelyfeltit,andbothtriedtoconquer。Luciaspokeseveraltimes,andtriedtospeakfranklyandaffably;buthermannerwasconstrained,andCoventry,havingansweredpolitely,relapsedintosilence。Jeansaidnothing,butsilentlyappealedtoeyeandearbytheprettypictureshemadeofherself,thesnatchesofsongshesoftlysang,asifforgettingthatshewasnotalone,andashyglancenowandthen,halfwistful,halfmerry,whichwasmorealluringthangracefulfigureorsweetvoice。WhenshehadtormentedLuciaandtemptedCoventrylongenough,shequietlyassertedhersupremacyinawaywhichastonishedherrival,whoknewnothingofthesecretofherbirth,whichknowledgedidmuchtoattractandcharmtheyoungman。
  Lettingaballofsilkescapefromherlap,shewatcheditrolltowardthepromenader,whocaughtandreturneditwithanalacritywhichaddedgracetothetriflingservice。
  Asshetookit,shesaid,inthefrankwaythatneverfailedtowinhim,"Ithinkyoumustbetired;butifexerciseisnecessary,employyourenergiestosomepurposeandputyourmother’sbasketofsilksinorder。Theyareinatangle,anditwillpleasehertoknowthatyoudidit,asyourbrotherusedtodo。"
  "Herculesatthedistaff,"saidCoventrygaily,anddownhesatinthelong-desiredseat。Jeanputthebasketonhisknee,andashesurveyedit,asifdauntedathistask,sheleanedback,andindulgedinamusicallittlepealoflaughtercharmingtohear。Luciasatdumbwithsurprise,toseeherproud,indolentcousinobeyingthecommandsofagoverness,andlookingasifheheartilyenjoyedit。Intenminutesshewasasentirelyforgottenasifshehasbeenmilesaway;forJeanseemedinherwittiest,gayestmood,andasshenowtreatedthe"youngmaster"
  likeanequal,therewasnoneoftheformermeektimidity。Yetoftenhereyesfell,hercolorchanged,andthepiquantsalliesfalteredonhertongue,asCoventryinvoluntarilylookeddeepintothefineeyeswhichhadonceshoneonhimsotenderlyinthatmimictragedy。Hecouldnotforgetit,andthoughneitheralludedtoit,thememoryofthepreviouseveningseemedtohauntbothandlendasecretcharmtothepresentmoment。Luciaborethisaslongasshecould,andthenlefttheroomwiththeairofaninsultedprincess;butCoventrydidnot,andJeanfeignednottoseehergo。Bellawasfastasleep,andbeforeheknewhowitcametopass,theyoungmanwaslisteningtothestoryofhiscompanion’slife。Asadtale,toldwithwonderfulskill,forsoonhewasabsorbedinit。Thebasketslidunobservedfromhisknee,thedogwaspushedaway,and,leaningforward,helistenedeagerlyasthegirl’slowvoicerecountedallthehardships,loneliness,andgriefofhershortlife。Inthemidstofatouchingepisodeshestarted,stopped,andlookedstraightbeforeher,withanintentexpressionwhichchangedtooneofintensecontempt,andhereyeturnedtoCoventry’s,asshesaid,pointingtothewindowbehindhim,"Wearewatched。"
  "Bywhom?"hedemanded,startingupangrily。
  "Hush,saynothing,letitpass。Iamusedtoit。"
  "ButIamnot,andI’llnotsubmittoit。Whowasit,Jean?"heansweredhotly。
  Shesmiledsignificantlyataknotofrose-coloredribbon,whichalittlegustwasblowingtowardthemalongtheterrace。
  Ablackfrowndarkenedtheyoungman’sfaceashesprangoutofthelongwindowandwentrapidlyoutofsight,scrutinizingeachgreennookashepassed。Jeanlaughedquietlyasshewatchedhim,andsaidsoftlytoherself,withhereyesontheflutteringribbon,"Thatwasafortunateaccident,andahappyinspiration。Yes,mydearMrs。Dean,youwillfindthatplayingthespywillonlygetyourmistressaswellasyourselfintotrouble。Youwouldnotbewarned,andyoumusttaketheconsequences,reluctantasI
  amtoinjureaworthycreaturelikeyourself。"
  SoonCoventrywasheardreturning。Jeanlistenedwithsuspendedbreathtocatchhisfirstwords,forhewasnotalone。
  "Sinceyouinsistthatitwasyouandnotyourmistress,Iletitpass,althoughIstillhavemysuspicions。TellMissBeaufortIdesiretoseeherforafewmomentsinthelibrary。Nowgo,Dean,andbecarefulforthefuture,ifyouwishtostayinmyhouse。"
  Themaidretired,andtheyoungmancameinlookingbothirefulandstern。
  "IwishIhadsaidnothing,butIwasstartled,andspokeinvoluntarily。Nowyouareangry,andIhavemadefreshtroubleforpoorMissLucia。ForgivemeasIforgiveher,andletitpass。Ihavelearnedtobearthissurveillance,andpityhercauselessjealousy,"saidJeanwithaself-reproachfulair。
  "Iwillforgivethedishonorableact,butIcannotforgetit,andIintendtoputastoptoit。Iamnotbetrothedtomycousin,asItoldyouonce,butyou,likealltherest,seembentonbelievingthatIam。HithertoIhavecaredtoolittleaboutthemattertosettleit,butnowIshallprovebeyondalldoubtthatIamfree。"
  Asheutteredthelastword,CoventrycastonJeanalookthataffectedherstrangely。Shegrewpale,herworkdroppedonherlapandhereyesrosetohis,withaneager,questioningexpression,whichslowlychangedtooneofmingledpainandpity,assheturnedherfaceaway,murmuringinatoneoftendersorrow,"PoorLucia,whowillcomforther?"
  ForamomentCoventrystoodsilent,asifweighingsomefatefulpurposeinhismind。AsJean’sraptsighofcompassionreachedhisear,hehadechoeditwithinhimself,andhalfrepentedofhisresolution;
  thenhiseyerestedonthegirlbeforehimlookingsolonelyinhersweetsympathyforanotherthathisheartyearnedtowardher。Suddenfireshotintohiseye,suddenwarmthreplacedthecoldsternnessofhisface,andhissteadyvoicefalteredsuddenly,ashesaid,verylow,yetveryearnestly,"Jean,Ihavetriedtoloveher,butIcannot。OughtItodeceiveher,andmakemyselfmiserabletopleasemyfamily?"
  "Sheisbeautifulandgood,andlovesyoutenderly;
  istherenohopeforher?"askedJean,stillpale,butveryquiet,thoughsheheldonehandagainstherheart,asiftostillorhideitsrapidbeating。
  "None,"answeredCoventry。
  "Butcanyounotlearntoloveher?Yourwillisstrong,andmostmenwouldnotfinditahardtask。"
  "Icannot,forsomethingstrongerthanmyownwillcontrolsme。"
  "Whatisthat?"AndJean’sdarkeyeswerefixeduponhim,fullofinnocentwonder。
  Hisfell,andhesaidhastily,"Idarenottellyouyet。"
  "Pardon!Ishouldnothaveasked。Donotconsultmeinthismatter;Iamnotthepersontoadviseyou。Icanonlysaythatitseemstomeasifanymanwithanemptyheartwouldbegladtohavesobeautifulawomanasyourcousin。"
  "Myheartisnotempty,"beganCoventry,drawingastepnearer,andspeakinginapassionatevoice。"Jean,Imustspeak;
  hearme。Icannotlovemycousin,becauseIloveyou。"
  "Stop!"AndJeansprangupwithacommandinggesture。
  "Iwillnothearyouwhileanypromisebindsyoutoanother。Rememberyourmother’swishes,Lucia’shopes,Edward’slastwords,yourownpride,myhumblelot。Youforgetyourself,Mr。Coventry。Thinkwellbeforeyouspeak,weighthecostofthisact,andrecollectwhoIambeforeyouinsultmebyanytransientpassion,anyfalsevows。"
  "Ihavethought,Idoweighthecost,andIswearthatIdesiretowooyouashumbly,honestlyasIwouldanyladyintheland。Youspeakofmypride。DoIstoopinlovingmyequalinrank?Youspeakofyourlowlylot,butpovertyisnodisgrace,andthecouragewithwhichyoubearitmakesitbeautiful。IshouldhavebrokenwithLuciabeforeIspoke,butIcouldnotcontrolmyself。Mymotherlovesyou,andwillbehappyinmyhappiness。Edwardmustforgiveme,forIhavetriedtodomybest,butloveisirresistible。Tellme,Jean,isthereanyhopeforme?"
  Hehadseizedherhandandwasspeakingimpetuously,withardentfaceandtendertone,butnoanswercame,forasJeanturnedhereloquentcountenancetowardhim,fullofmaidenshameandtimidlove,Dean’sprimfigureappearedatthedoor,andherharshvoicebrokethemomentarysilence,saying,sternly,"MissBeaufortiswaitingforyou,sir。"
  "Go,goatonce,andbekind,formysake,Gerald,"
  whisperedJean,forhestoodasifdeafandblindtoeverythingbuthervoice,herface。
  Asshedrewhisheaddowntowhisper,hercheektouchedhis,andregardlessofDean,hekissedit,passionately,whisperingback,"MylittleJean!ForyoursakeIcanbeanything。"
  "MissBeaufortiswaiting。ShallIsayyouwillcome,sir?"demandedDean,paleandgrimwithindignation。
  "Yes,yes,I’llcome。Waitformeinthegarden,Jean。"AndCoventryhurriedaway,innomoodfortheinterviewbutanxioustohaveitover。
  Asthedoorclosedbehindhim,DeanwalkeduptoMissMuir,tremblingwithanger,andlayingaheavyhandonherarm,shesaidbelowherbreath,"I’vebeenexpectingthis,youartfulcreature。
  Isawyourgameanddidmybesttospoilit,butyouaretooquickforme。Youthinkyou’vegothim。Thereyouaremistaken;forassureasmynameisHesterDean,I’llpreventit,orSirJohnshall。"
  "Takeyourhandawayandtreatmewithproperrespect,oryouwillbedismissedfromthishouse。DoyouknowwhoIam?"AndJeandrewherselfupwithahaughtyair,whichimpressedthewomanmoredeeplythanherwords。"IamthedaughterofLadyHowardand,ifIchooseit,canbethewifeofMr。Coventry。"
  Deandrewbackamazed,yetnotconvinced。Beingawell-trainedservant,aswellasaprudentwoman,shefearedtooversteptheboundsofrespect,togotoofar,andgethermistressaswellasherselfintotrouble。So,thoughshestilldoubtedJean,andhatedhermorethanever,shecontrolledherself。Droppingacurtsy,sheassumedherusualairofdeference,andsaid,meekly,"Ibegpardon,miss。IfI’dknown,Ishouldhaveconductedmyselfdifferently,ofcourse,butordinarygovernessesmakesomuchmischiefinahouse,onecan’thelpmistrustingthem。Idon’twishtomeddleorbeoverbold,butbeingfondofmydearyounglady,I
  naturallytakeherpart,andmustsaythatMr。Coventryhasnotactedlikeagentleman。"
  "Thinkwhatyouplease,Dean,butIadviseyoutosayaslittleaspossibleifyouwishtoremain。IhavenotacceptedMr。
  Coventryyet,andifhechoosestosetasidetheengagementhisfamilymadeforhim,Ithinkhehasarighttodoso。MissBeaufortwouldhardlycaretomarryhimagainsthiswill,becausehepitiesherforherunhappylove,"andwithatranquilsmile,MissMuirwalkedaway。
  BehindaMask:or,AWoman’sPower。Chapter7THELASTCHANCE"ShewilltellSirJohn,willshe?ThenImustbebeforeher,andhastenevents。Itwillbeaswelltohaveallsurebeforetherecanbeanydanger。MypoorDean,youarenomatchforme,butyoumayproveannoying,nevertheless。"
  ThesethoughtspassedthroughMissMuir’smindasshewentdownthehall,pausinganinstantatthelibrarydoor,forthemurmurofvoiceswasheard。Shecaughtnoword,andhadonlytimeforaninstant’spauseasDean’sheavystepfollowedher。Turning,Jeandrewachairbeforethedoor,and,beckoningtothewoman,shesaid,smilingstill,"Sithereandplaywatchdog。IamgoingtoMissBella,soyoucannodifyouwill。"
  "Thankyou,miss。Iwillwaitformyyounglady。
  Shemayneedmewhenthishardtimeisover。"AndDeanseatedherselfwitharesoluteface。
  Jeanlaughedandwenton;buthereyesgleamedwithsuddenmalice,andsheglancedoverhershoulderwithanexpressionwhichbodedillforthefaithfuloldservant。
  "I’vegotaletterfromNed,andhereisatinynoteforyou,"criedBellaasJeanenteredtheboudoir。"Mineisaveryodd,hastyletter,withnonewsinit,buthismeetingwithSydney。Ihopeyoursisbetter,oritwon’tbeverysatisfactory。"
  AsSydney’snamepassedBella’slips,allthecolordiedoutofMissMuir’sface,andthenoteshookwiththetremorofherhand。
  Herverylipswerewhite,butshesaidcalmly,"Thankyou。Asyouarebusy,I’llgoandreadmyletteronthelawn。"AndbeforeBellacouldspeak,shewasgone。
  Hurryingtoaquietnook,Jeantoreopenthenoteandreadthefewblottedlinesitcontained。
  IhaveseenSydney;hehastoldmeall;and,hardasIfoundittobelieve,itwasimpossibletodoubt,forhehasdiscoveredproofswhichcannotbedenied。Imakenoreproaches,shalldemandnoconfessionoratonement,forIcannotforgetthatIoncelovedyou。Igiveyouthreedaystofindanotherhome,beforeIreturntotellthefamilywhoyouare。
  Goatonce,Ibeseechyou,andsparemethepainofseeingyourdisgrace。
  Slowly,steadilyshereadittwiceover,thensatmotionless,knittingherbrowsindeepthought。Presentlyshedrewalongbreath,toreupthenote,andrising,wentslowlytowardtheHall,sayingtoherself,"Threedays,onlythreedays!Canitbeaccomplishedinsoshortatime?Itshallbe,ifwitandwillcandoit,foritismylastchance。Ifthisfails,I’llnotgobacktomyoldlife,butendallatonce。"
  Settingherteethandclenchingherhands,asifsomememorystungher,shewentonthroughthetwilight,tofindSirJohnwaitingtogiveheraheartywelcome。
  "Youlooktired,mydear。Nevermindthereadingtonight;restyourself,andletthebookgo,"hesaidkindly,observingherwornlook。
  "Thankyou,sir。Iamtired,butI’dratherread,elsethebookwillnotbefinishedbeforeIgo。"
  "Go,child!Whereareyougoing?"demandedSirJohn,lookinganxiouslyatherasshesatdown。
  "Iwilltellyouby-and-by,sir。"Andopeningthebook,Jeanreadforalittlewhile。
  Buttheusualcharmwasgone;therewasnospiritinthevoiceofthereader,nointerestinthefaceofthelistener,andsoonhesaid,abruptly,"Mydear,praystop!Icannotlistenwithadividedmind。Whattroublesyou?Tellyourfriend,andlethimcomfortyou。"
  Asifthekindwordsovercameher,Jeandroppedthebook,coveredupherface,andweptsobitterlythatSirJohnwasmuchalarmed;forsuchademonstrationwasdoublytouchinginonewhousuallywasallgaietyandsmiles。Ashetriedtosootheher,hiswordsgrewtender,hissolicitudefullofamorethanpaternalanxiety,andhiskindheartoverflowedwithpityandaffectionfortheweepinggirl。Asshegrewcalmer,heurgedhertobefrank,promisingtohelpandcounselher,whatevertheafflictionorfaultmightbe。
  "Ah,youaretookind,toogenerous!HowcanIgoawayandleavemyonefriend?"sighedJean,wipingthetearsawayandlookingupathimwithgratefuleyes。
  "Thenyoudocarealittlefortheoldman?"saidSirJohnwithaneagerlook,aninvoluntarypressureofthehandheheld。
  Jeanturnedherfaceaway,andanswered,verylow,"Nooneeverwassokindtomeasyouhavebeen。CanIhelpcaringforyoumorethanIcanexpress?"
  SirJohnwasalittledeafattimes,butheheardthat,andlookedwellpleased。Hehadbeenratherthoughtfuloflate,haddressedwithunusualcare,beenparticularlygallantandgaywhentheyoungladiesvisitedhim,andmorethanonce,whenJeanpausedinthereadingtoaskaquestion,hehadbeenforcedtoconfessthathehadnotbeenlistening;
  though,asshewellknew,hiseyeshadbeenfixeduponher。Sincethediscoveryofherbirth,hismannerhadbeenpeculiarlybenignant,andmanylittleactshadprovedhisinterestandgoodwill。Now,whenJeanspokeofgoing,apanicseizedhim,anddesolationseemedabouttofallupontheoldHall。
  Somethinginherunusualagitationstruckhimaspeculiarandexcitedhiscuriosity。Neverhadsheseemedsointerestingasnow,whenshesatbesidehimwithtearfuleyes,andsomesofttroubleinherheartwhichshedarednotconfess。
  "Tellmeeverything,child,andletyourfriendhelpyouifhecan。"Formerlyhesaid"father"or"theoldman,"butlatelyhealwaysspokeofhimselfasher"friend。"
  "Iwilltellyou,forIhavenooneelsetoturnto。ImustgoawaybecauseMr。Coventryhasbeenweakenoughtoloveme。"
  "What,Gerald?"criedSirJohn,amazed。
  "Yes;todayhetoldmethis,andleftmetobreakwithLucia;soIrantoyoutohelpmepreventhimfromdisappointinghismother’shopesandplans。"
  SirJohnhadstartedupandpaceddowntheroom,butasJeanpausedheturnedtowardher,saying,withanalteredface,"Thenyoudonotlovehim?Isitpossible?"
  "No,Idonotlovehim,"sheansweredpromptly。
  "Yetheisallthatwomenusuallyfindattractive。
  Howisitthatyouhaveescaped,Jean?"
  "Ilovesomeoneelse,"wasthescarcelyaudiblereply。
  SirJohnresumedhisseatwiththeairofamanbentongettingatamystery,ifpossible。
  "Itwillbeunjusttoletyousufferforthefollyoftheseboys,mylittlegirl。Nedisgone,andIwassurethatGeraldwassafe;butnowthathisturnhascome,Iamperplexed,forhecannotbesentaway。"
  "No,itisIwhomustgo;butitseemssohardtoleavethissafeandhappyhome,andwanderawayintothewide,coldworldagain。Youhaveallbeentookindtome,andnowseparationbreaksmyheart。"
  Asobendedthespeech,andJean’sheadwentdownuponherhandsagain。SirJohnlookedatheramoment,andhisfineoldfacewasfullofgenuineemotion,ashesaidslowly,"Jean,willyoustayandbeadaughtertothesolitaryoldman?"
  "No,sir"wastheunexpectedanswer。
  "Andwhynot?"askedSirJohn,lookingsurprised,butratherpleasedthanangry。
  "BecauseIcouldnotbeadaughtertoyou;andevenifIcoulditwouldnotbewise,forthegossipswouldsayyouwerenotoldenoughtobetheadoptedfatherofagirllikeme。SirJohn,youngasIam,Iknowmuchoftheworld,andamsurethatthiskindplanisimpractical;
  butIthankyoufromthebottomofmyheart。"
  "Wherewillyougo,Jean?"askedSirJohn,afterapause。
  "ToLondon,andtrytofindanothersituationwhereIcandonoharm。"
  "Willitbedifficulttofindanotherhome?"
  "Yes。IcannotaskMrs。Coventrytorecommendme,whenIhaveinnocentlybroughtsomuchtroubleintoherfamily;andLadySydneyisgone,soIhavenofriend。"
  "ExceptJohnCoventry。Iwillarrangeallthat。Whenwillyougo,Jean?"
  "Tomorrow。"
  "Sosoon!"Andtheoldman’svoicebetrayedthetroublehewastryingtoconceal。
  Jeanhadgrownverycalm,butitwasthecalmnessofdesperation。Shehadhopedthatthefirsttearswouldproducetheavowalforwhichshewaited。Ithadnot,andshebegantofearthatherlastchancewasslippingfromher。Didtheoldmanloveher?Ifso,whydidhenotspeak?Eagertoprofitbyeachmoment,shewasonthealertforanyhopefulhint,anypropitiousword,look,oract,andeverynervewasstrungtotheutmost。
  "Jean,mayIaskonequestion?"saidSirJohn。
  "Anythingofme,sir。"
  "Thismanwhomyoulove——canhenothelpyou?"
  "Hecouldifheknew,buthemustnot。"
  "Ifheknewwhat?Yourpresenttrouble?"
  "No。Mylove。"
  "Hedoesknowthis,then?"
  "No,thankheaven!Andheneverwill。"
  "Whynot?"
  "BecauseIamtooproudtoownit。"
  "Helovesyou,mychild?"
  "Idonotknow——Idarenothopeit,"murmuredJean。
  "CanInothelpyouhere?Believeme,Idesiretoseeyousafeandhappy。IstherenothingIcando?"
  "Nothing,nothing。"
  "MayIknowthename?"
  "No!No!Letmego;Icannotbearthisquestioning!"
  AndJean’sdistressfulfacewarnedhimtoasknomore。
  "Forgiveme,andletmedowhatImay。Restherequietly。I’llwritealettertoagoodfriendofmine,whowillfindyouahome,ifyouleaveus。"
  AsSirJohnpassedintohisinnerstudy,Jeanwatchedhimwithdespairingeyesandwrungherhands,sayingtoherself,HasallmyskilldesertedmewhenIneeditmost?HowcanImakehimunderstand,yetnotoversteptheboundsofmaidenmodesty?Heissoblind,sotimid,orsodullhewillnotsee,andtimeisgoingfast。WhatshallIdotoopenhiseyes?
  Herowneyesrovedabouttheroom,seekingforsomeaidfrominanimatethings,andsoonshefoundit。ClosebehindthecouchwhereshesathungafineminiatureofSirJohn。Atfirsthereyerestedonitasshecontrasteditsplacidcomelinesswiththeunusualpalloranddisquietofthelivingfaceseenthroughtheopendoor,astheoldmansatathisdesktryingtowriteandcastingcovertglancesatthegirlishfigurehehadleftbehindhim。Affectingunconsciousnessofthis,Jeangazedonasifforgetfulofeverythingbutthepicture,andsuddenly,asifobeyinganirresistibleimpulse,shetookitdown,lookedlongandfondlyatit,then,shakinghercurlsaboutherface,asiftohidetheact,pressedittoherlipsandseemedtoweepoveritinanuncontrollableparoxysmoftendergrief。Asoundstartledher,andlikeaguiltything,sheturnedtoreplacethepicture;butitdroppedfromherhandassheutteredafaintcryandhidherface,forSirJohnstoodbeforeher,withanexpressionwhichshecouldnotmistake。
  "Jean,whydidyoudothat?"heasked,inaneager,agitatedvoice。
  Noanswer,asthegirlsanklower,likeoneoverwhelmedwithshame。Layinghishandonthebenthead,andbendinghisown,hewhispered,"Tellme,isthenameJohnCoventry?"
  Stillnoanswer,butastifledsoundbetrayedthathiswordshadgonehome。
  "Jean,shallIgobackandwritetheletter,ormayIstayandtellyouthattheoldmanlovesyoubetterthanadaughter?"
  Shedidnotspeak,butalittlehandstoleoutfromunderthefallinghair,asiftokeephim。Withabrokenexclamationheseizedit,drewherupintohisarms,andlaidhisgrayheadonherfairone,toohappyforwords。ForamomentJeanMuirenjoyedhersuccess;then,fearinglestsomesuddenmishapshoulddestroyit,shehastenedtomakeallsecure。Lookingupwithwell-feignedtimidityandhalf-confessedaffection,shesaidsoftly,"ForgivemethatIcouldnothidethisbetter。Imeanttogoawayandnevertellit,butyouweresokinditmadethepartingdoublyhard。Whydidyouasksuchdangerousquestions?Whydidyoulook,whenyoushouldhavebeenwritingmydismissal?"
  "HowcouldIdreamthatyoulovedme,Jean,whenyourefusedtheonlyofferIdaredmake?CouldIbepresumptuousenoughtofancyyouwouldrejectyoungloversforanoldmanlikeme?"askedSirJohn,caressingher。
  "Youarenotold,tome,buteverythingIloveandhonor!"interruptedJean,withatouchofgenuineremorse,asthisgenerous,honorablegentlemangaveherbothheartandhome,unconsciousofdeceit。
  "ItisIwhoampresumptuous,todaretoloveonesofaraboveme。ButIdidnotknowhowdearyouweretometillIfeltthatImustgo。Ioughtnottoacceptthishappiness。Iamnotworthyofit;andyouwillregretyourkindnesswhentheworldblamesyouforgivingahometoonesopoor,andplain,andhumbleasI。"
  "Hush,mydarling。Icarenothingfortheidlegossipoftheworld。Ifyouarehappyhere,lettongueswagastheywill。Ishallbetoobusyenjoyingthesunshineofyourpresencetoheedanythingthatgoesonaboutme。But,Jean,youaresureyouloveme?ItseemsincrediblethatIshouldwintheheartthathasbeensocoldtoyounger,bettermenthanI。"
  "DearSirJohn,besureofthis,Iloveyoutruly。
  Iwilldomybesttobeagoodwifetoyou,andprovethat,inspiteofmymanyfaults,Ipossessthevirtueofgratitude。"
  Ifhehadknownthestraitshewasin,hewouldhaveunderstoodthecauseofthesuddentenorofherwords,theintensethankfulnessthatshoneinherface,therealhumilitythatmadeherstoopandkissthegeneroushandthatgavesomuch。Forafewmomentssheenjoyedandlethimenjoythehappypresent,undisturbed。Buttheanxietywhichdevouredher,thedangerwhichmenacedher,soonrecalledher,andforcedhertowringyetmorefromtheunsuspiciousheartshehadconquered。
  "Noneedoflettersnow,"saidSirJohn,astheysatsidebyside,withthesummermoonlightglorifyingalltheroom。"Youhavefoundahomeforlife;mayitproveahappyone。"
  "Itisnotmineyet,andIhaveastrangeforebodingthatitneverwillbe,"sheansweredsadly。
  "Why,mychild?"
  "BecauseIhaveanenemywhowilltrytodestroymypeace,topoisonyourmindagainstme,andtodrivemeoutfrommyparadise,tosufferagainallIhavesufferedthislastyear。"
  "YoumeanthatmadSydneyofwhomyoutoldme?"