"Yes。AssoonashehearsofthisgoodfortunetopoorlittleJean,hewillhastentomarit。Heismyfate;Icannotescapehim,andwhereverhegoesmyfriendsdesertme;forhehasthepowerandusesitformydestruction。Letmegoawayandhidebeforehecomes,for,havingsharedyourconfidence,itwillbreakmyhearttoseeyoudistrustandturnfromme,insteadoflovingandprotecting。"
"Mypoorchild,youaresuperstitious。Beeasy。Noonecanharmyounow,noonewoulddareattemptit。Andasformydesertingyou,thatwillsoonbeoutofmypower,ifIhavemyway。"
"How,dearSirJohn?"askedJean,withaflutterofintensereliefatherheart,forthewayseemedsmoothingbeforeher。
"Iwillmakeyoumywifeatonce,ifImay。ThiswillfreeyoufromGerald’slove,protectyoufromSydney’spersecution,giveyouasafehome,andmetherighttocherishanddefendwithheartandhand。Shallitbeso,mychild?"
"Yes;butoh,rememberthatIhavenofriendbutyou!Promisemetobefaithfultothelast——tobelieveinme,totrustme,protectandloveme,inspiteofallmisfortunes,faults,andfollies。
Iwillbetrueassteeltoyou,andmakeyourlifeashappyasitdeservestobe。Letuspromisethesethingsnow,andkeepthepromisesunbrokentotheend。"
HersolemnairtouchedSirJohn。Toohonorableanduprighthimselftosuspectfalsehoodinothers,hesawonlythenaturalimpulseofalovelygirlinJean’swords,and,takingthehandshegavehiminbothofhis,hepromisedallsheasked,andkeptthatpromisetotheend。Shepausedaninstant,withapale,absentexpression,asifshesearchedherself,thenlookedupclearlyintheconfidingfaceaboveher,andpromisedwhatshefaithfullyperformedinafteryears。
"Whenshallitbe,littlesweetheart?Ileavealltoyou,onlyletitbesoon,elsesomegayyoungloverwillappear,andtakeyoufromme,"saidSirJohn,playfully,anxioustochaseawaythedarkexpressionwhichhadstolenoverJean’sface。
"Canyoukeepasecret?"askedthegirl,smilingupathim,allhercharmingselfagain。
"Tryme。"
"Iwill。Edwardiscominghomeinthreedays。Imustbegonebeforehecomes。Tellnooneofthis;hewishestosurprisethem。
Andifyouloveme,tellnobodyofyourapproachingmarriage。DonotbetraythatyoucareformeuntilIamreallyyours。Therewillbesuchastir,suchremonstrances,explanations,andreproachesthatIshallbewornout,andrunawayfromyoualltoescapethetrial。IfIcouldhavemywish,Iwouldgotosomequietplacetomorrowandwaittillyoucomeforme。
Iknowsolittleofsuchthings,Icannottellhowsoonwemaybemarried;
notforsomeweeks,Ithink。"
"Tomorrow,ifwelike。Aspeciallicensepermitspeopletomarrywhenandwheretheyplease。Myplanisbetterthanyours。
Listen,andtellmeifitcanbecarriedout。Iwillgototowntomorrow,getthelicense,invitemyfriend,theReverendPaulFairfax,toreturnwithme,andtomorroweveningyoucomeatyourusualtime,and,inthepresenceofmydiscreetoldservants,makemethehappiestmaninEngland。
Howdoesthissuityou,mylittleLadyCoventry?"
Theplanwhichseemedmadetomeetherends,thenamewhichwastheheightofherambition,andtheblessedsenseofsafetywhichcametoherfilledJeanMuirwithsuchintensesatisfactionthattearsofrealfeelingstoodinhereyes,andthegladassentshegavewasthetruestwordthathadpassedherlipsformonths。
"WewillgoabroadortoScotlandforourhoneymoon,tillthestormblowsover,"saidSirJohn,wellknowingthatthishastymarriagewouldsurpriseoroffendallhisrelations,andfeelingasgladasJeantoescapethefirstexcitement。
"ToScotland,please。Ilongtoseemyfather’shome,"
saidJean,whodreadedtomeetSydneyonthecontinent。
Theytalkedalittlelonger,arrangingallthings,SirJohnsointentonhurryingtheeventthatJeanhadnothingtodobutgiveareadyassenttoallhissuggestions。Onefearalonedisturbedher。
IfSirJohnwenttotown,hemightmeetEdward,mighthearandbelievehisstatements。Thenallwouldbelost。Yetthisriskmustbeincurred,ifthemarriagewastobespeedilyandsafelyaccomplished;andtoguardagainstthemeetingwasJean’ssolecare。Astheywentthroughthepark——forSirJohninsistedupontakingherhome——shesaid,clingingtohisarm:
"Dearfriend,bearonethinginmind,elseweshallbemuchannoyed,andallourplansdisarranged。Avoidyournephews;youaresofrankyourfacewillbetrayyou。Theybothloveme,arebothhot-tempered,andinthefirstexcitementofthediscoverymightbeviolent。Youmustincurnodanger,nodisrespectformysake;soshunthembothtillwearesafe——particularlyEdward。Hewillfeelthathisbrotherhaswrongedhim,andthatyouhavesucceededwherehefailed。Thiswillirritatehim,andIfearastormyscene。Promisetoavoidbothforadayortwo;donotlistentothem,donotseethem,donotwritetoorreceivelettersfromthem。Itisfoolish,Iknow;butyouareallIhave,andIamhauntedbyastrangeforebodingthatIamtoloseyou。"
Touchedandflatteredbyhertendersolicitude,SirJohnpromisedeverything,evenwhilehelaughedatherfears。Loveblindedthegoodgentlemantothepeculiarityoftherequest;thenovelty,romance,andsecrecyoftheaffairratherbewilderedthoughitcharmedhim;andtheknowledgethathehadoutrivaledthreeyoungandardentloversgratifiedhisvanitymorethanhewouldconfess。Partingfromhegirlatthegardengate,heturnedhomeward,feelinglikeaboyagain,andloiteredback,hummingalovelay,quiteforgetfulofeveningdamps,gout,andthefive-and-fiftyyearswhichlaysolightlyonhisshoulderssinceJean’sarmshadrestedthere。Shehurriedtowardthehouse,anxioustoescapeCoventry;buthewaswaitingforher,andshewasforcedtomeethim。
"Howcouldyoulingersolong,andkeepmeinsuspense?"
hesaidreproachfully,ashetookherhandandtriedtocatchaglimpseofherfaceintheshadowofherhatbrim。"Comeandrestinthegrotto。
Ihavesomuchtosay,tohearandenjoy。"
"Notnow;Iamtootired。Letmegoinandsleep。
Tomorrowwewilltalk。Itisdampandchilly,andmyheadacheswithallthisworry。"Jeanspokewearily,yetwithatouchofpetulance,andCoventry,fancyingthatshewaspiquedathisnotcomingforher,hastenedtoexplainwitheagertenderness。
"MypoorlittleJean,youdoneedrest。Wewearyouout,amongus,andyounevercomplain。Ishouldhavecometobringyouhome,butLuciadetainedme,andwhenIgotawayIsawmyunclehadforestalledme。Ishallbejealousoftheoldgentleman,ifheissodevoted。Jean,tellmeonethingbeforewepart;Iamfreeasair,now,andhavearighttospeak。Doyouloveme?AmIthehappymanwhohaswonyourheart?I
daretothinkso,tobelievethatthistelltalefaceofyourshasbetrayedyou,andtohopethatIhavegainedwhatpoorNedandwildSydneyhavelost。"
"BeforeIanswer,tellmeofyourinterviewwithLucia。Ihavearighttoknow,"saidJean。
Coventryhesitated,forpityandremorsewerebusyathisheartwhenherecalledpoorLucia’sgrief。Jeanwasbentonhearingthehumiliationofherrival。Astheyoungmanpaused,shefrowned,thenliftedupherfacewreathedinsoftestsmiles,andlayingherhandonhisarm,shesaid,withmosteffectiveemphasis,halfshy,halffond,uponhisname,"Pleasetellme,Gerald!"
Hecouldnotresistthelook,thetouch,thetone,andtakingthelittlehandinhis,hesaidrapidly,asifthetaskwasdistastefultohim,"ItoldherthatIdidnot,couldnotloveher;thatIhadsubmittedtomymother’swish,and,foratime,hadfelttacitlyboundtoher,thoughnowordshadpassedbetweenus。ButnowIdemandedmyliberty,regrettingthattheseparationwasnotmutuallydesired。"
"Andshe——whatdidshesay?Howdidshebearit?"
askedJean,feelinginherownwoman’shearthowdeeplyLucia’smusthavebeenwoundedbythatavowal。
"Poorgirl!Itwashardtobear,butherpridesustainedhertotheend。Sheownedthatnopledgetiedme,fullyrelinquishedanyclaimmypastbehaviorhadseemedtohavegivenher,andprayedthatI
mightfindanotherwomantolovemeastruly,tenderlyasshehaddone。
Jean,Ifeltlikeavillain;andyetIneverplightedmywordtoher,neverreallylovedher,andhadaperfectrighttoleaveher,ifIwould。"
"Didshespeakofme?"
"Yes。"
"Whatdidshesay?"
"MustItellyou?"
"Yes,tellmeeverything。IknowshehatesmeandIforgiveher,knowingthatIshouldhateanywomanwhomyouloved。"
"Areyoujealous,dear?"
"Ofyou,Gerald?"Andthefineeyesglancedupathim,fullofabrilliancythatlookedlikethelightoflove。
"Youmakeaslaveofmealready。Howdoyoudoit?
Ineverobeyedawomanbefore。Jean,Ithinkyouareawitch。Scotlandisthehomeofweird,uncannycreatures,whotakelovelyshapesforthebedevilmentofpoorweaksouls。Areyouoneofthosefairdeceivers?"
"Youarecomplimentary,"laughedthegirl。"Iamawitch,andonedaymydisguisewilldropawayandyouwillseemeasIam,old,ugly,badandlost。Bewareofmeintime。I’vewarnedyou。Nowlovemeatyourperil。"
Coventryhadpausedashespoke,andeyedherwithanunquietlook,consciousofsomefascinationwhichconqueredyetbroughtnohappiness。Afeverishyetpleasurableexcitementpossessedhim;arecklessmood,makinghimeagertoobliteratethepastbyanyrashact,anynewexperiencewhichhispassionbrought。Jeanregardedhimwithawistful,almostwoefulface,foroneshortmoment;thenastrangesmilebrokeoverit,asshespokeinatoneofmaliciousmockery,underwhichlurkedthebitternessofasadtruth。Coventrylookedhalfbewildered,andhiseyewentfromthegirl’smysteriousfacetoadimlylightedwindow,behindwhosecurtainspoorLuciahidherachingheart,prayingforhimthetenderprayersthatlovingwomengivetothosewhosesinsareallforgivenforlove’ssake。Hisheartsmotehim,andamomentaryfeelingofrepulsioncameoverhim,ashelookedatJean。Shesawit,feltangry,yetconsciousofasenseofrelief;fornowthatherownsafetywassonearlysecured,shefeltnowishtodomischief,butratheradesiretoundowhatwasalreadydone,andbeatpeacewithalltheworld。Torecallhimtohisallegiance,shesighedandwalkedon,sayinggentlyyetcoldly,"WillyoutellmewhatIaskbeforeIansweryourquestion,Mr。Coventry?"
"WhatLuciasaidofyou?Well,itwasthis。’BewareofMissMuir。Weinstinctivelydistrustedherwhenwehadnocause。Ibelieveininstincts,andminehaveneverchanged,forshehasnottriedtodeludeme。Herartiswonderful;Ifeelyetcannotexplainordetectit,exceptintheworkingofeventswhichherhandseemstoguide。Shehasbroughtsorrowanddissensionintothishithertohappyfamily。Weareallchanged,andthisgirlhasdoneit。Meshecanharmnofurther;youshewillruin,ifshecan。Bewareofherintime,oryouwillbitterlyrepentyourblindinfatuation!’"
"Andwhatanswerdidyoumake?"askedJean,asthelastwordscamereluctantlyfromCoventry’slips。
"ItoldherthatIlovedyouinspiteofmyself,andwouldmakeyoumywifeinthefaceofallopposition。Now,Jean,youranswer。"
"Givemethreedaystothinkofit。Goodnight。"
Andglidingfromhim,shevanishedintothehouse,leavinghimtoroamabouthalfthenight,tormentedwithremorse,suspense,andtheolddistrustwhichwouldreturnwhenJeanwasnottheretobanishitbyherart。
BehindaMask:or,AWoman’sPower。Chapter8SUSPENSEAllthenextday,Jeanwasinastateofthemostintenseanxiety,aseveryhourbroughtthecrisisnearer,andeveryhourmightbringdefeat,forthesubtlesthumanskillisoftenthwartedbysomeunforeseenaccident。ShelongedtoassureherselfthatSirJohnwasgone,butnoservantscameorwentthatday,andshecoulddevisenopretextforsendingtogleanintelligence。Shedarednotgoherself,lesttheunusualactshouldexcitesuspicion,forsheneverwenttillevening。Evenhadshedeterminedtoventure,therewasnotime,forMrs。Coventrywasinoneofhernervousstates,andnoonebutMissMuircouldamuseher;Luciawasill,andMissMuirmustgiveorders;Bellahadastudiousfit,andJeanmusthelpher。
Coventrylingeredaboutthehouseforseveralhours,butJeandarednotsendhim,lestsomehintofthetruthmightreachhim。HehadriddenawaytohisnewdutieswhenJeandidnotappear,andthedaydraggedonwearisomely。
Nightcameatlast,andasJeandressedforthelatedinner,shehardlyknewherselfwhenshestoodbeforehermirror,excitementlentsuchcolorandbrilliancytohercountenance。Rememberingtheweddingwhichwastotakeplacethatevening,sheputonasimplewhitedressandaddedaclusterofwhiterosesinbosomandhair。Sheoftenworeflowers,butinspiteofherdesiretolookandseemasusual,Bella’sfirstwordsassheenteredthedrawingroomwereassheenteredthedrawingroomwere"Why,Jean,howlikeabrideyoulook;aveilandgloveswouldmakeyouquitecomplete!"
"Youforgetoneothertrifle,Bell,"saidGerald,witheyesthatbrightenedastheyrestedonMissMuir。
"Whatisthat?"askedhissister。
"Abridegroom。"
BellalookedtoseehowJeanreceivedthis,butsheseemedquitecomposedasshesmiledoneofhersuddensmiles,andmerelysaid,"Thattriflewilldoubtlessbefoundwhenthetimecomes。IsMissBeauforttooillfordinner?"
"Shebegstobeexcused,andsaidyouwouldbewillingtotakeherplace,shethought。"
AsinnocentBelladeliveredthismessage,JeanglancedatCoventry,whoevadedhereyeandlookedillatease。
Alittleremorsewilldohimgood,andpreparehimforrepentanceafterthegrandcoup,shesaidtoherself,andwasparticularlygayatdinnertime,thoughCoventrylookedoftenatLucia’semptyseat,asifhemissedher。Assoonastheyleftthetable,MissMuirsentBellatohermother;and,knowingthatCoventrywouldnotlingerlongathiswine,shehurriedawaytotheHall。Aservantwasloungingatthedoor,andofhimsheasked,inatonewhichwaseagerinspiteofalleffortstobecalm,"IsSirJohnathome?"
"No,miss,he’sjustgonetotown。"
"Justgone!Whendoyoumean?"criedJean,forgettingthereliefshefeltinhearingofhisabsenceinsurpriseathislatedeparture。
"Hewenthalfanhourago,inthelasttrain,miss。"
"Ithoughthewasgoingearlythismorning;hetoldmeheshouldbebackthisevening。"
"Ibelievehedidmeantogo,butwasdelayedbycompany。Thestewardcameuponbusiness,andaloadofgentlemencalled,soSirJohncouldnotgetofftillnight,whenhewasn’tfittogo,beingwornout,andfarfromwell。"
"Doyouthinkhewillbeill?Didhelookso?"AndasJeanspokeathrilloffearpassedoverher,lestdeathshouldrobherofherprize。
"Well,youknow,miss,hurryofanykindisbadforelderlygentlemeninclinedtoapoplexy。SirJohnwasinaworryallday,andnotlikehimself。Iwantedhimtotakehisman,buthewouldn’t,anddroveofflookingflushedandexcitedlike。I’manxiousabouthim,forIknowsomethingisamisstohurryhimoffinthisway。"
"Whenwillhebeback,Ralph?"
"Tomorrownoon,ifpossible;atnight,certainly,hebidmetellanyonethatcalled。"
"DidheleavenonoteormessageforMissCoventry,orsomeoneofthefamily?"
"No,miss,nothing。"
"Thankyou。"AndJeanwalkedbacktospendarestlessnightandrisetomeetrenewedsuspense。
Themorningseemedendless,butnooncameatlast,andunderthepretenseofseekingcoolnessinthegrotto,JeanstoleawaytoaslopewhencethegatetotheHallparkwasvisible。Fortwolonghoursshewatched,andnoonecame。ShewasjustturningawaywhenahorsemandashedthroughthegateandcamegallopingtowardtheHall。Heedlessofeverythingbuttheuncontrollablelongingtogainsometidings,sherantomeethim,feelingassuredthathebroughtillnews。Itwasayoungmanfromthestation,andashecaughtsightofher,hedrewbridle,lookingagitatedandundecided。
"Hasanythinghappened?"shecriedbreathlessly。
"Adreadfulaccidentontherailroad,justtheothersideofCroydon。Newstelegraphedhalfanhourago,"answeredtheman,wipinghishotface。
"Thenoontrain?WasSirJohninit?Quick,tellmeall!"
"Itwasthattrain,miss,butwhetherSirJohnwasinitornot,wedon’tknow;fortheguardiskilled,andeverythingisinsuchconfusionthatnothingcanbecertain。Theyareatworkgettingoutthedeadandwounded。WeheardthatSirJohnwasexpected,andIcameuptotellMr。Coventry,thinkinghewouldwishtogodown。Atrainleavesinfifteenminutes;whereshallIfindhim?IwastoldhewasattheHall。"
"Rideon,rideon!Andfindhimifheisthere。I’llrunhomeandlookforhim。Losenotime。Ride!Ride!"Andturning,Jeanspedbacklikeadeer,whilethemantoreuptheavenuetorousetheHall。
Coventrywasthere,andwentoffatonce,leavingbothHallandhouseindismay。Fearingtobetraythehorribleanxietythatpossessedher,Jeanshutherselfupinherroomandsuffereduntoldagoniesasthedayworeonandnonewscame。Atdarkasuddencryrangthroughthehouse,andJeanrusheddowntolearnthecause。Bellawasstandinginthehall,holdingaletter,whileagroupofexcitedservantshoverednearher。
"Whatisit?"demandedMissMuir,paleandsteady,thoughherheartdiedwithinherassherecognizedGerald’shandwriting。
Bellagaveherthenote,andhushedhersobbingtohearagaintheheavytidingsthathadcome。
DearBella:
Uncleissafe;hedidnotgointhenoontrain。ButseveralpersonsaresurethatNedwasthere。Notraceofhimasyet,butmanybodiesareintheriver,undertheruinsofthebridge,andIamdoingmybesttofindthepoorlad,ifheisthere。Ihavesenttoallhishauntsintown,andashehasnotbeenseen,Ihopeitisafalsereportandheissafewithhisregiment。Keepthisfrommymothertillwearesure。I
writeyou,becauseLuciaisill。MissMuirwillcomfortandsustainyou。
Hopeforthebest,dear。
Yours,G。C。
ThosewhowatchedMissMuirasshereadthesewordswonderedatthestrangeexpressionswhichpassedoverherface,forthejoywhichappearedthereasSirJohn’ssafetywasmadeknowndidnotchangetogrieforhorroratpoorEdward’spossiblefate。Thesmilediedonherlips,buthervoicedidnotfalter,andinherdowncasteyesshoneaninexplicablelookofsomethingliketriumph。Nowonder,forifthiswastrue,thedangerwhichmenacedherwasavertedforatime,andthemarriagemightbeconsummatedwithoutsuchdesperatehaste。Thissadandsuddeneventseemedtoherthemysteriousfulfilmentofasecretwish;andthoughstartledshewasnotdauntedbutinspirited,forfateseemedtofavorherdesigns。ShedidcomfortBella,controltheexcitedhousehold,andkeeptherumorsfromMrs。Coventryallthatdreadfulnight。
AtdawnGeraldcamehomeexhausted,andbringingnotidingofthemissingman。Hehadtelegraphedtotheheadquartersoftheregimentandreceivedareply,statingthatEdwardhadleftforLondonthepreviousday,meaningtogohomebeforereturning。ThefactofhishavingbeenattheLondonstationwasalsoestablished,butwhetherheleftbythetrainornotwasstilluncertain。Theruinswerestillbeingsearched,andthebodymightyetappear。
"IsSirJohncomingatnoon?"askedJean,asthethreesattogetherintherosyhushofdawn,tryingtohopeagainsthope。
"No,hehadbeenill,IlearnedfromyoungGower,whoisjustfromtown,andsohadnotcompletedhisbusiness。Isenthimwordtowaittillnight,forthebridgewon’tbepassabletillthen。NowImusttryandrestanhour;I’veworkedallnightandhavenostrengthleft。Callmetheinstantanymessengerarrives。"
WiththatCoventrywenttohisroom,Bellafollowedtowaitonhim,andJeanroamedthroughhouseandgrounds,unabletorest。
Themorningwasfarspentwhenthemessengerarrived。Jeanwenttoreceivehistidings,withthewickedhopestilllurkingatherheart。
"Ishefound?"sheaskedcalmly,asthemanhesitatedtospeak。
"Yes,ma’am。"
"Youaresure?"
"Iamcertain,ma’am,thoughsomewon’tsaytillMr。Coventrycomestolook。"
"Ishealive?"AndJean’swhitelipstrembledassheputthequestion。
"Ohno,ma’am,thatwarn’tpossible,underallthemstonesandwater。Thepooryounggentlemanissowet,andcrushed,andtorn,noonewouldknowhim,exceptfortheuniform,andthewhitehandwiththeringonit。"
Jeansatdown,verypale,andthemandescribedthefindingofthepoorshatteredbody。Ashefinished,Coventryappeared,andwithonelookofmingledremorse,shame,andsorrow,theelderbrotherwentaway,tofindandbringtheyoungerhome。Jeancreptintothegardenlikeaguiltything,tryingtohidethesatisfactionwhichstruggledwithawoman’snaturalpity,forsosadanendforthisbraveyounglife。
"WhywastetearsorfeignsorrowwhenImustbeglad?"
shemuttered,asshepacedtoandfroalongtheterrace。"Thepoorboyisoutofpain,andIamoutofdanger。"
Shegotnofurther,for,turningasshespoke,shestoodfacetofacewithEdward!Bearingnomarkofperilondressorperson,butstalwartandstrongasever,hestoodtherelookingather,withcontemptandcompassionstrugglinginhisface。Asifturnedtostone,sheremainedmotionless,withdilatedeyes,arrestedbreath,andpalingcheek。Hedidnotspeakbutwatchedhersilentlytillsheputoutatremblinghand,asiftoassureherselfbytouchthatitwasreallyhe。Thenhedrewback,andasiftheactconvincedasfullyaswords,shesaidslowly,"Theytoldmeyouweredead。"
"Andyouweregladtobelieveit。No,itwasmycomrade,youngCourtney,whounconsciouslydeceivedyouall,andlosthislife,asIshouldhavedone,ifIhadnotgonetoAscotafterseeinghimoffyesterday。"
"ToAscot?"echoedJean,shrinkingback,forEdward’seyewasonher,andhisvoicewassternandcold。
"Yes;youknowtheplace。Iwenttheretomakeinquiriesconcerningyouandwaswellsatisfied。Whyareyoustillhere?"
"Thethreedaysarenotoveryet。Iholdyoutoyourpromise。BeforenightIshallbegone;tillthenyouwillbesilent,ifyouhavehonorenoughtokeepyourword。"
"Ihave。"Edwardtookouthiswatchand,asheputitback,saidwithcoolprecision,"Itisnowtwo,thetrainleavesforLondonathalf-pastsix;acarriagewillwaitforyouatthesidedoor。
Allowmetoadviseyoutogothen,fortheinstantdinnerisoverIshallspeak。"Andwithabowhewentintothehouse,leavingJeannearlysuffocatedwithathrongofcontendingemotions。
Forafewminutessheseemedparalyzed;butthenativeenergyofthewomanforbadeutterdespair,tillthelasthopewasgone。
Frailasthatnowwas,shestillclungtoittenaciously,resolvingtowinthegameindefianceofeverything。Springingup,shewenttoherroompackedherfewvaluables,dressedherselfwithcare,andthensatdowntowait。Sheheardajoyfulstirbelow,sawCoventrycomehurryingback,andfromagarrulousmaidlearnedthatthebodywasthatofyoungCourtney。
TheuniformbeingthesameasEdward’sandthering,agiftfromhim,hadcausedthementobelievethedisfiguredcorpsetobethatoftheyoungerCoventry。Noonebutthemaidcamenearher;onceBella’svoicecalledher,butsomeonecheckedthegirl,andthecallwasnotrepeated。Atfiveanenvelopewasbroughther,directedinEdward’shand,andcontainingacheckwhichmorethanpaidayear’ssalary。Nowordaccompaniedthegift,yetthegenerosityofittouchedher,forJeanMuirhadtherelicsofaoncehonestnature,anddespiteherfalsehoodcouldstilladmirenoblenessandrespectvirtue。Atearofgenuineshamedroppedonthepaper,andrealgratitudefilledherheart,asshethoughtthatevenifallelsefailed,shewasnotthrustoutpennilessintotheworld,whichhadnopityforpoverty。
Astheclockstrucksix,sheheardacarriagedrivearoundandwentdowntomeetit。Aservantputonhertrunk,gavetheorder,"Tothestation,James,"andshedroveawaywithoutmeetinganyone,speakingtoanyone,orapparentlybeingseenbyanyone。Asenseofutterwearinesscameoverher,andshelongedtoliedownandforget。Butthelastchancestillremained,andtillthatfailed,shewouldnotgiveup。Dismissingthecarriage,sheseatedherselftowatchforthequarter-past-sixtrainfromLondon,forinthatSirJohnwouldcomeifhecameatallthatnight。
ShewashauntedbythefearthatEdwardhadmetandtoldhim。ThefirstglimpseofSirJohn’sfrankfacewouldbetraythetruth。Ifheknewall,therewasnohope,andshewouldgoherwayalone。Ifheknewnothing,therewasyettimeforthemarriage;andoncehiswife,sheknewshewassafe,becauseforthehonorofhisnamehewouldscreenandprotecther。
Uprushedthetrain,outsteppedSirJohn,andJean’sheartdiedwithinher。Grave,andpale,andwornhelooked,andleanedheavilyonthearmofaportlygentlemaninblack。TheReverendMr。Fairfax,whyhashecome,ifthesecretisout?thoughtJean,slowlyadvancingtomeetthemandfearingtoreadherfateinSirJohn’sface。Hesawher,droppedhisfriend’sarm,andhurriedforwardwiththeardorofayoungman,exclaiming,asheseizedherhandwithabeamingface,agladvoice,"Mylittlegirl!DidyouthinkIwouldnevercome?"
Shecouldnotanswer,thereactionwastoostrong,butsheclungtohim,regardlessoftimeorplace,andfeltthatherlasthopehadnotfailed。Mr。Fairfaxprovedhimselfequaltotheoccasion。
Askingnoquestions,hehurriedSirJohnandJeanintoacarriageandsteppedinafterthemwithablandapology。Jeanwassoonherselfagain,and,havingtoldherfearsathisdelay,listenedeagerlywhileherelatedthevariousmishapswhichhaddetainedhim。
"HaveyouseenEdward?"washerfirstquestion。
"Notyet,butIknowhehascome,andhaveheardofhisnarrowescape。Ishouldhavebeeninthattrain,ifIhadnotbeendelayedbytheindispositionwhichIthencursed,butnowbless。Areyouready,Jean?Doyourepentyourchoice,mychild?"
"No,no!Iamready,Iamonlytoohappytobecomeyourwife,dear,generousSirJohn,"criedJean,withagladalacrity,whichtouchedtheoldmantotheheart,andcharmedtheReverendMr。Fairfax,whoconcealedtheromanceofaboyunderhisclericalsuit。
TheyreachedtheHall。SirJohngaveorderstoadmitnooneandafterahastydinnersentforhisoldhousekeeperandhissteward,toldthemofhispurpose,anddesiredthemtowitnesshismarriage。Obediencehadbeenthelawoftheirlives,andMastercoulddonothingwrongintheireyes,sotheyplayedtheirpartswillingly,forJeanwasafavoriteattheHall。Paleashergown,butcalmandsteady,shestoodbesideSirJohn,utteringhervowsinacleartoneandtakinguponherselfthevowsofawifewithmorethanabride’susualdocility。Whentheringwasfairlyon,asmilebrokeoverherface。WhenSirJohnkissedandcalledherhis"littlewife,"sheshedatearortwoofsincerehappiness;andwhenMr。
Fairfaxaddressedheras"mylady,"shelaughedhermusicallaugh,andglancedupatapictureofGeraldwitheyesfullofexultation。Astheservantslefttheroom,amessagewasbroughtfromMrs。Coventry,beggingSirJohntocometoheratonce。
"Youwillnotgoandleavemesosoon?"pleadedJean,wellknowingwhyhewassentfor。
"Mydarling,Imust。"Andinspiteofitstenderness,SirJohn’smannerwastoodecidedtobewithstood。
"ThenIshallgowithyou,"criedJean,resolvingthatnoearthlypowershouldpartthem。
BehindaMask:or,AWoman’sPower。Chapter9LADYCOVENTRYWhenthefirstexcitementofEdward’sreturnhadsubsided,andbeforetheycouldquestionhimastothecauseofthisunexpectedvisit,hetoldthemthatafterdinnertheircuriosityshouldbegratified,andmeantimehebeggedthemtoleaveMissMuiralone,forshehadreceivedbadnewsandmustnotbedisturbed。Thefamilywithdifficultyrestrainedtheirtonguesandwaitedimpatiently。GeraldconfessedhisloveforJeanandaskedhisbrother’spardonforbetrayinghistrust。Hehadexpectedanoutbreak,butEdwardonlylookedathimwithpityingeyes,andsaidsadly,"Youtoo!Ihavenoreproachestomake,forIknowwhatyouwillsufferwhenthetruthisknown。"
"Whatdoyoumean?"demandedCoventry。
"Youwillsoonknow,mypoorGerald,andwewillcomfortoneanother。"
NothingmorecouldbedrawnfromEdwardtilldinnerwasover,theservantsgone,andallthefamilyalonetogether。Thenpaleandgrave,butveryself-possessed,fortroublehadmadeamanofhim,heproducedapacketofletters,andsaid,addressinghimselftohisbrother,"JeanMuirhasdeceivedusall。Iknowherstory;letmetellitbeforeIreadherletters。"
"Stop!I’llnotlistentoanyfalsetalesagainsther。Thepoorgirlhasenemieswhobelieher!"criedGerald,startingup。
"Forthehonorofthefamily,youmustlisten,andlearnwhatfoolsshehasmadeofus。IcanprovewhatIsay,andconvinceyouthatshehastheartofadevil。Sitstilltenminutes,thengo,ifyouwill。"
Edwardspokewithauthority,andhisbrotherobeyedhimwithaforebodingheart。
"ImetSydney,andhebeggedmetobewareofher。
Nay,listen,Gerald!Iknowshehastoldherstory,andthatyoubelieveit;butherownlettersconvicther。ShetriedtocharmSydneyasshedidus,andnearlysucceededininducinghimtomarryher。Rashandwildasheis,heisstillagentleman,andwhenanincautiouswordofhersrousedhissuspicions,herefusedtomakeherhiswife。Astormysceneensued,and,hopingtointimidatehim,shefeignedtostabherselfasifindespair。
Shedidwoundherself,butfailedtogainherpointandinsistedupongoingtoahospitaltodie。LadySydney,good,simplesoul,believedthegirl’sversionofthestory,thoughthersonwasinthewrong,andwhenhewasgone,triedtoatoneforhisfaultbyfindingJeanMuiranotherhome。ShethoughtGeraldwassoontomarryLucia,andthatIwasaway,sosentherhereasasafeandcomfortableretreat。"
"But,Ned,areyousureofallthis?IsSydneytobebelieved?"beganCoventry,stillincredulous。
"Toconvinceyou,I’llreadJean’slettersbeforeIsaymore。TheywerewrittentoanaccompliceandwerepurchasedbySydney。
Therewasacompactbetweenthetwowomen,thateachshouldkeeptheotherinformedofalladventures,plotsandplans,andsharewhatevergoodfortunefelltothelotofeither。ThusJeanwrotefreely,asyoushalljudge。
Thelettersconcernusalone。Thefirstwaswrittenafewdaysaftershecame。
"DearHortense:
"Anotherfailure。SydneyWASmorewilythanIthought。
Allwasgoingwell,whenonedaymyoldfaultbesetme,Itooktoomuchwine,andIcarelesslyownedthatIhadbeenanactress。Hewasshocked,andretreated。Igotupascene,andgavemyselfasafelittlewound,tofrightenhim。Thebrutewasnotfrightened,butcoollyleftmetomyfate。
I’dhavediedtospitehim,ifIdared,butasIdidn’t,Ilivedtotormenthim。Asyet,Ihavehadnochance,butIwillnotforgethim。Hismotherisapoor,weakcreature,whomIcoulduseasIwould,andthroughherIfoundanexcellentplace。Asickmother,sillydaughter,andtwoeligiblesons。Oneisengagedtoahandsomeiceberg,butthatonlyrendershimmoreinterestinginmyeyes,rivalryaddssomuchtothecharmofone’sconquests。
Well,mydear,Iwent,gotupinthemeekstyle,intendingtodothepathetic;
butbeforeIsawthefamily,IwassoangryIcouldhardlycontrolmyself。
ThroughtheindolenceofMonsieurtheyoungmaster,nocarriagewassentforme,andIintendheshallatoneforthatrudenessby-and-by。Theyoungerson,themother,andthegirlreceivedmepatronizingly,andIunderstoodthesimplesoulsatonce。Monsieur(asIshallcallhim,asnamesareunsafe)
wasunapproachable,andtooknopainstoconcealhisdislikeofgovernesses。
Thecousinwaslovely,butdetestablewithherpride,hercoldness,andherveryvisibleadorationofMonsieur,wholetherworshiphim,likeaninanimateidolasheis。Ihatedthemboth,ofcourse,andinreturnfortheirinsolenceshalltormentherwithjealousy,andteachhimhowtowooawomanbymakinghisheartache。Theyareanintenselyproudfamily,butIcanhumblethemall,Ithink,bycaptivatingthesons,andwhentheyhavecommittedthemselves,castthemoff,andmarrytheolduncle,whosetitletakesmyfancy。"
"Sheneverwrotethat!Itisimpossible。Awomancouldnotdoit,"criedLuciaindignantly,whileBellasatbewilderedandMrs。Coventrysupportedherselfwithsaltsandfan。Coventrywenttohisbrother,examinedthewriting,andreturnedtohisseat,saying,inatoneofsuppressedwrath,"Shedidwriteit。Ipostedsomeofthoselettersmyself。Goon,Ned。"
"Imademyselfusefulandagreeabletotheamiableones,andoverheardthechatofthelovers。Itdidnotsuitme,soIfaintedawaytostopit,andexciteinterestintheprovokingpair。IthoughtI
hadsucceeded,butMonsieursuspectedmeandshowedmethathedid。Iforgotmymeekroleandgavehimastagelook。Ithadagoodeffect,andIshalltryitagain。Themaniswellworthwinning,butIpreferthetitle,andastheuncleisahale,handsomegentlemanIcan’twaitforhimtodie,thoughMonsieurisverycharming,withhiselegantlanguor,andhisheartsofastasleepnowomanhashadpowertowakeityet。Itoldmystory,andtheybelievedit,thoughIhadtheaudacitytosayIwasbutnineteen,totalkScotch,andbashfullyconfessthatSydneywishedtomarryme。MonsieurknowsS。andevidentlysuspectssomething。Imustwatchhimandkeepthetruthfromhim,ifpossible。
"IwasverymiserablethatnightwhenIgotalone。
SomethingintheatmosphereofthishappyhomemademewishIwasanythingbutwhatIam。AsIsattheretryingtopluckupmyspirits,IthoughtofthedayswhenIwaslovelyandyoung,goodandgay。Myglassshowedmeanoldwomanofthirty,formyfalselockswereoff,mypaintgone,andmyfacewaswithoutitsmask。Bah!howIhatesentiment!Idrankyourhealthfromyourownlittleflask,andwenttobedtodreamthatIwasplayingLadyTartuffe——asIam。Adieu,moresoon。"
NoonespokeasEdwardpaused,andtakingupanotherletter,hereadon:
"MyDearCreature:
"Allgoeswell。NextdayIbeganmytask,andhavingcaughtahintofthecharacterofeach,triedmypoweroverthem。EarlyinthemorningIranovertoseetheHall。Approvedofithighlyandtookthefirststeptowardbecomingitsmistress,bypiquingthecuriosityandflatteringtheprideofitsmaster。Hisestateishisidol;Ipraiseditwithafewartlesscomplimentstohimself,andhewascharmed。Thecadetofthefamilyadoreshorses。Iriskedmynecktopethisbeast,andhewascharmed。Thelittlegirlisromanticaboutflowers;Imadeaposyandwassentimental,andshewascharmed。Thefairiciclelovesherdepartedmamma,Ihadrapturesoveranoldpicture,andshethawed。Monsieurisusedtobeingworshipped。Itooknonoticeofhint,andbythenaturalperversityofhumannature,hebegantotakenoticeofme。Helikesmusic;
Isang,andstoppedwhenhe’dlistenedlongenoughtowantmore。Heislazilyfondofbeingamused;Ishowedhimmyskill,butrefusedtoexertitinhisbehalf。Inshort,Igavehimnopeacetillhebegantowakeup。
Inordertogetridoftheboy,Ifascinatedhim,andhewassentaway。
Poorlad,Iratherlikedhim,andifthetitlehadbeennearerwouldhavemarriedhim。"
"Manythanksforthehonor。"AndEdward’slipcurledwithintensescorn。ButGeraldsatlikeastatue,histeethset,hiseyesfiery,hisbrowsbent,waitingfortheend。
"Thepassionateboynearlykilledhisbrother,butIturnedtheaffairtogoodaccount,andbewitchedMonsieurbyplayingnurse,tillVashti(theicicle)interfered。ThenIenactedinjuredvirtue,andkeptoutofhisway,knowingthathewouldmissme。ImystifiedhimaboutS。bysendingaletterwhereS。wouldnotgetit,andgotupallmannerofsoftscenestowinthisproudcreature。IgetonwellandmeanwhileprivatelyfascinateSirJ。bybeingdaughterlyanddevoted。Heisaworthyoldman,simpleasachild,honestastheday,andgenerousasaprince。
IshallbeahappywomanifIwinhim,andyoushallsharemygoodfortune;
sowishmesuccess。"
"Thisisthethird,andcontainssomethingwhichwillsurpriseyou,"Edwardsaid,asheliftedanotherpaper。
"Hortense:
"I’vedonewhatIonceplannedtodoonanotheroccasion。
Youknowmyhandsome,dissipatedfathermarriedaladyofrankforhissecondwife。IneversawLadyH_____dbutonce,forIwaskeptoutoftheway。FindingthatthisgoodSirJ。knewsomethingofherwhenagirl,andbeingsurethathedidnotknowofthedeathofherlittledaughter,I
boldlysaidIwasthechild,andtoldapitifultaleofmyearlylife。
Itworkedlikeacharm;hetoldMonsieur,andbothfeltthemostchivalrouscompassionforLadyHoward’sdaughter,thoughbeforetheyhadsecretlylookeddownonme,andmyrealpovertyandmylowliness。Thatboypitiedmewithanhonestwarmthandneverwaitedtolearnmybirth。Idon’tforgetthatandshallrepayitifIcan。WishingtobringMonsieur’saffairtoasuccessfulcrisis,Igotupatheatricaleveningandwasinmyelement。
OnelittleeventImusttellyou,becauseIcommittedanactionableoffenseandwasnearlydiscovered。Ididnotgodowntosupper,knowingthatthemothwouldreturntoflutteraboutthecandle,andpreferringthattheflutteringshouldbedoneinprivate,asVashti’sjealousyisgettinguncontrollable。
Passingthroughthegentlemen’sdressingroom,myquickeyecaughtsightofaletterlyingamongthecostumes。Itwasnostageaffair,andanoddsensationoffearranthroughmeasIrecognizedthehandofS。Ihadfearedthis,butIbelieveinchance;andhavingfoundtheletter,Iexaminedit。YouknowIcanimitatealmostanyhand。WhenIreadinthispaperthewholestoryofmyaffairwithS。,trulytold,andalsothathehadmadeinquiriesintomypastlifeanddiscoveredthetruth,Iwasinafury。
Tobesonearsuccessandfailwasterrible,andIresolvedtoriskeverything。
Iopenedtheletterbymeansofaheatedknifebladeundertheseal,thereforetheenvelopewasperfect;imitatingS。’shand,Ipennedafewlinesinhishastystyle,sayinghewasatBaden,sothatifMonsieuranswered,thereplywouldnotreachhim,forheisinLondon,itseems。ThisletterIputintothepocketwhencetheothermusthavefallen,andwasjustcongratulatingmyselfonthisnarrowescape,whenDean,themaidofVashti,appearedasifwatchingme。Shehadevidentlyseentheletterinmyhand,andsuspectedsomething。Itooknonoticeofher,butmustbecareful,forsheisonthewatch。Afterthistheeveningclosedwithstrictlyprivatetheatricals,inwhichMonsieurandmyselfweretheonlyactors。Tomakesurethathereceivedmyversionofthestoryfirst,ItoldhimaromanticstoryofS。’spersecution,andhebelievedit。ThisIfollowedupbyamoonlightepisodebehindarosehedge,andsenttheyounggentlemanhomeinahalf-dazedcondition。Whatfoolsmenare!"
"Sheisright!"mutteredCoventry,whohadflushedscarletwithshameandanger,ashisfollybecameknownandLucialistenedinastonishedsilence。
"Onlyonemore,andmydistastefultaskwillbenearlyover,"saidEdward,unfoldingthelastofthepapers。"Thisisnotaletter,butacopyofonewrittenthreenightsago。DeanboldlyransackedJeanMuir’sdeskwhileshewasattheHall,and,fearingtobetraythedeedbykeepingtheletter,shemadeahastycopywhichshegavemetoday,beggingmetosavethefamilyfromdisgrace。Thismakesthechaincomplete。Gonow,ifyouwill,Gerald。Iwouldgladlyspareyouthepainofhearingthis。"
"Iwillnotsparemyself;Ideserveit。Readon,"
repliedCoventry,guessingwhatwastofollowandnervinghimselftohearit。Reluctantlyhisbrotherreadtheselines:
"Theenemyhassurrendered!Givemejoy,Hortense;
Icanbethewifeofthisproudmonsieur,ifIwill。Thinkwhatanhonorforthedivorcedwifeofadisreputableactor。Ilaughatthefarceandenjoyit,forIonlywaittilltheprizeIdesireisfairlymine,toturnandrejectthisloverwhohasprovedhimselffalsetobrother,mistress,andhisownconscience。Iresolvedtoberevengedonboth,andIhavekeptmyword。Formysakehecastoffthebeautifulwomanwhotrulylovedhim;
heforgothispromisetohisbrother,andputbyhispridetobegofmetheworn-outheartthatisnotworthagoodman’slove。Ahwell,Iamsatisfied,forVashtihassufferedthesharpestpainaproudwomancanendure,andwillfeelanotherpangwhenItellherthatIscornherrecreantlover,andgivehimbacktoher,todealwithasshewill。"
Coventrystartedfromhisseatwithafierceexclamation,butLuciabowedherfaceuponherhands,weeping,asifthepanghadbeensharperthanevenJeanforesaw。
"SendforSirJohn!Iammortallyafraidofthiscreature。Takeheraway;dosomethingtoher。MypoorBella,whatacompanionforyou!SendforSirJohnatonce!"criedMrs。Coventryincoherently,andclaspedherdaughterinherarms,asifJeanMuirwouldburstintoannihilatethewholefamily。Edwardalonewascalm。
"Ihavealreadysent,andwhilewewait,letmefinishthisstory。ItistruethatJeanisthedaughterofLadyHoward’shusband,thepretendedclergyman,butreallyaworthlessmanwhomarriedherforhermoney。Herownchilddied,butthisgirl,havingbeauty,witandaboldspirit,tookherfateintoherownhands,andbecameanactress。Shemarriedanactor,ledarecklesslifeforsomeyears;quarreledwithherhusband,wasdivorced,andwenttoParis;leftthestage,andtriedtosupportherselfasgovernessandcompanion。YouknowhowshefaredwiththeSydneys,howshehasdupedus,andbutforthisdiscoverywouldhavedupedSirJohn。Iwasintimetopreventthis,thankheaven。Sheisgone;
nooneknowsthetruthbutSydneyandourselves;hewillbesilent,forhisownsake;wewillbeforours,andleavethisdangerouswomantothefatewhichwillsurelyovertakeher。"
"Thankyou,ithasovertakenher,andaveryhappyoneshefindsit。"
Asoftvoiceutteredthewords,andanapparitionappearedatthedoor,whichmadeallstartandrecoilwithamazement——
JeanMuirleaningonthearmofSirJohn。
"Howdareyoureturn?"beganEdward,losingtheself-controlsolongpreserved。"Howdareyouinsultusbycomingbacktoenjoythemischiefyouhavedone?Uncle,youdonotknowthatwoman!"
"Hush,boy,Iwillnotlistentoaword,unlessyourememberwhereyouare,"saidSirJohn,withacommandinggesture。
"Rememberyourpromise:loveme,forgiveme,protectme,anddonotlistentotheiraccusations,"whisperedJean,whosequickeyehaddiscoveredtheletters。
"Iwill;havenofears,mychild,"heanswered,drawinghernearerashetookhisaccustomedplacebeforethefire,alwayslightedwhenMrs。Coventrywasdown。
Gerald,whohadbeenpacingtheroomexcitedly,pausedbehindLucia’schairasiftoshieldherfrominsult;Bellaclungtohermother;andEdward,calminghimselfbyastrongeffort,handedhisuncletheletters,sayingbriefly,"Lookatthose,sir,andletthemspeak。"
"Iwilllookatnothing,hearnothing,believenothingwhichcaninanywaylessenmyrespectandaffectionforthisyounglady。
Shehaspreparedmeforthis。Iknowtheenemywhoisunmanlyenoughtobelieandthreatenher。Iknowthatyoubothareunsuccessfullovers,andthisexplainsyourunjust,uncourteoustreatmentnow。Weallhavecommittedfaultsandfollies。IfreelyforgiveJeanhers,anddesiretoknownothingofthemfromyourlips。Ifshehasinnocentlyoffended,pardonitformysake,andforgetthepast。"
"But,Uncle,wehaveproofsthatthiswomanisnotwhatsheseems。Herownlettersconvicther。Readthem,anddonotblindlydeceiveyourself,"criedEdward,indignantathisuncle’swords。
Alowlaughstartledthemall,andinaninstanttheysawthecauseofit。WhileSirJohnspoke,Jeanhadtakenthelettersfromthehandwhichhehadputbehindhim,afavoritegestureofhis,and,unobserved,haddroppedthemonthefire。Themockinglaugh,thesuddenblaze,showedwhathadbeendone。Bothyoungmensprangforward,butitwastoolate;theproofswereashes,andJeanMuir’sbold,brighteyesdefiedthem,asshesaid,withadisdainfullittlegesture,"Handsoff,gentlemen!Youmaydegradeyourselvestotheworkofdetectives,butI
amnotaprisoneryet。PoorJeanMuiryoumightharm,butLadyCoventryisbeyondyourreach。"
"LadyCoventry!"echoedthedismayedfamily,invaryingtonesofincredulity,indignation,andamazement。
"Aye,mydearandhonoredwife,"saidSirJohn,withaprotectingarmabouttheslenderfigureathisside;andintheact,thewords,therewasatenderdignitythattouchedthelistenerswithpityandrespectforthedeceivedman。"Receiveherassuch,andformysake,forbearallfurtheraccusation,"hecontinuedsteadily。"IknowwhatI
havedone。IhavenofearthatIshallrepentit。IfIamblind,letmeremainsotilltimeopensmyeyes。Wearegoingawayforalittlewhile,andwhenwereturn,lettheoldlifereturnagain,unchanged,exceptthatJeanmakessunshineformeaswellasforyou。"
Noonespoke,fornooneknewwhattosay。Jeanbrokethesilence,sayingcoolly,"MayIaskhowthoseletterscameintoyourpossession?"
"Intracingoutyourpastlife,SydneyfoundyourfriendHortense。Shewaspoor,moneybribedher,andyourlettersweregivenuptohimassoonasreceived。Traitorsarealwaysbetrayedintheend,"repliedEdwardsternly。
Jeanshruggedhershoulders,andshotaglanceatGerald,sayingwithhersignificantsmile,"Rememberthat,monsieur,andallowmetohopethatinweddingyouwillbehappierthaninwooing。Receivemycongratulations,MissBeaufort,andletmebegofyoutofollowmyexample,ifyouwouldkeepyourlovers。"
Hereallthesarcasmpassedfromhervoice,thedefiancefromhereye,andtheoneunspoiledattributewhichstilllingeredinthiswoman’sartfulnatureshoneinherface,assheturnedtowardEdwardandBellaattheirmother’sside。
"Youhavebeenkindtome,"shesaid,withgratefulwarmth。"Ithankyouforit,andwillrepayitifIcan。ToyouIwillacknowledgethatIamnotworthytobethisgoodman’swife,andtoyouIwillsolemnlypromisetodevotemylifetohishappiness。Forhissakeforgiveme,andlettherebepeacebetweenus。"
Therewasnoreply,butEdward’sindignanteyesfellbeforehers。Bellahalfputoutherhand,andMrs。Coventrysobbedasifsomeregretmingledwithherresentment。Jeanseemedtoexpectnofriendlydemonstration,andtounderstandthattheyforboreforSirJohn’ssake,notforhers,andtoaccepttheircontemptasherjustpunishment。
"Comehome,love,andforgetallthis,"saidherhusband,ringingthebell,andeagertobegone。"LadyCoventry’scarriage。"
Andashegavetheorder,asmilebrokeoverherface,forthesoundassuredherthatthegamewaswon。Pausinganinstantonthethresholdbeforeshevanishedfromtheirsight,shelookedbackward,andfixingonGeraldthestrangeglanceherememberedwell,shesaidinherpenetratingvoice,"Isnotthelastscenebetterthanthefirst?"
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