"Haveyounofearsforme?"heaskedsmiling,asifashamedofhismomentarypetulance。
"No,haveyouforyourself?"Andashadeofanxietypassedoverherface。
"IdefytheScotchwitchtoenchantme,exceptwithhermusic,"headded,movingdowntheterraceagain,forJeanwassinginglikeanightingale。
Asthesongended,heputasidethecurtain,andsaid,abruptly,"HasanyoneanycommandsforLondon?Iamgoingtheretomorrow。"
"Apleasanttriptoyou,"saidNedcarelessly,thoughusuallyhisbrother’smovementsinterestedhimextremely。
"Iwantquantitiesofthings,butImustaskMammafirst。"AndBellabegantomakealist。
"MayItroubleyouwithaletter,Mr。Coventry?"
JeanMuirturnedaroundonthemusicstoolandlookedathimwiththecoldkeenglancewhichalwayspuzzledhim。
Hebowed,saying,asiftothemall,"Ishallbeoffbytheearlytrain,soyoumustgivemeyourorderstonight。"
"Thencomeaway,Ned,andleaveJeantowriteherletter。"
AndBellatookherreluctantbrotherfromtheroom。
"Iwillgiveyoutheletterinthemorning,"saidMissMuir,withacuriousquiverinhervoice,andthelookofonewhoforciblysuppressedsomestrongemotion。
"Asyouplease。"AndCoventrywentbacktoLucia,wonderingwhoMissMuirwasgoingtowriteto。Hesaidnothingtohisbrotherofthepurposewhichtookhimtotown,lestawordshouldproducethecatastrophewhichhehopedtoprevent;andNed,whonowlivedinasortofdream,seemedtoforgetGerald’sexistencealtogether。
WithunwontedenergyCoventrywasastirsevennextmorning。Luciagavehimhisbreakfast,andashelefttheroomtoorderthecarriage,MissMuircameglidingdownstairs,verypaleandheavy-eyed(withasleepless,tearfulnight,hethought)and,puttingadelicatelittleletterintohishand,saidhurriedly,"PleaseleavethisatLadySydney’s,andifyouseeher,say’Ihaveremembered。’"
Herpeculiarmannerandpeculiarmessagestruckhim。
HiseyeinvoluntarilyglancedattheaddressoftheletterandreadyoungSydney’sname。Then,consciousofhismistake,hethrustitintohispocketwithahasty"Goodmorning,"andleftMissMuirstandingwithonehandpressedonherheart,theotherhalfextendedasiftorecalltheletter。
AllthewaytoLondon,Coventryfounditimpossibletoforgetthealmosttragicalexpressionofthegirl’sface,andithauntedhimthroughthebustleoftwobusydays。Ned’saffairwasputinthewayofbeingspeedilyaccomplished,Bella’scommissionswereexecuted,hismother’spetdelicaciesprovidedforher,andagiftforLucia,whomthefamilyhadgivenhimforhisfuturemate,ashewastoolazytochooseforhimself。
JeanMuir’sletterhehadnotdelivered,forLadySydneywasinthecountryandhertownhouseclosed。Curioustoseehowshewouldreceivehistidings,hewentquietlyinonhisarrivalathome。
EveryonehaddispersedtodressfordinnerexceptMissMuir,whowasinthegarden,theservantsaid。
"Verywell,Ihaveamessageforher";and,turning,the"youngmaster,"astheycalledhim,wenttoseekher。Inaremotecornerhesawhersittingalone,buriedinthought。Ashissteprousedher,alookofsurprise,followedbyoneofsatisfaction,passedoverherface,and,rising,shebeckonedtohimwithanalmosteagergesture。Muchamazed,hewenttoherandofferedtheletter,sayingkindly,"IregretthatI
couldnotdeliverit。LadySydneyisinthecountry,andIdidnotliketopostitwithoutyourleave。DidIdoright?"
"Quiteright,thankyouverymuch——itisbetterso。"Andwithanairofrelief,shetorethelettertoatoms,andscatteredthemtothewind。
Moreamazedthanever,theyoungmanwasabouttoleaveherwhenshesaid,withamixtureofentreatyandcommand,"Pleasestayamoment。Iwanttospeaktoyou。"
Hepaused,eyeingherwithvisiblesurprise,forasuddencolordyedhercheeks,andherlipstrembled。Onlyforamoment,thenshewasquiteself-possessedagain。Motioninghimtotheseatshehadleft,sheremainedstandingwhileshesaid,inalow,rapidtonefullofpainandofdecision:
"Mr。Coventry,astheheadofthehouseIwanttospeaktoyou,ratherthantoyourmother,ofamostunhappyaffairwhichhasoccurredduringyourabsence。Mymonthofprobationendstoday;yourmotherwishesmetoremain;I,too,wishitsincerely,forIamhappyhere,butIoughtnot。Readthis,andyouwillseewhy。"
Sheputahastilywrittennoteintohishandandwatchedhimintentlywhilehereadit。Shesawhimflushwithanger,bitehislips,andknithisbrows,thenassumehishaughtiestlook,asheliftedhiseyesandsaidinhismostsarcastictone,"Verywellforabeginning。
Theboyhaseloquence。Pitythatitshouldbewasted。MayIaskifyouhaverepliedtothisrhapsody?"
"Ihave。"
"Andwhatfollows?Hebegsyou’toflywithhim,tosharehisfortunes,andbethegoodangelofhislife。’Ofcourseyouconsent?"
Therewasnoanswer,for,standingerectbeforehim,MissMuirregardedhimwithanexpressionofproudpatience,likeonewhoexpectedreproaches,yetwastoogeneroustoresentthem。Hermannerhaditseffect。Droppinghisbittertone,Coventryaskedbriefly,"Whydoyoushowmethis?WhatcanIdo?"
"Ishowitthatyoumayseehowmuchinearnest’theboy’is,andhowopenIdesiretobe。Youcancontrol,advise,andcomfortyourbrother,andhelpmetoseewhatismyduty。"
"Youlovehim?"demandedCoventrybluntly。
"No!"wasthequick,decidedanswer。
"Thenwhymakehimloveyou?"
"Inevertriedtodoit。YoursisterwilltestifythatIhaveendeavoredtoavoidhimasI——"Andhefinishedthesentencewithanunconscioustoneofpique,"Asyouhaveavoidedme。"
Shebowedsilently,andhewenton:
"Iwilldoyouthejusticetosaythatnothingcanbemoreblamelessthanyourconducttowardmyself;butwhyallowNedtohauntyoueveningafterevening?Whatcouldyouexpectofaromanticboywhohadnothingtodobutlosehishearttothefirstattractivewomanhemet?"
AmomentaryglistenshoneinJeanMuir’ssteel-blueeyesasthelastwordslefttheyoungman’slips;butitwasgoneinstantly,andhervoicewasfullofreproach,asshesaid,steadily,impulsively,"Ifthe’romanticboy’hadbeenallowedtoleadthelifeofaman,ashelongedtodo,hewouldhavehadnotimetolosehishearttothefirstsorrowfulgirlwhomhepitied。Mr。Coventry,thefaultisyours。Donotblameyourbrother,butgenerouslyownyourmistakeandretrieveitinthespeediest,kindestmanner。"
ForaninstantGeraldsatdumb。Neversincehisfatherdiedhadanyonereprovedhim;seldominhislifehadhebeenblamed。Itwasanewexperience,andtheverynoveltyaddedtotheeffect。Hesawhisfault,regrettedit,andadmiredthebravesincerityofthegirlintellinghimofit。Buthedidnotknowhowtodealwiththecase,andwasforcedtoconfessnotonlypastnegligencebutpresentincapacity。Hewasashonorableashewasproud,andwithanefforthesaidfrankly,"Youareright,MissMuir。Iamtoblame,yetassoonasIsawthedanger,I
triedtoavertit。MyvisittotownwasonNed’saccount;hewillhavehiscommissionverysoon,andthenhewillbesentoutofharm’sway。CanIdomore?"
"No,itistoolatetosendhimawaywithafreeandhappyheart。Hemustbearhispainashecan,anditmayhelptomakeamanofhim,"shesaidsadly。
"He’llsoonforget,"beganCoventry,whofoundthethoughtofgayNedsufferinganuncomfortableone。
"Yes,thankheaven,thatispossible,formen。"
MissMuirpressedherhandstogether,withadarkexpressiononherhalf-avertedface。Somethinginhertone,hermanner,touchedCoventry;hefanciedthatsomeoldwoundbled,somebittermemoryawokeattheapproachofanewlover。Hewasyoung,heart-whole,andromantic,underallhiscoolnonchalanceofmanner。Thisgirl,whohefanciedlovedhisfriendandwhowasbelovedbyhisbrother,becameanobjectofinteresttohim。Hepitiedher,desiredtohelpher,andregrettedhispastdistrust,asachivalrousmanalwaysregretsinjusticetoawoman。Shewashappyhere,poor,homelesssoul,andsheshouldstay。Bellalovedher,hismothertookcomfortinher,andwhenNedwasgone,noone’speacewouldbeendangeredbyherwinningways,herrichaccomplishments。Thesethoughtssweptthroughhismindduringabriefpause,andwhenhespoke,itwastosaygently:
"MissMuir,Ithankyouforthefranknesswhichmusthavebeenpainfultoyou,andIwilldomybesttobeworthyoftheconfidencewhichyoureposeinme。Youwerebothdiscreetandkindtospeakonlytome。Thisthingwouldhavetroubledmymotherextremely,andhavedonenogood。I
shallseeNed,andtryandrepairmylongneglectaspromptlyaspossible。
Iknowyouwillhelpme,andinreturnletmebegofyoutoremain,forhewillsoonbegone。"
Shelookedathimwitheyesfulloftears,andtherewasnocoolnessinthevoicethatansweredsoftly,"Youaretookind,butIhadbettergo;itisnotwisetostay。"
"Whynot?"
Shecoloredbeautifully,hesitated,thenspokeoutintheclear,steadyvoicewhichwashergreatestcharm,"IfIhadknownthereweresonsinthisfamily,Inevershouldhavecome。LadySydneyspokeonlyofyoursister,andwhenIfoundtwogentlemen,Iwastroubled,because——Iamsounfortunate——orrather,peoplearesokindastolikememorethanIdeserve。IthoughtIcouldstayamonth,atleast,asyourbrotherspokeofgoingaway,andyouwerealreadyaffianced,but——"
"Iamnotaffianced。"
Whyhesaidthat,Coventrycouldnottell,butthewordspassedhislipshastilyandcouldnotberecalled。JeanMuirtooktheannouncementoddlyenough。Sheshruggedhershoulderswithanairofextremeannoyance,andsaidalmostrudely,"Thenyoushouldbe;youwillbesoon。Butthatisnothingtome。MissBeaufortwishesmegone,andI
amtooproudtoremainandbecomethecauseofdisunioninahappyfamily。
No,Iwillgo,andgoatonce。"
Sheturnedawayimpetuously,butEdward’sarmdetainedher,andEdward’svoicedemanded,tenderly,"Wherewillyougo,myJean?"
Thetendertouchandnameseemedtorobherofhercourageandcalmness,for,leaningonherlover,shehidherfaceandsobbedaudibly。
"Nowdon’tmakeascene,forheaven’ssake,"beganCoventryimpatiently,ashisbrothereyedhimfiercely,diviningatoncewhathadpassed,forhisletterwasstillinGerald’shandandJean’slastwordshadreachedherlover’sear。
"Whogaveyoutherighttoreadthat,andtointerfereinmyaffairs?"demandedEdwardhotly。
"MissMuir"wasthereply,asCoventrythrewawaythepaper。
"Andyouaddtotheinsultbyorderingheroutofthehouse,"criedNedwithincreasingwrath。
"Onthecontrary,Ibeghertoremain。"
"Thedeuceyoudo!Andwhy?"
"Becausesheisusefulandhappyhere,andIamunwillingthatyourfollyshouldrobherofahomewhichshelikes。"
"Youareverythoughtfulanddevotedallatonce,butIbegyouwillnottroubleyourself。Jean’shappinessandhomewillbemycarenow。"
"Mydearboy,dobereasonable。Thethingisimpossible。
MissMuirseesitherself;shecametotellme,toaskhowbesttoarrangematterswithouttroublingmymother。I’vebeentotowntoattendtoyouraffairs,andyoumaybeoffnowverysoon。"
"Ihavenodesiretogo。Lastmonthitwasthewishofmyheart。NowI’llacceptnothingfromyou。"AndEdwardturnedmoodilyawayfromhisbrother。
"Whatfolly!Ned,youmustleavehome。Itisallarrangedandcannotbegivenupnow。Achangeiswhatyouneed,anditwillmakeamanofyou。Weshallmissyou,ofcourse,butyouwillbewhereyou’llseesomethingoflife,andthatisbetterforyouthangettingintomischiefhere。"
"Areyougoingaway,Jean?"askedEdward,ignoringhisbrotherentirelyandbendingoverthegirl,whostillhidherfaceandwept。Shedidnotspeak,andGeraldansweredforher。
"No,whyshouldsheifyouaregone?"
"Doyoumeantostay?"askedthelovereagerlyofJean。
"Iwishtoremain,but——"Shepausedandlookedup。Hereyeswentfromonefacetotheother,andsheadded,decidedly,"Yes,Imustgo,itisnotwisetostayevenwhenyouaregone。"
Neitheroftheyoungmencouldhaveexplainedwhythathurriedglanceaffectedthemasitdid,buteachfeltconsciousofawillfuldesiretoopposetheother。EdwardsuddenlyfeltthathisbrotherlovedMissMuir,andwasbentonremovingherfromhisway。GeraldhadavagueideathatMissMuirfearedtoremainonhisaccount,andhelongedtoshowherthathewasquitesafe。Eachfeltangry,andeachshoweditinadifferentway,onebeingviolent,theothersatirical。
"Youareright,Jean,thisisnottheplaceforyou;
andyoumustletmeseeyouinasaferhomebeforeIgo,"saidNed,significantly。
"Itstrikesmethatthiswillbeaparticularlysafehomewhenyourdangerousselfisremoved,"beganCoventry,withanaggravatingsmileofcalmsuperiority。
"AndIthinkthatIleaveamoredangerouspersonthanmyselfbehindme,aspoorLuciacantestify。"
"Becarefulwhatyousay,Ned,orIshallbeforcedtoremindyouthatIammasterhere。LeaveLucia’snameoutofthisdisagreeableaffair,ifyouplease。"
"Youaremasterhere,butnotofme,ormyactions,andyouhavenorighttoexpectobedienceorrespect,foryouinspireneither。
Jean,Iaskedyoutogowithmesecretly;nowIaskyouopenlytosharemyfortune。Inmybrother’spresenceIask,andwillhaveananswer。"
Hecaughtherhandimpetuously,withadefiantlookatCoventrywhostillsmiled,asifatboy’splay,thoughhiseyeswerekindlingandhisfacechangingwiththestill,whitewrathwhichismoreterriblethananysuddenoutburst。MissMuirlookedfrightened;sheshrankawayfromherpassionateyounglover,castanappealingglanceatGerald,andseemedasifshelongedtoclaimhisprotectionyetdarednot。
"Speak!"criedEdward,desperately。"Don’tlooktohim,tellmetruly,withyourownlips,doyou,canyouloveme,Jean?"
"Ihavetoldyouonce。Whypainmebyforcinganotherhardreply,"shesaidpitifully,stillshrinkingfromhisgraspandseemingtoappealtohisbrother。
"Youwroteafewlines,butI’llnotbesatisfiedwiththat。Youshallanswer;I’veseenloveinyoureyes,hearditinyourvoice,andIknowitishiddeninyourheart。Youfeartoownit;donothesitate,noonecanpartus——speak,Jean,andsatisfyme。"
Drawingherhanddecidedlyaway,shewentastepnearerCoventry,andanswered,slowly,distinctly,thoughherlipstrembled,andsheevidentlydreadedtheeffectofherwords,"Iwillspeak,andspeaktruly。Youhaveseenloveinmyface;itisinmyheart,andIdonothesitatetoownit,cruelasitistoforcethetruthfromme,butthisloveisnotforyou。Areyousatisfied?"
Helookedatherwithadespairingglanceandstretchedhishandtowardherbeseechingly。Sheseemedtofearablow,forsuddenlysheclungtoGeraldwithafaintcry。Theact,thelookoffear,theprotectinggestureCoventryinvoluntarilymadeweretoomuchforEdward,alreadyexcitedbyconflictingpassions。Inaparoxysmofblindwrath,hecaughtupalargepruningknifelefttherebythegardener,andwouldhavedealthisbrotherafatalblowhadhenotwardeditoffwithhisarm。Thestrokefell,andanothermighthavefollowedhadnotMissMuirwithunexpectedcourageandstrengthwrestedtheknifefromEdwardandflungitintothelittlepondnearby。Coventrydroppeddownupontheseat,forthebloodpouredfromadeepwoundinhisarm,showingbyitsrapidflowthatanarteryhadbeensevered。Edwardstoodaghast,forwiththeblowhisfurypassed,leavinghimoverwhelmedwithremorseandshame。
Geraldlookedupathim,smiledfaintly,andsaid,withnosignofreproachoranger,"Nevermind,Ned。Forgiveandforget。
Lendmeahandtothehouse,anddon’tdisturbanyone。It’snotmuch,I
daresay。"Buthislipswhitenedashespoke,andhisstrengthfailedhim。
Edwardsprangtosupporthim,andMissMuir,forgettingherterrors,provedherselfagirlofuncommonskillandcourage。
"Quick!Layhimdown。Givemeyourhandkerchief,andbringsomewater,"shesaid,inatoneofquietcommand。PoorNedobeyedandwatchedherwithbreathlesssuspensewhileshetiedthehandkerchieftightlyaroundthearm,thrustthehandleofhisridingwhipunderneath,andpresseditfirmlyabovetheseveredarterytostopthedangerousflowofblood。
"DoctorScottiswithyourmother,Ithink。Goandbringhimhere"wasthenextorder;andEdwarddartedaway,thankfultodoanythingtoeasetheterrorwhichpossessedhim。Hewasgonesomeminutes,andwhiletheywaitedCoventrywatchedthegirlasshekneltbesidehim,bathinghisfacewithonehandwhilewiththeothersheheldthebandagefirmlyinitsplace。Shewaspale,butquitesteadyandself-possessed,andhereyesshonewithastrangebrilliancyasshelookeddownathim。
Once,meetinghislookofgratefulwonder,shesmiledareassuringsmilethatmadeherlovely,andsaid,inasoft,sweettoneneverusedtohimbefore,"Bequiet。Thereisnodanger。Iwillstaybyyoutillhelpcomes。"
Helpdidcomespeedily,andthedoctor’sfirstwordswere"Whoimprovisedthattourniquet?"
"Shedid,"murmuredCoventry。
"Thenyoumaythankherforsavingyourlife。ByJove!Itwascapitallydone’;andtheolddoctorlookedatthegirlwithasmuchadmirationascuriosityinhisface。
"Nevermindthat。Seetothewound,please,whileIrunforbandages,andsalts,andwine。"
MissMuirwasgoneasshespoke,sofleetlythatitwasinvaintocallherbackorcatchher。Duringherbriefabsence,thestorywastoldbyrepentantNedandthewoundexamined。
"FortunatelyIhavemycaseofinstrumentswithme,"
saidthedoctor,spreadingonthebenchalongarrayoftiny,glitteringimplementsoftorture。"Now,Mr。Ned,comehere,andholdthearminthatway,whileItietheartery。Hey!Thatwillneverdo。Don’ttrembleso,man,lookawayandholditsteadily。"
"Ican’t!"AndpoorNedturnedfaintandwhite,notatthesightbutwiththebitterthoughtthathehadlongedtokillhisbrother。
"Iwillholdit,"andaslenderwhitehandliftedthebareandbloodyarmsofirmly,steadily,thatCoventrysighedasighofrelief,andDoctorScottfelltoworkwithanemphaticnodofapproval。
Itwassoonover,andwhileEdwardranintobidtheservantsbewareofalarmingtheirmistress,DoctorScottputuphisinstrumentsandMissMuirusedsalts,water,andwinesoskillfullythatGeraldwasabletowalktohisroom,leaningontheoldman,whilethegirlsupportedthewoundedarm,asnoslingcouldbemadeonthespot。
Asheenteredthechamber,Coventryturned,putouthislefthandandwithmuchfeelinginhisfineeyessaidsimply,"MissMuir,Ithankyou。"
Thecolorcameupbeautifullyinherpalecheeksasshepressedthehandandwithoutawordvanishedfromtheroom。Luciaandthehousekeepercamebustlingin,andtherewasnolackofattendanceontheinvalid。Hesoonweariedofit,andsentthemallawaybutNed,whoremorsefullyhauntedthechamber,lookinglikeacomelyyoungCainandfeelinglikeanoutcast。
"Comehere,lad,andtellmeallaboutit。Iwaswrongtobedomineering。Forgiveme,andbelievethatIcareforyourhappinessmoresincerelythanformyown。"
ThesefrankandfriendlywordshealedthebreachbetweenthetwobrothersandcompletelyconqueredNed。Gladlydidherelatehislovepassages,fornoyoungloverevertiresofthatamusementifhehasasympathizingauditor,andGeraldwassympatheticnow。Foranhourdidhelielisteningpatientlytothehistoryofthegrowthofhisbrother’spassion。Emotiongavethenarratoreloquence,andJeanMuir’scharacterwaspaintedinglowingcolors。Allherunsuspectedkindnesstothoseaboutherwasdweltupon;allherfaithfulcare,hersisterlyinterestinBella,hergentleattentionstotheirmother,hersweetforbearancewithLucia,whoplainlyshowedherdislike,andmostofall,herfriendlycounsel,sympathy,andregardforNedhimself。
"Shewouldmakeamanofme。Sheputsstrengthandcourageintomeasnooneelsecan。SheisunlikeanygirlIeversaw;
there’snosentimentalityabouther;sheiswise,andkind,andsweet。
Shesayswhatshemeans,looksyoustraightintheeye,andisastrueassteel。I’vetriedher,Iknowher,and——ah,Gerald,Iloveherso!"
Herethepoorladleanedhisfaceintohishandsandsighedasighthatmadehisbrother’sheartache。
"Uponmysoul,Ned,Ifeelforyou;andiftherewasnoobstacleonherpart,I’ddomybestforyou。ShelovesSydney,andsothereisnothingforitbuttobearyourfatelikeaman。"
"AreyousureaboutSydney?Mayitnotbesomeoneelse?"andNedeyedhisbrotherwithasuspiciouslook。
Coventrytoldhimallheknewandsurmisedconcerninghisfriend,notforgettingtheletter。Edwardmusedamoment,thenseemedrelieved,andsaidfrankly,"I’mgladit’sSydneyandnotyou。Icanbearitbetter。"
"Me!"ejaculatedGerald,withalaugh。
"Yes,you;I’vebeentormentedlatelywithafearthatyoucaredforher,orrather,sheforyou。"
"Youjealousyoungfool!Weneverseeorspeaktooneanother;scarcely,sohowcouldwegetupatenderinterest?"
"Whatdoyouloungeaboutonthatterraceforeveryevening?Andwhydoesshegetflutteredwhenyourshadowbeginstocomeandgo?"demandedEdward。
"Ilikethemusicanddon’tcareforthesocietyofthesinger,that’swhyIwalkthere。Theflutteringisallyourimagination;
MissMuirisn’tawomantobeflutteredbyaman’sshadow。"AndCoventryglancedathisuselessarm。
"Thankyouforthat,andfornotsaying’littleMuir,’
asyougenerallydo。Perhapsitwasmyimagination。Butshenevermakesfunofyounow,andsoIfanciedshemighthavelostherhearttothe’youngmaster。’Womenoftendo,youknow。"
"Sheusedtoridiculeme,didshe?"askedCoventry,takingnonoticeofthelatterpartofhisbrother’sspeech,whichwasquitetruenevertheless。
"Notexactly,shewastoowell-bredforthat。ButsometimeswhenBellaandIjokedaboutyou,she’dsaysomethingsooddorwittythatitwasirresistible。You’reusedtobeinglaughedat,soyoudon’tmind,Iknow,justamongourselves。"
"NotI。Laughawayasmuchasyoulike,"saidGerald。
Buthedidmind,andwantedexceedinglytoknowwhatMissMuirhadsaid,yetwastooproudtoask。Heturnedrestlesslyandutteredasighofpain。
"I’mtalkingtoomuch;it’sbadforyou。DoctorScottsaidyoumustbequiet。Nowgotosleep,ifyoucan。"
Edwardleftthebedsidebutnottheroom,forhewouldletnoonetakehisplace。Coventrytriedtosleep,founditimpossible,andafterarestlesshourcalledhisbrotherback。
"Ifthebandagewasloosenedabit,itwouldeasemyarmandthenIcouldsleep。Canyoudoit,Ned?"
"Idarenottouchit。Thedoctorgaveorderstoleaveittillhecameinthemorning,andIshallonlydoharmifItry。"
"ButItellyouit’stootight。Myarmisswellingandthepainisintense。Itcan’tberighttoleaveitso。DoctorScottdresseditinahurryanddidittootight。Commonsensewilltellyouthat,"saidCoventryimpatiently。
"I’llcallMrs。Morris;shewillunderstandwhat’sbesttobedone。"AndEdwardmovedtowardthedoor,lookinganxious。
"Notshe,she’llonlymakeastirandtormentmewithherchatter。I’llbearitaslongasIcan,andperhapsDoctorScottwillcometonight。Hesaidhewouldifpossible。Gotoyourdinner,Ned。
IcanringforNealifIneedanything。IshallsleepifI’malone,perhaps。"
Edwardreluctantlyobeyed,andhisbrotherwaslefttohimself。Littlerestdidhefind,however,forthepainofthewoundedarmgrewunbearable,and,takingasuddenresolution,herangforhisservant。
"Neal,gotoMissCoventry’sstudy,andifMissMuiristhere,askhertobekindenoughtocometome。I’mingreatpain,andsheunderstandswoundsbetterthananyoneelseinthehouse。"
Withmuchsurpriseinhisface,themandepartedandafewmomentsafterthedoornoiselesslyopenedandMissMuircamein。Ithadbeenaverywarmday,andforthefirsttimeshehadleftoffherplainblackdress。Allinwhite,withnoornamentbutherfairhair,andafragrantposyofvioletsinherbelt,shelookedadifferentwomanfromthemeek,nunlikecreatureoneusuallysawaboutthehouse。Herfacewasasalteredasherdress,fornowasoftcolorglowedinhercheeks,hereyessmiledshyly,andherlipsnolongerworethefirmlookofonewhoforciblyrepressedeveryemotion。Afresh,gentle,andcharmingwomansheseemed,andCoventryfoundthedullroomsuddenlybrightenedbyherpresence。Goingstraighttohim,shesaidsimply,andwithahappy,helpfullookverycomfortingtosee,"I’mgladyousentforme。WhatcanIdoforyou?"
Hetoldher,andbeforethecomplaintwasended,shebeganlooseningthebandageswiththedecisionofonewhounderstoodwhatwastobedoneandhadfaithinherself。
"Ah,that’srelief,that’scomfort!"ejaculatedCoventry,asthelasttightfoldfellaway。"NedwasafraidIshouldbleedtodeathifhetouchedme。Whatwillthedoctorsaytous?"
"Ineitherknownorcare。Ishallsaytohimthatheisabadsurgeontobinditsoclosely,andnotleaveorderstohaveituntiedifnecessary。NowIshallmakeiteasyandputyoutosleep,forthatiswhatyouneed。ShallI?MayI?"
"Iwishyouwould,ifyoucan。"
Andwhileshedeftlyrearrangedthebandages,theyoungmanwatchedhercuriously。Presentlyheasked,"Howcameyoutoknowsomuchaboutthesethings?"
"InthehospitalwhereIwasill,Isawmuchthatinterestedme,andwhenIgotbetter,Iusedtosingtothepatientssometimes。"
"Doyoumeantosingtome?"heasked,inthesubmissivetonemenunconsciouslyadoptwhenillandinawoman’scare。
"Ifyoulikeitbetterthanreadingaloudinadreamytone,"sheanswered,asshetiedthelastknot。
"Ido,muchbetter,"hesaiddecidedly。
"Youarefeverish。Ishallwetyourforehead,andthenyouwillbequitecomfortable。"Shemovedabouttheroominthequietwaywhichmadeitapleasuretowatchher,and,havingmingledalittlecolognewithwater,bathedhisfaceasunconcernedlyasifhehadbeenachild。HerproceedingsnotonlycomfortedbutamusedCoventry,whomentallycontrastedherwiththestout,beer-drinkingmatronwhohadruledoverhiminhislastillness。
"Aclever,kindlylittlewoman,"hethought,andfeltquiteathisease,shewassoperfectlyeasyherself。
"There,nowyoulookmorelikeyourself,"shesaidwithanapprovingnodasshefinished,andsmoothedthedarklocksoffhisforeheadwithacool,softhand。Thenseatingherselfinalargechairnearby,shebegantosing,whiletidilyrollingupthefreshbandageswhichhadbeenleftforthemorning。Coventrylaywatchingherbythedimlightthatburnedintheroom,andshesangonaseasilyasabird,adreamy,low-tonedlullaby,whichsoothedthelistenerlikeaspell。Presently,lookinguptoseetheeffectofhersong,shefoundtheyoungmanwideawake,andregardingherwithacuriousmixtureofpleasure,interest,andadmiration。
"Shutyoureyes,Mr。Coventry,"shesaid,withareprovingshakeofthehead,andanoddlittlesmile。
Helaughedandobeyed,butcouldnotresistanoccasionalcovertglancefromunderhislashesattheslenderwhitefigureinthegreatvelvetchair。Shesawhimandfrowned。
"Youareverydisobedient;whywon’tyousleep?"
"Ican’t,Iwanttolisten。I’mfondofnightingales。"
"ThenIshallsingnomore,buttrysomethingthathasneverfailedyet。Givemeyourhand,please。"
Muchamazed,hegaveit,and,takingitinbothhersmallones,shesatdownbehindthecurtainandremainedasmuteandmotionlessasastatue。Coventrysmiledtohimselfatfirst,andwonderedwhichwouldtirefirst。Butsoonasubtlewarmthseemedtostealfromthesoftpalmsthatenclosedhisown,hisheartbeatquicker,hisbreathgrewunequal,andathousandfanciesdancedthroughhisbrain。Hesighed,andsaiddreamily,asheturnedhisfacetowardher,"Ilikethis。"Andintheactofspeaking,seemedtosinkintoasoftcloudwhichencompassedhimaboutwithanatmosphereofperfectrepose。Morethanthishecouldnotremember,forsleep,deepanddreamless,felluponhim,andwhenhewoke,daylightwasshininginbetweenthecurtains,hishandlayaloneonthecoverlet,andhisfair-hairedenchantresswasgone。
BehindaMask:or,AWoman’sPower。Chapter4ADISCOVERYForseveraldaysCoventrywasconfinedtohisroom,muchagainsthiswill,thougheveryonedidtheirbesttolightenhisirksomecaptivity。Hismotherpettedhim,Bellasang,Luciaread,Edwardwasdevoted,andallthehousehold,withoneexception,wereeagertoservetheyoungmaster。JeanMuirnevercamenearhim,andJeanMuiraloneseemedtopossessthepowerofamusinghim。Hesoontiredoftheothers,wantedsomethingnew;recalledthepiquantcharacterofthegirlandtookafancyintohisheadthatshewouldlightenhisennui。Aftersomehesitation,hecarelesslyspokeofhertoBella,butnothingcameofit,forBellaonlysaidJeanwaswell,andverybusydoingsomethinglovelytosurpriseMammawith。
Edwardcomplainedthatheneversawher,andLuciaignoredherexistencealtogether。Theonlyintelligencetheinvalidreceivedwasfromthegossipoftwohousemaidsovertheirworkinthenextroom。>Fromthemhelearnedthatthegovernesshadbeen"scolded"byMissBeaufortforgoingtoMr。
Coventry’sroom;thatshehadtakenitverysweetlyandkeptherselfcarefullyoutofthewayofbothyounggentlemen,thoughitwasplaintoseethatMr。Nedwasdyingforher。
Mr。Geraldamusedhimselfbythinkingoverthisgossip,andquiteannoyedhissisterbyhisabsenceofmind。
"Gerald,doyouknowNed’scommissionhascome?"
"Veryinteresting。Readon,Bella。"
"Youstupidboy!Youdon’tknowawordIsay,"andsheputdownthebooktorepeathernews。
"I’mgladofit;nowwemustgethimoffassoonaspossible——thatis,Isupposehewillwanttobeoffassoonaspossible。"
AndCoventrywokeupfromhisreverie。
"Youneedn’tcheckyourself,Iknowallaboutit。
IthinkNedwasveryfoolish,andthatMissMuirhasbehavedbeautifully。
It’squiteimpossible,ofcourse,butIwishitwasn’t,Idosoliketowatchlovers。YouandLuciaaresocoldyouarenotabitinteresting。"
"You’lldomeafavorifyou’llstopallthatnonsenseaboutLuciaandme。Wearenotlovers,andnevershallbe,Ifancy。Atallevents,I’mtiredofthething,andwishyouandMammawouldletitdrop,forthepresentatleast。"
"OhGerald,youknowMammahassetherheartuponit,thatPapadesiredit,andpoorLucialovesyousomuch。Howcanyouspeakofdroppingwhatwillmakeusallsohappy?"
"Itwon’tmakemehappy,andItakethelibertyofthinkingthatthisisofsomeimportance。I’mnotboundinanyway,anddon’tintendtobetillIamready。Nowwe’lltalkaboutNed。"
Muchgrievedandsurprised,Bellaobeyed,anddevotedherselftoEdward,whoverywiselysubmittedtohisfateandpreparedtoleavehomeforsomemonths。Foraweekthehousewasinastateofexcitementabouthisdeparture,andeveryonebutJeanwasbusiedforhim。Shewasscarcelyseen;everymorningshegaveBellaherlessons,everyafternoondroveoutwithMrs。Coventry,andnearlyeveryeveningwentuptotheHalltoreadtoSirJohn,whofoundhiswishgrantedwithoutexactlyknowinghowithadbeendone。
ThedayEdwardleft,hecamedownfrombiddinghismothergood-bye,lookingverypale,forhehadlingeredinhissister’slittleroomwithMissMuiraslongashedared。
"Good-bye,dear。BekindtoJean,"hewhisperedashekissedhissister。
"Iwill,Iwill,"returnedBella,withtearfuleyes。
"TakecareofMamma,andrememberLucia,"hesaidagain,ashetouchedhiscousin’sbeautifulcheek。
"Fearnothing。Iwillkeepthemapart,"shewhisperedback,andCoventryheardit。
Edwardofferedhishandtohisbrother,saying,significantly,ashelookedhimintheeye,"Itrustyou,Gerald。"
"Youmay,Ned。"
Thenhewent,andCoventrytiredhimselfwithwonderingwhatLuciameant。Afewdayslaterheunderstood。
NowNedisgone,littleMuirwillappear,Ifancy,hesaidtohimself;but"littleMuir"didnotappear,andseemedtoshunhimmorecarefullythanshehaddoneherlover。Ifhewenttothedrawingroomintheeveninghopingformusic,Luciaalonewasthere。IfhetappedatBella’sdoor,therewasalwaysapausebeforesheopenedit,andnosignofJeanappearedthoughhervoicehadbeenaudiblewhenheknocked。
Ifhewenttothelibrary,ahastyrustleandthesoundofflyingfeetbetrayedthattheroomwasdesertedathisapproach。InthegardenMissMuirneverfailedtoavoidhim,andifbychancetheymetinhallorbreakfastroom,shepassedhimwithdowncasteyesandthebriefest,coldestgreeting。
Allthisannoyedhimintensely,andthemoresheeludedhim,themorehedesiredtoseeher——fromaspiritofopposition,hesaid,nothingmore。
Itfrettedandyetitentertainedhim,andhefoundalaysortofpleasureinthwartingthegirl’slittlemaneuvers。Hispatiencegaveoutatlast,andheresolvedtoknowwhatwasthemeaningofthispeculiarconduct。
Havinglockedandtakenawaythekeyofonedoorinthelibrary,hewaitedtillMissMuirwentintogetabookforhisuncle。HehadheardherspeaktoBellaofit,knewthatshebelievedhimwithhismother,andsmiledtohimselfashestoleafterher。Shewasstandinginachair,reachingup,andhehadtimetoseeaslenderwaist,aprettyfoot,beforehespoke。
"CanIhelpyou,MissMuir?"
Shestarted,droppedseveralbooks,andturnedscarlet,asshesaidhurriedly,"Thankyou,no;Icangetthesteps。"
"Mylongarmwillbelesstrouble。I’vegotbutone,andthatistiredofbeingidle,soitisverymuchatyourservice。Whatwillyouhave?"
"I——I——youstartledmesoI’veforgotten。"AndJeanlaughed,nervously,asshelookedaboutherasifplanningtoescape。
"Ibegyourpardon,waittillyouremember,andletmethankyoufortheenchantedsleepyougavemetendaysago。I’vehadnochanceyet,you’veshunnedmesopertinaciously。"
"IndeedItrynottoberude,but——"Shecheckedherself,andturnedherfaceaway,adding,withanaccentofpaininhervoice,"Itisnotmyfault,Mr。Coventry。Ionlyobeyorders。"
"Whoseorders?"hedemanded,stillstandingsothatshecouldnotescape。
"Don’task;itisonewhohasarighttocommandwhereyouareconcerned。Besurethatitiskindlymeant,thoughitmayseemfollytous。Nay,don’tbeangry,laughatit,asIdo,andletmerunaway,please。"
Sheturned,andlookeddownathimwithtearsinhereyes,asmileonherlips,andanexpressionhalfsad,halfarch,whichwasaltogethercharming。Thefrownpassedfromhisface,buthestilllookedgraveandsaiddecidedly,"Noonehasarighttocommandinthishousebutmymotherormyself。WasitshewhobadeyouavoidmeasifIwasamadmanorapest?"
"Ah,don’task。Ipromisednottotell,andyouwouldnothavemebreakmyword,Iknow。"Andstillsmiling,sheregardedhimwithalookofmerrymalicewhichmadeanyotherreplyunnecessary。ItwasLucia,hethought,anddislikedhiscousinintenselyjustthen。MissMuirmovedasiftostepdown;hedetainedher,sayingearnestly,yetwithasmile,"Doyouconsidermethemasterhere?"
"Yes,"andtothewordshegaveasweet,submissiveintonationwhichmadeitexpressiveoftherespect,regard,andconfidencewhichmenfindpleasantestwhenwomenfeelandshowit。Unconsciouslyhisfacesoftened,andhelookedupatherwithadifferentglancefromanyhehadevergivenherbefore。
"Well,then,willyouconsenttoobeymeifIamnottyrannicalorunreasonableinmydemands?"
"I’lltry。"
"Good!Nowfrankly,Iwanttosaythatallthissortofthingisverydisagreeabletome。Itannoysmetobearestraintuponanyone’slibertyorcomfort,andIbegyouwillgoandcomeasfreelyasyoulike,andnotmindLucia’sabsurdities。Shemeanswell,buthasn’taparticleofpenetrationortact。Willyoupromisethis?"
"No。"
"Whynot?"
"Itisbetterasitis,perhaps,"
"Butyoucalleditfollyjustnow。"
"Yes,itseemsso,andyet——"Shepaused,lookingbothconfusedanddistressed。
Coventrylostpatience,andsaidhastily,"YouwomenaresuchenigmasIneverexpecttounderstandyou!Well,I’vedonemybesttomakeyoucomfortable,butifyouprefertoleadthissortoflife,I
begyouwilldoso。"
"Idon’tpreferit;itishatefultome。Iliketobemyself,tohavemyliberty,andtheconfidenceofthoseaboutme。ButIcannotthinkitkindtodisturbthepeaceofanyone,andsoItrytoobey。I’vepromisedBellatoremain,butIwillgoratherthanhaveanotherscenewithMissBeaufortorwithyou。"
MissMuirhadburstoutimpetuously,andstoodtherewithasuddenfireinhereyes,suddenwarmthandspiritinherfaceandvoicethatamazedCoventry。Shewasangry,hurt,andhaughty,andthechangeonlymadehermoreattractive,fornotatraceofherformermeekselfremained。Coventrywaselectrified,andstillmoresurprisedwhensheadded,imperiously,withagestureasiftoputhimaside,"Handmethatbookandmoveaway。Iwishtogo。"
Heobeyed,evenofferedhishand,butsherefusedit,steppedlightlydown,andwenttothedoor。Theresheturned,andwiththesameindignantvoice,thesamekindlingeyesandglowingcheeks,shesaidrapidly,"IknowIhavenorighttospeakinthisway。IrestrainmyselfaslongasIcan,butwhenIcanbearnomore,mytrueselfbreaksloose,andIdefyeverything。Iamtiredofbeingacold,calmmachine;
itisimpossiblewithanardentnaturelikemine,andIshalltrynolonger。
Icannothelpitifpeopleloveme。Idon’twanttheirlove。Ionlyasktobeleftinpeace,andwhyIamtormentedsoIcannotsee。I’veneitherbeauty,money,norrank,yeteveryfoolishboymistakesmyfrankinterestforsomethingwarmer,andmakesmemiserable。Itismymisfortune。Thinkofmewhatyouwill,butbewareofmeintime,foragainstmywillImaydoyouharm。"
Almostfiercelyshehadspoken,andwithawarninggestureshehurriedfromtheroom,leavingtheyoungmanfeelingasifasuddenthunder-gusthadsweptthroughthehouse。Forseveralminuteshesatinthechairsheleft,thinkingdeeply。Suddenlyherose,wenttohissister,andsaid,inhisusualtoneofindolentgoodnature,"Bella,didn’tIhearNedaskyoutobekindtoMissMuir?"
"Yes,andItrytobe,butsheissooddlately。"
"Odd!Howdoyoumean?"
"Why,sheiseitherascalmandcoldasastatue,orrestlessandqueer;shecriesatnight,Iknow,andsighssadlywhenshethinksIdon’thear。Somethingisthematter。"
"ShefretsforNedperhaps,"beganCoventry。
"Ohdear,no;it’sagreatrelieftoherthatheisgone。I’mafraidthatshelikessomeoneverymuch,andsomeonedon’tlikeher。CanitbeMr。Sydney?"
"Shecalledhima’titledfool’once,butperhapsthatdidn’tmeananything。Didyoueveraskherabouthim?"saidCoventry,feelingratherashamedofhiscuriosity,yetunabletoresistthetemptationofquestioningunsuspectingBella。
"Yes,butsheonlylookedatmeinhertragicalway,andsaid,sopitifully,’Mylittlefriend,IhopeyouwillneverhavetopassthroughthescenesI’vepassedthrough,butkeepyourpeaceunbrokenallyourlife。’AfterthatIdaredsaynomore。I’mveryfondofher,I
wanttomakeherhappy,butIdon’tknowhow。Canyouproposeanything?"
"Iwasgoingtoproposethatyoumakehercomeamongusmore,nowNedisgone。Itmustbedullforher,mopingaboutalone。
I’msureitisforme。Sheisanentertaininglittleperson,andIenjoyhermusicverymuch。It’sgoodforMammatohavegayevenings;soyoubestiryourself,andseewhatyoucandoforthegeneralgoodofthefamily。"
"That’sallverycharming,andI’veproposeditmorethanonce,butLuciaspoilsallmyplans。Sheisafraidyou’llfollowNed’sexample,andthatissosilly。"
"Luciaisa——no,Iwon’tsayfool,becauseshehassenseenoughwhenshechooses;butIwishyou’djustsettlethingswithMamma,andthenLuciacandonothingbutsubmit,"saidGeraldangrily。
"I’lltry,butshegoesuptoreadtoUncle,youknow,andsincehehashadthegout,shestayslater,soIseelittleofherintheevening。Thereshegoesnow。Ithinkshewillcaptivatetheoldoneaswellastheyoungone,sheissodevoted。"
Coventrylookedafterherslenderblackfigure,justvanishingthroughthegreatgate,andanuncomfortablefancytookpossessionofhim,bornofBella’scarelesswords。Hesaunteredaway,andaftereludinghiscousin,whoseemedlookingforhim,heturnedtowardtheHall,sayingtohimself,Iwillseewhatisgoingonuphere。Suchthingshavehappened。
Uncleisthesimplestsoulalive,andifthegirlisambitious,shecandowhatshewillwithhim。
Hereaservantcamerunningafterhimandgavehimaletter,whichhethrustintohispocketwithoutexaminingit。WhenhereachedtheHall,hewentquietlytohisuncle’sstudy。Thedoorwasajar,andlookingin,hesawasceneoftranquilcomfort,verypleasanttowatch。
SirJohnleanedinhiseasychairwithonefootonacushion。Hewasdressedwithhisusualcareand,inspiteofthegout,lookedlikeahandsome,well-preservedoldgentleman。Hewassmilingashelistened,andhiseyesrestedcomplacentlyonJeanMuir,whosatnearhimreadinginhermusicalvoice,whilethesunshineglitteredonherhairandthesoftroseofhercheek。Shereadwell,yetCoventrythoughtherheartwasnotinhertask,foroncewhenshepaused,whileSirJohnspoke,hereyeshadanabsentexpression,andsheleanedherheaduponherhand,withanairofpatientweariness。
Poorgirl!Ididhergreatinjustice;shehasnothoughtofcaptivatingtheoldman,butamuseshimfromsimplekindness。
Sheistired。I’llputanendtohertask;andCoventryenteredwithoutknocking。
SirJohnreceivedhimwithanairofpoliteresignation,MissMuirwithaperfectlyexpressionlessface。
"Mother’slove,andhowareyoutoday,sir?"
"Comfortable,butdull,soIwantyoutobringthegirlsoverthisevening,toamusetheoldgentleman。Mrs。KinghasgotouttheantiquecostumesandtrumperyasIpromisedBellasheshouldhavethem,andtonightwearetohaveamerrymaking,asweusedtodowhenNedwashere。"
"Verywell,sir,I’llbringthem。We’veallbeenoutofsortssincetheladleft,andalittlejollitywilldousgood。
Areyougoingback,MissMuir?"askedCoventry。
"No,Ishallkeephertogivememyteaandgetthingsready。Don’treadanymore,mydear,butgoandamuseyourselfwiththepictures,orwhateveryoulike,"saidSirJohn;andlikeadutifuldaughtersheobeyed,asifgladtogetaway。
"That’saverycharminggirl,Gerald,"beganSirJohnasshelefttheroom。"I’mmuchinterestedinher,bothonherownaccountandonhermother’s。"
"Hermother’s!Whatdoyouknowofhermother?"askedCoventry,muchsurprised。
"HermotherwasLadyGraceHoward,whoranawaywithapoorScotchministertwentyyearsago。Thefamilycastheroff,andshelivedanddiedsoobscurelythatverylittleisknownofherexceptthatsheleftanorphangirlatsomesmallFrenchpension。Thisisthegirl,andafinegirl,too。I’msurprisedthatyoudidnotknowthis。"
"SoamI,butitislikehernottotell。Sheisastrange,proudcreature。LadyHoward’sdaughter!Uponmyword,thatisadiscovery,"andCoventryfelthisinterestinhissister’sgovernessmuchincreasedbythisfact;for,likeallwellbornEnglishmen,hevaluedrankandgentlebloodevenmorethanhecaredtoown。
"Shehashadahardlifeofit,thispoorlittlegirl,butshehasabravespirit,andwillmakeherwayanywhere,"saidSirJohnadmiringly。
"DidNedknowthis?"askedGeraldsuddenly。
"No,sheonlytoldmeyesterday。IwaslookinginthePeerageandchancedtospeakoftheHowards。SheforgotherselfandcalledLadyGracehermother。ThenIgotthewholestory,forthelonelylittlethingwasgladtomakeaconfidantofsomeone。"
"ThataccountsforherrejectionofSydneyandNed:
sheknowssheistheirequalandwillnotsnatchattherankwhichishersbyright。No,she’snotmercenaryorambitious。"
"Whatdoyousay?"askedSirJohn,forCoventryhadspokenmoretohimselfthantohisuncle。
"IwonderifLadySydneywasawareofthis?"wasallGerald’sanswer。
"No,Jeansaidshedidnotwishtobepitied,andsotoldnothingtothemother。Ithinkthesonknew,butthatwasadelicatepoint,andIaskednoquestions。"
"IshallwritetohimassoonasIdiscoverhisaddress。
WehavebeensointimateIcanventuretomakeafewinquiriesaboutMissMuir,andprovethetruthofherstory。"
"Doyoumeantosaythatyoudoubtit?"demandedSirJohnangrily。
"Ibegyourpardon,Uncle,butImustconfessIhaveaninstinctivedistrustofthatyoungperson。Itisunjust,Idaresay,yetIcannotbanishit。"
"Don’tannoymebyexpressingit,ifyouplease。
Ihavesomepenetrationandexperience,andIrespectandpityMissMuirheartily。Thisdislikeofyoursmaybethecauseofherlatemelancholy,hey,Gerald?"AndSirJohnlookedsuspiciouslyathisnephew。
Anxioustoaverttherisingstorm,Coventrysaidhastilyasheturnedaway,"I’veneithertimenorinclinationtodiscussthematternow,sir,butwillbecarefulnottooffendagain。I’lltakeyourmessagetoBella,sogood-byeforanhour,Uncle。"
AndCoventrywenthiswaythroughthepark,thinkingwithinhimself,Thedearoldgentlemanisgettingfascinated,likepoorNed。Howthedeucedoesthegirldoit?LadyHoward’sdaughter,yetnevertoldus;Idon’tunderstandthat。
BehindaMask:or,AWoman’sPower。Chapter5HOWTHEGIRLDIDITAthomehefoundapartyofyoungfriends,whohailedwithdelighttheprospectofarevelattheHall。Anhourlater,theblithecompanytroopedintothegreatsaloon,wherepreparationshadalreadybeenmadeforadramaticevening。
GoodSirJohnwasinhiselement,forhewasneversohappyaswhenhishousewasfullofyoungpeople。Severalpersonswerechosen,andinafewmomentsthecurtainswerewithdrawnfromthefirstoftheseimpromptutableaux。Aswarthy,darklybeardedmanlayasleeponatigerskin,intheshadowofatent。Orientalarmsanddraperysurroundedhim;anantiquesilverlampburneddimlyonatablewherefruitlayheapedincostlydishes,andwineshoneredlyinhalf-emptiedgoblets。Bendingoverthesleeperwasawomanrobedwithbarbaricsplendor。Onehandturnedbacktheembroideredsleevefromthearmwhichheldascimitar;oneslenderfootinascarletsandalwasvisibleunderthewhitetunic;herpurplemantlesweptdownfromsnowyshoulders;filletsofgoldboundherhair,andjewelsshoneonneckandarms。Shewaslookingoverhershouldertowardtheentranceofthetent,withasteadyyetstealthylook,soeffectivethatforamomentthespectatorsheldtheirbreath,asiftheyalsoheardapassingfootstep。
"Whoisit?"whisperedLucia,forthefacewasnewtoher。
"JeanMuir,"answeredCoventry,withanabsorbedlook。
"Impossible!Sheissmallandfair,"beganLucia,butahasty"Hush,letmelook!"fromhercousinsilencedher。
Impossibleasitseemed,hewasrightnevertheless;
forJeanMuiritwas。Shehaddarkenedherskin,paintedhereyebrows,disposedsomewildblacklocksoverherfairhair,andthrownsuchanintensityofexpressionintohereyesthattheydarkenedanddilatedtilltheywereasfierceasanysoutherneyesthateverflashed。Hatred,thedeepestandbitterest,waswrittenonhersternlybeautifulface,courageglowedinherglance,powerspokeinthenervousgripoftheslenderhandthatheldtheweapon,andtheindomitablewillofthewomanwasexpressed——eventhefirmpressureofthelittlefoothalfhiddeninthetigerskin。
"Oh,isn’tshesplendid?"criedBellaunderherbreath。
"Shelooksasifshe’duseherswordwellwhenthetimecomes,"saidsomeoneadmiringly。
"GoodnighttoHolofernes;hisfateiscertain,"
addedanother。
"HeistheimageofSydney,withthatbeardon。"
"Doesn’tshelookasifshereallyhatedhim?"
"Perhapsshedoes。"
Coventryutteredthelastexclamation,forthetwowhichprecededitsuggestedanexplanationofthemarvelouschangeinJean。
Itwasnotallart:theintensedetestationmingledwithasavagejoythattheobjectofherhatredwasinherpowerwastooperfecttobefeigned;
andhavingthekeytoapartofherstory,Coventryfeltasifhecaughtaglimpseofthetruth。Itwasbutaglimpse,however,forthecurtaindroppedbeforehehadhalfanalyzedthesignificanceofthatstrangeface。
"Horrible!I’mgladit’sover,"saidLuciacoldly。
"Magnificent!Encore!Encore!"criedGeraldenthusiastically。
Butthescenewasover,andnoapplausecouldrecalltheactress。Twoorthreegracefulorgaypicturesfollowed,butJeanwasinnone,andeachlackedthecharmwhichrealtalentlendstothesimplestpart。
"Coventry,youarewanted,"calledavoice。Andtoeveryone’ssurprise,Coventrywent,thoughheretoforehehadalwaysrefusedtoexerthimselfwhenhandsomeactorswereindemand。
"WhatpartamItospoil?"heasked,asheenteredthegreenroom,whereseveralexcitedyounggentlemenwerecostumingandattitudinizing。
"Afugitivecavalier。Putyourselfintothissuit,andlosenotimeaskingquestions。MissMuirwilltellyouwhattodo。
Sheisinthetableau,sonoonewillmindyou,"saidthemanagerprotem,throwingaricholdsuittowardCoventryandresumingthepaintingofamoustacheonhisownboyishface。
AgallantcavalierwastheresultofGerald’shastytoilet,andwhenheappearedbeforetheladiesageneralglanceofadmirationwasbestoweduponhim。
"Comealongandbeplaced;Jeanisreadyonthestage。"
AndBellaranbeforehim,exclaimingtohergoverness,"Hereheis,quitesplendid。Wasn’thegoodtodoit?"
MissMuir,inthecharminglyprimandpuritanicaldressofaRoundheaddamsel,wasarrangingsomeshrubs,butturnedsuddenlyanddroppedthegreenbranchsheheld,ashereyemettheglitteringfigureadvancingtowardher。
"You!"shesaidwithatroubledlook,addinglowtoBella,"Whydidyouaskhim?Ibeggedyounot。"
"Heistheonlyhandsomemanhere,andthebestactorifhelikes。Hewon’tplayusually,somakethemostofhim。"AndBellawasofftofinishpowderingherhairfor"TheMarriagealaMode。"
"IwassentforandIcame。Doyouprefersomeotherperson?"askedCoventry,atalosstounderstandthehalf-anxious,half-eagerexpressionofthefaceunderthelittlecap。
Itchangedtooneofmingledannoyanceandresignationasshesaid,"Itistoolate。Pleasekneelhere,halfbehindtheshrubs;
putdownyourhat,and——allowme——youaretooelegantforafugitive。"
Ashekneltbeforeher,shedisheveledhishair,pulledhislacecollarawry,threwawayhisglovesandsword,andhalfuntiedthecloakthathungabouthisshoulders。
"Thatisbetter;yourpalenessisexcellent——nay,don’tspoilit。WearetorepresentthepicturewhichhangsintheHall。
Ineedtellyounomore。Now,Roundheads,placeyourselves,andthenringupthecurtain。"
Withasmile,Coventryobeyedher;forthepicturewasoftwolovers,theyoungcavalierkneeling,withhisarmaroundthewaistofthegirl,whotriestohidehimwithherlittlemantle,andpresseshisheadtoherbosominanecstasyoffear,assheglancesbackattheapproachingpursuers。Jeanhesitatedaninstantandshrankalittleashishandtouchedher;sheblusheddeeply,andhereyesfellbeforehis。
Then,asthebellrang,shethrewherselfintoherpartwithsuddenspirit。
Onearmhalfcoveredhimwithhercloak,theotherpillowedhisheadonthemuslinkerchieffoldedoverherbosom,andshelookedbackwardwithsuchterrorinhereyesthatmorethanonechivalrousyoungspectatorlongedtohurrytotherescue。Itlastedbutamoment;yetinthatmomentCoventryexperiencedanothernewsensation。Manywomenhadsmiledonhim,buthehadremainedheart-whole,cool,andcareless,quiteunconsciousofthepowerwhichawomanpossessesandknowshowtouse,forthewealorwoeofman。Now,asheknelttherewithasoftarmabouthim,aslenderwaistyieldingtohistouch,andamaidenheartthrobbingagainsthischeek,forthefirsttimeinhislifehefelttheindescribablespellofwomanhood,andlookedtheardentlovertoperfection。Justashisfaceassumedthisnewandmostbecomingaspect,thecurtaindropped,andclamorousencoresrecalledhimtothefactthatMissMuirwastryingtoescapefromhishold,whichhadgrownpainfulinitsunconsciouspressure。Hesprangup,halfbewildered,andlookingashehadneverlookedbefore。
"Again!Again!"calledSirJohn。AndtheyoungmenwhoplayedtheRoundheads,eagertoshareintheapplausebeggedforarepetitioninnewattitudes。
"Arustlehasbetrayedyou,wehavefiredandshotthebravegirl,andsheliesdying,youknow。Thatwillbeeffective;tryit,MissMuir,"saidone。Andwithalongbreath,Jeancomplied。
Thecurtainwentup,showingtheloverstillonhisknees,unmindfulofthecaptorswhoclutchedhimbytheshoulder,forathisfeetthegirllaydying。Herheadwasonhisbreast,now,hereyeslookedfullintohis,nolongerwildwithfear,buteloquentwiththelovewhichevendeathcouldnotconquer。ThepowerofthosetendereyesthrilledCoventrywithastrangedelight,andsethisheartbeatingasrapidlyashershaddone。Shefelthishandstremble,sawthecolorflashintohischeek,knewthatshehadtouchedhimatlast,andwhensheroseitwaswithasenseoftriumphwhichshefoundithardtoconceal。Othersthoughtitfineacting;Coventrytriedtobelieveso;butLuciasetherteeth,and,asthecurtainfellonthatsecondpicture,sheleftherplacetohurrybehindthescenes,bentonputtinganendtosuchdangerousplay。
Severalactorswerecomplimentingthemimiclovers。Jeantookitmerrily,butCoventry,inspiteofhimself,betrayedthathewasexcitedbysomethingdeeperthanmeregratifiedvanity。
AsLuciaappeared,hismannerchangedtoitsusualindifference;buthecouldnotquenchtheunwontedfireofhiseyes,orkeepalltraceofemotionoutofhisface,andshesawthiswithasharppang。
"Ihavecometooffermyhelp。Youmustbetired,MissMuir。CanIrelieveyou?"saidLuciahastily。
"Yes,thankyou。Ishallbeverygladtoleavetheresttoyou,andenjoythemfromthefront。"
SowithasweetsmileJeantrippedaway,andtoLucia’sdismayCoventryfollowed。
"Iwantyou,Gerald;pleasestay,"shecried。
"I’vedonemypart——nomoretragedyformetonight。"
Andhewasgonebeforeshecouldentreatorcommand。
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