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第37章

  ”Ifshesopromises。Butwillyouexactthisfromher?Itsurelycannotbenecessaryformetosaythatyourpresencewilladdinfinitelytothedifficultyofhertask。””YetitisadutyIcannotshirk。Iwillconsultthedoctoraboutit。IwillmakehimseethatIbothunderstandandshallinsistuponmyrightsinthismatter。ButyoumaytellMissDoristhatIwillsitoutofsight,andthatIshallnotobtrudemyselfunlessmynameisbroughtupinanundesirableway。”
  Thehandonthedoor-knobmadeasuddenmovement。”Mr。Brotherson,Icanbearnomoreto-night。Withyourpermission,Iwillleavethisquestiontobesettledbyothers。”Andwitharepetitionofhisformerbow,thebereavedfatherwithdrew。
  Orlandowatchedhimtillthedoorclosed,thenhetoodroppedhismask。
  Butitwasonagain,wheninalittlewhilehepassedthroughthesitting-roomonhiswayupstairs。
  Nootherdayinhiswholelifehadbeenlikethistothehardyinventor;forinitbothhisheartandhisconsciencehadbeenawakened,anduptothishourhehadnotreallyknownthathepossessedeither。
  WHATISHEMAKING
  Otherboxesaddressedto0。Brothersonhadbeenreceivedatthestation,andcarriedtothemysteriousshedinthewoods;andnow,withlockeddoorandliftedtop,theelderbrothercontemplatedhisstoresandpreparedhimselfforwork。
  HehadbeenallowedashortinterviewwithOswald,andhehadindulgedhimselfinafewwordswithDoris。Buthehadleftthosememoriesbehindwithotherandmoreseriousmatters。Nothingthatcouldunnervehishandorweakenhisinsightshouldenterthisspotsacredtohisgreathope。Heregeniusreigned。Herehewashimselfwhollyandwithoutflaw;-aTitanwithhisgrasponamechanicalideabymeansofwhichhewouldsoonruletheworld。
  Notsohappyweretheothercharactersinthisdrama。Oswald’sthoughts,disturbedforashorttimebythesomewhatconstrainedinterviewhehadheldwithhisbrother,hadflowneastwardagain,insilentloveandlonging;whileDoris,withadoubledreadnowinherheart,wentaboutherdailytasks,prayingforstrengthtoendurethehorrorsofthisweek,withoutbetrayingtheanxietiessecretlydevouringher。Andshewasonlyseventeenandquitealoneinhertrouble。Shemustbearitallunassistedandsmile,whichshedidwithheavenlysweetness,whenthemagicthresholdwaspassedandshestoodinherinvalid’spresence,overshadowedthoughiteverwasbythegreatDread。
  AndMr。Challoner?Letthoseendlesswalksofhisthroughthewoodsandoverthehillstellhisstoryiftheycan;orhisrapidlywhiteninghair,andlaggingstep。Hehadbeenastrongmanbeforehistrouble,andhadthestrokewhichlaidhimlowbeenlimitedtoonequick,sharpblowhemighthaverisenaboveitafterawhileandbeenreadytoencounterlifeagain。Butthislongdrawnoutmiserywasprovingtoomuchforhim。ThesightofBrotherson,thoughtheyneverreallymet,actedlikeaciduponawound,anditwasnottillsixdayshadpassedandthedreadedSundaywasathand,thathesleptwithanysenseofrestorwenthiswayaboutthetownwithoutthathaltingatthecornerswhichbetrayedhisperpetualapprehensionofamostundesirableencounter。
  Thereasonforthischangewillbeapparentintheshortconversationheheldwithamanhehadcomeupononeeveninginthesmallparkjustbeyondtheworkmen’sdwellings。”YouseeIamhere,”wasthestranger’slowgreeting。”ThankGod,”wasMr。Challoner’sreply。”Icouldnothavefacedto-morrowaloneandIdoubtifMissScottcouldhavefoundtherequisitecourage。Doessheknowthatyouarehere?””Istoppedatherdoor。””Wasthatsafe?””Ithinkso。Mr。Brotherson-theBrooklynone,-isupinhisshed。
  Hesleepstherenow,Iamtold,andsoundlytooI’venodoubt。””Whatishemaking?””Whathalftheinventorsonbothsidesofthewaterareengageduponjustnow。Amonoplane,orabiplane,orsomemachineforcarryingmenthroughtheair。Iknow,forIhelpedhimwithit。
  Butyou’llfindthatifhesucceedsinthisundertaking,andI
  believehewill,nothingshortoffameawaitshim。Hisinventionhasstartlingpoints。ButI’mnotgoingtogivethemaway。I’llbetrueenoughtohimforthat。Asaninventorhehasmysympathy;
  but-Well,wewillseewhatweshallsee,to-morrow。YousaythatheisboundtobepresentwhenMissScottrelateshertragicstory。
  Hewon’tbetheonlyunseenlistener。I’vemademyownarrangementswithMissScott。IfhefeelstheneedofwatchingherandhisbrotherOswald,Ifeeltheneedofwatchinghim。””Youtakeaburdenofintolerableweightfrommyshoulders。NowI
  shallfeeleasieraboutthatinterview。ButIshouldliketoaskyouthis:Doyoufeeljustifiedinthiscontinuedsurveillanceofamanwhohassofrequently,andwithsuchevidentsincerity,declaredhisinnocence?””Idothat。Ifhe’sasguiltlessashesaysheis,mywatchfulnesswon’thurthim。Ifhe’snot,then,Mr。Challoner,I’vebutoneduty;tomatchhisstrengthwithmypatience。Thatmanistheonegreatmysteryoftheday,andmysteriescallforsolution。Atleast,that’sthewayadetectivelooksatit。””MayHeavenhelpyourefforts!””Ishallneeditsassistance,”wasthedryrejoinder。Sweetwaterwasbynomeansblindtothedifficultiesawaitinghim。
  XXXII
  TELLME,TELLITALL
  Thedaywasagreyone,thefirstofthekindinweeks。AsDorissteppedintotheroomwhereOswaldsat,shefelthowmucharayofsunshinewouldhaveencouragedherandyethowtrulytheseleadenskiesandthisdismalatmosphereexpressedthegloomwhichsoonmustfalluponthishopeful,smilingman。
  Hesmiledbecauseanymanmustsmileattheentranceofsolovelyawoman,butitwasanabstractedsmile,andDoris,seeingit,felthercouragefalterforamoment,thoughherstepsdidnot,norhersteadycompassionategaze。Advancingslowly,andnotansweringbecauseshedidnothearsomecasualremarkofhis,shetookherstandbyhissideandthenslowlyandwithhereyesonhisface,sankdownuponherknees,stillwithoutspeaking,almostwithoutbreathing。
  Hisastonishmentwasevident,forherairwasstrangeandfullofpresage,-as,indeed,shehadmeantittobe。Butheremainedassilentasshe,onlyreachedouthisemaciatedhandand,layingitonherhead,smiledagainbutthistimefarfromabstractedly。
  Then,ashesawhercheekspaleinterrorofthetaskbeforeher,heventuredtoaskgently:”Whatisthematter,child?Soweary,eh?Nothingworsethanthat,Ihope。””Areyouquitestrongthismorning?Strongenoughtolistentomytroubles;strongenoughtobearyourownifGodseesfittosendthem?”camehesitatinglyfromherlipsasshewatchedtheeffectofeachword,inbreathlessanxiety。”Troubles?Therecanbebutonetroubleforme,”washisunexpectedreply。”ThatIdonotfear-willnotfearinmyhourofhappyrecovery。SolongasEdithiswell-Doris!Doris!Youalarmme。
  Edithisnotill;-notill?”
  Thepoorchildcouldnotanswersavewithhersympatheticlookandhalting,tremulousbreath;andthesesigns,hewouldnot,couldnotread,hisownwordshadmadesuchanechoinhisears。”Ill!IcannotimagineEdithill。Ialwaysseeherinmythoughts,asIsawheronthatdayofourfirstmeeting;aperfect,animatedwomanwiththejoyouslookofaglad,harmoniousnature。Nothinghasevercloudedthatvision。IfshewereillIwouldhaveknownit。Wearesotrulyonethat-Doris,Doris,youdonotspeak。Youknowthedepthofmylove,theterrorofmythoughts。IsEdithill?”
  Theeyesgazingwildlyintohis,slowlylefthisfaceandraisedthemselvesaloft,withasublimelook。Wouldheunderstand?Yes,heunderstood,andthecrywhichrangfromhislipsstoppedforamomentthebeatingofmorethanoneheartinthatlittlecottage。”Dead!”heshriekedout,andfellbackfaintinginhischair,hislipsstillmurmuringinsemi-unconsciousness,”Dead!dead!”
  Dorissprangtoherfeet,thinkingofnothingbuthiswavering,slippinglifetillshesawhisbreathreturn,hiseyesrefillwithlight。Thenthehorrorofwhatwasyettocome-theanswerwhichmustbegiventothehowshesawtremblingonhislips,causedhertosinkagainuponherkneesinanunconsciousappealforstrength。
  Ifthatonesadrevelationhadbeenall!
  Buttherestmustbetold;hisbrotherexacteditandsodidthesituation。Furtherwaiting,furtherhidingofthetruthwouldbeinsupportableafterthis。Butoh,thebitternessofit!Nowonderthatsheturnedawayfromthosefrenzied,wildly-demandingeyes。”Doris?”
  Shetrembledandlookedbehindher。Shehadnotrecognisedhisvoice。Hadanotherentered?Hadhisbrotherdared-No,theywerealone;seeminglyso,thatis。Sheknew,-noonebetter-thattheywerenotreallyalone,thatwitnesseswerewithinhearing,ifnotwithinsight。”Doris,”heurgedagain,andthistimesheturnedinhisdirectionandgazed,aghast。Ifthevoicewerestrange,whatofthefacewhichnowconfrontedher。Theravagesofsicknesshadbeenmarked,buttheywerenothingtothosemadeinaninstantbyablastinggrief。Shewasstartled,althoughexpectingmuch,andcouldonlypresshishandswhileshewaitedforthequestionhewasgatheringstrengthtoutter。Itwassimplewhenitcame;justtwowords:”Howlong?”
  Sheansweredthemassimply。”Justaslongasyouhavebeenill,”saidshe;then,withnoattempttobreaktheinevitableshock,shewenton:MissChallonerwasstruckdeadandyouweretakendownwithtyphoidontheself-sameday。””Struckdead!Whydoyouusethatword,struck?Struckdead!she,ayoungwoman。Oh,Doris,anaccident!Mydarlinghasbeenkilledinanaccident!”Theydonotcallitaccident。Theycallitwhatitneverwas。
  Whatitneverwas,”sheinsisted,pressinghimbackwithfrightenedhands,ashestrovetorise。”MissChallonerwas-”Hownearlythewordshothadleftherlips。Howfiercelyaboveallelse,inthatharrowingmomenthadrisenthedesiretoflingtheaccusationofthatwordintotheearsofhimwholistenedfromhissecrethiding-place。Butsherefrainedoutofcompassionforthemansheloved,anddeclaredinstead,”MissChallonerdiedfromawound;howgiven,whygiven,nooneknows。Ihadratherhavediedmyselfthanhavetotellyouthis。Oh,Mr。Brotherson,speak,sob,doanythingbut-”
  Shestartedback,droppinghishandsasshedidso。Withquickintuitionshesawthathemustbelefttohimselfifheweretomeetthisblowwithoutsuccumbing。Thebodymusthavefreedomifthespiritwouldnotgomad。Conscious,orperhapsnotconscious,ofhisreleasefromherrestraininghand,albeitprofitingbyit,hestaggeredtohisfeet,murmuringthatwordofdoom:”Wound!
  wound!mydarlingdiedofawound!Whatkindofawound?”hesuddenlythunderedout。”Icannotunderstandwhatyoumeanbywound。Makeitcleartome。Makeitcleartomeatonce。IfI
  mustbearthisgrief,letmeknowitswholedepth。LeavenothingtomyimaginationorIcannotanswerformyself。Tellitall,Doris。”
  AndDoristoldhim:”Shewasonthemezzaninefloorofthehotelwhereshelives。Shewasseeminglyhappyandhadbeenwritingaletter-alettertomewhichtheyneverforwarded。Therewasnooneelsebybutsomestrangers-goodpeoplewhomonemustbelieve。Shewascrossingthefloorwhensuddenlyshethrewupherhandsandfell。Athin,narrowpaper-cutterwasinhergrasp;anditflewintothelobby。
  Somesayshestruckherselfwiththatcutter;forwhentheypickedheruptheyfoundawoundinherbreastwhichthatcuttermighthavemade。””Edith?never!”
  Thewordswerechokinglysaid;hewasswaying,almostfalling,buthesteadiedhimself。”Whosaysthat?”heasked。”Itwasthecoroner’sverdict。””Andshediedthatway-died?””Immediately。””Afterwritingtoyou?””Yes。””Whatwasinthatletter?””Nothingofthreat,theysay。Onlyjustcheerandexpressionsofhope。Justliketheothers,Mr。Brotherson。”