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第36章

  Thisyounggirlwhoseimagefloatedinlightbeforehiseyes,wouldneverlovehim。Shelovedhisbrother。Hehadheardtheirnamesmentionedtogetherbeforehehadbeenintownanhour。Oswald,thecleverestman,Doris,themostbeautifulgirlinWesternPennsylvania。
  Hehadacceptedthegossipthen;hehadnotseenheranditallseemedverynatural;-hardlyworthamoment’sthought。Butnow!
  Andhere,theotherDemonsprangerectandgrappledwithhimbeforethefirstonehadletgohishold。OswaldandChalloner!Thesecret,unknownsomethingwhichhadsoftenedthathardman’seyewhenhisbrother’snamewasmentioned!Hehadnoteditandrealisedthemystery;amysterybeforewhichsleepandrestmustfly;amysterytowhichhemustnowgivehisthought,whateverthecost,whateverthelosstothoseheavenlydreamsthemagicofwhichwassonewitseemedtoenvelopehiminthebalmofParadise。Away,then,imageoflight!Letthefacultiesthouhastdazed,actagain。
  ThereismorethanFate’scapriceinChalloner’sinterestinamanheneversaw。Ghostsofoldmemoriesriseanddemandahearing。
  Facts,trivialandcommonplaceenoughtohavebeenlostinoblivionwiththedaywhichgavethembirth,throngagainfromthepast,provingthatnoughtdieswithoutapossibilityofresurrection。
  Theirpoweroverthisbroodingmanisshownbytheforcewithwhichhisfingerscrushagainsthisbowedforehead。OswaldandChalloner!
  Hadhefoundtheconnectinglink?Haditbeen-couldithavebeenEdith?Thepreposterousissometimestrue;coulditbetrueinthiscase?
  HerecalledthelettersreadtohimashersinthatroomofhisinBrooklyn。Hehadhardlynotedthemthen,hewassosureoftheirbeingforgeries,gottenupbythepolicetomisleadhim。Couldtheyhavebeenreal,theeffusionsofhermind,thebreathingsofherheart,directedtoanactual0。B。,andthat0。B。,hisbrother?
  Theyhadnotbeenmeantforhim。Hehadreadenoughofthemawkishlinestobesureofthat。Noneoftheallusionsfittedinwiththefactsoftheirmutualintercourse。Buttheymightwiththoseofanotherman;theymightwiththepossibleactsandaffectionsofOswaldwhosetemperamentwaswhollydifferentfromhisandwhomighthavelovedher,shoulditeverbeshownthattheyhadmetandknowneachother。Andthiswasnotanimpossibility。Oswaldhadbeeneast,OswaldhadevenbeenintheBerkshiresbeforehimself。Oswald-WhyitwasOswaldwhohadsuggestedthatheshouldgothere-gowhereshestillwas。Whythissecondcoincidence,iftherewerenotie-iftheChallonersandOswaldwereasfarapartastheyseemedandasconventionalitieswouldnaturallyplacethem。Oswaldwasasentimentalist,butveryreservedabouthissentimentalities。Ifthesesuppositionsweretrue,hehadhadasentimentalist’smotiveforwhathedid。AsOrlandorealisedthis,herosefromhisseat,aghastatthepossibilitiesconfrontinghimfromthislineofthought。Shouldhecontemplatethem?Riskhisreasonbydwellingonasuppositionwhichmighthavenofoundationinfact?No。Hisbrainwastoofull-hispurposestooimportantforanyunnecessarystraintobeputuponhisfaculties。Nothinking!investigationfirst。Mr。Challonershouldbeabletosettlethisquestion。Hewouldseehim。Evenatthislatehourheoughttobeabletofindhiminoneoftheroomsbelow;and,bytheyforceofanirresistibledemand,learninamomentwhetherhehadtodowithamerechimeraofhisownoverwroughtfancy,orwithafactwhichwouldcallintoplayalltheresourcesofanhithertounconqueredandundauntednature。
  Therewasawood-fireburninginthesitting-roomthatnight,andarounditwasgroupedanumberofmenwiththeirpapersandpipes。
  Mr。Brotherson,entering,naturallylookedthatwayforthemanhewasinsearchof,andwasdisappointednottofindhimthere;butoncastinghisglanceselsewhere,hewasrelievedtoseehimstandinginoneofthewindowsoverlookingthestreet。Hisbackwastotheroomandheseemedtobelostinafitofabstraction。
  AsOrlandocrossedtohim,hehadtimetoobservehowmuchwhiterwasthisman’sheadthaninthelastinterviewhehadheldwithhiminthecoroner’sofficeinNewYork。Butthisevidenceofgriefinonewithwhomhehadlittle,ifanything,incommon,neithertouchedhisfeelingsnordeterredhisstep。Theawakeningofhishearttonewandprofoundemotionshadnotsoftenedhimtowardsthesufferingsofothersifthoseothersstoodwithoutthepalehehadpreviouslyraisedasthelegitimateboundaryofajustman’ssympathies。
  Hewas,asIhavesaid,anextraordinaryspecimenofmanlyvigourinbodyandinmind,andhispresenceinanycompanyalwaysattractedattentionandroused,ifitneversatisfied,curiosity。
  ConversationaccordinglyceasedashestrodeuptoMr。Challoner’sside,sothathiswordswerequiteaudibleasheaddressedthatgentlemanwithasomewhatcurt:”Youseemeagain,Mr。Challoner。MayIbegofyouafewminutes’
  furtherconversation?Iwillnotdetainyoulong。”
  Thegreyheadturned,andthemanyeyeswatchingshowedsurpriseattheexpressionofdislikeandrepulsionwithwhichthisNewYorkgentlemanmettherequestthusemphaticallyurged。Buthisanswerwascourteousenough。IfMr。Brothersonknewaplacewheretheywouldbeleftundisturbed,hewouldlistentohimifhewouldbeverybrief。
  Forreply,theotherpointedtoasmallroomquiteunoccupiedwhichopenedoutoftheoneinwhichtheythenstood。Mr。Challonerbowedandinanothermomentthedoordoseduponthem,totheinfinitedisappointmentofthemenaboutthehearth。”Whatdoyouwishtoask?”wasMr。Challoner’simmediateinquiry。”This;Imakenoapologiesandexpectinanswernothingmorethananunequivocalyesorno。Youtellmethatyouhavenevermetmybrother。Canthatbesaidoftheothermembersofyourfamily-ofyourdeceaseddaughter,infact?””No。””ShewasacquaintedwithOswaldBrotherson?””Shewas。””Withoutyourknowledge?””Entirelyso。””Correspondedwithhim?””Notexactly。””How,notexactly?””Hewrotetoher-occasionally。Shewrotetohimfrequently-butsheneversentherletters。””Ah!”
  Theexclamationwassharp,shortandconveyedlittle。Yetwithitsescape,thewholescaffoldingofthisman’sholduponlifeandhisownfatewentdowninindistinguishablechaos。Mr。Challonerrealisedasenseofhavoc,thoughtheeyesbentuponhiscountenancehadnotwavered,northestalwartfiguremoved。”Ihavereadsomeofthoseletters,”theinventorfinallyacknowledged。”Thepolicetookgreatpainstoplacethemundermyeye,supposingthemtohavebeenmeantformebecauseoftheinitialswrittenonthewrapper。ButtheyweremeantforOswald。
  Youbelievethatnow?””Iknowit。””AndthatiswhyIfoundyouinthesamehousewithhim。””Itis。Providencehasrobbedmeofmydaughter;ifthisbrotherofyoursshouldprovetobethemanIamledtoexpect,Ishallaskhimtotakethatplaceinmyheartandlifewhichwasoncehers。”
  Aquickrecoil,asmotheredexclamationonthepartofthemanheaddressed。Abarbhadbeenhiddeninthissimplestatementwhichhadreachedsomedeeply-hiddenbutvulnerablespotinBrotherson’sbreast,whichhadneverbeenpiercedbefore。Hiseyewhichaloneseemedalive,stillrestedpiercinglyuponthatofMr。Challoner,butitslightwasfastfading,andspeedilybecamelostinadimnessinwhichtheotherseemedtoseeextinguishedthelastupflaringembersofthoseinnerfireswhichfeedtheaspiringsoul。
  Itwasasightnomancouldseeunmoved。Mr。Challonerturnedsharplyaway,indreadoftheabysswhichthenextwordheutteredmightopenbetweenthem。
  ButOrlandoBrothersonpossessedresourcesofstrengthofwhich,possibly,hewasnotawarehimself。WhenMr。Challoner,stillmoreaffectedbythesilencethanbythedreadIhavementioned,turnedtoconfronthimagain,itwastofindhisfeaturescomposedandhisglanceclear。Hehadconqueredalloutwardmanifestationofthemysteriousemotionwhichforaninstanthadlaidhisproudspiritlow。”Youareconsiderateofmybrother,”werethewordswithwhichhere-openedthispainfulconversation。”Youwillnotfindyourconfidencemisplaced。Oswaldisastraightforwardfellow,offewfaults。””Ibelieveit。Nomancanbesouniversallybelovedwithoutsomeverysubstantialclaimstoregard。Iamgladtoseethatyouropinion,thoughgivensomewhatcoldly,coincideswiththatofhisfriends。””Iamnotgiventoexaggeration,”wastheevenreply。
  TheflushwhichhadcomeintoMr。Challoner’scheekundertheefforthehadmadetosustainwithunflinchingheroismthisinterviewwiththemanhelookeduponashismortalenemy,slowlyfadedouttillhelookedthewraithofhimselfeventotheunsympatheticeyesofOrlandoBrotherson。Adutylaybeforehimwhichwouldtaxtoitsutmostextenthisalreadygreatlyweakenedself-control。NothingwhichhadyetpassedshowedthatthismanrealisedthefactthatOswaldhadbeenkeptinignoranceofMissChalloner’sdeath。Ifthesebrothersweretomeetonthemorrow,itmustbewiththefullunderstandingthatthisespecialtopicwastobecompletelyavoided。
  Butinwhatwordscouldheurgesucharequestuponthisman?Nonesuggestedthemselves,yethehadpromisedMissScottthathewouldensurehissilenceinthisregard,anditwaswiththisdifficultyandnootherhehadbeenstrugglingwhenMr。Brothersoncameuponhimintheotherroom。”Youhavestillsomethingtosay,”suggestedthelatter,asanoppressivesilenceswallowedupthaticysentenceIhavealreadyrecorded。”Ihave,”returnedMr。Challoner,regaininghiscourageundertheexigenciesofthemoment。”MissScottisveryanxioustohaveyourpromisethatyouwillavoidalldisagreeabletopicswithyourbrothertillthedoctorpronounceshimstrongenoughtomeetthetroublewhichawaitshim。””Youmean-””Heisnotasunhappyaswe。Heknowsnothingoftheafflictionwhichhasbefallenhim。Hewastakenill-”Therestwasalmostinaudible。
  ButOrlandoBrothersonhadnodifficultyinunderstandinghim,andforthesecondtimeinthisextraordinaryinterview,hegaveevidencesofagitationandofamindshakenfromitsequipoise。
  Butonlyforaninstant。Hedidnotshuntheother’sgazeorevenmaintainmorethanamomentarysilence。Indeed,hefoundstrengthtosmile,inacurious,sardonicway,ashesaid:”DoyouthinkIshouldbeapttobroachthissubjectwithanyone,letalonewithhim,whoseconnectionwithitIshallneeddaystorealise?I’mnotsogiventogossip。Besides,heandIhaveothertopicsofinterest。IhaveaninventionreadywithwhichIproposetoexperimentinaplacehehasalreadypreparedforme。Wecantalkaboutthat。”
  Theirony,thehardyself-possessionwithwhichthiswassaidstruckMr。Challonertotheheart。Withoutawordhewheeledabouttowardsthedoor。Withoutaword,Brothersonstood,watchinghimgotillhesawhishandfallontheknobwhenhequietlypreventedhisexitbysaying:”Unhappytruthscannotbelongconcealed。Howsoondoesthedoctorthinkmybrothercanbeartheseinevitablerevelations?””Hesaidthismorningthatifhispatientwereaswellto-morrowashispresentconditiongivespromiseof,hemightbetoldinanotherweek。”
  Orlandobowedhisappreciationofthisfact,butaddedquickly:”Whoistodothetelling?””Doris。Nobodyelsecouldbetrustedwithsodelicateatask。””Iwishtobepresent。”
  Mr。Challonerlookedup,surprisedatthefeelingwithwhichthisrequestwascharged。”Ashisbrother-hisonlyremainingrelative,Ihavethatright。
  DoyouthinkthatDor-thatMissScott,canbetrustednottoforestallthatmomentbyanyprevioushintofwhatawaitshim?”