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第38章

  walls,sharpandblack;thestreet,dimandprecipitous,tumblingforwardintotheblue,whencelights,one,two,three,nowalittlebunchtogether,cameprickingout。
  TheoldwomanopenedthedoorwhenherangMr。Somerset’sbell。
  “Master’sbeencalledaway,“shesaidinhercroakingvoice。“A
  burial。’E’adn’ttimetoletyouknow。’Tellthelittlegen’l’man,’
  ’esaid,’I’msorry。’“
  “Allright,“saidJeremy;“thankyou。“
  Hedescendedthesteps,thenstoodwherehewas,inthestreet,lookingupanddown。Whocoulddenythatitwasallbeingarrangedforhim?HefeltmorethaneverlikeGodashelookedproudlyabouthim。Everythingservedhispurpose。
  Thejinglingofthemoneyinhispocketremindedhimthathemustwastenomoretime。Hestartedoff。
  Evenhisprogressthroughthetownseemedwonderful,quiteunattendedatlast,ashehadalwaysallhislifelongedtobe。SosoonasheleftOrangeStreetandenteredthemarkethewascaughtintoagreatcrowd。Itwasallstirringandhummingwithanoisesuchasthebonfirehadalldaybeenmaking。Itwashisfirstintroductiontotheworld——hehadneverbeeninalargecrowdbefore——anditisnottobedeniedbutthathisheartbeatthickandhiskneestrembledalittle。Buthepulledhimselftogether。Whowashetobeafraid?Butthebooksunderhisarmwereanuisance。Hesuddenlydroppedtheminamongstthelegsandbootsofthepeople。
  Thereweremanyinterestingsightstobeseeninthemarket-place,buthecouldnotstay,andhefoundhimselfsoon,tohisownsurprise,slippingthroughthepeopleasquietlyandeasilyasthoughhehaddoneitallhisdays,onlyalwayshekepthishandonhismoneylestthatshouldbestolenandhisadventuresuddenlycometonothing。
  Heknewhiswayverywell,andsoonhewasattheendofFinchStreetwhichinthosedaysopenedstraightintofieldsandhedges。
  Evennow,solittlehasPolchestergrowninthirtyyears,thefieldsandhedgesarenotveryfaraway。Heretherewasastilewithalargewoodenfenceoneithersideofit,andared-facedmansaying:
  “Payyoursixpencesnow!Comealong……payyoursixpencesnow。“
  Crowdsofpeoplewerepassingthroughthestile,jostlingoneanother,pressingandpushing,butallapparentlyingoodtemper,fortherewasagreatdealoflaughterandmerriment。Fromtheothersideofthefencecameatorrentofsound,sodiscordantandsotumultuousthatitwasimpossibletoseparatetheelementsofitonefromanother——screams,shrieks,thebellowingofanimals,andthemonotonousriseandfallofscrapsoftune,severalbarsofoneandthenbarsofanother,andtheneverythinglosttogetherinthegeneralbabel;andtotherightofhimJeremycouldseenotveryfarawayquietfieldswithcowsgrazing,andthedarkgravewoodonthehorizon。
  Wouldheventure?Foramomenthisheartfailedhim——awaveofsomethingthreateningandterriblypowerfulseemedtocomeouttohimthroughthestile,andthepeoplewhowerepassinginlookedlargeandfierce。Thenhesawtwosmallboys,theirwholebearingoneofaudaciousboldness,pushthrough。Hewasnotgoingtobebeaten。Hefollowedamanwithabacklikeawall。“One,please,“hesaid。
  “’Comealongnow……payyoursixpences……payyoursixpences,“
  criedtheman。Hewasthrough。Hesteppedatonceintosomethingthathadforhimalltheelementsofthemostterrifyingandenchantingoffairytales。Hewasplanted,itseemed,inagiantworld。Atfirsthecouldseenothingbutthehighandthickbodiesofthepeoplewhomovedoneverysideofhim;hepeeredundershoulders,hewaslostamongstlegsandarms,hewalkedsuddenlyintowaistcoatbuttonsandwasflungthenceontowalkingsticks。
  Butitwas,ifhehadknownit,themostmagicalhourofallforhimtohavechosen。Itwasthemomentwhenthesun,sinkingbehindthewoodsandhills,leavesafaintwhitecrystalskyandaworldtransformedinaninstantfromsharpoutlinesandmaterialformintocolouredmistandrisingvapour。TheFairalsowastransformed,puttingforwardallitslightsandbecoming,aftertheglaringtawdinessoftheday,aplaceofshadowandsuddencirclesofflameanddimobscurity。
  Lights,evenasJeremywatched,sprangintotheair,wavered,faltered,hesitated,thenrockedintoasteadyglow,onlyshiftingalittlewiththehaze。Oneithersideofhimwererough,woodenstalls,andthesewereilluminatedwithgas,whichsizzledandhissedlikeangrysnakes。Thestallswerecoveredwitheverythinginventedbyman;hereasweetstall,withthick,stickylumpsofwhiteandgreenandred,glassbottlesofbulls’eyesandpeppermints,thickslabsofalmondtoffeeandpinkcocoanuticing,boxesofroundchocolatecreamsandsticksofliquorice,lumpsofgingerbread,withcolouredpicturesstuckuponthem,saffronbuns,plumcakesinglassjars,andchainsoflittlesugarybiscuitshangingonlongredstrings。Therewastheold-clothes’stallwithtrousersandcoatsandwaistcoats,allshabbyandlanky,swingingbeneaththegas,andpilesofclothesontheboards,allnondescriptandunhappyandfaded;therewasthestallwiththefarmimplements,andthemedicinestall,andtheflowerstall,andthevegetablestall,andmany,manyanother。Eachplacehadhisorherguardian,vociferous,red-faced,screamingoutthewares,loweringthevoicetocajole,raisingitagaintodrawbackaretreatingcustomer,carryingonsuddenlyanintimateconversationwiththenext-doorshopkeeper,laughing,quarrelling,arguing。
  ToJeremyitwasaworldofgiantheightsanddepths。Behindthestalls,beyondthelanedownwhichhemoved,wasanuncertainglory,athreateningperil。Hefanciedthatstrangeanimalsmovedthere;hethoughtheheardalionroarandanelephantbellow。Thedinofthesellersallabouthimmadeitimpossibletotellwhatwashappeningbeyondthere;onlythelightsandbells,shoutsandcries,confusingsmells,andagreatroarofdistantvoices。
  Healmostwishedthathehadnotcome,hefeltsoverysmallandhelpless;hewonderedwhetherhecouldfindhiswayoutagain,andlookingback,hewasforamomentterrifiedtoseethatthestreamofpeoplebehindhimshuthiminsothathecouldnotseethestile,northewoodenbarrier,northered-facedman。Pushedforward,hefoundhimselfattheendofthelaneandstandinginasemi-
  circularspacesurroundedbystrange-lookingboothswithpaintedpicturesuponthem,andinfrontofthemplatformswithwoodenstepsrunninguptothem。Then,sounexpectedlythathegavealittlescream,asuddenroarburstoutbehindhim。Heturnedand,indeed,theworldseemedtohavegonemad。Amomentagotherehadbeendarknessanddimshadow。Now,suddenly,therewasahugewhistling,tossingcircleoflightandflame,andfromthecentreofthisabanging,brazen,cymbal-clashingscreamissued-ascreamthat,throughitsstridentshrillness,herecognisedasatunethatheknew——atuneoftenwhistledbyJimatCowFarm。“Andhergoldenhairwashangingdownherback。“Whencethetunecamehecouldnottell;
  fromtheverybellyoftheflamingmonster,itseemed;but,ashewatched,hesawthatthehugecirclewhirledeverfasterandfaster,andthatupanddownontheflameofitcolouredhorsesroseandfell,vanishingfromlighttodarkness,fromdarknesstolight,andseemingoftheirownfreewillandmotiontodancetothethunderingmusic。
  Itwasthemostterrificthingthathehadeverseen。Themostterrificthing……hestoodthere,hiscaponthebackofhishead,hislegsapart,hismouthopen;forgettingutterlythecrowd,thinkingnothingoftimeordangerorpunishment——hegazedwithhiswholebody。
  Ashiseyesgrewmoreaccustomedtotheglareofthehissinggas,hesawthatinthecentrefigureswerepaintedstandingontheedgeofapillarthatrevolvedwithoutpause。Therewasawomanwithflamingredcheeks,agolddressanddeadwhitedustyarms,amanwithagoldencrownandapurplerobe,butabrokennose,andaminstrelwithaharp。Thewomanandthekingmovedstifflytheirarmsupanddown,thattheymightstrikeinstruments,oneacymbalandtheotheradrum。ButitwasfinallythehorsesthatcaughtJeremy’sheart。
  Halfofthematleastwerewithoutriders,andtheemptyoneswentroundpathetically,envyingthemoresuccessfulonesanddancingtothemusicasthoughwithaneffort。OneespeciallymovedJeremy’ssympathy。Hewasafinehorse,ratherfresherthantheothers,withacoal-blackmaneandgreatblackbulgingeyes;hissaddlewasofgoldandhistrappingsofred。AshewentroundheseemedtocatchJeremy’seyeandtobeghimtocometohim。Herodemoresecurelythantherest,risingnoblylikeahorseoffinebreeding,fallingagainwithanimplicationofrestrainedforceasthoughhewouldsay:“Ihaveonlytoletmyselfgoandthere,myword,youwouldseewhereI’dgetto。“HisboldblackeyesturnedbeseechinglytoJeremy——surelyitwasnotonlyatrickofthewavinggas;theboydrewcloserandcloser,nevermovinghisgazefromthehorseswhohadhithertobeenwhirlingatabacchanalianpace,butnow,asatsomesuddensecretcommand,suddenlyslackened,hesitated,fellintoagentlejog-trot,thenscarcelyrose,scarcelyfell,weresuddenlystill。Jeremysawwhatitwasthatyoudidifyouwantedtoride。A
  stoutdirtymancameoutamongstthehorsesand,restinghishandsontheirbacksasthoughtheywerelessthannothingtohim,shouted:“Now’syourchance,lidiesandgents!Now,lidiesandgents!Comealonghup!Comealonghup!Therideofyourlifenow!A
  ’alfpennyatime!A’alfpennyatime,andthefinestrideofyourlife!“
  Peoplebegantomountthestepsthatledontotheplatformwherethehorsesstood。Awoman,thenamanandaboy,thentwomen,thentwogirlsgigglingtogether,thenamanandagirl。
  Andthestoutfellowshouted:“Comealonghup!Comealonghup!Now,lidiesandgents!A’alfpennyaride!Comealonghup!“
  Jeremynoticedthenthatthefinehorsewiththeblackmanehadstoppedclosebesidehim。Impossibletosaywhetherthehorsehadintendeditorno!Hewasstaringnowinfrontofhimwiththeinnocentstupidgazethatanimalscanassumewhentheydonotwishtogivethemselvesaway。ButJeremycouldseethathewastakingitforgrantedthatJeremyunderstoodtheaffair。“Ifyou’resuchafoolasnottounderstand,“heseemedtosay,“well,then,Idon’twantyou。“Jeremygazed,andthereproachinthoseeyeswasmorethanhecouldendure。Andatanymomentsomeoneelsemightsettlehimselfonthatbeautifulback!There,thatstupidfatgigglinggirl!No——shehadmovedelsewhere……Hecouldendureitnolongerand,withathumpingheart,clutchingascaldingpennyinared-hothand,hemountedthesteps。“Oneride——littlegen’elman。’Ereyouare!’Oldonnow!Oh,youwantsthatone,doyer?Eightyerare——yerpaysyermoneyandyertakesyerchoice。“HeliftedJeremyup。“Putyerarmsround’isnecknow——’ewon’tbiteyer!“
  Bitehimindeed!Jeremyfelt,asheclutchedthecoolheadandlethishandslideoverthestiffblackmane,thatheknewmoreaboutthathorsethanhisownerdid。Heseemedtofeelbeneathhimthehorse’sresponsetohisclutchingknees,theheadseemedtoriseforamomentandnodtohimandtheeyestosay:“It’sallright。I’lllookafteryou。I’llgiveyouthebestrideofyourlife!“Hefelt,indeed,thatthegazeofthewholeworldwasuponhim,butherespondedtoitproudly,staringboldlyaroundhimasthoughhehadbeenseatedonmerry-go-roundsallhisdays。Perhapssomeinthegapingcrowdknewhimandweresaying:“Why,there’stheRev。Cole’skid——“Nevermind;hewasabovescandal。FromwherehewashecouldseetheFairliftedupandtranslatedintoafantasticsplendour。
  Nothingwascertain,nothingdefined——abovehimacanopyofeveningsky,withcirclesandchainsofstarsmixedwiththerosyhazeoftheflameoftheFair;oppositehimwasthePalaceof“TheTwo-
  HeadedGiantfromtheCaucasus,“ahugemanasportrayedinthepicturehangingonhisouterwalls,agiantnaked,saveforabearskin,withoneheadblackandoneyellow,andwhiteprotrudingteethinbothmouths。NexttohimwastheFortuneTeller’s,andoutsidethisalittlemanwithahumpbeatadrum。Thentherewas“TheTheatreofTragedyandMirth,“withaposterononesideofthedoorportrayingaladydrowningintheswiftestofrivers,butwiththeprospectofbeingsavedbyastoutgentlemanwholeanedoverfromthebankandgraspedherhair。Thentherewasthe“ChamberoftheFatLadyandtheSixLittleDwarfs,“andtheentrytothiswasguardedbyadirtysour-lookingfemalewhognashedherteethatahesitatingpublic,beforewhom,withasplendidindifferencetoappearance,sheconsumed,outofapieceofnewspaper,hereveningmeal。
  AllthesethingswereinJeremy’simmediatevision,andbeyondthemwasahazethathiseyescouldnotpenetrate。Itheld,heknew,wildbeasts,becausehecouldhearquiteclearlyfromtimetotimethelionandtheelephantandthetiger;itheldmusic,becausefromsomewherethroughallthenoiseandconfusionthetuneofabandpenetrated;itheldbuyersandsellersandtreasuresandriches,andalltheinhabitantsoftheworld——surelyalltheworldmustbehereto-night。Andthen,beyondthehaze,therewerethesilentandmysteriousgipsycaravans。Darkwiththeirlittlesquarewindows,andtheircolouredwalls,andtheirroundwheels,andthesmellofwoodfires,andthenoiseofhissingkettlesandhorsescroppingthegrass,andaroundthemthestillnightworldwiththethickwoodsandthedarkriver。