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第37章

  UndoubtedlythisencouragedJeremy’sindependence。
  Hewalkedtoandfrothecurate’slodgingbyhimself,andwasabletoobservemanyinterestingthingsontheway。Sometimes,lateintheafternoon,hewouldhavesomelessonthathemusttaketohismasterwho,ashelodgedatthebottomofOrangeStreet,wasaverysafeandsteadydistancefromtheColes。
  OfcourseAuntAmyobjected。
  “YouallowJeremy,allbyhimself,intothestreetatnight,andhe’sonlyeight。Really,you’retoostrange!“
  “Well,inthefirstplace,“saidMrs。Cole,mildly,“itisn’tnight——it’safternoon;inthesecondplace,itisonlyjustdownthestreet,andJeremy’smostobedientalways,asyouknow,Amy。“
  “I’msurethatMr。Somersetiswild,“saidAuntAmy。
  “MydearAmy,why’?“
  “You’veonlygottolookathisface。It’s’flashy。’That’swhatI
  callit。“
  “Oh,thatisn’tthesortofmanwho’lldoJeremyharm,“saidMrs。
  Cole,withamother’swisdom。
  Certainly,hedidJeremynoharmatall;hetaughthimnothing,noteven“mensa,“andhowtospell“receive“and“apple。“TheonlythinghedidwastoencourageJeremy’sindependence,andthiswasdone,inthefirstplace,bythewalkstoandfro。
  HehadonlybeengoingtoMr。Somerset’sadayortwowhentheannouncementsoftheFairappearedonthewallsofthetown。Hecouldnothelpbutseethem;therewasalargecueontheboardinghalf-waydownOrangeStreet,justoppositetheDoctor’s;aposterwithacolouredpictureof“Wombwell’sCircus,“afineaffair,withspangledladiesjumpingthroughhoops,elephantssittingonstools,tigersprowling,aclowncrackingawhip,and,bestofall,agentleman,withananxiousfaceandascantybutelegantcostume,balancedaboveagazingmultitudeonatight-rope。TherewasalsoabilloftheFairsettingforththattherewouldbea“CattleMarket,Races,Roundabout,Swings,Wrestling,Boxing,FatWomen,Dwarfs,andtheTwo-HeadedGiantfromtheCaucasus。“Duringawholeweek,onceaday,Jeremyreadthisbillfromthetoptothebottom;attheendoftheweekhecouldrepeatitallbyheart。
  HeaskedMr。Somersetwhetherhewasgoing。
  “Oh,Ishallslipalongoneevening,I’venodoubt,“repliedthatgentleman。“Butit’sabore——awholeweekofit——upsetsone’swork。“
  “Itneedn’t,“saidJeremy,“ifyoustayindoors。“
  ThisamusedMr。Somersetimmensely。Helaughedagreatdeal。
  “Wealwayshaveto,“saidJeremy,ratherhurt。“We’renotallowedfartherthanthegarden。“
  “Ah,butI’molderthanyouare,“saidMr。Somerset。“Itwasthesamewithmeonce。“
  “Andwhatdidyoudo?Didyougoallthesame?“
  “Youbet,Idid,“saidthered-facedhero,moreintentonhisreminiscencesthanontheeffectthatthismighthaveonthemoralsofhispupil。
  Jeremywaitedthenfortheparentalcommandthatwasalwaysissued。
  Itwas:“Now,children,youmustpromisemenevertogooutsidethehousethisweekunlessyouhaveaskedpermissionfirst。“Andthen:
  “Andonnoaccounttospeaktoanystrangeraboutanythingwhatever。“Andthen:“Don’tlookoutofthebackwindows,mind。“
  Fromtheextremecornersofthebedroomwindowsyoucouldseeapatchofthemeadowwhereonthegipsy-vanssettled。ThesecommandshadbeenasregularastheFair,andalways,ofcourse,thechildrenhadpromisedobedience。Jeremytoldhisconsciencethatif,thisyear,hegavehispromise,hewouldcertainlykeepit。Hewondered,atthesametime,whetherhemightnotpossiblymanagetobeoutofthehousewhenthecommandswereissued。Heformedahabitofsuddenlyslippingoutoftheroomwhenhesawhisfather’smouthassumingtheshapeofa“command。“Hetooktheutmostcarenottobealonewithhisfather。
  Butheneednothavebeenalarmed。Thisyearnocommandappeared。
  PerhapsMr。Colethoughtthatitwasnolongernecessary;itwasobviousthatthechildrenwerenottogo,andtheywere,afterall,oldenoughnowtothinkforthemselves。Or,perhaps,itwasthatMr。
  Colehadotherthingsonhismind;hewaschangingcuratesjustthen,andasuccessionofwhite-faced,soft-voiced,andloud-bootedyoungmenwereappearingattheColes’hospitabletable。
  “Here’sthistiresomeFaircomeroundagain,“saidMrs。Cole。
  “Wicked!“saidAuntAmy,withanenviousshudder。“Satanfindswork,indeed,inthistown。“
  “Idon’tsupposeit’sworsethananywhereelse,“saidMrs。Cole。
  Onthelateafternoonofthedaybeforetheopening,Jeremy,onhiswaytoMr。Somerset’s,caughtthetailendofWombwell’sCircusProcessionmoving,inmistysplendour,acrossthemarket。
  Hecouldseebutlittle,althoughhestoodonthepedestalofalamp-post;butBritannia,rockinghighintheair,flashinghersilversceptreintheeveningair,andfollowedbytwoenormousandmelancholyelephants,caughthisgaze。Strainsofabandlingeredabouthim。HeenteredMr。Somerset’sinafrenzyofexcitement,buthesaidnothing。HefeltthatMr。Somersetwouldlaughathim。
  HereturnedtohishomethatnighthauntedbyBritannia。HeateBritanniaforhissupper;hehadBritanniaforhisdreams;andhegreetedRoseasBritanniathenextmorningwhenshecalledhim。
  EarlyuponthatdaytherewereborneintotheheartofthehousestrainsoftheFair。Itwasnousewhatevertoclosethewindows,lockthedoors,andreadDivinity。Thestrainspersisted,aheavenlymurmur,risingatmomentsintoamuffledshriekorajumblingshout,hangingaboutthewallsasaromanticecho,dyingupontheairachastenedwail。“NouseforMr。Coletosay:
  “WemustbehaveasthoughtheFairwasnot。“
  Forawholeweekitwouldbethere,andeveryoneknewit。
  Jeremydidnotmeantobedisobedient,butafterthatglimpseofBritanniaheknewthathewouldgo。
  III
  Ithad,atfirst,beenthoughtadvisablethatJeremyshouldnotgotoMr。Somerset’sduringFairWeek。PerhapsMr。SomersetcouldcometotheColes’。No,hewasverysorry。Hemustbeinhisroomsatthatparticularhourincaseparishionersshouldneedhisadviceorassistance。
  “Pityforhimtomissallthisweek,especiallyastherewillbeonlyfourdaysleftafterthat。IamreallyanxiousforhimtohavealittlegroundinginLatin。“
  Mrs。Colesmiledconfidently。“IthinkJeremyistobetrusted。Hewouldneverdoanythingthatyouwouldn’tlike。“
  Mr。Colewasnotsosure。“He’snotquitesoobedientasIshouldwish。Heshowsanindependence——“
  However,aftersomehesitationitwasdecidedthatJeremymightbetrusted。
  Butevenafterthathewasneverputuponhishonour。“IfIdon’tpromise,Ineedn’tmind,“hesaidtohimself,andwaitedbreathlessly;butnothingcame。OnlyAuntAmysaid:
  “Ihopeyoudon’tspeaktolittleboysinthestreet,Jeremy。“Towhichherepliedscornfully:“Ofcoursenot。“
  Heinvestigatedhismoney-box,removingthetopwithatin-opener。
  Hefoundthathehadthere3s。31/2d。;alargesum,andenoughtogivehimaroyaltime。
  Marycaughthim。
  “Oh,Jeremy,whatareyoudoing?“
  “Justcountingmymoney,“hesaid,withwould-becarelessness。
  “You’regoingtotheFair?“shewhisperedbreathlessly。
  Hefrowned。Howcouldsheknow?Shealwayskneweverything。
  “Perhaps,“hewhisperedback;“butifyoutellanyoneI’ll——“
  “OfcourseIwouldn’ttell,“shereplied,deeplyoffended。
  Thislittleconversationstrengthenedhispurpose。Hehadnotadmittedtohimselfthathewasreallygoing。Nowheknew。
  Wednesdaywouldbethenight。OnWednesdayeveningshisfatherhadaservicewhichpreventedhimfromreturninghomeuntilhalf-pasteight。HewouldgotoSomerset’sathalf-pastfour,andwouldheexpectedhomeathalf-pastsix;therewouldbenorealalarmabouthimuntilhisfather’sreturnfromchurch,andhecould,therefore,besureoftwohours’bliss。Fortheconsequenceshedidnotcareatall。Hewasgoingtodonoharmtoanyoneoranything。Theywouldbeangry,perhaps,butthatwouldnothurthim,and,inanycase,hewasgoingtoschoolnextweek。NooneatschoolwouldmindwhetherhehadbeentotheFairorno。
  Hefeltaloofandapart,asthoughnoonecouldtouchhim。Hewouldnothavemindedsimplygoingintothemallandsaying:“I’mofftotheFair。“Theobviousdrawbacktothatwouldhavebeenthathewouldhavebeenshutupinhisroom,andthentheymightmakehimgivehisword……Hewouldnotbreakanypromises。
  WhenWednesdaycameitwasalovelyday。OutinthefieldjustbehindtheColes’housetheywereburningahugebonfireofdeadleaves。Atfirstonlyaheavycolumnofgreysmokerose,thenflamesbrokethrough;little,thingoldenflameslikepaper;thenasuddenfierceredtongueshotoutandwentlickingupintotheairuntilitfadedliketumblingwateragainstthesunlight。Ontheouteredgeofthebonfiretherewasthingreysmokethroughwhichyoucouldseeasthroughglass。Thesmellwasheavenly,andeventhroughclosedwindowsthecracklingoftheburntleavescouldbeheard。ThesightofthebonfireexcitedJeremy。Itseemedtohimasignalofencouragement,aspurtoperseverance。Allthemorningtheflamescrackled,andmencamewithwheelbarrowsfullofleavesandemptiedtheminthickheapsuponthefire。Ateachemptyingthefirewouldbeforamomentbeaten,andonlythewhite,thick,malicioussmokewouldcomethrough;thenalittlespitofflame,another,another;
  thenathrustlikeagoldenhandstretchingout;thenafine,towering,quiveringsplendour。
  Underthefullnoondaysunthefirewaspaleandsounreal,weak,andsickly,thatonewasalmostashamedtolookatit。Butastheafternoonpassed,itagaingatheredstrength,andwiththefaint,duskyeveningitwasagiantoncemore。
  “Youcomealong,“itsaidtoJeremy。“Comealong!Comealong!“
  “I’mgoingtoMr。Somerset’s,Mother,“hesaid,puttingtwoexercisebooksandaverynewandshiningblueLatinbooktogether。
  “Areyou,dear?Isupposeyou’resafe?“Mrs。Coleasked,lookingthroughthedrawing-roomwindow。
  “Oh,it’sallright,“saidJeremy“Well,Ithinkitis,“saidMrs。Cole。“Thestreetseemsquiteempty。Don’tspeaktoanyodd-lookingmen,willyou?“
  “Oh,that’sallright,“hesaidagain。
  HewalkeddownOrangeStreet,hisbooksunderhisarm,the3s。3
  1/2d。inhispocket。Thestreetwasquitedeserted,swimminginacold,palelight;thetrees,thehouses,thechurch,thegarden-