Andwhatachest!Jeremyhadneverconceivedthatanyhumanbeingcouldbesothickandsobroad。Theback,spreadingtothefarthestlimitsoftheshinyseamsofthecoat,waslikeawall。Thethighswerepillows,thearmsbolstersandyetnotfat,mindyou,simplymuscle,allofit。Onecouldseeinaminutethatitwasallmuscle,thechestthrustforward,thelegsspreadwide,thebull-neckburstingthehandkerchief,everythingthatJeremyhimselfmostwishedtobe。Asailor,amonumentofstrength,withthescentofhis“shag“strongenoughtosmellamileaway,and——yes,mostmarvellousofall,goldringsinhisears!Hischestwouldbetatooedprobably,andperhapshislegsalso!
There,onthebackofhishand,wasablueanchor……Jeremylookedupandtrembledlestthevisionshouldfade,thenflungahurriedlookaroundhimtoseewhetherMissJoneswerenear。Noonewasabout。Hewasalonewiththedesireofhislife。
“I’msososorryIhaven’tamatch,“hesaid。“I’mnotallowedtohavethem,youknow。“
“No,Isupposenot,“saidthevision。“Justmyblamedluck。ThereI
amwith’undredsofpoundslyingaroundmyroomat’omecarelessasyouplease,andthenheldupforabloomin’match。What’sgoldtoamanlikeme?Butamatch……thereyouare……that’slife。“
HelookedatJeremywithgreatinterest;hetookin,asJeremyrealised,everydetailofhispersonalappearance。
“Ilikeboys,“hesaid。“’Adtwomyself——’ealthylittlenipperstheywas。Bothdead-’ereto-dayandgoneto-morrer,asyoumightsay。Gotyournurse’angingaroundanywhere?“
“Nurse?“saidJeremyindignantly。“Idon’thaveanurse。I’mmuchtooold!Thereisagoverness,butshe’sovertheretalkingtoMary。
She’smysister——buttheywon’tbotheryet——nottilltheCathedralbellbegins。“
“Nointentionof’urtingyourfeelings,youngfellowmylad。Didn’tthinkyou’dwantanurseofcourse——bigchaplikeyou。Thoughtyoumight’aveababybrotherorsuch。Nooffence——Isupposeyou’aven’tbeguntosmokeyet。Can’tofferyousometobacco。“
Jeremycoloured。Themanwaslaughingathim。
“I’meightifyouwanttoknow,“hesaid,“andI’mgoingtoschoolinSeptember。“
“School!“saidthemariner,sniffingcontemptuously。“Idon’tthinkmuchofschoolifyouaskme。NowIneverwenttoschool,andI
can’tseethatI’mmuchtheworsefornot’avingbeenthere。
Contrariwise——I’veseenmanyafinepromisingladspoiledbytoomuchschoolin’。Beamanoftheworld,Isay;that’sthedirectionyouwanttosailin。“
“Didyoureallynevergotoschool?“askedJeremy。
“NotI!“reliedthesailor。“Flungoutattheageofsix,Iwas,turnedintoaboatsailingtotheWestIndiesandlefttoshiftformyself——and’ereIamto-dayaCaptainofasfineacraftasyou’reeverlikelytosee,withgoldin’erlockersandpeacocksinthe’old——allinamannerofspeaking,youknow。“
Jeremy’seyesglittered;hisfacewasflushedabrilliantred。
Hamlethadreturnedfromhisrabbithuntingandsatwithhistongueoutandawildadventurouseyeglitteringupathismasterfrombehindhishair,yethewasnotnoticed。
“Youwereverylucky,“hesaiddevoutly,thenhewentonhurriedly:
“Wouldyoumind——yousee,MissJonesmaycomeatanymoment——wouldyoumind——“hechoked。
“WouldImindwhat?“askedtheCaptain。
“Wouldyoumindtellingme?Areyoutatooedonyourbody,snakesandshipsandthings,likeagardeneroncewehad?Hehadasea-serpentalldownhisback。Heshowedmeoneday。“
TheCaptainsmiledproudly。
“Tatooed!Talkoftatooing!I’llshowyer——anditisn’teverybodyI’ddoitforneither。ButI’vetakenafancytoyou,likemyownyoungnipperwhatdied。“
Withanairofvastceremony,asthoughhewerethrowingopenthedoortoalltheuniverse,heslowlyunwoundfromabouthisneckthedarkbluehandkerchief,unbuttonedhiscoat,thenagrimyshirtanddisplayedawallofdeepbrownchest。Thisfineexpansehadnohairuponit,butwasilluminatedwithasuperbpictureofashipinfullsailagainstasettingsun,allworkedinthemosthandsomeofbluetatoo。Jeremygasped。Hehadneverdreamedthatsuchthingscouldbe。Heventuredtotouchtheshipwithhisfinger,andhecouldfeeltheCaptain’smanlyheartthumpinglikeamuffledhammerbeneaththeskin。
“There’sQueenVictoriaonmyrightthighandNelsononmyleft,andthebattleofTrafalgaronthemiddleofmyback。P’rapsI’llshow’emyouoneday。Itwouldn’tbedecentexactly’ere——toopublic。ButonedayyoucometomylittleplaceandI’llshow’emyou。“
“Willyoureally?“saidJeremy。“Didn’tithurtterribly?“
“Hurt!“saidtheCaptain。“Ishouldjustthinkitdid。I’adtoputcottonwoolbehindmyteethtopreventmyselffromscreaming。Butthat’snothing。WhatdoyousaytobeingtorturedbytheCaribbeesnativeseverydayafterbreakfastforthree’olemonths。Atoothoutaday——“
“Butyourteethareallthere,“saidJeremy。
“False,“saidtheCaptain。“Everyoneof’em。Andthethingsthey’lldotoyourtoenails——it’udmakeyour’aircreeponyour’eadtolistentothethingsIcouldtellyou——“
“Oh,it’sawful!“saidJeremy。“Andwhereisyourshipnow?“
“Ah,myship!“theCaptainreplied,winkinginthemostmysteriousfashion;“itwouldbetellingtosaywherethatis。Icantrustyou,Iknow;I’magreatjudgeo’character,Iam,butnotevenwithmyownmother,gonetoglorynowtwentyyearsandasholyasoulaseverbreathed,Iwouldn’ttrusteven’erwiththesecret。“
“Whyisitasecret?“askedJeremybreathlessly。
“Treasure,“saidtheCaptain,droppinghisvoice。
“Treasure,nothinglessnormore。Betweenyouandmethere’senoughgoldonthatthereshiptosatisfythePrimeMinister’imself,tosaynothingofthejewels——rubies,pearls,diamonds。Myword,ifyoucouldseethemdiamonds。I’mlookingaboutmenowforanextramanortwo,andthenI’moffagain——silentcome,silentgo’smymotto——“
“Isupposeyoudon’thappentowantacabin-boy?“gaspedJeremy,hisvoicechokedinhisthroat。
“Well,now,that’safunnything,“saidtheCaptain。“It’soneoftheverythings。ButI’mafraidyou’reabityoung。YetIdon’tknow。Wemight——“
Hebrokeoff,suddenlyliftedhisfingertohislip,whispered:
“Keepyoureyesopen。I’llberoundagain,“andhadvanished。
DirectlyafterJeremyheardMissJones’sunwelcomevoice:“Why,Jeremy,wecouldn’tfindyouanywhere。It’sturningcold——tea-time——
“
Withathumpandathudandabanghefellbackintothehomelyworld。
III
Jeremywasaperfectlynormallittleboy,andIdefyanyonetohavediscoveredinhimatthisstageinhisprogress,thosestrangemorbiditiesandirregularinstinctsthatweretobefoundinsuchunhappyhumanbeingsasDostoieffsky’syoungheroin“Podrostok,“ortheunpleasantsonandheirofJudeandSue。Nevertheless,eightyearsoldisnottooearlyforstrangerimpulsesandwilderdreamsthanmostparentseverconceiveof,andthefortnightthatfollowedJeremy’smeetingwiththeSea-Captainwasaspeculiarandfantasticafortnightashewasever,inallhislaterlife,toknow。
Forhewashaunted——reallyhauntedinthegoodoldsolidpracticalmeaningoftheterm——hauntedwiththehauntingthatpursuedSintramandmanyanotherfamoushero。AndhewashauntednotonlybytheSea-Captain,butbyathousandthingsthatattendedinthathero’scompany。Hewashauntedbyapicture——whenceithadcometohimhedidnotknow——ofadead-whitehighroad,droppingoverthehillintoshadow,thelightfadingaroundit,black,heavyhedgesoneverysideofit。Frombelowthehillcamethepoundingofthesea,exactlyashehadhearditsomanymanytimesonthehillaboveRafiel,andheknew,althoughhiseyescouldnotcatchit,thatinthevalleyroundtheheadoftheroadwasthefishingvillagewiththelightsjustcominginthewindows,andbeyondthevillagetheslopingshinglyCove。Buthecouldseeonlythedead-whiteroad,anduponthishiseyeswerealwaysfixedasthoughhewereexpectingsomeone。Andhecouldsmellthesea-pinksandthegrassdampwitheveningdew,andthecolddustoftheroad,andthesea-smellinthewind。Andhewaited,knowingthatthetimewouldcomewhenhewouldbetoldtodescendthehill,passthroughthevillage,andstepout,undertheheavygreyclouds,uponthelittleshinglybeach。Hewasawarethenthatoutatseaadark,blackshipwasriding,slippingalittlewiththetide,onelightgleamingandswingingagainstthepaleglowoftheduskyhorizon。Thechurchclockstruckfourbelowthehill;hewasstillonthehighroadwaiting,hiseyesstrainingforfigures……Hewaspreparedforsomejourney,becausehehadathisfeetabundle。Andheknewthatheoughtnottobethere。Heknewthatsomethingawfulwasabouttohappenandthat,whenithadoccurred,hewouldbecommittedalwaystosomethingorsomeone……
Alittlecoldbreezethenwouldriseinthehedgesandagainstthesilencethatfollowedthechimingoftheclockhecouldhearfirstthebleatingofasheep,thenasuddenpoundingoftheseaasthoughthebreakersrespondedtothesuddenrisingofthewind,thenthehoofsofahorse,clearandhard,upontheroad……Atthatmomentthepicturecloudedandwasdim。Hadthisbeenadream?WasitsimplyaconfusionofsummervisitstoRafiel,storiestoldhimbyMary,picturesinbooksafineillustratededitionof“Redgauntlet“
hadbeenatreasuretohimsincehewasababy,theexcitingfigureoftheCaptain,andthebeginningofspring?Andyetthevisionwassovividlydetailedthatitwaspreciselylikearememberedevent。
Hehadalwaysseenthingsinpictures;punishmentmeantstandinginthecornercountingtheshipsonthewallpaper;summerholidaysmeantthedeepgreenmeadowsofCowFarm,orapurplepoolunderanafternoonsun;religionmeantwalkingupthegreatwideaisleoftheCathedralincreakingbootsandcleanunderclothes,andsoon。Itwasnothingnewforhimtomakeapicture,andtoletthatpicturestandforawholecomplexphaseoflife。Butthis?WhathadittodowiththeSea-Captain,audwhywasit,asheknewinhisheartthatitwas,wickedandwrongandfurtive?Forthishadbegunasahighadventurousromance。TherehadbeennothingwronginthatfirsttalkintheMeads,whentheCaptainhadshownhimthetatooes。ThewickednessofithaddevelopedpartlywithhisgrowinglongingtoseetheCaptainagain,partlywiththemeetingthatactuallyfollowed,andpartlywiththesensethatgrewandgrewasthedayspassedthattheCaptainwasalwayswatchinghim。
TheCaptain,duringtheseweeks,seemedtobeeverywhere。NeverwasthereanafternoonthatJeremywalkedoutwithMissJonesandhissistersthathedidnotappear。Itwasnotverydifficulttosnatchaconversationwithhim。Becausethebeautyofthespringweathercontinued,thechildrenwenteverydayforawalkintheMeads,andonatleastthreeseparateoccasionsJeremyandtheCaptainenjoyedquitelongconversationstogether。Thesewere,noneofthem,sogoodasthatfirstonehadbeen。TheCaptainwasnotsogenial,norsolight-hearted;itseemedthathehadsomethingonhismind。
SometimesheputhishandonJeremy’sshoulder,andtheheavypressureofhisgreatfingersmadeJeremytremble,partlywithterror,partlywithpleasure。Hisface,also,wasscarcelysoagreeableasithadseemedatfirstsight。HistremendousnoseseemedtoburndownuponJeremylikeamalignantfire。Hiseyesweresosmallthatsometimestheydisappearedunderhisfatcheeksaltogether,oronlygleamedlikelittlesharppointsoflightfromunderhisheavy,shaggyeyebrows。Then,althoughhetriedtomakehisvoicepleasant,Jeremyfeltthatthatcomplaisantfriendlinesswasnothisnaturaltone。Sometimestherewouldbeasharp,barkingnotethatmadeJeremyjumpandhischeekpale。TheCaptaintoldhimnomorefascinatingstories,andwhenJeremywantedtoknowabouttheshipwiththediamondsandrubiesandthelittleseavillagewhereshelayhidandtheCaribbeesnatives,andthechancesofbecomingacabinboy,andthefurtherexploitationofthetatooes
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