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第17章

  “Oh,she’sallright,“hesaid。“Butitisn’tthat——“Thenhestopped;hecouldn’texplain——especiallywiththatidiotAuntAmythere,who’donlylaughathim,orkisshim,orsomethingelsehorrible。
  Afterwards,ashewentslowlyuptobed,hestoppedforamomentinthedarkpassagethinking。Thewholehousewassilentabouthim,onlytheclockswhispering。
  WhatatiresomebotherAuntAmywas!Howhewishedthatsheweredead!AndwhataboreitwouldbebeinggoodnowwithMissJones。Atthesametime,therenewedconsciousnessofherpersonaldramamoststrangelymovedhim——herbrotherwhorowed,herneuralgia,herlackofrelations。PerhapsAuntAmyalsohadanexcitinghistory!Perhapsshealsocried!
  Theworldseemedtobesuddenlyfilledwithpressing,throngingfigures,allwithbusinessesoftheirown。
  Itwasveryodd。
  Hepushedbacktheschoolroomdoorandblinkedatthesuddenlight。
  CHAPTERV
  THESEA-CAPTAIN
  I
  Veryfewmatter-of-factcitizensofthepresent-dayworldwillunderstandthepartthattheseausedtoplayinouryounglivesthirtyyearsagoinPolchester。
  ItisveryeasytolookatthemapandsaythattheseaisaconsiderabledistancefromPolchester,andthatevenifyoustoodonthehighestridgeofthehighestcornfieldabovethetownyouwouldnotbeabletocatchthefaintestglimpseofit。Thatmaybetrue,althoughImyselfcanneverbecompletelyassured,possessingsovividlyasIdoamemoryofadaywhenIstoodwithmynurseattheedgeofMerazionWoodsand,gazingouttothehorizon,sawafleetofshipsfull-sailuponthebluestofseas,andwouldnotbepersuadedthatitwasmerelywrackofclouds。Thatmaybeorno;thefactremainsthatPolchestersniffedtheseafromafar,wascaughtwithseabreezesandbathedinreflectedsea-lights;againandagainofaneveningtheCathedralsailedondustandshadowtowardsthehorizon,agreatwhiteghostofagalleon,andtheyoungcitizensofthetownwithwonderingeyes,watcheditgo。Butthereweremorepositiveinfluencesthanmerecloudandlight。Wehad,inthelowerpartofourtown,sailors,quiteanumberofthem。Thereweretheoldwhite-beardedoneswhowouldsitupontubsandtellsmugglingtales;thesehauntedtheRiverPol,fishedinit,ferriedpeopleacrossit,andletoutboatsforhire。Therewereyoungersailorswho,tiredofthestilllifeoftheirlittlevillagesanddreadingtherealhardworkofalifeatsea,lurchedandslouchedbythePol’sriverbed,fishingalittle,sleeping,eatinganddrinkingagreatdeal。
  Andtherewerethetruesailors,passingthroughperhapsontheirwaytoDrymouthtojointheirships,stayinginthetownforadayortwotovisittheirrelations,orsimplystoppingforanhourorsotogazeopen-mouthedattheCathedralandthemarket-placeandtheCanonsandtheoldwomen。Thesemenhadsometimesgoldringsintheirears,andtheirfaceswereoftencolouredadarkrichbrown,andtheycarriedbundlesacrosstheirbacksallinthetraditionalstyle。
  Thentherewereinfluencesmoresubtlethaneithercloudsormen。
  Thereweretheinfluencesoftheplacesthatwehadourselvesseeninoursummerholidays——RafielandSt。Lowe,MarionBayorBorhaze——
  and,ontheothercoast,Newbockwithitsvaststretchofyellowsand,St。BorsewithitswildseasandgiantBorseHead,orSt。
  Nails-in-Covewithitscolouredrocksandsparklingshells。Everychildhadhisownplace;myplacewas,likeJeremy’s,Rafiel,andabetter,morebeautifulplace,inthewholeworldyouwillnotfind。
  Andeachplacehasitsownlegend:atRafieltheGoldluredPirates,andtheTurnip-Field;atPolwinttheGiantExciseMan;atBorhazetheSmugglersofTrezentRock;atSt。Borsethewreckof“TheGoldenGalleon“intheyear1563,withitswonderfultreasure;andatSt。
  MaitsinCovethefamousWitchofSt。MaitsinChurchTownwhoturnedmen’sbonesintowaterandfilledSt。MaitsinChurchwithsnakes。
  Backfromonesummerholiday,treasuringthesestoriestogetherwithourcollectionsofshellsandseaweedanddriedflowers,wecame,andsothetalessettledinPolchesterstreetsandcreptintotheheartofthePolchestercobblesandhauntedthePolchestercornersbythefire,andeveninvadedwiththeirromantic,peering,mischievousfacesthesolemnaislesoftheCathedralitself。
  Theseawasattheheartofallofthem,andwheneverasea-breezeblewdownthestreetcarryingwithitwispsofstrawfromthefield,ordandelionseeds,orsmellofsea-pinks,wechildrenliftedournosesandsniffedandsniffedandsawthewavescurlinacrosstheshore,orbreakersburstupontherock,andwhisperedtooneanotheroftheSmugglersofTrezentortheGold-lacedPiratesofRafiel。
  ButIthinkthatnoneofusadoredtheseaasJeremydid。Fromthatfirstmomentwhen,asasmallbaby,hehadbeenheldupinRafielCovetoseethetopsofthewavescatchthemorninglightastheyrolledovertoshore,hehadadoredit。Hehadneverfeltanyfearofit;hehadbeenabletoswimsincehecouldremember,andhesimplylivedforthosedaysattheendofJulywhentheywouldall,inafrantichurryandconfusion,takethetrainforRafielandarriveatCowFarmintheevening,withtheroaroftheseacomingacrossthequietfieldstominglewiththelowingofthecowsandthebleatingofthesheep。Hehadinhisbedroomawonderfulcollectionofdustyandstickysea-shells,andthesehewouldturnoverandover,lettingthemrunthroughhisfingersasaminercountshisgold。
  Lethimcatchthefaintestglimpseofashadowofasailorinthestreetandhewasafterit,andhehadonce,whenhewasonlyfourorfive,beencaughtbytheterrifiedJampot,onlyjustintime,walkingawayconfidentlydownthemarket-place,hishandinthehugegraspofavillainouslookingmariner。Hewasexceedinglyhappyinhishome,buthedidoftenwonderwhetherhewouldnotrunawaytosea;ofcourse,hewasgoingtobeasailor,butitseemedsolongtowaituntilhewasthirteenorfourteen,andtherewastheseaallthetimerollinginandoutandinvitinghimtocome。
  Mrs。ColewarnedMissJonesofthistasteofJeremy’s:“Neverlethimspeaktoasailor,MissJones。Therearesomehorriblemeninthetown,andJeremysimplyisnottobetrustedwhensailorsareconcerned。“
  MissJones,however,couldnotbealwaysonherguard,andFateisstrongerthananygoverness……
  EarlyinFebruarytherecameoneofthosehintsofspringthatinGlebeshiremorethaninanyotherplaceintheworldthrillandstirtheheart。Generallytheygiveverylittleinactualrewardandarefollowedbyweeksofhailandsleetandwind,butforthatreasonalonetheirburningpromiseisbeyondallotherpromisesbeguiling。
  Jeremygotuponemorningtofeelthatsomewherebehindthethickwetmistsoftheearlyhourstherewasablazingsun。Afterbreakfast,openingthewindowandleaningout,hecouldseetheleavesofthegardenstillshiningwiththeirearlyglitterandtheearthchannelledintofissuresandbreaks,darkandhardunderthesilver-threadedfrost;beneaththerindofthesoilhecouldfeelthepushing,heavinglifestrugglingtoanswerthecallofthesunaboveit。FardowntheroadtowardstheOrchardsadimveilofgoldwasspreadingbehindthewallsofmist;thesparrowsonthealmondtreenearhiswindowchatteredlikethegirlsoftheHighSchool,andblueshadowsstoleintothedimgreysky,justaslightbreaksuponanearlymorningsea;theairwaswarmbehindtheouterwallofthefrostymorning,andthefaintgoldofthefirstcrocusbeneaththegardenwallnearthepantrydoor,wherealwaysthefirstcrocusescame,caughthiseye。Evenashewatchedthesunburstthemist,thetreeschangedfromdimgreytosharpblack,thebluefloodedthesky,andtheCathedralbeyondthetreesshonelikeahouseofcrystal。
  Allthismeantspring,andspringmeanthuntingforsnowdropsintheMeads。JeremyinformedMissJones,andMissJoneswas,ofcourse,agreeable。Theywouldwalkthatwayafterluncheon。
  TheMeadsfallinabroadgreenslopefromtheoldCathedralbattlementdowntotheRiverPol。Theirlongstretchesofmeadowarescatteredwithtrees,someoftheoldestoaksinGlebeshire,andtheyarefinallyboundedbythewindingpathoftheRopeWalkthatskirtstheriverbank。AlongtheRopeWalkinMarchandAprilthedaffodilsfirst,andtheprimrosesafterwards,aresothickthat,fromtheCathedralwalls,theRopeWalklooksasthoughitwanderedbetweenpoolsandlakesofgold。IntheOrchardsonthehillalsotheyrunlikerivers。
  Uponthisafternoontherewereonlythetrees,faintlypink,alongtheriverandthewideunbrokencarpetofgreen。MissJoneswalkedupanddowntheRopeWalk,whilstMarytoldheranendlessandexceedinglyconfusedstorythathadbegunmorethanaweekagoandhadreachedbynowsuchastateof“Tobecontinuedinournext“
  thatMissJoneshadonlythevaguestideaofwhatitwasallabout。
  Hermindthereforewandered,asindeed,didalwaysthemindsofMary’saudiences,andMarynevernoticedbutstaredwiththeraptgazeofthecreatorthroughherenormousglasses,outintoanenchantedworldofgoldenprincesses,whiteelephantsandropesandropesofrubies。MissJonesmeanwhilethoughtofheryoungdays,herillnessesandacertainhatthatshehadseeninThornley’swindowsintheHighStreet。Jeremy,attendedbyHamlet,huntedamongstthetreesforsnowdrops。
  Hamlethadbeenworriedeversincehecouldrememberbyatheoryaboutrabbits。Hehadbeentold,ofcourse,aboutrabbitsbyhisparents,andithadevenbeensuggestedtohimthathewouldbeamightyhunterofthesamewhenhegrewtoacertainage。Hehadnowreachedthatage,butneverarabbitasyethadheencountered。HemightevenhaveconcludedthatthewholeRabbitstorywasamythandalegendwereitnotthatcertainscentsandodourswereforevertantalisinghisnosethatcould,hisinstincttoldhim,meanRabbitandonlyRabbit。Thesescentsmethimatthemosttantalisingtimes,pullinghimthiswayandthat,excitingthewildesthopesinhim,afterwardscondemnedtosterility;asghostshaunttheconvincedandtrustingspiritualist,sodidrabbitshauntHamlet。HedreamtofRabbitsatnight,hetastedRabbitsinhisfood,hesawthemscaletheairandswimthestream——now,hewascloseontheirtrail,nowhehadthemroundthattree,upthathill,downthathole……
  sittingtranquillyinfrontoftheschoolroomfirehewouldscentthem;alwaystheyeludedhim,laughedathim,mockedhimwiththeirstumpytails。Theywererapidlybecomingtheobsessionofhisnightsanddays。
  UponthisafternoontheairwasfullofRabbit。TheMeadsseemedtobreatheRabbit。Helefthismaster,rushedhitherandthither,barkedandwhined,scratchedthesoil,ranroundthetrees,laycautiouslymotionlesswaitingforhisfoes,andnowandthensatandlaughedathimselfforaludicrousrabbit-bemusedidiot。Hehadadelightfulafternoon……
  Jeremythenwasleftentirelytohimselfandwanderedabout,lookingforsnowdropsunderthetrees,talkingtohimself,lostinachainofideasthatincludedfoodandtheseaandcatapultsandasorefingerandwhatschoolwouldbelikeandwhetherhecouldknockdowntheDean’syoungest,Ernest,whomhehatedwithoutknowingwhy。
  Hewaslostinthesethoughts,andhadindeedwanderedalmostintothelittlewoodthatliesatthefootoftheOrchards,whenheheardadeeprichvoicesay:
  “Isupposeyou’aven’tsuchathingasamatchuponyouanywhere,younggentleman?“
  Helikedtobeaskedforamatch,amanlythingtobesupposedtopossess,but,ofcourse,hehadn’tone,owingtothestupidityofelderlyrelations,sohelookedupandsaidpolitely:“No,I’mafraidIhaven’t。“Thenhowhisheartwhackedbeneathhiswaistcoat!
  There,standinginfrontofhim,wastheveryfigureofhisdreams!
  LookingdownuponJeremywasagentlemanofmiddle-agewhomexperiencedmenoftheworldwouldhavemostcertainlydescribedas“seedy。“
  Jeremydidnotseehis“seediness。“Hesawfirsthisface,whichwasofadeepbrowncoppercolour,turninghereandtheretoahandsomepurple;ill-shaved,perhaps,butwithafineroundnoseandalargesmilingmouth。Hesawblackcurlinghairandayachtingcap,fadedthislastandthewhiteofitadirtygreybutsetonjauntilyatamagnificentangle。Hesawasuitofdarknavyblue,thisagainfaded,spottedtoowithmanystains,raggedatthetrouser-endsandeventorninoneplaceabovetheelbow,fittingalsosocloselytothefigurethatitmusthavebeenatburstingpoint。Hesawroundtheneckadarknavyhandkerchief,anddownthefrontofthecoatbrassbuttonsthatshookandtrembledastheirowner’schestheaved。