首页 >出版文学> Miss Billie Married>第33章
  saidthatindirectinfluencewasmuchtobepreferred,always,todirectpersuasion——whichlast,indeed,usuallyfailedtoproduceresults。
  SoBillydressedup,’andpracticed,andtalkedofanythingbutthebaby,andevenhintedshamelesslyonceortwicethatshewouldliketogotothetheater;butalltolittleavail。
  True,Bertrambrightenedup,foraminute,whenhecamehomeandfoundherinaneworafavoritedress,andhetoldherhowprettyshelooked。
  Heappearedtoliketohaveherplaytohim,too,evendeclaringonceortwicethatitwasquitelikeoldtimes,yes,itwas。Buthenevernoticedherhintsaboutthetheater,andhedidnotseemtoliketotalkabouthiswork,evenalittlebit。
  Billylaidthislastfacttohisinjuredarm。Shedecidedthathehadbecomeblueanddiscouraged,andthatheneededcheeringup,especiallyabouthiswork;soshedeterminedlyandsystematicallysetherselftodoingit。
  Shetalkedofthefineworkhehaddone,andofthestillfinerworkhewouldyetdo,whenhisarmwaswell。Shetoldhimhowproudshewasofhim,andshelethimseehowdearhisArtwastoher,andhowbadlyshewouldfeelifshethoughthehadreallylostallhisinterestinhisworkandwouldneverpaintagain。Shequestionedhimaboutthenewportraithewastobeginassoonashisarmwouldlethim;andshetriedtoarousehisenthusiasminthepicturehehadplannedtoshowintheMarchExhibitionoftheBohemianTen,tellinghimthatshewassurehisarmwouldallowhimtocompleteatleastonecanvastohang。
  Innoneofthis,however,didBertramappearintheleastinterested。Theonething,indeed,whichheseemednottowanttotalkabout,washiswork;andherespondedtoheroverturesonthesubjectwithonlymoodysilence,orelsewithalmostirritablemonosyllables;allofwhichnotonlygrievedbutsurprisedBillyverymuch。For,accordingtotheTalktoYoungWives,’shewasdoingexactlywhattheideal,sympathetic,interested-in-her-husband’s-workwifeshoulddo。
  WhenFebruarycame,bringingwithitnochangeforthebetter,Billywasthoroughlyfrightened。Bertram’sarmplainlywasnotimproving。Hewasmoregloomyandrestlessthanever。Heseemednottowanttostayathomeatall;andBillyknewnowforacertaintythathewasspendingmoreandmoretimewithBobSeaverandtheboys。’
  PoorBilly!Nowherecouldshelookthesedaysandseehappiness。Eventheadoredbabyseemed,attimes,almosttogiveanaddedpang。Hadhenotbecome,accordingtotheTalktoYoungWives’thatawfulthing,a_Wedge_?TheAnnex,too,carrieditssting;forwherewastheneedofanoverflowhouseforhappinessnow,whentherewasnohappinesstooverflow?EventhelittlejadeidolonBilly’smantelBillycouldnotbeartoseethesedays,foritsonceblandsmilehadbecomeahideousgrin,demanding,Where,now,isyourheapplentyvellygoodluckee?’
  But,beforeBertram,Billystillcarriedabravelysmilingface,andtohimstillshetalkedearnestlyandenthusiasticallyofhiswork——whichlast,asithappened,wastheworstcourseshecouldhavepursued;fortheonethingpoorBertramwishedtoforget,justnow,was——hiswork。
  EarlyinFebruarycameArkwright’sappearanceattheBostonOperaHouse——thefirstsincehehadsungthereasastudentafewyearsbefore。
  Hewasanimmediateandanunquestionedsuccess。
  HisportraitadornedthefrontpageofalmosteveryBostonnewspaperthenextmorning,andcaptiouscriticsviedwitheachothertodohimhonor。Hisfullhistory,fromboyhoodup,wasfeatured,withspecialemphasisonhisrecenttriumphsinNewYorkandforeigncapitals。Hewasinterviewedastohisopiniononeverythingfromvegetarianismtowoman’ssuffrage;andhispreferencesastopiesandpastimesweregivenheadlineprominence。Therewasnodoubtofit。
  Mr。M。J。Arkwrightwasastar。
  AllArkwright’soldfriends,includingBilly,Bertram,Cyril,Marie,Calderwell,AliceGreggory,AuntHannah,andTommyDunn,wenttohearhimsing;andaftertheperformanceheheldaminiaturereception,withenoughadulationtoturnhisheadcompletelyaround,hedeclareddeprecatingly。Notuntilthenextevening,however,didhehaveanopportunityforwhathecalledarealtalkwithanyofhisfriends;then,inCalderwell’sroom,hesettledbackinhischairwithasighofcontent。
  ForatimehisownandCalderwell’saffairsoccupiedtheirattention;then,afterashortpause,thetenoraskedabruptly:
  Isthereanything——wrongwiththeHenshaws,Calderwell?’
  Calderwellcamesuddenlyerectinhischair。
  Thankyou!Ihopedyou’dintroducethatsubject;though,forthatmatter,ifyouhadn’t,Ishould。Yes,thereis——andI’mlookingtoyou,oldman,togetthemoutofit。’
  I?’Arkwrightsaterectnow。
  Yes。’
  Whatdoyoumean?’
  Inaway,theexpectedhashappened——
  thoughIknownowthatIdidn’treallyexpectittohappen,inspiteofmyprophecies。YoumayrememberIwasalwaysskepticalonthesubjectofBertram’ssettlingdowntoadomestichearthstone。
  Iinsisted’twouldbetheturnofagirl’sheadandthecurveofhercheekthathewantedtopaint。’
  Arkwrightlookedupwithaquickfrown。
  Youdon’tmeanthatHenshawhasbeencadenoughtofindanother——’
  Calderwellthrewuphishand。
  No,no,notthat!Wehaven’tthattodealwith——yet,thankgoodness!There’snowomaninit。And,really,whenyoucomerightdowntoit,ifeverafellowhadanexcusetoseekdiversion,BertramHenshawhas——poorchap!It’sjustthis。BertrambrokehisarmagainlastOctober。’
  Yes,soIhear,andIthoughthewaslookingbadly。’
  Heis。It’sabadbusiness。’Twasimproperlysetinthefirstplace,andit’snotdoingwellnow。Infact,I’mtoldonprettygoodauthoritythatthedoctorsaysheprobablywillneveruseitagain。’
  Oh,byGeorge!Calderwell!’
  Yes。Tough,isn’tit?’Speciallywhenyouthinkofhiswork,andknow——asIhappento——
  thathe’sparticularlydependentonhisrighthandforeverything。Hedoesn’ttellthisgenerally,andIunderstandBillyandthefamilyknownothingofit——howhopelessthecaseis,Imean。Well,naturally,thepoorfellowhasbeenprettythoroughlydiscouraged,andtogetawayfromhimselfhe’sgonebacktohisoldBohemianhabits,spendingmuchofhistimewithsomeofhisoldcroniesthatarenonetoogoodforhim——Seaver,forinstance。’
  BobSeaver?Yes,Iknowhim。’Arkwright’slipssnappedtogethercrisply。
  Yes。Hesaidheknewyou。That’swhyI’mcountingonyourhelp。’
  Whatdoyoumean?’
  ImeanIwantyoutogetHenshawawayfromhim,andkeephimaway。’
  Arkwright’sfacedarkenedwithanangryflush。
  GreatScott,Calderwell!Whatareyoutalkingabout?Henshawisnokidtobetotedhome,andI’mnonurserygovernesstodothetoting!’
  Calderwelllaughedquietly。
  No;Idon’tthinkanyonewouldtakeyouforanurserygoverness,Arkwright,inspiteofthefactthatyouarestillknowntosomeofyourfriendsas`MaryJane。’Butyoucansingasong,man,whichwillpromptlygiveyouathroughtickettotheirinnermostsacredcircle。Infact,tomycertainknowledge,Seaverisalreadyplanningajamboreewithyouattherighthandofthetoastmaster。There’syourchance。Oncein,stayin——longenoughtogetHenshawout。’
  But,goodheavens,Calderwell,it’simpossible!
  WhatcanIdo?’demandedArkwright,savagely。Ican’twalkuptotheman,takehimbytheear,andsay:`Here,you,sir——marchhome!’NeithercanIcomethe`I-am-holier-
  than-thou’act,andholduptohimthemirrorofhistransgressions。’
  No,butyoucangethimoutofit_some_way。
  Youcanfindaway——forBilly’ssake。’
  Therewasnoanswer,and,afteramoment,Calderwellwentonmorequietly。
  Ihaven’tseenBillybuttwoorthreetimessinceIcamebacktoBoston——butIdon’tneedto,toknowthatshe’sbreakingherheartoversomething。Andofcoursethatsomethingis——
  Bertram。’
  Therewasstillnoanswer。Arkwrightgotupsuddenly,andwalkedtothewindow。
  Yousee,I’mhelpless,’resumedCalderwell。
  Idon’tpaintpictures,norsingsongs,norwritestories,nordancejigsforaliving——andyouhavetodooneoranothertobeinwiththatset。
  Andit’sgottobeaJohnny-on-the-spotwithBertram。Allis,somethingwillhavetobedonetogethimoutofthestateofmindandbodyhe’sinnow,or——’
  Arkwrightwheeledsharply。
  Whendidyousaythisjamboreewasgoingtobe?’hedemanded。
  Nextweek,sometime。Thedateisnotsettled。
  Theyweregoingtoconsultyou。’
  Hm-m,’commentedArkwright。And,thoughhisnextremarkwasacompletechangeofsubject,Calderwellgaveacontentedsigh。
  If,whenthepropositionwasfirstmadetohim,ArkwrightwasdoubtfulofhisabilitytobeasuccessfulJohnny-on-the-spot,’hewasevenmoredoubtfulofitasthedayspassed,andhewasattemptingtocarryoutthesuggestion。
  Hehadknownthathewasundertakingamostdifficultanddelicatetask,andhesoonbegantofearthatitwasanimpossibleone,aswell。Withadoggedpersistence,however,headheredtohispurpose,everonthealerttobemorewatchful,moretactful,moreefficientinemergencies。
  Disagreeableaswasthetask,inaway,inanotherwayitwasagreatpleasuretohim。HewasgladoftheopportunitytodoanythingforBilly;andthen,too,hewasgladofsomethingabsorbingenoughtotakehismindoffhisownaffairs。Hetoldhimself,sometimes,thatthishelpinganothermantofighthistigerskinwasassistinghimselftofighthisown。
  ArkwrightwastryingveryhardnottothinkofAliceGreggorythesedays。Hehadcomebackhopingthathewasinameasurecured’ofhisfolly,’ashetermedit;butthefirstlookintoAliceGreggory’sblue-grayeyeshadtaughthimthefallacyofthatidea。InthatveryfirstmeetingwithAlice,hefearedthathehadrevealedhissecret,forshewasplainlysonervouslydistantandillateasewithhimthathecouldbutconstrueherembarrassmentandchillydignityaspityforhimandadesiretoshowhimthatshehadnothingbutfriendshipforhim。Sincethenhehadseenbutlittleofher,partlybecausehedidnotwishtoseeher,andpartlybecausehistimewassofullyoccupied。Then,too,inaround-
  aboutwayhehadheardarumorthatCalderwellwasengagedtobemarried;and,thoughnofemininenamehadbeenmentionedinconnectionwiththestory,ArkwrighthadnothesitatedtosupplyinhisownmindthatofAliceGreggory。
  Beginningwiththejamboree,’whichcameoffquiteinaccordancewithCalderwell’sprophecies,ArkwrightspentthemostofsuchtimeaswasnotgiventohisprofessionaldutiesindeliberatelycultivatingthesocietyofBertramandhisfriends。Tothisextenthemetwithnodifficulty,forhefoundthatM。J。Arkwright,thenewstarintheoperaticfirmament,wasobviouslyawelcomecomrade。Beyondthisitwasnotsoeasy。Arkwrightwondered,indeed,sometimes,ifheweremakinganyprogressatall。Butstillhepersevered。
  HewalkedwithBertram,hetalkedwithBertram,unobtrusivelyhecontrivedtobenearBertramalmostalways,whentheyweretogetherwiththeboys。’Graduallyhewonfromhimthestoryofwhatthesurgeonhadsaidtohim,andofhowblackthefuturelookedinconsequence。Thisestablishedanewbondbetweenthem,sopotentthatArkwrightventuredtotestitonedaybytellingBertramthestoryofthetigerskin——thefirsttigerskininhisuncle’slibraryyearsago,andofhow,sincethen,anydifficultyhehadencounteredhehadtriedtotreatasatigerskin。Intellingthestoryhewascarefultodrawnomoralforhislistener,andtopreachnosermon。Hetoldthetale,too,withallpossiblewhimsicallightnessoftouch,andimmediatelyatitsconclusionhechangedthesubject。
  ButthathehadnotfailedutterlyinhisdesignwasevidencedafewdayslaterwhenBertramgrimlydeclaredthatheguessed_his_tigerskinwasalivelybeast,allright。
  ThefirsttimeArkwrightwenthomewithBertram,hispresencewasalmostanecessity。