saidthatindirectinfluencewasmuchtobepreferred,always,todirectpersuasion——whichlast,indeed,usuallyfailedtoproduceresults。
SoBillydressedup,’andpracticed,andtalkedofanythingbutthebaby,andevenhintedshamelesslyonceortwicethatshewouldliketogotothetheater;butalltolittleavail。
True,Bertrambrightenedup,foraminute,whenhecamehomeandfoundherinaneworafavoritedress,andhetoldherhowprettyshelooked。
Heappearedtoliketohaveherplaytohim,too,evendeclaringonceortwicethatitwasquitelikeoldtimes,yes,itwas。Buthenevernoticedherhintsaboutthetheater,andhedidnotseemtoliketotalkabouthiswork,evenalittlebit。
Billylaidthislastfacttohisinjuredarm。Shedecidedthathehadbecomeblueanddiscouraged,andthatheneededcheeringup,especiallyabouthiswork;soshedeterminedlyandsystematicallysetherselftodoingit。
Shetalkedofthefineworkhehaddone,andofthestillfinerworkhewouldyetdo,whenhisarmwaswell。Shetoldhimhowproudshewasofhim,andshelethimseehowdearhisArtwastoher,andhowbadlyshewouldfeelifshethoughthehadreallylostallhisinterestinhisworkandwouldneverpaintagain。Shequestionedhimaboutthenewportraithewastobeginassoonashisarmwouldlethim;andshetriedtoarousehisenthusiasminthepicturehehadplannedtoshowintheMarchExhibitionoftheBohemianTen,tellinghimthatshewassurehisarmwouldallowhimtocompleteatleastonecanvastohang。
Innoneofthis,however,didBertramappearintheleastinterested。Theonething,indeed,whichheseemednottowanttotalkabout,washiswork;andherespondedtoheroverturesonthesubjectwithonlymoodysilence,orelsewithalmostirritablemonosyllables;allofwhichnotonlygrievedbutsurprisedBillyverymuch。For,accordingtotheTalktoYoungWives,’shewasdoingexactlywhattheideal,sympathetic,interested-in-her-husband’s-workwifeshoulddo。
WhenFebruarycame,bringingwithitnochangeforthebetter,Billywasthoroughlyfrightened。Bertram’sarmplainlywasnotimproving。Hewasmoregloomyandrestlessthanever。Heseemednottowanttostayathomeatall;andBillyknewnowforacertaintythathewasspendingmoreandmoretimewithBobSeaverandtheboys。’
PoorBilly!Nowherecouldshelookthesedaysandseehappiness。Eventheadoredbabyseemed,attimes,almosttogiveanaddedpang。Hadhenotbecome,accordingtotheTalktoYoungWives’thatawfulthing,a_Wedge_?TheAnnex,too,carrieditssting;forwherewastheneedofanoverflowhouseforhappinessnow,whentherewasnohappinesstooverflow?EventhelittlejadeidolonBilly’smantelBillycouldnotbeartoseethesedays,foritsonceblandsmilehadbecomeahideousgrin,demanding,Where,now,isyourheapplentyvellygoodluckee?’
But,beforeBertram,Billystillcarriedabravelysmilingface,andtohimstillshetalkedearnestlyandenthusiasticallyofhiswork——whichlast,asithappened,wastheworstcourseshecouldhavepursued;fortheonethingpoorBertramwishedtoforget,justnow,was——hiswork。
EarlyinFebruarycameArkwright’sappearanceattheBostonOperaHouse——thefirstsincehehadsungthereasastudentafewyearsbefore。
Hewasanimmediateandanunquestionedsuccess。
HisportraitadornedthefrontpageofalmosteveryBostonnewspaperthenextmorning,andcaptiouscriticsviedwitheachothertodohimhonor。Hisfullhistory,fromboyhoodup,wasfeatured,withspecialemphasisonhisrecenttriumphsinNewYorkandforeigncapitals。Hewasinterviewedastohisopiniononeverythingfromvegetarianismtowoman’ssuffrage;andhispreferencesastopiesandpastimesweregivenheadlineprominence。Therewasnodoubtofit。
Mr。M。J。Arkwrightwasastar。
AllArkwright’soldfriends,includingBilly,Bertram,Cyril,Marie,Calderwell,AliceGreggory,AuntHannah,andTommyDunn,wenttohearhimsing;andaftertheperformanceheheldaminiaturereception,withenoughadulationtoturnhisheadcompletelyaround,hedeclareddeprecatingly。Notuntilthenextevening,however,didhehaveanopportunityforwhathecalledarealtalkwithanyofhisfriends;then,inCalderwell’sroom,hesettledbackinhischairwithasighofcontent。
ForatimehisownandCalderwell’saffairsoccupiedtheirattention;then,afterashortpause,thetenoraskedabruptly:
Isthereanything——wrongwiththeHenshaws,Calderwell?’
Calderwellcamesuddenlyerectinhischair。
Thankyou!Ihopedyou’dintroducethatsubject;though,forthatmatter,ifyouhadn’t,Ishould。Yes,thereis——andI’mlookingtoyou,oldman,togetthemoutofit。’
I?’Arkwrightsaterectnow。
Yes。’
Whatdoyoumean?’
Inaway,theexpectedhashappened——
thoughIknownowthatIdidn’treallyexpectittohappen,inspiteofmyprophecies。YoumayrememberIwasalwaysskepticalonthesubjectofBertram’ssettlingdowntoadomestichearthstone。
Iinsisted’twouldbetheturnofagirl’sheadandthecurveofhercheekthathewantedtopaint。’
Arkwrightlookedupwithaquickfrown。
Youdon’tmeanthatHenshawhasbeencadenoughtofindanother——’
Calderwellthrewuphishand。
No,no,notthat!Wehaven’tthattodealwith——yet,thankgoodness!There’snowomaninit。And,really,whenyoucomerightdowntoit,ifeverafellowhadanexcusetoseekdiversion,BertramHenshawhas——poorchap!It’sjustthis。BertrambrokehisarmagainlastOctober。’
Yes,soIhear,andIthoughthewaslookingbadly。’
Heis。It’sabadbusiness。’Twasimproperlysetinthefirstplace,andit’snotdoingwellnow。Infact,I’mtoldonprettygoodauthoritythatthedoctorsaysheprobablywillneveruseitagain。’
Oh,byGeorge!Calderwell!’
Yes。Tough,isn’tit?’Speciallywhenyouthinkofhiswork,andknow——asIhappento——
thathe’sparticularlydependentonhisrighthandforeverything。Hedoesn’ttellthisgenerally,andIunderstandBillyandthefamilyknownothingofit——howhopelessthecaseis,Imean。Well,naturally,thepoorfellowhasbeenprettythoroughlydiscouraged,andtogetawayfromhimselfhe’sgonebacktohisoldBohemianhabits,spendingmuchofhistimewithsomeofhisoldcroniesthatarenonetoogoodforhim——Seaver,forinstance。’
BobSeaver?Yes,Iknowhim。’Arkwright’slipssnappedtogethercrisply。
Yes。Hesaidheknewyou。That’swhyI’mcountingonyourhelp。’
Whatdoyoumean?’
ImeanIwantyoutogetHenshawawayfromhim,andkeephimaway。’
Arkwright’sfacedarkenedwithanangryflush。
GreatScott,Calderwell!Whatareyoutalkingabout?Henshawisnokidtobetotedhome,andI’mnonurserygovernesstodothetoting!’
Calderwelllaughedquietly。
No;Idon’tthinkanyonewouldtakeyouforanurserygoverness,Arkwright,inspiteofthefactthatyouarestillknowntosomeofyourfriendsas`MaryJane。’Butyoucansingasong,man,whichwillpromptlygiveyouathroughtickettotheirinnermostsacredcircle。Infact,tomycertainknowledge,Seaverisalreadyplanningajamboreewithyouattherighthandofthetoastmaster。There’syourchance。Oncein,stayin——longenoughtogetHenshawout。’
But,goodheavens,Calderwell,it’simpossible!
WhatcanIdo?’demandedArkwright,savagely。Ican’twalkuptotheman,takehimbytheear,andsay:`Here,you,sir——marchhome!’NeithercanIcomethe`I-am-holier-
than-thou’act,andholduptohimthemirrorofhistransgressions。’
No,butyoucangethimoutofit_some_way。
Youcanfindaway——forBilly’ssake。’
Therewasnoanswer,and,afteramoment,Calderwellwentonmorequietly。
Ihaven’tseenBillybuttwoorthreetimessinceIcamebacktoBoston——butIdon’tneedto,toknowthatshe’sbreakingherheartoversomething。Andofcoursethatsomethingis——
Bertram。’
Therewasstillnoanswer。Arkwrightgotupsuddenly,andwalkedtothewindow。
Yousee,I’mhelpless,’resumedCalderwell。
Idon’tpaintpictures,norsingsongs,norwritestories,nordancejigsforaliving——andyouhavetodooneoranothertobeinwiththatset。
Andit’sgottobeaJohnny-on-the-spotwithBertram。Allis,somethingwillhavetobedonetogethimoutofthestateofmindandbodyhe’sinnow,or——’
Arkwrightwheeledsharply。
Whendidyousaythisjamboreewasgoingtobe?’hedemanded。
Nextweek,sometime。Thedateisnotsettled。
Theyweregoingtoconsultyou。’
Hm-m,’commentedArkwright。And,thoughhisnextremarkwasacompletechangeofsubject,Calderwellgaveacontentedsigh。
If,whenthepropositionwasfirstmadetohim,ArkwrightwasdoubtfulofhisabilitytobeasuccessfulJohnny-on-the-spot,’hewasevenmoredoubtfulofitasthedayspassed,andhewasattemptingtocarryoutthesuggestion。
Hehadknownthathewasundertakingamostdifficultanddelicatetask,andhesoonbegantofearthatitwasanimpossibleone,aswell。Withadoggedpersistence,however,headheredtohispurpose,everonthealerttobemorewatchful,moretactful,moreefficientinemergencies。
Disagreeableaswasthetask,inaway,inanotherwayitwasagreatpleasuretohim。HewasgladoftheopportunitytodoanythingforBilly;andthen,too,hewasgladofsomethingabsorbingenoughtotakehismindoffhisownaffairs。Hetoldhimself,sometimes,thatthishelpinganothermantofighthistigerskinwasassistinghimselftofighthisown。
ArkwrightwastryingveryhardnottothinkofAliceGreggorythesedays。Hehadcomebackhopingthathewasinameasurecured’ofhisfolly,’ashetermedit;butthefirstlookintoAliceGreggory’sblue-grayeyeshadtaughthimthefallacyofthatidea。InthatveryfirstmeetingwithAlice,hefearedthathehadrevealedhissecret,forshewasplainlysonervouslydistantandillateasewithhimthathecouldbutconstrueherembarrassmentandchillydignityaspityforhimandadesiretoshowhimthatshehadnothingbutfriendshipforhim。Sincethenhehadseenbutlittleofher,partlybecausehedidnotwishtoseeher,andpartlybecausehistimewassofullyoccupied。Then,too,inaround-
aboutwayhehadheardarumorthatCalderwellwasengagedtobemarried;and,thoughnofemininenamehadbeenmentionedinconnectionwiththestory,ArkwrighthadnothesitatedtosupplyinhisownmindthatofAliceGreggory。
Beginningwiththejamboree,’whichcameoffquiteinaccordancewithCalderwell’sprophecies,ArkwrightspentthemostofsuchtimeaswasnotgiventohisprofessionaldutiesindeliberatelycultivatingthesocietyofBertramandhisfriends。Tothisextenthemetwithnodifficulty,forhefoundthatM。J。Arkwright,thenewstarintheoperaticfirmament,wasobviouslyawelcomecomrade。Beyondthisitwasnotsoeasy。Arkwrightwondered,indeed,sometimes,ifheweremakinganyprogressatall。Butstillhepersevered。
HewalkedwithBertram,hetalkedwithBertram,unobtrusivelyhecontrivedtobenearBertramalmostalways,whentheyweretogetherwiththeboys。’Graduallyhewonfromhimthestoryofwhatthesurgeonhadsaidtohim,andofhowblackthefuturelookedinconsequence。Thisestablishedanewbondbetweenthem,sopotentthatArkwrightventuredtotestitonedaybytellingBertramthestoryofthetigerskin——thefirsttigerskininhisuncle’slibraryyearsago,andofhow,sincethen,anydifficultyhehadencounteredhehadtriedtotreatasatigerskin。Intellingthestoryhewascarefultodrawnomoralforhislistener,andtopreachnosermon。Hetoldthetale,too,withallpossiblewhimsicallightnessoftouch,andimmediatelyatitsconclusionhechangedthesubject。
ButthathehadnotfailedutterlyinhisdesignwasevidencedafewdayslaterwhenBertramgrimlydeclaredthatheguessed_his_tigerskinwasalivelybeast,allright。
ThefirsttimeArkwrightwenthomewithBertram,hispresencewasalmostanecessity。
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