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第61章

  Buteventhatrefugeprovedunavailing,forhewasdeliveredovertotheenemy,witha“Begentlewithhim,John,“
  whichstrucktheculpritwithdismay,forwhenMammadesertedhim,thenthejudgmentdaywasathand。Bereftofhiscake,defraudedofhisfrolic,andborneawaybyastronghandtothatdetestedbed,poorDemicouldnotrestrainhiswrath,butopenlydefiedPapa,andkickedandscreamedlustilyallthewayupstairs。Theminutehewasputintobedononeside,herolledoutontheother,andmadeforthedoor,onlytobeignominiouslycaughtupbythetailofhislittletogaandputbackagain,whichlivelyperformancewaskeptuptilltheyoungman’sstrengthgaveout,whenhedevotedhimselftoroaringatthetopofhisvoice。ThisvocalexerciseusuallyconqueredMeg,butJohnsatasunmovedasthepostwhichispopularlybelievedtobedeaf。Nocoaxing,nosugar,nolullaby,nostory,eventhelightwasputoutandonlytheredglowofthefireenlivenedthe`bigdark’whichDemiregardedwithcuriosityratherthanfear。Thisneworderofthingsdisgustedhim,andhehowleddismallyfor`Marmar’,ashisangrypassionssubsided,andrecollectionsofhistenderbondwomanreturnedtothecaptiveautocrat。TheplaintivewailwhichsucceededthepassionateroarwenttoMeg’sheart,andsheranuptosaybeseechingly……
  “Letmestaywithhim,he’llbegoodnow,John。“
  “No,mydear。I’vetoldhimhemustgotosleep,asyoubidhim,andhemust,ifIstayhereallnight。“
  “Buthe’llcryhimselfsick,“pleadedMeg,reproachingherselffordesertingherboy。
  “No,hewon’t,he’ssotiredhewillsoondropoffandthenthematterissettled,forhewillunderstandthathehasgottomind。Don’tinterfere,I’llmanagehim。“
  “He’smychild,andIcan’thavehisspiritbrokenbyharshness。“
  “He’smychild,andIwon’thavehistemperspoiledbyindulgence。Godown,mydear,andleavetheboytome。“
  WhenJohnspokeinthatmasterfultone,Megalwaysobeyed,andneverregrettedherdocility。
  “Pleaseletmekisshimonce,John?“
  “Certainly。Demi,saygoodnighttoMamma,andlethergoandrest,forsheisverytiredwithtakingcareofyouallday。“
  Megalwaysinsisteduponitthatthekisswonthevictory,forafteritwasgiven,Demisobbedmorequietly,andlayquitestillatthebottomofthebed,whitherhehadwriggledinhisanguishofmind。
  “Poorlittleman,he’swornoutwithsleepandcrying。I’llcoverhimup,andthengoandsetMeg’sheartatrest。“thoughtJohn,creepingtothebedside,hopingtofindhisrebelliousheirasleep。
  Buthewasn’t,forthemomenthisfatherpeepedathim,Demi’seyesopened,hislittlechinbegantoquiver,andheputuphisarms,sayingwithapenitenthiccough,“Me’sdood,now。“
  SittingonthestairsoutsideMegwonderedatthelongsilencewhichfollowedtheuproar,andafterimaginingallsortsofimpossibleaccidents,sheslippedintotheroomtosetherfearsatrest。Demilayfastasleep,notinhisusualspreadeagleattitude,butinasubduedbunch,cuddledcloseinthecircleofhisfather’sarmandholdinghisfather’sfinger,asifhefeltthatjusticewastemperedwithmercy,andhadgonetosleepasadderandwiserbaby。Soheld,Johnhadwaitedwithawomanlypatiencetillthelittlehandrelaxeditshold,andwhilewaitinghadfallenasleep,moretiredbythattusslewithhissonthanwithhiswholeday’swork。
  AsMegstoodwatchingthetwofacesonthepillow,shesmiledtoherself,andthenslippedawayagain,sayinginasatisfiedtone,“IneverneedfearthatJohnwillbetooharshwithmybabies。Hedoesknowhowtomanagethem,andwillbeagreathelp,forDemiisgettingtoomuchforme。“
  WhenJohncamedownatlast,expectingtofindapensiveorreproachfulwife,hewasagreeablysurprisedtofindMegplacidlytrimmingabonnet,andtobegreetedwiththerequesttoreadsomethingabouttheelection,ifhewasnottootired。Johnsawinaminutethatarevolutionofsomekindwasgoingon,butwiselyaskednoquestions,knowingthatMegwassuchatransparentlittleperson,shecouldn’tkeepasecrettosaveherlife,andthereforethecluewouldsoonappear。Hereadalongdebatewiththemostamiablereadinessandthenexplaineditinhismostlucidmanner,whileMegtriedtolookdeeplyinterested,toaskintelligentquestions,andkeepherthoughtsfromwanderingfromthestateofthenationtothestateofherbonnet。Inhersecretsoul,however,shedecidedthatpoliticswereasbadasmathematics,andthethemissionofpoliticiansseemedtobecallingeachothernames,butshekeptthesefeminineideastoherself,andwhenJohnpaused,shookherheadandsaidwithwhatshethoughtdiplomaticambiguity,“Well,Ireallydon’tseewhatwearecomingto。“
  Johnlaughed,andwatchedherforaminute,asshepoisedaprettylittlepreparationoflaceandflowersonherhand,andregardeditwiththegenuineinterestwhichhisharanguehadfailedtowaken。
  “Sheistryingtolikepoliticsformysake,soI’lltryandlikemillineryforhers,that’sonlyfair,“thoughtJohntheJust,addingaloud,“That’sverypretty。Isitwhatyoucallabreakfastcap?“
  “Mydearman,it’sabonnet!Myverybestgo-to-concert-and-theaterbonnet。“
  “Ibegyourpardon,itwassosmall,Inaturallymistookitforoneoftheflyawaythingsyousometimeswear。
  Howdoyoukeepiton?“
  “Thesebitsoflacearefastenedunderthechinwitharosebud,so。“
  AndMegillustratedbyputtingonthebonnetandregardinghimwithanairofcalmsatisfactionthatwasirresistible。
  “It’saloveofabonnet,butIpreferthefaceinside,foritlooksyoungandhappyagain。“AndJohnkissedthesmilingface,tothegreatdetrimentoftherosebudunderthechin。
  “I’mgladyoulikeit,forIwantyoutotakemetooneofthenewconcertssomenight。Ireallyneedsomemusictoputmeintune。Willyou,please?“
  “OfcourseIwill,withallmyheart,oranywhereelseyoulike。Youhavebeenshutupsolong,itwilldoyounoendofgood,andIshallenjoyit,ofallthings。Whatputitintoyourhead,littlemother?“
  “Well,IhadatalkwithMarmeetheotherday,andtoldherhownervousandcrossandoutofsortsIfelt,andshesaidIneededchangeandlesscare,soHannahistohelpmewiththechildren,andI’mtoseetothingsaboutthehousemore,andnowandthenhavealittlefun,justtokeepmefromgettingtobeafidgety,broken-downoldwomanbeforemytime。It’sonlyanexperiment,John,andIwanttotryitforyoursakeasmuchasformine,becauseI’veneglectedyoushamefullylately,andI’mgoingtomakehomewhatitusedtobe,ifI
  can。Youdon’tobject,Ihope?“
  NevermindwhatJohnsaid,orwhataverynarrowescapethelittlebonnethadfromutterruin。AllthatwehaveanybusinesstoknowisthatJohndidnotappeartoobject,judgingfromthechangeswhichgraduallytookplaceinthehouseanditsinmates。ItwasnotallParadisebyanymeans,buteveryonewasbetterforthedivisionoflaborsystem。Thechildrenthroveunderthepaternalrule,foraccurate,stedfastJohnbroughtorderandobedienceintoBabydom,whileMegrecoveredherspiritsandcomposedhernervesbyplentyofwholesomeexercise,alittlepleasure,andmuchconfidentialconversationwithhersensiblehusband。Homegrewhomelikeagain,andJohnhadnowishtoleaveit,unlesshetookMegwithhim。TheScottscametotheBrookes’now,andeveryonefoundthelittlehouseacheerfulplace,fullofhappiness,content,andfamilylove。EvenSallieMoffattlikedtogothere。“Itisalwayssoquietandpleasanthere,itdoesmegood,Meg,“sheusedtosay,lookingaboutherwithwistfuleyes,asiftryingtodiscoverthecharm,thatshemightuseitinhergreathouse,fullofsplendidlonliness,fortherewerenoriotous,sunny-facedbabiesthere,andNedlivedinaworldoflisown,wheretherewasnoplaceforher。
  Thishouseholdhappinessdidnotcomeallatonce,butJohnandMeghadfoundthekeytoit,andeachyearofMarriedlifetaughtthemhowtouseit,unlockingthetreasuriesofrealhomeloveandmutualhelpfulness,whichthepoorestmaypossess,andtherichestcannotbuy。Thisisthesortofshelfonwhichyoungwivesandmothersmayconsenttobelaid,safefromtherestlessfretandfeveroftheworld,findingloyalloversinthelittlesonsanddaughterswhoclingtothem,undauntedbysorrow,poverty,orage,walkingsidebyside,throughfairandstormyweather,withafaithfulfriend,whois,inthetruesenseofthegoodoldSaxonword,the`house-band’,andlearning,asMeglearned,thatawoman’shappiestkingdomishome,herhighesthonortheartofrulingitnotasaqueen,butasawisewifeandmother。
  LauriewenttoNiceintendingtostayaweek,andremainedamonth。Hewastiredofwanderingaboutalone,andAmy’sfamiliarpresenceseemedtogiveahomelikecharmtotheforeignscenesinwhichsheboreapart。Herathermissedthe`petting’heusedtoreceive,andenjoyedatasteofitagain,fornoattentions,howeverflattering,fromstrangers,werehalfsopleasantasthesisterlyadorationofthegirlsathome。Amyneverwouldpethimliketheothers,butshewasverygladtoseehimnow,andquiteclungtohim,feelingthathewastherepresentativeofthedearfamilyforwhomshelongedmorethanshewouldconfess。Theynaturallytookcomfortineachother’ssocietyandweremuchtogether,riding,walking,dancing,ordawdling,foratNicenoonecanbeveryindustriousduringthegayseason。But,whileapparentlyamusingthemselvesinthemostcarelessfashion,theywerehalf-consciouslymakingdiscoveriesandformingopinionsabouteachother。Amyrosedailyintheestimationofherfriend,buthesankinhers,andeachfeltthetruthbeforeawordwasspoken。Amytriedtoplease,andsucceeded,forshewasgratefulforthemanypleasureshegaveher,andrepaidhimwiththelittleservicestowhichwomanlywomenknowhowtolendanindescribablecharm。Lauriemadenoeffortofanykind,butjustlethimselfdriftalongascomfortablyaspossible,tryingtoforget,andfeelingthatallwomenowedhimakindwordbecauseonehadbeencoldtohim。Itcosthimnoefforttobegenerous,andhewouldhavegivenAmyallthetrinketsinNiceifshewouldhavetakenthem,butatthesametimehefeltthathecouldnotchangetheopinionshewasformingofhim,andheratherdreadedthekeenblueeyesthatseemedtowatchhimwithsuchhalf-sorrowful,half-scornfulsurprise。
  “AlltheresthavegonetoMonacofortheday。Ipreferredtostayathomeandwriteletters。Theyaredonenow,andIamgoingtoValrosatosketch,willyoucome?’saidAmy,asshejoinedLaurieonelovelydaywhenheloungedinasusualaboutnoon。
  “Well,yes,butisn’titratherwarmforsuchalongwalk?“
  heansweredslowly,fortheshadedsalonlookedinvitingaftertheglarewithout。
  “I’mgoingtohavethelittlecarriage,andBaptistecandrive,soyou’llhavenothingtodobutholdyourumbrella,andkeepyourglovesnice,“returnedAmy,withasarcasticglanceattheimmaculatekids,whichwereaweakpointwithLaurie。
  “ThenI’llgowithpleasure。“Andheputouthishandforhersketchbook。Butshetuckeditunderherarmwithasharp……
  “Don’ttroubleyourself。It’snoexertiontome,butyoudon’tlookequaltoit。“
  Laurieliftedhiseyebrowsandfollowedataleisurelypaceassherandownstairs,butwhentheygotintothecarriagehetookthereinshimself,andleftlittleBaptistenothingtodobutfoldhisarmsandfallasleeponhisperch。
  Thetwoneverquarreled。Amywastoowell-bred,andjustnowLauriewastoolazy,soinaminutehepeepedunderherhatbrimwithaninquiringair。Sheansweredhimwithasmile,andtheywentontogetherinthemostamicablemanner。
  Itwasalovelydrive,alongwindingroadsrichinthepicturesquescenesthatdelightbeauty-lovingeyes。Hereanancientmonastery,whencethesolemnchantingofthemonkscamedowntothem。Thereabare-leggedshepherd,inwoodenshoes,pointedhat,androughjacketoveroneshoulder,satpipingonastonewhilehisgoatsskippedamongtherocksorlayathisfeet。Meek,mouse-coloreddonkeys,ladenwithpanniersoffreshlycutgrasspassedby,withaprettygirlinacapalinesittingbetweenthegreenpiles,oranoldwomanspinningwithadistaffasshewent。
  Brown,soft-eyedchildrenranoutfromthequaintstonehovelstooffernosegays,orbunchesoforangesstillonthebough。
  Gnarledolivetreescoveredthehillswiththeirduskyfoliage,fruithunggoldenintheorchard,andgreatscarletanemonesfringedtheroadside,whilebeyondgreenslopesandcraggyheights,theMaritimeAlpsrosesharpandwhiteagainsttheblueItaliansky。
  Valrosawelldeserveditsname,forinthatclimateofperpetualsummerrosesblossomedeverywhere。Theyoverhungthearchway,thrustthemselvesbetweenthebarsofthegreatgatewithasweetwelcometopassers-by,andlinedtheavenue,windingthroughlemontreesandfeatherypalmsuptothevillaonthehill。
  Everyshadowynook,whereseatsinvitedonetostopandrest,wasamassofbloom,everycoolgrottohaditsmarblenymphsmilingfromaveilofflowersandeveryfountainreflectedcrimson,white,orpalepinkroses,leaningdowntosmileattheirownbeauty。
  Rosescoveredthewallsofthehouse,drapedthecornices,climbedthepillars,andranriotoverthebalustradeofthewideterrace,whenceonelookeddownonthesunnyMediterranean,andthewhite-walledcityonitsshore。
  “Thisisaregularhoneymoonparadise,isn’tit?Didyoueverseesuchroses?“askedAmy,pausingontheterracetoenjoytheview,andaluxuriouswhiffofperfumethatcamewanderingby。
  “No,norfeltsuchthorns,“returnedLaurie,withhisthumbinhismouth,afteravainattempttocaptureasolitaryscarletflowerthatgrewjustbeyondhisreach。
  “Trylowerdown,andpickthosethathavenothorns,“saidAmy,gatheringthreeofthetinycream-coloredonesthatstarredthewallbehindher。Sheputtheminhisbuttonholeasapeaceoffering,andhestoodaminutelookingdownatthemwithacuriousexpression,forintheItalianpartofhisnaturetherewasatouchofsuperstition,andhewasjusttheninthatstateofhalf-sweet,half-bittermelancholy,whenimaginativeyoungmenfindsignificanceintriflesandfoodforromanceeverywhere。
  HehadthoughtofJoinreachingafterthethornyredrose,forvividflowersbecameher,andshehadoftenwornoneslikethatfromthegreenhouseathome。ThepalerosesAmygavehimwerethesortthattheItalianslayindeadhands,neverinbridalwreaths,andforamomenthewonderediftheomenwasforJoorforhimself,butthenextinstanthisAmericancommonsensegotthebetterofsentimentality,andhelaughedaheartierlaughthanAmyhadheardsincehecame。
  “It’sgoodadvice,you’dbettertakeitandsaveyourfingers,“
  shesaid,thinkingherspeechamusedhim。
  “Thankyou,Iwill,“heansweredinjest,andafewmonthslaterhediditinearnest。
  “Laurie,whenareyougoingtoyourgrandfather?“sheaskedpresently,asshesettledherselfonarusticseat。
  “Verysoon。“
  “Youhavesaidthatadozentimeswithinthelastthreeweeks。“
  “Idaresay,shortanswerssavetrouble。“
  “Heexpectsyou,andyoureallyoughttogo。“
  “Hospitablecreature!Iknowit。“
  “Thenwhydon’tyoudoit?“
  “Naturaldepravity,Isuppose。“