Buteventhatrefugeprovedunavailing,forhewasdeliveredovertotheenemy,witha“Begentlewithhim,John,“
whichstrucktheculpritwithdismay,forwhenMammadesertedhim,thenthejudgmentdaywasathand。Bereftofhiscake,defraudedofhisfrolic,andborneawaybyastronghandtothatdetestedbed,poorDemicouldnotrestrainhiswrath,butopenlydefiedPapa,andkickedandscreamedlustilyallthewayupstairs。Theminutehewasputintobedononeside,herolledoutontheother,andmadeforthedoor,onlytobeignominiouslycaughtupbythetailofhislittletogaandputbackagain,whichlivelyperformancewaskeptuptilltheyoungman’sstrengthgaveout,whenhedevotedhimselftoroaringatthetopofhisvoice。ThisvocalexerciseusuallyconqueredMeg,butJohnsatasunmovedasthepostwhichispopularlybelievedtobedeaf。Nocoaxing,nosugar,nolullaby,nostory,eventhelightwasputoutandonlytheredglowofthefireenlivenedthe`bigdark’whichDemiregardedwithcuriosityratherthanfear。Thisneworderofthingsdisgustedhim,andhehowleddismallyfor`Marmar’,ashisangrypassionssubsided,andrecollectionsofhistenderbondwomanreturnedtothecaptiveautocrat。TheplaintivewailwhichsucceededthepassionateroarwenttoMeg’sheart,andsheranuptosaybeseechingly……
“Letmestaywithhim,he’llbegoodnow,John。“
“No,mydear。I’vetoldhimhemustgotosleep,asyoubidhim,andhemust,ifIstayhereallnight。“
“Buthe’llcryhimselfsick,“pleadedMeg,reproachingherselffordesertingherboy。
“No,hewon’t,he’ssotiredhewillsoondropoffandthenthematterissettled,forhewillunderstandthathehasgottomind。Don’tinterfere,I’llmanagehim。“
“He’smychild,andIcan’thavehisspiritbrokenbyharshness。“
“He’smychild,andIwon’thavehistemperspoiledbyindulgence。Godown,mydear,andleavetheboytome。“
WhenJohnspokeinthatmasterfultone,Megalwaysobeyed,andneverregrettedherdocility。
“Pleaseletmekisshimonce,John?“
“Certainly。Demi,saygoodnighttoMamma,andlethergoandrest,forsheisverytiredwithtakingcareofyouallday。“
Megalwaysinsisteduponitthatthekisswonthevictory,forafteritwasgiven,Demisobbedmorequietly,andlayquitestillatthebottomofthebed,whitherhehadwriggledinhisanguishofmind。
“Poorlittleman,he’swornoutwithsleepandcrying。I’llcoverhimup,andthengoandsetMeg’sheartatrest。“thoughtJohn,creepingtothebedside,hopingtofindhisrebelliousheirasleep。
Buthewasn’t,forthemomenthisfatherpeepedathim,Demi’seyesopened,hislittlechinbegantoquiver,andheputuphisarms,sayingwithapenitenthiccough,“Me’sdood,now。“
SittingonthestairsoutsideMegwonderedatthelongsilencewhichfollowedtheuproar,andafterimaginingallsortsofimpossibleaccidents,sheslippedintotheroomtosetherfearsatrest。Demilayfastasleep,notinhisusualspreadeagleattitude,butinasubduedbunch,cuddledcloseinthecircleofhisfather’sarmandholdinghisfather’sfinger,asifhefeltthatjusticewastemperedwithmercy,andhadgonetosleepasadderandwiserbaby。Soheld,Johnhadwaitedwithawomanlypatiencetillthelittlehandrelaxeditshold,andwhilewaitinghadfallenasleep,moretiredbythattusslewithhissonthanwithhiswholeday’swork。
AsMegstoodwatchingthetwofacesonthepillow,shesmiledtoherself,andthenslippedawayagain,sayinginasatisfiedtone,“IneverneedfearthatJohnwillbetooharshwithmybabies。Hedoesknowhowtomanagethem,andwillbeagreathelp,forDemiisgettingtoomuchforme。“
WhenJohncamedownatlast,expectingtofindapensiveorreproachfulwife,hewasagreeablysurprisedtofindMegplacidlytrimmingabonnet,andtobegreetedwiththerequesttoreadsomethingabouttheelection,ifhewasnottootired。Johnsawinaminutethatarevolutionofsomekindwasgoingon,butwiselyaskednoquestions,knowingthatMegwassuchatransparentlittleperson,shecouldn’tkeepasecrettosaveherlife,andthereforethecluewouldsoonappear。Hereadalongdebatewiththemostamiablereadinessandthenexplaineditinhismostlucidmanner,whileMegtriedtolookdeeplyinterested,toaskintelligentquestions,andkeepherthoughtsfromwanderingfromthestateofthenationtothestateofherbonnet。Inhersecretsoul,however,shedecidedthatpoliticswereasbadasmathematics,andthethemissionofpoliticiansseemedtobecallingeachothernames,butshekeptthesefeminineideastoherself,andwhenJohnpaused,shookherheadandsaidwithwhatshethoughtdiplomaticambiguity,“Well,Ireallydon’tseewhatwearecomingto。“
Johnlaughed,andwatchedherforaminute,asshepoisedaprettylittlepreparationoflaceandflowersonherhand,andregardeditwiththegenuineinterestwhichhisharanguehadfailedtowaken。
“Sheistryingtolikepoliticsformysake,soI’lltryandlikemillineryforhers,that’sonlyfair,“thoughtJohntheJust,addingaloud,“That’sverypretty。Isitwhatyoucallabreakfastcap?“
“Mydearman,it’sabonnet!Myverybestgo-to-concert-and-theaterbonnet。“
“Ibegyourpardon,itwassosmall,Inaturallymistookitforoneoftheflyawaythingsyousometimeswear。
Howdoyoukeepiton?“
“Thesebitsoflacearefastenedunderthechinwitharosebud,so。“
AndMegillustratedbyputtingonthebonnetandregardinghimwithanairofcalmsatisfactionthatwasirresistible。
“It’saloveofabonnet,butIpreferthefaceinside,foritlooksyoungandhappyagain。“AndJohnkissedthesmilingface,tothegreatdetrimentoftherosebudunderthechin。
“I’mgladyoulikeit,forIwantyoutotakemetooneofthenewconcertssomenight。Ireallyneedsomemusictoputmeintune。Willyou,please?“
“OfcourseIwill,withallmyheart,oranywhereelseyoulike。Youhavebeenshutupsolong,itwilldoyounoendofgood,andIshallenjoyit,ofallthings。Whatputitintoyourhead,littlemother?“
“Well,IhadatalkwithMarmeetheotherday,andtoldherhownervousandcrossandoutofsortsIfelt,andshesaidIneededchangeandlesscare,soHannahistohelpmewiththechildren,andI’mtoseetothingsaboutthehousemore,andnowandthenhavealittlefun,justtokeepmefromgettingtobeafidgety,broken-downoldwomanbeforemytime。It’sonlyanexperiment,John,andIwanttotryitforyoursakeasmuchasformine,becauseI’veneglectedyoushamefullylately,andI’mgoingtomakehomewhatitusedtobe,ifI
can。Youdon’tobject,Ihope?“
NevermindwhatJohnsaid,orwhataverynarrowescapethelittlebonnethadfromutterruin。AllthatwehaveanybusinesstoknowisthatJohndidnotappeartoobject,judgingfromthechangeswhichgraduallytookplaceinthehouseanditsinmates。ItwasnotallParadisebyanymeans,buteveryonewasbetterforthedivisionoflaborsystem。Thechildrenthroveunderthepaternalrule,foraccurate,stedfastJohnbroughtorderandobedienceintoBabydom,whileMegrecoveredherspiritsandcomposedhernervesbyplentyofwholesomeexercise,alittlepleasure,andmuchconfidentialconversationwithhersensiblehusband。Homegrewhomelikeagain,andJohnhadnowishtoleaveit,unlesshetookMegwithhim。TheScottscametotheBrookes’now,andeveryonefoundthelittlehouseacheerfulplace,fullofhappiness,content,andfamilylove。EvenSallieMoffattlikedtogothere。“Itisalwayssoquietandpleasanthere,itdoesmegood,Meg,“sheusedtosay,lookingaboutherwithwistfuleyes,asiftryingtodiscoverthecharm,thatshemightuseitinhergreathouse,fullofsplendidlonliness,fortherewerenoriotous,sunny-facedbabiesthere,andNedlivedinaworldoflisown,wheretherewasnoplaceforher。
Thishouseholdhappinessdidnotcomeallatonce,butJohnandMeghadfoundthekeytoit,andeachyearofMarriedlifetaughtthemhowtouseit,unlockingthetreasuriesofrealhomeloveandmutualhelpfulness,whichthepoorestmaypossess,andtherichestcannotbuy。Thisisthesortofshelfonwhichyoungwivesandmothersmayconsenttobelaid,safefromtherestlessfretandfeveroftheworld,findingloyalloversinthelittlesonsanddaughterswhoclingtothem,undauntedbysorrow,poverty,orage,walkingsidebyside,throughfairandstormyweather,withafaithfulfriend,whois,inthetruesenseofthegoodoldSaxonword,the`house-band’,andlearning,asMeglearned,thatawoman’shappiestkingdomishome,herhighesthonortheartofrulingitnotasaqueen,butasawisewifeandmother。
LauriewenttoNiceintendingtostayaweek,andremainedamonth。Hewastiredofwanderingaboutalone,andAmy’sfamiliarpresenceseemedtogiveahomelikecharmtotheforeignscenesinwhichsheboreapart。Herathermissedthe`petting’heusedtoreceive,andenjoyedatasteofitagain,fornoattentions,howeverflattering,fromstrangers,werehalfsopleasantasthesisterlyadorationofthegirlsathome。Amyneverwouldpethimliketheothers,butshewasverygladtoseehimnow,andquiteclungtohim,feelingthathewastherepresentativeofthedearfamilyforwhomshelongedmorethanshewouldconfess。Theynaturallytookcomfortineachother’ssocietyandweremuchtogether,riding,walking,dancing,ordawdling,foratNicenoonecanbeveryindustriousduringthegayseason。But,whileapparentlyamusingthemselvesinthemostcarelessfashion,theywerehalf-consciouslymakingdiscoveriesandformingopinionsabouteachother。Amyrosedailyintheestimationofherfriend,buthesankinhers,andeachfeltthetruthbeforeawordwasspoken。Amytriedtoplease,andsucceeded,forshewasgratefulforthemanypleasureshegaveher,andrepaidhimwiththelittleservicestowhichwomanlywomenknowhowtolendanindescribablecharm。Lauriemadenoeffortofanykind,butjustlethimselfdriftalongascomfortablyaspossible,tryingtoforget,andfeelingthatallwomenowedhimakindwordbecauseonehadbeencoldtohim。Itcosthimnoefforttobegenerous,andhewouldhavegivenAmyallthetrinketsinNiceifshewouldhavetakenthem,butatthesametimehefeltthathecouldnotchangetheopinionshewasformingofhim,andheratherdreadedthekeenblueeyesthatseemedtowatchhimwithsuchhalf-sorrowful,half-scornfulsurprise。
“AlltheresthavegonetoMonacofortheday。Ipreferredtostayathomeandwriteletters。Theyaredonenow,andIamgoingtoValrosatosketch,willyoucome?’saidAmy,asshejoinedLaurieonelovelydaywhenheloungedinasusualaboutnoon。
“Well,yes,butisn’titratherwarmforsuchalongwalk?“
heansweredslowly,fortheshadedsalonlookedinvitingaftertheglarewithout。
“I’mgoingtohavethelittlecarriage,andBaptistecandrive,soyou’llhavenothingtodobutholdyourumbrella,andkeepyourglovesnice,“returnedAmy,withasarcasticglanceattheimmaculatekids,whichwereaweakpointwithLaurie。
“ThenI’llgowithpleasure。“Andheputouthishandforhersketchbook。Butshetuckeditunderherarmwithasharp……
“Don’ttroubleyourself。It’snoexertiontome,butyoudon’tlookequaltoit。“
Laurieliftedhiseyebrowsandfollowedataleisurelypaceassherandownstairs,butwhentheygotintothecarriagehetookthereinshimself,andleftlittleBaptistenothingtodobutfoldhisarmsandfallasleeponhisperch。
Thetwoneverquarreled。Amywastoowell-bred,andjustnowLauriewastoolazy,soinaminutehepeepedunderherhatbrimwithaninquiringair。Sheansweredhimwithasmile,andtheywentontogetherinthemostamicablemanner。
Itwasalovelydrive,alongwindingroadsrichinthepicturesquescenesthatdelightbeauty-lovingeyes。Hereanancientmonastery,whencethesolemnchantingofthemonkscamedowntothem。Thereabare-leggedshepherd,inwoodenshoes,pointedhat,androughjacketoveroneshoulder,satpipingonastonewhilehisgoatsskippedamongtherocksorlayathisfeet。Meek,mouse-coloreddonkeys,ladenwithpanniersoffreshlycutgrasspassedby,withaprettygirlinacapalinesittingbetweenthegreenpiles,oranoldwomanspinningwithadistaffasshewent。
Brown,soft-eyedchildrenranoutfromthequaintstonehovelstooffernosegays,orbunchesoforangesstillonthebough。
Gnarledolivetreescoveredthehillswiththeirduskyfoliage,fruithunggoldenintheorchard,andgreatscarletanemonesfringedtheroadside,whilebeyondgreenslopesandcraggyheights,theMaritimeAlpsrosesharpandwhiteagainsttheblueItaliansky。
Valrosawelldeserveditsname,forinthatclimateofperpetualsummerrosesblossomedeverywhere。Theyoverhungthearchway,thrustthemselvesbetweenthebarsofthegreatgatewithasweetwelcometopassers-by,andlinedtheavenue,windingthroughlemontreesandfeatherypalmsuptothevillaonthehill。
Everyshadowynook,whereseatsinvitedonetostopandrest,wasamassofbloom,everycoolgrottohaditsmarblenymphsmilingfromaveilofflowersandeveryfountainreflectedcrimson,white,orpalepinkroses,leaningdowntosmileattheirownbeauty。
Rosescoveredthewallsofthehouse,drapedthecornices,climbedthepillars,andranriotoverthebalustradeofthewideterrace,whenceonelookeddownonthesunnyMediterranean,andthewhite-walledcityonitsshore。
“Thisisaregularhoneymoonparadise,isn’tit?Didyoueverseesuchroses?“askedAmy,pausingontheterracetoenjoytheview,andaluxuriouswhiffofperfumethatcamewanderingby。
“No,norfeltsuchthorns,“returnedLaurie,withhisthumbinhismouth,afteravainattempttocaptureasolitaryscarletflowerthatgrewjustbeyondhisreach。
“Trylowerdown,andpickthosethathavenothorns,“saidAmy,gatheringthreeofthetinycream-coloredonesthatstarredthewallbehindher。Sheputtheminhisbuttonholeasapeaceoffering,andhestoodaminutelookingdownatthemwithacuriousexpression,forintheItalianpartofhisnaturetherewasatouchofsuperstition,andhewasjusttheninthatstateofhalf-sweet,half-bittermelancholy,whenimaginativeyoungmenfindsignificanceintriflesandfoodforromanceeverywhere。
HehadthoughtofJoinreachingafterthethornyredrose,forvividflowersbecameher,andshehadoftenwornoneslikethatfromthegreenhouseathome。ThepalerosesAmygavehimwerethesortthattheItalianslayindeadhands,neverinbridalwreaths,andforamomenthewonderediftheomenwasforJoorforhimself,butthenextinstanthisAmericancommonsensegotthebetterofsentimentality,andhelaughedaheartierlaughthanAmyhadheardsincehecame。
“It’sgoodadvice,you’dbettertakeitandsaveyourfingers,“
shesaid,thinkingherspeechamusedhim。
“Thankyou,Iwill,“heansweredinjest,andafewmonthslaterhediditinearnest。
“Laurie,whenareyougoingtoyourgrandfather?“sheaskedpresently,asshesettledherselfonarusticseat。
“Verysoon。“
“Youhavesaidthatadozentimeswithinthelastthreeweeks。“
“Idaresay,shortanswerssavetrouble。“
“Heexpectsyou,andyoureallyoughttogo。“
“Hospitablecreature!Iknowit。“
“Thenwhydon’tyoudoit?“
“Naturaldepravity,Isuppose。“
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