AweeklaterAmydidgetherreward,andpoorJofoundithardtobedelighted。AlettercamefromAuntCarrol,andMrs。
March’sfacewasilluminatedtosuchadegreewhenshereaditthatJoandBeth,whowerewithher,demandedwhatthegladtidingwere。
“AuntCarrolisgoingabroadnextmonth,andwants……“
“Metogowithher!“burstinJo,flyingoutofherchairinanuncontrollablerapture。
“No,dear,notyou。It’sAmy。“
“Oh,Mother!She’stooyoung,it’smyturnfirst。I’vewanteditsolong。Itwoulddomesomuchgood,andbesoaltogethersplendid。Imustgo!“
“I’mafraidit’simpossible,Jo。AuntsaysAmy,decidedly,anditisnotforustodictatewhensheofferssuchafavor。“
“It’salwaysso。AmyhasallthefunandIhaveallthework。
Itisn’tfair,oh,itisn’tfair!“criedJopassionately。
“I’mafraidit’spartlyyourownfault,dear。WhenAuntspoketometheotherday,sheregrettedyourbluntmannersandtooindependentspirit,andhereshewrites,asifquotingsomethingyouhadsaid——`IplannedatfirsttoaskJo,butas`favorsburdenher’,andshe`hatesFrench’,IthinkIwon’tventuretoinviteher。
Amyismoredocile,willmakeagoodcompanionforFlo,andreceivegratefullyanyhelpthetripmaygiveher。“
“Oh,mytongue,myabominabletongue!Whycan’tIlearntokeepitquiet?’groanedJo,rememberingwordswhichhadbeenherundoing。Whenshehadheardtheexplanationofthequotedphrases,Mrs。Marchsaidsorrowfully……
“Iwishyoucouldhavegone,butthereisnohopeofitthistime,sotrytobearitcheerfully,anddon’tsaddenAmy’spleasurebyreproachesorregrets。“
“I’lltry,“saidJo,winkinghardasshekneltdowntopickupthebasketshehadjoyfullyupset。“I’lltakealeafoutofherbook,andtrynotonlytoseemglad,buttobeso,andnotgrudgeheroneminuteofhappiness。Butitwon’tbeeasy,foritisadreadfuldisappointment。“AndpoorJobedewedthelittlefatpincushionsheheldwithseveralverybittertears。
“Jo,dear,I’mveryselfish,butIcouldn’tspareyou,andI’mgladyouarenotgoingquiteyet,“whisperedBeth,embracingher,basketandall,withsuchaclingingtouchandlovingfacethatJofeltcomfortedinspiteofthesharpregretthatmadeherwanttoboxherownears,andhumblybegAuntCarroltoburdenherwiththisfavor,andseehowgratefullyshewouldbearit。
BythetimeAmycamein,Jowasabletotakeherpartinthefamilyjubilation,notquiteasheartilyasusual,perhaps,butwithoutrepiningsatAmy’sgoodfortune。Theyoungladyherselfreceivedthenewsastidingsofgreatjoy,wentaboutinasolemnsortofrapture,andbegantosorthercolorsandpackherpencilsthatevening,leavingsuchtriflesasclothes,money,andpassportstothoselessabsorbedinvisionsofartthanherself。
“Itisn’tamerepleasuretriptome,girls,“shesaidimpressively,asshescrapedherbestpalette。“Itwilldecidemycareer,forifIhaveanygenius,IshallfinditoutinRome,andwilldosomethingtoproveit。“
“Supposeyouhaven’t?“saidJo,sewingaway,withredeyes,atthenewcollarswhichweretobehandedovertoAmy。
“ThenIshallcomehomeandteachdrawingformyliving,“
repliedtheaspirantforfame,withphilosophiccomposure。
Butshemadeawryfaceattheprospect,andscratchedawayatherpaletteasifbentonvigorousmeasuresbeforeshegaveupherhopes。
“No,youwon’t。Youhatehardwork,andyou’llmarrysomerichman,andcomehometositinthelapofluxuryallyourdays,“saidJo。
“Yourpredictionssometimescometopass,butIdon’tbelievethatonewill。I’msureIwishitwould,forifIcan’tbeanartistmyself,Ishouldliketobeabletohelpthosewhoare,“
saidAmy,smiling,asifthepartofLadyBountifulwouldsuitherbetterthanthatofapoordrawingteacher。
“Hum!“saidJo,withasigh。“Ifyouwishityou’llhaveit,foryourwishesarealwaysgranted——minenever。“
“Wouldyouliketogo?“askedAmy,thoughtfullypattinghernosewithherknife。
“Rather!“
“Well,inayearortwoI’llsendforyou,andwe’lldigintheForumforrelics,andcarryoutalltheplanswe’vemadesomanytimes。“
“Thankyou。I’llremindyouofyourpromisewhenthatjoyfuldaycomes,ifiteverdoes,“returnedJo,acceptingthevaguebutmagnificentofferasgratefullyasshecould。
“Therewasnotmuchtimeforpreparation,andthehousewasinafermenttillAmywasoff。Joboreupverywelltillthelastflutterofblueribbonvanished,whensheretiredtoherrefuge,thegarret,andcriedtillshecouldn’tcryanymore。
Amylikewiseboreupstoutlytillthesteamersailed。Thenjustasthegangwaywasabouttobewithdrawn,itsuddenlycameoverherthatawholeoceanwassoontorollbetweenherandthosewholovedherbest,andsheclungtoLaurie,thelastlingerer,sayingwithasob……
“Oh,takecareofthemforme,andifanythingshouldhappen……“
“Iwill,dear,Iwill,andifanythinghappens,I’llcomeandcomfortyou,“whisperedLaurie,littledreamingthathewouldbecalledupontokeephisword。
SoAmysailedawaytofindtheOldWorld,whichisalwaysnewandbeautifultoyoungeyes,whileherfatherandfriendwatchedherfromtheshore,ferventlyhopingthatnonebutgentlefortuneswouldbefallthehappy-heartedgirl,whowavedherhandtothemtilltheycouldseenothingbutthesummersunshinedazzlingonthesea。
LondonDearestPeople,HereIreallysitatafrontwindowoftheBathHotel,Piccadilly。It’snotafashionableplace,butUnclestoppedhereyearsago,andwon’tgoanywhereelse。However,wedon’tmeantostaylong,soit’snogreatmatter。Oh,Ican’tbegintotellyouhowIenjoyitall!Inevercan,soI’llonlygiveyoubitsoutofmynotebook,forI’vedonenothingbutsketchandscribblesinceIstarted。
IsentalinefromHalifax,whenIfeltprettymiserable,butafterthatIgotondelightfully,seldomill,ondeckallday,withplentyofpleasantpeopletoamuseme。Everyonewasverykindtome,especiallytheofficers。Don’tlaugh,Jo,gentlemenreallyareverynecessaryaboardship,toholdonto,ortowaituponone,andastheyhavenothingtodo,it’samercytomakethemuseful,otherwisetheywouldsmokethemselvestodeath,I’mafraid。
AuntandFlowerepoorlyalltheway,andlikedtobeletalone,sowhenIhaddonewhatIcouldforthem,Iwentandenjoyedmyself。Suchwalksondeck,suchsunsets,suchsplendidairandwaves!Itwasalmostasexcitingasridingafasthorse,whenwewentrushingonsograndly。IwishBethcouldhavecome,itwouldhavedonehersomuchgood。AsforJo,shewouldhavegoneupandsatonthemaintopjib,orwhateverthehighthingiscalled,madefriendswiththeengineers,andtootedonthecaptain’sspeakingtrumpet,she’dhavebeeninsuchastateofrapture。
Itwasallheavenly,butIwasgladtoseetheIrishcoast,andfounditverylovely,sogreenandsunny,withbrowncabinshereandthere,ruinsonsomeofthehills,andgentlemen’scountryseatsinthevalleys,withdeerfeedingintheparks。
Itwasearlyinthemorning,butIdidn’tregretgettinguptoseeit,forthebaywasfulloflittleboats,theshoresopicturesque,andarosyskyoverhead。Inevershallforgetit。
AtQueenstownonofmynewacquaintancesleftus,Mr。
Lennox,andwhenIsaidsomethingabouttheLakesofKillarney,hesighedandand,withalookatme……
“Oh,haveyoue’erheardofKateKearney?
ShelivesonthebanksofKillarney;
Fromtheglanceofhereye,Shundangerandfly,Forfatal’stheglanceofKateKearney。“
Wasn’tthatnonsensical?
WeonlystoppedatLiverpoolafewhours。It’sadirty,noisyplace,andIwasgladtoleaveit。Unclerushedoutandboughtapairofdogskingloves,someugly,thickshoes,andanumbrella,andgotshaved`alamuttonchop,thefirstthing。
ThenheflatteredhimselfthathelookedlikeatrueBriton,butthefirsttimehehadthemudcleanedoffhisshoes,thelittlebootblackknewthatanAmericanstoodinthem,andsaid,withagrin,“Thereyerhar,sir。I’vegiven`emthelatestYankeeshine。“ItamusedUncleimmensely。Oh,ImusttellyouwhatthatabsurdLennoxdid!HegothisfriendWard,whocameonwithus,toorderabouquetforme,andthefirstthingI
sawinmyroomwasalovelyone,with“RobertLennox’scompliments,“
onthecard。Wasn’tthatfun,girls?Iliketraveling。
InevershallgettoLondonifIdon’thurry。Thetripwaslikeridingthroughalongpicturegallery,fulloflovelylandscapes。
Thefarmhousesweremydelight,withthatchedroofs,ivyuptotheeaves,latticedwindows,andstoutwomenwithrosychildrenatthedoors。Theverycattlelookedmoretranquilthanours,astheystoodknee-deepinclover,andthehenshadacontentedcluck,asiftheynevergotnervouslikeYankeebiddies。SuchperfectcolorIneversaw,thegrasssogreen,skysoblue,grainsoyellow,woodssodark,Iwasinarapturealltheway。SowasFlo,andwekeptbouncingfromonesidetotheother,tryingtoseeeverythingwhilewewerewhiskingalongattherateofsixtymilesanhour。Auntwastiredandwenttosleep,butUnclereadhisguidebook,andwouldn’tbeastonishedatanything。
Thisisthewaywewenton。Amy,flyingup——“Oh,thatmustbeKenilworth,thatgrayplaceamongthetrees!“Flo,dartingtomywindow——“Howsweet!Wemustgotheresometime,won’twePapa?“Uncle,calmlyadmiringhisboots——“No,mydear,notunlessyouwantbeer,that’sabrewery。“
Apause——thenFlocriedout,“Blessme,there’sagallowsandamangoingup。““Where,where?“shrieksAmy,staringoutattwotallpostswithacrossbeamandsomedanglingchains。“Acolliery,“
remarksUncle,withatwinkleoftheeye。“Here’salovelyflockoflambsalllyingdown,“saysAmy。“See,Papa,aren’ttheypretty?“addedFlosentimentally。“Geese,youngladies,“returnsUncle,inatonethatkeepsusquiettillFlosettlesdowntoenjoytheFLIRTATIONSOFCAPTAINCAVENDISH,andIhavethesceneryalltomyself。
OfcourseitrainedwhenwegottoLondon,andtherewasnothingtobeseenbutfogandumbrellas。Werested,unpacked,andshoppedalittlebetweentheshowers。AuntMarygotmesomenewthings,forIcameoffinsuchahurryIwasn’thalfready。
Awhitehatandbluefeather,amuslindresstomatch,andtheloveliestmantleyoueversaw。ShoppinginRegentStreetisperfectlysplendid。Thingsseemsocheap,niceribbonsonlysixpenceayard。Ilaidinastock,butshallgetmyglovesinParis。Doesn’tthatsoundsortofelegantandrich?
FloandI,forthefunofit,orderedahansomcab,whileAuntandUnclewereout,andwentforadrive,thoughwelearnedafterwardthatitwasn’tthethingforyoungladiestorideinthemalone。Itwassodroll!Forwhenwewereshutinbythewoodenapron,themandrovesofastthatFlowasfrightened,andtoldmetostophim。buthewasupoutsidebehindsomewhere,andIcouldn’tgetathim。Hedidn’thearmecall,norseemeflapmyparasolinfront,andtherewewere,quitehelpless,rattlingaway,andwhirlingaroundcornersatabreakneckpace。
Atlast,inmydespair,Isawalittledoorintheroof,andonpokingitopen,aredeyeappeared,andabeeryvoicesaid……
“Now,then,mum?“
IgavemyorderassoberlyasIcould,andslammingdownthedoor,withan“Aye,aye,mum,“themanmadehishorsewalk,asifgoingtoafuneral。Ipokedagainandsaid,“Alittlefaster,“thenoffhewent,helter-skelterasbefore,andweresignedourselvestoourfate。
Todaywasfair,andwewenttoHydePark,closeby,forwearemorearistocraticthanwelook。TheDukeofDevonshirelivesnear。Ioftenseehisfootmenloungingatthebackgate,andtheDukeofWellington’shouseisnotfaroff。SuchsightsasI
saw,mydear!ItwasasgoodasPunch,fortherewerefatdowagersrollingaboutintheirredandyellowcoaches,withgorgeousJeamesesinsilkstockingsandvelvetcoats,upbehind,andpowderedcoachmeninfront。Smartmaids,withtherosiestchildrenIeversaw,handsomegirls,lookinghalfasleep,dandiesinqueerEnglishhatsandlavenderkidsloungingabout,andtallsoldiers,inshortredjacketsandmuffincapsstuckononeside,lookingsofunnyIlongedtosketchthem。
RottenRowmeans`RoutedeRoi’,ortheking’sway,butnowit’smorelikearidingschoolthananythingelse。Thehorsesaresplendid,andthemen,especiallythegrooms,ridewell,butthewomenarestiff,andbounce,whichisn’taccordingtoourrules。IlongedtoshowthematearingAmericangallop,fortheytrottedsolemnlyupanddown,intheirscanthabitsandhighhats,lookinglikethewomeninatoyNoah’sArk。Everyonerides——oldmen,stoutladies,littlechildren——
andtheyoungfolksdoadealofflirtinghere,Isayapairexchangerosebuds,forit’sthethingtowearoneinthebutton-hole,andIthoughtitratheranicelittleidea。
IntheP。M。toWestminsterAbbey,butdon’texpectmetodescribeit,that’simpossible,soI’llonlysayitwassublime!
ThiseveningwearegoingtoseeFechter,whichwillbeanappropriateendtothehappiestdayofmylife。
It’sverylate,butIcan’tletmylettergointhemorningwithouttellingyouwhathappenedlastevening。Whodoyouthinkcamein,aswewereattea?Laurie’sEnglishfriends,FredandFrankVaughn!Iwassosurprised,forIshouldn’thaveknownthembutforthecards。botharetallfellowswithwhiskers,FredhandsomeintheEnglishstyle,andFrankmuchbetter,forheonlylimpsslightly,andusesnocrutches。TheyhadheardfromLauriewhereweweretobe,andcametoaskustotheirhouse,butUnclewon’tgo,soweshallreturnthecall,andseethemaswecan。Theywenttothetheaterwithus,andwedidhavesuchagoodtime,forFrankdevotedhimselftoFlo,andFredandItalkedoverpast,present,andfuturefunasifwehadknoweachotherallourdays。TellBethFrankaskedforher,andwassorrytohearofherillhealth。FredlaughedwhenI
spokeofJo,andsenthis`respectfulcomplimentstothebighat’。
NeitherofthemhadforgottenCampLaurence,orthefunwehadthere。Whatagesagoitseems,doesn’tit?
Auntistappingonthewallforthethirdtime,soImuststop。IreallyfeellikeadissipatedLondonfinelady,writingheresolate,withmyroomfullofprettythings,andmyheadajumbleofparks,theaters,newgowns,andgallantcreatureswhosay“Ah!“andtwirltheirblondmustacheswiththetrueEnglishlordliness。Ilongtoseeyouall,andinspiteofmynonsenseam,asever,yourloving
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