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第48章

  AweeklaterAmydidgetherreward,andpoorJofoundithardtobedelighted。AlettercamefromAuntCarrol,andMrs。
  March’sfacewasilluminatedtosuchadegreewhenshereaditthatJoandBeth,whowerewithher,demandedwhatthegladtidingwere。
  “AuntCarrolisgoingabroadnextmonth,andwants……“
  “Metogowithher!“burstinJo,flyingoutofherchairinanuncontrollablerapture。
  “No,dear,notyou。It’sAmy。“
  “Oh,Mother!She’stooyoung,it’smyturnfirst。I’vewanteditsolong。Itwoulddomesomuchgood,andbesoaltogethersplendid。Imustgo!“
  “I’mafraidit’simpossible,Jo。AuntsaysAmy,decidedly,anditisnotforustodictatewhensheofferssuchafavor。“
  “It’salwaysso。AmyhasallthefunandIhaveallthework。
  Itisn’tfair,oh,itisn’tfair!“criedJopassionately。
  “I’mafraidit’spartlyyourownfault,dear。WhenAuntspoketometheotherday,sheregrettedyourbluntmannersandtooindependentspirit,andhereshewrites,asifquotingsomethingyouhadsaid——`IplannedatfirsttoaskJo,butas`favorsburdenher’,andshe`hatesFrench’,IthinkIwon’tventuretoinviteher。
  Amyismoredocile,willmakeagoodcompanionforFlo,andreceivegratefullyanyhelpthetripmaygiveher。“
  “Oh,mytongue,myabominabletongue!Whycan’tIlearntokeepitquiet?’groanedJo,rememberingwordswhichhadbeenherundoing。Whenshehadheardtheexplanationofthequotedphrases,Mrs。Marchsaidsorrowfully……
  “Iwishyoucouldhavegone,butthereisnohopeofitthistime,sotrytobearitcheerfully,anddon’tsaddenAmy’spleasurebyreproachesorregrets。“
  “I’lltry,“saidJo,winkinghardasshekneltdowntopickupthebasketshehadjoyfullyupset。“I’lltakealeafoutofherbook,andtrynotonlytoseemglad,buttobeso,andnotgrudgeheroneminuteofhappiness。Butitwon’tbeeasy,foritisadreadfuldisappointment。“AndpoorJobedewedthelittlefatpincushionsheheldwithseveralverybittertears。
  “Jo,dear,I’mveryselfish,butIcouldn’tspareyou,andI’mgladyouarenotgoingquiteyet,“whisperedBeth,embracingher,basketandall,withsuchaclingingtouchandlovingfacethatJofeltcomfortedinspiteofthesharpregretthatmadeherwanttoboxherownears,andhumblybegAuntCarroltoburdenherwiththisfavor,andseehowgratefullyshewouldbearit。
  BythetimeAmycamein,Jowasabletotakeherpartinthefamilyjubilation,notquiteasheartilyasusual,perhaps,butwithoutrepiningsatAmy’sgoodfortune。Theyoungladyherselfreceivedthenewsastidingsofgreatjoy,wentaboutinasolemnsortofrapture,andbegantosorthercolorsandpackherpencilsthatevening,leavingsuchtriflesasclothes,money,andpassportstothoselessabsorbedinvisionsofartthanherself。
  “Itisn’tamerepleasuretriptome,girls,“shesaidimpressively,asshescrapedherbestpalette。“Itwilldecidemycareer,forifIhaveanygenius,IshallfinditoutinRome,andwilldosomethingtoproveit。“
  “Supposeyouhaven’t?“saidJo,sewingaway,withredeyes,atthenewcollarswhichweretobehandedovertoAmy。
  “ThenIshallcomehomeandteachdrawingformyliving,“
  repliedtheaspirantforfame,withphilosophiccomposure。
  Butshemadeawryfaceattheprospect,andscratchedawayatherpaletteasifbentonvigorousmeasuresbeforeshegaveupherhopes。
  “No,youwon’t。Youhatehardwork,andyou’llmarrysomerichman,andcomehometositinthelapofluxuryallyourdays,“saidJo。
  “Yourpredictionssometimescometopass,butIdon’tbelievethatonewill。I’msureIwishitwould,forifIcan’tbeanartistmyself,Ishouldliketobeabletohelpthosewhoare,“
  saidAmy,smiling,asifthepartofLadyBountifulwouldsuitherbetterthanthatofapoordrawingteacher。
  “Hum!“saidJo,withasigh。“Ifyouwishityou’llhaveit,foryourwishesarealwaysgranted——minenever。“
  “Wouldyouliketogo?“askedAmy,thoughtfullypattinghernosewithherknife。
  “Rather!“
  “Well,inayearortwoI’llsendforyou,andwe’lldigintheForumforrelics,andcarryoutalltheplanswe’vemadesomanytimes。“
  “Thankyou。I’llremindyouofyourpromisewhenthatjoyfuldaycomes,ifiteverdoes,“returnedJo,acceptingthevaguebutmagnificentofferasgratefullyasshecould。
  “Therewasnotmuchtimeforpreparation,andthehousewasinafermenttillAmywasoff。Joboreupverywelltillthelastflutterofblueribbonvanished,whensheretiredtoherrefuge,thegarret,andcriedtillshecouldn’tcryanymore。
  Amylikewiseboreupstoutlytillthesteamersailed。Thenjustasthegangwaywasabouttobewithdrawn,itsuddenlycameoverherthatawholeoceanwassoontorollbetweenherandthosewholovedherbest,andsheclungtoLaurie,thelastlingerer,sayingwithasob……
  “Oh,takecareofthemforme,andifanythingshouldhappen……“
  “Iwill,dear,Iwill,andifanythinghappens,I’llcomeandcomfortyou,“whisperedLaurie,littledreamingthathewouldbecalledupontokeephisword。
  SoAmysailedawaytofindtheOldWorld,whichisalwaysnewandbeautifultoyoungeyes,whileherfatherandfriendwatchedherfromtheshore,ferventlyhopingthatnonebutgentlefortuneswouldbefallthehappy-heartedgirl,whowavedherhandtothemtilltheycouldseenothingbutthesummersunshinedazzlingonthesea。
  LondonDearestPeople,HereIreallysitatafrontwindowoftheBathHotel,Piccadilly。It’snotafashionableplace,butUnclestoppedhereyearsago,andwon’tgoanywhereelse。However,wedon’tmeantostaylong,soit’snogreatmatter。Oh,Ican’tbegintotellyouhowIenjoyitall!Inevercan,soI’llonlygiveyoubitsoutofmynotebook,forI’vedonenothingbutsketchandscribblesinceIstarted。
  IsentalinefromHalifax,whenIfeltprettymiserable,butafterthatIgotondelightfully,seldomill,ondeckallday,withplentyofpleasantpeopletoamuseme。Everyonewasverykindtome,especiallytheofficers。Don’tlaugh,Jo,gentlemenreallyareverynecessaryaboardship,toholdonto,ortowaituponone,andastheyhavenothingtodo,it’samercytomakethemuseful,otherwisetheywouldsmokethemselvestodeath,I’mafraid。
  AuntandFlowerepoorlyalltheway,andlikedtobeletalone,sowhenIhaddonewhatIcouldforthem,Iwentandenjoyedmyself。Suchwalksondeck,suchsunsets,suchsplendidairandwaves!Itwasalmostasexcitingasridingafasthorse,whenwewentrushingonsograndly。IwishBethcouldhavecome,itwouldhavedonehersomuchgood。AsforJo,shewouldhavegoneupandsatonthemaintopjib,orwhateverthehighthingiscalled,madefriendswiththeengineers,andtootedonthecaptain’sspeakingtrumpet,she’dhavebeeninsuchastateofrapture。
  Itwasallheavenly,butIwasgladtoseetheIrishcoast,andfounditverylovely,sogreenandsunny,withbrowncabinshereandthere,ruinsonsomeofthehills,andgentlemen’scountryseatsinthevalleys,withdeerfeedingintheparks。
  Itwasearlyinthemorning,butIdidn’tregretgettinguptoseeit,forthebaywasfulloflittleboats,theshoresopicturesque,andarosyskyoverhead。Inevershallforgetit。
  AtQueenstownonofmynewacquaintancesleftus,Mr。
  Lennox,andwhenIsaidsomethingabouttheLakesofKillarney,hesighedandand,withalookatme……
  “Oh,haveyoue’erheardofKateKearney?
  ShelivesonthebanksofKillarney;
  Fromtheglanceofhereye,Shundangerandfly,Forfatal’stheglanceofKateKearney。“
  Wasn’tthatnonsensical?
  WeonlystoppedatLiverpoolafewhours。It’sadirty,noisyplace,andIwasgladtoleaveit。Unclerushedoutandboughtapairofdogskingloves,someugly,thickshoes,andanumbrella,andgotshaved`alamuttonchop,thefirstthing。
  ThenheflatteredhimselfthathelookedlikeatrueBriton,butthefirsttimehehadthemudcleanedoffhisshoes,thelittlebootblackknewthatanAmericanstoodinthem,andsaid,withagrin,“Thereyerhar,sir。I’vegiven`emthelatestYankeeshine。“ItamusedUncleimmensely。Oh,ImusttellyouwhatthatabsurdLennoxdid!HegothisfriendWard,whocameonwithus,toorderabouquetforme,andthefirstthingI
  sawinmyroomwasalovelyone,with“RobertLennox’scompliments,“
  onthecard。Wasn’tthatfun,girls?Iliketraveling。
  InevershallgettoLondonifIdon’thurry。Thetripwaslikeridingthroughalongpicturegallery,fulloflovelylandscapes。
  Thefarmhousesweremydelight,withthatchedroofs,ivyuptotheeaves,latticedwindows,andstoutwomenwithrosychildrenatthedoors。Theverycattlelookedmoretranquilthanours,astheystoodknee-deepinclover,andthehenshadacontentedcluck,asiftheynevergotnervouslikeYankeebiddies。SuchperfectcolorIneversaw,thegrasssogreen,skysoblue,grainsoyellow,woodssodark,Iwasinarapturealltheway。SowasFlo,andwekeptbouncingfromonesidetotheother,tryingtoseeeverythingwhilewewerewhiskingalongattherateofsixtymilesanhour。Auntwastiredandwenttosleep,butUnclereadhisguidebook,andwouldn’tbeastonishedatanything。
  Thisisthewaywewenton。Amy,flyingup——“Oh,thatmustbeKenilworth,thatgrayplaceamongthetrees!“Flo,dartingtomywindow——“Howsweet!Wemustgotheresometime,won’twePapa?“Uncle,calmlyadmiringhisboots——“No,mydear,notunlessyouwantbeer,that’sabrewery。“
  Apause——thenFlocriedout,“Blessme,there’sagallowsandamangoingup。““Where,where?“shrieksAmy,staringoutattwotallpostswithacrossbeamandsomedanglingchains。“Acolliery,“
  remarksUncle,withatwinkleoftheeye。“Here’salovelyflockoflambsalllyingdown,“saysAmy。“See,Papa,aren’ttheypretty?“addedFlosentimentally。“Geese,youngladies,“returnsUncle,inatonethatkeepsusquiettillFlosettlesdowntoenjoytheFLIRTATIONSOFCAPTAINCAVENDISH,andIhavethesceneryalltomyself。
  OfcourseitrainedwhenwegottoLondon,andtherewasnothingtobeseenbutfogandumbrellas。Werested,unpacked,andshoppedalittlebetweentheshowers。AuntMarygotmesomenewthings,forIcameoffinsuchahurryIwasn’thalfready。
  Awhitehatandbluefeather,amuslindresstomatch,andtheloveliestmantleyoueversaw。ShoppinginRegentStreetisperfectlysplendid。Thingsseemsocheap,niceribbonsonlysixpenceayard。Ilaidinastock,butshallgetmyglovesinParis。Doesn’tthatsoundsortofelegantandrich?
  FloandI,forthefunofit,orderedahansomcab,whileAuntandUnclewereout,andwentforadrive,thoughwelearnedafterwardthatitwasn’tthethingforyoungladiestorideinthemalone。Itwassodroll!Forwhenwewereshutinbythewoodenapron,themandrovesofastthatFlowasfrightened,andtoldmetostophim。buthewasupoutsidebehindsomewhere,andIcouldn’tgetathim。Hedidn’thearmecall,norseemeflapmyparasolinfront,andtherewewere,quitehelpless,rattlingaway,andwhirlingaroundcornersatabreakneckpace。
  Atlast,inmydespair,Isawalittledoorintheroof,andonpokingitopen,aredeyeappeared,andabeeryvoicesaid……
  “Now,then,mum?“
  IgavemyorderassoberlyasIcould,andslammingdownthedoor,withan“Aye,aye,mum,“themanmadehishorsewalk,asifgoingtoafuneral。Ipokedagainandsaid,“Alittlefaster,“thenoffhewent,helter-skelterasbefore,andweresignedourselvestoourfate。
  Todaywasfair,andwewenttoHydePark,closeby,forwearemorearistocraticthanwelook。TheDukeofDevonshirelivesnear。Ioftenseehisfootmenloungingatthebackgate,andtheDukeofWellington’shouseisnotfaroff。SuchsightsasI
  saw,mydear!ItwasasgoodasPunch,fortherewerefatdowagersrollingaboutintheirredandyellowcoaches,withgorgeousJeamesesinsilkstockingsandvelvetcoats,upbehind,andpowderedcoachmeninfront。Smartmaids,withtherosiestchildrenIeversaw,handsomegirls,lookinghalfasleep,dandiesinqueerEnglishhatsandlavenderkidsloungingabout,andtallsoldiers,inshortredjacketsandmuffincapsstuckononeside,lookingsofunnyIlongedtosketchthem。
  RottenRowmeans`RoutedeRoi’,ortheking’sway,butnowit’smorelikearidingschoolthananythingelse。Thehorsesaresplendid,andthemen,especiallythegrooms,ridewell,butthewomenarestiff,andbounce,whichisn’taccordingtoourrules。IlongedtoshowthematearingAmericangallop,fortheytrottedsolemnlyupanddown,intheirscanthabitsandhighhats,lookinglikethewomeninatoyNoah’sArk。Everyonerides——oldmen,stoutladies,littlechildren——
  andtheyoungfolksdoadealofflirtinghere,Isayapairexchangerosebuds,forit’sthethingtowearoneinthebutton-hole,andIthoughtitratheranicelittleidea。
  IntheP。M。toWestminsterAbbey,butdon’texpectmetodescribeit,that’simpossible,soI’llonlysayitwassublime!
  ThiseveningwearegoingtoseeFechter,whichwillbeanappropriateendtothehappiestdayofmylife。
  It’sverylate,butIcan’tletmylettergointhemorningwithouttellingyouwhathappenedlastevening。Whodoyouthinkcamein,aswewereattea?Laurie’sEnglishfriends,FredandFrankVaughn!Iwassosurprised,forIshouldn’thaveknownthembutforthecards。botharetallfellowswithwhiskers,FredhandsomeintheEnglishstyle,andFrankmuchbetter,forheonlylimpsslightly,andusesnocrutches。TheyhadheardfromLauriewhereweweretobe,andcametoaskustotheirhouse,butUnclewon’tgo,soweshallreturnthecall,andseethemaswecan。Theywenttothetheaterwithus,andwedidhavesuchagoodtime,forFrankdevotedhimselftoFlo,andFredandItalkedoverpast,present,andfuturefunasifwehadknoweachotherallourdays。TellBethFrankaskedforher,andwassorrytohearofherillhealth。FredlaughedwhenI
  spokeofJo,andsenthis`respectfulcomplimentstothebighat’。
  NeitherofthemhadforgottenCampLaurence,orthefunwehadthere。Whatagesagoitseems,doesn’tit?
  Auntistappingonthewallforthethirdtime,soImuststop。IreallyfeellikeadissipatedLondonfinelady,writingheresolate,withmyroomfullofprettythings,andmyheadajumbleofparks,theaters,newgowns,andgallantcreatureswhosay“Ah!“andtwirltheirblondmustacheswiththetrueEnglishlordliness。Ilongtoseeyouall,andinspiteofmynonsenseam,asever,yourloving