首页 >出版文学> Little Women>第47章

第47章

  Shemeantitkindly,butAmymistookhermeaning,andsaidquickly……
  “Oh,certainly,iftheyareinyourway,“andsweepinghercontributionsintoherapron,pell-mell,shewalkedoff,feelingthatherselfandherworksofarthadbeeninsultedpastforgiveness。
  “Nowshe’smad。Oh,dear,IwishIhadn’taskedyoutospeak,Mama,“
  saidMay,lookingdisconsolatelyattheemptyspacesonhertable。
  “Girls’quarrelsaresoonover,“returnedhermother,feelingatrifleashamedofherownpartinthisone,aswellshemight。
  ThelittlegirlshailedAmyandhertreasureswithdelight,whichcordialreceptionsomewhatsoothedherperturbedspirit,andshefelltowork,determinedtosucceedflorally,ifshecouldnotartistically。Buteverythingseemedagainsther。Itwaslate,andshewastired。Everyonewastoobusywiththeirownaffairstohelpher,andthelittlegirlswereonlyhindrances,forthedearsfussedandchatteredlikesomanymagpies,makingagreatdealofconfusionintheirartlesseffortstopreservethemostperfectorder。Theevergreenarchwouldn’tstayfirmaftershegotitup,butwiggledandthreatenedtotumbledownonherheadwhenthehangingbasketswerefilled。Herbesttilegotasplashofwater,whichleftasephiatearontheCupid’scheek。Shebruisedherhandswithhammering,andgotcoldworkinginadraft,whichlastafflictionfilledherwithapprehensionsforthemorrow。AnygirlreaderwhohassufferedlikeafflictionswillsympathizewithpoorAmyandwishherwellthroughhertask。
  Therewasgreatindignationathomewhenshetoldherstorythatevening。Hermothersaiditwasashame,buttoldhershehaddoneright。Bethdeclaredshewouldn’tgotothefairatall,andJodemandedwhyshedidn’ttakeallherprettythingsandleavethosemeanpeopletogetonwithouther。
  “Becausetheyaremeanisnoreasonwhyishouldbe。Ihatesuchthings,andthoughIthinkI’vearighttobehurt,Idon’tintendtoshowit。Theywillfeelthatmorethanangryspeechesorhuffyactions,won’tthey,Marmee?“
  “That’stherightspirit,mydear。Akissforablowisalwaysbest,thoughit’snotveryeasytogiveitsometimes,“saidhermother,withtheairofonewhohadlearnedthedifferencebetweenpreachingandpracticing。
  Inspiteofvariousverynaturaltemptationstoresentandretaliate,Amyadheredtoherresolutionallthenextday,bentonconqueringherenemybykindness。Shebeganwell,thankstoasilentreminderthatcametoherunexpectedly,butmostopportunely。
  Asshearrangedhertablethatmorning,whilethelittlegirlswereintheanteroomfillingthebaskets,shetookupherpetproduction,alittlebook,theantiquecoverofwhichherfatherhadfoundamonghistreasures,andinwhichonleavesofvellumshehadbeautifullyilluminateddifferenttexts。Assheturnedthepagesrichindaintydeviceswithverypardonablepride,hereyefellupononeversethatmadeherstopandthink。Framedinabrilliantscrollworkofscarlet,blueandgold,withlittlespiritsofgoodwillhelpingoneanotherupanddownamongthethornsandflowers,werethewords,“Thoushaltlovethyneighborasthyself。“
  “Iought,butIdon’t,“thoughtAmy,ashereyewentfromthebrightpagetoMay’sdiscontentedfacebehindthebigvases,thatcouldnothidethevacanciesherprettyworkhadoncefilled。
  Amystoodaminute,turningtheleavesinherhand,readingoneachsomesweetrebukeforallheartburningsanduncharitablenessofspirit。
  Manywiseandtruesermonsarepreacheduseverydaybyunconsciousministersinstreet,school,office,orhome。Evenafairtablemaybecomeapulpit,ifitcanofferthegoodandhelpfulwordswhichareneveroutofseason。Amy’sconsciencepreachedheralittlesermonfromthattext,thenandthere,andshedidwhatmanyofusdonotalwaysdo,tookthesermontoheart,andstraightwayputitinpractice。
  AgroupofgirlswerestandingaboutMay’stable,admiringtheprettythings,andtalkingoverthechangeofsaleswomen。
  Theydroppedtheirvoices,butAmyknewtheywerespeakingofher,hearingonesideofthestoryandjudgingaccordingly。Itwasnotpleasant,butabetterspirithadcomeoverher,andpresentlyachanceofferedforprovingit。SheheardMaysaysorrowfully……
  “It’stoobad,forthereisnotimetomakeotherthings,andIdon’twanttofillupwithoddsandends。Thetablewasjustcompletethen。Nowit’sspoiled。“
  “Idaresayshe’dputthembackifyouaskedher,“suggestedsomeone。
  “HowcouldIafterallthefuss?“beganMay,butshedidnotfinish,forAmy’svoicecameacrossthehall,sayingpleasantly……
  “Youmayhavethem,andwelcome,withoutasking,ifyouwantthem。IwasjustthinkingI’doffertoputthemback,fortheybelongtoyourtableratherthanmine。Heretheyare,pleasetakethem,andforgivemeifIwashastyincarryingthemawaylastnight。“
  Asshespoke,Amyreturnedhercontribution,withanodandasmile,andhurriedawayagain,feelingthatitwaseasiertodoafriendlythingthanitwastostayandbethankedforit。
  “Now,Icallthatlovelyofher,don’tyou?“criedonegirl。
  May’sanswerwasinaudible,butanotheryounglady,whosetemperwasevidentlyalittlesouredbymakinglemonade,added,withadisagreeablelaugh,“Verylovely,forsheknewshewouldn’tsellthematherowntable。“
  Now,thatwashard。Whenwemakelittlesacrificesweliketohavethemappreciated,atleast,andforaminuteAmywassorryshehaddoneit,feelingthatvirtuewasnotalwaysitswonreward。
  Butitis,asshepresentlydiscovered,forherspiritsbegantorise,andhertabletoblossomunderherskillfulhands,thegirlswereverykind,andthatonelittleactseemedtohaveclearedtheatmosphereamazingly。
  ItwasaverylongdayandahardoneforAmy,asshesatbehindhertable,oftenquitealone,forthelittlegirlsdesertedverysoon。Fewcaredtobuyflowersinsummer,andherbouquetsbegantodrooplongbeforenight。
  Thearttablewasthemostattractiveintheroom。Therewasacrowdaboutitalldaylong,andthetenderswereconstantlyflyingtoandfrowithimportantfacesandrattlingmoneyboxes。Amyoftenlookedwistfullyacross,longingtobethere,whereshefeltathomeandhappy,insteadofinacornerwithnothingtodo。
  Itmightseemnohardshiptosomeofus,buttoapretty,blitheyounggirl,itwasnotonlytedious,butverytrying,andthethoughtofLaurieandhisfriendsmadeitarealmartyrdom。
  Shedidnotgohometillnight,andthenshelookedsopaleandquietthattheyknewthedayhadbeenahardone,thoughshemadenocomplaint,anddidnoteventellwhatshehaddone。Hermothergaveheranextracordialcupoftea。Bethhelpedherdress,andmadeacharminglittlewreathforherhair,whileJoastonishedherfamilybygettingherselfupwithunusualcare,andhintingdarklythatthetableswereabouttobeturned。
  “Don’tdoanythingrude,prayJo。Iwon’thaveanyfussmade,soletitallpassandbehaveyourself,“beggedAmy,asshedepartedearly,hopingtofindareinforcementofflowerstorefreshherpoorlittletable。
  “ImerelyintendtomakemyselfentrancinglyagreeabletoeveroneIknow,andtokeeptheminyourcorneraslongaspossible。
  Teddyandhisboyswilllendahand,andwe’llhaveagoodtimeyet。“
  returnedJo,leaningoverthegatetowatchforLaurie。Presentlythefamiliartrampwasheardinthedusk,andsheranouttomeethim。
  “Isthatmyboy?“
  “Assureasthisismygirl!“AndLaurietuckedherhandunderhisarmwiththeairofamanwhoseeverywishwasgratified。
  “Oh,teddy,suchdoings!“AndJotoldAmy’swrongswithsisterlyzeal。
  “Aflockofourfellowsaregoingtodriveoverby-and-by,andI’llbehangedifIdon’tmakethembuyeveryflowershe’sgot,andcampdownbeforehertableafterward,“saidLaurie,espousinghercausewithwarmth。
  “Theflowersarenotatallnice,Amysays,andthefreshonesmaynotarriveintime。Idon’twishtobeunjustorsuspicious,butIshouldn’twonderiftheynevercameatall。Whenpeopledoonemeanthingtheyareverylikelytodoanother,“observedJoinadisgustedtone。
  “Didn’tHayesgiveyouthebestoutofourgardens?Itoldhimto。“
  “Ididn’tknowthat,heforgot,Isuppose,and,asyourgrandpawaspoorly,Ididn’tliketoworryhimbyasking,thoughIdidwantsome。“
  “Now,Jo,howcouldyouthinktherewasanyneedofasking?
  Theyarejustasmuchyoursasmine。Don’twealwaysgohalvesineverything?“beganLaurie,inthetonethatalwaysmadeJoturnthorny。
  “Gracious,Ihopenot!Halfofsomeofyourthingswouldn’tsuitmeatall。Butwemustn’tstandphilanderinghere。
  I’vegottohelpAmy,soyougoandmakeyourselfsplendid,andifyou’llbesoverykindastoletHayestakeafewniceflowersuptotheHall,I’llblessyouforever。“
  “Couldn’tyoudoitnow?“askedLaurie,sosuggestivelythatJoshutthegateinhisfacewithinhospitablehaste,andcalledthroughthebars,“Goaway,Teddy,I’mbusy。“
  Thankstotheconspirators,thetableswereturnedthatnight,forHayessentupawildernessofflowers,withaloverlybasketarrangedinhisbestmannerforacenterpiece。ThentheMarchfamilyturnedoutenmasse,andJoexertedherselftosomepurpose,forpeoplenotonlycame,butstayed,laughingathernonsense,admiringAmy’staste,andapparentlyenjoyingthemselvesverymuch。Laurieandhisfriendsgallantlythrewthemselvesintothebreach,boughtupthebouquets,encampedbeforethetable,andmadethatcornertheliveliestspotintheroom。Amywasinherelementnow,andoutofgratitude,ifnothingmore,wasasspritelyandgraciousaspossible,comingtotheconclusion,aboutthattime,thatvirtuewasit’sownreward,afterall。
  Jobehavedherselfwithexemplarypropriety,andwhenAmywashappilysurroundedbyherguardofhonor,Jocirculatedaboutthehall,pickingupvariousbitsofgossip,whichenlightenedheruponthesubjectoftheChesterchangeofbase。ShereproachedherselfforhershareoftheillfeelingandresolvedtoexonerateAmyassoonaspossible。ShealsodiscoveredwhatAmyhaddoneaboutthethingsinthemorning,andconsideredheramodelofmagnanimity。
  Asshepassedthearttable,sheglancedoveritforhersister’sthings,butsawnosignofthem。“Tuckedawayoutofsight,I
  daresay,“thoughtJo,whocouldforgiverherownwrongs,buthotlyresentedanyinsultofferedherfamily。
  “Goodevening,MissJo。HowdoesAmygeton?“askedMaywithaconciliatoryair,forshewantedtoshowthatshealsocouldbegenerous。
  “Shehassoldeverythingshehadthatwasworthselling,andnowsheisenjoyingherself。Theflowertableisalwaysattractive,youknow,`especiallytogentlemen’。“
  Jocouldn’tresistgivingthatlittleslap,butMaytookitsomeeklysheregretteditaminuteafter,andfelltopraisingthegreatvases,whichstillremainedunsold。
  “IsAmy’silluminationanywhereabout“ItookafancytobuythatforFather,“saidJo,veryanxioustolearnthefateofhersister’swork。
  “EverythingofAmy’ssoldlongago。Itookcarethattherightpeoplesawthem,andtheymadeanicelittlesumofmoneyforus,“returnedMay,whohadovercomesundrysmalltemptations,aswellasAmyhad,thatday。
  Muchgratified,Jorushedbacktotellthegoodnews,andAmylookedbothtouchedandsurprisedbythereportofMay’swordandmanner。
  “Now,gentlemen,Iwantyoutogoanddoyourdutybytheothertablesasgenerouslyasyouhavebymine,especiallythearttable,“shesaid,orderingout`Teddy’sown’,asthegirlscalledthecollegefriends。
  “`Charge,Chester,charge!’isthemottoforthattable,butdoyourdutylikemen,andyou’llgetyourmoney’sworthofartineverysenseoftheword,“saidtheirrepressibleJo,asthedevotedphalanxpreparedtotakethefield。
  “Tohearistoobey,butMarchisfairerfarthanMay,“saidlittleParker,makingafranticefforttobebothwittyandtender,andgettingpromptlyquenchedbyLaurie,whosaid……
  “Verywell,myson,forasmallboy!“andwalkedhimoff,withapaternalpatonthehead。
  “Buythevases,“whisperedAmytoLaurie,asafinalheapingofcoalsoffireonherenemy’shead。
  ToMay’sgreatdelight,Mr。Laurencenotonlyboughtthevases,butpervadedthehallwithoneundereacharm。Theothergentlemenspeculatedwithequalrashnessinallsortsoffrailtrifles,andwanderedhelplesslyaboutafterward,burdenedwithwaxflowers,paintedfans,filigreeportfolios,andotherusefulandappropriatepurchases。
  AuntCarrolwasthere,heardthestory,lookedpleased,andsaidsomethingtoMrs。Marchinacorner,whichmadethelatterladybeamwithsatisfaction,andwatchAmywithafacefullofmingledprideandanxiety,thoughshedidnotbetraythecauseofherpleasuretillseveraldayslater。
  Thefairwaspronouncedasuccess,andwhenMaybadeAmygoodnight,shedidnotgushasusual,butgaveheranaffectionatekiss,andalookwhichsaid`forgiveandforget’。ThatsatisfiedAmy,andwhenshegothomeshefoundthevasesparadedontheparlorchimneypiecewithagreatbouquetineach。“TherewardofmeritforamagnanimousMarch,“asLaurieannouncedwithaflourish。
  “You’veadealmoreprincipleandgenerosityandnoblenessofcharacterthanIevergaveyoucreditfor,Amy。You’vebehavedsweetly,andIrespectyouwithallmyheart,“saidJowarmly,astheybrushedtheirhairtogetherlatethatnight。
  “Yes,wealldo,andloveherforbeingsoreadytoforgive。
  Itmusthavebeendreadfullyhard,afterworkingsolongandsettingyourheartonsellingyourownprettythings。Idon’tbelieveIcouldhavedoneitaskindlyasyoudid,“addedBethfromherpillow。
  “Why,girls,youneedn’tpraisemeso。IonlydidasI’dbedoneby。YoulaughatmewhenIsayIwanttobealady,butImeanatruegentlewomaninmindandmanners,andItrytodoitasfarasIknowhow。Ican’texplainexactly,butIwanttobeabovethelittlemeannessesandfolliesandfaultsthatspoilsomanywomen。I’mfarfromitnow,butIdomybest,andhopeintimetobewhatMotheris。“
  Amyspokeearnestly,andJosaid,withacordialhug,“I
  understandnowwhatyoumean,andI’llneverlaughatyouagain。
  Youaregettingonfasterthanyouthink,andI’lltakelessonsofyouintruepoliteness,foryou’velearnedthesecret,Ibelieve。
  Tryaway,deary,you’llgetyourrewardsomeday,andnoonewillbemoredelightedthanIshall。“