Leavinghersistertoherowndevices,Amyproceededtoenjoyherselftoherheart’scontent。Mr。Tudor’sunclehadmarriedanEnglishladywhowasthirdcousintoalivinglord,andAmyregardedthewholefamilywithgreatrespect,forinspiteofherAmericanbirthandbreeding,shepossessedthatreverencefortitleswhichhauntsthebestofus——thatunacknowledgedloyaltytotheearlyfaithinkingswhichsetthemostdemocraticnationunderthesuninfermentatthecomingofaroyalyellow-hairedladdie,someyearsago,andwhichstillhassomethingtodowiththelovetheyoungcountrybearstheold,likethatofabigsonforanimperiouslittlemother,whoheldhimwhileshecould,andlethimgowithafarewellscoldingwhenherebelled。ButeventhesatisfactionoftalkingwithadistantconnectionoftheBritishnobilitydidnotrenderAmyforgetfuloftime,andwhenthepropernumberofminuteshadpassed,shereluctantlytoreherselffromthisaristocraticsociety,andlookedaboutforJo,ferventlyhopingthatherincorrigiblesisterwouldnotbefoundinanypositionwhichshouldbringdisgraceuponthenameofMarch。
Itmighthavebeenworse,butAmyconsidereditbad。ForJosatonthegrass,withanencampmentofboysabouther,andadirty-footeddogreposingontheskirtofherstateandfestivaldress,assherelatedoneofLaurie’sprankstoheradmiringaudience。
OnesmallchildwaspokingturtleswithAmy’scherishedparasol,asecondwaseatinggingerbreadoverJo’sbestbonnet,andathirdplayingballwithhergloves。butallwereenjoyingthemselves,andwhenJocollectedherdamagedpropertytogo,herescortaccompaniedher,begginghertocomeagain,“ItwassuchfuntohearaboutLaurie’slarks。“
“Capitalboys,aren’tthey?Ifeelquiteyoungandbriskagainafterthat。“saidJo,strollingalongwithherhandsbehindher,partlyfromhabit,partlytoconcealthebespatteredparasol。
“WhydoyoualwaysavoidMr。Tudor?“askedAmy,wiselyrefrainingfromanycommentuponJo’sdilapidatedappearance。
“Don’tlikehim,heputsonairs,snubshissisters,worrieshisfather,anddoesn’tspeakrespectfullyofhismother。Lauriesaysheisfast,andIdon’tconsiderhimadesirableacquaintance,soIlethimalone。“
“Youmighttreathimcivilly,atleast。Yougavehimacoolnod,andjustnowyoubowedandsmiledinthepolitestwaytoTommyChamberlain,whosefatherkeepsagrocerystore。Ifyouhadjustreversedthenodandthebow,itwouldhavebeenright,“
saidAmyreprovingly。
“No,itwouldn’t,“returnedJo,“Ineitherlike,respect,noradmireTudor,thoughhisgrandfather’suncle’snephew’sniecewasathirdcousintoalord。Tommyispoorandbashfulandgoodandveryclever。Ithinkwellofhim,andliketoshowthatIdo,forheisagentlemaninspiteofthebrownpaperparcels。“
“It’snousetryingtoarguewithyou,“beganAmy。
“Nottheleast,mydear,“interruptedJo,“soletuslookamiable,anddropacardhere,astheKingsareevidentlyout,forwhichI’mdeeplygrateful。“
Thefamilycardcasehavingdoneitsdutythegirlswalkedon,andJoutteredanotherthanksgivingonreachingthefifthhouse,andbeingtoldthattheyoungladieswereengaged。
“nowletusgohome,andnevermindAuntMarchtoday。Wecanrundownthereanytime,andit’sreallyapitytotrailthroughthedustinourbestbibsandtuckers,whenwearetiredandcross。“
“Speakforyourself,ifyouplease。AuntMarchlikestohaveuspayherthecomplimentofcominginstyle,andmakingaformalcall。
It’salittlethingtodo,butitgivesherpleasure,andIdon’tbelieveitwillhurtyourthingshalfsomuchaslettingdirtydogsandclumpingboysspoilthem。Stoopdown,andletmetakethecrumbsoffofyourbonnet。“
“Whatagoodgirlyouare,Amy!“saidJo,witharepentantglancefromherowndamagedcostumetothatofhersister,whichwasfreshandspotlessstill。“Iwishitwasaseasyformetodolittlethingstopleasepeopleasitisforyou。Ithinkofthem,butittakestoomuchtimetodothem,soIwaitforachancetoconferagreatfavor,andletthesmallonesslip,buttheytellbestintheend,Ifancy。“
Amysmiledandwasmollifiedatonce,sayingwithamaternalair,“Womenshouldlearntobeagreeable,particularlypoorones,fortheyhavenootherwayofrepayingthekindnessestheyreceive。
Ifyou’drememberthat,andpracticeit,you’dbebetterlikedthanIam,becausethereismoreofyou。“
“I’macrotchetyoldthing,andalwaysshallbe,butI’mwillingtoownthatyouareright,onlyit’seasierformetoriskmylifeforapersonthantobepleasanttohimwhenIdon’tfeellikeit。It’sagreatmisfortunetohavesuchstronglikesanddislikes,isn’tit?“
“It’sagreaternottobeabletohidethem。Idon’tmindsayingthatIdon’tapproveofTudoranymorethanyoudo,butI’mnotcalledupontotellhimso。Neitherareyou,andthereisnouseinmakingyourselfdisagreeablebecauseheis。“
“ButIthinkgirlsoughttoshowwhentheydisapproveofyoungmen,andhowcantheydoitexceptbytheirmanners?
Preachingdoesnotdoanygood,asIknowtomysorrow,sinceI’vehadTeddietomanage。ButtherearemanylittlewaysinwhichIcaninfluencehimwithoutaword,andIsayweoughttodoittoothersifwecan。“
“Teddyisaremarkableboy,andcan’tbetakenasasampleofotherboys,“saidAmy,inatoneofsolemnconviction,whichwouldhaveconvulsedthe`remarkableboy’ifhehadheardit。
“Ifwewerebelles,orwomenofwealthandposition,wemightdosomething,perhaps,butforustofrownatonesetofyounggentlemenbecausewedon’tapproveofthem,andsmileuponanothersetbecausewedo,wouldn’thaveaparticleofeffect,andweshouldonlybeconsideredoddandpuritanical。“
“Sowearetocountenancethingsandpeoplewhichwedetest,merelybecausewearenotbellesandmillionaires,arewe?
That’sanicesortofmorality。“
“Ican’targueaboutit,Ionlyknowthatit’sthewayoftheworld,andpeoplewhosetthemselvesagainstitonlygetlaughedatfortheirpains。Idon’tlikereformers,andIhopeyounevertrytobeone。“
“Idolikethem,andIshallbeoneifIcan,forinspiteofthelaughingtheworldwouldnevergetonwithoutthem。Wecan’tagreeaboutthat。foryoubelongtotheoldset,andItothenew。
Youwillgetonthebest,butIshallhavetheliveliesttimeofit。
Ishouldratherenjoythebrickbatsandhooting,Ithink。“
“Well,composeyourselfnow,anddon’tworryAuntwithyournewideas。“
“I’lltrynotto,butI’malwayspossessedtoburstoutwithsomeparticularlybluntspeechorrevolutionarysentimentbeforeher。It’smydoom,andIcan’thelpit。“
TheyfoundAuntCarrolwiththeoldlady,bothabsorbedinsomeveryinterestingsubject,buttheydroppeditasthegirlscamein,withaconsciouslookwhichbetrayedthattheyhadbeentalkingabouttheirnieces。Jowasnotinagoodhumor,andtheperversefitreturned,butAmy,whohadvirtuouslydoneherduty,kepthertemperandpleasedeverybody,wasinamostangelicframeofmind。Thisamiablespiritwasfeltatonce,andbothaunts`mydeared’heraffectionately,lookingwhattheyafterwardsaidemphatically,“Thatchildimproveseveryday。“
“Areyougoingtohelpaboutthefair,dear?“askedMrs。Carrol,asAmysatdownbesideherwiththeconfidingairelderlypeoplelikesowellintheyoung。
“Yes,Aunt。Mrs。ChesteraskedmeifIwould,andIofferedtotendatable,asIhavenothingbutmytimetogive。“
“I’mnot,“putinJodecidedly。“Ihatetobepatronized,andtheChestersthinkit’sagreatfavortoallowustohelpwiththeirhighlyconnectedfair。Iwonderyouconsented,Amy,theyonlywantyoutowork。“
“Iamwillingtowork。It’sforthefreedmenaswellastheChesters,andIthinkitverykindofthemtoletmesharethelaborandthefun。Patronagedoesnottroublemewhenitiswellmeant。“
“Quiterightandproper。Ilikeyourgratefulspirit,mydear。
It’sapleasuretohelppeoplewhoappreciateourefforts。Somedonot,andthatistrying,“observedAuntMarch,lookingoverherspectaclesatJo,whosatapart,rockingherself,withasomewhatmoroseexpression。
IfJohadonlyknownwhatagreathappinesswaswaveringinthebalanceforoneofthem,shewouldhaveturneddove-likeinaminute,butunfortunately,wedon’thavewindowsinourbreasts,andcannotseewhatgoesoninthemindsofourfriends。Betterforusthatwecannotasageneralthing,butnowandthenitwouldbesuchacomfort,suchasavingoftimeandtemper。Byhernextspeech,Jodeprivedherselfofseveralyearsofpleasure,andreceivedatimelylessonintheartofholdinghertongue。
“Idon’tlikefavors,theyoppressandmakemefeellikeaslave。I’dratherdoeverythingformyself,andbeperfectlyindependent。“
“Ahem!“coughedAuntCarrolsoftly,withalookatAuntMarch。
“Itoldyouso,“saidAuntMarch,withadecidednodtoAuntCarrol。
Mercifullyunconsciousofwhatshehaddone,Josatwithhernoseintheair,andarevolutionaryaspectwhichwasanythingbutinviting。
“DoyouspeakFrench,dear?“askedMrs。Carrol,layingahandonAmy’s。
“Prettywell,thankstoAuntMarch,wholetsEsthertalktomeasoftenasIlike,“repliedamy,withagratefullook,whichcausedtheoldladytosmileaffably。
“Howareyouaboutlanguages?“askedMrs。CarrolofJO。
“Don’tknowaword。I’mverystupidaboutstudyinganything,can’tbearFrench,it’ssuchaslippery,sillysortoflanguage,“
wasthebrusquereply。
Anotherlookpassedbetweentheladies,andAuntMarchsaidtoAmy,’Youarequitestrongandwellno,dear,Ibelieve?Eyesdon’ttroubleyouanymore,dothey?“
“Notatall,thankyou,ma’am。I’mverywell,andmeantodogreatthingsnextwinter,sothatImaybereadyforRome,wheneverthatjoyfultimearrives。“
“Goodgirl!Youdeservetogo,andI’msureyouwillsomeday,“saidAuntMarch,withanapproving;patonthehead,asAmypickedupherballforher。
Crosspatch,drawthelatch,Sitbythefireandspin,squalledPolly,bendingdownfromhisperchonthebackofherchairtopeepintoJo’sface,withsuchacomicalairofimpertinentinquirythatitwasimpossibletohelplaughing。
“Mostobservingbird,“saidtheoldlady。
“Comeandtakeawalk,mydear?“criedPolly,hoppingtowardthechinacloset,withalooksuggestiveofalumpofsugar。
“Thankyou,Iwill。ComeAmy。“AndJobroughtthevisittoanend,feelingmorestronglythaneverthatcallsdidhaveabadeffectuponherconstitution。Sheshookhandsinagentlemanlymanner,butAmykissedboththeaunts,andthegirlsdeparted,leavingbehindthemtheimpressionofshadowandsunshine,whichimpressioncausedAuntMarchtosay,astheyvanished……
“You’dbetterdoit,Mary。I’llsupplythemoney。AndAuntCarroltoreplydecidedly,“Icertainlywill,ifherfatherandmotherconsent。“
Chapter30CHAPTERTHIRTY
Mrs。Chester’sfairwassoveryelegantandselectthatitwasconsideredagreathonorbytheyoungladiesoftheneighborhoodtobeinvitedtotakeatable,andeveryonewasmuchinterestinthematter。Amywasasked,butJowasnot,whichwasfortunateforallparties,asherelbowsweredecidedlyakimboatthisperiodofherlife,andittookagoodmanyhardknockstoteachherhowtogetoneasily。The`haughty,uninterestingcreature’wasletseverelyalone,butAmy’stalentandtasteweredulycomplimentedbytheofferofthearttable,andsheexertedherselftoprepareandsecureappropriateandvaluablecontributionstoit。
Everythingwentonsmoothlytillthedaybeforethefairopened,thenthereoccurredoneofthelittleskirmisheswhichitisalmostimpossibletoavoid,whensomefive-and-twentywomen,oldandyoung,withalltheirprivatepiquesandprejudices,trytoworktogether。
MayChesterwasratherjealousofAmybecausethelatterwasagreaterfavoritethanherself,andjustatthistimeseveraltriflingcircumstancesoccurredtoincreasethefeeling。
Amy’sdaintypen-and-inkworkentirelyeclipsedMay’spaintedvases——thatwasonethorn。ThentheallconqueringTudorhaddancedfourtimeswithAmyatalatepartyandonlyoncewithMay——thatwasthornnumbertwo。Butthechiefgrievancethatrankledinhersoul,andgaveanexcuseforherunfriendlyconduct,wasarumorwhichsomeobliginggossiphadwhisperedtoher,thattheMarchgirlshadmadefunofherattheLambs’。
AlltheblameofthisshouldhavefallenuponJo,forhernaughtyimitationhadbeentoolifeliketoescapedetection,andthefrolicsomeLambshadpermittedthejoketoescape。Nohintofthishadreachedtheculprits,however,andAmy’sdismaycanbeimagined,when,theveryeveningbeforethefair,asshewasputtingthelasttouchestoherprettytable,Mrs。Chester,who,ofcourse,resentedthesupposedridiculeofherdaughter,said,inablandtone,butwithacoldlook……
“Ifind,dear,thatthereissomefeelingamongtheyoungladiesaboutmygivingthistabletoanyonebutmygirls。Asthisisthemostprominent,andsomesaythemostattractivetableofall,andtheyarethechiefgetters-upofthefair,itisthoughtbestforthemtotakethisplace。I’msorry,butI
knowyouaretoosincerelyinterestedinthecausetomindalittlepersonaldisappointment,andyoushallhaveanothertableifyoulike。“
Mrs。Chesterfanciedbeforehandthatitwouldbeeasytodeliverthislittlespeech,butwhenthetimecame,shefounditratherdifficulttoutteritnaturally,withAmy’sunsuspiciouseyeslookingstraightatherfullofsurpriseandtrouble。
“Amyfeltthattherewassomethingbehindthis,butwouldnotguesswhat,andsaidquietly,feelinghurt,andshowingthatshedid,“PerhapsyouhadratherItooknotableatall?“
“Now,mydear,don’thaveanyillfeeling,Ibeg。It’smerelyamatterofexpediency,yousee,mygirlswillnaturallytakethelead,andthistableisconsideredtheirproperplace。
Ithinkitveryappropriatetoyou,andfeelverygratefulforyoureffortstomakeitsopretty,butwemustgiveupourprivatewishes,ofcourse,andIwillseethatyouhaveagoodplaceelsewhere。Wouldn’tyouliketheflowertable?Thelittlegirlsundertookit,buttheyarediscouraged。Youcouldmakeacharmingthingofit,andtheflowertableisalwaysattractiveyouknow。“
“Especiallytogentlemen,“addedMay,withalookwhichenlightenedAmyastoonecauseofhersuddenfallfromfavor。Shecoloredangrily,buttooknoothernoticeofthatgirlishsarcasm,andansweredwithunexpectedamiability……
“Itshallbeasyouplease,Mrs。Chester。I’llgiveupmyplacehereatonce,andattendtotheflowers,ifyoulike。“
“Youcanputyourownthingsonyourowntable,ifyouprefer,“beganMay,feelingalittleconscience-stricken,asshelookedattheprettyracks,thepaintedshells,andquaintilluminationsAmyhadsocarefullymadeandsogracefullyarranged。
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