’Doyouneverleaveyourroom,mother?’
’Whatwithmyrheumaticaffection,andwhatwithitsattendantdebilityornervousweakness——namesareofnomatternow——Ihavelosttheuseofmylimbs。Ineverleavemyroom。Ihavenotbeenoutsidethisdoorfor——tellhimforhowlong,’shesaid,speakingoverhershoulder。
’AdozenyearnextChristmas,’returnedacrackedvoiceoutofthedimnessbehind。
’IsthatAffery?’saidArthur,lookingtowardsit。
ThecrackedvoicerepliedthatitwasAffery:andanoldwomancameforwardintowhatdoubtfullighttherewas,andkissedherhandonce;thensubsidedagainintothedimness。
’Iamable,’saidMrsClennam,withaslightmotionofherworsted-
muffledrighthandtowardachaironwheels,standingbeforeatallwritingcabinetcloseshutup,’Iamabletoattendtomybusinessduties,andIamthankfulfortheprivilege。Itisagreatprivilege。Butnomoreofbusinessonthisday。Itisabadnight,isitnot?’
’Yes,mother。’
’Doesitsnow?’
’Snow,mother?AndweonlyyetinSeptember?’
’Allseasonsarealiketome,’shereturned,withagrimkindofluxuriousness。’Iknownothingofsummerandwinter,shutuphere。
TheLordhasbeenpleasedtoputmebeyondallthat。’Withhercoldgreyeyesandhercoldgreyhair,andherimmovableface,asstiffasthefoldsofherstonyhead-dress,——herbeingbeyondthereachoftheseasonsseemedbutafitsequencetoherbeingbeyondthereachofallchangingemotions。
Onherlittletablelaytwoorthreebooks,herhandkerchief,apairofsteelspectaclesnewlytakenoff,andanold-fashionedgoldwatchinaheavydoublecase。Uponthislastobjectherson’seyesandherownnowrestedtogether。
’IseethatyoureceivedthepacketIsentyouonmyfather’sdeath,safely,mother。’
’Yousee。’
’Ineverknewmyfathertoshowsomuchanxietyonanysubject,asthathiswatchshouldbesentstraighttoyou。’
’Ikeepithereasaremembranceofyourfather。’
’Itwasnotuntilthelast,thatheexpressedthewish;whenhecouldonlyputhishanduponit,andveryindistinctlysaytome“yourmother。“Amomentbefore,Ithoughthimwanderinginhismind,ashehadbeenformanyhours——Ithinkhehadnoconsciousnessofpaininhisshortillness——whenIsawhimturnhimselfinhisbedandtrytoopenit。’
’Wasyourfather,then,notwanderinginhismindwhenhetriedtoopenit?’
’No。Hewasquitesensibleatthattime。’
MrsClennamshookherhead;whetherindismissalofthedeceasedoropposingherselftoherson’sopinion,wasnotclearlyexpressed。
’Aftermyfather’sdeathIopeneditmyself,thinkingtheremightbe,foranythingIknew,somememorandumthere。However,asIneednottellyou,mother,therewasnothingbuttheoldsilkwatch-
paperworkedinbeads,whichyoufoundnodoubtinitsplacebetweenthecases,whereIfoundandleftit。’
MrsClennamsignifiedassent;thenadded,’Nomoreofbusinessonthisday,’andthenadded,’Affery,itisnineo’clock。’
Uponthis,theoldwomanclearedthelittletable,wentoutoftheroom,andquicklyreturnedwithatrayonwhichwasadishoflittlerusksandasmallprecisepatofbutter,cool,symmetrical,white,andplump。Theoldmanwhohadbeenstandingbythedoorinoneattitudeduringthewholeinterview,lookingatthemotherup-
stairsashehadlookedatthesondown-stairs,wentoutatthesametime,and,afteralongerabsence,returnedwithanothertrayonwhichwasthegreaterpartofabottleofportwinewhich,tojudgebyhispanting,hehadbroughtfromthecellar,alemon,asugar-basin,andaspicebox。Withthesematerialsandtheaidofthekettle,hefilledatumblerwithahotandodorousmixture,measuredoutandcompoundedwithasmuchnicetyasaphysician’sprescription。IntothismixtureMrsClennamdippedcertainoftherusks,andatethem;whiletheoldwomanbutteredcertainotheroftherusks,whichweretobeeatenalone。Whentheinvalidhadeatenalltherusksanddrunkallthemixture,thetwotrayswereremoved;andthebooksandthecandle,watch,handkerchief,andspectacleswerereplaceduponthetable。Shethenputonthespectaclesandreadcertainpassagesaloudfromabook——sternly,fiercely,wrathfully——prayingthatherenemiesshemadethembyhertoneandmannerexpresslyhersmightbeputtotheedgeofthesword,consumedbyfire,smittenbyplaguesandleprosy,thattheirbonesmightbegroundtodust,andthattheymightbeutterlyexterminated。Asshereadon,yearsseemedtofallawayfromhersonliketheimaginingsofadream,andalltheolddarkhorrorsofhisusualpreparationforthesleepofaninnocentchildtoovershadowhim。
Sheshutthebookandremainedforalittletimewithherfaceshadedbyherhand。Sodidtheoldman,otherwisestillunchangedinattitude;so,probably,didtheoldwomaninherdimmerpartoftheroom。Thenthesickwomanwasreadyforbed。
’Goodnight,Arthur。Afferywillseetoyouraccommodation。Onlytouchme,formyhandistender。’Hetouchedtheworstedmufflingofherhand——thatwasnothing;ifhismotherhadbeensheathedinbrasstherewouldhavebeennonewbarrierbetweenthem——andfollowedtheoldmanandwomandown-stairs。
Thelatteraskedhim,whentheywerealonetogetheramongtheheavyshadowsofthedining-room,wouldhehavesomesupper?
’No,Affery,nosupper。’
’Youshallifyoulike,’saidAffery。’There’shertomorrow’spartridgeinthelarder——herfirstthisyear;saythewordandI’llcookit。’
No,hehadnotlongdined,andcouldeatnothing。
’Havesomethingtodrink,then,’saidAffery;’youshallhavesomeofherbottleofport,ifyoulike。I’lltellJeremiahthatyouorderedmetobringityou。’
No;norwouldhehavethat,either。
’It’snoreason,Arthur,’saidtheoldwoman,bendingoverhimtowhisper,’thatbecauseIamafearedofmylifeof’em,youshouldbe。You’vegothalftheproperty,haven’tyou?’
’Yes,yes。’
’Wellthen,don’tyoubecowed。You’reclever,Arthur,an’tyou?
’
Henodded,assheseemedtoexpectananswerintheaffirmative。
’Thenstandupagainstthem!She’sawfulclever,andnonebutacleveronedurstsayawordtoher。HE’Sacleverone——oh,he’sacleverone!——andhegivesitherwhenhehasamindto’t,hedoes!’
’Yourhusbanddoes?’
’Does?Itmakesmeshakefromheadtofoot,tohearhimgiveither。Myhusband,JeremiahFlintwinch,canconquerevenyourmother。Whatcanhebebutacleveronetodothat!’
Hisshufflingfootstepcomingtowardsthemcausedhertoretreattotheotherendoftheroom。Thoughatall,hard-favoured,sinewyoldwoman,whoinheryouthmighthaveenlistedintheFootGuardswithoutmuchfearofdiscovery,shecollapsedbeforethelittlekeen-eyedcrab-likeoldman。
’Now,Affery,’saidhe,’now,woman,whatareyoudoing?Can’tyoufindMasterArthursomethingoranothertopickat?’
MasterArthurrepeatedhisrecentrefusaltopickatanything。
’Verywell,then,’saidtheoldman;’makehisbed。Stiryourself。’Hisneckwassotwistedthattheknottedendsofhiswhitecravatusuallydangledunderoneear;hisnaturalacerbityandenergy,alwayscontendingwithasecondnatureofhabitualrepression,gavehisfeaturesaswollenandsuffusedlook;andaltogether,hehadaweirdappearanceofhavinghangedhimselfatonetimeorother,andofhavinggoneabouteversince,halterandall,exactlyassometimelyhandhadcuthimdown。
’You’llhavebitterwordstogetherto-morrow,Arthur;youandyourmother,’saidJeremiah。’Yourhavinggivenupthebusinessonyourfather’sdeath——whichshesuspects,thoughwehaveleftittoyoutotellher——won’tgooffsmoothly。’
’Ihavegivenupeverythinginlifeforthebusiness,andthetimecameformetogiveupthat。’
’Good!’criedJeremiah,evidentlymeaningBad。’Verygood!onlydon’texpectmetostandbetweenyourmotherandyou,Arthur。I
stoodbetweenyourmotherandyourfather,fendingoffthis,andfendingoffthat,andgettingcrushedandpoundedbetwixtem;andI’vedonewithsuchwork。’
’Youwillneverbeaskedtobeginitagainforme,Jeremiah。’
’Good。I’mgladtohearit;becauseIshouldhavehadtodeclineit,ifIhadbeen。That’senough——asyourmothersays——andmorethanenoughofsuchmattersonaSabbathnight。Affery,woman,haveyoufoundwhatyouwantyet?’
Shehadbeencollectingsheetsandblanketsfromapress,andhastenedtogatherthemup,andtoreply,’Yes,Jeremiah。’ArthurClennamhelpedherbycarryingtheloadhimself,wishedtheoldmangoodnight,andwentup-stairswithhertothetopofthehouse。
Theymountedupandup,throughthemustysmellofanoldclosehouse,littleused,toalargegarretbed-room。Meagreandspare,likealltheotherrooms,itwasevenuglierandgrimmerthantherest,bybeingtheplaceofbanishmentfortheworn-outfurniture。
Itsmovableswereuglyoldchairswithworn-outseats,anduglyoldchairswithoutanyseats;athreadbarepatternlesscarpet,amaimedtable,acrippledwardrobe,aleansetoffire-ironsliketheskeletonofasetdeceased,awashing-standthatlookedasifithadstoodforagesinahailofdirtysoapsuds,andabedsteadwithfourbareatomiesofposts,eachterminatinginaspike,asifforthedismalaccommodationoflodgerswhomightprefertoimpalethemselves。Arthuropenedthelonglowwindow,andlookedoutupontheoldblastedandblackenedforestofchimneys,andtheoldredglareinthesky,whichhadseemedtohimonceuponatimebutanightlyreflectionofthefieryenvironmentthatwaspresentedtohischildishfancyinalldirections,letitlookwhereitwould。
Hedrewinhisheadagain,satdownatthebedside,andlookedonatAfferyFlintwinchmakingthebed。
’Affery,youwerenotmarriedwhenIwentaway。’
Shescrewedhermouthintotheformofsaying’No,’shookherhead,andproceededtogetapillowintoitscase。
’Howdidithappen?’
’Why,Jeremiah,o’course,’saidAffery,withanendofthepillow-
casebetweenherteeth。
’Ofcourseheproposedit,buthowdiditallcomeabout?Ishouldhavethoughtthatneitherofyouwouldhavemarried;leastofallshouldIhavethoughtofyourmarryingeachother。’
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